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Jordan Marie
Contents
Breaking Her
Blurb
Prologue
Lyla
1. Lyla
2. Thomas
3. Lyla
4. Thomas
5. Lyla
6. Thomas
7. Lyla
8. Dragon
9. Thomas
10. Lyla
11. Thomas
12. Dragon
13. Thomas
14. Lyla
15. Thomas
16. Lyla
17. Thomas
18. Ford
19. Thomas
20. Lyla
21. Thomas
22. Lyla
23. Lyla
24. Lyla
25. Thomas
26. Lyla
27. Thomas
28. Lyla
29. Thomas
30. Lyla
31. Thomas
32. Lyla
33. Gabby
34. Thomas
35. Lyla
36. Dragon
37. Thomas
38. Thomas
39. Ford
40. Lyla
41. Thomas
42. Lyla
43. King
44. Thomas
45. Lyla
46. Thomas
47. Lyla
Epilogue
Jordan Marie
Breaking Her
By: Jordan Marie
www.jordanmarieromance.com
Thomas “T” West has struggled his whole life. It was a silent
struggle that few understood. It left him content to live in the
shadow of his big brother.
Thomas thought he was finally being chosen first, that his speech
impediment didn’t make him less in her eyes. He was wrong.
So wrong.
When he saw Lyla, he was nursing wounds that touched his heart,
but also his pride. He knew it was a shit thing to do, but he used
her.
Lyla made him feel normal, like he could do anything, and a man can
get addicted to that feeling.
Lyla Ford fell in love with Thomas almost at once. She knew him as
the quiet guy who was good to her and made her feel beautiful. If
she had known he was a biker, or why he was truly attracted to her
—she would have kicked him in the balls and walked off.
I pick up my phone. It’s been six weeks without hearing Lyla’s voice
or her laugh. I’ve moved back to Kentucky. I decided not to stay at
the club. I found an apartment across town. It’s not much, but then
again, the place in Virginia was worse. The difference is that I had
Lyla’s company there.
She made everything better.
I’ve made a huge mess. I know I have. I handled everything
wrong. I wanted to scream for her not to leave, and instead I let her
go. The truth is, she deserves better. That doesn’t mean it’s not
hurting like hell that she’s gone. I miss her laugh, and the way she’d
yawn while trying to convince me she wasn’t sleepy. I miss the way
she’d pick the toppings off her pizza, eating them separately before
eating the crust. I miss the way she’d get all sappy over movies or
scream out when something would scare her and then giggle
because she felt silly. Hell, I even miss the way she’d sigh when I’d
play with her hair.
Then, there are the things that I miss even more—like how she
touched me without even realizing it, or how she said my name and
the way the blue in her eyes deepened when I’d say hers. I miss
how it felt to snuggle into her late in the night and fuck if I don’t
miss the way she smells…
In such a short time, she’s sunk down inside of me, and I ache…
wishing she was here.
That’s the only excuse I have as to why I’m picking up my phone
to text her. I’ve resisted up until now. It’s one in the morning and
she’s probably asleep, but I’ve drank a little too much and I just
want to feel her close.
God, I’m a fucking loser.
Me: I know. I still am, though. I never meant to hurt you. I’m
surprised you answered me. I wouldn’t have blamed you if you
hadn’t.
Lyla: I wanted to talk to you about something or wouldn’t have.
Why did you invite me into your life when you didn't have feelings
for me?
Me: I did have feelings. You were my light. I was just in a bad place.
You have to understand. I’ve been in love with Gabby for as long as
I can remember. Finding out what she had done… I just needed
someone to see me, to want me, I guess.
Lyla: So, you used me. I mean, I look like her, so why not, right?
Me: I guess maybe I did to help me get over the pain of losing her. I
know it was a shit thing to do, Sunflower. That’s why I let you go
that day. I didn’t want to hurt you. That’s the last thing I wanted. I
knew it was best if we just ended things. I didn’t want you to get
hurt in all this.
