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LITERARY DISABILITY STUDIES
Dramatizing
Blindness
Disability Studies as
Critical Creative Narrative
Devon Healey
Literary Disability Studies
Series Editors
David Bolt
Liverpool Hope University
Liverpool, UK
Elizabeth J. Donaldson
New York Institute of Technology
Old Westbury, NY, USA
Dramatizing
Blindness
Disability Studies as Critical Creative
Narrative
Devon Healey
University of Toronto
Toronto, ON, Canada
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For my oil spot
For Nate
For Marylin and Gerald
For Erin
For Rod and Tanya
Acknowledgements
The writing of this book began as nothing more than a midday conversa-
tion with Rod Michalko that continued into the evening over cocktails.
This conversation continued to take shape through the laughter and tears
shared among my family, friends and colleagues as we all, together, began
to see through blind eyes. There is nothing more precious in life than our
imaginations and I want to thank those who shared theirs with me, who
stirred my imagination and who, with generosity and grace, imagined
blind eyes with me. It is to these people I owe an incredible debt of
gratitude.
I want to especially thank David Bolt for his support and belief in this
book and Ben Whitburn for his comments, support and laughter.
Words cannot express how truly grateful I am to both Tanya Titchkosky
and Rod Michalko. Their generosity of spirit, their guidance and their
friendship made writing this book not only possible but also a life-
changing experience. I am forever grateful to Tanya Titchkosky who
showed me the poetics, beauty and wonder in disability studies. I am
especially indebted to Rod Michalko who spent countless hours over the
phone and in-person working through ideas, editing and imagining this
work with me. Thank you, Rod, for being not only my mentor and friend
but also my guide into the beauty that is blindness.
vii
viii Acknowledgements
The main character of this work is named after my sister, Erin Healey.
Erin is a strong, intelligent and passionate woman who has and continues
to be a constant source of love, energy, laughter and inspiration in my
life. Her presence flows through all of the pages of this book.
And, I am deeply grateful to my grandmother, Annie Morton, who
through her life with Macular Degeneration, showed me how seeing dif-
ferently is both a powerful and a graceful way of being in the world.
To my parents, Gerald and Marylin Healey, I am especially indebted
and grateful. It is impossible to truly express how much you both mean
to me. The impact that you have had on and continue to have in my life
is equally impossible to express.
Thank you, Dad, for filling my days with laughter, stories and music.
My desire to find the beauty in everyday life, to engage genuinely with
others and to always be true to myself comes from you. The creative,
emotional and inquisitive way you live your life is throughout the pages
of this book.
Mum, thank you for moving into blindness with me, for being blind,
with me. Although you may not see the way I do, I knew then that you
were right there with me, feeling it, and still now, I know you are in it
with me.
And finally, to my partner in life, love and in blindness, Nate Bitton,
this book would not have been imaginable without you. You embraced
my blindness long before I ever could. You have shown me how to be an
artist, how to create and how to listen to the world in new ways. Thank
you for holding my hand, for laughing and crying with me and for being
a part of every word on every page of this work. I love you.
Praise for Dramatizing Blindness
“In dramatizing blindness, Devon Healey raises the curtain on blindness, reveal-
ing a creative potential rarely, if ever, seen. In five acts, Healey re-moves blind-
ness from the wings of the stage of everyday life, placing it center stage and
relegating the culture of sight to its rightful place as backdrop. Read this book.”
—Rod Michalko, PhD author of The Mystery of the Eye and the Shadow
of Blindness (1998); The Two in One: Walking with Smokie,
Walking with Blindness (1999); The Difference that Disability
Makes (2002); and Things are Different Here (2017)
“In this triumphant merging of disability and drama, Blindness takes centre
stage, offering a unique and unputdownable text that will be essential reading to
anyone with an interest in the human condition.”
—Dan Goodley, Professor of Disability Studies
and Education, University of Sheffield, UK
“Through a ‘theatre of the eyes,’ Devon Healey sets the stage to witness the
drama of our own self-understanding, moving us to imagine blindness differ-
ently. In a profound artistic engagement with her own blindness, Healey nar-
rates everyday life so as bring the reader in touch with the meaning of blindness
as creative encounter.”
—Tanya Titchkosky, Professor, Department of Social Justice Education,
OISE, University of Toronto, Canada, and author of Disability, Self
and Society (2003), Reading and Writing Disability Differently (2007),
and The Question of Access: Disability, Space, Meaning (2011)
“This book adds to the growing cannon of blindness studies and charts new ter-
ritory in disability life-writing. Devon Healey explores the many ways that
blindness is performed and perceived in everyday life with her keen observations
of the nuanced and overlapping narratives of disability that affect both the actor
and the audience. The five acts of this drama are by turn theoretical and playful,
deeply personal and acutely aware of the world beyond the self.”
