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HAWK’S HONOR (POLICE AND
FIRE: OPERATION ALPHA)
RYOSHI DELTA BOOK 3
MADDIE WADE
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are
products of the author’s imagination or used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual
events or locales or persons living or dead is entirely coincidental.
Cover: Studioenp.com
Editing: Black Opal Editing
Image: Furiousfotog
Dear Readers,
If you are new to this amazing world, in a nutshell the author wrote
a story using one or more of my characters in it. Sometimes that
character has a major role in the story, and other times they are only
mentioned briefly. This is perfectly legal and allowable because they
are going through Aces Press to publish the story.
This book is entirely the work of the author who wrote it. While I
might have assisted with brainstorming and other ideas about which
of my characters to use, I didn’t have any part in the process or
writing or editing the story.
I’m proud and excited that so many authors loved my characters
enough that they wanted to write them into their own story. Thank
you for supporting them, and me!
READ ON!
Xoxo
Susan Stoker
ABOUT THE BOOK
As Hawk and Felicity grow closer, their lives are put in danger when
Hawk draws the ire of the latest serial killer his team is hunting.
When the killer then turns their sights on Felicity, Hawk will do
whatever it takes to save the woman he wants to spend the rest of
his life with.
CONTENTS
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
Books by Maddie Wade
About the Author
More Special Forces: Operation Alpha World Books
Books by Susan Stoker
CHAPTER 1
Hawk adjusted his hat on his head and thought of ways he could
repay Condor and Sandstorm for this. Spending the day at a book
signing for romance readers wasn’t his idea of a good time. But
Hattie and Penny had been so excited that when Condor asked, he
couldn’t say no.
The last year had been busy for the team professionally and
personally, but at least the personal aspect was only positive, with
two weddings and a baby on the way. Hattie and Condor getting
married hadn’t been a surprise. Neither had the wedding for Penny
and Sandstorm, but Rose’s surprise pregnancy certainly had been.
He was still wrapping his head around that one, and the dynamic
in the team had changed because of it. Omega was grumpier than
usual, and an air of protectiveness had come over them for a while,
and they’d stopped seeing her as an agent, which hadn’t gone over
well.
“Smile, Hawk. Try to look like you’re having fun.”
“How long is this going to take?”
“All day, but I want to get to the line for Verity Wilde. She rarely
does these things, and she’s my unicorn author.” Hattie sounded so
excited anyone would think the woman was a Queen or something.
“What the hell is a unicorn author?”
Penny laughed and looped her arm through his as Hattie did the
same on the other side. “It’s that author who is rare and special, and
I want her autograph and her latest book. It’s called My Texan Hero,
and it’s so good.” He saw her squint at him and then tip her head.
“Actually, he reminds me a lot of you, which kinda sucks because
now all the sex scenes are ruined.”
Hattie waved her hand. “Just do what I do and sub the face of
the hero for Scott, or in my case, Clay.”
“Oh yeah, good idea.”
Hawk rolled his eyes and looked to the ceiling of the hall as the
line moved, praying for deliverance, and dreaming up all the ways
he’d torture his so-called friends for this nightmare.
As they got to the front of the line, he felt the excitement of the
women around him and glanced around to see more than a few
looking at him and whispering. What the hell was happening?
“Oh my!” Hattie breathed beside him and pointed to the banner
for Verity Wilde, showing the image of a half-naked cowboy who
looked more than a little like him, except he’d never wear boots as
clean as that.
What the fuck? Women began to giggle and stare, and he fought
the urge to turn and get the hell out of there, but they were at the
front now.
“Who can I make these out to?”
His body paused at the sound of a voice that had haunted his
dreams, and his head tipped down to look into the face of the
woman who’d dominated most of his fantasies for the last twelve
months.
“You!”
“You!”
Felicity Kennedy paled a little and glanced guiltily at the image on
the banner.
Hawk smiled. Well. This day just got a lot more interesting.
Hawk bent at the waist until he was peering into her dark brown
eyes, the red lips making him lose focus for a second as his mind
went in a totally inappropriate direction. “Fancy seeing you here.”
“Wait, you two know each other?”
Penny looked confused, but it was Felicity he was concentrating
on, and he saw her go even whiter, her body tensing to see if he
would let on how he knew her. He remembered how hard she
guarded her privacy and wouldn’t be the one to ruin that for her.
“Yeah, we met last year at a bar. I bought her a drink, and she
snuck out the back door halfway through our date.”
Hattie tried to smother the laugh and failed, but he saw Fee’s
shoulders relax, her lips twitching, and was glad he had made her
smile.
“He kept offering to show me his hat collection, and I wasn’t
interested.”
Hawk raised his brows. “Perhaps you’d give me a chance to
remedy my faux pas later? I mean, especially as I seemed to have
inspired you to write My Texas Hero.” His eyes twinkled with laughter
as she blushed a deep pink that almost matched the color of her
lips.
She seemed to hesitate, and he saw they had drawn a small
audience and played his hand. He looked up over the heads of the
women. “What do you say, ladies? Should Ms. Wilde give me a
chance and let me buy her a coffee?” A chorus of yes’s rang out, and
he looked at her with a grin. “Seems like we have an answer.”
