THUGLI

FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
pAndDeat
h2
#S2
#I
NSERT01
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sMe, EsihleMor ena.
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canQueenWasWhen
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aToddl er,Aski
ngaLot ta
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'm St
il
lFondOf
MyDaddyWayMor e: )JeahMom AndDaddy
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RealDadButFuckThat ,
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Me: )YesDadWasSt illHotAndOhhhMommy
Too,TheyWer eStil
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AndYou' dSwearTheyAr eOurSi bl
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Fri
endsAndFami lyDi nnersYou'dSeeOur
Fri
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ThoseTwoWer eaNoGoAr ea,
IMean
Li
teral
ly.TheTwi nsWer e9YearsOl d(Doing
Grade4)Whi l
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Saga:vLemmeSaySheMadeThi ngsEasyFor
DadAndMom, SheAbort
edTheBabyAndLef tI
GuessSheThoughtDadWasGonnaMar ryHer
AssBecauseOfTheBabyButThatBit
chICall
MyMom MeantTheWeddi ngVowsSheSaid
ToDadAndSheHel dHim DownLikeNoba'
s
Busi
ness.
UncleBongaAndAuntAmandaFi nall
yGot
MarriedAndWer eBl essedWi t
ha5YearOl d
BubblyBabyGirl'Ethandwa'Mom Usuall
ySaid
She'sTheLilVersionOfMeSoICal l
edHer
Mine,SheWasJustAdor able.
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UncleThaboWer eNev erAbleToConceiv
eEv er
AgainAfterTheMi scarri
ageButTheyWer eStil
l
GoingStrongAndTheyWer eMarri
edToo.Uncle
Luvo,AuntSoulAndUncl eDangerWer eSti
ll
Fl
yingSoloAndTher eWasNoHopeThatThey
WereEv erGonnaFi ndTheirSpeci
alSomeones.
Uncl
eAlexAndThabangMov edOutt
aTownBut
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il
lHadaPerfectRel
ati
onshi
pWit
hDad
AndIAl
waysAskedDadWhatConnect
edThem
ButHeAl
waysToldMeThatI
'
llKnowWhenThe
Ti
meIsRight
.
OwkyVusiHadHi
sGi
rl
fr
iends:
)YesYouHear
d
Me,
GIRLFRI
ENDS.
Y'
al lKnowHeGotDad' sLooksSoHeWasThe
'
It
' ThangAtSchool AndSomeGi rl
sFaked
Fri
endshi psWi thMeCozTheyWant edHi m,IOn
TheOt herSideWasSt il
lDaddy'
sSingleBaby
Girl.
ITalkedBoutAny thi
ngAndEv erythi
ngWi th
DadLi keVusi TalkedWithMom, That'
sHow
Fl
y in'FuckenAwesomeOurFami l
yWas. People
Didn'tBeliev
eI tWhenVusi AndITellThem That
WeHav eDifferentMothersAndEv enFathers.
OkayNowBackToMYLi fe,
AsIToldYouThatI
WasSingl
eAndI '
veNeverDatedBefor
eEven
ThoughVusiTr
iedToHookMeUpWi t
hSome
OfHisFri
endsButDat
ingWasJustNotForMe.
SoThi
sDayWasASatur
dayAndWhi
chMeant
SomeFami
lyTi
meForUsCozMom AndDad
WereNotWor
kingAndI
tWasaHol
i
daySo
Yeapy
!
IWokeUpToMyPhoneRingi
ngAndItWasa
Cal
lFr
om MyAnnoy
ingAssBrot
her
*
Cal
lConv
o*
Me:
Vusi
!
Vusi
:GetYourAssOverHer
eBef
oreIEatYour
Pl
ateForBreakf
ast
Dad:SwearOneMor eTi
meAndYou' l
lNotSi
t
OnThatChairForTheWholeWeekCozYour
DamnFlatAssWi l
lBeHurt
in'
From The
Whippi
n'I
mmaGi v
eToYou
Mom:
AndYouSwear
ingToo
Dad:JustWantedToKnockSomeSenseI
nto
YourSon'sHead
Owet
hu:
DaddyCanWeEatNow?
Vusi
:YouKnowWeCan' tEatWi
thout'
Miss-
I-
Want-
The-
Grand-
Ent
rance'
Me:
ICanHearYou
Vusi
:ThatWasTheWhol
ePoi
nt
Me:
YouSuchABor
eYouKnow
Mom AndDad:
GETYOURASSOVERHERE!
Me:
I'
m Comi
ngYho
VusiHungUp,
IGotUpAndWentToBr
ushMy
Teet
hAndWashedMyFaceThenWentToJoi
n
Ever
yone
Me:
Mor
ningFami
l
y
Dad:
HeyBaby
Mom:AndWeHadToWai
tForYouBef
oreWe
Eat
Vusi
:YouLov
eAt
tent
ionYouKnow
Dad:
Leav
eMyPr
incessAl
one
Me:
ThanksDad
Owet
hu:
Ain'
tIThePr
incess?
Ol
wet
hu:
Anot
herAt
tent
ionSeekerI
nThe
Maki
ng
Mom: HeyThi
sIsAFami
l
yBr
eakf
astTi
me,
Y'
al
l
ShutUp
TheTwi
nsPr
ayedThenWeSt
art
edDi
ggi
ngI
n
Me:
SoWhatAr
eWeGonnaDoToday
?
Owethu:WeShoul
dGoToTheMov
iesAnd
ThenGrabSomeIceCr
eam
Ol
wet
hu:
B-O-
R-I
-N-
GWi
thCapi
tal
B
Owet
hu:
GotBet
terI
deas?
Ol
wet
hu:
NoButYour
-
Owet
hu:
IThoughtSoToo
Vusi
:WhatEv
erYouGonnaDo,
CountMeOut
Mom:
Why
?
Me:GotADateWi
thOneOfYourThousand
Gi
rl
fr
iends?
Ol
wet
hu:
YouGonnaHav
eHI
VI'
m Tel
l
in'
You
Bi
gBr
o
Vusi:
YouShutUp(
Poi
nti
ngAtOl
wet
hu)I
'
m
JustGoi
ngOutWit
hFr
iends
Dad:WeWer eNotGonnaGoWit
hY'al
l
Anyway
,YourMom AndIAreGoi
ngSomewher
e
Vusi
:GonnaSl
eepOv
er?
Me:Don'
tSayYesPl
easePl
ease!Vusi
'
sJust
GonnaLeav
eUsAloneHere
Mom:We'l
lBeBackFi
rstThi
ngI
nTheMor
ning
Tomor
row
Ol
wethu:
That
'sWhatYouAl
waysSayAndThen
Ar
ri
veInTheMiddl
eOfTheNi
ght
Dad:
WeAr
eOl
dWeCanDoWhatEv
erWeLi
ke
Me:
Can'
tWai
tToHav
eThatFr
eedom
Owethu:WhatDoYouTwoDoAtThesePl
aces
YouAlwaysGoTo?
Vusi
:Tr
yToMakeSomeOt
herSi
ster
sAnd
Brot
her
sForYou
Me:
Vusi
!
Owet
hu:
Euww
Dad:AndWhatDoYouKnowBoutThatOwet
hu?
IHearYouSay
ingEuww
Olwet
hu:
WeLear
nAThi
ngOrTwoAtSchool
Dad
Mom:
CanYouJustEat
?
Vusi
:YouGonnaDi
eYoungMa,
Chi
l
lax
Dad:AndYouGonnaBeThatCauseOfHer
Deat
h
Me:CanWeEatWi
thoutTal
ki
ngPl
ease,
Mom'
s
Ri
ght
WeAl lWentBackToOurPl at
esAndFi ni
shed
Eati
ngThenMom AndIWashedTheDi shes
WhileTheOt her
sWat chedT.V.WeCl eanedThe
HouseThenMom Fr eshenedUpAndLef tWith
Dad,WeAl soBathedAndVusi LeftToWher e
EverHeWasGoi ngTo.TheTwinsWentToPl ay
WithThei
rFr i
endsSoIWasLef tAloneAt
Home,AfterAnHourVusi CameBack
Me:BackAl
ready?ThoughtYouWereGonna
ComeBackWi t
hSomeCooki eToFuckVandag
Vusi
:I
'm NotI
nTheMoodForSomeBit
ch
Today.
I'
m Goi
ngToSomeHommi eOfMine
WhoJustArri
vedThi
sSi
deForTheHol
iday
s
Me:
DoIKnowHi
m?
Vusi
:Nope
Me:
Ohh
Vusi
:I'
m Goi
ngToPi
ckHi
m AtHi
s
House,
WannaTagAl
ong?
Me:
IsHeHot
?
Vusi
:Voest
ek!
Me:
I'
m ForReal
,
IsHeHot
?
Vusi:
DudeICan'
tCompl
i
mentAnot
herDude,
I
Ai
n'tGay
Me:
DidMom Gi
veYouHerCar
?
Vusi
:YouKnowMe,
Mom Can'
tResi
stThi
s
Pret
tyFace
Me:
YouSuchaWi
tch.
CountMeI
n
ITookMyLeat herJacketAndWeHoppedI n
TheCarAndWentToPi ckHisFr
iendUp. Vusi
ParkedAtSomeTaxi RankAndHoot ed,AGuy
Wear i
ngWhiteSneakers,Bl
ackTornJeanWi t
h
BlackPri
ntedT-shi
rt
.HeWasHot ,
IMeanHOT: D
VusiGotOutAndTheyFi stAndShoulder
Bumped,TheGuyHoppedAtTheBack
Guy
:HeyHun
Me:
Hel
l
o
Guy
:ISeeYouBr
oughtYourMr
sWi
tchuMy
Ni
kka
Vusi
:DudeThi
sIsMySi
ster
Guy
:YoSi
ster
?
Vusi
:YesEsihle,
BbeThisI
sEl
ethuMyNi
kka
AndDudeThi sIsMySis,
MyTwinMyMunch
PunchEsi
hle
Me:O-
kayAndThenWassupWi
tchu?
..
..
.Ni
ceTo
KnowYouEl
ethu
El
ethu:
SameHere,
DudeEver
yti
meYouPutHer
OnYourP.
pIThoughtSheWasYourMr
s
Vusi
:IAi
n'
tGotNonYet
El
ethu:
Don'
tThi
nkYouEv
erWi
l
lDude
Vusi
:NoughBoutMe,
How'
sItGoi
ngWi
tchuOn
ThatSi
deDude?
El
ethu:
TheBabesOnFl
eak,
Par
tyLi
feLi
tAnd
YouKnowI'
m UpOnMyGameDawg
Vusi
:YouKnowIt
,Sur
eThingYouGonnaDo
SomeShitWhi
leYouRoundHere
El
ethu:
AndI
fIHav
eMyEy
eOnYourMunch
Punch?
Vusi
:ThenIKi
l
lYaw
El
ethu:
YouSoPr
otect
iveBr
o
Vusi:She'
sMySist
erNi
kka,
I
'dChopSome
FuckedUpNikka'
sBal
lsWho'dFuckUpHer
Heart
Me:
NcoahThat
'sSoSweetOfYouBr
o
El
ethu:YouShoul
dBeThankf
ulToHav
eaBi
g
Br
otherLikeHi
m Hey
WeGotHomeAndIMadeSomet hingForUsTo
EatWhi l
eElet
huAndVusiDidSomeCat ching
Up,Gawd!TheDudeWasSoI mmacul ateAnd
HisCharismaWasOuttaThisWor ld:)IKept
CheckingHim AsHeLaughedAndChat tedWith
Vusi.
HisLaughWasJustSomet hingElse
Vusi
:DudeSt
opDayDr
eami
ng!
Vusi
TappedMyShoul
der
Me:
IAi
n'
tDay
dreami
ng
Vusi
:IBetYourMom AndDadAr eGet
ti
ngOn
AytNow,YourFat
herDoesn'
tWasteNo
Ti
me.ThatNikkaHit
sItEver
yti
meHeGet sThe
ChanceTo
Me:
LikeYouDoToo
Vusi
:He'
sMyFat
herSoIHav
eTo
Me:
DadRui
nedYou
Vusi
:SexI
sGoodSisYho(
Taki
ngaPi
eceOf
TheFoodIWasPr
epari
ng)
Me:
Mxm
Vusi
:ButYouAi
n'
tReadyForI
tYet
Me:
JeahAy
t
ITookThePlatesToTheLoungeAndWeAte
WhileWatchi
ngT.V.Vusi
'
sPhoneRangAndHe
ExcusedHimsel,
Leavi
ngMeWithThat
Beauti
ful
l
yAndHot lyMadeCr
eatur
e
El
ethu:IDidn'
tKnowThatMyNi
kkaHada
Beauti
fulSist
er:
)
[
05/17,
18:54]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
p
AndDeath2
#S2
#I
NSERT02
Me:
Ohh?
El
ethu:
HeNeverMent
ionedYouSoIThought
MaybeYouWereOneOfTheHoesHeFucks
Me:
Ouch!
El
ethu:
AndIWasSoJeal
ousAndEnv
iedFor
Hi
m
Me:HahaWhatAWast
eOfYourTi
meAnd
Jeal
ousy
El
ethu:
IKnowHeySoHowOl
dAr
eYou?
Me:
16AndYou?
El
ethu:
I'
m 17.
..
JeezYouTwoAr
eAl
so
Agemates
Me:
That
'sWhyHeCal
l
sMeHi
sTwi
n
El
ethu:
SoDoYouHav
eDi
ff
erentMot
her
s?
Me:
WeHav
eDi
ff
erentEv
ery
thi
ng
El
ethu:
What
??How?
Me:
It'
saLongSt
oryForAnot
herDay
El
ethu:Mhm OwkyYourVoi
ceIsSoBeauti
ful
JustLi
keYouIWishYouCouldTal
kAllThe
Time
Me:TooBadYouCan'
tHaveAll
YourWishes
ComingTr
ueAndIsThatCompl
imentTheLi
ne
YouAlway
sUseToGetGirl
s?
Vusi:
AndI
'm Hopi
ngYouAi
n'
tTr
y naGetHer
WithWhat
everLi
neYouWer
eUsing
Me:MeAndYourHo-Uhhhm MeAndEl et
hu
WereJustHavingaSmal
lConv
ersat
ionThat
Di
dn'tConcer
nYou
Vusi
:YouAndMyHo-What
?
Me:
Mxm,
I
'l
lBeI
nMyRoom
El
ethu:
ThanksForTheFood
Me:
Sur
e
I
thandi
leAndAsi
thandi
l
eGotI
nAndLookedAt
El
ethu
Ol
wethu:
Didn'
tKnowWeWer
eGonnaHav
ea
Vi
si
tor
Vusi
:CozYouDi
dn'
tHav
eTo
Owet
hu:
IsHeSomeRel
ati
veOrSome'
i
ng?
Vusi
:NoWhy
?
Owethu:
ISeeBi
gSisIsTreat
ingHi
mIncl
udi
ng
YouToo,I
sSheGonnaGetSome'i
ngFr
om Thi
s
OrWhat?
Ol
wethu:
BigSi
s'
sInLov
e,Can'
tYouSeeShe'
s
Bl
ushi
ng?
Me:IAin'
tBl
ushi
ngAndShut
in'
YourMout
hes
Wouldn'
tKil
lAny
one
Owethu:
She'
sReal
l
yInLov
e,SheCan'
tEv
en
SwearAtUs
Vusi
:YouTwoJustGoPleaseNow,
ItI
s
Showi
ngThatYouAin'
tDoneGrowi
ngUp
Owet
hu:
AndYouDone?
Vusi:Don'
tFor
getThatMom AndDadAi
n'
t
Around
Owet
hu:
That
'sWhatPhonesWer
eMadeFor
Vusi
:HeheOwet
huAndYourTwi
nJustGer
ara
Here
TheTwi
nsWentToThei
rRooms
El
ethu:
YourFami
l
y'sSoFucki
n'AwesomeDude
Vusi
:IGuessYou'
dBeMi
ndBl
ownI
fYou'
dSee
DadInTheActToo
El
ethu:
YourPar
ent
sMustAdoptMe
Vusi
:Tr
ustMeYouDon'
tWantThat
ITookThePlatesToTheKitchenAndRinsed
Them,VusiAndElet
huWentToVusi '
sRoom So
IJustChi
ll
edOnTheCouchAndWat ched
Mov i
esAndKeptChangingTheChannels.
Later
OnAFr i
endOfMi ne'I
nam'Call
edMe
*
Cal
lConv
o*
Me:
MyBi
tch
I
nam: I
sThatThi
ngYouCal
lYourBr
other
Round?
Me:
He'
sEv
enWi
thOneHotHel
l
aFr
iendOfHi
s
I
nam:
Whi
chPl
anetDoTheyComeFr
om?
Me:
Vusi
Def
ini
tel
yComesFr
om Dad'
sSper
m
Cel
l
sAndHisMother
'sEggCel
lsButThatGuy
Def
ini
tel
yWasBor
nFrom TheSun
I
nam:YourBr
other'
sHotDearDon'
t
Under
est
imat
eHi m
Me:
Mxm.
..
.TheHotPer
sonI
sTheGuyHe'
s
Wi
th
I
nam:
MadeAnyMov
eYet
?
Me:
Am ISupposedTo?
I
nam:BabyComeOnGuy
sLi
keThatOneDon'
t
ComeRoundaLot
Me:
ThenHeCanPass
I
nam:WhenWillYouEv
erGetOv
erThi
sGuy
Phobi
aOfYour
s?
Me:ISt
il
lLov
eToLov
eMyMendedHear
tYou
Know
I
nam:
BbeYouOl
dNow,
YouShoul
dSt
artDat
ing
Me:AndGetMyHear
tBr
okenLi
keYouDi
d?No
ThankYou
I
nam:
Vusi
AndIAr
eOv
erThatNow
Me:
ButYouSt
il
lLov
eHi
m
I
nam:
That
'sAnot
herSt
ory
Me:SeeWhatIMean?IDon'tWannaDate
SomeHotGuyWho'sGonnaLeaveMyAssAnd
MyHeartBr
okenAndIOnTheOt herHandSt
il
l
Lov
eHim Li
keHe'
sTheOnl yGuyOnEarth
SomeoneSatNextToMeAndI
tWasVusi
Me:
Got
taGo
I
nam:
I'
m GonnaComeBy
Me:
Sur
eThi
ng
SheHungUpAndIPutMyPhoneOnTheTabl
e
AndLookedAtVusi
Vusi
:SoYourFr
iend'
sSt
il
lInt
oMe?
Me:
No!
Vusi
:IHear
dYourConv
ersat
ion
Me:
SheDoesn'
tNeedAnot
herHear
tbr
eak
Vusi
:ThenSheMustNotCat
chFeel
i
ngs
Me:
That
'sMyFr
iendYouKnow
Vusi
:AndShe'
sHot
,IMi
ssTappi
n'ThatAss
Me:
That
'sSomeone'
sDaught
erAndSi
ster
Vusi
:AndThat
'sWhyI
'
dKi
l
laBoyWho'
dFuck
YouUp
Me:
ButYouFucki
n'UpOt
herPeopl
e'
sSi
ster
s
Vusi
:YouAl
soSay
in'
OtherPeopl
e'
sNotMi
ne
Me:
YouCr
azy
Vusi
:IReal
l
yNeedToHav
eSomeTal
kWi
th
I
nam
Me:ATal
kThatCoul
dLeadYouToYour
Bedr
oom
Vusi
:May
be,
May
beNot
Me:
Mxm
ITookTheCouchPi
l
lowAndPlay
ful
l
yHi
t
Him,HeTookHi
sAndHitMeBack
El
ethu:
DudeI
'
veBeenWai
ti
ngForYou
Vusi
:WasJustHav
inAWor
dOrTwoWi
thMs
Morena
El
ethu:
SoAr
eWeGoi
ngOrWhat
?
Vusi
:JeahWeGonnaHitTheRoad.
Bbe(Looki
n
AtMe)PleaseMakeSur
eThatI
nam Doesn'
t
Leav
eBef or
eIAr
riv
e
Me:
IHat
eYouForDoi
ngThi
sToMyFr
iend
Vusi
:You'
l
lUnder
standOneDay
Me:
Mxm
Vusi
:LeggoMyNi
kka
El
ethu:
ByeMsMor
ena,
I
tWasGr
eatMeet
ing
You
Me:ByeMrMor
en-OhhFuckByeMrWhatever
YourSur
nameI
sAndItWasGreatMeet
ingYou
Too
Vusi:HeheShe'
sMarryi
n'YouNowMy
Nikka,
Givi
n'YouOurLastName
Shi
t!
Me:
ShutUpVusi
!
El
ethu:
IWoul
dn'
tMi
nd
Vusi
:O-
kayThat
'sFuckedUp,
Leggo!
El
ethuSmiledAndLookedAtMe,
Jeez!
Ever
ythi
ngBoutTheGuySeemedSo
Perf
ect.
TheyWalkedOut
Me:
AreYouEv
erGonnaVi
si
tAgai
n?!(
Shout
in'
)
Vusi
:NoAndVoest
ek!
El
ethu:
Don'
tLi
stenToThi
sOne,
IWi
l
l
IHeardThem Gett
ingI
nTheCarAndTheySped
Away,I
tWasLikeVusiWasTaki ngaPar tOfMe
Away.HeyYouKnowThatFeel in'YouGetWhen
YouSpendFewHour sOrEv enMi nutesWit
h
SomeoneYouHav eHot sForAndThenThey
Leave:(IWasFeeli
ngThatWayAndIDon' t
KnowWhyIFel tSomethingForElethuWhil
eI
KnewHeWasJustaFuckBoyLi keVusi.
I
nam GotI
nScr
eami
ng
I
nam:
ThatThangWi
thVusi
IsHot
Me:
Tol
dYou
I
nam:
WhyDoHotGuy
sHav
eToBeLi
keThat
?
Me:
CozTheyAi
n'
tForUs
I
nam:
IKnowHey
Me:Vusi
Sai
dYouShoul
dNotLeav
eBef
oreHe
Get
sHere
I
nam:
Tol
dYouWhatHeWant
s?
Me:NoButI
'
m Sur
eHeJustWant
sYourPussy
Back
I
nam:
WhyDi
dHeHav
eToBeThatKi
ndaAss?
Me:
YouSt
il
lLov
eHi
m SoMuchDon'
tYou?
I
nam:
ItDoesn'
tMat
terCozHeDoesn'
t
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryButITol
dY-
I
nam: JeahIKnowIt
'sJustThatICoul
dn'
t
Rest
rainMyFeeli
ngsForHim AndHeSeemed
SoPr
omi
sin'
Me:
You'
l
lFi
ndYourMrBae
I
nam:
IHopeHe'
sHot
terThanHi
m
Me:TooBadYouCan'
tFi
ndSomeoneHot
ter
ThanMyBro
I
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inkAndGaveInam HerGlassWhi
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Vusi
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ori
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I
nam:
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nam:
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ll
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nTheLoung
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ontOfMeAndOneGuyGotOut
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WrappedTheJacketRoundMyWai st
Me:
AndThen?
Guy:Uhhm ICoul
dn'
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ke
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IPul
l
edTheJacketUpAndLookedAtMyBack
AndShit
!IWasOnMyPeriods.
IFel
tSo
Embarr
assed
Me:
Uhhhm Yho
Guy
:It
'sFi
ne,
Any
wayI
'
m Lut
ho
Me:
Uhhhm ThanksLut
hoI
'
m Esi
hle
Lut
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dn'tLetABeauti
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Li
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Me:
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?
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Hi
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iend:
DudeWeGonnaBeLat
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Lut
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'
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Me:
YourJacket
Lut
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l
YouWhenI
'
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MyNumber
?
Lut
ho:
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nThe
HandsOfFat
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Lutho:
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30YearsFrom Now
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AtLeastShe'
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Lut
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..
LookHer
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CozOfFate076***
***
*
Me:
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Lut
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Me:
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AndWalkedBackHome.VusiAndI
nam Wer
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tchenOrTheLounge,
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kedTo
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I
nam:
AaaahVus-BabyAhh!
OhWow!-
_-
[
05/17,
18:55]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
p
AndDeath2
#S2
#I
NSERT03 �
I
fThat '
sWhatGi rl
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ely
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SweetTal kerAndHear tBreakerHeWasBut
SheWentOnAndFuckedWi t
hHi m.
Vusi Called
I
nam ' Mom' sFut ureDaughterInLaw'Whi ch
WasSt upidItselfCozHeWasFucki ngWi t h
OtherGi rl
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IWentToMyRoom,
Bat
hedAndReadBooks
Fr
om MyLapt
op,
SomeoneKnocked
Me:
ComeI
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Vusi
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lSmi
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esAndThr
ewHi
msel
fOn
MyBed
Me:
Wher
eIsShe?
Vusi:
WentHome.
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sScar
edYouMi
ght
JudgeHer
Me:
Ohh
Vusi
:YouWer
eReal
l
yGonnaJudgeHer
Me:She'
sWayTooDumbForSomeoneHer
Age
Vusi
:Ouch!
Me:
Vusi
WhyAr
eYouDoi
ngThi
sToMyFr
iend?
Vusi
:ILi
keHer
Me:
YouLi
keHer
?
Vusi
:Yes,
IJustLi
keHerForNow
Me:
Wow
Vusi:LosenUpSi
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keI
'
m Fucki
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Me:
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reSoHear
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ess
Vusi
:You'
l
lUnder
standOneDay
Me:
Under
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?
Vusi
:HeyStopKil
l
ingMyVi
be,
IJustChowed
TheBestCooki
eSoI'mI
naGoodMood. Don'
t
FuckI
tUp
Me:
JustGetOut
taMyRoom
Vusi
:JeezYouSer
ious?
Me:
I'
m DeadSer
ious,
Out
!
Vusi
:O-kay(Li
ft
in'
HisHandsUp)El
ethuSai
dI
Shoul
dGi v
eHim YourNumbers
Me:
DIDYOUGI
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Vusi
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Vusi
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:NoIDi
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Me:
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Vusi
:He'
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Me:
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ng?
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il
lYoungToGetYourHear
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Me:
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n'
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Vusi
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Vusi:
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Vusi
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Vusi
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Me:
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Vusi
:Mxm ButPl
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fYouDon'
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ThenIt
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Me:
Fine
HeWalkedOutAndClosedTheDoor,
IClosed
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ngUp,MyEy es
MetWithLut
ho'
sJacket.
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ButKeptOnHesi
tat
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l
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Esi
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NextMeeti
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Me:
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?
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Ohh?
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..
SoWhenWi
l
lYouBeAbl
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ch
YourJacket
?
Lut
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Lut
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Me:
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Lut
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Me:
WhatDoYouWant
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ho:
ADat
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tchu
Me:
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Lut
ho:
Hav
ingaMeal
AtaRest
aur
antThen?
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'sSt
il
laDat
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Lut
ho:
Hav
eIceCr
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terButThat
'sAl
soaDat
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Lut
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'sMyFi
nal
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ce
Me:
HahaOkayFi
neWhen?
Lut
ho:
HowBoutTomor
row?
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'l
lSeeI
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Lut
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..
.SoWhatNameShoul
dISav
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Lut
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ll
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Lut
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ThenYouVer
ti
cal
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engedBbe
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Lut
ho: I
'm GladICanMakeYouLaugh,
Got
ta
Bounce.I
'l
lCallYouWhenI'
mInYour
Neighborhood
Me:
Okay
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chenToStar
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nedMeAnd
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eOl
wethuPlay
ed
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gBr
o?
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WentToPi
ckUpPhi
l
ela
Ol
wet
hu:
IsSheSl
eepi
ngOv
er?
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Yeap
Ol
wethu:
WeHav
eToFi
ndaWayToKi
ckHer
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Owet
hu:
IDon'
tLi
keHer
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Nei
therDoI
Ol
wet
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dVusi
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erI
nam?
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Didn'
tChooseAny
oneButI
nam Br
oke
Thi
ngsOffWit
hHim CozHeWasCheat
ing
Owet
hu:
Vusi
CanBeSoDumbSomet
imes
Ol
wet
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I'
m SoGonnaTel
l
Owet
hu:
AndISoDon'
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e
Vusi
GotInWithPhil
elaWhoWasWear
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testDr
essEvero.O
Phi
l
ela:
Eveni
ngI
nLaws
Me:
..
..
..
..
..
..
Ol
wet
hu:
..
..
..
..
.
Owet
hu:
AreYouLostOrSome'
i
ng?
Phi
l
ela:
Meani
ng?
Owethu:LastTi
meICheckedYouWereJust
Fucki
n'WithMyBrot
herNotMarr
ied
Phi
l
ela:
What
?
Vusi
:Let
'
sGoToMyRoom
Phil
ela:
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dIDoToYourSi
ster
sAnd
Brot
herBbe?
Vusi
:Let
'
sGo
TheyWalkedToVusi
'
sRoom AndLef
tUs
Laughi
ngOurLungsOut
,Vusi
CameBackAl
one
Vusi
:AndWhatWasThatAl
lBout
?
Me:
SeemsLi
keTheTwi
nsDon'
tLi
keYourBi
tch
Vusi
:Owet
hu?
Owet
hu:
IGotNot
hingToSayToYou
Vusi
:St
opI
tGuy
sBef
oreYouRui
nThi
ngsFor
Me
Ol
wet
hu:
YouLef
tInam ForHer
?
Vusi
:IDi
dn'
tLeav
eInam,
SheLef
tMe
Olwethu:
WhateverButYouShoul
d'
veFi
xed
ThingsWithHer
Vusi
:I
'm Wor
kingOnThat
ILookedAtVusi
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ed,
He
Wasn'
tSer
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Vusi
:SoNowThatI'
m GonnaFixThi
ngsWit
h
I
nam AreYouGonnaBehaveAndLovePhi
l
ela?
Owet
hu:
Lov
e,Hel
lNoButBehav
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Vusi
:ThankYou
MyPhoneRang,
I
tWasLut
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*
Cal
lConv
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Me:
Hey
Lut
ho:
YourSt
reet
?
Me:
YouAl
readyHer
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ho:
Yeap
IGav
eHi
m TheName
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
BeTher
eInaFew
Me:
Owky
HeHungUpAndTheWhol
eRoom WasLooki
ng
AtMe
Me:
What
?
Ol
wet
hu:
Final
l
yGotaBoy
fri
end?
Me:
WHAT?
?
Vusi
:DoIKnowHi
m?
Owet
hu:
Final
l
ySomeoneFal
l
sInLov
e
Me:GuysCal
m TheFuckDown,
HeAi
n'
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Boy
fri
end
Vusi
:SoI
t'
saHe?
Me:
Mxm.
..
.Owet
huPl
easeLookAf
terThePot
s
Owet
hu:
WhenAr
eWeGoi
ngToMeetHi
m?
Me:
Voest
ek
IThrewaNapkinAtHer,
WentToTakeLutho's
JacketFrom MyBedr
oom AndWentOut
,ACar
WasPar kedInFr
ontOfTheGat
eSoIGotI n
AndSatOnThePassenger'
sSeat
Me:
Hey
Lut
ho:
HeyBeaut
if
ul
Me:
YouGonnaMakeMeBl
ush
Lut
ho:
YouBl
ushi
n'Al
ready
Me:
StopI
t
Lut
ho:
OkaySor
ry
Me:
ThanksAgai
nForTheJacket
Lut
ho:MyPl
easur
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dTakeYouToMy
HouseSomeTi
meToMeetMyDad
Me:
YourFat
her?
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sSay sIDon'
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RightButIDi
dSomethingGoodAndHelped
YouSoYou' l
lBeMyWi t
nessThatI
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ti
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Me:HahaOkay.
YouAl
mostHadMeFora
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Lutho:HahaYouThoughtBoutSomet
hingEl
se
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!
Me:
Jeap
Lutho:
ThatWoul
dn'
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,Mom
IsGett
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ToHel
pHerRound
Me:
GoAndLookForHerThen
Lut
ho:
IThi
nkIJustFoundHer
Me:
YouKi
ddi
nAy
t?
Lut
ho:
DoYouWantMeTo?
Me:
DudeHowOl
dAr
eYou?
Lut
ho:
HahaOl
dEnoughToTakeaWi
fe
Me:
OnYour30s?
Lut
ho:
DoILookThatOl
d?
Me:youSaidYouOl
dEnoughToTakeaWife
AndTheRightAgeGr
oupForThatI
sThe30s
Lut
ho:
HahaO-
kay
..
..
I'
m 21
Me:
ISee
Lut
ho:
AndYou?
Me:
17
:
vDon'
tKnowWhyILi
edBoutMyAge
Lut
ho:
YouAi
n'
tThatOl
dOrYoungEi
ther
Me:
Meani
ng?
Lutho:
You'
dMakeThePer
fectDaught
erI
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ForMyMom
Me:
DudePl
ease
Lut
ho:
ForReal
Me:
Her
e'sYourJacketAndThankYou,
I
'm Out
ITr
iedToOpenTheDoorButHeLockedEm Al
l
Me:
AndThen?
Lut
ho:
WeAi
n'
tDone
Me:IHopeYouKnowIAi
n'tScar
edOf
Scr
eamingMyLungsOut
Lut
ho:
AndSayWhat
?
Me:
ThatYouDon'
tWantToOpenUpForMe
Lut
ho:
That
'sSoChi
l
dish
Me:
WhatI
sn-
HeSmashedHi
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psOnMi
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O-
W-K-
Yo.
O
[
05/17,
18:56]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
p
AndDeath2
#S2
#I
NSERT04
TheKissWasOut taThi
sWor l
d,Gosh!IJust
HadMyFi rstKi
ss:)I
tWasMyFi r
stTimeAndIt
FeltSoDamnGood!Lut hoWasTakingHi s
TimeAndHi sLipsWereSoSof tAnd
Awesomel yCol
dAgainstMine.HeBrokeThe
KissAndThenPeckedMyLi psAndLookedAt
Me,Smil
ing.
Me:
Uhhhm ISho-IShoul
dGetGoi
ng
Lut
ho:
WhoSai
dWeWer
eDone?
Me:
What
??
Lut
ho:
YourLi
psAr
eIr
resi
stabl
e
Me:
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
CanI
?
HeGr abbedMyCheekAndBr oughtMeCloser
ToHisFaceAgai n,
HePi nnedHi sLi
psOnMi ne
AndWeKi ssedAgain.ThisTimeRoundICoul d
FeelButterfli
esFlappi
nI nMySt omachAnd
Dancing,
ISwearLut hoWasTheBestKi sser
EvenThoughHeWasTheFi rstGuyIKissed.We
BrokeTheKi ssAndJustLookedAtEachOt her
ButIKeptLooki nDown,IDon'tKnowWhyButI
JustCoul dn'tLookAtHi m
Lut
ho:
Am IUgl
y?
Me:
No!Why
?
Lut
ho:
YouAi
n'
tLooki
nAtMe
Me:
IJustCan'
t
HeChuckl
edAndKissedMyCheekThen
Unl
ockedTheDoor
s
Lut
ho:
Don'
tWantYourMot
herToBeatYour
AssUp
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unatel
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tBeatMeUp
AndSheAin'
tRound
Lutho:
Meani
ngICanTakeYouToMyHouse
Then
Me:
NO!
Lut
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JustKi
ddi
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Me:
Night
HePeckedMyLi
psOneMor
eTi
meThenIWent
Out
Lut
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l
lGoWhenISeeYouGoI
nsi
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House!(
Shout
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Me:
DudeYouCr
azy
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Fi
nallyDroveAway .ILeanedOnTheDoorAnd
JustHadFl ashbacksOfTheSweet,Awesome
KissesIJustHad
Vusi
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Me:
Mxm
Vusi:
He'
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CarButIHopeHe
Ai
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Me:
Real
l
y??
Vusi
:IDon'
tWant
chuOpeningYourLegsFor
SomeFuckedUpGrandpa
Me:
Wow
Vusi
:Any
wayHowOl
dIsHe?
Me:YouDon'tWantMeAski
ngYouQuest
ions
BoutYourBusi
nessSoDon'
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monLi
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Vusi
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fect
.What
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lyCan'
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Vusi
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Vusi
:What
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Vusi
!
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:JustWantToKnowSi
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Fi
ndOut
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:NowYouLi
keThat
?
Me:
...
..
..
..
.
Vusi
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tAi
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Me:IDon'
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m Tr
ynaSaveYouOneHere
Me:
Mxm
IWentToTheKi
tchenAndFoundOwet
hu
Al
readyDi
shi
ngUp
Me:
YouTheBestTheBestTheBest
Owet
hu:
YouOweMe
Me:
WhatDoYpuWant
?
Owethu:
All
TheJuicyNewsAndYouHaveTo
TakeMeOutForSomeIceCream Tomor
row
Me:
Fai
rEnough
Owet
hu:
IsHeHot
?
Me:
YouTooYoungForThat
Owet
hu:
C'monSi
s
Me:
OkayHe'
sH.
O.T
Owet
hu:
KeepHi
m
Me:
HahaWhat
?
Owet
hu:WhenIGetABoy
fri
end,
IWantaHot
OneNotSomeoneUgl
yAsOlwet
hu
Olwet
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ckYourAss
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ll
HaveAnAwesomeDay
Owet
hu:
IHopeYouKnowThatMom AndDa-
Me:OwkyOwkySt
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nThi
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HouseI
ntoSomeMadHouse
Owet
huAndOl
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WeWer
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ki
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elaJoinedUsBut
GuessWhat ?Owet huDidn'tDishUpForPhi l
ela.
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hHi sArmsFol dedAndLooked
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..
..
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EachOtherWellI'
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r-
TheLi
neWentDead
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?
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Me:
TheFuckDoYouWant
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:Mor
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l
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veMeThoseSani
tar
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wet
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Owet
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reEat
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WHAT?
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wet
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Bei
ngForReal
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yHateMyBro
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SoWher
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hu:
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wethu:
SheWalkedFunnyWhenSheWas
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ki
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'
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war
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ki
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WhoYouTal
ki
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wet
hu:
Who'
sAski
n'
?
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ISwearMyRealTwinBrot
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tal
.Mom AndDad
Shoul
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..
..
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meI
sIt
?
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nam:
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Me:CRAP!Lut
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.
VusiWalkedMeOutAndBoom!El
ethuWas
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ingTheGat
e
FUCKMESI
DEWAYS!
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FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
p
AndDeath2
#S2
#I
NSERT06
Lut
hoRol
l
edDownHi
sWi
ndowAndWhi
stl
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m,Elet
huTur
nedAnd
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NextToVusiAndI
Vusi
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meICheckedWeWeren'
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ing
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ngAmnesi
aOrSome'ing?
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ethu:
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m Taki
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ster
Out,
AnywayWho'
sThatDudeInThatCar?
Vusi
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ethu:
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DateWit
hHerAin'
tGonnaTakePlace
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ethu:
Uhhm SoYouGoi
ngOutWi
thThatDude?
Me:
..
..
..
.
Vusi:
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sGoi
ngOutWi
thHi
m,Let
'
sGet
I
nsideDude
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ethuThenWal
kedToLut
ho'sCar
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art
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CarAndDroveAway
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ho:
YouTookYourTi
meMam
Me:
I'
m AGi
rlIHadTo
Lut
ho:
ISee.
..
.SoWasThatYourBr
other
?
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YeapAndHi
sFr
iend
Lut
ho:IShoul
dMeetUpWi
thMyBr
oInLaw
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Lut
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owl
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WhenI'
veAl
readyMetMyMr
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..
..
..
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Lut
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Me:
CozOfYou
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st?ToThe
BeachOrGr
abSome'
ingToEatFi
rst
?
Me:
YouChoose
Lut
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l
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ho:
Yeap.
..
.SoTel
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adeYou
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Me:
Grade11
Lut
ho:
You'
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WhoSai
dIWantToBecomeaDoct
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ThenWat
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ll
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kForDad'sCompany
CozMyBr ot
herAndIOwnLike20%EachOf
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tWantToSeeYourAss
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ngToastedByMyFather
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ho:
ISee
Me:
SoWat
chuDoi
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udy
ingOrWor
king?
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Bot
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Me:
WhatKi
ndaWor
kAndSt
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They'll
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tSeemsLikeYouAndYourDadDon'
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WhatHappened?
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Li
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eToo
Me:
ThenWeSor
ted
HePar kedInFrontOfThisFastFood
RastaurantSi
tuatedNextToTheBeach.
We
BothGotOutAtTheSameTi me
Lut
ho:
IWasSupposedToOpenTheDoorFor
You
Me:
MyBad
WeBot hLaughedThenWentBackToThe
Car,
LuthoTookOffHisJacketFir
stExposi
ng
HisMuscledHotArmsThenWentOutAnd
CameToOpenTheDoorForMeAndTookMe
ByMyHandButKi ssedItFi
rstBeforePul
li
ng
MeOut taTheCar.
HeLockedI tThenWe
WalkedIntoTheRest
aurant,
HandI nHand.
WeSatDownThenaWai
tr
essCameWi
thThe
Menus
Waitr
ess:WhatCanIGetForYouAndYourLi
l
Si
sterForNowWhileYouLookThroughYour
Menus?
W.
T.F?
? :
vDi
dILookThatYoungOrWas
TheBi
tchTr
yin'
HerLuck?
Lut
ho:Uhhm BabyWhatDoYouWant
?They
MakeTheBestKrusher
sInTown
Me:Uhhhm I
'
llJustHav
eASt
rawber
ryKr
usher
ThankYou
Lut
ho:
ThenMakeItTwo,
MeAndMyWi f
eWe'
l
l
Bot
hHaveThoseSt
rawber
ryKr
usher
s
Wai
tr
ess:
Uhhhm OkaySi
r
ICouldSeeTheEmbar
rassmentRi
ghtThr
ough
Her,
SheWalkedAwayAndLuthoAndIBoth
Laughed
Me:
YourWi
fe?YouMov
eOnTooQui
ckMi
ster
Lut
ho:SheJustCal
ledYouMyLi
lSi
sterSo
WantedHerToKnowWhatYouAreIncaseShe
HadOtherThought
s
Me:
Mhmhmhm
OurKr
ushersCameWhil
eWeWait
edForOur
Hamburger
sAndFri
es.
WeTal
kedBout
AnythingAndEv eryt
hing,
Lut
hoToldMeHi s
Surname( Zi
zwe)AndThatHeHadaLi lSi
s(5
YearsOl d)AndHeSeemedSoFondOfHer. I
Couldn'tWaitToMeetHerCozSheSounded
Li
keaSweetI nnocentSoul.
HeTalkedBoutHis
Mot herButNotBoutHi sFatherWhichGotMe
Wonder ingButIBrushedThatFeeli
ngAway .
OurMealFi
nall
yCameThenWeStar
tedDi
gging
I
n,Lut
hoJustKeptGl
anci
ngAtMeAndSmil
ing
Me:
What
?
Lutho:YouReall
yDiff
erentFr
om Al
lTheGir
ls
I'
veGoneOutWi th,
YouFullOfLi
fe,
YouAi
n't
Shy,YouLoveFoodLikeMeAndYouDon' tCar
e
Whet herYouOnADat eOrNotYouJustEat
LikeIAin'
tEvenHere
Me:
..
..
..
.:)
Lut
ho:
I'
m GonnaLov
eHav
ingYouI
nMyLi
fe
Me:
DudeYouMaki
n'MeBl
ush
ITookaFr
yAndThr
ewI
tAtHi
m,HePi
ckedI
t
UpAndThr ewItBackAtMe.ITookTwoFri
es
AndThrewThem AtHi m,
HeTookHi sWhol
e
Plat
eAndThr ewItAtMe.Peopl
eWereLooki
n'
AtUsButWeJustDi dn'
tMindThem AndJust
Laughed.
TheWai
tr
essCameBackToUs
Wai
tr
ess:
IsEv
ery
thi
ngOkay
?
Lut
ho:
Err
thi
ngI
sPer
fect
Wait
ress:
Uhhhm Si
rOurManagerWon'
tLi
ke
Thi
s
Lut
ho:
Uhhm Sor
ry,
I
'l
lJustPayForTheDamage
WeCaused
HeTookOutHi sWall
etAndPaid,
WeTookOur
Kr
ushersAndWentBackToTheCar .
ITookOf f
MySandals,
LuthoTookOffHisSneakersThen
WeWentToWal kOnTheSandAndJust
WatchedTheWav es.
Lut
hoPickedMeUpAnd
Hel
dMeTi ghtl
yThenRanIntoTheWat erWith
Me
Me:
LUUULUULUTHO!
!MARN!
Lut
ho:
TheWat
erI
sGr
eat
Me:
IDon'
tHav
eCl
othesToChangeI
ntoDude
Lut
ho:
Nei
therDoI
Me:
DudeYouI
nsane
Lut
ho:
CozI
'
m Wi
tchu
IEndedUpEnjoyi
ngTheWaterAndWeJust
Play
edInTheWat er
,ACamer
aGuyCameToUs
AndWeTookPi ctur
esThenWentBackToThe
CarSoThatLuthoCoul
dPayHim.WeDivided
ThePhotosI
nbetweenUsThenLuthoDroveMe
BackHomeWetAsIWas
Me:
YouSpentSoMuchMoneyOnMe
Lutho:
ThatWasNot
hingCompar
edToWhat
I'
veSpentOnTheGi
rl
sI'
veGoneOutWi
th
Me:
NextTi
meWeShoul
dPayHal
f-
hal
f
Lut
ho:ThatWi
llNev
erHappen,
I
'm TheMan,
I
HaveToProvi
de.
Me:
YouSoAnci
entMi
nded
Lut
ho:
That
'sHowIWasRai
sed
HeTookAnot
herRout
eNotOneThatLeadsTo
MyHouse
Me:
AndThen?
Lut
ho:IHav
eSomewher
eToGoFi
rstThenI
'
ll
Dri
veYouHome
Me:
IHopeYouAi n'
tPut
ti
ngYourKi
dnappi
ng
MePlanI
ntoAct
ion
Lut
ho:
HahaThatWoul
dn'
tBeABadI
deaEi
ther
IHitHi
m Playf
ull
y,
IPl
ayedMusicAndSang
AlongOnSongsIKnew.HeParkedInFr
ontOf
ThisBeaut
iful
House
Lut
ho:
WantToGoI
nWi
thMe?
Me:
Uhhhm Okay
HeGotOutt
aTheCarAndPressedSome
Butt
onOnTheGateAndItOpenedThenCame
BackToTheCar
.HeDrov
eUsI nAndWeWent
I
nWhileIWalkedBehi
ndHim,
TheHouseWas
SoBeaut
if
ulYho.WeFoundTwoGuysPl
ayi
ng
Vi
deoGamesI nTheLounge(
ThoseHeWas
Wit
hInTheCarTheDayWeMet )
Guy
1:MyNi
kka
Lut
ho:
HeyGent
s..
..
Wher
e'sAnga?
Guy2:
WentToSpl ash.
..
.IDi
dn'
tKnowThatYou
AndThisHotThangHadaThi ngGoi
n'On
Lut
ho:YouDidn'tHaveToDude.
...
BabeThisIs
Thabang(
Guy 2)AndThatOneIsSiyamthanda
ButYouCanJustCal l
Him Si
ya(Guy1)And
GentsThi
sIsEsihle
Si
ya:
She'
sCut
e
Thabang:
AndShe'
sPr
ett
y
Guy3:(Wal
ki
n'DownTheStai
rs)LastTi
meI
CheckedOnlyGi
rl
sWereSupposedToBeWet
AndNotLit
eral
ly
Lut
ho:
FuckYouAnga
Guy
3:SoThi
sIsTheAf
ri
canQueenYouTol
d
MeBout
?
Lut
ho:
Yeap,
BabeThi
sIsAnga
Me:
NiceToKnowYouAnga
HeCameToMeAndKi
ssedMyHand
Anga:
SameHer
eYourMaj
est
y
Lut
ho:
HeyLetGoNowBef
oreYouFal
lForHer
Anga:
She'
sQui
etACat
ch
Si
ya:
She'
sAnEy
eFeederDude
Thabang:LuuBr
oBasopTheseTwoAr
e
Complimenti
ngWayTooMuch
Lut
ho:
TheyJustCompl
i
ment
ingThatIKnow
WeAl
lSatDown
Lut
ho:
INeedTheUpdat
es
Anga:
Uhhm WeShoul
dGoToMySt
udy
AGuyGotI
nBr
eat
hingHeav
il
y
Guy
:TheyKi
l
ledEl
i
aAndNowTheyThr
ewA
DeadRatI
ntoTheYar
d
Anga:
SomePeopl
eJustCal
lDeat
hUpon
Themsel
ves
Lut
ho:
Guy
s!(
Poi
nti
ngAtMeWi
thHi
sHead)
Guy
:OhhhShi
t!Di
dn'
tKnowWeHadaGuest
TheFuckI
sGoi
ngOn?
?o.
O
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THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
p
AndDeath2
#S2
#I
NSERT07
#Cr
op_
Top
AngaGotUpAndWalkedUpTheSt
air
s
Fol
lowedByTheGuyWhoJustWal
kedIn.
Lut
ho
GotUpAndLookedAtMe
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
BeBackAy
tNowBbe
Me:
O-W-
K-Y
HeFol
l
owedAngaAndTheOt
herDude,
Leav
ing
MeWi
thSi
yaAndThabang
Si
ya:
Uhhhm SoWoul
dYouLi
keI
ceCr
eam?
Me:
NoThankYou
Thabang:ThatDayWeMetYouAtTheMal
l,
I
Didn'
tThi
nkMyNi kkaWoul
dCatch
Feeli
ngs,
YouSeemedWayToYoungBackThen
ButNowISeeYoungI sTheWayToGoNow
Me:
Oh?
Si
ya:
IHopeYouWon'
tBr
eakOurNi
kka'
sHear
t
Me:DudeI
'
m TheGi r
lAndHe'sTheGuy
,Guy
s
DoTheHeart
breaki
n'NotUs
Thabang:
That'
sNotTr
ueAndSi
yaI
saLi
vi
ng
ExampleOfThat
Me:
HahaOh?WhatHappened?
Si
ya:
YouSuck(
Looki
n'AtThabang)
Thabang:FewMonthsAgoHisMai
nChi
ck
CheatedOnHim Wit
hSomeoneWeDon'
tReal
l
y
GetAlongWithAndItWasSoDamnHar
dFor
Hi
m ToMov
eOn,
TheDudeEv
enCr
ied
Me:
HahaYouCr
ied?(
Looki
n'AtSi
ya)
Si
ya:
IWasn'
tCr
yin'
,
Somet
hingGotI
ntoMyEy
es
Thabang:CozYourBi
tchCheat
edOnYouThen
YouCried
Si
ya:
FuckYouThabangBr
o
Thabang:
SoHowOl
dAr
eYou?
Me:
17
Si
ya:
LuuNowI
sTappi
n'TheGood,
FreshSt
uff
Me:
Tappi
n'
?o.
O
Si
ya:
IfHeHasn'
tThenHeWi
l
l
JustThenLut
ho,
AngaAndTheOt
herGuyCame
Back.
Lut
ho:
Let
'sGoBbe
Si
ya:
YouShoul
dBr
ingHer'
roundMor
eOf
ten
Lut
ho:
SoThatYou'
dTr
yYourLuck?NoThank
You
TheyAl
lFi
stBumpedThenAngaWal
kedUsOut
Anga:
SoWeWillBeSeei
ngYourFaceRound
HereMor
eOf
ten?(Looki
n'AtMe)
Me:
Me?
Anga:
Yeap
Me:
Uhhhm May
be
Lut
ho:
She'
sSt
il
lInHighSchool
SoSheWon'
t
BeAbl
eToCome'round
Anga:
IMeanDur
ingTheHol
i
day
s
Me:Uhhhm JeahI
fYouWantMe'
roundThenI
'
ll
Def
ini
tel
yCome
LuthoJustKeptQuietAndLookedAtUs,
WeGot
InTheCarThenAngaWentToSt andNextTo
TheDriver
'sWindow
Amga:
How'
sTheTai
maTr
eat
in'
YouNow?
Lutho:
WeHaven'
tTal
kedForWeeksNow,
That
Bit
chGotMoodsLi
keHe'sPr
egnantOr
Some'i
ng
Anga:
AndHow'
sMamzo?
Lut
ho:SheSti
ll
Cal
l
sMeAndWeMeetUp
MaybeOnceOrTwiceI
naWeekButDad
Doesn'
tKnow
Anga:
He'
l
lCome'
round
Lut
ho:
Tal
kOfNev
er
Anga:
TakeI
tLi
keAManBr
o(LooksAtMe)By
e
Sweet
ie
Me:
Bye
Lut
hoPutOnHisSeatBeltThenStar
tedThe
Car
,WeWereBothQuietTil
lIDeci
dedToBreak
TheIce
Me:
WhatI
sGoi
ngOnLut
ho?
Lut
ho:
ILov
eYouAndYouLov
eMeThatI
s
WhatI
sGoi
ngOn
Me:
IAi
n'
tTal
ki
nBoutThat
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
..
..
Me:
WhatHappenedBet
weenYouAndYour
Fat
her
?WhoI sEl
ia?AndWhoTheHel
lThr
ewA
DeadRatI
ntoAnga'
sApar
tment
?
Lut
ho:
GetOut
taTher
e
Me:
SoYouAi
n'
tGonnaAnswerMe?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
..
.
Me:
ISee