—Georgina Kleege, Professor of English, University of California,
Berkeley, USA
“Adjusting to vision loss as a subject often lacks an exploration of the nuance. It’s
so much more than what was lost. Examining the experience through a creative
lens allows us to see blindness as opportunity. What a refreshing concept. As a
producer of a podcast geared to those adjusting to becoming Blind, I find the
author’s approach exciting and integral in any conversation about Blindness,
especially for those new to the experience.”
—Thomas Reid, Host & Producer, Reid My Mind Radio
Introduction 1
Blindness as Performance and Performer 5
Exploring the Extraordinary Pathways of Ordinary Performances
of Blindness 9
The Interpretations of Normal Variation 14
Disability Studies, Resistance and Ontology 17
Dramatizing Blindness 22
References 26
xi
xii Contents
Conclusion: Awaiting the Arrival of Blindness159
Whose Blindness Is It Anyway? 161
The Manyness of Blindness 163
The Feel of Blindness 166
Reflexive Influence 167
References 168
Index169
Introduction
1
This is akin to Frantz Fanon’s (1967) Black Skin, White Masks, Chapter 5: The Fact of Blackness
“Look, a Negro!” (p. 84). It does a similar kind of interactional work in relation to blindness as
Fanon’s phrase does in relation to blackness.
“Human inventions” are stories that are imagined and told by us to help
create, organize and give meaning to our lives. Yet, the stories we imagine
and tell do not signify or represent the fullness of the societies in which
we live. The stories that are crystallized into social institutions reflect the
dominant narrators, who and what they represent (signifier), and to
whom they are narrating (signified).
We tell stories of the eyes every day, for example. They are symbolic of
intelligence, allowing us to see the point; intimacy, love at first sight;
spirituality, eyes as the windows to the soul; authority and power, I can
see right through you; in Western culture of truth and honesty, look me
in the eye; and of ability, I can see that. It is not difficult to imagine
everyday stories and thus everyday practices that reflect such symbolic
meaning. And so, in a world of sight to be seen as legitimate, sight is
implied. “The social imaginary [then] refers to the necessary as well as the
dissimilatory,” say Gilleard and Higgs, “and the transient as well as the
4 D. Healey
says, “the play’s the thing wherein I’ll catch the conscience of the king”
(Act II, Scene II, 1679–1680).
As I said earlier, there is a pre-script (image/imaginary) of blindness
and this script is written, for the most part, by sight. And yet, this pre-
script needs to be rewritten (reimagined) into another script, the one to
be acted out on the stage of life. The cast of this play is made up of people
everywhere, citizens of all places; it includes all those who live in the
midst of the absence and presence of sight, of sights and of site. The
playwright, or the King in Shakespeare’s terms, of this play has written
this script only from the point of view of sight of the King and it is the
play, the style that catches the King’s conscience. But, it is the theatre of
blindness that gives sight an opportunity to examine itself and what it has
written blindness to be. Where is this theatre of blindness? This is one of
the questions that animates this work. The theatre of blindness while
particular in its location—the life of blind people—is also generally
located. The life of blind people is inevitability lived in the midst of
sighted others. It is this inevitability that makes the theatre of blindness
so precarious both in its location and in its performance. Therefore, even
though one of the animating questions of this work may be, where is the
theatre of blindness?, the inevitability of the journey and the search for it
may be unending. And yet, as I search, as a blind woman, for this theatre,
I find myself always-already in it and always-already performing. In a
sense, it is the performance I explore.
As Butler (1997) says, “[t]o do, to dramatize, to reproduce, these seem
to be some of the elementary structures of embodiment” (p. 404). These,
too, are the “elementary structures” of the embodiment of the conventional
understanding of blindness. In order to explore the structures of blind-
ness, we must first examine what these structures, these performances,
these doings are based on. This is what I am calling the pre-script.
I begin with the premise that the fundamental structure of blindness is
sight; that is the pre-script. The script of blindness is written and
performed on the basis of the structure of sight.2 Basically, in the theatre
2
David Bolt (2018) refers to this process as “ocular centrism.” He says, “If ocular centrism is
thought of as the baseline of assumptions, the very foundation of the meta-narrative of blindness
perhaps, then this neologism ocular normativism denotes the effect: the perpetuation of the con-
clusion that the supreme means of perception is necessarily visual” (p. 14). By this, Bolt is showing
Introduction 7
how all scripts, including the script of blindness, are written from the point of view (pre-script) of
sight understood as not only the dominant way of knowing, but of perceiving as well. Ocular cen-
trism, then, generates a certain kind of blindness, a “sighted-blindness,” so to speak. This script is
what requires inquiry and exploration.
