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War Poets Podcast Revised Final Draft (With Notes)
War Poets Podcast Revised Final Draft (With Notes)
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SASSOON
The landscape looks grey and withered today – and the
poppies leap at you in harsh spots of flame, hectic and
cruel. Sometimes, when I see my companions sleeping,
rolled in their blankets, their faces turned to earth or
hidden by the folds, for a moment I wonder whether
they’re alive or dead. For at any hour I may come upon
them, and find that long silence descended over them, all
their hope and joy snuffed out for ever, and their voices
fading, from memory to memory, from hour to hour, until
they are gone.
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SORLEY
Only, I think, once or twice do you stumble across that
person into whom you fit at once: before whom you can
stand naked, all disclosed.
SASSOON
For much of his time in the trenches in 1915, Sorley
wasn’t sure he was up to the awful job he’d been given,
commanding men in battle, and he wanted nothing
better than to be with Arthur Watts, whom he’d met
and spent a glorious summer with in Germany only a
year earlier, an Englishman abroad then, now an
intelligence officer at the War Office, who’d become the
one ‘into whom one fits at once’.
SORLEY
There’s something rotten in the state of something. I
feel it but cannot be definite of what. Not even is there
the premonition of something big impending: gathering
and ready to burst. Mutual helplessness and lassitude,
as when two boxers who have battered each other
crouch, waiting for the other to hit.
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There is really very little to say about the life here. Change
of circumstance, I find, means little compared to change
of company. They are extraordinarily close, really, these
friendships of circumstance, distinct as they remain from
friendships of choice. I’m sure that any gathering of men
will lead to a very, very close friendship between them all.
So there has really been no change in coming over here:
the change is to come when half of this improvised " band
of brothers " are wiped away in a day. We are learning to
be soldiers slowly, that is to say, adopting the soldierly
attitude of complete disconnection with our job during odd
hours. No shop. So when I think I should tell you
"something about the trenches", I find I have neither the
inclination nor the power.
SASSOON
But what encouraged us, Robert Graves, Wilfred Owen,
Poor Ivor Gurney and even Sorley, and kept us going,
returning to the trenches when there was strictly no
need or defying the cant of stay-at-home warriors, if not
our capacity for love? Edward Carpenter, that prophet
of homosexual liberation, had told us how homosexuals
were set apart with particular gifts for art and poetry,
their role to teach the world to love. We all read this
and believed it. It was our purpose, our right, if you will,
to crystallise that love, and poetry was still the
language of love in 1916.
OWEN
Red lips are not so red
As the stained stones kissed by the English dead.
Kindness of wooed and wooer
Seems shame to their love pure.
O Love, your eyes lose lure
When I behold eyes blinded by my stead!
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SASSOON
Little Wilfred Owen. I did love the fellow. Hardly a
gentleman, but the finest poet of them all. A Keats of
the trenches, I suppose, who was always so terribly
concerned about what others thought, he sometimes
missed his own genius.
OWEN
When I came in from work at 4 o’clock – I had no idea it
was Sunday, it often happens so – Captain Sorrel gave
me the choice of writing a Sonnet before 7.30 or going
with the next Fatigue Party!! I am ever so happy to be
with him. He chokes filthiness as summarily as I ever
heard a Captain do, or try to do. He is himself an
aesthete, and not virtuous according to English
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SASSOON
Owen was a watcher, an intercessor who wanted to tell
the stories of the men who fought and suffered. Sorley,
I think, was a very different creature, a sensualist in the
body of a young puritan, with no belief in anything
other than what his fingers, his tongue, his eyes told
him, the wind, the rain, the taste of a particular meal,
greedy for it.
SORLEY
Just a line, my dearest Arthur, albeit on military ruled
paper. It is the eve of our crowning hour. I am bleached
with chalk and grown hairy.
