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ITALIAN AND ITALIAN AMERICAN STUDIES
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Amy King
The Politics of
Sacrifice
Remembering Italy’s Rogo di Primavalle
Amy King
University of Bristol
Bristol, UK
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British and US readers may be familiar with Dario Fo’s 1970 play,
Accidental Death of an Anarchist, about the death on December 15,
1969, of the anarchist railroad worker Giuseppe Pinelli who fell or was
thrown out of a window of the police central in Milan while being inter-
rogated about the bomb that had killed 14 people three days before in a
bank in Piazza Fontana in Milan. A song that most people from that gen-
eration remember describes the scene: when the police try to break him by
telling him that a comrade of his has already confessed to the crime, Pinelli
cries out: “Impossibile, grida Pinelli: un compagno non può averlo
fatto”—it’s impossible, a comrade would never do a thing like that.
Pinelli was twice innocent: he had committed no crime and was not
aware of the violence that was mounting on his side and in his own name.
Most of us were like him: we believed in the moral superiority of our side,
and when the Mattei brothers were killed, we couldn’t believe it either.
Many of the best minds on the Left, people whose judgment I respected,
petitioned in favor of those who turned out to be the actual perpetrators.
It was a tragic and symbolic moment of loss of innocence: alas, indeed,
comrades did it and would do it again in the years to come, as the Red
Brigades and other underground groups carried out what they imagined
as a reprisal of the antifascist struggle of the Resistance. Of course, we
shouldn’t forget that the Fascists were doing worse, that it had all begun
with the Piazza Fontana massacre (and the complicity of members of the
police and the secret services). And even the Red Brigades never perpe-
trated mass murders, as the Fascists did at the Bologna railroad station in
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1980. But that is beside the point: the point is that “comrades” were
doing it, and they were claiming that it was done in our name.
This is why this book is so necessary. Whenever we have tried to ignore,
forget, or deny difficult aspects of our history, they have come back as
ghosts and nightmares in the form of right-wing narratives that, in the
silence created by our denial, occupied all the space of memory and imagi-
nation. I am thinking, on a larger scale, of what has happened to the
memory of the foibe, the mass killings in ravines perpetrated by the
Yugoslav liberation fighters during World War II on Italy’s north-east bor-
der. Because the Left has been silent about them, the false and one-sided
narrative concocted by the Right has now become the official history of
events, even overshadowing the Shoah (as I write, the Ministries of the
Interior and Education have required all of Italy’s school to commemorate
the foibe but forgot to mention the Shoah—let alone the earlier and much
worse Italian war crimes in occupied Yugoslavia). This book, therefore,
does much more than set the record straight: in its objective but not neu-
tral approach, it helps us—antifascists—to face events like the Primavalle
arson, take responsibility for them, and work to overcome the impulses
and ideological distortions that led to them.
This, incidentally, is precisely what the Right is unwilling to do. On the
occasion of the anniversary of the Nazi-Fascist massacre at the Fosse
Ardeatine in Rome (335 men killed in cold blood on March 24, 1944, in
supposed retaliation for a partisan attack the day before), Prime Minister
Giorgia Meloni claimed that the victims were killed “only because they
were Italians.” This is wrong: at least 12 of the victims were born abroad
(Leone Blumstein, for instance, had been born in L’viv, in present-day
Ukraine); 50 names were included in a list delivered to the Nazis by Italian
officials of the RSI (Repubblica Sociale Italiana), Mussolini’s puppet state;
and, most importantly, according to RSI’s founding Verona Charter, the
72 Jews murdered at the Fosse Ardeatine were not considered Italians but
“members of a hostile nation.” This, however, is only the latest, and most
blatant, attempt to exorcise and deny the memory of a war crime that was
perpetrated by Meloni’s own political ancestors and ideological models. I
believe that the roots of Meloni’s “error” narrative are much deeper than
irresponsible ignorance or a barefaced lie: just like those of us who refused
to believe the facts in the Mattei murders, if she were to face the historical
truth, she would have to reconsider the morality of her political roots and
personal identity.
FOREWORD ix
xi
xii PREFACE
been excluded from the constitutional process for obvious historical rea-
sons, [who] undertook to ferry millions of Italians into the new parlia-
mentary republic, shaping the democratic right’. The letter is notable for
its failure to use the word ‘antifascism’ once—extraordinary, given its
focus on Liberation Day—leaving readers asking exactly what Italy had
been liberated from. Crucially, it also writes neofascism into the history of
the Republic’s (antifascist) foundations and, under the guise of ‘pacifica-
tion’, dissolves the fascist–antifascist ideological binary, presenting Italy’s
national holiday as a celebration of freedom and thus disregarding the
values of antifascism upon which the Italian Republic was founded.