He saw the small grin she tried to hide behind a cool look and
winked at her.
“Fine, a coffee, but that’s it. Now go. I have books to sign.”
Hawk let the grin spread over his face as he bowed and stepped
aside, doffing his hat.
Penny and Hattie got their autographs, and he walked around the
signing with them, his step lighter now as he marveled at the
attention he was getting. People kept asking for his autograph on
the My Texas Hero book cover, and he kept having to explain it
wasn’t him. In the end, he’d just signed them Hawk, and they’d
gone off happy. Both women were full of questions, but he kept the
answers vague, and they seemed to get it when he said it involved a
case and dropped it.
He loved those two like the sisters he’d never had, but they were
a force to be reckoned with when they got together. It was no
wonder Condor and Sandstorm had cried off—pussies. Thankfully,
around lunchtime, they met up with Mack and Mickie and a few of
their other friends, including and surprisingly, Hayden Yates, for
lunch, and he snuck off to meet Felicity for that coffee.
He approached her table and took a moment to watch her with a
fan who was gushing and fangirling, and she was more real at that
moment than he could remember seeing her. She smiled and
laughed, and the haunted look was gone from her eyes. She was
breathtaking, and he wanted to see that face as she looked up at
him.
It was a rare thing for Hawk to be so interested in a woman. At
six foot three inches, blond hair, blue eyes, and muscles from
working on his ranch every day and chasing down criminals, he got
his fair share of attention and was never short of company if he
wanted it. The truth was, he didn’t want it often. A hookup, perhaps,
but never an interest beyond the physical. As he watched Felicity, he
wanted to know what she was thinking, what she felt in that
moment that lit her up from inside.
Her eyes met his and she excused herself with a genuine smile,
the woman wandering off with a giggle at him.
Hands in his pockets, he made his way over to her. “Do you know
how many copies of My Texas Hero I’ve signed today? A lot, that’s
how many. I gave up denying it in the end. They didn’t believe me,
anyway.”
Felicity rolled her lips between her teeth, and he could see she
was trying not to laugh.
“Go ahead, laugh at my expense. I don’t care but just gotta say,
I wouldn’t be caught dead in those boots.”
He pointed at the banner, and she threw her head back, pure and
unfiltered laughter making her body shake and his body reacted. His
dick hardened, and he knew he had to shut this down or embarrass
himself. “Shall we?” He held his hand out toward the coffee stand,
and she followed.
Felicity was petite, barely reaching his shoulder, slim and delicate,
but she’d proven she had a backbone of steel. And there was no
doubt she was beautiful, but that was all superficial, and he wanted
to know more about her. Stuff that couldn’t fit into an FBI case file.
Like her favorite color, what made her decide to write romance, and
why was there a man who looked like his double on the cover of her
latest book.
They got coffee-to-go, and he paid, raising a brow in warning
when she tried to take out her wallet. They took them out into the
sun of the patio area of the venue, finding shelter from the
afternoon sun under a screen.
Hawk leaned back in his chair, legs spread, and arm across the
back of the empty chair beside him. “So, tell me about this.” He
waved his hand in the air around him, indicating what he meant.
“This doesn’t seem like you.” He saw her smile disappear and her
eyes harden as she sat forward. He knew he’d somehow fucked up
and was sure how.
She stood, grabbing her purse. “You mean not like a serial killer’s
daughter?”
Hawk stood and placed his hand on her forearm. “No, I didn’t
mean that at all. I meant I imagined you ruling a boardroom or
running an empire. I meant no disrespect at all, Felicity.”
She sat slowly and placed her purse beside her. “I’m sorry. I get
a little defensive about things.”
“Understandable, but I’m not interested in that. I want to know
about Felicity Kennedy, the author. She has excellent taste in men,
just saying.”
She laughed as he’d hoped she would, and he felt like he’d won a
prize.
“Well, growing up, I spent a lot of time in my room and loved
reading. It started with Nancy Drew, and then in my teens, I
discovered romance and was hooked. I love how you can always
guarantee the happy ending for the couple, which is something you
don’t get in real life.”
“That makes sense. You have control, when in a relationship you
don’t.”
“Exactly. What about you, Detective Reardon? Why the Texas
Rangers?”
Hawk sipped his coffee and placed it down. “First, it’s Thomas or
Hawk, whichever you prefer. Second, it’s not a simple answer and
has a very convoluted story attached, which I’m not going to go into
right now, but the basics are, I want to help bring people to justice
and make the victims feel safe.”
Her head tipped to the side as she watched him, assessing his
answer. “Thomas. I like Thomas. It feels strong and dependable.”
Hawk held his hand over his chest. “Way to crush a man, Fifi.
Strong and dependable is about as exciting as white paint.”
Felicity crossed her legs, and he couldn’t help but admire the
curve of her thigh, his mind dipping into dangerous territory again as
he tried hard not to imagine them wrapped around his waist.
“I strongly disagree. White paint is a canvas for anything you
want it to be. The possibilities are endless.”
Her eyes were even darker now, her voice husky with desire.
She’d caught him looking and was aroused instead of being angry.