Lut
ho:WeHadAGoodTi
meTodayPl
ease
Don'
tRui
nThat
Me:
..
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho:C'
monBabeNowYouGonLetSome'
i
ng
ThatSt
upi
dGetI
nbetweenUs?
Me:I
fIt
'sThatStupi
dThenWhyDon'
tYouWant
ToTal
kBoutIt?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
..
.
WeBot hWentQuiet
,NoOneTal
kedToThe
Other.
WeArri
vedAtMyCribThenLut
ho
Parked,
HeLookedAtMeAndSmi l
ed
Lut
ho:
YouDon'
tLookPr
ett
yWhenYouMad
Bbe
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
BabeC'
mon
Me:
..
..
..
..
..
HeJustGrabbedMeByMyCheekAndKi ssed
TheLi
vingDayli
ght
sOuttaMe,IKi
ssedHim
BackAndWeEndedUpHav i
ngaPassionate
LongKi
ss.HeBrokeItAndPeckedMyLips
Lut
ho:
NowTher
e'sMyBabe
Me:
I'
m St
il
lMadAt
chu
Lut
ho:
WantAnot
herKi
ss?
Me:
I'
ll
Pass
WeHadABr i
efKissThenIGotOutAndWalked
I
ntoTheHouse.
IFoundElet
huAndVusiPl
aying
Vi
deoGames
Me:
HeyGuy
s
Vusi
:IWantAl
lTheDet
ail
s
El
ethu:
IShoul
dGetGoi
ng
Me:
IJustAr
ri
ved
Vusi
:LetHi
m Be
El
ethuGotUpAndLef
tJustThenMom And
DadGotIn
Me:
HeyPar
ent
s
Vusi
:YouBack
Dad:
AndYouAi
n'
tHappyVusi
,
ThatIKnow
Mom:
HeyBabi
es
Olwet
huAndOwet huCameRunni
ngAnd
HuggedThem,TheySatDownAndWeAsked
Them BoutThei
rTri
pButDadDi
dn'
tLookAtMe
MoreOften,
IKnewHeWasMadOrSome' i
ng.
Owethu,
Mom AndIWentToTheKi t
chenAnd
Star
tedPrepar
ingForSuperWhi
l
eMom ToldUs
BoutTheBeautif
ulPl
aceTheyWentTo
Owet
hu:YourBoy
fri
endShoul
dTakeYouTher
e
Bi
gSis
Mom:
..
..
..
..
Me:
Owet
huShush
Owet
hu:
Sor
ry
WeFinishedCookingThenDishedUpAndTook
ThePlatesToTheDi ni
ngTable,
IPr
ayedTheN
WeStartedDiggi
ngIn.
Olwet
hu:WeThoughtYouWer
en'
tGonnaBe
BackToday
Mom:
SoThatYouCanMakeMyHouseAZoo?
Owethu:WeDon'tDoThatMom ExceptVusi
,
He
BroughtPhi
l
elaHereThenTheFol
lowingDay
CameWi thI
nam
DadHitTheTabl
eWi
thaFi
stAndWeWer
eAl
l
Fr
ight
ened
Dad: VusiThisI
sMyHouseAndYouWon' tDo
Any t
hingYouLikeInMyHouse!AndYou
Esihl
e,Neighbor
sHaveBeenCalli
ngYouMom
AndISay ingThereAr
eCarsPicki
ngYouUpAt
Night!IsThatTheWayIRai
sedYou?
Vusi
:Uhhhm O-
W-K-
YI'
l
lBeI
nMyRoom
HeTookHi
sPl
ateAndLef
t
Mom:
IJustLostMyAppet
it
e
Dad:
Pumpki
nWai
t
Mom: DoYouReall
yHav
eToTakeOutYour
AngerOnTheKids?
Dad:
Sor
ry
Mom:
YouUnbel
i
evabl
e
Dad:WHATDOYOUWANTMETODOHUH?
HOW SHOULDIBEHAVEWHENYOUGONNA
DIVORCEME??
THEFUCK?
?:'
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[
05/17,
19:02]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
p
AndDeath2
#S2
#I
NSERT08
WeWer
eAl
lSt
unnedHeckWeWer
eShocked
AndSur
pri
sed
Me:
WHAT?
?
Ol
wet
hu:
YouJoki
n'Ri
ght
?
Owet
hu:
THEWHAT?
?
Vusi
:THEFUCKDIDDADJUSTSAY?(
wal
ki
n'
downthest
air
s)
Mom:
I'
ll
BeI
nTheBedr
oom
Dad:
..
..
..
..
..
Vusi
:YouKi
ddi
n'Ay
t?
Mom:
IDon'
tWannaTal
kBoutThi
s
Me:Mom YouAndDadAr eGet ti
ngADiv
orce
AndYouDon'tWannaTalkBoutThis?
?What
BoutUs?HaveYouTwoThoughtBoutWhatWE
Want??YourMar
ri
ageAin'tBoutTheTwoOf
YouAnymore,
YouHaveFourKi dsToThi
nk
Bout!
!
Mom:DON'
TYOUDARERAISEYOURVOICE
WHENTALKI
N'TOME,
I
'M STI
LLOLDERTHAN
YOU
Me:
IHat
eYou,
IHat
eBot
hOfYou
IGotUpAndRanToMyRoom,
Someone
Knocked
Me:
GoAway
Dad:
Pri
ncessPl
easeOpenUp,
I
t'
sMeDaddy
Me:IDon'
tWannaTal
kToYouToo.
IHat
eBot
h
OfYou
IWasCr y
ingMyLungsOutOnMyBed, IReall
y
Didn'
tWantMyPar ent
sToGetDi v
orced.ILoved
BothOfThem Equall
y,
IDidn'
tWantToChoose
BetweenThem BecauseIfTheyDi
vorcedWe'd
HaveToChooseWhoWeWannaLi veWi thAnd
ThatWouldBeFuckedUpCozWeLov edBoth
OfThem Equal
ly,
TheyRaisedUsWith
Love,
TheyWereOurPar ent
s.
Dad:
CanWeTal
k?
Me:YouBot
hWantThi
sDon'
tYou?What
's
Ther
eToTalkBout
?
Dad:
BabyOpenUpPl
ease
Me:
JustGoAwayDad!
Dad:IHopeYouKnowIAin'tScar
edOfKi
cki
n'
Thi
sDoorDown,IBoughtI
tAfterAl
l
IGotUpAndWentToOpenUpForHi
m,He
HuggedTheLi
vi
n'Hel
lOut
taMe
Dad:
I'
m SoSor
ryPr
incess
Me:WhatHappenedDad?YouAndMom
SeemedSoMuchI nLov
e,YouNev
erFought
Dad:That
'sBecauseWeDi
dn'
tWantYouTo
SeeThat
Me:
YouLov
eMom Don'
tYou?
Dad:
Wit
hAl
lOfMyHear
t
Me:
ThenDon'
tSi
gnThosePaper
s
Dad:
ItAi
n'
tThatEasyBaby
Me:
DaddyWhatHappened?
Dad:
MeAndYourMom Don'
tSeeEy
eToEy
e
Any
mor
e
Me:
WHATDOESTHATMEAN?
Dad:Cal
m DownBaby,I
tJustMeansThatOur
Marr
iageAi
n'tWor
kingAnymore
Me:
ThenMakeI
tWor
k!
Dad:
ItAi
n'
tThatEasy
Me:PLEASEDADPLEASEDON'
TTAKEOUR
HAPPINESSAWAY!
Dad:
YourMom Want
sThi
s
Me:
FuckWhatMom Wants,
WhatBoutWhat
WeWant?WhatBoutTheHappyFami
lyWeAre?
Dad:
OneDayYou'
l
lUnder
stand
Me:UNDERSTANDWHAT?THATMYMOM
ANDMYDADDI VORCEDANDNEVERTOLDUS
WHY??SOWHOAREWEGOI NGTOLIVEWITH?
Dad:
You'
l
lChoose
Me:
..
..
..
..:
'
(
Dad:
I'
m Sor
ryBaby
HeKi
ssedMyFor
eheadAndWal
kedOut
Me:
Daddy
Dad:
YesPr
incess
Me:
ILov
eYou
Dad:
ILov
eYouTooMyLov
e
HeWalkedOut,
VusiBumpedI
ntoHim OnHis
WayIntoMyRoom.HeJustHi
tHim ByThe
Shoul
derAndPassed
Dad:
Vusi
List
e-
Vusi
:JustSav
eItForSomeoneWhoCar
esCoz
IDon'
t
Dad:
IKnowYouAngr
yAy
tNowB-
Vusi
:BUTWHATDAD?WHAT?MOM HASBEEN
NOTHINGBUTAGOODWIFETOYOU, SHE
LOVEDMELIKEHEROWN,
RAISED
ME,WARMEDUPYOURDAMNFAMI LY,MADE
SUREYOU'
REAMANAMONGSTOTHER
MAN,MADEYOULOOKGOOD, WASHEDFOR
YOU,COOKEDFORYOU,
GAVEYOU
EVERYTHINGYOUNEEDEDBUTYOUSTILLGO
OUTTHEREANDSLEEPWI THOTHERWOMEN!
Me:
WHOAWHAT?
?
Vusi
:Di
dn'
tYourPr
eci
ousDaddyTel
lYouThat
HeCheat
edOnMom?
Me:
DadI
sThi
sTr
ue?
?:'
(
Dad:
ItWasaMi
stakeBaby
.ILOVEYOURMOM
OKAY?!
Vusi
:ThenYouDef
ini
tel
yDon'
tKnowHowTo
ShowIt
.
Dad:
Vusi
YourMot
herAi
n'
taSai
ntHer
sel
f
Vusi
:WowNowYouTr
ynaPi
nAl
lYourSi
nsTo
Mom
Dad:
You'
l
lNev
erUnder
stand
Wi
thThatSai
d,
HeLef
t.
VusiThr
ewHimsel
fOn
MyBedAndCover
edHisFaceWit
hHisHands
Me:
WhatDi
dMom SayToYou?
Vusi
:ThatMusaMor
enaCheat
edOnHerWi
th
SomeColleague
Me:
What
??
Vusi
:Yes
Me:
NoWonderYouLi
keThi
s
Vusi
:IAi
n'
tMar
ri
ed
Me:
ButSt
il
lYouFuckRound
Vusi
:DadIsOl
dEnoughToGoRoundFucki
n'
Ever
yBit
chHeMeets
Me:
DadSay
sMom Cheat
edToo
Vusi
:Mom Woul
dNev
erDoThat
Me:IAl
soThoughtDadWasDoneWi
thThat
Li
feToo.
Let
'sGoAndTalkToBot
hOfThem
Vusi
:TheyJustGonnaLi
eToUsSoWhat
'sThe
Use?
Me:
AtLeastWe'
l
lSayWeTr
ied
Vusi
:JustLetThem Fi
xThei
rMar
ri
ageOnThei
r
Own
Me:
VUSI
!!
Vusi
:OkayFi
ne
HeGotUpFrom TheBedAndWeWalkedTo
TheRent
s'Room.WeStoodBef
oreWeCoul
d
Knock
Mom:That'
sWhyIWantUsToDi
vor
ce,
We'
re
Tox
icForEachOt
herMusa
Dad:
Pumpki
nTheKi
dsAr
eHur
ti
ng
Mom:
IKnowButThi
sIsTheBestOpt
ion
Dad:
Hav
eYouThoughtBoutWhatIWant
?
Mom:
MusaThi
sAi
n'
tWor
kin'
Dad:IAskedYou,
Hav
eYouThoughtBoutWhat
IWant?
Mom:
..
..
..
..
Dad:
IThoughtSoToo
Mom:
WhatAr
eWeGonnaTel
lTheKi
ds?
Dad:YouTheOneWhoCameUpWi t
hThe
Divor
cePlanSoYouComeUpWi thWhat ever
YouGonnaTellThem.YouDidn'
tTellVusi
Every
thi
ngAndNowHeThi nksI
'm TheOnly
OneWhoFuckedUpI nThis,I
fYouDon'tTell
Them TheWholeTrut
h,IWil
l.
Mom:MusaYouPushedMeI
ntoCheat
ingOn
You
Vusi
LookedAtMe
Me:
Thei
rMar
ri
ageI
sReal
l
yFuckedUp
Vusi
:ICan'
tBel
i
eveThi
s
Ther
eWasSomeSi
l
enceForAWhi
l
e
Mom: MusaILoveYouWithEveryInchOfEver
y
Cel
lInMyBodyButOurMar r
iageIsJustNot
Worki
ng.
IThoughtTheVacati
onWasGonna
Bri
ngUsCloserAgai
nButItJustMadeMat t
ers
Worse
Dad:
We'
veAl
way
sWor
kedOnOurMar
ri
age
WhatI
sSoDi
ff
erentThi
sTi
meAr
ound?
Mom: BecauseI
'
m TheOneWhoFuckedUp,
I
PushedYouAwayIntoThatWoman'
sArms
Dad:LookWhatIDi
dWasWr
ongToo,
I
t'
sNot
YourFaul
t
Mom:
ItI
sMusa,
I
tIs
Dad:
ComeHer
e
Mom WasSt ar
ti
ngToCry ,
Ther
eWasSome
Si
lenceForAWhi l
e,
TheNextThingThereWer
e
MoansAndGr oansComingFrom Thei
rRoom.O
-
W- K-
Y:vItWasOurCueToLeav e
Vusi
:IGuessTheyDon'
tNeedOurHel
p
Anymore
Me:TheyBot
hLov
eEachOt
her,
IDon'
tEv
en
KnowWhyTheyWant
edaDivor
ce
Vusi
:YourPar
ent
sAr
eJustFul
lOfDr
ama
Me:
TheyAr
eYour
sTooDuhhh!
IWentToMyRoom AndVusi
WentToTal
k
Wit
hTheTwi
ns.
IGotToMyRoom AndCal
l
ed
Lut
ho
°
Cal
lConv
o°
Lut
ho:
MyBabe
Me:
Hey
Lut
ho:
YouOkay
?YouSoundSoDown
Me:
Fami
l
yIssues
Lut
ho:
WannaTal
kBoutI
t?
Me:
Mom Want
edToDi
vor
ceDad
Lut
ho:
Ouch!
Me:
Yeap
Lut
ho:
Sor
rySugarBoom Boom
Me:
HahaTheFuck?
Lutho:
WantedToPutaSmi
l
eOnThatPr
ett
y
FaceOfYours
Me:
AndYouReal
l
yDi
dThankYouMyRemedy
Lut
ho:
I'
m Gl
adIDi
d,
LookIHav
eaRepor
tTo
Wr
it
eSoGoodNi
ght
Me:
NightLov
eYou!
Lut
ho:
AndILov
eYouWayMor
e
Me:
Mxm
Lut
ho:
ByeBbe
HeHungUpThenITr i
edToDri
ftAwayTo
Sl
eep.TheFol
lowi
ngDayIWokeUpAndWent
ToWashMyFaceAndRi nsedMyMouth,
I
FoundDadAndMom MakingBreakf
ast
Toget
herInTheKit
chen
Me:
Mor
ningLov
eBi
rds
Dad:
Mor
ningPr
incess
Vusi
:IGuessThisMeansTheDi
vor
ceProcess
Won'
tBeContinuing(
Ent
eri
ngTheKi
tchen)
Mom:
Unf
ort
unat
elyNo
Me:
Meani
ng?
Vusi
:What
?
Dad:YourMom AndIDeci
dedToBeFr
iends
ForYou
Vusi
:Fr
iendsWi
thBenef
it
sIGuess
Mom:JustKi
ddi
n'We'
l
lTryToWorkOnOur
Mar
ri
ageForUsAndForYouTooGuys
WeMadeBr eakfastToget
herAndThenWent
ToTheDi
ningTabl eToEat.Uncl
eBongaGotI
n
Wit
hHisFami l
y
Mom:OurGr
ocer
yIsWayTooSmal
lForTwo
Fami
l
ies
Uncl
eBonga:
MusaOwns70%OfOur
Company,
He'
sRi
chAsFuck
AuntAmi
sh:
Mor
ningFami
l
y
Us:
HeyAunt
y
TheyJoi nedUsForBreakf
astAndWeAte
Together,Mom AndAuntAmishWashedThe
DishesSoIJustWentToTakeaShowerAnd
Chil
ledWi thDadAndUncleBongaI
nThe
Garden.LuthoCal
ledMe
°
Cal
lConv
o°
Me:
SugarBoom Boom
Lutho:
HahaThat
'sYourNameNotMi
ne,
How
AreYouToday
?
Me:
I'
m GoodAndYou?
Lut
ho:I
'
m GoodToo,
AreYouFree?IHav
e
Somewher
eThatIWannaTakeYou
Me:
Uhhm Let
'sMeetAtTheMal
l
Lut
ho:
OkayThenBbeBy
e
HeHungUp,IAskedForTheCabMoneyFr om
DadAndSaidIWasGoi ngToMeetUpI nam.
I
TookACabToTheMal lAndLuthoPickedMe
Up,
HeDroveUsToThi sBeauti
fulHouseNot
TooDi
ff
erentFrom Anga'
s.
Me:
IsThi
sYourHouse?
Lut
ho:
OurHouse
Me:
HahaOh?
Hi
m:Yeap
WeGotInsi
deTheHouseAndDamnItSeemed
Li
keItWasOwnedByaWoman.Lut
hoPutHis
KeysOnTheTabl
eAndTurnedOnTheT.V
Lut
ho:
SoWhatDoYouWannaHav
e?
Me:
DoYouHav
eIceCr
eam?
Lut
ho:
Heap,
Fol
l
owMe
WeWalkedToTheKitchen,
HePickedMeUp
AndPutMeOnTheCount erThenTookOutThe
I
ceCream Fr
om TheFri
dge,
TookTwoSpoons
AndGaveMeOne.
WeDugI nWhil
eHeSt oodInbetweenMy
Legs.WhenIHadEnough,HePutItBackAnd
PickedMeUpThenWal kedUpTheSt ai
rsWit
h
Me. WeGotToThi
sBig,Beaut
if
ulBedroom
Me:
IsThi
sYourBedr
oom?
Lut
ho:
Yeap,
Li
keI
t?
Me:
ILov
eIt
,I
t'
sTr
ipl
eTheSi
zeOfMyBedr
oom
Lut
ho:
That
'sCozYou'
reSt
il
lTooYoungTo
Hav
eaBi
gBed
Me:
Mxm
HePushedMeToTheBedAndWeKissed,
The
Ki
ssWentOnForAWhil
e,
ICoul
dFeelMysel
f
Get
ti
ngWet.
Lut
hoTookOffMyJacketSl
owl
yAndPl
ant
ed
Sof
t,
Col
dLipsOnMyNeck.
WHOAWAI T!
!IsThi
sWhatI
tFeel
sLikeToBe
On?I
tWasLikeIWasInSomeFai
ryLandWit
h
Al
lTheHoneyAndSweet
s.
HeSt
oppedAndLookedAtMe
Lut
ho:
DoYouWannaDoI
t?
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
LookIDon'
tWannaRushYou
Me:
IDon'
tThi
nkI
'
m Ready
Lut
ho:
Let
'sGoAndPl
aySomeT.
VGamesThen
[
05/17,
19:03]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
p
AndDeath2
#S2
#I
NSERT09
WeBot hGotUpFr
om TheBedThenLutho
HelpedMeWi t
hPutt
in'
OnTheJacket
.We
WalkedToTheLoungeAndPlayedVi
deo
GamesAndGuessWhat ?IWasGoodJustLi
ke
Luu,WeWouldBot
hWi nInTur
ns
Lut
ho:YouGoodAtThi
s,
IThoughtIWasGonna
BeatUpYourAss
Me:IHav
eTwoBrot
her
sAndaFr eshDadSoI
Lear
ntAThi
ngOrTwoFrom Them
Lut
ho:
SoYouUsedToPl
ayi
ngVi
deoGame?
Me:
Kinda
Lut
ho:SeemsLi
keIHav
eaGi
rl
fr
iendAnda
Boyf
ri
endInYou
Me:
HahaKi
nda
Lut
ho:
WantSome'
i
ngToEat
?
Me:
YeapButSome'
i
ngLi
ght
HeGotUpAndHeadedToTheKi
tchen
Me:
CanIHel
pOut
?
Lut
ho:
JeahSur
e
IFoll
owedHim,HeTookBreadAndToastedI
t
WhileIUnwar
appedTheCheeseAndCutThe
Polony.
HeDidErr
thi
ngAfter
wardsThenWe
BothSatOnTheCounterAndDevouredOur
Food
Lut
ho:
SoWhatAr
eYourPl
ansAf
terGr
ade12?
Me:
GoToVar
sit
yIGuess
Lut
ho:
AndI
fISayDon'
t?
Me:
HahaYouKi
ddi
n'Ay
t?
HeSnort
-l
aughedAndShruggedHis
Shoul
der
s,Si
yaAndThabangGotInWhil
eWe
WereEat
ing.
SiyaTookLut
ho'sPl
ateFr
om Hi
s
Hands
Thabang:
Lov
eBi
rds
Lut
ho:
IHopeYouKnowIAi
n'
tScar
edOfKi
cki
n'
YourAss
Si
ya:I
'
m Sur
eYouDon'
tWannaLookThatBad
I
nFrontOfMrs
Lut
ho:
ArggJustGi
mmeMyPl
ateDude
Si
yaTookOneSandwichFrom ThePl
ateAnd
HandedItBackToLut
ho,
IGaveMineTo
Thabang
Lut
ho:
WhatBr
ingsYouHer
e?
Si
ya:ICameForTheCol
dBeer
s,Don'
tKnow
BoutT-man
Lut
ho:
IKnewI
t
Si
yaWentToTheFri
dgeAndTookOutFour
Beer
sThenHandedOneToThabang,Another
OneToLut
hoThenCameToSt andInFrontOf
Me
Si
ya:
WantSome?
Me:
DudeIAi
n'
tEv
en18
Si
ya:
It'
sGoodToBr
eakTheLawSomet
imes
Lut
ho:
Siy
amt
handa!
Si
ya:O-
kayHar
die,
IGuessI
t'
sMyLuckyDay
Then
Thabang:
SoWhi
chGr
adeYouDoi
ngEsi
hle?
Me:
Grade11
Si
ya:
SoonYouGonnaBeATeacher
Me:
I'
m WayTooOl
dForThatI
sh
Si
ya:
HahaOhh?
MyPhoneRang,
I
tWasI
nam
*
Cal
lConv
o*
Me:
Baby
I
nam:WhyDi
dn'
tYouTel
lMeThatYouLi
ed
BoutMe?
Me:
Shi
t!
I
nam:
YourDadKnowsThatYouWer
en'
tWi
th
Me
Me:
MakeSur
eThatTheThemeForMyFuner
al
I
sPur
pleOrPi
nk
I
nam:
HahaNowYouBei
ngCr
azy
Me:AndPl
easeMakeTheBestBestFr
iend
Speech
I
nam:Esi
hleSt
opIt
,JustComeBackNow
Bef
oreHeGetsMoreAngryOrSome'
ing
Me:
He'
sGonnaKi
l
lMe
I
nam:
JustComeBack!
SheHungUpThenTheGuy
sWer
eAl
lLooki
n'At
Me
Si
ya:DidYourHighSchool
Boyfr
iendFi
ndOut
ThatYouDati
n'SomeoneElse?
Thabang:
Siy
aJustShutUpDude
Lut
ho:
YouOkay
?
Me:
NotReal
l
y,CanYouDr
iveMeBackHome?
Lut
ho:
JeahSur
e
HeTookHi
sCarKey
s
Lut
ho:
AndYouGuy
s,Pl
easeDon'
tBur
nDown
MyHouse
Si
ya:
Don'
tWor
ryWe'
l
lJustTur
nItI
ntoAshes
Me:
HahaSi
yaYouCr
azy
LuthoAndIWal
kedToHi
sCarAndHeSt
art
ed
It
Lut
ho:
Wassup?
Me:ILi
edToDadAndSai
dIWasGoi
ngToMy
Fr
iend'
sPl
ace
Lut
ho:
And?
Me:Inam WentToMyHouse,
IDi
dn'
tTel
lHer
ThatILi
edBoutHer
Lut
ho:
Damn!Sor
ryBbe
Me:
IHopeDadAi
n'
tTooMad
Lut
ho:
EvenI
fHe'
sMad,
He'
dNev
erKi
l
lYou
Me:
IHopeSo
Lut
ho:
You'
l
lBeFi
neBbe
HeRubbedHi
sHandAgai
nstMi
ne,
ILookedAt
Hi
m AndSmil
ed
Me:
ThanksBb-
TheBackWi
ndowShat
ter
edI
ntoPi
eces
Lut
ho:
SHI
T!
HePushedHar
dOnThePedalsAndTheCar
SpedAwayLi
keItWasOnSomeKindaRaci
ng
Competi
ti
onOrSome'
ing
Me:
LUT-LUTHO!
Lut
ho:
StayDownPl
ease
Me:
THEFUCKI
SGOI
N-
Lut
ho:
ISAI
DSTAYTHEFUCKDOWN!
IGotDownAndMadeaShor tPrayer,
IWasSo
SoSCARED. TheCarKeptTurni
ngCor nersAnd
Lut
hoKeptCur si
ngWhi l
eTheCarAndWi ndows
WereBeingShot,IPr
ayedAndWi shedThatWe
BothGetToMyHouseAl i
ve.
IfIEverGotHurt
DadWoul dFreakOutOrEvenKillMeHi msel
f.
Lut
hoFi
nall
yBroughtTheCarToaHal
tAndI
WasSoBreathi
ngHeavil
y
Lut
ho:
HeyYouCanGetUpNow
IGotUpAndWi
pedMyTears,
Don'tLookAtMe
Li
keThat:
vIWasReal
l
yScared.
Lut
hoHuggedMeWhil
eHeMov edHi
sHandUp
AndDownMyBack,
HeBrokeTheHugAnd
MadeMeLookAtHi
m
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sor
ry
Me:
What
'sGoi
ngOnLut
ho?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
..
.
Me:
JustDr
iveMeHomePl
ease
HeSt ar
tedTheCarAndWeDroveInSi
l
ence,
He
ParkedFewYar dsAwayFr
om Mi
neThenI
Walked.IGotHomeAndFoundDadAnd
OlwethuPlayi
n'Vi
deoGames
Me:
Uhhhm Hel
l
o
Dad:
Olwet
huGoToYourRoom OrSome'
i
ng
Ol
wet
hu:
ButDa-
Dad:
Go!
Ol
wet
hu:
YhoOkay
Olwet
huGotUpAndWentUpTheSt
air
sToHi
s
Room
Me:
LookDaddyI
'
m Sor
ryIJu-
Dad:
WhyDi
dn'
tYouTel
lMeTheTr
uth?
Me:
IWasScar
edYouWoul
dn'
tWantMeToGo
Dad:OfCour
seIWouldn'
t.
HowOl dI
sThi
sBoy
That
'sKeepi
n'YouAwayFrom Home,
Par
kin'
His
CarInFr
ontOfMyHouse?IsHeSomeSugar
DaddyOrSome'i
ng?
Me:
Daddy
!No!
Dad:
HeHasaCar
,HowOl
dIsHe?
Me:
..
..
..
Dad:
Esi
hle!
Me:
He'
s21
Dad:
5YearDi
ff
erence?
?
Me:
He'
sNotThatOl
d
Dad:Esihl
eYouShouldDateBoy sYour
Age,
He'sAlreadyDoneWithHighSchool.
He
OwnsaCar ,Don'
tYouThinkHe'l
lManipul
ate
YouIntoThinki
n'YouAl
readyGrownUp?
Me:
..
..
..
..
Dad:ICareBoutYouBabyOkay ?
!AndIJust
WantWhat '
sBestForYou,Thi
nkBoutWhatI
JustSai
d,IDon'
tWantYouToThr owYour
Futur
eJustLikeThat
.YourMom AndIExpecta
LotFrom Al
lYou
Me:
..
..
..
..
Dad:
DaddyLov
esYouOkay
?!
HeKissedMyForeheadAndWalkedToThe
Ki
tchen,
ThereWasADev i
neSmellComi
n'Fr
om
ThereSoItWasObviousMom WasCooki
n'.
IWal
kedToMyRoom AndBumpedI
ntoEl
ethu
Comi
n'Out
taVusi
'
sRoom
El
ethu:
Hey
Me:
Hi
El
ethu:
YouOkay
?
Me:
Jeah
El
ethu:
YouNotFine,
DidYouGetI
ntoSome
Fi
ghtWitchoBoy
fri
end?
Me:
Mxm
IGotI
ntoMyRoom AndBangedTheDoor
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19:04]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
p
AndDeath2
#S2
#I
NSERT10
IThrewMy sel
fOnMyBedAndCr iedMyLungs
Our,
ICr i
edCozIAlmostDiedI
nLutho'
sCarAnd
HeDi dn'
tWannaTellMeWhatWasGoi ngOn.I
Cri
edBecauseMyDadWant edMeToBr eakUp
WithMyBoy fr
iend,
SomeoneILov
eDear l
y.
Whi
l
eIWasSt
il
lSobbi
n'
,SomeoneKnockedOn
TheDoor
Me:
WhatDoYouWant
?
Vusi
:OpenUpPl
ease
IGotUpAndOpenedTheDoorForHi
m,He
LookedAtMeAndJustChuckl
ed.
Me:
What
'sFunny
?
Vusi
:YouUgl
yWhenYouCr
yin'
Me:
Tel
lMeOnePer
sonWho'
sNot
Vusi
:I
nam
Me:
Mxm,
WhatDoYouWant
?
Vusi
:Bef
oreITal
k,
What
'sWr
ongWi
tchu?
Me:
DadWant
sMeToBr
eakUpWi
thLut
ho
Vusi
:O-
kay
,Why
?
Me:
HeSai
dHe'
sOl
derThanMe
Vusi
:AndHe'
sTel
l
in'
TheTr
uth
Me:ThankYouSoMuchBrot
her
,IFeel
ALot
Bet
ter-
_-GetOut
taMyRoom!
VusiLaughedAndSatOnMyBed,ISatNextTo
Him.HeLiedOnHisBackAndPutHisHands
BehindHisHead,
IKnewSome'
ingWasWr ong
WithHim
Me:
OutWi
thI
t
Vusi
:IFuckedUp
Me:
GotBust
edByYourThousandBi
tches?
Vusi
:Real
l
y?
Me:
TheOnl
yThi
ngThatSt
ressesYouI
sThat
Vusi
:NotThi
sTi
me'
round
HeExhal
edAndLookedAtMe
Me:
What
??
Vusi
:I
nam I
sPr
egnan-
Me:THEFUCK??AREYOUKI
DDI
N'ME?YOU
JOKI
N'AYT??
Vusi
:Cal
m TheFUCKDown
Me:
WHOA!SOYOUMEANLI
KEYOU
I
MPREGNAT-
Vusi
:Jeez
!LowerYourTone!
Me:Sor
ry.
I'
m JustShocked,
THI
SISSOME
FUCKEDUPSHI T,
AREYOUGONKEE-
Vusi
:ISAI
DLOWERYOURTONE!
Me:
Sor
ryJeez
Vusi
:I
'm St
il
lI
nShock
Me:
WhenDi
dSheTel
lYou?
Vusi
:Today
Me:
Wow
Vusi
:I
'm St
il
lTooYoungToBeaDad
Me:
WhatAr
eYouGonnaSayToMom AndDad?
Vusi
:TheyDon'
tHav
eToKnow,
WeAi
n'
tKeepi
n'
TheBaby
Me:
WHAT?
?
Vusi
:I
fYouWon'tBeAbl
eToCont
rol
Your
Voi
ce,
JustShutUp!
Me:
YouWantHerToAbor
tTheBaby
?
Vusi
:DoYouHav
eaBet
terPl
an?
Me:
Vusi
That
'sNotTheRi
ghtThi
ngToDo
Vusi
:IKnowButIDon'
tHav
eAnyOt
herChoi
ce
Me:
KeepTheBaby
Vusi
:YouWantDadToKi
l
lMe?
Me:HeWon'
tKi
ll
You,
HeMayBeAngr
yButHe'
d
Nev
erKi
ll
You.
Vusi
:IDon'
tWantNoBaby
,WeGonnaAbor
tIt
Me:
YouSur
eThatI
sWhatYouBot
hWant
?
Vusi
:WhatElseWouldI
nam Want
?IMeanLi
ke
WeBothStudying,
WhoWoul
dTakeCar
eOfThe
Baby
?
ILookedAtHi m AndShruggedMy
Shoulders,
OwethuGotInAndSai dMom Call
ed
UsForDi nner.
WeAllAteTogetherButIn
Sil
ence,OnlyMom AndTheTwi nsWer e
Talki
n'.
Owet huAndIWashedTheDi shesThenI
WentToMyRoom,
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om Lut
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Me:
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?
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m Sor
ryForTheI
nci
dent
ThatWentDownEarl
i
erOn
Me:
TheFuckI
sGoi
ngOnLut
ho?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
..
Me:YouKnowWhat
?YouWast
edYourAi
rt
ime
ByCal
li
ngMe
Lut
ho:
OkayOkayPl
easeDon'
tHangUp
Me:
Tal
k
Lut
ho:
CanWeMeetUpTomor
row?
Me:ForWhat?LuthoYouDon'tWannaTell
Me
Ever
ythi
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I
'm Star
ti
ngToThinkIDon'
tEven
KnowTheReal You
Lutho:Let
'sMeetUpTomor
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I
'l
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thing
Me:
Wher
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Lut
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AtMyHouse
Me:
Thi
nkOfSomewher
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se
Lut
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llTalkI
nMyCarThenFewBl
ocks
AwayFrom YourHouse
Me:
Cool
IHungUpAndTr iedToDr i
ftAwayToSleepBut
IKeptHavi
ngFlashbacksOfWhatWentDown
InLut
ho'
sCar.ITextedInam AndAskedTo
MeetUpWi t
hHerI nTheAf t
ernoon,
WeNeeded
ToTalk.
IFi
nall
yFell
Asleep,
IWokeUpTheFoll
owing
DayAndMadeMyDai l
yRout
ine.
DadAndMom
Lef
tForWor k,
TheTwinsWentToUncl
e
Bonga'
sPlaceForTheDaySoItWasJustMe
AndVusiInTheHouse.I
nam GotI
nWhileWe
WereWatchingT.V
Vusi
:I
'l
lBeI
nMyRoom I
fYou'
l
lNeedMe
I
nam:
Hel
l
oEsi
hle,
HiVusi
Vusi
:Jeah
Me:
INeedToTal
kToBot
hOfYou
Vusi
:I
'm NotUpForThi
sConv
ersat
ion
Me:
IPr
omi
seI
tWon'
tTakeLong
Vusi
SatDown,
SoDi
dInam.
Me:Uhhm IKnowI'
m St
il
laVi
rgi
nAndIKnow
No'
ingBoutSexButGuy
sWhatDidYouThink
Wil
lHappenWhenYouHadSexWi t
houtA
Condom?
Vusi
:YouSer
ious?
Me:
I'
m DeadSer
ious
Vusi
:YouKnowWhat
?I'
m NotUpForThi
s
HeGotUpFr
om TheCouch
Me:IfYouDareLeave,
I'
l
lTel
lMom AndDad
BoutThePregnancyAndThatYouWannaAbor
t
TheBaby
Vusi
:YouWoul
dn'
tDar
e
Me:
TryMe
HeSatDownAgai
n
Me:
NowWi
l
lYouAnswerMyQuest
ion?
Vusi
:JustSayWhat
chuWannaSayAndSt
op
Beat
in'
ByTheBushes
Me:
Okay
..
.You'
l
lKeepTheBabyAn-
Vusi
:That
'sNotYourDeci
si
onToMake
Me:
AndRai
seI
tToget
herAsThePar
ent
s
Vusi:
YouShoul
dConsi
derComedyAsYour
SecondOpt
ion
HeGotUp
Me:I
fYouAbor
tIt
,I
'
llTel
lMom AndDad
Ev
eryt
hing
Vusi
AndI
nam:
WHAT?
?
Vusi
:IsThisSomeKindaPr ankOrSome'
i
ng
CozIfItI
sThenItAi
n'tFunny
Me:
I'
m Ser
ious
Vusi
:Si
nceWhenDoYouMakeDeci
sionsFor
Us?
Me:SinceALil
SoulI
sInvolv
ed,VusiYouDon'
t
EvenKnowWhatThatChildMightBecome.You
GonnaKeepItOrI
'al
lTel
lThePar ent
s
Ever
ythi
ng
Vusi
:Scr
ewYouEsi
hle!
HeGotUpAndWalkedToHisRoom,
Leavi
ng
MeWithaCr
yingI
nam.IGotUpAndWentTo
HugHer
I
nam:
IThoughtHeLov
edMe
Me:
ShhhhhBaby
I
nam: HowCoul
dHeWantMeToKi
l
lHi
sBaby
?
OurBaby?
Me:
He'
l
lComeRound
Aft
erComf or
ti
ngInam,
SheLeftWi
thasmil
eOn
HerFaceCozITr i
edMyBestToMakeHer
Smil
e.Lut
hoCalledMeAndSaidHeWas
Wait
ingForMe,ITookMyPhoneAndWalked
ToWhereHeSai
dHeWas.
HeWasDr
ivi
nga
Di
ff
erentCar
Lut
ho:
HeyBeaut
if
ul
Me:NowAr
eYouReadyToTal
k?YouOnl
y
Hav
e4Minutes
Lut
ho:
NoHal
l
oOrIMi
ssedYouKi
ss?
Me:
TheCl
ockI
sTi
cki
n
Lut
ho:OkayCoolButPl
easeDon'
tFr
eakOut
WhenITellYouThi
s
Me:
2Mi
nut
esLef
t
Lut
ho:
C'monBbeDon'
tBeLi
keThat
Me:
1And40Seconds
Lutho:Okay.
..
.FewYearsBackAtHigh
School,
AngaAndIGotI nt
oTroubleWit
hSome
Guy .
HeSaidInOrderForHim ToBeCoolWi
th
Us,WeHadToJoi nHisCrew
Me:
Crew?
Lut
ho:
HeSol
dGuns,
Stol
enCar
s,Kni
vesAnd
HadFewEnemiesRoundTown.
AngaAndIOnly
HadToSpyOnHisEnemiesBackThenButAs
Year
sWentBy,
HeGav eUsBet
terJobsToDo
Li
keSel
li
ngTheCarsOrGuns
Me:
WHOAWHEREI
STHI
SALLGOI
NG?
?
Lutho:HeTookUsUnderHi sShoulderAnd
ShowedUsEr r
thi
ngHeDi d,
EveryDeal He
Made,Ever
yEnemyHeHadAndEv eryt
hingBout
TheCrew.SoWhenHeDi ed,Ther
eHadToBe
SomeoneToTakeHi sPlaceSoTheyPutAnga
AndIInChargeSoEverSinceThenWe' v
ebeen
Takin'
CareOfHisEmpir
e
Me:
LUTHOAREYOUACROOK?
?
Lut
ho:
HeyLookIWasDoi
ngWhatIHadToDo
Me:
YOU'
READAMNGANGSTERLUTHO!
Lut
ho:
AGangst
erThatLov
esYou
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FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
p
AndDeath2
#S2
#I
NSERT11��
TheFuck?
???:
o
Me:
IsThatSupposedToMakeMeFeel
Bet
ter
?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
Me:ICan'
tBel
i
eveThi
s,
WHYDIDN'
TYOUTELL
METHISATFIRSTLUTHO?YOUDIDN'
TTELL
METHEKI NDAPERSONYOUREALLYARE.
I
HATE,
IHATEYOU
IHitHisChestWhileCry
ing,
IHatedHi m ForNot
OpeningUpToMe. HeLetMeFallInLoveWi th
Him Fir
st,
WaitedForSomeGangst er
sToShoot
HisCarWhi l
eHeWasWi thMeBefor eHeTold
MeBoutTheReal Him:'
(IOpenedTheDoorTo
LeaveButHeGr abbedMeByMyAr m And
Pull
edMeBackThenLockedAl lTheDoor s
Me:
Lut
hoLetGoOfMe!
Lut
ho:
Esi
hlePl
easeLemmeExpl
ain
Me:
EXPLAI
NWHAT?THATYOUSOMETHUG
WHOSELLSTOLENCARSANDGUNS?
?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
Me:
ICan'
tEv
enLookAtYouAy
tNow
Lut
ho:
BabyLookIDi
dn'
t-
Me:
YouDi
dn'
tWhat
??
Lut
ho:
ESI
HLEJUSTLI
STENFORONCE!
O-
W-K-
YIKeptQuietAndLookedAtHim With
MyWetEyes,
HeGotCloserToWi peTheTears
Of
fMyEyesButIBackedAway .
Lut
ho:
Esi
hleILov
eYouBel
i
eveMeIDo
Me:
..
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:IWon'
tSayIDi
dn'
tChooseThi
sLi
fe
Mysel
fCozIDidButI
tDoesn'
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eToStandI
n
TheWayOfOurLove
Me:
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
Esi
hlePl
easeSaySome'
i
ng
Me:
Lut
hoIJustWannaGoHomePl
ease
Lut
ho:
ICan'
tLetYouGoLi
keThi
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WeHav
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Fi
xThi
sBef
oreILetYouGo
Me:
AndI
fWeDon'
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Lut
ho:
ThenWe'
l
lSt
ayHer
eAl
lDay
Me:
..
..
..
..
..
..
IWi
pedMyTear
sAndSni
ff
ed
Lut
ho:
IHat
eSeei
ngYouLi
keThi
s
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
SugarBoom Boom
Me:
..
..
..
..
.
Lutho:
BbeC'
monForHowLongAr
eYouGonna
StayMadAtMe?
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho: ISeeI'
llBeTheOnl yOneDoingThe
Tal
king.LookEsihle,
ILoveYouKay ?!AndIWant
Nothi
ngMor eThanBei ngWit
chu,IKnowThe
Li
feThatI '
m Livi
ngAin'tTheBestLifeAndItI
s
TooDanger ousButI '
dDoAny t
hingToPr ot
ect
YouCozILov eYou
Me:
CanIGoNow?
HeLookedAtMeAndJustSt oleAQui ckPeck
ThenOpenedTheDoorForMe, ILookedAtHim
OneLastTi
meThenGotOut taTheCar .IKept
Thi
nkin'
BoutErr
thingOnMyWayHome, Dad
Wanti
ngMeToBr eakUpWithLutho,
TheShoot
OutsAndErr
rthi
ng.MyLi
feJustSeemedToBe
aBigMessCozILov edLut
hoSoMuch.
IGotHomeAndSl
ept
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
TwoWeeksPassed,II
gnoredLutho'
sCal
lsAnd
Messages.
HeCal
ledAndText edMeErrr
dayBut
IJustI
gnor
edHim Completel
y.
I
tWasTi meToGoBackToSchool AndIWas
Mor eThatReadyTo,I
nam MadeaBl ood
PregnancyTestToBeSur eBefor
eTheyTel l
ThePar ent
sButItTurnedOutThatTheHome
PregnancyTestLiedSoVusiAndHerWer eSo
HappyToFi ndOutThatTheyWer en'
tPregnant
,I
WasHappyTooCozIWasn' tReadyToBeAn
Aunt.
SoThisMorni
ngIWokeUpAndWentToTakea
Bat
h,Mom GotInt
oMyRoom Whi
l
eIWas
Lot
ioni
ng
Mom:
Mor
ningDaddy
'sPr
incess
Me:
SoIAi
n'
tYour
s?
Mom: TheWayI
'
m SoNotPai
dAt
tent
ionTo,
I
DoubtYou'
re
Me:
YouMyMom,
I
'dNev
erSt
opLov
in'
You
Mom: NcoahI
'm Gl
adToHearThatMy
Baby
,YourSi
sterWant
sYouToDoHerHai
r
Me:
IsSheBat
hedYet
?
Mom:
She'
sSt
il
lBat
hing
SheSatOnMyBedAndLookedAtMe
Mom:
Esi
hle
Me:
YesMom
Mom:
What
'sWr
ongWi
tchuBaby
?
Me:
No'
i
ngMaWhy
?
Mom: You'veBeenDi
stantLat
ely,
YouLock
YourselfI
nYourRoom,YouDon'tEatDi
nnerOr
BreakfastWit
hUs
Me:
I'
m OkayMa
Mom: IKnowYou'
reTooCloseWi
tchoFat
her
ButI
'
m YourMotherToo,
INeedToKnow
What'
sGoingOnWi t
choLi
fe
Me:
I'
m Real
l
yOkayMa,
IJustWannaBeAl
one
Mom:
IsSomeBoyGi
vi
n'YouPr
obl
ems?
Me:
No!
Mom:
DoIKnowHi
m?
Me:
LemmeGoAndCheckUpOnOwet
hu
Mom: YouKnowWher
eToFi
ndMeWhenYou
ReadyToTalk
Me:
YesMom IKnow,
Thanks.
IFi
nishedGett
in'Dr
essedThenWentTo
Owethu'sRoom ToDoHerHair,
WhenIWas
Done,WeAllWentToEatBreakf
astToget
her
.
Mom Dr
oveTheTwinsToSchoolWhi
leDad
Dr
oveVusiAndI
,WeWereInDif
fer
entSchool
s
Wi
thTheTwinsAndMom'sWayToWor k
PassedNextToThei
rSchoolSoThat
'
sWhy
SheDroveThem ToSchool
.
WeAr ri
vedAtTheSchool GateThenDadGave
UsMoneyForLunchEv enThoughMom Made
LunchboxesForUsBesi desForVusi CozHe
Didn'
tWantI t.
IKi
ssedDad' sCheek,
VusiFi
st
BumpedWi thHim ThenWeWal kedTo
School.
Inam CameRunni n'ToUs
Screaming,SheHuggedWi thVusiThenThey
HadaBr iefKiss
Me:
SoNowI
t'
sOf
fi
cial
?
Vusi
:Mi
ndYourOwnBusi
nessBi
tch
Me:
Mxm
I
nam:
Hel
l
oBbe
Me:
HeyMyLov
e
I
nam:
Final
l
yWe'
reBackToSchool
Yeapy
!
Vusi
:YouHappy?DamnYouGi
rlsAreWei
rd,
I
Gott
aBounce.
I'
l
lSeeYouTwoLater
Me:
ByeBi
gBr
o
I
nam:
Bye
SheBlewHim aKi
ssAndVusi
Smi
l
edAnd
WalkedAway
Me:ISeeSomePeopl
eWor
kedOutThei
r
I
ssues
I
nam:
We'
reTr
yinOurBestToKeepI
tToget
her
Me:YouLoveTooMuch,
IfIWasYouIWoul
d
Hav
eLeftVusi
'sAssaLongTi
meAgo
I
nam: IHateMyselfForLov
in'
Him TooMuch
TooSomet i
mes.EnoughBoutMeAndVusi,
How
AreThingsBet
weenYouAndBhut 'Luu?
ILookedDownAndDi
dn'
tSayAny
thi
ng
I
nam:
BbeWhat
'sWr
ong?
Me:
Lut
hoAi
n'
tThePer
sonIThoughtHeWas
I
nam:
Meani
ng?
Me:
IDon'
tWannaTal
kBoutI
t
I
nam:
WhenLastDi
dYouSeeHi
m?
Me:
TwoWeeksAgo
I
nam:
WHAT?AREYOUFORREAL?
?
Me:
LowerYourVoi
ceMar
n
I
nam:
WhatHappened?
Me:
Inam Pl
easeIDon'
tWannaTal
kBoutThi
s
I
nam:Sor
ryThen,
IHopeYouOkayOrYou
GonnaBe
Me:
I'
m Fi
ne
WeWal kedToTheAssemblyAndAf t
erThe
Pray
ersWeWentToRegi st
erClass,
ALearner
Fr
om TheGr ade10Cl
assesGotIntoOurClass
AndWentToTal kToTheTeacher
Teacher
:Esi
hleMor
ena
Me:
YesMam
Teacher
:YouAr
eCal
l
edAtThePr
inci
pal
'
s
Off
ice
Me:
YesMam
IGotUpAndWalkedToTheOf fi
ce,OnTheWay
IKeptThi
nki
ngBoutThingsIFuckedUpAt
SchoolWhet
herIMessedUpOrWhat .
IGotI
ntoTheOf
fi
ce
Me:
Mor
ningSi
r
Pr
inci
pal
:Morni
ngEsi
hle,
YourCousi
nBrotherI
s
HereToGiv
eYouTheBookYouLef tAtHome
Me:
MyCousi
nBr
other
?
Voi
ce:
IFoundTheBat
hroom,
ThankYouSi
r
Me:
Lut
ho?
!
Lut
ho:OhhICameToGi
veYouTheBookYou
Lef
tAtHome
IJustLookedAtHi
m AndDi
dn'
tSay
Anythi
ng,
HeHandedMeAGeographyGr
ade11
Textbook
Me:
Thanks
Lut
ho:
MyPl
easur
e(LooksAtPr
inci
pal
)Thank
YouAgai
nSi
r
Pr
inci
pal
:You'
reWel
comeSi
r
Lut
hoWalkedOutWi
thMe,WhenWeWer
e
Out
sideIThr
ewTheBookAtHim
Me:
THEFUCKI
SWRONGWI
TCHU?
?
Lut
ho:
HeyLookIWant
edToSeeYou
Me:
AndYouThoughtOfDoi
ngThi
s??
Lut
ho:YouWoul
dn'
tTakeMyCal
l
sOrTextMe
Back
Me:COZIDI
DN'
TWANNATALKTOYOU
LUTHO!
Lutho:OkayIWant
edToTel
lYouThi
sFaceTo
Face,I
'
m Going
Me:
WhatDoYouMeanYouGoi
ng?
Lut
ho:AngaAndIAr
eTaki
ngTheBusi
ness
SomewhereEl
se
Me:
YouLeav
ingForGood?:
'
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Lut
ho:
Jeah
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THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
p
AndDeath2
#S2
#I
NSERT12
Cr
op_
Top
IHadAMini
HeartAt
tackForFewSecondsAy
t
Ther
eOnTheSpot
Me:
YouSer
ious?
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sor
ryButJeah
Me:
Ohhh
ILookedDown
Lut
ho:LookIHopeWeMeetAgai
nInThe
Fut
ure
Me:
Can'
tIMakeYouSt
ay?
Lut
ho:
YouWantMeTo?
Me:
CanISeeYouBef
oreYouGo?
Lut
ho:
JeahSur
e..
..
LookIGot
taBounce,
I
'l
lSee
YouWhenYouWannaMeetUpWi t
hMe
Me:
Kay
HeKi
ssedMyFor
eheadThenWal
kedAway
Me:
ILov
eYou
HeTur
nedAndLookedAtMe,
HeSmi
l
edAnd
Wal
kedBackToMe
Lut
ho:
AndILov
eYouTooSugarBoom Boom
Me:
IMi
ssedYou
Lut
ho:ButNotMoreThanIDid,
ThoseTwo
WeeksWerePureTort
ure.
YouKnowHowTo
MakeSomeone'sLi
feaLiv
ingHellSweet
ie
Me:
IWasConf
used
Lut
ho:IKnow.
HeyLookYouHaveToGoBack
ToClass,
CanIPi
ckYouUpAft
erSchool
?
Me:Uhhhm Kay
.I'
l
lTel
lDadThatIHadToGo
Somewhere
Lut
ho:
Deal
Then,
GoBackToCl
assNow.
Don'
t
Want
chuToLoseaLessonCozOfMe
Me:
Bye
HeKi ssedMyCheekThenWentToHi sCar
WhileIWentToMyCl ass.
TheLessonHad
Alr
eadySt art
edInCl
assButIWasn'tThat
Behind,ISatDownAndTri
edToConcent r
ate
ButLut ho'
sLeaveAl
waysResur
facedInMy
Mind.
I
nam:
YouOkay
?
Me:
JeahWhy
?
I
nam:WhatDi
dYouDoToBeCal
l
edToThe
Pr
inci
pal
'
sOff
ice?
Me: GuessWhat?LuthoLiedAndSaidHe'
sMy
CousinBrot
her,
HeBroughtMeAGeogr aphy
TextbookThatILef
tAtHome. HeEvenHadA
Grade11TextbookOnHi sHand,
IWonder
Wher eHeGotIt
I
nam:
Thi
sGuyReal
l
yLov
esYou
Me:
He'
sAG-
I
nam:
What
?
Me:He'sAHe'
sAGuyAndIDon' tTrust
Guys,
LookAtVusi
HeCan'tEvenKeepYou
HappyForaMonthWi
thoutFuckin'
Up
I
nam: TheyAr
eAl
soPeopl
e,
TheyMake
Mist
akes
Me:
Mist
akesEv
ery
day
??
I
nam:
Bot
tom Li
neI
s,
ThatGuyLov
esYou.
Me:
We'
l
lSeeBoutThat
WeShi f
tedOurAt tenti
onBackToTheTeacher
AndListened,TheLesson.Wasn'tBadNorHard
SoWeEasi l
yCaughtUp. TheDayWentByAndI t
WasFinal l
yBreakTi me,
IHadLunchWi t
hInam
ButVusi HadToI nvadeOurFri
endshipTi
me
AndSteal I
nam :)ButIWasHappyHeyCozHe
Fi
nall
yGav eHi sAttent
ionToHerAndGav eHer
TheTimeSheNeeded.
SoIWasJustThatLonelyGir
l,
Phi
l
elaCameTo
MeWithTwoOfHerSi deKicks
Phi
l
ela:
We'
reBackToSchool
Now
Me:
So?
Phil
ela:IDon'
tEasi
l
yFor
giv
eAnd
Forget,
RememberThatNi
ghtIWasAtYour
Place
Me:YouMeanThatNi ghtYouWentToMy
Pl
aceToOnl yBeFuckedByVusi?I
fYouTalki
n'
BoutThatNightThenYeahIRememberSo
WhatIsItBoutThatNi
ght?
ICouldSeeHerFumingWi
thAnger
,She
Rel
easedASl apAcr
ossMyFaceAndI
BackslappedHer
.
Phi
lel
a:YouThi
nkYouCanWinAFightWi
thMe?
Bi
tchYouFoughtBackToTheWr
ongPerson
Me:AndIThi
nkYouAlsoPi
ckedTheWr
ong
Per
sonToHaveaFightWit
h
Phi
lel
a:HahaOhh?YouJustaFl
yThatICan
SquashInaSecondDear
Me:
All
YouDoI
sTal
kTal
k
ShePushedMe, IFumbledButGotOnMyFeet
AgainAndSlappedHer .
SheThrewSl apsAtMe
ButIJustThrewPunches,SheFellOnThe
GroundAndIGotOnTopOfHer .
ShePul l
edMe
ByMyHai r
,IThr
ewAFi r
eBurni
ngSl apAndShe
ScreamedLikeTheBi t
chSheWas. IKept
Sl
appingAndPunchingHerWhi leShe
ScreamedUnderMe, SomeonePulledMeUp
Vusi
:TheFuckI
sGoi
ngOn?
I
nam:
Esi
hleAr
eYouMad?
VusiPul
ledPhi
lel
aUpWhi leI
nam LookedAtMe
WithThose'
AreYouCr azyEyes'
JeahPhil
ela
WasTheHeadGi rlWhatsoev
erSoThereWas
GonnaBeSomePuni shmentOrSome'ing
Phi
l
ela:
SheSheSheAt
tackedMe
THEFUCK?
??
ITurnedAndSawPhilel
aCr
yin'
Whi
l
eThe
Pri
ncipal
StoodNextToHer
Pr
inci
pal
:ToMyOf
fi
ceNOW!
IPul
l
edMy selfFr
om I
nam'
sGripAndWal
ked
ToThePr
incipal'
sOf
fi
ce,
Phi
lel
aWasWalki
n'
Behi
ndMe
Phi
lel
a:IHopeYouKnowYouGonnaGetThe
MostSeverePuni
shmentForBeat
ingUpThe
HeadGirl
Me:IHopeYouKnowIAin'
tScar
edOf
Rear
rangi
ngYourUgl
yFaceAytNow
SheKeptQui
etAndLookedAtMe
Me:BitchITol
dYouToPi ckSomeoneYour
Si
ze,YouPeopleJustLowerYourDi
gnit
ies
Yourselv
esJustCozOfYourAttent
ionSeeki
n'
Tendencies
WeGotToTheOf
fi
ceAndSatDown,
The
Pr
inci
pal
GotI
nAndSatOnHi
sChair
.
Pri
nci
pal
:MissPhi
lel
aYou'r
eTheHeadGi
rlBut
YouGetI
nvolv
edInFight
s
Phi
l
ela:
SheSt
art
edTheFi
ght
Pr
inci
pal
:ThePupi
l
sWhoSawYouTwoSay
YOUSt
art
edTheFi
ght
Phi
l
ela:
TheyAr
eLy
ingSi
rSheJustAt
tacked
Me
Pr
inci
pal
:WhyWoul
dSheAt
tackYou?
Phi
lel
a:CozSheHatesMeJustLikeEver
yoneIn
Thi
sSchool,
AlmostEver
yLear
nerAroundHere
Hat
esMe: '
(
Me:HahaShameHaveYouAl
way
sWonder
ed
WhyTheyHateYou?
Phi
l
ela:
BecauseI
'
m TheHeadGi
rlDuh!
Pri
nci
pal
:AndYouMissMorenaWhatDi
dISay
BoutFi
ghtHer
eInsi
deTheSchool
'
sPremises?
Me: SheSt
artedTheFi
ghtSoWhyWouldn'
tI
Fi
nishItWhenICould,
IHaveAReput
ati
onTo
Maintai
nSir
Pri
nci
pal:IWantToSeeYourParent
sHer
e
Tomorrow,Ear
lyI
nTheMorning
Me:
YesSi
r
OhhhYeapy!IWasMoreThanHappyToTel
l
DadThatIRoughedUpSomeGir
lAtSchool
.
I
KnewHeWasJustGonnaBeHappyAndCheer
UpForMe.TheRestOfTheDayWasOkay,
I
Cal
ledLut
hoToPi ckMeUpAndToldDadThatI
WasGoingToTheMal l
ALONE.
HePickedMeUpAndWeDr
oveToHis
House,
HePour
edUsSomeDri
nkAndWeSat
OnTheCouch
Lut
ho:
SoAm IFor
giv
en?
Me:
May
be
Lut
ho:
ComeHer
e
WeKissed,
OneThi
ngLedToAnot
her
.ITookOff
Hi
sJacketMysel
f,
HeTookOf
fMyBlazer
.The
NextThi
ngWeWer eBot
hBut
tNaked
Lut
ho:
YouSur
eYouWantThi
s
ILookedAtHi
m AndNodded,HeTookOuta
Condom Fr
om HisWall
etAndSli
dItOn.
He
PeckedMyForeheadThem MyLips
Lut
ho:
It'
sGonnaHur
t
Me:
ThenI
'
m Changi
ngMyMi
nd
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
BeGent
le
WeKi ssedAgai
n,
HeSlowlyGotInBetweenMy
Legs,
HeTr i
edToGetInButDolol
o.HeTri
ed
AgainAndFinal
l
ySli
dInHALLELUJAH!: '
(
ILiter
all
yCri
ed,
HeWentI nAndOutSl
owlyAnd
Finall
yUpper
edHisPace,I
tWasLikeHeWas
TakingTooMuchTimeBef oreHeReachedHi
s
Climax.HeFi
nal
lyGotOffMeAndLiedNextTo
Me
Lut
ho:
ILov
eYouBbe
[
05/18,
12:43]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
p
AndDeath2
#S2
#I
NSERT13
IWasDy
ingOfThePai
nIWasFeel
i
ngDown
Ther
e
Lut
ho:
Baby
?
Me:
uHm?
Lut
ho:
ILov
eYouKay
?!AndI
'
m Sor
ry
IJustNodded
Lut
ho:
Let
'sGoAndBat
h
Me:
CanIRestForALi
lWhi
l
e?
Lut
ho:BabyYouKnowYouSt
il
lHav
eToGo
BackHomeAy t
?!
Me:
WhatTi
meI
sIt
?
HeLookedForHi
sPhone
Lut
ho:
14:
30
Me:
We'
l
lBat
hAt3
Lut
ho:
OkayThen,
WantUsToCuddl
e?
Me:
HowCanICuddl
eWhenI
'
m aPai
nBomb
Lut
ho:
HahaSor
ryBbe
IJustLookedAtHi
m AndSmil
ed,
HeWrapped
HisArm'roundMeAndKeptPl
ant
ingKi
ssesOn
MyCheeks,
NeckAndBar
eChest
.
ISl
owlyDri
ftedToSleepOnTheCouch, WhenI
WokeUpItWas15: 15AndTher eWasAFl eece
Cover
ingMe. Lut
hoWasn'
t'roundButTher e
WasaDev i
neSmel lComi
n' From TheKi
tchen,I
TookTheFleeceAndCover edMy sel
fWithIt
CozIWasSt il
lNude.
IWalkedToTheKi tchen
AndFoundLut hoOnThePot s,HotAndShirt
less
Lut
ho:
Star
ingI
sRudeYouKnow?
Me:
WhyDi
dn'
tYouWakeMeUpAt3?
Lut
ho:YouWereJustSl
eepi
n'Peacef
ull
y,
IDi
dn'
t
WannaDist
urbYou
Me:
SoWat
chuCooki
n'
?
Lut
ho:You'l
lSeeWhenI
'm Done.
I'
veAl
ready
Bat
hed,Shoul
dIRunYouYourBath?
Me:
YesThankYouSi
r
Lut
ho:
Don'
tGoAl
lFor
mal
Wit
hMe,
ComeHer
e
HeWr
appedHi
sAr
ms'
roundMyWai
stAndWe
HadANotSoShortKi
ssThenLut
hoWentTo
RunMeMyBath.
ITookMyCl othesAndFol
lowedHi
m,ITookThe
BathThenGotBackToMySchool Uni
form.
I
Fol
dedTheFl eeceAndPutItOnHi
sBedThen
FoundHim DishingUp
Me:
ThatSmel
l
sSoGoodForMacar
oni
Lut
ho:IUsedToCookWi
thMyMom SoISt
ole
HerReci
pes
Me:
YouAr
eWayTooFondOfYourMom
Lut
ho:
She'sTheOnl
yPer
sonWhoUnderst
ands
MeButI'
m Sur
eThey'
l
lBeTwoOfThoseNow
Me:
Ohh?:
)
Lutho:
YesAndTheOtherOneI
sLooki
n'AtMe
AytNow,Bl
ushi
n'(
Pecki
ngMyLips)
Me:
YouMaki
n'MeBl
ush
HePickedMeUpAndPutMeOnTheCount
er
ThenTookThePl
ateHeDi
shedOnAndOne
For
kThenSt
oodI
nBet
weenMyLegs.
Me:
WeBot
hGonnaEatFr
om ThatSamePl
ate?
Lut
ho:HahaSorr
yIFor
gotThatYouGotMy
Appet
it
e,I
'
llDi
shUpAgai
nIfWeAin'tFul
l
.
Me:
AndI
'
m SoNotGonnaBeFul
l
WeBot
hLaughed,
HeKeptFeedi
ngMeAnd
Hi
msel
fAtTheSameTimeOrGiveTheFor
kTo
MeToFeedHi
m.
Me:
Uhhhm Ar
eYouSt
il
lLeav
in'
?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
..
HeClear
edHi
sThr
oatAndWentToSt
andNext
ToThePot
Lut
ho:
Shoul
dIDi
shUpForYouAgai
n?
Me:
NhaaI
'
m Cool
Lut
ho:
Ohh
HePutThePlat
eInTheSi
nkThenPutMeDown
Fr
om TheCounter
.
Lut
ho:
Let
'sGoToTheLounge
Me:
Cool
MyHeartWasSobbin'OnIt
'sOwnCozFrom
HisFaci
alExpr
essi
on,
IKnewHeWasSt i
l
l
Leavi
ng:'
(:(WeGotToTheLoungeAndSat
Down,HeHeldMyHandsAndLookedAtMe
Lut
ho:
YouKnowILov
eYouAy
t?!
Me:
Uhhhm Jeah
Lut
ho:
AndI
'
dNev
erSt
opLov
in'
You
Me:
..
..
..
..
.:'
(
Lut
ho:HeyHeyLookIKnowThi
sIsGonnaBe
HardOnYouButIHaveToDoIt
Me:
..
..
..
..:
'
(:'
(
Lut
ho:
ComeHer
e
HeHuggedMeSoTi
ghtThenWi
pedMyTear
s
Lut
ho:SoYouDi
dWhatYouDi
dTodayToMake
MeStay?
ILookedAwayAndJustCr
iedAndDi
dn'
t
AnswerHim.
WASN'TITBLATANT??:
'
(
Lut
ho:WhatYouDi
dMeansALotToMeAndI
'
d
NeverFor
getI
t
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho: BabyTodayYouShowedMeHowMuch
YouLov eMe,NotEvery
oneWouldDo
Thi
s.SomePeopl eWouldSayYouEasyOr
Some' i
ngButISeeYourInt
enti
onsAndI'
l
l
For
ev erBeGrat
efulForWhatYouDidBut
-
IJustSt
art
edCr
yin'Al
lOv
erAgai
n,
Lut
hoWi
ped
MyTearsAndPeckedMyLips
Lutho:
WeDon'tHaveToEndOurRel
ati
onshi
p
JustCozI
'
m Leavi
n'
,I
'l
lCal
lYouEv
ery
dayAll
TheTime
Me:
Lut
hoThat
'sNotEnough
Lut
ho:IKnowButThatI
sTheOnl
yOpt
ionI
HaveAytNow.
OkayThenI'
l
lComeAndSeeYou
OnHoli
days
Me:
That
'sSt
il
lNotEnough
Lut
ho:
BabyC'
mon
Me:I
t'
sFi
neLeaveLut
ho,
Leav
eMeAl
oneWi
th
NoOneToLove
Lut
ho:
BabyThat
'
sNotFai
r
Me:
ButThat
'sExact
lyWhat
chuGonnaDo
Lut
ho:BabyC'monLet'
sSpendOurLastHour
s
Toget
herInPeaceAndEnj
oyThem
Me:
WhatDoYouMeanHOURS?
Lut
ho:
Uhhm We'
reGoi
ngTomor
row
Me:
Wow
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sor
ry
Me:
Mxm Lut
hoJustDr
iveMeHome
Lut
ho:
CanWeAtLeastPar
tWay
sSmi
l
ing?
Me:
What
'sTher
eToSmi
l
eBout
?
Lut
ho:
OurLov
eAndTheFactThatILov
eYou
SoMuchAndYouLov
eMeBack
Me:
..
..
..
.
HeSmashedHi sLipsAgainstMi
neAndIEnded
UpIndul
gingI
nThatHear tWarmingKiss.
Even
ThoughIWasSt i
l
lMadAndHur t
,Lut
ho'sKi
ss
HadIt'
sWayToMyHear t
.
Lut
ho:Let'
sMakeSomeTi
meTabl
eForOur
DayCall
s
Me:
YouCr
azy
Lut
ho:I'
m Seri
ous.MondayI'
l
l BeTheOne
Call
i
n',
TuesdayIt
'sGonnaBeYou,Wednesday
BackToMe, Thur
sdayYou,Fr
idayMe,Sat
urday
YouThenSundayWe' l
lBothCall
Me:HahaBbeThat
'sTheDumbestThi
ngI
'
ve
Ev
erHeard
Lut
ho:
I'
m Gl
adYouFi
nal
l
ySmi
l
ed
HeHel
dMyHands
Lut
ho:
WeGonnaMakeThi
sWor
kKay
?!
Me:
IHopeSo
Lut
ho:
WeWi
l
lTr
ustMe
Me:
OkayOkay
,IHav
eToGoNow
Lutho:
TheWayI'm Enj
oyi
n'YourCompanyI
AlmostFor
gotThatYouHaveToGo
WeBot hGotUpThenHePi ckedMySchool Bag
AndHel dItByHimsel f,WeWal kedToTheCar
AndHeDr oveMeHome. Bef oreIWentOut ,
We
HadOurLastLongKi ssThenHePeckedMy
ForeheadAndBot hCheeks. IWi shedICoul d
LeaveWi thHim:'(IGotOut taTheCarAnd
WalkedToMyHouse, TheRent sWentBackSoI
WentToMyRoom AndChangedToASi mple
Dress.TheWayMy" DownTher e"WasHur ti
n',
I
Wouldn'tEvenBeAbl eToWearaJeanOr
Some'ing.IWentToSt artCooki n'DinnerButMy
MindWasn' tThere,IReallyWi shedICoul d
LeaveWi thLuthoButThenAgai n"GrassAin't
AlwaysGr eenerOnTheOt herSi de"
.
IFi
nishedCooki
ngThenDi
shedUpForEr
rone,
I
PutMom AndDad'sFoodI
nTheWarmerThen
WentToMyRoom AndSl
ept
.TheFol
lowi
ngDay
IWokeUpWi
thAMessageFrom Lut
ho
"MorningSugarBoom Boom XOXIHopeYou
SleptWellUnl
ikeMe,ICoul
dn'
tSleepKnowing
ThatImmaBeLeav i
n'YouToday:(LookJust
AlwaysKnowThatILov eYouAndOnl yYouNo
Mat t
erWhatYou'l
lAlwaysHaveMyHear t.
AndHeyDon'
tFor
getTheCal
l
ingTi
meTabl
e
ILov
eYouSugarBoom Boom"
ICouldn'
tHol
dMyTear sNoMor e,
IJustLet
Them Str
eam DownMyFace. WhenI '
veHad
EnoughCryi
ng,ITextedHim BackThenWentTo
TakeALongSoot hi
ngBat h.
IFoundTheFami l
y
Alr
eadyEati
ngBr eakfast
Mom:
Final
l
ySomeoneJoi
nsUsForBr
eakf
ast
Me:
I'
m aMemberOfTheFami
l
yTooMom
Dad:WeGotAMessageFrom YourPri
nci
pal
Aski
ngUsToGoToSchool TodayForSome
Meeti
ng,
Car
eToExplai
n?
Vusi
:HahaSheRear
rangedSomeGi
rl
'
sFace
Me:
YouMeanYour'
GIRLFRI
END'
SFACE'
?
Mom:
INAM?
??
Me:ByNowMom YouShoul
dKnowThatVusi
Doesn'
tHav
eOneGir
lf
ri
end
Mom:LastTi
meICheckedHeWasDat
ingOnl
y
Wi
thI
nam
Vusi
:Phi
l
elaI
sMyEx
Owet
hu:SoYouTal
kin'
BoutThatUgl
yChickHe
Br
oughtHer
eTheNightTheRent
sWer eAway?
Mom:
VUSI
?!
!
Vusi
:I
tWasAOnceOf
fThi
ngyMa
Mom:AndYouEsihl
e,
SinceWhenAr
eYou
Al
l
owedToFightAtSchool?
Dad:SinceHerFat
herCoul
dn'
tWai
tForHis
DaughterToRoughUpSomeFaces.
HighFiv
e
MyPr i
ncess
DadAndIHi
ghFi
veWhi
l
eMom ShookedHer
HeadInDi
sbeli
ef.
WeFi ni
shedEat
ingThen
Mom GaveUsOurLunchboxesAndDadDr ove
UsToSchool,
HeAlsoWentToThePr inci
pal
'
s
Off
ice.
IWentToInam AndWeHuggedAnd
Ki
ssedEachOther'
sCheeks
I
nam:
SoWhat
'sNewToday
?
Me:
I'
m NotSeal
edAny
mor
e
I
nam:
WHOAWHAT?
???
Me:
YeahLut
hoOpenedThePackage
I
nam:
YouReal
l
yLov
eThi
sGuyHey
Me:
ButHe'
sLeav
ingToday
I
nam:
Leav
ing?WhatDoesThatMean?
Me:ThatI'
l
lOnlySeeHi
m OnHol
i
day
sOrNev
er
SeeHim Agai
n
I
nam:
NowThat
'sFuckedUp
Me:
IKnowHey:
(
I
nam:
ComeHer
e
SheHuggedMe,
AGrade10Lear
nerCameTo
UsHoldi
ngaWhit
eEnvel
opeWit
haRedButt
on
Me:IDi
dn'
tKnowThatMyBr
otherCoul
dBeSo
Romant
ic
I
nam:
May
beI
t'
sYour
sBi
tch
TheKi
d:SomeGuyNamedLithaSai
dIShoul
d
Giv
eYouThis(
Looki
n'AtMe)
Me:
Lit
ha?YouMeanTheGr
ade12Li
tha?
TheKi
d:JeahThatLi
tha
Me:
O-W-
K-Y
I
nam:
OpenI
tAl
ready
IOpenedIt,
Ther
eWasaLet
terI
nsi
deAndA
HeartShapedSweet
"HeyEsihleMor
ena.
Uhhm IKnowYouProl
ly
ShockedToGetALet t
erFrom MeWhil
eWe've
OnlyTalkedWhenWeBot hGotLat
eInOur
ClassesAndWereWaiti
ngForOurPuni
shment
I
nThePr i
nci
pal
'
sOffi
ce"
IJustLaughedCozThatDayWasReal
l
yFucked
Up
I
nam:
SoYouTwoHav
eTal
ked?
Me:
JeahKi
nda
"Ev
erSinceThatDayI
'veBeenChecki
ngYou
OutEverydayDayHer
eAtSchoolAndOhhhYou
Reall
yRoughedUpPhilel
aYest
erday.
Lemme
NotBeatByTheBushes
CANYOUGOWI
THMETOTHEMATRI
C
DANCE?
?
ThankYouInAdv
ance,
IHopeMyOf
ferWon'
tBe
TurnedDown"
[05/
18,12:
51]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT14��
IJustSmiledToMy selfAsIKeptI
magining
Li
thaSayin'WhatHeWr ot
eRightI
nFrontOf
Me,HeHadaCut eVoiceAndHeWasAGr eat
GuyInEver yPossi
bleWay .
HeWasn'tEvery
Gir
l'
sDream GuyButHeHadThi s"TakeMeI n
AndI'l
lRockYourWor ld"Ki
ndaLook

