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Me : Hey
(I chuckle)
Me : No
Mandy : Do you need a lift? I can ask Monde to drop you off.
(I walk away, ignoring her. It's almost empty when I got out.
The moment the clock hits 21h00 every agent wants to leave
this building, they push each other on these turnstiles because
everyone wants to get out first.)
Me : Oh no
(I whisper to myself as soon as I see him speaking to our
security guard. He is laughing with the security guard while
squashing his cap in his hands. His black BMW M3 E30 that's
written Ghetto King on the windscreen is parked outside the
gate. I hate that car with all my heart, it's an old car for crying
out loud. How did I fall for that skhotheni? But I love him, I love
him so much, the problem is that he is just not who I think he
was. We met 2 months ago at his friend's party and I fell in love
with him. His name is Nqabayethu Zungu)
Me : Nqaba
(He says his goodbye to our security guard and puts back his
cap. I get inside the car and he also gets in.)
(There we go.)
(He shakes his head and starts his car. His car make that
"nxantshintshi" sound before it roars like an old tired lion.
Thank God my friends are not here to hear this or I was going to
be a laughing stock tomorrow. Oh Simtholile Mhayise what
have you got yourself into?)
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(We got to Dube Village Mall and from there he took the road
on his left. He is not saying anything, I'm not saying anything
either. He drove past Inhlonipho Primary School, there was a
short gravel road on my right, he drove through that gravel
road and he finally stopped and turned off his car. There is a
house in front of us, it doesn't look like there are people staying
here. The grass is a bit overgrown all over the yard. Nqabayethu
sighs and gets out of the car)
Nqabayethu : Come
(He says outside the car. I get out and follow him. He looks so
tense, his jaws keep moving along with the temples of his head.
He searches for the key to open the door amongst those he had
in his hand.)
Nqabayethu : Awukhanyise la
(He unlocks the door and stands there for a moment, not going
in. I hear him pressing the switch on the wall and the lights
come on. Didn't he say the nyaope boys stole the cables?
Anyway there are white and brown envelopes all over the floor.
He kicks them out of his way, he is cursing while doing it.
Where are all these letters coming from? And why is he leaving
them lying around like this and not opening them? The house is
almost empty, only a two seater couch in the living room. There
is a cupboard in the kitchen and I see a bed in one of the
bedrooms. Nqabayethu is looking around like he is searching
for something. I clear my throat)
Me : Fine
(He takes off his jacket and throws himself on the couch. He
covers his face with his jacket)
Me : I did
Nqabayethu : Manje?
(I sigh. I go into the bedroom and place my bag on the bed. The
bedroom is really not that bad)
Me : WeNqaba?
(Silence)
Me : Fine
(I take the broom and start sweeping the whole house. I take all
his letters and put them together inside the box. These letters
are from different universities. He gets up)
Me : No I'm fine. I just need warm water to bath but I don't see
a kettle here
(He takes out a paraffin stove and lights it. I shake my head in
disbelief. He puts water inside the pot and places it on the
stove. He goes back to his couch. I wait for the water to boil
and take a bath.)
G? G! Nqaba?
(Someone is calling him outside the door)
Nqabayethu : Huh?
G!
Nqabayethu : Sho
Nqabayethu : Yah
Me : What is that?
Nqabayethu : What?
(I snatch the bag away from him and he is not even fighting it. I
open the bag and my eyes widen. There is money and 2 brand
new IPhones, they are still sealed. I look at him and his face is
calm as fuck)
Me : Ngikhuluma nawe!!
Nqabayethu : We stole those things, are you happy now?
Me : What?
Me : Now Nqabayethu!!
(I go back to the bedroom and wear my clothes quickly. Thank
God I didn't wash them because what was I going to wear if I
did? I find him already waiting for me next to his car. He is
drinking a beer. I push him away and get inside the car. He gets
in and laughs. He slightly shakes his head)
Nqabayethu : Nomzamo…..
Nqabayethu : Okay
(He took me straight home. I open the gate and go in, he drives
away. I see my sister's children opening the door.)
Me : Hi
Me : Nothing
Me : Mah please
Mantwa : You keep changing men like underwear,
uzogcinaphi?
(What?)
Me : That's all you ever cared about, umjolo wami nje kuphela.
Mama, how about you sit down with me one day and just ask
me about my life? If I'm happy at work? All you ever cared
about ukuthi ngijola nobani nokuthi who wants to come and
pay lobola for me like umendo yiyo yonke into empilweni! No
mama, marriage is not everything! I don't want to get married
Me : You still don't get it. Yazi mah kuthiwa you were worried
about my education like you do with all my relationships then I
swear to God angabe ngisenyuvesi
Mantwa : And where was I going to get the money to take you
to that stupid university? Unganginyeli wena!
Me : Ndoni
Me : Okay, thanks.
(Jesus! Kids!)
Me : Yes Nanele
(We call her Nanele because that's how she calls herself)
Ndoni : Yes take them tomorrow when you go to bed and they
will work overnight. I suggest you sleep wearing your pad.
Me : Tomorrow?
Ndoni : Yes tomorrow, it's already late so you can't take them
now.
Ndoni : I don't know but I just don't feel him anymore even
when he asks me to visit him kuvele kuthi xhifi
Ndoni : I know
Ndoni : Nothing is working for him, he even lost his job last
week
(She explained)
Me : Yoooh!
Me : Utheni?
Ndoni : She said maybe I'm not the problem. You know when
people have dark clouds hanging over them even their
relationships won't work.
Ndoni : That's true. How are things going with Mr Ghetto King?
(She giggles)
Me : Nothing
(I shake my head)
Ndoni : Okay
Me : Thanks
(I sigh and walk away. The lights are now off. I knock and my
younger brother opens for me. He is 19 years old)
Me : Thanks Mlondi. Where is your mother?
Me : Koba kuhle
Me : No, sorry.
(I walk into my bedroom)
Me : Whatever
Nqabayethu : Angicavi
(I sigh)
Me : I miss you, where are you?
Me : No
Nqabayethu : Where are you?
Me : Do you mind?
Me : I'm not. I'm telling you that I'll make a plan since you can't
help me
Me : Bye Nqabayethu
Nqabayethu : Angicavi
(He laughs)
Me : Hi Mzet
Me : Yes
(Silence. They hung up, just like that. Nqabayethu and his
friends have no time at all, they are always in a hurry. I watch
people smoking while drinking my tea. Almost everyone is
smoking in this call center, they say it helps them release stress.
I hate the smell of cigarettes but I can tolerate it when my man
smokes, Nqabayethu smokes and drinks. I finish my tea and
head back into the canteen. I don't like eating here because it is
always packed so there is always noise. My phone vibrates, it's
a bank notification. My eyes are wide open , Nqabayethu
transferred me R1000. I didn't expect him to send me this
much. Maybe he is not that bad. I wash my cup and fill up my
bottle with water. I don't know if it's tea but my lower stomach
feels numb after I finished that tea and I feel minor cramps. I
feel a bit wet)
Hi
Me : Hi
Me : What?
Me : Help
Sis Angel : No, I need to call someone, you need help or else
you will bleed to death.
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(I woke up in a hospital. It's a hospital around Mt Edgecombe.
The nurses here are not nice at all, they call spade a spade, no
beating around the bush)
Me : I'm fine.
Me : Yes
(She places her hand over her head. She seems so frustrated)
Nurse : Do you know how many women could kill just to fall
pregnant? Do you know how many women had to leave their
marriage because they couldn't give their husbands children?
(She picks up her own files and glares at me with her lip curling
in disgust. She snatches that curtain and walks out. I let out a
sigh)
Me : Can I go home?
(I shake my head)
Me : Thank you
Me : I'm sorry
(She smiles)
(She stands up and walks away. I finally got some sleep but at
exactly 01 am I heard someone pulling the sheet I was covering
myself with. It's that nurse again)
(She shouts)
Me : What?
Nurse : You are not sick and beds are for sick people and people
who don't kill their babies. They need these beds
(She squashes my clothes inside my bag and throws it on the
floor.)
