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INTERNATIONAL TROMBONE ASSOCIATION JOURNAL

Orchestral Sectional
M EG U M I K A N DA & M AT T WA L L E Y | E D I TO R S

Strategies for
Successful Auditions
As a result of orchestras taking a necessary COVID-induced pause from holding
auditions, we are experiencing an unprecedented number of vacancies in orchestras.
While historically there have been times when the number of trombone openings is
small, now we see an abundance of auditions—a trend that seems likely to continue for
some time, but that won’t last forever!
A larger number of auditions gives us more chances to apply for jobs and get familiar
with the actual process of an audition.
For those new to taking orchestral auditions, the experience of traveling, waiting,
warming up, waiting, waiting some more, and performing has value that is impossible to
replicate. On the other hand, an increase in the volume of auditions taken won’t help us
if our preparation is less than first-rate … which leads us to the perpetual question: How
do we best prepare for an audition?
Who better to ask than those who have enjoyed recent audition success? We are
grateful to Adam Rainey (appointed bass trombone of the Detroit Symphony in June
2022), Jonathan Randazzo (appointed principal trombone of the St. Louis Symphony
Orchestra in November 2022), and Brian Wendel (appointed principal trombone of the
Cleveland Orchestra in August 2022) for taking the time to share with us their approach
to recent auditions and auditions in general.
Whether you are seeking where to begin with audition prep, looking for a fresh take
on how to approach auditions, or are somewhere in between, the wisdom offered by
these three wonderful players is extremely helpful for us all.
Congratulations and best wishes to Adam, Jonathan, and Brian, and thank you for
sharing your experiences and expertise with us!

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Jonathan Randazzo
Principal trombone (beginning January 2023), St. Louis Symphony Orchestra
Assistant principal trombone, North Carolina Symphony Orchestra
Second/acting principal trombone, Santa Fe Opera Orchestra

My audition journey began nearly 13 years ago, when I was You can practice an excerpt or solo all you want, but if
lucky enough to win my first ever audition with the North you don’t have the consistency and technique to back it up, all
Carolina Symphony while an undergrad (I’m still not sure that practice will mostly be for naught. I recommend finding
how that happened!). It wasn’t until after starting my career exercises you enjoy playing that reinforce good habits and
that I realized just how difficult auditions are. In the 15 or cover all areas of brass playing. Do them religiously.
so professional auditions I’ve taken since, I’ve experienced a
few near misses and many failures. But amidst those losses EXCERPTS
were triumphs—with the Santa Fe Opera in 2017 and, more I’ve always hated excerpts—and still do! Unfortunately for
recently, with the St. Louis Symphony. me, they are a necessary part of the audition process. Don’t
Over the course of those auditions, I’ve learned a lot get me wrong, I love the music and love performing in an
about myself, my shortcomings, and my strengths. I have also orchestra, but playing a 20-measure lick from a symphony
learned a lot from some fantastic colleagues. The following by myself, under the gun, behind a screen, is not my idea of a
advice stems from my experience and describes what has peak musical experience. It’s rather inhumane.
worked for me. I hope this may help you on your own That being said, I find it more tolerable to practice
journey. Like me, you will undoubtedly be met with failure excerpts when I understand the music they are extracted
sometimes, but if you are serious about an orchestral career, from. Of course, performing the work in an orchestra is the
be tenacious. If I can find success, anyone can. simplest way to get a feel for an excerpt’s context, but if you
are unfamiliar with something, listen to recordings and play
FUNDAMENTALS along with them. Don’t just skip ahead and listen to the brass
No one ever won an audition on weak fundamentals. The excerpt. Listen to the whole piece. Develop a relationship with
ability to demonstrate complete control and mastery of the the music. Acquire a deeper connection to it. The audition
instrument—intonation, flexibility, range, articulations, slide panel will be able to tell if you know the music or if you are
technique, and sound concept—has to be prioritized before just playing the notes on the page. Sitting on both sides of
you even consider being competitive at an audition. the audition (I’ve served on several audition committees over
This is a speech I give to all my students, and any of them the years), I can tell you that panels want to hear personality
reading this knows how much of a “broken record” I can be on and musicianship as much as they want to hear consistency
this topic: For me, sticking to a solid daily routine that covers and precision. That’s what will truly separate someone from
all the bases is critical to developing consistency. The Arban’s the pack.
Famous Method has been my go-to for almost two decades When it comes to technical practice, recording myself is
now. Spending 30 minutes or so a day going through various of the utmost importance, especially since I no longer have a
sections of the book and reinforcing good habits—like a clean teacher I regularly study with to help me practice efficiently
slur or legato tongue, a clean and rhythmic double-tongue, or and effectively. I’ve had to become my own teacher and be
even just a simple diminuendo—has proved very beneficial highly critical in all areas of my playing: sound, style, rhythm,
for my playing over the years. pitch, and consistency. I record an excerpt, listen back, and