I
nam:
YouSmi
l
ing
Me:
So?
I
nam:
It'
sOnl
yBeenHour
sSi
nceLut
hoLef
t
Me:
So?
I
nam:
DoYouLov
eLut
ho?
Me:
OfCour
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nam YouKnowIDo
I
nam:ThenYouWon'
tGoToTheMat
ri
cBal
l
Wit
hLit
ha
Me:
What
?Why
?
I
nam:
CozYouLov
eLut
ho
Me:
What
'sThatSupposedToMean?
I
nam:ThatYouMayFal
lForThi
sGuyThen
WhatAboutLut
ho?
Me:I
t'
sJustSomeSi
ll
yMat
ri
cDanceI
nam Not
Li
keWe'r
eGoingToHi
sHouseToBeAl
one
I
nam:
ButISenseSomeDi
sast
erBr
ewi
ng
Me:
YouSenseTooMuch

ITookTheLet t
erAndPutI tInMyBlazer
,I
nam
AndIWentToCl ass.TheRestOfTheDayWas
JustOkay,
DadWasGonnaPi ckUsUpButHe
Hadn'tAr
riv
edSoIJustSt oodByTheGat e,
Li
tha
CameToMe. HeSt oodInFr ontOfMe,HeWas
TallI
nAnAdor ableWay .HeWasACut e
Chocolat
eBone,HeWasn' tHandsome,HeWas
Cute.

Li
tha:
HeyMi
ssMor
ena
Me:
Hel
l
oLi
tha
Li
tha:
HowAr
eYou?
Me:
ISeem ToBeGoodAndYour
sel
f?
Li
tha:
Can'
tCompl
ain.
IHopeYouGotMyLet
ter
Me:
YeahIDi
dAndThanksForTheI
nvi
teBu-
Li
tha:
IHat
eBut
s
Me:HahaYouHav
en'
tEv
enHear
dWhatIWas
GonnaSay
Li
tha:
ButChangesaLotI
naSt
atement
Me:IKnowHey
,LookIDon'
tKnowI
fI'
l
lBeFr
ee
ThatDay
Li
tha:
I'
ll
Tal
kWi
thYourPar
ent
s
Me:
HahaReal
l
y?YouAi
n'
tScar
edOfThem?
Li
tha:
IfTheyAr
eNi
ceLi
keYouThenNo
Me:
SoI
'
m Ni
ce?
Li
tha:
YesYouAr
e
Me:
OkayThenThanks.
SoOutOfTheThousand
Gi
rl
sAtThi
sSchool
,
WhyMe?
Lit
ha:
I'
ll
Tel
lYouOnAnotherDayButWhat
ImmaSayNowIsThatYouTooCuteNotToGo
ToTheBall
Wi-

MyPhoneRangAndItWasLut
ho,
IAskedFor
FewFr
om Li
thaAndAnswer
edTheCall

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Lut
ho:
SugarBoom Boom
Me:
:)HeyBbe
Lut
ho:IWonderWhatPeopl
eAr
eSay
in'
When
YouSmil
ingLi
keThat
Me:IHaveEveryReasonToSmil
eWhenI
'
m
Tal
ki
n'ToYou,FuckWhatTheyThi
nk
Lut
ho:HahaOhhh,
IWant
edToTel
lYouThatI
'
m
GonnaArr
iveWher
eWeGoingI
nFewHours
AndIMi
ssedYourVoi
ce
Me:
YouSeem SoFondOfMyVoi
ceHey

Li
thaPoi
ntedToHisFri
endsWit
hHi
sHead
ThenINodded,
HeLeftToThem.
IConti
nuedTal
kin'ToLut
ho,
Dad'
sCarParkedIn
FrontOfMeThenISaidGoodbyeToLut
ho.IGot
InThenVusiGotInAft
erMe

Vusi
:SoYouHav
eANewBoy
fri
end
Me:
ANewWhat
??
Dad:ISawThem Standi
ngAtTheGat
eToo
Boy,
YourSi
sterCouldn'
tSt
opSmil
i
ng
Me:
Dad!
Dad:
What?ThatAi
n'taBadThingThough,
That
BoyI
sTheRightSi
ze,AgeAndErr
thi
ngForYou
Me:
Dad!
Dad:YouJustRemi
ndedMeTheTi
meIMet
Wit
choMot her
Vusi:
IGuessSheWasThe'
Jt'
Thi
ngAt
cho
School
Dad:YourMom WasDedi cat
edToHerStudi
es
MoreThanAny t
hing,
You'
dFindHerTal
ki
n'Bout
SchoolSt
uffWit
hHerFr i
ends.
SheWas
Confi
dent,
LoudAndOhhhHerBodyWasAl ways
OnFleek
Vusi
:No'
i
ngChangedHeyAndHerBodyNow
SeemsToBeSoOnFl eekLi
keNeverBef
ore,
So
PopsMakeSur
eSheDoesn'tLeav
eYourSight
OrSomeWolfMightSnat
chHer
Dad:
BoyNoOneWouldTakeYourMom Fr
om
MyGripThatWomanI
sMine
Me:
YouSoSur
e
Dad:
CozIKnow
Me:
SoTel
lUs,
HowDi
dYouAppr
oachHer
?
Dad:
IWasTheThr
obAtSchool
SoIHadThi
s
'
NoGi
rlCoul
dSayNoToThi
s'Thought
Me:
He'
sReal
l
yYourFat
herVusi
Vusi
:IEv
enTakeFr
om YouTheSi
l
li
estThi
ngs
Ever
Dad:
YouMySonYouHadTo
Me:
YouWer
eSt
il
lTel
l
in'
UsBoutYouAndMom
Dad:
SoIWentToHerAndTr i
edToDoMy
Magi
c,Ei
sh!SheTur
nedMeDownSoHardThat
MyFri
endsLaughedAtMeForTheWhol
eWeek
Vusi
:SoHowDi
dYouFi
nal
l
yGotHer
?
Dad:IWentToPracti
ceMyMagicAndBoom
SheCouldn'
tResi
stI
tTheSecondTi
meIWent
ToHer.ITookHerOutForSomeChi
ps
Vusi
AndI
:HahaChi
psDad?
?
Dad:HeyWeLi
vedI
nAnEr
aDi
ff
erentFr
om
Your
s
Vusi
:Yho
Dad:
OneThi
ngLedToAnot
herThenYourMom
AndIWer
eOf
fi
cial
l
yDat
ing
Vusi:ButThatDi
dn'
tSt
opYouFr
om Looki
n'For
OtherSkir
ts
Dad:
IWasSt i
llYoungBackThenSonAndI
WasStil
lConf
usedAndDi dn'
tKnowWhatI
Wanted
Me:Mom Sai
dYouCheat
edOnHerSev
eral
Ti
mes
Dad:AndIAl
mostLostHerCozOfThatBut
ThatWomanHeldMeDownNoMat t
erWhat
Vusi
:YouOneLuckyDude
Dad:
YouCanSayThatAgai
n..
..
.SoPr
incess
What'
sHi
sName?
Me:
Who?
Vusi:Hi
sNameIsLi
tha,
He'
sDoi
ngGrade
12,He'
sSomeSmartAssSoWhenDi
dYouTwo
Start
edDat
ing?
Me:
WeNotDat
ing
Dad:
But
?
Me:
HeAskedMeToGoToTheBal
lWi
thHi
m
Dad:
AndIHopeYouSai
dYes
Me:
Dad!
Dad:
He'
sSonI
nLawMat
eri
al
Vusi
:TheOl
dManI
sNowMov
ingTooFast
Dad:
You'
veBeenDatingForYear
sNow,I
t'
s
Ti
meForYourSi
sterToFallI
nLoveToo
Vusi
:SoI
sThatAGoAheadToHer
?
Dad:
May
be
Me:
Mom Woul
dKi
l
lYouI
fShe'
dHearThi
s
Dad:
It'
sNotLi
keSheWasn'
tYoungWhenI
MadeHerMine

TalkingAndTal
ki
ngWithDadWasJust
Great: v:)WeFoundTheTwi
nsAndMom
Wat chi
ngT.V
Dad:
MyWi
fe
Mom:
MyBaby

SheGotUpAndTheyPeckedEachOt
her
'sLi
ps

Owet
huAndOl
wet
hu:
Euuuuw!
Dad:
Don'
tActLi
keYouWon'
tDoThi
s
Owethu:
IAsOwet
huMor
enaWon'
tShame
Daddy
Olwet
hu:
TheWayYouSoFor
war
d,I
'
m Sur
e
You'
ll
BeTheFi
rstToDoI
t
Vusi
:Mom I'
m Hungr
y,WhatAr
eWeEat i
ng?And
OhhEsi
hleGotaBoyfr
iendAtSchool
Me:
Vusi
!
Mom:
Ohh?
Dad:
He'
l
lBeTaki
n'HerToTheMat
ri
cDance
Mom: WeShoul
dSt
artLooki
n'ForYourOut
fi
t
Soon
Me:
NotYouTwoMom!
Dad:
YouShoul
dInv
iteHi
m Ov
erForDi
nner
Tomorr
ow

GREAT!-
_-
[05/
18,12:
52]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT15

IJustLookedAtThem AndShookedMy
Head,TheyWereNotBeingForRealAy
tThere
OrWer eThey?:/IGotToMyRoom And
ChangedToMySweat er,LongSl
eev
edT-shi
rt
AndSneaker
s.ITookOutMyBooksAndThrew
Them OnMySt udyTabl
e,
Vusi
GotInAndThrew
Himsel
fOnMyBed

Me:YouShoul
dHaveAskedMom AndDadTo
NotSepar
ateUsAndLetUsSl
eepI
nTheSame
Bedr
oom
Vusi
:Ther
eAr
eBi
gThi
ngsYouDon'
tHav
eTo
See
Me:
YouTr
eatMyBedr
oom Li
keI
t'
sYourOwn
Vusi
:I
t'
sYourBedr
oom,
What
'sTher
eToHi
de?
Me:
HowBoutEr
rrt
hing?
Vusi
:Mxm...
.(
Sit
sUpSt
rai
ght
)SoAr
eYouAnd
Li
thaDat
ing?
Me:
No!
Vusi
:ThenWhat
'supWi
tchuTwo?
Me:Li
keITol
dYouBef
ore,
HeJustWant
sMe
ToBeHisDat
e
Vusi
:And?
Me:
AndWhat
?
Vusi
:Ar
eYouGonnaGoWi
thHi
m OrWhat
?
Me:
IDon'
tKnow
Vusi
:He'sNotaBadGuyAndDadSeesHi
m As
HisFut
ureSonInLaw
Me:
DadI
sTooFor
war
d

IThr
ewMy sel
fNextToVusi
AndTookMy
PhoneAndTextedLut
ho

Vusi
:Mom Want
sToSeeHi
m Too
Me:
TheFuck?
Vusi:
SeemsLi
keLut
ho'
sGonnaLoseA
Gir
lf
ri
end
Me:
Mxm
ITookaPi
l
lowAndThr
ewI
tAtHi
m ButHe
Ducked

Vusi
:IGotSi
xInv
itesToTheMat
ri
cDance
Me:
TheFuck?
?Si
x??
Vusi
:JeahAndDamnAl
lThoseChi
cksAr
eHot
Me:
Vusi
!
Vusi
:What
?
Me:Don'
tForgetThatThi
sIsTheLastChance
I
nam GaveYou
Vusi
:Ar
gDon'
tRemi
ndMe
Me:
YouGonnaLoseHerFor
ever
Vusi:I
'
m JustGonnaGoWi
thOneChi
ckLi
l
Si
s,TapAndLeave
Me:SomeoneWant
sToLoseAReal
Gir
lOv
er
SomeFli
ng
Vusi
:IHat
eYou
Me:
You'
l
lThankMeOneDay

Owet
huGotI
n

Vusi
:Don'
tYouKnowHowToKnock?
Me:
AsI
fYouKnock
Vusi
:WhatI
sItLi
lSi
s?
Owet
hu:
Mxm IDi
dn'
tComeHer
eForYouVusi
Vusi
:IHopeYouKnowICanWhi
pYourAss
AndSti
ll
EnjoyMyEveni
ng
Owethu:TheWayYouAndOlwet
huUseThat
Li
neAllTheTi
me,I
t'
sStar
ti
ngToBor
eTheHell
Outt
aMe
Vusi
:I
'm Sur
eYouHav
eHellI
nYou,TheWay
YouDon'
tLoveGoi
ngToChurchIWouldn'
t
Bl
ameYou
Owet
hu:
Mxm
Vusi
:HaaIMurder
edYouSoNowAr
eYou
ReadyToAnswerMe?
Owet
hu:BigSi
sDadSai
dIShoul
dTellYouThat
We'
reEati
ngOutSoWearSomet
hingDecent
CozWe'l
lBeGoingI
nAFew
Vusi
:AndWhatBoutMe?
Owet
hu:
Mxm

OwethuJustLookedAtHim AndLef t
,ICouldn'
t
St
opLaughing,
MySi bl
i
ngsWer eReallyCrazy.I
ChangedToANotThatShor tDress,
Sandals
AndAJacketThenTookMyPhone. VusiAndI
WalkedToTheLoungeAndFoundEr rone
Al
readyGett
in'
TheirStuf
fSoWeCoul dGo.
WeWer eGonnaUseTheFamilyCarSoDad
LookedForTheKey
s,WeLockedTheHouse
AndTurnedOnTheAlar
msAndLef t.
WeWentToSomeRest
aur
antAndFounda
Fami
l
yTabl
e
Mom: SoVusi
GotAnyI
nvi
tesToTheMat
ri
c
Bal
lToo?
Me:
CanYouBel
i
eveI
tMa?HeGotSi
xAl
ready
Vusi
:HeyIDi
dn'
tAskToBeMor
eGoodLooki
n'
ThanYou
Me:
Mxm
Dad:SoFoundThatOneGi
rlYouGonnaGo
Wit
h?
Vusi
:NotYet
,DadTheyAr
eAl
lHot
Mom:MakeSur
eYouDon'
tHur
tInam I
nThe
Pr
ocess
Me:
That
'sWhatITol
dHi
m Too
Dad:
Let
'sOr
derAl
ready
,I
'm Hungr
y

WeLookedThr
oughOurMenusToLookFor
WhatWeGonnaEat,WeFinal
l
yMadeOur
Of
fer
s.Whi
leWait
ingForOurFood,
SomeGuy
GotI
nTalki
ngOnHi sPhone.
HeHadHi sPant
s
DownHisButt,
HalfBl
ackMil
i
taryBootAndA
Sl
eevel
essT-shi
rt
.HeHadTattoos,
HeWas
SomeKindaEyeCandy.
HeWentToSitOnaSingleTabl
eThena
Wait
ressWentToHim,HeHandedHeraPaper
ThenTheWait
ressLef
t

Vusi
:Hel
lo!(
WavingHi
sHandI
nFr
ontOfMe)
He'
sOlderThanYou
Me:
Who?
Vusi
:You'
veBeenChecki
n'Hi
m Si
nceHeGotI
n
Here
Me:
Mxm
Vusi
:ISmel
lSomeHoeI
nTheMaki
ng
Me:
JustLeav
eMeAl
oneVusi
Vusi
:O-
kay
OurFoodCameThenWeDugI n,
IKeptCheckin'
OutThatGuy
.HeWasMakingEndlessCal
ls,
The
Wait
ressGaveHi
m ATakeAwayThenHe
CameOurWay

Dad:
Menzi
!
TheGuy
:WowMrMor
enaHey
,AndMr
sMor
ena

OhhhhOkay!SoDadKnowsTheGuyo.
OAnd
TheGuyKnowsMom Too

Mom:
Hel
l
oMenzi
Menzi
:ISeeYouOnSomeFami
l
yDi
nner
Dad:
YeahYouCanJoi
nUs
Menzi
:OhhNoThankYouIHav eSomeWor
k
ToGetDoneButThanksForTheOff
er
Mom: Worki
ngEv enLat
eAtNi
ght
,YouLov
e
YourJobDon'tYou?
Menzi
:It
'sWhatKeepsMeGoi
ngMam,
Lemme
NotTakeUpYourTime.
Bye
Dad:
SeeYouRoundSon
Menzi
:Sur
eThangTai
ma

HeLeft,
OkayIWasI naRelat
ionshi
pAndI
LovedLuthoButMenziWasThoseTy paGuys
YouWouldn'tMindStar
ingAt.
HeWasn'tThat
WowButHeSmi ledI
naBeaut i
fulWayAndHe
WasAnEy eCat
cher.

Vusi
:SoWhoI
sHe?
Dad:
Didn'
tYouHearMeCal
l
ingHi
sName?
Vusi
:IMeanWhat
'
sYourRel
ati
onshi
pWi
thHi
m?
Mom: YouDon'
tHav
eToKnowErrt
hing,
Eat
YourFoodSoWeCouldGoBackHome
Vusi
:Yho
WeAllDugInThenWhenWeWer eDone,
Dad
Set
tl
edTheBi l
lAndWeLeft
.WeGotHomeAnd
TheFrontDoorWasOpened

Dad:
THEFUCK?
?
Mom:
WHATI
SGOI
NGON?
?
Vusi:
SeemsLikeSomeoneManagedToGet
I
nsideWit
houtEvenTr
igger
ingTheAl
arms

WeAl lGotOffTheCarAndWentI nThe

House,TheT.VWasGone,TheRadi o,
TheDVD
PlayerDolol
o.Mom RanToTheGar ageAnd
BothOfHerCar sWereGone,IRanToMyRoom
AndThankf ul
lyNo'
i
ngWasMi ssi
ng.DadWent
ToHi sStudyRoom AndNo'
ingWasTouched
ExceptSomePaper s

Dad:
Dammi
t!Dammi
t!
Mom:
WHATNOW?
?
Dad:Thi
sWasn'tABurgl
ary
,WhoEverTook
YourCarsI
sSomeoneWhoWant edThose
PaperWorks.
TheCar
,T.VAndRadi
oSteali
ng
Thi
ngWasJustToCov erUpWhatTheyReall
y
Wanted
Owet
hu:
DadWhatI
fTheyComeBack?:
'
(
Dad:
TheyWon'
t
Mom:
Dammi
t!
Dad:SomePeopl
eJustWakeUpSomeDomant
BeastI
nSomeoneUnnecessar
il
y
Mom:
BabyComeDown
Dad:ThoseDamnPapersHaveEr
rthi
ngThat
CouldDestr
oyMe!IHaveToGetThem ASAPor
ILoseErrFuckenThi
ngIWor
kedFor
Mom:
SoWhatNow?
Dad:
I'
ll
Cal
lTheGuy
s,We'
reWor
kingToni
ght
.
Mom:
Musa!
Dad:
IHav
eNoOt
herChoi
ceSi
sandaDammi
t!

O-W- K-YTHEFUCKI SGOI NGON? ?Mom Took

TheTwi nsToTheirRoom, SheToldMeAnd
Vusi ToSleepWi t
hThem. WeWereAl l
Confused
ButMom AndDadJustDi dn'
tWannaTalk,
Vusi
AndIJustKeptLooki n'AtEachOtherAsWe
Hear dThem ShoutingAtEachOt her
Downst airs.
AuntAmandaAndHerDaught er
Sl
eptOv erButInTheSpar eRoom NextToThe
Twi ns'WhereWeAl lSlept.I
nTheMiddleOfThe
Night,IGotUpAndWal kedToTheKi t
chenTo
DrinkSomeWat er.
Mom,
DadAndUncl
eBongaGotI
n

Uncl
eBonga:
It'
sBeenAWhi
l
eSi
nceI
'
ve
Toast
edSomeButts
Mom:
WeHaveChildr
enNow,
WePl
edgedThat
WeWon'
tGoBackToThi
sLif
e
Dad:
ThoseIdi
otsGaveMeNoChoi
ce,
IJust
WonderWhoSentThem
Mom: I
'm Sur
eIt
'sSomeoneWeKnow. .
..
Even
ThoughIHateToAdmitItButI
tFel
tSoGood
ToFeelTheWeightOfaGunAgainstMyHand

THEFUCK?
???:
o:
oo.
O

UncleBonga:OnceAGangst er
,Alway
sa
Gangster
.YouThoughtSett
li
ngDownAndTaki
n'
CareOfYourFamilyWouldTakeAwayThe
LoveYouHadForThatKi ndaLife?Never
!
Dad:
I'
m JustGl
adIGotThesePaper
sBack
Mom:
What
'sI
nTher
eThatI
sSoConf
ident
ial
?
Dad:
Ever
ythi
ngNoOneNeedsToKnow
Mom:Ohhhh.
..
.LemmeGoAndCkeckUpOn
TheKi
ds
IDi
dn'
tHearMom Walki
ngUpTheStai
rs,
Damn!
SheGotI
nTheKit
chen.SheWasSoShockedTo
SeeMe

Mom:
Esi
hle!YouAwake
[05/
18,12:
54]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT16

IJustLookedAtMom AndWal
kedOut
,She
Pull
edMeBackByMyAr m

Mom:
BbeLemmeExpl
ain
Me:
..
..
..
.
Mom:
Ther
e'sALotYouDon'
tKnow
Me:
IWannaSl
eepMa
Mom:
PleaseDon'
tLookAtMeLi
keThatBbe
Me:
INeedToGoBackToSl
eepPl
ease

IPul
l
edMyArm AndWalkedPastDadAnd
Uncl
eBongaWi
thoutSay
in'
aWor d

Dad:
Pri
ncess
Me:
..
..
..
Uncl
eB:
What
'sUpWi
thHer
?
Mom:
MusaWeNeedToTal
k

IJustWal
kedToMyRoom AndDi
dn'
tGoBack
ToTheTwins'
Room
"JeezJustImagi
neFindi
ngOutThatYour
Parent
sAr eThugs,
EvenHear
ingYourMom,I
MeanLikeYourOwn34YearOl
dMom Sayi
ng
SheLovesToFeelTheWei
ghtOfaGunAgai
nst
HerHand.HowFuckedUpI
sThat?
?":o:(
DadGotI
nWi
thoutKnocki
n'
Dad:
Baby
Me:
..
..
..
..
Dad:
Pri
ncess
Me:
JustGetOut
taMyRoom!Dad

HeJustLaughedAndCameToSitOnTheBed
NextToMe,ILookedAtHi
m CozIWas
ConfusedWhyHeWasLaughingWhil
eIWas
MadAtThem

Dad:
NoMatterHowMuchYouHat eYourMom
AndINowButWe'l
lFor
everBeYourPar
ents
Me:
..
..
..
.
Dad:
YouWer
en'
tSupposedToHearWhatYou
Hear
d
Me:
YouGangst
ersDad?
?
Dad:
NoWeJustKi
l
lToPr
otectWhatI
sOur
s
Me:
WhatDi
ff
erenceDoesThatMake?
Dad:
Whol
eLot
taDi
ff
erence
Me:SoI
sWhatYouDoi
ngWri
tt
enInThose
Fi
l
esYouWereSoFr
ust
rat
edToLose?
Dad:
Kinda
Me:ICan'
tBel
iev
eThi
s,
IsTheCompanyEv
en
Legal
l
yYours?
?
Dad:C'
monPri
ncessHowCanIRunABusi
ness
ThatBi
gIl
l
egal
ly
?
Me:HowCanYouLi
veWi t
hYourKidsFor10
Year
sButHi
deSomethi
ngLikeThi
sFrom
Them??
Dad:
..
..
..
Me:
Exact
ly
Dad:
Don'
tWor
ryTheBusi
nessI
sLegal
Me:I
t'
sJustSomeFacadeToHi
deTheThugs
YouAndMom Are
Dad:
OkayNowYouCr
ossi
ngTheLi
neALi
l
Me:
DoYouRobBanksAndBi
gSt
ores?
Dad:
GoToSl
eepEsi
hleISeeYouDr
owsy

Wit
hThatSai
d,HeGotUpAndLef
t.
ITookMy
PhoneAndTextedLut
ho

"GuessWhatIJustFoundOutToni ght
?You
Won'tFuckin'
Beli
eveThis.MyParentsAre
GangstersToo,I
sThisGangsterThingInTrend
OrWhat ?CozIt'
sStart
ingToConf useMe,IWas
ShockedToFi ndOutThatYou'reACr ookBut
BabeJustImagineFindingOutThatYour
Parent
sAr eThugs,
HowFuckedUpI sTha-
"
IJustEr
asedAl
lOfTheTextAndThr ewMy
PhoneUnderMyPill
owThenTr iedToDri
ft
AwayToSleepButICouldn'
t.
ITookMyPhone
AndPutOnMyEar phones,
ItRangAndItWas
Lutho

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
Baby
Lut
ho:
Someone'
sInaGoodMood
Me:
IfOnl
yYouKnewHowFuckedUpMyMood
I
sAytNow,
I'
m JustGl
adYouCal
l
ed
Lut
ho:
YouReal
l
yMi
ssedMeDi
dn'
tYou?
Me:YouDon'
tKnowHowMuchIMi
ssYouAy
t
Now
Lut
ho:
WhatI
sMyBabyDoi
ng?
Me:JustLy
ingOnMyBedAndThi
nki
ngBout
MyLifeAndYou?
Lut
ho:IHopeYouThi
nki
n'BoutTheGoodStuf
f
AndHopeful
l
yI'
m Par
tOfThoseGoodThingi
es
Me:
HahaJeahAy
t..
..
What
chuDoi
ng?
Lutho:WasTypi
ngSomeReportButNowI
'
m
TakingaBreakAndTal
ki
n'ToMyBaby
Me:HopeYouFi
nishThatReport
,IDon'
tWant
YouToBeFir
edAtWor kBecauseOfMe
Lut
ho:
AtLeastI
tWoul
dBeYou
Me:
HahaOhh?
Lut
ho:
GoToSl
eepNow,
YouGoi
ngToSchool
Tomor
row
Me:
ArgDon'
tRemi
ndMe
Lut
ho:HeyYouHav
eToSt
udyAndGetThat
Bachel
or
Me:
JeahAy
t
Lut
ho:
GoodNi
ghtSugarBoom Boom
Me:
GoodNi
ghtBbe,
Lov
eYou
Lut
ho:
AndILov
eYouMor
-
Me:
DidYouReal
l
yHav
eToSayMor
e?
Lut
ho:
YesCozILov
eYouMor
e
Me:
Mxm
Lut
ho:
ILov
eYouTooBaby
Me:
ButIDi
dn'
tSa-
Lut
ho:
WeBot
hKnowYouDo
Me:
YouSoFul
lOfYour
sel
f
Lut
ho:
GoodNi
ghtBbe
Me:
NightNi
ght

ITriedToDr i
ftAwayToSl eepAndFinal
lyFell
Asleep.IWokeUpTheFol lowingDayAndWent
ToTakeMyBat h,IWoreMySchool Unif
orm And
WentToTheKi tchen.
IFoundMom Maki ng
Breakfast,
IWentToOpenTheFr i
dgeAndTook
OutThr eeFrui
ts
Mom:GoodMorni
ngToYouTooEsi hle
Mor
ena,
ISl
eptWellThanksForAski
ngBaby
Me:
..
..
..
..

ITookMyLunchBoxAndTuckedI
tInMy
Bag,
WhenIWasWalki
ngOut,DadGotI
n

Dad:
What
'sTheRush?
Me:IWon'
tBeEat
ingBr
eakf
astWi
thYouAnd
I
'l
lTakeAWal
kToSchool
Mom:
She'
sBeenAl
lMoodyThi
sMor
ning
Dad:
AreYouSt
il
lOnThatLastNi
ghtI
ssue?
Vusi
:WhatLastNi
ghtI
ssue?(
Get
ti
n'I
n)
Dad:I
t'
sNonYourBusi ness,
EsihleSi
tDown.You
GonnaEatBreakfastWithUsAndI '
m Gonna
Dri
veYouAndVusi ToSchoolLike
Ever
yday.
Don'tForgetThatYourMotherAndI
AreSti
llOl
derThanYouAndWe'
reSt
il
lYour
Parent
s.
Me:
..
..
..
.

IThrewMyBagToTheFl
oorAndSatOnThe
Dini
ngTabl
e

Vusi
:YhoWhatDi
dTheFl
oorDoToYou?
Me:
Mxm
Olwet
hu:What'
sUpWi thTheSourMood?Did
Li
thaSayTheInvi
tat
ionLett
erWasn'
tMeantFor
You?(Si
tt
in'
NextToMe)
Mom:
HahaI
'
m Sur
eLi
thaSai
dThat

IJustLookedAtMom Wi
thTheMostDi
abol
i
c
FaceEver
Dad:
Esi
hleDon'
tLookAtYourMom Li
keThat
Me:
..
..
..
.
Vusi:I
t'sLikeShe'
sGonnaFeastOnUsFor
Breakfast,
Esihl
eJustSmil
eHawuYouAdding
Mor eUglinessToYourFace
Me:
Vusi
JustLeav
eMeAl
one!
Owet
hu:
Someone'
sInaBadMood
Dad:
She'
l
lBeFi
ne

Mom Gav
eUsOurPl
ates

Me:
I'
m NotHungr
y
Vusi
:IGotMyChri
stmasEar
lyThi
sYear
,Gi
mme
ThatDamnPlat
e

HePull
edThePlat
eAndAteFr
om Bot
h
Pl
ates,
WhenTheyWereDoneWeWentTo
Dad'
sCarAndHeDr oveUsToSchool .
IDidn'
t
EvenWaitForHi
m ToGiveUsLunchMoney ,
I
GotOutt
aTheCarFirstAndBesidesIDi
dn't
WantNoSt ol
enMoney- _-:/(Don'
tLookAt
MeLikeThat)
WeWentToTheAssembl
yThenWal
kedToOur
Cl
asses,
IMetUpWi
thI
nam

I
nam:
AreYouOkay
?
Me:
JeahWhy
?
I
nam:We'
veBeenFr
iendsForYear
s
Now,
What
'sUp?
Me:IDon'
tKnowI
fIWannaGoToTheBal
lWi
th
Li
tha
I
nam:
HeSeemsLi
keANi
ceGuy
Me:
Excel
l
ent
!YOUGoWi
thHi
m
I
nam:
WhoaWhoaWhat
??
Me:
I'
m Sur
eHeWoul
dn'
tMi
ndGoi
ngWi
tchu
I
nam:
WhoaWhoa
Me:YouJustSai
dItYoursel
fThatHe'
sANice
Guy,
LookTakeThi
sAsAnOppor t
uni
tyToMake
Sur
eThatVusiDoesn'
tFuckUp
I
nam:
IDon'
tLi
keWher
eThi
sIsAl
lGoi
ng
Me:VusiGotSi
xInvi
tesAlr
eady,
I
'm Sur
eHe's
GonnaTakeOnlyOne.YouGonnaLetHim Go
Ayt
?
I
nam:
JeahWhyNot
?
Me:Good.NowYou'l
lGoWithLi
thaAndKeep
AnEyeOnVusi AndBesi
desThi
sWi ll
AlsoBe
YourChanceToSpendTimeTogether
I
nam:
YouSuchaWi
tch
Me:
It'
saGoodI
deaI
sn'
tIt
?
I
nam:
ItI
sButI
'
llHav
eToThi
nkBoutI
t
Me:
Thanks

WeWentToOurRegi
sterCl
ass,
TheRestOfThe
DayWasJustFuckedUpCozIKeptThinking
BoutMom AndDadBei ng
Gangsters.
Aft
erSchool
DadSaidHeWasn't
GonnaPi ckUsUpSoITookaTaxiHome,ISti
ll
HadToWal kCozTheRankWasALilBi
tFar
Fr
om MyHouseSoIWal ked.
OnTheWayACar
DroveSlowlyNextToMeAndTheWindow
Roll
edDown

Me:
Hel
l
o,Menzi
Ayt
?
Menzi
:Yeap,
HowCanABeaut
if
ulLadyLi
keYou
Wal
k?
Me:OhhITookaTaxi
From School
SoI
t
Dr
oppedUsAtTheRank
Menzi
:HopI
n
Me:MyHouseI
sTwoHousesAwayButThank
You
Menzi
:CanIAl
soKnowYouCozYouKnowMe
Me:
Esi
hle
Menzi
:NiceToKnowYouEsihle,
IGuessI
'
llSee
You'
roundAndOhhCanIHav eYourNumber
SoWeCanGoOutForDrinksSomet i
mes
Me:
DudeWeDon'
tEv
enKnowEachOt
her
Menzi
:You'
reMrAndMr sMor ena'
sDaughter
AndYourNameIsEsi
hle,
WhatEl seIsTher
eTo
Know?AndOhhhYou'
reStil
lInHighSchool,
I
Thi
nkIKnowAll
INeedToKnow
Me:AndTheOnlyThi
ngIKnowBoutYouI
s
ThatYou'
reMenzi
Menzi
:WhatEl
seDoYouWannaKnow?
Me:YourSurname,
WhatchuDoFora
Li
vi
ng,YourAge,
WhereYouStayAny
thi
ng
Menzi
:I'
m Sur
eYouEvenWannaKnowHow
ManyDogsIHave,
TheCol
orOfTheUnder
wear
I
'm Wear
ingAndHowMuchIMake
Me:
YouExagger
ati
ngThi
ngs
Menzi
:YourNumber
Me:
YourPhone

HeHandedMeHisPhoneAndIDialedMy
Number,
IGaveHi
m HisPhoneBackAnd
WalkedWhi
leHeDrov
eNextToMe. MyPhone
Rang

Menzi
:That
'sMyNumber
Me:
Cal
l
ingAl
ready
?
Menzi
:Want
edToMakeSur
eIt
'sYourReal
Number
Me:
HahaOh?
Menzi
:SoWhatNameShoul
dIWr
it
eOnYour
Number?
Me:
Esi
hleIGuess
Menzi
:Beaut
if
ulWi
l
lDo
Me:
HahaOhh?
Menzi
:SoWhenCanISeeYouAgai
n?
Me:
IDon'
tKnowWhenDoYouWannaSeeMe?
Menzi
:Ev
enToni
ghtI
sPer
fectForMe
Me:
Toni
ght
?
Menzi
:Jeah
Me:
Sor
ryI
t'
sImpossi
bleToSeeMeToni
ght
Menzi:
LookIHav
eWor
kToGetTo,
I
'l
lSeeYou
'
roundAyt
Me:
O-kay

HeDroveAwayWi thHighSpeedLi
keHe
WantedToKi l
lSomeone,ISav
edHisNumber
AndWal kedHome.IFoundTheTwinsAl
ready
BackFrom School
,IMadeSomethi
ngToEatFor
All
OfUsThenSt artedWithMy
Homewor ks.
VusiGotInMyRoom Looki
n'Li
ke
He'dSeenaGhost
Me:
What
'sUp?
Vusi
:I
nam I
sAl
soGoi
ngToTheBal
l
Me:
So?
Vusi
:SheCan'
tGo
Me:
Why
?
Vusi
:SomeFuckedUpNi
kkaWi
l
lBeTouchi
ng
MyTerri
tor
yLi
lSis
Me:AsIfYouDon'
tTouchOt
herPeopl
e'
s
Ter
ri
tor
y
Vusi
:AndNowIWon'tBeAbl
eToGetSome
OneNightSt
andChi
ck
Me:
You'
reUnbel
i
evabl
e
Vusi
:CanYouDoMeAFav
or?
Me:
What
?
Vusi
:AskHerNotToGo?