(I quickly get out of bed. I fix the hospital gown I'm wearing and
pick up my bag. I take my phone)
Nurse : Follow me
(I follow her)
Me : Okay
Me : Nqabayethu
(I whisper)
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(I don't know if I should run or hide. My eyes lock with Mzet's.
He whispers something to him and he quickly turns his head to
my direction. He stares at me with those sharp piercing eyes,
his gaze is intense and it sends shivers down my spine. No no,
he looks enraged. He knows, he knows what I did to his baby
and he is here to kill me right in this hospital and in front of
these people. He walks towards me, he has his own signature
walks like his shoulders bends a little when he walks. I swear
that walk was the first thing that turned me on the first time I
saw him before I even got a chance to see his gorgeous face but
all that doesn't matter now because he is coming with that
same sexy walk to kill me. As he walks, his eyes move all over
the hospital like they are low key searching for something. This
guy is a real criminal. I stand up quickly)
Me : Nqabayethu
(I'm just saying whatever comes to mind because right now I'm
nervous)
Me : Battery
Me : What?
Nqabayethu : What are you doing here with these babies and
their mothers, you shouldn't be here?
Me : What?
Me : What?
Security : Men are not allowed here, visitors are not allowed
here
(He tries to take my bag. The chaos starts all over again.
Nqabayethu wants me to go with him by force but thanks to
those security guards who made sure I stay)
(As soon as I saw the sunrise I phoned Ndoni to come to the
hospital. She brought me clothes and by 11am we were in the
taxi home. I didn't even go for that counseling session. We get
off the taxi)
Ndoni : I don't know about that. Tholi you were not the first
person to take the pill but you are the first person to tell me
that our pills are Dangerous and Illegal
Me : Vele maarn agha!
(She chuckles)
Me : Uhlanganaphi?
(I whisper. )
Mlondi : Sis'Zamo
Me : Who?
Mlondi : Ingane yaka Nqo, ithi ithunyiwe?
Me : Kumina?
Smiso : There
Me : There?
(He laughs)
Me : Oh no
(I say the moment I see him. What is he doing here during the
day? He only comes here at night. He smiles)
Me : Nqabayethu
Nqabayethu : Skhukhukazi
Nqabayethu : Ngiyabonga G
(Smiso smiles, revealing his missing front teeth. Nqabayethu
takes out his wallet and pulls out R50. )
Me : Hhaibo!
(Nqaba laughs)
(I'm not talking about that. I'm actually shocked that he just
gave a kid who is 7 years old a whole R50. Smiso takes the
money with his eyes wide open)
(I get inside his car. He also gets in. I need to be strong, he can't
suspect anything)
Me : Mandy
Me : Dehydration
(I cough. He laughs)
Me : Nqabayethu?
Me : Oh really?
Me : Ay asazi
(He drove all the way to Ntuzuma. He parks near a big house
with a beautiful rondavel.)
Me : Haibo
(I mutter. I count those children, they are 25 all together. They
all look young, probably from the age of 5 to 8 years. I'm still
shocked when an old woman comes out of the big house. She
fixes her glasses and smiles. The children all hug Nqabayethu.
What the fuck is going on here?)
Nqabayethu : Mawami
Gogo : Khehla
(Nqabayethu hugs the old woman. I can't hear what they are
saying now but they are looking at the children as they speak.
Two more children come out of the rondavel with a ball. That
increases the number to 27. Nqabayethu grabs the ball and
bounces it. The next thing I see I'm watching football,
Nqabayethu is playing with the children and he is so rough with
them, the children are falling, they want the ball but
Nqabayethu is ducking them).
(Three boys run into the rondavel, they look older than the rest
of the kids. They come back with a black plastic bin. The plastic
seems heavy)
Bye
(They say)
Me : Jesu
(I mumble)
Nqabayethu : Mah I'll see you later
(He drives away. I look at the children, who are now left playing
their ball in peace without Nqabayethu)
(He laughs)
Nqabayethu : But they are, they spend more time with me than
they do with their fathers.
Me : What?
Nqabayethu : Yeah, she also lost her children, her husband and
her home during those floods.
Me : Oh my God
Nqabayethu : Yeah
Me : And then?
Nqabayethu : I had to build her a new home and take her in.
She insisted that she wants to do something to show me her
gratitude so I told her that I'm helping amajita aseKasi by
looking after their children while they go out to look for
employment or while they are at work. But ibingikhawatha
leyonto because I couldn't do anything else bekumele ngihlale
ngigade letakalani yami whole day
Nqabayethu : Yeah
Me : How?
Me : What?
Me : Wow.
Nqabayethu : Yah
Me : Do you pay those teachers from your pocket?
Nqabayethu : Yeah
Me : How much?
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^
^
(If I knew that we were going to UMhlanga I was going to wear
something nice. But Ndoni's black jeans are not bad at all.)
Me : Awobani?
Me : Ngiyeza nje
Nqabayethu : Aw ko Zondi
Guy : Nqaba
Nqabayethu : Nyathuko
(Nyathuko laughs)
Nyathuko : Ey ndoda
Nyathuko : Ntokazi
Me : Ninjani Bhuti?
Me : Thank you
(They laugh)
Zanokuhle : Hi
(He gives me the baby and my heart races. This is too soon, too
soon. I take the baby)
Nqabayethu : Bhambatha
Nqabayethu : Ndlelenhle?
Nyathuko : Yeah
Nqabayethu : Ndlela? That's your name, mos, Isn't Ndlela and
Nyathuko the same thing?
Nyathuko : It is.
Me : Hello boy
Nyathuko : Yeah man, it was his first day today esala without
me or his mother wavele wakhala
(He smiles.)
Nyathuko : Yah?
(Nqabayethu picks up the plastic and they head to the door but
the baby starts crying, looking at his father )
Nyathuko : Lendoda le
Nyathuko : Okay.
(He puts the baby on the stroller. It looks like one hell of an
expensive baby's stroller. This family looks really rich, even this
Zanokuhle is wearing expensive sneakers and tracksuit.)
(He takes his phone from his desk and follows Nqabayethu. This
office is clean and beautiful. I'm now left with Zano and the
baby. Zanokuhle is playing with the baby)
(Zanokuhle smiles)
Zanokuhle : I love him so much but he doesn't know how to
play with me, he just laughs.
(I laugh)
(Nqabayethu laughs)
Nqabayethu : Yeah
Nqabayethu : His wife is fat too but I heard she got sick and lost
weight.
Me : He is married?
(Silence)
(Silence)
Nqabayethu : Sho
Me : Yes Nqaba
(I giggle)
Me : No but he is cute
Me : Don't be jealous
Nqabayethu : You won't get him, he is married plus bamu
rikhile
(Nqabayethu laughs)
Nqabayethu : Yah
Me : Aysuka you are just jealous. How long have you guys been
friends?
Me : Yeah?
Me : Continue
Me : Wow
Me : He stole cars?
(He gets out of the car and slams the door. I follow him. I feel a
bit uncomfortable now in this pad, I need to change it)
Me : Nqabayethu… Nqaba
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wait for me.
(I say looking around those people. There are old women, men
and children here)
Me : Like what?
(He sighs)
Nqabayethu : Mam'Sthole
Nqabayethu : Zithini?
Nqabayethu : Yes. I buy food for these people and they come
here to eat. Everyone is welcome here… Come let's grab a
plate
Me : Nqaba…
Nqabayethu : Come
Me : But….
Nqabayethu : I'm not going to stop stealing from all those white
people and those bloody politicians abangenandaba nathi. As
long as I still see people like these, people who are drowning in
poverty then I am going to steal Nomzamo. If our children can't
afford to go to those fancy libraries ase Mount Edgecombe then
I'm going to bring those libraries la Ekasi and I'm not going to
apologize about it.
Me : What if you get arrested?
Me : Nqaba..
Me : Who will take care of all these people and those children
Entuzuma? Who will take care of them mase wena
usuboshiwe?
Nqabayethu : I'll never get arrested
Me : And how do you know that?
Nqabayethu : Nomzamo I know what I'm doing.
