[01/29, 09:39] Clary bae: *DESTROYED FEELINGS*

Written by Clara aka Clary bae

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Chapter 26

*Hailey*

I walked slowly ndichienda kusitting hana yangu yaiita kurova coz ndaishaiwa kuti ndiani ainge
auya kuzondiona. I just hoped haasi Rylan nekuti zvaisapera mushe.

Ndakatanga kutambirwa neperfume yaivharira mhino dzangu ndokubva ndasimudza musoro

kusanganidza maziso naAlexio. Ehhh I nearly froze ndakangomira panzvimbo 1 I wasn't expecting
him handidi kunyepa.

"Hailey hi."he said stretching his hand kuda kukwaziswa.

Ndakabva ndafamba ndichienda kwaaive ikoko and greeted him ndokubva ndagara zvangu
parimwe sofa.Iye aingoramba akanditarisa zvekuti ndanga ndisisiri comfortable handidi kunyepa.
Ndakasimuka ndokutevera mom kukitchen ndanga ndatotsamwa ini.

"Mom what's that?"I said fuming with anger but trying by all means kuti Alexio asanzwe.

"Come on girl I just want you to hang out you guys just try kusunungura Hana yako motaura nyaya
and so on hapana chimwe kunze kwefriendship you really need someone to talk to and I saw him
as a good person he had been asking me kakawanda kuti why uchiacter zvisirizvo then I just said
wakamboita go through zvakaoma but I didn't tell him anything then he offered kukubatsira till
wadzoka pakuve a normal person."

Ndakatura mafemo zvekupererwa chaizvo mai iyi yanga yakangwarisa kuti nditi yainge yazvironga
nguvai handitozive.Ndakapedzisira ndaitongove kuseka in.

"Chienda kune mumwe wako while I finish preparing food for you anozofeeler out of place."

I just walked out Bradley akabva atanga kunditevera gogo vake vakabva vamurambidza ....."Come
cook with ganny Tata."

Iko kakabva katodzokerawo ini ndokuchienda kunofacer zimunhu raive mumba umu.
Ndkasvikogara ndakatarisa kutv hangu ndaisatove nechekutaura chacho ini ahhh.

"So how are you?"ndakamunzwa achidaro ndikati...."I'm very fine."

Akabva ambopererwa zvikanzi....."Ukuona macartoon?"

Ko ndanga ndambozviona here kuti pane macartoon ndanga ndakangotarisa ini.I just smiled
ndikati...."Yaah."

"You don't talk too much hanty?"he said ndikati

"Yaa handitaurise hangu."

Takabva tanyararidzana iye anenge anga akushaiwawo zvekutaura coz ndaidaira zvaabvunza ko
nyaya dzoda kaa muchitanga nyaya mese.
Mom vakabva vatopindawo vachitisheedza kudining table ndokubva ndasimuka iye akaramba
akagara pasofa.

"Ko hande kaa."I said zvikanzi

"Hanty hauna kunditorawo?"he said nekaface kainzwisa tsitsi.

"Ahhh."I just said ndokubva ndatofamba iye achiteverawo.

Takasvika kugara ndokubva tatanga kudya zvedu chilate breakfast apa chinzwa Alexio zvaiita aiita
kucommenter mom hanzi...."Hmmm this food is delicious munogonesa mama."iye kana
kumbonyara ndanga ndakutomunyarira ini apa mom vaitoseka vachitaura naye.

Vakazonyararidzwa naBradley ainge ati...."Shhhh table manners please."

"Iwe kwana Tata ndokurova."I said zvikanzi naAlexio

"Usadaro mwana he's right wani."

Apa ainge akaita kunditarisa ndakabva ndangotarisa Pasi nekunyara kwakunyarara.Takapedza

kudya mom vakabva vati...."You guys mogona kuenda mustudyroom I know munoda kumboita
chit chat as for me ndirikuda kumbopinda mutown naBradley wangu ndodzoka maybe kumazuva
rodoka.Hailey kana mane nzara you can warm up lunch yenyu ndasiya ndagadzira."

"Oky mama."ndakangovacheka neziso and she smiled.

Alexio akabva ati...."Ok mama thank you I really appreciate."

Bradley akabva ati....."Mama who is this?"

"Uncle Alex."I said zvikanzi

"Wow I like you uncle."

"I like you too Bradley."he said and they hugged ndokubva kafamba kachitevera gogo.
Takafamba tichienda zvedu mustudyroom mangu ndokubva tagara pasofa hombe 1 raivemo.I just
put a pillow pakati pedu hameno kuti ndakazviitirei.

Pasina time mom and my son came vakachena zvisingaite vachiti goodbye.I just kissed my son
and he went on to kiss uncle vake then they left.

Tanga tachisara manje tiri 2 naAlex uyu.Ndaitonzwa kubhoekana ndanga ndisina kusununguka
handidi kunyepa.

"So tell me about yourself."he said to break the silence.

"Well you already know my name....I'm 23 and I have a son that's all."I said ndakatarisa kuside
ndisingade kumutarisa.

Mind me ndanga ndisingachagone zvekutarisa munhu mumaziso you know kana wakamboita go
through alot zvazviri zvainge zvakutonetsa coz each time ndinenge ndichitry kuhider pain inenge
iri mumaziso mangu.
"Ummm oky I'm Alexio Trott....30 years.My mom and dad live in Washington D.C.I'm not yet
married and I don't have a child....am just someone who is friendly I love to go out having some
fun....going to the beach,parties and so on."

"Ohh nice to know you."

"Same to you Hailey though usina kundiudza zvese."

"Kkkk ndataura."I said faking a smile.

"Ummm oky ko why usingade kutaura wakanditarisa mumaziso?"

"Ah ndozvandiri ini."he was making me uncomfortable

"No way.....I know zvinoitwa nemunhu arikuhider something."

I remained quiet zvemunhu anoda kunditonga tonga handidi.

"I'm sorry."he said anenge anga azviona.

"Fyn."

"So where is your son's father?"

"Variko kuZim."I said ndakuda kutochema.

"Ko wakutochema?"he said achiswedera pedyo neni and hugged me.

"I'm sorry Hailey wanzwa sorry hako my friend i was just asking kuti tione nyaya i didn't mean to
hurt you."

"No problem."i said sniffing ndichuzvibvisa mumaoko ake.I just felt uneasy ndiri mumaoko ake.
"So unofarirei tivaraidze nguva i mean kutamba and so on."handina kudaira ainge atonyorovesa
Ronda rangu.

"Hailey i know ndakakutadzira and am your worst enemy but don't take me wrong pliz I'm just here
to help you kuti ubude mujeri rauri as your mom already told me kuti unenge une zvinokunetsa
zvausingade kuburitsa mumoyo mako."

"It's oky Alex handina kukumaka."

"And I'm sorry for the kiss."

He said and I could feel his eyes on me nyangwe ndaisada kumutarisa...."I already forgiven you."

"Thank you so can we be friends now?"

"Yea of course."

"Thank you."he said

Akabva atora maplaying cards ndobva tatanga kutamba tichingotaura nyaya dziri general
hedu.Apa ndaingomudya chete kusvikira ati...

"Ahh ndinenge ndikunakirwa nenyaya inini ndichidyiwa."

"Hahaha I see."

"Woow finally wazombonyatsosekawo ahh."he said ndikabva ndanyara.

"So musikana wako aripi?"I said zvikanzi

"Ummm she's studying kuUniversity of California but eish pane zviri kunetsa tane nguva
tisingataure apa ndakapedzisira kumuona last year but one."

Ndakamira kutamba macards ndikati...."You ain't serious?"

"Yes...taimbotaura over the fon but eish munhu wacho ari weird."

"Haaa zvichaita bhoo izvo zvinonetsa netsa ndizvo zvinotozoita bhoo big time."I said
"Wow haunyepi but to be frank Hailey tell me zviri kukunetsa ndokumbirawo maybe I'll help you."

"I'm not ready inini."

Akabva andibata maoko ese akanditarisa and I quickly looked away....."Ndiudze kani..."

"I....ummm....you're making me uncomfortable Alex."

"I'll do it until wandiudza. "

"Chindisiya horaiti."

"I won't."he said looking serious.

"Well...handizive pekutangira."
Misodzi yangu yainge yatove rwizi nematama angu.Ndaisada kunzwa hangu munhu
anondibvunza zvinhu zvinondirwadza kudaro.

He put me on his chest akatanga kundibhabhadzira and ndanyarara akabva atangisa futi
kundibvunza ndikabva ndati

"Ndakamboita sex slave."

"What do you mean?"akadaro achiita kakundirasira kuside.

"You heard me Alex!"ndakadaro ndakutoda kusimuka kubuda akabva andidhonza ndichinowira

paari.

"Tell me more Hailey am here to be with you."

"My husband treated me so badly he abused me."ndaitaura ndichichema ndikanzwa achiti

"It's good for you to cry...let out your pain....tell me everything am all yours pour out your tears to
me I will never leave you Hailey I promise."he said neface yairatidza kundinzwira tsitsi.
Ndakangonzwa kuda kudurura zvese zvaive pamoyo pangu kwaari.I told him everything hapana
chandakasiya.Aingotura mafemo chete.Ndakamuona ave kupukuta ziya pakarepo ndokuti

"So he is the father of your son?"

"YesI just found out kuti am pregnant for him ndatotiza ndave kuno and I just kept it kubvisa
kwaisaita though ndainge ndisisade anything to do with him."I said between sobs

"Oh yaa he's evil Hey....I'm sorry Hailey about everything you went through but I want you to forget
about the past and move on with your life....you deserve the best you're not a failure in life....you
will be better somebody in your life I urge you to study hard kuti azonyara paanokuona."

"Thank you Alex."

"Don't cry kani zviri kundirwadza you're breaking my hurt Hailey...just let it go and trust God to
fight all your battles he is the one anotonga."

Akadaro wiping away my tears with his hands apa I was still in his arms.Akatanga kundipuruzira
vhudzi rangu.Ranga rakurawo kaa rakanyatsogadzirwa coz ndanga ndakuisawo machemicals.
"You will get over it soon..."ndiwo mashoko andakapedzisira kunzwa achitaura and I drifted off to
sleep.Its like I had taken off a heavy burden from my shoulders.

Ndakatotanga kurota Alex achida kundikisa apa ini pandainge ndakuda kuresponder ndakabva
ndatopepuka ndokumuona akanditarisa asiri kana kubwaira.

I quickly looked away..

"Kkkk wamukirei?"he said ndikati

"Asi ndamborara."

"Yes wavhunduka uchida kundikisa wairota bf yako asi kkk."he said teasing me ndikanzwa
kunyara ko zvaitaurika here kuti ndaitorota iye wacho.

"Anyway....I think mama vako vadzoka Hailey so I have to go now."

"Ummm why early."Seriously I wanted him to stay but eish ndainzwa kunyara.
Ndakazvibvisa mumaoko ake iye akabva ati...."Umm babe kwadoka asi uchiri kundida panapa."

"Aewa."Ndakadaro akabva ati

"Chitaura wakanditarisa."

"Handigone."

"I'll teach you ndochinhu 1 chasara chausingagone ichocho I want to teach you hanty."

"Ummm ndozvandotoda izvi."

"Look at me just once ndobva ndaenda.kana ndiri friend yako chaiyo nditarise Hailey usandinyare
kani."

Ndakaona kuti zvaizoita as if ndinomuda or something so ndakabva ndazvishingisa

ndokusimudza musoro wangu and looked at him.Akaramba akanditarisa zvikanzi
"Blue eyesI like them."

He couldn't shift his eyes from mine apa he was breathing heavily zvandisina kunzwisisa then he
rose up and said......"I have to go now."

