‭Disclaimer‬

‭ his can’t be a defamation case.‬

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‭I do not want my name to be associated with this situation and all other names will be censored‬
‭(the victims are allowed to come forward if they wish to). I understand it will be impossible to‬
‭hide and that’s why, afterward, I will be leaving my accounts associated with this name.‬

‭ riginally, I decided against talking about my side of the story especially when I promised to‬
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‭keep quiet, however, I feel like it is necessary to understand the context. I and several others‬
‭have noticed this behavior pattern that Alex exhibits. This was dealt with in private many times‬
‭before coming to a conclusion.‬

‭ e have concluded that the best closure would be to warn others of this and to prevent this‬
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‭from happening again, not just from Alex, but from any creator that misuses their platform.‬

‭ or the past several months, Alex has shown predatory and manipulative behavior. It has‬
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‭brought me and others a great deal of pain. We have also realized this has been going a lot‬
‭longer than expected.‬

‭ veryone in this document has permitted me to use their screenshots or testimonies. All names‬
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‭are censored but the person can choose to publicly speak out if they wish.‬

‭My side shows Alex’s empty promises and manipulation,‬

‭Alex goes by any pronouns, so in some of these screenshots you’ll see “she”.‬
‭The Beginning‬
(‭ For most of these, there are no screenshots because Alex would ask me to delete his old‬
‭phone number and some were said in person)‬

‭ lex and I would start dating in April 2023 and we broke up in June 2023. At first, there wasn’t‬
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‭anything particularly weird that happened because everything seemed to be heavily‬
‭communicated or consented. While reliving those memories, there were moments that I did find‬
‭strange.‬

‭ lex would “joke” during our relationship that he would kill himself if anything we sent to each‬
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‭other was leaked out and that I was a spy coming to destroy his life. This is one of the earliest‬
‭cases of his paranoia and I would try my best to help, but it became apparent later on that Alex‬
‭has very heavy trust issues with everyone. It becomes a lot more destructive and gets in the‬
‭way of his thinking process.‬

I‭ would also find it uncomfortable when he would joke in a public server (with a lot of his fans)‬
‭that I was keeping him alive and he would’ve killed himself if I didn’t exist (this channel would be‬
‭deleted). It becomes cemented in my subconscious to prevent him from hurting himself and to‬
‭try to always keep him happy.‬

‭ e would tell me that he would masturbate several times a day to my photos and messages‬
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‭before we opened up sexually while implying non-con fantasies he would do to my clothing if we‬
‭never opened to each other. He would later on confess to wanting to wear my clothing before‬
‭we opened up as well. Everything about me was sexualized heavily over time including my face,‬
‭my voice, and any clothing that I would wear. It ruined the way I viewed myself and how I‬
‭viewed romance.‬

I‭ tried to accept that this was normal and would consent to it, but it was only after the fact he‬
‭would confess these things to me. These behaviors are extremely unhealthy habits and showed‬
‭he hardly had any self-control. He confessed to me (in a call) that he would have fantasies‬
‭about others, especially about their clothing.‬

‭Pt 0.5‬

‭ he aftermath of the breakup would strain our connection over time. Alex had broken up with‬
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‭me over text and mentioned he was not feeling any romantic tension between us. It was a‬
‭noticeable gradual issue that our messages would mainly consist of sexting and it had less of‬
‭that romantic feeling it had in the beginning. I tried to suggest activities we could do to build that‬
‭connection again, but I never really got an answer for this, even when we called I felt like it was‬
‭brushed over easily.‬

‭(These surviving screenshots are from when I was talking to a friend).‬

‭Pt 1‬
‭ fter I implied my fears of being used for sexual purposes in a relationship, Alex suggested that‬
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‭being friends with benefits would fit us better. I caved in because I was still very much in love‬
‭with him and would have done anything for him.‬

‭Pt 2‬

‭ fterward, I had such bad anxiety because I felt extremely dumb for accepting that title after I‬
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‭explained that I felt like my main purpose was to give sexual pleasure. It was worsened by the‬
‭fact that Alex would tell me that he considered us soulmates and still wanted to say “I love you”‬
‭but it does not hold any ground when you’re in a relationship. He also allowed us to explain this‬
‭to our close friends. This just felt extremely careless.‬

I‭ called Alex to discuss the future of our relationship which led to us officially breaking up. In that‬
‭call, I also told him that it just seemed like he had lost feelings for me. He then said no, and‬
‭explained the issue is with him needing help. He would try to seek help for issues about his‬
‭sexual behavior and lack of self-control.‬

‭This is a recording of what I was reading to Alex that came from my notes app.‬

‭ fter we broke up, Alex would come, asking me to delete any messages and photos I had of‬
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‭him. I would automatically delete those photos when we broke up, but it is the level of paranoia‬
‭that he had that would make me feel guilty for being close to him. I felt like I encouraged a‬
‭horrible behavior that he had been struggling to control for a long time. I would have to reassure‬
‭him for a good while because he was afraid of people finding out what he enjoyed.‬

‭ efore I even deleted his phone number, we would discuss about him getting a therapist to‬
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‭control these thoughts and guilt. This became a lot more frequent over time and I felt like I‬
‭became more of a therapist rather than a friend.‬

‭(The first messages he would send to me on his new phone would be about this entire situation)‬

‭Pt 3‬

I‭ spoke up about having an issue with being seen more as a therapist rather than a friend. I felt‬
‭like we had less of a connection with each other and my only purpose was to help him. It did‬
‭offend me when he would come to me for reassurance but wouldn’t return the same gesture.‬
‭Before this, I had just vented to him and was met with silence until I started this conversation.‬

(‭ These are just from memory) There would be several moments where he would be active‬
‭elsewhere while I was venting or even attempting to talk to him. I wouldn’t be offended if it‬
‭wasn't a recurring issue. I mentioned being a rebound because I found in our old messages‬
‭about him being happy that I was able to fill a void. I would feel guilty for accusing him of having‬
‭malicious intent.‬
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I‭t did not feel like anything was changing afterward. There was a noticeable change between‬
‭then and November when we became close again. It felt like the reason we became close again‬
‭was because I was satisfying Alex’s needs by giving him attention. We were also discussing‬
‭what we have talked about similarly during our relationship such as clothing and fantasies.‬

‭ couple of days later, I would ask him about his search for a therapist. His response did worry‬
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‭me due to the fact we discussed the reasons why he should look for a therapist but he‬
‭seemingly went back on his words. I understand it is not my responsibility to push people into‬
‭getting help, but Alex definitely needed it the most especially when he has been struggling with‬
‭this behavior for so long.‬

‭Pt 5‬

I‭ would not text back Alex out of frustration because I expected the conversation to go nowhere‬
‭or be met with silence. It is what I expected from him. I wasn’t afraid of talking about my‬
‭feelings, it just didn’t seem beneficial to me if the other party was going to ignore those‬
‭messages. After this message, it was silence.‬