Lyla: Too late. How could you sleep with me in the same bed all this
time, Thomas? Then, make love to me if you loved her? How? Was it
all just because I looked like her?
Present Day
“You don’t look happy,” Grunt says when I come out of Lyla’s. He
escorted me here since my dad and Ford can’t seem to agree on
shit. I wanted to tell them it’s not for either one of them to decide
because whatever happens is between Lyla and myself. That’s not
exactly true, though. This situation is complicated because our clubs
hate one another. I didn’t realize Lyla had any connection with a
club. I could bitch at her for keeping that from me, but when it
comes to me and her, it’s a toss-up as to who was keeping the most
secrets.
Today’s meeting didn’t help matters either. After Lyla’s outburst
about me calling her Sunflower, we were kind of at a standstill. I told
her the clubs are about to go to war and that the two of us getting
married would be the only thing that might possibly stop it. It might
not have been wise to lead with that, but then again, nothing I’ve
done with Lyla has been wise. She ran to her room and locked the
door. I figured leaving was about the only thing to do at that point.
Hopefully, she will be calmer tomorrow when she figures out that I’m
not going anywhere.
“N-n-n-not much to be happy ab-b-bout.”
Fuck. I hate it when I stutter. Lyla was right about that. It has
been happening more and more lately and I know that has more to
do with the shit I’m feeling and going through, rather than the
actual stutter. I hate it more at the moment because it shows a
weakness to Lyla’s people—namely her dad and his club. Grunt is a
member, but he’s also claimed Dancer’s daughter as his old lady.
Dancer is our VP, and it hasn’t been an easy thing for the club to
accept Grunt, but everyone respects him. It helps that Jazz loves
him and he’s not ashamed to admit he feels the same. Hell, it might
have even mended some fences between the clubs and paved the
way for a truce if it hadn’t been for this mess with Lyla.
Dad hasn’t busted my balls over that yet, but I’m sure it’s
coming. Hell, I deserve it. I fucked up royally. I know that. I knew it
while I was doing it, and yet, I did it anyway. I’d like to say I didn’t
realize what I was doing, that it just happened.
That would be a lie.
My ego was non-existent, and my pride blown to hell after Gabby
used me. I thought she had finally begun to acknowledge that there
was something between us. I thought she was the first person to
see me as a man in my own right—not the one behind Dom’s
shadow, not the boy who stuttered, and not Dragon West’s son.
Just me.
I was wrong.
So fucking wrong.
“You come back here, Thomas West, and it won’t be my father
you should be afraid of!” Lyla screams.
I look back at the house I just left. Lyla’s upstairs in what I can
only assume is her room. She’s crying, her hair is all but matted
together and she’s screaming like a banshee.
“Christ,” I mutter. “We’re getting m-m-married tomorrow, Lyla,” I
tell her, and shit, I’m just goading her at this point. I know it, I just
can’t seem to stop.
“I’d rather hang upside down by my toenails from a thirty-foot
tall building!” she huffs.
I shouldn’t laugh—and I don’t, but the laughter is close by. Lyla
always made me smile—apparently, she still does, even while mad.
When I was with her, I could forget about everything—including
Gabby. That wasn’t fair to her, but if there’s one thing I’ve learned,
it’s that life’s not fair. Mostly, life’s a bitch and then you die.
“The feeling is mutual,” I yell back, turning around to walk away.
In response, she just lets out an exasperated scream and slams the
window down so hard that I’m surprised the glass pane doesn’t
break.
“Jesus, kid, you need to stop this shit. Lyla’s a good girl. So, you
knocked her up. This isn’t the nineteen-thirties, you don’t have to
marry her.”
“That’s my kid she’s carrying,” I tell him, proud of myself for not
stuttering.