Fuck, he wanted her badly, but not just as a casual fuck. He wanted
to take his time and explore her, not only her body but everything
about her. She intrigued him in a way he hadn’t expected.
“Would you like to have dinner with me tomorrow night?”
“Yes.”
One word and it held so much promise, and as she’d said,
endless possibilities.
“I’ll pick you up at seven.”
“That works for me.”
Hawk glanced to the door, and the man who’d been her constant
shadow the entire day was standing by the door watching them. He
recognized him as the same man from her security staff the day he
and Sandstorm had gone to her house. “We should get you back
inside.”
“Yes. Your friends will be looking for you.”
“Those friends are enjoying torturing me, and this is a favor for
my boss and friend who’s married to Hattie, the blonde lady. Penny
is married to Sandstorm. You met him the day I came to see you.”
“You’re a good friend, Thomas.”
“I know, right?”
He walked her back to her table where Hattie and Penny were
waiting with Mack, Mickie, and Hayden.
“Oh my God, it could totally be you, Hawk. Let me get a picture
of you guys next to the banner.” Mack motioned for him to move
closer to Felicity and he shrugged and placed his arm around her,
letting Mack take the picture.
“Perfect.”
Mack was showing Mickie and talking about some calendar, and
he tuned it out as he turned to the woman beside him. “Until
tomorrow.” He felt suddenly awkward, wanting to kiss her but
knowing it was too soon, so he kissed her cheek instead, inhaling
the fragrances of lily and vanilla.
Her eyes dropped before coming back up to him with heat, which
he knew mirrored his own. “Tomorrow, Thomas.”
CHAPTER 2
“We now have six victims, all killed in the last six months by
poisoning. The killer is somehow getting Tetrodotoxin from the
pufferfish into the food.” Condor stopped and pivoted as he talked
through the basics of the case that had landed on their desk that
morning.
“So, the killer is picking one specific victim each time, not
poisoning the entire section?” Hawk felt his phone vibrate in his
pocket as he spoke and tried to hide the smile.
“Yes. Each of the victims ate at a deli shortly before death. This
type of poisoning is usually associated with incorrectly prepared
Japanese food, but in these cases, pufferfish weren’t on the menu.”
“Any visuals or CCTV of the killer?” Lyric was seated behind
Hawk, his booted foot up on the desk. He looked more like a
Rockstar than an FBI agent, but he was probably better at seeing
the bigger picture than any of them.
“All we have is this.” Condor nodded at Omega, who flashed a
video onto the big screen. It showed an image of someone in a dark
hoodie covering their face, leaning over the victim as if they’d fallen,
and injected the food on their plate with the poison.
Omega turned. “CCTV catches them as they leave, but as this is
in a busy section of the city, we lose them quickly. Probably they
change clothes and then it’s tricky to pinpoint anyone by the minimal
description we have.” Omega drummed his fingers on the desk
before sitting forward quickly. “Although if that’s the case and they
dumped the clothing, maybe we can locate that. It had to have been
dumped in this area here because we lost them after that.”
Hawk looked at a marked-up section of the city that held a lot of
restaurants and commercial buildings.
“Good. Get uniforms on that, see what they turn up.”
Hawk folded his arms across his chest. “Is it possible our killer
works in one of these buildings? All the deaths have been office
workers with no other connection as far as we can see.”
“From the profile I’ve done, I think our killer is a woman. The
height and build of the killer supports that theory too.”
Everyone looked at Rose who, at five months pregnant, now had
a small bump. Hawk was still shocked she was pregnant, and she
was being very tight-lipped about who the father was. Nobody knew
of a boyfriend, but then she was quite reserved about her personal
life. He’d thought she and Omega had a thing, but if his reaction
was anything to go by, the baby wasn’t his.
“A female serial killer. A rarity, but it would fit with using poison
as the mode of killing. What else do we have?”
Hawk looked at Rose, who straightened her shoulders, her hand
moving to her bump and then stopping, as if she didn’t want to
bring attention to it. “Killer is aged 30-35, not married, has an
average IQ. Probably works in an office. Not as part of the team, but
on the periphery somehow, and feels unseen, unheard. Maintains a
normal social life, if a little reserved, and I’d say has a large family.”
“That’s pretty detailed,” Omega commented.
Rose looked down at him and shrugged. “I spent a lot of time on
it. I couldn’t sleep.”
Omega frowned. “You need sleep. In your condition, you can’t be
overdoing it. It isn’t good for the baby or you.”
“Don’t worry about me, Omega. I’m not your problem, am I?”
The entire room went tense for a second, the awkwardness of
that comment and Omega grinding his jaw the only sound.
“We should look into cleaners and janitors in the buildings. They
see more than anyone but are often forgotten.”
Hawk looked at Dax, nodding. “How about Dax and I start with
that?”
“Yes, fine. Cruz, can you go back to the deli and speak to the
owner, see if we can track down the people who were sitting at
tables adjacent to the victim, find out if we can get a description of
our killer?”
Cruz was the most approachable of the team and seemed to do
well with the victims’ families. “Yes, I can do that. Do we have
addresses for any of them?”