Memory has long been the lifeblood of Italy’s far right. This is clear
from the name given to those at its fringes: so-called nostalgici (nostalgics)
revere the country’s Fascist past, basing future aspirations on what has
already been. Memory builds far-right communities and inspires their
future momentum. If the first months of Meloni’s government are any-
thing to go by, debates around the values Italy represents will play out in
the space of memory. This is a book about the memory of an attack on a
far-right family and the ways the far right has engaged with that memory
over the five decades since the attack. It uncovers the narratives that have
allowed the far right to represent deaths as sacrifice and, by extension, to
present the far right’s ideological fight as one of morality, not politics.
Over the last 50 years, the memory of the Primavalle attack has moved
Rome’s far right to march, chant and commemorate; its memorialisation
has divided political leaders at a local and national level; and its name has
been spoken in Italy’s parliament as a symbol of the fatal consequences of
political extremism. Analysing the myriad ways in which it has been
remembered over time underlines how various iterations of Italy’s far-
right have revitalised memory, charging it with contemporary nuances and
new meanings to ensure longevity. The far right never forgets. If we are to
prevent a continued groundswell in support, we must shift our focus away
from well-trodden discussions of collective amnesia to examine with
increasing urgency the emotive power of far-right memory culture, its role
in recruiting new members and the part it plays in mainstreaming this
pernicious ideology.
This book was possible thanks to the time, energy and support of many
people in the UK and beyond. I am grateful to the AHRC for funding the
doctoral research from which this book developed and to the University of
Bristol’s Returning Carers Scheme for a much-needed term of teaching
buyout. Travel grants from the University of Bristol and a fellowship at the
British School at Rome also made fieldwork possible with funding and
beautiful surroundings in which to write. Thanks also to the History
Department at the University of Bristol for providing funding to buy
image rights.
There are few perks to precarious employment, but working in three
departments at the same institution has meant I have learnt from brilliant
and generous colleagues in Italian, Liberal Arts and History. Thanks to
Karen Skinazi in Liberal Arts for her support, and for helping me to carve
out writing time wherever possible! I am particularly grateful to my col-
leagues and friends in the Italian Department, who have been a great
source of advice and support for so many years now. Special thanks to
Ruth Glynn for her module on the memory of the Anni di Piombo, which
first inspired my interest in the period as an undergraduate.
Much of academia runs on the generosity of others, and I am fortunate
to have had feedback from colleagues and friends around the world. I am
grateful to Mark Seymour and Brian J. Griffith for their thoughtful feed-
back on early chapter drafts, and to Alessandro Portelli for his support for
this book. My PhD examiners, Rebecca Clifford and Phil Cooke, both
gave excellent advice on developing this book, and I have revisited those
nervously scrawled notes countless times! Sincere thanks are also due to
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xvi ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
my PhD supervisors, Anna Cento Bull and John Foot, for their expert
guidance and support. I am particularly grateful to John, whose advice
and encouragement has been so important in my career so far. Thank you.
I am grateful to the American Academy in Rome for the opportunity to
present part of this work at a conference on political violence in 2022, to
the Association for the Study of Modern Italy for a postgraduate travel
bursary during my doctorate, and to the editors and reviewers of the jour-
nal Modern Italy for feedback on an article that helped me define this
research.
Thanks also to archivists and librarians at the Archivio Centrale dello
Stato, Biblioteca di Storia Moderna e Contemporanea, the British Library,
the Beinecke Rare Book & Manuscript Library at Yale, the Library of
Congress, and the Arts and Social Sciences library staff at Bristol. Thank
you to ANSA and Agenzia Fotografica A3 for many of the images included
in this book.
To the whole Humanities Executive team at the University of Bristol,
thank you for your patience in the face of endless requests—we would be
lost without you! Thanks to Jess Farr-Cox for expert proofreading and an
excellent index, and to the Palgrave team, including series editor Stan
Pugliese, for their hard work.
I would also like to thank Giampaolo Mattei for conversations and cor-
respondence over the years, which offered invaluable insight into the leg-
acy of political violence. I am also grateful to Giommaria Monti for his
thoughts on the book co-authored with Giampaolo Mattei. Simone Conte
from the association Vengo da Primavalle was generous with his time and
network, introducing me to residents of Primavalle who kindly agreed to
share their memories with me during oral history interviews.
