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KI BRIGHTLY
M.D. GREGORY
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Vengeance with a Kiss © Ki Brightly and M.D. Gregory
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CONTENTS
Note by Authors
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Epilogue
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Revenge is the Name of the Game
Yukio Hinode wasn’t a bad guy, but he’d had enough. Alexander Carrington
was a nightmare. Everywhere Yukio went, he was there—in college classes,
on the basketball court, and around campus. When bullying turns into a
physical fight, Yukio knows he has to come up with a plan to end this.
Then, he catches sight of Alexander’s father, and damn, but he looks good.
An evil, perfect strategy forms. It’s time to go on the offensive.
Dr. Micah Carrington loved his routine. Each day he taught classes,
went to the library, and then drove home. Occasionally he would talk to his
son—or try. Their relationship was rocky. When Micah was lonely, he
thought about what it might be like to be with a man who cared for him, but
he didn’t have the courage to try anything different. Then, one day a
breathtaking man notices him, and it’s terrifying, but when the stranger
smirks in his direction, he can’t help but smile back.
A War of Hearts
It doesn’t take Yukio long to realize he messed up. Micah agrees to date
him. They click instantly, and now Yukio is stuck with a horrible problem—
he cares about the father of his worst enemy, and he refuses to lose Micah.
Staying with Micah never factored into Yukio’s plans, and now that he
wants to keep him, he has no clue how he will fix this. Will he be able to
figure out a new course of action, one that involves owning Micah’s heart?
Or will their relationship be the final casualty in the battle?
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NOTE BY AUTHORS
One of the characters in this book has ASD (Autism). We chose symptoms
for him that we personally experience. Please remember that symptoms
vary between people, and when it comes to ASD, it’s like throwing
symptoms in a bowl, mixing them, and pulling random ones out when
someone with ASD is born. Autistic people have a range of symptoms they
contend with. For example, Meg (M.D.) hates light because it hurts her eyes
and she loves the darkness, while Ki hates the dark and likes to have lights
on.
Please remember to always be kind to everyone in this world because
you don’t know what they’re going through.
Lots of love,
Xx
M.D. Gregory
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JAPANESE WORD LIST
There are a few Japanese words in Vengeance with a Kiss. For ease of
reading, we are making a short list here with definitions and pronunciations,
but we will also employ the X-Ray feature for the Kindle version. If you tap
the word or Japanese sentence in the e-book, you will see the definition.
Chichi – This word is a formal way to say father when speaking to others
about your father. The phonetic pronunciation is chee-chee.
Oyaji – This word means father, but it is also used by members of the
yakuza to talk about their boss. The phonetic pronunciation is oh-ya-jee.
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YUKIO HINODE
I was going to kill this fucking pathetic excuse for a human being .
Alexander—don’t call me Alex—smirked down at me over his shoulder,
then slammed the classroom door in my face. I slapped the white cement-
block wall. I’d been trying my best to ignore this asshole since I’d been
admitted to New Gothenburg State last year as a sophomore when I’d
transferred here from California. We’d just started this semester, and things
had already gotten to the point where I was ready to flip shit.
The issue? Alexander fucking hated me.
The reason? Unknown.
To make things even better, we somehow shared every goddamned
class, and we were on the same teams—basketball and baseball.
He was a fucking curse.
With my blood boiling, I yanked open the door and stalked along the
hall, barely seeing anything around me or feeling my books in my arms
until I reached the glass doors that led outside. I made it into the fresh air,
but the cool autumn breeze did nothing to calm me down. Alexander
lumbered along the sidewalk in front of me. He was fucking huge—yeti tall
—which attracted attention from everyone around him. People, especially
girls, stopped to give him flirty smiles and longing looks.
I wanted to scream at each and every one of them that he was a waste of
space.
Anger thumped in my temples and my heartbeat drummed in my ears. I
threw my books to the sidewalk and tossed aside my book bag, not caring
where anything landed. I rushed forward and shoved Alexander. He swung
around to glare down at me, and when he focused on my face, a sick
fucking smile twisted up the corners of his mouth.
“What is your problem, dickhead?” I snarled, poking his chest. He
glanced down and seemed to take stock of the tattoos and solid metal rings
on my fingers.
A few seconds passed while we glared at each other, then a sneer took
over his face and he pushed me. I’d been expecting the retaliation and took
a step back, moving with him so he didn’t get any leverage on me. I crossed
my arms. The jerk blinked as if he’d expected me to sprawl out backward
on my ass, but he hadn’t gotten up early enough to pull one over on me.
I laughed at him, making sure it was as obnoxious as possible, and his
face flushed. He wasn’t unattractive, with a hard jawline and unusual,
smoky gray eyes, but the way he acted made him disgusting.
“My problem—” He took a step toward me. “—is that you’re fucking
ugly, and I’m sick of looking at you.” He gave me a smarmy smile that he
really couldn’t pull off.
Snorting, I shook my head. “Tell me you’re jealous without telling me
you’re jealous. Oh wait, you just did.” I rolled my eyes.
His face flushed a deeper shade of red, and I’d never felt so satisfied in
my entire life.
“Now—” I planted my hands on my hips and winked at him. “—you
could say I’m a smug prick, and I would agree with you.” I reveled in the
way he bared his teeth, real delight creeping into my heart where it made
me warm in a way that I knew was wrong—but I fucking loved. “People
have been telling me I look good since I was born. I popped out of my
mom, and they couldn’t get enough of me.”
Alexander opened his mouth, but I held up a finger, and to my complete
amusement he snapped his lips together.
“No, no, I’m serious! My mom had me modeling baby clothes and shit.
I did that crap until I was about ten and got sick of it. The camera loves
this.” I flashed him my best toothy grin. “I know I look good.”
Rage passed across his face, so of course, I tilted my chin and blew him
a kiss.
He started toward me with his fists raised, and my blood pumped
through my veins as the excitement of a good fight smacked my gut. My
dad had always wanted me to be a boxer, and he’d made sure I knew a few
moves. Finally, we were going to fucking do this. Yes! I widened my stance
and got ready, but first I whipped my shirt off so he could get a good look at
my tattoos while we duked this out. He hesitated when he took in some of
my artwork—half of it wasn’t very pleasant, which still gave my mom fits.
My dad thought they were great.
“Come on, Alex. Don’t be afraid. I’m a foot shorter than you.” I stuck
my tongue into the corner of my mouth and waggled my eyebrows, doing
everything I could to get him to take the first shot, so I would have an
excuse to give him a beatdown.
Alexander stomped in like Bigfoot and swung, but he was heavy fisted
and didn’t move comfortably. All I had to do was back up to dodge the
blow. He swung again, and this time he caught my side because his arms
were long, but it was a bad hit and didn’t hurt much.
“Tennis players punch harder, dude.” I laughed and popped him on the
jaw.
He stumbled backward, holding his face.
A piercing whistle stopped us. I sighed, dropping my hands as Professor
Charbonneau ran across the grass past a couple of occupied stone picnic
tables nearby. Everyone was staring at me and Alexander, so I waved,
which got some laughter in return. The professor was a huge man—taller
than Alexander—with brown hair that was longer on top. A silver streak on
the left side gave him a distinguished presence. Yeah, Professor
Charbonneau looked good, and I’d had a lot of time to stare at him because
he taught most of the entry-level accounting courses I’d taken last semester.
He knew both of us well.
I cringed inside. Just my fucking luck. Bending down, I snatched up my
shirt, then put it back on while he glared at us. I grabbed my books and bag
next while he sputtered and seemed to be trying to decide how he wanted to
yell at us.
Alexander ducked his head and a brand-new red flush took over his
face.
“No. No. No. No!” Professor Charbonneau finally spouted, while
waving his hands. “Damn it, Alexander, I expect better from you.” He
glared, and I frowned because I got the idea that the professor knew my
archrival, and not in the way he was a mentor to me, but rather personally.
“Are you all right, Yukio?” he asked, critically scanning my body.
My pride was hurt, so I huffed and rolled my eyes. “As if he could do
anything to me.”
Professor Charbonneau thinned his lips and glared between us. “Follow
me to my office, now.” He marched along the sidewalk and took another
path until we reached a long, low brick building that reminded me of
something from the seventies. I rushed around him and opened the door
with a smile, and he gave me a small one in return, which had Alexander
growling under his breath as he slid past me and met my gaze.
Aw, poor cranky baby. Get a life.
With a sigh, Professor Charbonneau slammed the door to his office once
we were in it, then stomped around to his desk. He pointed at the chairs
near us, and I reluctantly sank into one while Alexander did the same.
Professor Charbonneau puffed out his cheeks and adjusted his chair, so
it was slightly higher than it had been, all the better to glare. “Your father
would be beside himself to see you fighting,” he said to Alexander. Okay,
so they weren’t strangers. Clearly the prof knew Alexander’s dad. “And do
you have any idea what something like this could look like for him? He’s
up for tenure this year. Do you want to ruin that? That’s a very big step in
an academic’s career.”
Alexander dropped his chin to his chest but continued to glare at me out
of the corner of his eye.
I pouted my lips in his direction.
He sneered.
I sat up straight as Professor Charbonneau turned his attention toward
me.
“Yukio!”
I winced. “Yes, Professor?”
He gave me a stern look. Luckily, I was immune to them. “You are one
of the best students in the business and accounting majors. It would be a
shame to see you kicked out of basketball and tennis—”
“Baseball. I’m on the basketball and baseball teams. I play tennis for
fun,” I added helpfully.
He sighed, but a smile played across his lips, and I knew I’d already
won. “And baseball because you two can’t figure out how to get along. You
are an adult. Both of you are. You’re damned lucky I’m the one who spotted
your little fiasco. Fighting is assault,” he said, then pointed between us. “It’s
a crime.”
Dredging up my best apologetic look, I aimed it directly at him, but I
wasn’t sure I pulled it off because I couldn’t stop myself from glaring at
Alexander when he huffed at me. I kicked at his stupid foot because he’d
sprawled when he sat and it was next to mine. He kicked me back and
connected hard enough that there was a noise, and Professor Charbonneau
leaned back in his chair with his arms crossed.
“That’s it. I’m calling your father.” He stared at Alexander.
“No,” he said with a groan and dropped his head back. He sat up
straighter and scowled. “Please don’t. Dad has enough to worry about
without this.” He began to stand. “I’ll just go—”
“Sit!” Professor Charbonneau snapped and pointed at the floor.
Alexander listened like a well-trained puppy, and I snickered under my
breath. Curiosity had me staring at his face as it contorted into several
emotions before ending on misery. This was new. I hadn’t thought he cared
about anything except making my life terrible.
The professor turned to me and smiled. “Yukio, if you promise never to
do anything like this again, I won’t go to the dean.”
Fuck, I wasn’t stupid. I knew a gift when someone was handing it to
me. I nodded. “Yes, sir. But he slammed a door in my face. He’s been
irritating me on purpose since we met.” Anger burned like a hot coal in my
gut and a new wave of potent fury washed through me.
“Don’t act as if you don’t get your digs in when you can,” Alexander
snapped.
“Enough,” Professor Charbonneau said, sounding tired. He raised his
eyebrows at me.
“I promise never to get into a fistfight on campus again.” I put as much
sweetness as possible into my words and gave the professor my best smile.
He grinned back, almost as if he couldn’t help himself.
Alexander growled.
Professor Charbonneau turned away toward a landline phone parked on
the right side of his desk, and I blew Alexander a kiss, watching with glee
as his hands opened wide, then clenched into fists.
What are you going to do about it, fucker? I mouthed my question, and I
wasn’t sure if he understood me or not, but he flushed beet red from his
neck all the way to the tips of his ears.
“Hey, Micah. This is Cass. Yeah, can you come to my office? Alex got
into some trouble you need to know about.”
“He prefers Alexander,” I leaned forward to say, making my words
honey sweet.
Professor Charbonneau smiled at me, and Alexander looked ready to
toss me through a window. The professor covered the bottom of the handset
and nodded toward the door. “You can go, Yukio. Stay out of trouble.”
“Of course, sir. Absolutely, sir. Thank you, sir.” I clutched my books in
one hand, slung my bag over my left shoulder, and backed away toward the
door with Alexander glaring at me out of the corner of his eye the whole
time. As the door closed, I snickered, but a shiny, intriguing thought hit me.
What kind of douchebag created that asshat?
Biting the inside of my bottom lip, I glanced down the hall. There were
a couple of students waiting outside of Mrs. Forsythe’s room for office
hours—she taught macroeconomics, and the class was awful. I casually
strolled over to join them. The girls smiled at me and went back to staring
at their phones, and no one asked what I was doing, so I leaned against the
wall and waited. I had to satisfy my curiosity.
All knowledge was useful in a war like this.
