The reason I didn't send you details on how you can send the letter is because it

involves a long process of days, weeks or months to complete, depending on how fast
you go and how well your request is received and responded to.
Through the process and at the end of it all, it's going to cost you a lot of
money to get me out of here because the whole process has to do with you requesting
my current contract be terminated or another doctor coming in to replace me. .
That's a financial burden, I don't want to put my love on you

there is a second option that can get me out of there faster compared to the first
option but it will still involve money that's why everything is complicated for me
and I can't stop thinking and how serious the burden of my exit will be on you
because I don't it's easy and what kind of man will do that to me, placing a
financial burden on the woman he loves because I don't even know your financial
status and how you're living your day to day financially struggling for most people
around the world and knowing that you are a woman and that you have a lot of
financial obligations and taxes to pay too, and I don't think Chile's economy is
that good and I don't even know if you will be able to afford the cost of getting
out of here. Thinking about all this gives me headaches but I really want to get
out of here soon and I want to get closer to you and live as a family and I want to
get to know you more physically and spend the rest of my life. Life with you as
one.

what I'm most afraid of is that you'll do everything you can to sell your personal
and private belongings, or you may have to borrow money or take out a loan just to
get me out of here. I know that even if you did everything I can, I can pay it all
back as soon as I get to where you are no matter the amount, but it's not right for
me to make you do that and it's not nice for a man to put the woman he loves on
that guy. unpleasant and difficult situation.
The second option is a better alternative and it's quicker for us to get away
from here and easier for you too, my love.
But the truth is that there is nothing easy in life and we must fight for what is
important to us.

If I leave here without the full authorization of the world, I will have to manage
all my travel expenses, including buying plane tickets, which I cannot do because
here, right now, there is no bank and we are not authorized to carry out financial
transactions online due to the restriction and I don't have access to my account
here and yes I get paid well but I can't access my account until I get out of here
and as soon as I get out of here I'll be able to have full access to the bank
accounts again and this option means that if we exercise it, you will need to help
me pay for my plane ticket through an agent that I can leave the camp as soon as
possible, but I will not make any more profit, I will lose everything that is due
to me by the Army, which I'm supposed to get at the end of my mission here.