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YD6 33 Return Flights To Lionel and Gavin, Via Miami, Rio de Janeiro, 1988 Johannesburg.
YD6 33 Return Flights To Lionel and Gavin, Via Miami, Rio de Janeiro, 1988 Johannesburg.
approaching young man, black, twenty-fiveish, crisp jeans and shirt, clean-shaven, turns to
me, voicing. “Five Dollars, please!”
Surprised, atypical outstretch hands, I utter. “Asking for money isn’t the answer,”
launched a conversation. “Gotta find a job, you know? Earn that sell-respect of making it on
your own.”
He nods at every phrase, agreeable, flickering smart-eyes. “Yeah, man, you’re right,”
after a while, I exhausted the topic of our friendly chat. I turn, leaving him standing by. Hit
me, just after the taxi dropped me off at a Miami hotel, with my bloated suitcase.
At a snail’s-pace of traffic, prompting me to slow my long strides and join the leisurely
flow of tanned pedestrians. a few street vendors dot the pedestrian street, drawing figures in
bright feast colors. my curiosity piqued along the overhead massif beams against scattered
skies. Following inside, a few youths into a gleaming station. ascend the stairs to a sprawling
platform, to a stance before a pair of a single rail-track.
We glide, lift-off over city pulsating arteries of retailers. Riding the pod with the
metallic announcement of successive stops. A few passengers move platform’s peaceful
exchange with the pod followed by a metallic voice repeating its departure and the next
station, suburban houses’ sprawl weathered tiled hip and ridges pitch roof to a sprawling
landscape. When I step out, leaving the pod to continue, I descend to the beachfront
promenade.
After hopeless, I shed the young black man, walking away echoing his voicing plea in
my head, “Have you got five dollars?” To an absurd voice hailing me down. I spared him a
glimpsed, to forsake him, ‘_On his part without a first effort!_’
After a night cruise, the water shimmered the building’s vibrant dancing iridescent
colors. In daylight looming the bascule bridge, a mesmerizing spectacle. the novelty of the
city wears thin. Homesick destined to meet Lionel and Gavin gnawed at me, to the morning
of my departure.
I handed my room key to the Mr. Cuban in attendance. I settled my bill. With a mix of
anticipation and reluctance, he sends me to a phone booth to call a taxi. However, upon my
return, Mr. Cuban’s demeanor shifts. As he raises a mask of amnesia, I’m growing
suspicious. He spouts foreign phrases, feigns ignorance about my 20.00 dollar deposit.
His shoulders slumped, resigned to this charade, as I rise my voice. “I want my deposit
back,” I blurted. rising notched, words echoing through the lobby. My opportunity arises,
when a woman hauling a mountain of luggage entered. her eyes scanning the scene with a
mix of curiosity and trepidation.
I planted myself in front of Mr. Cuban. “I’ll stand here until you return my twenty
dollars!” The Warthog in me, shoved Gemini out the way. My voice is booming. The woman
hesitated, intervening in an unfolding drama.
Mr. Cuban’s eyes flickered a friendly, serviceable welcome. Until she resigned with a
sigh, a hand reluctant hand dips into the cash drawer, returns a crisp bill. He handed it over,
without relenting his sight from the woman.
Pulling the hotel door shut behind me, after the wrath of my Warthog, cynic biting.
‘_You wouldn’t have raised such a menace not fluent in the country’s language!_’ — A
warning to remember.
I hustle with my suitcase toward the arriving taxi. “Airport.” I uttered. Pulling away,
glad I’m on my way, dwelling, gnawing into my long journey before meeting Lionel and
Gavin. The taxi halts in front of the terminal, dazing in Miami’s relax mood. Shaking off the
lethargy, I’m step out. Entering the concourse the thin scattered crowds, my eyes scanning,
following the airline logo, with a leading ticket. I cross to a lobby’s juxtaposed counters.
greeting the flitting airline ground hostess from behind the counter. Without sparing a glance
at my outstretched ticket. “Your flight has left,” She drones.
