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Seduced by the Mountain Man
A Short Steamy Mountain Man Romance
Carly Keene
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Title Page
Copyright
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
EPILOGUE
Thank you for reading!
About The Author
CHAPTER ONE
SAGE
"You're coming to the bar with us, right?" my colleague Clint Dumont says, pointing at me. "Zane
will be there, and the girls."
"I don't have to get dressed up, do I?"
"Hell, no. It's just Boots 'N' Beer. You can wear lederhosen, for all I care."
I roll my eyes, but I agree to meet them there and stay for at least a drink or two, and a best-of-
three darts challenge.
I almost never go out. Not my thing, not anymore. When we were dating, Lisa and I used to go
out on Saturday nights. The first year we were married it got to where she was hitting the bar every
night, with or without me, and saying things like she thought being married would fix things--would
fix her--but it hadn't. She wouldn't say why she needed fixing, either. The second year, it got to where
she was staying drunk most of the day. She wouldn't consider counseling. She wouldn't consider
therapy. She lost her job and lied to me about it.
I finally realized that she was never going to sober up if I kept pretending everything was okay. I
filed for divorce after three years of marriage. For a long time, I was really angry that she wasn't able
to face her demons, much less tell me what caused them. And then I was just...down, I guess. Sad.
And not ready to face the idea of dating again. Not when Lisa's alcohol addiction seemed to
come out of the blue. It's so hard to really know people.
Except if you've known them a long time, maybe.
Take my buddy Clint. He's a little younger than I am, and he's a solid park ranger. Really cares
about the lake's health. Got burned by love, like me. Unlike me, he dealt with it by becoming a serial
dater. A playboy. And then he met Gabi, and fell hard--hard enough to commit to her within bare
weeks. Surprising? Not to me. He was waiting for the right woman; he just didn't know how to deal
with her until she told him she needed him to be all in.
Then he was all in. But he's always been that kind of guy, anyway. When you grow up in a small
town, you know people and you know how they're likely to behave.
So here I am at Boots 'N' Beer, mildly cursing the music and the neon holiday lights still strung
up around the bar, and the noise of patrons who are already drunk. Then I see who's tending bar, and
my stomach does this weird swoop.
Speaking of knowing the people I've known a long time, take Sage Landon, for that matter.
She grew up around here. Her parents run the Dock Holiday Guesthouse and Charter Boat Tours,
and the Landons made use of their three bright and attractive daughters as help for the family business.
Worked out great for the oldest, Sara, who got a degree in accounting and still does all the books. And
it looks like the baby, Sammi, is set to transfer her community college studies to Montana State soon.
Sage is the black sheep of the family. She had a troubled adolescence, if "troubled" is the word
for mildly rebellious attitude. She didn't quit school, do drugs and get pregnant, but she went rogue for
a couple of years. Dyed streaks of pink in her dark blond hair, wore more eyeliner than Avril Lavigne,
rode a skateboard around town, snuck into her friends' parents' houses and stole their cooking sherry.
Posted rude limericks in her distinctive handwriting on the town bulletin board. Went joyriding
around the ski resort in Judge Miller's golf cart. Refused to go to college. Dated a lot of guys--some
of them townies, some of them only in the area for vacation.
None of this was really bad behavior, of course. It just made her an outlier in that family. I could
relate. My own teenage years were a little rough, since my dad dipped out without a forwarding
address when I was about twelve, and I spent some years figuring out what it means to be a man.
Hint: being a man does not require getting drunk every weekend, or doing stupid shit like
stealing Jimmy Fenroy's motorcycle and racing it around town before returning it, lighter in the gas
tank but unharmed. Or climbing the fence to go skinny-dipping in the lake after hours. Or...you get the
idea.
I caught Sage and some of her friends skinny-dipping in the lake one night when she was a
teenager. That must've been ten years ago, before I met Lisa. And even then, Sage had a gorgeous
body to go with her Slightly Bad Girl persona. She kept flaunting it at me, until I managed to throw a
blanket in her direction. The other girls in the group were squealing, floundering around to cover
themselves with their clothes, but not Sage. She looked me dead in the eye, all blue eyes and don't-
care attitude, all creamy-pink skin and I dare you to stare bravado.
It might still be the sexiest damn thing I've ever seen. I dream about her sometimes.
And here she is in the flesh. Black tee with the name of the bar on it, the letters curving over her
tits. Jeans snug over those round hips and fitted to her gorgeous legs. Kickass boots. Her long hair is
pulled up in a loose gather on top of her head, and it shows off the little moon-and-stars tattoo at the
nape of her neck. She's pulling a draft beer and laughing at something her coworker said, and I get a
flash of the tattoo on her inner wrist.
Makes me wonder where else she's got tattoos. Makes me jealous of the coworker.
Which just makes me rethink this whole stupid crush thing. Crushes are for teenagers, not
divorced men with some fucking mileage on them like me. For fuck's sake, I'm a dozen years older
than she is.
Trouble is, I can't explain that to my dick.
Zane and his girl, little Sammi Landon--Sage's sister--come to the table with bottles of IPA and
the girls' drinks. I say hi to Clint and his girl, pretty Gabi who often delivers us rangers our lunch
from one local takeout place or another. Clint and Zane get their beers; the girls get their drinks,
leaving me to stare that damn bottle of IPA and try to keep my face from sneering. That's not beer,
that's beer-flavored herbal tea.
"Be back in a mo'," I say. "Get myself a real drink." Clint hoots with laughter, shaking his head,
but then he pulls Gabi closer for a kiss so I know none of them are really going to miss me while I'm
at the bar.
"Hey, Holt. What can I get you?"
Damn, even her voice is sexy. It doesn't help that I can see her nipples perk up under her shirt.