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3
Theatre and Drama understood as method are similar to and are a part of what has come to be
known as narrative inquiry (Couser 1997, 2009, 2011; Mitchell and Snyder 2001; Titchkosky and
Michalko 2014). My method borrows heavily from narrative inquiry, but introduces theatre and
drama as a particular methodological twist based on the work of theorists such as Goffman
and Butler.
Introduction 9
some of which are banal in character such as agreement, while others are
more visceral such as outrage. All responses to and interpretations of
knowledge are in some ways the affect of knowledge itself. Knowledge,
then, is through and through social in that it is a derivative of the ways in
which we live in relation with one another including in relation to those
who came before us and to those who will come after us.
Stories of “knowledge of the world” told, heard, retold and collected
over time make up what we perceive to be expected, normal and
unexpected, or not normal. Expectations and even anticipations are
framed by this knowledge and are made sense of through the stories
derived from it. Schutz refers to these collected stories as a “stock of
knowledge” (Schutz and Wagner 1970, p. 74). He says,
Man [sic] in daily life … finds at any given moment a stock of knowledge
at hand that serves him as a scheme of interpretation of his past and present
experiences, and also determines his anticipations of things to come. This
stock of knowledge has its particular history. It has been constituted in and
by previous experiencing activities of our consciousness, the outcome of
which has now become our habitual possession. (Schutz and Wagner
1970, p. 74)
Knowledge is not the only thing that makes up our stock of knowledge
about blindness, we also feel it and this emotional relation to it reflects,
as Megan Boler (1999) says, “the complex dynamics of one’s lived
situation” (p. 2). Our “lived situation” is made in and of a culture whose
stock of knowledge tells us that blindness is not a good thing, it is not
something that we typically aspire to or yearn for. Blindness is commonly
understood as over there, as something belonging (embodied) to and by
someone else, as something that we do not want to embody. And so, our
thoughts, feelings and emotions reflect this. We avoid blindness and stay
firmly seated in the theatre of sight. We might say that sight, along with
the conventional definitions of blindness it generates, represents, to
borrow from Boler, “[an] invisible conformity to the status quo” (1999,
p. 2). Understanding ourselves as without blindness is a commitment to
such a conformity, invisible as it is, to sight as status quo. It may be that
such a commitment grounds the activity of passing as sighted. But, no
one is without blindness since blindness is the antithesis of our imagined
and desired selves; it is a something that we want no part of.
“Down in front, I can’t see!” “Poor seats, bad sightlines.” Expressions
such as these are ubiquitous in our culture. They suggest that “seeing” is
the privileged position of knowledge and experience and they suggest
that any obstruction to such a privilege be eradicated. In a more serious
way, blurry vision, floaters, double vision—all of these are instances of a
threat to the privileged position of sight. “Did you hear? Her brother
went blind!” “Oh, no!” These expressions show how even the news of
blindness evokes a sense of horror.
Blindness, in this sense, is not usually understood as something per-
sonal; it is something that happens to a friend of a friend. It is a story on
the news (not about us); it is an accident of birth (not of ours); it is a
patient in the hospital (not me); it is the one for whom the universal sign
of access means something (not to me); it is that woman on the street
with a cane (white or otherwise) (not me). It is disability; it is “one in
seven Canadians aged fifteen years or older […] 14% of the Canadian
population […] 3.8 million individuals” (Canadian Survey on
Disability, 2012).
But, it is certainly not us.
Introduction 13
4
For an analysis of blindness simulation and its relation to the culture of sight, see Titchkosky,
Healey and Michalko (2019).
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5
See Titchkosky (2001) for a more detailed exploration of the concept of “humanity” through
“person-first” language.
Introduction 21
6
This sentiment may represent the beginnings of a form of inquiry we might call Blind Studies. A
fuller explication of Blind Studies must wait for another time since it is beyond the scope of this
work. Still, this work may be read as an example of Blind Studies.
22 D. Healey
Dramatizing Blindness
What follows is my attempt at coming to know blindness and to embark
on an unending journey of understanding it. I incorporate both my
knowledge and understanding of blindness as it initially came to me
through my sight and my experience as a sighted person in this exploration.
This knowledge and understanding is infused with my experience of
blindness. This infusion is not merely a wrinkle in my sense of what and
who I am; it is more a jolt (Berger 1963) that has shaken the foundations
of my taken-for-granted sense of the world and, more dramatically, it has
shaken my taken-for-granted sense of who I am. In the following pages,
I attempt to make use of this jolt, this shattering of my taken-for-granted
sense of sight, as an occasion to explore the version of the self I am now,
now that I am blind.