“Whatever, dude, but there’s no way Ford is going to force her to
marry you. He doesn’t even like you, and the only thing he wants in
the world is his daughter’s happiness. She doesn’t sound too fucking
happy right now,” Grunt says and, as if to accentuate his point, I feel
a large thump on my back. I turn as a baseball bounces to the
ground.
“What the f-fuck?” I growl, flinching as pain sears through my
shoulder.
Grunt’s laughing. I ignore him and look up at Lyla’s window
again.
“Next time, I’ll take your damn head off!” Lyla yells, and sure
enough, she’s holding another baseball.
“It’s hard enough to…to…withstand the…the hit,” I snap.
“I wasn’t talking about your skull, dumbass,” she yells.
“Neither wa-was I.” I move my shoulder carefully while Grunt
laughs his ass off and I’m left wondering what in the hell I’m going
to do.
Chapter 3
Lyla
“You gave us all a fright, Miss Ford,” the doctor says as he walks in,
holding her chart. She looks up at him, worry etched on her face.
Lyla doesn’t deserve the look of fear that I see on her. She’s the
sweetest, most genuine person I’ve ever met. I hate that I’ve fucked
up her life, but that seems to be my specialty. It’s become clear that
if it wasn’t for me, Dom and Gabby would have been together. I just
wish I had realized that before I had ruined Lyla’s life.
I hate Gabby for how she played me. Most of all, I hate that I’m
sitting in a hospital room with Lyla, waiting to hear what’s going on
with our child, and my mind is full of Gabby and her betrayal.
“Is my baby okay?” she asks, and her voice sounds frail. Lyla is
not a frail person. She never has been.
“Butterfly!” Lyla’s dad yells, coming in frantically.
He goes to Lyla’s bedside—a place where I almost sat and then
felt weird. I ended up sitting in the corner.
“Are—are you the baby’s father?” the doctor asks Ford, confusion
in his voice.
I stand up, annoyed at the question.
“I-I’m the father.”
“While you’re alive,” Ford snaps. “I’m Lyla’s father. How is she?”
he asks, dismissing me.
“How’s my baby?” Lyla asks and I suppose, given the
circumstances, it shouldn’t bother me—but it does. The two of them
want to pretend I’m not part of anything to do with this child and
yet, that’s my baby inside of Lyla. Everything is a mess, and I fucked
up, but it’s my child, too. I don’t think I realized that I wanted a
chance to be a father until Lyla began having pain.
“The baby appears to be fine,” the doctor responds, reassuringly.
“Wh-what do you mean appears?” I ask, not satisfied.
“I don’t believe he was talking to you,” Ford snaps. “What do you
mean appears?” the bastard repeats.
“All of the tests we ran, including testing the hormone levels in
your system, tells us that all is well.”
“Then why am I cramping?” she asks, her voice frightened. I find
myself walking toward her, standing on the opposite side of her
father. I want to comfort her, even though I know she doesn’t want
me anywhere around her.
“My best guess would be that you’ve overdone it today or have
had a lot of stress. It could be just the baby growing and taking up
more space in there. In any case, I don’t think it’s anything to
become alarmed about. We will keep you overnight for observation,
but that’s just as a precaution.”
“Okay,” she murmurs.
“In the meantime, would you like to see your baby? Normally we
don’t do this when all the tests come back normal, but I think it will
make you feel better just to see the little guy or girl.”
“Is that possible?” Lyla asks, and my heart fumbles in my chest
because I want to see the baby. My baby.
“Definitely. If you gentlemen would just step outside—”
“He-he can leave. I’m n-n-not going anywhere,” I stutter and
Jesus, I’ve never been more upset with my speech impediment than
I am right now. I don’t want to appear weak around Lyla’s dad. I
know he thinks I’m not good enough for his daughter—hell, I think
that. I don’t want him to look at me like I’m not able to take care of
her, though. All of those names I heard through school come hurling
back at me every single time someone looks at me like I’m less than
any other person. Stuttering Tom, Dumb Thomas, stupid, retard…
The list could go on for miles and I know as much as I pretended
they didn’t bother me, they scarred pieces of me that I will never be
able to heal.