‭Pt 6‬

I‭ would do this several times when I wouldn’t text him back because I didn’t see a point, but it‬
‭would be ironic to me when I decided to not speak to Alex, he would try to interact with me‬
‭more. The only time he would accurately reply was if it was about him.‬

I‭ sort of lied in this message, I was happier because I wasn’t attempting to interact with him or‬
‭see him on my social media. I was unable to reveal my true feelings because I believed that I‬
‭was overthinking everything and I was paranoid or delusional. I was having a constant internal‬
‭battle if I was a good person or not. I wondered why I had these thoughts in the first place if no‬
‭one else seemingly had the same issues as I did.‬

‭Pt 7‬

‭Then he would speak about his guilt again and ask me to delete his old phone number.‬

I‭ would question if he was continuing being friends with me because he was afraid, on the basis‬
‭he would do this to several other people. I was paranoid that I was being kept around because I‬
‭learned a lot about him.‬

‭ lex accidentally misread my messages and thought I wanted to remind him of his bad‬
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‭moments, but I would almost be grateful because he would reveal to me that he was miserable.‬
‭He pretended he was living peacefully and was able to move on from the incident, but that was‬
‭ ot the case. He needed to have constant distractions to feel normal and avoid guilt, essentially‬
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‭running away from his thoughts.‬

I‭ understand he was trying to explain that my existence does not make him uncomfortable, it’s‬
‭the existence of those media that gives him guilt. But after all of this, he would go back to his old‬
‭ways and nothing was changed at all.‬

‭ hese weeks of being the person having to help him erase those memories felt degrading. I felt‬
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‭like I was being kept around because I had these media stored. It would make me feel guilty‬
‭being close to him or even dating him.‬

‭Pt 8‬

I‭ put my foot down and told him straightforwardly that he needed help. I noticed the pattern of‬
‭behavior he was going through and there was hardly any progress being made. It was obvious‬
‭that Alex was not getting better but I could not provide any more help as a friend. Alex‬
‭continuously going through this cycle gives me guilt because I felt like I accidentally hurt him.‬

‭Pt 9‬

‭He then decided to go off his meds.‬

‭Pt 10‬

‭ e had another fight that was similar to the one previously mentioned. I didn’t feel like a close‬
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‭friend, we were hardly talking, and I noticed he wasn’t putting much of an effort into keeping that‬
‭relationship. I want to iterate that there is a clear difference between then and later when we‬
‭were actually speaking to each other.‬

I‭n his story, he had talked about being his own therapist after going off of his meds. It felt like a‬
‭slap to my face after conversing with him several days prior that he was continuously going‬
‭through the cycle, taking charge, and hurting himself by avoiding getting help.‬

I‭ don’t think there is anything wrong with going off of your meds if you believe they are‬
‭detrimental to your health and you do not see any noticeable progress, but Alex was not getting‬
‭better. This is also not the first time he has been off of his meds. Alex is highly aware of his‬
‭cycles or issues but chooses to make situations worse for himself.‬

‭Pt 11‬

I‭ was insulted that he would suggest getting a therapist because “there is nothing more I can do‬
‭or say” when that message is eerily similar to what I said days prior. I find issues with him‬
‭saying that he isn’t a big texter, it is a lie because of how we talked before we were dating and‬
f‭rom other people’s perspectives as well. Group situations were also a lie because we were in‬
‭many of the same group chats or servers with different people and I would feel ignored.‬

‭ he last image is me after spending time away. I essentially gave up trying to convince him my‬
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‭perspective.‬

‭Pt 12‬

‭ elow was the catalyst for an argument in September. It was the moment I realized that I was‬
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‭wasting my time fighting with someone who was unable to see my perspective because he‬
‭didn’t understand his own feelings and refused to change.‬

‭ hen I discussed with Alex about seeking a therapist after wanting me to delete any media of‬
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‭him, he sent me a text mentioning starting a new chapter with me. I asked him later what he‬
‭meant because I find it weird to drop that after we had recently just broken up and the wording‬
‭seemed very vague to me.‬

I‭ was then under the impression that we would start dating again. I find it ridiculous to bring that‬
‭up when we were never getting back together. There were never any plans. It would make‬
‭sense why I would feel even more upset that he was hardly speaking to me but speaking to‬
‭other people because it did not make any sense in my head. I have explained this to so many‬
‭people and they were also confused by his explanation.‬

‭Pt 13‬

‭ early a month later, I would ask him for clarification because I was confused. I wanted to‬
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‭believe that I was overthinking and that it was my fault for not asking for more details or not‬
‭assuming it was just about being friends. But none of this makes sense.‬

‭ one of this new explanation would have ever been known just from the previous explanation‬
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‭he gave me. We did discuss it, you just seemingly gave the worst explanation. Again, I find it‬
‭ridiculous to bring up not being mentally ready to be in a committed relationship after we had‬
‭recently broken up. I wanted to pretend that this was okay but after conversing with my friends‬
‭about what happened between me and Alex, I wasn’t overreacting. I was being emotionally hurt‬
‭whether intentionally or not.‬

‭This was officially my breaking point.‬

‭Pt 14‬

‭ lex is unable to understand my feelings. It just didn’t feel like the same person that I was in‬
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‭love with months prior. These explanations did nothing but put me in a constant mental loop.‬
‭This wasn’t normal behavior and it would be a nightmare for other people to experience this. But‬
‭it seemed like I was the only one who had issues and I was alone in all of this.‬
I‭t is disgusting to go into a relationship when you’re unprepared for the hardship and hardly give‬
‭any effort. I felt like we only got into a relationship because I gave him his attention and wants.‬
‭Our relationship gradually changed over time for the worse as it became more sexual rather‬
‭than romantic. While friends with benefits, I would notice that the attention was mainly focused‬
‭on Alex rather than shared. Despite sounding angry, I still wanted to see some growth from him.‬
‭This was someone who had a growing career but I feared it would be potentially ruined by his‬
‭emotional immaturity.‬

I‭ never planned on releasing this publicly because I believed it could have been fixed privately. I‬
‭was extremely hurt but I saw it unnecessary to release this. I would talk to some close friends‬
‭about this in private to feel less alone. Despite that, my ultimate rule that I would tell people is‬
‭that this should not be public.‬

I‭ finally decided to release this to show how Alex has not improved and his behavior seemed to‬
‭get worse. It never felt like I was talking to an adult, I felt like I was talking to a child.‬

‭Pt 15‬

‭ early two weeks later, he came back to me to report that he had a therapy appointment. I‬
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‭understand my comment was snarky but I truly did not expect him to get help based on previous‬
‭conversations and I did not want to go through the same cycle of demanding an answer.‬

‭ he word miscommunication would understate how mentally exhausting this situation became‬
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‭and it would be a common word used to excuse his actions. It all came down to Alex’s‬
‭incompetence.‬