Me : Nqabayethu yazi, I don't know you anymore.
(He laughs)
Nqabayethu : You don't have to.
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(Nqabayethu gets out of the car. He is here to drop me off)
(I shake my head)
Nqabayethu : Why?
(He chuckles)
Nqabayethu : Is that really your excuse? Uyangishayashaya
skhukhukazi
Nqabayethu : Why?
Nqabayethu : Busy?
Me : Of course not
(I see Mlondi coming. He is wearing Nqabayethu's Paradiso
brand jacket that he gave me a couple of weeks ago because it
was cold and I had no jersey. The nerve)
Me : Mlondi
(I try to question him about the jacket but I'm using my eyes
because I don't want Nqabayethu to see.)
Mlondi : Don't worry I'll give you back when I come back. Ihleli
neh?
(Fuck this guy! He asks while fixing the jacket with a wide smile
on his face but his smile quickly escalates to fear as soon as he
realizes who I'm standing next to. Nqabayethu laughs and
shakes his head)
Mlondi : Hhaibo, G.
(He rubs his hands together and removes his beanie hat. He
reaches for a handshake. He looks like an idiot right now)
(I glance at Nqabayethu)
Nqabayethu : Boyzin
Mlondi : King
Nqabayethu : U grand?
(Mlondi looks like he just bumps into God himself right now)
Mlondi : But….
Me : Mlondi
Mlondi : No
Me : Wow
Nqabayethu : Skhukhukazi, I'll call you
Me : Okay
Me : Lungile
Lungile : Ngeke guys, you wake up and visit your friends imini
yonke kunje endlini?
Me : Aw
Me : Heh! Ay ngiyalingwa
Me : Wow
Lungile : I wonder if your friends know ukuthi uyidixa lenuku!
All you know is to squeeze yourself in those small jeans and
paint your face uhambeke untante umgwaqo wonke
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Me : Dlamini
Nqabayethu : Skhukhukazi
Me : Baby
Nqabayethu : U grand?
(He laughs)
Me : I don't know
(He hung up, Jesus, this man. I bit the corner of my phone. I'm
nervous. I see Mandy coming and I quickly take my lunch box
and go away. Today is her birthday and I'm not in the mood to
listen to her telling me about her boyfriend or about today)
(Finally it's 02h00 pm. I log meeting on my computer and head
to Sandesh's office. They are already waiting for me. I get in and
sit down)
Me : Afternoon Sandesh
Sandesh : When you were away we got a call from one of your
customers. She was complaining about how rude you were
towards her and how you hung up on her whilst she was still
talking
Me : I lost my temper
Sandesh : This job isn't for you then because here we don't
need people who lose their temper
(I sigh in relief. At least I'm not losing my job but I'm going to
lose my incentives and my attendance bonus)
Me : I do apologize really
Me : Thank you
(I stand up and go back to my workstation. Wheee! I'm glad this
is over.)
Me : That's good
Mandy : Yes, tonight we are going to Kisses for my birthday
celebration. Don't worry about transport
Mandy : Please Tholi, just two hours, two. I'm begging you
Me : Alright, alright.
Good Afternoon night shift, please log off and on for the new
system update.
(Sandesh says)
Mandy : I'll see you later
Me : Sure
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^
(We are in Kisses. It's a new place in UMhlanga, it looks
stunning and everything looks expensive. What the fuck?
Mandy is expensive so this is so her. Apparently her boyfriend
paid for all this. There is this one colored girl who is dancing like
crazy here. I swear she enjoys being here more than Miss party
herself)
Mandy : She is
Me : Really?
(She finishes her shot and hits the table before she licks some
salt. She shakes her head)
Mandy : Yeah, I don't know how the guy she was dating
cheated on her and got married but apparently moghurl was
very heart broken.
Me : That's crazy
Me : I'm on my periods
(She laughs)
Me : But….
Mandy : But nothing. I'm going to make sure that you are
comfortable, I'll give you everything you need.
(This girl is really bored, yes her boyfriend may be giving her all
the money in the world but she is lonely.)
Me : Okay fine.
(Oh it's panties and tampons. I don't use tampons but today I
don't have a choice. Can this blood stop already? This is just a
reminder of what I did.)
Mandy : I packed a piece of cake for you and here is the money
to buy yourself something to eat in the canteen
Mandy : No problem
(I take my things)
(I walk out and run down the stairs, all the way to my ride. My
ride dropped me off 10 minutes before my shift started. The
hangover is still killing me. I ask around for a charger but all
these agents are using expensive phones. I give up)
(It's just after 16h00. I'm feeling sleepy but thanks to the music
that they are playing here at work or I'll be sleeping by now. I'm
hearing something like gunshots but maybe I'm just being
crazy. When I hear it for the second time I look at Thandiwe
who sits next to me)
Me : Exactly
(Most agents are now on their feet with their headsets in hand.
They have logged off their systems. What the hell is going on? I
see everyone looking at the entrance. There he is, walking
between his thugs. They are wearing those leather jackets that
they were wearing at the hospital. His thugs are carrying guns
but he is not carrying any, surely he is hiding it under that
jacket. How did they get in through the turnstiles? He speaks to
some girl, she is showing her something on his phone and I see
her pointing at me. He comes with his eyes already fixed on
me.)
Me : Nqabayethu
Me : Baby, my pho….
Me : Her friends
Me : Then why are you with me if you hate women? Are you
going to abuse me because you hate women? Do you even love
me Nqabayethu?
(I'm not sure if he does after what just happened and what he
just said now. He looks at me)
Me : No
(I remain silent)
Nqabayethu : People think it's always men who run away from
the responsibility of raising a child. When people hear the word
deadbeat parent they think of absent fathers, ama deadbeat
mothers wona ashawa ngomhlane like they don't exist when
they do.
(He lets out a soft laugh that carries so much pain and shakes
his head)
Nqabayethu : One day kwafika omunye usathane, that woman
hated me with all her heart and soul. She bullied me about my
skin color (He chuckles) She used to call me Henry Cele, athi
ngimubi angathi ngimbiza yotwayi. Fuck!
(He sighs)
(I'm looking out the window. Tears are running down my face)
Nqabayethu : Nomzamo I'm not sorry for hitting you. I'm telling
you all this because I want you to know that I love and that I
trust you. I've never told anyone about my life, ngitshela wena
ngoba ngiyakuthanda but I'm not sorry for hitting you
Nqabayethu : I'm going to take you home now and when your
mother asks you ukuthi who was beating you up like this? Tell
her uthi Mah ngishawe uNqaba engishayela ubufebe futhi
usazongishaya mengiqhubeka.
Me : Ye… Yes
(He starts his car and takes me home. We arrived. I'm in pain. I
slowly get out of the car. He is now smoking and he is showing
no remorse at all. This man is an animal)
(He says without even looking at me. Wow. I'm still standing
next to his car and he drives off, nearly knocking off my feet)
Me : Mah I….
Mantwa : Do you know what he did? Did he tell you that last
night he was knocking door to door collecting all your friends in
this community and after that he took them wahamba nabo
wayobashaya because he couldn't get hold of you? He even
went to Ndoni's house and hit her emubuza ukuthi wena
ukephi.
Me : Hhaibo
Me : What?
Ndoni : I told him that you don't have any other boyfriend
except him wavele wadinwa kakhulu, he tried to strangle me
but luckily my father came.
Me : Mah please
Nomzamo!!
Me : Mah?
Me : Okay
(I get out of bed and switch off the light. I check the time on my
phone. It's only 20h00 but I'm already dreaming. I feel
emotional, I want to cry. Is it because my arm is painful? No.
This has nothing to do with my arm or Nqabayethu for hitting
me. It's guilt. I'm starting to regret killing Nqabayethu's baby.
How can I stop myself from thinking about what I did? I think
about it every time before I sleep and maybe that's why I'm
having these dreams. My phone rings. It's Nqabayethu)
Me : Nqaba
Me : I'm sleeping
(He hung up. I sigh and get out of bed. I wear my gown and go
straight to him. I stand outside his car and knock on his
window. He lowers the window)
(He reaches to the seat next to him and takes a small plastic. He
hands it over to me)
Me : Thanks
Me : I'll be fine.