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note what is lacking. If you’re preparing for an audition on fatigued and over-analytical. My philosophy at this point
your own, recording can help you avoid directionless practice is to stay relaxed and “sing” through the horn.
by helping you understand what you want to sound like and Lastly, if possible, I set up mock auditions with
what you’ll have to do to get there. colleagues, friends, and family. The more I perform in front
of others, especially musicians I greatly respect, the better I
TIMELINE get at it. It’s also helpful to have additional sets of ears who can
Once I commit to an audition, I like to get organized. I book comment and give constructive feedback. Be careful, though,
my flight and hotel, print out all the excerpts, and make a as music can be very subjective. You may find your panel has
binder containing everything I need to prepare. This is wildly conflicting opinions. At the end of the day, you have
usually done a couple of months before the actual audition. I to be you. Don’t try to sound like anyone but yourself. An
am the type of person who needs organization and order. It orchestra will hire you because they like your sound and your
gives me peace of mind and allows me to concentrate more style. Know that you won’t be able to please everyone on the
effectively on my preparation. panel. You need to feel comfortable and confident in your
During the first week, I’ll usually just touch base with musicianship.
the excerpts and acclimate myself to them again (I honestly
don’t regularly practice excerpts). This includes listening to COMBATING NERVES
the pieces and making mental notes of my tendencies and Performance anxiety has always felt like an uphill battle
areas I need to work on. for me, especially in auditions. I remember the first time
Thankfully, because of my upkeep with fundamentals, I performed in trombone class in front of my peers at NEC
the technical aspects of the excerpts aren’t usually too far off. as a freshman. I played a simple Bordogni (Rochut) étude,
But younger players reading this should keep in mind that I and my heart rate rose so high that I could barely breathe
have been taking auditions for years and played excerpts for to make a phrase. I got dry mouth and tensed up. I was
a long time. If you are new to auditions, regularly practice fighting my body to play the instrument. These are exactly
the excerpts. the sensations I usually feel when entering an audition.
After a week or so of reacclimating to the excerpts, it’s I’ve always believed that stage fright can be overcome
time to iron out the details. To start, I practice under tempo with what psychologists call “exposure therapy.” In other
with a metronome so I can easily hear inconsistencies and words, the more you put yourself out there and perform in
diagnose any issues. I find that this significantly improves my front of others, the more comfortable you will get with it.
“muscle memory” when the tempi are increased. Simple enough, right? This has mainly been true for me;
Once I have practiced all the materials at the accepted however, even after a decade-plus of performing symphony
or commonly performed speeds (usually about three weeks concerts, recitals, and chamber concerts, I still get plenty
before the audition), I’ll record myself playing each of the nervous!
experts and listen back. The questions I ask myself are, “How’s So why do I keep putting myself in these situations?
the pitch?” “How’s the rhythm?” “Is the tempo consistent, This is a question I have often asked myself and one that
and are the dynamics/style coming through?” By analyzing is important to answer. What I’ve come to realize is that I
these basic elements, I can figure out my tendencies and need a higher purpose for playing music beyond myself. If I
know what to focus on the next time I play through a given play solely to impress people or play “perfectly,” performing
excerpt. The process helps me cultivate my style and build becomes a very egocentric competition, which often leads to
consistency. disappointment and is ultimately not very fulfilling.
At about two weeks out, I begin running small audition Instead, I’ve realized what a gift it is to be a musician and
lists. I pick a handful of excerpts and record them at different tried to stay in that mindset. Music can’t be about playing
points throughout my day. Hopefully, they are in reasonably perfectly or winning a job. I’ve never felt that I’ve played
good shape when I listen back, but if not, I will make perfectly before, even at the auditions I’ve won. I’ve made
notes and replay them with the necessary adjustments. I go plenty of mistakes and will continue to do so! That’s partly
through this process multiple times a day to play through what motivates me to keep practicing. I am not thinking
the entire list. I find that working to maintain a high “batting about my technique when I am prepared enough to be “in
average” throughout the day makes me more consistent the moment.” I no longer feel nervous when I’m focused
than playing an excerpt ten times in a row. While extreme on my connection to the music and expression. Not only is
repetition is beneficial for some, it tends to make me it more musically captivating at this point, but I also make

