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A Modern Primer in Particle
and Nuclear Physics
A Modern Primer in Particle
and Nuclear Physics
Francesco Terranova
University of Milano-Bicocca and INFN
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Contents
Preface xv
Acknowledgements xxi
2.7 Scattering 48
2.7.1 Fixed-target collisions 50
2.7.2 Colliding beams 52
2.8 Scattering in quantum mechanics 53
2.8.1 Flux 53
2.8.2 Cross-sections and Lorentz invariance 54
Exercises 56
References 446
Index 458
Preface
interpretation of particle physics data: the Monte Carlo methods and the
corresponding data analysis techniques. We introduce particle accelera-
tors and colliders in Chapter 4. The phase stability theorem – which is
the cornerstone of accelerator science – is demonstrated in a very simple
way for linear accelerators and the conditions for stability and the lim-
iting parameters are discussed for all types of modern accelerators, with
special emphasis on synchrotrons and colliders. This chapter extends
the detection techniques of Chapter 3 explaining the methods employed
in modern collider experiments. We introduce symmetries in quantum
mechanics in Chapter 5. We address this fundamental topic presenting
the symmetries as peculiar features of quantum systems that give us
information even if we are unable to solve the corresponding equations
of motion. This definition emphasizes the prominent role of symmetries
in particle physics, where the Hamiltonian is either not known (physics
beyond the Standard Model) or leads to equations of motion that are
nearly intractable (strong interactions). We then explore the link be-
tween symmetries and conservation laws, introduce the P- and C-parities
up to admitting that there is no way to define rigorously what the par-
ity of the photon is in non-relativistic QM. We present two classical
experiments to determine the parity of the photon and the pion. In this
way, we show that we can establish many fundamental properties of the
particles even if we do not know yet the underlying theory. C-parity
brings us to the world of antiparticles and we introduce, for the first
time, relativistic quantum mechanics through a careful analysis of the
Dirac equation. During this discussion, we clarify historical interpreta-
tions about the nature of antiparticles and introduce the most general
and the only consistent explanation of antimatter, which is grounded on
QFT and the CPT theorem.
Electromagnetic interactions are discussed in Chapter 6. The chapter
is largely aimed at presenting gauge symmetries and explaining why
they play such a key role in the description of fundamental interactions.
We do not need QFT to display the strength of the gauge principle: we
show that even in non-relativistic quantum mechanics, we can build the
semi-classical Hamiltonian employing the U (1) gauge symmetry. The
main principle of this book is waived in Chapter 6 when we introduce
Feynman diagrams as graphical representations of the perturbative series
that describe scatterings in quantum electrodynamics (QED). In this
case, nothing is proven rigorously but students can appreciate the power
of perturbative techniques in one of its simplest and most spectacular
applications, the positronium.
Strong interactions are discussed in Chapter 7 as a generalization of
QED. We emphasize the difference between QED and QCD using the
corresponding Feynman diagrams. We introduce the concept of asymp-
totic freedom and present the latest findings on confinement. We explain
why quarks are real physical particles and how QCD can be experimen-
tally tested, despite the confinement of quarks inside the hadrons. For
the first time, here we attack the fundamental problem of the origin of
mass, which we will investigate more deeply in later chapters.
xviii preface
relativistic fields and this is the only chapter I would place at the
advanced-undergraduate level. Even if it is not an easy reading, all my
students loved the chapter because – by theory and experiments – it
led them to the frontier of research and shows science in the making.
The chapter culminates with the three most important discoveries of
the 21st century in our field: the discovery of the Higgs boson, the
observation of neutrino oscillations, and the direct detection of gravi-
tational waves. While mentioning these successes, I raise doubts about
the beauty and elegance of the Standard Model compared with general
relativity and substantiate those doubts pointing an accusing finger to
the limitations of both theories. These limitations will be challenges for
the next generation of researchers.
where V (x) is the potential energy (in the following, potential - see Sec.
B.3) describing the forces acting on the particle. The localization is per-
formed with finite precision: the initial wavefunction is a wavepacket
that always takes up a non-zero volume. The trajectory is replaced by
the time-dependent probability of finding the particle in a finite volume
in space. Unlike classical physics, this definition is not equivalent to the
definition of elementary particles. The motion of an atom in a gravita-
tional field fulfills this definition but an atom is a composite system and
its wavefunction results from the wavefunctions of the constituents. A
free elementary particle in quantum mechanics should be defined as
a system whose wavepacket can only be expressed by a superposition of
plane waves. But who can ensure a priori that another representation
does not exist? For instance, the atom could be a bound state of an
electron and a proton (hydrogen) and in this case, the wavefunction at
sub-atomic scales is the solution of the Schrödinger equation for the hy-
drogen. A proton is even more malicious although in most experiments
it appears as a harmless point-like particle. The proton is a complex
bound system of quarks and gluons (see Chap. 7), whose equations of
motion are too complicated to be solved analytically.
The issue does not change in relativistic quantum mechanics and
QFTs. The elementary constituents of matter in the Standard Model
are the fundamental fields that appear in the Lagrangian of the Stan-
dard Model. This definition is as void as the definition based on the
wavepacket. We are quite convinced that the Standard Model is part of
an unknown general theory and we do not know the fundamental fields
of its Lagrangian. To be honest, we do not even know if this theory
admits a Lagrangian representation at all. Together with S. Weinberg,
we can just say that “the task of physics is not to answer a set of fixed
questions about Nature, such as deciding which particles are elementary.
We do not know in advance what are the right questions to ask, and we
often do not find out until we are close to an answer” (Weinberg, 1997).
All said and done, there is no doubt that we can demonstrate ex-
perimentally that a particle is not elementary. Experimenters try to
decompose candidate elementary particles smashing them or observing
properties that demonstrate that the system is composite. To date, we
know that all particles are composite except for 25: 6 quarks (and their
antiparticles), 6 leptons (and their antiparticles), 12 spin-1 bosons, and
1 spin-0 boson: the Higgs boson.