I‭ predicted this long before that us not talking anymore would persuade him to get help. It made‬
‭me feel weird because why did it have to get to that point and why didn’t he take advantage of‬
‭his resources before?‬

I‭ made the mistake of continuing to be friends with Alex. I felt guilty and I felt like I wasn’t giving‬
‭him a chance to improve. I never gained anything from being friends with him. I don’t know how‬
‭we became friends again. I gave up fighting for my position and I was hoping for a change. For‬
‭some reason I missed him.‬

I‭ learned that behaviors can be unexplainable, especially when the other person cannot‬
‭understand their own.‬

‭Pt 16‬
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‭ here weren’t any prominent moments besides this small discussion I had with him about his‬
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‭private story. Alex would time to time discuss his issues about frequently making friends in his‬
‭community.‬

‭ e acknowledged in the past that it is uncommon for creators to befriend their fans. It is quite‬
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‭noticeable before this situation that Alex would be very talkative with his followers. He feels a‬
‭big disconnect between himself and his fans, in which, he does not feel like a creator, nor does‬
‭he have a status.‬

I‭t is the creator’s job to understand that power imbalance when interacting with fans. A creator‬
‭has influence over their fans because of their status. It’s fine if a creator does develop a‬
‭friendship through their own community, it’s not impossible. However, it would be highly‬
‭irresponsible for him to be unable to see that connection because it becomes an issue with‬
‭power dynamics.‬

‭ nderstandably, a fan would give attention to their favorite creators and it would seem that Alex‬
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‭does take advantage of this later on. He mentions being aware of his issues and does nothing‬
‭to improve them.‬

‭ hese moments are not the first time of him wanting to disconnect from his community,‬
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‭unfortunately, those other moments were not captured. But this includes his old Twitter‬
‭deactivation and his leaving several servers in order to prevent parasocial relationships.‬

‭Pt 17‬‭(the story was created in the summer I believe)‬

‭ lex and I would start somewhat talking again, but in those conversations that I would start, I‬
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‭would be usually extremely inebriated as a coping mechanism to avoid the anxiety I get from‬
‭talking to Alex. I would convince myself that this was normal because I felt more happy, but in‬
‭reality, I wasn’t being myself. I was in another constant internal battle shaming myself for being‬
‭anxious around a friend.‬

‭ ast forward to December, I started to notice how close and comfortable we were getting. A lot‬
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‭of our conversations were similar to how we would talk to each other when we were dating. I‬
‭was getting mixed signals again. These conversations would range from complimenting each to‬
‭fantasies that Alex had, including wearing my clothing or being me.‬

I‭ felt guilty for having issues with Alex again. I thought I was being overreactive and that I had a‬
‭hard time adapting or normalizing talking like this to friends). I convinced myself that I was the‬
‭issue.‬

‭Pt 18‬
‭ ur conversations were so extremely similar to how we talked before (and the way he would‬
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‭talk to the next person he loved). It took me so long to realize that this wasn’t normal and that I‬
‭was feeding into Alex’s attention and wants.‬

‭Pt 19‬

I‭t was playful at first but became more flirtatious over time. I had a difficult time cutting him off‬
‭officially because I saw myself as the issue and thought these problems could be resolved.‬
‭Something worth noting, it seemed like Alex wanted to ditch completely during our last‬
‭argument and did not want to acknowledge his behavior or change.‬

I‭ learned later on that he did talk to his friends similarly to how we talked but I find that‬
‭off-putting when some of these people did not know about Alex’s fantasies or fetishes. He later‬
‭commented that he would have relapsed with his sexual behavior more recently but our‬
‭conversations give off a different tone. I find that hard to believe.‬

‭Server B‬
‭ lex would sometimes leave and join back this analog server that I used to mod for. He would‬
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‭use it as a way to communicate with some of his fans about updates for upcoming videos and‬
‭projects in a small channel dedicated to the Mandela Catalogue, similar to how Catacord used‬
‭to be but on a much smaller scale. This server will be referred to as Server B.‬

‭ he discussions would be normal at first with fans theorizing about the series and also asking‬
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‭Alex questions that he would answer. It is hard to determine when it started going off-course, but‬
‭at a certain point, Alex became more comfortable talking about his gender identity with his fans.‬

(‭ A small‬‭disclaimer‬‭because I feel like some people‬‭may rebuttal and mention that Alex has not‬
‭formally come out yet and this is disrespectful to show this side of him.‬

‭ e would send these messages to a server that had 600 members during the time and dozens‬
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‭of fans would be discussing with him, so I’m surprised this never leaked out. Alex, later shown,‬
‭would make group chats with his fans to discuss gender identity and outfits.‬

‭ s the writer of this document, I am trans, and some of the people who were affected by him are‬
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‭trans as well. Alex’s identity is a unique case. People should be warned about his predatory‬
‭behavior.)‬

‭Pt 20‬

‭ one of us saw an issue with him exploring this topic at first because we believed it was‬
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‭innocent. However, the uncomfortableness started to settle in when we realized this was more‬
‭parasocial rather than beneficial. I did not want to ruin the fun of others, so I regrettably kept my‬
‭mouth shut about how I felt.‬
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‭He would change his name in the server to Amelia as I and another friend suggest.‬

‭Pt 22‬

I‭ finally reached my limit when Alex started talking about wanting to create a group chat with‬
‭some of his fans on the server. I quickly messaged Alex expressing my concern about this‬
‭because I knew it would come off as weird and controversial for a creator to make a group chat‬
‭with mainly minors. However. I would quickly delete my messages because they reminded me‬
‭that I should not be teaching a creator what to do and reminded me of the discussion we had‬
‭months ago about needing to stop making friends with fans. It meant that he had not improved.‬

‭ lex’s behavior should not be my or other’s responsibility. I should not be this stressed out about‬
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‭a person, so this made me want to stray away from Alex entirely.‬
‭Pt 23‬

‭ eferring to the last image, I would, later on, find out that this group chat did actually exist at‬
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‭some point and was later deleted. It included some people from Server B, and it had channels‬
‭where people discussed about gender and outfits. From one witness, they had posted a photo‬
‭of themselves in a dress with Alex commenting things such as “I am so envious of how you‬
‭look, I wanna look like you, and I am so jealous of you”. This person would feel uncomfortable‬
‭with these comments.‬

I‭t is perfectly fine to explore yourself, I and others know that experience very much. The issue is‬
‭that minors and adults have different experiences and some of these fans were pretty young‬
‭(mainly between 14-17). Alex should be talking to someone with experiences around his age.‬
‭This sets up parasocial relationships with fans as Alex continues to talk to them on a personal‬
‭level.‬

‭ our fans are not your support group and it is rare for YouTubers to be this personal with their‬
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‭fans. Note that no other analog horror creator does this.‬