Victoria Witkowsi has been an excellent sounding board and friend—I
wouldn’t observe far-right events with anyone else! Grazie mille to Flora
Derounian, who has been a source of light and laughter during our PhDs,
book-writing endeavours and beyond. We did it! Thank you to Stefania
Placenti for lunches and espressos that have lifted my spirits. Rachel
Murray has been the best champion since day one of the PhD, and I’m so
glad we have you back in Bristol.
Thank you to the Arvon writers’ community, expertly led by Patrick
McGuiness and Fiona Sampson, who guided us through writing blocks
and gave us permission to write creatively. Rosie Arnold, thank you for the
laughter after long writing days. Emma Crowley and Beth Wilson were
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS xvii
“Amy King’s book is a highly original, courageous, and innovative study which
makes an important and much-needed contribution to our understanding of an
extraordinarily difficult topic. The Rogo di Primavalle was one of the many tragic
episodes which characterised the 1970s in Italy, and King’s definitive, professional,
study makes a highly significant contribution to research in the important field of
historical memory, and to the key area of ‘agonistic’ memory. The politics of sac-
rifice not only advances our knowledge of the ‘Years of Lead’, but offers key
insights into our understanding of the myths, symbols and memory politics
deployed by the far right in Italy.”
—Philip Cooke, Professor of Italian History and Culture
(University of Strathclyde Glasgow) and Chair of the
Association for the Study of Modern Italy (ASMI)
“Whenever we have tried to ignore or forget or deny difficult aspects of our his-
tory, they have come back as ghosts and nightmares in the form of right-wing
narratives that, in the silence created by our denial, occupied all the space of memory
and imagination. [...] This book, therefore, does much more than set the record
straight: in its objective but not neutral approach, it helps us - antifascists - to face
events like the Primavalle arson, take responsibility for them, and work to over-
come the impulses and ideological distortions that led to them.”
—Alessandro Portelli, Professor Emeritus, Università di Roma “La Sapienza”
Contents
1 Introduction 3
1.1 The Years of Lead and Their Legacy 9
1.2 The Meanings of Political Martyrdom 14
1.3 Violence and the Movimento Sociale Italiano 18
1.4 Overview of the Book 23
References 25
2 Mediated
Memories and Contested Narratives 29
2.1 Caught Red-Handed 31
2.2 The March on Milan 34
2.3 Squadrismo Returns 37
2.4 Public Spectacle, Private Tragedy 41
2.5 Creating Witnesses 43
2.6 Instilling Doubt 48
2.7 Trial in Print 58
2.8 Conclusion 63
References 66
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4 Honouring
a Lost Heritage115
4.1 A Mother for the Party119
4.2 Performing Political Identity and Celebrating Far-Right
Sacrifice123
4.3 The Chapel of the Fascist Martyrs128
4.4 Obscuring Ideology Through Narratives of Patriotic Sacrifice135
4.5 Conclusion139
References142
6 Counter-Memories
in the Populist Era183
6.1 Online Counter-Memories187
6.2 CasaPound Italia: Hosting Memory Transmission190
6.3 Far-Right Commemorative Culture in Public Space197
6.4 Neutralising Memory in Public Space209
6.5 Conclusion212
References219
Contents xxiii
7 Afterword223
7.1 Dramatic Spectacle225
7.2 Primavalle: A Space of Alterity228
7.3 Explaining the Unthinkable234
7.4 Conclusion237
References240
Index241
Abbreviations
xxv
xxvi ABBREVIATIONS
Fig. 1.1 A police vehicle passes through Primavalle on the day of the
arson, while residents gather on the streets or look from their
balconies. Photo: ANSA 5
Fig. 2.1 An edition of Potere Operaio’s weekly paper published in
April 1973 suggested Almirante’s party was involved in the
arson, which is described as ‘Primavalle Reichstag’ 50
Fig. 3.1 MSI leader Giorgio Almirante walked behind the Mattei
brothers’ hearses arm-in-arm with Anna Mattei, to his right.
Almirante’s wife, Assunta, walked on Anna’s other side.
Photo: ANSA 77
Fig. 3.2 Many photographs taken during the first Primavalle trial and
published in the media captured Lollo’s smart suit and calm
demeanour. Photo: ANSA 90
Fig. 4.1 The Chapel of the Fascist Martyrs in Rome’s Verano cemetery.