4 Setting the scene
mi1 mg2 r
F1 = G (1.5)
r2 r
where r ≡ r2 − r1 is the vector from particle 1 to particle 2 and r = |r|.
G is the gravitational constant. This force is attractive, proportional
to the product of the masses and inversely proportional to the squared
distance between the particles. The direction is along the line that links
the two particles: r/r. In this case, F1 causes the perturbation of the
motion of the particle 1 due to the gravitational force generated by
the particle 2. General relativity ensures and explains why mg =mi for
both particles, while this equivalence is accidental in Newton’s theory of
gravitation (Cheng, 2010). Using this equivalence, F1 reads:
m1 m2 r
F1 = G . (1.6)
r2 r
The electric Coulomb force generated by a particle 2 on a particle 1
when both are at rest is:
1 q1 q2 r
F1 = . (1.7)
4πϵ0 r2 r
In eqn 1.7, r is defined as r1 − r2 . The Coulomb force has the same
functional form as the gravitational law and, therefore, is proportional
to the product of the charges and inversely proportional to the squared
distance. Unlike gravitation, if the signs of the charges are different, the
1.3 Forces, potentials, and fields 5
force is attractive and if the signs of the charges are the same, the force is
repulsive. The issue of the gravitational mass is immaterial, here, because
the force is mass-independent. The only mass of eqn 1.7 is the inertial
mass of particle 1, which appears in the definition of F1 = m1 a under
Newton’s second law. Note that even today, both forces are considered
fundamental laws of nature.
On the other hand, the Hooke force is an empirical force that perturbs
the motion of a body of mass m through the mechanical contact with a
spring (Serway and Jewett, 2018). The force is attractive if the spring
is elongated and repulsive if the spring is compressed: F = −k∆x. k is
the stiffness of the spring and ∆x is the elongation: if ∆x < 0 the spring
is compressed. Hook’s force is not a fundamental force of nature and
parameterizes the mean effect of the electromagnetic (e.m.) interactions
between the body and the spring.
Similarly, the kinetic (or dynamic) friction is defined as the force pro-
duced by the friction of two bodies 3 – for example, a floor and a moving 3
Frictional forces tend to stop a moving
rigid body with mass m – and is defined as: body and deceived natural philosophers
for centuries. Aristotle and most an-
cient thinkers believed that the natural
F = −µd |N| . (1.8) state of a body without forces was the
rest state.
In eqn 1.8 and Fig. 1.1, N is the force perpendicular to the velocity of the
body, for example, the weight |N| = mg of the body. The direction of the
frictional force is always opposite to the direction of motion of the body.
Again, this is an empirical formula resulting from e.m. interactions and
is a typical example of non-conservative forces since the friction reduces
the kinetic energy of the body and may bring it to rest.
Newtonian mechanics is suitable to describe a large class of systems,
especially at the macroscopic level (δ ≫ 10−10 m). Note, however, that y
the two fundamental forces mentioned above are also the most trouble-
some for Newton’s paradigm: the gravitational law requires an “action-
at-a-distance” between bodies that are not in contact. The Coulomb law
F = –PN v
is in contradiction with Newtonian mechanics when extended to mov-
ing charges because the corresponding force – the Lorentz force – is not x
invariant for Galilean transformations and contradicts Newton’s second N
law (see Chap. 6).
These difficulties can be overcome by the introduction of fields: a field
is a function that associates a vector to each point in space and may de- Fig. 1.1 Frictional force F = −µ|N|
pend on time. If a particle is located in x at time t, the force perturbing slowing down a body that moves hori-
its motion will be uniquely determined by the field at (x, t) and the zontally on a floor with speed v along
the x-axis. N is the sum of all forces
intrinsic properties of the particle like the electric charge. Fields were
perpendicular to the body velocity. In
first introduced in electrodynamics by M. Faraday. They are mandatory most cases, N is just the weight of the
tools to comply with special relativity, where the speed of any pertur- body (|N| = mg) and lies along the
bation cannot exceed the speed of light in vacuum. The perturbations y-axis.
are due to the propagation in space and time of the electric (E) and
magnetic (B) fields (Griffiths, 2017). In this context, we can define the
potentials as the minimum number of functions that uniquely define
the fields. For the electromagnetic fields, these are the scalar and vector
potentials V (x, t) and A(x, t) and:
6 Setting the scene
k'
k q
x-axis
z-axis
k k'
∂A
E = −∇V − (1.9)
∂t
B = ∇×A (1.10)
Classical fields and potentials replace the forces in relativistic and non-
relativistic QM. The motion of a particle is defined by the Schrödinger
equation, which is a function of classical fields and potentials without
any reference to forces. The downfall of the concept of forces in physics
followed the replacement of classical physics with SR and QM. The new
potential-based paradigm describes many particle physics processes em-
ploying only the Schröedinger equation or its relativistic extensions. You
will love this approach for its simplicity and effectiveness.
The third change of paradigm occurred in the late 1940s when even
the concept of wavefunction and potential dropped out of particle
physics. The new theory was conceived to account for the creation
and destruction of elementary particles: an effect that is ubiquitous in
high energy physics. Besides the original motivations, Quantum Field
1.4 The elementary particles of the Standard Model 7
We will show that these interaction fields are spin-1 particles called
mediators. Loosely speaking, in QFT the abstract Newtonian forces
are replaced by “kicks” given to the particles by the mediators.
1.4.1 Leptons
Leptons are a set of six spin-1/2 fermions, whose charge and mass are
very different among flavors. The first elementary particle discovered
belongs to this class and is called the electron. Three leptons are elec-
trically charged. Their charge Q is equal to −e, e being the size of the
proton charge: 1.6 × 10−19 C. The charged leptons are:
1.4.2 Quarks
The quarks are spin-1/2 massive fermions with a fractional electric
charge. Fractional charges are in clear disagreement with the outcome of
Millikan’s experiment. They have never been observed in this experiment
because they can be found only inside bound states with integer electric
charge that are called hadrons. We will provide a profound explanation
of this phenomenon in Chap. 7.