"Whiskey ditch. Maker's Mark, if you have it."
She pours the whiskey and adds a little water to open the flavor. "Should I add this to the table's
tab?"
"Nah. I can't drink that IPA shit."
She smiles, setting the glass down on the bar between us. "Just between you and me and the
gatepost, I agree with you. I like a nice brown ale, but I find IPA too bitter."
"Exactly." I pull out my wallet and hand her a twenty. When she goes to make change, I wave it
away. "Nah, keep it. Get yourself a drink."
She shoots me a sidelong glance. "I don't like to drink when I tend. I could go for a lemonade,
though. And thank you."
"No trouble." Some part of me is relieved that her underage drinking was only a phase for her. I
sip my own whiskey and tell myself that I cannot, no matter the provocation, just lean across the bar
and take one of those tight nipples into my mouth through her shirt. I should go back to the group.
"Saddle up and chat a minute, won'tcha?" Sage says. It seems there's a brief lull in people
ordering drinks at the bar, and she leans on the bar while I try to eradicate lustful thoughts from my
head.
It wouldn't hurt to stay a moment, though.
CHAPTER THREE
HOLT
I take a bar stool. "How long you been working here?" I ask, idly. I don't know if I can come back
here often if she's going to be a walking temptation around the place. Don't want to make a nuisance of
myself.
"Three months," she says, swiping a fallen strand of hair off her face with a hand graced by three
silver rings. She leans a little closer to me, and my jeans get tight at the scent of her. It's not that the
smell of lemons and oranges is that sexy in itself...it's that it's her smell. I'd probably be hard even if
she smelled like, I dunno, axle grease. "But also just between you and me and the gatepost, I'm
looking for somewhere else. I think this place is doing well now and I'd like a challenge."
I nod. "Sure seems busier than it used to be around here for a Wednesday, even during tourist
season."
Sage's pink lips curve into a smile, and damn if that doesn't make me even stiffer. "Yeah. That's
due to me."
"Because you're the sexiest bartender around?" I say, and immediately regret it. "Sorry. That was
insensitive of me. I'm not hitting on you." I stand up to go back to Zane and Clint's table.
"You're not? That's a shame," Sage says carelessly. "I never get interesting guys hitting on me. It's
usually jerks and assholes."
Did she just say that she doesn't mind me hitting on her? That I'm not one of the usual
assholes making a female bartender's life difficult?
"So I'm not the sexiest 'tender around?" Sage says in a teasing tone. "That's disappointing."
I look her in the eye. "No, you are." Her eyes go wide, and the pupils seem to enlarge. "It's just
that I shouldn't have been disrespectful to a working gal."
She licks her lips, and fuck me if my zipper isn't imprinting itself on my johnson right now. Don't
know if I can even move away from the bar without letting everybody know I'm sporting wood.
"I don't like hearing it from some random guy while I'm working," she says softly. "But...it's you,
Holt. So thanks."
Holy shit.
The next second, somebody comes up to the bar to ask for another round, and she whirls away
from me to help him, and I figure if I don't leave the bar right now I'm going to do something to
embarrass myself. So I grab my drink and think about work: cold lake water. The ongoing problem of
invasive species. The paperwork that will be waiting on my desk tomorrow morning. More cold lake
water.
That does the trick. I'm back to the table with the two sets of lovebirds by the time Sage finishes
filling that order. I sit down with my back to her, hoping that not looking at her will keep me
presentable in public.
I really ought to do something about the situation. Maybe this whole age gap thing isn't that big a
deal.
"We gotta find Holt a girl," Zane says to Sammi. "Here we are all loved-up, and he's by his
lonesome."
"Ask Sage out," Sammi says to me.
It practically blows my hair back. "What?"
She shrugs, and tucks a strand of her hair, lighter than Sage's, behind her ear. "Oh god, I can't tell
you, she'll kill me."
I lean forward over the table. "You better tell me."
She raises an eyebrow. "Well. She's always had kind of a thing for you. I don't suppose you
remember catching her and some of her friends swimming in the lake years ago?"
The sight of Sage naked and wet is burned into my retinas, but I don't say that. "I do remember
that, actually."
"She told me about it. And just the way she talked about it..." Sammi waves a hand. "I don't
know, I think she's always had the hots for you."
"And every other guy her age in town," Zane cuts in.
I shoot him a glare.
He shrugs. "Just sayin', Sage dates like a guy. Doesn't seem to be looking for anything
permanent."
I sit back in my chair and sip my drink.
Maybe this would work. Maybe I could go out with her. Get her out of my system. I mean, for
fucking years now I've been super-aware of this girl around town. It's like she's a stray eyelash.
Maybe a short fling would let me let go of my mini-obsession with her.
"Ask her out," Sammi says again. She smiles and nods at my drink. "You're almost empty. Go get
another one."
And get another hard-on.
But that might be all to the good. I mean, I know Sage. She dates a lot and never seems to get her
heart broken. Some fun together and no broken hearts? Yes, please.
I turn the conversation to work and let Clint tell the group about the guys who wanted to take a
backpack electrofishing unit out on the lake today. They claimed that they were "doing it for science!"
but couldn't prove any affiliation to a university or state agency. I'd bet those guys were planning on
doing it for fun. We confiscated their equipment and gave them a citation.
Any time somebody asks me a question, I answer, but I'm not really participating in the group
conversation, and eventually somebody notices. Sammi leans toward me and touches my arm. "Go
talk to her," she says softly enough that nobody else hears her. "I mean it."
I nod. "I might go get another drink," I say out loud.
"Oh good," Zane says, breaking off his conversation with Clint. "Get us another round?"
"No, I think I might drink it at the bar, and then head home. I'm feeling just a little too much like a
fifth wheel, no offense."