(I'm not going to ask him about what he did to my friends. I just
want to go back home)
Me : Uhambe kahle.
Nqabayethu : Ngiyakuncanywa
Nqabayethu : Blind
Me : How do…
Me : Bye
(I walk back home and he drives away. His pills really helped me
get some sleep. The next morning I got a whatsapp message
from my team leader asking me to come to work at 12h00. I
was expecting this. As soon as I arrive he calls me to his desk.)
Dlamini : Mhayise
Me : My leader
Me : Yes
Dlamini : Correct
Dlamini : No, no, no. This is a place of work and those hooligans
walked in here like they were entering a shebeen. They were
carrying guns. Do you know what could have happened
yesterday?
Me : Please understand.
Dlamini : We have rules here. Did you even read your contract
or you just signed?
Me : I did. I'll sign another warning, it's fine
Me : What?
Dlamini : We don't feel safe with you in this company. You have
a relationship with dangerous people, our lives are at risk. We
cannot afford to work in fear.
Dlamini : You want us to fire you? Do you know how that can
affect you? Mhayise
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we are doing you a favor here.
(Damn! He is right)
Dlamini : Resign before they fire you.
Me : Okay
(He shrugs)
Me : Angizwanga?
Driver : You knew that you were going to request a ride so why
ungashintshanga imali?
Me : No!
(He gets out of the car and walks around to my door. The door
opens and he drags me out and pushes me. I fell on the side of
the road. He hits me with my bag and gets inside the car. He
drives off)
Me : What the hell?
Baby girl
(The other one says. What does he mean they are working
now? I'm still puzzled when I see them pulling out knives)
(One of them snatches my bag. The other 3 search me, they are
touching every part of my body.)
Me : Ngibanjwe inkunzi
Me : Yes
Me : R400
Me : No Mah
Me : Hello?
Me : I lost my phone.
Nqabayethu : Waar?
Me : Ngase Acacia.
(Silence)
Nqabayethu : Okay
(I hung up)
(I swallow)
Mantwa : Yah
Mantwa : Ask me
Me : Okay. She was pregnant and she found out that her
boyfriend was cheating on her so she decided to terminate the
pregnancy.
Mantwa : Yah?
Mantwa : But now she can't sleep. She is having weird dreams
an….
Me : Hawu Mah. She was only two months pregnant, that was
hardly a baby.
Me : Mah
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she didn't kill her baby. Ay wena awu understandi. I'll ask
somebody else who might help her
Mantwa : Help her how? By bringing back the baby she killed?
Mantwa : Thanks
Me : Mah?
Me : Yes Mah
Me : Okay
(I sigh)
Me : But how?
Me : Nqabayethu?
Nqabayethu : What?
Me : Is that blood?
Nqabayethu : Where?
Nqabayethu : Oh this.
(He takes off his jacket and throws it in the back seat)
Me : Yes that, is it blood?
Nqabayethu : No
(Silence)
10
(3 bodies with gun wounds were found inside a water tank
outside Acacia Primary School. The bodies are still waiting to be
identified. Kwa Mchunu is a very quiet place and people hardly
get killed so this is strange. I haven't seen Nqabayethu today. I
decided to drop the subject about the blood on his jacket when
he gave me this cold and intense gaze. Yesterday it was a public
holiday and we went out. He bought Nandos for my family and
Steers ribs for me. At Steers we saw Nqabayethu's friend
Nyathuko and his family. I swear his wife was crying. I heard she
wasn't feeling well. I'm in Nqabayethu's house Ohlange. I just
told him that I lost my job and he doesn't think it was his fault.
He thinks it's normal for a boyfriend to walk inside his
girlfriend's place of work with a gun and force her to leave with
him.)
Me : Who is it?
(He ignores me and walks out to open the door)
Nqabayethu : Uphumaphi?
Nyathuko : Yah
(They are both inside the house now. I jump out of the bed and
look at them through a small gap on the door. They are both
standing by the door in the living room. Nyathuko is so neat
and he has style. My man got style too)
(Nqabayethu laughs)
Nyathuko : Yah?
Nqabayethu : Ey Thukeh ihlehlele bro wami
Nqabayethu : Sho
Nqabayethu : He loves her way too much and Sthabile uses that
to control him. Aw ngentwana yami madoda
Me : Nqaba wait
Me : What?
Me : Baby listen
Me : Ay angazi ke
(He chuckles)
Nqabayethu : Oh kunjalo?
Me : Ngiyaxolisa
Me : Nqaba….
(No I'm not going to tell him that I had an abortion. I'm not
going to tell him that his baby that I killed is still coming out of
my vagina and I have a pad sticking on my panties to block it as
we speak)
Me : No
I'm not cheating on you
(His hands move to his back and they come back with his gun. I
scream)
(His face looks so calm but I know deep down he is not as calm
as he looks. I expect him to hold me at gunpoint but no, he
places the gun on the table next to the bed)
Nqabayethu : Woza la
(He freezes)
Nqabayethu : What?
Me : Ungizwile
Nqabayethu : No
(He whispers while shaking his head. I get out of bed. He is a
powerless toothless bulldog now so there is nothing he can do
to me)
Me : Yes, Yes!! You did Nqaba, you killed your baby. Ufuna
ingane angithi wena? Huh?
(I repeatedly ask him while I take off my jeans. I throw my jeans
on the bed and I pull down my panties. I take out my panties
that have a pad with the blood of his baby sticking on them and
I throw them in front of him.)
Me : Ufuna ingane angithi? Nayi eyakho ingane Nqabayethu,
here is your baby.
(I say and walk out, leaving him staring at the pad that's soaked
in blood on the floor staring right back at him. I slam the door
and sit down. Tears stream down my face. What have I done?)
12
(2 hours later I'm still sitting on cold tiles, wearing only my t-
shirt. The door opens. He is standing behind me. I'm blocking
his way. I shift aside. Instead of walking past, he sits down next
to me. We sit in silence)
Nqabayethu : Sho
Nqabayethu : I'm fucked up. Yazi I knew that I'm fucked but
uyabona hier ngishaye esokugcina. Nomzamo ngiyibulala
kanjani ngempela ingane yami, igazi lami?
Me : Sylvia?
Me : Who is that?
Me : Your mother?
Nqabayethu : She is not my mother, wangizala nje kuphela.
Me : Oh
(He stands up and walks out. I stand up and plug the kettle. I
cleaned the blood where I was sitting and I bathed. Nqabayethu
walks in.)
Nqabayethu : We need to go
Me : What?
Nqabayethu : The police are coming here
Me : Ini?
Me : Hhaibo
Me : I hear you
(I packed the bag I came with. I finish and go straight to his car.
He locks the house and runs inside the car. He drives off. He is
driving like a crazy person)
Me : Musa ukugijima
(He keeps checking the rear view mirror and side mirrors.)
Nqabayethu : Ballito
Nqabayethu : Nyathuko
(I shake my head)
Me : I'm tired
(I whisper to Nqabayethu)
Me : Okay, uzongifica
Sthabile :.... Uyambo? Eh eene! Thukeh uzoyidla ngempela
(They are busy with their baby, again. Gosh, I wish I didn't go to
Nqabayethu's house because I wouldn't be here)
(I take my bag and follow her. We enter the guest bedroom. It's
beautiful and warm)
Me : Sthabile, right?
(She smiles)
Me : Sorry nginenkinga yokukhohlwa. Do you have painkillers?
Sthabile : Yes… Wait, khona alana futhi
(She opens the drawer)
Sthabile : Yah nanka
Me : Thank you. Ama pads wona awunawo?
(She raises her eyebrows)
Sthabile : Umhmmm pads? No ngisebenzisa ama tampons sisi
Me : Please give me
(She smiles)
Sthabile : No problem. Let me get them for you
(She walks out. I look around. Their bed looks so clean and
comfortable. I can't wait to sleep there. I'm feeling so cold and I
have this shooting pain in my lower stomach)
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Nqabayethu : Ngivale ngonyawo lehhashi emnyango mina
Thalente so no evil formed against me shall prosper.
