depression that can be shown when the artist says he wants to die, but he doesn't know how, that he wants to live, but he doesn't know how much. When the lyrics of the song say "it appears in my dreams at least so we chat for a while" I think they imply that this great depression he feels was caused by the loss of someone dear, which is affecting him in other things of his personal environment, this can be demonstrated in the phrase "I can not love, Can I not love?, or do I only not love as others love?, How should I love?", which demonstrates a function that can be caused by his depression so great that he feels. In a "second part" of the song he implies that he is fed up with the people who were making him feel bad, this can be interpreted when he says "You saw me with a good face and you want to sail, this time I break your neck and I tell you literally. And finally he talks about being brave to face your problems "you have to be brave to fight with your shadow".