"None taken," Gabi says.
I nod and go over to the bar. It's not that late, but people are starting to clear out. I park my ass on
the same barstool I was riding earlier, and Sage comes right over. "You want another one like that?"
she asks, pointing a ring-clad forefinger at my glass.
"Nope. Make it a lemonade."
She gives me a Mona Lisa smile, and pulls out the pitcher to fill a tall glass.
"You had yours yet?" I say.
"Not yet. Think I'll have it now," she says, and grabs another glass.
I wait until she sips from hers to taste mine. It's excellent. I say so. She smiles. I look at her lips
and think, she tastes like lemonade right now.
I could beat around the bush with her. I could hint. But I'm a blunt guy. And you could say that
I've been waiting for her for a very long time. "Would you like to go to dinner with me sometime?"
She freezes, arm in midair as she's holding her lemonade glass to her mouth. Then she puts it
down. "Let me get this straight. Holt Woods is asking me out?"
I nod. Spin my glass in a tight single circle on the polished wood of the bar. Look back up at her.
"When?"
"Any time you want." She takes her time responding, so I add, "Look, I'm not going to make you
feel uncomfortable. If it's a no, it's a no. I won't keep bugging you."
"It's a yes," she says, and spins her own glass. "I just wondered...why now? Why not, say, eight
years ago when I came of legal age?"
Startled, I stare at her. Guess Sammi was right, and Sage has had a thing for me as long as I've
had a thing for her. I try to formulate an answer. "Well. I don't know exactly. Except that eight years
ago, you were barely legal. Only eighteen, right?"
"Just a baby," she agrees dryly. "Except that I'd already lost my cherry by then, so it wouldn't
have been cradle-snatching."
The thought of Sage Landon's virgin cherry getting popped by somebody else, somebody who
probably had no idea of the worth of this girl, has me feeling both annoyed and painfully aroused.
"You have a vein throbbing in your forehead," Sage says conversationally. "What did I say to
piss you off?"
"Stop talking about your cherry and tell me whether you'll say yes to dinner, Sage," I growl.
"You're Holt Woods," she says. "I'm probably gonna say yes to everything."
Again: holy shit.
CHAPTER FOUR
SAGE
I get in late, and I sleep late. Sammi has practically moved in with Zane at this point, so I pretty
much have the apartment to myself. When I wake, I'm still alone and I'm just wearing the oversized t-
shirt I sleep in, and I've been dreaming about Holt.
I dreamed that he was the one to pop my cherry, not that cute floppy-haired blond guy visiting
from California, what was his name? Taylor? No, Tyler. Tyler was cute and he was a good kisser, but
he had no fucking idea what he was doing with his dick.
Luckily, I didn't take that personally. With other boys, I was selfish enough to keep touching
myself during the sex, and found out what I needed to get me there. I've never apologized for that, and
I never will.
I have this feeling that Holt does know what to do with his. Thinking about him gets me hot
enough that I lift my shirt and slip a hand between my thighs, playing with my girly parts and thinking
about the strength in Holt's body until I make myself come.
Not five minutes after I'm finished, while I'm making up my bed, there's a pounding on the door. I
slip on a camisole and some shorts and go open it, wondering if Sammi forgot her key.
But it's my other sister on my doorstep. Sara, the good girl. Sara, the smart, pretty, perfect one,
the one with the college degree and the country-club husband and the 2.33 perfect blond children.
(Okay, there are no actual three-tenths children that I know of, but the thing about Sara is that she
always does things exactly the way Mom and Dad expect their kids to do things. Her kids, Violet and
Morris, are perfect angels.)
Sara does not currently look like the Perfect Suburban Mom she usually embodies. She's crying.
Her makeup has run, and she looks like a panda. Her hair is a rat's nest. And instead of her usual fine-
gauge tank sweater and linen capris, she's wearing a raggedy old Whitefish HS Cheer t-shirt and a
saggy pair of thin cotton pajama pants, along with slippers.
"Come in," I manage to say before my sister pushes past me and bangs her purse down on the
kitchen counter.
"Please tell me you have vodka," she says.
"I don't like vodka."
"Wine then," Sara demands, before I can tell her that I only have gin and two bottles of amber ale
in the apartment. Sammi's not much of a drinker, never has been, and I'm picky.
I open the fridge door and get out the gin I keep in there, along with tonic water and some lime
wedges. I silently make Sara a gin and tonic and hand it over, only to watch her down it in about four
gulps. I make her another one. "That's the last you're going to get before you tell me what's going on.
You can't get drunk until I know what shit is going to hit what fan."
"Matthew," she says flatly, and then gulps a quarter of her second drink.
"No kidding. Has he been careless with his genitals?"
Sara screws up her face. "What the hell, Sage?"
I clarify. "Is he cheating on you?"
"No. Worse!"
"Okay then, what did he do?"
Sara collapses into a kitchen chair. "Money," she says.
CHAPTER FIVE
SAGE
I blink. My brother-in-law is one of those financial-wizard guys who grew up in a wealthy family
back east and came out to Montana for the skiing and outdoor sports. He works from home, mostly
managing his own investment portfolio as well as my parents' investments. He's the kind of guy who
spends his time playing Outdoor Sports Guy and paying other people to do the unpleasant house
maintenance stuff, so he and Sara have this McMansion near the ski resort that is maintained by two
landscapers, an on-call handyman, and two live-in maids.
Mom and Dad thought Sara hit the jackpot when she married Matthew. And yes, he's attractive
and well-mannered and loaded, and I would have said, not a complete asshole.
But.
This.
My older sister, Miss Perfect, is a mess right now.
She pounds down the rest of her cocktail and gets up, staggering just a little. "I need carbs," she
says, sounding desperate.