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SASSOON
Someone wrote to Sorley’s father after the young poet
was killed in an action near Loos late in 1915 – the
usual fiasco as a delay between the necessary
bombardment and the order for officers to blow their
whistles meant that going over the top became a
charge into rapidly thinning smoke and deadly machine
gun fire. Sorley’s commanding officer fell, and Sorley
tried to rally his men, but for a moment a sniper had his
fine head in his sights and the young poet dropped
dead. His body was never found. Well this unknown
officer at the front had read the collection of poetry
Sorley’s father had published, in memoriam so to
speak, and he was haunted with a sense of personal
loss, though he didn’t know the boy. A poem was found
in Sorley’s kit bag, perfect. His last.
SORLEY
When you see millions of the mouthless dead
Across your dreams in pale battalions go,
Say not soft things as other men have said,
That you’ll remember. For you need not so.
Give them not praise. For, deaf, how should they know
It is not curses heaped on each gashed head?
No tears. Their blind eyes see not your tears flow.
Nor honour. It is easy to be dead.
Say only this, ‘They are dead.’ Then add thereto,
‘Yet many a better one has died before.’
Then, scanning all the o’ercrowded mass, should you
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GRAVES
I’ve just discovered a brilliant young poet called Sorley
whose poems have just appeared in the Cambridge
Press (Marlborough and Other Poems, 3s. 6d.) and who
was killed near Loos on October 13th as a temporary
captain in the 7th Suffolk Regiment. It seems ridiculous
to fall in love with a dead man as I have found myself
doing but he seems to have been one so entirely after
my own heart in his loves and hates, besides having
been just my own age and having spent just the same
years at Marlboro’ as I spent at Charterhouse. He got a
classical scholarship at University College, Oxford, the
same year as I was up and I half-remember meeting
him there.
SASSOON
Robert Graves once asked me if I thought that Sorley
was ‘so’, meaning, I suppose, homosexual. He wrote no
conventional lyrics, he said, and it reminded me of
something a wounded officer once asked me about my
poetry, why there were no women in it. I said they
didn’t fit with my philosophy. But Graves soon caught
the potential of Sorley’s poetry, it’s modernity and
passionate disavowal of hatred.
SORLEY
Such, such is Death: no triumph: no defeat:
Only an empty pail, a slate rubbed clean,
A merciful putting away of what has been.
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SASSOON
Rupert Brooke was another of the war’s pinup, the
original in fact. Saint Sebastian in khaki. His beauty
undiminished by cropped hair and military tailoring, his
tremendous popularity at home and at the Front, the
unabashed sensuality of his final publication, 1914 and
Other Poems, greeted at the time with almost delirious
abandon, are what have made him so hated by critics
ever since.
BROOKE
Blow out, you bugles, over the rich Dead!
There’s none of these so lonely and poor of old,
But, dying, has made us rarer gifts than gold.
These laid the world away; poured out the red
Sweet wine of youth; gave up the years to be
Of work and joy, and that unhoped serene,
That men call age; and those who would have been,
Their sons, they gave, their immortality.
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SASSOON
I didn’t know Brooke at Cambridge, though my poor
brother Hamo did. I met him once, just before war broke
out, at breakfast in Eddie Marsh’s rooms in London. I was
tongue-tied, he was the epitome of the poet, ‘his flashing
eyes, his floating hair’. I think he humoured me, and I had
the distinctly uncomfortable feeling that he didn’t find me
attractive.
BROOKE
Occasionally I’m faintly shaken by a suspicion that I might
find incredible beauty in the washing place, with rows of
naked, superb men bathing in a September sun or in the
Camp at night under a full moon, faint lights burning
through the ghostly tents, & a distant bugler
blowing Lights Out – if only I were sensitive. But I’m not.
I’m a warrior. So I think of nothing and go to bed.
OWEN
Move him into the sun –
Gently its touch awoke him once,
At home, whispering of fields unsown.
Always it woke him, even in France,
Until this morning and this snow.
If anything might rouse him now
The kind old sun will know.
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SASSOON
Tonight I am hungry for music. And still the guns boom;
and the battle goes on three miles away. And Graves is
somewhere in it, if he hasn’t been shot already. Blighty! –
what a world of idle nothingness the name stands for; and
what a world of familiar delightfulness! O God, when shall
I get out of this limbo? For I’m never alone here – never
my old self – always acting a part – that of the cheery,
reckless sportsman – out for a dip at the Bosches. But the
men love me, and that’s one great consolation. And some
day perhaps I’ll be alone in a roomful of books again, with
a piano glimmering in the corner, and glory in my head,
and a new poem in my workbook. Now the rain begins to
patter on the tent and the dull thudding of the guns comes
from Albert way; and I’ve still got my terrible way to tread
before I’m free to sleep with Rupert Brooke and Sorley,
and all the nameless poets of the war.