‭ lex has issues with not understanding parasocial relationships, but that is non-excusable when‬
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‭he is already self-aware of his issues. There is a power imbalance because he is a well-known‬
‭creator with a wide audience, meaning, these fans are willing to provide you with attention‬
‭because you are their favorite creator. It becomes addictive to talk to your favorite creators if‬
‭they seemingly act like a friend.‬

I‭t is the friendliness that hides that predatory behavior and it can become incredibly difficult to‬
‭detect because it makes you feel good to be able to talk to your favorite creator. I considered‬
‭Alex my friend, but as a creator, you have a level of responsibility because you have built an‬
‭audience. These young fans are impressionable as well.‬
I‭ then created a thread for the channel because I was getting a little annoyed with gender‬
‭discussions and the Mandela Catalogue discussions colliding and constantly going off-track. He‬
‭continued talking about his experiences and what he does in private.‬

‭Pt 24‬

‭ e then created another group that we would secretly add people to. It was the same as‬
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‭previous chats he would make, he would talk about gender and share outfits. He would delete‬
‭his messages that contained photos of himself at a certain point.‬

‭Pt 25‬

‭ e made a new server so more people could join. This was also deleted at some point but few‬
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‭images still exist.‬

‭Pt 26‬

I‭t still had the same concept. I began to notice a relationship was forming between Alex and one‬
‭of my friends. Alex frequently interacted with this person on that server and even brought them‬
‭up in our private messages. It stood out to me because the way they would speak to each other‬
‭seemed familiar to previous interactions.‬

I‭t would be concerning to me because of the conversation we had months ago about his issues‬
‭and how he was not mentally ready to be in a relationship. We haven’t spoken about his‬
‭psychiatrist for weeks so I assumed that he was getting better. But with his behavior for the past‬
‭month, I felt like he was still not mentally ready.‬

‭ ut there was entirely no concrete proof of them being together during that time. All I knew was‬
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‭that they were getting close but I still worried. From my perspective, I feel like most people‬
‭would not be able to handle the fetishes that Alex had mentioned before or his behavior in‬
‭general.‬

‭Pt 27‬

‭ efore Alex left Server B, he publicly explained that Amelia was a joke after a member‬
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‭expressed they were uncomfortable that Alex shared their dead name. People who were‬
‭supportive of the change would feel weird about this.‬

‭ hey felt insulted that he would take back everything said and pretended that all of it was a joke.‬
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‭Even if he was trying to avoid making someone uncomfortable, this would not be the way to do‬
‭it. The conversations revolving around identity felt pointless and to claim it was all a joke feels‬
‭manipulative as well. You built this type of relationship with your fans and randomly decided to‬
‭take it all back.‬
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‭Victim DB‬
‭ he person affected by Alex will be referred to as DB. The transcript was provided by them (the‬
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‭transcript is read from bottom to top).‬

I‭ vented about Alex on a private account because I finally wanted to move on from everything.‬
‭DB saw my vent and started messaging me about needing to speak about Alex as well.‬

‭ B noticed how close they were becoming with Alex and confessed their feelings. They‬
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‭admitted feeling regretful about the conversations they had with Alex for the last couple of days.‬
‭Before they messaged me, they had spoken to one of our friends about the same shame they‬
‭felt while talking to Alex. Our friend already knew about the situation between me and Alex and‬
‭tried to provide guidance by saying Alex was trouble. I offered DB an explanation between me‬
‭and Alex to make them feel comfortable talking about their own experiences.‬

‭Pt 28‬

‭ lex first started messaging them privately a week before New Year’s Eve, it is extremely‬
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‭important to note they had never truly spoken to each other besides in Server B, but they hardly‬
‭knew anything about each other. Alex did not know how DB looked or sounded. The‬
‭conversation seemed to start innocently with them talking about outfits and gender identity with‬
‭DB offering comfort to Alex.‬

‭Pt 29‬

‭ lex would frequently express his adoration for DB. The friendliness and admiration hides the‬
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‭true intent of his actions. DB was a fan of Alex and looked up to him as a creator.‬

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‭Pt 31‬

I‭f people only focused on the given consent or returned affection given by DB, it would make it‬
‭more difficult to understand. This consent is superficial. With the status of Alex mixed with how‬
‭long they’ve known each other, the power dynamic heavily comes into play. This is predatory‬
‭behavior.‬

‭ creator should take responsibility in this situation and understand their power dynamic, and‬
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‭understand why DB would be contributing despite later feeling regretful. However, because Alex‬
‭does not understand his status, parasocial relationships, or power, he feels that he has done‬
‭nothing wrong and sees this as normal. This love that Alex was supposedly giving was‬
‭ nnatural. He love-bombed this person in order to receive his wants. Their conversation after‬
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‭this would heavily go into sexual territory because that’s what Alex wanted from the beginning.‬

‭Also, this was all before they even confessed to each other (besides the last photo).‬

‭Pt 32‬

‭ lso, creators need to understand that their fandom or community is not a dating pool (this‬
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‭MESSAGE was sent to a 16-year-old NOT DB).‬

‭Pt 33‬

‭ fter they confessed, DB would send a photo to Alex. It wasn’t suggestive at all, but when Alex‬
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‭sent photos back, they would be a lot more suggestive. One would be showing his ass, laying in‬
‭bed, and showing off his legs. Then confessed saying later on that he was hard in those photos.‬

‭Pt 34‬

‭ hey would talk about meeting each other. Alex wanted it as soon as possible and suggested‬
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‭getting a hotel. A reminder that Alex still did not know what DB looked or sounded like.‬

I‭ find this behavior curious because it reminded me of an old message he sent to me. While we‬
‭planned for us to meet, he was worried that we were moving too fast.. Nowhere in these‬
‭messages with DB would he mention moving quickly until DB brought it up.‬

‭Pt 35‬

‭As the conversation progressed, Alex would elude into a more sexual territory.‬

‭Pt 36‬

‭ lex has a scent fetish and would specifically enjoy copying people’s poses because he wanted‬
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‭to pretend to be them. DB didn’t know at all.‬

‭Pt 37‬

‭ hroughout the conversation, Alex would continue to elude into a more sexual territory by‬
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‭continuously love-bombing DB by heavily complimenting them.‬

‭Pt 38‬

‭ B would express later that they felt uncomfortable with how much Alex revealed to them, such‬
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‭as sexualizing their outfits (that were meant to be shared in a friendly way), sexualizing their‬
‭compliments, their confession, and making the server and group chat as a way to gain attention.‬
I‭n a new relationship, a party may feel obligated to continue and a have difficult time saying no‬
‭or expressing their discomfort because they’re afraid of disappointing the other party. Alex just‬
‭wanted to get off and was moving quickly to express his fantasies and desires.‬