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fewer mistakes. This state of flow is where my performance FINAL THOUGHTS


level thrives and is where I try to be when taking auditions I, of course, would be remiss if I didn’t mention luck. Serving
or any other high-pressure performance. Of course, this is on several audition panels, I’ve noticed the audition process
easier said than done, but that’s what practicing is for! can be far from perfect, and sometimes politics, biases,
Another common topic of discussion I’d like to mention or even logistical problems interfere with a fair audition.
is beta-blockers. While popular with many musicians, beta- Auditions are unpredictable, but if you consistently practice
blockers weren’t even on my radar until last year. The St. fundamentals and strategically prepare, you will set yourself
Louis Symphony audition was the first time I had ever tried up for the best chance of success. An audition committee
using them. I experimented with dosages during rehearsals is not looking for perfection; it is looking for the overall
and concerts a few weeks before the audition. I found that package—someone who communicates through their music
5mg was the perfect amount for me. Now, if you ask most and whose technique is solid and a good match for the
doctors, 5mg of Propranolol doesn’t do anything and is section.
more of a placebo effect. Maybe that’s true, but it seemed to My advice would be not to chase perfection but instead
work well for me, even if it was just psychological. This isn’t chase a higher level of musicianship and find a deeper
something I routinely take, but I find it very useful in high- meaning for what you do. If I can be fortunate enough to win
pressure situations. If you haven’t tried beta-blockers before multiple auditions, so can you.
and, like me, struggle with performance anxiety, I would
recommend talking with your doctor.

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for a smaller amount of time and still have the burning desire
to win. I really wanted to win this … really, really badly.