Akabva atobuda ndikasara kuzvivhara kumeso necushion.I was blushing I don't know
why.Ndkazonzwa munhu aifamba muroom ndokuzvivhura zvikanzi....."Hande undiperekedzewo."

"Ah ndoda kurara."

"No your mom said so."

Ndakasimuka ndokupfeka tubhutsu twangu ndokubva tatanga kubuda.Mama vanga vakagara

musitting naBradley uyo anga atorara hope pamakumbo avo I guess he was tired kwanga
kwaendwa.

I greeted her and she was all smiles.Akaoneka Alexio Alexio zvikanzi namom

"Thank you so much my son....see you next time."

"Oky mama thank you too."

"Ndotenda iwe I can see my daughter ane kalight pachiso pake you're such a blessing."

"Ahh mama."ndakadaro ndichifambisa kubuda.

Ndakasanomira pacar park zvangu.Ainge auya neimwe mota yandisingazive kani.

"You must be rich."

"I'm poor Hailey kkk."

"Ibvapa."

"Ndakuenda shaa I'm just glad kuti I managed to put a smile on your face.See you next time
number dzako ndinadzo we will connect plus kuchikoro."

"Oky thanks for everything."I said ndatosuwa suwa.

"Come here sorry I know you don't want me to go I know am your first friend zvinoitika."

Ndakaramba ndakamira akabva aswedera pedyo neni and without knowing it he planted a kiss on
my lips and I reciprocated.

Takanzwa door kuvhurwa and I quickly pushed him away ndobva anopinda mumota make and
waved ndobva atoenda.

Ndakaramba ndakatarisa mota yake ndokubva aridza hooter ndobva abuda.Ndakacheuka

kumashure ndikaona kudoor kuye kusina munhu.Ndakafamba slowly ndichinopinda mumba apa
ndichinzwa kamwe kainner happiness soo kamwe kaya kaye maiziva............

Stay tuned

Alexio ft Haileyzvopera mushe here....lol it's jus a friendship guys

Drop your comments pliz

Clary luvs you'll

[01/30, 12:40] Clary bae: *DESTROYED FEELINGS*

Written by Clara aka Clary bae

0843989145

Chapter 27

*Hailey*

Ndichipinda padoor mom vakaramba vakanditarisa ndikabva ndaita kutizisa maziso angu
ndokuramba ndichifamba kuenda kuroom kwangu.

"Huya pano hako hapana kwaunombotiza uchienda."

Ndakashaiwa zvekuita ndokudzoka zvangu ndikagara pasofa.Ndaiedza nepose pandogona kuti

vasaone kuti pane zvaitika between the 2 of us naAlex.

"Ko how was your day I mean did you manage to pour out zvinokunetsa and so on?"she asked
"Yea I did mama and it helped a lot."

"Well done ndiri kuzviona and from now onwards unopota uchimboendawo out kune vamwe
vanhu muchingodaro you'll heal faster even mabuks haazokurwadze coz unopota uchirefresher
mind."

"It's oky mama ndazvinzwa."

Ndakafarira kuti vainge vasina zvavaona at least better.Ndakasimuka ndichiti ndinogadzira supper
ko ndaimbonzwa nzara here even lunch yainge yagadzirwa haina kana kumbobatwa.

"Let me go ndinorarisa Bradley ndouya tichibatsirana."

Vakaenda vakatevera zvavo kukitchen and saw food iya irimo vakabva vati...."Ko hamuna kudya?"

"Ah aramba mama so I found it difficult kudya akatarisa."

"Oky so totodya ichocho."

Ndakafara zvekubika zvacho ndaisatoda ndaitonzwa kamwe kakuneta kasinganzwisisike.We

dished up food for ourselves ndokubva tadya pasina tym Bradley ainge amukawo ndikatanga
kumudyisa ndokubva gogo vake vati vaizomugezesa.

Ini ndakabva ndangonanga kunogeza ndokuenda kustudyroom kwangu.I started kuverenga

zvangu.Ndakaverenga kwenguva ndokuzoita maassignments angu.

When I was done ndakanzwa fon yangu ichiringer ndakaona iri new number apa dzanga dzatove
kuma12 midnight chaiko.Ko ndaiverenga zvekupenga kaa ini.

"Hellow..."

"Sweetie."

Ndakaita kunge ndichanyungudika ndanzwa voice remunhu wacho aifona. Ndakaramba

ndakanyarara ndokutanga kuvhura vhura mabuks angu aive patable.

"Are you there?"ndakamunzwa achidaro ndikanyepera kudzungaira.

"Who am I talking to?"

"Watokanganwa voice refriend yako?"

"Ohh oky how are you?"

"I'm fine wasara bhoo hr?"

"Ehe ko what's up nekufona this late?"

"I knew you'll be studying that's why izvezvi wapedzaka."

"Kkk ndichangopedza."

"That's gud saka pandaenda wasara uchifungei?"

"Ah nothing."

"Kkkk it's oky wakuda kuitei zvawapedza kuverenga?"

"Nothing ndakuda kurara."

"It's oky my friend can I at least video call you."

I rolled my eyes.Aipenga here munhu uyu ndisiyei zvangu ini.

"Ummm no."

"Fyn it's only that i miss your eyes."

"Ahhh."

"Yes kkk anyway chirara dai ndiripedyo waizorara pachest pangu like masikati paye paye
ukazotanga kundirota zvako kkk."
"Kwana Alex gud nyt."

"Nyt too my swt pie....I like you don't think about the past pliz always remember my words
handiti?"

"I heard you chikata."

"Handisati ndane hope ndokuona on Monday kuchikoro."

"Iiiii kwakazara vasikana vako they won't understand kuti its just a friendship."

"Hailey I told you kune musikana wangu vaye vaunoona they are just crushing on me shaa wangu
ndinaye."

Ummm it felt a bit awkward achitaura about musikana wake.Its like zvakaita kakundirwadza coz he
was busy bragging about his girlfriend ini ndisinawo chekutaura but anyway it's life ndizvo zvairi.

"Ko wakurara?"ndakamunzwa achidaro coz ndanga ndati zii.

"Aewa Alex but ndakukotsira byee kkk."

Ndakabva ndatokata fon yangu ndokutsikitsira padesk.Ndakarongedza zvinhu zvangu ndokuenda

kubedroom kwangu ndikabva ndasvikorara zvangu.

Days passed mom vakadzokera tikatanga kuenda kuchikoro nemwana wangu.Alex taingotaura
pafon zvedu as friends and I was ok with that hangu.

Kuchikoro hatina kumbobvira tawana time yekutaura tese coz it's like aingove busy all the time
taingoonana mulecture chete zvotovharana.

Ndanga ndamusuwa zvangu but nguva yekutaura naye yaisavepo.Even maweekends aitotaura
zvekuti everything tight but he always made sure kuti andifonera every night.

Then patopera about 3 months or so yanga itori Friday ndiri kuchikoro ndakagara zvangu
mulibrary nditori busy kupedzisa maassignments angu ndaida kuti weekend zvisazondiwandira
ndakangoona munhu amira mberi kwangu ndokusimudza musoro wangu.

Hana yangu yakarova nemufaro ndichiona ari iye.

"Hes babe."he said looking at me ndikatarisa kuside

Akabva atora imwe chair ndokugara takatarisana apa table yaive pakati pedu.Ndainyatsoona
maziso evanhu mulibrary akatitarisa coz munhu wandainge ndagara naye aitove pawanted
kumababe uku.

"Babe ndati hes."he repeated making me uncomfortable again

"Alex ndiri bhoo."

"Ngatibudei muno tinogara kupark uko."

"Ahhh ndanga ndakupedzisa zvandikuita ndimirire."

"It's oky....ndanga ndakusuwa hope wanga wandisuwawo Hailey."

"Hanty tongotaura pafon."

"Ah kuti panonakidza here?"

"Kkkk ita mushe."

Ndakabva ndanyarara zvangu ndakupedzisa kutyper zvinhu zvangu afterwards ndokubva

ndazomuti ndapedza apa anga akangonditi ndee chete.

"Let me carry your things unozoremerwa mama Bradley."

"Ndoda kunozviisa mumota tichibva kupark ndakutoda kuenda kumba."

"Its oky."

Takafamba takuenda kunosiya zvinhu mumota then takabva tafamba tichienda zvedu kupark
yaive nechekuseri chaiko.Since it was a Friday vanhu vanenge vapera kubuda zvavo pacampus
pangosara vanhu vashoma so kupark kwaisave nevanhu.

Takasvika ndokugara zvedu pachibench chaive kufar end.

"Alex siyawo kainch zvako wazonyanya kugara mudhuze kkk."

"You're my friend and my gf is not around hazvina basa."

"Hoo nhy but ini handide kuzvinzwa zvegf yako unoita kunge ukuda kuvhairira ini ndisina."

"Asi uda ndiite bf yako?"akatobvunza ari srs.

"Ukwane kungotaurawo zvangu you know tofanira kutaura nyaya dzinopindirana hautaure
zvekuvarsity wakagara negrade 2 isingatombozive nezvazvo."

"It's oky my friend ndazvinzwa bby."

"Thanks."

"Wakutaurisa Hailey...so how is Bradley anombondibvunza here?"

"Yes several times but iwewe wacho haubatike."

"I'll come and see him very soon."

"Oky Axy."

"Kkkk I like that way....I miss you badly."

"I miss you too."I replied ndakatarisa kuside.

"Uchiri kungonyara nhy ko mukomana wako unomutarisa sei?"

"Ah kuti ndinaye here apa handitombofe ndakaita."

"Uchaita zvinotora time chete."

"Maybe."
"So are you free tonight?"

"Ummm no."

"Uda kuitei tmrw weekend maassignments unenge watopedza iwe?"

"Ndoda kurara."

"Hiii usadaro.....I have a party at my place so want you to come uchionawo pamba pangu."

"Umm eh oky I'll see kana ndikawana munhu anoita baby sit Bradley....inopera nguvai?"

"Ummm not so sure but kana wakuda kuenda I'll drop you kumba kwako anytime."

"It's oky...ndokuudza zvichiita."

"Zvinotoita kusvika riini usingazivi pamba pangu."

He said apa aingotaura akanditarisa zvekuti ndaishaiwa zvekuita....

"Alex unozonyanya kutarisa kwacho."ndakadaro ndatsamwirira.

"Kkkk ndonyanya here asi zvobhohwa kani maziso ako akanaka zvisingaite babe."

Akabva andibata chirebvu kuti ndimutarisewo tikabva tatarisana nguva iyoyo.Handina kunzwisisa
zvanga zvakuitika pandiri apa iye ainge akungofemera padenga andibata maoko angu
achiswededza musoro wake kwandiri.

"I'm sorry."he quickly said ndokubva asimuka ndokundifuratira.

Ndakasara ndakagara pasi iye ndokubva adzoka pandaive zvikanzi......"I don't know zvinoitika
pandiri sorry Hailey eish I'm a fool."

Ndakaramba ndakanyarara zvangu ndokubva aenderera achiti......"And I'm sorry again

nezvakaitika day randauya kumba kwenyu ndozozvituka zvaitika."

Misodzi yangu yakabva yatanga kubuda nguva iyoyo handizive kwayakabva nako and kuti nditi
ndaichemereiwo handitozive.Akabva atanga kuipukuta slowly zvikanzi
"Forgive me pliz don't do this to me."

I just nodded akabva ati....."Let's go."

Ndakasimuka ndokubva tafamba tichibuda mupark muye.Akandiperekedza kunotora Bradley and

paakaona Alex akaita kumumhanyira achiti uncle and kakabva katakurwa kachiita kusekerera.

Akabva apfuura nepaicecrean ndokukatengera akabva anotisiya kumota kwangu.

"I will see you soon Hailey fambe bhoo."

"It's oky."