About ten minutes went by and I began to get antsy, but I held myself
together, flipping open my Business Admin book to pretend I was doing
something other than staring at the hallway. I glanced up from the page and
my stomach warmed at the sight of a tall man with honey brown curls
strolling along, glancing at some papers in his hand as he went. His face
was drawn in concern, so I figured he must be Alexander’s father, and the
height was a giveaway, too.
When he glanced up at me with wide, sad eyes, our gazes clashed, and
my breath caught. He had smoky gray eyes like Alexander, but on this man
they were soul piercing, and they went well with the dip in his chin and his
soft rounded cheeks. Instantly, I felt bad because he really looked worried.
Professor Charbonneau had called him Micah. I liked that name.
Micah blinked and seemed to realize I was staring at him. He stumbled
and caught himself on the wall, and a blush washed across his cheeks, but
unlike his son, the expression was cute on him. I’d gotten this type of
reaction out of guys who found me attractive in the past. He flashed me a
tiny grin and a shrug before he opened the door to Professor Charbonneau’s
office and went inside. A delicious heat had settled into my stomach during
the interaction.
Fuck, he was hot and adorable, if you appreciated geeky guys—which I
did. And best of all, he didn’t seem anything like his son. My gut dropped.
Ugh, Alexander probably walked all over that man.
Snapping my book closed, I had an epiphany that made me feel like I
should be able to lift directly off the ground and fly away. My dick tingled
and I was feeling pretty good about life. Wouldn’t it be funny if Alexander
walked out of his bedroom for breakfast some morning soon and saw me
kissing his dad over coffee?
Or better yet, fucking him on the table. A small moan slipped out of me.
That would be the type of revenge money couldn’t buy.
It would be flawless.
Humming, I waved goodbye to the girls, who gave me warm smiles in
return, then walked out of the building. I had some planning to do.
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DR. MICAH CARRINGTON, PHD IN ANCIENT GREEK HISTORY
The next day I was back on campus in my office hard at work. I’d spent the
night before having dinner alone—chicken and pasta that I’d cooked earlier
—watched a couple of episodes of Vikings: Valhalla on Netflix while
complaining about the accuracy, and then went to bed. Alone. I was always
alone. Ever since Candy had left us, my life had revolved around raising
Alex and pursuing my doctorate, then working hard to get tenure. It was
difficult to find time to get laid, let alone go on a date, so I hadn’t done
either. . . leaving me an anal virgin. And how ridiculous was that? Me, a gay
man, had slept with a woman multiple times and had a son with her, but I’d
never had sex with another man. The most I’d done was use a dildo on
myself.
I shook my head and leaned closer to the paper in front of me. The
words were beginning to blend together and my brain turned fuzzy. I
slapped my pen down on my desk and fell back into my chair. Exhaustion
weighed heavily on my shoulders, and even though it was only halfway
through the day, my thoughts were still stuck on Alex.
Who had he fought and why?
He’d had a lot of issues in his life, but he’d never physically warred
with someone. Cass hadn’t told me any of the details, either, and I hadn’t
asked. I should.
A knock on the door tore me from my own mind and I straightened.
“Enter.”
Brandt Hardy, who was a lawyer, stuck his head in and waved.
Surprised, I stood and made my way around my desk to greet him at the
door. Brandt advised prelaw students and it wasn’t often I saw him in my
office, but I welcomed his visit. Like me, he loved what he did and enjoyed
taking the time to have a hearty discussion about intellectual topics. He was
also handsome, and I would have to be blind not to notice his chiseled jaw
and striking blue eyes—the brightest I’d ever seen—not that I paid much
attention to other people.
“Hi, Brandt.” I grinned, and as attractive as he was, I’d heard the rumors
about him. He was gay, too, but he was like me and preferred a more
submissive role. And I’d been told by a few of the other professors,
including Cass, that he also enjoyed bigger men, and considering he had
wider shoulders than I did, I had no chance. Due to both of our. . .
preferences, I didn’t see it working, so I hadn’t tried to get closer than
friendly with him.
“Hey.” Brandt chuckled and cocked his head as though he was surprised
to see me, which was weird considering he’d come to my office. “So, um, I
just ran into Dr. Handler, and he was beside himself. Apparently, you have a
class to teach and you’re not there?”
“I have. . . . Oh my gods!” I spun on my heel and checked the clock on
the wall.
1:05 p.m.
I was late for my class. I rushed to my desk, gathering the books I
would need for Mythology 101. The intro level courses were so easy to
teach I totally forgot about them.
Brandt’s laughter grew louder, and I threw an embarrassed look over my
shoulder. Once I had the books, I ran out of my office, and he was nice
enough to close the door behind me. I called out a thank-you as I hurried
down the corridor. I turned the corner, then another. Shoot, I was so late. I
glanced down as I stepped on a pencil that went skittering away, then ran
into someone hard enough that my books went flying across the floor. Both
me and the man I’d collided with fell backward, landing on our asses.
I groaned, not paying attention to the other person as I shoved to my
knees, collecting my possessions as quickly as I could. Handler was the
head of the history department, and he was doing everything he could to
help me get tenure. If I missed a class, he would never forgive me. And I
would never absolve myself, either, because I’d worked too hard for this. I
needed it like I needed air.
“Here, let me help you.” The deep, soothing voice of a man made me
pause for a second to take in his appearance.
“Thank you. I’m. . . .” The beauty of the person in front of me surprised
me so much my apologies died on my lips. He couldn’t be much older than
Alex, probably around the same age, but he was breathtaking. Asian, he had
black hair dyed with violet tips, a pouty mouth, and multiple piercings and
tattoos. My gaze drifted to the beaded necklace around his throat, then to
his hand, which he held out to me with a book. He was wearing rings, too,
big chunky pieces of metal around slim fingers. My breath escaped my
chest like I’d been punched.
I snatched the book from him.
He frowned.
“Thank you.”
“I’m Yukio.” He flashed a bright, pleasant smile and fluttered his lashes
at me.
As naive as I was when it came to people, I wasn’t as stupid as Alex and
others liked to believe. I knew when I was being flirted with. It wasn’t the
first time a student had tried to charm me, and it wouldn’t be the last. I
didn’t remember Yukio from my classes, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t in
one. He was probably trying to get a good grade.
“And I’m late.” I stood, leaning over to grab the last book—The Greeks
and Their Gods—and stalked around him, running the final distance to the
door of the only amphitheater-style lecture hall on campus. As much as I
wanted to glance back at him and see if he was still watching me, I
shouldn’t.
He was pretty and young, and men like him probably wanted an older
man to dominate and fuck them. Not that I had anything to say about it in
the negative because the gods knew I wanted the same thing. He was
probably too sweet for me, and I needed something different. The man in
my fantasies was assertive. This mystery man would hold me down as he
fucked into me, maybe even hurt me a little. Yukio wouldn’t do those
things.
Yet, as I got to the door, I stopped and glanced his way. He was still
there, staring, and when he saw me look, he smiled widely and waved.
I turned my head away and shoved into the lecture hall.
No, he wasn’t the man I craved.
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YUKIO
T wo red maple leaves wafted down from the changing trees and
got caught in my hair. I shook my head to dislodge the bright foliage as my
feet thumped along on the dirt track that wound through the forest beside
campus. My purple sweats got tangled unpleasantly, and I tugged on the
waistband. The trail was about five miles long and made a big loop, which
wasn’t too bad for a quick workout. We were being timed, but I wasn’t
worried about it. There was no point in getting stressed because we weren’t
officially able to start basketball practices yet, so this was more like Coach
warming up to yelling at us to get in shape than an actual “requirement.”
He’d told us we were training out of the goodness of our hearts, but we
all knew damned well if we didn’t show up, he would make our lives hell in
a couple of weeks when official practices started in the middle of October.
“Slow down.” There was a whine in my friend Milo’s voice, but I
ignored him and shook my head. Alexander was ahead of me, at the back of
a pack of his buddies, and he kept glancing over his shoulder. If he would
ignore me, I would leave him alone, but he seemed to be incapable, and I’d
never met a fight I didn’t want to have, so we were stuck in this dance until
one of us won.
Or died.
It was difficult not to notice that his gray running shorts were giving
him a wedgie, and I hoped it was extra annoying. Smirking, I sped up,
taunting him. He moved faster to keep the distance between us.
There was a low growl from behind me and Milo finally popped up on
my right to run next to me while giving me some serious side eye. “What
are you doing?” he asked, in between dragging in air.
“Nothing,” I singsonged and winked at him. His shirt was tucked in the
back of his sweats, and the tattoos on his arms and chest gleamed with
sweat, even though it was a cool autumn morning.
He rolled his brown eyes. “You’ve never done nothing in your whole
life. You’re always into something.”
“You say this like you know me.”
He scowled.
“Yeah, yeah.” I ran my fingers over the piercings in my eyebrows.
Normally I took the curved metal out when I exercised, but this morning I’d
left them in, and I’d definitely noticed Alexander giving me a shitty look, as
if me being pierced was somehow an affront to early morning jogging. He
seemed to have a problem with everything I did. He’d given me the same
look when I’d shown up to classes with the tips of my hair dyed purple
three weeks ago.
The boy had a lot of fucking baggage.
Every time I discovered something new that irritated him, it was like
gasoline tossed on this fire raging between us. I’d never met anyone in my
life I wanted to piss off more, and it was probably bad that I was taking so
much joy in this, but I couldn’t stop.
Besides, he’d started this war.
And I was going to win with my ace-in-the-hole, super-secret nuclear
option. I got tingles thinking about Micah. Was there any way I could make
that big man scream Daddy while I fucked him? I wanted to record it and
send it to Alexander, special delivery over an intercom for everyone to hear.
Guilt bubbled in my gut. Micah wasn’t like Alexander. He seemed sweet.
Okay, maybe I wouldn’t do anything so public, but I would definitely rub
Alexander’s face in it when I succeeded.
“God fucking damn it,” Milo muttered as Alexander dropped back until
he was only running a few feet in front of us.
A thrill zipped through me. While I waited for the dickhead to work up
the balls to say whatever shitty thing was bouncing around in his skull, I
smirked and thought over ideas in mine. My first very subtle approach at
getting his father’s attention hadn’t really worked. Micah was hot but pretty
oblivious. I would need to step up my game.
And what if he didn’t like guys? Well, I would burn that bridge when I
crossed it, but I didn’t think I was wrong. He’d checked me out.
Alexander dropped back even more, forcing Milo to slow down, which
he did while swearing a blue streak. Milo paced us, about three feet at my
back, which gave me the confidence to grin widely at Alexander. I had my
bestie right here, and Alexander’s pals were almost out of shouting range
now.
“You’re brave,” I said casually.
He bared his teeth at me and grunted, and now that I was looking at him
in the sunlight, his eyes were more blue than gray. Micah’s were much
prettier. “Why the fuck did you have to get me in trouble?” The shitty glare
he shot my way made me laugh, which caused a fantastic red flush to
spread up his neck to his face.
“Your memory isn’t exactly veridical, is it? You didn’t have to try to
punch me. You chose to fight. Therefore, you are your own worst enemy.”
He scowled at me.
I gave him the most innocent smile in my arsenal.
“I didn’t try. I did punch you.” He snarled as he stumbled and had to
right himself before he face-planted.
I picked up the pace.
He huffed, sticking next to me.
Lifting my tank top, I glanced down at my side, and I didn’t miss how
Alexander looked, too. I turned a little toward him. “Oh yeah? There’s no
mark there. Did you actually connect? I can’t tell. My little brother hits
harder than you. Asuka is five, by the way.”
Milo chuckled.
A whistle blasted behind us. The noise pierced my skull and set my
teeth on edge. “Boys! Run faster. You have an entire game to get through on
your feet. Bare minimum, that’s forty minutes of moving your ass. Go, go,
go!” Coach was rugged with a thick beard and lean like a wolf. He was
about my height and all muscle. His light blue shirt was nearly transparent
with sweat on the front and back, which showed off a finely sculpted
physique as he raced ahead of us, only to blow his whistle again, yelling at
the next group to get them to speed up.
Glancing back at Milo, I grinned at him.
“No.” He groaned, shaking his head.
I powered forward, and Milo was a good sport and kept up with me. We
left Alexander huffing and puffing behind us. He had longer legs, so in
theory he should’ve been able to run faster than us, but he must not have
kept up with training over the summer because he lumbered along and
flipped me off when I blew him a kiss over my shoulder.
If only he knew what I was contemplating doing, he wouldn’t be so
fucking full of himself. Laughing, I ran even faster.
“You’re gonna kill me, Yukio,” Milo said, swatting at my arm. “I can’t
keep up this pace.”
“Sure you can! Live fast or die,” I yelled at the top of my lungs, earning
some laughter from the group in front of us.
He groaned, but he was a good friend, so he kept up with me.
“Say I spent the last week stalking someone who likes to study a lot.