TheFuck?
[05/
18,12:
55]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT17 

IJustLookedAtHi
m,Vusi
WasMadForReal

Me:
YouSi
ck
Vusi
:C'
monSi
sHel
pYourBr
otherOut
Me:
For
getI
t,
IAi
n'
tGonnaDoThatI
sh
Vusi
:Pl
easeEsi
hleHawu
Me:Fi
rstOfAl
lInam I
sMyFr
iend,Secondl
yI'
m
TheOneWhoAskedHerToGo, Thir
d-
Vusi
:WhoaTheFuckDi
dYouJustSay
??
Me:
I'
m TheOneWhoAskedHerToGo
Vusi
:ThankYouSoMuchFoeSquashi
ngMy
Pl
ansEsihl
e
Me:MyPl easur
e,IWon'
tLetYouPlayWi
thMy
Fr
iend'
sHear tWhil
eIWatchJustCozYouMy
Br
other,
ForgetThat.
Vusi
:Mxm

DadAndMom GotI
nThenLockedTheDoor
Behi
nd

Vusi
:IGuessThi
sIsAVi
sitForEsi
hle,
IShoul
d
GetGoi
ng
Mom:YouAi
n'
tGoi
ngAny
wher
e,WeWantTo
Tal
kToBot
hOfYou
Dad:
Esi
hleSi
tDown

ILookedAtHi
m
Dad:
ISai
dSi
tTheFuckDown!

ISl
owlySatOnTheBed,
OkayItWasCl
ear
ly
ThatTheVisi
tWasn'
tFr
iendl
y.

Mom: Fi
rstOfAl
lWe'
reFedUpOfYourAt
ti
tude
YoungLady

IJustLookedAtHerAndRol
l
edMyEy
es

Mom: MusaCanIWakeEsihl
eUpaLil
And
RemindHerWho'
sOlderThanWhoBetween
TheTwoOfUs?
Dad:
ThatWon'
tBeNecessar
yPumpki
n.ESI
HLE
MORENA!
Me:
Dad:
(
Dad:Thi
sAtti
tudeOfYour
sWon'tGetYou
Anywher
e,Li
keIToldYouLastNi
ght
,WhatYou
Hear
dWasn'tMeantForYou.
IDon'
tEv
enKnow
WhatUpset
sYouWi t
hWhatYouHeard
Me:
You'
reThugsDad!
Vusi
:WhoaWHAT?
?
Dad:
Esi
hle!
Me:WhatDad??ForHowLongWer eYouGonna
KeepThi
sASecretFrom Us?
?Huh??ICan'
t
Bel
iev
eThis,
YouKnowWhat ?IDon'
tWant
MoneyFr
om TheTwoOfYouAny more
Dad:That'
sFunnyCozTheMoneyYouDon' t
WantIsTheSameMoneyThatRai sedYou,
Fed
You,
ClothedYou,
Shelt
eredYou,
MadeSur eThat
YouHav eADiff
erentDecentLi
fe
Vusi
:OkayWeHearThatPar
tDadButWhatI
s
Thi
sThugThi
ngEsihl
eIsTal
kin'
Bout
?
Mom:
Vusi
JustWai
t
Dad:VusiIWasInAGangWit
choUnclesFrom
aYoungAge,IMetWit
choMom Agai
nAndWe
GotMarri
ed.WhenSheMar
ri
edMe,SheAlready
KnewWhatIWas,
SheJoi
nedToo.
Vusi
:SoDadDoYouSell
DrugsAndSt
eal
Car
s
AndGunsLi
keI
nMov i
es?:)
Me:Thi
sIsAl
lMaki
ngYouHappy
,Ar
eYouMad
Vusi
?
Dad:WeDon'tDoAnyOfTheAbove,
WeUsed
ToStealCar
sButWhenYourMom Arri
ved,
She
Didn'
tWantThatSoWeStopped.
We'
reNow
LEGAL(Looki
n'AtMe)Busi
nessMen
Vusi
:SoThi
sMeansWe'veBeenRaisedBya
Gangst
erKi
ngAndaGangsterQueen,
YouThe
BossOfTheGangRi
ghtDad??
Dad:
Somet
hingLi
keThat
Me:
Vusi
You'
reUnbel
i
evabl
e!
Vusi:
HeyYouThinkYourFrowningWill
Change
TheSituat
ion,
I
tWon'
tSist
erJustLiveWithThe
FactThatYou'
reAGangsterPr
incess
Mom:
SomeoneI
sThr
il
ledByAl
lOfThi
s
Vusi
:Mom I '
veSeenGangst ersOutTher eAndI
ThoughtIKnewEv eryt
hingBoutThem ButI
NeverSuspectedThatMyOwnPar entsWere
Gangster
s.Y'
allKnowHowToKeepThi ngsOn
TheLow,LiveLif
eLikeEv er
yoneElse,RaiseKi
ds
For10Fuckin'YearsButNev erGi
veThem Ev en
OneClueToWhatYouDo. DAD,MOM THAT' S
DOPEPARENTS
Me:
IGi
veUp
Dad:Vusi
Don'tGetTooExci
ted,
YouAndYour
Si
bli
ngsWon'tJoi
nThisLif
e.WeWantANormal
Li
feForYou
Vusi
:Wer
en'
tWeGonnaRei
gnWhenYouTwo
Di
e?
Mom:
HahaOhhSoYouWantUsToDi
eAl
ready
?
Vusi
: OkayThenMaLet
'sSayWhenYouTwo
Reti
re?
Dad:YouWouldButYourMom AndIWanta
NormalLi
feForYouCozThi
sLifeAi
n'
tEasy
Vusi
:You'
llTeachUsToSurviv
e,LookAtYou
DadYou'r
e36AndMom I s34ButYou'reSti
l
l
Al
iveAndFreshI'
m SureTheyGaveYouYour
Ti
tl
esCozYouDeser vedThem
Dad:
You'reRi
ghtButSt
il
lVusi
,WeWon'tLet
YouRiskYourLi
vesCozThatAin'
tAnEasyLi
fe
Vusi:C'
monDadYou'l
lTeachUsHowTo
Survi
ve,
WeCam Star
tNowOnSear chi
ngWho
BrokeInHer
eLastNight
Mom: WhoaWhoaLi
lBi
rdi
e,
YouMov
ingToo
Fast
Vusi
:Pl
ease
Dad:
Don'
tWor
ryWeTookCar
eOfThat
Vusi
:NextTi
meTagMeAl
ong,
JustToWat
ch

ICl
appedOnceAndThr
ewMyHandsI
nTheAi
r

Me:
ICan'
tBel
i
eveThi
s
Dad:Esi
hleWhet
herYouLi
keItOrNot,We'
re
YourPar
entsAndThatWil
lNeverChange.
Let
's
GoPumpki n

Wit
hThatSaidMom AndDadWalked
Out
,Leav
ingMeWit
hTheExhil
arat
edVusi
Morena.

Vusi
:ICan'
tBel
iev
eThis,OurOwnParent
sAre
Gangst
ersButNotJustGangst
ersButThey
Rei
gn
Me:
Mxm
Vusi
:C'
monLi
lSi
sIsn'
tThatGr
eat
?
Me:What'
sGreatBoutThat?HaveYou
Wonder
edHowManyPeopl eTheyKil
l
ed?How
ManyKidsLostThei
rParents?HowMany
Fami
li
esLostTheirCar
s?
Vusi
:ThePeopl
eTheyKil
l
edSurel
yKil
l
ed
Peopl
eOnTheirSi
deToo,
BoutTheCarsI
'
m
SureTheySt
oleGoodQual
it
yCarsFr
om Ri
ch
Peopl
eWhoBoughtAnotherCar
sASAP
Me:ICan'
tBel
i
eveYou,
All
OfThi
sIsEl
ati
ngTo
You
Vusi
:St
opBei
ngaPooper
Me:
Mxm

 Si
sanda'
sPOV

Hel
l
oLov
ies:
)

Aft
erComingFr
om Esi
hle'
sRoom,
MusaAndI
WentToTheKit
chenCozIWasPrepar
ing
Somethi
ngToEatForUs

Me:
YourDaught
erI
sSoSt
oneHeaded
Musa:
AtLeastWe'
l
lOnl
yHav
eToDeal
Wit
h
Her
,Vusi
GotNoPr
obl
em Wi
thAny
thi
ng
Me:BabeYouPromi
sedMeThatYouWon'
tLet
OurKi
dsGetInt
oThi
s
Musa:IKnowButYouKnowMay beSome
EnemyOfOursMi ghtBeCookingSomeStorm
ForUs,
TheyHaveToBeFi tInEverywayFor
ThatStor
m.NoEnemyLeav esWithoutPl
ant
ing
HisSeedForFut
urePurposes
Me:YouThi
nkAnot
herAviweMi
ghtBeGr
owi
ng
OutTher
eOrSomet
hing?
Musa:HowCanYouExpl ainTheSuddenBreak
I
nYest er
day?It
'sBeenYearsSinceWe'v
eBeen
Chal
lenged,
I
t'sClearThatTher
e'sSomeoneOut
Ther
eAndTheyAr eReadyForWar
Me:IGuessWeShoul
dGetTheKi
dsReady
ASAP
Musa:
IShoul
dTal
kToEsi
hle,
SheNeedsToBe
Wi
thUsOnThisOrTi
meWillBeAgai
nstUs
Me:
JeahYouRi
ght
Musa:ButDon'tWorryWe'veAl
waysBeen
Winner
s,ThatWon'tChangeNow.OurKi
dsAr
e
TheYoungerUs,I
'
m SureThey'l
lKi
ckButt
s
Me:
NoSt
ret
chThat
,They
'l
lRoastThem
Musa:
ComeHer
e

HeSmashedHi
sLi
psAgai
nstMine,
TheKi
ss
WentOnForAWhi
l
e,HePi
ckedMeUp

Me:
MyPot
s
Musa:I
'
m Sur
eTheFoodI
sAl
readyGood,
Let
'
s
Swi
tchEm Of
f

HeSwitchedOffTheStovesThenWalkedTo
OurRoom WithMe.OurSexLif
eWasSt il
lGreat
EvenWithTheFourKidsWeHadAndOurBusy
WorkLife:)WeStil
lRockedInTheBedroom.
 BackToEsi
hle

"
BeingMadAtMom AndDadWasCl
earl
yNot
GonnaWorkAndIFor
gav
eLut
hoButNowIt
WasHardToForgi
veMyOwnPar
ent
s"
IDecidedI
'
llMakeThem Breakf
astInBedSince
ItWasGonnaBeSat ur
dayTheFollowing
Day,WeAteSupperToget
herButIJustKept
QuietAndNoOneGav eMeThei rAtt
enti
on.
TheFoll
owingDayIWokeUpEarlyAndWentTo
MakeBreakfast
,ITookI
tToTheParent
s'
Room.IKnocked

Mom:
ComeI
n
Me:
GoodMor
ning

TheyBot
hLookedAtEachOt
herI
nConf
usi
on
Me:
IBr
oughtYouBr
eakf
ast
Dad:
Ohh?
Me:IJustWannaSayI'
m Sor
ryForTheWayI
Act
ed,IKnowI'
m YoungAndIShoul
dn'
tHav
e
Handl
edThingsTheWayIDid
Dad:
ComeHer
ePr
incess

IWentToDadAndHeHuggedMe

Dad:
YourApol
ogyI
sAccept
ed
Mom:
Giv
eMommyAHugToo
Me:
ILov
eYouGuy
s
Dad:WeLoveYouToo.
..
.YouAndVusi
Are
GonnaSt
artTr
aini
ngToday

WHOATHEFUCK?
?
[
05/
18,
12:
56]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT18<3

WHOAWHOA!
!THEFUCKDI
DDADJUSTSAY?
?

Me:
What
??
Mom:
It'
sForYourSaf
etyBaby
Me:
WhatSaf
etyNow?
Dad:
We'
ll
Expl
ainEv
ery
thi
ngToYouAndVusi
WhenWeWakeUp
Me:LastTi
meICheckedYouTwoDi
dn'
tWant
UsToJoinYourLi
fe
Mom:
IfYouDon'
t
,YourLi
vesWi
l
lBeI
nDanger
Me:
That
'sWhatYouHer
eForAy
t?
Dad:YourMom AndIWon'
tBe'
roundAl
lThe
Ti
meSoYouAl soHaveToKnowHowTo
Prot
ectYour
sel
ves
Me:
..
..
..
Dad:
Don'
tWor
ryBeEv
ery
thi
ngWi
l
lBeOkay
Me:Can'
tYouJustSendMeToGr
andma?I
Don'
tWannaLiv
eThisLif
e
Dad:
YouReal
l
yWantThat
?
Me:
NotReal
l
yButDoIHav
eaChoi
ce?
Mom:BabyYouDon'
tHaveToLeav
e,You'
l
lBe
Abl
eToTakeCareOfYour
sel
vesTr
ustMe.
Dad:I
'
llTeachYouHowToKickButt
sAnd
MaybeWhenWe' r
eDoneYou'
llEv
enKickMi
ne

WeAl
lLaughed

Me:You'
veBeenI
nThisForTooLongToGet
YourBut
tKi
ckedByYourOwnDaughter
Dad:
I'
ll
Trai
nYouSoHardThatYou'l
lBeAbl
e
ToWinaBattl
eAgai
nstYourMom AndI
Mom: ButLet
sGiveThem ToSoul
,
Ami
shAnd
ThandoFir
st.
I'
l
lTakeCar
eOfTheGunSessi
on
WithThabo,
DangerAndBonga
Me:
Yho
Dad:You'
l
lBeTaki
ngOverFr
om YourMom And
ISoonSoWeHav eToMakeSur
eYouFit
Enough
Me:
JeahAy
tSoWhenI
sDadGonnaTr
ainUs?
Dad:WhenEver
yoneHasPl
ayedThei
rPar
t,
I
Thi
nkIMightNeedSomeHel
pFrom Al
ex
Me:
WhoaUncl
eAl
exI
sSt
il
lAl
i
ve?
Dad:HaveYouEverHear
dUsSay
ingWe'
re
GoingToHisFuner
al?
Me:JustThatI
t'
sBeenAWhi
l
eSi
nceHeCame
ToSeeUs
Dad:
You'
l
lSeeHi
m Then
Me:LemmeGoAndFi ni
shMaki
ng
Br
eakfast
,Enj
oyYour
sRent
s
Mom:
ThanksBaby

IGotOffTheBedAndWentBackToThe
Kit
chen,
IFoundVusi
Dri
nki
ngWaterAnd
Shir
tl
ess

Me:NoWonderEv
eryGi
rlAtSchool
Want
sA
Tast
eOfYou
Vusi
:DoYouWantI
tToo?
Me:
EuuwThatWoul
dBeDi
sgust
ing
Vusi
:WeDon'
tShar
eTheSameBl
ood,
I
t
Wouldn'
t
Me:
DadAndMom SoWoul
dKi
l
lUs
Vusi
:YouSeem Li
keYouI
naGoodMood
Today,
Wassup?
Me:
ITal
kedThi
ngsThr
oughWi
thTheRent
s
AndWeResol
vedThi
ngs
Vusi:
That
'sGreat
,IWasSt
art
ingToHat
eThe
Tensi
onInTheHouse
Me:
We'
l
lGoForTr
aini
ngToday
Vusi
:FORREAL?
?:
)
Me:AndOurAssesAreGonnaGetBust
ed,
The
WayDadTalks,
TheyAi
n'tGonnaShowMer
cy
JustCozWe'
reThei
rKids
Vusi
:I
tDoesn'
tMatt
erAsLongAsI
'
llBeAbl
e
ToDefendMysel
fAndKnowHowToUseAGun
Me:AndMom I
sGonnaBeTheOneToTeach
UsHowToUseaGun
Vusi
:HahaWhat
??
Me:
Yeap
Vusi
:I
'm Sur
eSheCanKi
ckBut
tsToo
Me:DudeHaveYouSeenHerSi
xPackAnd
Muscl
es?ThatWomanSurel
yCanKickBut
ts
Vusi
:AndMom I
sHotForHerAge
Me:
I'
ll
Tel
lDadThatYouEy
eingOnHi
sWi
fe
Vusi
:ThatManWoul
dKi
l
lMe

VusiHelpedMeWi t
hFinishi
ngMaki
ng
Breakfast
,TheTwi
nsJoinedUsAndWeAt
e
Together.
Mom AndDadFinal
l
yCameOut taThei
rRoom
AndMom Hel
pedMeWi t
hWashingThe
Di
shes,
SomeoneKnocked.DadWentToOpen
Up

Mom:
Menzi

HeLookedAllHotAndCut
eInHisSleev
elessT-
shi
rtAndTi
ntedJeanAndSneaker
s.HeHad
Tat
toos:P: D

Menzi
:Mor
ningMr
sMor
ena
Dad:
Menzi
CameToPi
ckUpSomeWor
kFi
l
es
Me:
YouWor
kToget
her
?
Dad:
Jeap.
..
.LemmeGoAndGetThoseFi
l
es
Menzi
:Hel
l
oEsi
hle
Mom:
YouKnowHer
?
Menzi
:JeahIMetHerYest
erdayOnHerWay
Fr
om School
,
SheRefusedaLif
tFrom Me
Me:IWasOnl
yTwoHousesAwayFr
om Her
e
Ma
Mom:NextTi
meDon'
tTakeNoForAnAnswer
Menzi
Menzi:
YouHear
dYourMot
herThenMi
ss
Morena
Me:
JeahJeahWhat
ever
Mom: Esi
hleNeedsFr
iendsLikeYouWhoAr e
Deter
minedAndWhoAr eAlreadySuccessf
ul I
n
Li
feToPushHerToDoHerBestI nHerStudies
Vusi
:Nci
nci
nci
IWonderWher
eThi
sIsAl
lGoi
ng
(
Typi
n'Somet
hingOnHi
sPhone)
Mom:
IJustWantWhat
'
sBestForYourSi
ster
Menzi:
Speaki
n'OfThat
,WhyDon'
tITakeHer
OutForDi
nnerToni
ght?
Me:
Uhhhm Toni
ghtI
'
-
Mom:Sur
eThi
ng,
I
'l
lMakeSur
eShe'
sReadyI
n
Ti
me
Dad:
HereAr
eTheFi
l
esYouWant
ed(
Wal
ki
n'
DownTheSt
air
s)
Vusi
:MrMorenaSeemsLikeYourWi
feI
s
Sel
li
ngYourDaught
erHer
e
Dad:
Huh?
Mom: Menzi
IsJustTaki
n'Esi
hleOutOnDi
nner
Toni
ght,
What'
sWrongWi t
hThat?WeBoth
KnowMenziIsaGoodYoungMan

DadJustShr
uggedHi
sShoul
der
sAndHanded
TheFi
lesToMenzi
Menzi
:ThankYouSi
r
Mom:
Esi
hleWhyDon'
tYouWal
kM-
Vusi
:I
'l
lWal
kMrMenzi
Out
..
.Let
'
sGoYoungSi
r
Mom:
O-W-
K-Y

Vusi
AndMenzi
Wal
kedOut

Dad:
Menzi
IsOl
derThanEsi
hlePumpki
n
Mom: He'
saGoodYoung
Successf
ul,
Respect
ful
GuyWhoWi
l
lTakeCar
e
OfOurDaughter
Dad:
Esi
hleI
s16,
Menzi
Is23
Mom:He'
dMakeaGoodSonI
nLawBaby
C'
mon
Dad:OkayOkayISeeYourPointButWeShoul
d
LetEsi
hleDeci
deForHersel
fWhoSheWanna
Dat
eWi
th
Me:ThankYouDad( EvenThoughYouDidn'
t
Approv
eMyRel at
ionshi
pWith
Lut
ho).
..
.Menzi
Doesn'tLookLikeaBadGuy
Mom:
MyPoi
ntEx
act
ly
Me:
ButIShoul
dKnowHi
m Fi
rstMom
Mom:
TakeYourTi
meSweet
hear
t
Dad:EnoughBoutEsi
hle'
sDat
ingLi
fe,
YouAnd
Vusi
ShouldGoAndChange
Me:
YesBoss

DadChuckl edAndPouredHi msel

faGlassOf
Wat er
,IWentToMyRoom AndChangedToA
Tracksuit
.IFoundVusiAlreadyDressedFor
SomeTr aining,
DadDroveUsToThi sBigHouse
WhichWasAl mostIsol
atedFr om TheTownOr
AnyHouse.
Vusi
:SoThi
sIsWher
eWeWi
l
lBeTr
ained?
Dad:Yeap,
I'
l
lLeaveYouBehindAndPi
ckYou
UpLater.
Esi
hleMakeSureYourFaceDoesn'
t
GetBeatenUp,YouSt
il
lHaveaDate
Vusi:
IDon'
tLikeThatMenziGuyIt
'sLikeHe'
s
OnlyShowi
ngUsHi sFacade,
DadHav eYou
SeenHisTat
too?TheyScaryBro
Dad:
YouAl
soHav
eTat
toosRemember
?
Vusi
:Mi
neAi
n'
tThatMuchOrBi
g
Dad:That
'sHowItAl
lSt
art
edWithMeTooBut
YouSeeNowAl mostAl
lMyUpperBodyI
s
CoveredWit
hInk
Vusi
:JeahJeah

WeGotOutt
aTheCarAndWentI nThe
House,
WeFoundAuntSoul
,AuntThando,
Aunt
AmishAndUncl
eDangerOutsi
de
Dad:
Eit
a
Uncl
eD:
MyMai
nMan
AuntA:
HeyBbe
AuntS:
TheeKi
ngAndTheDescendant
s
Dad:YouNev
erRunOutOfSomet
hingToSay
Soul
AuntT:
BroughtTheRat
sToBeTr
ained?
Dad:
Sur
eThi
ng
UncleD:SomeSmal
lTi
nyBonesAr
eGonnaGet
Broken
Me:
Dado.
O
Dad:Don'
tWor
ry,
I
'm Sur
eTheyWon'
tBr
eakAl
l
OfThem
Me:
DAD!
Dad:
I'
m Out

WeWentToSomeRoom AndDi
dSomeWar
m
UpsFi
rstThenGotOurAssesKi
cked:
'
(:
(
Lat
erOnDadPi ckedUsUp, MyBodyWasSo
Sore,
IGotHomeAndHadaWar m,Long
Soothi
ngBath.
MenziPickedMeUpButBef or
eI
WentToHim ToTheLoungeICal l
edLut hoFi
rst
ButHisPhoneSentMeSt rai
ghtToVoicemail
.
IFoundMenzi
Chat
ti
ngWi
thMom AndDad

Mom:
She'
sDone
Menzi
:YouLookBeaut
if
ul
Me:
Thanks
Vusi
:Don'tBr
ingHerBackLat
e(Wal
ki
n'Down
TheStai
rs)
Dad:
ThatShoul
dBeMyLi
ne
Vusi
:ThenISai
dItForYou
Menzi
:WeShoul
dGetGoi
ng
Me:
ByeFami
l
y
Mom:
Hav
eaGoodTi
me

WeWalkedToMenzi
'
sCarAndHeSt
art
edI
t
AndDr
oveAway

Me:
YouNev
erTol
dMeYourSur
name
Menzi
:YouDon'
tHav
eToKnowI
t
Me:
O-W-
K-Y

HePar
kedInFr
ontOfThisRestaur
antAndWe
WentI
n,NoHol
dingHands-_-:v
WeSatDownThenAWai
tr
essCameToUs

Wai
tress:
Ev eni
ngGuy
s,WhatAr
eYouGonna
Hav
eToni ght?
Menzi
:YourExpensi
veMeal
ForTheNi
ght
Wai
tr
ess:
O-kayDon'
tYouHav
eAny
thi
ngEl
se
YouWantMi
ss?
Menzi
:NoThankYou

Yho.
..
.TheLadyLef
t

Me:
YouDi
dn'
tEv
enLookAtTheMenu
Menzi
:IDon'
tHav
eTi
meForThat
,SoTel
lMe
HowOldAreYou?
Me:
Uhhm 16
Menzi
:Whoa
Me:
JeahI
'
m ThatYoung
Menzi
:ButNotTooYoungForMe
Me:
SoHowOl
dAr
eYou?
Menzi
:Uhhm 23,
I
'm ThatOl
d
Me:
HahaJeahAy
t
OurFoodCame, YhoItWasSoLil
YetToo
Expensi
ve.WeBothDugI nWi
thNoOneTalki
n'
ToTheOt herOne,Menzi
'
sPhoneRang

Menzi
:ExcuseMe

HeGotUpAndSt oodFewFeetAwayFr om Our

Tabl
eWhi l
eIJustAt eMyFood,HeKeptKicki
n'
TheAirAndFormi ngFist
sWit
hHi sLef
t
Hand.
JustFrom Lookin'AtHi
m,Somethi
ngWas
WrongButItWasNonMyBusi ness.
HeCame
BackAndSatDown

Menzi
:Uhhhm Sor
ryBoutThat
Me:
NoSweat
,I
sEv
ery
thi
ngOkay
?
Menzi
:JeahEv
ery
thi
ngI
sFi
ne
Me:
Cool
WeBot hFinishedEatingAndTheDesser
tCame
ThenMenzi Set t
ledTheBil
l.
HeDroveUsBack
Home- _-ThatWasHowBor i
ngTheDate
Was,IJustMi ssedLuthoForReal
: '
(
WeBot hCameOutt
aTheCarThenMenzi
Came
ToStandInFr
ontOfMe,
PutHi
sArmsOnMy
Cur
vesAndPulledMeI
n

Menzi
:IHadaGr
eatTi
me

-
_-IWi
shICoul
dSayTheSame

Me:
Uhhhm MeToo(
LIAR)
Menzi
:WeShoul
dDoThi
sMor
eOf
ten
Me:
Uhhm Cool

HeCameCl
oserForaKi
ssButIBackedAway
Menzi
:YouOkay
?
Me:
JeahUhhhm I
'
m Fi
ne,
Fi
ne

HeCameCl oserAgain,TheSecondTimeIDidn'
t
BackAway .
ILetHisLi psMeetWi t
hMi neAnd
Damn!DudeWasAGoodKi sser.
LuthoWasa
GoodKisserButHey !Menzi WasOnaWhol e
NewLev el
.TheKissWentOnForAWhi leThen
MenziFi
nallyBrokeItAndPeckedMyLi ps,
He
LetGoOfMyWai stAndLookedAtMe

Me:Uhhm ThatWasUhhhm Br
eat
hTaki
ngI
Guess
Menzi
:IKnowI'm aGoodKisser
Sweet
heart
,LemmeNotKeepYouHereOut
side
I
nTheCold.IGuessI
'l
lSeeYouSomeOt
her
Ti
me
Me:
Bye
HeWatchedMeAsIWalkedI
ntoMyHouse
ThenHeDrov
eAway,
IFoundVusi
InThe
Lounge

Vusi
:Bhut
'LuuI
sSoGonnaKi
l
lYou
Me:
Mxm
Vusi:
ForReal.
ITol
dYouThatISmel
lSomeHoe
InTheMaking,
YouSeeNowYouOneBi gHoe
Lil
Sis
Me:
Mxm

IWalkedToMyRoom AndChangedToMy
PJs,
ITookMyPhoneAndCall
edLutho

*
Cal
lConv
o*
Me:
HeyBabe
Voi
ce:
uhhm Hel
l
o

I
tWasAGi
rl
'
sVoi
ce:
(

Me:
Uhhm CanITal
kToLut
ho?
Gi
rl
:Uhhm He'
sStil
lInTheShowerButI
'
llCal
l
Hi
m ForYou.
..
.BABY!SOMEONEONTHE
PHONEWANTSTOTALKTOYOU!
Lut
ho:
I'
m Comi
ng
Gi
rl
:He'
sComi
ng

IHear
dSomeShuf
fl
ingAndFootSt
eps

Gi
rl
:Her
e
Lut
ho:
WhoI
sIt
?
Gi
rl
:SomeGi
rl
,IDi
dn'
tGetHerName.
LemmeGo
AndMakeUsSomet
hingToEatWhi
l
eYouTal
k
OnThePhone
Lut
ho:
YouTheBestYouKnow
Gi
rl
:IAm Ar
en'
tI?

IHear
dSomeFootSt
eps

Lut
ho:
Hey
Me:
Hel
l
oLut
hoZi
zwe
Lut
ho:Shi
t!LookICanExpl
ainSugarBoom
Boom
[05/
18,12:
57]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT19<3
IJustFel
tTear
sThr
eat
eni
ngMyEy
es

Lut
ho:
Baby
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
Esi
hle
Me:
ByeLut
ho

IHungUpAndSwitchedOffMyPhone,
IDidn't
KnowWhetherToCryOrJustBeaBigGir
l And
BrushI
tOf
f.
"
YouAlsoKissedThatMenziGuyButThen
Agai
n,
ForSureLuthoIsSl
eepi
ngWithThatGi
rl
"

SomeoneKnockedOnMyDoor
,IWentToOpen
Up
Me:
HeyBbe
I
nam:
Wassup?
Me:
It'
sALongSt
ory
I
nam:
WeHav
eAl
lTheNi
ght
Me:
Vusi
'
sGonnaNeedYou
I
nam:
He'
l
lBeSt
rong,
SoWhat
'
sWr
ong?
Me:
LemmePutYourBagI
nTheCl
oset

ITookHerOverNi
ghtBagAndPutI
tInThe
Closet
,WeLi
edOnOurBacksOnTheBed

Me:IWentOutForDi
nnerWi
thAGuyNamed
MenziToni
ght
I
nam:
DoIKnowHi
m?
Me:
HeWor
ksWi
thDad
I
nam:HEWORKSWI
TCHODAD?
?HOW OLDI
S
THI
SGUY?
Me:
LowerYourVoi
ceJeez
I
nam:
Uhhm Sor
ryButHowOl
dIsHe?
Me:
23
I
nam:
Yho
Me:
Mom AndDadLi
keHi
m
I
nam:
DoYou?
Me:
aLi
l
I
nam:
AndLut
ho?
Me:
He'
sCheat
ingOnMe
I
nam:
WhoaWhat
?HowDoYouKnow?
Me:ICall
edHim FewMinut
esAgo,
AGirl
AnsweredHisCell
AndTheyWereBot
hCall
i
ng
EachOtherBaby
I
nam:
I'
m SoSor
ryBbe
Me:
INowEv
enRegr
etUnl
ocki
n'ToHi
m
I
nam:YouDi
dn'
tKnowHeWasGonnaDoThi
s
ToYou
Me:
HeKnowsHowMuchILov
eHi
m :
'
(
I
nam:
Ever
ythi
ng'
sGonnaBeOkayBbe
Me:NoItWon'tI
nam,Lut
hoIsThatFarFrom
Me,He'
sBusyMov i
ngOnWithHisLif
e,Fucki
ng
AndLovi
ngOtherGirl
sWhil
eI'
m HereLoving
Him Wi
thAll
OfMyHear t
I
nam:ButYouAl
soWentOutWi
thThi
sMenzi
Guy
Me:ThatDoesn'
tMeanILov
eHi m Li
keILov
e
Lut
ho,
ILoveLuthoWit
hMyAl l
Inam
I
nam:
IKnow,
I
'm Sor
ryBaby

SheWipedMyTearsAndFixedTheBedAnd
WeGotIn,
SheLaidMyHeadOnHerChest
Whil
eShePlayedWit
hMyHai r:)I
nam Was
AnAngelSentFr
om Abov
e: )

Me:
You'
reTheBestBi
tchI
'
veEv
erMet
I
nam:
Don'
tYouEv
erFor
getThat
Me:ISwearI
'
llMakeSureVusi
Mar
ri
esYouNot
SomeFuckedUpBitch
I
nam:
ThatWi
l
lBeUpToHi
m NotYouOrMe
Me:
IJustHopeHeDoes

IFellAsl
eepWhi l
eTalkin'
Wi t
hI nam,WhenI
WokeUpI nTheMi ddl
eOfTheNi ght,SheWasn' t
NextToMe: )I
tWasPat entThatSheTi p
ToedToVusi '
sRoom. ISwitchedMyPhoneOn
AndHad30Mi ssedCallsFrom Lut ho,20
VoicemailsAndTwoMessages. IJustDel eted
Everythi
ngWithoutPayingAttentionToI t
,ITri
ed
ToGoBackToSl eep.I
nam JoinedMeEar l
y,She
WasSoCol d

Me:
HeyHeyYouCol
dMar
n
I
nam:
Sor
ryHawu
Me:IHopeYouBat
hed,
IDon'
tWantMyBed
Smell
i
ngYouAndVusi
I
nam:
StopBei
ngJeal
ous
Me:
Me?Jeal
ous?C'
mon
I
nam:JeahYouJeal
ous,
I
t'
sBeenAWhi
l
eSi
nce
YouGotSome
Me:
Mxm

ITookaPill
owAndThrewI tAtHer
,SheTook
HersAndThrewItAtMe.ForAMoment ,IFor
got
BoutEvery
thi
ngAndJustBecameCr azyWi t
h
MyFriend.
WeWokeUp, DidTheBedAndWentToBat h.
We
MadeBreakfastToget
her,
VusiGotI
nWhi l
eWe
WereAtItAndWentToI nam.TheyKeptKi
ssing
AndGiggl
ing

Me:
YouMaki
n'MeJeal
ous
Vusi
:YouHaveThr
eeBoy
fri
ends,
WhyWoul
d
YouBeJeal
ous?
I
nam:
Thr
ee?
?
Vusi:
Didn'
tSheTel
lYou?She'
sDat
ingWi
th
Li
tha,
LuthoAndThi
sNewGuyMenzi
I
nam:YouLov
eMakin'
Thi
ngsaBigDeal
,
Esihl
e
Ai
n'
tDati
ngWit
hLi
thaAndShe'
sNotDat
ing
Wit
hMenzi
Vusi
:I
'm Sur
eTheyWi
l
l
I
nam:
IGi
veUp

WeDi shedUpAndCal l
edTheParentsAnd
Twins,WeAllAt
eThenMom AndDadTook
Themsel v
esOutWithTheTwinsWhi l
eIStayed
I
nTheHouseWi thTheLoveBir
ds.Lut
hoTr i
ed
ToCal lMeAgai
nCount l
essTi
mesButII gnored
HisCalls,
Menzi
CalledMe
*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
Hey
Menzi
:HeyBeaut
if
ul,
HowAr
eYouToday
?
Me:
NotReal
l
yGoodYou?
Menzi
:CanIMakeYouFeel
Good?
Me:
I'
dLov
eThat
Menzi
:Gi
veMeaFewI
'
llBeAy
tTher
e
Me:
Cool

IWentToMyRoom AndWor eSomet hi

ng
Descent
,ITol
dVusiAndHisGirl
fr
iendThatI'
m
GoingOutWithMenzi
.InFewMinutes,MyPhone
RangAndIWentOutToHi m.
IGotInTheCar
AndWeHadaBr i
efKiss

Me:
Hey
Menzi
:Hel
l
o,SoWher
eDoYouWannaGo?
Me:
Any
wher
eYouCanTakeMe
Menzi
:OkayThen.
..
SoYouSai
dYouWer
eNot
Okay,
Wassup?
Me:
Not
hingICan'
tTakeCar
eOf
Menzi
:ISee

HeDr
oveUsToThisPlace,
Looki
ngLi
kea
Cl
ub.
Ther
eWereBouncersAtTheEnt
rance

Menzi
:She'
sWi
thMe
Guy
1:Wel
comeMan,
HopeYouEnj
oy
Menzi
:Sur
e

HeHel
dMyHandAndWeWal kedI
n,WeSatOn
aTabl
eAtaFarCor
nerButMenziGotUp
Menzi
:Wai
tForMeHer
e,I
'
llBeBack
Me:
O-kay

HeGotUpAndWal kedI
ntoSomeRoom, IJust
SatTher
eAndWat chedDrunkPeopl
eGet t
ing
MoreWasted.SomeGuy sGotI
nDraggingAGuy
AndTheyTookHi m ToTheRoom ThatMenz i
WasIno. O
Af
terSomeTi
meLooki
ngAtMe,
SomeGuy
Fi
nal
lyCameToSi
tWit
hMe

Guy:
I'v
eBeenLooki
n'AtYouForAWhi
l
e
Now,AreYouWai
ti
ngForSomeone?
Me:
Somet
hingLi
keThat

Menzi
CameBack

Me:
AndHer
eHeI
s
Menzi
:DoYouHav
eaPr
obl
em Br
o?
Guy
:NoNoNotAtAl
lBr
o,IDi
dn'
tKnowShe
WasWit
hYou
Menzi
:NoSweat
,NowDash
Guy
:Har
dieBoss,
I
'm Gone

TheGuyWal
kedAway

Menzi
:WeCanGoNow
Me:
Owky

IGotUpAndWeWal
kedToHi
sCar

Me:
SoWher
eAr
eYouTaki
n'Me?
Menzi
:ToMyAuntAndUncl
e
Me:
WHAT?
?
Menzi
:Don'
tWorryTheyAr
eNi
cePeopl
e,
I'
m
Sur
eTheyWill
LikeYou
Me:
Ain'
tWeaBi
tMov
ingTooFast
?
Menzi
:Don'
tYouLov
eMe?
Me:
IDoBu-
Menzi
:ThenYouDon'
tHav
eToWor
ryBout
Any
thi
ng

HeParkedInFr
ontOfThi
sBi
gHouse,
I
tWasSo
Beaut
if
ul.

Menzi
:We'
reHer
eNow,
Rel
axTheyDon'
tBi
te
Me:
Menzi
IAi
n'
tEv
enDr
essedI
naPr
operWay
Menzi
:JeezWomanRel
ax
Me:
OkayOwky
Menzi
:ComeHer
e
HePeckedMyLi
psAndHel
dMyHand,
WeWent
InAndWeWereWel
comedByaSmi
li
ngOl
d
LadyAndAnOl
dMan

Menzi
:HeyFami
l
y
Lady
:HeySon
Man:
HeyYoungMan
Lady
:SoThi
sIsOurDaught
erI
nLaw?
Menzi
:Somet
hingLi
keThat
Man:
I'
veAl
waysKnownThatYouGonnaMake
UsPr
oud,
GoodAft
ernoonMyGir
l
Me:
Aft
ernoonSi
r
Lady
:She'
sPr
ett
y
Menzi
:SheHadTo,
YouWantBeaut
if
ul
Gr
andchi
ldr
enDon'
tYou?
Man:
AreYouAl
readyExpect
ing?
Menzi
:NoUncl
eIWasJustSay
ing
WeWentToSitDownThenTheLadyGav
eUs
Somet
hingToDri
nkWit
hCooki
es

Menzi
:SoWhenI
sCousi
nBr
oComi
ngBack
Man:IDon'tKnowAndIDon'
tCar
e,IDon'
tGi
ve
MyAttent
ionToPeopleWhoDon'
tValueThei
r
Li
ves
Lady
:HawuTat
a
Man:It'
sTrue,
It
'sLi
keThatBoyIsNotMy
Son,
LikeHe'sPossessedOrSomethi
ng.
He
DoesWhatHeWant s,
IDidn'
tGi
veBir
thToaBoy
Li
keThat ,
YouSeeMenzi IsAGoodExampl
eTo
Ever
yYoungGr owingBoyOutThere
Lady:WeNotHereToDiscussOurFami
l
y
Issues,
SoWhatI
sYourNameYoungLady ?

o.
O:
/ItWasCl
earThatThatFami
l
yHad
Lot
taI
ssueso.
O:
/
[05/
18,12:
58]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT20 

M'sUncle:
SoWhatI
sOurDaught
erI
nLaw
Doing?
Menzi
:She'
sSt
il
lInHi
ghSchool
M'
sAuntWhat
??
M'
sUncle:
YouWer
eAl
soI
nHi
ghSchool
WhenI
MetYou
M'sAunt
:Isn'
tMenziALi
tt
leBi
tOl
derThan
Her,
HowOl dAreYou?
Me:
Uhhm I
'
m 16
M'
sUncl
e:That
'sALi
tt
leBi
tTooYoungHey
M'
sAunt
:SeeWhatIMean?
Menzi
:Uncl
e,
Aunt
,Lov
eDoesn'
tHav
eAge
M'sUncle:
TrueButDon'
tYouThinkYou'
reWay
TooOlderThanHer?SheShoul
dBeDat i
ngKi
ds
HerAge
Menzi
:ILov
eHerAndSheLov
esMeToo

HeHeldMyHandAndSqueezedIt,ForOnce
ThereWasaLil
Connecti
onEvenIfMenziWas
Faki
ngItOnl
yForHi
sAuntAndUncl e.
He
LookedAtMeAndSmiled,
ISmil
edBack

M'
sUncl
e:ISeeThi
sGi
rlReal
l
yCaughtYour
Ey
eAndHeart
Menzi
:She'
sBeaut
if
ulUncl
e
M'sAunt
:ButMenzi
,
She'
sYoung.
Don'
tYou
Thi
nkSheHasToParty
,GoOutWit
hFri
ends
AndEnj oyHerTeenageLi
fe?Don'
tYouThi
nk
ThisIsaLitt
leBi
tTooMuchForHer ,
MoreLi
ke
TrappingHer?
Menzi
:AuntC'monLov eIsAl
waysEnough,
I
'm
NotGonnaStandInTheWayOfHerTi meWith
HerFr
iends,
I
'm JustGonnaLoveHer
.
M'
sAunt
:ISee

SheGotUpAndTookThePl
ateAndGl
asses

Me:
CanIHel
pYouWi
thThose?
Lady
:I'
l
lManageThankYou

SheLef
tToTheKi
tchen

M'
sUncl
e:SoWhenAr
eWeGonnaSi
ngWagi
ya
Gi
yaMakot
i?
Menzi
:HahaUncl
eIsn'
tThatABi
tTooQui
ck?
M'sUncle:MySon,
WhenYou'
veFoundThe
One,Ther
e'sNoNeedToTakeThi
ngsSlowlyOr
OthersAreGonnaSnat
chHerRi
ghtUnderYour
Nose
Menzi
:Esi
hleWoul
dn'
tBeSnat
chedUnderMy
Nose,
That
,I
'
m Sur
eOf
M'
sUncl
e:YouSoConf
ident
,ILi
keThat
Menzi
:Uhhm AndUncl
e,
IThi
nkWeHav
eToGo
Now
M'sUncle:OkayOkayMySon,ThankYouFor
Passi
ngByAndBr ingi
ngOurDaughterI
nLaw
WithYou.Esi
hleMyGirl
,
Feel
FreeToComeAnd
SeeUsWhenYouFeel Li
keI
t
Me:
ThankYouSi
r
M'
sUncl
e:By
eMyChi
l
dren
Menzi
:I'
l
lSeeYouSomeOt
herTi
me,
Tel
lAunt
ThatWeHadToGo
M'
sUncl
e:IWi
l
lSon

WeBot
hWentOutToHi
sCar

Me:
YouWer
eRi
ght
,TheyAr
eNi
cePeopl
e
Menzi
:ITol
dYou
Me:
YouCaughtMeOf
fGuar
dDude
Menzi
:IWasGonnaComeHer
eAny
waySo
WhyNotTagYouAlong?
Me:WeJustMetFewDaysAgoButYou
Al
readyI
ntr
oducedMeToYourAuntAndUncl
e
Menzi
:LemmeJustSayThi
sRelati
onshi
p
MeansALotToMeAndBesidesYourParent
s
KnowBoutUsSoWhyNotTellMineBoutUs
Me:
YouJustCal
l
edThem YourPar
ent
s
Menzi
:TheyRai
sedMe
Me:
MindI
fIAskWher
eYourReal
Par
ent
sAr
e?
Menzi
:It
'
saLongSt
oryAndIDon'
tLi
keTal
ki
n'
BoutMe
Me:
Uhhm Sor
ryIDi
dn'
tKnow
Menzi
:SoWantUsToGr
abSomet
hingToEat
?
Me:
JeahI
'
m St
arv
ing

HeDrov
eUsToTheNearestFastFood
Rest
aur
ant
,AWai
terCameToUs

Wai
ter
:HeySi
r,
Hal
l
oMySi
ster
Me:
Hi
Menzi
:Jeah
Wait
er:Her
eAr
eYourMenus,
WhatCanIGet
ForYouNow
Menzi
:JustWat
erForMe

ILookedAtHi
m
Menzi
:BabyWhatDoYouWant
?

THEFUCK?
?

