Many aspects to be honest.

It sounds like my current self bear no resemblance to

what it was about one yr ago. Feels like i have become a complete different
person that sometimes even i cant make out.

But i would say that my spiritual life has been much better, which i didnt expect.
Becoming more self-compassion and sustainable, i can almost stay calm when it
comes to challenges or mishaps stepping into my life. Reflecting on myself before,
which chose to make a fuss and cry out loud. Thinking of it makes me laugh 😂.
Couldn't imagine how childish i used to be 😆

Not to mention, from time to time troubles knock my door 😆. But i have come to
embrace it and stay as cool as cucumber, step by step untie the knot to unearth
the answer. Time makes me realize that rather than merely crying or finding
others for help, i need to stand on my own feet and live my life. Coz apart from
life and death, nothing in this world is "a big trouble"