Namaphoyisa ke awakwazanga ukungena
Me : Sawubona Nyathuko
Thalente : But it's better because you know that she is fine
Nyathuko : Why is she not answering my calls? Iskhathisini vele
manje?
(Oh that's why he seems unhappy, he can't get hold of his wife)
Nyathuko : Hamba
(I sigh)
(I swallow)
Me : Mina ngu Nomzamo Simtholile Mhayise, who used to
come home to a drunk mother. Umama owayema emnyango
ethuke bonke abantu, engene endlini eshaye thina and when
she finally got tired wayehlala phansi eziphalazele, ezichamele
(I sit up)
Me : Hey Mandy
Me : It was time
Mandy : Yes, days ago. Ey it's a long story but I'm also involved
in it ingakho nje sekuyimi ogijima ezibhedlela eyombheka. She
is blaming me for everything
Me : Don't lie!
Mandy : I'm telling you, Uthi u Ashton ngacishe ngafa we
Mandy ngoba nje uThukeh wesho ukumbulala.
Mandy : Yey I don't even want to talk about it. What I know is
that I don't even wish to come across that Nyathuko ngoba
uyongibulala
Mandy : Jesu! Bye Simtholile please don't tell him you know
me
(I laugh)
Me : Wait le…
Me : Sorry
(I take Ndlelenhle and give him to Nqabayethu)
Me : Nqaba…..
Me : It's open
Me : Nothing
(I scratch my head)
Me : Mhmm-mhmm
Mantwa : Lalela ke, I'm giving you one week, only one week to
get a new job kungenjalo uphume uphele la emzini ka
Themba!!
(She walks out. She is furious. Okay, Themba was my father and
he died years ago. After my father died Mantwa found another
man and she fell pregnant with Mlondi. Only Mlondi is from a
different father. Back to this job issue. I've already applied for a
job and I'm waiting for them to call me. Getting a job is much
easier in this call center world so I'm not worried that much. I
take out the newspaper that has Nqabayethu's picture on the
front page. Ndaba Media & Advertising is brave for running this
story. But what I know for sure is that Nqabayethu doesn't
know anything about it. Whoever wrote this knows
Nqabayethu very well because everything I see here is true and
it could put Nqabayethu in jail.)
(He points at the door using his eyes. He sounds drained too. I
close the door. )
Me : No!!
Nqabayethu : Nyathuko
Me : E ballito ngaleskhathi?
Me : Ini?
Nqabayethu : Out
(He gets up from his seat and opens the door for me)
Me : Hhaibo!!
Nomzamo!
(I hear a breaking sound. Shit! It's the glass I was using to drink
water. It fell on the floor. I turn around. it's my mother)
Me : Sorry, sorry.
Me : Mah?
Me : He is going to kill me
Mantwa: Who?
(Oh it's a brand new phone, an IPhone. This one is way better
than the one he broke. I try to pull out a smile)
Me : Thank you
Nqabayethu : Here he is
Me : Yes
(I whisper. Oh Jehova waseNazaretha have mercy. He opens for
Nyathuko. He opens and leaves the door open. Nyathuko walks
in and the smell of his perfume spreads all over the house. He is
so tall… Wait, why is he wearing all black? His clothes are
inviting darkness but he is so clean in those stylish men's
leather lace up shoes with thick soles. I love his coat too. I can't
believe Nqabayethu wants to kill such a humble and good
looking man like this. I know he is going to kill him and there's
absolutely nothing I'll do about it but watch. Nyathuko looks so
calm and relaxed. He smiles)
Nyathuko : Nkosazana
Me : Hi
Nyathuko : Gwabini
Nqabayethu : Bhambatha
(Oh, at least they are still calling each other by their clan
names. Nyathuko sits down and Nqabayethu also sits on the
couch opposite us. He grabs one of his clean t-shirts from the
coffee table and cleans his gun with it. I immediately feel
bloated. I release a little bit of gas. I hope the smell won't be
that bad. Nyathuko cracks up his neck and rubs his hands
together. We sit in silence. Thanks to that clock on the wall
which is the only thing that's making a sound, burying this loud
silence.)
(My heart races and I sit back down. The silence goes on)
Nyathuko : Okay
Nqabayethu : Talk!
Nyathuko : In private
(He shouts)
Nyathuko : That's true. I'm not the same person anymore. I'm a
husband now
ngiyindoda kaSthabile. Sengiwu Baba ka Zanokuhle no
Ndlelenhle so yeah I've changed Nqaba.
(He grabs his gun and stands up. I bow my head and close my
eyes. I don't want to witness what he is going to do next)
Nyathuko : If I didn't care about you then I wasn't going to
waste my time looking for your brother, umfowenu ongamazi
nokumazi ukuthi unaye.
(My hair starts itching. I don't want to hear the word abortion.
Nqabayethu drops his gun on the floor)
Nyathuko : Because….
(Nyathuko sighs)
Nyathuko : Yah
(I would die to know why Nqabayethu killed his sister. They are
just talking but I don't follow)
Nqabayethu : No no!!!!
(After Nyathuko says that I hear nothing else but gunshot and
glasses breaking)
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(I sweep the broken window glasses that fell inside the house
when Nqabayethu gunned down the window. When I opened
my eyes I thought Nyathuko was going to be dead but thank
God Nqabayethu shot the window. Nyathuko has gone home.
When he left he wasn't even shaken at all which makes me
wonder if he was aware that he almost died or if he is always
that calm even during the worst situations. Nqabayethu, where
is Nqabayethu? I don't know. He left soon after Nyathuko drove
off but he left his car so I'm sure he didn't follow Nyathuko. I
still can't wrap my head around the fact that Nqabayethu has a
brother. Oh Lord I hope his brother is not a gangster like him
but he is obviously not. He didn't grow up like Nqabayethu, his
life was different growing up. I wonder what it was like for him
growing up with white people as your parents? I wonder if he
ever asked himself where his biological parents were. Maybe
that's what I was supposed to do instead of killing that baby. I
was supposed to keep the baby until I gave birth and then go
dump it somewhere. Maybe someone was going to find it and
give it to the social workers. Who the fuck am I kidding? I mean
where was I going to hide my stomach? Nqabayethu was going
to see that I was pregnant and he was going to be so happy. I
put the glasses in the bin and take the bin outside. I leave the
bin and go back inside. I close the main door and head to the
bedroom but I hear the door opening behind me and
Nqabayethu walks in. He looks like Zombie. His scruffy hair
makes him look more like a Zombie. He's been scratching his
hair for too long and that's why they look like that. He walks
past me and heads to the door of the room that's next to his.
He stands there and pulls down the door handle. He slowly
opens the door and walks inside. I've never seen him going
anywhere near that room. This is the first time. I quickly grab a
broom and sweep where my eyes can see him. He sits on the
bed. I continue sweeping absolutely nothing on the floor. He
runs his hands over the pillow. I slowly put the broom on the
floor and head inside that room. I sit down next to him and
hold his hand. He releases a long sigh.)
Me : Uyonzani?
Me : Oh yes, ngiyazibona
(He sighs and rubs his face with his free hand)
Me : What?
(My blood freezes. He pulls his hand away from mine and rubs
his hands together)
Nqabayethu : She forced me between her thighs. She had a belt
in her hand and she kept whipping me. Elokhu engishaya
ekhuluma " Do this Nqaba, do that Nqaba. Umdala kabi wena
usungamithisa nokumithisa manje yini ekuhlulayo?" She kept
asking and she kept beating me.
Me : Nqaba……
Me : Yes baby, you were young and you didn't know what you
were doing. You were angry Nqaba
Nqabayethu : Kwakumele ngikhanyise Simtholile ngibone
ukuthi ubani. I still don't understand why Khanya decided to get
under my blankets elale nami engagqokile. I understand ukuthi
wayebuye ezichamele melele and she would wake up and
changed to new pajamas ewushiye nalombhede omanzi ezolala
nami lapha phansi but that night she decided ukulala nami
engagqokile Nomzamo. I didn't know it was her, please believe
me. I didn't know. I thought it was Malungisa. I thought she was
back to rape me again
(I'm lying on his chest, watching the rain hitting the window)
Nqabayethu : Ngiyafisa
Nqabayethu : Ngingene?