Me:
Uhhm Not
hingForMeThanks
Menzi
:Uhhm I
'
llTakeTheWat
erThenWhi
l
eWe
LookThr
oughOurMenus
Wai
ter
:OkaySi
r

TheWai
terWal
kedAway

Menzi:
IFeelLi
keaHambur
gerAndFr
ies,
What
BoutYouBbe?
Me:
LastTi
meYouMadeTheOr
derForMe

IWor
eTheSaddestFaceToShowHi
m ThatI
Di
dn'
tLi
keWhatHeDi
d

Menzi
:IWasJustI
naBadMoodThatDay
,Sor
ry
Okay?
!
Me:
Mhm
Menzi
:C'
monBabe,
I
'm Real
l
ySor
ry
Me:
FineIFor
giv
eYou
Menzi
:OkaySoWhat
chuGonnaHav
e?
Me:
IGuessI
'
llTakeTheBur
gerToo

TheWaiterCameBackWithMenzi
'sWat
er
ThenTookOurOrder
s,IAl
soOrder
edMysel
fA
Jui
ceSinceMenziWasInaGoodMood: )

Menzi
:SoTomor
rowYouGoi
ngBackToSchool
?
Me:
Don'
tRemi
ndMe,
IWi
shIWasYou
Menzi
:TheJobIDoAi
n'
tEasy
Sweethear
t,
Ther
eAreDay
sWhenIWi
shICoul
d
JustTakeaDayOff
Me:
AtLeastYouBei
ngPai
d,School
SucksDude
Menzi
:I'
veBeenTher
eDear

OurFoodCameThenWeSt ar
tedToDugIn
Whil
eHavingSensel
essSmallTal
ksI
nBetween
ThenMenziSet
tledTheBil
l
.MyPhone
Rang,
LUTHO- _-IDeci
dedToAnswerIt

*Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
WHA-WhatDoYouWant
?
Lut
ho:SugarBoom Boom C'
monWeCan'
tGo
OnLikeThi
s
Me:
WhatDoYouWant
?
Lut
ho:
CanWeTal
k?
Me:
IHav
eNot
hingToTal
kBoutWi
tchu
Lut
ho:
BbeC'
mon
Me:
Bye

IHungUp,
Menzi
WasLooki
ngAtMe

Menzi
:IsEv
ery
thi
ngKay
?
Me:
Uhhm JeahCanWeGoNow?
Menzi
:JeahSur
e

WeBothGotUpAndWal
kedBackToHisCar
ThenHeDrov
eMeHome,HeParkedI
nFrontOf
MyHouseThenWeBot
hGotOut

Menzi:IHopeTodayWasDif
ferentFr
om The
Fi
rstDayWeWentOut ,
IKnowItWasn'taGood
Date
Me:
I'
m Gl
adYouNot
iced
Menzi
:IJustHadaBadDayAtWor
kHey
Me:
Under
standabl
e
Menzi
:LemmeNotKeepYouHere.
..
IGuessI
'
ll
SeeYouTomor
rowIfPossi
ble
Me:
MakeI
tPossi
ble
Menzi
:HahaOkayI
'
llTr
yToThen

WeHadABr i
efKi
ssThenMenziLeft
,IWentI
n
TheHouseAndFoundVusi
WatchingT.V

Me:
Ain'
tTheRent
sBackYet
?
Vusi
:Nope
Me:
Wher
eIsI
nam?
Vusi
:YouLef
tHerHer
eWhatDi
sYouExpect
?
Me:
YouWer
eWi
thHerMos?
Vusi
:SheCameToSpendTi
meWi
thYouBut
WhatDoYouDo?YouGoAlmostForThe
WholeDayAndSpendTi
meWit
choNew
Boy
fri
end
Me:
That
'sNotFai
rVusi
Vusi:I
'
m JustSayi
n..
..
ButBeCaref
ulLi
l
Si
s,Somethi
ngDoesn'tAddUpWi t
hThatMenzi
Guy.WhatHappenedBetweenYouAndLutho?
Me:
Lut
hoCheat
edOnMe
Vusi
:ButThatDoesn'
tMeanYouMustJump
I
ntoAnotherGuy'
sPants,
That
'
sNotHowThi
ngs
Work
Me:
Anot
herGuy
'sPant
s?
Vusi:YouSl eptWit
hLutho,
WhatWi ll
StopYou
From SleepingWithThisMenziDude?Esihle
You'reaGi r
l,
YouCan'tDoThingsOurWay .You
ShouldTakeABr eakAndIntr
ospect
Yourself,
You'reMyLilSi
sAndICar eBout
You.NowYouCar ryi
ngYoursel
fLikeYou'
rea
Bi
t ch
Ouch!
[05/
18,19:
01]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT21 

O-
W- K-
YSoVusi
WasPl
ayi
ngTheCar
ing
Br
otherWi
thMe

Me:
Wow
Vusi
:ForReal
Me:
ABi
tchVusi
?ABi
tch?
Vusi
:TakeItWhat
everWayYouWannaTakeIt
ButWhatchuDoi
ngMustStopBef
oreI
tGets
Out
taHand
Me:ThanksForCar
ingButI
'
m Ol
dEnoughTo
TakeCareOfMysel
f
Vusi
:Ohh?
Me:
IDon'
tNee-

Mom,DadAndTheTwinsGotI
nWi
th
Pl
ast
ics.
DadWentUpstai
rs

Mom:
HeyKi
ds
Vusi
:HeyMom,
WhatDi
dYouGetForMe?
Mom:
Not
hing
Vusi
:ButMaIAskedYouToGetMeThos-
I
thandi
l
e:WeBoughtThem Jeez
Vusi:AsI
fYouBoughtThem ByYour
sel
f
WitchoOwnMoney
I
thandi
l
e:OhhYouSay
in'
That
?Ni
kkaI
Remi
ndedMom BoutYourShoes,
YouHav
eTo
BeGr
atef
ulToMe
Vusi
:Mxm What
ever
Mom:
YouOkayBbe?(
Looki
n'AtMe)
Me:
JeahI
'
m Fi
ne,
JustHav
eaSl
i
ghtHeadache
Mom:
DidYouTakeAnyPi
l
ls?
Me:
ANapWi
l
lDo
Mom:
OkayThen

VusiLookedAtMeAndShookedHi sHead,I
JustWal kedToMyRoom AndLi edOnMyBed
WhileVusi '
sWordsKeptPl ay
in'
InMyHead, I
JustStartedCryi
ng: '
("I
fLuthoDidn'
tLeave
NonaThi sWoul dHaveHappened,MaybeI
Wouldn'tHav eMetWithMenzi AndFel
l For
Him,May beLuthoWouldn'tHaveCheatedAnd
PushedMeI ntoAnot
herGuy '
sArms: '("
MyPhoneRang'
LUTHO'
*Cal
lConv
o*

ISni
ff
ed

Lut
ho:
Bbe
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
BbeAr
eYouCr
yin?
Me:THI
SISALLYOURFAULTLUTHO!YOU
LEFTMEHEREALLALONE!YOULEFTMETO
BEWITHOTHERGIRLSLUTHOIHATEYOU!
Lut
ho:
SugarI
'
m Sor
ryKay
?!
Me:WhyAreYouDoingThi
sToMeLut
ho?Why
?
YouKnowThatILov
eYou
Lut
ho:
AndILov
eYouToo
Me:
NoYouDon'
tLut
ho,
YouDon'
t
Lut
ho:
Esi
hleILov
eYouAndYouKnow
That
.WhatIDi
dWasWr ongIKnowAndIWon't
Li
eToYou,IDi
dItAndI
'
m NotProudOfThat
AndI'
m Deepl
ySorr
y
Me:
WhyDi
dYouDoI
tLut
ho?
Lut
ho:
CanWeTal
kBoutThatWhenI
'
m Back?
Me:
AndWhenWi
l
lThatBeLut
ho?
Lut
ho:LookEsi
hleIDon'
tKnowKay
?!ButI
'
ll
MakeTimeForYou
Me:
That
'sNotEnoughLut
ho
Lut
ho:IKnowYouMissMeAndIMi
ssYouToo
ButICan'
tJustComeBack
Me:
IMetSomeoneEl
se
Lut
ho:
LookIPr
omi
seI
'
llMak-WhoaWhat
??
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
Esi
hleWhatDi
dYouJustSay
??
Me:
YouNotHer
eLut
ho
Lut
ho:
So?
Me:
Lut
hoYouCheat
edOnMe!
Lut
ho:Esihl
eAr
eYouEv
enLi
steni
ngTo
Your
self
?
Me:Thi
sWon'
tWor
kLut
ho,
JustMov
eOn
Wi
tchoLif
e
Lutho:HeeeeEsihl
eYouKnowWhatImmaCall
YouSomeOt herTi
me,ISeeYouNotI
nYour
RightMind

Wit
hThatSai
d,HeDroppedTheCall.IJustLi
ed
OnTheBedAndCried.
WhenIHadEnoughI
WentToWashMyFaceI nTheBathr oom Then
WentBackToMyRoom AndSl ept
.IWokeUpAt
8pm AndFoundTheFamilyWatchingT. V

Dad:IHear
dYouHadaHeadache,
HowYou
Feel
i
ngNow?
Me:
Bet
ter
Dad:
YouDon'
tLookOkayToMe
Me:
I'
m Fi
neDad
Mom:
YourFoodI
sInTheWar
mer
Me:ThanksMom ButIDon'
tFeel
LikeEat
ing
Any
thingAytNow
Mom:Vusi
WhatDi
dYouDoToYourSi
ster
Whi
leWeWereI
nTown?
Vusi
:AndWhatDi
dYouWantMeToDoToHer
?
Dad:
Pumpki
n!
Mom:BbeIWasJustKi
ddi
n'Vusi
IsTheOne
Wi
thAStrangeMi
nd
Dad:
Pri
ncessYouHaveToEatSomethi
ng,
An
Appl
eOraBanna.
JustEatSomet
hing
Me:
I'
ll
TakeTheBanana

IWentToTheKit
chenAndTookTwoBananas,
I
SatNextToDadAndPlacedMyHeadOnHis
Thi
ghsWhileHePlay
edWi t
hMyHair
.
Asi
thandi
l
e:Dad
Dad:
IDon'
tHav
eTheMoneyToBuyWhat
ever
YouWant
I
thandi
l
e:YouHav
en'
tEv
enHear
dWhatHe
Wants
Asi
thandi
l
e:WhatWeWant
Mom: NoWonderOwet
huWantsYourDadTo
HearYouOut
,YouI
nThisToget
her
Asi
thandi
l
e:Mom AndDadWeReal
l
yWantThi
s
Dad:
WhatI
sIt
?
Olwethu&Owet
hu:
WeWantSepar
ate
Bedrooms
Mom:
Whoa
Dad:
Mxm YouBot
hSt
il
lYoungForThat
Owethu:
ButVusi
AndEsi
hleHav
eThei
rOwn
Rooms
Vusi
:Di
dn'
tYouFor
getSomet
hingWhenSay
in'
OurNamesLi
lSi
s?
Owet
hu:
OkayBhut
'Vusi
AndSi
sEsi
hle
Vusi:Mom AndDad?YourRepr
oduct
ionI
sVer
y
Product
ive
Mom:ThereAreSt
il
lThi
ngsYouCan'
tSayI
n
OurPr
esenceVusi
Vusi
:WasJustCompl
i
ment
ingMom
Dad:SoTwi
nsWhyDoYouWantSepar
ate
Rooms?
Owethu:
Olwet
hu'
sSi
deOfTheRoom I
sSo
Unt
idy
Ol
wet
hu:
AndSheSnor
es
Dad:ThoseAr
eNotGoodReasonsForMeTo
Gi
veYouYourSeparat
eRooms,WhatAm I
GonnaGetInRet
urn?
Owet
hu:
What
??
Dad:
WhatI
sYourMom AndIGonnaGetFr
om
Thi
s?
Ol
wet
hu:
Breakf
astI
nBedForTheWhol
eWeek?
Me:Breakf
astMadeByTheTwoOfYou,
NotMe
Ri
ght?
!
Owet
hu:
OkayWe'
l
lBuyYouaFi
ft
hCar
?
Dad:
RangeRov
er
Ol
wet
hu:
For
dRanger
Owet
hu:
Anot
herFor
d
Mom:
WeAl
readyHav
eIt
Vusi
:ALambor
ghi
niWoul
dDo
Dad:
ItWoul
dBePer
fect
Owet
hu:
ThenKeepYourRoom ToYour
sel
f
Dad:
JustKiddin'
Tomor
rowYou'
l
lHaveThe
Room ToYoursel
f,
Who'
sMovi
ngOut?
Ol
wet
huAndOwet
hu:
Me!
Dad:
O-kay
SpendingTimeWithMyFami
lyWasThe
TherapyINeeded,
WeWentToSleepAt22:
30.
I
Sl
eptBetterThanTheFewPr
evi
ousDays.
IWasSoNotI nTheMoodForSchool The
Foll
owi ngDayButIHadNoChoi ceButToGo,I
BathedAndGotDr essedForSchool
.WeHad
BreakfastAndDadDr oveUsToSchool,
ISpent
MyBr eakTimeWi t
hInam ButIWasJustNotIn
TheMoodForAny one.Li
thaCameToUs

Li
tha:
HeyGi
rl
s
Me:
Hi
I
nam:
Hel
l
o,By
e

SheWi
nkedAtMeAndLef
t

Li
tha:
HopeIWasn'
tDi
stur
bing
Me:
NoNotAtAl
l
Li
tha:
OhhSoHowAr
eYou?
Me:
I'
m GoodAndYou?
Li
tha:
I'
m GoodTooSoBoutMyRequest
,So
WhenAreWeGonnaGoForShoppi
ng?
Me:
Uhhm ChangeOfPl
ans,
IThi
nkYouShoul
d
GoWit
hInam
Li
tha:
Inam YourFr
iend?
Me:
Yeap
Li
tha:
CanIAskWhy
?
Me:I'
m GonnaBeBusyDuri
ngThatWeek,She'
s
GonnaBeFreeSoIThoughtYouWoul
dn'tHave
aProbl
em GoingWi
thHer
Li
tha:
EishIWant
edToGoWi
thYouButI
t'
s
Fi
neICanGoWi t
hInam
Me:
ThankYou

IHuggedHi
m AndKi
ssedHi
sCheek
Li
tha:CanWeGoForIceCream Af
terSchool
?
JustToMakeUpForChangingThePlans?
Me:
Uhhhm Okay
,WhyNot
?

IWentToClass,
TheDayWentByQui
ckl
y.
Lit
ha
WentToTakeMeFr om MyCl
ass,
HeTookMy
BagAndWeWal kedToTheShopWhereThey
Sol
dIceCr
eam

Li
tha:
YouKnowIWasScar
edOfYou
Me:
What
??
Li
tha:
YouI
nti
midat
ing
Me:
YhoI
'
m Shor
tAndSmal
lDude
Li
tha:ButThatDi
dn'
tSt
opYouFr
om Ki
cki
ng
Phil
ela'
sAss
Me:HahaOkayButSt
il
lI'
m TooShor
tToBe
I
nti
midat
ing
Li
tha:
I'
veNeverHeardThatYouDat
edAnyOf
TheGuysAtSchool
,Wassup?
Me:
Uhhm I
t'
sJu-
Voi
ce:YourTi
meWithHerI
sOv
erNowSchool
Boy
,Esi
hleGetI
nTheCar

THEFUCK?
?o.
O

I
'm BusyAndI'
m Real
lyExt
remely
Busy,
Seri
ousl
yBusy.I
'
mI nTheProcessOf
Gett
ingReadyForMyFinalExamsSoThisI
s
MyApologyInser
t.
IPr
omi
seToPostEv
ery
dayWhenI
'
m Done
Wit
hEr
rrt
hing
[05/
18,19:
02]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2
#I
NSERT22 

Menzi!Gr
eat
!HeJustWoreASi
deSmackOn
Whil
eHeRolledDownTheWhol
eDri
ver
's
Wi
ndow

Me:
Menzi
!What
chuDoi
ngHer
e?
Menzi
:HopI
n
Me:
ButI
'
m St
i-
Menzi
:JustGetI
nTheFuckenCarEsi
hle
Me:
O-W-
K-Y

IHuggedLit
haAndTookMyBagFr om Him
ThenGotInThePassenger'
sSeat.
Menzi Dr
ove
AwayLikeHeWasSomeCr azyManiac,
TheCar
LeftaCl
oudOfDust,
ONLI THA'SFACE.ISawa
Smi l
eOnMenzi
'sLi
psFormi ng
Me:Hel
l
oToYouTooMenzi
What
everYour
Sur
nameIs
Menzi
:Hi
Esi
hleMor
ena
Me:
You'
l
lNev
erTel
lMeYourSur
nameISee
Menzi
:YouDon'
tHav
eToKnowI
t,
That
,ITol
d
You.
Me:
O-kay
Menzi
:WhatI
sThatLi
lBoyToYou?
Me:
MyFr
iend
Menzi
:YouTwoLookedSoCosyAndHav
ing
TheTi
meOfYourLives
Me:
HahaDudeYouJeal
ous?
Menzi
:DoIHav
eToBe?
Me:
IDunno
Menzi:
IWouldn'
tBeI
nti
midat
edBySmal
l
SchoolBoy
s
Me:
Say
sTheBusi
nessMan
Menzi
:That
'sMeSweet
hear
t

HePar
kedI
nFr
ontOfThi
sBeaut
if
ulHouse

Me:
IsThi
sYourHouse?
Menzi
:Somet
hingLi
keThat
Me:IThoughtPeopl
eWhoWorkedForDadHad
Si
milarHousesYourAi
n'
tLi
keOtherHouses
Menzi
:ThisAin'
tTheBusi
nessHouse,
IBought
I
tByMy sel
f.
IHaveToLookDecent
Me:
ISee
Menzi
:YouAl
way
sSee

IHitPl
ayful
l
yOnHi sShoulderWhil
eWeBot h
Chuckled:)"
WHOAWai t
,MenziAndIJust
LaughedTogether
,Speci
fi
call
yHeMadeMe
LaughEvenIfI
t'
sSomethi
ngStupi
dButThat
'
s
WhatLoversDo,MakeYouLaughAtThe
Stupi
destThi
ngs"

Menzi
:Di
dYouWi
nLot
toOrWhat
?
Me:
AreYouTheLot
to?
Menzi
:IMi
ghtBe
Me:
ThenIWonI
t
Menzi
:I'
m Fl
att
ered,
ThankYou

HeOpenedTheDoorAndWeGotI n,
HeThr
ew
HisKeyOnTheTabl
eInTheLounge.
He
ShowedMeTheHouse

Menzi
:I'
m GonnaGoAndShower
,Make
Your
sel
fAtHome
Me:
Home?OhhWowThankYou
HePeckedMyLi psThenVanishedI
nTheHal
l
Way ,
IWentToOpenTheFridgeAndTher
eWas
NothingThatCoul
dBeDevouredByMeSoI
JustTookAnAppleAndABananaThenSatOn
TheKi t
chenCount
er.
IPlay
edMusicOnTheT. VAndLi
stenedToIt
From TheKi
tchenNotThatHi
sLoungeWas
BadToBeI nButIJustLov
edTheKitchenMor
e.
MenziGotI
nWi t
hOnl
yaTowelOn"VusiWas
Ri
ght,
HisTat
toosWer
eScar
yEspeci
all
yThose
OnHisChest"

Menzi
:St
ari
ngI
sRudeAndYouKnowThat
Me:
I'
m JustChecki
n'YourTat
toosOut
Menzi
:WantMeToDoYou?
Me:
NoThanksI
'
llPass
Menzi
:Someone'
saCowar
d
Me:
Ain'
tItPai
nful
ToDoTheseThi
ngs?
Menzi:
YourDadHasEm AsWel
lAsYour
Br
other
Me:
ButNotMyMom
Menzi
:ISee
Me:
HahaYouAl
soLov
eSeei
ng

MenziJustSmil
edAndGotCloserToMe,
He
GotI
nBet weenMyLegsAndPlacedHi
sHand
OnMyCheekThenPul l
edMeI nForAKi
ss.
I
Di
dn'tPr
otestAgai
nstI
tCozMenziWasaGood
Ki
sser,
That,
ICoul
dGiveHi
m.
TheKissWentOnForAWhile,
HePi
ckedUp
From TheCount
erAndMadeAnAtt
emptOf
Walki
n'ToTheBedroom Wi
thMe

Me:Uhhhm IDon'
tThi
nkI
'
m ReadyForThat
Ki
ndaStep
HeSt oppedAndSighedThenPutMeDown,He
WalkedToTheBedr oom AndLef
tMeStandi
ng
There."O-
W-K-Y"
IWentToTheLoungeAndPer usedForA
Movie,
ThereWasNot hi
ngI
nterest
ingSoIJust
WatchedMusi cVideosAndLiedOnThe
Couch.IFel
lAsleepO.OIWokeUpAt4pm
"YHOOI '
M DEAD"MyPhoneWasBat t
ery
less
IWokeUpToSomeoneOpeni
ngThe
Door
,Menzi
GotI
nWithTwoTakeaway
s

Menzi
:SomeoneI
sFinal
l
yAwake,
ThoughtYou
Di
edOnThatCouch
Me:
HahaFunny
,WhyDi
dn'
tYouWakeMeUp?
MyPar
ent
sAreGonnaKi
ll
Me
Menzi
:Di
stur
bingSomeoneOnTheSl
eepI
s
Rude
Me:
WhatI
sNotRudeToYou?
Menzi
:Wat
chi
ngYouSl
eepi
ng
Me:
Mxm
Menzi
:YouShoul
dSl
eepRoundHer
eaLot
Me:
JeahAy
t,WhatDoYouHav
eInTher
e?
Menzi:IDon'
tKnowYourFavor
it
eMeal
SoI
JustBoughtChi
psAndFish
Me:AsLongAsI
'
m GonnaBeFul
l
,I
'm UpFor
Whatev
er
Menzi
:AGirl
Shoul
dn'
tEatThatMuchOr
Ev
eryt
hing
Me:
May
beI
'
m NotaGi
rlThen

HeGaveMeMyTakeawayButIFi
rstWentTo
TheBathr
oom ToWashMyFaceAndRinseMy
Mouth.
IFoundMenzi
Wit
hTwoGuy sI
nThe
Lounge

Menzi
:WHAT?
?AREY'
ALLCRAZY?
?WHATDI
D
YOUEXPECT?JEEZY'
ALLKNOW IDON'
T
TRUSTANYONEWHYWOULDYOU-DAMMI T!
Guy
1:WeDi
dn'
tKnowHeWoul
dBet
rayUs
Menzi
:WHYWOULDIBELI
EVETHATYOUTWO
WEREN'TPARTOFTHI
SSTEALI
NGFROM ME?
Guy2:DudeWe'
veBeenWor
kingWi
tchuFor
YearsNow?
Menzi
:That'
sNotEnoughTimeForMeToTr ust
AnyOfYourAsses,
GoAndGetMyMoneyBack
ThenMaybe,
MAYBEWeMi ghtTal
kBoutTr
ust
AndLOYALTY

TheTwoGuysLookedAtEachOt
her
,AtMe
ThenAndMenzi
.

Guy
1:Sur
eBoss
Menzi
:ISwearI
fYouDon'
tFindThat
Money,
SomeSoulsWi
llHav
eToSki pThe
Count
ry
Guy
2:I
'
m Sur
eItWon'
tGetToThat
Menzi
:YouShoul
dBeOnYourWayToLookFor
MyMONEYMyDamn!MoneyAy tNow

TheGuy
sWentOut

Me:
YouKay
?!
Menzi
:I'
l
lBeFi
ne

ISatDownAndWeBot hAt
eInSi
lence,
ButI
KeptGlanci
ngAtMenzi
WhoWasSoNotTher e
WithMe.HisMi
ndWasJustSomewhereElse.
Af
terWeWereBot
hDone,IThr
ewThePaper
Pl
atesI
nTheDust
binThenTookMyBag

Me:
IHav
eToGoNow
Menzi
:Can'
tYouSt
ayForTheNi
ght
?
Me:That
'sTaki
ngDi
srespectToAWhol
eNew
Lev
el

HeJustLookedAtMeAndTookHi sKey
sThe
WalkedOut,
IFol
lowedHim.HeDrov
eMeHome
ThenParkedInFrontOfMyHouse

Me:
Bye
Menzi
:Sur
e

HePeckedMyLipsThenICol
l
ectedSome
Val
ourAndWal
kedInTheHouse,Al
lTheCar
s
WereI
nTheGarageSoTheRentsWere
Back:(
ISlowlyOpenedTheDoorAndGotI
n,DadWas
Playi
ngVideoGamesWi t
hVusiAndOlwet
hu
Me:
Hel
l
oFami
l
y

TheyJustLookedAtMeAndWentBackTo
WhatTheyWer eDoing,
WhenIWasBoutTo
TakeMyFirstStepOnTheStai
rs

Mom:
YoungLadyGetOv
erHer
e

Shit
!ITur
nedAndWentToMom I
nThe
Kit
chen,
IFoundOwet
huPeel
i
ngPotat
oes

Me:
Hel
l
oMa
Mom:Don'
tHell
oMaMe,
Wher
eTheHel
lDo
YouComeFrom?
Me:Uhhm Menzi
Menzi
PickedMeUpFr
om
School
Mom:
SoWhyWasYourPhoneOf
f?
Me:
MyBat
ter
yDi
edAndIFor
gotToChar
geI
t
Mom: EvenIfI
'
m TheOneWhoCheer edFor
Thi
sRelati
onship,
YouSt
il
lYoungAndYou'l
l
HaveToDoThi ngsTheRightWay
,CALLI
NGUS
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryMa
Mom:
YourDadNeedSomeExpl
anat
ion
Me:
I'
ll
Expl
ainEv
ery
thi
ngToHi
m
Mom: GoAndChangeSoYouCanHel
pMeWi
th
Supper
Me:
YesMom

IWentToMyRoom AndChanged,
IWentTo
HelpMom WithDi
nner.
WeAll
SatDownToEat
,I
PrayedThenWeAllSt
art
edDi
ggi
ngIn

Dad:Esi
hleAi
n'
tTher
eSomet
hingYouHav
e.To
Tel
lMe?
OhhDamn!

Me:Uhhm I
'
m Sor
ryForDi
sappear
ingAndNot
Tel
li
ngYouBoutI
t,
MenziPi
ckedMeUpAt
School
Vusi
:Menzi
?Gr
eat
!
Dad:
AndWhyWasYourPhoneOnVoi
cemai
l
?
Me:
MyBat
ter
yDi
ed
Vusi
:AndThenTr
aini
ng?
Me:
WhatTr
aini
ng?

OohhhhShi
t!
!

Vusi
:I
sThisMenziGuyFeedi
ngYouSomet
hing
WeDon'tKnowOff
?
Me:
OhhThatTr
aini
ng
Dad:
YesTHATTRAI
NING
Me:
DadI
'
m Sor
ryITot
all
yFor
got
Dad:
DoYouWantYourAssKi
l
led?
Owet
hu:
WhyWoul
dHerAssGetKi
l
led?
Voice:
CozYourFat
herCoul
dn'
tHel
pButMake
EnemiesWhenGrowingUp
Dad:
Real
l
yDude?
Uncl
eB:
HopeYouDi
shedUpForMeToo
Mom:AndWhyWouldWeWhenYouHav
eYour
OwnHouseAndWi
fe?
Uncl
eB:CozITol
dYouThatI
mmaPopOut t
a
Nowher
eAnyti
meIWantToJustToEatHer
e
Mom:
IHat
eYou
Uncl
eB:
ILov
eYouTooLi
lSi
s
Dad:
SoWassupMyNi
kka?
Uncl
eB: IHearThatTher
eAr
eSome
Movement sHappeni
ngAndSoonTher
eMi
ght
BeTroubleInParadi
se
Dad:
Hear
dSomet
hingConcer
ningUs?
UncleB: NikkaYouRunThisCi t
ySoI fThere'
s
SomeSuspi ci
ousMov ement,
ItConcerns
You...
.ThePoliceArr
estedSomeFuckedUp
NikkaWi th5Mi l
li
onInTheBackOfHi s
Car.TheySayHe' sAGangsterOrSomet hing
Dad:
NonaOurGuy
sGotAr
rest
ed
Uncl
eB:Exact
lyI
tMightBeOneOfThose
DumbAssesThatSnif
fedRoundYourPal
ace
Mom:Meani
ngThereI
sSomeonePl
ayi
ngThei
r
OwnGameInOurTerr
it
ory
Uncl
eB:
NikkaYouMar
ri
edaSmar
tBi
tch
Ol
wet
hu:
IsMom ABi
tch?
Uncl
eB:
ABi
gOne
Olwet
hu:WhoElseIsSheSl
eepi
ngWit
h
Besi
desDad?UncleBToldMeThatABit
chI
sA
FemaleWhoSleepWithManyMen
Dad:
BONGA!
!
Uncl
eB:
IWasJustDoi
ngMyJobAsAnUncl
e
Mom:
ThenYouCan'
tDoYourJobPr
oper
ly
Dad: IHopeVusi AndEsihl
eYouLi
steni
ng,
No
SkippingTrai
ningNowAndChangeOf
Plans,Tomorr
owI 'm TheOneWhoGonnaBreak
YourBones

Gr
eat
!!JustGr
eat
!:
(-
_-:
(
[05/
18,19:
03]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT22��

TheFoll
owingDayIWokeUpAndGotReady
ForSchool
,
Mom WasMaki ngBr
eakf
astWi
th
TheTwinsInTheKit
chen
Me:
Mor
ningFami
l
y
Mom:
Mor
ningSweet
ie
Twi
ns:
Jeah
Me:LastTi
meICheckedTheTwi
nsWere
GonnaBri
ngYouAndDadBreakf
astI
nBedThe
WholeWeek
Mom:IDon'
tWannaEatEggShel
l
sFor
Br
eakf
astThankYou
Owet
hu:
Mom ICanCook,
Maki
ngEggsAi
n'
ta
Bi
gDeal
Mom:IfYouCanCookThenYou'
l
lBeTheOne
Maki
ngDinnerToni
ght
Vusi
:ISeeMom YouWannaKi
l
lAll
OfUs,
I
Shoul
dCall
Uncl
eBAndTellHi
m NotToCome
Toni
ght
Owet
hu:YouCan'
tEvenMakePorr
idgeSoI
Woul
dn'
tSayAnyt
hingIfIWer
eYou
Vusi
:ICanCookHoneyButIHi
deMySki
ll
sSo
ThatMom Won'
tMakeMeCookWhileI
'mA
Guy
Ol
wet
hu:
JeahRi
ght
,NowCanWeEat
?

Mom Di
shedUpAndWeAl
lSatDown

Me:
Wher
e'sDad?
Mom: HeHadToLeav
eEar
lyTodayForSome
Busi
nessThi
ngy
Vusi
:I
sHeSt
il
lGonnaBr
eakOurBones?
Mom:
Yeap
Ol
wet
hu:What'
sUpWit
hThi
sBr
eaki
ngEach
Ot
her
'sBonesTal
k?
Vusi
:YouSti
ll
YoungForI
tButDon'
tWorr
y
You'
l
lFindOutWhenYou'
reOl
dEnoughForI
t
Me:SoIfDadAi
n'
tRound,
Who'
sGonnaDr
iveUs
ToSchool
?
Vusi
:IWi
l
l
Me:
Mom?
Mom: YeahIHaveNoChoiceButToLetVusi
TakeTheFordCozIfIDri
veYouToSchool
Toget
herWithTheTwins,
I'
ll
BeLateForWork
Me:
ButMo-
Vusi
:Didn'
tYouHearMom?She'
llBeLat
eFor
WorkIfSheDri
vesUsToSchool
Me:
YouEnj
oyi
ngThi
s,
Ain'
tYou?
Mom: YouTwoEatUpPleaseBef
oreYou
BecomeLateForSchool

WeAllFi
nishedUpEat
ingThenMom Gav
eVusi
TheKeysAndWeGotI nTheCar

Vusi
:WhenLastDi
dYouTal
kToLut
ho?
Me:
HowI
sThatAnyOfYourBusi
ness?
Vusi
:ICar
eBoutYouKay
?!YouMyLi
lSi
s
Me:
WeAgemat
es
Vusi
:Mxm What
ever
,El
ethuSai
dHi
Me:
WhoaWHO?SoHe'
sSt
il
lAl
i
ve
Vusi
:Di
dYouWantHi
m ToDi
e?
Me:
IWoul
dNotLoseAny
thi
ngEv
enI
fHe'
dDi
e
Vusi
:Unf
ort
unat
elyHe'
sSoMuchAl
i
ve
Me:
Wow
Vusi:
He'sComi
ngBackTodayForHi
sBr
other
's
Funeral
Me:
GoodForHi
m
Vusi
:AndHeSai
dHeWon'
tRestTi
l
lHeGet
s
You
Me:
LetHi
m Dr
eam On
Vusi
:HahaSoI
t'
sJustADr
eam?
Me:Elet
huIsAPl
ayerAndSecondl
yHe'
s
YoungerThanMe
Vusi
:HahaWhoaWhat
??
Me:
He'
sMyAgemat
e
Vusi
:So?
Me:
ICan'
tDat
eSomeoneMyAge
Vusi
:TheseTwoOldGuy
sYouDatedAl
ready
MadeYouThinkYouAl
lGrownUp
Me:
Aren'
tI?
Vusi
:IAi
n'
tGonnaSayAny
thi
ng

WeGotToSchool ThenVusi
ParkedTheCar
AndWeBot hGotUp,Al
mostAll
TheEyesWere
OnUs.Gi
rl
sWer eDrool
ingOv
erVusi-_-Not
ThatIWasSurpri
sed,
HeKnewThatWasGonna
Happen.
ILookedForI
nam AndFoundHerSt
udy
ingI
n
Class

Me:
MyFut
ureSi
sterI
nLaw
I
nam:That'
sIfYourBr
otherDoesn'
tGet
Somet
hingNewToTapAndLeav esMyFlatAss
Me:ThatBr
otherOfMi
neLov
esThatFl
atAss
OfYours
I
nam:
HowYouBi
tch?
Me:
I'
m GoodBabeYew?
I
nam:GoodToo...
Lit
haCameToMeAndWe
Tal
kedBoutThatMatri
cBal
lThingAndWe
GonnaGoForShoppingSat
urday
Me:
SoHeGotNoPr
obl
em Wi
thI
t?
I
nam:
NopeAndHe'
sAGoodGuy
Me:
Mhmhm
I
nam:
What
?
Me:NhaaNothi
ngBabeSoWhatAr
eYouTr
yna
GetI
ntoYourSkul
lHer
e?

SheShowedMeWhatSheWasDoingAndWe
Studi
edToget
her
,WeWentToThePar
adeLi
nes
ForPrayer
sThenWentBackToClass.
TheDay
Wasn'tBad,
VusiDr
oveUsHomeAndWeGot
ChangedAndDroveToTheWarehouse.
We
FoundFiveCar
sOutsi
de

Vusi:
OurBonesAreReal
l
yGonnaGetBr
oken
Here,
Uncl
eAlexI
sHereToo
Me:
WHAT?
?
Vusi
:Yeap
Me:
DadReal
l
yWant
sUsToDi
e

WeWentI nAndFoundDadWi t
hUncle
Bonga,Uncl
eAlex,
Uncl
eThabo,
Uncl
e
Let
hu,UncleThabangAndUncl
eDanger

Vusi
:OurAssesAr
eGonnaGetKi
ckedHer
e
Uncl
eB:
TheyGonnaBeToast
edBoy
Dad:
OkayWeGonnaSt
artWi
tcho
Dri
vi
ng.
Danger
,Bonga,
ThabangAndLet
huAr
e
GonnaHel
pYouWi thThat
Me:
IChooseUncl
eBAndT
Dad:HopeYouWon'tRegr
etChoosingThese
Two.You'
l
lAlsoHav
eToDr i
veWitchoBrother
ThenYou'
llBot
hDoThisOnYourOwn
Me:DadDoYouReal
l
yLoveUs?I
tSeemsLi
ke
YouWannaKi
ll
UsAytNow
Uncl
eB:
Let
'sGetDownToBusi
ness

TheyGaveUsBothTwoGunsAndWeHadTo
LoadThem Our
sel
ves,
WhenWeWer eTrai
ned
HowToUseTheGuns,TheyWereAlr
eady
LoadedWhenTheyWereGiv
enToUsAndNow
WeHadToLoadThem Ourselv
es.
Af
terLoadi
ngTheGunsWeWentToTheCar
s

Uncl
eB:
Esi
hleYouGonnaDr
iveWhi
l
eWeDo
TheMen'
sWor
k
Uncl
eT:SheHasToDoTheShoot
ingCozShe'
s
TheOneBei
ngTrai
nedHer
e
Uncl
eB: DudeI
fWeWannaWi
nAgainstThose
Di
ckheadsWeHaveToDoTheShooti
ng
Uncl
eT:
No!
Uncl
eB:
IHat
eYouThabang
Uncl
eT:
ILov
eYouTooMyNi
kka
Uncl
eB:Don'
tMakeMeLookGayI
nFr
ontOf
MyNieceDude

WeHeardaGunShot
,VusiWasSi
tt
ingOnThe
DoorWit
hHi
sUpperBodyOutt
aThe
Window.
HeShotI
nTheAirTwoTi
mes

Uncl
eL:
AreYouChi
ckeni
ngOutOrWhat
?
Uncl
eB:Don'
tFlat
terYour
sel
fLi
lBr
o,ICanBeat
YouAtThi
sUsingOnlyOneHand
Uncl
eL:
ThenPr
oveI
t

WeAllGotInTheCar,UncleBDr oveWhileUncl
e
TAndISatOnTheDoor sWaitingForTheCar
ToDri
v eAway,TheMinut
eUncl eBDr ove
Away,
TheShoot i
ngStart
ed.VusiShotAtMeBut
IPul
l
edMy selfBackI
ntoTheCarAndHeShot
TheRightMir
ror,
Leav
ingItGlassless.

Me:
Am ISupposedToShootBack?
Uncl
eB:JeezPrincessAr
eYouReall
yThat
Dumb?InThi
sYouHav eNoBr
otherOrUncl
e
YouShootEver
yAssYouSee
Me:
HahaEv
eryAs-

Uncl
eTPull
edMeByMyLegAndWeBothFel
l
OnTheBackSeatWhi
l
eBot
hOurWi
ndows
Shat
ter
ed
Vusi
:Someone'
sAssAl
mostGotToast
ed

Thei
rCarPassedAndDr
oveI
nFr
ontOfUs

Uncl
eB:SeeWhatHappensWhenYouPutMe
Behi
ndTheWheelNotTheGun?YouBot
h
AlmostWentToHel
l
Uncl
eT:
ShutUpBongaAndDr
ive!

DadWasRight:vIWasSt
art
ingToRegr
et
Choosi
ngThoseTwo.
Uncl
eBDr ov
eTheCarLi
keHeWant
edToKi
l
l
UsBefor
eVusi,
Uncl
eLAndUncl
eDDo.
Uncl
eTAndIWentBackToTheShoot
ing,
IShot
TheBackWi
ndowOfTheCarWhil
eUncleT
ShotBot
hOfTheMi
rror
s
Uncl
eB:
TakeTheWheel
,
I'
ll
ShowThePr
incess
HowThi
sIsDone
Uncl
eT:
NoYo-

UncleBPull
edHim ByTheLegToThe
Passenger
sSeatAndHeLetGoOfTheWheel
Whil
eTheCarWasOnHi ghSpeed,
IHadAShor
t
PrayerI
nsi
deYho!

Uncl
eT:
BONGAAREYOUMAD?
?
Uncl
eB:JustDr
iveTheDamnCarAndLemme
ShowYouHowThi sI
sDone

Uncl
eTJumpedForTheWheel CozTheCar
WasOnI tsWayOutt
aTheRoad,HeGotHol
dOf
I
tAndDr ove.
Uncl
eBStar
tedShoot
ingAndHe
ShotUncleLet
hu'
sArm
Me:
YouShotUncl
eLet
hu!
Uncl
eB:NowThat
'sHowI
t'
sDoneNowI
t'
s
YourTur
n
Me:
WHOAMYWHAT?
Uncl
eB:
ISai
dIt
'sYourTur
n,SHOOT!

ISwallowedHar dAndPushedMyUpperBody
Outt
aTheWi ndowAndShotAtTheCar ,
I
Couldn'tShootMyBrotherLi
keHeShot
His.
..
.HELLTOTHENO!Whi l
eIWasShooti
ngIn
DeepThought s,
IHeardaBlasti
ngSoundThen
TheCarI nFrontFl
ewOfTheRoad

Me:
NOOOOOOO!NONO
Uncl
eB:
See,
ThatWasn'
tHar
d
Me:
WhatI
fTheyGetHur
tOrEv
enDi
e?
Uncl
eB:Funer
alFoodIsDel
i
ciousAndIt
'sBeen
AWhileSi
nceWe'veBeenToaFuneral
SoIf
TheyDi
eThenThanksToYouCozWeGonna
EatThr
eeTi
mes
Me:
AREYOUFORREAL?
Uncl
eT:HahaDon'
tMi
ndBonga,
I
'm Sur
eThey
AreFi
ne

Uncl
eTSt oppedTheCarThenIRanOutTo
WhereTheCarLanded, ThereWasSmoke
ComingFrom ItButLuckil
yTheyWer eAll
Out
EvenThoughTheyWer eCoughi ng.
VusiHada
Bl
eedingStret
chOnHi sCheek,Uncl
eDanger
WasOnl yCoughing,
UncleLethu'
sArm Was
Bl
eedingLikeHeWasGonnaDi e

Uncl
eB:
SoY'al
lAr
eSti
ll
Alive?MxaaaNow
Ther
eWon'
tBeNoFuneral
Uncl
eL:
YouMustBeThr
il
ledThatYouWonYet
Agai
n
Uncl
eB:
You'
dNev
erWi
nAgai
nstMeLi
lBr
o
JustAcceptThat
Vusi
:WhatI
fWeDi
ed?
UncleB:ThenWe'
dBur
yYouThenMov
eOn
WithOurLives
Vusi
:Wow
Uncl
eB:Don'
tWorryWeDon'tShootToKil
l
EachOt
herButI
'm SureAv
iwe'
sPuppiesWoul
d
DoThatWit
hPleasure
Me:
YouScar
ingMe

WeAllGotI
nTheCarWeWer eDri
vi
ngAnd
Drov
eBackToTheWar ehouse,
WeFoundDad
AndUncl
eAlexDr
essedInTrackPantsAnd
Vest
sDamnTheyWer eBuil
tUpAndHot: )

Dad:
SoHowDi
dItGo?
Uncl
eAl
ex:
ISeeLet
huDeci
dedToGetShot
Uncl
eB:
NextTi
meWeShoul
dDoThi
s,
Miss
AndIAgai
nstYouAndThabang
Uncl
eAl
ex:
I'
ll
Consi
derThatWhenIWannaDi
e

WeAl
lLaughed

Dad:
KidsFol
l
owMe

WeWal kedToThisRoom AndTher eWer e

GunsOnTheTabl e,
DadAndUncl eAlexTook
TheirsAndTol dVusiAndIToTakeThoseWe
ThoughtWeWer eGonnaNeed. SoItWasGonna
BeMeAndDadAgai nstUncleAlexAndVusi
ButFirstWeWentOutAndTheyMadeUsShoot
HumanFi gur
edBoards,TheyKeptPut t
ingThem
FarAndFarAndMadeUsShootThem Fr om
Dif
ferentAngles.
ThatWasSooooooooTi r
ing
ButHeyWeHadToDoAl lThatIsh.
Finall
yIt
WasTi meForTheDoOrDi eBattl
e,
IWasSo
ScaredCozTheShoot i
ngWasReal .
DadShotUpThenVusi AndIRanToHi deWhile
DadExchangedGunShot sWithUncleAlex,
They
WereAbleToDuckAndDoAl lThatIsh,
That'
s
WhatScaredMeMor e.IAlsoGotUpAndShot
WhereVusi WasHiding,I'
dShootThenHide
Agai
nButHeDi dn'
tComeOut .
IGotUpAnd
Bam!HeKi ckedMeOnMyChestAndIFel l
On
TheFloorWhileICoughedForMyLi fe

Vusi
:Got
cha
Me:C'
monDudeI
'
m aGi
rlYouCan'
tKi
ckMe
Thi
sHard
Vusi
:Thi
sIsaDoOrDi
eRemember

IThrewMyGunAtHi sRightHand,
ItHi
tHim So
HardThatHeLostContr
ol OfHi
sGun.IGotUp
AndKickedHi
m ButHeDucked,HePulledMe
ByMyLegAndIFellOnTheFl oor.
OUCH!:'(
HeGotOnTopOfMeAndKeptSl
appi
ngMe
Whil
eHeLaughed, IHeldHisNeckWithMyLegs
AndStrangl
edHi m,HeLetGoOfMyAr msThen
IPushedHim OffMe. WeCouldHearDadAnd
UncleAlexExchangingPunches.
WhenITr
iedToRunToMyGun,Vusi
Pul
l
edMe
ByMyLegAndIHitMyHeadOnThe
Fl
oor
.OOUCH!!:
'
(

Vusi
:NotSoFastLi
lSi
s

HeGotHol
dOfHisGunAndPoi
ntedI
tAtMe,
I
Li
ft
edMyHandsUp

Vusi
:SomeoneI
sGi
vi
ngUpAl
ready

IWal
kedSl
owl
y,Get
ti
ngCloserToHim.
IKi
cked
Hi
sHandAndTheGunFellAwayThenIKi
cked
Hi
m OnTheSt
omach,TheChestThenHeFel
l
OnTheFl
oor
.IGotOnTopOfHi
m AndSl
apped
Hi
m Too

Me:
Who'
sTheBossNow?

HePushedMeOf
fHim AndIFel
lAndHi
tMy
HeadOnTheWal
l.
OUCH!!!:
'(

Dad:
That
'sEnoughNowForToday
Vusi
:JustWhenIWasGonnaFi
nishHerOf
f
Dad:
Let
'sGoHome
Vusi
:SoWhoWi
ns?
Dad:
You'
reaTeam,
YouBot
hWi
n
Vusi
:ButITho-
Dad:
YouThinkTooMuch,
Pri
ncessGetUpAnd
GoAndShowerSoWeCouldGo
IGotUpAndWeBot hWal
kedToTheBat
hroom
Whil
eVusiKeptHi
tt
ingMeOnTheBackOfMy
HeadSayi
ngHeWon.
WeBothShoweredThenDr
oveHome,Mom
WasAlreadySet
ti
ngUpTheTabl
e.I
tWasDar
k
Out
side

Dad:
HeyPumpki
n
Mom:
HeyBbe,
SoHowDi
dTheTr
aini
ngGo?
Dad:I
tWentVer
yWel
l
,YourBr
other
sShotEach
Other
Mom:
YouMeanBongaShotLet
hu
Me:
HeWantedToShowHi
m ThatHe'
l
lAl
way
s
Wi
nAgai
nstHi
m
Mom:
ISt
il
lCan'
tBel
i
eveBongaI
sMyBr
other
Vusi
:AndIAl
mostSentYourDaught
erToHer
Ancest
ors
Mom:
Vusi
!YouOkayMyLov
e?
Me:
JeahButMyHeadHur
ts
Mom:
I'
ll
Giv
eYouSomePi
l
lsKay
?!
Me:
ThanksMom
Ol
wethu:AndThenWassupWi
tchoCheekBi
g
Br
other
?
Vusi
:YourBi
gSi
sDeci
dedToMakeUsFl
yWi
th
aCar
Mom:
HahaSomeoneAl
soGotHi
sAssToast
ed
Vusi
:I
tWasJustaOneTi
meThi
ng,
She'
dNev
er
WinAgai
nstMe
Dad:SeemsLi
keWeGotOur sel
vesAnother
BongaWho'dEvenKi
ll
HisOwnSi st
erJustTo
ShowThatHe'sTheSt
rongest
Vusi
:IAi
n'
tThatMi
ndl
ess
Owethu:I
'
m SoGonnaTel
lUncl
eBongaThat
YouSaidHe'
sMindl
ess
Vusi
:AndI
'
m SoGonnaWhi
pYou-
Mom:
OkayOkayLet
'sHav
eDi
nnerI
nPeace
Pl
ease

WeFinishedEat
ingThenITookSome
HeadachePil
lsAndWentToMyRoom. ITool
MyPhoneFr om UnderThePi l
l
owAndIHad
FewMi ssedCal
lsFrom LuthoAndAMessage
From MenziAndAlsoMi ssedCal
l
s.ISt
arted
WithTheMessage

"ICall
edYouCountl
essTi
mesAndYouNever
PickedUpYourPhone,
Wassup?Ar
eYouWi
th
ThatSchool
BoyOfYours?"
Wow,
JustWow!

IDi
aledLut
ho'
sNumberAndHePi
ckedUpOn
TheFir
stRi
ng

*
Cal
lConv
o*
Lut
ho:
HeyBbe
Me:IDon'
tHav
eEnoughAi
rt
ime,
WhatDoYou
Want?
Lut
ho:
SoYouSt
il
lMadAtMe?
Me:
Lut
hoWhatDoYouWant
?
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
PickYouUpAfterSchool
Tomor
row
,WeNeedToTalkBoutThis
Me:
WhoaWhatDoYouMeanYouGonnaPi
ck
MeUpAf
terSchool
Tomor
row?
Lut
ho:
I'
m BackInTownAndIDon'
tThi
nkI
'
llBe
Goi
ngAnywhereAnyt
imeSoon

'
(FUCKMESI
DEWAYS
[05/
18,19:
04]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2
#S2

#I
NSERT23��

UH-
OHo.
O

Me:
WHOAWHAT?
?
Lut
ho:
YouWant
edMeToComeBack,
I
'm Back
Me:WeBot
hKnowYouAi
n'
tBackBecauseOf
Me
Lut
ho:
WhatMat
ter
sIsThatI
'
m BackForYou
Me:
Lut
hoITol
dYouI
'
m Wi
thSomeoneEl
se
Lut
ho:ICan'
tWaitToMeetWi
tchoFri
endCoz
He'
sJustAFriendFr
om NowOnwards
Me:
HeheWhatAr
eYou?MyLi
feOwner
?
Lut
ho:I'
m YourBoyf
ri
end,
GoodNightSugar
Boom Boom.I'
l
lSeeYouTomorr
ow
Me:
Mxm
Lut
ho:
ISt
il
lLov
eYouTooBbe

Wi
thThatSai
dHeHungUp
"DamnHim!HeLeav esAndFucksOt
herGir
ls
WhereHeWasAndComesBackWhenHeFeel s
LikeI
tAndThinkI'
l
lJustDanceToHi
s
Tune:'(ButISt
il
lLoveHim Wi
thEv
eryCel
lIn
MyBody"
ILiedI
nMyBedWhi
leIThoughtOfTheGood
TimesIHadWi
thHi
m,ILovedThatAssEv
en
ThoughHeHur
tMe.
IFellAsl
eepInMy
Thoughts.
MyAlar
m WokeMeUpThenIBat
hed,
MyHead
Wasn'
tHur
ti
ngAny
more:)
IWentToHav
eBr
eakf
astWi
thMyFami
l
y

Dad:
EatQui
ckl
yCozIHav
eAnEar
lyMeet
ing
Today
Vusi:
Don'
tWor
ryWe'
l
lDr
iveOur
sel
vesTo
School
Dad:
Huh?
Vusi
:Mom Gav
eUsTheFor
dYest
erday
Dad:
Sisanda!
Mom:IWasGonnaBeLat
eIfIDr
oveThem
Mysel
fBbe
Me:
WasSheSupposedNotToGi
veUsTheCar
?
Dad:
NotIfYouGoingToSchool
,
ICan'
tHave
MyChil
drenLooki
n'Al
lSpoi
l
tAndEver
ythi
ng
Vusi
:YouTooLat
e,Ev
eryGi
rlAtSchool
Want
s
MeNow
Owet
hu:
I'
m Sur
eYouSai
dTheCarI
sYour
s
Vusi
:I
sn'
tItBl
atant
?
Dad:TooBadTheyWon' tBeSeeingYouDr i
vi
ng
ThatCarAnymore,
SisandaStopSpoil
ingThese
Ki
ds.They
'l
lHaveToWor kThei
rButt
sOf fFor
Thei
rOwnCar
s
Vusi
:DadYouForReal
?
Dad:I
'm SoFuckenForReal,
WhenWeWer e
YourAgeWeWal kedOurAssesToSchool
Vusi
:WeAi
n'
tYouDadC'
mon
Dad:
ThenI
'
llMakeYou,
Fi
nishUpSoWeCanGo

WeFini
shedEat
ingThenDadDr
oveUsTo
School
,
DadGaveUsLunchMoney.
ILef
tTal
ki
ng
ToVusiWhil
eIWalkedToMyCl
ass

Vusi
:Tel
lInam ThatI
'
m Comi
ng(
Shout
ing)
Me:
Kay

IGotToMyClassAndOpenedTheDoor,
I
FoundI
nam AndLi
thaLaughi
ngAndLooki
ngAl
l
Cozy
Me:
Uhhhm Hi
I
nam:
HeyBbe
Li
tha:
HeyEsi
hle
Me:
Am IDi
stur
bingSomet
hing?
I
nam:
NoSi
l
ly,
Li
thaWasJustBoutt
oLeav
e
Me:
Ohh?
Li
tha:
Uhhm Jeah,
ByeGi
rl
s
Me:
Uhhm By
e
I
nam:
ByeLi
tha

JustWhenLi
thaWasBoutToOpenThe
Door,
Vusi
OpenedI
tBefor
eHim

Vusi
:Ei
ta
Li
tha:
Jeah
VusiLookedAtHim Conf
usedButHeJust
BrushedWhatev
erThoughtHeHadAndWal ked
ToInam,TheyHuggedAndHadaPeck

I
nam:
WhatHappenedToYourCheek?
Vusi
:WasHavingaFi
ghtWi
tchoFr
iendAnd
SheBitMyCheek
Me:DudeYouTooTal
lForMeToBi
teYour
Cheek
Vusi
:JustKi
ddi
n'
,IHi
tMyHeadOnMyCl
oset
I
nam:
ButThi
sLooksLi
keSomet
hingCutYou
Vusi:
EnoughBoutMyCheek,
What
chuDoi
ng
Satur
day?IWantUsToGoToTheBeachAnd
JustRel
ax
I
nam:Uhhhm I
'
m Sor
ryIAl
readyHavePl
ans,
I
'm
Goi
ngOutForSomeShoppi
ngWi t
haFri
end
Vusi
:I
'm Sur
eEsi
hleWon'
tHav
eaPr
obl
em
Post
poni
ng
I
nam:
TheThi
ngI
s,
IAi
n'
tGoi
ngWi
thHer
Vusi
:IDi
dn'
tKnowYouHadOt
herFr
iends
I
nam:
I'
m Sor
ryBbe

TheBel
lRangForUsToGoForTheMor
ning
Pray
er

Vusi
:We'l
lTal
kSomeOt
herTi
me,
IGot
ta
Bounce

Vusi
Lef
t,
ILookedAtI
nam

I
nam:
What
?
Me:
Not
hing

WeWentForThePr
ayer
sThenWentToOur
Classes,
ACarParkedOutsi
deTheGate.
ItWas
JustLikeMenzi
'sCar,
Phi
lel
aGotOut
taTheCar
AndGuessWhat ?MenziToo: (:
'
(AlmostAl
l
ThePupi l
sWereLooki
n'AtThem :
(

I
nam:
YouOkay
?
Me:
IGuessDat
ingAi
n'
tForMe
I
nam:
WhyYouSay
ingThat
?
Me:
JustLookAtThat

IPoi
ntedAtMenziWhoWasBusySmoochi
ng
AndGrabbi
ngPhil
ela'
sAss

I
nam:
Who'
sThat
?
Me:
It'
sMenzi
I
nam:
Ouch!
Me:
Guy
sAr
eAl
lJustTheSame
Menzi
TookOutHisWall
etAndGaveFewNot
es
ToPhi
lel
aThenSheBr
ibedTheGuyOnThe
Gat
eToOpenUpForHerThenSheGotIn.
I
Wal
kedToHer

Me:
YouLov
eTaki
ngPeopl
e'
sMen,
Don'
tYou?
Phi
l
ela:
ExcuseMe?
Me:
YouSl
eepi
ngWi
thHi
m,Ai
n'
tYou?
Phi
l
ela:
WhatI
sYourFr
iendTal
ki
nBout
?
I
nam:
She'
sNotWor
thI
tBbe,
JustLetThi
sGo
Phil
ela:
HahaWhoaAreYouTal
kin'BoutMenzi
?
CozISawHowYouLookedAtUs, SoYouKnow
Him?OrShoul
dISayYouFucki
nWi thHim?
Me:
..
..
..
Phi
lel
a:I
t'
sCl
earYouDi
dn'
tGi
veI
tToHi
m Li
keI
Do
I
nam:
Let
'sJustGoBbe
Phi
lel
a:HahaWowSoMi ssMorenaTheVir
gin
OfTheSchoolTher
e'sNothi
ngPureBoutYou
Aft
erAll
Me:
Phi
l
elaDon'
tFuckWi
thMe!
I
nam:
BbeJustLeav
eIt
Phi
l
ela:
OrWhat
??
Me:PHI
LELAI'
M GONNAREARRANGEYOUR
FACESOHARDTHATEVENYOURMENZI
WON'TRECOGNISEYOU
Phi
l
ela:
HahaOhh?
I
nam:
ESI
HLE!
Me:
What
??
I
nam:Sav
eYourEner
gyAndBr
eat
hPl
ease,
She
Ai
n'
tWort
hIt

I
nam Pul
l
edMeToOurCl
ass
I
nam:
AreYouMad?
Me:
She'
sFucki
n'Wi
thMyBoy
fri
end
I
nam: YouMaki
nYoursel
fLookDesperate
Bbe,I
fThi
sMenziGuyReall
yLovedYou,He
Wouldn'
tBeDri
vi
ngAnotherBit
chToTheSame
SchoolYouGoToAndMaki ngOutWit
hHerIn
FrontOfTheWhol
eSchool

Vusi
CameToUsAndHeLookedAtMe

Me:
Spar
eMeTheITol
dYouSo
Vusi
:JustWant
edToSeeI
fYouOkay
Me:
I'
m Fi
ne!
Vusi
:ITol
dYo-
Me:
ISAI
DSPAREMETHEITOLDYOUSO!

IWal
kedToMyCl
assAndBur
iedMyHeadI
n
MyHands,I
nam SatNextToMeAndBr ushed
MyBack.
IFeltLikeCryi
ngButMenzi Wasn'
t
Wort
hMyTear sSoIKeptMyTear sForA
Dr
oughti
cDay .
IWasn'tReall
yConcentr
ati
ngIn
Cl
ass,
IKeptThinkingBoutLutho'
sComeBack.
IWishedSchoolWouldn'
tBeOut: (TheBel
l
RangAndITookMyTi meTakingMyBagAnd
WalkingOutt
aTheClass,
IPrayedThatDad
Arr
ivesBeforeLut
hoDoesAndGuessWhat ??
HeWasAl readyWait
ingOut
sideHisCarForMe

Me:
Hi
Lut
ho:
YouDon'
tLookHappyToSeeMe
Me:
..
..
..
.
Lutho:OkayLet
'sSt
artOv
erAndDoThi
sThe
RightWay
Me:
Lut
hoIDon'
tHav
eTi
meForThat
HeGotI
nHi
sCarThenCameOut

Lut
ho:
MySugarBoom Boom,
I
'veMi
ssedYou
SoMuch
Me:
..
..
.
Lutho:
YouWereSupposedToSay'
OhhhhI
MissedYouTooBaby'
Me:
AreYouDone?
Lut
ho:
WassupWi
thTheSt
inki
ngAt
ti
tude?
Me:
Mxm
Lut
ho:
GetI
nTheCarEsi
hle
Me:Lut
hoIWannaGoHomeAndLi
eDown,
Are
YouDone?
Lut
ho:IAlsoHav
eaBedI
nMyHouseI
nCase
YouForgot
Me:
..
..
..
HePull
edMeByMyArm AndThr
ewMeI
nThe
CarThenGotI
nTooAndDrov
eAway
.