PREPARATION
With the audition date looming, I needed a game plan.
First and foremost, I obtained the audition list and
determined if there were any pieces I hadn’t yet performed.
When I found the excerpt, I studied it and found multiple
recordings for reference. The excerpt for me was Richard
Strauss’s An Alpine Symphony, reh. 1–2 and 2 mm. before 80
to 5 mm. after 80. Yes, I had listened to this in the past but
never studied it for auditions.
As a musician, you must understand every piece of music
you are performing. This increases your comprehension of
the material so that you can convey the musical intent of the
composer. (If I had a nickel for each time someone played
Adam Rainey excerpts for me in a lesson and they didn’t know the context
Bass trombone, Detroit Symphony Orchestra of the music … . Well, you get the idea.) It adds so much to
Bass trombone, Colorado Music Festival the performance!
THE ROAD TO DETROIT: BASICS
A BASS TROMBONE TALE Now, we get to the breakdown of my audition preparation: A
I’d like to start off by saying that if you haven’t read my article, key component to auditions is getting back in “audition shape.”
“Audition Success in Kansas City—All About that Bass,” or Auditions are like marathons. They require endurance.
Doug Rosenthal’s “A Tale of Two Auditions,” please do. In order to get my stamina back, I had to do a lot of playing.
Both articles describe preparing for an audition as a student Getting back to basics was essential. I decided to return to my
without a full-time job. college favorite: Kopprasch (thanks, Douglas Yeo!). Selected
This article will address some points from my previous Kopprasch Studies for Trombone with F Attachment (ed. Richard
work, but I’ll now focus on my process as a working musician. Fote) is a fantastic book to build technique and endurance in
Besides having less time to practice, things change and evolve the trigger range. If you spend at least 30 to 40 minutes on
as you age—and so should your audition preparation. them, you will see results. Another book that was helpful was
I spent eight years in the Kansas City Symphony and the Bordogni Melodious Études Book Three. Getting my butt
took several auditions. Some of them went well, and some kicked in the tenor register was exactly what I needed in order
were total “dumpster fires.” I feel like the leading component to be able to tackle high bass trombone excerpts (Wagner’s
of my failures was my outdated style of audition preparation. Lohengrin, Kodály’s Háry János Suite, the Frank Symphony in
Originally, I would spend three to four hours a day working D Minor). The key to this book is to achieve more stamina
on basics, solos, excerpts, and intonation. That approach in the high range. I couldn’t tell you how many times I was
works well for a college student but not for a professional in worried about an audition committee member asking me to
a full-time orchestra. I was now being paid to sound great play Háry János for a second time in an audition! For a while,
on stage and could no longer waste my face on Bordogni I always thought I had only two high B’s a day. I decided to
and Blazevich études before a performance of Bruckner’s 7th never be in that position again, so I got in shape.
Symphony. The realization that I needed to save my face for
the long haul of an orchestral season was huge! Things had PLAY FOR PEOPLE!
to change in order for me to win a new job where I would It’s easy to become comfortable with your mistakes or to
be competing with well-practiced, younger players as my become blind to your shortcomings—and we all have them.
competition. I believe the best way to stay on top of your game is to open
When the job opening for the Detroit Symphony was yourself up to constructive criticism from respected peers or
posted, I followed the correct procedure and applied. I was mentors.
given an audition date and time, and it was two months away. When preparing for an audition, you should always
Great, right? Wrong! If I practiced that music for two months play for others and ask for feedback. It could be a colleague,
straight, I was going to get burned out, and the music would a significant other, or a professional. Even better—play for
become stale. Instead, I decided to hit the process hard at the someone in a better position than you. Practicing by yourself
one-month mark. With this, I would be completely immersed in a room for hours and not getting feedback is a waste of

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time! Surround yourself with people whom you want to However, there is one rule I always follow: Do not play
become. My decision was to play for James Markey (Boston for anyone during the last two weeks before your audition.
Symphony) and Amanda Stewart (St. Louis Symphony). If you are still asking for feedback right before, you are not
For every major audition I have taken, I’ve played for my ready. By that point, you should know how the music goes
former teacher, Mr. Markey. He is a pillar of bass trombone and how you are going to perform it.
pedagogy and understands the current audition circuit. After The second person I played for was Amanda Stewart.
every lesson, I have felt myself improving. Even if it’s just She is an outstanding player, and I’ve always respected her
by 1 percent, it’s still a gain. His understanding of phrasing, playing. It was a no-brainer! Getting feedback from a tenor
orchestral repertoire, musical ideas, and auditions is truly trombonist was an eye-opening experience. Amanda helped
awe-inspiring. me with certain excerpts’ pacing (was I crescendoing too
Whenever I take a lesson, I always record it (after asking much; maybe I was rushing the rhythm on Lohengrin; or my
permission, of course). Each of those recorded lessons is high range wasn’t where it should be). It was a lot of little,
worth its weight in gold. Listening to a lesson a day later important details about which I had never thought. Everyone
brings your problems into focus. Then, with the problems has different ideas about playing and musicality and, for that,
in focus, I can tackle them immediately and not waste I am grateful for Amanda’s help!
time. And, as I said earlier, I needed to be efficient. I ended Now, for the fun part....
up taking two lessons with Mr. Markey. One was a month
before, and the other about 2.5 weeks prior to, the audition. MY STYLE OF PRACTICING
The goal should be to correct the issues from the first lesson Winning an audition while you already have a job is extremely
and arrive at the second lesson with a more polished product. difficult. On top of all the practicing required for an audition,
As Norman Bolter once said to me, “The art of the student is you need to show up to rehearsals and concerts playing at
immediate application.” a certain level. Heck—you’re getting paid to show up, to be
fully prepared, and sound great. On
paper, it might sound easy to do, but
for me, it is always a balancing act: How
much should I practice basics before my
face starts to swell? How much time do
I devote to Lohengrin before I drive over
to perform a John Williams show? I’m
no longer the young college kid who
can practice all day long. I needed to be
more efficient with my time.
Each day, I would warm up for work
and try to sneak in an excerpt between
the long tones. It doesn’t have to be
anything crazy. When you get done with
lip slurs, practice starting Schumann’s
Third Symphony and see how it goes. I
would recommend picking an excerpt
that gives you trouble. Working on a
difficult excerpt daily can make it much
more comfortable in the long run as it
becomes part of your routine.
After going to work, I would come
home and start the main bulk of my
practice: a small amount of basics and
a large amount of excerpts with my
recording device. Most people who
come to me for lessons do not work on
basics as much as they should. A huge
pitfall for players is to only work on solos
or excerpts. If you can’t play an Arban
étude with clean articulation or good