Me : Yeah
(He starts the engine and drives through the gate. Everyone
starts looking at his car. It's written "Ghetto King" and almost
everyone knows this car and some have read about the owner
of it in the newspapers. People seem uncomfortable, they don't
think Nqabayethu is here to rob them now, do they?. I spot my
mother in the crowd. She didn't even bring an umbrella. We
saved her ass from the rain but I know she won't even say
thank you. I roll down the window and call out for my mother)
(The door from the back opens and Mantwa gets inside the
car)
Mantwa : Sanibona
Me : Yebo Mah
(He chuckles)
Nqabayethu : Ay ku grand
(At least she said Thank you. I see our pastor getting inside his
van)
Nqabayethu : Aw Nceku
(He says while taking out his phone. Three people come
running and get inside the car. They thank Nqabayethu non-
stop. Nqabayethu ignores them and continues to dial on his
phone)
(Silence)
(Silence)
Nqabayethu : Yizo
(He hung up.)
Me : Yes baby
Nqabayethu : Sokhuluma ke
Me : Uhambe kahle sthandwa sami
(He gets inside the car and starts the engine. He stops it and
laughs)
Me : What?
(He laughs)
Me : Nqaba!!... Oh my God
Mantwa : Heeeeeeyi!!!!
(She screams)
(She sighs)
Mantwa : What I meant was, he doesn't love you. Mntanami
wakushaya and he almost killed everyone in this community
because he couldn't find you. Uyiginsa Nomzamo. One day
uyofa noma uboshwe because of that boy. Please hlukana
nengane ka Skhona
Me : Okay
Me : Laligwaziwe ithanki?
Me : Yazi I don't know any of them. I didn't even know that they
are the ones that got killed.
Me : Ay angimazi.
Me : Nangoke uMah
Me : To sleep
Me : Ngiyezwa
Mantwa : I told him it's fine. He can bring her home
Me : Mhmmmm
Me : Help us how?
Me : Go there?
Me : Ay count me out.
Mantwa : Kankikathi amasimba? Nomzamo we are all going
there, wafika nje uLungile kusasa siyahamba. Socela yena
uSgoba to take us there.
(I roll my eyes)
Me : At 19h30
Mantwa : Oh
(He laughs)
Me : Really?
Mantwa : Uyaphi?
(She smiles)
Mantwa : Kwangcono. Tell her you are desperate khona
ezokukhulumela
Me : Okay Mah
Me : I missed you
Nqabayethu : I missed you too skhukhukazi.
(I smile)
(Silence)
Me : I'm sorry
Nqabayethu : Ay fakof.
Me : Bekumnandi eNdwedwe?
(He sighs)
(He laughs)
Nqabayethu : But….
(He pauses)
Me : Kodwa Ini?
Me : He won't.
Nqabayethu : Ngizobabulala
Me : Nqabayethu please stop talking about killing. Let's say you
do kill them and Musa finds out. Ucabanga ukuthi
kuyokwenzekani?
Me : You don't mean th… Wait, wait, utheni? You said you'll kill
them and then do what?
Nqabayethu : Nothing
Nqabayethu : Obani?
Nqabayethu : Yah.
Nqabayethu : Ububakhiya?
Me : What?
Nqabayethu : Were you having an affair with any of them?
Me : I'm…..
Nqabayethu : Out!
(I sigh and open the door. I get out of his car and he drives off
before I even close the door)
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(Lungile is already inside the car with her husband and her
children. She is really sick but that doesn't mean she should
wear my clothes. I open the door and get inside my mother's
bedroom)
Mantwa : Mdunge
Mantwa : No one
Mdunge : Impossible
Lungile : Baba
Sgoba : No, we've never lost any baby. All our children are alive
Lungile : No
(Mdunge looks at me)
Mdunge : Amen
Me : Ngiyaphila baba
Me : Yebo
(I lift up my eyes)
Mdunge : You have to. For your sister's sake. This thing is very
complicated mntanami
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ziningi izimfihlo ezilana kodwa wena ngicela sibhekane
nokwakho. You need to tell ubaba womntwana iqiniso
Mdunge : I'm going to be very honest with you. Your sister has
lost her job, she is sick, her marriage will be over very soon and
she is going to die if you don't do the right thing.
Me : Nqabayethu
Mdunge : You and Nqabayethu needs to introduce the boy to
his ancestors, give him a name and speak about him. Ngane
yami umfana wakho unesikhwele nolaka
Mdunge : He was. Give him what he wants and all of this will be
over
Me : I don't know
Mdunge : Think about it. Please call your mother on your way
out.
Mantwa : Uthini?
Mantwa : What?
(I sigh)
Me : Luuutho. Please go
(She got out of the car. We waited and waited for her and she
finally came back. She didn't look happy when she came back. I
wonder what Mdunge told her. Mdunge gave Lungile holy
water and nothing else. We went back home. Sgoba went back
to his house and he left Lungile. Do you know how depressing it
is to stay with someone who is sick? And what makes it worse is
knowing that I'm the reason why she is sick. I couldn't stay
home so I went to see Ndoni.)
Me : Siyile ke kuloyababa
Ndoni : And?
Ndoni : You are not the only one oseke wakhipha isisu.
Abortion is legal
Me : It's true.
(I sigh)
Nyathuko : No
(He takes the lighter and walks out. Mzet and Nqabayethu
laugh)
Nqabayethu : Uyacava and that's why she is doing all this shit. I
told Nyathuko ukuthi emgaxe impama noma ikanye nje kodwa
ngabona ukuthi ngeke eyenze leyonto
Nqabayethu : Wee! I called that coloured girl for him last night
and he chased her away sengihambile. U Sthabile umrikhile Zet,
I swear to God.
Mzet : Mimo?
Nqabayethu : Sho.
(They laugh)
Me : He is coming nina
Mzet : My G
(What are they talking about now? Anyway, Nyathuko walks
back in, smelling like mint)
Nqabayethu : Thukeh?
Nyathuko : Yah
Nyathuko : Ngobani?
Nyathuko : No
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ngi right mina.
(Nyathuko sits down and takes out his phone)
(I laugh)
Me : Yes baby
Nqabayethu : U right?
Nqabayethu : Ay Ay Musa
(Musa laughs)
(Musa screams)
Musa : I saw Nomzamo's status and I saw that you guys are
having a braai without me. Ngizonibamba
(We laugh)
Nyathuko : Woza
(Oh no)
Nyathuko : Usendlini
(We laugh)
Nyathuko : Relax.
(Nyathuko leans back on the couch and continues with
whatever he was doing on his phone. I don't think he wants to
speak to Musa anymore)
Nqabayethu : Bhabhayike
Nqabayethu : Nangu
Me : Hey Sam
Nqabayethu : Sho
Nqabayethu : Okay
Mzet : Sho
(Liar)
(We laugh)
Me : Ay stop lying
(We laugh)
Nqabayethu : Aw Nomzamo
Me : Noooo.
(I walk into the kitchen and sigh. I'll never be ready to have
conversation about babies. God, I'm not sure if I can keep up
anymore)
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(We are sleeping in Nqabayethu's room. Musa is sleeping in the
other room)
Me : Ay don't involve me
Nqabayethu : Ohho
Me : Manje uzolalaphi?
Me : Oh akahambanga uSthabile?
Nqabayethu : Ey I don't know. Bazoba right labana. Bahlale
bexana behlukane but they always get back together
Me : Yah
Me : Aw come on Nqabayethu
Me : Mxm
(He laughs)
Nqabayethu : Ay ngiyakuzwa
Me : Yeah
Me : Yiphi?
Nqabayethu : Yaaah?
Nqabayethu : Okay?
Me : Yes
(I swallow)
Nqabayethu : Ngiyabona.
Me : So uthini?
(What?)
Me : Aibo awungithembi?