How blindness makes an appearance in the world, its storied life and
thus its being is often defined by how the medical realm identifies and
knows it to be. The who of blindness (self ) is often identified by the what,
the type of blindness, medical professionals diagnose us as “having.” How
the blind person is then expected to behave and thus live is given to them
via a medical prognosis, an outline of how their medical version of
blindness is likely to behave. In this sense, medicine writes the character
of blindness.
Act I, The Genesis of Blindness, depicts blindness as an ingénue. The
birth, discovery and subsequent growth of this young, both in age and in
Introduction 23
act an eerie feel through the ghostly vibrations of sight unseen to echo
Georgina Kleege (1999).
In Act IV, At Home by Myself with You, the eyes of Erin turn their gaze
inwards to reveal the watchful presence of her constant companion. Erin’s
eyes serve as both something to be watched by her and at the same time
what watches her. The “you” that Erin is alone with and how she will live
with such a “you” is the question of this act and what serves as the impe-
tus for Act V, The Spectre of a Home.
Act IV reveals the quintessential problematic of blindness through
Erin’s confession that she does not know how to be blind. Act V takes this
philosophical question of blindness as an identity and explores its many
possible answers in the form of a one-act play. In this play Erin sits,
precariously, atop a high bar-like stool on the stage of an empty theatre,
waiting. For whom or for what she is waiting becomes blurry as her wait
is interrupted…
This waiting bears an uncanny resemblance to writing. When we write,
including the writing of this book, we are often interrupted. One of the
things that interrupts us as we write are the voices with which we write.
Many voices enter our writing—theorists, teachers, our experiences and
those of others and, of course, the voice of the author. These voices
sometimes agree with one another and at times disagree; there is often
confusion and conflict among the voices and, from time to time, even
harmony.
My book like all other instances of writing has several voices. There is,
first of all, my voice in the form of life-writing (my experience); second,
there is the voice of the narrator (my voice as theorist, and stage manager);
there are the voices of the theorists, Goffman, Michalko, Butler,
Titchkosky and the rest, I bring into conversation in this work. There is
Erin. This voice is difficult to pinpoint. It is not a singular voice, but a
voice that embodies more than one being. There is me; my experience of
blindness is folded into Erin’s voice. There is me the narrator. I narrate
through the various voices that appear in the following pages and I narrate
blindness, in part, through the voice of Erin. Finally, there are the voices
of blindness and sight. These two voices represent the crux of this book.
Blindness and sight have spoken to, with and past one another since the
first ray of light hit the retina. The cacophony and kaleidoscopic sound
Introduction 25
Blindness, too, is storied. It is a life and this book both listens to and tells
the story of blindness. It strives to make the voice of blindness intelligible
in the conversation it has with sight. This is why the stage directions are
far more detailed than they would be in a conventional play. The detail is
representative of the voice of blindness. I write the stage directions with
hyper-clarity so as to distract the audience (readers) from their own image
of blindness. The voice of the stage directions acts as a guide, leading the
audience (readers) to the voice of blindness. In so doing, my aim is to
bring the voice of blindness into its rightful place as a co-interlocutor in
the conversation between blindness and sight. Or, put differently, in the
conversation that is perception. Depicting this conversation or percep-
tion is itself confusing and, therefore, interesting. For example, not only
am I the narrator, theorist, author and performer in this work, I am me,
Devon, someone experiencing changing-sight, someone trying to
understand how to be blind. I pop in and out of this book, blinking as I
comment on what the other voices have said. It is as though I am reading
this book as I am writing it and discovering things about blindness, sight
and my relation to them.
This book also marks my attempt at both living with blindness and
carving a blind identity out of the materials provided me by my culture
26 D. Healey
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Scene I
SD1: An empty stage with a single spotlight, centre, the rest is dark.
Like everything else, blindness too has a genesis; it must begin some-
where. How did this begin? Surely it began long before my eyes ever saw
and then did not see, since my blindness does not mark the beginning of
blindness as a discovery in the world—it certainly is not new. But at the
same time, it is new for me.
Everyone has a beginning based on a beginning. Finding where this
beginning begins, however, is the difficulty. It is so difficult to say where
or when my blindness began. I don’t have a distinct memory of when I
noticed something different about the way I saw. I have no distinct pre-
blindness memory of my sight; I no longer remember what clear images
look like. When I remember my sight, I see it through my blindness.
I can’t really say where I was the moment my eyes appeared to me as
more blind than sighted. I don’t have a date on the calendar that marks
the beginning of my blindness, no birth date to celebrate. An exact
account of blindness as a birth2 is not something in my life. It has no
birth story per se. Still, I have a rough idea of when it began and how I
came to know my eyes as ones no longer ordinary. In some ways, this
1
Stage Directions.
2
See Michalko (2002), chapter 5 “The Birth of Disability,” pp. 113–141 for an in-depth discussion
on the birth of disability.