Ndakabva ndamutsa mota yangu ndokuenda.Bradley aingove paipad yake zvakatondibatsirawo

nsaisada kutaudzwa.

Ndakatanga kufunga zvese zvainge zvaitika ndikashaiwa zvazvaireva.Kuti Alex aive nemafeelings
neni here?It was a no coz zvairatidza kuti musikana wake anomuda and apologizing nekundikisa it
means zvakatoitika by mistake.

I just brushed it off my mind.Ko what do I need a boyfriend for?Besides I didn't even love him so
zvandaifunga zvaisave nematuro he was my friend.

Ndakatanga kufunga yekuenda kuparty iyi kuti ndoenda here or ndorega.Ndakazongofunga

kuenda coz ndaizoita as if ndabhaiza mumwe wangu so I decided to go plus kurefresher mind
zvaitaurwa namama.

I called Ennah kuti azoita baby sit Bradley kusvika zvekuma9 manheru ikoko ndinenge
ndadzoka.Luckily she was free aizokwanisa kuuya.

I just texted Alexio

:half past 6 I'll be through

Haana kutora nguva areply

:anx babe will come to pick you up.

Ndkabva ndatosiya fon apa hana yangu yaingorova I don't know why ini.

Ndkabika faster faster ndikabva ndaudza mwana wangu kuti ndaida kumbobuda ndaidzoka.Akada
kumbonetsa but I promised kumuigira his fav chocolate nemasnacks akabva adzikama.

Takageza zvedu ndokubva ndasiya mwana wangu achiona macartoon ake

ndokunogadzirira.Ennah ainge atosvika zvake that time.

I just wore a simple grey skin jean and a white strappy open back top.Ndakabva ndapfeka
netubhutsu twacho twewhite and tied my hair in a pony tail ndikapfeka tumastards twangu
twewhite ndaisada maziearring kunyanya husiku uhwu.Ndkapfeka kanecklace kangu kegold
ndokuita make up zviri pakati nepakati not too heavy or too light.

I took a small chain strapped handbag yewhite ndokubva ndaona message munhu achiti ari
pagate.I just walked out of my room ndokukisa mwana wangu and said goodbye ndokubva
ndaoneka Ennah ndikabva ndabuda.

Kunze kwainge kwakutosviba that time.Ndakasvika ndokuona akamira zvake pamota yake range
rover yeblack yaainyanyoda kufamba nayo.

"You look stunning."he complemented and I blushed ndikati

"Thank you and you look smart too."

He just smiled and opened the door for me.Ndakapinda akabva aisa zvake soft music
tichienda.Taimgotaura nyaya dzisina basa but ndaiona achibira kunditarisa.

Pasina time tainge tasvika kumba kwake kwaisave kure sterek.Ummm panga pakanaka zvapo
pamba apa asi yaisave hombe sterek sterek asi umm yaive hombe pane yangu and everything
was just perfect zvaingooneka kuti zvakarongeka.

"Welcome to my house bby."

"Thank you you have a very nice apartment."

"Ummm."

Takaburuka ndokubva ndaona nechekuseri kuine kashade kaiitirwa braaii. I guess mafriends ake
anga akazara ikoko they just yelled at us and I waved.

Takapinda mumba akanditi ndimupe handbag ndokubva anorongedza mheno kupi.Akabuda zvake
ndokubva taenda muimwe room manga makazara zara vanhu vaitozvifarira.

Vazhinji vaive macouples zvavo.We greeted ndokubva tagarawo pedu tega tiri 2.We were served
food nemumwe mukadzi nemawine.
"Ndakaguta xaa."I whispered to him

"You crazy ungauye kuparty wakadya here lets share todya 1 plate oky."

"Oky then...."

He poured wine mumaglass apa ini yaitove first time yangu kuinwa ndakabva ndamuti....."Ummm I
don't drink this."

"So you need a fizzy drink?or maybe some juice."

"Juice is fine."

Akasimuka ndokundiigira.Takatanga kudya apa vanhu vaiita kutamba kani kuzvigura zviuno
varungu so kaaa zvaitonakidza mufunge.

When we were done zvekudya izvi ndakaona munhu akuuya kuzogara pasofa randaive.
"Simuka titambe."

"I can't dance."

"You can usade kundinyadzisa."

Ndakaedza kuramba kusvikira ndaita give up tikapinda mudariro ndokutanga kutamba

ndaingoteedzerawo zvandaiona vamwe vachiita.I was surprised kunzwa vanhu vachiita applaude
kureva kuti ndaitotamba zvine musoro.

Tainge takuchitamba takatarisana akaisa ruoko 1 muwaist mangu rimwe akabata ruoko
rwangu.Ummm I was too shy to look at him.

Ndkazomuudza kuti I'm tired akabva ati...."It's oky zvakwana."

Takanogara pasi zvedu but I was really tired.Akabva ati ndimutevere ndokubva tatanga kufamba
tichienda kune imwe room.

Takapinda ndokubva avhara door rake.Ndkanyatsoona kuti mubedroom make umu apa hana
yanga yakurova zvino.
"Make yourself comfortable pliz I won't harm you."

"Yeah sure anx."

Takagara pabed ndokubva tatanga kutaura zvedu nyaya tichiseka.Akabva abvisa vhudzi rainge
rakuuya kumeso kwangu ndokumutarisa nguva iyoyo and our eyes locked.

Attraction yemagnet nemetal iye yakatanga futi kusvikira ndavhara maziso ndakuteerera kudyiwa
muromo kwandaiitwa.Ndkanyatsokiswa zvekuti ndanga ndakunakidzwa apa ndanga
ndakungoenda kakuchemerera like.

Ndakanyatsonzwa ndichirariswa pabed nguva iyoyo ndokutanga kubviswa top yangu.I couldn't
resist him instead ndakatomubatsira kubvisa shirt yake achibvisa bra rangu.

"Eish Ohhh..."I heard him groaning and I knew the same thing chaipengesa Rylan pandiri ndicho
changa chamutenderedza brain.

Ndakatanga kubatiwa kan ndigoyamwiwa apa ndanga ndangovhara maziso chete

mourning.Ndakamunzwa achibata trouse rangu aitoda kuita rekubvarura and nguva iyoyo
pakabva papinda call pafon pake and he quickly stood up achibva pamusoro pangu ndokurara
nechepaside.

Akatora foni yake ndokubva aona yakata akabva aenda online nguva iyoyo apa tese tanga
takatarisa pafon. Chat yaive pamusoro yanga yakanzi....."My heart."

Ndakatoziva kuti ndiye musikana wake chete.Akabva angovhura and ndakaita kunge ndarohwa
nezveusiku ndichiona manude pics ainge asendwa nemusikana wake.Akanyatsotora ari full.

She got everything a hot woman needs.Aive nemazigaro,kachiuno katete mahips,breast

yakanyatsoumbika zvakanaka maround boobs akanyatsomira kuti twii ane matits mahombe.

She was not white aiita kunge mucoloured.Face zvayo iiih kune vanhu vakazvarwa ini hangu
chero Lakisha uya anosara pasi.

Alex ainge angotuzurawo akabata fon ndofunga simba rekuidzima akarishaiwa.I felt hot tears
running down my cheeks.

My heart was heavy and bleeding.Ndkapfeka top yangu faster faster Alex akaedza kundibata but
ndakamuzunza.
Ndakabva ndangosimuka pakarepo ndikanzwa munhu achindidhonza nguva iyoyo....

"Hailey believe me eish what can I say I don't love her babe handichinei naye kani usadaro don't
cry pliz."

"Don't worry....I'm a fool kufuririka zvekusvika pakupinda mubedroom nefriend just a friend ndini
benzi or I can say ndiri hure coz zvekuti une musikana wako I know saka don't worry yourself."

Ndakadaro uku misodzi ichiti mokoto mokoto kubuda.Ndakatanga kufamba ndichibuda iye
achitevera ndikati

"Can you stop following me please!"

"Husiku babe apa wauya usina mota Hailey pliz."

My world was crumbling.I blamed myself for everything ndaive mufast and zvaizondichemedza
pamapedzisiro.Alex ainge asina kumbobvira andiudza kuti anondida but still ndaibvuma
kuvharirwa mubedroom.

Ndakutoda kubuda gate ndkanzwa ndasimudzwa ndokuiswa mumota achibva akurumidza

kulocker madoors.
Akandibata maoko ese ndokubva anditarisa.I couldn't manage to look at him ndaitoona ndiri
cheap zvakanyanya.

"At least look at me pliz Hailey...."

Akaita kundibata kuti ndimutarise ndokuona achidonhedza misodzi zvikanzi

"I love you Hailey."

I looked away akabva atanga kudriver ndokubva anondisiya kumba kwangu.Handina kana word
randakataura and iyewo haana kana zvaakataura akandisiya mugate chaimo and reversed
achibuda without even saying goodbye.

Izvozvo zvese zvakabva zvawedzera kundidzimba.I moved slowly to the entrance.Tears were all
over my face.My feelings were destroyed.I felt used and betrayed but I was all to
blame.Ndakapinda mubedroom mangu ndokubva ndarara nebhutsu...............

Stay tuned
Team Alexio muriko here kuterraceTeam Rylan bolato here uko!!

Drop your comments pliz rambai makadaro muri kundinakidza mafans angu....let's meet on
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[02/01, 15:21] Clary bae: *DESTROYED FEELINGS*

Written by Clara aka Clary bae

Chapter 28

*NOTE*:I'm only dealing with Hailey's side Rylan achabudikira kumberi don't worry hatina
kumukanganwa for now part yake yambopera.

*ALEXIO*

Wooh wooh guys ndoziva makandimirira neziso rakati piriviri kuti munyatsonzwawo zvacho
zvandiri kufunga haha unfortunately hapana kana chandiri kufunga now ndakatodhanganyika.
Mom vaHailey ndivo vakatanga kutaura neni vachiti vaizoda munhu anomuita cancel mushure
mekunge ndashinga kuvabvunza rimwe zuva ndavaona kuchikoro.Ndainge ndaudzwa naprincipal
paye kuti baba vavo was the owner of the varsity saka iiih that's why ndakashingirira kukumbira
ruregerero paye coz basa rangu raizopera.

Well...izvo hazvinei zvakatodarika.Ndakafara zvisingaite pandakanzi ndiite counseling.At first

ndanga ndiri serious necounselling but ummm ndakatanga kutonzwa kumuda mwana uyu.

She is dark and beautiful....hasiri musviba sviba but ane chocolate skin apa iri very smooth.She
has that smile inongungudutsa moyo apa her blue eyes anenge achiita sparkle wanike ini
ndomedzerera zvangu mate.

Ndaizongoerekana ndamukisa ini hameno zvanga zvakuitika plus the way yaaiitawo yairatidza kuti
anondida asi kuti ainyara chete and I kept on talking about my gf but iiih aitoratidza kusazvifarira
kusvika ndasiyana nazvo.

Pandakamuinviter kuparty pafair ndanga ndisimborina Maplans ekuda kurara naye or kuda
kumbomunyenga moyo wangu waida kuti tingomaintainer friendship chete zvelove ndaigona
kuzozvitaurawo neimwe nguva ndaida ambopedzisa school.
But zvakazoitika zvacho ma1.Kungoenda Naye pari private kwandakaita ndiko kwakabva
kwatokonzeresa ma1 apa ndanga ndaita kakudhakwa mbijana.I almost slept with her but foni
ndiyo yakavhara zvese.

Iniwo kuzonyatsobaya neconfidence kwakuona mashura chaiwo aibuda pafon.Ndanga

ndangotuzura apa ndatarisa mwana wevanhu wandainge ndabvisa hembe ndamubata bata.

Eish ndakanzwa kurwadziwa zvekuti chero kuexplainer kwacho kwaitonetsa coz zvaitove pachena
kaa apa kuti munhu anga asender mapics ndiKaylee musikana wangu.

