Dear Nowel

February 16th 2024 (The First Day at the Hospital)

If and only if something might have happened to me, I sincerely
apologize that I told you about my illness very late and have made
you worried about me, I deeply apologize that I won’t ever be by
your side again, I’m sorry if we won’t be ever be meeting in
personal, though I really want to see you in person, I want to hug
you so tight if we meet, I am also planning to have our first kiss on
my birthday even if we only met in person for the very first time.
But if something did happen to me, it wont go as planned, I guess
the Lord has other plans for me and for you.

February 17th 2024 (The Second Day at the Hospital)

If I really passed away, my wish is that you will make my funeral
banner, since you are my youtuber, I want it to be elegant, and I
want your YouTube profile to be in it as a watermark so my
families will know that you created it and so they would know how
much you loved me. As for my personal accounts, I shall entrust
you my Facebook, Instagram and my Genshin Impact account to
you. My family will send it to you since they have my diary, and in
my diary it has all my information and all my past experiences
with you and my family, though I would want to send you also my
diary as a remembrance, but I want my family to have it as their
remembrance from me, but the necklace I gave you is also one
remembrance of me, and this letter also is a remembrance of me.
Let that necklace I gave to you always be an image of me.
February 18th 2024 (The Third Day at the Hospital)
My situation here at the confinement room is getting worse, and
I’m starting to feel more weaker hour by hour, I guess this is my
fate then, If I did pass away, My Heart, I know you will be sad,
crying and will feel lonely since all your friends are busy with their
relationship and their friend group, I have always loved some of
your friends especially (Crisha, Aliyah, Alexis, Kent, Felicity,
Loureign and more), they have been the friends that we’re so
close to you. May they be your friends forever and will never
forget them and will never forget you as well My Heart. And don’t
worry about my family, I left them a long message as well, just like
yours its also a long one because that’s how much I loved you all,
you are all my family.

February 19th 2024 (The Last Day)

I feel like this may be my last day, I guess I need to say my

farewell’s now, My Heart, always remember that I will always
love you and I will always stay inside your heart, you know
how honest I am and how loyal I am to you, and I’m also
grateful to have you as my first and last boyfriend that I will
ever have my entire life. May you always stay safe with your
journey without me, may all your wish come true and may
you grow healthy and wealthy. “ow my heart… it’s aching” I
have to finish this letters before my time is up. My Heart, I
Love You, you are the best Boyfriend I’ve ever had, I will
always watch you even if I am gone. My Heart I will miss our
bonds together when we are in call, I will miss the times that
you and I are singing together, and I will Always remember
us this way, even if I am gone, I Love You My Heart, I won’t
stop Loving you even if I’m gone.
And please don’t stay sad, remember our dream is for you to
graduate, don’t forget your academics ok? And always
believe in yourself that you can do it if you are confident
enough to do it. My Heart, always remember also that when
you have a new girlfriend, tell them that you have once had a
girlfriend that Loved you so much. “owww….. It hurts so bad”
My Heart This Is now a good bye to you and to my family I
will ask them to print the letters I have wrote to you all and
sign it before I pass away. My Heart, may this farewell
message comfort you somehow even if we haven’t met in
person. Lastly I would like to apologize to you that I lied, I
lied of hiding the truth about my situation. I’m sorry my heart
that I didn’t say goodbye to you on call, I just don’t want you
to be sad while we we’re still talking on call, I really don’t
want to hurt you, I promised that when we were introducing
ourselves, I never would have thought that this is how I’ll
pass away. I’m Sorry My Heart.
“Owww… I really can’t take it anymore”
My Heart, I’m Sorry once again, this will be my last, My wish
for you before I pass away, is to always remember to pray to
God, and always remember me in your Heart, My Heart I
Love You So Much.

Farewell…

Sienna Alümina Robinsons-Delaney

Signed By