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Lyrical Heart.
Lyrical Heart.
lyrical heart.
Copyright © 2024 by Aarya Jadhav
First edition
Foreword iii
Preface v
Acknowledgement viii
the beginning. xi
I bruises
1 adulting, 3
2 haze, 5
3 pawn, 6
4 the damsel and the lover, 8
5 november, 10
6 treachery, 12
II darkness
7 memory, 17
8 impress, 19
9 raat, 20
10 heartless, 21
11 mistress, 23
12 legacy, 26
13 daylight? 28
III daylight
the end. 46
About the Author 47
Also by Aarya Jadhav 49
Foreword
By Sarthak Shevde
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Me, Anusha, Sanskruti, Pranjli, Prishita and a few more people
read all of Aarya’s poems, the metaphors, the context, the related
mood-boards and gave him insights on how they were, and now
these poems stand proudly in front of you, and I feel a little
proud to be honest.
The time is now 10:18 pm, and even though the weather outside
looks stormy and dark today, know that, once we reach our
destination, bright skies and better times lie ahead. So strap
your seat belts in and enjoy the ride.
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Preface
On the 18th of April, I wrote the poem ‘raat’ and gathered the
confidence to put it up on Instagram. Even though very short,
it got appreciation by most of my friends. It led me to actually
believe that I could indeed write poems, poems that people
related to and liked reading. This led to me writing poems like
‘adulting’, ‘heartless’ & ‘lyrical heart’. These were one of the first
poems I wrote for this anthology, without ever knowing that
there would be an anthology.
I would like you to know that the title was inspired by Taylor
Swift’s lyrics from the song ‘I Think He Knows’ – “lyrical smile,
indigo eyes”, because I was listening to this particular song while
writing the final poem of this anthology.
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Acknowledgement
Anusha has the audacity to write good poems but keep them
hidden deep in her Google Keep, only for them to be discovered
when we hack into her account. These particular poems played
a huge role as an inspiration. Thanks, Anusha, for inspiring me,
believing in me, and giving me endless Ted Talks at 3 AM that
has boosted my confidence and self-esteem.
Mumma & Baba. Echoes of Regret had some themes that are
considered inappropriate by people, and so does this poetry
anthology. However, even after reading most of the poems,
they did not object it in any manner. To my surprise, they
encouraged a poem like ‘mistress’. Thanks, both of you, for
having an open mind and always being encouraging when it
comes to my written works.
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the beginning.
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I
bruises
is it the full stop to pain,
or yet another comma?
1
adulting,
right there,
on the bleeding mattress,
I sensed it.
right there,
high on suffocating meds,
I felt it.
right there,
sight of judgy doctors,
I lost it.
right there,
my back bent,
I realised it.
almost man,
not a child.
still a child,
3
LYRICAL HEART.
not a man.
hands tied.
connections broken.
caring for people,
whose hearts are frozen.
4
2
haze,
fears reappear.
the end is near.
the haze is clear.
what I once held dear,
now will disappear.
5
3
pawn,
7
4
innocent damsel.
crazy lover.
loved each other too much.
is the story over?
sacrificed my sanity,
for the purpose of “love”.
now that you are free,
summon your gods from above.
innocent damsel.
crazy lover.
left each other messed up.
the story is over.
9
5
november,
water gushes.
bleeding gashes.
heal these bruises.
shut these voices.
welcome to trauma.
they think it’s just drama.
is it the full stop to pain,
or yet another comma?
am I allowed to bleed?
am I allowed to plead?
I really scared now,
cause life is just a mislead.
nevermind,
not a story I want to flaunt.
11
6
treachery,
do you remember?
that night of february,
the meaning of treachery,
I looked up in a dictionary.
choosing a side.
extreme pride.
all of my secrets,
open in the light.
he didn’t talk.
she fake smiled.
on my sleeve,
hatred I hide.
12
TREACHERY,
do you remember?
that night of february,
the meaning of treachery,
I looked up in a dictionary.
13
II
darkness
at the end of the day,
he will overcome the darkness.
7
memory,
if I don’t see,
the dawn of tomorrow,
don’t let your smile fade,
into a depressing sorrow.
18
8
impress,
19
9
raat,
uss raat,
dekhi aankhon mein,
ek ankahee baat.
uss raat,
fisla haathon se,
ret sa khwaab.
uss raat,
lakeeron ke paar,
khula ek raaz.
uss raat,
hui pyaar se,
aakhri mulaaqaat.
uss raat,
dekhi aankhon mein,
ek ankahee baat.
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10
heartless,
22
11
mistress,
25
12
legacy,
27
13
daylight?
in hindsight though,
no days were darker than those.
you did leave me a flower,
but it was the thorniest rose.
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III
daylight
through the city I roamed,
like the subject of a love poem.
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back to may,
when our eyes first met.
I still remember,
the words you said.
sometime in june,
the sparks first ignited.
we never gave it a name,
but a bond was sighted.
heavenly december,
after a year full of hell.
the end of the year,
is another story to tell.
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15
36
16
parinda,
parinde ko aazad,
tumne karaaya.
yeh jeene kaa sahi tareeka,
tumne sikhaaya.
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17
delusions,
feeding my delusions,
put the button on my shirt.
I don’t even know you,
let my friends define your worth.
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18
love poem,
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19
homeland,
morning daylight,
on the shore,
our friend’s favourite drink,
just a day more.
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HOMELAND,
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20
lyrical heart.
high on oregano,
that’s what I was that night.
when you left me an artwork,
but love was out of sight.
a broken pencil.
a faulty eraser.
mistakes are never erased,
but old me becomes a stranger.
traces of faults,
on white clear pages.
a new beginning?
or just living with reminisces?
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About the Author
Aarya Jadhav is… Ugh no, I really can’t write about myself in
third person, sorry.
After all, the nights belong to the poets and the madmen. Alas,
I am both.
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Also by Aarya Jadhav
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Into The Woods: The Girls Are(n’t) Safe
(A Short Story)
In the town of Eldham, everything seemed
peaceful. Until girls started disappearing.
Dorothy is the fourth girl whose body was
found in the woods. Rachel is shattered
at her best friend’s traumatic demise. But
what if she’s next?
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