Ndakaona Hailey achiita kudonhedza misodzi nguva iyoyo ndikafeeler bad.I tried to talk to her but
haa haana kana kundinzwisisa akabva atozviita hure nekuzviita chikorobho of which
ndaisambomuona kunge that kind of person.I knew she wasn't that cheap asi kuti our feelings had
connected chete apa.

I managed kumuisa mumota ndokubva ndamuudza zvandainge ndisati ndakuda kutaura panguva
iyi.I told her kuti I love her but she didn't respond she just looked away.

I didn't bother her again ndakabva ndamuperekedza kumba kwake ndokudzoka ndisina
kumbotaura zvangu ini ndaida hasha dzipere coz ndaigona kungorohwa kaa apa.
Ndakasvika nekunanga mubedroom mangu apa fon ndanga ndasiya.Ndakasvika iine mazimissed
call hobho aKaylee.

Ndichingoibata yakabva yatanga kuringer futi and I answered ndichitonzwa mazihasha.

"Ukudei Kaylee?"

"Are you Lexie wangu chaiye anondibvunza such question?"

Her voice was tempting...zvimwe ndezvimwe musikana wangu aivepo apa akati voice rake
nyangwe wakatsamwa sei kaa waingosekerera chete.

"I'm sorry hun...ndanga ndiri busy shaa am really stressed about work stuff."

I lied zvangu zvikanzi

"Ummm um sorry babe I'll come around n help you ....anyway did you see zvinhu zvako swthrt?"

She said achiita kuyemerera you could tell nevoice rake kuti she was horny.
"I saw them anx so much ndazvisuwa hun uchauya kunoku riini shaa...you turned me on nanhasi
haisati yarara."

I said zvikanzi....."Hahaha wandinakidza Lexie just give me maybe a month or so panovharwa

zvikoro I'll come over I can't take it anymore swthrt ndakusuwa apa handina kana mumwe ndiri
kungorota iwewe."

Ndakaramba ndakanyarara.I felt a bit stressed nezvandainge ndakuita I knew iye aigona asitorina
mumwe.She had been faithful pese apa and zvekuti tainge takapedzisira kuonana last year but 1
kwaitongove kunyepera Hailey coz ainge akangojamba holiday imwe chete that's why tanga
tasuwana zvedu.

Apa paakapedzisira kuuya ndipo pandainge ndamubvisa humhandara....so panga pari tricky
zvapo...aimboita hasha and so on but ndaimuda.

"Honey...you still there?"

"Yes babe ndazvinzwa even me handichazvigone hanty hausi kupa vanhu zvinhu zvangu?"I said
and akanzikwa kufemera padenga zvikanzi
"Ehe ndanga ndakutochema pawablueticker mapics angu apa you weren't picking my calls
thought ndanamainini."

"Handife ndakaita zvakadaro babe...ko ndiani akanakirana newe the whole world angatore moyo
wangu?"

"Mmm swthrt kani..."

"Chirara wane hope babe."

"Handisati ini ndakuda kuti tiite zviya zviya ngatitaure paskype."

Ndkaseka and hung up ndainge ndaziva zvaainge akuda zvake.Ndowaive mutemo wedu wekuita
sex video calls kusvika pakati pehusiku chaipo.

Ndakatora laptop yangu tikabva tatanga kutaura she was already naked hanzi ndanonokerwa.We
did what we did kusvikira tapedza ndanga ndakutonzwa hope.

Ndakangonanga kubathroom and bathed ndobva ndatorara.Kana zvekuchafonera Hailey

zvandaiita everyday handina kana kuzombozvifunga ini.

Ndakamuka following day racho yaitove Saturday.Ndakaswera zvangu nemamwe mafriends angu
tichingonakirwa.

Weekend yakapera ndisina kumbotaura zvangu naHailey I just wanted to give her space.

Monday ndakaenda kubasa ndikamuona mulecture.She wasn't herself ndainyatsozviona and I

blamed myself for hurting her.Ndainyatsoona kuti she was avoiding kunditarisa and her eyes were
full of pain.

Ndakamusiya akadaro and then after school ndakaita wekugarira pamota pake but yooh akaita
kundiignore kwakutodriver achienda.Ndakarwadziwa zvisingaite handidi kunyepa.

Madays akafamba ndaiedza kutaura naye pafon asingadaire macalls angu zvese nemamsg
ndikasvika pakusiyana nazvo.Kuchikoro aisataura neni futi.
Takasvika pakuvhara zvikoro tisingachataudzane asi moyo wangu wairwadza though ndaive
naKaylee wangu zvaisandiitira hangu Hailey ndaimuda zvisingaite eish ndanga ndatove pakati
zvino.

Holiday yakasvika I didn't go anywhere ndaingove ikoko coz wanted to spend naKaylee aiuya so
zvekuenda kunana mom handina ndkatovaudza kuti ndakabatikana.

Hapana kupera madays Kaylee akabva atouya zvake.Takatanga kugara zvedu tese tichiita yese
yese kuita kunge vanhu vakaroorana aindiitira mwana iyeye apa akati ainge anyatsowedzera
kunaka kwacho zvese nebody structure.

"Lexy ndakutya kuti ndogona kungoita nhumbu."

"Hazvigone hanty ukunwa mapills?"

"Ehe honey kutongotyawo zvangu takuzvinyanya iiih my mom will be disappointed apa
takutopinda mufinal year."

"Don't worry kani babe if it happens unopedzisa nenhumbu yacho ndobva ndakuroora zvine basa
rei."
"Umm it's oky."

Takabva tambofunga zvedu kubuda tichienda out since holiday yanga yakunopera saka ndaida
kumbospoiler munhu wangu.

Takasvika paimwe hotel then ndobva tapindawo mukati imomo tikadya nekudii.Takazobuda panze
tichitenderera tichiona that beautiful place apa nekumbotorawo some pics kaa nabae wangu.

Takambomira zvataiita tikatanga kukisana zvedu ndokuzoregedzana.Ndichingosiyana naKaylee

chete ndakashamisika kuona Hailey naBradley vachipfuura nepataive.

Hana yangu yakarova zvisingaite moziva.Ndanga ndakushaiwa zvekuita apa I just didn't like her
kuenda ndisina kutaura naye.

"Hailey!"ndakasheedzera akabva aramba akaomesa gotsi kamwana kake kakabva kacheuka and
said

"Ohh mama uncle....uncle...Aio is calling you!"I guess kanga kakanganwa zita rangu.
Akabva acheuka ndokubva abata ruoko rwemwana wake kufambisa vachienda.Ndkamumhanyira
nguva iyoyo ndikasvikobata ruoko rwake.

"Babe am sorry."

Haana kana kudaira akaramba achifamba.Ndkadzoka kwanga ndasiya Kaylee ndikamuudza kuti
ndiri kudzoka icousin yang ndine zvandakamutadzira chii chii.She just believed hanty anga anzwa
kamwana kaiti uncle here.

Ndakamhanya nedirection yaainge aenda nayo ndikamuona ave kutoda kupinda mumota
ndikazvikobata mupendero wedress rake ndkapfugama

"Hailey I'm sorry I really love you forgive me please."

Ndkadonhedza misodzi ndakamutarisa iye akabva andipa sign yekuti ndisimuke.Ndakabva

ndasimuka zvangu ndokubva tachimira takatarisana zvino.

She started to cry zvinopisa tsitsi apa misodzi yacho were uncontrollable aive nehasha
zvandaiona.I slowly moved towards her ndikatanga kumukisa and she responded achiratidza kuti
anga andisuwa.
Ndakaita wekudonhedzera mumota ndokubva ndauya pamusoro pake ndikatanga kumukisa
zvebasa apa kana kuzombofunga kuti maive nemwana.

Tese takazovhunduka tanzwa kamwana kachiti....."Uncle please don't kill my mom I'll call the
police."

And ndkanyara ndkabva ndabva pamusoro pake and said....."Tadonha nemistake I won't kill her I
love her."

He smiled with satisfaction and I reached for me pockets and took out money ndikakapa.

"Thank you uncle where were you my mum was stressed I guess she was missing you thank God
you're here."

Ndkasekerera ndkatarisa Hailey uyo akabva ati kuna Bradley....."Behave please."

"Takuenda isu Alex."she said asiri kuda kunditarisa ndikati

"I'll see you my love ndokuda Hailey nomatter what sorry about everything I really need some time
with you tozonyatsotaura."

She nodded and started off the engine.

I smiled kusvika yapota ndokudzoka kwaive naKaylee ndichiti handei kumba.Ndainge ndichinzwa
kufara zvakanyanya nekundiregerera kwaHailey zvekuti Kaylee ainge akutobhohwa.

Takazoita shopping ndikamutengera alot of things ndokubva tabaya kumba.Madays anga asara
ndaipa maexcuses ekuti ndakaneta ini.

Tainge tisisaite sex maitire ataisiita.Ndainge ndakutya kumumitisa apa Hailey

nekuside.Ndaitomaker sure kuti ndataura naye pazuva Hailey.

Kaylee aakazoenda zvake pakavhurwa zvikoro.NaHailey taionana but not so often but taitomaker
sure kuti pacho patasangana taikisana.She was now busy studying coz vainge voda kunyora
mafinal avo.

Ndaisada kumudisturber I really needed kuti anyatsoverenga apase zvakanaka.Time yavo

yekunyora yakasvika apa tanga takunyatsopisa rudo seri neseri.

Kaylee ndiye anga akuita kunditanga ndanga ndisisade zvekutaura naye kutonzwa kubhoekana
naye wandainge ndakuda ndiHailey kwete zvekufungidzira ndaivada zvese nemwana wake.

The day rakagraduator Hailey was the best day of my life.Akapasa zvinodadisa she was the best
student.Even mom vake was over the moon zvainge zvakarongeka hazvo.

Vakazoita graduation party and I was also invited tikanakidzwa. Pakapera about 2 months Hailey
ainge atowana basa ave kushanda and ndini ndainge ndaita maconnections acho kusvika
zvaita.She thanked me and zvakaita kuti rudo rwedu runoyatsobvira.Kuna mom vake vakangoti
we're just friends.

Then on my birthday I invited her kumba kwangu atori manheru..Day iri ndainyatsonzwa kuda
kufarisa don't know why.I had a party so taida kunyatsonakirwa kwete mbichana.Zvakazoitika day
iri I didn't like it to go that way..........but Mwari ndivo havo vakaita zvidaro..........
Stay tuned

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Clary luvs you'll

[02/02, 18:16] Clary bae: *DESTROYED FEELINGS*

Written by Clara aka Clary bae

Chapter 29

*HAILEY*

Honestly I was deeply in love with Alexio coz kubva zvandakabva kumba kwake paakarega kufona
ndakabatikana zvekutochema chaiko.Ndainge ndakunyatsozviona kuti uyu hauchazi hushamwari
but rudo chairwo.

Zvakazogadzirisika hazvo after he asked for forgiveness but still handina kunyatsogutsikana kuti
ainge amuramba here musikana wake though iye aingoti haasisinei naye.
Taipisa rudo seri neseri and thank God handina kumbobvira ndafuririka kuenda pari private
kusvika ndapedza chikoro changu.To mom ndaingoti its just a friendship I didn't hesitate to tell her
kuti we were in love ndakanzwa kuremerwa nazvo I don't know why.

But above all..what made me the happiest person ever is that ndanga ndakushandawo ndakuhora
mari inoti inini and ndanga ndakutaura nababa vangu nevana vamai vangu tichifonerana.Ndanga
ndakukwanisawo kuvatumira mari each month nyangwe zvazvo mom vaiti vanoita I just found it
good kuti vadyewo ziya rangu.