Photo taken by the author 130
Fig. 4.2 Inside the Chapel of the Fascist Martyrs. Photo taken by the
author131
Fig. 4.3 A plaque honouring the RSI dead inside the Chapel, with the
names of Stefano and Virgilio Mattei added. Photo taken by
the author 132
Fig. 4.4 Signs of destruction on the plaque dedicating a local park
to Stefano and Virgilio Mattei. Photo taken by the author 138
Fig. 6.1 The 2018 Acca Larenzia commemorative poster celebrates
strength and renewal. Reproduced with thanks to the digital
archive Where Monsters Are Born 199
xxvii
xxviii List of Figures
Fig. 6.2 A flame dominated the 2019 commemorative poster for the
Acca Larenzia dead. Reproduced with thanks to the digital
archive Where Monsters Are Born 200
Fig. 6.3 The 2022 commemorative poster for Mikis Mantakas shows
a phoenix rising from flames. Photograph taken by the author 201
Fig. 6.4 The 2019 poster to honour Mantakas emphasises youthful
innocence. Reproduced with thanks to the digital archive
Where Monsters Are Born 202
Fig. 6.5 In 2018, the poster for the Mattei brothers put the
commemorative march at its centre. Reproduced with thanks
to the digital archive Where Monsters Are Born 204
Fig. 6.6 The 2019 poster for the Mattei brothers includes a call to
memory205
Fig. 6.7 1970s poster, notable for its inclusion of an image of Stefano
alive. Reproduction courtesy of Archivio Centrale dello Stato 206
PART I
Introduction
Then they fled, leaving the chemical trigger. Flames quickly engulfed the
Matteis’ flat. Anna Mattei and her two youngest children Antonella, 9,
and Giampaolo, 4, escaped through the front door and down the internal
staircase. Mario Mattei, their father, stood on the balcony of a second
floor flat to catch his daughters two older daughters Silvia, 19, and Lucia,
15, as they dropped from the window above (Poggio 1973). Virgilio, 22,
and Stefano, 10, died at their bedroom window in full view of a crowd
gathered at the foot of the building. The attack was quickly labelled the
Rogo di Primavalle, or Primavalle Fire.
In Giampaolo Mattei’s account of that night, his mother, Anna, recalled
running from the burning flat with two of her children. She was barefoot
because her slippers had melted into the floor (Mattei and Monti 2008,
p. 13). As she emerged from the building, she was met by the flashing
bulbs of photographers’ cameras. Her sons’ deaths would soon be cap-
tured on camera as they stood at the threshold between public and private
space, trapped by flames. Foreshadowing public participation in the
funeral, the trials, and decades of debates around culpability, their deaths
were witnessed by a community. A priest was among the estimated 5000
people who gathered in the garden below the flat throughout the next
day, and he blessed the dead. Virgilio’s burnt torso remained at the win-
dow ‘like a coal statue’, according to one journalist (di Dio 1973). Over
the following days, locals met at the foot of the building to pay their
respects (Fig. 1.1). Standing beneath the charred window, a blackened
trace of recent tragedy, they discussed the desperate need to respect politi-
cal difference, the cowardice of those who had attacked a family in the
dead of night, and asked why Virgilio hadn’t jumped (Vaccari 1973).
Although police guarded the entrance to the building and allowed only
residents to pass, one person managed to enter the crime scene, where
they left three red roses, a palm and an azalea plant—for some, a symbol
of the home and a longing to return to it (Vaccari 1973).
Mario Mattei led the Primavalle section of the MSI in an area where
60% of residents voted for the Partito Comunista Italiano (Italian
Communist Party, PCI). Named after an oasis town in eastern Libya where
Italian troops were besieged for nine months by British forces during
World War II in an act of resistance much celebrated by the Fascist regime,
the ‘Giarabub’ section was based in via Svampa—a 10-minute walk from
the Matteis’ home. Mario’s eldest son, Virgilio, was a member of the
Volontari Nazionali (National Volunteers, VN), the youth division of the
MSI, who considered themselves bodyguards for party leaders and fre-
quently engaged in street violence. The Giarabub section had previously
1 INTRODUCTION 5
Fig. 1.1 A police vehicle passes through Primavalle on the day of the arson,
while residents gather on the streets or look from their balconies. Photo: ANSA
been led by a more radical faction within the party. But when Mattei took
over, he adopted a more moderate approach inspired by MSI leader
Giorgio Almirante. It is hard to know what the average Roman knew of
Primavalle before it made the front pages in 1973, a densely packed sub-
urb of north-west Rome with 4200 people per square kilometre (Paoli
1973). Perhaps they had lent an ear to a former artisan whose family had
long toiled in a workshop in the historical centre before Mussolini’s
remodelling of the capital saw them and their livelihoods deported beyond
the old city walls to this new suburb, where sales dried up. Maybe they had
scribbled down an address dictated by a Primavalle resident and wondered
how to get there when no street name was given, the number of a social
housing unit offered in its place. Or perhaps they had heard of the open
sewage system that exposed Primavalle residents to disease until the 1960s.