Me : Fine.
Me : Sorry
Me : What?
Nqabayethu : Yinindaba?
Me : Ngiyakuzwa Manzini
(I fake a smile)
(What? Tomorrow?)
Me : Why so soon?
Me : It's okay
(I take and smell it. If there is one person who doesn't change
his cologne then it has to be Nyathuko. He smells the same ever
since I've known him. Shame man, I miss seeing him around this
house)
Me : Uyikhohliwe
Me : I wasn't smelling it
Nqabayethu : Nomzamo do you like him?
Nqabayethu : I see.
Me : Usukhuluma kanjalo?
Me : Ukhuluma ngani?
Nqabayethu : Let's go
Me : Angihambi mina
(Mxm)
Me : Ngiyakuzwa
(He takes off his watch and gives it to Musa. Musa screams.
What!? I can't believe he just gave him his favorite watch just
like that. He always preaches about how expensive this watch is
and how he is the only one who owns it here in South Africa but
now he just gave it to his brother just like that. I don't know but
this Musa guy is starting to annoy me, honestly. Nqabayethu
gives him everything he wants and it's irritating me)
Me : Wow siyakubongela
Musa : I love you, I love you. I love you so much bhuti wami
Me : Ngizonilinda emotweni
(I say and walk out. I don't even bother myself by sitting in the
front seat because I know it's no longer my place but Musa's
place. Apparently "everyone should see that his brother is the
Ghetto King" Yuuuh! I don't like Musa. I'm sorry)
^
^
(We dropped him off at his house and we went to Ntuzuma to
see Nqabayethu's children. We found all of them chilling under
the sun with Gogo. They are eating McDonald's burgers. We are
sitting inside Nqabayethu's car)
Nyathuko : Nqaba?
Me : Mkhiphe esipikheni
Nqabayethu : Ukephi?
Nyathuko : E Mzinyathi
Nyathuko : Uh-huh
Me : Who's Max?
Me : He is still young?
Nqabayethu : Yah
(He laughs)
Me : Unamanga Nqaba
(Silence)
Nqabayethu : Relax
Nqabayethu : Ngiyeza
Me : Usuyabaleka
Me : Ngihambe ngemoto?
Nqabayethu : Usheshe
(I smile)
Me : Okay
(He gets out of the car and I jump to the driver's seat. I start the
engine and drive to the nearest shop. Everyone is looking at me
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not me but this car. I turn up the music. Now I feel like the
Ghetto Queen. There are men sitting around as always. I take
my purse and get out of the car. They whistle. I laugh)
Me : Sanibona
(I laugh)
Me : Tell him
Mabura : Aw nawe ubhejwa iloyaskhotheni?
( My blood boils)
Me : Excuse me?
Mabura : Cha
Sphiwe : Uthini?
Me : Nqaba
Me : No, I was….
Me : Hawemah Nqaba
Me : Ngicela ungangishayi
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(Nqabayethu came with Sthabile's car and the next thing
Sthabile was reported missing. I know how much Nqabayethu
hates Sthabile so to be quite honest, I'm scared. His story
doesn't add up. He is telling me that Sthabile asked him to take
her to the hospital because she wasn't feeling well and he
refused. Gwiqiqi! He found her car next to Bridge City and
Sthabile wasn't there. It just doesn't make sense. What if he
killed her?)
Me : Fine
Me : Hey
(She laughs.)
Me : What?
Mandy : She is dead oe. Finally u Ashton usezoba nendoda
yakhe
Mandy : Obvious ufile. Simtho ise South Africa la. They won't
find her alive so wherever she is ufile
Me : Stop it Mandy!!
(Silence)
Me : Ay suka!
(I hang up on her)
Me : Nxi!
Me : Hello baby
(I laugh)
(I laugh and kiss his cheek. I sit down and feed him. His body
shakes up. I laugh out loud)
Me : What? You don't like it? Eat bhabha
(I feed him but he pushes the spoon out of his mouth and
cries)
Nqabayethu : Uyakhala?
Me : Ubiza uThukeh manje. Akafuni ukudla
Me : And?
Me : Nyathuko's father?
Me : What?
(He smiles)
Nqabayethu : Ngiyabuya
Me : Okay baby
(I walk in but I step out when I see Nqabayethu making his way
back)
Me : I….
Me : Who?
Me : What?
Me : Hawemah Nqaba!
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(It's Saturday, the time is 00h10. What are Nqabayethu's
friends doing here so early in the morning? I slowly get out of
bed and gently open the door. There are guns all over the
couch. Nqabayethu and his friends are surrounding the coffee
table. I don't even know what time Nqabayethu got back home
last night but clearly these people didn't sleep.)
Mzet : Iyona
Nqabayethu : Yeah.
(There is silence. I don't know what they are staring at. Mzet
stands up with his phone. Nqabayethu is typing something on
the laptop)
Sho
(They all say in unison. There are seven people in this house,
eight including Sbo)
(They stand up and hug each other. Shit! They are going for that
heist.)
Me : Nqaba?
Nqabayethu : Sho
Me : Please
Nqabayethu : Uvukeleni?
Me : No
Nqabayethu : No?
(I sigh)
Me : Ngizohlala la ngikulinde uze ubuye ekhaya
Nqabayethu : Okay
(I hug him tightly. He slowly wraps his arms around me. I cry)
(I sigh)
Me : Okay
Me : Okay
Me : Thanks
Me : What? Why?
(I swallow)
Me : Okay
Me : Aibo Nqaba
(He walks out. I follow and stand by the door)
Nqabayethu : Let's go
(He presses the gun on my chest. I swallow hard and take the
gun)
Me : Okay
Nqabayethu : I'll see you later. Come and lock the door
(He tucks his gun under his jacket and walks out. I fix my gown
and go to lock the door. They are removing the number plates
from the VW kombi. Nqabayethu gets inside his BMW. He
presses his head against the steering wheel and starts revving
the engine. Mzet comes and gives me the number plates. He is
saying something but I can't hear him because the engine of
Nqabayethu's car is deafening. He goes back and gets inside the
VW Kombi. The VW drives off. Nqabayethu revved his car one
more time and followed the VW. I watch the cars until they
disappear. I sigh and close the door. I go back to bed and try to
sleep.)
^
^
^
( I open my eyes as I hear someone knocking on the door.
When did I fall asleep? I unlock my phone and check the time. I
didn't sleep for that long, it's only 00h50 am. Nqabayethu can't
be back so soon. I'm nervous now)
Me : Who is it?
(Silence)
Me : Ubani?
Me : Ngithe ubani?
Nyathuko
(I don't know why but my heart starts racing. Nyathuko at this
time?)
Me : Nyathuko?
Nyathuko : Yes
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ukhona uNqaba?
Me : Baba kaNdlela
(I close my eyes and open them. I've never been this confused.
I've never seen Nyathuko like this before)
Nyathuko : Uyephi?
Me : Please come in
Me : What happened?
(He swallows)
Nyathuko : No
Me : Where is it?
Me : Okay
Nyathuko : Ngiyabonga
Me : Thukeh bakulimazile yini pho ngibone igazi?
Me : Bahambile no Mzet
Nyathuko : Okay
Me : No problem
Me : How is Sthabile?
Nqabayethu : Oyah.
Me : So he killed him?
Nqabayethu : Yah
Me : Huh Nqaba?
Me : Yes, I know that the heist went well but that's not why
ngibuza.
Nqabayethu : Give me a few weeks. Uzoyithola imoto
Me : Okay
Me : Oh
Nqabayethu : Yah. I think kumele siye Sunday next week
Me : Okay
Me : Tuesday, I think.
Nqabayethu : Uzongitshela
Me : Sho
(I kiss him and get out of the car. How can I stop this whole
Khambule madness?)
Me : Bye
(He drives off. I hate going to that house but I have no choice.
There's a car parking outside our gate. I knock and Mlondi
opens for me. There are two men sitting with my mother.)
Me : Sanibona
Mantwa : Nomzamo
Me : Kumina?
(I swallow)
Me : Oh
(I sit down)
Me : Yes
Zondo : Good
Me : Why?
