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COMINC; HOME: The Return to True Self
© 1993 Martia Nelson
viewer who may quote brief passages in a review; nor may any part of
this lx)ok be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted
The author of this book does not dispense medical advice nor pre-
scribe the use of any technique as a form of treatment for physical or
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VII
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Introduction xvii
Prologue xix
Part I
My Story:
I Begin the Return
1. Opening 3
2. Truth 6
3. Personality and True Self 7
4. My Search 9
5. The Overview 12
6. Seeing 13
Part II
Higher Guidance:
Our Link to Spirit
Part III
Self-Love:
Your Source of Life
Part IV
fourney into Form:
The Exploration of Limitation
Part V
Creating Your World:
Abundance and Manifesting
CONTENTS xi
Part VI
Enlivened Emotion:
The Healing Power of Intense Feeling
Part VII
Sexuality:
The Embodiment of Spirit
Part VIII
Living the Split:
Redefining Destiny
39. E m p( we
) ri ng Y( ) u r S peec 1 4
xii CONTENTS
Part IX
Awakened Personality:
Loyal Servant to Unlimited Spirit
Part X
Planetary Survival:
Facing Challenge in the World
CONTENTS xiii
Part XI
You Are the Earth:
Living the One Body
Epilogue 229
To make the material as practical and useable as possible,
XV
XVI ATTUNEMENTS AND MEDITATIONS
I've known Martia Nelson for many years. I've watehed her go
through the evolutionary process she describes in the first part
ing immediately.
A year later she sent me a revised manuscript. Again, I
stayed up half the night reading, and once again I was blown
away by the clarity and power of the book. Now the time was
right. My husband, James Burns, and I had just started Nataraj
new authors.
Coming Home is a clear, practical and inspiring explana-
tion of how we can integrate our human experience with our
essential spiritual nature and express the potential that dwells
— Shakti Ciawaiti
XVII
P^UOto^iAC
XIX
XX PROLOGUE
Having a healthy and well cared for personality that feels nur-
tured and safe enables you to stabilize amidst rapid growth and
to open to deeper levels of experience.
focus. You may also find yourself drawn to some of them, yet |
With love,
Martia Nelson* \
1993 ,
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* Mania is pronounced like Marsiia
I Begin the Return
1
would survive.
only thing left for me was inner reality. Intuition told me that
empowered yet totally helpless, all at the same time. I had noth-
ing by which to orient myself except the sense that I was in
chose to. She suggested sitting for ten minutes three times a
day, with the intention of quietly listening. ,
MY STORY 5
assumed that they fell into two categories: rare individuals who
were unusually gifted and somehow chosen for such special
spiritual work, and those who were fooling themselves and
others. Because I didn't identify with either category, I'd auto-
me that I had never before let myself fully feel. Much of my life
had been lived with a buried grief, a sense that I had lost some-
thing deep within and couldn't hope to recover it. It had to do
with a vague memory of expanded family a family that ex-
tended beyond the people I knew and even beyond physical
form. This family was my true source, and longed to recon- I
nect with it. My grief at feeling separated from this family tran-
scended emotion; it was a spiritual yearning for Home.
My process of opening to higher guidance was to be the
beginning of my return Home. It took a month or two for me
to feel I was hearing guidance clearly, and I had to make several
inner adjustments to stay open and receptive. Most impor-
tantly, I learned that opening to higher guidance includes
allowing it to touch my life. This lesson came early on.
After a few weeks of sitting and listening the way Linda had
suggested, I felt I was getting nowhere. was frustrated and I
the contact so much and had even dared to believe it was possi-
ble. Now the whole thing was backfiring.
Linda's response was gentle, "It's not that you can't do it.
could get the words out, something slipped inside me. I knew.
Tears streamed down my face as I told Linda about it. "It's that
I'm going to have to move. If I really listen to true guidance, I'll
know that my deeper self needs me to move out of the area. I'll
leave this house that I've lived in for so long and loved so
much. Home is the most important thing to me, and it's the
hardest thing for me to leave." The barrier was broken.
touch mc. My house was my last holdout, the last tangible sym-
bol of my old self that I still clung to. In finally loosening my
grasp on the house, I recognized that the inner power guiding
me was beyond my control, and that its being beyond my con-
trol was the very reason it could propel me forward into
greater territory I couldn't even see yet. I knew then that mv
safety was in my trust of this powerful life force, not in my
efforts to control it.
For the first year my contact with higher guidance was like ten-
der young shoots of new growth. I felt vulnerable and protec-
tive, happened with very few people. was afraid
sharing what I
amazing thing was that it kept turning out that nothing about
my life was really wrong! This was difficult for my mind to
"true self" is not meant to imply that any part of who we are is
false or unreal. All aspects of our being are real in our human
experience and have value. True self simply refers to the es-
our lives.
was drawing from that source and when was not. realized 1 I
that my true self had been with me all my life, quietly guiding
me along, yet had not identified with it. My identity had been
I
with my personality.
Identifying with my personality meant that what had been
real to my personality had determined what was real to me. The
sonality were the base I had operated from and the yardstiek I
did not go broke, I did not die, and I did not end up crazy or
alone. Instead, something within me shifted to incorporate true
move in.
the country. Cows would live across the street from me! I was
delighted with where my intuition was taking me at last.
I was torn inside. For the first time in my life 1 had elearly
heard the intuitive voiee of true self, reeognized it as real, and
followed it by taking major aetion based on its guidanee. In let-
Did this mean that could never really trust myself again?
I
^ I said, "My guidance has told me that it's all going to work, and
I have confidence in that." Who knows what she thought, but
she didn't argue anymore.