Omega nodded and handed him a sheet of paper. “Here, start
with these.”
Cruz took it and tucked it in his jacket pocket. “Oh, before I
forget, Karaoke tonight. It’s for charity, so bring your wallets and
make sure they’re full.”
“Shit, that’s tonight? I totally forgot.” Hawk had doubled booked
himself and didn’t want to cancel his date or let his friends down.
Cruz clapped him on the shoulder. “Good job I’m here to remind
you then, isn’t it?”
“Yeah, I may not be able to make it.” Hawk looked sheepishly
around the room at everyone looking at him. Tonight was the charity
event for a young widow of an FBI agent killed in action.
Rose crossed her arms, looking at him with a death glare that
was sure to scare her kid onto the straight and narrow. “Why not?”
“I kind of have a date.”
Cruz grinned and looked at Dax and Condor, who were looking at
Sandstorm. “A certain author, perhaps?”
Hawk frowned, and then realization hit him. “The girls told you?”
“Worse, brother, they spent half of last night on messenger with
her.”
Hawk rolled his suddenly stiff shoulders. “Please tell me this is a
joke.”
Cruz was trying hard not to laugh. “Afraid not, my friend.”
“Kill me now.”
Dax clapped him on the shoulder and steered him in the direction
of the door. “Don’t panic. Mack says she’s sweet.”
Hawk handed Dax the keys as they reached the car and as he
climbed inside, he spoke. “It’s not their opinion of her I’m worried
about. It’s what they said about me.”
“Relax, Mack loves you. Not as much as me, but she likes you.
Plus, she tells me this woman based a book on you, so that says a
lot.”
Hawk groaned inwardly. It was fun to think about Fee basing the
book on him, but his friends knowing about it—not so much.
“She didn’t base it on me. That’s a coincidence.”
“Just to say before you go down this road of denial, that Mack
was reading the description out to me and showed me the cover.
That’s totally you.” Dax glanced at him as he changed lanes.
“Sounds like you made quite the impression.”
Hawk looked over at his friend and fellow Texas Ranger, who he’d
known a long time. “You know who she is, don’t you?”
“Sure, and if anyone deserves some fun, it’s her. Her father and
brother being serial killers is enough to mess someone up good, and
yet from what I hear, she’s normal.”
Dax had his own personal brush with evil when Mack was
kidnapped and buried alive by a killer he was hunting. Hawk had
been away helping his brother bury his wife and deal with a two-
year-old daughter at the time, so he hadn’t been around but wished
he had been. Dax was a good man, and Mack was perfect for him.
“She is and she tries to come off confident, but she’s vulnerable
and seems to lock herself away.”
“Then you’re just what she needs. You should bring her along
tonight.”
Bracing his elbow on the window ledge, he took off his hat and
smoothed his hair. “You do understand what a date is, don’t you,
Dax?”
“Asshole. Of course I do. Mack and I go on regular dates, and
unlike you, I’m guaranteed to take the beautiful woman to bed that
night.”
“I’m not sure a first date with all my friends is a good idea. She
might get spooked.”
“Why not go with your original plan and ask her if she wants to
pop in with you after? That way she can choose to go home, or if
you’ve made an impression, carry on the night. If she doesn’t want
to, that’s fine. Just be prepared to open your wallet for Mickie. She
organized this and will want her pound of flesh.”
“Yeah, I can do that.”
Hawk had finally decided after reading half of My Texas Hero and
realizing she’d got more than a few things spookily correct about
him, what the date would be. Now he just had to see if he
impressed her enough to get her to sing karaoke with him.
The rest of the day went by fast, with them interviewing several
of the domestic and janitorial staff from the surrounding buildings
and getting a few leads. Still, they needed to narrow it down a bit
and Omega was working on that. People were noticeably twitchy
with the news getting out about the deaths and the Deli Killer
headlines all over the media.
Hawk both hated and loved the media. When there was a
missing person, there was no greater tool than the press and in
recent years social media, but when it was a case like this where
they needed to play things close to their vests, it was a pain in the
ass. Thankfully, none of the details they didn’t want to be shared
had got out yet, so there wasn’t a leak. Not that they believed for
one minute there would be.
After two years together, the task force was a solid unit and had
closed more than fifteen cases. That was phenomenal for them as a
team. They were all different, but coming together like they did,
worked. Cruz and Dax tended to dip in and out, but even that
worked. There were times when a case was slow and it took hours
of mind-numbing leg work to get the tiniest thread to pull, but when
they did, there was no better feeling.
“You heard from your brothers lately?” Dax had met both Hawk’s
younger brothers many times.
“Yeah, just last week. Kiera is five next month and he wants me
to visit.”
“Will you go?”
“Hopefully, if I can. I want to.”
“She sure is a cute one. Can’t believe she’s five already. Where
did the time go?”
Hawk shook his head. “No clue. Can’t believe it’s three years
since Jody died.”
“How’s he coping?”
“As well as can be expected. Kiera keeps him busy.”
Hawk knew well the feeling of being helpless, to lose someone
you loved and have no control over the situation. It was why he’d
become a Ranger, to stop the innocents from going without justice.
