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© Subho Pati Sanyal
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Infinite thanks to Her Holiness Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi
for creating me and then again giving me my second
birth and permitting me to surrender my life to Her
Divine Lotus Feet.
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Infinite thanks to my wife Debarati for choosing me for
her life’s journey and gifting and adorning my life with
the most precious gift - The Gift of Innocence and giving
our journey together the vastness and limitlessness of
spirituality and spiritual ascent.
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Index
Prologue 7
Borning 8
Demission 12
Duty-bound 17
Faithist 27
Vindicator 34
Storyteller 42
Victorious 50
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PROLOGUE
They all dwelled in the same house but built their
own castles of faith. They all ate the same food but
built their own buds of taste. They all slept on the
same bed but weaved their own dreams of dominance.
Choice was their father and forgiveness was their
mother.
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CHAPTER 1
BORNING
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was so personal that it was just a drop of the
beginning with no end.
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CHAPTER 2
DEMISSION
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life and living. He was like a man on a mission. This
ceremony now, and then another one a couple of
hours later. He seemed to be questioning himself
about his mistaken journey where his connection with
God was being facilitated more when he was dealing
with a dead. After all, he was the only one sought after
for all cremations.
And then there was the neighbour who had lived all
his life trying to figure me and my life out. For one
moment I was wondering, when he looked deeply at
my corpse, whether he was actually convinced I was
dead or not. I wouldn't lie if I say that it wouldn't have
surprised me if he had pinched my dead body to be
absolutely sure.
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I was being taken into the new command of another
army of The Primordial Power of this entire creation. I
was waiting to be assigned my new role. This Power
was the most compassionate Power in the entire
creation because I was allowed this opportunity just by
virtue of the last five years of my surrender and
realisation of God.
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CHAPTER 3
DUTY BOUND
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the NDA exams. With my fitness in place and my grit
aiding my resolve, I cleared with flying colours. The
interview with the Service Selection Board was my
first tryst with the reality of my dream and I did
everything to hold on to it and not let it go. I lived the
summary of my dream life in those 5 days and the
days of my medical examination.
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The stage was set and there was an announcement
from the government that all members of a particular
outfit will be booked under section 307 of the Indian
Penal Code. The announcement came in the wake of
the increasing numbers of the pandemic. The
government also declared that whoever wished to take
asylum in their respective country can do so provided
they leave India in the next 72 hours.
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CHAPTER 4
FAITHIST
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a gift of God. All my relatives, cousins and many
others had joined us on that day and I was to do the
first slaughter of my life on that day. The high priest
was present to bless the occasion. My elder brother
Firoz came forward and affectionately taught me the
prayers and the methods of the slaughter. As I
completed my task, there was a huge roar of
celebration and I was a certified male.
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the best of food to eat and the best places to stay and
get ready for the mission.
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inside and going out. It was an amazing experience.
He asked me to open my eyes.
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CHAPTER 5
VINDICATOR
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belonged to the tribe of the hated and denounced, I
was told the I was not only the symbol of vengeance of
an extinct specie but also the anger of Nature. As I set
out on my journey of life, I saw myself creating history
at every step.
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The room was dark but with enough light that saw
faces cringed in hatred and ambition. There were men
and women around a huge table looking at each other
with a purpose. They discussed that a virus is just not
enough. The deadliest was also beaten. This time it
has to be something more subtle. Like drinking water
or breathable air or maybe infant food or milk or
medicines or something that cannot be easily
identified.
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STORYTELLER
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changed my world. I was supposed to write a short
account on a particular event and I was told what the
account should portray. I refused to do it because I
didn’t believe in it. The portrayal was biased and I was
not going to do it. My friend who incidentally gave me
the lead to this, happily did it and filled his pocket.
This went on for quite some time. I realised that my
beliefs and my ideology didn’t mean anything because
people wanted to believe what they chose to believe.
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The fact that a terrorist is a human bomb who is
devoid of any sense of religion or capacity of any
human judgement is not the point here. Even if it is, I
would ignore it, because today if my heart starts to see
the evil in that man who has slaughtered hundreds of
soldiers and innocent lives, I would be walking
towards a quiet end of my remaining life with limited
means and limited ends. I cannot allow myself to see
the heinous intentions of the organisation that this
man belonged to or the country who is promoting this
organisation or the traitors who are working for hand
in gloves with this organisation. Some authorities will
look into these matters. My job is to create a different
side of the event, a side that my masters want the
world to see. I am just an insignificant cogwheel in
this entire system.
I must say that today the world and its people have
made me invincible. I am so strong that I can give
infinite power to the fingers of a common human so
that he or she can strongly share views and beliefs on
social media. Can break all the boundaries of sanity,
sense, harmony and humanity when criticising an
opposite ideology. I have the power to make people
cry for a terrorist and throw stones at a hero who is
fighting with his life at the borders of my country. I am
so powerful that I can tear the National Flag that
covers the coffin of the martyr into shreds and malign
that soldier's deeds into an act of inhuman slaughter
and show that his death was the result of self-defence.
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VICTORIOUS
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treasures, waiting for me to walk up to them and pick
them up. Needless to say that my life was on its
journey with all joys, trials and tribulations that the
journey of any normal human being would.
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ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Born on 20th March, 1969,
Subhopati started writing at the
tender age of 6 years. His sole
inspiration at that time was his
mother Late Rekha Sanyal, who was
always overawed by her son's
creative skills. Following her death
on 14th October, 1984, Subhopati's life took many twists
and turns till 1996 when he received his Self Realisation
from Her Holiness Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi. His writings
reflect his journey of spiritual ascent, his seeking and the
immense Love and Blessings he receives from Shri Mataji.
In 2012, Subhopati got Debarati as his wife by Shri
Mataji’s Blessings who bought more innocence and
ascent in his life. Together they embarked on a journey of
seeking and spiritual ascent. Their sustenance is The
Nistula Group, their joint endeavour and they enjoy
spreading the joy in their social as well as professional life
as they bask in the Divine Blessing of Shri Mataji.
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