"You just had carbs," I point out. "Alcoho--"
"I need sugar," she snarls. "Cake. Cookies. Brownies. Hell, waffles will do."
"We have cupcakes," I offer gingerly, stunned at the lengths to which my crunchy-granola-mama
sister has gone. Not only is Sara drinking before 11 a.m. and demanding sweets, she just said hell.
"Sammi brings them home from Cupcakes on Wheels." I open the plastic container holding Sammi's
favorite strawberry cheesecake cupcakes and my favorite chocolate-coconut ones.
Sara's hand reaches over mine and grabs one of each. She rips off the paper and eats half the
choco-coco one in one bite. "What is this?" she asks through the mouthful. "Tastes like a Mounds bar."
"Yep. Listen, sit down and slow down before you choke, okay? And you still haven't told me
what Matthew did." I get her a glass of water. "No more booze."
"He said it was a sure thing," she says, once she gets that giant glob of cupcake down her throat.
Tears start rolling down her face. "And it was bad enough when it was just our money, because he
can't even touch his second legacy from his grandfather until he's thirty-five, so that's another quarter-
million, which would get us out of the hole, but that's not even the worst."
"I'm not really following this," I confess. "So there was a bad investment and...what?"
"Mom and Dad's money," she wails. "They're broke, Sage! And they're getting too old to have to
rely on the guesthouse and the fishing tours. That's so much work. And I can do the financial stuff, but
I can't manage the house and the boat, and you won't help, you never help, and it's my husband's fault,
and he's saying Mom and Dad can just declare bankruptcy. They'll lose the Dock Holiday, they'll lose
everything..."
"Wait. Did Matthew lose your money, too?"
She's sobbing. "Yes! He turns thirty-five in December, so a short loan from his parents will keep
us from losing everything...I want to sell our house and give the money to Mom and Dad, I never liked
that house...and I don't want to live with a man who would do that to family, make them bankrupt..."
She goes back to incoherent crying.
"Okay," I say, patting her shoulder and ignoring the hollowness in my stomach. "Okay. Okay.
Calm down, Sara."
"I hate him."
I'm not thinking too highly of Matthew at the moment, either. "He's your kids' dad. Don't forget
that, before you decide to feed him arsenic."
"I'm not going to feed him arsenic! I just want him to die!"
Dramatic much? I shake my head, trying to comprehend. "So Matthew lost your money, but he'll
have more within six months?" She nods. "But Mom and Dad are up Shit Creek without a paddle, and
Matthew doesn't fucking care?" She nods again, vehemently.
I proceed to call my brother-in-law every nasty name I can think of, while my sister interjects
agreement. And my stomach is twisting in nausea. I didn't want to work at Dock Holiday when I was
growing up--the B&B was Mom's bailiwick, and the boat was Dad's, and Sara Little Miss Perfect
was their perfect helper. She's been doing the business stuff, filing the taxes, that sort of thing, for
years, but she doesn't really want to do the physical work of caring for guests and the house.
I never minded that. What I minded was, A) being compared unfavorably to Sara, who is seven
years older than me and a totally unfair example, and B) having to do it for free. Instead, I went out to
work on my own so I wouldn't be shown up for the relative incompetent that I was, next to my big
sister.
Who has terrible problems right now.
How could you trust a guy who does that to his family and his wife's family, and then blows off
the incredible breach of trust with an airy, "nah, everybody just declare bankruptcy, except me,
because I want to keep my big fancy house."
Fucking bastard.
He's even more of a bastard than Holt has been. All Holt did was ignore an underage temptress,
and I'm inclined to forgive him for that now.
The rest of the day is spent with Sara, Mom and Dad, and their lawyer. Mom says that the house
out-earns the boat tours, so they may need to sell that business and keep the B&B. Dad reluctantly
agrees. Sammi says she'll help, but she hasn't finished college yet. Sara says she can get a full-time
job with an accounting firm, and after a brisk shouting match with Matthew on the phone, she comes
back to the table and says she's filing for divorce tomorrow, and he'll have to sell their house so he
can give her half. She'll go work for an accounting firm. Her friend Brittany will keep her kids.
"And Matthew can go fuck himself," I say out loud, earning myself a gasp of horror from my
mother and a censorious look from my dad.
"Yeah," Sara agrees, which seems to send Mom and Dad into shock.
By the end of the day, I'm exhausted and emotionally drained, but when Sammi suggests I
reschedule my date with Holt, I smack that down. "No. I need this. I'm going."
Sammi gives me side-eye, but nods. Sara goes home to pick up her kids and kick Matthew out of
the house.
And I go back to the apartment to shower and get ready for Holt.
This night has been ten years in the making. I might be upset and unsettled, but I've been waiting
for this date for too long to skip it.
I shave everything. I moisturize everything. I scent everything. I paint my toenails blue. I curl my
hair into loose waves. I put on a red cami with a built-in bra and top it with a lightweight floral-print
button-down shirt, rolling up the sleeves and leaving the front open. I slip on a knee-length denim
skirt and wedge heels. I put my anklet on. I do a neutral eye and a lush red lip, and I add thin silver
hoops to my earlobes. I pack a toothbrush, a hair clip, and extra underwear in my straw purse.
I've been sitting on the bed nervously picking fluff off my bedspread for ten minutes, trying not to
think about Dock Holiday, when I hear a vehicle pull up outside. I peek out, and it's Holt in his white
pickup truck.
When he gets out and comes to the door, I almost forget about dinner and decide to have him
instead. He's wearing a plain black tee shirt that shows off his massive biceps, and jeans that hug
those mighty thighs, and he smells amazing.
He's smiling.