“That can’t be!” I exclaimed, my composure crumbling as panic surged through me.
The idea of being stuck in Miami for another night filled me with dread. Summoning my inner
Warthog, I steeled myself for a battle of wits. My eyes darting around the lobby, seeking a
solution.
Two individuals in matching uniforms quietly conversed behind the nearby airline
counter. In a few strides, approaching them, I’m unloading my frustration and explaining
how I’m left stranded, pointing
at their competitor’s counter,
drawing their eyesight on the
airline’s yellow logo.
With a wave of relief, she sent me on to board the flight with the blue airline. ‘_Perhaps
there’s some inter-airline understanding in place?_’ I am left to head for the boarding gate.
Boarded the plane, taxiing the apron to the runway, take-off, continuing my journey down
the continent. In a twist of fate left me pondering: ‘_Perhaps there was some unspoken
inter-airline understanding for the passengers filling seats?_’
Nine hours later, the aircraft touched down at Galeão International Airport. I emerged
from the arrival terminal, eager to embrace the city’s vibrancy to catch a taxi. I step out to
the driveway, a slight man walks out of the driveway’s shadows, approaching, aims at me, as
I’m catching my bearings.
The slinky man leads me across the terminal driveway to a waiting phantom taxi.
entering opposite sides, meeting in the back seat, leans over muttering in the taxi driver’s
ear. We pull away, en route, weaving Rio de Janeiro's vibrant streets a kaleidoscope of colors,
engaged in a lively conversation. I'm imagining the slink scavenger perched on the seat next
to me. I'm confident in my ability to navigate this encounter. fleeting thought crossed my
mind. I can't be vulnerable if in the end I'll have to pay the man. swirling in mind, the moon
in Libra forgive the charming character craft to build rapport and trust.
Dropping my bloated suitcase in the slight man’s rented apartment, I surrender to the
call of the Ocean. The allure of the Rio nigh draws me on the Copacabana promenade,
illuminating the vibrant paintings in the shadows. As I strolled, lulled by the rhythmic
washing of waves along the mosaic designs, I perceived ghostly sighs emanating a distance
behind my shoulders, risen from the adorned sidewalk. While upfront scattered in motion
statues, figures of a stroller, a jogger, a woman gliding on rollerblades. I’m skirting past
imposing facades bathed in the soft glow of streetlights to apartments blocks in row
distancing against the veil of the night out of sight.
My head swings from side to side as the girls respond in a Portuguese tongue,
Peppered English words. ‘_If at all?_’ kicked in. My South Africa experience as an employer,
when neighboring Mozambique and Angola governments ejected people, arriving to work on
construction sites. And reared from a hodgepodge of Flemish, French and English, with
Swahili — None of those petite girls made sense, but joined in a front walking in a
conversation neither understood.
Aetheria doesn’t invoke her presence, amidst the absurd girls’ laughter, tinkling melody
of Portuguese and broken English, continued unabated through the promenade, stretching
miles upfront. “Is there a nightclub here?” I blurted out, laced with a hint of hope for the
night.
Their youthful grins, “Yes.” they chirped in unison. The girls’ eyes sparkling with a
mischievous glint, they crossed my path, leading me in silence, with a confident stride
neared the looming rocky mountain. A cracked of light from the ground floor building spills
on the promenade, silhouetting a flurry of figures, opening the gap pulsating rhythm of Latin
music. Louder, teasing my body with every approaching step. The girls ushered me towards
past the youngsters’ egress. entering the air vibrating the salsa rhythms. I lose my stride
into a dancing crowd. The girls vanished, one of the petite girls reappears to vanish,
alternating with her companion. To my surprise, lost in the crowds, maintaining a proximity.
Aetheria’s cumulus looming, basking in the midst of zodiacal forests mirror earth as the
music thrills the air, reverberating through me. Tapping on the ball of my feet, the beat,
rolling hips, as the sambas play. Deeper into the night, the crowds thinning out, exposing the
petite girls on the floor, as the music pulsate rumbas, cha-chas.
