SAY IT……………………I AM IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND… YUP THAT’S RIGHT UM IN LOVE WITH KAGISO KOORE UM JUST CONFUSED I WONDER HOW AND WHY I LOVE HIM. I MEAN THERE IS NO CHANCE OF US BEING TOGETHER I KNOW HE ONLY SEES ME AS HIS FRIEND . GAPE HE IS THIS GENTLE, SWEET , AND SHY GUY NOT TO MENSION THAT HE LOOKS LIKE A GREEK GOD TOTA HE IS JUST TOO PERFECT FOR ME. WHY WOULD HE LIKE ME HE HAS NO REASON TO ……UM THIS WEIRD ,STUPID, LOUD AND CONFUSED SOUL. I MESS UP EVERYTHING I MEAN I ALWAYS MESS UP ALL OUR FIGHTS THEY WERE ALL BECAUSE OF ME ARRGG THIS IS JUST WEIRD I DON’T KNOW HOW TO FEEL ABOUT IT AM I SUPPOSED TO BE ASHAMED BECAUSE FRIENDS DON’T LOOK AT FRIENDS THAT WAY OR AM I SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY BECAUSE I HAVE LEARNED HOW TO LOVE AGAIN AFTER KATSO BROKE UP WITH ME . ON THE OTHER HAND MY FRIEND IS IN LOVE WITH HIMM OHH GOD THE SITUATION KEEPS GETTING WEIRD I WONDER IF I SHOULD SUPRESS MY FEELINGS JUST SO THAT SHE CAN BE HAPPY OR SHOULD I JUST CONTINUE LOVING HIM IN SECRET THOUGH .EVERYDAY ……..IT JUST KEEPS ON GETTING HARDER TO HIDE THIS FROM HIM BUT I CANT TELL HIM. HE WILL THINK THAT UM A WEIRDO HE WILL HATE ME HE WILL ABSOLUTELY RESENT ME. THIS IS BAD THIS IS REAL BAD. I WONT TELL HIM BECAUSE IF I DO I WILL LOSE OUR FRIENDSHIP AND I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE HIM BECAUSE HE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE, HE IS MY EVERYTHING ……. WITHOUT HIM UMM LITERALLY NOTHING. SO BOITSHOKO SUCK IT UP NNAKA O TLAA SWELA KAFATENG HELA TELLING HIM IS NOT AN OPTION OK GOOD GIRRL NOW GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK OR GO TO SLEEP U SOUND CRAZY