Lut
ho:
SoYouDi
dn'
tMi
ssMe?
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
HowLongAr
eYouGonnaKeepThi
sUp?
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
Mxm

HeParkedI
nFrontOfHi
sHouseAndGotOut
Whil
eISatSt
ill
AndLookedOut
sideThe
Window,
HeCameToMySi deAndOpenedThe
DoorAndPul
ledMeOut

Lutho:Esi
hleYouTooOldForThi
sShi
t!Get
YourAtti
tudeToget
herAndGiveMeThe
RespectIDeserv
eFrom You
Me:
RespectLut
ho?Respect
?WhatDoYou
KnowBoutRespect
?
Lut
ho:
Mxm

HeWalkedInAndSt
oodLooki
ngAtMeCozI
KeptSt
il
lOnTheSpotIWasOn

Lut
ho:Esi
hleWhyTheFuckYouAct
ingLi
keA
Chi
ld?
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:I
sThisNewBoy
fri
endOfYour
sMaki
n
YouActLi
keThi
s?
Me:
..
..
..
.
Lutho:Esi
hleGetYourAssI
nHer
eBef
oreIDr
ag
ItMyself

ISl
owl
yWal
kedI
n
Lut
ho:
WhatWasSoHar
dInThat
?
Me:
Lut
hoIWantToGoHome
Lut
ho:You'
l
lGoHomeWhenWe'
veTal
kedAnd
WorkedThi
ngsOut
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
WhatDoYouWannaEat
?
Me:
I'
m NotHungr
y
Lutho:WeBothKnowYouLoveYourSt
omach
Mor eThanYouLoveMe,
Let'
sGoToThe
Kit
chenAndMakeSomethingToEat

HeWasRi ght
,IWasReal
lyHungr
y.WeGotTo
TheKi
tchenAndMadeSomeSandwi ches,
Lut
ho
PutMeOnTheCount erAndLookedAtMe

Me:
What
?
Lut
ho:
IMi
ssedThi
sPr
ett
yFace
Me:
PleaseDon'
t
Lut
ho:SoWhoDi
dYouDeci
deToGi
veMy
Posi
ti
onTo?
Me:
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
IsHeHotLi
keMe?DoesHeLov
eLi
keI
Do?
Me:IDon'
tThi
nkThatRel
ati
onshi
pWillWork
Out,
YouGuysAreAl
lTheSame!He'sFucki
n
RoundToo
Lutho:NhaaDon'
tGetThi
sAl
lWrong
Sugar,
GuysAin'
tTheSameAndBesi
desNo
OtherGuyWouldLoveYouLi
keIDo
Me:
Mxm
Lut
ho:
SoDi
dYouSl
eepWi
thHi
m?
Me:
IAi
n'
tThatLoose
Lut
ho:
That
'sMyWi
fe
Me:
IDon'
tSl
eep'r
oundLi
keYouLutho,
YouLef
t
MeToFuckWit
hOtherBi
tchesWhi
l
eI -
HePickedMeUpAndKi ssedMe,TheKi ssi
ng
GotHotThenHeWal kedToTheRoom Wi t
h
Me.HeThr ewMeOnTheBedAndGotOnTop
OfMe,WeKi ssedAndHeTookMyCl othesOf f
AndITookOf fHisToo. HeOpenedMyLegs
WideAndThr ustedHi msel
fIn:'
(ItFeltLike
TheFirstTime,ItHurtAsHellAndMyCooki e
WasOnFi r
e,Lit
erall
yOnFi r
e:'(LuthoLied
NextToMeAsWeBot hTri
edToCat chOur
Breat
hs.

Lut
ho:
IMi
ssedYou
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:ILoveYouMi
ssMor
enaOneDayGonna
BeMrsZizwe
Me:Mxm St
opMaki
ngPr
omi
sesYouWon'
t
Ful
fi
ll
Lut
ho
Lut
ho:
Maki
ngYouMyWi
feOneDayI
sOnTop
OfMyLi
st
Me:
..
..
..
.

SomeoneKnocked

Lut
ho:
JustWhenI'
m St
il
lEnj
oyi
ngSomeTime
Wit
hMyWi f
e,SomeDi
ckheadHasToDi
stur
b
Me
Me:
ItMi
ghtBeI
mpor
tant

HeGotUpAndWor
eHi
sPant
s

Me:
I'
ll
Bat
hWhi
l
eYouAt
tendWhoEv
erThatI
s
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
Joi
nYouI
naFew
Me:WearaVestOrT-
shi
rt
,You'
l
lScar
ePeopl
e
AwayWit
hThoseTatt
oos
Lut
ho:
YouJustAf
rai
dIMi
ghtChar
m Em Wi
th
MyHotBody
Me:
Don'
tFl
att
erYour
sel
fDude

HePeckedMyLi psThenWalkedOut,
IWentTo
Bat
hThenWr appedaTowel '
roundMyBody
AndWalkedToTheLounge.LuthoGotIn

Me:
Wher
eYouFr
om?
Lut
ho:
JustWal
kedMyCousi
nBr
oOut
Me:
WishISawHi
m
Lut
ho:
OneDayYouWi
l
lSoWher
eWer
eWe?
Me:
YouWer
eBoutToBat
h
Lut
ho:
ButISt
il
lWantToTakeABi
te
Me:NoLut
hoIHav
eToGoHomeBef
oreMy
Par
ent
sKil
lMe
Lutho:
TheyWon'
tWhenTheyFi
ndOutThat
TheyGonnaBeGrandpar
ent
s
Me:
Huh?
Lut
ho:
WeMi
ghtBePar
ent
sSoonsugar
.
[05/
18,19:
06]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

♤Cr
op_
Top♤

#I
NSERT24♡

"THEFUCKDIDLUTHOJUSTSAY?
?HEBETTER
SAYHE'SKI
DDINORSOME'I
NG"

Me:
WhoaWhoaWHAT?
?
Lut
ho:LemmeGoAndShowerSoThatICan
Dri
veYouHome
Me:
LuthoYouCan'
tDr
opThisKi
ndaBombOn
MeAndTell
MeYouHav eToGoAndShower
!
Lut
ho:
SugarDon'
tYouWannaGoHome?
Me:
IWantToButYouCan-

HeSmashedHi sLi
psOnMine,ITr
iedToPush
Him AwayButHeWasTooSt r
ongForMeTo
SucceedI
nPushingHi
m.IEndedUpKissi
n'Hi
m
Back,
HePickedMeUp

Me:
NoNoHel
lToTheNo

HeChuckl
edAndPutMeDown

Me:MyCooki
eSti
ll
Hur
ts,
ICan'
tHav
eYou
Demol
ishi
ngI
tAgai
n
Lut
ho:
YouMakeMeSoundTooMuchBbe
Me:
ForMeYou'
re
Lut
ho:
ButDest
roy
ingI
tBbe?C'
mon
Me:YouWereKi
ddin'
BoutThatBei
ngPar
ent
s
SoonThi
ngyRi
ght?
Lut
ho:
BbeWeDi
dn'
tUseaCondom

MyHeartSt
art
edToBeatFast:
'
("NOI
T
CAN'
TBE,LUTHODIDTHISONPURPOSEBUT
WHY??"

Me:LuthoNoNoNo!I'm St
il
lI
nGr ade11ICan'
t
BeaMot her
!ISt
il
lNeedaMot her
'sLove
Mysel
f,
HowCanITakeCar eOfa
Baby?
?? !
!:'
(:'
(
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
BeWi
tchuEv
erySt
epOfTheWay
Me:
LUTHOAREYOUCRAZY?
???
Lut
ho:
ForYou,
IAm
Me:
I'
M STI
LLYOUNGFORABABYLUTHO!
Lut
ho:
LemmeGoAndShowerSugar
Me:
We'llDr
iveToThePhar
macyFi
rst
,You'
l
lBuy
aMorni
ngAfterPi
l
lForMe
Lut
ho:
HeheYouCr
azy
Me:
LUTHOIDON'
TWANTNOBABY
Lut
ho:
GoAndGetDr
essedWhi
l
eIShower

HeLeftToTheBat
hroom AndIWalkedToThe
Bedr
oom,SatOnTheBedAndCried.
"
LuthoCan'
tBeForReal,
HeJustComesBack
AndTri
esToImpregnat
eMe!IsThisGuyMad
OrWhat?"

Lut
ho:
SugarC'
monYouCr
ying?
Me:LuthoI
'm NotReadyToBeAMot her
,I
'
m
NotReadyToBeaPar ent.
I'
m St
il
l16For
Goodness'
Sake
Lut
ho:
WhoaWhoaDi
dYouJustSay16?
Me:JeahILi
edToYouAndSai
dI'
m 17,
I
'm St
il
l
16Lutho
Lut
ho:Wow,IThoughtYouWer
eGonnaTur
n18
NextYear
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
ButYou'
l
lBeOurChi
l
d'sHotTeenMom
Me:
Lut
hoSt
opI
t!

HeCameToMeAndWi pedMyTear
s,He
HuggedMeAndBr
ushedMyBack.
IFeltAtEase
ALil

Lut
ho:
BbeIReal
l
yWannaSt
artAFami
l
yWi
tchu
Me:
ButLut
hoI
'
m St
il
lYoungForThat
Lut
ho:
..
..

HeWentToLot
ionThenIGotDr
essed,
WeWent
ToTheCarI
nSilence.
ILookedOut
sideThe
WindowAndSobbed

Lut
ho:
Baby
?
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
SugarYouKnowILov
eYouRi
ght
?!
Me:
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
Right
?!

IJustNoddedAndWi
pedOf
fMyTear
s

Me:
CanYouPl
easeDr
iveToThePhar
macy
?
Lutho:
SoYouSer
iousBoutThi
sMor
ningAf
ter
Pil
l
?
Me:
Lut
hoWeAi
n'
tReadyForABaby
Lut
ho:
YouNot
Me:
WhatAr
eWeGonnaDoWi
thaBaby
?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
Me:Don'
tTel
lMeYouMadCozI'
m Doi
ngUsA
Fav
orHere,
WeTooYoungToSt
artAFami
ly
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
Me:
Wow

HeReall
yDrov
eToThePhar macyAndHeWent
OutTheCarAndWentInThePharmacyThen
CameBackWithTheBoxOfThePill
.HeGot
I
n,SatOnHi
sChairThem Thr
ewTheBoxToMe

Me:
Thanks
Lut
ho:
GoAheadAndKi
l
lMyChi
l
d
Me:
Lut
hoYouAi
n'
tBei
ngFai
r
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
.
Me:BbeC'
monYouKnowWeAi
n'
tReadyForA
Baby
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
..
Me:
O-kayThenI
'
llJustKeepQui
etToo

HeParkedFewHousesAwayFrom MyHouse
ThenWeBot hSatI
nSi
lence,
IFi
nal
l
yOpened
TheDoor

Lut
ho:
SoYouGonnaLeav
eWi
thoutGi
vi
ngMe
MyGoodby
eKi
ss?
Me:
IThoughtYouWer
eMadAtMe
Lut
ho:
..
..
.

IGotCl
oserToHi
m AndKi
ssedHi
m,HeKissed
MeBackAndWeHadANotThatLongKiss.The
For
dPassedNextToHi
sCar

Me:
That
'sMyMom,
IGot
taGo.
..
Lov
eYou
Lut
ho:
Lov
eYouTooSugar

IKi
ssedHisCheekAndThenTookMyBagAnd
GotOut.
IWalkedToMyHouseAndFoundMom
AndTheTwinsGetti
ngI
nTheHouse

Me:
HeyYous
Mom: SoTheyReal
l
yLef
tYouForTr
aini
ng
Today
Me:
Vusi
AndDadLef
tForTr
aini
ng?
Mom: Yeap,
YourDadSaidHeWantedSome
Pri
vat
eTimeWi thVusi
SinceHe'
sTheFutur
eOf
Thi
sFami l
y
Me:
ISee
Mom: WeGonnaEatOutSoGoAndGet
Changed
Me:
OkayMa
IWentToMyRoom AndChangedToASi
mpl
e
Out
fi
t,
WeTookDad'
sCarThenMom Drov
eUs
ToTown.
IExcusedMysel
fToGoAndPee,
WhenICame
BackMenziWasWithTheFami
ly-
_-Great
!

Me:
Menzi
Menzi
:MyPr
incess
Me:
What
chuDoi
ngHer
e?
Menzi
:Di
dn'
tYouMi
ssMe?
Me:
..
..
.
Mom:
Menzi
IsGonnaJoi
nUsForDi
nner
Me:
Wow
Menzi
:That
'sGr
eatI
sn'
tItBbe?
Me:
JeahRi
ght
Ol
wet
hu:
WassupBi
gSi
s?
Me:
What
?
Ol
wethu:
YouDon'
tLookHappyToSeeBhut
'
Menzi
?
Me:
JustThatIWasn'
tExpect
ingHi
m
Owet
hu:
YouNotGoodAtLy
ingSi
s
Me:CanWePl
easeMakeOurOr
der
s?I
'
m
St
arvi
ng
Mom:
Uhhm Jeah

WeMadeOurOr dersThenOurFoodArr
ivedI
n
aFew,
IDidn'
tMakeAnyEy eContactWi
thMenzi
IWasJustDisgustedByTheThoughtOfHim
AndPhi
lel
aInBed, Doi
ngIt-_-

Menzi:Uhhm I'
m Sor
ryIWon'
tBeAbl
eToSt
ay
ForDessert
,IHaveSomewher
eToGoTo
Mom:
OhhThanksForComi
ng
Menzi
:Uhhm GoodNi
ghtThenFami
l
y
Mom:
BabyWal
kMenzi
Out
Me:
ButI
'
m St
il
lEat
i-
Menzi
:Pl
ease
Me:
Fine!

IGotUpAndWeBot hWal
kedToHisCar
Outsi
de,
Menzi
GrabbedMePainf
ull
yByMyAr
m
AndPull
edMeCloserToHi
m

Me:
Ouch!Menzi
YouHur
ti
n'Me
Menzi
:What
'sWr
ongWi
tchu?
Me:
What
'sWr
ongWi
thMe?
Menzi:ISawHowYouLookedAtMeBackI
n
ThereAndHowYouActed,
TheFuckI
sWrong
Witchu?AndDon'
tYouDar
eTell
MeIt'
sNothi
ng!

Ev
eryWordHeSai
d,Hi
sGri
pGotStr
ongerAnd
MyArm WasGet
ti
ngMorePai
nful
AndPainful
.
Me:
MENZIYOUHURTI
N'ME
Menzi
:HeyHeyDon'
tYouDar
eRai
seYour
Voi
ceWhenTalki
ngToMe
Me:
LetGoOf
fMeMenzi
Please!

HeLetGoOf
fMe

Menzi:SoAr
eYouReadyToTel
lMeTheFuck
I
sWr ongWit
chu?
Me:
AreYouDat
ingWi
thPhi
l
ela?
Menzi
:TheFuckI
sThat
?
Me:ThatGi
rlYouDr
oppedAtSchool
Today
,Ar
e
YouDati
ngWi t
hHer
?
Menzi
:OhhYouMeanThatThi
ng,
IWasJust
Sl
anki
ngIt
Me:
YouWer
eJustSl
anki
ngI
tMenzi
?IsThat
SupposedToMakeMeFeel
Bet
ter
?
Menzi:
WhatEl
seDoYouWantMeToSay?I
WasJustHavi
ngSomeFunWit
hThatGi
rlAnd
That
'sIt
Me:YouKnowWhat?I
'
m NotUpForThi
s,
We'
re
Done.
ICan'
tDoThi
sAnymor
e
Menzi
:YouShoul
dBeaComedi
an
Me:
I'
m ForReal

HisSmackTurnedIntoTheMostEvi
lFr
ownI'v
e
EverSeen,
HeHeldBothOfMyWr i
stsAnd
Ti
ghtenedHisHarderThi
sTime'
roundThatI
CouldFeelMyBloodStoppi
ngToMove
ThroughMyVeinsAndBot hMyHandsBecame
Numb

Me:
Menzi
YouHur
ti
ngMe!
!
Menzi
:Li
stenHer
eAndLi
stenToMeCar
eful
l
y!
NoOneBreaksUpWi t
hMe,IDoTheLeav
ing
NotTheOtherWay'
round!

SHOOTME!
[05/
18,19:
07]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT25♡

ISt
art
edCr
ying,
HeLetGoOf
fMeAndLooked
AtMeAsICried

Menzi
:YouShouldCountYourWordsBef
ore
Thr
owingEm ToMe,WeGonnaMakeThi s
Work.
LikeITol
dIWasJustSlanki
ngThatGi
rl
's
AssAndThenThat'
sIt,
Nothi
ngMore
IWipedMyTear
sAndAttemptedToLeave,
He
GrabbedMeByMyArm AGAIN: '
(ButNot
Painf
ull
yThi
sTi
me'r
ound

Menzi
:SoYouJustGonnaLeav
eWhi
l
eWeSt
il
l
Tal
ki
n'
?
Me:YouTheOneDoi
ngTheTalki
n'AndI
ThoughtYouWer
eDoneTal
ki
n'
Menzi
:Gi
veMeMyGoodni
ghtKi
ss
Me: IDidn'tKnowYouCoul dBeThi sNai ve
Menzi,I
'm Ev enStart
ingToRegr etEverFalli
n'I
n
LoveWi tchu.YouSayNoOneBr eaksUp
Wi t
chu,YouDoTheLeav ing,GuessWhat ?I
'm
DoneWi t
chu, MenziWe'r
eDone. ICan'tBeI n
LoveWi thSomeoneWhoHur tsMe,Fi
r stYou
SleptWi t
hAGi r
lFrom MySchool AndYouWer e
NotEv enAshamedToDr iveHerToSchool Now
YouHol dingMeLi keYouHol di
ngaManOr
SomeoneYourAge.
I'
m DoneWi
tchuShame

HePushedMeToHi
sCarAndIHi
tMyHeadOn
I
t.
Ouch!:'
(

Menzi
:ISai
dWat
chYourWor
dsEsi
hle!
Me:
IHat
eYouMenzi
!IHat
eYou

HePushedMeI nt
oHi
sCarAndAl
soGotI
n,He
LockedTheDoors

Menzi
:Gi
mmeYourPhone
Me:
IAi
n'
tGonnaGi
veYouN-

IFel
taSl
apAcr
ossMyFaceAndISwearISaw
Star
s
Menzi
:ISai
dGi
mmeYourPhone
Me:
Menzi
WhyAr
eYouDoi
ngThi
s??
Menzi
:Esi
hleGi
mmeThePhone

ISlowlyWentToMyPocketAndTookThe
PhoneOutAndHandedItOverToHim.HeTook
It
,Swit
chedItOf
fThenTookHisOutAndCal
led
Someone

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Menzi
:YouBusyMan?
.
..
..
..
..
..
Menzi
:INeedYouToTakeCar
eOfSomeone
ForMe
.
..
..
..
..
..
Menzi
:It
'
sNotaGuyYouMor
on,
I
t'
saGi
rl
.
..
..
..
..
..
Menzi
:HahaNhaaManI'
ll
Tel
lYouAl
lThe
Det
ail
sWhenWeMeet,BeAtMyHouseInaFew
.
..
..
..
..
..
.
Menzi
:IKnowICoul
dAl
way
sCountOnYou

HeHungUpAndLookedAtMe,
HeSt
art
edThe
Car

Me:
WhyAr
eYouDoi
ngThi
sMenzi
?
Menzi
:It
'
sSomet
hingThatIHadToDoaLong
Ti
meAgo
Me:
WhatDoYouMean?
Menzi
:I'
l
lExplai
nEv er
ythi
ngToYouWhenWe
GetToMyHouse, AnywayIt'
sGonnaBeALong
WeekOrMay beMont hWitchu
Me:
WHOAWHAT?
?
Menzi
:NowRel
ax,
Don'
tTryAnyt
hingOrYou'
l
l
BeOnYourWayToYourAncest
ors
Me:
WHAT?
?
Menzi:
JustChil
lIWon'
tHur
tYouI
fYou
Cooperat
eWithMe

ISt
art
edCr
yingAl
lOv
erAgai
n

Menzi
:JustShutUpEsi
hle!

HeParkedI
nFr
ontOfHi
sHouseThenPul
l
ed
MeOutAndWalkedI
nWithMe,
HeThrewMeTo
TheCouch

Me:
Menzi
WhyAr
eYouDoi
ngThi
s?

HeGr
abbedMePai
nful
l
yByMyAr
m And
WalkedToHisRoom,IKickedHim OnTheBal
l
s
ThenHeLetGoOf fMe.IRanOuttaThe
Room,WhenIOpenedTheFr ontDoor,
TwoGuys
WereBoutToGetInButTheySt oodSti
ll
When
TheySawMe

Menzi
:Thr
owHerI
n

HeWasSt
andi
ngBehi
ndMe,
Hol
dingHi
sBal
l
s

Menzi
:TakeThatBi
tchToMyRoom AndTi
e
HerToTheChair
Guy
1:Ai
n'
tSheYourGi
rl
fr
iendBoss?
Menzi
:ISai
dTakeHerToMyRoom
AndTi
eHer
Me:
Menzi
WhyAr
eYouDoi
ngThi
sToMe?
Menzi
:JustShutUpBi
tch!
Me:
Wow

TheGuy sHeldMeAndWalkedToHisRoom
WithMe,TheyMadeMeSitOnAChai rThen
Str
onglyTiedMeToTheChair
,TheyPutA
Pl
asterOnMyMout h.
MenziGotIn

Menzi
:YouCanLeav
eTheRoom Now
Guy
2:Sur
eBoss

TheTwoGuysLeft
,Leav
ingMeWi
thThe
Soul
l
essMonster

Menzi
:YouKnowIWasSupposedNotToFal
lIn
Lov
eInThisGame

"
SoThi
sWasAl
lAGameToYouYouAsshol
e"
Menzi
:YouWannaSaySomet
hing?

HeCameToMeAndPul
l
edOf
fThe
Pl
ast
er.
OUCH!

Menzi
:YouMadeMeFal
lInLov
e,You
Compl
icat
edAl
lThi
sShi
t
Me:
What
chuTal
ki
n'BoutMenzi
?
Menzi:YourPar
entsAreSoStupi
d,
TheyJust
GaveYouToMeBef or
eIEvenMadeA
Move.TheyMadeAllOfThi
sEasyForMeBut
YOU,YOUCOMPLI CATEDTHINGSANDMADE
MEFALLI NLOVE

HeRel
easedaSl
apAcr
ossMyFace
"
THEFUCKI
SWRONGWI
THTHI
SDUDE?
?"
Me:
Menzi
What
'
sWr
ongWi
tchu?
Menzi:YouKnowWhat ,
What'
sDoneIsDone
Let'
sLiveWit
hWhat '
sHappeni
ngNow. IHadTo
AvengeSomeone'sDeathaLongTimeAgoBut
ISpentYear
sFiguri
ngOutHowI'm GonnaTake
DownYourFather
Me:
MyFat
her
??
Menzi:Yes.
HeKi
ll
edMyUncleFewYears
Ago,SomeoneWhoTookCareOfMe,Someone
WhoGav eMeTheLoveINeverGotFrom My
OwnPar ent
sAndYourFat
herJustHadToTake
ThatFrom Me
Me:AndWhatDoesThatHav
eToDoWi
th
Me?:'(
Menzi:
YouWereMyOnlyTicketToThem And
Besi
desYourMot
herGaveYouToMe
Me:
YouGonnaRotI
nHel
l
Menzi
:TheAwesomePar
tIsThatYourPar
ent
s
Wi
llBeBesi
deMeAndMay beYouToo
Me:
IHat
eYouMenzi
!IHat
eYou!
Menzi
:IKnowSweet
hear
t
Me:
What
chuWantFr
om MeMenzi
?
Menzi:LookWeGonnaMakeThisSimpleAnd
Easy,
IKeepYouHereAsLongAsILikeAnd
Terr
ori
zeYourFat
her'
sEst
ateTi
l
l IGetBor
ed
AndKillHi
sAss
Me:
YouSuchaBast
ard,
DadGaveYouaJob,
He
Wel
comedYouI
ntoHisHome,
HeTrust
edYou
Menzi
:ThenHe'sWayTooDumbForSomeone
I
nHisPosit
ion,
Gangst
erKi
ngsCanSmel
l
Tr
oubl
eFrom Afar
Me:
..
..
..
..
Menzi
:YouKnowThisWasSupposedToBe
Si
mple,
IMakeYouFall
InLoveThenMakeA
MoveButISeeYouHadOtherPl
ans,
YouMade
MeFallForYou
Me:
YouSoPat
het
ic
Menzi
:I'
l
lGoAndMakeYouSomet
hingToEat
SoWeCouldSl
eep

HeTookThePl ast
erAndPutI
tBack,
HeLeft
ThenIHeardHim Tal
ki
n'ToSomeone,
The
VoiceSoundedSoFamil
iar

Menzi
:WhatBr
ingsYouHer
e?
Voi
ce:
WeNeedToTal
k
Menzi
:Wassup?
Voice:WeHearThatWhil
eWeWereAway
You'veBeenPushi
ngYourOwnAgenda'
round
Here
Menzi
:INeededMoneyWhatDi
dYouWantMe
ToDo?
Voi
ce:BUTGOINGBEHINDOURBACKSDUDE?
AI
N'TLOYALTYIMPORTANTTOYOU
ANYMORE?
Menzi:
DudeIHaveToSl
eepNow,
We'
l
lTal
k
BoutThisTomor
row
Voi
ce:YouHav
eaLotOfExplaini
ngToDo
WhenWeMeetWit
hTheGuy s,YouFuckedUp
Bi
gTimeBro

ThenIHear
dADoorBei
ngBanged,
I
nAFew
MenziGotI
nWi
thaPlat
eWithFood

Menzi
:Shoul
dIFeedYouOrYouGonnaEatBy
Your
sel
f?OhhIForgotThatICan'
tUnt
ieYou

HeTookThePl
ast
erOf
fMyMout
hAndFedMe

Menzi
:You'
reAGoodGi
rlYouKnow
Me:
ThenWhyYouDoi
ngThi
sToMe?
Menzi
:IHav
eToMakeYourWhol
eFami
l
y
Suf
fer
Me:
WhoaI
sThi
sUncl
eOfYour
sAv
iwe?
Menzi
:SoYouKnowHi
m?
Me:
..
..
..
..

Menzi
PutThePl
ateAsi
deAndSmashedHi
s
Li
psOnMine,
IBi
tHim

Menzi
:BI
TCH!
Me:
YouGonnaGoToHel
l
!!
Menzi
:Don'
tWor
ryIAl
way
sVacat
eTher
e
[05/
18,19:
28]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT26♡
IWasFear
ingForMyLi
feCozMenzi '
sEyes
WereSt
art
ingToBeRedAndTher eWasNo
Smil
eOnHisFaceOrWhatsoever
.HeLooked
Li
keHe'
dEv enDev
ourMeAlive:'(

Me:Menzi
PleaseJustLemmeGoPl
ease!I
Won'
tSayAnythi
ngToDadOrMom :'
(
Menzi
:NowI
'
m Get
ti
n'Ti
redOfYourWhi
ning
Me:Pl
easeMenziPl
ease!:
'(WhatHappened
ToTheManIFell
InLoveWit
h,TheGuyWho
Lov
edMe?
Menzi
:Unf
ort
unat
elyHeNev
erExi
sted

WithThatSaidHeGotUpWi thThePlateAnd
Left
,SecondsTurnedTo
Minutes,
MinutesTurnedToHoursButHeDidn'
t
ComeBack. IFel
tMy sel
fGet
ti
ngDrowsierAnd
Drowsier,
IJumpedToaBangi ngSound
Menzi
:YOUCOMPLI
CATEDTHI
NGS!
Me:
..
..
..
.

IWasSt
art
ingToThi
nkThatMenzi
WasA
Psy
choWhoTheHellDoesWhatHeDi
dAnd
Act
sThatWay??

Me:
INeedToUseTheToi
l
et
Menzi
:WHAT?
?
Me:
INeedToPee
Menzi
:YouCan'
t,
YouWon'
t
Me:DudeMyBladderCan'
tKeepTheUrineAny
LongerOrYouWantMeToPeeOnMy self
?
Menzi
:Fi
ne!ButDar
eTr
yAny
thi
ng,
YourPar
ent
s
Wi
llSi
ngAmagugu
Me:
HowCanYouBeSoCr
uel
Menzi
?
Menzi
:Fr
om NowOnYouDon'
tTal
kToMe!
HeUnti
edTheRope,
IPushedHi
m ToThe
Bed,
TookTheChai
rAndHitHi
m OnTheHead

Menzi
:YOUBLOODYHOE!
Me:
YourMot
herI
sTheHoe

TheChai
rBrokeButIKeptHit
ti
ngHim WithI
t
Whil
eCryi
ng,
HeLiedOnTheFl oor
.IRanOutt
a
TheRoom.GuessWhat??ThereWereFiv
eGuy s
I
nTheLounge

Guy
1:Goi
ngSomewher
eMadam?
Me:
Shi
t!

OneGuyCameToHol dMe,
IKickedHim OnThe
WaistButHeSt
oodTher
eLikeIDidn'
tDo
Anythi
ng.
HeHeldMyLegAndThr ewMeOnThe
Gr
ound.
Ouch!
!:
'
(
HeCameToPi ckMeUp,IGotHol
dOfHisGun
From Hi
sHolst
erAndLucki
lyI
tWasLoaded.
I
ShotHim OnHi
sLeftFoot

Guy
1:YOUBI
TCH!
!

HeLetGoOffMeAndIHi tMyBackOnThe
Ti
ledFl
oor
.IPoi
ntedTheGunAtTheFi
veOf
Them

Voi
ce:
DropTheGunOrYouDi
e

ITur
nedAndMenz
iWasPoi
nti
ngaGunAtMe

Me:
MENZIJUSTLETMEGOPLEASE!:
'
(
Menzi
:You'
veDoneTooMuchDamageFor
SomeoneYourAgeAndSi
ze

IFeltSomethingHeavyOnMyHeadThenI
BlackedOut.IWokeUpBackI nTheRoom,Tied
OnTheBed. ICouldSeeTheSunPenet r
ati
ng
ThroughTheCur t
ains.
IHeardFoot
stepsThen
Menzi GotI
nWear ingASuit

Menzi:ILookGoodRi
ght?
!TodayIsTheMost
I
mpor t
antDayOfMyLife,
I
'm GonnaPi
tchSome
DealAndIHaveToBlowYourDadAway
Me:
..
..
..
Menzi:
Don'tWorr
yI'l
lBeBackForYou,
The
GuysWill
TakeCareOfYou.DaddyWill
Be
Back,
YouDon'tHaveToMissMeMuch
Me:
..
..
..
.
Menzi
:ELI
A!
"WhoaWhoaThatNameSoundsLi
keI'
veHeard
I
tSomewhereButWher
e??C'
monEsihl
eThink
Thi
nk!
!"
IJustCoul
dn'
tRememberWher
eI'
veHear
dThe
NameFr om.
OneOfTheFi
veGuysThatWer
eInTheLounge
GotI
nWithaSmal
lMedical
Box

Me:
WHATCHUGONNADOTOME?
?MENZI
WHYYOUDOI
NGTHIS?
?
Menzi:
It'
sJustSomet
hingToMakeYouRel
ax
AndNotCauseAnyTrouble,
WeBot
hDon'
tNeed
ThatAyt?
Guy
:Her
eBoss
Menzi
:Danki
eEl
i
a,YouCanLeav
e

MenziTookOutASyri
ngeFr
om TheBoxAnda
Small
Bottl
e,
HePull
edTheLiqui
dInt
oThe
Sy
ringeTi
l
lItWasAssFul
l

Me:MenziPl
easeDon'
tDoThis!IPromiseI
Won'
tCauseAnyTroubl
e!MenziPlease!
!:'
(
Menzi
:Shhhh

HeGotCl
oser,
RubbedMyAr
m Fi
rstWhi
l
eI
Tr
iedToFi
ghtHim

Menzi
:TheNeedl
eMi ghtBr
eakI
nsi
daYou,
You
Don'
tWantThatAyt
?!NowRelax

HeInj
ect
edTheLiqui
dInsi
daMe,
IDr
if
tedAway
Sl
owlyButSur
ely
.
IWokeUpColdAsFuckAndIWasEv
en
Shi
ver
ing,
ThatEl
i
aGuyGotIn
El
i
a:DoYouWantSomet
hingToEat
?
Me:
..
..
..
El
i
a:ThenSui
tYour
sel
f

WhenHeWasBoutToOpenTheDoor

Me:
IAl
soNeedaBl
anket
El
i
a:HahaWhoaDoYouThinkYouInSome
Ki
nda5StarHot
elHer
eOrSome'i
ng?
Me: I
'
m SureMenz i
Doesn' tWantMeToDie,
At
LeastNotYet
.I
'm SureHe'dMakeSureThat
YouFoll
owMeI fIEv erDieCozYouDidn'
tWant
ToGiveMeaLousyBl anket

TheGuyJustChuckl
edAndWalkedOut,
He
CameBackWi t
hAFleeceAndaPlat
eWi t
h
Food,
ItWasAlr
eadyGett
ingDar
kOutsi
de.
He
Unti
edOnlyOneHandThenGaveMeThePl at
e
Me:
INeedToUseTheToi
l
et
El
i
a:ThatDoesn'
tWor
kOnMe
Me:DudeINeedToUseTheToi
l
etLikeRi
ght
Now!WhatTheFuckI
sWrongWitchu?
?
El
ia:
EatBef
oreIChangeMyMi
ndAndTake
ThePlat
e

Menzi
GotI
nHummi
ngaSong

Menzi
:GuessWhat
??IGotTheDeal
El
i
a:That
'sGr
eatBoss
Menzi
:Esi
hleYouDon'
tLookLi
keYouHappy
ForMe
Me:
..
..
.
Menzi
:YouCanExcuseYour
sel
fNowEl
i
a
El
i
a:Sur
eBoss
El
iaGotOut,
MenziTookOffHisJacketThen
HisTi
e,HeUnzi
ppedHisPantsThen
Unbut
tonedHisShi
rt

Me:MenziPl
easeDon'
tDoWhatIThi
nkYou
GonnaDo!Pl
ease!
Menzi
:LastTi
meYouWer
eNotReady
,I
'm Sur
e
NowYou'r
e
Me:
Menzi
Please!
!:
'
(

IFel
taSl
apAcr
ossMyFace

Menzi
:ShutUp!Di
dIAskYouToTal
k?

IShookedMyHeadAsTear
sStreamedDown
MyCheeks,
ThatWasTheLastThi
ngIWanted
Him ToDoToMe,Menzi
WasReallya
Psy
chopat
h

Menzi
:Don'
tWor
ryI
'
llBeGent
le
Me:
WeDon'
tHav
eToI
tThi
sWay

IFeltAnot
herSl
ap,
HeToreMyCl ot
hesI
nto
Pieces.
NowIWasCr y
ingLouder:'
(:'
(
HeOpenedMyLegsWiderAndPulledDownHis
Pants,
HeTor
eMyPantyIntoPi
eces.JustWhen
HeWasBoutToEnterMe,Ther
eWasALoud
KnockOnTheDoor

Menzi
:WHAT?
???
El
i
a:YouHav
eVi
sit
ors
Menzi
:Can'
tYouAt
tendThem?I
'
m BusyHer
e
El
i
a:ICan'
t
Menzi
:FI
NEI
'
M COMI
NG!
HeFuriouslyGotOffMeAndPull
edUpHis
Pants,
IWasScar edForMyLi
fe,
EvenI
fHeDidn'
t
DoAny thi
ngToMeThatTi me,
ThereWasSti
l
l
NextTime.

Menzi
:I'
m GonnaBeBack,
YouAndIAr
eGonna
HaveSoMuchFunTogether

HeGotOutThenEli
aGotI
n,HeKeptGl
anci
ngAt
MeAsISobbedNakedOnTheBed.HeTookA
Bl
anketAndCover
edMe

Me:
Thanks

HeJustLookedAtMeAndTookaPlasterThen
Cover
edMyMout h,
HeStoodInFr
ontOfThe
DoorAndKeptWalki
n'UpAndDown.
WeBothTurnedWhenSomeoneKi
ckedDown
TheDoor,
Mom GotI
n.El
i
aTri
edToReachFor
HisGun

Me:
MOM!
!:
'
(
Mom: Don'
tYouDar
eMakeAnyMoveOrI
'
ll
SendYouToYourAncest
orsMyBoy

El
iaLi
ft
edHi sHandsUp,HeTr
iedToGetCl
oser
ToMom. SheShotHim OnBot
hLegs,
HeFel
lOn
TheFl
oor.SheTookHisGunThenTher
eWere
GunShotsEvery
where

Me:
MOM!
!:
'
(
Mom:
I'
m SoSor
ryMyLov
e

SheUnt
iedMeThenWeHugged,
SheSawThatI
WasNaked
Mom:I'
m SoSor
ryMyLov
e,Di
dThatBast
ard
Hur
tYouInAnyWay?
?
Me:
HeDi
dn'
tRapeMeButHeJustTr
iedTo
Mom: I
'm SoSorr
yMyBaby,WeDi
dn'
tKnow
ThatThi
sWoul dGetThi
sFar
Me:
WhoaWhoaMaWhatDoYouMean?
Mom:
We'
l
lExpl
ainEv
ery
thi
ngToYouAtHome

SheTookOf
fHerJacketAndGaveItToMe,I
t
WasLongSoItCov
eredEveryPl
aceThatHad
ToBeCover
ed.WeWalkedToTheLoungeAnd
Lef
tEli
aMoani
ngInThatRoom,FourGuy
sWer e
Lyi
ngDeadOnTheFloorAndDadWasWal ki
ng
UpDown

Me:
Dad!
!
Dad:
MyBaby
,I
sSheOkay
?Ar
eYouOkay
?
Me:
I'
m Fi
ne
Dad:
DidHeHur
tYou?Di
dHeTr
yAny
thi
ngO-
Me:
I'
m Fi
neDad

HeHuggedTheLi
vi
ngHel
lOut
taMe

Mom:
Wher
eIsHe?
Dad:
HeRanAway
Mom:
Dammi
t!
Dad:Don'
tWor
ryI
'
llFi
ndHi
m..
..
Let
'
sGoHome
Pri
ncess

WeWentToTheCarAndDadDr oveUsHome,I
HadaLongWar m BathThenMom MadeMe
Warm FoodButIDi dn'
tHaveAnyAppetit
eFor
Food.Mom SleptWithMeInMyRoom That
Night,
IKeptWakingUpAtNi ghtThi
nki
ngIWas
Sti
llBackAtMenz i
'
sHouse.
TheFol
lowi
ngDayIWokeUpAndWentTo
Bat
h,Mom WasNotI
nTheRoom SoIThought
SheWokeUpEarl
y.
IJustWor
eMyPy j
amasAgainCozIWasn't
ReadyToGoToSchool
,IWentToTheLounge
AndFoundDad,
Mom AndUncleB

Mom:
WeHav
eToTal
kToYouBaby

ISatOnDad'
sLap

Mom:IKnowYouMi ghtHat
eUsAf
terThi
sBut
We'
reReal
lySor
ryBaby
Me:
Wassup?
Dad:YourMotherAndIUsedYouToGetTo
Menzi,
RememberTheBr eakInHere?That
NightIFoundOutThatI
tWasHi m WhoSent
PeopleToBreakInHereButIHadToMake
Sur
e
Me:
WHOAWHOASOAREYOUTRYNATELL
METHATYOUUSEDMEASYOURPAWN?
?
Mom:ItWasTheOnlyPossi
bleWayBabyBut
WeDidn'
tKnowThatMenziWasGonnaStri
ke
Thi
sEarl
y
Me:
ICan'
tBel
i
eveThi
s!

IGotUpAndStor
medToMyRoom,ILockedMy
DoorAndSatOnMyBedAndCr
ied.
"MYOWNPARENTSSOLDMETOTHE
DEVIL,
THEYGAVEMENZITHEKEYTOMY
HEART,TOMYLIFE,
TOMY
EVERYTHING.
THEYUSEDMEFORTHEIROWN
BENEFIT,
DOTHEYKNOW WHATMENZIPUT
METHROUGH?WHATHEDI DTOME??
"

ICouldn'
tHel
pMy sel
fButCr
y,DadTr
ied
Knocking,
Mom TooAndEvenUncleBButIWas
MadAtThem,
IWasMadAtTheWhol
eWor
ld.
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
ISpentTheWholeWeekInMyRoom,Cryi
ng
AndHat i
ngTheWholeWorl
d.I
'
dGoAndLook
ForSomet hi
ngToEatWhenEvery
oneI
s
Gone,VusiTri
edHi
sLuckToTalkToMeButI
WasJustNotUpForAnyKi ndaTal
k.TheyEv en
AskedI nam ToTryHerLuckButSheWasNo
ExceptionHerself
.OnFr
idayOfTheSecond
WeekWhenIWasJustSi tt
ingInFr
ontOfThe
Mirr
or,Looki
ngAtMyDul lAndLackluster
Self
,TheDoorBr okeDownAndDadGotI n.IJust
LookedAtHi m

Dad:
Pri
ncessYouCan'
tDoThi
sToYour
sel
f
Me:
..
..
..
..
.
Dad:
YourMom AndIAr
eDeepl
ySor
ryForWhat
WeDid,
WeKnowItWasSel
fi
shOfUs.
Me:
..
..
..
.

HeCameToSi tNextToMe,
HeHuggedMeAnd
IJustBr
okeDown

Dad:
I'
m Sor
ryMyBaby
Me:YouDon'
tKnowWhatThatMonst
erPutMe
Thr
ough?HeHurtMeDaddy
,HeHurtMe!
!:'
(
Dad:He'l
lNev
erEv
erHur
tYouEv
erAgai
n.That
,I
PromiseYou.
Me:Menzi
IsAMonst
er,
He'
saSoul
l
ess
Monst
er
Dad:
IKnowMyLov
e

DadAndIJustLi
edOnTheBedWit
hMyHead
OnHisChest
.HeKeptPl
ayi
ngWi
thMyHai
r.
Lat
erThatDayIFinal
l
yGotOut
taMyRoom And
Joi
nedTheFamilyFoeDi
nner

Vusi
:IMi
ssedMySi
ster
Me:
IMi
ssedY'
al
lToo
Vusi
:IHopeThatMenzi
GuyBur
nsI
nHel
l
Me:
He'
sTheDev
ilHi
msel
fI'
m Sur
eHeWi
l
l
SoWeAteInPeaceThenWentToOurRooms,
I
WentToVusi
'
sRoom

Me:
CanYouBor
rowMeYourPhone?
Vusi
:JeahSur
eWassup?
Me:IWannaCal
lLut
ho,
WeHav en'
tTal
ked
Si
nceTheDayMenziKi
dnappedMe
Vusi
:YouReal
l
yNeedToTalk,
HeCameToMe
WhenYouWereMissi
ngAndHeThoughtYour
PhoneWasOffCozYouWer
eIgnor
ingHim
Me:
Ignor
ingHi
m,Why
?
Vusi
:HeDi
dn'
tTel
lMeWhy
Me:
Uhhm OkayThanks

ITookThePhoneAndDi
aledLut
ho'
sNumber
*
Cal
lConv
o*

Lut
ho:
Tal
kToMe
Me:
HeyLut
ho
Lut
ho:
HeySugarHowAr
eYou?
Me:
I'
m GoodBbe,
HowAr
eYou?
Lut
ho:
NowThatYouCal
l
ed,
I
'm Good.
IMi
ssed
You
Me:
IMi
ssedYouToo
Lut
ho:
WhyWasYourPhoneOf
f?IWasWor
ri
ed
AndSi
ckBoutYou
Me:Uhhm CanWeMeetTomor
row,
IHav
e
Somethi
ngToTel
lYou
Lut
ho:
Sho.
..
..
Sti
l
lLov
eYouKay
?!
Me:
ILov
eYouToo

IHungUpAndGav
eVusi
HisPhone,
ITr
iedTo
Sl
eepButTheNi ghtmaresBoutMenzi WereStil
l
There.TheFol l
owingDayWasASundaySo
NothingMuchWasGonnaHappen, DadAnd
Mom HadToGoToSomeDi nnerAtDad's
Fri
end'sHouseSoI tWasAPer f
ectOppor t
uni
ty
ForMeToSeeLut ho.IText
edHi m Wit
hVusi '
s
PhoneAndHeSai dHeWasGonnaBeTher eI
n
aFew, IJustWor eMySweat ersAndWai tedFor
Him.HeFi nall
yCalledAndSai dHe'sWaiti
ngFor
MeOut si
de,IToldVusiWhereIWasGoi ngThen
WentToLut ho'sCar

Me:
Hey
Lut
ho:
HeyBbe,
YouLookSoDown
Me:
ALotHappenedThePastTwoWeeks
Lut
ho:
WannaTal
kBoutI
t?
Me:Let
'sDr
iveToYourHouseFi
rst
,I
'
llTel
lYou
WhenWeTher e
HeDroveUsToHisHouse,
Ther
eWer
eDol
l
sIn
TheLoungeWi
thToys

Me:
GotaVi
sit
or?
Lut
ho:
JeahMyLi
lSi
sIs'
round
Me:
Wher
eIsSheNow?
Lut
ho:
She'
sInHerRoom,
Sleepi
ng.

HeCameWi t
haFleeceThenWeSatOnThe
CouchAndHeLai
dMyHeadOnHi sLap

Lut
ho:
SoWassupWi
tchoPhone?

ITur
nedAndLookedAtHi
m

Me:RememberTheGuyITol
dYouIWa-.
..
..
The
FuckDi
dYouChangeYourCol
ogne?
?Thi
sNew
OneSmel
l
sAwf
ul
Lut
ho:
BbeIDi
dn'
tChangeMyCol
ogne
Me:
ThenWhyDoesI
tSmel
lSoAwf
ul?

MyStomachStart
edToBeUnsett
ledThenIFel
t
Li
keThrowingUp,
IGotUpAndRanToThe
Bat
hroom AndThrewUp

Lut
ho:
BbeYouOkay
?!
Me:
I'
m Fi
ne

IRi
nsedMyMouthAndWeBot
hWal
kedBack
ToTheLounge

Lut
ho:
DidYouTakeThePi
l
l?
Me:
WhatPi
l
l?
Lut
ho:
SoYouSwi
tchedOf
fYourPhoneCozI
WasMadAt chuForTaki
ngThatPil
l?LookI
'
ve
BeenThinkingAndNowIRealiseThatIWas
Bei
ngSelfishThatDay.
ThePastTwoWeeks
HaveBeenTor t
ureAndIReal
isedThatYou
WereRight,WeSti
ll
Have-
Me:
What
chuTal
ki
n'Bout
?
Lut
ho:
TheMor
ningAf
terPi
l
l?!

UH-
OH!
THEFUCK?
???
[05/
18,19:
29]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT27♡
"
WHOAWHOACANSOMEONEPLEASEWAKE
MEUPFROM THI
SNI
GHTMARE?
?":
'
(:'
(

Lut
ho:
SoYouDi
dn'
tTakeThePi
l
l?
Me:Lut
hoNoNoNo!I
tCan'
tBe,
ICan'
tBe
Pr
egnant!
Lutho:
WhyDidn'
tYouTakeI
t?OrYouDi
d,I
t
JustDidn'
tWor
k?

IJustBr
okeDownAndCr
ied

Me:
IHav
eToDr
inkThatPi
l
lOrSomet
hing
Lutho:BbeI
t'
saMorni
ngAft
erPi
ll
,
Meani
ngYou
Dri
nkItTheMorni
ngAft
erYouHadSexI
t'
s
BeenTwoWeeksNowAndYouEv enHaveBad
SmellsSoIt
'
sTooLate
Me:
Lut
hoICan'
tBePr
egnant
!
Lut
ho:
WhyDi
dn'
tYouTakeThePi
l
l?
Me:That
'sSomet
hingForAnot
herDay
,You
Hav
eToHel pMe
Lut
ho:
OnWhat
?
Me: WeBothNotReadyForaBaby,
YouSaid
ThatYour
self
.WeHaveToMakeaPl an,
My
Parent
sAreGonnaKill
Me!LuthoWeHav eTo
MakeAQui ckPl
an
Lut
ho:ISai
dThatCozIThoughtYouAl
ready
TookThePil
lButYouDidn'
t,
TheOnl
yOpti
onAyt
NowWoul dBeAbort
ion
Me:
WHAT?
??
Lut
ho:
AndWeCan'
tAf
for
dToAbor
tOurBaby

IJustLookedAtHi
m AndCri
ed,
LuthoBr
ought
MeCl oserToHi
sChestAndPat
tedMyBack

Li
lVoi
ce:
Bhut
'Luu
IBrokeAwayFrom TheHugAndSawTheMost
Beauti
ful
SightEv
er,
ItWasLut
ho'
sLi
lSi
s
Smili
ngAndRubbingHerEyes

Lut
ho:
YesBaby
Gi
rl
:I
sThi
sSi
s'Esi
hle?
Lut
ho:
YesBaby
.ComeHer
e

SheWalkedToLuthoAndHePi
ckedHer
Up,
TheyBothLookedAtMe

Lut
ho:BabyThi
sIsOl
onaMyLi
lSi
sAndBaby
Thi
sIsSis'
Esi
hle
Ol
ona:
WhyI
sSheCr
ying?
Lut
ho:
IDunno
Ol
ona:
DidYouBeatHerUp?
Lut
ho:
YouKnowBeat
ingUpaGi
rlI
sNot
Ri
ght
,Ri
ght
?!

Ol
onaNoddedAndSmi
l
ed

Ol
ona:
ThenWhyI
sSheCr
ying?
Me:
Somet
hingGotI
ntoMyEy
esBaby
Ol
ona:
IsSheTel
l
ingTheTr
uth?
Lut
ho:Yeap.
..
LookTakeYourDol
l
sAndToy
s
ToYourRoom
Ol
ona:
ButIWannaPl
ayWi
thSi
sEsi
hle
Lut
ho:YouWi
l
lSomeOtherDayKay
?!DoYou
WantMeToTri
pOnYourToysAndDie?
Ol
ona:
A.ha(
Shooki
ngHerHead)
Lut
ho:
ThenTakeThem ToYourRoom Baby
Ol
ona:WhenI'
m BackYouGonnaLetMeLook
AtYourPi
ctur
esOnYourPhoneRi
ght?!Ri
ght
?!
Lut
ho:
OkayOkayNowCl
eanMyHouse
SheGi
ggl
edAndCol
l
ect
edHerToy
sAndDol
l
s

Lut
ho:
YouSmi
l
ing
Me:
She'
sCut
e
Lut
ho:
HearThatLhol
ho?Si
sEsi
hleSay
sYou
Cut
e
Ol
ona:
Tel
lHerShe'
sCut
eTooAndILov
eHer
Lut
ho:
SheHear
dYou

:'(ICouldn'
tStopSmil
ing,
Lut
hoWasJustSo
GoodWi thHisSist
erAndTheyWereGet
ti
ng
Al
ongVer yWel l
,
IDidn'
tDoubtI
t,
He'
dMakea
GreatFather

Lut
ho:
BbeSt
opCr
yingYouGonnaMakeLhol
ho
Cry
Me:
OhhSor
ryIDi
dn'
tNot
ice

IWipedAwayThatOneTearThatWasRolli
ng
DownMyCheekThenTheFi veOtherOnes
ThenTheThousandOnes.
LuthoHuggedMe

Lutho:
LookIKnowWeBot hNotReadyFora
BabyButSugarWeCan'tAbor
tOurBaby,
What
IfI
t'
sOurFi
rstAndLast
?
Olona:
AreYouAndSi
sEsi
hleGonnaHav
ea
Baby?

Lut
hoLookedAtMeAndChuckl
ed

Ol
ona:
Sis'
Esi
hle?
Me:
Uhmm?
Olona:
AreYouAndBhut
'LuuGoi
ngToHav
ea
Baby?
ILookedAtLut
hoAndHeWasSmi
l
ingAtMe

Me:
YesBaby
Ol
ona:IsSheGoi
ngToPlayToysAndDol
ls
Wit
hMe?CanIShowHerHowToWashAnd
Dr
essHerDoll
s?She'
sGoingToPlayWi
thMe
Ri
ght?
!

IJustChuckl
edAtTheWaySheSai
dAndAsked
Every
thi
ng

Me:
WhoaWhoa,
WhatI
fIt
'
saBoy
?
Ol
ona:ThenI'
m GonnaShowHi
m HowToRi
de
aBi
cycleAndHowToFi ght
Me:
HowToFi
ght
?
Ol
ona:
Bhut
'LuuTaughtMeHowToFi
ght
Me:
Lut
hoShe'
sSt
il
lTooYoungForThat
Lut
ho:
IJustShowedHerMov
esForHerAge
AndSi
zeRightLhol
ho?

OlonaChuckl
edAndNodded,
SheTookHer
ThingsAndWalkedToHerRoom,
Leavi
ngMe
WithLutho

Lut
ho:
SoWeKeepi
ngTheBaby
?
Me:
IDon'
tKnow,
I
'l
lHav
eToThi
nkBoutThi
s
Lut
ho:Incl
udeOlonaI
nYour
Thoughts,
Alway
sKnowThatShe'
l
lBeExpect
ing
HerNieceOrNephew
Me:
..
..
.
Lutho:
I'
m Sor
ryThatThi
ngsHadToTurnOut
ThisWayButWeHav eNoChoiceButToKeep
ItNow
Me:
MyPar
ent
sAr
eGonnaKi
l
lMeLut
ho
Lut
ho:I'
l
lEvenMarr
yYouIfIHaveTo,
Paya5
Mil
li
onRandsForLobol
aJustForYouToKeep
OurBaby
Me:
..
..
.:
'
(
Lut
ho:
ComeHer
e

WeHuggedAndHadaLongAssKi
ss,
Lut
ho
Gr
abbedMyAssAndHePickedMeUp

Me:
EasyTi
ger
,WeGotaToddl
erI
nTheRoom
Lut
ho:
Eish!