What do you think I should do to get their attention?” I glanced at Milo.
Sweat gleamed on his forehead and he swiped it away with the back of his
arm.
“How much do you like this guy?” Milo asked. His brow furrowed, as if
maybe he was having trouble thinking and running.
“I want to fuck him.”
He grunted and frowned, lifting his sunglasses off the top of his head to
plop them on his nose as we rounded a curve in the path that took us
through a meadow full of waving yellow flowers. We slowed down to
appreciate the view, and he swiped a bloom up, then tossed it in my face.
I batted the flower away and chuckled.
“Romance, my friend. Pick some of those. Sweets. Things to tantalize
the senses. Food is good because it can be homey or sexy. It just depends on
what you bring.” He found the fortitude to flash a smile, then winced and
held his side. I glanced over my shoulder, and Alexander had his head
down, forcing one foot in front of the other. He was losing ground, slipping
away into the distance.
“I don’t think this person would react well to something too over the
top.”
Milo smacked my arm and it stung.
“What the hell?” I grumped.
He smirked. “Use your judgment. Most people who hole up in the
library drink coffee.”
“But aren’t people picky about that stuff?” I asked, wrinkling my nose.
All I drank during school hours was water, bubble tea from a shop near the
outdoor mall, and energy drinks—so I had no clue.
He shrugged. “There are only so many places on campus and around it
to get coffee. Do you know his name?” Milo’s eyebrows dove as he glanced
at me.
“Yeah.”
“Ask them to make it like he likes it.” He smiled at me. “Someone is
bound to know him.”
Coach’s whistle blasted somewhere ahead of us, and I rushed forward
with a burst of energy. “Let’s catch up with the practice czar. If we do that,
he’ll definitely give us a starting spot on the team.”
Milo whimpered but followed me as I forced my way around the group
of Alexander’s buddies, leaving them in the dust. I had a plan and shit to do
today, so I needed to get this workout over and done with. I wanted to make
sure everything was perfect for my attack this evening.
“Study with me tonight?” I elbowed Milo and sucked in deep lungfuls
of air, finally moving fast enough that talking was difficult.
He groaned. “Why? Are you going for perfect grades this semester?”
I glared.
He nodded, running with his hands cradling his head for a few seconds
as if the thought of studying was physically painful. “All right. Let’s put in
our five miles and get out of here.” He held out his fist and I bumped mine
against it. Then we started running for real.
Glancing around the cheerful, brightly lit library, I went through my mental
checklist. The built-in wooden shelves on this level made me feel like I was
in a much fancier school than ours happened to be, and I smiled while
tapping the tips of my boots on the floor. Okay, did I do everything I
should’ve? Piercings removed. I touched my eyebrow and nose. Yes, those
are gone. The earrings I had in were silver studs, so they wouldn’t scare
anyone. I had on a blue turtleneck that hid my neck tattoos, and I’d combed
my hair to the right in a style that my mother would love. Thinking about
her, I took a quick pic of myself and sent it to her phone. There, talk about
multitasking. I was doing great.
“Oh yeah. Killing it,” I said.
Milo stared at me like I’d gone insane. I pulled my drumsticks out of
my back pocket and tucked them into my book bag while he poked around
on his Chromebook, not really studying.
“Wow, so who exactly are you trying to impress here?” He glanced
down my body at my nice black pants, then all around, but we were in a
spot to the side of the main aisle. I’d chosen a hideout that Micah wasn’t
likely to walk past when he went to the table he’d taken over three evenings
out of the last four.
“Never mind,” I said, snatching up the latte I’d already bought at
Lenore’s, the café near campus. “Watch my stuff and send me a text if you
see Alexander Carrington anywhere near here.”
Milo frowned at me but nodded, and with a deep breath, I wandered out
into the main aisle on the second floor to the area where I knew I would
find Micah. I was relieved when he came into view because I hadn’t been
one-hundred-percent certain he would be here.
He sat at a square table with three stacks of books teetering around the
workspace. His wide shoulders hunched as he leaned over a notebook. He’d
pushed his laptop off to the side, and he had a thick book spread open,
frowning down at it while he tapped a pair of cute red reading glasses up
the bridge of his nose. The window at his back was dark and the silver disk
of a half-moon rising made the scene surreal.
Fuck, he looks good. I checked my watch and hummed because it was
almost seven thirty, and from what I’d seen this week he wouldn’t stay
much longer.
Walking over to him, I kept a smile on my face, but he never glanced
up. I set the cardboard coffee cup on the table and scooted it toward him,
and he finally peeked at me over the top of his glasses with a frown.
“Um, what is this?” As he stared, I got lost studying his gray eyes. They
were really pretty. The longer I held his attention, the more he fidgeted in
his seat. A pink blush took over his cheeks, and I grinned at him.
“Cassandra at Lenore’s said that when you stop there, you drink this.
It’s an Earl Grey latte.” I didn’t have to force a smile anymore because he
made me feel happy when he cocked his head and gave me a cute, even
more confused look. I was surprised by how much I needed him to pick up
the cup. I wanted him to be excited that I’d brought a drink for him. I
rubbed the back of my neck, then dropped my hand because that would
flash my tattoos. I didn’t normally care about my body art—I love it, thanks
—but it didn’t go very far at making a good impression with an older guy
who was clearly afraid of tattoo needles.
“Who?” His bottom lip stuck out as he frowned.
“She has red curls and a Texas accent.”
“Oh, her.”
He pursed his lips and sighed, shoulders slumping. “It’s early in the
semester for this. Your grade can’t be that bad already. Just study harder.”
He slid the drink back toward me.
Pulling out a chair next to him, I picked up the cup and set it near his
elbow, then plopped on the seat. “I would like to think that if I was bribing
a professor for good grades, I could do a little better than one latte.” I
smiled at him, making sure he got the one that always made people stumble
over their words.
His face flushed a bright pink as he stared at my lips. After almost a
solid minute of him looking at me, he chuckled, gaze darting around until
his attention settled firmly on me again. I rested my chin on my fist.
Micah twisted the cup around on the table. “Sure, it isn’t much, but you
would be surprised the lengths some students will go to in order to simply
avoid studying.” He leaned back in his chair and glanced between the drink
and me, almost like he had no idea what he was doing. It was painfully
awkward and kind of adorable.
Grinning, I took the drink and moved it directly in front of him on the
table.
Micah gave me a long look, then picked up the cup. I held my breath as
he sipped, and his eyebrows flew high. “Thank you. It’s just the way I order
it.”
I snagged the pen lying in the crease of his notebook and twirled it
around before dragging the top along my cheek. He gasped out a small
breath that let me know he wasn’t as cool as he was playing it. “I do want
something from you, though.”
His Adam’s apple bounced and he cradled the cup with both hands, a
small frown settling on his very kissable lips. “I knew there had to be a
catch.” The sad note in his voice made me feel like a jerk, so I set the pen
down and patted his arm, then held up a finger.
“Just a small something.”
He smiled and shook his head. “Don’t keep me in suspense.”
“I would like you to go out with me tomorrow night.” He began to
shake his head again, but I held up a hand, and he stopped. “My band is
playing here.” I tugged a small flier out of my pocket, with a QR code on
the front, and handed it to him. “Yukio Nights. I can hang out after we’re
done.”
“Is that an eponymous name?” He sipped his drink while his eyebrows
furrowed, then raised before dipping again, which made me want to laugh.
“No.”
“No? Why?”
“Are you certain this isn’t about grades?”
Stretching out, I rested my arms on the table and leaned toward him.
“Am I in any of your classes?”
He tilted his head and his gaze flitted around my face while he blushed
some more. “Uh, no?”
I snickered as Micah’s cheeks blazed brighter. “You have no idea if I am
or not, do you?” With a hum, I snatched the small flier from his hand and
turned it over. I used his pen to write my full name on the back, then slid it
toward him along with the pen. “There. If you don’t find my name on your
class lists, you have to promise to go out with me.”
His nostrils flared and his round cheeks puffed out. “What if this isn’t
your name?”
“You’re very suspicious.”
“I’m trying to figure out why you’re doing this,” he murmured, and my
heart squeezed. He was a good-looking guy. He had to know exactly why I
might be interested, but he didn’t seem like he had any clue.
“You’re smart. You can’t figure it out?” I winked at him. When he still
stared blankly, I reached out and tapped my thumb to his bottom lip.
He gently nudged my hand to the side, then sipped his latte, barely
breathing.
Grunting, I dragged my wallet from my back pocket and pulled out my
California driver’s license. I set the license on the table near his elbow, and
he snatched it up.
Micah leaned down to look closer and winced. “You’re twenty-one.”
His eyebrows dove again, almost as if he was accusing me of doing
something wrong.
“So?”
“I’m thirty-eight.”
I shrugged. “And?”
He shook his head. “No. You should talk to boys your own age.” I heard
the words coming out of his mouth, but I also saw the steamy way he
couldn’t stop looking at my lips as he fumbled my card back into my hand.
His fingers brushed against my palm, and I rubbed my thumb on the back of
his wrist. He stared at what I was doing before drawing his hand back like
he’d been burned.
“If I wanted someone my own age, don’t you think I would already
have him?” I asked quietly.
He sucked in a deep breath and looked at my name on the back of the
flier again. “Yukio Hinode.”
“That’s me. I’ll see you tomorrow night.”
His mouth fell open, and I shook my head at him.
“I will see you tomorrow night.”
He only stared at me as I stood, then turned my back on him and
purposefully strode away. Nerves swamped me and I let out a jittery breath
while smiling like a lunatic. Glancing back, I watched as Micah stared at
the flier I’d given him, almost looking scared. He peeked up and a small
smile chased across his lips as we made eye contact.
Be cool. I stopped looking at him before I did something stupid like
walk into a bookshelf. He would be at the bar tomorrow night. Excitement
so sharp it was nearly painful raced through me. The tidal wave of
adrenaline was a bigger feeling than the first game of the season. I rubbed
my hands together and smirked as soon as I turned a corner and spotted
Milo.
“What’s going on?” he asked.
“Oh, nothing. It’s just good when a plan comes together. I know at least
one person will be there for the band tomorrow night.”
He gave me a suspicious frown, but I flopped into the seat beside him
and dragged an accounting textbook out of my book bag. I had no idea
whether or not I would be able to get any studying done now that we were
here in the library, but I had to try to finish some work. The only
memorization I wanted to do tomorrow night included the best ways to
make Micah scream my name while I had my dick in his hole.
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It’d been two weeks since Yukio and I had started dating, and I was
enjoying every second. He didn’t ask for sex, but we’d given each other a
few blowjobs. The entire thing was very easygoing, and in addition to him
being a man, our relationship was very different from the one I’d had with
my ex, Candy, which had been rushed and a horrible mess. Even at the
beginning of that relationship I’d had a constant sense that it was doomed.
Yukio didn’t push me, though, and he spent most nights with me when he
wasn’t at practice—which was either for his band or basketball, apparently.
I’d been meaning to ask him if he knew Alex, but I’d already forgotten
what my son played. Wasn’t it baseball? I knew it wasn’t football.
I was terrible with the sports stuff, even though I loved my son.
Either way, Yukio spent more nights with me than not. While I graded
papers or planned my next lesson, he studied and played on his phone. He
didn’t breathe too loudly or make sounds that annoyed me, and it was all
very domestic.
“The band’s playing again tomorrow night.” He glanced up from his
phone and grinned at me. He was lying on the couch in his boxers, chest
naked for my gaze to devour. The black ink was stark against his skin.
Words and artwork weaved across his sinewy muscles like they were maps
designed to tempt me to the treasure. I’d explored them, and I’d discovered
with interest that he had none on his back.
I blinked at him and set down my electronic pen on the island. I’d been
writing on my Supernote, a digital notebook that didn’t have the lighting a
normal tablet did, which hurt my eyes. The experience was nice because I
was writing my notes somewhere they wouldn’t get lost. “At the same club
I went to last time?”
“Yeah. Mousetrap.” He rested his arm along the back of the couch and
stretched out more. His cock plumped in his bright green boxers, and I
couldn’t tear my attention away from how it hardened under my stare.
“Would you like to come and watch us again?”
Every cell in my body wanted to say no, but I’d grown accustomed to
his presence over the last few weeks, and I enjoyed his company. He’d gone
out of his way to be here with me and do things I enjoyed—watching
movies and reading books. It was only fair that I be there for things he liked
in return.
“Yes, I will.”
Yukio laid a hand on his naked thigh and slowly dragged it up until his
fingers brushed the hardness in his underwear. My blood pressure spiked
and a sharp thrill shot through me, settling low in my abdomen. My cock
twitched and I licked my lips, staring as he traced the waistband with the tip
of his forefinger.
“Want to come over here and suck my dick, honey?”
“Honey?” I chuckled. “That’s a bit of an old-fashioned name for your
boyfriend, isn’t it?”