• up quark (u) is a fermion with a charge equal to +2/3 in units of
e and a mass of about 2 MeV/c2 (3.6 × 10−30 kg). In the universe,
it is mostly found in protons, which are composed of two quark up
and one quark down (uud) and in neutrons (udd). The only stable
particle with an up quark is the proton.
1.4 The elementary particles of the Standard Model 9
1012 103
1011 t
102
1010
b 10 Fig. 1.3 Left: Masses (in eV/c2 ) of the
109 t c elementary fermions of the Standard
1 Model. Downward triangles represent
108 s
mass (eV)
mass (eV)
m charged leptons. Upward triangles show
10–1
107 d v3 the “up-type” quarks, i.e. the quarks
u with electric charge equal to +2/3. The
10–2 v2
106 squares show the “down-type” quarks
e
10–3 with electric charge equal to −1/3.
105 v1
Right: current values and uncertainties
104 10–4 of the mass m1 , m2 , and m3 of the
neutrinos. Redrawn from (de Gouvea,
103 10–5 2009).
1.4.3 Antiparticles
Each elementary fermion has its antiparticle: a particle with the same
mass, spin, and, if unstable, lifetime but the opposite electric charge.
¯ s̄, c̄, b̄, t̄. We
The antiparticles are labeled as e+ , µ+ , τ + , ν̄e , ν̄µ , ν̄τ , ū, d,
will discuss their origin in Chap. 5. In the Standard Model, the neutrinos
10 Setting the scene
Question Refs
Table 1.1 A (quite arbitrary) selection of questions arising by a first inspection of the
elementary particles of the Standard Model. The second column (yes/no) indicates
if the Standard Model has an explanation for them. The chapter in this book where
the topic is discussed is cited in the third column.
huge mass of the W ’s and Z 0 mediators. Fig. 1.4 shows the three types
of interactions between fermions and gauge bosons and the approximate
values of the αs for a center of mass energy of 300 MeV.
It is interesting to inspect Figs. 1.3 and 1.4 from a fresh perspective:
this may be difficult for experienced researchers who have been exposed
to these topics for years but it works well for a novice who wants to
grasp the strength and limitations of the Standard Model. In Table 1.1,
I collected – quite anecdotally – the most frequent questions I was asked
after this inspection. At the time of writing, the Standard Model can
answer just a fraction of them.
Table 1.2 Fundamental interactions of the SM. The corresponding mediators are
shown in the second column (“Boson”). Fermions are the types of particles that
undergo the interaction. The (relative) strength is an approximate value of the force
experienced by two unit-charged particles at a distance of 10−15 m normalized to
the force due to strong interactions.
Energy
first metric system, formalized during the French Revolution, used
the meter as the basic unit for space and the prototype was one ten-
ground state 1
millionth of the distance from the equator to the North Pole along the ground state 0
earth’s circumference.
By far the most important metric system is the International Sys-
tem of Unit (SI), which is enforced by law in nearly all countries (with Fig. 1.5 Energy levels of 133Cs em-
the notable exception of the United States). The basic units of SI are ployed for the SI definition of time. The
seven: length, mass, time, electric current, thermodynamic temperature, hyperfine transition between the lowest
amount of substance, and luminous intensity. The advantage of modern states (the double arrow at the bot-
tom of the figure) produces e.m. waves
metric systems is that the prototypes can be reproduced very precisely with a frequency of 9192631770 Hz. The
and do not rely on physical laws. For instance, the modern definition of “second” is defined by this frequency
the meter is based on the fact that it is much easier to measure the veloc- because of its narrow intrinsic width,
which produces a nearly monochro-
ity of light in vacuum c than the distance from the Equator to the North
matic line. On the other hand, NU
Pole. Special relativity definitely helps since c is the same for any inertial uses a metric prototype only for energy
system, while the Equator to North Pole distance depends on a plethora and does not employ a dedicated pro-
of subtle geological effects. The current definition of the meter is, there- totype for time, which results in a loss
of precision.
fore, the length of the path traveled by light in vacuum in 1/299792458
second. In practice, SI employs a velocity as a basic unit to define the
length and c is an exact constant (no experimental errors) because is
a metric prototype. As expected, time is an independent basic unit in
SI. The prototype (1 second – see Fig. 1.5) is defined as the duration
of 9192631770 periods of the radiation corresponding to the transition
between the two hyperfine levels of the ground state of the 133 Ce atom.
Once more, the frequency of the photon emitted by the corresponding
transition in 133 Ce is expressed without errors because is a metric pro-
totype. Any other frequency (ν = 1/T ) or period (T ) will have its own
statistical and systematic error. Metric systems are optimized to achieve
maximum precision and reproducibility. On the other hand, physicists
know that the luminous intensity is not as fundamental as time, and
temperature is linked to the mean kinetic energy of a macroscopic body.
SI is overly complicated because it ignores well-established physical laws
and metric units make the equation of physics more cumbersome than
needed.
We warn the reader that there are other natural systems of units cur-
rently in use. You may want to get rid of the prototype of the eV setting
G = 1 in Newton’s law of gravitation. In this case, all units are di-
mensionless. This system (Planck units), which belongs to the class of
“geometrized systems” (c = G = 1), is often used in quantum gravity
calculations but it is not very common in particle physics and cosmology
because G is the most poorly measured fundamental constant.