Hawk had a complicated personal life with the Ranch, but he
wouldn’t change it. Taylor and Colton, his brothers, had no interest
in the ranch and had their own lives. Colton had his daughter, who
Hawk doted on, and he seemed to be coping with the loss of his
wife three years ago well, or as well as anyone could. Taylor was a
workaholic who didn’t have time for relationships that lasted past
breakfast and was determined to never settle down.
Hawk loved his brothers. Growing up the way they had, they’d
had to stick together and when his father had eventually gone too
far and killed their stepmom in a drunken rage, they’d clung
together. He’d worked the ranch from eighteen and took care of his
brothers, only joining the Rangers when they left for college.
Their own mother had disappeared when they were still babies,
and none of them remembered her. Hawk had traced her, and she’d
remarried but died of cancer before he found her. He had a difficult
time with that and still felt a love/ hate for the woman who could
leave three kids with a violent bully like Cedric Reardon.
“You should get Colt and Taylor to come here. We can get
together and Mack would love to get them on her calendar.”
Hawk shook his head, laughing. “I can’t see either of them taking
their clothes off for a photoshoot.”
“Yeah, but Mack is very persuasive when she wants to be.”
“Oh, I know. I’m still scrubbing smurf blue body paint away from
the last calendar shoot.”
Dax shuddered. “Not one of her better ideas, I grant you. Either
way, it would be good to see the boys.”
“I’ll let them know.”
Dax pulled up outside the office. “Might see you tonight.”
“Yeah later.” Hawk walked away; he had a date to initiate.
CHAPTER 4
Smoothing down the front of her pants with her hand, Fee once
again second-guessed her choice of clothing. Thomas had said to
dress comfortably but that wasn’t entirely helpful. Her pajamas were
comfy but she couldn’t exactly go out in those. So, she’d gone for
fitted mulberry trousers, and a black sleeveless blouse. She could
pair it with her black cashmere coat for warmth.
The bell sounded, alerting her that someone was at the gate.
Hartley would let him inside, but she was out of time for changing
her clothing. Slipping her feet into black patent heels, she grabbed
her bag and went to wait in the foyer. Her heart was pounding in her
chest, part in fear this could all go wrong when she really didn’t
want it to, but mostly excitement.
Talking to his friends last night had helped and he’d been texting
her today, just general random stuff which made her smile and feel
more at ease. Hawk made her feel a whole host of things including
desire like she’d never felt before. She’d felt it the day he’d come to
see her about her brother and father but had been in so much pain
from the broken cheekbone she’d dulled it all. Now she had a second
chance and she was taking it.
The doorbell rang and she sucked in a calming breath before
pulling it open. Thomas was drop-dead gorgeous and her hands felt
clammy as she took in all six feet and more of him. He was wearing
pressed black denim, a purple shirt that almost matched her
trousers, and a different pair of boots, no less worn but definitely
cleaner than his previous pair. His hat was different too and she
wondered how many he had. This one looked soft and worn as he
took it off and smoothed his hair down.
He had the blond good looks of a surfer, with the muscle of a
man who worked for it and not in a gym either. He was every bit her
fantasy come to life.
He stepped forward, his eyes moving over her in a slow sweep
which made her body tingle. The appreciation in his cornflower blues
made her feel wanted and sexy. Her throat clogged as she tried to
think of something to say but her brain went blank.
“You look sensational.”
A blush stole across her cheeks and she was glad she had worn
her hair down, because she dipped her chin to hide her face. “Thank
you. So do you.”
“Are you ready to go?”
Thomas held out his arm for her and she took it, feeling the hard
bicep beneath her fingers. He led her to his truck, which was much
cleaner than she expected and helped her inside. She buckled up
and placed her bag in her lap as she watched him don his hat and
round the front of the cab and climb in beside her.
The smell of sandalwood and musk, and perhaps pine hit her
nose and she breathed it in, the scent alone arousing. It took all her
self-control not to lean in and sniff him, which would’ve been totally
weird.
Her hands clenched in her lap and he leaned in and took her
hand in his as he glanced across at her. “Relax, Fifi, this is just a
date, and I don’t bite. Unless you want me to.”
Fee wrinkled her nose and laughed as she knew he’d intended,
her body relaxing a little. “Biting. Not sure that’s my kink.”
Thomas’s eyebrows rose. “So, you do have kinks then?”
Fee blushed again. “Not really, at least I don’t think so.”
“You blush real pretty, Fifi.”
“It’s a curse. You’d think with my coloring I’d get away with it but
not once.”
“I like it. It’s cute and it means I can tell if I’m reading you right.”
Her hand was still in his and she liked the safe and secure feel of
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the lower classes it was the general opinion that she had done her
best, and with the best intentions. The scheme itself was magnificent
—to drive the foreigner into the sea—and it appealed to her people
as worthy of their ruler and of a better fate. If it had failed for this
time, it was the will of Heaven, and no doubt at some future date
success would justify her wisdom. If they blamed her at all, it was for
condescending to intimate relations with the hated foreigner after the
Court’s return to Peking; but even in this, she had the sympathy
rather than the censure of her subjects.
