My Memorable Graduation at My 2022 Era

Some people always say that senior high school era is very fun with full story. But in
my story of my life in senior high school era, i haven’t it all. My senior high school era is full
of pressure from my boarding school. I sit on MAN 1 Kudus for 3 years. Along that time I
also stay at the boarding school because I choose tahfidz major. It is not my first experience
because I stayed in boarding school at my junior high school era. Meanwhile I must adapt in
my new surroundings. The name of boarding at MAN 1 Kudus is Pondok Tahfidz Nurul
Qur’an and we say PTNQ in daily. A special boarding contains students who accepted in
tahfidz major. As tahfidz student we have obligation to memorize qur’an everyday. Our
activities have organized and running well. On the first year i feel so sad and tired every
activity. I can’t enjoy and get homesick every night. Well it was so funny things if i
remember again.
 Next to my second year, i can enjoy enough. With many friends, kindfull ustadzah
and the memorable activity. In this year we must join the santri organization. I must adapt to
balance all my activities. Memorizing qur’an, attend every class, and do the job from
organization. Our activities getting busier day by day. Whitout space and time rest or just
healing like other senior high school student. Actually we have spare time on Sunday, but it's
the same as other days, Sunday is still busy activity day with cleaning activities, language
activities, and reading tasmi qur’an.. because our activities very busy, we have to be
disciplined with ourselves so we don't miss out. As days went by we only had a holiday once
a year because it was a Covid year. It is make us feel so heavy to walk on. It is memomarble
experience in my life not see my family in a year. But at least we gather during the Eid al-Fitr
holiday.
This is the peak of my struggle as santri at PTNQ. The third year is the last year that
make us be the most senior. we have to give up our positions in the organization and obey the
new regulations of the next period. The days are getting busier because we have to prepare
for school exams. Our activity tahfidz getting bussier because the burden of our juz that have
we memorize getting heavier. I’m very grateful because on the third year i get 25 juz so it’s
left 5 juz again to khatam. To be honest, I don't feel about my my memorization achievement
that getting heavier. it just happened like that. However, I really more struggle to achieve the
target again. Some of my friend still can joke, sport and eat togheter on Sunday, but I can’t do
all. All my days filled by tasmi and running the target. I was guided by a teacher who was
very patient and attentive to me. My journey is not simple, every day I cloud cry because my
memorization achievement heavier and also sometimes I fail to achieve my daily targets.
For 6 months i must follow quarantine qur’an with five of my friends to prepare for
the Tahfidz graduation. All activities are filled with tasmi, murajaah, and memorization
practice. We struggle togheter without any time to refresh our brain and energy. we
support,encourage and strengthen each other. Finally the day is coming. On Tuesday of June
21 at 2022 we graduated. It was the time we waiting for all this time. we feel all our efforts
have paid off. Our family come to attend our memorable graduation. We show our best gift to
our sweetheart parents. My father, mother, my two sisters, my brother and my grandmother
give me special hug and cry. I swear to you it was very amazing moment that I've never felt. I
thanks to all my teachers, especially my kyai and my friends who brought me to stand on the
stage at that time. It was very unforgettable experience that reminds me to maintain what I
have fought for and achieved.