6 A. KING
The madness of this story was born inside that osteria because everyone
visited it. Mattei visited it because it was next door to the refuse collectors’
offices—the cleaners here in the area, he was a refuse collector. Potere
Operaio people visited it because it was next to their base. Lotta Continua,
who were 50 metres away, visited it less. And amidst this chaos, there were
people who theoretically hated each other—and sadly it reached this sort of
conclusion—but they were just fine, almost always talking around a table a
little tipsy, and that’s how this story came about.
On the 8th of January, 1804, we sailed from Halifax, and, after a long
and tedious passage, arrived at Bermuda. The transition from the
intense frost of a Nova Scotian winter, during which the mercury was
generally below zero, to a temperature of 70° or 80°, was
exceedingly agreeable to those who had constitutions to stand the
sudden rise of more than half a hundred degrees of the
thermometer. After a few days’ stay at Bermuda, we set off for the
United States, where we were again frozen, almost as much as we
had been at Halifax. The first land we made was that of Virginia; but
owing to calms, and light foul winds, we failed in getting to Norfolk in
the Chesapeak, and therefore bore up for New York, which we
reached on the 19th of February, and there anchored about seven
miles from that beautiful city.
It was not thought right to let any of us young folks visit the shore
alone; but I was fortunate in being invited to accompany one of the
officers. To the friendship of this most excellent person, at the
periods of most need, I feel so much more indebted than I can
venture to express without indelicacy, that I shall say nothing of the
gratitude I have so long borne him in return. Perhaps, indeed, the
best, as being the most practical, repayment we can ever make for
such attentions is, to turn them over, again and again, to some other
person similarly circumstanced with ourselves at those early periods.
This would be acting in the spirit with which Dr. Franklin tells us he
used to lend money, as he never gave it away without requiring from
the person receiving such assistance, a promise to repay the loan,
not to himself, but to transfer it, when times improved, to some one
else in distress, who would enter into the same sort of engagement
to circulate the charity. On this principle, I have several times, in the
course of my professional life, rather surprised young middies by
giving them exactly such a lift as I myself received at New York—
shewing them strange places, and introducing them to the
inhabitants, in the way my kind friend adopted towards me. These
boys may perhaps have fancied it was owing to their own uncommon
merit that they were so noticed; while all the time I may have merely
been relieving my own conscience, and paying off, by indirect
instalments, a portion of that debt of gratitude which, in spite of these
disbursements, I find only increases in proportion as my knowledge
of the world gives me the means of appreciating its value.
That it is the time and manner of doing a kindness which constitute
its chief merit, as a matter of feeling at least, is quite true; and the
grand secret of this delicate art appears to consist in obliging people
just at the moments, and, as nearly as possible, in the particular way,
in which they themselves wish the favour to be done. However
perverse their tastes may be, and often, perhaps, because they are
perverse, people do not like even to have favours thrust upon them.
But it was my good fortune on this, and many other occasions in life,
early and late, to fall in with friends who always contrived to nick the
right moments to a hair’s-breadth. Accordingly, one morning, I
received an invitation to accompany my generous friend, one of the
lieutenants, to New York, and I felt, as he spoke, a bound of joy, the
bare recollection of which makes my pulse beat ten strokes per
minute quicker, at the distance of a good quarter of a century!
It would not be fair to the subject, nor indeed quite so to myself, to
transcribe from a very boyish journal an account of this visit to New
York. The inadequate expression of that period, compared with the
vivid recollection of what I then felt, shews, well enough, the want of
power which belongs to inexperience. Very fortunately, however, the
faculty of enjoying is sooner acquired than the difficult art of
describing. Yet even this useful and apparently simple science of
making the most of all that turns up, requires a longer apprenticeship
of good fortune than most people are aware of.
In the midst of snow and wind, we made out a very comfortless
passage to New York; and, after some trouble in hunting for
lodgings, we were well pleased to find ourselves snugly stowed
away in a capital boarding house in Greenwich Street. We there
found a large party at tea before a blazing wood fire, which was
instantly piled with fresh logs for the strangers, and the best seats
relinquished for them, according to the invariable practice of that
hospitable country.