Until the rising sun’s yellow rays, entering the dance hall, aired with distant figures
dancing, to walk out with the girls through the wide doorway into a golden glow. Guilt rose
long before the pang hit me. In an exchange of glances, I abandoned the girls, and half-blind
of their needs not met. I couldn’t ask, but their eyes seemed filled with joy walking out of
their night.
In the following days, exploring the city, wandering through the main street bustles
with people and buses. Aimless, I stroll past a side street’s wainscot encroaching on the
sidewalk. Left me to wonder, while behind the wooden barrier patrons dining at terraced
tables. A gateway at the street corner. At leisure, scrutinizing posters advertising ridiculous
prices, luring me into the restaurant.
As I joined a charismatic tour guide. Aetheria’s sunbeams fingertips pluck the harp
strings, rhymes to my mind; ‘_Don’t cry for me, Argentina. The truth is, I never left you. All
through my wild. . ._’ Her with a mane of raven hair. she streams an infectious chatter, an
Aquarius welcome distraction from a venturing in a lingering sightseeing.
I return the apartment key to the slight Libra, turning away to boarding a taxi. I’m
riding Aetheria’s gift, with the Argentinian’s memory paved in my path, distracted by a
sun-drenched church’s stained-glass windows ablaze with color farewell, onto a pirouette
gravity-defying tower. relenting a moment of folly. When I could have swept the young
woman off her feet. As the taxi mirrors in the airport terminal.
The taxi driver deposited my calf-suitcase on the curb and turned away, leaving me to
walk through my reflection into a concourse in the aftermath of feasting. I check in, passing
passport control. To my relief, I presented my South African Airways boarding at the gate to
the aircraft. On board with mixed feeling, exhausted from a vacation hangover, tempered
with anticipation as the aircrew fastened their seatbelts for take-off on my last leg across the
Atlantic before reuniting with my boys.
Floating in my seat amid the relentless engine thrum, prolong glide by distant gold
mine dump, the East Rand’s sprawling suburbs to skim rooftop — In my mind surges the
leading highway driving my Audi, as technical director of A1 Conco (Pty.) Ltd.’s house
development in Spring. My car’s panoramic windshield framing the graceful jumbo jets’ belly
extracted undercarriage claws anchored in the skies, landing the ship on the mounted
runway threshold.
The aircraft slips to a halt, resonating the cabin bell chime - click, click, click. . . -
raising passengers stepping to the aisles, dropping behind seatbelts buckles. Lifting hands to
overhead bins, as engines whining down. Despite urging my body, ‘_Stay put._’ quells my
impatience. ‘_Leave passengers squeeze and jostle through the aisle_’ I whisper in mind.
But my legs spring from my cramped limb to my feet free from my seat’s clutch. I find
a niche among the throng of passengers in the aisle. mimicking stretch arms wrench my bag
out the overhead bin. Weigh to odds idle in the trail for long minutes. Until, the queue,
shuffle, reaching a symphony of farewells and smiling aircrews, to view a tarmac serpentine
trail vanishing behind the terminal’s curtain wall.
Entering the sterile glow of fluorescent lights, I trail a stream of passengers down the
long corridor. Ending in a hall, herd before a barrier of glass cubicles manned by stern-faced,
pale passport control officers. I slip through the checkpoint with my permanent residential
stamp.
After I replied, “Ghoet, (good)” I’m falling into English, while Lionel and Gavin are in
the shadow of my divorce from Jean. As Jean’s legal team obliged Ilona to represent me in
my absence in the Pretoria Supreme Court, to my dismay, we step out the terminal. Across
the shade driveway, sunlight washes over us. Walk the lanes through glittering parked cars,
pauses at Ines’ Alfa Romeo. to my surprise, I dare not question — ‘_You don’t pose questions
to Ilona._’ she picks the lock lifting the trunk lid, permitting me to stow my bloated suitcase.