Me : Yes
(He smiles)
Me : He is my boyfriend
Zondo : Very good. Ungasho ukuthi uchitha isikhathi esiningi
nabangani bakhe?
Me : Like I said
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he is my boyfriend and I think that answers your question.
Me : Ubuzelani?
(I clear my throat)
Me : Mzet
Me : Yes
Zondo : I see. Tell me about the man who came to your house
around 00h50
Me : What man?
Me : Nyathuko Zondi
(He swallows)
Me : Angiqondi
Zondo : Are you saying this man's wife was kidnapped by Delani
and that Delani left a suicide note?
Me : Yes! waze wasikwa u Sthabile lendoda ekuthiwa uDelani
imuthumbile.
Nqabayethu : Is he sleeping?
Zano : Mhmm
Nqabayethu : He is a man
(Silence)
Zanokuhle : No
Me : Aibo wengane!
Me : Aibo Nqaba!
Nqabayethu : No!
Me : Ayke angisazi ke
Nqabayethu : Don't worry my boy, I'll train you soon. You need
to learn a few basic gun safety first.
Me : They are not your kids, you can't decide for them.
Me : Uzobenzenjani?
Nqabayethu : Ngizoshiya wena kini and take them to Ballito
Zanokuhle : Ookay
Zanokuhle : Really?
Nqabayethu : Yes
(Nqabayethu lifts him up and brushes his head. He kisses his
forehead)
Nqabayethu : Sho
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it's yours, angithi?
Nqabayethu : Okay
(I shake my head and walk away. Later we were on our way to
Ka Mchunu. Zanokuhle is sitting in the back seat with his little
brother. Nqabayethu keeps looking at them in his rear view
mirror)
Me : Oh please
Me : What?
Me : Wow, okay.
Me : Me? Why?
Nqabayethu : Ngiyabonga
Me : Uyasaba?
(He sighs)
Nqabayethu : Bengifuna siye ka Khambule but it's going to have
to wait. Ngilungise lento no Baba kuqala
Me : Is everything okay?
(He laughs)
Nqabayethu : Yeah. Why?
Me : Usabeni?
(He smiles)
Me : Manzini
Me : But uyena…..
Mantwa : Ssh!
Me : Yes I remember
Me : What?
Me : Okay
(I go and knock in Lungile's room. I push the door and walk in.
Jesus! Her mouth is so dry)
Me : Skhokho
(She smiles. Oh no she was crying. Her eyes are red)
Lungile : Hey
Me : Lungi kwenzenjani?
Lungile : Cha
Me : But….
Me : Yho!
(I swallow)
Me : Mhmmm
Me : Please don't…..
Me : Aibo!....Ngiyabuya sisi
Me : Kwenzenjani?
Me : What the…..
Me : Nqaba
Nqabayethu : Good morning sthandwa sami.
Me : Nqaba what….
Me : Baby!
Me : Baby can I?
(He didn't finish. I get inside and run my hands over the red
leather seats. It smells so fresh, so new. I lower the window)
(My man, I've forgotten about my man. I get out of the car and
hug him again. He is laughing.)
Me : Nqabayethu thank you. This is…. Wow
(He laughs and walks away. I don't even know how he will go
home because I don't see his car here but he will be fine)
(My mother is not saying anything, she keeps looking all over
the car)
Me : Mhmmm?
I just miss Nyathuko. Last night I went to his house but I found
Sthabile's parents. I had to pretend like Sthabile and I are
friends.
(They laugh)
Ashton : I miss him so much bruh, so much that it's killing me.
Ashton : I don't know hey. I don't think he will ever come back
after everything that I did.
Mandy : Can't he see that you love him? He knows that love
makes us do crazy things. He married Sthabile for fuck sakes
and that was a crazy thing to do.
Mandy : Too late to move on, Sthabile is dying, baby and finally
you can have your man back. That house in Ballito will be all
yours very soon
Ashton : Mwah.
Mandy : Tholi!
Me : I need to go home
Me : What?
Mandy : Okay, she is not dead for now but she will die very
soon.
^
^
^
(As soon as I got home I locked myself in my bedroom. I hear
my door opening)
Ubuhleliphi?
Me : Oh no (I mutter)
(She swallows)
Me : Sorry
Me : I know.
(I chuckle)
Mantwa : Nqabayethu?
Me : Mhmm-mhmm
(She sighs)
Me : Uyena
Me : Manzini
(Fuck!)
Me : Please hold…. Mah please excuse me
(Silence)
Me : Nqaba usekhona?
Nqabayethu : Yes, I'm here. Ay ngiyakuzwa Nomzamo
Me : Ngangisaba Manzini
(Who is he kidding?)
Me : I'm sorry
Nqabayethu : Asihlangane ksasa siringe.
Me : Manzini
(I walk in. Ayke! Zanokuhle is here watching TV. Why is this kid
here? Shit now I remember that his mother is in hospital but I
still don't get it. They are such a big family, I'm sure someone is
available to look after the kids but no, Nqabayethu is the one
babysitting)
Me : Hi Zanokuhle
Zanokuhle : Aunty!!
(He jumps and hugs me. Gosh! I'm not in the mood today.)
Me : Oh
Me : Unjani umawakhe?
Me : Thank you
Me : Unjani?
Me : Good.
Me : Where?
Nqabayethu : Ekamereni lami
Me : Okay
Zanokuhle : Okay
(He puts the keys in his pockets. My heart starts racing like
crazy. Something is wrong here)
Me : Kuyashisa
(He smiles)
Me : What?
Me : I'm sorry
Me : Oh
Nqabayethu : Yah.
Me : Ngiyeke ngihambe ke. Please let me go
Me : No
Me : Nqabayethu please.
(Zanokuhle giggles)
Nqabayethu : Yeah
Zanokuhle : I…
(Zanokuhle laughs)
Zanokuhle : A roleplay?
Me : Zano he….
Zanokuhle : Okay
Me : No,no.
Nqabayethu : Yes, Yes. Now listen to me. I'm going to give you
this gun. Where is the trigger?
Zanokuhle : Here
Nqabayethu : Yes
Zanokuhle : Okay
(I'm trying so hard to get the hell out of this chair. Nqabayethu
keeps glaring at me)
Nqabayethu : I'm going to give you this gun. Hold it like this
(Zanokuhle smiles)
Me : No!!!!
Me : Nooooo!!!!!
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Me : Don't remove the blindfold Zanokuhle
Me : Don't do it boy boy. It's all part of the roleplay. Don't break
the rules
(He can hear me now. Good. I finally got out of the chair.
Nqabayethu is lying in the pool of blood with a gunshot wound
on his forehead. I want to scream my lungs out. My knees are
shaking.)
Zanokuhle : Okay
(I look around)
Me : Shit! Shit!
Zanokuhle : Oookay
(That was a long okay. His eyes move all around the house. He
seems confused. My heart is pounding. I'm sweating. I try to
pull out a smile)
(I slowly take the gun from him. Someone is knocking. I'm going
to pee)
Me : Dammit!!
Me : Come with me
(I take a deep breath and open the door. Zanokuhle and I walk
out. I close the door)
Zanokuhle : Baba!
Ey boy
Me : Sawubona
Him : Ninjani sisi?
Me : Fine
(I blink rapidly)
Me : Oh my God
(I whisper)
Zanokuhle : Okay
Me : Thanks. bye
(As soon as they walk out I close the door and lock it. I run to
Nqabayethu's room and take his body out of the wardrobe. My
eyes widen like I'm seeing him for the first time. He died in
front of me and there was nothing that I could have done. I
scream while hitting his chest)
Me : Nqabayethu? Nqaba
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wake up… Baby? Manzini?
(I bury my face in his chest. His hands are ice cold. He is gone. I
held him in my arms until it was dark. His phone has been
ringing non stop. I look at him. His eyes are still open. There is
someone at the door but I'm not going to open that door. I
close Nqabayethu's eyes and kiss him. I stand up. Whoever was
knocking is gone now. I put my hands over my head. I feel angry
now.)
……………………………………..The End………………………………………….