1.5 Natural units 15
Example 1.1
The Compton wavelength of a particle is equal to the wavelength of a
photon, whose energy is the same as the mass of the particle. For the
electron case,
h 2πℏ
λ = = (1.19)
me c me c
In SI, the wavelength is 6.63 × 10−34 J · s/(9.11 × 10−31 kg · 3.00 ×
108 m/s) = 2.42 × 10−12 m. In NU:
2π 2π
λ = = = 12.29 MeV−1 (1.20)
me 511 keV
You can convert NU into SI using directly eqn 1.17 and sidestep the full
analysis of eqn 1.15.
Example 1.2
The Planck mass is a cornerstone of quantum gravity. It is defined in
NU as:
1
M=√ (1.22)
G
with G being the gravitational constant. We know G in SI (6.67430 ±
0.00015 × 10−11 m3 kg−1 s−2 ) and we are using a natural system (NU)
where G ̸= 1. What is the value of G in NU and the value of M in
SI? In this non-trivial case, we resort to eqn 1.15: M = ℏa cb G−1/2 . The
dimensional analysis provides the values of a and b:
a b 3 −1/2
M L2 L L
[M ] = = [M ]a+1/2 [L]2a+b−3/2 [T ]−a−b+1
T T MT2
(1.23)
which gives
a + 1/2 = 1
2a + b − 3/2 = 0
1−a−b = 0
Further reading
This book requires a basic knowledge of special relativity such background with little effort. All SR concepts needed
and quantum mechanics but can be enjoyed even without in the forthcoming chapters are recalled in Appendix A
18 Setting the scene
and Chap. 2. If you want to appreciate the elegance of Chaps 1–7 of Griffiths, 2018, for example. If you already
SR, I suggest reading a few introductory chapters among have a good knowledge of QM, you may want to dig into
the vast literature on SR. For instance, Chaps 2, 3, 5, the links between the founding principles of QM (symme-
and 6 of Rindler, 2006 provide a clear introduction to tries, measurements, perturbation theory, entanglement,
the subject. Similarly, Chaps 2 and 3 of Cheng, 2010 give etc.) and the corresponding applications in particle and
a succinct but effective background. A gentler introduc- nuclear physics. You will find inspiration and alternative
tion is given by Wittman, 2018. Appendix B provides points of view in Weinberg, 2012; Griffiths, 2018; Sakurai
the basic concepts and tools of quantum mechanics that and Napolitano, 2017; Manousakis, 2015; and Ballentine,
are used in this book. To delve deeper, there are many 2014.
outstanding textbooks. A solid background is given in
Exercises
(1.1) How many types of interactions contribute to the (1.7) Demonstrate that λp /λe in SI has the same numer-
scattering of two quarks? ical value of λp /λe in NU.
(1.2) Suppose that quarks have the same color charge. Is (1.8) What is the unit of the wavefunctions in NU?
the total interaction probability of a quark u and [Hint: inspect the definition of wavefunction in
a quark d the same as for two d quarks? Appendix B.]
(1.3) Consider the following processes: (1.9) Is it possible to extend NU in such a way that the
− unit of temperature is eV, even beyond the kinetic
n → p + e + ν̄e
theory of gases?
e− + νe → e− + νe
e− + p → e− + p (1.10) * What is the value of the electron charge in NU?
− − (1.11) * Demonstrate that electric and magnetic fields
e +e →e +e+ +
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20 Scattering and decay
which is a shortening of eqn 2.5. Ignore for the moment that the index
of the coordinates is a superscript (v i ) and not a subscript (vi ): it will
be clearer in a minute. A change of basis in Rn is a linear transformation
that maps each versor e′ i of the new basis to a linear combination of the
2.1 Covariance 21
a
old versors ei :
X
n
e′ i = bji ej ≡ bji ej (2.7)
j=1
v = v i ei = v′ = v ′i e′ i = v ′i bji ej , (2.9)
the coordinates must change as:
v ′i = ai j v j (2.10)
of basis (vi′ = Bvi ) are called covariant vectors and are written
with lower indexes (vi ).
The room contained an old bureau and comfortable chairs. There were
good engravings on the walls. The carpet was still serviceable, and there
were clean curtains in the windows. From the wall before him smiled down
his mother's frank, good-humoured face—the face of Alice Brooke—a
brave girl, who had earned her living among strangers in a strange land,
until the rich Boer farmer had persuaded her to be his wife. Beside her, the
broad-bearded, benevolent face of her devoted husband, a Boer of the best
type.
Bert folded his arms, and gazed at them both, with a heart full of
curious longings, rebellions and regrets. Mrs. Mestaer had died when he
was eight years old. Her death was the result of an accident—a runaway
horse had cut short the happy life on that out-of-the-way farm; and people
said that Mestaer had never rallied from the shock. He became an old man
in a few short months. He turned a deaf ear to those who urged him to take
some expansive Boer lady to look after him and his motherless boy, and he
died of pneumonia when Bert was seventeen, seeming only too glad of the
chance to be gone.
Bert did not remember feeling much grief when he was told of his
father's death. He had been chiefly conscious of the excitement of leaving
school and coming home to take possession of his property, and ruffle it in
the streets of Slabbert's Poort.
Just at that time had come the diamond-finding craze, which changed
the little rural hamlet into a haunt of needy adventurers, gamblers and
sharpers, Slabbert's Poort was to be the new Kimberley. The usual influx of
rabble followed; the usual mad period of wild speculation. To let off big
portions of his land to speculators had seemed to young Mestaer far more
"sporting" than to continue stolidly to farm the precious acres. He chummed
in with the prospectors, who were only too ready to flatter a young fellow
with money in his pockets. The result was that his proper business
languished; and now it was universally allowed that the diamond-bearing
capacities of the locality had been absurdly over estimated.
Bert had fallen into ways which would have wrung his mother's heart,
when, for good or ill, the white face of Millie crossed his horizon, to remain
as a fixed star in his heavens.
To-night he was beginning to realise all that it might have meant for him
if his mother had lived. She was English; she would have understood and
befriended Millie; she would have told him the things that English girls
demand of their lovers, and have devised ways in which the acquaintance
might be encouraged.