My journey to the doctor was a complex one, one that is a story all its
own, a beginning of a beginning rooted in an ending. My blindness
began with sight; it began in a world I could look at and see; it then
moved, not out of that world, but to a very different perspective of it. I
looked at the world, but saw something very different from what I saw
before. This is where my blindness begins.
Scene II
SD: It is a hot mid-July afternoon. The bright blue of the sky is dotted with
white clouds that look as if a cotton ball has been pulled apart and just sort
of left there. The yellow, almost bright white, of the sun is directly overhead.
A light warm breeze moves the leaves on the trees every now and then, their
gentle rustle breaking the musical sounds of cicadas—this day feels, looks and
sounds like summer. The scene begins with a young girl, seven or eight years
old named Erin, standing on the sidewalk. Her back is turned to the street of
semi-detached homes typical to Scarborough, a neighbourhood just outside
the city of Toronto. She stands, alone, her head slightly cast down, she is trans-
fixed by something on the ground.
The driveway of my grandmother’s home was large, at least it felt that
way to me back then. It was smooth and jet-black. She had it painted
every couple of years to ensure that its colour, its appearance, would not
fade. When it was hot outside with the sun beating down from overhead,
you could feel the driveway almost come to life, sending heat back up to
the sun. If I didn’t have my shoes on, I would sometimes stand on the
sidewalk for a moment or two to cool my feet—and that is the first time
I ever saw it, an image that would later come to follow me wherever I
looked. It was the very first time I ever saw an oil spot.
I stood on the sidewalk facing the end of my grandmother’s driveway,
looking down, spellbound. I was completely transfixed by the simplicity
of its beauty. I stared. The heat from the sun on the jet-black asphalt
made the image appear as if it were alive, swirling like water as it moves
down the drain. It captured my attention.
I had never seen such bright colours on the ground before, or any-
where else for that matter. The swirls moved like a tornado, each circle a
different colour, each colour its own little tornado of movement. The
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outer rim was a neon bright blue and it shimmered—this caught my eye
first. I stood, watching the warmth of the blue shimmer and swirl into a
hot pink. This pink, oh this pink spoke to me! It was playful and fun, the
little stones on the driveway were highlighted by this pink, and they
offered depth and texture to the image. The hot pink seemed inviting,
almost beckoning me to have a closer look.
SD: Erin moves a bit closer to the image on the driveway, she bends over,
her arms straight, hands pressed against her knees for support, she hov-
ers, closer.
Then, as if out of nowhere, a burst of orangey almost yellowish shim-
mer stole my eyes from the hot pink. The colours seemed as if they were
competing for my gaze—fighting to take my eyesight away from the
other layers of the tornado, away from me, from my control, and all for
itself, as if for its own amusement. How funny I thought this was, to have
colours fight for my attention, the focus of my eyesight as the purpose of
their existence.
SD: Erin squats down, her head resting in her hands, elbows pressed atop
her knees—she looks as though she is about to dive into the oil spot.
My world disappeared into the geometric shapes of the oil spot. The
longer I stared, the more I saw—flashes of green in the shiny rainbow and
even shapes emerged in and through the colours until the shade of late
afternoon moved in and the strength and heat of the sun no longer fed
the oil. The driveway was cooling down and the swirling colours of the oil
spot were not quite as bright and alive.
SD: Erin looks up to the sky, the sun has moved, the driveway is now in
complete shade. Now sitting on the sidewalk she leans back, her arms behind
her, hands on the ground.
How nice it would be to have a rainbow with you wherever you go, I
thought. How nice it would be to have an oil spot to stare into at any
time, something to entertain you and to make the world disappear.
SD: The side door of the house opens, it looks onto the driveway, a voice yells,
“Come on in and get cleaned up for dinner!”
SD: Erin jumps up and is about to run across the driveway over the oil spot
when she is interrupted.
Act I: The Genesis of Blindness 33
“… and don’t walk through the oil—you’ll get it all over your feet and bring
it in the
house!”
SD: She runs towards the door; we do not see whether she ran through the
oil spot.
Scene III
SD: A rainbow of coloured lights illuminates an empty stage. There is a centre
spotlight of blue, pink, yellow and green that rotates at no particular speed.
There is one lonely figure onstage, not a seven- or eight-year-old girl, but a
woman in her early twenties. It is Erin. She stands stage left, looking—not
staring—but looking at the moving rainbow lights centre. She is standing,
alone, almost at attention, looking, watching the lights as they move.
This was not the oil spot she remembered from her grandmother’s driveway.
She knew what that was and where it came from and what it would do—it
would mess up the house. But now, she was alone with it. Looking. It had a
familiar look that she recognized, but this, this came with a very different feel.