Hembe ndaingopa mama vachienda nazvo.Ndainge ndachivasuwa but zvekuenda kuZim futi
zvainge zvichiri kundiremera.I wasn't ready to meet Rylan again ndainzwa kutotya kuvhiringirwa
life yangu again.

I decided kumbogara kuchando ikoko ndaizoona pamberi.All thanks to Alexio akamira mira kuti
ndiwane basa.

Ndainge ndakatorelaxer zvangu paden nemwana wangu yanga iri Saturday pandakanzwa Alexio
achifona achiti ane birthday party.Ndainge ndisina kumbofungira kuti achaita party coz makuseni
acho ndanga ndatomuwisher akangonyarara.
"Honey kani ndoda kumborara iwewe."I said ndichiyemerera zvangu pafon

"Ah babe can I call it a party if you're not around?"he said

"Why not Axie dakuzorora ini."

"I love you Hailey uda ndichemee here be ready by 7pm."

"But..."

"No buts swthrt I wanna be with you tonight ndokudzosa late nhasi."

"Alex?"

"Shhhhh upfeke kabum short."

"You crazy..."I said akabva aseka nekukata.

Ndakabva ndatopusa zvino.Mwana wangu akanditarisa zvikanzi

"Mama asi uncle varikuda kukutoya?"

"Kkkk so wats up with that face come on smile my baby."I said ndaona kaface katsamwa.

"Ahhh I wanna go with you inini apa he's always taking my mom from me I don't like it he must ask
for my permission first he's now crossing boundaries."

I giggled and said...."Enough mwanangu I'll tell him ndokuigira nyama yakagochwa."

"Ohh woow mama at least."he smiled

Ndakaseka zvangu mwana wangu ainge akangwarisa zvisingaite.Ndakafonera Ennah akati aiuya
zvake ainge akutouya.

Ndakapinda mubathroom and freshened up ndokubva ndavhura wardrobe yangu kutsvaga hembe
inonyatsoitawo kaa.I texted him kubvunza dress code akati Red and silver.
Ndakangonhonga kamini dress kangu kered kaoff shoulder ndokupfeka zvangu nemaheels angu
esilver stilettos chaiwo.Ndakatora kahandbag kahandbag kacho kered...did make up ndaive
neweave long yeblack...Ndakaisa jewellery yangu silver zvikabva zvanyatsobuda.

Mwana wangu was admiring me akatanga kunditora mapics ndichitomuti zvakwana but he
insisted.Pasina tym nanny waBradley Akasvika ndikabva ndamuudza zvekuita zvese netym
yandaizodzoka akabva angoti oky.

Nguva nguva ndakanzwa mota kuparkwa inside and I knew asvika mukomana wangu.Ndakatanga
kusagarisika mongoizivawo inotambika uchida kuonana naye.

Ndakaramba ndiri mumba zvangu kusvika apinda and mwana wangu akaita wekujambira he was
so excited to see him.

They chatted for a while naBradley.Vainyatsoratidza kunzwanana chaizvo vachiseka ini

ndaingonyara nyara.Afterwards zvakabva zvanyengererana kuti mama vanodzoka chii chii then
takabuda tese tiri 3 kuenda kumota akabva atambidzwa plastic bag rakazara zvinhu hameno zviii.

I kissed my son ndokubva taita goodbye zvedu apa kakutakurana neplastic kudzokera
mumba.Ndakaramba ndakayeva mwana wangu kudya aikuda.
"You don't wanna go?"ndkavhunduka ndichinzwa Alexio achitaurira munzeve dzangu apa
akandihugger from behind.

Ndakanzwa mamwe magets asinganzwisisike nguva iyoyo and I was dumbfounded kusvikira
anditenderedza akatanga kundikisa.The kiss was so passionate.

Takazopinda mumota ndokuenda but ndaingonzwa kamwe kakusagadzikana but Alexio Alexio
aitaura zvekuti toda kunonakidzwa kumberi.

Takasvika zvedu ndokuona yard yakazara nemafriends ake vachiita braai nekudii dii.This tym
zvanga zvave extraordinary manje.

Music yaiita kurohwa apa DJ wacho yooh aiita kusimudza mafans kani zvainakidza.Ndanga
ndatojoiner muhappy imomo when Axie called me achiti tigare paimwe table pasi.

I went to sit akabva andidhonzera pamakumbo ake ndikaramba ini ahhh kana ndimiwo.He let me
go ndikabva ndagara pachair ndokubva aisa mabeers nemawine patable.
"I don't like these."I said zvikanzi....

"Come on honey today unombonwa 1 or 2 sips it's your hubby's great day."

"Ummm shaa."I said but ndaitonzwawo kuda kunwa day iri ndaingonzwa kuda kupinda mulevel
chairo ko ndini ndadii ndaida kumboti maproblems ese aite disappear.

Takatanga kunwa zvedu tichingotaura zvelove chete apa takagara kudaro ndakazongonzwa
munhu akutoti...."Will you marry me."

apa akatobata ring yakagadzirira kuti ndipfeke.

Time iyoyo ndanga ndakutonzwa kadzungu mbichana so ndkatanga kuseka zvangu ndokubva
ndati

"Stop zvemajokes babe chimbomira izvozvo hanty."

"I'm serious Hailey marry me please."

He said looking serious ndikatozvishairwa pazvo ini aipenga here munhu uyu.Yes we were in love
but ndanga ndisina kutarisira zvekuti angatozofunga zvekundiroora no.
Ndakasimuka ndatotsamwa ini akabva andidhonza ndokundiisa pamakumbo ake akatanga
kundikisa muhuro umu achingonditi say yes please.I tear dropped from his eye kunodonhera
paruoko rwangu ndikabva ndamutarisa ndikatoona achichema.

"Why are you doing this to me Hailey I mean it when I say I love you."

"It's oky Alex.....I think ndoda time chete."

"This is the time make me happy pliz my queen."

Ainge akutopisa tsitsi i quickly said...

"Yes Yes oky I'll marry you Alexio Trott."

Akandisimudza and kissed me endlessly while vanhu vese vachiti yeeeeh apa DJ akabva
awedzera mawatts tikatanga kujaivha ndakaita kutakurwa. Nyadzi dzanga dzapera kani nguva
iyoyo ndanga ndamulevel rangu ndega.

Taneta takagara pasi but eish ndainge ndakunzwa kungoda kumuzembera zembera nekudii I
guess kakudhakwa kanga ndaita.

Akandisimudza ndokubva tapinda mumba.We went to his bedroom tikatanga kuona chiromantic
movie.

Ko yakamboonekwa naniko movie yacho ndanga ndakutomutanga ini kumubata

bata.Akamboedza kundirambidza ndikabva ndatsamwa akabva azongopindawo mutune.

Takaita romance kusvikira tisisiana hembe ndanga ndakunzwa kuda ini apa aiita kundinonokera
nguva iyi...

"I want you Alex now..."I said ndichiita kufemeruka.

"Hailey please....i
...eish I want you too but I'm scared."

"Alex do you love me?"I said ndakutoburitsa misodzi why aisada kundipa chinhu chake ahh.

"It's oky my love don't cry ndokuda zvisingaite."he said achitopinza chinhu chake uku rumwe ruoko
ruchipukuta misodzi apa achindikisa at the same time.
Hama dzangu ndakaita kuscreamer hamuna chamakaona imi musatambe ne4 years usina
kumbotokonyewa.

Tainge takuita kunakirana kunge kusina mangwana.Hameno takashandurana kusvika ngu

ai.Pandaifunga kuti zvakwana seemed as if it wasn't enough.

Taimbogeza but totangazve kuita kusvikira ndazonzwa kuti ndakwana panapa.Ndanga ndaneta
ndakangoti tichipedza kugeza ndobva ndaita kurara kuzvikanda chaiko.

"You're the best woman ever.....I really enjoyed umm I love you to the moon and back...Hailey I
promise am not gonna leave you nomatter wat ndichange ndinewe till death do us
apart."akapukuta misodzi yake Alexio ndikabva ndati

"Even me Alex....ndave wako kusvika muguva I really love you don't disappoint me pliz don't
break my heart."

He hugged me tight zvikanzi....."Trust me babe I won't nyangwe kukanzi ndafa nhasi ndofa newe
ini handikusiye mudiwa wangu handikusiye Hailey pauri ndipo ndiri I want to marry you soon
nekuti today I made you my woman hazvichaita kuti tingogara."
"Thank you Alexio but don't rush kana wanga usati wagadzirira kundiroora haisi nyaya anytime is
oky."

"No babe I have to....you have no idea how much I love you and what am feeling right now."

I smiled ndichinyatsonzwa kuti ndodiwa apa.Ndakatanga kukisiwa kunge kusina

mangwana.Ndkachecker wall clock and saw dzatove kumapast 12 midnight.

"Hiii swty I have to go now Enah needs to go kumba kwake."

"No babe it's too late kani iwewe unoenda early morning rara neni nhasi ahh."

"Haa hazviite mwana wangu anonetsa plus musikana uye anoda kudzoka haarare."

Takaitisana nharo kani achindirambidza but doro riye ndofunga ranga richiri mumusoro chete
ndakaramba ndakatsika kusvika abvuma.

Takabuda panze but ndaingonzwa kadzungu dzungu ndichizobatwa naAlex kuti ndisadonhe.
"Ndikuda nyama yakagochwa."

"Hande tinotora."he said ndokubva tanozadza ziplate renyama iri

mixed...pork,sausage,beef,chicken zvese.

Takatanga kuidya apa tichingitsvodana kunge vanhu vanopenga.Ummm zvese zvaingondinakidza

musi uyu ndofunga ndokudhakwa kwacho.

Takazonopinda mumota ndikatanga kunetsera kuda kudriver achindirambidza hanzi wakadhakwa.

"Alex handina kana kumbodhakwa ndini ndikudriver inini."

Akada kumboramba kusvika anditadza.Ndakaimutsa zvemufirimu I was behind time Enah ndanga
ndamuti ndodzoka 10.

"Slow down mukadzi wangu."he said

Ndikabva ndati....."Dady don't worry."

Handizive kuti zvakafamba sei ndakangoona gonyeti kumberi apa rakutosvika apa raibva
kwataienda apa riri same side nekwandaive.

"Alexieeeeee!"I shouted ndakutya zvaizotevera apa.

He held my hand tightly and slowly whispered....."I will love you Hailey nomatter what I'll never
leave you alone I love you."

"I'm scared kani Ohhh gosh!!"

I screamed ndichiedza kucontroller but takabva taenda kunopinda mugonyeti muya tichinokandwa
kwakadaro ndiye ziii..................

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Alexio n Hailey are no more guys

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Chapter 30

*Mai* *Rylan*

Yanga itori Saturday ndakazorora zvangu tainge tatorara nemurume wangu pandakanzwa foni
yangu ichiringer.Ndakatarisa ndokuona ari Hailey aifona apa time manje panga patove pakati
pehusiku.

Ndakamboramba ndakaitarisa zviri zvekutya coz haaiwanzofona nguva dzakadaro mwana

wangu.Ndakazovhunduka baba Rylan vati...."Ko dairaka."
I pressed the answering button ndokunzwa....

"Hellow this is doc Frank speaking at the biggest hospital in Georgia....your daughter was involved
in a fatal accident a few hours ago together with another guy we're still finding something kuti
tifonere hama dzake."

Akasara akupedza kutaura ndatosimuka pabed pacing up and down ndanga ndiri kunzwa kutsva
ziya kuita kuerera nechando chaiveko.

"Matiiko ?Hailey here haana kukuvara here maihwee zvafamba sei nhy Mwari?"ndakadaro
ndichinzwa hana kurova.

"As I already told you...the accident was fatal their car crushed with a truck and yapararira ipapo
kutaura kuno vese vari muICU so kana zvichikwanisika motokurumidza mauya tionere pamwe coz
we're not so sure zvinoitika pamberi."