What would he not have given to be able to make her understand that, if
she would be kind to him, he would be what she chose—to be able to show
her the clean, peaceful farm, known throughout the district as High Farm,
owing to its being the only house for miles which was built English fashion
on two floors—and tell her that, if she would be mistress there, he would
use all his vast strength to work as never man worked before, and keep her
like a lady?
But how to get at her? He felt that any written expression of his desires
would be ludicrously inadequate. At one time he thought of begging Mayne
to speak for him; but his pride jibbed too violently at the notion of having to
confess that he lacked courage to speak. His heart was heavy as lead. Four
times since his last strikingly unsatisfactory interview he had hung over the
gate in vain. Each evening it was Kattie the Kaffir girl who had been sent to
draw the water; and he was too proud to send a message by her.
"If you don't say that, dashed if I know what you could say," he
reflected irritably.
His heart beat insufferably as he watched the girl stagger across the
yard, the pail in one hand, the little note in the other.
Strange thrills crept through his nerves, his breath seemed to trouble
him as he drew it If Millie herself should come in answer, what should he
say to her? He was all unprepared.
He had been enraged, but not daunted for long. It was highly possible
that Tante Wilma had got hold of the message, and that Millie had never
seen it. The thing now was to invent some new plan of campaign—some
scheme by which the plenty and good plenishing of his home might burst
upon the vision of the girl.
To-night he set down the kerosene lamp upon the table, which had a
serge cover of a good shade of blue. He surveyed the well-upholstered sofa,
with silk cushions of the same blue. He tried, with doubled fist, the springs
of the deep easy-chair. He stared at the tall glass vases and glazed pots, and
dimly recalled the fact that in his mother's lifetime these had been wont to
hold flowers. A girl would like, perhaps, to see flowers in a room. He
believed there were some in the yard; but he paid no attention to them, and
never gathered any. A deep sigh escaped him at the thought of his inability
to cope with the situation in general.
Should he consult Amurrica? The Yankee was the only one of all the set
for whom he entertained anything but a profound and steady contempt. And
Amurrica was, he knew, untrustworthy. He had a secret fear—which
brought the blood to his head when he considered it—that Amurrica himself
was "on to Millie." It was possible that the Lutwyches might consider an
American more akin to themselves than the son of a Boer. Even as he
turned the delicate subject over and over in his thoughts, there came a tap at
his door, and a long whistle, which told him that the man who occupied his
thoughts stood upon his threshold.
He went and opened, standing aside as the visitor sauntered in, and
manifesting no curiosity as to the reason of so late a call. Amurrica shut the
door carefully behind him, and walked to the clean hearth. His face was of
the hatchet variety, not handsome, but keen, with that eagle keenness which
is the hall-mark of a certain type of American. The humour in his half-
closed hazel eyes atoned for their lack of size; the composure of his manner
hid his real thoughts from sight. Bert had never before considered him
formidable, but to-night he was conscious of a foreboding as he
mechanically produced the whisky-jar from a corner cupboard, and pushed
it across the table. Amurrica sat down.
His eye roved around restless until it lighted upon the spittoon in the
corner by the hearth. He made his shot with precision, and then, laying his
pipe on the table, began to pour whisky into a tumbler.
"What?" asked Bert, slouching in his chair, his listless eyes on the
fading red glimmer between the bars of the stove.
There was silence. Bert knew he was being watched; felt instinctively
that the time had come. With no other word spoken, he knew that they were
rivals; that it would be perhaps a question of which man was prepared to
give most to the Boer step-mother for the attainment of what he desired. He
must feign indifference; for aught he knew, Amurrica might have his
shooting-iron in his pocket.
He had no personal fear of him; his fears were all for Millie. His love
was teaching him stratagem.
His eyelids did not flicker, he did not even remove his pipe from his
mouth. Amurrica's eyes were boring him like gimlets, but he puffed calmly
on, his thoughts racing each other over the well-known ground. What was
he to do?
"Met Boka, galloping for the doctor like the very devil."
Bert asked no question, manifested no curiosity; but the other was full
of news, and intent upon imparting it.
"Said the gal had made him sleep in the kitchen nights, for a week past,
'n case she needed to call him up. To-night, down she come with a face like
chalk, and told him to ride like hell: said he judged by the looks of her the
ole man was gone already."
Again there was a silence, while both smoked. Bert presently spoke—
two words:
"Mayne there?"
"Then I think," said Mestaer, slowly rising to his full height, and
knocking his pipe against the chimney, to dislodge the dottle—"I think I'd
better go an' send him."
"Parson's the right man when it comes to dyin', ain't he?" said Bert
tranquilly. "An' you done right to come an' tell me, Amurrica, for I'm the
man who's concerned in this. I thank you. Put yourself outside o' that
whisky, an' I'll make so free as to turn you out."
The Yankee sat for a minute with a frozen face, digesting his plans.
Then he stood up, and his features relaxed towards a smile.
He approached the table, and took the empty glass, as though to carry it
away; but as he moved, it slipped through his fingers, and fell in shivers
upon the floor. Amurrica's nostrils twitched: was it an accident? Bert said
"Damn!" quite naturally, and kicked the fragments with his foot. A second
time his visitor decided, upon reflection, not to quarrel; and they left the
house together.
CHAPTER IV
Millie sat before the cold hearth in the stale, stuffy sitkamer, which
always smelt of dirty dish-cloths and unwashed humanity. Her lips were
pressed tightly together, her face was white as wax. In its repose, one could
see signs of the inner strength, the unnameable charm which had captivated
Bert and Amurrica, beyond question the two cleverest men of the place. No
young Boer would have looked twice at her.
Her father was dead. The doctor had come and gone, and told the
orphan what she knew before. The death had been quiet and painless, only
Millie there. But now, the Boer widow was beside the corpse, noisily
weeping and wailing, and the girl was shut out.