What this was, where it came from and what it could do, what it would do
was unclear.
I don’t know how long blindness had been with me before I noticed its
presence. I’m sure it began with just a speck, a droplet of blindness the
way of drop of oil grows into a spot. I suppose it began with a feeling
rather than a noticing of something different. It was a feeling of difference
that hinted at something.
The ease of simply shifting one’s gaze, the unconscious skilled mastery
of controlled eye muscle movement to look and then have one’s head fol-
low in such a way that prevents any motion sickness, dizziness or distor-
tion of the image suddenly felt different. The way in which my body
interacted with the world, the way I moved as I looked, was no longer
unconscious. Before I ever saw my blindness, I felt it.
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undoubtedly thought as did one of the confident young men
applicants who said: “She hasn’t a chance of passing. Being a girl is
a terrible handicap in the medical profession.” When she had passed
however at the head of the list of thirty-five young men, the trustees
endeavoured to get Dr. Mary to withdraw. When she firmly declined
to do so, though they said it violated all established precedent, they
gave her the place. And a new era in medicine had been
inaugurated.
Here and there throughout the country, other women now began to
be admitted to examinations for internships. They exhibited an
embarrassing tendency for passing at the head of the list. Any of
them were likely to do it. The only way out of the dilemma, then was
for the hospital authorities to declare, as some did, that the institution
had “no accommodations for women doctors” which simply meant
that all of the accommodations had been assigned to men. It is on
this ground that Philadelphia’s Blockley Hospital, the first large city
almshouse in the country to open to women the competitive
examination for internship, again and again refused the appointment
even to a woman who had passed at the head of the list. It was 1914
before Bellevue in New York City found a place for the woman intern:
five women were admitted among the eighty-three men of the staff.
This unequal distribution of professional privileges was the
indication of a lack of professional fellowship far reaching in
consequences. Among the exhibits in the laboratories to-day, there
is a glass bottle containing a kidney preserved in alcohol. In all the
annals of the medical profession, I believe, there has seldom been
another kidney just like it. For some reason or other, too technical for
a layman to understand, it is a very wonderful kidney. Now it
happens that a young woman physician discovered the patient with
that kidney and diagnosed it. A woman surgeon operated on that
kidney and removed it successfully. Then a man physician came
along and borrowed it and read a paper on it at a medical
convention. He is now chronicled throughout the medical fraternity
with the entire credit for the kidney.
“And it isn’t his. It’s our kidney,” I heard the girl doctor say with
flashing eyes. “You’ll take it easier than that when you’re a little older,
my dear,” answered the woman surgeon who had lived longer in the
professional atmosphere that is so chilling to ambition.
It was against handicaps like this that the women in medicine were
making progress. Dr. Gertrude B. Kelly’s name, in New York, is at the
top in the annals of surgery. Dr. Bertha Van Hoesen is a famous
surgeon in Chicago. Dr. Mary A. Smith and Dr. Emma V. P.
Culbertson are leading members of the medical profession in
Boston. Dr. Lillian K. P. Farrar was in 1917 appointed visiting
surgeon on the staff of the Women’s Hospital in New York, the first
woman in New York City to receive such an appointment. Dr. S.
Josephine Baker, who established in New York the first bureau of
child hygiene in the world, is probably more written of than is any
man in medicine. As chief of this department, she has under her
direction 720 employés and is charged with the expenditure annually
of over a million dollars of public money. She is a graduate of Dr.
Blackwell’s medical college in which social hygiene first began to be
taught with the idea of making medicine a preventive as well as a
curative art. It was the idea that Harvard University a few years later
incorporated in a course leading to the degree “Doctor of Public
Health.” And though a woman had thus practically invented “public
health” and another woman, Dr. Baker is the first real and original
doctor of public health, Dr. Baker herself was refused at Harvard the
opportunity to take their course leading to such a title. The university
did not admit women. But a little later the trustees of Bellevue
Hospital Medical College, initiating the course and looking about for
the greatest living authority to take this university chair, came hat in
hand to Dr. Baker, even though their institution does not admit
women to the class rooms. “Gentlemen,” she answered, “I’ll accept
the chair you offer me with one stipulation, that I may take my own
course of lectures and obtain the degree Doctor of Public Health
elsewhere refused me because I am a woman.” Like this the woman
who has practically established the modern science of public health,
in 1916 came into her title. It is probably the last difficulty and
discrimination that the American woman in medicine will ever
encounter.
The struggle of women for a foothold in the medical profession is
the same story in all lands. It was the celebrated Sir William Jenner
of England who pronounced women physically, mentally and morally
unfit for the practice of medicine. Under his distinguished leadership
the graduates of the Royal College of Physicians in London pledged
themselves, “As a duty we owe it to the college and to the profession
and to the public to offer the fullest resistance to the admission of
women to the medical profession.” Well, they have. The medical
fraternity in all lands took up the burden of that pledge.