At least until he gets a good look at me, and then he turns his head to look at Sammi as his smile
fades. "Something's wrong," he says. "You both look like somebody ran over your dog."
Sammi sniffles. I backhand her. "It's not that bad."
"It's pretty bad," Sammi says.
"I'll tell you," I say to Holt, "but not right now. I still want to go on this date. I still want to eat
pulled pork and get kissed good night."
"We can do whatever you want," Holt says gently. "We can reschedule. Or we can go eat pulled
pork now. I just don't want to get shut out."
He's looking at me seriously, and I am trying really hard not to feel rescued. "Dinner, please," I
say with relief. "I want my mind taken off it for a little while."
"And then you'll tell me?"
I nod, making up my mind that he's trustworthy. "I'll tell you everything."
CHAPTER SIX
HOLT
I just told Holt the Awful Thing that Matthew Did, and he told me he believed in me. Told me that he
wanted me to be honest with him. I threw out a theoretical "if we were married" and he seemed to dig
that.
He seems to be digging me.
Not hiding how he feels about me anymore.
So I kiss him. I don't wait to go inside. I give in to that impulse I had earlier, and I go right for
his mouth, for that lush full mouth that drives me crazy, especially the way it looks so sinful against
his dark, trimmed beard.
Tasting it is everything I could have hoped for.
He wants me so bad. Me, not someone else, me. He keeps saying my name. Holding my head in
his hands as he kisses me, touching me with passionate tenderness.
And he's rock-hard in his jeans, under me in the seat of his truck.
The steering wheel is jammed up against my back, and once he realizes that, he adjusts the seat
to push it back and recline it, and then I'm free to rock back and forth on that hard line of heat in his
jeans, my lacy underwear sticking to me with my own arousal.
"Sage...fuck, Sage," he groans into my mouth. "You don't seriously want to ride me for the first
time in my truck, do you?"
"I'll take you any way I can get you," I say between kisses, yanking his shirt out of his waist band
and unbuttoning it.
"Fuck," he says again, slipping his hands under my skirt and yanking it up to my hips before
squeezing my ass. "Damn. Listen, I have condoms, but they're in my wallet."
That was thoughtful. I've always been careful with condoms because nobody wants an STI and
I'm also careful about getting tested, but I'm also on the pill. "I'm on birth control. And I'm clean, so
unless there's another reason to use condoms, let's skip it."
"Fuuuck," he says again as I unzip him and slide on that hard ridge, "you mean I get to be bare in
you, Sage?"
"I want that," I say, panting. I've lost a shoe, which is fine, but I want his hands on my breasts,
not on my cami, and I can't quite get everything out of the way.
"Naw. Screw this, we're going in," he says. "I'm all in with you, baby. Been waiting too fucking
long to let this be all hurried and hole-in-corner." He pushes the door open, and somehow he gets out
of the truck carrying me. He carries me to the porch and sets me down, then opens the front door and
picks me back up again.
He carries me through the cabin so fast that I don't get to see any of it before I'm bouncing on a
big bed, losing my other shoe and (again) not all that sorry.
"Take that fucking skirt off, baby," he says, and this commanding presence of his is making me so
hot and ready. "I need my mouth on you."
I shimmy out of the skirt and lose my shirt, while he ditches boots and jeans and socks, then
hauls that snug tee shirt over his head. I'm about to yank off my cami, but he settles between my legs
on the bed and takes one of my breasts into his mouth, not moving my top out of the way. It's so urgent,
so primal, that I moan out loud. His hands are busy at my lacy panties, and then suddenly there's a
tearing noise and cool air on my bare, sopping wet split, and I moan again.
"Just like that," he says, lifting his head from my breast. He licks at my taut nipple, then moves to
my other breast, and his fingers get busy at my aching core, stroking along my wet folds and then
plunging inside me. "Fuck, Sage, so wet..."
I manage to push the straps of my cami down to expose my boobs, and he dives back in, licking
and sucking my nipples until I'm moaning constantly, finger-fucking me with one hand while the other
rubs at my clit, and he keeps going and keeps going until suddenly I fall right over the edge, my body
in free-fall, in ecstasy, in rainbows and butterflies and flying zebras.
I might be crying a little bit. He raises his head to look at me. "Sage. Sweetheart. Baby. You
okay?"
I nod. "So good. So, so good. Holt. I need you in me. Please. Please."
"You never have to beg me, baby," he says. He moves off the bed just long enough to shed his
boxers. "See what I got for you." He takes my hand and guides it to his swollen cock. It's not the
longest I've ever seen, but it's thick. Girthy. My mouth starts to water. "Feels so good, your hand on
me."
"I'm hungry," I complain. "Feed me that cock." I tug him to kneel astride me, urge him to slide
that thick stick into my mouth. I mouth-fuck him, playing with his balls, until he groans again and
moves away, squeezing the base and breathing hard.
"I'm not blowing it down your throat," he says, his voice like honey poured over gravel. "Not
yet. Not until I've filled that pretty pussy full of my cum, probably a couple of times before I'll want to
do something else. No. I'm gonna pour you full to the brim. Want to see my cream ooze out of your
sweet cunt."
This dirty, dirty talk is making me even crazier for him.
"I want it," I say, stroking my own nipples. "I want your cum in me, Holt. I want you to to dick
me down until I'm begging you to shoot me full. I've wanted you so long. Now I want you for a long
time."
"You never have to beg me," he says again, giving me a look so hot that I almost burst into
flames. "Doesn't mean I don't like hearing it."
"I'm begging now." I reach down and spread my inner folds, showing him my core. "Put it here.
And don't stop."
"Kiss first," he says. He reaches for me, kissing my mouth and settling between my thighs, letting
me move against all that good hardness--and then he moves back and puts his head there, licking at my
little button until I'm crying out and thrusting my hips.