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[THERE WILL BE SOME SORT OF INTERLUDE HERE
TO SUGGEST A CHANGE OF TIME AND TONE –
POSSIBLY SOME OF GURNEY’S MUSIC]
GRAVES
David Thomas was a young lieutenant in the Welch
Fusiliers. Blond, beautiful, an athlete who devoured poems
like a hungry lion cub. I always remarked that Tommy
should take more care of himself. Whenever he was sent
on patrol, he’d stay out nearly an hour and a half, going
right up to the Bosch wire.
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SASSOON
One day, David and I rode over the rolling uplands and
through an occasional strip of woodland, with the sun
shining and big clouds moving prosperously on a
boisterous north-west wind. We rode to a village six or
seven miles away and had tea at an unbelievable shop
where the cakes were as goods as anything in Amiens. I
wouldn’t like to say how many we ate, but the evening
star shone benevolently down on us from among a drift of
rosy clouds while we were cantering home to Morlancourt.
I glanced at David and thought what a young Galahad he
looked.
GURNEY
Last night — O lucky me! — a Scottish Rifle sat up besides
the stove with me, which glowed and made believe it was
a fire. And he had travelled and could talk, and we had the
same politics and the same tastes. His eyes were steady,
his laugh open and easily provoked, and a smile that could
not be long checked being chiefly an affair of the eyes. O
well, it must have been 12.30 when we illicitly walked
under the stars, watching Orion and hearing his huge,
sustained chord…
SASSOON
That is Ivor Gurney, a private soldier in the Gloucesters. I
never knowingly encountered him during the war. He
groped through life under a blanket of sadness, a fine
musician, a poet of the countryside transplanted to the
city and then to the hell of total warfare, inspired by
snatches of moonlight through trees and the wind on the
plains of Picardy, which so reminded him of the Severn
valley. When we were idle in our minds, amongst the
sandbags and falling bombs, Gurney composed beautiful
songs with a bit of pencil on a tattered notebook. Will
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GURNEY
Out of the smoke and dust of the little room
With tea-talk loud and laughter of happy boys,
I passed into the dusk. Suddenly the noise
Ceased with a shock, left me alone in the gloom,
To wonder at the miracle hanging high
Tangled in twigs, the silver crescent clear.
Time passed from mind. Time died; and then we were
Once more at home together, you and I.
SORELY
We are the homeless, even as you,
Who hope and never can begin.
Our hearts are wounded through and through
Like yours, but our hearts bleed within.
We too make music, but our tones
‘Scape not the barrier of our bones.
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SASSOON
Maybe Charles Sorley was too young to feel the true
bitterness of love. But not too young to know that some
loves could never be sung from the hill tops. God knows I
have wanted to, but I remained as chaste as Galahad
throughout the conflict. Mine eyes feasted. My body did
not. It took a Rupert Brooke, with the confidence of a god,
to brag about that kind of love. Writing before the war to
James Strachey, who’d been in love with him for ever, he
gave an account of his first sexual encounter.
BROOKE
We stirred and pressed. The tides seemed to wax … At the
right moment I, as planned, said ‘Come into my room, it’s
better there…’. I suppose Denham knew what I meant.
Anyhow he followed me. In that larger bed it was cold; we
clung together. Intentions became plain: but still nothing
was said. I broke away a second, as the dance began, to
slip my pyjamas. His was the woman’s part throughout. I
had to make him take his off – do it for him. There it was
purely body to body – my first, you know!
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SASSOON
He wasn’t entirely showing off, but with a kind of strange
premonition of the death awaiting millions of young men,
Brooke was writing exactly the sort of letter it would fall to
my lot to send when a man in my platoon had taken a
bullet for King and Country. But this was a sudden death
outside of wartime.