A WORLD-WIDE RECONSTRUCTION
But to-day see the builders at work at the College of Physicians
and Surgeons in New York. Yale and Harvard have also announced
the admission of women to their medical colleges. And it is not by
chance now that these three most exclusive medical colleges in the
United States have almost simultaneously removed their restrictions.
They are doing it too at the University of Edinburgh and at the
University of Moscow. The reverberation from the firing line on the
front is shaking all institutions to their foundations. As surely as if
shattered by a bomb, their barriers go down. Like that, the boards of
trustees in all countries are capitulating to the Great Push of the new
woman movement. All over the world to-day the hammers and
chisels are ringing in reconstruction. It is the new place in the sun
that is being made for woman. The little doors of Harvard and Yale
and Columbia are creaking on their ancient hinges because the
gates of the future are swinging wide. It is not a thin line that is
passing through. The cohorts of the woman’s cause are sweeping on
to occupy the field for which their predecessors so desperately
pioneered.
Forward march, the woman doctor! It is the clear call flung back
from the battle fields. Hear them coming! See the shadowy figures
that lead the living women! With 8000 American women doctors to-
day marches the soul of Elizabeth Blackwell. Leading 3000 Russian
women doctors there is the silent figure of Marie Souslova, the first
medical woman of that land, who in 1865 was denied her
professional appellation and limited to the title “scientific midwife.”
With the 1100 British women there keeps step the spirit of Sophia
Jex Blake pelted with mud and denied a degree at Edinburgh
University, who in 1874 founded the London School of Medicine for
Women.
And there is one grand old woman who lived to see the cause she
led for a lifetime won at last. The turn of the tide to victory, as surely
as for the Allies at Verdun or the Marne, came for the professional
woman’s cause when the British War Office unfurled the English flag
over Endell Street Hospital, London. It floated out on the dawn of a
new day, the coming of which flashed with fullest significance on the
vision of Elizabeth Garrett Anderson.[1] The beautiful eyes of her
youth were not yet so dimmed with her eighty years but that all of
their old star fire glowed again when the news of this great war
hospital, entirely staffed by women, was brought to her at her home
in Aldeburgh, Suffolk, where she sat in her white cap, her active
hands that had wrought a remarkable career now folded quietly in
her lap.
[1] Dr. Elizabeth Garrett Anderson died at Aldeburgh, Suffolk,
England, Dec. 17, 1917.
These women in the grey uniforms with Tartan trimmings and the
sign of the thistle embroidered on their hats and their epaulets, have
crossed the vision of the central armies with a frequency that has
seemed, to the common soldier at least, to partake of the
supernatural. Bulgarian prisoners brought into the Scottish Women’s
Hospital operating at Mejidia on the Roumanian front looked up into
the doctors’ faces in amazement to inquire: “Who are you? We
thought we had done for you. There you were in the south. Now here
you are in north. Are you double?” Of this work in the north, in the
Dobrudja from where they were obliged to retreat into Russia, the
Prefect of Constanza said in admiration: “It is extraordinary how
these women endure hardship. They refuse help and carry the
wounded themselves. They work like navvies.”
At the very beginning of the war, the Scottish women left their first
record of efficiency at Calais. Their hospital there in the Rue
Archimede, operated by Dr. Alice Hutchinson, had the lowest
percentage of mortality for the epidemic of enteric fever. In France
the hospital at Troyes under Dr. Louise McElroy was so good that it
received an official command to pick up and proceed to Salonika to
be regularly attached to the French army, this being one of the very
few instances on record where a voluntary hospital has been so
honoured. The Scottish Hospital under Dr. Francis Ivins, established
in the deserted old Cistercian abbey at Royaumont, is one of the
show hospitals of France. When the doctors first took possession of
the ancient abbey they had no heat, no light but candles stuck in
bottles, no water but that supplied by a tap in the holy fountain, and
they themselves slept on the floor. But eventually they had
transformed the great vaulted religious corridors into the comfortable
wards of Hôpital Auxiliarie 301. They might, the French Government
had said, have the “petite blessé.” They would be entrusted with
operations on fingers and toes! And every week or so, some French
general ran down from Paris to see if they were doing these right.
But within two months the War Office itself had asked to have the
capacity of the hospital increased from 100 to 400 beds. And the
medical department of the army had been notified to send to
Royaumont only the “grande blessés.” At the end of the first week’s
drive on the Somme, all of the other hospitals were objecting that
they could receive no more patients: their overworked staffs could
not keep up with the operations already awaiting them in the
crowded wards. “But,” said the French Government, “see the Dames
du Royaumont! Already they have evacuated their wounded and
report to us for more.”