He grinned. “I like it because honey sounds close to hanii in Japanese,
and it makes me feel good to call you something that’s similar in both
languages.”
He’d been calling me that pet name for the last week, and I hadn’t asked
him about it. Until now. “You like thinking of me that way?”
His grin widened. “Yeah. It pretty much means what it sounds like.
Honey.”
I tilted my head. “Can you speak Japanese? I haven’t ever heard you do
it.”
“Yeah.” He sat up slightly and kept toying with the waistband of his
boxers, teasing. “I learned two languages growing up because my dad was
still trying to understand English at the time. And my grandparents don’t
speak English, for the most part. They say they’re too old to learn now.” He
laughed. “But they’re stubborn, like Oyaji.”
“Oyaji? Is that your father?”
“Yeah.” He chuckled. “But father in Japanese is otousan. When I talk to
Dad, I call him Oyaji and Otousan. Like English, it depends on the context
and who you’re talking to. Children call their father otousan or sometimes
papa, but as we get older, it turns into chichi, at least, when I’m talking
about him to other people. A bit like going from daddy to father in English.
I mean, sometimes I call him Dad, too. I guess it starts to sound
complicated when I explain it to someone who doesn’t know anything
about Japanese, but it isn’t.”
I nodded eagerly. I’d been curious about everything to do with him, and
while I’d asked some small questions here and there, I hadn’t delved too
deeply. I hadn’t thought we were at the point of talking about our past or
families yet. He hadn’t asked about Alex, and I hadn’t given him any
information, either.
He shuffled back farther on the couch and gestured to the space in front
of him. “Come here. Now.”
The authoritative tone in his voice sent a shiver down my spine. I stood,
my knees wobbling in excitement as I slowly made my way over to him. He
spread his legs, and I let out a long, shaky breath as I sat between them,
eyeing the bulge in his boxers. His cock was amazing, and I’d taken the
time to explore it since the first time I’d given him a blowjob, and I couldn’t
get enough of the heaviness on my tongue or the bitter flavor of his precum
teasing my taste buds.
He rubbed himself before finally reaching inside the waistband and
dragging the thick flesh out. He was so hard that his foreskin was tucked
under the pink, flushed head. Precum was already building in the slit. “Put
it in your mouth, Hanii. Show me how much you want to eat my cum.”
The shudder that trembled down my spine was more violent this time,
an exploding- fireworks desire. Need flooded my insides, making me
squirm. My cock throbbed, hard and trapped in my own pants, and as much
as I wanted to pull myself out, I was scared that I would come immediately
if I did.
He shook his hard-on at me.
A moan slipped out from between my lips, and I hadn’t even gotten it in
my mouth yet. Flushing in embarrassment, I leaned down and ran the tip of
my nose along his length, caressing his sensitive skin. When I got to the
base, I darted my tongue out for a lick, and he swore. Smiling, confidence
drove me to take the head between my lips, sucking him gently at first
before I let more slide in until my gag reflex kicked in.
“Fuck yeah, baby. Take me. Eat me. Show me how much you want my
dick in your sweet little mouth.”
I moaned and gagged when he hit the base of my throat, but he pulled
back, giving me time to breathe, before he shoved in again. The attack on
my mouth was more dominant than any of the other times we’d done this,
and even though it hurt, I relaxed and closed my eyes, letting him fuck my
throat as much as he wanted.
He took advantage of my stillness, clasping the sides of my head and
using me as his own personal sex toy. Pleasure simmered inside me, and I
clenched my fingers on my thighs as sensations I’d never experienced
assaulted every sense in my body. The way he dominated me and used me
for his own desire was the sexiest thing.
“Fuck yeah, you’re a little whore. Aren’t you? Taking my dick, wanting
to eat my cum for dinner. You want it, don’t you?” His tone turned harsh
and breathy, and I whimpered.
I didn’t have the chance to taste him with how violently he was
thrusting into my throat, and my gagging must’ve turned him on more
because every time I made a choking sound, he groaned. My cock throbbed,
pressure building in my balls. Every part of me wanted this, but I also
craved something else. What would it be like to have him in my ass? Would
he thrust the same way?
I groaned and tugged my head back. He didn’t stop me, even though
disappointment flashed across his face. He was probably close to coming.
Wiping my mouth with the back of my hand, I offered him a shy smile.
My throat ached and it hurt to swallow, but my cock took the pain and ran
with it, firming up harder, if that was possible. “I think. . . . I think we
should have sex.”
He froze, eyes widening. The silver rings in his eyebrows glittered
under the soft lights of the living room and the curve of his lips became
more prominent when he smiled. The word Burn on his neck caught my eye
when he tilted his chin back and flashed me his white teeth. “Yeah? You
sure?”
No. Terror mixed in with the pleasure and anxiety that twisted in my
chest. I wasn’t a virgin, at least, in terms of straight sex, but I was the one
giving then, and I wanted to take Yukio’s cock tonight—and a lot of other
nights, too. Sure, I’d used toys, but this was different. There was a person
attached to this hard-on, and his would be warm, unlike the silicone dildos
I’d used in the past. He would feel what it was like to be in me.
“I think so.” I laughed nervously and rubbed the back of my neck, heat
spreading across my cheeks. The rawness of my throat reminded me of
what I was excited about every time I swallowed. “Actually, yes. I am sure.
I want this.”
He sat up and threw a leg off the couch. After he’d maneuvered himself
to stand, he reached for me, sliding his hand into mine. I let him help me to
my feet before he slowly and carefully led me to the bedroom as though I
was about to flee.
When he got me into the bedroom and closed the door, he pounced. He
swung me around and shoved me against the wall, and I gasped when he
wrapped a hand around my neck, fingers not digging in deeply enough to
hurt, but hard enough to keep me pliant under his touch. His rings were
smooth and unusual against my skin, and they were a sharp shock to my
system. He slammed his mouth against mine, and I moaned, grabbing his
shoulders to get leverage as he devoured me as though he was sucking my
soul out of my body. He ate my lips, hungry, and the tip of his cock slapped
against my lower abs, my T-shirt blocking any contact between us.
He broke the kiss to nibble on my bottom lip. “You’ve got one more
chance. You can back out, but after this, I’m going to take you over there
—” He pointed at the queen-sized bed in the center of my room, draped in
light blue blankets, which happened to be my favorite color. “—and fuck
you until you come screaming my name.”
I shuddered. Excitement shot straight to my balls, making them heavier.
I hesitated, and concern twisted his lips, but I quickly shook my head,
which only made it worse because he went to step away from me. I grabbed
his wrist, keeping his hand on my neck, and sighed. “I’m a virgin. Well.” I
laughed abruptly at the ridiculousness of it. “A gay virgin. I’ve had straight
sex. With a woman. That’s what straight sex means. Gods, I’m making a
fool of myself.”
“You aren’t.” He shushed me by placing a finger over my lips. “I’ll be
careful with you.”
I shook my head again. “I don’t want you to.” I gripped his fingers
tighter at my neck. “I need you to fuck me like you mean it. Fuck me and
hold me down and just. . . own me.”
Did I sound too desperate? I winced when his hand slid up my neck and
gripped my jaw. His hold was tight and hurt, as if he was punishing me for
being embarrassed to ask for what I need, and his brown eyes were intense
with a desire that had me gasping.
“This is what I’m going to do for you, Hanii. I’ll do all of that, and then,
when I’m done fucking the cum out of you, I’m going to let you spoon me
for the night. Tomorrow night after the band plays, I’m going to take you on
a date. Anywhere you want to go. You and me.”
I sighed in pleasure when he laid a kiss on my cheek, then another on
my mouth. “But I like what we do now. Watching movies and staying at
home. Does that make me boring?”
He chuckled and smoothed his thumb along my cheekbone. “No, but
that doesn’t mean we can’t go out every once in a while, does it? There’s
gotta be something you like doing.”
I frowned, but before I could stop to think about it more, he slanted his
mouth over mine and stole a hard kiss. I melted against him, groaning, and
his hand slid back to my neck, grabbing hold again. He pressed against me,
and his bare cock got trapped between our bodies. The friction must have
felt wonderful because he moaned and rolled his hips.
He broke the kiss and grasped my neck tighter, using the grip to turn me
again and shove me toward the bed. I didn’t get to the mattress before he
stopped me by grabbing my shirt and tugging it viciously over my head. He
manipulated my limbs the way he wanted, and I let him, my control firmly
in his palms. He was in charge, and I was his to do what he wanted with. He
went for my pants next, and there was no finesse in the way he grappled
with the button and zipper, but when he finally had them undone, he shoved
the pants down. I stepped out of my clothing, nerves causing my toes to curl
and my stomach to clench.
He ran his hands over my hips, then grabbed a handful of my hard cock
in my pink briefs, and I moaned, rocking forward.
“Bed. Now.” The order came out as more of a growl than actual words,
but I understood.
I stepped toward the mattress and fell onto it backward. He didn’t wait
for me to get comfortable before he was on top of me, kissing down my
throat and across my chest like he wanted to get his lips on every inch of
my skin. He licked my right nipple, then sucked the nub between his teeth
and tugged on it.
My cock jerked, and I whimpered, thrusting up to get some friction
from him. “Please.”
He hummed and flicked his tongue against my nipple until it was red
and swollen, then moved on to the other one to do the same. I couldn’t get
enough of his touch, and I wanted more. Craved it.
“Please. Please, Yukio. Don’t tease me. I just want you inside me.”
He laid more kisses across my chest and down between my nipples, and
I groaned in frustration, wriggling under his weight.
“Please. Don’t make me wait.”
“Shhh.” He worked his mouth up my throat again and under my chin,
then across my cheeks and finally to my lips. He cupped my face and kissed
me hard until I shuddered with the need to release. “I’m in charge, Hanii.
Not you.”
I pouted, but the bastard grinned. He tickled his fingers over my thighs
to the waistband of my briefs, and then he tugged them gently, urging me to
lift my hips. I complied, letting him yank off my underwear, then throw
them over his shoulder. My cock bounced and slapped against my belly, and
it left a wet patch behind on my treasure trail.
He slid the tip of his finger down my length, nail scraping gently on my
sensitive skin. I trembled, pleasure building up at the base of my spine. I
was so close to coming that I was scared I would ruin it before he got inside
me.
“You’re a dirty man, aren’t you?” he teased, brushing his thumb over
my slit.
I hissed and thrust my hips. “Yes. No. I don’t know.”
He laughed. “You don’t know?”
“What do you want me to say?” I whispered desperately. “I’ll say
anything.”
“Tell me the truth,” he murmured, pressing a kiss to my shoulder. “How
much have you thought about me fucking you?”
“Since we met.” I hooked my leg around his and dragged him closer.
“Please fuck me. Please.”
“I like it when you swear.” Another kiss, but this one was against the
corner of my mouth. “You really are such a dirty man. Wait here.”
I damned near whimpered when he pushed himself up and off me,
leaving the room completely. I shuffled farther on the bed and wrapped my
hand around my cock, tugging it lightly. The head was flushed red and
precum was already leaking down my shaft. My balls pulled close to my
body, on the brink of exploding.
When he finally returned, he’d gotten rid of his underwear somewhere
along the way and he had condoms and lube in his hand. Seeing the items
made reality set in, and I sucked in a deep, excited breath.
Yukio slotted the condom packet between his teeth and pulled at it,
tearing the top. He spat out the piece of silver plastic in his mouth and
yanked out the latex. Watching him slide on the condom and slick it up with
lube was hypnotizing, and I couldn’t tear my gaze away from the sexy sight
he made. Everything about him was addicting, from the tattoos that
accentuated his slim chest and arms, to the piercings that impaled his
eyebrows, ears, and nose.
He grinned at me as he strode back toward the bed. When he reached
me, he threw the spare condoms on the nightstand before taking his sweet
time to slide the rings off his fingers. He watched me, eyes hungry. In a
simple look, he promised to consume me and take me in ways I couldn’t
imagine.
Once he was done, he finally got onto the mattress, lube still clutched in
his hand. “Lie on your back and spread your legs for me, Hanii. Show me
that pretty hole of yours.”
I shivered but did as he ordered, bending my knees and opening myself
to him.
His tongue glided across his already wet pink lips and the hunger in his
eyes deepened. “That’s it. Fuck, look at that hole. I’m going to be the first
guy to get my dick in there.” He kissed my knee. “I like that.”
I bit down on my lip, afraid to utter a word in case I said something to
mess this up. I was thirty-eight, damn it. I shouldn’t be so nervous about
sex. The ancient Greeks had sex to build relationships between soldiers who
weren’t getting along. I could do this with a man I actually liked.
