Lc assignments

Reflections about your decisions in life that

defines you.

Princess Issa Mae M. Infante

Life guide Bethelson Dizon

Since 2023 has already ended i have a lot

of reflection to myself, marami rin ako mga
desisyon na pinag sisihan ko maraming
mga bagay na nawala at mga bagay na
kinasakit ko ng sobra. Marami akong
naranasan na akala ko hindi ko na kaya pa
lagpasan na hindi ko na kakayanin pa kase
ang laki ng nawala at sobrang sakit rin
yung mga sitwasyon na nangyayari, bawat
desisyon na ginagawa ko nun ay
pansariling desisyon ko lamang hindi ako
nag seseek ng mga words ni Lord,
ginagawa ko yung mga bagay na akala ko
tama na para saakin but after making the
decision of my own selfishness i ended up
regretting, hurting, lonely, and
heartbroken. But when i was devastated i
decided na lumapit na sa presence niya at
that was the biggest decision that i never
regret. Hindi niya ako tinaboy hindi niya
ako nilagay sa sitwasyon na ganun, kase i
kept questioning him na bakit niya ako
sinasaktan? Na bakit kaylangan may
mawala?, na bakit hindi ko makuha yung
bagay na yon?, then when i make a
decision na alamin ko lahat ng mga tanong
ko he made it clear he never meant to hurt
me, hindi niya ako ilalagay sa sitwasyon na
alam niya na ikakadurog ko that’s when i
knew its was me all along. Ako lang pala
yung gumagawa ng bagay na ikakasakit ko
and the end Lord was always with me
through that times, he never left me it’s
just me doing the things that will hurt me
in the end. That’s when i understand that
he is more hurting when i was hurting. He
is more devastated when i am desperate,
all he wanted was for me to have faith to
believe, to pray, to seek his words. But all i
did was blame him, questioning all his
doing when there is already an answer, a
plan that was already set. All i havecto do
was take a step into his presence and he
will do the rest. That was my biggest
reflection in my life that no matter what he
is always there, nit to judge you, not to
hurt you, and not to blame you. Instead to
love you, to protect you, to make you feel
that you are worthy, and you are precious
to him. That is my biggest reflection in life.