BROOKE
So you’ll understand it was – not with a shock, for I’m far
too dead for that, but with a sort of dreary wonder and
dizzy discomfort – that I heard that Denham died at one
o’clock on Wednesday morning, - just twenty-four hours
ago now.
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SASSOON
Graves was feeling nostalgic for his school days at
Charterhouse that spring and the love of his life: Peter.
The thought of that ideal youth was what kept him going
amid the horror and the blood-soaked mud, I believe.
GRAVES
I’ve watched the Seasons passing slow, so slow,
In the fields between La Bassée and Bethune;
Primroses and the first warm day of Spring,
Red poppy floods of June,
August, and the yellowing Autumn, so
To Winter nights knee-deep in mud or snow,
And you’ve been everything.
SASSOON
Riding out to the trenches, the sky at 6.30 was angry with
a red smoky sunset; the village loomed against the glow;
it was a sultry, threatening dusk. But when I came home
at 10 o’clock everything was covered with exquisite
moonlight. A great star hung over Morlancourt,
unbelievably bright in the pale azure heavens.
This morning came the evil news from the trenches, first
that Richardson had died of wounds after being knocked
over by a shell last night in front of the trenches; this was
bad. But they came afterwards and told me that my little
David had been hit by a stray bullet and died last night.
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GRAVES
I felt David’s death worse than any other since I had been
in France, but it did not anger me as it did Siegfried. He
was acting transport-officer and every evening now, when
he came up with the rations, went out on patrol looking for
Germans to kill. I just felt empty and lost.
SASSOON
When last I saw David two nights ago, he had this
notebook in his hand, reading my last poem. And I said
goodnight to him in the moonlit trenches. Had I but
known! – the old human-weak cry. Now he comes back to
me in memories, like an angel with the light in his yellow
hair.
GRAVES
Walking through trees to cool my heat and pain,
I know that David’s with me here again.
All that is simple, happy, strong, he is.
Caressingly I stroke
Rough bark of the friendly oak.
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SASSOON
Ah! but there was no need to call his name.
He was beside me now, as swift as light.
I knew him crushed to earth in scentless flowers,
And lifted in the rapture of dark pines.
‘For now,’ he said, ‘my spirit has more eyes
Than heaven has stars; and they are lit by love.
My body is the magic of the world,
And dawn and sunset flame with my spilt blood.
My breath is the great wind, and I am filled
With molten power and surge of the bright waves
That chant my doom along the ocean’s edge.’
GURNEY
The thing that fills my mind most is that Willy Harvey, my
best friend, went out on patrol a week ago, and never
came back. It does not make very much difference: for
two years I have had only the most fleeting glimpses of
him, but we were firm enough in love, and I do not look
ever for a closer bond, though I live long and am as lucky
in friendship as heretofore. He was full of unsatisfied
longings. A Doctor would have called it neurasthenia, but
that term covers many things, and in him it meant partly
an idealism that could not be contented with realities. His
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SASSOON
Harvey was captured by the Germans when his patrol
strayed too close to their lines. He wasn’t dead. He’d
eventually escape. At about the same time I heard that
poor Robert Graves had been killed during that endless
carnage known as the Battle of the Somme. So I go my
way alone again.
GRAVES
My dear Sassons,
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GURNEY
He's gone, and all our plans
Are useless indeed.
We’ll walk no more on Cotswold
Where the sheep feed
Quietly and take no heed.
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ANOTHER INTERLUDE BREAK WITH MUSIC
SASSOON
To these I turn, in these I trust—
Brother Lead and Sister Steel.
To his blind power I make appeal,
I guard her beauty clean from rust.
GURNEY
The machine guns are the most terrifying sound, like an
awful pack of hell hounds at one’s back. It left me exulted
and exulting… I am tired of this war, it bores me; but I
would not willingly give up such a memory of such a time.
Everything went wrong, and there was a tiny pause at first
– but everybody, save the officers, were doing what they
ought to do and settled down later to the proper job.
SASSOON
Gurney was right. I wanted my own genuine taste of the
horrors, and then – peace. I didn’t want to go back to the
old inane life which always seemed like a prison. I wanted
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OWEN
Let the boy try along this bayonet-blade
How cold steel is, and keen with hunger of blood;
Blue with all malice, like a madman's flash;
And thinly drawn with famishing for flesh.