If our hostess be still alive, I hope she will not repent of having
bestowed her obliging attentions on one who, so many years
afterwards, made himself, he fears, less popular in her land, than he
could wish to be amongst a people to whom he owes so much, and
for whom he really feels so much kindness. He still anxiously hopes,
however, they will believe him when he declares, that, having said in
his recent publication no more than what he conceived was due to
strict truth, and to the integrity of history, as far as his observations
and opinions went, he still feels, as he always has, and ever must
continue to feel towards America, the heartiest good-will.
The Americans are perpetually repeating, that the foundation-
stone of their liberty is fixed on the doctrine, that every man is free to
form his own opinions, and to promulgate them in candour and in
moderation. Is it meant that a foreigner is excluded from these
privileges? If not, may I ask, in what respect have I passed these
limitations? The Americans have surely no fair right to be offended
because my views differ from theirs; and yet, I am told, I have been
rudely enough handled by the press of that country. If my motives
are distrusted, I can only say I am sorely belied; if I am mistaken,
regret at my political blindness were surely more dignified than anger
on the part of those with whom I differ; and if it shall chance that I am
in the right, the best confirmation of the correctness of my views, in
the opinion of indifferent persons, will perhaps be found in the
soreness of those who wince when the truth is spoken.
Yet, after all, few things would give me more real pleasure than to
know that my friends across the water would consent to take me at
my word; and, considering what I have said about them as so much
public matter—which it truly is—agree to reckon me in my absence,
as they always did when I was amongst them—and I am sure they
would count me if I went back again—as a private friend. I differed
with them in politics, and I differ with them now as much as ever; but
I sincerely wish them happiness individually; and as a nation, I shall
rejoice if they prosper. As the Persians write, “What can I say more?”
And I only hope these few words may help to make my peace with
people who justly pride themselves on bearing no malice. As for
myself, I have no peace to make; for I have studiously avoided
reading any of the American criticisms on my book, in order that the
kindly feelings I have ever entertained towards that country should
not be ruffled. By this abstinence, I may have lost some information,
and perhaps missed many opportunities of correcting erroneous
impressions. But I set so much store by the pleasing recollection of
the journey itself, and of the hospitality with which my family were
every where received, that, whether it be right, or whether it be
wrong, I cannot bring myself to read any thing which might disturb
these agreeable associations. So let us part in peace! or rather, let
us meet again in cordial communication; and if this little work shall
find its way across the Atlantic, I hope it will be read there without
reference to any thing that has passed between us; or, at all events,
with reference only to those parts of our former intercourse which are
satisfactory to all parties.
After leaving the American coast, we stood once more across the
gulf stream for Bermuda. Here I find the first trace of a regular
journal, containing a few of those characteristic touches which, when
we are sure of their being actually made on the spot, however
carelessly, carry with them an easy, familiar kind of interest, that
rarely belongs to the efforts of memory alone. It is, indeed, very
curious how much the smallest memorandums sometimes serve to
lighten up apparently forgotten trains of thought, and to bring vividly
before the imagination scenes long past, and to recall turns of
expression, and even the very look with which these expressions
were uttered, though every circumstance connected with them may
have slept in the mind for a long course of years.
It is, I believe, one of the numerous theories on the mysterious
subject of dreams, that they are merely trains of recollections,
touched in some way we know not of, and influenced by various
causes over which we have no sort of control; and that, although
they are very strangely jumbled and combined, they always relate,
so exclusively, either to past events, or to past thoughts, that no
ideas strictly new ever enter our minds in sleep.
Be this true or false, I find that, on reading over the scanty notes
above alluded to, written at Bermuda more than six-and-twenty years
ago, I am made conscious of a feeling a good deal akin to that which
belongs to dreaming. Many objects long forgotten, are brought back
to my thoughts with perfect distinctness; and these, again, suggest
others, more or less distinctly, of which I possess no written record.
At times a whole crowd of these recollections stand forward, almost
as palpably as if they had occurred yesterday. I hear the well-known
voices of my old messmates—see their long-forgotten faces—and
can mark, in my memory’s eye, their very gait, and many minute and
peculiar habits. In the next minute, however, all this is so much
clouded over, that by no effort of the imagination, assisted even by
the journal, can I bring back the picture as it stood before me only a
moment before. It sometimes also happens in this curious
retrospect, that a strange confusion of dates and circumstances
takes place, with a vague remembrance of hopes, and fears, and
wishes, painful anticipations, and bitter passing thoughts, all long
since gone. But these day dreams of the past sometimes come
rushing back on the fancy, all at once, in so confused a manner, that
they look exceedingly like what is often experienced in sleep. Is
there, in fact, any other difference, except that, in the case of
slumber, we have no control over this intellectual experiment, and, in
the other, we have the power of varying it at pleasure? When awake
we can steer the mental vessel with more or less precision—when
asleep our rudder is carried away, and we must drift about at the
capricious bidding of our senses, over a confused sea of
recollections.