‭Pt 39‬

‭ fter they discussed boundaries, Alex quickly eluded to sexual territories again despite DB‬
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‭mentioning they were around other people. DB would send more photos of their prom dress,‬
‭specifically where they were at prom. Alex would then admit during this that he came to DB’s‬
‭prom photos but later deleted them.‬

‭DB started to dissociate during it as a reaction to a deleted message that Alex had sent.‬

‭Pt 40‬

‭ B and I would compare our conversations with Alex to each other and it was legitimately word‬
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‭for word. We both felt objectified by Alex’s constant sexualization. These conversations would‬
‭feel as if Alex wants someone to indulge in his fantasies. This isn’t how you show love to‬
‭someone.‬

‭Pt 41‬

‭ B would discuss with Alex again boundaries, feeling that they’ve been moving too quickly (it’s‬
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‭been only two days). Alex should know and notice that they’ve been moving at a fast pace if‬
‭he’s embarrassed by his own messages and does not need to be constantly told what is wrong.‬
‭He has no excuse for his behavior.‬

‭ e has not learned from his mistakes at all and is incompetent. It was never a mistake that he‬
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‭admitted to non-consensually masturbating to DB’s photos that were not meant for sexual‬
‭purposes. It was never a mistake that he continuously berated DB with constant sexual‬
‭messages. It is not DB’s job to catch Alex’s mistakes like he’s a child, especially when he‬
‭acknowledged that his behavior was out of character. He would do something similar where he‬
‭felt embarrassed about messages he would send to me.‬

(‭ Also, this won’t be the last time he will bring me up. I have no idea what the purpose of doing‬
‭this if you’re not improving and using our previous relationship as false promises towards‬
‭others. I actually find it creepy.)‬

‭Pt 42‬

‭ astly, DB expressed their uncomfortableness with Alex creating a server to garner attention,‬
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‭especially from DB. DB was also upset that Alex went back on his words about identity because‬
‭they were willing to give so much to comfort.‬
‭ his server and group chat were supposedly meant for friends to share outfits and talk about‬
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‭identities, but the fact the purpose for it was mainly used for one person’s attention and photos‬
‭is extremely predatory and very much premeditated. Minors were in that server for no reason.‬
‭Alex exploited everyone to gain something for himself.‬

‭ hese conversations were hardly consensual if Alex was premeditating these types of‬
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‭interactions just days before they both confessed to each other.‬

‭Pt 43‬

‭Finding Out‬
‭ fter DB told me about their situation, I recommended that they shouldn’t reply to Alex‬
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‭especially when I could tell they were not in a good state.‬

‭ ater, Alex started getting anxious in our friend’s server because both me and DB were ignoring‬
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‭him. He then started messaging DB for forgiveness while also trying to give reasons for his‬
‭behavior in his manic state (non-transcript because he edited one of the messages).‬

‭ lex had time to control his behavior and prevent himself from hurting others. Alex will‬
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‭acknowledge his harmful behavior but then continue to do nothing. He has learned nothing from‬
‭his previous situation with me. He had every opportunity to get support, but rather than actually‬
‭improving, he chose to do nothing. He does not learn from his mistakes.‬

‭ lso, it was extremely manipulative to find different ways to try to get DB’s attention by implying‬
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‭he was in danger.‬

‭Pt 44‬

‭ he next day, we woke up to Alex spamming me with messages begging for reassurance and‬
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‭an explanation. I literally could not believe this was the start of our new year.‬

I‭ wasn’t going to explain the situation to him because there wouldn’t be a point especially if he’s‬
‭in a state like this and I would expect the same outcome from previous arguments we had. Alex‬
‭would taken nothing from it. So many times while he was in this state, he admitted what he did‬
‭was wrong. Why do any of us have to explain to him his own mistakes when he hasn’t learned‬
‭the first time?‬

‭Pt 45‬

‭ hile during this, he was being reassured by the same 16-year-old from earlier, who had stayed‬
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‭up for a day straight just to make sure he wouldn’t commit suicide. This entire situation made‬
‭that person so stressed out that they had to seek medical help. Alex never gave him a proper‬
‭apology.‬
(‭ Their timezone is 7 hours ahead of EST, this was the night before he started messaging me‬
‭and DB. Alex would water down this situation as me being jealous that he was dating someone‬
‭else and that I was unable to move on. He assumed I was trying to sabotage the relationship‬
‭while it was DB that came to me. I was not even the first person that DB came to about Alex.‬

I‭ became angry and withdrawn because I wasted my time trying to help someone who didn’t‬
‭listen to me at all and then decided to hurt one of my friends. Alex had the opportunity to change‬
‭but continued the same cycle. He chooses to blame others to feel better about himself.‬

‭ eeling bad isn’t enough to prove that you’re changing nor does it prove that you acknowledge‬
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‭your behavior. You sexually violated my friend but thanks for making me seem like I was just a‬
‭jealous ex.‬

‭Pt 46‬

‭ lex had sent DB a very long text explaining his behavior and what his plans are for the future.‬
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‭This still does not justify anything and was just a last-ditch effort to save his ass.‬

‭ lex has trouble understanding what relationships are. He is mainly attracted to people’s‬
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‭attention, that’s why he developed a crush. He also doesn’t realize that he doesn’t know this‬
‭person whatsoever and still does not understand power dynamics or parasocial relationships.‬

‭ e says he is unable to process this but that is his fault for not understanding sooner and‬
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‭choosing to hurt my friend. He mentioned his issues with parasocial relationships several times,‬
‭months before this situation. It is your responsibility as a creator to be able to handle these‬
‭personal issues. I don’t fault any fan or DB for falling for Alex’s kindness because he portrayed‬
‭himself as very friendly. I was worried that I would be ruining the fun that everyone was having,‬
‭but I am not here to teach a creator.‬

‭Pt 47‬

‭ his confirms that Alex made those servers and group chats to gain more attention from DB.‬
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‭This is a heavy obsession with a fan and also controlling. This is premeditated because Alex‬
‭had set up this entire plan just to get with DB. It should also be assumed that it was planned to‬
‭go to a sexual route because Alex admits to coming to DB complimenting him and their outfits‬
‭behind the scenes.‬

‭ hese conversations were fast-paced and lacked actual love. This was friends with benefits with‬
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‭extra steps because Alex didn’t want to put in any work besides sex.‬

‭ ven if this was not the sole reason why the group chat was made, and there have been other‬
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‭group chats that have been made before, the difference between that and then is the obsession‬
‭ ith DB and trying to calculate forming a relationship with a fan you hardly knew. And those‬
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‭other group chats were exploited just to give Alex attention and fuel his fantasies.‬

‭Pt 48‬

‭ lex has issues separating his gender identity from his sexuality. The sexual fetish is not‬
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‭inherently bad, but the forced projection onto the other party and uncontrollable sexual appetite‬
‭is. He hides his fetish as well. We discussed this months before, but Alex continues this cycle of‬
‭hurting himself or others.‬