Finally we found a way to satisfy the bank s concerns, and
my loan got last-minute approval. At eight o'clock on the night
before the deadline, someone bought m\' house. lAcrything
moved into my new home. With that move came my first tangi-
ble step into the new territory that had beckoned me for so
long. I had crossed over, and, with at least one foot firmly
planted on new ground, my journey Home had truly begun.
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true self, I had found my way. And to the degree I had allowed
the limitations of my personality's old beliefs and fears to
restrict me, my outer way had been obstructed.
The dynamics had been very simple, though only hind-
sight allowed me to see it that way. While 1 had been lost in the
intensity of the drama I had been blind much of the time, feel-
ing my way from moment to moment. Yet that had been the
challenge, the true test. Those moments of choosing greater
Scdf^
After I'd made the move to my new house I realized that assist-
ality before me. Instead was facing one of the most beautiful
I
beings had ever seen. This man's suffering was the deep pain
I
of having lost touch with the amazing beauty and love he carried
within. 1 spoke to him of his true being and, through sound and
14 COMING HOME
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The more I open to this source, the more the dividing line
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18 COMING HOME
date your inner truth; it is meant to remind you of it. You are
2 De Magnete, p. 48.
3 Ib. p. 52.
4 Ib. p. 48.
7 Priestley, p. 66.
13 Fischer, p. 84.
14 Ibid. v. 512.
18 Franklin, p. 107.
Mr. Snow Harris (now Sir William Snow Harris), whose electrical
labors are noticed above, proposed to the Admiralty, in 1820, a plan
which combined the conditions of ship-conductors, so desirable, yet
so difficult to secure:—namely, that they should be permanently
fixed, and sufficiently large, and yet should in no way interfere with
the motion of the rigging, or with the sliding masts. The method
which he proposed was to make the masts themselves conductors of
electricity, 200 by incorporating with them, in a peculiar way, two
laminæ of sheet-copper, uniting these with the metallic masses in the
hull by other laminæ, and giving the whole a free communication
with the sea. This method was tried experimentally, both on models
and to a large extent in the navy itself; and a Commission appointed
to examine the result reported themselves highly satisfied with Mr.
Harris’s plan, and strongly recommended that it should be fully
carried out in the Navy. 20 ]
20 See Mr. Snow Harris’s paper in Phil. Mag. March, 1841.
25 Priestley, p. 160.
The phenomena of electricity by induction, when fairly considered
by a person of clear notions of the relations of space and force, were
seen to accommodate themselves very generally to the conception
203 introduced by Dufay; 26 of two electricities each repelling itself
and attracting the other. If we suppose that there is only one fluid,
which repels itself and attracts all other matter, we obtain, in many
cases, the same general results as if we suppose two fluids; thus, if
an electrized body, overcharged with the single fluid, act upon a ball,
it drives the electric fluid in the ball to the further side by its repulsion,
and then attracts the ball by attracting the matter of the ball more
than it repels the fluid which is upon the ball. If we suppose two
fluids, the positively electrized body draws the negative fluid to the
nearer side of the ball, repels the positive fluid to the opposite side,
and attracts the ball on the whole, because the attracted fluid is
nearer than that which is repelled. The verification of either of these
hypotheses, and the determination of their details, depended
necessarily upon experiment and calculation. It was under the
hypothesis of a single fluid that this trial was first properly made.
Æpinus of Petersburg published, in 1759, his Tentamen Theoriæ
Electricitatis et Magnetismi; in which he traces mathematically the
consequences of the hypothesis of an electric fluid, attracting all
other matter, but repelling itself; the law of force of this repulsion and
attraction he did not pretend to assign precisely, confining himself to
the supposition that the mutual force of the particles increases as the
distance decreases. But it was found, that in order to make this
theory tenable, an additional supposition was required, namely, that
the particles of bodies repel each other as much as they attract the
electric fluid. 27 For if two bodies, A and B, be in their natural
electrical condition, they neither attract nor repel each other. Now, in
this case, the fluid in A attracts the matter in B and repels the fluid in
B with equal energy, and thus no tendency to motion results from the
fluid in A; and if we further suppose that the matter in A attracts the
fluid in B and repels the matter in B with equal energy, we have the
resulting mutual inactivity of the two bodies explained; but without
the latter supposition, there would be a mutual attraction: or we may
put the truth more simply thus; two negatively electrized bodies repel
each other; if negative electrization were merely the abstraction of
the fluid which is the repulsive element, this result could not follow
except there were a repulsion in the bodies themselves, independent
of the fluid. And thus Æpinus found himself compelled to assume
this mutual repulsion of material particles; he had, in fact, the 204
alternative of this supposition, or that of two fluids, to choose
between, for the mathematical results of both hypotheses are the
same. Wilcke, a Swede, who had at first asserted and worked out
the Æpinian theory in its original form, afterwards inclined to the
opinion of Symmer; and Coulomb, when, at a later period, he
confirmed the theory by his experiments and determined the law of
force, did not hesitate to prefer 28 the theory of two fluids, “because,”
he says, “it appears to me contradictory to admit at the same time, in
the particles of bodies, an attractive force in the inverse ratio of the
squares of the distances, which is demonstrated by universal
gravitation, and a repulsive force in the same inverse ratio of the
squares of the distances; a force which would necessarily be
infinitely great relatively to the action of gravitation.” We may add,
that by forcing us upon this doctrine of the universal repulsion of
matter, the theory of a single fluid seems quite to lose that superiority
in the way of simplicity which had originally been its principal
recommendation.
26 Mém. A. P. 1733, p. 467.