1.

One day
This is my story, about me as a person who know strugling by facing day by
day with the condition that I think I’m not finding any comfort place that even, I felt it
is getting so hard to face everyday. I have a girlfriend, she is the best girl I have ever
had, it’s been like almost 6 years of our relationship and as I know it’s up and down,
makes me really enjoying every moments that I have with her.
The story I started not after the 6 years relationship, but it started when It’s
first years of us. We’re last year in a high school, the first year that I dated the girl that
I know since 5 years ago. She’s so cute, with her petite body, brown wavy hair, and
also pretty eyes like seeing white cute cat that make me mesmerize every time I see
her. The first change that I need to know her is by knowing “ How to get to know
her?!”, I’m questioning in my head everyday. But there was a change, on october
2018 I have a best friend, called Airy, she’s my best friend also her best friend. I talkin
to her t
2. Why?
Why the feelings that I get felt different? God, why this happen, what happen to her? I
said. Feeling anxious gaves me unconfortable choice to tell her what happen lately that
struggle me a lot. While on that time, I know this would be hard by seeing I’m on the
hard situation that I need to go to Bandung by doing round trip from bandung to garut
every weeks in iftar conditions. I’m feeling so blue, lonely at need some accompany.
I was questioning, this is just happen to me? But, why did I’m not taking any action
by talkin to her instead of that I’m just keeping silent.