And then he gives it to me.
He props himself on one elbow, using the other hand to smooth my hair out of my eyes and touch
my cheek, then playing with my nipple. "Ready?"
"More than!"
Then he's pressing into me, stretching me, filling me up, and I'm so very arousedthat even without
me rubbing my button, the stroking of his organ over that good place inside has me launching into
ecstasy again, moaning and crying, wrapping my legs around his back and, yes, begging him to pump
me full of his cum.
So he does.
It feels like a lot. He rests with his face in the crook of my neck for a few minutes, then gently
pulls away and sits back to look at my valley. I use my inner muscles to push out what he gave me,
letting him see the creampie.
"That is so beautiful," he says reverently, looking at my pussy before raising his glance to my
face. "You are so beautiful, Sage. You are everything I've ever wanted."
I sigh in completion. "I feel the same way about you."
Then my stomach gurgles, and I laugh. "I never had lunch. We were too upset."
Holt laughs, too. "Well, I'll feed you. Let me go get dinner and we can eat it now."
"Good."
CHAPTER EIGHT
HOLT
"Baby?" I call, coming through the front door of the cabin after leaving Dock Holiday Guesthouse,
my parents' place. The fishing tours are, thank god, not my responsibility now, since the boat business
is under new management.
It's late since I stayed to close, but not too late. Holt will be waiting for me.
Holt doesn't answer my call. I kick off my shoes and take my hair out of its topknot, letting it fall
down my back. I get a glass of water and pound it down, then splash my face with water from the
kitchen sink.
What I'd love at the moment is a dip in the outdoor saltwater pool Holt put in the backyard soon
after we were married. But I'm missing my husband. Maybe I can swim tomorrow. I peek into the
bedroom, but it's empty. The sheets are turned back, but there's no Holt.
I love this life.
My sister Sammi has her degree in marketing and two wonderful kids with Zane. My sister Sara
has found love in someone new, and she has a job she loves. My parents have four grandchildren to
spoil and one more on the way, and Dad helps Mom and me run the guesthouse, except when he's
helping the new manager run the boat tours.
The guesthouse is running just great now--guess all that experience I had with different restaurant
and hospitality businesses all over town was good preparation--and Mom actually listens to my
ideas. She lets me try new things, and sometimes they bring in new business. If they don't work, we
try other new things. We go with the flow now, instead of being stuck in the old ways just because it's
what we'd always done.
I really love this life.
Holt and me, we live in this beautiful cabin up on Big Horn Ridge, just the two of us. Just the
way we love it. And Holt spoils me every chance he gets. So I spoil him back.
I turn to the backyard, and now I see that the citronella torches are lit. Which means he's out
there. Waiting for me.
I can't help smiling all over my face. I race outside to the pool area. "Hey! There you are. I was
just thinking the pool would feel good right now."
"Great minds think alike. Brought you a drink, too," he says from where he's resting on the
double lounger, in his swim trunks. He nods toward the small table near the pool. "Fresh lemonade,
with a slug of your good gin in it."
I pick up the frosted glass and knock back a third of it. I'm always really thirsty after a shift.
"That's really good."
"Your recipe." He smiles, his teeth white in his trimmed beard. "Now, why don't you relax in the
pool, Ms. Guesthouse Manager?"
"Come in with me," I invite. I pull my shirt off over my head, then ditch my work trousers and
socks, leaving me in my bra and bikini underwear. I give him the eye to make sure he's watching, then
take off the bra. I pretend to try to hide my breasts from him, while actually giving him a good look at
the way my nipples have peaked in the fresh summer night air. Then I turn my back on him, slip my
panties down, flashing him a glimpse of my split as I step out. "Can't wait to feel the water," I tempt,
sliding my hands down my sides and walking toward the pool. I dip one toe in, then step down two
steps. I bend over and splash my face and upper body, again letting him see the shadowy valley
between my thighs. "Mmm, this feels so nice." I step deeper into the pool, letting my breasts bob free
on the surface of the water. "Aren't you coming in?"
"Are you done giving me a peep show, baby?" His voice sounds like honey over gravel. "I can
watch a little longer if you want to tease me."
I turn toward the house to see him standing by the pool, naked, fisting that gorgeous, stiff, thick
stick of his. Knowing that I did that to him turns me on even more, and I stroke water across my
breasts. "Officer, I know I'm not supposed to be here after hours...but it's been so hot...and the water
feels so good...on my skin..."
"You'd better come out right now, ma'am," he says, not moving. Hand still sliding slowly up and
down. "This is against code."
"Oh, it's not actually illegal, is it?" I say, fluttering my lashes. "I thought rules were one thing,
and laws were another. I wouldn't want to do anything that would get me arrested."
"I could run you in right now for trespassing on state property. Have you been drinking, ma'am?"
I smile involuntarily, remembering how he'd set me up with the cocktail. I love the way we tease
each other, in bed and out. "Just one drink, officer. I'm not intoxicated."
"I think you should come out and let me run a sobriety check," he says. Still not stopping the
motion of his hand. It's making me need him more every second.
"I think you should come in," I invite again, walking back toward the shallower end of the pool,
exposing more of my body with every step. "I'm already so...wet. I'd just end up getting on you--I
mean getting water on you."
"You say you're wet, ma'am?"
I step closer, running my hands over my body from breasts down my stomach to between my
thighs. I slip one finger down between my secret folds, then bring it out and lick it. "Yes. Yes, I'm
definitely wet, Officer. You're welcome to come check."
"Body like yours oughta be in jail," he says gruffly, but he finally moves to the shallow end and
steps in, giving his shaft one more stroke. "We have obscenity laws around here."
"Oh?" I give him a fake-innocent look. "My body is obscene?"