JustThenAnga,
Siy
aAndThabangGotI
n

Si
ya:
YhoooSoYouSt
il
lEx
ist
?
Me:
Want
edMeToVani
shOrExt
inct
?
Si
ya:
EvenI
fYouDi
dThatWoul
dPoseNoHar
m
ToMe
Me:
ILi
keYouTooSi
ya
Anga:
HeyEsi
hle
Me:
Hel
l
oAnga
Thabang:
Hel
l
oMr
s
Me:
HeyMr

TheyAl
lSatDown

Anga:
SoWher
eIsTheLi
lPr
incess?
Lut
ho:
WentToPutHerToy
sInHerRoom
Si
ya:
IHopeSheTr
ipsOnSomethi
ng,
BlacksOut
AndWakesUpWhenI'
m Gone
Me:
YouSoHear
tl
ess
Si
ya:Ol
onaThinksIWor
kForHer
,Ever
yTime
She'
sHereIHaveToGoAndBuyIceCream For
Her
Thabang:
HahaYouMeanTheWhol
eMal
l
Lut
ho:YouDon'tHav
eKi dsOfYourDude,
Just
Spoi
lLhol
hoIt
'sNotLikeYouDon'tHaveThe
Money
Si
ya:I
'm TheOneWhoHasToMakeSur eThat
HisAssDoesn'
tGetSeenWhenRobbi
ngaBank
AndY'al
lKnowHowHar dI
tIsToDoThatIsh
AndNowIHaveToSpendAl
lOfMyMoneyOn
aSqui
ckyVoi
cedMonkey
Ol
ona:
Bhut
'Si
ya!

SheCameRunni
ngAndSatOnSi
ya'
sLap

Si
ya:
ILef
tMyWal
l
etAtHome
Ol
ona:
WasJustGr
eet
ingYou
Si
ya:OkayThenIGuessI
'
llBuyMy
sel
faBeerOr
TwoSinceYouNotInTheMoodToSpendMy
Money
Ol
ona:
JustOneI
ceCr
eam
Si
ya:
No!
Ol
ona:
Please
Si
ya:
OlonaNo!
Ol
ona:
PleasePl
easePr
ett
yPl
ease!
Si
ya:Lut
hoDon'
tYouHav
eIceCr
eam I
nYour
Fr
idge?
Lut
ho:
IHav
eI-
Ol
ona:
It'
sNotFr
esh
Si
ya:
What
??
Ol
ona:
Please!
Si
ya:
OkayFi
ne!JustOne!
Ol
ona:
AndaLunchBar
Si
ya:
Onl
yOneI
ceCr
eam AndaLunchBar
Ol
ona:
AndaSt
rawber
ryKr
usher
Me:
Yho!
Ol
ona:
Bhut'
Siy
aCanPay
,Hi
sWal
l
etAl
way
s
HasMoneyI
nIt
Si
ya:
Lut
ho!
Lut
ho:IGotNo'
i
ngToDoWi
tchoFi
nanci
al
Rel
ati
onshi
p
Ol
ona:
CanWeGoNow?
Si
ya:
OkayIt
'
sJustGonnaBeaKr
usher
,I
ce
Cr
eam AndALunchBar

TheyBot
hGotUp

Olona:
IAlmostFor
got,
WeHaveToBuyJell
y
TotsForBhut
'LuuAndSis'
Esi
hle'
sBaby
Anga:
WhoaYouPr
egnant
?
Olona:YeapButSi
nceTheBabyI
sNotHer
e
Yet,
I'
ll
EatTheJell
yTot
sForHerThenWe'
l
lBuy
HerAnotherOnesWhenSheArri
ves
Si
ya:
YhoISwearYourSi
sterI
saThugHer
sel
f
Lut
hoZi
zwe,
IGi
veUp

Si
yaPi
ckedHerUpThenTheyLef
tForHi
sCar

Thabang:
SoYouDeci
dedToFal
lPr
egnant
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
Somet
hingLi
keThat
Anga:
Lut
hoWeNeedToTal
k
Lut
ho:
Sur
e

TheyWentToStandFewFeetAwayFrom
ThabangAndIAndTheyWereWhisper
ing

Thabang:
Ain'
tYourPar
ent
sGonnaFr
eakOut
?
Me:
TheyMi
ghtEv
enKi
l
lMe
Thabang:
ButYouSeemedThri
ll
edBoutThe
I
deaThatYouEvenTol
dLholho
Me: IHadNoChoice,SheHeardMeAndLut
ho
Talki
n'BoutThePregnancyAndSheGotAl
l
Excited

Lut
ho:
IKNOW KAY?
!
Anga:ThenWhyTheFuckDi
dYouLetThi
s
HappenIfYouKnow?
?
Lut
ho:
WeKeepi
n'TheBaby
,I
'l
lMakeSur
eThat
MyChi
ldI
sSaf
eAllTheTi
me
Anga:
YouCanBeDumbSomet
imesYouKnow
Lut
ho:YouKnowWhatLet
'
sJustDropThi
s
Bef
oreWeSayThi
ngsWeMi ghtRegr
et
Anga:
Don'
tSayIDi
dn'
tTel
lYou

TheySawThatIWasLooki
n'AtThem AndThey
StoppedTal
ki
n'

Thabang:
Uhhm SoHow'
sSchool
?
Me:
GreatIGuess

LuthoAndAngaCameBackAndSatOnTheir
Seats,
Siy
aGotI
nWithaFul
lPlasti
cBagAnd
OlonaWhoWasLicki
n'OnHerIceCream

Me:
ThatWasFast
Lut
ho:
DudeSpeedKi
l
ls
Si
ya:
OlonaI
sAl
readyUsedToMyDr
ivi
ng
Lut
ho:DudeYouExposi
ngMySi
sTo
Danger
ousThi
ngs
Si
ya:ThisI
sMyGangst erQueen.
..
.GoToYour
Room Lhol
ho,
OlderPeopleNeedToTalkBout
Adul
tStuff
Ol
ona:
Kay

SheTookHerPl
ast
icAndWal
kedToHerRoom
Lut
ho:
Wassup?
Si
ya:
YouWon'
tBel
i
eveTheFuckIJustSaw
Thabang:
YourExDr
ivi
ngaLambor
ghi
ni?
Si
ya:
FuckYouDude
Anga:
JustTal
kAl
ready
Si
ya:
ISawEl
i
aWal
ki
ngWi
thMenzi

WHOAWHOAWHOAWHOA!
!!
!MyHear
t
St
art
edToBeatFast

Anga:
HahaDudeAr
eYouaGhostWhi
sper
erOr
What?
Si
ya:
DudeIWasn'
tDr
eamingOrAny
thi
ng,
ISaw
Hi
m Wit
hMyVeryOwnEyes
Thabang:
ThenHeMust
'v
eRoseFr
om The
Dead
"DAMNYOUESI HLE!YESYOUHEARDTHIS
ELIANAMEWHENYOUMETWI THTHEGUYS
FORTHEFIRSTTIMEANDYOUWEREAT
ANGA'SPLACE,AGUYCAMERUNNI NG,
SAYING
THATTHEYKILLEDELI AANDTHREW ADEAD
RATATANGA' SYARD"

Lut
ho:
WHOASOYOUTRYNATELLMETHAT
YOUSAW MENZIWI
THELI
A?
Si
ya:
DudeMyEy
esHadNev
erLi
edToMe
Lut
ho:
DAMMI
T!
Anga:SoHeDidn'
tMakeNewDeal sAndSold
Stuf
fWhil
eWeWer eAway ,
HeTwoTi medUs
Whil
eWeWer eSti
llHer
e.DudeThatNikkaTor
e
TheGangInt
oTwo
Lut
ho:
DAMNYOUMENZI
!!
UH-
OH!oo.
O
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18,19:
29]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

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NSERT28♡

MyBr eat
hingRateIncreased,
MyHeartJust
Star
tedBeatingFast.
AllTheThingsMenziDi
d
ToMeJustSt ar
tedToComeBack, SoLutho
KnewMenzi ??TheFuck? ?

Si
ya:MaybeHe'sTheOneWhoShotYourCar
TheOtherDay
Lut
ho:
HowCoul
dHeDoThi
sToMe?ToUs?
Anga:He'
sTheOneWhoAl waysTol
dUsNotTo
TrustAny
one,
IGuessThat'
Any
one'MeantHi
m
Too
Thabang:
Esi
hleAr
eYouOkay
?
Me:
Uhhhm Lut
hoCanYouDr
iveMeHome?
Lut
ho:I'
l
lBeBackGuy
s,WeReal
l
yNeedToTal
k
BoutThi
s

LuthoTookHisCarKeysThenWeWal kedTo
HisCar,Lut
ho'
sThought
sWer eSoFar
Away .
ThisMenzi
AndEliaThingWasBeati
ng
Him UpAndThereIWasGoi ngToAddFuelTo
TheFire

Me:
Baby
?
Lut
ho:
Uhmm?
Me:
RememberWhenITol
dYouThatTher
e's
SomeoneI
'
m Wi
thWhi
l
eYouWer
eAway
?
Lut
ho:
Jeah
Me:
Uhhhm I
tWasI
tItWasMenzi

Lut
hoLostCont
rol
OfTheCarAndIThought
WeWereGonnaDie,
HeManagedToDriv
eIt
Out
taTheRoadAndStopped

Lut
ho:
WHOAWHAT?
???
Me:
IDi
dn'
tKnowThatYouKnewEachOt
her
Lut
ho:
THATSONOFA-
Me:HeSeemedToHaveABeefWit
hMy
Par
entsThenHeKi
dnappedMeAndKeptMe
Host
ag-
Lut
ho:
DidHeHur
tYouI
nAny
way
?
Me:HeSl
appedMeSev
eral
TimesAndHeTr
ied
ToRapeMe
Lut
ho:
GetI
nTheCar
!
Me:
WhatAr
eYouGo-
Lut
ho:
ISai
dGetI
nTheDamnCar
!

IGotInTheCarThenLuthoStar
tedTheCar
AndHeWasDr i
vi
ngItLi
keCrazy,
HeStoppedI
n
FrontOfTheHouseMenziTookMeToMeet
WithHisAuntAndUncle

Me:
WhoaWhatAr
eWeDoi
ngHer
e??
Lut
ho:ToTel
lMyPar
entsBoutYourPr
egnancy
AndToKnockSomeSenseInt
oMenzi'
sHead
Me:
ButLu-
Lut
ho:
Let
'sGoI
n

HeGotOutThenTookMeByMyHand,He
KnockedAndMenzi
OpenedTheDoor
Menzi
:Li
lBr
o!WhatASur
pri
se!

Lut
hoPushedTheDoorOnHisFaceAndThr
ew
APunch,
MenziSt
umbledBackFewTimes

L'
sDad:
WHAT'
SHAPPENI
NGI
NMYHOUSE?
??
Lut
ho:Di
dYourPreci
ousNephewTel
lYouWhat
HeDidToMyGirl
fri
end?
?
L'
sDad:
WhatGi
rl
fr
iend?

IWasSoScaredThatIWasEv enShiv
eri
ngJust
Imagi
neTwoCousinsInt
roducingYouToThe
SameParent
sAsTheirGirl
fr
iend,
HowSickI
s
That?

L'
sMom:
Lut
hoMySonWhat
'sGoi
ngOn?
Lutho:Menzi
KidnappedMyGi rl
fr
iendMa,
My
Gir
lfr
iendWhil
eShe'sPregnantWithMyBaby
Menzi
:WHAT?
?
L'
sDad:I
sEsi
hleTheGi
rl
fr
iendYou'
reTal
ki
ng
About
?
Lut
ho:
YouKnowHer
?
L'
sDad:ThatLi
tt
leBit
chYou'
reSt
andi
ngWith
Ther
eUsedMyNephewAndNowShe' sUsi
ng
YouToo,
SeeHowMessedUpMenzi '
sFaceIs?
WhenSheHadEnoughOfHi sMoneySheSent
HerThugSugarDaddyToBeatUpMySon
LuuAndI
:WHAT?
???
L'
sMom:
IsEsi
hlePr
egnant
?
Lutho:YesShe'
sPregnantMaWithMyBaby..
..
.I
SeeDadYou' l
lNeverSeeTheRealMenzi
,
Don'
t
YouSeeThatHe' sOnlyShowi
ngYouThe
Facade?
L'
sDad:LUTHOITOLDYOUTONEVEREVER
LAYYOURDIRTYFEETI
NMYYARDEVER
AGAI
NANDNOW YOUCOMEHEREACCUSI NG
MENZIOFSOMETHINGHEDIDN'
TDO,YOULET
THI
STHING(Poi
nti
ngAtMe)COMEBETWEEN
YOUANDYOURBROTHERDOESN'TBLOOD
COMEFIRSTTOYOU?
Lutho:OhhSoIfBloodComesFirstWhyDoYou
TreatMeLikeMom Slept'
round,
GotPr egnant
WithMeAndAccusedYouOfBei ngTheFat her
??
Huh? ?DadYouEvenDidThreePaternit
yTests
AndTheyAl l
ProvedThatI
'm YourSon,YOUR
SONBYBLOODBUTYOUTHREW MEOUT
THERETOTHEDOGSLI KEI'
M NOTHI NGTO
YOU!

WhoaThatFami l
yReal l
yHadIssues,What
KindaFatherDoesThr eePat
ernit
yTest sTo
KnowThatThei rSonIsReall
yThei rSon?I
MeanLi keMusaTr eatsMeLikeI'm His
DaughterByBloodEv enThoughWeDon' tEv
en
ShareASi ngl
eDropOfThatRedLi qui
dYet
Ther
eArePeopl
eOutThereWhoWi
shThei
r
SonsWereNotThei
rSons

L'
sDad:
LUTHO!
!GETOUTOFMYHOUSE!
Lut
ho: I
'
m Goi
ngMrZizweAndDon'tWor
ryI
'
ll
NeverLayMyDir
tyFeetI
nYourHouseEv
er
Again
L'
sMom:
CanWeAl
lPl
easeSi
tDownAndTal
k?
L'
sDad: I
'
m NotGoi ngToSitDownAndTalk
WithaDisrespect
fulBoy
!LuthoOutOfMy
House!YouComeHer eAndDist
urbaPeacef
ul
Lunch,
Out!!
Lut
ho:ISwearYou'
l
lRe-YouKnowWhat?
LemmeSav eMeMyBr eath.
You(
Poi
nti
ngAt
Menzi
)I'
m NotDoneWitchu
L'sDad:AndJustSoYouKnow,IGaveAll
Your
Inher
it
anceToMenzi,He'
sTheRightAndGood
PersonToReceiveI
t
ISawLuthoTi
ght
eni
ngHisJawsAndHisGri
p
OnMyHandGotTight
erButHeStoppedAnd
Exhal
ed

Lut
ho:Congrat
ulat
ionsBi
gBr oIHopeYou
HappyThatYouGotWhatYouWant edAndYou
Dad,
ICoul
dn'tCareLess.
Let
'sGoSugar

WeBothWalkedOutToHisCarAndVei
nsHad
PoppedOut
taLut
ho'sHead

Me:
Uhhhm I
'
m Sor
ry
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
.
Me:
IDi
dn'
tKnowThatMenzi
WasYourCousi
n
Lutho:
IKnow. ..
..
HePl
annedAllOfThi
s(Snort
-
Laugh)HePl annedEr
rSi
ngleThingPer
fect
ly
ButYouKnowWhat ?NoOneMessesUpWi t
h
LuthoZizwe!IMeanNoOne!
Yhooo:
o: oIDidn'
tKnowWhyButIJust
HadaBadFeel
ingBoutErr
thi
ng

Me:WhoaWhoaMenzi
Sai
dHeWasAvengi
ng
Av
iwe'
sDeat
hAndYou'
reI
nTheSameGang-
Lut
ho:
Wer
eInTheSameGang,
NotAny
mor
e
Me: OkayWhat
everSoI
fHeWasAv engi
ngHi
s
DeathThatMeansYouAlsoEnemi
esWithMy
Parents
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
Me:
LUTHOAREYOUALSOUSI
NGMETOGET
TOMYPARENTS?
?
Lut
ho:
What
??NowThat
'sBul
l
shi
t!
Me:
Lut
hoAr
eYouUsi
ngMe?
?:
'
(
Lut
ho:
SugarYouKnowILov
eYou
Me:That
'sTheSameGospel
Menzi
Preached
ToMe
Lut
ho:
IAI
N'TMENZIDAMMI
T!!

HeHitTheWheel
,
ISwearIAl
mostPeedOnMy
Sel
f,
HeExhal
edAndTri
edToCal
m Down

Lut
ho:
TakeTheWheel
ICan'
tDr
iveLi
keThi
s

WeExchangedSeat
sThenIDr
oveWhi
l
eLutho
Bur
iedHisHeadInHi
sHandsWit
hNoOne
Tal
kin'
ToTheOther

Lutho:IFoundOutBoutYourPar entsWhenI
WasAway ,
Menzi Call
edMeAndSai dHeFound
YourFatherAndHe' sReadyToSt r
ike,AngaTol
d
Him ToLetThatGoCozITol dHi m ThatMusa
WasYourFat her.MenziDi
dn'tKnowThatYou
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led
You.
HeSol dAllOfOurStuff
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mostEver
y
CentFrom OurJoinedAccountThenBr
okeThe
GangIntoTwo
Me:
WhatDoesThatMeanThen?
Lutho:I
tMeansThatFr om NowOnMyCousi n
AndIAr eEnemies.HeDidThisCozHeKnew
WeWer eGonnaKickHim OutWhenWeCome
Back,MenziAlwaysHadHisOwnVi ewsI
n
Everyt
hingWeDi d.
LookImmaBeHonest
Witchu,
IImpregnat
edYouCozIKnewI fIDid
YourPar ent
sWouldHav eNoOt herChoi
ceBut
ToAcceptMe, ILoveYouEsihleAndIDon't
WantNoPastFeudOfThei r
sToComeBet ween
Us
Me:
..
..
..
.:
'
(
Lut
ho:I
'm Sor
ryForBei
ngSel
fi
shButIDi
dItFor
Us,
ForOurLove
[05/
18,19:
30]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2
#S2

#I
NSERT29♡

IWasJustEmoti
onal
,
MadAtLuuForBei
ng
Sel
fi
shButHappyAtTheSameTimeToKnow
HowMuchOurRelati
onshi
pMeansToHi
m

Lut
ho:
Bbe?
Me:
Uhmm?
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sor
ryKay
?!
Me:SoYouGonnaUseThi
sBabyAsYour
Ti
cketToMyFamil
y?
Lut
ho:No!ThatBabyI
sOurGi
ftButI
t'
sAl
so
Goi
ngToBr i
ngPeaceBet
weenMeAndYour
Famil
y.
..
..
IHope
Me:IHat
eYouForDoi
ngThi
sToMe
Lut
ho!:'
(
Lut
ho:
I'
m Real
l
ySor
rySugar
Me:
..
..
..:
'
(
Lut
ho:
Pul
lOv
er

IPul
ledOv erThenLut
hoGotOutAndCameTo
MySide,HeOpenedTheDoorAndPul l
edMe
Out.
HeHuggedMeSoTi ghtThatICoul
dFeel
TheSafetyInHisArms

Lut
ho:
ILov
eYouEsi
hle
Me:(
Sni
ffi
ng)ILoveYouTooLuthoButDoYou
KnowTheTroubl
eI'l
lBeInWhenMyParent
s
Fi
ndOutBoutThisPregnancy
?
Lut
ho:
WeCanTel
lThem Toget
her
Me:MyFat
her
'sGonnaKil
lMe,
HeTol
dMeLong
Ti
meAgoToBr eakThi
ngsOf
fWit
chu
Lut
ho:
Eish
Me:AndBesi
desALotHasHappenedThePast
TwoWeeks,I
'
m NotReadyForAnot
her
Dramat
icWeek
Lut
ho:We'
llTel
lThem OrYou'
l
lTel
lThem When
YouReady

IJustNoddedAndBuri
edMyFaceOnHi s
Chest,
HeKeptPecki
ngMyForeheadThenWe
HadABr i
efKiss,
HeTookTheWheelAndDrov
e
MeHome

Lut
ho:
Lhol
hoWi
l
lWantToSeeYouAgai
n
Me:
She'
sSoLoudAndLov
abl
e
Lut
ho:
LikeMe
Me:
WhoSai
dYouLov
abl
e?
Lut
ho:
Aren'
tI?
Me:
Nope
Lut
ho:
Ouch!
Me:
JustKi
ddi
n'Bbe

HeLookedAtMeAndWeBot hSmil
ed,
He
Par
kedFewYardsAwayFrom Mi
neThenWe
HadALongPassionat
eKi
ss

Lut
ho:
YouWokeSomeThi
ngsUp

ILookedAtHi
sPant
sAndThi
ngsWer
eReal
l
y
Up

Me:
TooBadICan'
tPutThem BackToSl
eep
Lut
ho:
NowThatSucks
Me:
Uhhhm CanIAskYouSomet
hing?
Lut
ho:
JeahShoot
Me:
CanYouBor
rowMeYourGun?
Lut
ho:
CanYouShoot
?
Me:DudeYouKnowMyFather
'sA
Gangst
er,
WhatDi
dYouExpect
?
Lut
ho:IThoughtMay
beTheyNev
erLetYouTr
y
ThatKi
ndaLife
Me:
Unf
ort
unat
elyTheyFor
cedMeToI
t
Lut
ho:
YouDi
dn'
tWantToJoi
n?
Me:NopeButIHadNoChoi
ceCozMom And
DadHaveEnemiesEv
ery
where
Lut
ho:
..
..
.
Me:
JustLi
keYou
Lutho:
IThi
nkYouShoul
dGoBefor
eSomeone
SeesUsAndTell
sYourFat
her
Me:
IWant
edToAskYouSomet
hing
Lut
ho:
OhhThat
,WhatI
sIt
?
Me:WhenYouSl
eptWi
thThatGi
rl
,Di
dYouUse
ACondom?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
.
Me:
Huh?

HeLookedAtMe, ShockedGuessHeDi
dn'
t
ExpectThatQuesti
on

Me:
Lut
hoI
'
m Aski
n'YouAQuest
ion
Lut
ho:
Uhhm JeahIDi
d,
WhyYouSt
il
lTher
e?
Me:CozMyBoy fr
iendLef
tMe,
SleptWi
th
SomeoneElseThenCameBackAndSleptWi
th
MeWithoutUsi
ngACondom SoIWannaMake
Sur
eThatI'
m Safe
Lut
ho:
LookEsi
hleCanWeJustFor
g-
Me:IWasn'
tRemindi
ngYouOfThatOrBri
ngi
ng
I
tUpSoWeCoul dFight
,IJustWant
edToMake
Sur
eThatMyBabyAndIAr eSaf
e
Lut
ho:
YouSaf
e
Me:
ThankYou
IOpenedTheDoor

Lut
ho:
MyGoodby
eKi
ss?

IPeckedHi sLips,
JustWhenIWasBoutToPul l
Away ,HePull
edMeByMyNeckAndBr ought
MeCl oserForADeeperKi ss.WeBothChuckl
ed
AndCont i
nuedKi ssi
ng,
WeFi nal
lyBr
okeThe
KissThenIWal kedHome. TheRentsWere
AlreadyBack,
IFoundEv er
y oneI
nTheLounge

Me:
Hi,
Bye

IWal
kedUpTheSt
air
s

Dad:
Wher
eYouFr
om?
Me:
IWentToI
-
Mom:AndDon'
tLi
eBoutI
nam,
SheJustCame
Her
eLooki
ngForYou
Me:IWentOutToGetSomeAi
rAndGuess
What?ISawMenzi
Dad:
LookBabyThi
sWhol
eThi
ngI
s
Compli
cat
ed
Me:YouSai
dYouWer
eGonnaTakeCar
eOf
Hi
m Dad
Dad:
I'
ll
Expl
ainEv
ery
thi
ngToYouLat
er
Me:SaveItDad,
I
t'
sClearThatMenzi
Wi l
lWalk
OutTher
eLikeNothi
ngHappenedWhi l
eIFear
ForMyLif
e

ISt
ormedToMyRoom AndThr
ewMy sel
fOn
MyBed,DadGotI
nAndCl
osedTheDoor.
He
Li
edNextToMe
Dad:
Menzi
IsSmar
terThanIMent
ated
Me:
WhatDoYouMean?
Dad:ThatNi
ghtHeWentToThePoli
ceAnd
OpenedACaseAgainstMe,
Sayi
ngIKil
l
edFour
OfHisFri
ends,
I
njur
edOneThenBeatHim Up
CozIWasJealousThatHeGotTheDealHe
Pi
tchedFor
Me:
WHAT?
?WHATKI
NDAMANDOESTHAT?
?
Dad:AManLikeMenziIGuess,
ThePol
i
ceAr e
Sti
l
lInv
est
igat
ingTheCaseSoIfSomet
hing
BadHappensToHim,I
'
llBeTheTopSuspect
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryIDi
dn'
tKnowDad
Dad:
It'
sOkayBabyYouHadEv
eryRi
ghtToBe
Mad
Me:
ThatGuyAl
mostRui
nedMyLi
fe
Dad:I'
l
lTakeYouForSomeCounsel
l
ingAf
ter
School
Me:
IDon'
tNeedCounsel
l
ingDad,
IJustNeed
YouToPromiseMeThatYou'
l
lDoAny
thi
ngI
n
YourPowerToAsur
eMySafety
Dad:He'dNeverTr
yAny
thi
ngOnYou.
That
,I
PromiseYou
Me:
ThanksDad
Dad:
Any
thi
ngForMyPr
incess

HeKissedMyFor
eheadThenWal
kedOut
,Vusi
GotI
nAndSatNextToMe

Vusi
:SoDi
dYouTwoTal
k?
Me:
Jeah
Vusi
:And?
Me:WeFi
xedThingsUhhm Ther
e'sSomet
hingI
Hav
eToTellYou
Vusi
:GoAhead
Me:
Uhhhm Pl
easeDon'
tFr
eakOut
Vusi
:YouWor
ryi
ngMe
Me:
Uhhhm I
'
m Pr
egnant
Vusi
:WHOAWHAT?
???
Me:
JeezKeepYourVoi
ceDown
Vusi
:WHOA!YouMeanLikeYouPregnant?
HowCanYouBeThatCareLessEsihl
e??
Dammit
!Who'sTheFat
her?
?IsItMenzi?
?
Me:
It'
sLut
ho
Vusi
:DoesHeKnow?
Me:
Jeah
Vusi
:SoWhenCanIExpectMyNi
eceOr
Nephew?
Me:
What
??
Vusi
:It
'sLut
ho'
sChi
l
dSoIDon'
tHav
eToGetAl
l
WorkedUp
Me:
You'
reUnbel
i
evabl
e
Vusi
:ILi
keThatGuy
Me:
WhoaWhoaSi
rHe'
sMi
ne
Vusi
:HahaAsI
fIWasGonnaFuckWi
thHi
m,I
Li
keCooki
esNotBut
tsSweet
hear
t
Me:JeahAytSoHowAr
eThi
ngsBet
weenYou
AndInam?
Vusi:
IDon'tKnowIfI
t'
sMeOrMyInsecur
it
ies
ButIt
'sLi
keInam I
sSpendi
ngTooMuchTime
WithThatLit
haGuy
Me:
Ohh?
Vusi
:ButIKnowSheLov
esMeMay
beI
'
m Just
Bei
ngTooInsecur
e
Me:
JeahIThi
nkSoToo

ISpentTheAf
ter
noonWithVusi
,
Tal
ki
n'Bout
Anythi
ngAndEver
ythi
ng.
Lat
erOnIWentToHel
pMom Wi t
hPrepar
ing
SupperThenWeAt
eToget
her
.TheFol
lowi
ng
DayWasAMondaySoItWasaSchoolDayAnd
ICoul
dn'
tMi
ssI
t,
MyAl
arm RangButISnoozed
It
.

Mom:
ESI
HLE!
Me:
MA
Mom:
DidYouSeeTheTi
me?

IJumpedAndIWasSoGonnaBeLat
e

Mom:
What
'sWr
ongWi
tchu?
Me:IMustHav
eSwi
tchedOf
fMyAl
arm Whi
l
e
Tr
ynaSnoozeI
t
Mom: GoAndQui
ckl
yShower
,YourDadI
s
GonnaBeMadAtchu

IDi
dn'tMakeTheBed,
IJustFi
xedTheBlanket
s
ALil
ThenWentToShower .
IGotDressedAnd
WentToTheKi
tchen

Me:
ThoseEggsMustBeRot
tenOrSome'
i
ng
Mom:YourOver
sleepi
ngMustHav
eMessedUp
Wi
tchoHead

Vusi
LookedAtMeAndChuckl
ed

Dad:
EatQui
ckl
yOrI
'
llBeLat
eForWor
k
Me:
ICan'
tEatThat
Mom: YouAlwaysEatEggsForBr
eakf
astSt
op
Act
ingChil
dishHer
eAndEatYourBreakf
ast

SheGav
eMeMyPl
ate

Dad:
NowEat
!
ITookaPieceOfTheEggsAndBr
oughtI
t
CloserToMyMouth

AWarStar
tedI
nsidaMyTummy ,
IGotUpAnd
RanToTheBathr
oom AndThr
ewUp,Mom
OpenedUpAndGotIn

Mom:
YouOkay
?
Me:I
tMustHav
eBeenSomet
hingIAt
eLast
Ni
ght
Mom:
WhoI
sTheFat
her
??

:
o:
oFUCKMESI
DEWAYS:
o:
o
[05/
18,19:
31]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2
#I
NSERT30♡

IWishedICouldBuryMysel
fAl
iveRightTher
e
OnThatSpot,IWi
shedTheEart
hWoul dOpen
UpAndDev ourMe,MyAssWasGoi ngToGet
ToastedSt
rai
ghtAndTwoBeers: o

Mom:
IsI
tMenzi
?Di
dYouSl
eepWi
thHi
m?
Me:
Huh?
Mom:
Esi
hleIKnowYouPr
egnant
Me:
..
..
..
..
Mom:NowTel
lMeWhoI
sTheFat
her
?IsI
t
Menzi
?
Me:
Mom ICanEx
plai
n
Mom:
WhoI
sItEsi
hle?
?
:'(IJustFel
tTear
sThr
eat
eni
ngMyEy
esThen
TheyEscaped

Mom:
AndThenWhyAr
eYouCr
ying?
Me: YouGonnaBeatMeUp?Ar eYouMadAt
Me?Wi ll
DadEv erSeeMeAsHi sPrincessEver
Again?MaIAlsoDi dn'
tWantThi sTo
Happen,MenziKidnappedMe,IDidn'
tHav eTime
ToTakeThe-ThoseThi ngsHav eToBeTaken
InThreeOrTwoDay s.
WhenICameBackI tWas
Alr
eadyTooLat e,
LuthoIsWill
i
ngToPayThe
Damages,BeTher eForTheBab-DadI sSo
GonnaKi l
lMe,
HeTol dMeToBr eakUpWi th
Him aLongTimeAgoButILov eHi m AndHe
LovesMeTo-Mom Pl ease-
Mom: YouStumbl
i
ngOnYourWor
dsYoung
Lady
,Breat
heAndStar
tOv
er
Me:
DadI
sGonnaKi
l
lMeMa:
'
(:
'
(
Mom:
SoI
t'
sNotMenzi
'
sChi
l
d?
IShookedMyHead,Mom Exhal
edIGuessShe
WasKi ndaRel
i
evedOrSome'i
ng.ShePul
l
edMe
Int
oHerAr msAndHuggedMe

Mom:
WhoI
sThi
sLut
hoGuy
?
Me:It
'sHeHeIt'
sHe'
sTheGuyDadAskedMe
ToBreakUpWith,
TheOneWhoPickedMeUp
OneNightWhenYouWereAwayOnYour
Vacat
ionThenTheNei
ghbour
sCall
edYou

Mom LetGoOfMeAndLookedAway

Me:I'
m SorryMaIKnowThi sI
saDisgr
aceTo
OurFamil
y,Disr
espectToYouAndDadICan
EvenAbortTheBabyI fYouWa-
Mom:
YOUNOTGONNADOSUCHTHI
NG!�
Me:
..
..
..
..
.
Mom:HowCanYouBeThi sCar eLessEsihl
e??
YouKnowHowFur i
ousYourFatherWillGet
WhenHeHearsThis!YouDi
srespected
Him,
Me,UsAndEvenYourSel
fWor th
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryMa:
'
(
Mom: We'llTal
k'boutThi
sWhenYouBack
From School,
GoAndGr abSomeFruit
sBef
ore
YourDadComesLooki ngForYouHere
Me:
ThanksMom

SheKissedMyFor
eheadThenIOpenedThe
Bat
hroom Door:
'(

Me:
Dad!
Dad:
I'
m GonnaBeLat
eForWor
k
Mom:Musa!
..
..
HowLongHav
eYouBeen
St
andi
ngTher
e?
Dad:
LongEnoughToHearEv
ery
thi
ng
Me:
DadI
'
m Sor
ry:
'
(

HeJustTur
nedAndWal
kedToHi
sBedr
oom,
I
JustBr
okeDownAndCr
ied

Me:Mom He'
sMadAtMe,
He'
sAngr
y,He'
l
l
Nev
erFor
giveMe:'
(:'
(
Mom:Gi
veHim SomeTimeToCool
OffBbe,
I
'm
Sur
eHe'
sJustShocked
Me:Pl
easeTal
kToHi
m Ma!Tel
lHi
m ThatI
'
m
Sor
ry:'
(

DadCameBackAndSt
oodI
nFr
ontOfUs

Dad:
AreYouGoi
ngToSchool
OrWhat
?
Mom:
She'
sGoi
ng
Me:
DaddyI
'
m Sor
ry,
I
'm SoSor
ry:
'
(
HeJustWal kedDownTheStai
rs,
IWentToThe
Ki
tchenAndTookMyLunchBoxAndTwo
Fr
uits.
IWentToTheCarAndFoundVusi And
DadAlreadyWaiti
ngForMe,
WeDr ov
eInSil
ence

Vusi
:Dad?
Dad:
Jeah
Vusi:CanYouPleaseBuyMeANewPhone?My
PhoneIsGett
ingOl d,
ICan'
tEvenHearSomeone
Tal
kin'OnTheOt herSi
deIfIDon'
tHaveMy
EarphonesOn
Dad:
ThenWhyDon'
tYouFi
xThat
?
Vusi
:I
t'
sNotLi
keYouDon'
tHav
eTheMoney
OldMan
Dad:ISEEY'ALLTHI
NKMONEYGROWSFROM
TREES,IWORKMYASSOFFTOMAKESURE
THATYOU' REFED,
CLOTHEDANDNOW I
'
LL
HAVEMOREMOUTHSTOFEED
Vusi
:O-
W-K-
Y

VusiLookedAtMeAndISawThatHeFel
tBad
ForMe

Vusi:
OkayFi
neI
'
llFi
xThePhoneButEsihl
e
NeedsANewPhone,RememberMenziTook
Hers?
Dad:
..
..
..
.
Vusi
:ButYouCanHearMeAy
t?!Ri
ght

DadParkedOut
sideTheGat
eThenIOpened
TheDoorToGetOut

Dad:
YouDon'
tWantLunchMoneyAny
mor
e?
Me:
Sav
eItForTheAddi
ti
onal
Mout
hOnThe
Way
Dad:
ESI
HLE!

IGotOut

Dad:
HEYYOUYOUNGLADY,
GETYOURASS
BACKHERE!
Me:
ByeDad
Dad:
ESI
HLEMORENAI
'
M TALKI
N'TOYOU!
!

IJustWal
kedToMyClass,
IWasTheOnl
yOne
SoISatDownAndCr
iedALil

I
nam:
WassupBbe?(
Get
ti
ngI
nsi
de)
Me:
MyLi
feI
sJustaMess:
'
(
I
nam:
What
'sWr
ong?
Me:
DadI
sMadAtMe
I
nam:
WhatDi
dYouDo?
Me:
Uhhhm I
'
m Pr
egnant
I
nam:WhoaThat'
sSomeFuckedUpShi
tSoDid
YouTel
lMenzi
?WhatDoesHeSayBoutThi
s?
Me:
Lut
hoI
sTheFat
her
I
nam:
That
'sBet
ter
Me:
DadDoesn'
tLi
keLut
ho
I
nam:
I'
m Sor
ryBbe
Me:
IWi
shICoul
dJustDi
e
I
nam:
Don'
tYouDar
eThi
nk'
BoutThat
Me:EnoughBoutMe..
..
What
'sHi
pAnd
Happeni
ngWitchu?
I
nam:LookThere'
sSomethi
ngThatIHav
eTo
Tel
lYouAndI'
m Tell
i
ngYouThi
sAsMyFr iend
NotVusi
'
sSist
er
Me:
YouFal
l
in'
ForLi
tha?
I
nam:
Uhhhhm Act
ual
l
yWe'
reDat
ing
Me:
WHAT?
???
I
nam:IKnowI
t'
sWr
ongOfMeButILi
keLi
tha
AndHe-
Me:JeahDamnRi
ghtIt
'sWr
ong!I
nam You
Cheat
ingOnMyBr
other!
I
nam:
ButVusi
Ain'
taSai
ntHi
msel
f
Me:
HESTOPPEDHISWAYSFORYOUAND
NOW YOUDOTHI
STOHIM?
I
nam:HeyLookLit
haMakesMeHappyI'
m
Sor
ryForFol
l
owingMyHappi
nessThen
Me:
..
..
.
I
nam: Vusi
PlayedMeCountlessTi
mes, Who
Knows?HeMi ghtBeFucki
n'WithAnotherBi
ych
OutThereOrHe'l
lBeSoon.
Esihl
eICan'tSpend
TheRestOfMyLi f
eWonderingWhoMy
Boyf
ri
endWi l
lBeFucki
n'Next.
IThoughtYou'
d
Under
stand
Me:
LookI
'
m Sor
ryI
nam I
t'
sJustTha-
I
nam:
YouHav
eIssuesSweet
hear
t
Wi
thThatSai
d,
ShePutHerBagDownAnd
Wal
kedAway

Me:
Wher
eYouGoi
ng?
I
nam:
ToLi
tha,
AtLeastHeCanBr
ight
enMyDay

Wit
hThatSai d,SheWal kedOut:'
(: (SoI
WasOf f
icial
lyGoingToSpendTheDayOnMy
OwnOhhhAl mostFor gotWit
hTheLilLuthoOr
Esi
hleGrowingI nsideOfMe. WeWentToThe
Par
adeLi nes,MyCl assTeacherCal
ledMeTo
HerOff
ice,SheHel pedMeI nCat
chi
ngUpWi t
h
TheSchool Wor kIMi ssedThePastTwoWeeks.
TheDayWasJustBor i
ngAndTooLongForMe
CozInam WasJustAvoidi
ngMe. VusiCameTo
MeAndSai dDadWon'tBeAbl eToPickUsUp
SoWeHadToTakeATaxi BackHome. HeWas
JustAvoi
dingMe: '
(
TheBel
lRangAndSchoolWasOut,
ITookMy
BagAndWalkedToTheGate.
ISawLutho'
sCar
AndHeGotOutWithOlona

Ol
ona:
Sis'
Esi
hle!

SheRanToMe,
IPi
ckedHerUpAndPeckedHer
Li
ps

Me:
Hel
l
oBaby
Ol
ona:
Bhut'LuuSai
dWeGoingToBuyIce
Cr
eam AndFoodForUsAndTheBaby
Me:
TheBabyCan'
tEatI
ceCr
eam
Ol
ona:
ThenI
'
llEatHerThi
ngsForHer
Lut
ho:
HeyBbe
Me:
Hi
HePeckedMyLi
ps

Lut
ho:
Wassup?
Me:
It'
saLongSt
ory
Lut
ho:
OlonaAndIWereOnOurWayToGr
ab
Somet
hingToEat
,WannaJoi
nUs?
Me:
JeahWhyNot
?I'
m St
arv
ing
Lut
ho:
IAi
n'
tSur
pri
sed,
YouEat
ingForTwo

ILookedDown

Lut
ho:
WannaTal
kBoutI
t?
Me:
Mom AndDadFoundOut
Lut
ho:LemmeTakeYou,Lhol
hoAndMy
Pri
ncessOutThenWe'
l
lTalkBoutThatLat
er
Me:
Thanks
Voi
ce:
Lut
hoZi
zwe!

WeBot
hTur
ned,
Phi
l
elaWasSt
andi
ngBehi
nd
Us

Lut
ho:
SoYouSt
il
lAl
i
ve?
Phi
l
ela:
Want
edMeToDi
e?
Lut
ho:
HoesLi
keYouDon'
tLi
veForTooLong
Phi
l
ela:
HahaFunny
..
..
DidMenzi
Tel
lYouThat
We'
reDati
ng?
Lut
ho:DidHeHaveTo?AndOhhByTheWay
Congr
atul
ati
onsYouTwoDeser
veEachOt
her
Phi
l
ela:
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:ThoughtI
'
dCare?I
'm Sor
ryForGiv
ing
NonFucks.
..
.HaveAGoodWhoreLifePhi
lel
a

:
vILov
eThi
sNi
kka
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19,12:
08]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

♤Cr
op_
Top♤

#I
NSERT31♡

Phi
lela:ISeeYouLov
eTast
ingAl
lMyLef
t
Overs(Lookin'
AtMe)

Lut
hoTur nedAndLookedAtHerWhi
l
eIJust
Snor
t-
laughedAndLookedAtHer

Lut
ho:
Let
'sGoSugar
Phi
l
ela:
He'
l
lLeav
eYourASSLi
keHeLef
tMi
ne
Lut
hoChuckl
edAndGotCl
oserToPhi
l
ela

Lut
ho:You'r
eaBitch,
She'
sNot
,You'
reaMine
Hol
e,She'
sTight
.Don'
tCompar
eYoursel
fToHer
Phil
ela:Ever
yoneKnowsYou'reaFuckBoy
Lutho,Al
lYouDoI sJustTapAndPassButYou
KeptComi ngBackWhy ?CozYouCan'tGet
EnoughOfThi s(Poi
nti
ngDownThere)Don'
tBe
Surpri
sedEsihl
eWhenHeComesCr awli
ng
BackToMe
Lut
ho:
IDon'
tHav
eTheEner
gyForThi
s
Me:Let
'sJustGoI
'
m Real
l
yNotI
nTheMood
ForThi
s

WeGotI
nTheCarAndLef
tHerSt
andi
ngTher
e

Me:
SoYou'
veFuckedWi
thHer
?
Lut
ho:
Somet
hingLi
keThat
Me:
NotOnceButManyTi
mes?
Lut
ho:
CanWeChangeTheTopi
c?
Me:
SoShe'
sFucki
ngWi
thCousi
ns
Lutho:
IUsedToFuckWi
thHer
,She'
sFucki
ng
WithOnlyMenzi
NowAndAnywayShe'
s
Alr
eadyUsedGoods
Me:
Ouch!
Lut
ho:
Ever
yoneKnowsShe'
sAHoe
Me:
IfY'
al
lDi
dn'
tFuckHerSheWoul
dn'
t
Lutho:I
fSheDidn'
tGo'
RoundOpeni
ngHerLegs
ForEveryoneSheWoul
dn'
t
Me:
HahaOkayIWon'
tSayAny
thi
ngMor
e
Lut
ho:
SoWhat
chuWannaHav
e?
Ol
ona:
IFeel
LikeEat
ingABur
ger
Lutho:IWasSt
il
lAski
ngPr
incess'
sMom
Lholho
Ol
ona:
OkayButIWantaBur
ger
Lut
ho:
Baby
?
Ol
onaAndI
:Uhhm?
Lut
ho:
OkayEsi
hleWhat
chuWannaHav
e?

Ol
onaAndIBot
hLaughed

Me:
I'
ll
AlsoTakeTheBur
ger
Lut
ho:
Bur
gerI
tIsThen

HeParkedI
nFrontOfaFastFoodRast
aur
ant
ThenWeSatDownAndLookedAtOurMenus,A
Wait
erCameToUs

Wai
ter
:Af
ter
noonSoWhatCanIGetYou?
Lutho:Uhhm We'
l
lTakeTheBurger
sWi
th
Fri
es,TwoStr
awberr
yKrusher
sAndABeer
Ol
ona:
Bhut
'LuuWhyDoYouOr
derABeer
?
Lut
ho:
CozICan
Ol
ona:
CanIHav
eItToo?
Lut
ho:
YouSt
il
lYoungForThatBaby
Ol
ona:
AndSi
sEsi
hle?
Lut
ho:TheBabyEat
sWhatSheEat
sSoShe
Can'
t
Ol
ona:
Yho

OurOr
der
sCameAndWeSt
art
edDi
ggi
ngI
n

Wai
ter
:HopeYouEnj
oy
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sur
eWeWi
l
l
Wai
ter
:YouHav
eBeaut
if
ulSi
ster
sHey

Lut
hoAndIBot
hLaughedAndLookedAtThe
Guy
Lutho:Uhhm ThisLoudLi
lMouseI
sMySister
(Point
ingAtOlona)AndThi
sOneIsTheNeck
OfMyHousehol d
Me:
NeckBaby
?C'
mon
Wai
ter
:OhhSor
ryIDi
dn'
tKnowSheWasYour
Woman
Lut
ho:
It'
sOkayMan
Wai
ter
:IShoul
dGetGoi
ngUhhm Enj
oyYour
Meal

HeWalkedAwayAndLuthoAndIWer
eAl
most
Laughi
ngOurAssesOut

Me:
SomeoneHadHi
sEy
eOnSomeone'
sBae
Lut
ho:DoILookTooOl
dForYouOrYouLook
TooYoungToDateWit
hMe?
IJustShr
uggedMyShoul
der
sAndLaughed

Ol
ona:
Bhut
'Luu
Lut
ho:
WhatDoYouWantLhol
ho?
Ol
ona:
IWantNot
hingHawu
Lut
ho:
WhatI
sItThen?
Ol
ona:WhenIsSi
s'Esi
hleGoi
ngToSl
eepOv
er
AtHomeWithUs?

LuthoLookedAtMe,IJustKeptQui
etAnd
PretendedThatIDi
dn'
tHearOlona

Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hle?
Me:
YesBaby
Ol
ona:
WhenAreYouGoi
ngToSl
eepAtHome
Wi
thBhut
'LuuAndI
?
Me:
IDon'
tKnowWhenDoYouWantMeTo?
Ol
ona:
TONI
GHT!
Me:
WhoaThat
'sTooSoon
Olona:Mom I
sGoi
ngToTakeMeBackInTwo
DaysSoCanYouPleasePr
ett
yPl
easeTr
yTo
BeforeIGo?
Me:
OkayI
'
llTr
y

WeFinishedEati
ngThenWhenWeWer e
Walki
ngToLut ho'
sCar,
OlonaPul
l
edUsBot
h
I
ntoaShopWi thBabyClothes

Me:
WhatAr
eWeDoi
ngI
nHer
e?
Ol
ona:
CanWeLookForTheBaby
'sCl
othes?
Lut
ho:
ButTheBabyI
sNotHer
eYet
Olona:
WeNotGonnaBuyThem,
WeJustGonna
LookAtThem
Lut
ho:OneWouldSwearThatThi
sIsYour
Baby,
OkayFi
ne
Ol
ona:
ThankYou,
ThankYou

WeLooked'Round,Lut
hoAndIEndedUp
Enj
oyingWhatWeWer eDoing,
OlonaKept
ChoosingGi
rlCl
othes,
SheWasReallyLooki
ng
For
war dToHavi
ngANi ece.
OneOfTheLadi
esWor
kingTher
eCameToUs

Lady
:CanIHel
pYou?
Lutho:NoThankYou,
We'r
eJustLooki
ngAtThe
ClothesWeWon'tBuyAnyt
hing
Lady:
TrynaBuyAPr
esentForAFr
iend'
sBaby
Shower?
Me:NhaaWe'reJustLooki
ngAtTheCl
othes
ForOurBaby
Lady
:YourBaby
??(
Poi
nti
ngAtMeAndLut
ho)
Lut
ho:
YesOurBaby,
I
sTher
eAny
thi
ngWr
ong
Wit
hWhatSheSai
d?
Lady
:Uhhhm NhaaI
t'
sJustThatSheSeems
TooYoungToHaveaBaby
Voice:WhyDoYouLookSoSur pr
ised?Kids
Nowaday sTakePregnancyAsSomeTr endOr
FashionAndTheyNotEv enAshamedToWear
TightThi
ngsJustToShowThoseBi gBel
lies

Lut
hoAndIBothTurned,
I
tWasSomeMi
ddl
e
AgedLadyLooki
ngAtSomeClot
hes

Lut
ho:
WhoAskedForYourOpi
nion?
Me:
Bab-
Lut
ho:NhaaEsi
hleWhoa.
..
..
LadyI
'm Tal
ki
n'To
You,
WhoAskedForYourOpini
on?
Lady
:.
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:Exactl
y,
NoOne. MindYourOwnBusi
ness
AndStopMeddlingYourLongNoseInOther
Peopl
e'sBusi
ness.ThankYou
Lut
hoPi
ckedOl
onaUp

Lut
ho:
Let
'sGo

WeWal
kedOut

Me:
ThatWasDi
srespef
ul
Lutho:NhaaHerPutt
ingHerNoseWher
eIt
Didn'
tFitWasDisr
espect
ful
Me:
O-W-
K-Y
Lut
ho:
SoWher
eToFr
om Her
e?
Me:Dri
veMeHome,
IHav
eToGetTher
eBef
ore
Ev
eryone
Lut
ho:SoBoutYourFat
her
,What
chuGonnaDo
BoutEver
ythi
ng?
Me:
IGuessI
'
llJustWai
tForHi
m ToCool
Off
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sur
eHe'
l
lCome'
Round
WeBumpedI
ntoMenzi
AndEl
i
aWhoWas
Usi
ngWal
ki
ngSti
cks

Menzi
:ISeeWePl
ayi
ngHappyFami
l
ies
Lut
ho:I
fYouGotNo'
ingSensef
ulToSaySav
e
UsTheCrapComi
n'Outt
aYourMouth
Menzi:
KayThenButEnj
oyTheHappi
ness
Whil
eItLast

Lut
hoPutOl
onaDownAndWal
kedToMenzi

Me:
HeAi
n'
tWor
thI
tLut
hoJustLetHi
m Be
Lutho:Dammit
!Menzi
WhyDoYouKeep
Provoki
n'Me?
Menzi:I
fIWasYouI'
dListenToThatBi
tch
St
andingAytTher
eBeforeIDoSomethi
ngI
MightRegr
et
Lut
hoPunchedHi
m

Ol
ona:
Bhut
'LuuNo!
Me:BabyJustLetHi
m Go,
HeAi
n'
tWor
thYour
Ti
meOrEner gy.
Lut
ho!

LuthoPoint
edHisFingerAtMenzi
ButHe
ExhaledAndWalkedBackToUs,WeGotI
nThe
CarThenLuthoStar
tedTheCarAndDrov
e
Away

TwoPoli
ceVansStoppedI
nFrontOfTheCar
ThenAnot
herOneWasBehindTheCarSo
Ther
eWereThreeCopVansSurroundi
ngThe
Car

Me:
Lut
ho.
..
.What
'sGoi
ngOn?
Lut
ho:
ActCool
Me:
What
'sGoi
ngOn?
Lut
ho:
IDunno

TwoPoli
cemenCameCloserToTheCar
,They
HadThei
rGunsPoi
nti
ngAtUs

Cop1:
GetOutOfTheCar
!
Lut
ho:
TheFuckI
sGoi
ngOn?
Cop2:
GETOUTOFTHECAR!
Lut
ho:
JeezKayWeComi
ngOut

HeLookedAtMeAndNodded, WeAllWent
Outt
aTheCar.
TwoOt herCopsSear
chedThe
CarWhil
eTheOtherTwoSearchedUs

Lut
ho:
TheFuckI
sThi
s?
NoOneAnswer
ed

Lutho:
THEFUCKISGOI
NGON??IHAVE
SOMEWHERETOGETTOANDIDON' THAVE
ALLDAY,THEFUCKYOULOOKI
N'FOR?MAYBE
I'
DHELPYOUFINDIT
Cop1:
SirYou'
reUnderArr
estForPossessi
onOf
I
ll
egalWeaponsFoundInYourCar,
YouHav e
TheRi
ghtToRemai nSi
le-
Lut
ho:SPAREMETHATCRAP!THEFUCKYOU
TALKI
N'BOUT??

:
o:
oTHEFUCK?
?
[05/
19,12:
17]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2
#I
NSERT32♡

Me:
TheFuckI
sGoi
ngOnLut
ho?
?
Lut
ho:BbeIDunnoToo..
..
PleaseTakeLhol
ho
ToAnga'
sHouseI'
llPi
ckHerUpWhenI '
m Back
Me:
AndWhenWi
l
lThatBe?
?
Lut
ho:
IDunnoButI
'
llBeBack
Ol
ona:
IDon'
tWannaGoToBhut
'Anga'
sHouse
Me:OhhMyWor
dWhatAm ISupposedToDo
Lut
ho?
Ol
ona:
IWannaGoToYourHouse
Me:
MyHouse?
?