Closes the trunk lid, we round the Alfa Romeo to the doors, joining her from slipping to our
seat. Ilona tweaks the ignition key. She reverses the car, and drives away, an invasive
thought. ‘_I couldn’t see myself driving Ines’ car!_’ creeping a chill under my skin. I’m trying
to figure out, how she feels driving Ines’ car, as she drives out the parking lot. weaving out
the airport grounds, slipping onto the highway. Exiting into Johannesburg’s northern streets,
Ilona speaks in a tone that she reminds me she’s the apple of De-P’pa’s eye. In Houghton’s
suburban artery, she veers into a gated entrance along a high wall adorned with the
Sabi-Sabi sign, to a mansion. Ilona parks off the driveway, by a set of trees’ trunk into the
cast shade. We step out, meeting at the rear. She offers me the car keys, without a word.
But her gesture speaks. ‘_Come and get me later to drive home._’
I drive away, watching Ilona’s reflection in the rearview mirror as she walks toward the
side door to her office. Turning onto the street, I map my route toward the highway
on-ramp, averting to glance at where I sat earlier. Awkward. Convincing myself that the car
had been cleaned, but the stained passenger seat instigating my mind to understand. I focus
on reaching “Marlboro” exit. Continue along the Old Pretoria Road, to steer into Kelvin,
nestling Lionel and Gavin.
I drove up the leafy Sunnyway, eerie silent, raising my clandestine approach, as the
car breaches dappled shady patches from trees’ canopies. A dozen years ago, mere saplings
lining the sidewalk. Grown with new villas sprawling, with shrubs tipping over yard walls. I
pulled up by the grill, extending the driveway apron into a panhandle. I built speculating, to
cradle the ethereal essence of a pre-birth sanctuary for my boys.
But Lionel walked out of the neighbor’s gate, where my boys’ friend “Steve,” lived. He
steps into the street, approaching as I wound down the window. “Daddy!” he exclaims,
pleading, “Tomorrow we want to go to Peter for Christmas. Can we go? You can have us on
Monday, mom said.”
I’m silent, uncommitted, until, gazing in his pleading eyes, I succumb. “We’ll see!” I
uttered.
While the engine idles, Lionel turns away, passes across the windshield, opening the
door, joins me in the passenger seat. Pointing to turn right onto Coneway. After a short
stretch, at the junction, we turn left onto Meadway. Nearing the bend, glimpses of the
clubhouse flashes through a backdrop of eucalyptus trees undazzling the facades, windows’
glaze, tiled pitched roof. As we turned onto the gravel driveway, tires crunching, players
dressed in white shorts and shirts paused, hitting balls behind the meshed-enclosed courts,
watching our approach. On the mat–green court, the player nearest the net crossed the
white line, casting a defiant look from within his high screened confinement.
"We can't play here, Dad," Lionel exclaimed. "They told Gavin and me earlier to leave!"
I pulled the Alfa Romeo to a halt and, stepping out, walked towards the adjacent
empty court. My approach seemed to freeze the players in their tracks. I confronted them,
arguing, "The court is not being used! What objection do you have to us playing?"
"Are you members?" one of the players barked.
When a player asked for a membership card, I sidestepped the question. "We are from
down the road," I said, implying that our proximity granted us membership rights.
“There were two youngsters, but they were there somewhere.” One player responded,
pointing toward the open playground across mowed lawns fresh from the recent rains. Two
black children dangled upside down from the trapeze bar. Beyond the shrubs, a footpath
meandered through the veldt toward the looming villas.
‘_Fifteen minutes late,_’ I thought. ‘_and missing our Rendezvous!_’ I rush back to the
car, tweak the ignition key. With an engine purr, we pull a swift U-turn out the dirt parking
lot, down the driveway, and onto the asphalt road. I retraced my our route, scanning the
veld for Gavin and his cousin, Brian. Each a pair of tennis rackets tucked in the back of their
shirts, the handles striking out the collar. Crossing paths, I call out the wound down window.