It may be asked, what is the use of working out these
speculations? To which I would answer, that it may often be highly
useful, in the practice of life, for people to trace their thoughts back,
in order to see what have been the causes, as well as the effects, of
their former resolutions. It is not only interesting, but may be very
important, to observe how far determinations of a virtuous nature
had an effectual influence in fortifying us against the soft
insinuations, or the rude assaults of temptation; or how materially
any original defect or subsequent omission in such resolutions may
have brought us under the cutting lash of self-reproach.
It would probably be very difficult, if not impossible, for any person
to lay open his own case so completely to the view of others, that the
rest of the world should be enabled to profit, as he himself, if he
chooses, may do, by his past experience in these delicate matters. I
shall hardly attempt such a task, however; but shall content myself
with saying, that, on now looking back to those days, I can, in many
instances, lay my hand upon the very hour, the very incident, and the
very thought and feeling, which have given a decided direction to
many very material actions of the intervening period. In some cases,
the grievous anguish of remorse has engraved the lesson so deeply
on the memory, that it shews like an open wound still. In others, it
has left only a cicatrice, to mark where there has been suffering. But
even these, like the analogous case of bodily injuries, are liable to
give their twitches as the seasons vary.
It is far pleasanter, however, and a still more profitable habit, I am
quite sure, to store up agreeable images of the past, with a view to
present and future improvement, as well as enjoyment, than to
harass the thoughts too much by the contemplation of opportunities
lost, or of faculties neglected or misused. Of this cheerful kind of
retrospect, every person of right thoughts must have an abundant
store. For, let the croakers say what they please, ‘this brave world’ is
exceedingly fertile in sources of pleasure to those whose principles
are sound, and who, at all times and seasons, are under the
wholesome consciousness, that while, without higher aid, they can
essentially do nothing, there will certainly be no such assistance lent
them, unless they themselves, to use a nautical phrase, ‘bend their
backs like seamen to the oar,’ and leave nothing untried to double
the Cape of their own life and fortunes. It is in this vigorous and
sustained exertion that most persons fail—this ‘attention suivie,’ as
the French call it, which, as it implies the absence of self-distrust,
gives, generally, the surest earnest of success.
It has sometimes struck me as not a little curious, that, while we
have such unbounded faith in the constancy of the moon’s motions,
and rest with such confidence on the accuracy of our charts and
books, as to sail our ships, in the darkest nights, over seas we have
never before traversed; yet that, in the moral navigation of our lives,
we should hesitate in following principles infinitely more important,
and in which we ought to have a faith at least as undoubting. The old
analogy, indeed, between the storms of the ocean, and those of our
existence, holds good throughout this comparison; for the half-
instructed navigator, who knows not how to rely on his chart and
compass, or who has formed no solid faith in the correctness of the
guides to whom he ought to trust his ship, has no more chance of
making a good passage across the wide seas, than he whose petty
faith is bounded by his own narrow views and powers, is likely to be
successful in the great voyage of life.
There is a term in use at sea called ‘backing and filling,’ which
consists at one moment in bracing the yards so that the wind shall
catch the sails in reverse, and, by bringing them against the masts,
drive the ship stern-foremost; and then, after she has gone far
enough in that direction, in bracing up the yards so that the sails may
be filled, and the ship again gather headway. This manœuvre is
practised in rivers when the wind is foul, but the tide favourable, and
the width of the stream too small to admit of working the vessel
regularly, by making tacks across. From thus alternately approaching
to the bank and receding from it, an appearance of indecision, or
rather of an unwillingness to come too near the ground, is produced,
and thence the term is used to express, figuratively, that method of
speaking where reluctance is shewn to come too near the abrupt
points of the subject, which yet must be approached if any good is to
be done. I confess, accordingly, that, just now, I have been ‘backing
and filling’ with my topic, and have preferred this indirect method of
suggesting to my young friends the fitting motives to action, rather
than venturing to lecture them in formal terms. The paths to honour,
indeed, every man must trace out for himself; but the discovery will
certainly be all the easier if he knows the direction in which they lie.
The following brief specimen of a midshipman’s journal will shew,
as well as a whole volume could do, the sort of stuff of which such
documents are made. The great fault, indeed, of almost all journals
consists in their being left, like Chinese paintings, without shading or
relief, and in being drawn with such a barbarous perspective, that
every thing appears to lie in one plane, in the front of the picture.