MISS NANCY NETTLEFOLD
Leader in the campaign to admit women to the practise of law in
England.
It was in Serbia that four Scottish hospitals behind the Serbian
armies on the Danube and the Sava achieved a successful
campaign in spite of the most insurmountable difficulties. Here under
the most primitive conditions of existence, every service from
bookkeeping to bacteriology, from digging ditches to drawing water
was done by women’s hands. It was not only the wounded to whom
they had to minister. They came into Serbia through fields of white
poppies and fields of equally thick white crosses over fresh graves.
They faced a country that was overcome with pestilence. All the
fevers there are raged through the hospitals where patients lay three
in a bed, and under the beds and in the corridors and on the steps
and on the grass outside. After months of heartbreaking labour when
the plague had finally abated, the enemy again overran Serbia and
the Scottish Women’s Hospitals, hastily evacuating, retreated to the
West Moravian Valley. Some of the doctors were taken prisoners and
obliged to spend months with the German and Austrian armies
before their release. Others joined in the desperate undertaking of
that remarkable winter trek of the entire Serbian nation fleeing over
the mountains of Montenegro. Scores perished. But the Scottish
women doctors, ministering to the others, survived. Dr. Curcin, chief
of the Serbian medical command, has said: “As regards powers of
endurance, they were equal to the Serbian soldiers. As regards
morale, nobody was equal to them. In Albania I learned that the
capacity of the ordinary Englishwoman for work and suffering is
greater than anything we ever knew before about women.”
Like that the record of the woman war doctor runs. Where, oh,
where are all those earlier fabled disabilities of the female sex for the
practice of the profession of medicine? A very celebrated English
medical man, returning recently from the front, found a woman
resident physician in charge of the London hospital of whose staff he
was a particularly distinguished member. In hurt dignity, he promptly
tendered his resignation, only to be told by the Board of Directors
practically to forget it. And he had to.
Why man, you see you can’t do that sort of thing any more!
Yesterday, it is true, a woman physician was only a woman. To-day
her title to her place in her profession is as secure as yours is. Seven
great London hospitals that never before permitted so much as a
woman on their staff, now have women resident physicians in
charge. Five of them are entirely staffed by women. The British
Medical Research Commission is employing over a score of women
for the highly scientific work of pathology. When one of those
Scottish Women’s Hospitals on its way to Serbia was requisitioned
for six weeks to assist the British army at Malta where the wounded
were coming in from Gallipoli, the authorities there, at length
reluctantly obliged to let them go, decided that the Malta military
hospitals in the future could not do without the woman doctor. They
sent to London for sixty of her. And the War Office reading their
report asked for eighty more for other military hospitals. By January,
1915, professional posts for women doctors were being offered at
the rate of four and five a day to the London School of Medicine for
Women, and they hadn’t graduates enough to meet the demand!
Like that the nations have capitulated. The woman physician’s
place in Europe to-day is any place she may desire. Russia, which
before the war, would not permit a woman physician on the
Petrograd Board of Health because its duties were too onerous and
too high salaried for a woman, had by 1915 mobilised for war service
even all of her women medical students of the third and fourth years.
France has Dr. Marthe Francillon-Lobre, eminent gynecologist,
commanding the military hospital, Ambulance Maurice de Rothschild
in the Rue de Monceau, Paris. In Lyons the medecin-en-chef of the
military hospital is Dr. Thyss-Monod who was nursing a new baby
when she assumed her military responsibilities. Everywhere the
woman doctor rejected of the War Office of yesterday is now counted
one of her country’s most valuable assets. And so precious is she
become to her own land, that she may not be permitted to leave for
any other. “Over there” the governments of Europe have ceased to
issue passports to their women doctors.
You of the class of 1921, you go up and occupy. Medical
associations will no longer bar you as in America until the seventies
and in England until the nineties. Salaried positions will not be
denied you. Clinical and hospital opportunities will not be closed to
you. You of to-day will no more be elbowed and jostled aside. You
will not even be crowded out from anywhere. For there is room
everywhere. Oh, the horror and the anguish of it, room everywhere.
And every day of the frightful world conflict they are making more of
it. Great Britain alone has sent 10,000 medical men to the front.
America, they say, is sending 35,000.
Hurry, hurry, urges this the first profession in which the women’s
battalions have actually arrived as it hastily clears the way for you.
The New York Medical College and Hospital for Women, not to be
outdone by any institution now bidding for women’s favour, has
rushed up an “emergency” plant, a new $200,000 building. The
London School of Medicine has erected a thirty thousand pound
addition and the public appeal for the funds was signed by Premier
Asquith himself. The nations to-day are waiting for the women who
shall come out from the colleges equipped for medical service.