It was perhaps a fortunate thing for Arnold Lutwyche that his inherent
vacillation of character had been joined to a feebleness of constitution
which released him, at the age of forty-two, from the burden of the flesh.
He had passed beyond reach of the Boer woman's tongue, and of the
complications presented by those lumpish Boer children who bore his
name. His difficulties were over; but what of his child?
His first wife—his own love, and Millie's mother—had been the earthly
stay of the weak soul. Everyone had always called him weak; but he had
had the wisdom to love the strong, the fortune to be loved by her again.
While she lived, his own lack of stamina had hardly been apparent to him.
He had never quite lost his sense of having a grudge against God since her
death.
What he had been through since! From the moment when the
handsome, courteous Englishman, with the dark-blue eyes, presented
himself in answer to an advertisement from the buxom Boer heiress for a
competent man to manage her farm, his misery had increased, his bonds
had tightened. But it was over at last. He had slipped through Tante Wilma's
coarse fingers, and gone flying home to her, his love, his stronghold.
She had apparently no tears for him. The look on her tense features was
more triumphant than grieving.
A smart tap on the door aroused her. She looked up in languid surprise.
The old Dutch clock pointed to three o'clock in the morning. With a
resigned shrug, she lifted her aching limbs, dragged herself to the door, and
opened it. Mr. Mayne stood outside, and stepped in without speaking,
closely followed by Bert Mestaer. Millie drew back, a look of anything but
welcome on her expressive face.
"Go back!" said she to the young farmer. "I don't want you round here,
nor any of your lot."
"Let him come in and rest a minute, Miss Lutwyche," said Mr. Mayne
gently. "He came all the way to the Mission to let me know."
"Trust him to know other folks' business," she sneered. "He's the old
woman's candidate, he is."
She had turned away, and Bert had fastened the door. She sank on a
chair, leaning an arm on the table, the slenderness of her wrist, as it lay
there, making a dumb appeal to all the manliness in Bert.
"For taking me off her hands," she said, with perfect calmness. "I'm on
offer, didn't you know? Either o' you two in the running? Amurrica's given
her ten quid on account; you'd better bet on his chances, unless you can go
higher."
"That's not the way to talk," said Mayne sternly. "What do you mean by
it? You are far too young to think of marriage."
"Who said I was thinkin' about marriage?" she flashed back. "Am I the
old woman? Am I to answer for her dirty bargains?"
"Then tell us what you mean," said Mayne. "Is it true that Otis wants to
marry you?"
"I don' know," said Millie casually. "I only know he's pretty thick with
the old woman; an' she doesn't mean to let me go for nothing; all of you can
bet on that."
"No, of course she can't," said she. "That's where the joke comes in.
Think I'd go along o' that sort o' scum?"
She indicated poor Bert with a slight wave of that fragile wrist.
"Then what are you goin' to do, Millie?" burst out the young man in
anguish. "If she turns you out, where're you goin'—eh?"
"'S the only thing that does matter to me!" cried Bert desperately. "Look
here!" He flung his hat on the table, and stepped in front of her with a
sudden manliness which filled Mayne with admiration. "You don' know the
sort of home I've got to offer you, Millie. I'm a rich man, as things go round
here. I'd give yer pretty well anything you set your heart on. I'd take care of
yer—yer shouldn't set them bits of hands to no rough work. I love you,
Millie, and well you know it. Let the parson here marry us, an I'll—I'll do
anything you want!"
"Tastes differ," she said icily. "I'm an English girl, and if the worst
comes to the worst, there's the well in the courtyard. That's better than a
drinkin' Boer."
"Millie," said Mayne, in wrath, "I am ashamed of you! Is that the way to
answer an honest man, who offers you all he has to give? I am as English as
you are, and I beg to say no Englishwoman I ever knew offered insult as a
return for honour done her. If you can't feel affection for Bert, surely you
could tell him so civilly."
The girl's fragile form quivered with dry sobs; she sprang to her feet.
"Mr. Mestaer, I can't and don't return your affection," she gasped. "I'm
brought pretty low, but I've got my pride! I'm thinkin' just now more about
funerals than about weddin's, though a black frock for me'll be as hard to fi-
f-find as a white one would, I'm thinkin'!"
"There!" cried Bert to Mayne, in hot indignation. "You made her cry
now. Millie, my dear, now don't you give it a thought. I didn't know it 'ud
vex you! ... Millie!"
But she had staggered blindly down the room, not seeing her way for
the streaming tears so long so unnaturally restrained; and as Bert stood
hesitating, torn between his pity, his anger, his passion—the door of the
kitchen opened slowly, and the new-made widow appeared on the
threshold, truly awful in her déshabille.
"A clever girl, I'll warrant!" she cried, in high glee. "Her father not cold
yet, and two young men in the kitchen at four o'clock in the morning! Well,
what offers, gentlemen? Either of you ready to take her off my hands?"
"I am," burst in Bert at once, before Mayne could speak. "Fifty pounds
down and a demi-john of the best whisky in Slabbert's Poort, and I'll make
her my wife to-morrow."
"Millie!" screamed the virago to the girl, who had reached the ladder
leading to her little room above. "Here's a husband for you, my girl! Get
your bundle and pack! Off with you! Out of my house! We're all respectable
here! Take your English lady-wife, Mr. Bert Mestaer."
Vrouw Lutwyche gave a positive howl of fury. Her face grew purple—
almost black; her eyes protruded, her rage was hideous and ungovernable.
For so long had she waited for this moment—this coming time when she
should have Millie helpless at her mercy—she simply could not realise that
all was taken out of her hands.