‭Pt 49‬

‭ e find this hard to believe because of the number of times Alex has promised to change but‬
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‭then does the opposite. This is the reason why we’re choosing to speak about our experiences‬
‭to warn fans and to prevent him from hurting anyone else. He had every opportunity for growth‬
‭but decided to hurt people in the process. This behavior is destructive.‬

‭ rying and feeling bad is not the same as changing. Showing growth is changing and being a‬
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‭man of your word is changing. If your morals were up to such a high standard, you wouldn’t‬
‭even be in this situation.‬

‭We don’t trust Alex’s words.‬

‭Pt 50‬

‭ fter he sent these messages, he sent out an announcement to a private server with some of‬
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‭his friends about deleting the server or changing the way he operates online, but his mentioning‬
‭that he was going to start fresh absolutely made me furious. He is choosing to run away to‬
‭comfort himself while leaving the person he traumatized behind and essentially trying to hide his‬
‭“mistakes”.‬

I‭ decided to release some information into this server because I was tired of hiding everything.‬
‭These were my friends as well. From the beginning, we planned to release this publicly and this‬
‭was a chance to see people’s reactions. I do wish I didn’t do this way because it made it‬
‭somewhat stressful and I didn’t have all of my thoughts together but it did lead to more things.‬

‭Pt 51‬

I‭ went to personally message Alex and told him that I was planning on releasing everything.‬
‭Throughout the conversation, Alex begged me to give him a chance to change. I obviously did‬
‭not take it.‬

‭ lex has a sexually addictive behavior that causes pain. I was there when he told me that he‬
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‭was searching for a sex therapist. I was there when I asked him several times to get a therapist.‬
I‭ forced him to get a therapist. I believed that he changed because there was nothing out of the‬
‭ordinary from my perspective for months.‬

‭ ou had multiple chances to improve, why would I give you another after you decided to hurt‬
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‭someone? Also, trying to manipulate me into thinking it was just a mistake and‬
‭miscommunication when you sexually violated my friend. I am also furious he calls this a‬
‭learning experience. Thanks for the emotional damage, glad it was something you can learn‬
‭from it.‬

‭ e then threatened me with suicide. There is never a reason to threaten someone with suicide‬
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‭while you’re being confronted. You brought this upon yourself. Alex has made me fear for‬
‭months thinking he was planning on hurting himself if I showed any negative emotions. I was‬
‭done allowing him to get his way.‬

‭Was I aggressive? Sure. Does that excuse anything he was saying? Of course not.‬

‭Pt 52‬

‭ fter Alex went silent, I messaged one of his friends because I assumed they had his mother’s‬
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‭phone number and was able to call her. He was safe at that point and tried to negotiate with me.‬
‭I agreed to hear him out because he threatened me with suicide. I will always take suicide‬
‭seriously but the next morning I had work and was mentally exhausted. He threatened again but‬
‭backed off immediately after I pleaded.‬

I‭ hesitated about telling him that I told the private server about it because I was afraid he was‬
‭going to hurt himself.‬

‭DB also contacted him about suicide. Neither of us wanted Alex dead.‬

‭Pt 53‬

‭ everal days later, I discussed with him to get his perspective of the situation, but I saw the‬
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‭conversation going nowhere and this was something I expected.‬

I‭ did get something wrong and that was the timing of the confession. During that time, I did not‬
‭have the transcript. It does not disgust me any less.‬

‭ lso, treating the “heat of the moment” like you don’t have the ability to control your thoughts‬
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‭while you’re horny does not make you look better. You are still conscious of your actions.‬

‭Pt 54‬
I‭t was silent for days, so I began to pester Alex for a reply. Meanwhile, he came back to his‬
‭private server and, instead of taking the opportunity to talk about his perspective, he decided to‬
‭accuse them of warning him about his status and that they were not worth his time.‬

‭ hese people have been around longer than I have. These are people with their own lives, or‬
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‭even creators with their own work, or people who are VAs in the community. These are people‬
‭who actually saw Alex as an equal. Even when they first learned about the situation, they never‬
‭insulted Alex. They patiently waited for Alex to hear his side.‬

‭ he reason your friend turned against you was because I provided them with information. They‬
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‭are allowed to make up their conclusions. To only give an explanation to people close to you‬
‭and leave everyone in the dark is extremely childish. It makes you more suspicious.‬

‭ n explanation is not bowing down to people. You had a chance to explain what you said and‬
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‭you decided to drop most of your best friends. To this day, Alex has not messaged any of them.‬

‭(DB’s message in blue.)‬

‭Pt 55‬

‭It was silent for the next couple of days until Alex sent his last message to me and DB.‬

‭This DB’s response to Alex.‬

‭ he way I’ve been acting these past few days has been a result of your actions. I was ready to‬
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‭block you and cut contact, but you promised a message to me and made me wait days with no‬
‭updates. When I’m reasonably angry you say you scrapped the original message you had‬
‭planned for me and send me this instead. I honestly don't believe you had a message prepared‬
‭for me at all. You have not once taken this situation seriously, and I can tell you have never‬
‭cared until it was your own career that has been threatened.‬

“‭ I’m not going to lie like you didn’t reciprocate those intimate feelings” You put me in a position in‬
‭which I had to because of the power you had over me. I was a fan of yours and was horrified I‬
‭was going to upset you. I was sick for several days after we did what we did, both physically and‬
‭mentally. You were aware of this, I had told you this multiple times. When I went to my sister‬
‭about this because I had no one else to turn to, she immediately noticed how creepy you‬
‭behaved towards me and my photos, without having seen my face or heard my voice. Everyone‬
‭I have talked to has noticed it.‬

‭ ou were the one who initiated the sexual conversation, you have admitted to this. “I eased into‬
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‭the feeling because I could tell you were feeling it” Don’t ever assume this in any of your future‬
‭relationships. This is not how you ask for consent from a person. You were asking me to sit in‬
‭your lap, which I thought was intimate but not necessarily sexual, and it was you who then‬
‭talked about feeling me up and how hot I was. I already struggle with tone as someone who has‬
‭ SD, I was struggling to see where you were going with this conversation and I wish you just‬
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‭stayed nonsexual. I was the one asking for consent, and you never made it clear to me what‬
‭you were asking to do with me. I wouldn’t have consented to everything you’ve done to my‬
‭photos, what you’ve done to my messages, because you never communicated any of that with‬
‭me. You got one yes out of me and took that as permission to be gross to things I sent‬
‭innocently, that is not proper consent.‬

“‭ You admitted to touching myself already long before I was aware” I didn’t start touching myself‬
‭until I had your CLEAR consent. I made sure to check in with you multiple times to make sure‬
‭everything I had done or said had your consent. You told me you had ejaculated to my‬
‭confession to you, to me complimenting to you, to my photos, to me giving you attention. I do‬
‭not consent to you making my very existence and word sexual. With your manipulation aside, I‬
‭consented to do things in that moment, yes, but that does not give you permission to do all the‬
‭other things you’ve done.‬