"Obscenely fucking sexy, ma'am." We walk toward each other, and when I reach him, our bodies
come together like magnets clicking into place. I hear his tiny gasp as my skin, cooled by water,
touches his warmth. He slides warm, strong arms around me, and pulls me tight against him.
All the tiredness and stress I'd been feeling drains out of me. I feel loose, floaty, but anchored by
the strength of this man. Anchored by the sensation of his warm wet mouth on mine, his fingers
cupping my ass. Anchored by the depth of my ache for him, inside my core. Inside my heart.
He kisses my mouth, my face. My forehead. My neck, my collarbones, the tops of my breasts.
One hand captures a nipple and plays with it, while his mouth slides over the other nipple, and I cry
out in pleasure. He suckles me until my knees are weak with desire, and then he pulls away and spins
me away from him. "Go to the side of the pool. Bend over and spread 'em, ma'am."
I'm dizzy with arousal. "But why, Officer?"
"Gotta check you for contraband weapons." That sweet gravelly voice of his is unsteady. "Gotta
check these crevices. Gotta investigate thoroughly. Gotta do my job, ma'am."
I bend over, exposing all my secret places to him with complete trust.
"This is a nice one you got here, ma'am," Holt says, stroking my ass and then my inner thighs.
"Quality setup. Very tight. Well lubricated. Premium piece of equipment."
I gasp as his fingers excavate my folds, then stroke gently over my sensitive nub, rubbing it
expertly. Two fingers from his other hand slide into my valley, pumping in and out of me. I play with
my own nipples. "You find anything?" I ask, close to ecstasy.
"Not yet. I gotta use some specialized equipment to get deeper in my investigation."
"Do it," I beg. "Check everything, Officer. Go deep."
I feel the thick head of his cock against my slick opening, and I can tell it won't take much to push
me over the edge. Two strokes, then three, then five, and I am moaning out loud, my inner walls
clenching rhythmically around his shaft.
When I can breathe again, I arch my back and push back against him, reaching down to touch my
clit. "That's some really thorough specialized equipment, Officer," I say, feeling a second orgasm
beginning to build. "Where'd you get it?"
"This?" He gives me several long, hard strokes with it. "This equipment?"
"Uh-huh."
"This equipment that's investigating you so thoroughly?"
"Yes, sir, that very excellent equipment." I'm panting, I'm so close.
"That information is classified, ma'am, but I can tell you it's completely organic." I can tell from
the swelling of his cock inside me, and from the tightness in his voice, he's about to break.
"Give it to me, Officer," I moan, and then I'm coming again, a whirlwind of pleasure taking over
my body as I feel Holt's hands tighten on my hips and a hot jet of wetness inside me, as he groans out
loud.
We stay like that on the edge of the pool for a few moments, before he pulls out and turns me
around to embrace me. I tighten my arms around his neck, and he picks me up, letting me hold him
around the waist with my legs as he walks us out of the pool.
"I love you," I tell him.
He kisses me, then lets me slide down to my own feet on the side of the pool. "I love you too,
baby." He takes a beach towel from the lounger and wraps it around me. "Warm enough?" It's chillier
now, and already I miss the warmth of his body.
"I'm great. I'm so glad we put that pool in."
He smiles at me, his plump lips stretching into a satisfied smile. "The best part of that is that it's
totally legal to fuck your wife in the water at night. Had to wait a long time for it, but it's what I
always wanted. You're what I always wanted, Sage. And I'll never stop wanting you."
I look at him, my heart squeezing with affection. "Same here, baby. Same here."
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più che si poteva, a distruggere forse, l’efficacia di quella stessa
scuola, di cui i docenti erano i ministri e i sacerdoti.
Ma se a questo si fosse limitato, il loro metodo avrebbe potuto
costituire un male rispetto alle finalità della scuola, in cui
insegnavano, ma in fondo, entro modestissimi confini, esso avrebbe
pure potuto dar vita ad altre forme d’insegnamento e di educazione
spirituale. Ma tutto ciò non facevano, nè potevano fare, che i migliori;
i più dovevano vuotare la scuola classica di tutto il suo spirito, senza
nulla collocare al suo posto; dovevano farla degenerare, come più
tardi degenerò, in un esercizio, in una meccanicità, non si sa bene,
se più risibile, o più colpevole. Sarà questo infatti il carattere
generale dell’insegnamento classico in tutte le scuole cristiane,
specie in quelle rette da religiosi; di qui avrà origine l’idea delle
edizioni espurgate degli autori antichi [614], e Giuliano era
perfettamente nel vero, quando voleva fin da principio impedire il
consolidarsi di una tale deformità didattica.
L’insegnamento, dunque, che egli condannava, subiva la sorte
meritata, non in quanto era impartito da una certa categoria di
persone, più che da una altra; non in quanto contraddiceva alle
idealità della società pagana, ma in quanto esso contraddiceva agli
elementi oggettivi fornitigli dalla scuola, in cui s’impartiva, in quanto
repugnava agli istrumenti, di cui si serviva, in quanto — peggio
ancora — si tramutava nella negazione di se stesso. E la condanna
di Giuliano, quali che ne fossero stati i primi eccitamenti personali,
conteneva in sè un alto valore didattico ed educativo, come la
tendenza, a cui le volute riforme rispondevano, era la sola capace di
restituire alla scuola la virtù del docente, la sua efficacia, quale
plasmatore di anime e di intelligenze, tutto ciò, infine, per cui la
parola e il concetto di scuola han valore. Richiamando e grammatici
e retori alla coerenza con se stessi, Giuliano restaurava l’uomo nel
docente, e in quel suo richiamo era tanto di verità quanto
difficilmente si sarebbe potuto trovare in una concezione opposta,
magari liberata dagli errori, di cui l’imperatore avea potuto macolare
la propria.