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rhythm, then you cannot play Hungarian March with clean distract myself for five minutes. For me, I decided to watch
articulation or good rhythm. I do around 30 to 40 minutes of an old show I loved as a kid: “Thomas the Tank Engine and
scales, études, and high and low studies. During this process, Friends.” (All right, hear me out: I needed something to turn
I always pay attention to what is happening. DO NOT TURN off my brain. I needed to get back to a time when I had no
ON AUTOPILOT! Making sure all your “ducks are in a row” responsibilities, no major auditions, and no worries.)
is the name of the game (rhythm, pitch, style, etc.). Practicing for auditions is stressful, especially if it’s a job
After basics, I take a little break and prioritize the you absolutely want. Yes, it’s a little embarrassing to admit
excerpts that need work. This is where the recorder comes that a 32-year-old man is rewatching “Thomas the Tank
into play. Since I am striving for efficiency, I require Engine.” Did watching a kid’s show help me relax and not let
immediate feedback each time I play an excerpt. One day, stress eat me alive? Yes, absolutely.
for example, I decided to work on Richard Strauss’s Till If you are stressed out, find something that will take your
Eulenspiegel. I put the recorder 8 or 10 feet in front of me mind off things. When I showed up to the Detroit audition,
and made sure the recording levels were properly set. Then I arrived at my room, and all I could hear were the other
I pressed the “record” button, walked back to my seat and candidates going through excerpts and solos. It’s dangerous
played the excerpt. Once I was done, I stopped the recording to follow their act, because you could waste your face before
and listened to the playback. I nitpicked the recording, you get out on stage. I decided to warm up with my practice
became my own teacher, criticized the pitch, and clapped mute, play some excerpts on a tuned piano for pitch, and turn
along to double-check rhythms. After repeating this set for on some … “Thomas the Tank Engine.” I’d rather watch Toby
a few minutes, I slowly noticed improvement. Will it ever be pull a few coaches through some mountain valleys instead
perfect? No. Nothing is ever perfect, but we can surely try. of running excerpts and getting anxious. Sometimes, getting
This style of practicing is difficult—and (to be honest) your mind off things is the perfect solution.
depressing. However, it is thorough and can make one hour of Trust in yourself, and trust in the process that got you to
practicing better than four hours without a recorder. Resting this point. This article isn’t the “gospel” for winning auditions;
every so often is a requirement while doing this. Sometimes, it’s just a different perspective on how to achieve it. Use this
I would play for ten minutes at a time and find something to information as you will, and go forth to achieve your goals!

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Brian Wendel
Principal trombone, The Cleveland Orchestra