“I’m not leaving Lyla alone with you,” Ford growls.
“You’ll look fun-n-n-ny li-li-living with us when Lyla moves in w-w-
with m-m-me.”
“My daughter isn’t doing shit with you. You were lucky she gave
you the time of day. She could have her pick of men. The last thing
she needs is to saddle herself up with a—”
“Daddy!” Lyla cries and Ford jerks around to look at her. “Don’t
you say it,” she snaps.
“L-let him say wha-t he wants,” I respond, not blinking when I
look at the son of a bitch. I’m ready for him. Anything he says, I’m
sure I’ve heard before. Ford doesn’t say anything, but he keeps
staring at me. The tension is heavy in the air, and neither one of us
is willing to back down.
“Perhaps it would be best if both of you leave. I’m not sure this
fight you two have going on is good for Miss Ford or the baby,” the
doctor says, carefully standing between both of us. My gaze moves
to Lyla, and I find myself swallowing my pride.
“I-I’d like to stay, Sun—Lyla.”
She stares at me. There’s so much sadness hidden in her eyes,
and I hate that it’s there, because I know I’m the son of a bitch that
put it there.
“You both can stay, as long as you don’t talk,” she finally says.
I nod, not happy that Ford stays, but grateful that Lyla let me.
She has every reason not to. I move even closer to her, while
remaining on the opposite side of her father. I watch as the doctor
rubs stuff over Lyla’s stomach and then moves a wand-like
instrument over the same area. I have to admit it’s all foreign to me.
I’ve never thought about what happens when a woman is pregnant.
It’s nothing I ever worried about. That all changes the moment the
sound of my child’s heartbeat begins echoing in the room. My gaze
automatically goes to the screen and the doctor is highlighting this
small, little oval shape.
“Is tha-that…”
I stop talking and it’s not because of my stutter. It has more to
do with what I’m seeing.
“That’s the baby,” the doctor supplies.
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one of those measly magazinelets. I am afraid Virgil is coming to
think more of the so-called glories of Rome than of his truest friends.
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Listen, sir, to what you say here—
Now, understand once and for all, Horatius, that I will not have such
pernicious and disloyal trash as this put out to pollute the State. You
say you meant nothing impious? Well, then I will ask you, Horatius,
who is Chief Pontiff? The prince; so I had thought. And then you say
you had no intention of disloyalty? In that case I will merely answer
that you have expressed yourself very badly. You will agree, I
suppose—even you who were out with Brutus, when I understand
you threw away your shield—that what we must all work for in Rome,
is a settled social order? And I suppose that you are not incapable of
perceiving that this is impossible without the maintenance of
religion? And perhaps you may have heard that His Highness is
supreme head of our religion? And then, do you tell me, sir, that you
did not see that this last stanza—this Pontiff’s ambition, or whatever
it is—is pernicious in the highest degree? Now this is what I shall do.
I shall make you, Horatius, write an ode of fourteen stanzas in praise
of His Highness as Chief Pontiff. Take your tablets and write down
the heads of the poem, as I dictate them.
First: The deplorable desuetude.
I beg your pardon: I think I was asking you to take down the heads
of the ode. What! I? You say that I gave you the subjects of this one?
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the spirit in which you have used it here. Perhaps, however, you
meant it to refer to the Pontiffs of the old regime, whose unworthy
excesses I may have doubtless mentioned to you at some time? I
could wish, Horatius, that your execution were on a level with your
intention: you lay yourself open to a great deal of misconstruction. I
think we must substitute “late” for “while.”
What is that you are sputtering about Minucius? I told you to
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presumes upon it. Yes, you may jab at Minucius whenever you can,
and as hard as you can. I am very glad I suggested that, and you
have taken up the hint very cleverly. Sit down, my good Horatius;
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G. W. Stevens.
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Lustful of gain, her deepest heart yet feels
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