“Bermuda, Sunday, April 22.
“Wind south. Last night I had the first watch. Turned out
this morning at seven bells. Breakfasted on a roll and
some jelly. Wind blowing pretty hard at south. Struck lower
yards and top-gallant masts. After breakfast read one or
two tales of the Genii. Dressed for muster, and at six bells
beat to divisions. I asked leave to go on shore to dine with
Capt. O’Hara, but was refused. So I dined upon the Old
thing—salt junk and dough. The captain landed in the
pinnace. Employed myself most of the afternoon in
reading Plutarch’s Lives. Had coffee at four o’clock.
Blowing harder than ever, and raining very much. Read
the Bible till six; then went on deck. At nine went to bed.
Turned out at four in the morning.
“Monday, 23d April.—Made the signal for sailing. At
noon, the same old dinner—salt horse! The two pilots,
Jacob and Jamie, came on board. Employed getting in the
Admiral’s stock.”
These two names, Jacob and Jamie, will recall to people who
knew Bermuda in those days many an association connected with
that interesting island. They were two negroes, pilots to the men-of-
war, who, in turn, took the ships out and in. Their wives, no less
black and polished than themselves, were the chief laundresses of
our fleet; while at their cedar-built houses on shore, we often
procured such indifferent meals as the narrow means of the place
allowed. I only remember that our dinner, nine times in ten, consisted
of ham and eggs. I forget whether or not these men were slaves; I
think not: they were, at all events, extremely good-natured fellows,
and always very kind and obliging to the midshipmen, particularly to
those who busied themselves in making collections of shells and
corallines, the staple curiosities of the spot.
It is needless to quote any more from the exact words of this
matter-of-fact journal. I find it recorded, however, that next morning a
boat came to us from the Boston, a frigate lying near the Leander.
The captain of that ship was then, and is now, one of my kindest and
steadiest friends. And right well, indeed, did he know how to confer a
favour at the fitting season. The boat contained one of the most
acceptable presents, I will answer for it, that ever was made to
mortal—it was truly manna to starved people—being no less than a
famous fat goose, a huge leg of pork, and a bag of potatoes!
Such a present at any other time and place would have been
ludicrous; but at Bermuda, where we had been starving and growling
for many months without a fresh meal—it was to us hungry, salt-fed
boys, the ‘summum bonum’ of human happiness.
Next day, after breakfast, the barge was sent with one of the
lieutenants for the Admiral, who came on board at eleven o’clock.
But while his excellency was entering the ship on one side, I quitted
my appointed station on the other, and, without leave, slipped out of
one of the main-deck ports into the pilot-boat, to secure some conch
shells and corals I had bespoken, and wished to carry from Bermuda
to my friends at Halifax. Having made my purchases, in the utmost
haste and trepidation, I was retreating again to my post, when, as my
ill stars would have it, the first lieutenant looked over the gangway.
He saw at a glance what I was about; and, calling me up, sent me as
a punishment to the mast head for being off deck when the Admiral
was coming on board. As I had succeeded in getting hold of my
shells, however, and some lumps of coral, I made myself as
comfortable as possible in my elevated position; and upon the whole
rather enjoyed it, as a piece of fun.
We then hove up the anchor, and as we made sail through the
passage, I could not only distinguish, from the mast head, the
beautifully coloured reefs under water, but trace with perfect ease all
the different channels between them, through which we had to
thread our winding, and apparently dangerous, course. As the ship
passed, the fort saluted the flag with twelve guns, which were
returned with a like number; after which we shaped our course for
Norfolk, in Virginia.
So far all was well. I sat enjoying the view, in one of the finest days
that ever was seen. But it almost makes me hungry now, at this
distance of time, to tell what followed.
From the main-top-mast cross-trees, on which I was perched for
my misdeeds, I had the cruel mortification of seeing my own
beautiful roast goose pass along the main-deck, on its way to the
cock-pit. As the scamp of a servant boy who carried the dish came
abreast of the gangway, I saw him cock his eye aloft as if to see how
I relished the prospect. No hawk, or eagle, or vulture, ever gazed
from the sky more wistfully upon its prey beneath, than I did upon the
banquet I was doomed never to taste. What was still more
provoking, each of my messmates, as he ran down the quarter-deck
ladder, on being summoned to dinner, looked up at me and grinned;
and one malicious dog patted his fat paunch—as much as to say,
‘What a glorious feast we are to have! Should not you like a bit?’
CHAPTER IX.
KEEPING WATCH.