‭R 1‬

I‭ honestly wouldn’t have said anything about the moving too fast thing if it weren’t for my sister‬
‭because I was scared of you. Because I was nervous about what you would do if I upset you.‬
‭You have much more power than you think you have. I said multiple times in the period of those‬
‭few days implying I was worried about the pace, you have not even seen my face in recent‬
‭photos or heard my voice at that point, and you dismissed it saying you would’ve “loved me no‬
‭matter how I looked or sounded”. You saw me as someone easy to have sex with and took‬
‭advantage of that, its hard to believe there were any true romantic feelings because you made‬
‭zero effort to get to know me at all.‬

‭R 2‬

I‭’m honestly sick and tired of you feigning ignorance and using your own paranoia to justify what‬
‭you did.. Why does it only matter to you when it’s your image on the line? When it’s your‬
‭feelings? I wanted to have a relationship with you, and I wanted something genuine. I got none‬
‭of that from you. A dog that you trained into doing what you wanted and then kicking them to the‬
‭curb. I was not thinking rationally not only because of your constant love-bombing (selectively‬
‭acting friendly towards me in a group of people, all the emojis on my photos and compliments,‬
‭literally copying emojis I would use, reacting very strongly towards my photos, talking about how‬
‭you missed me when I didn't message back fast enough - all before i confessed) but because‬
‭you were someone I looked up to for several years. My whole art portfolio is almost entirely art‬
‭of your series.‬

‭R 3‬

‭ et me make it clear, It was called manipulation because it was manipulation. The way you‬
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‭targeted only me and showed me affection, that is what manipulation is. And it disturbs me this‬
‭was your plan since the beginning, without me knowing what your intentions were.‬
I‭ know what the law is and whatever gotcha moment you think that is isn’t. I wasn’t the one who‬
‭deleted messages because I have nothing to hide. You clearly do. If you want to bring this to‬
‭court I can’t stop you. But every lawyer I have talked to has audibly laughed at your claims of‬
‭defamation, you do not understand how this works Alex. Don’t try and silence us because you‬
‭want to save face. You’ve proven time and time again you do not care about the people you hurt‬
‭and you are not getting away with this with zero consequences. In your own words- I’m not‬
‭going to bow down to you. You’re not above all consequences. I don’t regret what I said either, I‬
‭tried my best to be nice to you and I’ve given you more than enough chances. You’ve shown me‬
‭your true character.‬

‭R 4‬

‭This is my response to Alex.‬

‭ B came to me to talk about you because they were afraid of you. I helped DB by sharing my‬
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‭experiences and it helped me conclude that you haven’t changed at all. I consider you a danger‬
‭to other people and fans. I threatened your livelihood because I don’t believe a creator, that‬
‭does not understand responsibility, should have a platform. I inserted myself into this situation‬
‭because I know the most about you and I helped so many people realize how awful you truly‬
‭are.‬

I‭ truly did not care for a response and the only reason I felt obligated to listen was because you‬
‭threatened suicide. I have shown so many people our text messages and have read it over and‬
‭over again to figure out what power I had over you. What disapproval? For several months I‬
‭have tried to help you get a therapist and I finally forced you because you weren’t improving and‬
‭you were hurting me.‬

‭ ou gaslit me into thinking your actions were normal and have caused me so much mental‬
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‭harm. I wanted to trust that your actions were innocent but now I understand that none of this is‬
‭normal. I truly believed we were able to solve our friendship but that was never going to happen‬
‭because you will never understand the pain you gave me nor will you understand your own‬
‭actions. The outcome was always me apologizing because I trusted you were honest.‬

‭Pt 56‬

I‭ did make a mistake in that conversation because I assumed stuff that wasn’t there (not posting‬
‭this here because it is strictly no one’s business). But at what point was I ever trying to have‬
‭power over your decisions?‬

‭ here was never a point before all of this where I felt the need to release everything no matter‬
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‭how much you hurt me. I would only vent to my friends about it and that was it. You think so‬
‭lowly of me because that’s how you’ve always treated me. You treated me like I was always the‬
‭person coming in to ruin your life, especially during our relationship.‬
I‭ don’t like this weird implication that there were multiple times I involved myself in situations.‬
‭The only time was in September and now. All other arguments we had were because I had‬
‭issues between us. Those accusations had weight to them because I felt like you weren’t‬
‭treating me fairly.‬

I‭ wasn’t here, no one would understand your behavior and you would’ve continued hurting other‬
‭people. That’s why I felt alone for so long because you made me feel like I was the only person‬
‭who had issues with you. You are disgusting for violating my friend and for using your status as‬
‭an advantage over your fans.‬

‭Pt 57‬

‭ his was not a private matter. You showed predatory behavior towards your fans and sexually‬
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‭violated my friends.‬

‭ or attention? Is that what you think I wanted? I admitted to you that I did talk to them about it. I‬
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‭was hesitant because you literally just threatened suicide. I did comment a small bit afterwards‬
‭but that was because they wanted to know and I was unable to make a final decision because‬
‭you wanted me to hear you out. I did not reveal anything else from that conversation because‬
‭we were not done.‬

I‭ decreased my hostility towards you because I had to make sure you were safe because‬
‭suicide was not part of my plan. I apologized to that person because he thought I wanted you‬
‭dead. Everyone else thought the opposite and came to my defense about it.‬

I‭ find it very weird to concept it as “a play on your friend’s emotions” when it was literally the‬
‭result of your actions. You decided to threaten suicide towards me and I didn’t take that lightly. I‬
‭never wanted you to die and I never wanted your family to go through that.‬

‭ he only contact I had with your mom is Instagram. I don’t have her phone number, and I will‬
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‭never assume social media is more viable than actually messaging a person’s phone.‬

‭ lso, how strange if your mom actually thought of me that way when you reassured me multiple‬
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‭times that I was one your closest friends and you saw me as a life-friend after we broke up. I‬
‭have helped you multiple times and you told me your darkest secrets, but for some reason I am‬
‭getting poor treatment from your mom. Your mom has replied to my stories multiple times, said‬
‭hi to me on her livestreams, and wished me a happy birthday.‬

I‭ was considered one of your closest friends but me trying to be friendly with her is kissing ass.‬
‭Why am I receiving the weirdest treatment some of your closest friends are friends with her and‬
‭have contact with her. I have literally met your mom. For what reason would I be kissing ass‬
‭when we were literal friends. Your mom had an opportunity to talk to me about your behavior or‬
‭ ny concerns but chose not to. I don’t have a grudge against her, but I don’t think this was‬
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‭appropriate on her part.‬