Millie's tears had ceased. In surprise at what Mr. Mayne was saying, she
had halted on her way up the ladder, the drops wet on her cheeks. Now she
slowly came back to the ground, and stood with a set smile, showing her
row of short, pearl-white teeth, as she gloated over the spectacle of the Boer
woman's degradation. He had been weak, that father who had left her; he
had disappointed her over and over again; but after all, there had been
something in him which Vrouw Lutwyche could not reach. In death he had
outwitted her.
Mayne's very soul sickened. He had seen much that revolted him in this
wild land of beginnings—of that measure of civilisation which sometimes
seems so strongly to plead the fact that utter savagery would be better. But
he thought he had never seen anything more awful than the enmity of this
girl's face—the hatred, the callous contempt, which showed how often the
young eyes had looked upon like scenes.
"If she is left here, she will go mad," he thought; and again he earnestly
wished that poor Lutwyche could have held on just another fortnight, until
the arrival of certain letters from England. He was at his wits' end. There
was not a house anywhere near to which he dare take Millie. He was in sole
charge of the Mission, and in that evil place, to take her there, would be to
blast her character. He thought of a good-natured old Boer widow woman
who lived about a mile away, and stepping up to Millie, he suggested in an
undertone, that she should go there.
"Leave him alone in the house with her? Never!" she said doggedly.
"You don't know what she might do. I'm not afraid of her. She daren't touch
me, and she can't go up my ladder. She's roaring drunk now, but she'll be
dead drunk presently, and then she's harmless. If you come round in the
morning, I shall be able to talk to you; she'll take hours to sleep this off. I
wish you'd go now, and take away that Bert. I've got no use for him."
CHAPTER V
A BOER BURYING
"—Within some glass, dimmed by our breath,
Our hearts discern wild images of Death,
Shadows and shoals that edge Eternity."
—DANTE GABRIEL ROSSETTI.
The sunrise flashed into their eyes, as the farm-house door closed upon
the two men. They went together through the yard, and out at the gate
where Bert had so often watched in vain for Millie. Their steps echoed with
an unfamiliar ring upon the hard, caked earth at this unwonted hour of stark,
raw dawn. The sight of the well gave Bert a twinge as he passed it.
"Even that 'ud be better than a drinkin' Boer," he muttered, under his
breath.
Before they had gone much farther, he grappled with the new fear that
was clutching at his heart.
"I say," he growled, stopping and planting himself before Mr. Mayne,
who of necessity stopped also; "what did you mean by what you said up
there about letters from England? She—she hasn't got friends in England,
has she?"
"My lot! That's her cry too. Has she learnt it from you? Do you lump me
in with Amurrica's crew of thievin' idlers? —— them all for a set of ——"
Mayne's hand went up with the slight gesture which always stopped
Bert's swearing.
"Mestaer," he said, "after what we have just seen, you will drop your
fancy for Millie, won't you? There are girls who will play with a man's love
to the very brink of the end; but if a girl has any sort of feeling for a man,
she will turn to him in her trouble. Millie doesn't care for you—you must
see that, don't you?"
Bert looked as though he had been suddenly turned into a graven image.
Meeting the squareness of his jaw, the metallic glint of his hard grey eye,
Mayne was conscious anew of the dreadful strength of undisciplined human
nature, and the imperious quality of its desires. One is sometimes apt to
wonder what twenty centuries of Christianity have done for Europe. The
answer to the question stares you in the face the moment you step outside
the circle in which Christianity has insensibly moulded public opinion.
"If she don't want me, she don't want no other man," said the giant
doggedly; "and look how young she is. I've got patience; I can wait. But if
she's going to be taken off to England—"
"You're not reasonable," he said. "You own that Millie's too young to be
married; but you wouldn't have her stay in Vrouw Lutwyche's clutches,
would you?"
"The worse they treat her, the more likely she is to come to me," said
Bert calmly.
"Or to Otis."
"Chuck it!" burst out Bert hoarsely. "Chuck it, I tell you." He shook
with all the inward feelings which he could not explain. How could he say
that it scorched him with sheer physical heat and shame, to hear Amurrica
even suggested as a mate for Millie? "He'd poison her soul," he groaned;
and Mayne felt an acute inward sympathy with him.
"Mestaer," he said kindly. "It seems very doubtful whether any of the
English relations of Millie's mother will be willing—or if willing, able to
receive her. Her father has left in my hands a little sum of money—very
small, but enough to pay her passage home. It appears that the family of the
first Mrs. Lutwyche all disapproved of her marriage. They are poor proud
people, and as he has had no communication with them since her death, I do
not even know whether his letter will reach them. If however they do write,
and if they offer to have the girl home, on any terms, you have the sense to
see that she most certainly ought to go."
"If you try an' make her do anything she don't wanter, I'll choke you
with my own hands," said Bert earnestly.
"Mestaer, if you had lived in other days, you would have been a devout
lover," he said. "As it is, you are a bit of a barbarian, are you not?"
"A drinkin' Boer; that's it, if you want to do any classifying," retorted
the young man, with exceeding bitterness; and with no parting salutation, he
flung off, turned the corner leading to the High Farm, and marched away,
leaving Mayne to pursue the road to the Mission alone.
The news he had heard was working like some stimulating drug in the
young farmer's brain. The fatal word "England" lit up the future in one long,
awful glare, as of an endless avenue along which he seemed to see himself
moving—alone. Surely there was something that a strong man could do to
chain a girl's affections! What charm can lead a spirit captive? Bert knew
well enough, though he never said so to himself in set terms, not being by
way of analysing his emotions—he knew that it was Millie's self, her love,
her soul, her inmost being, that he longed for. If he could make her long for
him as he longed for her! He thought of the cold, white face and little
delicate, sneering mouth till he was half mad.
The only plan of campaign which suggested itself was the simple one of
being always on hand. He felt pretty sure, in his own mind, that the girl's
stepmother would try to get even with her somehow. Her prey was to be
snatched out of her hands; it would be odd if she made no attempt to
revenge herself. The girl knew no fear; she had successfully cowed and
defied the bullying woman for years. But Bert, with Boer intuitions in his
blood, felt that she was less secure than she thought herself. It was truly
British to despise an adversary; but it was a British mistake, sometimes.