Aiedza kuti kudiiko mudhara uyu.Heish ndakanzwa mabvi angu kupera simba ndichibva ndati
gojodo kugara pasi misodzi yangu ikatanga kuerera.
Baba Rylan came kundisimudza vachibvunza zvainge zvaitika zvaiita ndipere simba kudaro.

"It's my daughter kani my husband Mwari mandisekereiko hiii pindirai kani ngapasaitike anything
kwaari."

"Your daughter?which daughter swthrt ndiudze wakaita mwana musikana riini?"

"It's Hailey my husband sorry for not telling you kwaari all along ndini ndakamuendesa out she
was being abused by Rylan."

"What?"

"Yes."I replied ndichipukuta misodzi ndikarondedzera everything zvakaitika akabva aratidza

kushamisika nazvo.

"Titorine a grandson Bradley Tawananyasha."

"Huh and you chose not to tell me?"

"I'm sorry for now let's focus nezviri paground izvi."

"I'm happy kuti ndanewo muzukuru veduwee but eish chave chiizve chaitika nhay Mwari but
usatye mukadzi wangu she's going to be fine.Rega ndibooke flight online tosimuka early morning."

Akaita zvese ini ndainge ndakangoti zii ndichifunga.Ndainzwa kurwadziwa zvakanyanya ini.I knew
the guy waaive naye ndiAlexio chete.

Murume wangu akazorara achindisimbisa but hadzina kana kubata.Early morning we left for
States tikazosvika kuma7 manheru.

Takananga kuhospital ndokubva tasvikoona doc Frank vaye vakabva vati tigare pasi...

"Ehhh ummm for now kuti mumuone handifungi zvinobuda ini coz ari muICU haasi kana
kupfakanyika zvakaoma hazvo."

Takademba demba nemurume wangu tanga takungonzwa kutya takabvunza kuti zvakafamba sei
akati...
"Well,vanhu vakazviona vakati vainge vabva paparty around 12pm but vanga vakaita kakudhakwa
so hameno zvakanoitika pakudriver apa your daughter was driving vakapinda mutruck
vakatsimbirirwa mamwe mapiece emota achinokandwa uko ndiko kwakawira mwana wenyu then
the guy akanga akatsikirirwa and mukomana akanyanyisa kukuvara kwacho uyo hameno kana
nyasha dzasvika akapamuka but inenge iri minana."

I felt a heatwave crossing my face zvekuti ndanga ndakungonzwa kunge ndisini.Ndakaita

zvekubatwa nemurume wangu ndakuda kudonha.

"Relax mama we'll try our best."

"At least show us kwaari pliz what will my grandson do."

"Usacheme mukadzi wangu unoshurudzira zvisipo."

Akazobvuma doc tikapinda muroom maaive.There she was lying helpless zvake.Ainge akaita
kubandejewa musoro negumbo rainzi rakakuvara apa ainzi she lost alot of blood.

I felt a flood of tears flowing.I whispered...

"Remember your son Bradley fight for your life Hailey I beg you."I said ndichiti angatirimuka but no
to avail.

Takabva tanzi tibude apa moyo wangu wairwadza kani.We went also kuroom yaive naAlexio.Haaa
uyo waisatarisa kaviri katatu.

Face yake yanga yakaita kukuvara kuvara apa musoro wainzi ndiwo wakanyanya
kurwadziwa.Haaaa takabuda tisina remuromo.

Vabereki vake vainzi vainge vazokwanisa kufonerwa after they found information yake kune
mafriends ake so vaizouyawo apa.

Takanzi timboenda zvedu somewhere tozodzoka mangwana coz hapana chataigarira.

Takakwira cab takuenda kumba kwaHailey.Takasvika paina Ennah uyo anga akatakura Bradley
achiedza kumunyaradza but zvairamba.
Paakandiona akabva anyarara ndokumhanya achida kutakurwa...."ganny."he yelled ndikati

"I'm here mwanangu don't cry handiti."

Kakagutsurira kachipukuta misodzi yako.Ndakanzwa tsitsi nestate yaive namai vake soo.

I greeted Ennah then ndikamuudza zvaivepo akaratidza kubatikana nazvo.

"Hey so sad moziva since marimwezuro aingochema mwana achida mai vake apa vanga vasiri
kubatika even food airamba ndanga ndatopusa ini thank you for coming."

"No problem my dear thank you so much for staying let me give you mari yako and now that am
here you can go I'll take care of everything."

She thanked me and left.

"Meet your grandpa Bradley."

"Hi my grandson."

"I'm fine."he said akabva atakurwa navo.

Ini ndanga ndakugadzira chekuti adye ndaiziva aitove nenzara.I made food faster faster
ndikatanga kumufeeder and he ate zvisingaite.

"Wanga wane nzara kaa iwe?"

"Yes ganny where is my mama?"

"Don't worry she's at work vanouya soon."

"I miss her I want to see her."

"We will go and see her don't worry."

Takagezesana akabva arara zvake.Ndakanzwa barylan vachiti kakafanana nababa vake.

Takamborara zvisvinu here.Early morning ndakamukira kugeza ndikasiya ndagadzira food

ndokubva ndasiya Bradley nasekuru vake kwakumbomhanya kuhospital.All the way
ndaingonamata kuti Mwari vapindire.

Ndakasvika ndokuona doc vakati hapana kana chachinja ndakanzwa kurwadziwa ndikamuti
aedzewo nepaanogona kuti ararame.

Ndakadzokera kumba ndikanzi tizouya manheru maybe paizoita change.Ndakadzokera kumba

and told my husband zvaivepo akasimbisa kuti zvinoita.

Ndakanzwa Bradley akunetsera kuti anoda kuona mama vake ndikamuti vachauya but he insisted
kusvikira sekuru vake vati taizoenda Naye manheru.

Around 7 manheru takabuda tese tiri 3 kuenda kuhospital.Takanzi tipinde but mwana aisara iye
akaridza mhere achiti anoda kuona mama vake kusvikira doc vati anopinda but taifanira Kumaker
sure kuti haabate bate.

We went inside this time ainge aiswa pabed but angorine zvitambo tambo.Kachiona mama vako
he rushed with excitement.

"Mama hi ohh you're sleeping."kakadaro kachibata ruoko zvishoma.

"Be careful don't hurt her.."I said zvikanzi

"I won't....I just want to wake her up....mama mama I'm here wake up so that I'll see your smile."

She slowly opened her eyes and tese tanga tavhura ziso kushamisika nemiracle yanga yaitwa
nemwana.Her eyes were weak but paakaona mwana wake beside her bed she smiled faintly iko
kakaswedera pedyo kakavakisa padama.

BaRylan vanga vatosheedza doc nguva iyoyo ndakasara kutaura naye but aiita kutadza
kunyatsotaura.

"Mama where is Alex?"

"He is in his room uchamuona hako hausati wapora makaita accident."

"Ohh oky I went to the party....then...then....ahhh I can't remember properly..."

Doctor vakabva vati anofanira kumbodya something but chakaita mvura.He brought porridge
ndikatanga kumudyisa ndokubva atangazve kunetsa kuda kuona Alex.

Doc vakazotora wheelchair and pushed her vakananga maive naAlexio wacho.

"Uyu ari apa."

Akaswedera pedyo akatanga kuchema akamutsrisa...."I'm sorry my love I never knew

ndingakukuvadze like that sorry...."

Akatanga kuchema doc vakakurumidza kumuburitsa ndokumubaya injection akabva arara.

Takanogara zvedu panze tichimirira kuzoona amuka.Bradley ainge akutofara zvake nasekuru
vake even me ndanga ndanzwa kurerukirwa.

After some time takazoona vabereki vaAlexio vachiuya kwatiri.Mai vacho vaitochema vachiti
handifunge kuti he'll make it ini.

Takavasimbisa kuti zvaizoita and pasina time doc vakabva vatisheedza tese takanopinda mukati
ndokunzwa vachiti.....

"I'm sorry to say this I know it's hard to accept but the actual truth is Alexio couldn't make it
ashaika my deepest condolences..."

It came as a blow kuna mai vake nekuti she screamed and passed out.Baba vake vaiedza
kushinga semurume but vaitadza vaidonhedza misodzi vari zii.

Chero neni ndakanzwa kuti dyuu pakati pemoyo. What will my daughter do how will she
react?Ndakabatsira Mrs Trott nefirst Aid vakabva vamuka but vaichema zvinopisa tsitsi.

Ndaivanyaradza but zvaitadzika kani.She said Alex was their only child vainge vabaiwa panyama
nhete uyuwo murume wavo ainyaradzwa nabaRylan.
Pasina nguva doc vakange vakutobuda naye vachimuchovha akafukidzwa jira rewhite
kumuendesa kumortuaryzvanga zvakaomera tese hama dzangu...........

Stay tuned

Destroyed feelings.....rufu inzira yemunhu wese though zvakaoma but anotonga akatonga

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Chapter 31
*Hailey*

I was totally confused nezvandaive ndaona Alexio wangu akaita.Kukuvara kwaanga akaita I
blamed myself for everything.Ndakatanga kuchema ini kusvika ndaburitswa imomo nekubaiwa
injection and slept.

Ndakarara kudaro ndakatanga kurota Alex achipinda muroom mandaive ndokubva asvika pabed
pandaive akabva apindawo mumasheets mandaive but airatidza kusuwa pachiso chake.

"What are you doing tiri pahospital swthrt hazvitenderwi."I said but akaramba achipinda
mumachira muya ndokubva tarara takatarisana akabva andibata matama angu zvikanzi

"I just wanna spend one last time with you coz I'm leaving soon."he dropped a tear

Ndakamupukuta neruoko rwangu ndikati what are you saying.

Instead yekupindura akatanga kundikisa zvisingaite achindibata bata everywhere achibva

angorega suddenly and said

"You're an amazing woman but it's time up ndaida timboita futi sex one more time unonaka Hailey
but tikatanga handichapedze coz time dzafamba."
"Come on Axie wangu ukuda kuenda kupi kani hanty tiri pano here give it to me."I said begging
him but maziso ake were now cloudy with tears akabva ati

"Hailey babe i didn't like to leave you so soon eish I wanted to go with you but Bradley needs
you.....I love you mukadzi wangu keep that ring and look after my baby please take care of him
you're the only one who is in my heart....I love you ndichapota ndichiuya kukuona babe and for
everything that happened don't blame yourself please it's God's time."

He drew closer and kissed me but ndanga ndisiri kunzwisisa zvaaitaura.Suddenly he rose kuti
abude but ndakabva ndasheedzera

"Alexio you're my heart don't leave me Alex!!!"

"I'm babe I have to go!!!"he said achitofambisa kubuda asina kana kucheuka.

"AlexAlexio!!!"ndakanzwa ndichimunzwa ndokubva ndapepuka ndichisheedza zita rake.

Ndakaona mom vakamira muroom mandaive ndikabva ndatanga kuda kusimuka pabed kuti
ndinomutarisa kuroom kwake.This dream was really scaring me.

"You can't walk alone gumbo richiri kurwadza."said mama

"No mom he can't leave me just like that I want to see Alexio."

"Alexio angorimo muroom make umo."

"Aewa mama he was here I want to see if he's oky."

"Don't worry daughter."

Ndakairidza mhere kusvikira doc vauya vakabva vandiisa muwheelchair ndokundipusher

vachienda neni kuroom yacho.

Ndaiti ndichaona arimo but ndakaona musina munhu.Ndakabva ndabvunza ndichichema with a
broken heart coz I had already concluded zvainge zvaitika.

Vakatarisana namama ndikati...."I said where is he doctor?Are you dumb!"

"Sorry Hailey but...but...he...is...no...more."

Ndakatanga kuseka ndanga ndisiri kuona sense yazvo coz munhu wanga ndiinaye apa here.