To the great mass of her people, who had never seen her, but
knew her only by cumulative weight of common report, the Old
Buddha stood for the embodiment of courage, liberality and kindness
of heart. If, as they knew, she were subject to fierce outbursts of
sudden rage, the fact did her no injury in the eyes of a race which
believes that wrath-matter undischarged is a virulent poison in the
system. The simple Chihli folk made allowance, not without its sense
of humour, for their august sovereign’s capacity to generate wrath-
matter, as for her feminine mutability: To them she was a great ruler
and a bon enfant. In a country where merciless officials and torture
are part of the long-accepted order of things, no more stress was laid
on her numerous acts of cold blooded tyranny than, shall we say,
was laid on the beheading of Earls at the close of the fifteenth
century in England.
One of the writers had the good fortune once to see the Empress
when proceeding in her palanquin to the Eastern tombs. She had
breakfasted early at the Tung Yueh temple outside the Ch’i Hua
gate, and was on her way to T’ung chou. As her chair passed along
a line of kneeling peasantry, the curtains were open and it was seen
that the Old Buddha was asleep. The good country people were
delighted. “Look,” they cried, “the Old Buddha is sleeping. Really,
she has far too much work to do! A rare woman—what a pleasure to
see her thus!”
Tzŭ Hsi was recognised to be above criticism and above the laws
which she rigorously enforced on others. For instance, when, a few
weeks after the issue of a Decree prohibiting corporal punishment
and torture in prisons, she caused the Reformer Shen Chin to be
flogged to death (July, 1904), public opinion saw nothing
extraordinary in the event. A few days later, when preparations were
being made for the celebration of her seventieth birthday, she issued
another Decree, declining the honorific title dutifully proffered by the
Emperor, together with its emoluments, on the ground that she had
no heart for festivities, “being profoundly distressed at the thought of
the sufferings of my subjects in Manchuria, owing to the destruction
wrought there by the Russian and Japanese armies. My one desire,”
she added, “is that my officials may co-operate to introduce more
humane methods of Government, so that my people may live to
enjoy good old age, resting on couches of comfortable ease. This is
the best way to honour the seventieth anniversary of my birth.” No
doubt the shade of Shen Chin was duly appeased.
Of her vindictive ferocity on occasions there can be no question.
As Ching Shan admits, even her most faithful admirers and servants
were aware that at moments of her wrath it was prudent to be out of
her reach, or, if unavoidably present, to abstain from thwarting her.
They knew that those who dared to question her absolute authority
or to criticise the means by which she gained and retained it, need
look for no mercy. But they knew also that for faithful service and
loyalty she had a royal memory and, like Catherine of Russia, she
never forgot her friends.
Her unpopularity in central and southern China, which became
marked after the war with Japan and violent at the time of the coup
d’état, was in its origin anti-dynastic and political. It was particularly
strong in Kuangtung, where for years Her Majesty was denounced
by agitators as a monster of unparalleled depravity. The political
opinions of the turbulent and quick-witted Cantonese have generally
been expressed in a lively and somewhat ribald form, and when we
bear in mind the popular tendency (not confined to the Far East) of
ascribing gross immorality to crowned heads, we are justified in
refusing to attach undue importance to the wild accusations levelled
against the Empress Dowager in this quarter. The utterances of the
hotspurs and lampooners of southern China are chiefly interesting in
that they reveal something of the vast possibilities of cleavage
inherent in the Chinese Government system, and prove the Manchu
rule to have fallen into something like contempt in that region where
the new forces of education and political activity are most
conspicuous.
One of the doggerel verses current in 1898 fairly describes the
attitude of the Cantonese man in the street towards the Dynasty.
Freely translated, it runs thus:—
“There are three questions which men must not ask about
our Great Manchu Dynasty:
“At what ancestral grave does His Majesty make filial
obeisance?
“To what deity does the Empress Dowager sacrifice?
“To what husbands are the Imperial Princesses married?”
CHANG CHIH-TUNG
Her Majesty was never on terms of any great intimacy with Chang
Chih-tung, but she respected him on account of his brilliant literary
style and profound knowledge of the classics. The career of this
official strikingly illustrates the power of the pen in China. He first
came to be known by a critical Memorial in reference to the funeral
ceremonies of the Emperor T’ung-Chih, in 1879; his subsequent
rapid advancement was due to the Memorial in which he denounced
the cession of Ili to Russia by the Manchu Ambassador, Ch’ung Hou,
in 1880. At this time Chang was still a poor scholar, earning a
precarious livelihood by composing Memorials for certain wealthy
Censors. He spoke the Mandarin dialect badly, having been brought
up by his father (a Taotai) in the province of Kueichou. By patient
study, a splendid memory and a natural talent for historical research
and criticism, he became at an early age a recognised authority on
all questions of State precedents and historical records, so that his
pen found no lack of work in the drafting of official patents of rank,
Imperial inscriptions and similar documents. Nevertheless, Tzŭ Hsi
never cared for the man, realising that this brilliant scholar was by
nature an opportunist, and that his opinion was rarely based on
sincere conviction. Her estimate of him was amply justified on more
than one occasion, for he frequently changed his views to meet the
exigencies of party politics at the capital; it is indeed somewhat
remarkable, since this estimate of his character was shared by most
of his colleagues, that he should have retained her good will and
risen to the highest position in the Government. His successful
career[137] is explained by the fact that even men like Jung Lu and Li
Hung-chang, who disliked him thoroughly, were unable to deny his
claims as an unrivalled scholar.