AUDITION INSIGHTS so you can select your best results. This is different from a
Auditions! Exciting, motivating, potentially frightening, live round, where the committee may be more forgiving of
stressful. Throughout my time preparing for, and attending, small blips and mistakes. Your recorded audition has to bring
professional orchestra auditions, I can reflect and honestly everything to the table: musicality, intonation, solid rhythm,
say that I enjoy the process. Working toward the prize has and accuracy.
always added motivation, focus, and determination to my So, moving forward, here is my audition strategy.
practice room. Equally in step with those emotions is a
stressful fear of failure. However, having gone through this ESTABLISH A TIMELINE
process for some years now, I often find comfort in returning Once I’m invited, I establish a timeline. The timeline gives me
to the audition process, because I enjoy chasing my dreams structure as I lead up to the important day. Depending on the
and implementing a structure that helps me improve my size of the list or how well I know the requested music, I aim
playing in all sorts of ways. to practice for six to eight weeks if I can. Create a calendar
For me, auditions are a serious business. My that works backward from the audition and post it on the
recommendation to others is to attend auditions with the front of your excerpt binder—this has been such a useful
intention to win (as opposed to going for experience). While tool for me. With the audition day established, I make my
that might appear a surface-level bit of advice, to me, the travel plans and aim to be performance-ready by two weeks
intention to win sets my mind into action, and my subsequent in advance of the audition. Those final two weeks are largely
thoughts are, What will the winner of this audition do that the devoted to mock auditions. With that in mind, I now have six
other candidates will not? What will convince the committee to weeks to prepare each excerpt for performance.
emphatically support the winning candidate? And, with those A suggestion: If you have the luxury to only focus on
thoughts in mind, I jump into gear and commit to giving this audition and are not already performing and rehearsing
this performance everything I have. The audition process constantly, a loose framework for a practice schedule is to
requires so much focus, attention to detail, perseverance work on audition repertoire for six days in the week and
and, throughout it all, a sincere passion for music. Tackling use the seventh day to practice simple technique, études,
an audition (especially your first) can be overwhelming, so and other music. It will help prevent you from feeling
hopefully this breakdown of my process will prove insightful. burned out and uninspired by the audition repertoire. That
If you’re just starting out on your audition journey, would be ideal. But for anyone who already has significant
be prepared to set aside some quality time to record a playing demands, try to cut out all unrequired performance
compelling tape audition. “Quality time” to me might look obligations.
like a recording session over several different days. Find a
beautiful sounding space, find the ideal microphone setup, THE LIST
and give yourself as much time as you can to prepare the Back to the list. I have a look over all the music and
music. Because it is a recording, you will want to give yourself determine which music is very familiar, somewhat familiar,
multiple opportunities to perform for the recording device and completely new. Then, I compile a good playlist of