“Come, boys.”
Going to Ilona’s place for a splash in her pool crossed my mind, but I didn’t have
permission from either Ronny or Edna, Brian’s parents, nor Jean, borrowing the boys. At a
glance at my wristwatch, it was twenty-five past twelve, and a long drive halfway to Pretoria.
I turn to Lionel. “ Cook’s, Let’s go to the Kelvin shops and get something. . .” I uttered.
Felling the fiasco blowing over, as Gavin and Brian climb in the rear - smack - closing the
door.
At the burned peppered face-brick architecture of the local mall nestled in the veldt, I
pulled up and we all disembarked, to sit on the brick–paved steps. Soda cans at hand, finger
picking packs of chips. broached the subject I had ignored — stretching out the avoidance as
long as possible. After sipping and munching. “Let’s have a snooker game,” Lionel exclaims,
then Gavin chiming in his support.
I hesitate before a pool table, feeling foolish about playing a game I hadn’t played
before. But Lionel insisted. rising from our seats and stepping away. We crossed the brick
paving under the covered passage, toward the split-level stores, down the stairs. Past the
Video store, the bare table waited in a community room. The plate-glass doors - hiss -
saluting the boys opening to the wings closing behind me.
Lionel and Gavin were no strangers to the pool game, to my knowledge, by their
neighbor “Steve’s” family playroom. I sent Lionel to the storekeeper, who approached us and
cites the rules of the game. Lionel racked the balls, as we each take a cue, and alternate
shooting. After a while, Gavin’s patience, a trait inherited from his mother, has a knack for
mastering the game.
We leave the center’s face-brick crawling across the floors and walls, heading back to
the sunlight glinting Alfa Romeo, in the deserted street’s asphalt unfolded service driveway.
The boys board the car, as I’m counting the door smacks, before a reassuring glance, and
driving away. I circled around the Esso garage and around the build-up block to the
cul-de-sac. Lionel steps out, to pick up his bike and Brian returns to his parents’ the
Whitehorn’s family house with Gavin.
Christmas morning, I dial Jean’s house number. Lionel answers. “Dad! Are you passing
here? Can you bring my the games?”
I jumped at the opportunity. “Lionel,” I uttered, “tell your mother... go and ask... say, if
she has you today, then I want you both for a trip to Hazyview…” They understood means a
visit to their Bom’Pa and Bom’Ma, their grandparents.
While a negotiating path opens up, I sense the fragility of Lionel and Gavin. I remind
myself to exercise caution, applying pressure, not to upset my boys — Squeezed between
Jean and me.
Jean’s stringent rules, which had dominated since she initiated the divorce, branded in
my mind. My visitation rights, unequivocal down to the minute, limited to Sundays from
10:00 am to 5:00 pm, as laid out in the divorce agreement confirmed by the Johannesburg
Supreme Court. “Tell your mother the Court Order states I should have you today,” I blurted
out. “We’ll swap today for the rest of the holidays.” I spoke words tumbling from m mind,
unsure if I was referring to the rest of their school vacation, my envisage trip to Hazyview, or
the remainder of my stay before flying back to New York.
“But Dad...” Lionel protested, and drops the phone, agape sigh — the phone cradle in
the amber light of the entrance hall. He rushes back. “Dad!” his voice filled with a hopeful
enthusiasm. “I’ll call Gavin to talk to you.”
Gavin’s words cut short as Lionel relayed the message. Their mother wouldn’t budge
and withdraw from the conversation. “Then you’ll have to take us today!” Lionel muttered
before passing the phone to his brother.
“Gavy!” I uttered, stinging. “I’ll go to Hazyview to meet Bon’ma. I’ll see you when I’m
back from Hazyview.”
“When Daddy?” Gavin sobs. “But Dad! When are you coming back?”
“I don’t know yet?” But knowing myself, my boys’ happiness in the forefront, I’ll
concede, letting them have a good day at their uncle’s place.
. . ./ YD6~34 . . .