SASSOON
Owen’s doctor had suggested he explore his feelings in
verse. He was a little too in love with the old ways then –
and with himself – so I suggested he read Sorley and
suggested changes to some of his more purple passages,
and introduced him to Graves, and Churchill’s flamboyant
secretary, Eddie Marsh, and Robbie Ross, Oscar Wilde’s
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OWEN
Dearest of all Friends, here is an address which will serve
for a few days. The sun is warm, the sky is clear, the
waves are dancing fast & bright... But these are not Lines
written in Dejection. Serenity Shelley never dreamed of
crowns me. Will it last when I shall have gone into Caverns
& Abysmals such as he never reserved for his worst
daemons? Yesterday I went down to Folkestone Beach and
into the sea, thinking to go through those stanzas &
emotions of Shelley’s to the full. But I was too happy, or
the Sun was too supreme. Moreover there issued from the
sea distraction, in the shape, Shape I say, but lay no stress
on that, of a Harrow boy, of superb intellect & refinement;
intellect because he hates war more than Germans;
refinement because of the way he spoke of my Going, and
of the Sun, and of the Sea there; and the way he spoke of
Everything. In fact, the way he spoke.
Tell me how you are. With great & painful firmness I have
not said you goodbye from England. If you had said in the
heart or brain you might have stabbed me, but you said
only in the leg; so I was afraid. Perhaps if I ‘write’ anything
in dug-outs or talk in my sleep a squad of riflemen will
save you the trouble of buying a dagger.
SASSOON
It’s as if we just couldn’t keep away. Even my refusal to
report for duty, the letter of resignation in The Times, all
that fuss, led to very little – weeks of chatting to Dr Rivers
by a Scottish loch and a renewed determination to do my
bit for the men to the very end. But meeting with little
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OWEN
I am the ghost of Shadwell Stair.
Along the wharves by the water-house,
And through the dripping slaughter-house,
I am the shadow that walks there.
BROOKE
There are moments – there have been several, especially in
the Aegean – when, through some beauty of sky and air
and earth, some harmony of the mind, peace is complete
and completely satisfying. And there are men who seem to
do what one so terribly can’t, and so terribly, at these
moments, aches to do – store up reservoirs of this calm and
content, fill and seal great jars or pitchers during these half
hours, and draw on them at later moments, when the
source isn’t there, but the need is very great.
SASSOON
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BROOKE
I strayed about the deck, an hour, tonight
Under a cloudy moonless sky; and peeped
In at windows, watched my friends at table,
Or playing cards, or standing in the doorway,
Or coming out into the darkness. Still
No one could see me.
Only, always,
I could but see them – against the lamplight – pass
Like coloured shadows, thinner than filmy glass,
Slight bubbles, fainter than the wave’s faint light,
That broke to phosphorus out in the night,
Perishing things and strange ghosts – soon to die
To other ghosts – this one, or that, or I.
SASSOON
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It was off Skyros, Achilles’ isle where the hero had been
hidden by his mother to keep him from the Trojan War and
an early death, that Brooke was stretchered into a small
boat and rowed to a hospital ship. He was suffering from
blood poisoning, probably caused by an infected mosquito
bite. Opening his eyes feebly for the last time, ‘Hello’ he
said to Denis Browne, his oldest and dearest friend who,
like Patroclus to Brooke’s Achilles, had followed him into
the same regiment and the same theatre of war and
would soon follow through the ‘unknown door’. Browne
and others would bury him on Skyros a day or so later.
SORELY
He was far too obsessed with his own sacrifice regarding
the going to war of himself (and others), as a highly
intense, remarkable and sacrificial exploit, whereas it is
merely the conduct demanded of him (and others) by the
turn of circumstances. But then the drama of his going
was so irresistible I suppose. Soldiers with torches lining
the rough footpath. Burly Australians carrying his coffin,
covered in palm fronds, the martyr’s palm, and the Union
flag. Lanterns, a wooden cross cut that day by men from
Brooke’s platoon, a firing party and friends under a
drifting moon reached the spot, beneath a drooping olive
tree, where he was to be laid in Achilles’ earth. The lamps
flared in a sudden breeze, sage and thyme and mint
mingling. The old Greek divinities stirring from their long
sleep.