The kind of hate that Tante Wilma felt was hate that would improve with
keeping.
Accordingly, Bert passed the next day or two in mounting guard in the
immediate neighbourhood. There were various outbuildings which made it
easy to hang about unseen, and he went to his post before Otis and the
others were about.
On the first day, life at the farm went on much as usual. As Millie had
foreseen, Tante Wilma was not visible. Various Boer ladies of her
acquaintance came to condole, and discuss the purchase of widow's
mourning. Mayne came and saw Millie, and gave her the money to supply
her own black dress, which she sat up all night to make. There was no need
for Bert to wait about when once he had seen the light of the candle in the
little square patch of glass in the corrugated iron roof that lighted Millie's
garret. In that fastness she was safe—safe among the coffins.[1]
[1] In remote Boer districts, a coffin or two is frequently kept in the loft,
ready for emergencies. Apples and fruit for winter use are sometimes
stored in these weird receptacles.
Amurrica came not near the farm all that day. Perhaps it had leaked out
that the Vrouw was not in a fit state for the conduct of negotiations.
The next day the vigilant lover patiently returned to his post, and waited
until dark. Millie was all right, so far, for a Boer woman had been all day
long plying her needle at the farm, and the pallid, unwholesome little man
who fulfilled the profitable duties of undertaker to the community had been
shuffling in and out all day. Moreover, the girl herself had appeared in the
yard, and been occupied there for more than an hour in hanging out wet
linen, unconscious that she was watched from behind the thick hedge of
prickly pear which enclosed the orchard, with its haze of peach blossom.
Bert made no sign of his presence. He had determined now upon his role,
and adhered to it with characteristic persistency. His plan was to bide his
time, and come on the scene when Millie needed a champion. Her extremity
was to be his opportunity.
About nine o'clock, Amurrica stepped briskly up to the stoep, and was
admitted by Millie herself. The sentinel, much excited, stood by, every
muscle tense, in view of emergencies. At the end of about three minutes, the
square of candle-light appeared in the roof, gladdening the lover's heart.
Millie had retired to her stronghold, out of reach of importunity. He
determined to stand his ground, however, until the departure of Otis. The
sound of raised voices was soon heard. No doubt Amurrica was demanding
the return of his "ten quid," and demanding it of course in vain. It must have
come in very handy for the purchase of the funeral garb and bake-meats. He
did not stay very long. The invisible Bert studied his countenance as he
emerged, but as was usual with him, there was not much to be learnt from
it. It was non-committal. Bert, as he strolled home, fell to imagining what
his next move was likely to be.
During the whole of the third day, four women were ceaselessly at work
upon the solid feast which was to conclude the obsequies of Arnold
Lutwyche, in a manner befitting the importance and position of his widow.
The kitchen was a scene of bustle, excitement, constant coming and going.
Bert wondered how Millie stood it. Tante Wilma, the centre of attraction,
kept meritoriously sober during all this exciting period, and Bert knew that
the girl was safe, at least from physical violence, while all these people
were about.
Next day, the funeral took place. It happened to be the first Boer funeral
that Carol Mayne had ever seen; and he found himself unprepared for it.
From early dawn the cape carts and slow waggons kept coming in from all
the country-side. He did not at first divine that all these people were come
solely to attend the funeral. The Pieters family, to which Tante Wilma
belonged, was the leading clan of the district; and before noon at least two
hundred were assembled, some of them having come distances of thirty or
forty miles for the sake of being present.
Mayne was on delicate ground here. The dead man had expressly
stipulated that he should be laid to rest with the words of his own liturgy,
and the services of the English priest; but the Boer Predikant was in
evidence, and Carol, who was quick to learn, and was beginning to
understand local etiquette, stepped up to him, and asked him to say a prayer,
when—the ghoulish corpse-inspection over at last—the coffin was screwed
down, borne in, and triumphantly placed upon the family dining-table.
After this Mayne stepped forward, and read the first part of the burial
service. Then the coffin was raised and borne solemnly out, and down the
fields beyond the Kaffir huts, to where a stone wall enclosed the little
family burying-ground.
Then, foremost among the great throng of following people, she saw
Amurrica's hatchet profile, and her thoughts, just painfully striving to take
wing, sank back to the black, bad earth she knew. Warfare was still her
portion. Amurrica and Bert Mestaer should never see her weep. She turned,
moved a little, and stood exactly at the grave's head. The light was behind
her, and to Bert she seemed like an austere angel, waiting to bestow the
dead in some still sanctuary, where vulgar hands and tongues could reach
him no longer. As the earth and stones fell pattering on the coffin, her white
blooms fluttered down with them. The set intensity of her small white face
fairly terrified her new guardian.
The service over, people cheered up, and hurried back to the farm to eat
and drink before setting out upon their long return journeys. Mayne made
Bert a signal to wait behind.
"Mestaer," he said, "I have to ride to Leitersdorp and get this will
proved. I can't get back inside three days. I am setting off at once, and I
expect to find a letter from England waiting for me at Mr. Crick's office, so
that, when I come back, I shall know better what to do with Millie. Can I
trust you while I am gone?"
"Exactly! Or your own, if you should feel that you deserve it."
He hurried away with an abstracted air the moment Mayne had finished
speaking; and Mayne, with a sigh, wondered whether he had done right to
tell him of his departure—whether he did right to go. Until the will was
proved, he felt uncertain of being able to maintain his authority against
Vrouw Lutwyche and her ignorant kinsfolk; he felt that a weight would be
off his mind when he was safely back again. There was an Anglican
sisterhood at Leitersdorp, and he wished to inquire whether the girl might
be placed there for a time should circumstances render it necessary. But his