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Creative - Boardwalk
was
on
the
sun-‐drenched
coast
that
it
happened;
sitting
on
the
boardwalk
and
watching
the
grey
waves
roll
in
without
aim.
The
sky
was
darkening,
and
Rose
picked
up
her
heels
and
walked
back
to
the
little
town,
one
foot
in
front
of
the
other,
balancing
carefully
with
the
dizziness
of
the
heat
still
pulsing
through
her
veins.
It
was
in
this
delirious
state,
half-‐conscious,
half-‐asleep,
that
she
saw
her,
walking
in
the
other
direction.
Rose
meant
to
walk
straight
past.
But
the
air
shimmered
with
humidity,
and
she
was
tired
and
sleepy,
and
what
she
meant
to
do
and
what
she
did
ended
up
being
at
odds
with
each
other.
Her
words
came
out
tangled,
confused
and
fell
on
top
of
each
other.
She
could
see
them
in
a
heap
in
front
of
her,
wriggling
a
little,
faint
tendrils
in
the
sunlight.
“Oh,
sorry,
didn’t
mean
to
walk
into
you,
right
into
you,
I
didn’t
see
you
there”
–
which
was
a
complete
lie,
of
course.
She
felt
her
fingers
tremble,
as
if
she
was
being
irresistibly
drawn
towards
the
other
woman,
as
if
something
was
compelling
her.
Rose
reached
for
her
words,
tried
to
order
them
into
a
sentence,
by
they
were
slippery
as
a
fish
and
eluded
her.
The
woman’s
name
was
Michelle,
and
when
she
spoke
each
word
rose
and
fell
with
a
gentle
cadence.
Rose
drowned
in
the
soft
curls
of
her
voice,
feeling
the
vowels
reach
out
to
her.
Rose
reached
back.
Michelle’s
hair
was
scarlet,
a
vivid
streak
of
colour
against
the
skies.
It
was
like
a
fire,
not
the
tame
flame
of
a
candle,
but
a
fire
that
raged
through
the
forests,
that
made
Rose
want
to
reach
out
and
feel
its
heat
for
herself.
Rose
had
known
many
shades
of
red
through
her
life,
but
this
was
the
first
to
make
her
burn.
She
had
known
cold
reds,
a
sinister
colour,
akin
to
dried
blood,
but
never
this
before.
The
carpet
of
the
aisle
where
Rose
was
married
had
been
a
cold
red.
She
could
remember
the
stained
glass
window,
how
the
sunlight
cast
its
colours
across
the
church.
She
had
stepped
through
it,
watched
her
dress
briefly
light
up
with
the
scene
of
St
Joseph’s
dream.
Red,
across
the
aisle,
and
the
red
of
the
angel’s
hair
across
her
dress,
yet
all
she
had
felt
was
a
winter
chill,
seeping
through
the
fine
layers
of
her
dress,
a
touch
of
ice
across
the
delicate
lines
of
her
veil.
The
wind
picked
up
across
the
sea,
and
it
was
a
true
cold
now,
across
her
arms,
through
her
fingers.
It
woke
her
up,
returned
her
to
the
present,
slammed
her
down
feet
first
and
head
spinning,
and
for
a
second,
she
could
not
reconcile
the
past
and
present,
could
not
figure
out
where
she
was.
Rose
turned,
searched
for
an
anchor,
something
to
hold
on.
She
found
the
scarlet
of
Michelle’s
hair,
its
warmth.
They
walked
across
the
boardwalk,
just
the
two
of
them,
trading
small
pieces
of
conversation.
Rose
looked
at
Michelle,
memorized
the
constellation
of
freckles
across
her
cheekbones.
It
was
strange,
to
feel
so
alight,
she
thought,
strange
to
feel
desire
so
silent
and
yet
so
fierce.
It
was
terrifying,
it
felt
like
standing
on
the
edge
of
the
boardwalk,
about
to
unbalance
at
any
moment.
It
started
to
rain.
They
walked
back
together.
Rose
walked
ahead,
steps
slightly
too
fast,
and
suddenly,
the
fear
was
there
again,
shadowed
at
her
feet.
She
walked
faster,
faster
as
if
she
could
outpace
it;
this
new
knowledge
that
had
unveiled
itself,
this
new
desire
for
someone
so
unattainable.
She
took
one
last
look
at
Michelle,
promised
her
that
they
would
meet
again,
but
as
she
was
walking
away,
Rose
knew
she
was
leaving
her
behind,
the
allure,
the
fear,
all
of
it.
She
felt
the
warmth
of
her
ring
on
her
finger
instead.
Rose
could
no
longer
see
Michelle,
had
left
her
behind,
and
she
felt
unanchored
again,
her
veins
pulsing
with
helium
instead
of
blood
until
her
feet
were
only
skimming
the
streets
and
her
fingers
clutched
to
return
to
earth
again.
She
closed
her
eyes
and
her
mind
swam
with
memories,
of
her
wedding
day,
of
the
first
time
he
had
put
the
ring
onto
her
finger.
For
a
second,
it
hadn’t
fit,
and
she
had
felt
a
wash
of
panic
set
into
her,
until
it
had
eventually
slipped
over
her
knuckle,
cold
and
alien.
Everything
had
been
so
cold,
her
feet
in
the
heels,
the
dress
that
was
too
stiffly
boned
and
pressed
into
her
flesh
as
she
sat
down,
another
rib
cage
–
externalized,
an
exo-‐skeleton
that
damaged,
rather
than
protected,
the
soft
organism
within.
She
had
wanted
to
be
happy,
she
had
wanted
to
laugh
and
spin
until
she
was
dizzy,
to
rest
her
head,
and
feel
the
true
warmth
of
contentment.
Rose
had
wanted
it
so
badly.
She
reached
the
lane
into
her
house,
and
it
was
still
raining.
She
was
soaked
to
her
skin,
but
she
could
still
feel
the
silent
fire
within
her
that
Michelle
had
lit.
And
it
terrified
her,
that
she
hardly
knew
this
woman,
didn’t
know
anything
except
the
curve
of
her
smile
and
the
pattern
of
her
laughter,
yet
Michelle
had
such
a
hold
over
her.
It
wasn’t
right.
She
walked
to
her
front
door.
There
was
a
mark
on
the
wood,
where
her
husband
had
accidentally
burst
a
light
bulb.
It
had
shattered,
the
glowing
filament
burning
the
paint.
They
had
laughed.
Rose
smiled
at
the
memory,
held
onto
it
and
let
it
fill
her.
Let
it
extinguish
Michelle,
the
new
sense
of
disquiet
that
whispered
inside
of
her.
The
fire
was
gone.
She
could
feel
the
cold
now,
and
her
fingers
were
shaking.
The
whole
day,
Michelle,
it
was
all
an
accident,
it
never
was
meant
to
happen,
never
should
have
happened.
Rose
looked
down,
buried
the
memories,
let
them
fall
under
layers
of
shadow
until
light
could
no
longer
reach
them.
She
imagined
a
great
flood
of
water,
so
vast
that
no
fire
could
survive
its
power,
saw
the
image
of
Michelle,
blurred
beneath
the
depths
of
an
ocean,
obscured
by
fleets
of
fish
and
long
tangled
weeds.
It
was
never
meant
to
happen.
It
was
better,
she
decided,
better
if
perhaps
it
never
did.