"Stop joking am not your friend!"

"Mwanangu zvakaoma but aenda mumwe wako."vakadaro mama vachipukuta misodzi yavo.

"Alexio!NoI said no!Why did you decide to leave me that early huh tell me Alex ndakakutadzirei
inini."

Ndakatanga kuridza mhere apa nemarwadzo andainzwa zvaibva zvaita worse.They tried to
comfort me but all was in vain wandaida ndiAlex panguva iyi.

My heart was brokenI could feel it's pieces falling off.Who else will love me like he did?Who else
will treat me like a queen?Who else will be my umbrella during the rain?My world was
collapsing.Everything was a mess.When will I live a normal like just like others.Again,my
FEELINGS were DESTROYED and this time it was to a greater extent.
Ndakangobaiwa injection ndokubva ndarara ini.Ndakazopepuka ndokubva ndanzwa mama vachiti
Alexio aizovigwa mangwana wacho and he wasn't going anywhere aivigwa in Georgia.

Hapana chandakataura ndanga ndingori zii zvangu.Simba chairo rekutaura painge pasina ndanga
ndakangoti rakata.Ndaiforcwa kudya but zvaisamedzeka.

Kwakachena ndakasvinura day iri ndichingochema chete.Why would he leave me nhy nemadire
andomuita.It was unbelievable.Ndainzwa shungu nekuda kwezironda rainge radzoka kuti ndii
pamoyo pangu ranga ramboporeswa Naye.

I thought of committing suicide but still ndakafunga Bradley ndikabva ndatorasira kure pfungwa
iyoyo.I remembered zvaakapedzisira kundiudza ndakarara.

"Keep that ring and look after my baby please you are the only woman in my heart.....I love you...."

Ndakatanga kuchema zvakare.Which baby nhy?Chandaiziva ndanga ndakaiswa Jadelle

pandakazvara Bradley so zvekuti ndingaite nhumbu yake ndakazvirasira kure.
Kwakachena mama vakauya and helped me to bath nekudya nekutaker medication.Ndainge
ndapfekedzwa long dress reblack mumusoro ndakanzi ndipfeke hat yeblack.

She was also wearing zveblack.Mumwe mukadzi nemurume vakabva vapinda and you could tell
kuti vabereki vaAlex nekufanana.Takadembedzana nekuchemedzana ndokubva vazobuda havo
vakasiya maruva vachiti get well soon.

"Where is Bradley mama?"

"Ana sekuru vake panze...we're going to the funeral tinoonekana nemumwe wako."

Misodzi yangu yakatanga kuerera ini ndairwadziwa but still I needed to go panga pasina
yekutamba.

Ndkapushwa muwheelchair ndokubuda tichienda kumota tikaona baba namai Alex varikowo.

I overheard them vachitaura nababa Rylan kuti....."They were in love ndizvo zvatiri kungonzwawo
and vanga vachangobva kuengager."
Ndkatarisa ruoko rwangu ndikaona ring iya ichirimo.I just smiled ndarangarira zvakaitika day iroro.

Mota yefuneral policy yainge yatove ready so takabva tapinda mumota dzedu iyo yaifambira
pakati pedu.Kufront kwaive nevabereki vaAlex pakati Paine coffin isu kumashure.

Ndaifamba ndkangotarisa coffin raive kumashure kwemota and ndaiti ndikafunga kuti ndiAlex
wangu arimo ndaibva ndatanga kuridza mhere.

We arrived pamba pake and worse ndakabva ndafunga zvakaitika that night ndikatanga kuchema
zvinopisa tsitsi.The yard was full packed nemafriends ake and relatives plus maworkmates and
some of them ndanga ndakuvaziva.They came vachindibata maoko.

Mazipictures ake anga akanamirwa everywhere akanzi...."Rest in peace Alexio Trott gone so
early."

Ndakazvichovha newheelchair ndichienda pane one of the posts ndikaribvarura ndikatanga

kuritotesa nemisodzi yangu.
Ndakatorwa kuenda kutent kwaiitirwa service.There was silence.The pastor was preaching
tangoteerera but there was a lady anga akagara nechekumberi aichema zvisingaite.

Ainge akabata kamwana mumaoko ake kamukomana kachiri kadiki chaiko zvekuma3 or 4
months.Ndakamutarisa but handina kunyatsoona coz ainge akapfeka mashades.

Zvese zvakapera pakazoitwa body viewing.I went to see him and waved him goodbye apa ndaida
kuramba ndakangomutarisa zvangu.Ndakazoitwa zvekubviswa ipapo ndakuridza mhere
ndakutadza kufema mushe.

After all the procedures akabva aenda kunovigwa zvake ndikasara ndiine zibundu mumoyo
mangu.

Tadzokera kumba ndakanzwa vanhu vachingoita noise chete chete ndokunzwa mom vachiuya
kwandiri vachiti....."And zvakaoma shuwa."

"Ko chave chii futi?"

"Hanzi pane mwana asiiwa pamusoro peguva raAlexio munhu wacho ataimira vanhu vabvako so
pane munhu aitopfuurawo azviona munhu wacho haana kumuziva aive nemashades nechiffon
plus anzi amhanya kutopinda mumota nekuenda."

"Ahh zvakaoma arikupi mwana iyeye?"

"Mai Alexio ndivo vanaye apa he's still young akafanana naAlex zvisingaite."

Ndakatanga kufunga mashoko aye ekuti..."Look after my child."

Ndakafamba ndichienda ndikaona kariko chaiko kanga ndamboona kakatakurwa nemumwe

mukadzi.So angave ani.Ndakarwadziwa zvekare kuti Alex aindichita takutodanana but handina
kana kubatikana hangu nazvo stereki ndakazongifunga kuti anogona ari musikana wake uya.

Ndkasvikokatakura kakabva kanyarara and I smiled at him and he smiled back.

Ndakazomutorerwa ndichinzi ndichiri kurwara.Mai vake vakatofara vachiti vainge vawanawo

munyaradzi.

Takazodzoka zvedu kuhospital and I stayed for one more week ndikabva ndaburitswa.Alex
ndaingogara ndichimufunga apa ndichichema.

Mom vakandiudza kuti mai vaAlex vainge vafona vachiti vainge vadzokera Washington DC but
vaizongoramba vachidzoka pamba pemwana wavo.

Ndaigara ndichichema zvekuti ndanga ndatoonda zvisingaite ini.Mom vaiedza kuita cancelling but
iiih Alexio ainge andirwadzisa.

Rimwe zuva ndakatorara ndakamurota akaita kuzara ropa apa ari muroom mangu.Akabva auya
pandiri zvikanzi......"I told you to look after my son where is my son Hailey?"

"I don't know don't scare me Alex."

"I'm sorry but go and look for him ndakatadza kukupa mwana babe wakatadza kundiudza kuti
wakaiswa jadelle une hutsinye but anyway ndikuda undichengetere iyeye ndokumbirawo swthrt I
beg you ndokuda mukadzi wangu usacheme am always there for you kana ukandisuwa
zvakanyanya I'll come to your dreams undione."
He disappeared iii ndakamuka ndichitya ini ndaimuwanepi mwana wacho nhai imi nyangwe aive
nagogo vake ndaizoenda kunotora pazvipi.

"No Axie ukundiomesera......."ndakadaro ndakuchema.

Madays akafamba vanamom vakabva vaenda zvavo vaona kuti ndasimba asi ndaigara
namaid.Ndakatanga kuenda kubasa kwangu but everything was down.

6 months dzakapera after his death asi handina kumukanganwa.Whenever I found time
ndainoswera parinda pake ndichichema ndaimuendesera maruva and everything.

Apa hope dzandairota anga angove mahorror ega ega.Alex aisabva kuhope dzangu ndakaona
zvakunyanya apa pressure yekungoti nditore mwana wake.

Pakapera gore I decided kudzokera kuZim zveuko ndanga ndisisade zvangu kana padiki
zvapo.Ndaiti pamwe ndikachinja nzvimbo zvopera.Yes I loved Alex but zvaaida kundiitisa aiwa
kana.........
*Kaylee*

Lexie akandirwadzisa pakatanga kundiignore after ndaspender holiday yese ikoko.Ndaisatruster

mapills ini and for sure ndakaona ndajamba maperiods angu ndatove kuchikoro.

Handina kunyanyovhunduka coz aindida munhu wangu so ndakangoti ndimuudze zviripo.Ndipo

paakatanga kutoita zvisinganzwisisike and ndakazongoona ndablockwa kwese.

Ndakambotanga ndichiti kurota but ndakatoona kuti ndizvo zvaivepo. Ndakaramba ndichienda
kuchikoro kwangu zvangu and pakavharwa zvikoro first semester ndakabva ndaenda kwanogara
but ndkanzwa kuti ainge akaenda kumba kwavo apa ndaisakuziva.

Ndakapera power ndikadzokera zvangu.Ndaiedza kufona nedzimwe number but yooh zvainge
zvisingachaite.Ndakasvika pakuita give up ndaizoona ndane mwana.

I made sure kuti mom vangu havatombozive nezvazvo.I finished my degree and graduated
ndatokurirwa.Ndakabva ndangozvara mazuva iwayo ndaida amboti kurei mwana ndozona
zvandingaita.
Ndkatanga kutodanana neumwe mukomana but akandibudira pachena kuti aisada zvemwana
wangu so kana ndiri serious ndaitofanira kumuendesa kuna baba vake.

Ndaida kuzomuendesa ane kana 6 months but yooh ndakatoona shocking news patv mumwe
musi.Ndakarwadziwa handidi kunyepa hangu yes Alex anga akabhaiza but ndanga ndichiri
kumuda.

Ndakatoona kuti ndikapusa hazvibude so ndkabva ndatora chance iyoyo kunomuchema zvese
nekusiya mwana wacho kuti hama dzake dzitore coz haaa ndaizoshaiwa wekupa.

Ndakaenda and ndakabudirira.Musikana wainge akudanana Naye aivekowo and ndakatoshaiwa

kuti angarambira inin munhu asina kana basa.I just hated her dai asiye pamwe dai atori mupenyu.
Ndkanyatsotarisa ndikaona ari same person ainzi cousin that gal.

Anyway it was something of the past handina kuzomira apa ndakabva ndatorova road kudzoka
ndichinoudza bae wangu good news kuti mission accomplished. Zvekuti aizobatwa sei mwana
iyeye hameno as long ave kumhuri yake.....
SStay tuned

kuZim uko kkkk

Get well soon team Alexio ave kutodya nengirozi kudenga plus kajuju kaa ako boe zvekuti

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[02/04, 09:52] Clary bae: *DESTROYED FEELINGS*

Written by Clara aka Clary bae

0843989145

Chapter 32

*HAILEY*

After I came up with a decision to leave States....I decided to call mom first ndinzwe zvavaizotaura
about my idea.
"Mmmm I can't say it's a wrong decision but I just wanna know what pushed you to that?"she
asked

"Mama it's about Alexio."I said

"What about him?Are you missing him too badly zvekuti ukaona nzvimbo dzamaimboswera mese
unorwadziwa zvakanyanya."

"That's it but the main issue is that he is always coming to my dreams I don't know what to do apa
zvaarikuda kundiitisa zvacho iii."

She sighed several times and said,"Ko hanzii?"

"He wants me to take his son from his parents ndomuchengeta ini."

"Iiii panorema mwanangu unosvika uchiti kudii zvinhu zvisingatomboiti ko hanzi haasi kubatwa
mushe here?"
"I don't know hapana chaarikutaura kunze kwekuchema kuti ukundirwadzisa haundide ndoita sei
mama am doomed."I said between sobs.