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recordings. I find performances that inspire me, and I MOCK AUDITIONS
also prioritize listening to new recordings of the music I Once it is time for mock auditions (again, this is two weeks
already know and love. By switching things up, it keeps ahead of the audition day), make a plan for your mock
my ears active, and naturally, as a result, I absorb new process. I try to do a mix of complete-list auditions and mini-
approaches. list auditions. I might run the complete lists three times over
When I enter the practice room, I want to learn the notes the week and intersperse those days with a mini-audition
for this new repertoire with the style, tempi, and inflections of five excerpts. For the complete-list auditions, I structure
already in mind. This time period, when the music is the excerpts in a typical fashion that would be found in an
completely fresh, is special! Consider that you only get one audition. If you don’t know, ask someone who does know
chance to learn a piece of music from scratch, so take your what that might look like. A third type of mock audition I
time to implement good habits. Learn it slowly and cleanly. will run is the beginning of each excerpt, playing maybe three
Determine what statement you want to make! Immediately or four bars. This helps me feel confident that my excerpts are
try to understand the role this excerpt plays in the orchestra dialed in and musical from the very first note. Sometimes, I
and the reason a committee has asked for it. If you have will perform a mock audition for my recording device, and
an understanding of what a committee might care about, other times, I will perform for someone else whose “ears” I
it will help you shape the excerpt. Hopefully, you are able trust. This process will give you a comfortable time frame
to get a firm grasp on this new set of excerpts in about to build endurance and make any necessary adjustments. In
two weeks. summary: Find ways to simulate performance nerves and
As time goes on, I gradually feed in the more familiar pressure, and discover ways to navigate them effectively.
music. The closer I get to the audition, the more repertoire I While mock auditions are really important for training
cover. In my daily practice, I try to select a variety of styles of the physical element of my playing, they are equally helpful
excerpts. This protects me both from overdoing one kind of in addressing performance anxiety. I need to put myself there
playing (only playing loud, all day, for instance), and it will before game time to minimize any surprises and be flexible to
also keep the excerpts fresh. sudden changes. I am also a big proponent of the Musicians
I take the complete list at the beginning of each day Hypnosis app (only available on Apple products, I believe). As
and set an agenda. Up until the mock audition process, I different as this might sound, this guided, positive meditation
will probably cycle through the whole list every two weeks. will implement reassuring and confidence-building thoughts.
If, at any point, you feel overwhelmed by the amount of This app has a thorough list of categories that people struggle
music being asked of you, remember to take your time and with. I did it every day for a few months, and now, the ideas
thoroughly practice one piece until you are satisfied. When are ingrained, and I firmly believe it made a huge difference.
you have put in solid work on it, move on. Don’t feel like I also spend time speaking to my physical and mental senses,
you have to bounce through all of your music in two days. like having a calm heart rate and dry hands—and, more
I would prefer to have one thorough and thoughtful session importantly, feeling immense joy while sharing the music I
on a piece instead of three frantic and unproductive sessions. worked so hard to prepare. I want to feel collected, focused,
Throughout the audition process, it is so important and remember to breathe. I also visualize things like feeling
that I maintain my technique! I prioritize proper time each excitement as I walk on stage and also seeing myself from
day to warm up and work on fundamentals. I know that my the audience, performing in a meaningful and captivating
excerpts will only feel difficult and frustrating if I neglect way. Many of these thoughts and practices stem from the
technique. Plus, I want to avoid ingraining bad habits and Hypnosis app—I owe credit where it is due!
frustration into my psyche. Throughout all of this, a reminder I have learned that nerves are a wonderful thing!
I personally need is to have grace with myself. I look for little If I weren’t nervous before a performance, I might not
moments to play something outside of the audition repertoire comprehend that the event is special; and also, my adrenaline
that inspires me and pulls me out of the intense, microscopic wouldn’t be able to help me achieve greater feats than on a
analysis of my playing. If I ever feel afraid of an excerpt, I typical day. Nerves are to be embraced as excitement. I focus
tackle it head on. Your mind is the ultimate “hero” or “villain” on my breath as much as possible and make the decision
in auditions, and your insecurities will only increase under to enjoy the moment! Share music as a gift, and accept that
pressure. Decide to tackle the difficulty, and do everything in anything can happen, good or bad. A performance is a
your power to turn the weakness into a strength. temporary experience, and it never lasts for long.
As I approach the final week before the audition, I vary

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my practice time. I avoid blowing out my chops the day
before, so I feel fresh on the day of. I practice hard, light,
hard, light for the week leading up to it. The majority of the
work has been finished, and this is a week to build confidence
and get in the mindset of nailing it.
The night before my audition, I try my best to get a good
rest, even if that might be difficult. I have my meals at least
vaguely planned so nothing is surprising. Depending on
the time of the audition, I stay in my hotel room as long as
possible. I never go too early just to hang out. I watch tons
of TV in the hotel. My excitement has been building for
months, and I’m ready. TV takes my mind away from the
task. Very important for me is to bring headphones and “do
my own thing.” I try not to worry about what anyone else is
doing, practicing, and aim to trust my routines and warm up
as I always do.
I treat this day as if it’s completely the same as all the
others. I take some intentional moments to again picture myself
entering the stage, speaking a few words with the proctor,
envisioning the screen or scenario, taking relaxed, slow breaths,
and starting my first notes with joy! This is where performing
the beginnings of excerpts proves to be useful for me.
Ultimately, the results of this audition are completely
beyond me. I try not to observe any comments about politics.
It’s time to go and be me. The only thing I know I can control
is the amount of work I put in beforehand. Now, just enjoy! I
deserve to have fun!
Lastly, my personal audition journey is unique to me.
Your audition journey will be unique to you. Try to harness
the temptation to compare your timeline or successes to
other players. The best you can do is commit as much effort
and focus to this process as possible.
Auditions are mentally and physically taxing. If you are
serious about stepping into the “playing field,” commit to
persevering through the challenges, and try to maintain a
clear mind. Give it your best, and at the end of the process,
assess the results. Some days will be better, and some worse,
but the process will refine you, and your progress will increase
in small increments! Lastly: The committee is searching for
someone. There is no reason why that “someone” can’t be
you today!

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