He flicked open the red minibottle of lube and the scent of candy teased
my nose. I breathed in the aroma. After adding more of the liquid onto his
fingers, he closed the lid and threw the bottle on the bed. I watched, holding
my breath in anticipation, as he reached down between my legs. The scent
of cherries danced in the air.
“Ready?” he growled out.
I nodded, unable to speak. I’d had my own fingers inside my hole, but
having someone else’s spread me open was different. His digits were
shorter, but I thought maybe they were thicker, too. He started with one,
pushing gently inside. He was careful, taking my hand and laying a kiss on
it.
The feeling of another man inside me, even if it was only his finger, was
strange and new. Sparks of excitement and anticipation flickered in my
stomach, and I wriggled, sending him a nervous smile. His eyes glittered
and he laid another kiss on my knuckles as if to comfort me.
When he added a second digit, he stretched me by scissoring his fingers,
and it was no different than when I did it, except they belonged to him and
not me. The way he stared at me melted my insides, and I thought I was
going to die. I’d never had someone look at me the way he did, not even
Candy when we first started dating.
“Are you okay?” he whispered.
All I could do was nod, my insides heating.
By the time he put the third finger in, my muscles were relaxed, but the
rest of me was on fire, and I was so ready for his cock. As if he understood,
he finally removed his digits and lined up his hard-on with my hole, fingers
gripping tightly at my hips.
I held my breath, but he patted my abs.
“Exhale,” he ordered, and I did so immediately. The urge to follow
every command overwhelmed me. When he finally thrust inside my ass, it
was too slow, though also the right speed. He spread my hole, and I gasped,
unsure why I was shocked at his thickness forcing me apart.
He held me down as he slid in until he was balls deep. The sensations
were all new and completely different from a dildo. He was real and his
weight on top of me wasn’t fictional. There was a gorgeous man inside me,
above me, and all my dreams since coming to terms with the fact that I was
gay had come true.
Yukio was exactly who I needed.
“Hold on.” He winked and sat back on his knees. Hooking my legs on
his shoulders, he gripped my thighs tightly and began to thrust. The first
deep shove inside ignited another fiery feeling within my balls, and the
second doubled the sensation.
He leaned down to smash his mouth against mine, and we kissed
passionately, our tongues warring. His thrusts began slow, but then
increased, and when he hit my prostate, the world detonated in fireworks
behind my closed eyes. My chest squeezed and I gasped, rolling my hips
back to meet every lunge forward.
If I died right now, I would go to the Elysian Plain, somewhere perfect
and happy and everlasting. Everything felt overwhelming and fresh and not
anything like I was used to. Yukio was amazing.
I grabbed my cock and stroked it in time with his thrusts. Throwing my
head back, I whimpered and moaned and made other sounds I didn’t dare to
examine. I’d never felt so great in my life. At some point, I thought he was
kissing my throat again, but I wasn’t sure because I was caught up in the
sensations of him inside me, striking my prostate so precisely that I
wondered if there was an arrow pointing to it.
A few more strokes of his cock in my ass was all it took. I stiffened and
moaned, my orgasm ripping through me. My cock jerked and cum painted
our abs with the proof of how much I enjoyed every second of this.
“Fuck, Micah. Fuck. Yes. You’re so tight.” He threw his head back, the
ink on his neck stretching with his chin raised, and he faltered while
bucking roughly against me. He trembled and cursed some more, and for a
silly moment, I wished I could feel the heat of his load deep inside me. But
I didn’t know him well enough yet.
He collapsed on top of me, and I wrapped my arms around him, kissing
his damp forehead. The scent of cherries and musk filled my nose, and I
inhaled the sweetly masculine aroma. I didn’t know how long he laid there
before I began to wriggle in discomfort. I hated that I wanted him to move,
but the overwhelming sense of claustrophobia had begun to creep in on me.
Almost immediately, he startled and rose, and his cock slipping from
my hole caused us both to hiss. He laid a sweet kiss on my mouth. “Are you
okay?”
I nodded, flushing. “Just. . . uncomfortable.”
He ripped the condom off and tied the end before throwing it in the
garbage can beside the nightstand. “Sorry, Hanii. Come on, let’s shower.”
I smiled and let him help me slide out of the bed.
“Did you enjoy it?” he teased.
The heat in my cheeks turned scorching. “Can we do it again in the
shower?”
His loud laughter had me grinning. He grabbed the condoms from the
nightstand and tapped the tip of my nose with them. “Definitely.”
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Smiling, I answered.
Yukio: Yeah. Can you meet me at Mousetrap around 9:00? I’ll have
a bunch of crap in my car.
Micah: Sure! I can’t wait to see you onstage. You look good.
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That night, after avoiding Yukio the best I could and grabbing dinner from
Burger King, I got home to find flowers by my front door. As soon as my
gaze caught the blooms, I froze, nearly dropping the paper bag of food. I
stared at them, not quite sure what to do, but after a moment, I made my
legs move. I unlocked the house and went to put my food and drink on the
island before I came back out and picked up the roses.
In the bouquet were red and white roses, and purple heliotropes. The
spicy floral scent immediately teased my nose, and I leaned down to inhale
deeply. My heart fluttered, even though I told myself not to get excited.
Flowers weren’t enough for forgiveness. Yet, I still reached inside and
picked up the card.
Hanii,
I miss you. I’m sorry for everything that
happened. I would like the chance to explain
my side of the story. I bought you these
flowers for a reason. Did you know
Aphrodite’s favorites were roses? Of course
you did because that’s how amazing you are.
I read that Aphrodite was covered in white
roses by the waves when she was born.
According to the ancient Greeks, red roses
symbolize passionate love and heliotropes mean
eternal love, but I’m sure you know that, too.
I care deeply about you.
Call me anytime, day or night. I will
answer no matter what.
~Yukio
I let out a breath and thumbed the red rose petals carefully. Chewing on
my bottom lip, I stared out at the street, but there was no one there. I walked
inside and closed the door, not quite sure what to do with the flowers. I
should throw them out, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it, so instead I
grabbed a vase, added water, and slipped them inside.
I stared at the colorful arrangement for a long moment before I picked
up my phone. Unlocking the screen, I hesitated before I tapped on his name
in my messages. I stared for too long, but as much as my brain argued I
shouldn’t, I messaged him.
Micah: I don’t forgive you.
Nothing.
Everything.
Tears tickled the corners of my eyes, and I dropped the phone onto the
island, leaving him on Read. If he was truly sorry, then it would take more
than flowers. And I needed time to heal from not only the pain but the
embarrassment.
I chewed on my thumbnail as I eyed the phone, telling myself no every
time I thought about replying to him. He didn’t deserve a thing, and if he
wanted my forgiveness, he would have to work a lot harder than that. And if
he didn’t try, then he never wanted me in the first place.
The phone vibrated, and I inhaled sharply, excitement stirring in my
stomach as I picked up the phone again. As soon as I saw the name on it,
disappointment flooded me instead.
Flynn.
Sighing, I forced myself to sound happy as I answered. “Hello?”
“Hey, Micah. Listen, I know you and Yukio aren’t together anymore,
but would you like to come over for dinner and drinks tomorrow night? You
can meet Judge, and I might have some friends you’d like.”
The words were the worst I could hear right now, but I didn’t say that,
as much as I wanted to. Flynn had seen what happened at the police station,
and he’d messaged me the next day to see if I was okay. We’d become
friends, and I liked him.
“Sure.” I tried to smile, even though he couldn’t see me.
I don’t want another man. I want Yukio.
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M ilo leaned forward along the mirror - topped bar at the Z in , which
was a place we’d never been to before in our lives, but he was apparently
fully prepared to pretend he knew everything about wine, along with
Brisco, Jones, Davis, Cohen, and two guys who normally hung around with
Alexander—Kahn and Ward. The dudes from the team were spread out on
stools to my right along the bar, and between each guy sat a girl with a pink
sorority pin on the collar of her little black dress.
Tori played with the end of her blonde ponytail and kept giving me
smiles, and maybe she remembered me from when she was talking to
Micah and trying to get a grade changed temporarily. I smiled at her
because I wasn’t rude, but I wasn’t interested, either, so I made sure to stay
right next to Milo and only talk to him.
There wasn’t a chance in hell I wanted to give anyone the impression
that I was available.
“How long do I have to stay out?” I asked, rolling my eyes at Milo
when he glanced at me. I had to repeat myself because the jazz music
playing from speakers hidden in the corners of the room was too loud.
His shoulders shot back, and he did his impression of glaring—which
wasn’t very good. “You’re staying out as long as we do because we both
know you’re not going to study, and if you try to go hole up in your room
again, you’ll just be stinky and sad.”
Chuckling, I nodded.
The bartender brought me a draft and slid it in front of me, and I settled
in on my stool. He was cute with short brown hair and curvy pink lips, but
even if I’d been interested, I didn’t think he would be, based on the way his
gaze kept getting stuck on Tori’s tits. Ah, well, I could drink away my
boredom.
Everyone else was talking and having a good time, so I checked my
phone, restlessly tapping Micah’s name. No reply since yesterday, and that
message hadn’t exactly been helpful, but at least he’d talked to me.
“I’m going to take your phone if you keep staring at it that way,” Brisco
leaned forward to say. His shoulder-length blond hair fell in front of his
face, and then he brushed it behind his ears with a grin.
Tori turned toward him. “Oh, what happened?” She pouted in my
direction. “You look worried.”
“He’s fighting with his boyfriend,” Brisco said, ever so fucking
helpfully.
Her eyes widened and she let out a sad little sound. “Boyfriend? Do you
have girlfriends ever?”
“No, sorry,” I said with another friendly smile I wasn’t really feeling.
“Oh well.” She sighed and shook her head.
“I want a girlfriend,” Brisco said with a wide grin. “And I would be
lucky to have a girl like you.”
She giggled as if she thought he was kidding, so he would have to work
harder, but I gave him a thumbs-up that had Milo chuckling. I wasn’t really
sure how the guys from the team had ended up taking half a sorority out
tonight, but there were other girls, who had those same black dresses and
pins, at a couple of tables spread out around the place, and I wasn’t sure if
they were all here for moral support, to make sure the basketball team
behaved, or if they’d just wanted to go out drinking. I waved at them for
something to do, and they laughed and waved back.
A fresh wave of boredom struck, but every time I went to check my
phone, Milo glared at me, so I put it in my back pocket and left it there. I
stared at the paintings of scowling old guys that broke up the stained white
walls around the room. I was pretty sure they were writers, but I didn’t care
enough to walk around and read the tiny placards underneath the severe
faces. I was considering going to talk to a table full of the sorority girls, just
because I was sick of listening to Brisco bomb at convincing Tori to give
him a chance, when something in the mirror behind the bar caught my eye.
I sat up straight.
A group of older guys walked in. That wasn’t the interesting part
because the entire bar was mostly full of a midthirties crowd. But Micah
trailed behind them, staring at his shoes while another man talked his ear
off.
I instantly disliked this guy, and I couldn’t say why. Maybe it was the
way he got one of Micah’s unhappy smiles—the ones he wore when dishes
of food exploded on the floor or he had cum in his hair. The stranger was
put together and attractive in a way that had me gritting my teeth. He had
on a gray suit jacket with a T-shirt and jeans, which might not mean
anything, but I felt like he was trying too hard with his clothes. His short
blond hair was peppered with gray, and his trimmed beard surrounded a
nice mouth that was smirking when it wasn’t moving a mile a minute.
And his gaze was all over Micah.
I knew in a heartbeat this guy was gay because he was looking at Micah
—I still considered him my boyfriend, despite the bullshit that had blown up
—like he wanted to ask him to go somewhere to fuck. I gripped the handle
of my beer mug, then downed what was left of it while I watched them find
a spot at the other end of the bar. Micah hadn’t noticed me yet because he
was too busy watching his feet, then his hands as he rested them on the bar.
My entire body tightened into an unpleasant cramp as the man laid his hand
lightly on Micah’s shoulder. Discomfort flashed across Micah’s face.
I didn’t realize I was on my feet until Milo snagged my elbow.
“No. Jesus, really? They had to pick this place to come to?” He glared
at Micah, and I elbowed him.
“I’m going over there.”
Milo grunted and didn’t let me go. “You’re still trying to win him over
after that fight?”
Wincing, I nodded.
“Then there is no way you should do that.”
My new mortal enemy slid his hand down Micah’s back, and Micah
finally shifted away. I didn’t know what he was saying to the guy, but the
man removed his hand, thankfully. I gestured in their direction and glared at
Milo, but he shook his head.
“No. You can’t. You already ended up in jail once over this guy. What
kind of friend would I be if I let you go start shit over him again?” Milo
glared, which he rarely did.
“Why?” I growled out. “Ano kusoyarou. . . . Micah ni betabeta
sawariyagatte.”
“Okay, so I didn’t understand that second thing.”
“He’s touching Micah.”
“Well, he’s not now.” Milo squeezed my elbow.