BROOKE
Now, God be thanked who has matched us with his hour,
And caught our youth, and wakened us from sleeping,
With hand made sure, clear eye, and sharpened power,
To turn, as swimmers into cleanness leaping,
Glad from a world grown old and cold and weary,
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Oh! We, who have known shame, we have found release there,
Where there’s no ill, no grief, but sleep has mending,
Naught broken save this body, lost but breath;
Nothing to shake the laughing heart’s long peace there
But only agony, and that has ending;
And the worst friend and enemy is but Death.
GRAVES
It is only fair to tell you that since the cataclysm of my
friend Peter, my affections are running in the more normal
channels and I correspond regularly and warmly with
Nancy Nicholson, who is great fun. I only tell you this so
you should get out of your head any misconceptions of my
temperament. I should hate you to think I was a confirmed
homosexual even if it were only in my thought and went
no farther.
SASSOON
Poor Peter, he’d been caught with a Canadian soldier at
the school gates one evening and someone, a cousin or
other, unkindly thought to let Robert Graves know. I don’t
think he ever got over it. I couldn’t go to his and Nancy
Nicholson’s wedding in January 1918. I was still doing my
penance for flirting with pacifism. I thought it a little too
precipitate, though. Owen went and said it was an odd
affair and Nancy an odd girl – ‘pretty, but nowise
handsome, more like a boy’, he said. But Owen had his
own preoccupations then.
OWEN
My dear Sassoon, When I had opened your envelope in a
quiet comer of the Club Staircase, I sat on the stairs and
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GURNEY
Rain there was – tired and weak I was, glad for an
end.
But one spoke to me – one I liked well as a friend,
‘Let volunteer for the Front Line – many others
won’t.’
‘I’ll volunteer, it’s better being there than here.’
But I had seen too many ditches and stood too long
Feeling my feet freeze, and my shoulders ache with
the strong
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SORLEY
England, I am sick of the sound of the word! In training to
fight for England, I am training to fight for that deliberate
hypocrisy, that terrible middle-class sloth of outlook and
appalling ‘imaginative indolence’ that has marked us out
from generation to generation. Goliath and Caiaphas, the
philistine and the Pharisee, pound these together and
there you have Suburbia and Westminster and Fleet
Street.
SASSOON
Youth is a terrible burden, at least for someone like
Charles Sorley; a baggage of promise and perfection and
fine blood that doesn’t always come off. We were, of
necessity, young, some like Sorley and Graves terribly
young, but then war was a young man’s business. A great
many were bound to die. There’s a sort of crass
inevitability about it. It is pitiful for a young man to die, in
the horror of battle, in a cold, drenched trench, but it is
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SORELY
I dread my own censorious self in the coming conflict. I
also have great physical dread of pain. Still, a good edge
is given to the sword here. And one learns to be a servant.
The soul is disciplined. So much for me. But the good it
would do in your case, my dear Arthur, is that it would
discipline your liver. The first need of man is health. And I
wish it you for your happiness, though somehow, I seem
to know you more closely when you are fighting a well-
fought battle with ill-health.
OWEN
Not this week nor this month dare I lie down
In languor under lime trees or smooth smile.
Love must not kiss my face pale that is brown.
SASSOON
Like little Owen, I was still determined to go back and
fight. The angry, arrogant, secret pride of youth saying,
“I’ll go back and get killed” – just to spite these old men.
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OWEN
My dearest Siegfried, someday, I must tell how we sang,
shouted, whistled and danced through the dark lanes
through Colinton; and how we laughed till the meteors
showered around us, and we fell calm under the winter
stars. And some of us saw the pathway of the spirits for
the first time. And seeing it so far above us, and feeling
the good road so safe beneath us, we knew we loved one
another as no men love for long. Which, if the Bridge-
players Craig & Lockhart could have seen, they would
have called down the wrath of Jahveh, and buried us
under the fires of the City you wot of. To which also it is
time you committed this letter. I wish you were less
undemonstrative, for I have many adjectives with which to
qualify myself. As it is, I can only say I am your proud
friend, Owen.