As an illustration of his historical knowledge and methods, it is
interesting to recall the main features of his Memorial against the
Treaty of Livadia with Russia. By this Treaty, negotiated by Ch’ung
Hou under the direct instructions of the Empress Dowager, Ili was to
be retroceded to China upon payment of five million roubles, Russia
securing Kuldja in exchange, with the right to open Consulates at
certain places in the New Territory and on the Kansu frontier.
Russian goods were also to be free of duty in Chinese Turkestan,
and a new trade route was to be opened up through Central China,
viâ Hsi-an in Shensi. When the terms of the Treaty became known, a
storm of angry criticism was directed against the Manchu
Ambassador: Tzŭ Hsi promptly ordered him to be cashiered and
arrested for disregard of her instructions. The whole matter was
referred to the Grand Council, who were directed to consult with
Prince Ch’un and the various Government Boards. Chang Chih-tung,
who was at this time a junior official in the Department of Public
Instruction, drew attention to himself and practically decided the
course of events by the advice given in his lengthy Memorial on the
subject. The result of the advice therein submitted was, that a son of
Tseng Kuo-fan was sent to Russia to negotiate a new Treaty, in
which the objectionable clauses were eventually abandoned. Ch’ung
Hou considered himself lucky that, as the result of Russia’s
diplomatic intervention on his behalf, he escaped with his life.
Chang’s famous Memorial is typical of the mental processes and
puerile naïveté of the literati. It began by showing that if the Treaty of
Livadia were ratified, the whole of China would be open to Russian
troops, who would enter the country as merchants accompanying
caravans (since the Treaty expressly provided for merchants
carrying fire-arms), and that the retrocession of Ili would prove
valueless to China in course of time, inasmuch as Russia would
remain in command of all strategic points. Chang urged that China
could repudiate the Treaty without danger to herself, for several good
reasons; the first being the Imperial prerogative and the unpopularity
of the Treaty, whereby the martial spirit of the Chinese people would
be aroused, and the second, that the future security of the Empire
justified the adoption of right and reasonable precautions. He
recommended that, in order to show that the displeasure of the
Sovereign was sincere, Ch’ung Hou should be decapitated forthwith;
this would be a clear intimation that his negotiations were
disavowed; an excellent precedent existed in the case of Ch’i Ying,
[138] who had been permitted to commit suicide under similar
circumstances by the Emperor Hsien Feng.
As regards Russia’s position in the matter, he was of opinion that
China had earned the contempt of the whole world by allowing
herself to be so easily intimidated. The Russian Minister at Peking
might talk as loudly as he liked about hauling down his flag, but this
was only bluff, and if he really desired to take his departure he
should be allowed to do so. China should then address an identical
Note to all the Powers protesting against Russia’s action, which Note
would be published throughout the civilised world. Russia had been
weakened by her war with Turkey, and the life of her Sovereign was
daily threatened by Nihilists. He was therefore of opinion that she
could by no means fight a successful war against China.
Russia’s position in the neighbourhood of Ili by this Treaty would
eventually involve China in the loss of the New Territory. Now China
had not yet taken over Ili, and the Treaty had not been ratified by the
Sovereign, so that Russia could have no good ground for insisting
upon its terms; if, however, Russia were intent on compelling China
to yield or fight, it would be necessary to look to the defences of the
Empire in three directions, namely Turkestan, Kirin and Tientsin. As
regards Turkestan, Tso Tsung-t’ang’s victorious armies, which had
just succeeded in suppressing the Mahomedan rebellion after a
campaign of several years, would be quite capable of dealing with
Russia’s forces were she to attempt an invasion. As for Manchuria, it
was too far from Russia’s base of operations to render success even
possible, while the stalwart natives of the Eastern Provinces might
be relied upon to dislodge her should she eventually succeed in
establishing a foothold. A few months would certainly witness her
irrevocable defeat. As to invading China by sea, Russia’s Navy was
not to be compared to that of other Powers, and if the huge amount
which had been spent by Li Hung-chang on armaments for the Army
and Navy were ever to be turned to any good account, now was the
time to do it. If at this juncture Li Hung-chang proved incapable of
dealing with the situation, he was for ever useless. The Throne
should direct him to prepare for war, and he should equip his troops
with the latest pattern of French artillery. If victorious, a Dukedom
should be his reward, and if defeated, his head should pay the
penalty. The money which would be saved by not carrying out the
Treaty, might very well be devoted to the equipment of the military
forces.
Russia’s designs in Turkestan, he continued, threatened England
no less than China. If Li Hung-chang could persuade the British
Minister that England’s interests were identical with those of China,
surely the British Government’s assistance might be forthcoming?