I glared at the guy again, and Micah still hadn’t looked up and noticed
me.
Inspiration struck, and I motioned the bartender over.
“Refill?” he asked with a grin. He lazily tilted his head and gave Tori
another once-over. She noticed and waved her fingers at him, and he stood
taller.
“Yes. Also, can I send a tequila sunrise to that man down there? The one
with the curly hair? His name is Micah.”
The bartender laughed and drummed his hands on the bar. “Sure thing.”
Milo sighed and knocked his shoulder against me. “Is that a good idea?”
“Just hit on your sorority girls.” I glanced at the nearby table. “The
redhead over there likes you. She keeps staring at your ass.”
“Really?” He glanced over his shoulder and smiled, and I rolled my
eyes as the long-distance flirtation began.
I sat on my stool again and waited in anticipation as the bartender made
the drink, and I tried not to stare as he delivered it. I wanted to project the
image that I was calm and collected, even though I was falling apart on the
inside, wondering what he would do.
My heart sank as Micah said something to the bartender, who came
back to me with a small, amused smile and set the orange drink in front of
me. I slid the tequila sunrise in front of Milo, who slid it down to Tori, who
passed it to Brisco. He made a happy sound and started to drink it, and I
laughed, even though I felt like a piece had been cut out of my chest.
“So, he’s too mad at me to take it?” I asked.
The bartender shook his head. “He said he doesn’t drink alcohol.”
My insides jolted in excitement. This wasn’t over. “Well, can you make
him something nice that isn’t alcoholic?”
The bartender turned around and studied the bottles on the racks behind
him, then spun toward me. “How about a sparkling rose and elderflower
lemonade? No alcohol, unique, guaranteed to impress?” The man waggled
his eyebrows. “It usually works.”
“Do it!” I waved a hand at him. “There’s a huge tip in your future.”
The bartender laughed, and I hummed when he was finished working,
then carried a tall glass full of fizzy, lavender liquid with a few rose petals
scattered on top down to Micah and put it in front of him. There was a small
back and forth, probably to confirm that it wasn’t alcoholic, and my heart
jerked happily when he took a sip and smiled, nodding at the bartender, who
then moved on to someone else.
The attractive guy I didn’t know—or care to meet—was glaring at me
now; although, he did it on the sly, flashing Micah that smirk whenever
Micah glanced in my new enemy’s direction.
“Oh, okay, that was good,” Milo said as Micah shot me a long look. He
was ignoring the motormouth who kept talking nonstop. Our gazes
connected, and it was like I touched a live wire. All I could see was him.
My entire body felt as if it was awake for the first time since he’d left me on
the sidewalk in front of the police station.
I was being pulled by an invisible string as I got up and took a deep
breath. “I’m going over,” I murmured to Milo.
“Okay, but don’t push it. You two had a bad fight.” He slapped my
shoulder.
I grunted. Milo was probably right. Taking a deep breath, I walked over
to Micah and slid in at his side.
“And that’s what I do for the school. I keep the entire network running,
and who might you be? That’s a lot of jewelry, isn’t it? Why do you have
the word burn tattooed on your neck?” My new nemesis blinked at me, his
brown eyes bright with curiosity.
“Excuse me,” I said to him, then turned to Micah. “Would you like to
spend a few minutes getting to know me? I saw you when you came in, and
I couldn’t imagine spending the night talking to anyone else.” I laid on the
charm thick, giving him my best smile.
Pink spread across Micah’s cheeks as the stranger looked him over, and
a couple of his friends—one I recognized from the police station—leaned
around to see what was going on. I half expected him to say no—I braced
for it—but after another sip of his drink, he glanced at me from the corner
of his eye.
“All right. You have my attention.”
A frantic sensation blasted through my chest. I glanced around the room
and spotted an open table. “Would you like to go over there?” I asked,
pointing.
He nodded, and I tried to remember how to breathe as we walked
together, our arms brushing, then each took a seat on the opposite side of
the table. He stared at me with eyes full of pain and betrayal and a thousand
other things that I fucking hated, so I went to his side and sat there. He
laughed and stared down into the bubbles popping in his drink as if it was a
crystal ball that would tell him what to do.
I leaned in to kiss him, but he put his hand in front of his mouth. I
pressed my lips to his fingertips, though, and he sagged toward me like he
wished we were touching from head to toe. All I wanted was to be with
him, and I had to hope he felt the same way.
He cleared his throat as I sat back. “My acceptance of flowers and one
drink doesn’t equal forgiveness. What you tried to do was beyond awful.”
My stomach dropped and I nodded. “I know. I’m not proud of it.”
“Alex told me he was in the wrong.” Micah sent me a long look, but I
couldn’t decide what he was thinking.
“I’m sorry that you got caught up in that, but I’m not sorry I met you.”
A small smile tugged at his lips, and I wanted to touch him so badly that
I had to curl my hand into a fist on my thigh to stop myself from doing it.
“We don’t even know each other. You didn’t know I don’t drink alcohol.”
He shot me a tiny, almost scared glance.
“I do now, though. And trust me, I’ll remember. I want to get to know
you. We’ve been learning about each other all along. I remember a lot of
things you enjoy.”
Another cute blush spread across his cheeks, and all I wanted to do was
kiss him, but I didn’t want to push when he’d asked me to be patient.
“Are you okay being here with that guy?” I asked, glaring back at the
bar.
“I’m not here with him,” he said, and the seriousness in his tone had me
staring directly into his gray eyes. “I came out with friends. Flynn invited
me to dinner at his house, and he got the idea into his head that maybe me
meeting someone else would be nice. But I’m not interested.” His knee
brushed against mine.
I nudged him back as my heart pounded triple time.
“Thank you for asking about my well-being,” he murmured.
Well, now it was time for the hard part. We had to hash this bullshit out
or we’d never move forward. I sipped my beer, then slid it out to the middle
of the table. “I’m sorry that I ever considered hurting you when I didn’t
know you. I wouldn’t do that to you.”
His hands tightened around his glass and he froze. “How many people
have you told?”
“Told what? That we’re together?”
He nodded once.
“Milo. I don’t know. I told the guys at the house that I fucked up with
the man I like, and I want to fix things. Milo gave me a kick in the ass I
needed.” I shrugged. “So, my friends?”
“Really? You never told anyone to get back at Alex?” He studied my
face, clearly searching for any hint of a lie.
My stomach disappeared and I wished I hadn’t drunk a beer already.
“No. I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you. I promise.” I settled my hand on
the curve of his waist, my favorite spot to grip him, and gave him a small
squeeze. “I want to tell everyone who knows me because I want to be with
you, not hide you. But I don’t want to make you uncomfortable or upset.”
Micah slid his hand to mine, gave it a tiny squeeze, then lifted it to the
table. He looked like he wanted me to kiss him and fuck him, and my dick
twitched as his scent, something fresh and crisp I’d never pinned down,
drifted into my nose.
“How do I earn your trust again? I wanted to talk to you about
Alexander before all that shit just erupted, but I couldn’t think of a good
way to do it. I never meant to be a fucker. I. . . care about you.”
He shivered all over like a dog stepping in from the rain, then shot me a
glare out of the corner of his eye that made my blood heat. It was the kind
of thing that was asking me to throw him down and make his body mine.
“I’m not sure, but I want you to figure it out.”
Nodding, I pried his right hand off his glass, then kissed the heel of his
palm while I watched his eyes for a reaction. His lips parted and his breath
hitched. “I’ll work on that. Can you do me a favor?”
“Hm?” He blinked at me and it was cute. He wriggled around on his
seat, and my dick surged until I was dealing with more than a semi. I knew
that little impatient twist of his hips. I wanted to help him with the problem
he had in his pants.
“Tell that asshole—” I turned to point and wasn’t surprised to find the
guy watching us. “—that you have a boyfriend.”
Micah’s eyebrows climbed and he lifted his drink, sipping it. When he
set the glass down, he swiped the rose petal that had gotten stuck to the rim.
I sat very still as he ran the petal across my lips, and then I opened my
mouth and chomped it. He laughed while I ate the petal, and while I was
sure it must be edible, it wasn’t the best thing in the world.
“But I don’t right now,” he said, almost quietly enough to get lost under
the music and conversations going on around us.
I turned his hand over and kissed across his knuckles. “Tell him to fuck
off.”
“Hm. That’s rude,” he said, but the corner of his mouth kicked up in a
smile.
Leaning forward, I took my life into my own hands. Micah didn’t back
away, and I turned my head until my lips brushed his ear. “Tell him you’re
mine.” I sat back.
He swallowed so hard his Adam’s apple bobbed. His tongue swiped
across his bottom lip. With another shy smile, he picked up his drink and
slid out of his chair. It drove me crazy as he nibbled on his bottom lip while
heading back toward the bar.
Who knew what Micah actually said to the guy, but about a minute after
he sat down again, the man moved to the other side of their friends and
started talking to someone else. Micah kept peeking at me in between
talking to the man who had met us at the police station. I made my way
back to Milo and slid onto my stool.
“How did it go? Did the flowers work?” he asked me with a bright
smile.
I laughed. “He’s talking to me. Sort of. Does that count? I think I need
to date him. Actually get to know him. You know, be serious.” I tapped my
mug on the bar and the loud tink of glass on glass made me stop.
Milo grinned. “That’s what you wanted, right?”
Relief washed through me and I almost felt like crying as I nodded.
“Cheers!” Milo said, holding up his glass. I clinked my beer with his as
a hope I’d been too scared to acknowledge blossomed in my chest. Micah
snuck another little look at me, and I blew him a kiss. He turned away
quickly, but I could see his smile in the mirror behind the bar, and that was
enough for now.
I never wanted him to feel bad because of me again, and I would work
to find a way to make him trust me. He was worth it.
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Hanii,
Call me anytime, day or night. I will
answer.
~Yukio
I’d told Yukio that we knew little about each other. Was this how he was
changing that? I grinned at the thought and kept reading the book. The next
message I came to was about fifteen pages into it.
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basketball, so I quit when I was twelve. I
also play baseball, so February, March, and
sometimes April are crazy for me because the
seasons overlap. I hit the tennis court for fun.
t t
Then, after I’m sure you’re completely
exhausted from the pleasure, I’ll shove my
dick inside you and fuck you all night. I’ll
fuck you so hard that you’ll feel the shape of
my dick for a month. I want you so bad that
I’m hard now just thinking about that tight
little hole of yours and how hungry it is for
me.
I let out a shuddery breath and a shiver racked my body. I stared at the
note clutched tightly between my fingers and I stood on shaky knees,
dropping it back onto the book. My cock throbbed, and what had started off
as a small jerk was now as hard as a breastplate that the Greek soldiers used
in battle. Or maybe it was more concise to say it was sharp as a sword, and
when I did forgive Yukio, I would like to cross weapons with him.
Licking my dry lips, I shut the heavy book and stumbled backward
before turning and heading toward my bedroom. My cock bumped my thigh
with every step, and I regretted not wearing tighter underwear today. An
explosion of need assailed me and nearly made me trip, and I rushed to my
knees so I could reach under my bed and drag out my box of toys.
I shoved open the lid and yanked out my favorite dildo. Bright purple in
color, it was the closest I had that reminded me of Yukio’s shape and size. I
wanted to imagine it was him inside me. Tearing off my clothes as quickly
as I could, my heart raced and stomach churned in excited tension. I threw
my phone on the nightstand. My cock was so hard it was ready to burst and
I hadn’t touched it yet.
Jumping on the bed, my now free hard-on bounced with the movement.
I settled onto the mattress and reached over to grab the lube out of the
nightstand. I flipped open the lid. The scent of bubblegum blasted my nose.
Yukio had left this here. I poured some out on the tip of the dildo, spreading
it across the silicone to get it slick, before I used the excess on my hand to
slowly jerk off my cock until my balls were ready to explode.
Every muscle in my body was tight with tension. My toes curled, and I
closed my eyes for a moment to gather myself so I wouldn’t come before I
got the toy inside me. All I could think about was Yukio and the way he
smiled before he pounded into me like a man with nothing to lose. His
confident attitude was as sexy as the rest of him, and I missed the way he
controlled me.
I missed Yukio.
I spread my legs and lifted my knees, and while I hated how awkward it
was, I pushed the dildo gently inside my hole. The toy spread me, and I
closed my eyes, focusing on the wonderful sensations that fired off through
me. It wasn’t Yukio fucking me, but I could pretend.
I managed to get the dildo all the way in and slowly twisted, opening
myself wider. I moaned, my cock jerking as I hit my prostate with the
action. Wrapping a hand around my hard-on, I slowly pulled at my sensitive
length, flirting with my orgasm while also staving it off.
I thought about Yukio and what he would do. He would smile down at
me, mouth wet from kissing and expression focused. He often reminded me
of a starving man, hungry for what I had to offer. But what would he do
next?