SASSOON
I never asked you to be perfect—did I?—
Though often I’ve called you sweet, in the invasion
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GURNEY
Why does this war of spirit take on such dread forms of
ugliness, and why should a high triumph be signified by a
body shattered, black, stinking; avoided by day, stumbled
over by night, and offence to the hardest? What
consolation can be given me as I look upon and endure it?
Any? Sufficient? The ‘End of War’? Who knows, for the
thing for which so great a price is paid is yet doubtful and
obscure. God should have done better for us that this;
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SASSOON
Gassed out of the line in September 1917, Ivor Gurney’s
war was over, until one day he walked into a police station
and asked for a gun with which to kills himself, saying he
was a criminal who deserved it. His crime? Loving too
much? It seems his war was never really over.
GURNEY
There are strange Hells within the minds War made
Not so often, not so humiliating afraid
As one would have expected - the racket and fear guns made.
SORELY
Welcome Gurney, good Gurney. You’ve been broken on
the wheel a long time. But you’re welcome here now.
Benching on the Embankment, dripping hedgerow sleeps,
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BROOKE
We have found safety with all things undying, here, the
winds, and morning, tears of men and mirth and sleep,
and freedom, and the autumnal earth. We have gained a
peace unshaken by pain for ever.
And for your love and your music, Gurney, for which I
thank you, safe shall be your going there, safe though all
safety’s lost; safe where men fall; And now your poor
limbs die, safest of all.
SORLEY
You have been out in front at night in that no-man's land
and long graveyard long enough. There is a freedom and a
spur here and death and the horrible thankfulness: unseen
hands hauling in the great resistless body in the dark,
your poor, smashed head rattling: the relief, the relief that
what has made the musician an animal has now made the
animal a corpse, purged of all false pity, perhaps more
selfish than before, but god-like now in your knowingness.
GRAVES
After fifteen years in an asylum in Kent, a victim of the
War, of cruelty, of neglect, Ivor Gurney effectively starved
to death in 1937. He left behind some of the finest music
written by an Englishman in those years and some of the
War’s truest poetry, forgotten now, dropped like an
unwanted flyer, full of strange fancies, snatches of love
and beauty and horror and a longing to know what lies
beyond. He would sit for hours with a map of
Gloucestershire, tracing favourite walks with a finger,
longing for escape. They said if he went back, he might kill
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SORLEY
Death drifts the brain with dust and soils the young limbs' glory,
Death makes justice a dream, and strength a traveller's story.
Death drives the lovely soul to wander under the sky.
Death opens unknown doors. It is most grand to die.
OWEN
My dear Siegfried, the Battalion had a sheer time last
week. It is a strange truth: that your Counter-Attack
frightened me much more than the real one: though the
boy by my side, shot through the head, lay on top of me,
soaking my shoulder for half an hour.
GRAVES
On Armistice day I learned that Owen had been killed.
About a week before he was shot dead crossing a dank
canal, just as his MC came through. So many dead, and
Graves survives to say goodbye to all that.
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GURNEY
Oh the joy! I crawled into a dugout, not high but fairly
large, lit by a candle, and so met four of the most
delightful young men that could be met anywhere. Thin-
faced and bright eyed, their faces showed beautifully
against the soft glow of the candlelight and their musical
voices delightful after the long march at attention in
silence. We talked… of Welsh folksong, of George
Burrows, of Burns, of the RCM; of – yes – of Oscar Wilde,
Omar Khayyam and Shakespeare. They spoke of their
friends dead or maimed in the bombardment. I sat there
and gave them all my love, for their tenderness, their
steadfastness and kindness to raw fighters and very raw
signallers.
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SASSOON
In detail is grandeur. The cuckoo’s call, the herald of
Spring, is the harbinger of death and a germ of something
in an artist’s mind. Small things stand in for the
panorama, the individual for the millions, a ghost for the
dead.
OWEN
It seemed that out of battle I escaped
Down some profound dull tunnel, long since scooped
Through granites which titanic wars had groined.
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