"It's oky my daughter don't cry....ita mapapers ako ekubasa piwa transfer letter or you can just ask
for a leave kana ye3 months usaresigner coz mabasa anonetsa kuno and that one had been
paying so unogona kumbouya toona kuti todii wozodzoka."

"It's oky thank you mama I'll start doing that today."

"It's oky mwanangu I love you."

"Me more mama."

I hung up and sighed.Ndakafungisisa about idea yekuZim Hana yangu yaingorova kuri kutya
kunosangana naRylan but I had to kana achindidembura musoro anoudembura hake coz hapana
kusiri kufa life yangu yanga yagara yakakanyika kanyika nechekare.

Ndakaswera ndichifambira mapapers angu and zvaimbonetsa netsa ndakanzi ndozouya

kupedzisa zvimwe zvaida kusignwa following day racho.
Husiku hwacho handina kumborara Alex achindinetsa.Ndakatanga kumurota achipinda
mubedroom mangu achichema ndobva asvikopinda mumasheets mandaive.

"Ukuchemei Alexio enough of your drama handisi kuzvida hangu zvaurikundiita ndozofarawo riini
handisini ndakakuuraya and if am the one just forgive me pliz am still young ndikukutya you're
dead."

Akabva ada kuedza kunditarisa but aitadza. Akaramba achichema zvikanzi

"Yes I'm dead but am still your boyfriend usandidaro mukadzi wangu just do this favour for me
nditorerewo mwana wangu apa wakutotiza kuenda futi uda ndiite sei?"

"Shaa i don't know pawaindichita nemai vemwana iyeye wakambondiudza here Siyana
neni."ndanga ndatotsamwa ini munhu wepi.

"Seriously she's my gf wawaiziva uya I slept with her before kudanana kwedu and I'm sorry for
that babe usandidaro ukaenda kuZim unobva watondikanganwa ndozviziva."

"Why shud I?"

"Kuna baba Bradley."

"Alexio I love you and you only baba Bradley is something of the past."

"Kana usina basa naRylan just stay undiitirewo zvandikuda."

Eish ndanga ndaiswa pacorner...Alex ndaimuda nemoyo wese hama dzangu and Rylan ndanga
ndisisina kana kapiece paari kuZim kwaitongove kuda kuendako kutiza mahorror aya but seems
like Alex wacho ainge akanditsika.

"Say something babe ndikunzwa kuda kukukisa but ndotya kuti you'll be haunted for the rest of
your life...sometimes ndotombofunga kurara newe ndakadai but I don't want to ruin your life coz
once tazvitanga you'll be mine forever."

Ndakaramba ndakamutarisa achitaura zvinhu zvake zvinotyisa izvozvo...."Just do it now!"

"No I won't...you never experienced love so you still need kumbodiwa nevamwe it's only that
wakandiravidza ka1 ndobva ndatofa kkk apa unonaka."
"Chibuda muno Alexio pliz.

"Oky I have to go kwakutoedza apa hauna kumbonyatsorara think about zvandataura ndokuda
see you."

Akabuda mumachira muya ndokubva ndapepuka nguva iyoyo ndichitya.The dream felt so real
zvekuti ndakambotarisa tarisa ndichiti zvimwe ndingaona munhu but ndakabva ndatoona maid
wangu akamira muroom mangu.

"Ko wats going on maam manga muchitaura nani?Ndatouya ndanzwa noise kunge maichema."

"Huhahhh it's just a dream don't worry...eh bring my son ndirare naye muno."

Akauya naye tikabva tarara.Apa dzanga dzatove kumapast 3 makuseni.Ndaishaiwa kuti kudanana
kwandakaita naAlex mhosva here nhy.Kuzim ndiko kwandaizoenda nyangwe kuuyei.

Kwakachena ndikanopedzisa mapapers angu ekubasa.Maid akasara achipacker mabags edu ini
ndanga ndakutoita zveflight ticket ndaitoda kusimuka manheru eday iroro.
Ndakadzoka kumba zvese zvave sorted.Ndanga ndaneta zvangu since nguva dzanga dzichiripo
ndakati ndimborara zvangu ndozomuka takugeza kuti tibude.

Ndichingoti rarei Alex came to my dream zvikanzi...."Watoshinga babe...I won't stop you coz I love
you but I'll miss you I know uchadzoka hako babe undisiirewo maruva and ring rangu yawabvisa
yaukuda kurasa iyo pliz just wear it asi hauchandida?"

"Ndokuda Axie."

"Chindikisawo ka1."

Akatanga kuswedera pedyo neni apa ndanga ndakutya ini musatambe nekuziva kuti munhu
waunaye ighost kaa.

Ndakavhara maziso angu ndikanzwa ndakudyiwa muromo.The kiss felt so much good and
real.Ndakatozoita zvekuvhunduka ndokupepuka ndikazvitarisa kuzasi ndikaona kwatota.

I just laughed at myself ndichinogeza nguva dzanga dzatofamba.Ndakagezesa mwana wangu and
we were ready to leave Georgia.

Ndakatora maruva angu nering yaAlex ndikambodriver ndichienda paguva rake ndokubva
ndasvikopfugama and said

"I'm sorry my love....I'm just going back to my home country. I can't take it anymore.
Wakandirwadzisa Alex wakandibaya panyama nhete kundicheka nerakagomara chairo you
decided to leave me alone hazvina mhaka wakatadza kuita fight for your life....sorry for everything
just know that I love you and I'll always do I'll miss you.Here are the flowers you requested....Ring
yako ndakuisiya panapa ini handikwanise kuenda nayo zvinondirwadza kuramba
ndichiiona.Goodbye."

I placed the flowers at his grave pandakada kusiya ring moyo wangu wakaramba I wore it instead.I
dropped a tear ndakatarisa paguva pake and turned to go.

My heart was heavy....ndaisada kuenda kure naye but ndaitofanira kushinga.Ndakadriver and all
the way home I was sobbing.

Takaisa mabags mumota maid akabva aenda zvake.Ini nemwana wangu nemumwe mukadzi
wandakanzi namama azodzoka nemota yangu kubva kuairport.
We drove to the airport in silence.Bradley was overexcited aifara zvisingaite kunokwira flight
nekuita travel long distance.

Pasina nguva tanga tasvika zvedu and boarded the plane ikabva yasimuka.Ndainzwa moyo
wangu kurwadziwa kusiya States but that was it ndainoona zvemberi kuchando kwanga
kwandiramba.

Takazosvika following day and almost everyone wemufamily mana Rylan was waiting for us
except Rylan wacho.My father and my youngsters were also there.

Ndkamhanya kunojambira baba vangu.Iiii ndanga ndavasuwa zvisingaite kuita kunzwa mufaro
chaiwo. Mikeila ainge atove mhandara zvee nhy imi and also Kayden anga atove nebase.

Ndakazomhoresawo Ryan twin bro yarylan nemukadzi wacho netuvana twavo 2 twanga
twatokura.Mom and dad were also there benzi rangu chete ndipo panga pasina.

Takapinda mumota zvedu ndokutanga kuenda kumba apa vanhu vainge vachifara. Wangu mwana
ndanga ndisisamuone anga achandiziva here ainge akutamba nebrother yake Rajie kamwana
kaRyan.
Takasvika kumba kwakdecoratwa paine ziposter rakanzi....."WELCOME BACK HOME HAILEY
MAMA BRADLEY AND BRADLEY."

I just smiled inga vanhu vainge vaita zvinorova chikwadi imi.Takapinda muyard and manga
makagadzirwa.Vanhu vanga vakazara enjoying theirselves.

I looked around ndichiti pamwe ndingaona Rylan but haaa handina ini.Ndakamboda kubvunza
mom vake but haa ndakangonzwa kunge zvisingaite.Ndaida anyatsondionawo kaa kuti ndave
munhu musvinu ko hutema huye hwanga hwaita chocolate skin ndave munhu chaiye heede
aindiona zvake mwana wavamwene.

Ndakapinda zvangu mumba tikambomhoresana ndikabva ndananga kuroom yangu

yekare.Ndakanogeza nemwana wangu ndikabva ndanyatsorova kadress kangu kakaita kadiki
kainyatsoshaper mahips ko anga Avepowo kaa.

Weave yangu long ndakaisota bhoo ndokubva ndapfeka maheels angu zvangu.Makeup ndanga
ndakuzivawo seri neseri.

Ndakaona mom vapinda muroom mangu zvikanzi......"You're looking gorgeous my daughter but
pane maprinted red tshirts aya nemablack skin Jeans netumajacket twacho twakanzi welcome
back Hailey."
"No mama just give me kadenim jacket chete...Bradley ndiye ngaapfeke izvozvo."

Ko ndaisada kuporongerwa zvinhu zvangu kaa.After we were done ndkasprayer perfume

yekwamberi chaiyo dzekuStates ekaa kwete yema2 bond.

"Hailey I bought you a new car irimo mugarage coz iya ndakatotengesera mukadzi uya so I used
the money kutenga new."

"Mama makuzvinyanya umm thanx so much ndanga nditori stressed ipapa."

"Kkkk haa kubva vamwe vanhu vakakuona."

"Haaa mama vanaani? "

"Iiii wanakazve mwanangu ndichaonerera gore rino...ko ring ndeyaAlexio."

"Mama akati usabvise....eish."

"Kupi ikoko asi mukudanana kuhope."

"Iii mama anongouya everytime and he was saying aida kuita sex neni ahh i just can't take it
anymore nezuro akandikisa ahhh let's not talk about that am scared."ndanga ndatosuwa suwa.

"Sorry but we have to go and see a pastor haisi hama yako kaa plus munhu afa ngaasanyanye
kukujairira kudaro I know you guys have been in love but now you're in different worlds
hazvichaita."

"But I love him."

"I know mwanangu but hazvichaita that's why ndati pastor coz kukukisa kwaakaita nezuro
probably pane zvakutoitika pauri zvekuti he's now controlling you."

"Oky mama ndanzwa.'

This whole thing was really stressful I decided kuzvikandira kure zvangu ini.Takafamba kubuda
panze zvedu ndokubva patanga kuitwa kachiceremony like.

Dzainge dzatove kuma6 manheru and kwanga kusati kwasviba zvako.Pakamborohwa music and
then mc uyo aive Kayden kahanzvadzi kangu akabva ati yanga yasvika time yekuti
ndichimbotaurawo since ndirini ndanga ndaunganirwa.
I had no idea wat to say nhy imi asi semunhu akadzidza haupererwe kaa zvitongoflower
zvega.Ndakasimuka ndikaisa mashades angu kumeso pakatanga kurohwa music western maiwee
kani ndaiita kumodeller zvangu ndichienda kumberi.

Ndakasvikobata mic and said netone yemurungu kaa......"Firstly I just wanna greet you all and
thanks for such a warm welcome....I wasn't expecting this seriously I............."

Handina kuzopedzisa kutaura ndaona mumwe mukaradhi aifamba achiuya kune machairs anga
akaita kunge mupengo.Zvaanga akapfeka zvacho zvaisatomboita and ndakatoshaiwa kuti aidei
pasuch occassion and aimbove ani anoshinga kuuya mambinga dzakadai.

His skin yanga yakaita kufedha kuratidza kuti airarama life yepasi chaiyo.Chigolf tshirt chered
changa chakapfekwa chainge chaita kusefeka nechijean cheblue changa chapera soup chaita
white mumakumbo aive nezvimateki zvewhite.

Ndakaramba ndakamutarisa zvangu achifamba and ave nechepedyo ndakanyatsotarisa

ndokuona.I just dropped the microphone nezvandainge ndaona apa...........
Stay tuned

Alexio bhoo hr murungu haasikuda nebabe rake he can't just let go of her zvopera mushe here
neghost irori

Ko Hailey ashamisika nei

Mupengo upi apindira paparty

Team Rylan harooo

Ndabhoo guys let's meet tomorrow

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Clary luvs you'll