A sharp sound echoed from the nightstand, and I groaned, cursing the
fact that I hadn’t turned my phone to silent or kept it in the other room. I
glanced at it, distracted from what I was doing, and my breath caught as
Yukio’s name and face flashed on the screen.
Did he know? Of course not. He couldn’t.
Hesitantly, I reached over and grabbed the phone, ignoring the fact that
my hand was wet from the lube I’d used on my cock. I answered.
“Hello?” My voice shook.
“Hey. You actually took my call.”
“Yes.” The dildo shifted in my ass, and I sucked in a breath, hissing at
the pressure against my prostate.
“Are you okay?” he asked seriously. “You sound like you’re in pain. Do
you need help?”
I laughed, though I wasn’t sure why. Maybe it was because I was close
to orgasming and delirious. It’d been too long since I’d had a good jerk off
session. I hadn’t needed to when Yukio shared my bed, and after our fight, I
didn’t feel like doing it. “If this sounds like pain to you, did you ever
wonder if I was hurt when you were fucking me?”
It took him a few seconds to connect the dots. “You’re jerking off.” It
wasn’t a question. Even though I couldn’t see him, I heard the smug grin in
his voice. “Did you find my notes?”
“I might have.” I tugged out the toy and shoved it back in, pegging my
prostate directly. A long moan slipped from my mouth.
“Are you thinking about me?” he whispered, voice going deeper. “Are
you imagining it’s me inside you, Hanii?” He said something else in
Japanese, and even though I couldn’t understand the words, his deep voice
was one of the sexiest things I’d ever heard in my life—and had been since
the first time he’d spoken to me.
I trembled and stuck the phone between my ear and shoulder, then used
my hand to stroke my cock again. “Yes. The toy I have is about your size.”
“Yeah? Fuck.” The sound of a door closing on his end of the line had
me grinning widely. He cursed some more and a thonk told me he’d
dropped his phone. He picked it up again. “Sorry.” The shrppp of a zipper
signaled he was getting undressed.
“Are you going to jerk off with me?” I teased, not quite sure of myself
but growing more confident.
“Fuck yeah. Already imagining my dick inside you. I bet you feel so
tight, Hanii. Warm, too.” The bed on his end squeaked, and he huffed. More
noises, and then his breaths deepened. “Tell me what you’re thinking about.
Tell me what you want me to do to you, baby. I’ll make all your dreams
come true.”
What felt like a million ideas slammed into my mind, and I whimpered
as each one seemed better than the last. I rotated the dildo in my hole again,
and the tip of the head brushed against my prostate, making my cock jerk
and my spine stiffen. I was so close that it hurt, but I didn’t want to come
yet, not while Yukio had only just gotten started.
“I want your face between my asscheeks.” I gasped when the words fell
from my lips, then moaned. I’d never given a lot of thought to a rim job
before, but since his last note, it was all I could think about. “You promised
me.”
“Fuck yeah, I did. And baby, it’s gonna rock your world.” He grunted
and the sound of skin slapping skin met my ear through the phone. “Fuck.
Tell me what else you need.”
“You.” I slipped my hand down to cup my balls and tug them. “I want
you, Yukio. On me. In me. All the time.”
“Fuck.” He exhaled noisily. “I’m so close already.”
“But I haven’t forgiven you.” I moaned in both frustration and pleasure.
“I can’t.”
“I know, Hanii. I’m sorry.” He huffed and panted. “How does it feel to
have that toy inside you?”
“Good. So good.” I nudged the dildo against my prostate again and
threw my head back. My hand shot to my cock and I jerked off as fast as I
could. “I want to come so bad. Please?”
“Please what?” His whisper turned guttural. “What do you want, baby?
Tell me.”
“Let me come?” I didn’t know why I was asking for permission, but I
was, and the groan of appreciation I got made it all worth it. I didn’t care
that I was still angry at him or I hadn’t forgiven him, I just wanted him to
give me orders. Be dominant. Be mine.
“Mm.” He grunted some more and cursed, and the sound of his hand on
his cock got rougher. “Come for me, Hanii. Show me how much you want
me inside you. Shoot your load.”
I stiffened and my senses heightened. The world spun, and as if waiting
for that sole command, my orgasm punched through me hard. My balls
drew closer to my body and my hole squeezed around the toy. I arched off
the bed, yelling as my cock jerked and cum shot from my slit, splattering
across my abs, some reaching as high as my chin.
I trembled through my release, moaning and whimpering out Yukio’s
name, and through my haze of bliss, I heard him grunt a few more times
before he came, too, cursing over and over again under his breath.
I sighed, slumping onto my bed as I recovered. I reached down to tug
out my toy and threw it beside me. I would wash it later when I got some
energy back.
“How was that?” Yukio finally asked after he’d regained his senses.
I smiled even though he couldn’t see me. “Good. I needed that.”
“Me too.” He exhaled. “You haven’t. . . with anyone else right?”
I rolled my eyes and huffed. I was too tired to move, which was really
nice because even my brain had shut down from my intrusive thoughts for a
while. “I told you the other night that I wasn’t interested. And if I did have
another man, why would I be using my dildo?”
“That’s true.” His breathing evened out, and for a moment, I was afraid
he’d fallen asleep, but after a few minutes of comfortable silence, he
cleared his throat. “Did you like the books?”
I hummed, my eyes burning with fatigue. Since the incident at the
police station, I’d kept busy. Work. Sleep. Work. Sleep. It was a pattern I
could live with, and it kept my mind occupied so I didn’t have to think
about Yukio. Now the long hours at the college caught up to me, and even
though I had slept, the time hadn’t been restful. I’d had a lot of nightmares
that involved everyone laughing at me, and I’d woken up every morning
feeling worse than I had the night before.
Tonight. . . I could sleep without issues.
“I only looked through the first one,” I murmured with a sigh. “I really
like it. I’ve never studied much about ancient Japanese history. It wasn’t my
major focus. What I know mainly has to do with the trade lines of the
ancient empires.”
“Is it something you could be interested in?” His tone took on a soft lull,
and I thought he was tired, too.
“I’m definitely interested in it.” I stared up at the fan on the ceiling as it
circled slowly. I must have left it on this morning before I went to work.
“Yukio, if I give you another chance, you need to promise me never to do
anything like this again.”
“I promise. I fucked up. I acted childish and I’m sorry.” He made a
pained sound. “I’ll never forgive myself for what I did to you because I
never meant to hurt you. I thought. . . . Well, I don’t know what I thought. I
didn’t think about anything except myself at the beginning, and I regret that.
I was an asshole.”
“I agree.” Tears tickled the corners of my eyes and one slid down my
face and onto the bed. “But you can be my asshole. There are terms,
though.”
“You name them,” he said quickly. “And I’ll do everything in my power
to make them happen.”
I rubbed my chest while my heart gave a tug. My shoulders jolted
involuntarily as excitement surged through me at the thought of being with
him again. “No more fighting with Alex. He’s my son and I love him. And
I. . . . Well, I like you. I don’t know how you’ll make it work with him, but
please try to be friendly. I want you both in my life. We need to figure
something out.”
“Done. I’m not sure how easy it’ll be to talk to him, but I’ll try to make
it work. I promise.” The determination in his voice made me smile.
“Good. I’m not sure how to do this.” I chewed on my bottom lip. “My
birthday’s the seventeenth of December, by the way.”
“Ahh. Nearly a Christmas baby. You had it worse than me.”
I laughed and pressed the phone closer to my ear. I was sticky and
sweaty, but I didn’t care right now. “Yeah. It was horrible trying to have a
birthday party. The friends I did have went away for the holidays.”
“Tell me more. I want to know everything I can about you.”
I finally made myself move even though I didn’t want to. Grabbing the
dirty toy, I shifted off the bed and rose, taking it with me to the bathroom. I
threw it in the sink and grabbed some toy cleaner out of the medicine
cabinet. “Like what?”
“What’s your favorite food?” He chuckled.
“Pizza.” I shrugged, not ashamed. With the phone pressed between my
shoulder and ear again, I began to wash the dildo. “Pepperoni.”
“So, you love meat.” His laughter doubled, and I snorted at his bad joke.
“Are you one of those people who believe pineapple belongs on pizza?”
“Absolutely not.” I scrunched my nose up at the thought. “That’s
disgusting.”
“Okay, what’s your favorite Greek god or goddess?” He sounded smug
and he had a right to be. That was a difficult question and he knew it. I’d
told him before that I couldn’t choose who I liked more.
I sighed. “You know that answer.”
“Try.”
I groaned and braced myself with one hand on the sink. I stared in the
mirror. My curls were a tangled mess, but my eyes were brighter than
they’d been since the fight with Yukio. I looked more human. “Never. I will
never choose.”
“Micah Carrington, you choose right now.”
I chuckled and lines crinkled around my eyes and mouth in a way I
hadn’t seen in a long time. “Fine. Zeus.”
“That horny bastard?”
I laughed harder. After I’d calmed down, I wiped tears from my eyes,
but this time they were from happiness, not sadness. “If you want to start
making it up to me, then you could come over tomorrow night. Have dinner
with me?”
“Fuck yeah. Name the time, and I’ll be there, Hanii.”
I shook my head, but my grin widened. Maybe it would be okay in the
end.
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MICAH
I didn ’ t know who I was more afraid of , Y ukio ’ s dad or mom . T hey
both stared me down as if they wanted to murder me, and to say I was
scared was an understatement. Yukio looked more like his mom. He had her
kind eyes, and even though she was giving me a death glare, I could tell she
had a sweet personality. Yukio also had her soft jaw and strong eyebrows,
though he had his dad’s nose.
“What did you say you do for a job again?” Yukio’s dad—Jiro, Yukio
had introduced him as earlier—studied me, the same way I suspected he
would a bug he’d found in his soup.
We were having a meal at Manzi’s, an Italian restaurant that Yukio also
enjoyed ordering from. I’d been relieved we were going somewhere with
food I was familiar with. His parents sat on one side of the wide booth, with
his little brother seated next to his mother, while Yukio and I sat across
from them. To our right was a red-and-blue stained glass window, which
was beautiful but had only been a conversational talking point for less than
a minute.
Now here I was, struggling to breathe while the center of attention.
“I’m a history professor at the college,” I said, wriggling uncomfortably
under Jiro’s hard stare. “I specialize in ancient Greek history.”
“Why not ancient Japanese?” He tapped the table in front of himself,
and my gaze snapped to his finger, the sound grating on my nerves and
making me more anxious. Yukio’s soothing hand on my back wasn’t
helping.
“Uh. . . .”
“Don’t you respect my son’s culture?” His tone went deeper, and I
flushed, my anxiety ramping up ten notches.
“Of course I do! I found my love of history through Greek philosophy,
and Yukio actually gave me several books—”
Yukio touched my shoulder, and I sent him a glance. He smiled, his face
soft and calming. “It’s okay, Hanii. He’s messing with you.” He sent his dad
a sharp glance. “Oyaji, karakaunayo.”
Jiro started laughing, and I slumped in my chair in relief. “I’m teasing
you, Micah.”
His wife slapped him lightly on the arm and said something to him in a
low tone. Jiro chuckled harder, and his wife—Sarah, I reminded myself—
shook her head. “Forgive my husband, Micah. He enjoys making people
uncomfortable.”
“No, I do not.” Jiro shrugged. “I wanted to know what my son’s
boyfriend does as a job. It is important to have a good career. Yukio is to be
an accountant.”
“And Micah’s a teacher.” Yukio gave me a proud smile, and the heat in
my cheeks burned hotter. “And he’s great at what he does.”
“College teachers do not make much money, correct?” Jiro pursed his
mouth as the server who’d taken our order earlier came back with a basket
of ciabatta bread. She was pretty, with long black hair back in a braid and
rosy, apple cheeks, and she gave me a sympathetic frown, like she knew
exactly what was happening, then left again.
“Jiro, enough.” Sarah poked him on the arm, and he waved his hand at
her.
“Fine. I will stop.” He said something in Japanese, and Sarah spoke
back to him, and whatever was happening, it sounded like a small
argument.
Yukio leaned against my side. “Ignore them,” he whispered. “They
mean well. They like you.”
I chuckled quietly. “It doesn’t seem like it.”
“They do, trust me. If they hated you, they wouldn’t sit around and have
dinner with you.” He kissed me on the cheek, and I gave him a small, shy
smile. I noticed his little brother watching us with curious brown eyes, and
when he caught my stare, he grinned and waved at me. I winked in return,
and he giggled.
“I like you, too,” he said, and I hadn’t realized he’d heard what Yukio
and I were talking about.
“And I like you.” I pointed at him, and he giggled again, mimicking me.
“Can you speak Japanese, too, Asuka?”
He shook his head timidly.