‭ hose “minors” were our friends. Those messages were not out of sexual gratification, it was‬
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‭literally a callout against you. They deserved to know. I apologized to them for having this‬
‭knowledge of you now because I know how heavy it is. Also, I said that I forgot to censor a‬
‭person’s name, I knew exactly what I was sending.‬

‭Pt 58‬

‭ top referring hem as mistakes when you emotionally manipulated and harmed people. My‬
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‭reaction to all of this was extremely justified. Also, what rules? Was it me asking you to be a‬
‭better person?‬

‭ his entire document was not meant to contact you in any way or anyone else in your family.‬
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‭We are not looking for an apology because the damage is already done. You have traumatized‬
‭several people in the process. We have the right to speak about our experiences with you. I‬
‭have included tons of screenshots to make these claims, and has been stated if there is no‬
‭proof.‬

‭Pt 59‬

‭Server A‬

‭ his server was created in 2022, it was filled with young Mandela Catalogue fans. Alex would‬
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‭join the server and interact with them frequently before removing himself from the server a‬
‭couple of months later. This Server will be referred to as Server A.‬

I‭ wouldn’t have brought this server up if Alex had actually improved and taken responsibility of‬
‭his actions, but it proves my point that he is unable to change. His actions were extremely‬
‭similar to actions in Server B. Several people brought this to our attention after speaking about‬
‭our experiences.‬

‭ lex developed a personal connection with this server and also talked about his gender identity‬
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‭and outfits. The reason for his departure was because he felt inappropriate conversing with‬
‭young fans about these topics and wanted to change how he operated online to build a better‬
‭image. He wanted to be more cautious about who he interacts with online to prevent anyone‬
‭from leeching off of him.‬

‭ e understands power dynamics, especially over young fans, and can see that conversing with‬
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‭these topics with them is inappropriate. So why is this still an issue to this day?‬

‭Pt 60‬
‭ lex is self-aware about parasocial relationships. In both servers, Alex would develop this‬
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‭relationship with his fans and then cut everyone afterward after a realization or to protect his‬
‭image better. Both times he reevaluated how he talks to people online.‬

‭Pt 61‬

‭ embers would be hurt by this sudden departure. Sometime later, they created a document that‬
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‭entailed what happened during his departure. Members would explain their reasons for being‬
‭upset with Alex leaving, but it seems that the document suggested that members would explain‬
‭to Alex that exploring his identity was not inherently sexual. This seemed to suggest that Alex‬
‭had a difficult time removing his sexuality from his gender identity. This is a repeated offense by‬
‭Alex where he feels unable to discern that disconnection and then shelters that part of himself.‬

‭ e had all of this time to figure himself out and grow from his mistakes. Why should I give him‬
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‭more chances? This parallels his behavior in Server B where he has no self-control and then‬
‭decides to suddenly change one day. If you knew you had issues, why were you sending photos‬
‭to minors?‬

‭Pt 62‬

‭ e would send photos to a 14-year-old of him wearing a cat-maid outfit and discuss his gender‬
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‭identity personally. He then apologized for talking about such topics with them.‬

‭Pt 63‬

‭ e advocated for an 18+ game night, asked for a face reveal, these weird ass moments of‬
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‭lactation and breastfeeding, and cat girl whore subliminals.‬

I‭ am not making a claim that he groomed anyone, this is predatory behavior and taking‬
‭advantage of his fans by using his status. It is off-putting behavior to do this with minors. This‬
‭reminded me of when Alex sent screenshots of fans wanting to have sex with him in Server B.‬

‭Pt 64‬

‭ oth servers had him discussing his alter egos. Members in Server A would try to destroy‬
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‭evidence of it for Alex to prevent any leak, but then he revealed this to his fanbase in Server B.‬
‭He would also mention that Amelia was also an alter ego.‬

‭ his experience is very unique to me and I have never seen someone who would refer to their‬
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‭trans self as alter egos. Your identity is who you are as a person, your transition is not the‬
‭separation of yourself, it is still you. Amelia would also be the third alter ego he makes, he made‬
‭a second one while we were dating.‬

‭Pt 65‬
‭Miscellaneous‬
‭Stuff I was unable to fit into the timeline but still needed to be talked about.‬

‭ his was the previously mentioned 16-year-old. He would talk to them about sexual frustration‬
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‭and became affectionate. He had so much support but still chose to talk to a minor. This is a‬
‭reoccurring issue where Alex would discuss his private life with minors.‬

‭Pt 66‬

I‭ was discussing with DB about an outfit that Alex had sent me. They instantly recognized the‬
‭outfit because Alex had sent them lewd photos of it. It was the same suggestive photos as‬
‭previously mentioned.‬

‭ he outfit was based on a 14-year-old’s fanart. He would discuss with the minor in private about‬
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‭plans with the outfit. Alex does not have any self-control.‬

‭Pt 67‬

‭Final words‬
I‭ want this document to bring awareness about creators misusing their platforms. Alex has‬
‭treated this situation like it was nothing and acted like he did nothing wrong. He truly has not‬
‭learned anything if he caused so much suffering in the process. You had to be taught about your‬
‭own mistakes and actions like a child. I took so much time to myself during our arguments‬
‭because I convinced myself that I was malicious and I was hurting a supposed friend. I tried to‬
‭improve as much as I could, but you are in a constant loop and continue to hurt people because‬
‭you truly acknowledged what you did. You know what you did was wrong.‬

‭ ou want to act like you’ve changed in front of your fans when you truly haven’t. You are a vile‬
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‭pervert.‬
‭Defamation‬
‭ ach state has its own defamation laws, but generally a plaintiff suing for defamation will have‬
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‭to show the statement was published false, and harmful to him or her. Meaning, that if the‬
‭provided information that is shared cannot be proven false, then there is no case. The only way‬
‭there would be a case is if the provided information was edited.‬

‭ he statement must be false to be considered defamation. A negative opinion of a person will‬

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‭not be considered defamation because it is not true or false from an objective standpoint. Plus,‬
‭many witnesses/other victims can corroborate what was said.‬

‭ one of these screenshots were fabricated or altered. These statements are not just from DB or‬
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‭me, these were from multiple witnesses.‬

‭ quote from DB’s father, who is a lawyer consultant, “In general, you are more restricted in your‬
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‭ability to bring a defamation case if you are a public figure, such as a lawmaker, a politician, or a‬
‭movie star. If you are an influential public figure about whom a damaging statement was made,‬
‭you must prove not only the above elements of defamation but also that the defendant (the‬
‭person who made the defamatory statements) acted with actual malice.‬

‭ e would have to prove we posted this document with the intent of ruining it and knew the‬
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‭information was false.‬

I‭ mentioned that I did not want him to have a career anymore or did not want anyone to like him,‬
‭but you must prove that was out of malice rather than anger. I am stating that this document has‬
‭a different purposeful goal. No screenshots were fabricated and tried to give as much context as‬
‭I could. Many of us have also tried to help Alex in the process. This was not a sudden act.‬