China possessed, moreover, several distinguished generals, who
should forthwith be summoned to the capital, and given command of
troops at different points between Peking and Manchuria. It was high
time that China’s prestige should be made manifest and re-
established. And in his peroration he says:—
TSO TSUNG-T’ANG
The Chinese look upon Tseng Kuo-fan, the conqueror of the
Taiping rebels, as the greatest military commander in modern
history; but they regard Tso Tsung-t’ang, the hero of the long
Mahomedan campaign, as very near to him in glory. Both Generals
were natives of Hunan (a fact which seems to entitle the people of
that province to assume something of a truculent attitude to the rest
of the Empire), and both were possessed of indisputable qualities of
leadership and organisation, remarkable enough in men trained to
literary pursuits. Both were beloved of the people for their personal
integrity, courage and justice.
Tso was born, one of nine sons in a poor family, in 1812. He took
his provincial graduate degree at the age of twenty; thereafter, he
seems to have abandoned literary work, for he never passed the
Metropolitan examination. This did not prevent the Empress
Dowager from appointing him, after his victorious campaign, to the
Grand Secretariat, the only instance of a provincial graduate
attaining to that high honour. For three years he was Tseng Kuo-
fan’s ablest lieutenant against the Taipings, and became Governor of
Fukhien in 1863. In 1868 he was appointed Commander-in-Chief of
the Imperial forces against the Mahomedan rebels, and began a
campaign which lasted, with breathing spaces, until the beginning of
1878. His victorious progress through the western and north-western
provinces began at Hsiang-Yang, on the Han river, in Hupei. Thence,
after driving the rebels from Hsi-an, through Shansi and Kansu, he
came to a halt before the strong city of Su-chou fu, on the north-west
frontier of Kansu. The siege of this place lasted nearly three years,
for his force was badly off for ordnance, and he was compelled to
wait until his deputies purchased artillery for him from a German firm
at Shanghai. The guns were sent up in the leisurely manner affected
by the Mandarins, and Tso was obliged to put his troops to
agricultural work in order to provide himself with commissariat.
Su-chou had been for ten years in the hands of the rebels. It fell to
the Imperialists in October, 1873, some say by treachery, according
to others by assault. Be this as it may, Tso, whose method of dealing
with rebels was absolutely pitiless, reduced the place to a heap of
ruins, killing men, women and children indiscriminately, throughout
large tracts of country. So fearful were the wholesale massacres and
treacherous atrocities committed by his Hunanese troops, that
General Kauffmann, commanding the Russian forces on the frontier,
considered it his duty to address him on the subject, and to protest
indignantly at the indiscriminate killing of non-combatants. General
Kauffmann alluded chiefly to the massacre which had followed the
taking of the town of Manas (November, 1876), but similar atrocities
had been perpetrated at Su-chou, Hami, and many other important
places. At Hami the entire population was put to the sword. Eye-
witnesses of the scene of desolation, which stretched from Hsi-an in
Shensi to Kashgar, have recorded that scarcely a woman was left
alive in all those ruined cities—one might ride for days and not see
one—a fact which accounts for the failure of the country unto this
day to recover from the passing of that scourge. In more than one
instance, Tso said with pride that he had left no living thing to sow
new seeds of rebellion.[139]
Nor do the Chinese find anything reprehensible in his action.
Instinctively a peace-loving people, they have learned through
centuries of dreadful experience that there can be no
humanitarianism in these ever-recurring rebellions, which are but
one phase of the deadly struggle for life in China, and that the
survival of the fittest implies the extermination of the unfit. Tso had
first learned this lesson in the fierce warfare of the Taiping rebellion,
where there was no question of quarter, asked or given, on either
side. “If I destroy them not,” he would say with simple grimness, “if I
leave root or branch, they may destroy me.”
In private life the man was genial and kindly, of a rugged simplicity;
short of stature, and in later years stout, with a twinkling eye and
hearty laugh; sober and frugal in his habits, practising the classical
virtues of the ancients in all sincerity: a strict disciplinarian, and much
beloved of his soldiers. He delighted in gardening and the planting of
trees. Along the entire length of the Imperial highway that runs from
Hsi-an to Chia-Yü Kuan beyond the Great Wall, thirty-six days’
journey, he planted an avenue of trees, a stately monument of green
to mark the red route of his devastating armies. One of the few
Europeans who saw him at Hami records that it was his habit to walk
in the Viceregal gardens every afternoon, accompanied by a large
suite of officials and Generals, when he would count his melons and
expatiate on the beauty of his favourite flowers. With him, ready for
duty at a word, walked his Chief Executioner.
He was as careful for the welfare of his people as for the
extermination of rebels, and erected a large woollen factory at Lan-
chou fu, whereby he hoped to establish a flourishing industry
throughout the north-western provinces. He was fiercely opposed to
opium cultivation, and completely suppressed it along the valley of
the Yellow River for several years. The penalty for opium-smoking in
his army was the loss of one ear for a first offence, and death for the
second.
Yakoub Beg, the last leader and forlorn hope of the rebellion, died
in May, 1877. Tso, following up his successes, captured in turn
Yarkand, Kashgar and Khotan (January, 1878), and thus ended the
insurrection. At the conclusion of the campaign he had some forty