Non basta! Quest’idea centrale, profondamente sana,
dell’illustrazione, che Giuliano premette al dispositivo del suo editto,
non induce Giuliano, come si è pensato, al divieto assoluto
dell’insegnamento ai Cristiani; lo fa invece concludere con la
imposizione che esso sia da loro tentato con mezzi e con ispirito
proprio. «Se [i maestri] pensano che furono sapienti gli autori,
ch’essi ora illustrano, e di cui quasi seggono interpreti, li imitino anzi
tutto nella pietà verso gli Dei. Ma, se invece pensano che quelli
abbiano errato circa le Divinità, che dovrebbero essere più sacre,
vadano nelle chiese dei Galilei e interpretino Matteo e Luca, i quali
impongono, e Voi, maestri cristiani, ne ripetete il precetto, che si
debba astenersi dalle cerimonie pagane.» E quanto ai giovani
scolari, essi sono, nell’editto, dichiarati esplicitamente liberi di
frequentare le scuole dei Cristiani o pure quelle dei grammatici e dei
sofisti pagani, «chè non è ragionevole — continua l’editto —
chiudere la via migliore a fanciulli, ancora ignari dell’indirizzo da
scegliere, o condurli per timore nolenti alle patrie consuetudini»;
«occorre, infatti, istruire, non punire, coloro che riteniamo in errore».
Dell’esigenza di una conformità tra le opinioni dei maestri e lo spirito
pubblico non v’è dunque alcuna traccia; e così l’accusa, rivolta a
Giuliano, di avere, con la sua legge e col suo editto, offeso la libertà
dell’insegnamento, e di avere formulato l’una e l’altro solo allo scopo
di apparecchiare la cieca e partigiana esclusione dei Cristiani dalle
scuole, può dirsi tranquillamente, e in modo assoluto, infondata e
suggerita o da partigianeria, o da esagerato ossequio alla tradizione,
o da incompiuto esame dei fatti. [615]
Ma, se la libertà d’insegnamento non riceve nessuna violenza, è
forse l’editto ispirato a una determinata teorica, concernente il diritto
dello Stato d’imporre le proprie dottrine morali, e di escludere le
altre, come taluno dei migliori fra i critici moderni ha pensato? [616]
Neanche questo. Giuliano non faceva una questione di privilegio per
le dottrine dello Stato, ma una questione sostanzialmente
pedagogica, quali che ne fossero state le ispirazioni politiche e
morali, che ve lo avevano determinato, quali le ripercussioni, sociali
e politiche, che potevano attendersene. O, se esercizio di
prerogative dello Stato è nel suo editto a riconoscere, si tratta di ben
altra cosa, non sufficientemente constatata; si tratta di una più intima
ingerenza del potere centrale nelle faccende relative all’istruzione
pubblica. Ma, per questo rispetto, l’imperatore nulla innovava;
continuava bensì la politica, ormai da circa un secolo e mezzo
inaugurata dai predecessori, politica che, incensurati o lodati, i suoi
successori cristiani spingeranno a più estreme conseguenze [617], e
che, in ogni modo, a torto o a ragione, è, dal progresso della civiltà,
riconosciuta ovunque legittima.
Tutto questo non intesero gli scettici del tempo, anche se pagani;
questo non volle intendere, o non intese, la maggior parte dei
Cristiani, vuoi perchè le leggi emanate dai principi, debbono sempre,
a ragione od a torto, combattersi dai loro avversarii, vuoi perchè la
società cristiana si trovava allora già avviata in una pericolosa china
di adattamento con la massa, o pagana o incredula, dei
contemporanei, adattamento, da cui non ebbe mai più la possibilità
di ritrarsi. Questo invece — l’abbiamo visto — intesero i pochi
Cristiani intransigenti superstiti [618]. Nella loro ignoranza, essi forse
non ricordavano che il problema dell’educazione, anzi il problema
della incompatibilità dell’insegnamento pagano con la fede cristiana,
era stato già dibattuto fin dalle origini del Cristianesimo, e che allora
appunto i Cristiani l’avevano risolto come ora lo risolveva Giuliano.
Ma la fede viva e pura fece loro intravedere ugualmente la
occasione propizia di una rottura completa con le vecchie ideologie,
e la continuazione, nella scuola, di una propaganda spirituale, che
avrebbe ricollocato il mondo su nuove basi morali. Ed essi soltanto
resero giustizia all’Apostata. [619]
Ma i critici antichi e recenti di Giuliano sono in certo modo
giustificabili pel fatto che neanche l’imperatore intese tutta la portata
del principio, da cui moveva, o, se la intese, non l’applicò in tutta la
sua pienezza e in tutte le sue conseguenze.
Nell’editto, invero, il consenso intimo, che si richiede tra docenti e
insegnamento, si limita solo alla fede dei primi e alle opinioni
teologiche degli autori, strumenti del loro ministero. E mentre la
scuola deve, non già infondere delle nozioni teologiche, ma
determinare, in chi apprende, uno stato morale nei rispetti della vita,
che ogni giorno si vive; mentre il difetto, constatato dall’imperatore
— l’assenza dell’uomo nel maestro — inquinava la educazione del
tempo, che s’era andata vuotando di qualsiasi contenuto spirituale e
— peggio ancora — sterilmente meccanizzando, le perturbatrici
prevenzioni religiose arrestarono e limitarono i provvedimenti di
Giuliano a qualcosa, che parve, e in minima parte potè essere,
rappresaglia religiosa e politica. Ciò che l’avrebbe —
irrimediabilmente — perduto nel giudizio dei futuri.
VI.
I.
II.
III.