“We’re trying to teach him.” Sarah reached over and caressed her thumb
over Asuka’s rounded cheek. “His ojiichan doesn’t speak English well, and
it’s hard for him to communicate with Asuka. So, we’re trying.”
“When I was a kid, Dad was still learning English. I think I told you
that. So, I grew up speaking both languages.” Yukio stole a piece of sliced
ciabatta and dipped it into the small bowl of herbed oil that came with it.
“Now he speaks fluent English.”
“That’s because I learn fast.” Jiro smirked, and in that moment, he
reminded me a lot of Yukio.
Sarah rolled her eyes and murmured something in Japanese, and
whatever it was must have been funny because Yukio and Jiro both laughed.
Asuka glanced at me, a cute little frown creasing his brow, and I
shrugged. “Your guess is as good as mine, buddy.”
“Tell me about yourself, Micah,” Sarah said, earning my full attention
again. “You’re a history teacher. What made you like history?”
“Oh, lots of things.” Including parts of my past I didn’t want to bring up
to my boyfriend’s parents. Getting lost in history because it was better than
my father’s verbal abuse wasn’t something that I should be telling them
about. “It started when I watched some old movies. Iphigenia and The 300
Spartans were my favorite. I realized then that I was fascinated by the life
of the Greeks back in the times when they believed in gods.”
“Japan has kami.” Jiro grabbed a piece of ciabatta and dipped it in the
oil before shoving it into his mouth. He chewed while he appeared to think.
“My favorite kami is Raijin. He is the kami of thunder and lightning. Like
your Thor.”
Yukio groaned. “Oyaji, Thor is Norse, not Greek.”
“Hah. Is he?” The smirk returned to Jiro’s face, and I had a feeling he
knew that already. Even though I usually got annoyed when people
confused the Greek gods with Roman or Norse, I smiled this time because
Jiro’s teasing reminded me of Yukio in a lot of ways. It was nice to see
Yukio’s good relationship with his father.
The server returned with our meals, passing them out and finally
placing my chicken parmigiana down last. She glanced around the table
with a friendly smile. “Can I get you anything else?”
We all said no, and she left, but not before giving me a low-key thumbs-
up that had me grinning. From the corner of my eye, I caught sight of bikers
entering the restaurant, and I stiffened, even though I knew they weren’t
going to hurt me. Their black leather boots were loud on the floor and a
couple wore chains that rattled as they walked. Their entrance made my
toes curl in my shoes as I watched them.
One of the bikers gave us a small smile and nodded, and he was close
enough that I could see the patch on the front left side of his leather jacket
—The Kings of Men MC.
“Come on, Pike, hurry the fuck up.” A big guy with short hair and a
matching beard plonked down at a booth near us. His mean scowl raised the
hair on my arms. He had the same patch on his leather jacket as the guy
he’d called Pike.
The Pike biker rolled his eyes and muttered something that sounded like
“you’re a jackass, Scar” before he went to sit in the booth with a couple of
other men. My attention strayed to the mural on the wall behind them for a
moment because it was an interesting old-world map of Italy.
Jiro observed them carefully, and I noticed how wary he was. He’d laid
his palm on the table, fingers spread and jittery, like he wanted to reach for
something. His hand was very close to a knife the server had brought over
with his steak.
Sarah said something to him in Japanese, and he nodded and replied. I
glanced at Yukio, silently asking for an explanation, but he gave me a tight
smile.
“It’s fine.” He nudged me with his shoulder and gestured at my chicken.
“Eat, Hanii.”
The big biker peered at us from the corner of his eye, and he sneered,
but it was brief before a King beside him placed his hand on his arm,
catching his attention.
We settled in and began to eat, and as the minutes ticked by, Jiro started
to relax. I couldn’t quite put my finger on what it was about Yukio’s father
that alerted me, but my survival instinct told me this man was dangerous.
Not to me personally, but if I did something wrong and got on his bad side,
I would probably end up regretting it.
My attention slid to the tattoos on his wrists, mostly hidden by the long
sleeves of his dress shirt. The inked design was primarily black, but had
some color in it, though I couldn’t see the full tattoo because of the material
blocking it.
“Do you like Italian food?” I asked, gathering my courage to start a
conversation.
My words made Jiro straighten and focus on me. He nodded in a short,
direct movement. “Yes. I admit I do not have much of it at home in
California, and it’s a good treat to have on vacation. We usually eat
healthfully.”
I wrung my hands together in my lap. “I’ve never been to Cali before.
Or Japan. I haven’t left the country.”
“You should change that.” Sarah’s smile shifted and became much
warmer. “Yukio goes to Japan at least once a year. He even took a year after
high school to live there and get better acquainted with his family. You two
should go for a vacation, and you could meet Yukio’s ojiichan.”
“Grandpa,” Yukio said immediately, though I’d gathered the word
referred to a grandparent. “He lives in Nagoya. There’s a lot of history
there, you’d like it.”
“You’d want to take me to meet him?” I flushed when everyone’s
attention turned to me. My knee jiggled and I slapped a hand on it to stop
the movement.
“Hell yeah. Why wouldn’t I? He’d love you.” Yukio placed a kiss on
my cheek—the second one tonight—and I groaned.
“Not in front of your parents.” I gave him a small nudge with my elbow
but continued to grin.
“Micah?” The familiar voice made my spine go stiff and my entire body
trembled. I turned my head to stare at my dad, who had been walking past
me when he’d stopped. It’d been years since I’d seen him, and that still
wasn’t a long enough time. He hadn’t changed a bit, though, with the same
unshaven face and a permanent, aggravated expression that made my
stomach curl in cold fear.
His gray eyes elicited a well-known feeling of ice sliding down my
spine and the ability to breathe was lost to me. My lungs wouldn’t work,
and I couldn’t tear my gaze away from that small scar on his upper lip.
When I was eight, I’d accidentally smacked him with a school project made
of wood, and he’d needed stitches. He’d never let me forget it.
“Dad.” The word was barely a whisper and I involuntarily leaned closer
to Yukio, who curled an arm around me. His hold was tight and secure, and
he made me feel like I could breathe again. “What are you doing in the
city? Usually you stay away from here.”
“I came for dinner, boy. Members of the local farmland trust were
meeting tonight. I’m friends with the man who owns the place. He buys
local for the kitchen. You never did care to learn how the farm ran and
made money.” Dad rolled his eyes and his gaze slid to Yukio. His curly hair
had grayed and thinned since I’d last seen him and he had a bald spot in the
middle of his head that shone under the lights overhead. “What the fuck is
this?”
I swallowed around my panic and straightened. “Dad, not now, please.”
“Not now?” He grunted and slapped his hands on his dirty pants. Only
he would come into a nice restaurant with clothes caked in dirt after a day
of working on the farm. “When were you going to tell me you were—”
“Dad!” I stood and held up my palms to him. “Don’t make a scene.
Please.”
“Is this why Candy left ya?” He shook his head in disappointment, and
the shame I was used to around my dad curdled in my stomach like rotten
milk. “You prefer dicks?”
“For the love of Zeus. Stop it, Dad. Just stop.” I gave Yukio a quick
glance, the embarrassment making my face scorch with unpleasantness.
Yukio shook his head, eyebrows dipped in anger. He rose and stood behind
me, giving me the support I needed now more than ever.
“You should go to your table, sir, and leave Micah alone.” His jaw
tightened and he glared at Dad.
Dad snorted. “This is a free country. I can do what I want.”
This time Jiro and Sarah stood together, and my shame knew no bounds.
After tonight, I wouldn’t be surprised if they told Yukio to never see me
again, and I wouldn’t blame them. Dad was my greatest humiliation, and
there was nothing I could do to rid myself of him, even avoiding him.
“You heard my son. Leave.” Jiro straightened, and while he wasn’t a tall
man, something about his posture screamed the kind of power not many
men possessed. His jaw hardened and he stepped in closer to me, offering
backup.
Dad grunted and laughed, pointing at me. “I knew there was something
seriously wrong with you. I told your brother it was more than always
having your head in the clouds. Now look at you, fucking a man. And
worse, you made Alex the same way.”
My foot tapped the floor and I glanced nervously at the server who
came breezing our direction, thinking of all the ways I could apologize to
her for my father’s behavior.
Behind Dad, the bikers rose and walked toward us, their presence huge,
and I winced, stepping away and back into Yukio’s arms.
“It’s time for you to leave,” the one named Scar said, crossing his
muscular arms over his chest. His expression hadn’t improved, and in fact,
he looked like he could spit acid. “My boyfriend doesn’t want any bullshit
in his family’s restaurant.”
Dad spun around and snorted, giving the biker a long once-over. “Get
out of my face. I know Manzi. He would agree with everything I’ve said.”
This went from bad to worse. I groaned, hiding my face in my palms as
I prayed for strength from whatever god was listening, and then I dropped
my hands. “Dad, you’re embarrassing yourself.”
Scar stepped in closer to Dad and grabbed the front of his shirt. “Go.
Now.”
Behind Scar were two more bikers, including Pike and a man who
looked very much like him. They could’ve been brothers. They probably
were. If it came to a fight, Dad definitely wouldn’t win.
Sarah raised her hands at everyone and smiled. “Gentlemen, this is a
family restaurant. How about we cool our heads? There is a child present.”
She gestured at Asuka, who appeared absolutely thrilled that something so
interesting was going on. He flashed me a bright smile.
Dad sneered at her. “How about you shut up?” He was nearly shouting.
I could almost hear the gasps that echoed through the room, and my
embarrassment was complete. If I died right now, it would be a relief from
this horrific sensation swirling in my stomach.
Yukio’s hold on me tightened and he laid a soothing kiss on my cheek. I
realized I was muttering sorry to him over and over again, and he was
shushing me in comfort.
Sarah’s face turned stormy, and I couldn’t explain the sensation of pure,
unadulterated fear that passed through me at her expression. Her husband
was stern, but she was something else as she moved around Jiro and leaned
in to whisper to Dad. Her pursed lips reminded me of the brawl Yukio and
Alex had at Mousetrap, when I’d been terrified they would injure each
other. Whatever she said to Dad had him blanching, and he stumbled
backward, straight into Scar’s chest.
Scar grabbed him by the shoulders and almost shoved him toward the
front door, not giving Dad a chance to think about coming back toward us.
He threw Dad outside and shut the door behind him before walking toward
us again.
Jiro nodded. “Thank you for your assistance, Colton.”
Scar—or was it Colton? I was confused—inclined his head. “Hinode.”
I blinked, wondering if everything that had just happened was a dream,
or more appropriately, a nightmare.
Yukio slowly guided me to my seat and helped me sit before he leaned
over to his dad as the bikers went back to their table. “Oyaji, do you know
them?”
Jiro cleared his throat and replied in Japanese, and Yukio’s eyes
widened.
“Ah.” Yukio smoothed a hand over my shoulder and didn’t say anything
else.
I was many things, and sometimes that involved being oblivious, but I
wasn’t stupid, even if Dad claimed I was. After Yukio had given me the
books to read about Japan, I’d spent time devouring the written content and
learning as much as I could. I’d studied the information carefully because it
was related to Yukio’s heritage. One of the books explained the history of
the yakuza. The men in those organizations had a certain personality about
them, but they also had connections with all types of illegal operations—
including motorcycle clubs. While yakuza members were proud, they also
had to be careful.
With the tattoos Yukio had and the glimpse I’d caught of Jiro’s, and now
the fact that he appeared to know these bikers, I firmly believed that Jiro
was part of the yakuza.
Sarah, though?
My gaze slid to her. She was nodding eagerly at Asuka, who was
giggling as he told his mother a story. She seemed sweet and very motherly,
but I’d seen something in her and I couldn’t forget it. She’d been ready to
strike without regret. I suspected she could be part of the same organization
as Jiro.
I didn’t ask or tempt fate, though. In circumstances like this, it was
better not to know.
“I’m sorry about my father.” I winced and rubbed the side of my face.
“He’s always been this way. Always.”
“And you grew up with that?” Sarah gestured at me with a concerned
smile. “You are one of a kind. It would be easy to fall into the trap of
copying his attitude. Good for you, Micah.”
Jiro hummed in agreement and shook his head. “Men like that shouldn’t
be fathers. They aren’t cut out for it.”
Sarah grabbed a napkin and wiped the corner of Asuka’s mouth. “All
we ever want for our children is their happiness.” She winked at me. “And
Yukio’s pretty happy with you.”
“Yeah, I definitely am.” Yukio nudged his forehead against my jaw and
tilted his head, and I gave him a gentle kiss on the lips, which he accepted.
“I’m not giving you up for the world. I’d burn it down for you.”
I groaned and heat spread across my entire body. I buried my face
against his neck. He laughed, and it was a beautiful sound to my ears, but
what was even better was when he whispered, “I love you, Hanii.”
“I love you, too.”
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