Ol
onaNoddedWhil
eSheHel
dMyAr m Ti
ght
ly
AsWeLookedAtThePol
i
ceHol
dingHer
Br
other
Lut
ho:ButLhol
hoSi
sEsi
hleCan'
tTakeYouTo
HerHouse
Ol
ona:ButIWannaGoToHerHouse,
SisEsi
hle
Pl
ease!:'
(
Me:
OkayOkayWe'
l
lGoToMyHouse
Lut
ho:
ThanksBbe

TheOf
fi
cer
sTr
iedToCuf
fHi
m

Lut
ho:ICANWALKMYASSTOTHEVANAND
THEREWON'TBENONEEDFORTHAT,
I
T'SNOT
LI
KEI'
M ADEADLYALI
EN
Cop1:
SirCa-
Lut
ho:IDON'
TKNOW WHYYOUBUSY
ARRESTINGI
NNOCENTPEOPLEWHILETHERE
AREPEOPLEBREAKI
NGTHELAW OUTTHERE
TheyPushedHim ToTheBackThenAnother
Off
icerTookHisCarKeysAndTheyDrove
Away,ITookLhol
hoByHerHandAndWe
WalkedToTheTaxi Rank.
Menzi'
sCarPar
ked
NextToUs,ISwearIThoughtIWasGonnaPee
OnMy self

Menzi:
Beaut
if
ulLadi
esLi
keYouShoul
dn'
tWal
k
Whil
eThereAreGuysWit
hCarsLi
keMe
Me:
..
..
..
Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hleLet
'sGetI
nsi
deTheCar
Me:
No!
Ol
ona:
No?
Me:WeGonnaTakeaTaxi
Home,
ThanksFor
TheOf
ferMenzi
Menzi
:YouShouldLetMeTakeCar
eOfYou
Si
nceLuthoWil
lBeAwayForaWhil
eIKnow
YouLoveTheZizweBoys
Me:
YouSoSi
ck
Menzi:
OkayThenBeThatKindaPl
ayerBut
NextTi
meIMightNotLetYouOffThatEasy
Me:
ISeeYouThi
nkLi
feI
sJustAGameMenzi
Menzi
:Isn'
tIt
?
Me:
..
..
..
..
Menzi
:By
eLhol
hoBhut
'Menzi
Lov
esYouKay
?!
Ol
ona:
Lhol
hoLov
esYouToo
Me:
Let
'sGoOl
ona

WeGotToTheRankAndTookaTaxi ToMy
House,
ThereWasNoOneI nsi
deSoWeWent
ToTheKitchenAndIMadeHerSomet
hingTo
Eat
,SheFoll
owedMeToMyRoom AndI
Changed

Olona:
WhyI
sYourBel
l
yFl
at?Wher
eIsThe
Baby?
ILaughedAndLookedAtHer
,SheWasReal
l
y
Seri
ous

Me:
TheBabyI
sSt
il
lSmal
l
Ol
ona:
Ohhhh

IDeci
dedToGoAndStartPr
epari
ngSupper
Si
nceIDidn'
tKnowWhenEvery
oneWasGonna
BeBack.
Ol
onaJustSatOnTheCount
erAndWat
ched
Ev
ery
thi
ngIDid

Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hle?
Me:
YesBaby
Ol
ona:
WhenI
sBhut
'LuuGonnaBeBack?
Me:
I'
m Sur
eHe'
l
lBeBackSoonBaby
TheThoughtOfLuthoSpendi
ngSoManyYear
s
I
nJailJustHi
tRightThr
oughMyHear
t:'(
"WhatWasMenzi Tal
ki
n'Bout?WhoaWhoa
MaybeHe'sTheOneWhoPl ant
edThose
Thi
ngsInLutho'
sCar,
LuthoAin'
tThatDumb
ThatHe'dCar
ryThoseKindaThingsI
nHisCar
I
nPublic"

Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hle?
Me:
YesBaby
Ol
ona:
WhyAr
eYouCr
ying?
Me:
IJustMi
ssBhut
'Luu
Ol
ona:HeSaidHe'
sGonnaBeBack,
HeKeeps
Hi
sPromises
Me:
Real
l
y?
Ol
ona:
Yeap,
Don'
tCr
yBhut
'LuuWi
l
lBeBack
IJustSmil
edAtTheWayOlonaSai
dWhatShe
WasSay i
ng,SheCameToMeAndWi pedMy
Tears.
JustThenMom AndTheTwi
nsGotIn

Owet
hu:
WhenWer
eYouPr
egnant
?
Me:
What
??
Owethu:ISeeAGrownUpBabyPl
ayi
ng
Wit
chu,Who'sChi
l
dIsIt
?
Me:
Mine
Ol
wet
hu:
LikeYouKnowHowToDoOne

Mom LookedAtMeAndILookedDown

Ol
ona:
I'
m Ol
onaAndYou'
re?(
Looki
nAtOwet
hu)
Owethu:
I'
m Owethu,
WhereI
sSheFr
om And
WhatIsSheDoi
ngHer e?
Me:
CanYouTakeCar
eToYourRoom AndPl
ay
Wi
thHer
?SheAi
n'
tHandf
ul
Owet
hu:
OkaySur
e,ILi
keHerAny
way
s

Owet huPi
ckedHerUpFr
om TheCounterAnd
WalkedToHerRoom Wit
hHer,Ol
wethuLeft
Too,Leavi
ngMeWithMom WhoHadHerEy es
OnMe

Mom:
Car
eToExpl
ain
Me:
She'
sLut
ho'
sSi
ster
Mom:
WHAT?
?
Me:Lut
hoGotAr
rest
edSoOl
onaSai
dShe
WannaGoWithMe
Mom:
WhyWasHeAr
rest
ed?
Me:
It'
saLongSt
ory
Mom:That
'sWhyTheyCr
eat
edSomet
hing
Cal
l
edASummar y
Me:MenziPl
ant
edSomeI
ll
egal
Stuf
fInHi
sCar
AndCal
ledThePol
i
ce
Mom:
YOUSAI
DWHO?
?
Me:
Jeah
Mom:
WhatDoesThi
sBoyWantFr
om You?
Me:
Act
ual
l
yIt
'saFeudBet
weenHi
m AndLut
ho
Mom:
TheyKnowEachOt
her
?
Me:
TheyAr
eCousi
ns
Mom:
WHAT?
??
Me:
Jeah
Mom:AreTheyFi
ght
ingCozYouDat
ingWi
th
Lut
ho?
Me:MaybeThatAl
soFuel
edI
tButI
tWasAFi
re
ThatWasAl
readyTher
e
Mom:Thi
sGuyShoul
dBeEl
i
minat
edBef
oreHe
DoesMor
eDamage
Me:
Uhhhm Ma?
Mom:
Yes
Me:
Hav
eYouTal
kedToDad?
Mom:
HeDoesn'
tWantToTal
kToMeToo
Me:
HeHat
esMe
Mom: YourFat
herDoesn'
tHateYou,He'
sJust
Shocked.YouWereHisPr i
ncessAndYou
Disappoint
edHim,He'
llCome'Round
Me:
WhenWi
l
lThatBe?
Mom:
He'
sSt
il
lInShock,
Don'
tPushHi
m
Me:Mom YouKnowICan'
tGoADayWit
hout
Tal
ki
ngToDad?ForHowLongWil
lHeBeMad
AtMe?:'(
Mom:
ComeHer
e

SheHuggedMe,EvenThoughMom WasAlso
MadAtMe, SheJustCoul
dn'
tSt
opHerSel
f
From Cal
mingMeDown.
WeFi
nishedMaki
ngSupper
,Vusi
CameBack
ButDadDol
olo:
(
WeAl lSatDownAndSt
art
edEat
ing,
Someone
KnockedAndIGotUpToOpenUp

Me:
LUTHO!:
D:
)
Lut
ho:
Hey
Me:
HOW DI
DYOUGETOUT?
?
Lut
ho:That
'sAnotherSt
oryForAnot
her
Day,
Where'
sLholho?

IHuggedTheLivi
ngShi
tOut
taHi
m,Dad
AppearedBehi
ndHim

Dad:
AndThenWher
eAm ISupposedToGetI
n?

WeMov
edAsi
deThenDadGotI
n
Dad:
INeedToTal
kToYou,
Bot
hOfYou!

UH-
OH:
(
[05/
19,12:
22]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT32♡

Me:
TheFuckI
sGoi
ngOnLut
ho?
?
Lut
ho:BbeIDunnoToo..
..
PleaseTakeLhol
ho
ToAnga'
sHouseI'
llPi
ckHerUpWhenI '
m Back
Me:
AndWhenWi
l
lThatBe?
?
Lut
ho:
IDunnoButI
'
llBeBack
Ol
ona:
IDon'
tWannaGoToBhut
'Anga'
sHouse
Me:
OhhMyWor
dWhatAm ISupposedToDo
Lut
ho?
Ol
ona:
IWannaGoToYourHouse
Me:
MyHouse?
?

Ol
onaNoddedWhil
eSheHel
dMyAr m Ti
ght
ly
AsWeLookedAtThePol
i
ceHol
dingHer
Br
other

Lut
ho:ButLhol
hoSi
sEsi
hleCan'
tTakeYouTo
HerHouse
Ol
ona:ButIWannaGoToHerHouse,
SisEsi
hle
Pl
ease!:'
(
Me:
OkayOkayWe'
l
lGoToMyHouse
Lut
ho:
ThanksBbe

TheOf
fi
cer
sTr
iedToCuf
fHi
m
Lut
ho:ICANWALKMYASSTOTHEVANAND
THEREWON'TBENONEEDFORTHAT,
I
T'SNOT
LI
KEI'
M ADEADLYALI
EN
Cop1:
SirCa-
Lut
ho:IDON'
TKNOW WHYYOUBUSY
ARRESTINGI
NNOCENTPEOPLEWHILETHERE
AREPEOPLEBREAKI
NGTHELAW OUTTHERE

TheyPushedHim ToTheBackThenAnother
Off
icerTookHisCarKeysAndTheyDrove
Away,ITookLhol
hoByHerHandAndWe
WalkedToTheTaxi Rank.
Menzi'
sCarPar
ked
NextToUs,ISwearIThoughtIWasGonnaPee
OnMy self

Menzi:
Beaut
if
ulLadi
esLi
keYouShoul
dn'
tWal
k
Whil
eThereAreGuysWit
hCarsLi
keMe
Me:
..
..
..
Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hleLet
'sGetI
nsi
deTheCar
Me:
No!
Ol
ona:
No?
Me:WeGonnaTakeaTaxi
Home,
ThanksFor
TheOf
ferMenzi
Menzi
:YouShouldLetMeTakeCar
eOfYou
Si
nceLuthoWil
lBeAwayForaWhil
eIKnow
YouLoveTheZizweBoys
Me:
YouSoSi
ck
Menzi:
OkayThenBeThatKindaPl
ayerBut
NextTi
meIMightNotLetYouOffThatEasy
Me:
ISeeYouThi
nkLi
feI
sJustAGameMenzi
Menzi
:Isn'
tIt
?
Me:
..
..
..
..
Menzi
:By
eLhol
hoBhut
'Menzi
Lov
esYouKay
?!
Ol
ona:
Lhol
hoLov
esYouToo
Me:
Let
'sGoOl
ona
WeGotToTheRankAndTookaTaxi ToMy
House,
ThereWasNoOneI nsi
deSoWeWent
ToTheKitchenAndIMadeHerSomet
hingTo
Eat
,SheFoll
owedMeToMyRoom AndI
Changed

Olona:
WhyI
sYourBel
l
yFl
at?Wher
eIsThe
Baby?

ILaughedAndLookedAtHer
,SheWasReal
l
y
Seri
ous

Me:
TheBabyI
sSt
il
lSmal
l
Ol
ona:
Ohhhh

IDeci
dedToGoAndStartPr
epari
ngSupper
Si
nceIDidn'
tKnowWhenEvery
oneWasGonna
BeBack.
Ol
onaJustSatOnTheCount
erAndWat
ched
Ev
ery
thi
ngIDid

Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hle?
Me:
YesBaby
Ol
ona:
WhenI
sBhut
'LuuGonnaBeBack?
Me:
I'
m Sur
eHe'
l
lBeBackSoonBaby

TheThoughtOfLuthoSpendi
ngSoManyYear
s
I
nJailJustHi
tRightThr
oughMyHear
t:'(
"WhatWasMenzi Tal
ki
n'Bout?WhoaWhoa
MaybeHe'sTheOneWhoPl ant
edThose
Thi
ngsInLutho'
sCar,
LuthoAin'
tThatDumb
ThatHe'dCar
ryThoseKindaThingsI
nHisCar
I
nPublic"

Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hle?
Me:
YesBaby
Ol
ona:
WhyAr
eYouCr
ying?
Me:
IJustMi
ssBhut
'Luu
Ol
ona:HeSaidHe'
sGonnaBeBack,
HeKeeps
Hi
sPromises
Me:
Real
l
y?
Ol
ona:
Yeap,
Don'
tCr
yBhut
'LuuWi
l
lBeBack

IJustSmil
edAtTheWayOlonaSai
dWhatShe
WasSay i
ng,SheCameToMeAndWi pedMy
Tears.
JustThenMom AndTheTwi
nsGotIn

Owet
hu:
WhenWer
eYouPr
egnant
?
Me:
What
??
Owethu:ISeeAGrownUpBabyPl
ayi
ng
Wit
chu,Who'sChi
l
dIsIt
?
Me:
Mine
Ol
wet
hu:
LikeYouKnowHowToDoOne
Mom LookedAtMeAndILookedDown

Ol
ona:
I'
m Ol
onaAndYou'
re?(
Looki
nAtOwet
hu)
Owethu:
I'
m Owethu,
WhereI
sSheFr
om And
WhatIsSheDoi
ngHer e?
Me:CanYouTakeCareToYourRoom AndPl
ay
Wi
thHer?SheAin'
tHandf
ul
Owet
hu:
OkaySur
e,ILi
keHerAny
way
s

Owet huPi
ckedHerUpFr
om TheCounterAnd
WalkedToHerRoom Wit
hHer,Ol
wethuLeft
Too,Leavi
ngMeWithMom WhoHadHerEy es
OnMe

Mom:
Car
eToExpl
ain
Me:
She'
sLut
ho'
sSi
ster
Mom:
WHAT?
?
Me:Lut
hoGotAr
rest
edSoOl
onaSai
dShe
WannaGoWithMe
Mom:
WhyWasHeAr
rest
ed?
Me:
It'
saLongSt
ory
Mom:That
'sWhyTheyCr
eat
edSomet
hing
Cal
l
edASummar y
Me:MenziPl
ant
edSomeI
ll
egal
Stuf
fInHi
sCar
AndCal
ledThePol
i
ce
Mom:
YOUSAI
DWHO?
?
Me:
Jeah
Mom:
WhatDoesThi
sBoyWantFr
om You?
Me:
Act
ual
l
yIt
'saFeudBet
weenHi
m AndLut
ho
Mom:
TheyKnowEachOt
her
?
Me:
TheyAr
eCousi
ns
Mom:
WHAT?
??
Me:
Jeah
Mom:AreTheyFi
ght
ingCozYouDat
ingWi
th
Lut
ho?
Me:MaybeThatAl
soFuel
edI
tButI
tWasAFi
re
ThatWasAl
readyTher
e
Mom:Thi
sGuyShoul
dBeEl
i
minat
edBef
oreHe
DoesMor
eDamage
Me:
Uhhhm Ma?
Mom:
Yes
Me:
Hav
eYouTal
kedToDad?
Mom:
HeDoesn'
tWantToTal
kToMeToo
Me:
HeHat
esMe
Mom: YourFat
herDoesn'
tHateYou,He'
sJust
Shocked.YouWereHisPr i
ncessAndYou
Disappoint
edHim,He'
llCome'Round
Me:
WhenWi
l
lThatBe?
Mom:
He'
sSt
il
lInShock,
Don'
tPushHi
m
Me:Mom YouKnowICan'
tGoADayWit
hout
Tal
ki
ngToDad?ForHowLongWil
lHeBeMad
AtMe?:
'
(
Mom:
ComeHer
e

SheHuggedMe,EvenThoughMom WasAlso
MadAtMe, SheJustCoul
dn'
tSt
opHerSel
f
From Cal
mingMeDown.
WeFini
shedMaki
ngSupper
,Vusi
CameBack
ButDadDol
olo:(
WeAl lSatDownAndSt
art
edEat
ing,
Someone
KnockedAndIGotUpToOpenUp

Me:
LUTHO!:
D:
)
Lut
ho:
Hey
Me:
HOW DI
DYOUGETOUT?
?
Lut
ho:That
'sAnotherSt
oryForAnot
her
Day,
Where'
sLholho?
IHuggedTheLivi
ngShi
tOut
taHi
m,Dad
AppearedBehi
ndHim

Dad:
AndThenWher
eAm ISupposedToGetI
n?

WeMov
edAsi
deThenDadGotI
n

Dad:
INeedToTal
kToYou,
Bot
hOfYou!

UH-
OH:
(
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19,12:
24]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT33♡
LuthoAndILookedAtEachOtherThenWal
ked
ToTheTable,
VusiLookedAtMeAndLutho,
I
JustShr
uggedMyShoul der
s

Mom:
HeyBbe
Dad:
HeyPumpki
n
Mom:
YouCameBackHomeLat
eToday
Dad:
HadSomeFewEr
randsToRunBef
ore
ComingBack
Mom:
ISee
Dad:
CanYouPl
easeDi
shUpForZi
zweToo?
Mom:
YeahSur
e

Ol
onaGotUpAndRanToLuu

Ol
ona:
YOUREALLYBACK!
Lut
ho:
ITol
dYouThatI
'
llBeBack
Olona:
SisEsihl
eTookMeToHerRoom When
SheWasTaki ngOffHerSchoolUni
for
m And
SheHasAFl atBel
l
y ,
WhyHasn'tHerBi
gBell
y
ShowedYet?

LuthoAndIBot
hLookedAtEachOther
,Vusi
Clear
edHisThr
oatWhil
eSnort
ing.
DadTurned
AndLookedAtMeAndLutho

Mom:
YouCanBot
hSi
tDown
Lut
ho:
ThanksMaButI
'
m OkayI
'
llPass
Dad:You'
veBeenInACellTheWhole
Aft
ernoon,
YouDidn'
tTouchAny
thi
ng.WeWon'
t
Poi
sonYourAssForRuiningMyDaught
er'
s
Fut
ureOrLemmeSayThatWoul dBeAQuick
DeathForMe
Vusi
:That
'sTooCr
uel
Dad
LuthoChuckl
edAndSatDown,
Mom GaveHim
HisPlat
eAndWeAl l
FocusedOnOurPl
ates.

Ol
wet
hu:
SoThi
sIsTheeLut
ho?
Owet
hu:
WhatLut
ho?
Dad:
TheOneWhoRuinedYourSi
ster
'sFut
ure
AndTur
nedHerI
ntoAMotherAtTheAgeOf16!

DadHi
tTheTabl
eAndWeAl
lJumpedI
nFr
ight

Vusi
:IShoul
dTakeMyPl
ateToMyRoom
Mom:
NoOneI
sGoi
ngAny
wher
eHer
e
Vusi
:ButTheOldManIsSpit
ti
ngFir
e,IDon'
t
WannaGetBurntForHerSi
ns(Poi
nti
ngAtMe)
Me:
ThenDon'
t!
Mom:
ShutUp!Bot
hOfYou!
Dad:
Vusi
I'
m St
il
lTheManWhoSweat
edTo
Ej
acul
ateYouI
nsi
deYourMot
her
Mom:
Musa!
Dad:
Vusi
SeemsToFor
getThatI
'
m Hi
sFat
her
Mom:
CanWeAl
lJustEatI
nPeace?
Owethu:
IThi
nkBhut'
VusiWasRight
,SomeOf
UsShouldGoAndEatInOurRooms(Taki
n'Her
Pl
ate)
Ol
wet
hu:
I'
m Ri
ghtBehi
ndYou(
Get
ti
ngUp)
DadAndMom:
SITTHEFUCKDOWN!
!

Lut
hoSt
oleAGl
anceAtMeAndSmi
l
ed

Owet
huAndOl
wet
hu:
O-W-
K-Y

TheyBothSatDown,WeFi
nishedEati
ngThen
Mom TookThePlatesToTheKitchenWi
thMy
HelpAndOwethu'
s.
DadCall
edMom AndITo
TheLounge,
HeWasSit
ti
ngTher
e,Dr
inki
ngHi
s
BrandyWit
hLut
hoLooki
ngAtHi
m

Dad:
SitDown

Mom WentToSitNextToHi
m,WhenIWas
BoutToSi
tNextToLutho

Dad:
SitTher
e

HePoint
edAtACouchSoFarAwayFr
om
Bae'
s:(

Lut
ho:Bef
oreYouTal
kSir,
IWannaSayThank
YouForGett
ingMeOutt
aThere
Me:
WHOADADBAI
LEDYOUOUT?
?:
)
Dad:
NotCozIWant
edTo,
YourMot
herAsked
MeToAndIDi
dItCozI
tWasMenzi
'
sDoi
ng
Me:I
tDoesn'
tMat
terTHANKYOUTHANKYOU
THANKYOUDADDY: D:)

IGotUpAndWentToHi
m,IHuggedTheLi
vi
ng
Shi
tOutt
aHim

Me:
ThanksDad

IKi
ssedHi
sCheek

Dad:
That
'sNotWhatIWantUsToTal
kBout
AndOhhBef
oreWeTalk,
WhenAreYouPay
ing
MeMyMoneyBackZizwe?
Lut
ho:
ICanPayI
tBackTo-
Mom:
YouDon'
tHav
eTo
Dad:
WHAT?
?
Mom:
BbeC'
monHeDoesn'
tHav
eTo
Dad:
ThatWasMyMoney
Mom:IKnowMaybeThi
sOneThi
ngMi
ghtEar
n
YouaTi
cketToHeav
en
Me:HahaOhhPl
easeI
tWoul
dTakeHi
m Mor
e
ThanThat
Dad:
SoYouTakeThi
sSl
i
ght
ly?
Me:NotThatITakeI
tSl
i
ghtl
yButDadWeBot
h
KnowYou'v
eSinnedMoreThan-
Mom:
Mor
eThanHeBr
eat
hes
Dad:
C'monWomenIDoGoodSomet
imes
Mom:
JeahRi
ght

WeAl
lLaughedForThatMomentThenDadPut
OnHi
sSeri
ousFaceAgain

Dad:
Zizwe
Lut
ho:
Sir
Dad:IHopeYouKnowIFeelLi
keRoast
ingYour
AssRightNowForWhatYouDid
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
Me:
DadCan-
Dad:
LetTheMenTal
kEsi
hle
Me:
..
..
..:
(
Dad:NowBackToWhatIWasSay ing.
..
.Zi
zweI
HateYouAndWhatYouDi dWithEv er
ySingl
e
ThreadOfEver
ySingl
eInchThatMakesUp
EverySi
ngl
eLivi
ngAndDeadCel l
InMyBody
Mom: YhoSoMuchHat
e,For
getGoi
ngTo
Heav
en

DadEndedUpChuckl
i
ng

Dad:
Pumpki
nPl
ease
Mom:
SoMuchSer
iousness,
LosenUpaLi
lBi
t
Dad:BabyPleaseGoAndWarm UpOurBed,
I
SeeYouOv erst
ayedYourWel
comeHere
Mom:
Thi
sIsMyHouseTooRemember
?
Dad:ThenCanYouPl
easeShutUpAnd
Conserv
eThoseLi
psForKi
ssingMe

ILookedAtLut
hoAndWeBot
hLaughed

Dad:Pr
incessIHopeYouKnowI
'
m So
Di
sappoint
edInYou
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryDaddy
Dad:ButBei
ngMadAtchuWon'
tHel
p
Anyone,
What'
sDoneI
sDone
Me:
AndI
'
m Real
l
ySor
ryDad
Dad:
IKnow.
..
.NowLet
'sTal
kBoutWhat
'sGoi
ng
ToHappenWhenTheBabyI
sHere
Lut
ho:
WhatDoYouMeanSi
r?
Dad:TheBabyWil
lBeRai
sedByMeAnd
Pumpkin,
YouTwoCanEnjoyYourLi
vesAnd
Carr
yOnGr owi
ngUp
Lut
ho:ButIThoughtSuga-IThoughtEsi
hleAnd
IWereGonnaRaiseTheBabyToget her
Dad:
WhatDoYouKnowBoutPar
ent
ing?
Lut
ho:IWantaStabl
eAndWar m HomeForMy
Chi
ld,
WhenGrowingUpINeverGotThat ,
My
Fat
herAndINeverGotAl
ong.IWantMyChi l
d
ToKnowMeAndHav eAGoodRel at
ionshi
p
Wit
hMe
Dad:Don'
tTel
lMeYouWantEsi
hleToStay
Wit
chuWhileHerPar
ent
sAreSt
il
lAli
veAnd
Fr
esh
Mom:
Fresh?
Dad:BabeI
sn'
tThatPatent
?YouSeeI
'
m St
il
l
HotAndYouSti
llHel
laFine
Mom:
BackToWhatYouWer
eTal
ki
nBout
Bef
oreYouSt
artHav
ingDi
rt
yThought
s

WeAl
lLaughed

Dad:
SoHowAr
eYouGonnaDoThi
s?
Lut
ho:
IWantEsi
hleToBeMyWi
fe
Dad:
WHAT?
???
Me:
WHAT?
?
Mom:
Whoa
Lut
ho:
ILov
eHerAndSheLov
esMe
Dad:
Mar
ri
ageAi
n'
taChi
l
d'sPl
aySon
Lut
ho:
IKnow
Dad:ThenWhyDoYouWantThi
sWhenYou
Know?
Lut
ho:CozILoveYourDaughterAndIWantOur
Chi
ldToBeWi t
hBothParents
Mom:
Lut
hoMar
ri
ageAi
n'
tSomet
hingYouCan
JustPl
ayWi
th
Lut
ho:
IKnow
Mom:AsPeopleGrowUp,
TheyGrowToLove
NewThi
ngs,
WantToExperi
enceAndExpl
ore
TheWor
ldEspeci
all
yAt
choAge

Lut
hoAndILookedAtEachOt
her

Lut
ho:I
'
m Commi
tt
edToWhatEsi
hleAndI
Have
Dad:YouSer
ious?Pumpki
nThi
sKi
dIsDead
Ser
ious
Lut
ho:
IAm Si
r
Dad:
We' l
lTal
kBoutThisSomeOt her
Ti
me,Alone.
JustTakeYourSist
erBack
Home,TakeAShowerAndSl eep
Me:DadIsI
tYouSay
ingThatOrSomeone
Swi
tchedMyDad?
Dad:
ShutUpEsi
hle,
Pumpki
nLet
'
sGoToSl
eep

LuthoAndIWentToOwet hu'
sRoom And
FoundOlonaAsl
eep.Lut
hoPickedHerUpThen
WeWal kedOut
,Anga'
sCarWasPar kedJust
Outsi
deTheYard

Anga:SoYourFut
ureDaddyI
nLawGotYouOut
Boy?

TheyFi
stBumped

Lut
ho:
Wasn'
tExpect
ingI
tBoyYho
Anga:
WhenIGotToTheSt
ati
onTheyTol
dMe
YouWereAl
readyOut
Lut
ho:
ThenYouCanUseYourMoneyOn
Somet
hingEl
se
Anga:
LikeLur
ingMi
ssMor
enaI
ntoMyAr
ms?
Lut
ho:
YouDr
eam TooMuchBoy
Anga:
LemmeDr
iveYouHomeBoi

Lut
hoPutOlonaAtTheBackThenCameTo
Me,HeWrappedHi
sArmsRoundMyWai stAnd
IPutMi
neRoundHisNeck

Me:I'
m Gl
adYouAndDadSeem Li
keYouFi
xed
Thi
ngs
Lutho:
WhenWeMeet ,
ALONEHeMightRoast
MyAss. He'
sAGangst
erKi
ng,
HeCan'
tLetMe
OffThatEasil
y
Me:HeSti
ll
Want
sToGoToHeav
enMay
beHe
Mi
ghtLetYouOf
fThatEasi
l
y
Lut
ho:
ThanksForTaki
ngCar
eOfOl
ona
Me:She'
sASweetSoul
IWouldn'
tSayNoTo
Spendi
ngSomeTi
meWi thHer
Anga:
HeyHeyBoi
WeGot
taGo!
Lut
ho:
IGott
aGoSoIGuessI
'
llSeeYou
Tomor
row
Me:
Bye

WeHadALongPassi onat
eKissThenLutho
PeckedMyLipsAndGotInTheCar.
IWalked
BackToTheHouseAndWal kedToMyRoom, I
FoundVusi
Sitt
ingOnMyBedAndTy ping
Somethi
ngOnHi sPhone

Me:
BigBr
o
Vusi
:SoYourFr
iendDeci
dedToCheatOnMe

IAct
edSur
pri
sed

Me:
WHAT?
Vusi
:Don'
tActLi
keYouDon'
tKnow,
SheTol
d
MeThatSheToldYou
Me:
Ohh
Vusi
:WhenWer
eYouGonnaTel
lMe?
Me:
ItWasNotMyPl
aceToTel
l
Vusi
:Ohh?
Me:I
t'
sNotLi
keYouWer
eTr
eat
ingHerI
na
GoodWayToo
Vusi
:SoYouSi
dingWi
thHer
?
Me:
Vusi
IAi
n'
tTaki
n'NoSi
de
Vusi:
You'reAndYouKnowWhat ?Tell
That
Fr
iendOfYour sThatSheDi
dMeaFav orNowI
CanTapAny thi
ngIWannaTapWi t
houtThinki
n'
BoutSomeLoy alAssBit
chWait
ingForMeTo
ComeBackToHerAndPl ayTheLoyalLov
ing
Boyfr
iend

WOW!o.
O
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19,12:
27]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2
#S2

#I
NSERT34♡

ILookedAtVusi
AndHeWasSeriousAsa
HeartAtt
ack,
HeGotUpFr
om TheBedAnd
WalkedToTheDoor

Me:YouTwoCanSt
il
lFi
xThi
ngsI
fYouWant
ToYouKnow?
Vusi
:I
'm DownWithBei
ngHel
dDownI
'
m Just
GonnaSlankAndPass
Me:
Vusi
Vusi
:ThatLoy
alt
y,Commi
tmentThi
ngAi
n'
tFor
Me
Me:I
'm SureInam St
il
lLov
esYouAndIKnow
YouSti
l
l LoveHerToo
Vusi
:ThatDoesn'
tMatt
er,
WhatMatt
ersIsThat
SheMovedOnAndI '
m GonnaDoJustThatToo
Me:
CanYouAtLeastPr
omi
seMeOneThi
ng?
Vusi
:Jeah
Me:Fi
ndASui
tabl
eAndGoodSi
sterI
nLawFor
Me
Vusi
:YouAi
n'
tGett
ingThatAny
timeSoonLil
Si
sDon'tWor
ryMaybeI'
l
lConsi
derGett
ingYou
OneWhenI'
m 50
Me:
HahaWhat
??
Vusi
:What
'sTheRush?
Me:YouJustSay
ingThatCozYouHav
en'
tMet
YourMrsRi
ght
Vusi
:MaybeButEv
enI
fIMeetHerAtTheAge
Of30,
She'
ll
HaveToWai
tForMeTil
lITurn50
Me: That
'sBul
l
.IWoul
dn'
tWai
tForYouFor20
FuckenYearsEvenI
fYouWer
eTheOnlyGuy
WalkingOnEarth
Vusi
:ThenThatWoul
dBeYourLoss
Me:
YouSoFul
lOfYour
sel
f
Vusi
:ITakeAf
terYourDad
Me:
JeahAy
t

HeWalkedBackToMyBedAndLi
edOnHi
s
Back,
ISatNextToHi
m

Vusi
:Speaki
n'OfDad,WhatDidHeDoToLut
ho?
IHopeHeDidn'tRoughHim UpTooMuch
Me:
TheyOnl
yTal
ked
Vusi
: WhoaAreYouTell
ingMeThatMusa
MorenaOnlyTal
kedWi t
hTheGuyWho
I
mpr egnat
edHisDaughter
?
Me:
Yeap
Vusi
:ThenWhatev
erSangomaLut
hoUses,
I
t
WorksForHi
m Str
aight
IChuckl
edAndHi
tHi
m Wi
thMyEl
bowPl
ayf
ull
y

Vusi
:SoWher
eToFr
om Her
e?
Me:
Lut
hoI
sTal
ki
n'BoutMar
ri
age
Vusi
:WhoaWhat
??
Me:
Yeap
Vusi
:SomePeopleJustThr
owAwayThei
rFun
AndJoyEasyLi
keThat
Me:
WhatDoYouMean?
Vusi:Hav
ingAWifeI
sALott
aJobSisAnd
LuthoIsGonnaMarr
yYouSoHeShoul
dStar
t
Diggi
ngHisGrav
eTheMinut
eHeSaysIDo
Me:
What
chuTr
ynaSayBoutMeYouMor
on?

IKeptThr
owi
ngPunchesAtHi
m ButVusi
Kept
Ducki
ngAndWeWer eBot
hLaughi
ng
Vusi
:You'
dNeverWinaFi
ghtAgai
nstMeLike
Uncl
eLethuWouldNev
erWinAgai
nstUncl
eB
Me:AndYouSoFul
lOfYour
sel
fLi
keThatUncl
e
OfYour
s

WeBot
hSatDown

Me:SoTel
lMe,
AreYouReal
l
yGl
adThatI
nam
Cheat
edOnYou?
Vusi
:WhyWoul
dIBeGl
ad?
Me:CozYouCanTapAny t
hingYouWannaTap
Wit
houtThinki
n'BoutSomeLoyalAssBi
tch
Wait
ingForYouToComeBackToHerAndPl ay
TheLoyalLovi
ngBoyfri
end
Vusi
:HahaAreYouForReal
?YouCan'
tUseMy
Li
neAgainstMe
Me:
I'
m Aski
ngForReal
Vusi
:IWon'
tSayIAi
n'
tHur
t,
ILov
eInam And
Al
waysWill
Me:
But
?
Vusi
:INeverTr
eat
edHerWell
,
SheDeser
ves
SomeoneWhoWi l
lTr
eatHerI
nAGoodWay
AndGiveHerTheLov
eAndCareIWasn'
tAbl
e
ToGiveToHer
Me:
YouCanBeSaneSomet
imes
Vusi
:I
'm Al
way
sSaneBi
tch

HeHi
tMePl
ayf
ull
y

Me:MeAndMyBabyWannaSl
eepSoDash
Out
taOurRoom
Vusi
:HeheISeeYouLookin'For
wardToBei
ng
AMother,
Tel
lThatMunchkinInTher
eThat
Uncl
eVusiSaysGoodni
ght
Me:
ByeUncl
eVusi
HeKissedMyFor
eheadThenWalkedOut,
I
Cl
osesTheDoorAndGotInBed.
LuthoCal
led
Me

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Lut
ho:
SugarSugar
Me:
HeyBbeDi
dYouAr
ri
veSaf
ely
?
Lut
ho:EvenThoughAngaTookUsInt
oSome
Sout
hAfricanFastAndFur
iousWeWereAbl
e
ToSurvi
ve
Me:
HahaAsI
fYouNotUsedToHi
sDr
ivi
ng
Lut
ho:
I'
m Not
,Onl
yLhol
hoI
s
Me:YouSaySi
yaIsTheOneExposi
ngHerTo
TheseKi
ndaSt
uffWhil
eYouAlsoHaveAHand
I
nThat
Lut
ho:
NoI
'
m Not
Me:
YesYouAr
e,Wher
eIsSheNow?
Lut
ho:
She'
sAsl
eepI
nMyRoom
Me:
AndWher
eAr
eYou?
Lut
ho:
Goi
ngThr
oughSomeWor
kFi
l
es
Me:
LemmeNotDi
stur
bYouThen
Lut
ho:
YouAi
n'
t
Me:
Lut
ho!
Lut
ho:
OkayFi
neThenGoodni
ghtBbe
Me:
NightLov
e
Lut
ho:
Lov
eYouKay
?!
Me:
AndILov
eYouMor
e
Lut
ho:
NoILov
eYouMor
e
Me:
YouKnowThat
'sNotTr
ue
Lut
ho:
GoToSl
eepSugar

IHungUpAndTr
iedToFal
lAsl
eep.
MyAl
arm
WokeMeUpTheFol l
owingDayThenIWentTo
Bat
h,IWentToTheKi
tchenAndEver
yoneWas
Havi
ngEggs

Me:
Mor
ning
Mom:
Mor
ningBbe
Dad:
HeyBbe

BothTheSmellOfTheEggsAndOilDidn'
tSi
t
MeWel l
,
IWentToPukeI nTheBat
hroom Then
MadeCerealForMysel
fAndWentToEatI nThe
LoungeThenDadDroveUsToSchool

Dad:I
t'
sBeenaWhil
eSinceI'
veSeenI
nam
WassupWithYouAndHer?
Vusi:
SheCheat
edOnMeAndNowShe'
sDat
ing
WithAnot
herGuy
Dad:
Ouch!
Me:
It'
sNotLi
keYourSonI
sASai
ntHi
msel
f
Dad:
IKnewVusi
Woul
dn'
tBeHel
dDownFor
TooLong
Vusi:
JustLi
keMom Coul
dn'
tToYouBackI
n
HighSchool
?
Dad:AsATeenagerYouHav
eToExpl ore,
Get
Di
ffer
entSampl
esTill
YouGetThatUniqueOne
Me:
Dad!
Dad:
What
??
Vusi
:HahaTasti
ngAndSl
anki
ngEm Ti
l
lYou
GetThatOneYouWannaMakeTheMainMeal
Dad:
YouGet
ti
n'WhatI
'
m Say
in'
Me:I
'
m Star
ti
ngToThi
nkYouTheOneWi
thThe
BadI
nfl
uenceOnVusi
Dad:
I'
m JustTel
l
in'
Him TheTr
uth
Me:Mom Woul
dKill
YouAytNowIfShe'
dHear
YouSay
ingAl
lTheseThi
ngsToVusi
WeGotToSchool ,
DadGaveUsLunch
Money,
FistBumpedWithVusiThenIKi
ssedHi
s
Cheek.
IWentToMyCl assAndFoundInam
Wit
hLitha

Me:
Hey
Li
tha:
Hel
l
oMi
ssMor
ena
I
nam:
..
..
..
.

IPutMyBagOnMyDeskThenSatOnaDesk
FarFr
om Thei
rs

Li
tha:SoAr
en'
tYouGoi
ngToTheMat
ri
cDance
Esi
hle?
Me:NhaaIDon'
tFeel
LikeGoi
ngAndBesides
NoOneAskedMeToBeThei rDat
eExceptYou
Li
tha:I
tWouldHaveBeenNiceToHaveYou
There,
I
'm Sur
eBbeIsGonnaNeedSome
Femal
eSheCanTal
kTo

Babe?o.
OWow

I
nam:I'
m SoThi
rst
yCanYouAccompanyMe
ToTheTapBbe?
Li
tha:
JeahSur
e

TheyBot
hGotUp

Me:
Inam CanWeTal
k?
Inam:I
fIt
'
sBoutMeCheati
ngOnYourLov
ing
Loyal
BrotherWhoLef
tHi
sWaysForMeThen
No
Me:IDon'
tWannaTal
kBoutVusi
,
IWannaTal
k
BoutUs
I
nam:
IsTher
eSt
il
lUs?
Me:WhatDoYouMean?Vusi
IsMyBr
otherAnd
IHa-
I
nam: Exact
ly!VusiI
sYourBrotherAndNow
ThatWeOv erCozILeftHim ForSomeone
El
se,OurFri
endshipWon'
tWor k
Me:
IKnowWhatISaidToYouWasWrong,
Can
WePleaseFi
xThi
sShi
tUp.
INeedMyFri
end
I
nam:
IDon'
tThi
nkSo,
IGot
taGoEsi
hle

SheWalkedOutSoIWasOFFICIALLY
FRIENDLESS.
WeWentToThePar adeLi
nes
AndHadOurMor ni
ngPr
ayer
,ISpentTheWhol
e
DayOnMyOwnOrLemmeSayWi thMy
Baby: (
DadPi ckedUsUp,WeFoundMom Wi thHerBag
AndDad' sInTheLounge.
TheySaidTheyWere
GoingAwayOnAThr eeDayVacati
onOr
BusinessTripOfDad'
sAndMom JustHadTo
LeaveTheFor dToVusi-_-IReal
lyHatedHer
ForDoingThatCozVusi WasGonnaBeAbl eTo
ComeWi t
hAnyHoeHeWant sToCome
With,
Anyti
meOfTheDay .FuckMyMom For
HavingASof tSpotForVusi- _-AsExpected
VusiBroughtUsaWannabeMr sMor enaHoe
From SchoolAndTookHerToHi sRoom. I
tWas
aFreedom ThreeDay sForVusiWhi l
eThe
TwinsAndIWer eGonnaGetAPor nography
WeekFr om VusiAndHisBi t
ches.HeCame
BackAndJoi nedMeAndTheTwi nsInThe
Lounge

Vusi
:SoWhatAr
eWeHav
ingForSupper
?I'
m
Star
ving
Owet
hu:
AreYouSt
arv
ingOrYourBi
tchI
s?
Vusi
:I
'm SoNotI
nTheMoodToKi
ckSomeAss
Toni
ght
Me:
YouOnl
yInTheMoodToSl
ankI
tAy
t?
Ol
wet
hu:
SoI
sItGonnaBeSomeTapAndPass
Ki
ndaThi
ngOrYouGonnaKeepHerForA
Whil
e?
Vusi
:YouSoFor
war
d
Owet
hu:
ISt
il
lLov
eInam ForYou
Vusi
:TooBadI
nam Mov
edOnWi
thAnot
her
Dude
Owet
hu:
YouBot
hSt
il
lLov
eEachOt
her
Vusi
:I
'm NotTher
eAny
mor
e
Ol
wet
hu:
Yho

VusiWentToDishUpOnTwoPl
atesThen
WalkedToHisRoom

Vusi
:LemmeLeav
eBef
oreYouKi
dsSayBi
And
Scar
yStuf
f
Ol
wethu:
IFeel
Sorr
yForThatGi
rlCozSheAi
n'
t
GonnaSl
eepaWink
Vusi
:Si
sandaMorenaWoul
dCommi
tSui
cideI
f
She'
dHearHerKi
dsSayi
ngThat
Ol
wet
hu:
ITakeAf
terYourFat
herDude
Vusi:YouMissyTakeThi
sOpport
uni
tyAndPay
LuthoAVi si
tCozOnceTheRent
sAreBack,
You
Ain'
tGetti
n'Non
Owet
hu:
SoWeGonnaBeLef
tAl
one?
Vusi
:Am II
nvi
sibl
e?
Ol
wethu:I
t'
sNotLi
keYouGonnaPayAny
At
tent
ionToUs,
All
YouGonnaDoIsWorkOut
Vusi
:YhoLemmeLeav
eForReal

Vusi
WentToHi
sRoom

Ol
wethu:Bhut
'Vusi
IsRi
ght,
TakeThis
Oppor
tuni
tyAndPayBhut'
LuuSomeVi si
tAnd
GoAndDoSomeSexual Exer
cises
Me:
SoThatYouCanAl
soBr
ingHoesToDad'
s
House?
Olwethu:
IDidn'
tHaveThatI
nMindButIMi
ght
JustConsiderI
tSi
nceYouMent
ionedI
t
Me:
YouSoSi
ck
Ol
wet
hu:
BlameMusaMor
ena
Me:
Owet
huAr
eYouCool
Wit
hMeLeav
ing?
Owethu:
IfYouGonnaBr
ingMeSomeGoodi
es
ThenWe'reGood
Me:
YouSoOl
dForYourAge
Owet
hu:
WeShoul
dBot
hBenef
itFr
om Thi
s
Me:
OkayFi
neDeal

ICall
edLuthoAndTol
dHim ToPickMeUp,
I
PackedMySmal l
BagAndWaitedForHi
m.He
Fi
nall
yArri
vedThenHeDr
oveUsToHi sHouse

Me:
Wher
e'sLhol
ho?
Lutho:Mom CameToFet chHer
,DadWas
Start
ingToGetSuspici
ousOrMaybeMenzi
ToldHim ThatLhol
hoIsWithMe
Me:
SoHeDi
dn'
tKnow?
Lut
ho:
He'
dKi
llMom I
fHe'
dFi
ndOut
,ThatMan
Hat
esMyGut
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryToHearThat
Lut
ho:
It'
sFi
ne,I
'
veDecidedToLi
veMyLi
feFor
MeNotForHim.I
'm DoneWit
hHim

WeSatOnTheCouchThenLut hoBroughtUsa
Fl
eeceAndSnacks,
WeKeptHav i
ngShort
KissesI
nBetweenThenISatOnHisLapAnd
WeHadTheLongestKissWhichLeftMeIna
SexualMood.
LuthoTookOf
fMyJacket ,
IToolOffHis.He
PickedMeUpAndWal kedToHi sRoom Wi t
h
Me,HePutMeOnTheBedAndWeCont i
nued
Kissi
ng,
WeStr
ippedEachOt herNaked.Lutho
TookaLongLookAtMyBody

Lut
ho:
IFeelSoBadThatThisSmal
lFl
at
TummyWill
LookLikeaBall
oonSoon
Me:
AndAl
lThanksToYou

WeWentBackToKi ssi
ngAgainWhil
eLutho
Pl
ayedWi thMyBoobs, HePl
ay edWit
hMyCl i
t
AndIWasDr ippin'
Wet .
HeFinall
yShoved
HimselfI
nAndForAChangeI
Part
ici
pated: v:)
WeLiedOnOurBacksToCat chOurBr
eat
h,I
Fel
lAsl
eepRightOnHisChest.
WhenIWokeUp
TheFol
lowi
ngDay ,
Lut
hoWasNotNextToMe.
IWoreMyGownAndWalkedToTheLounge,
I
FoundLut
hoWi
thaGi
rlAndaBaby

Me:
Mor
ning
Lut
ho:
HeyBbe
Gi
rl
:WHOI
SSHELUTHO?
?
Lut
ho:
Angel
aPl
easeDon'
t

OhhSoHerNameWasAngel
a

Angel
a:IASKEDYOUAQUESTI
ON,
WHOI
SSHE
LUTHO??WHOTHEHELLISSHE??
Me:
Lut
hoWhat
'sGoi
ngOn?
Angel
a:ITHOUGHTWEWEREGONNAWORK
ONOURMARRI AGE,
SOTHI
SRINGONMY
FI
NGERMEANSNOTHI NGTOYOUHUH?THEI
DOESWEMADEI NFRONTOFTHEPRI
EST
MEANNOTHI NGTOYOU??
Me:
Wow
Lut
ho:
BbeThi
sIsAngel
aMyExWi
feAndHerS
-
Angel
a:I
'
M ANGELAZI
ZWE!LUTHO'
SWI
FE
ANDTHI
SISOURSON!OURSON!

WHOA!
!HOLLUP!
!THEFUCK?
?:
o:
'
(:
o
[05/
19,12:
28]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT35♡

IWasJustSt unnedNoStret
chThat ,
IWASWAY
BEYONDTHEWORDSHOCKED, IfIWasThe
Sensi
tiveTypeThatTai
ntsAfterHeari
ng
SomethingSoTr aumat
izi
ng,
IWoul d'
veFaint
ed.
I
JustStoodThereLikeAPoleAndSt aredAtThe
Gir
lDismayed

Lut
ho:
Sugar
Me:
..
..
..
.:
'
(
Angel
a:ISeeHeDi
dn'
tTel
lYouThatHeAl
ready
GotaFamily
Lut
ho:Angel
aJustShutUp!BabyCanIExpl
ain
ToYou?
Me:
IThi
nkI
t'
sMyCueToLeav
e
Angel
a:Don'
tTal
kToMeLi
keThatLut
hoI
n
Fr
ontOfTheBaby
Lut
ho:
ANGELAJUSTSHUTUP!
!

IWalkedBackToThe
Bedroom :'
(Cr
ying,Sad,
Shocked,
Mad,Angr
y.I
WasJustAnEmot ionalWreck.
LuthoGotInAnd
HeldMe

Me:Don'
tTouchMeLut
ho!DON'
TYOUDARE
TOUCHME!!:'(
Lut
ho:
BabyCanYouJustLemmeExpl
ain
Er
rthi
ngToYou?
Me:WHATISTHERETOEXPLAI
NLUTHO??
YOUMARRIEDANDYOUHAVEASONWI TCHO
WIFE,
WHAT'
STHERETOEXPLAINI
NTHAT??
WASISOMEKINDAREBOUNDWHILEYOU
WORKEDTHINGSOUTWITCHOWIFE?
?
Lut
ho:
What
??Esi
hleNo!
Me:
You'
reaDogLut
ho!ATai
l
essDog!
!
Lut
ho:
YouDon'
tMeanThat
Me:IMeanEver
yFuckenLet
terLutho
Zi
zwe,
JustGoBackToYourWi f
e!I'
ll
TakeMy
Thi
ngsAndLeaveYouTwoWor kingOnYour
MARRIAGE
Lut
ho:
SugarShe'
sNotM-
Me:SAVEI
TFORSOMEONEWHOCARES
LUTHO!:
'(:
'
(

IChangedToADr
essAndTookMyBagThen
WalkedToTheLoungeThenWentOut
,Lut
ho
WasWal ki
ngBesideMeAski
ngForAChance
ToExplai
nButIWasReall
yNotI
nTheMood
ForHisBull
shi
t.
"HeDi dn'
tTel
lMeThatHeWasMar r
iedOrThat
HeHadSonAndOnTopOfAl lThatHeToldMy
FatherThatHeWantedToMar ryMe.TheFuck
I
sWr ongWithThi
sNikka??SoHeWant edTo
MakeMeHi sSecondWife?FuckThat"

HePul
l
edMeToHi
m AndTi
ght
enedHi
sGr
ip

Me:
Lut
hoLeggoOf
fMe
Lut
ho:
CANYOUJUSTLI
STENTOMEFOR
ONCE??

HeRoared,
IWon'
tSayIDi
dn'
tGetFri
ght
ened
ButHeDidn'
tHav
eTheRightToBeThe
Shout
ingOrMadOneWhileHePlay
edMeAnd
Decei
vedMe

Me:DON'
TYOUDAREAndIMEANDON'
TYOU
DARERAI
SEYOURVOI
CEWHENTALKINGTO
MELUTHO!!
Lut
ho:
OkayLookIKn-
Me:WHATDOYOUKNOW LUTHO? ?HUH??
WHATDOYOUKNOW? ?DOYOUKNOW HOW
HURTIAM AYTNOW?HOW PLAYEDAND
DECEI
VEDIFEEL??HUH?DOYOU??JUSTLET
MEGOHOMEWHEREI '
M
LOVED,
RESPECTEDANDNOTPLAYEDFORA
FOOL
Lut
ho:
CanIAtLeastDr
iveYouHome?
Me:
No!
!
Lut
ho:BabyC'
monIJustWannaMakeSur
e
ThatYouAndMyBabyAreOkay
Me:THI
SISOFFI
CIALLYNOTYOURCHI
LD!
THERE'
SYOURCHILDINSI
DETHEHOUSE
WITCHOWI
FE,
THI
SISMYBABY!MYBABY
ALONE!
Lut
ho:
NowYouTaki
ngMadnessToAnot
her
Lev
el
Me:
Am ILutho?AM I
?Lut
hoZi
zweJustLeav
e
MeAlone!

IWal
kedAndLeftHi
m St
andi
ngTher
e,ICaught
ATaxiAndWentHome

{
Iwor
ktoohar
dforal
lmyshi
t
Tobegi
venaway
Fuckhowy
ouf
eel
Justputmyshi
tint
hegr
ey[
?]
I
fIgo
I
fIgo
I
fIgo
Iwanti
tal
lwi
thme

Wantt
otakeal
lthi
sshi
twi
thmewhenIgo
Wantt
otakeal
lthi
sshi
twi
thmewhenIgo
Leav
enot
hingbehi
nd,
leav
enot
hingbehi
nd
Al
lthi
sshi
twi
thmewhenIgo
Wantt
otakeal
lthi
sshi
twi
thmewhenIgo}

"IGaveLuthoMyHear t,
MyLov e,MySoul And
That'
sHowHeRepai dMe. HeNev erEv enTried
ToTellMeThatHeWasMar r
iedOrHadaSon!
WhatKindaFatherAndHusbandI sHe?AndOn
TopOfEv er
ythi
ngHeTol dMyPar entsThatHe
WantedToMar ryMe,TheHell
?SoI tWasCl ear
HeWasTal ki
n'BoutMakingMeHi sSecond
WifeAndIEsihl
eMor enaWoul dNev erSett
le
ForLessHELLNO! ":'(:(: '
(: (:'(
IGotHomeAndOpenedUsi ngMyKey ,
IWent
Strai
ghtToMyRoom AndThr ewMy selfOnMy
Bed.LuthoTriedCal l
ingMeButISwi tchedMy
PhoneOf f.
IJustThoughtOfEv ery
thi
ngAnd
ThatINev erTookAPr egnancyTestToBeSur e
ThatIWasReal l
yPr egnant .
AtThatMomentI
WishedTheTestWoul dSayI'm Wasn't
Pregnant,
IJustDi dn'tWantAny thi
ngToWi th
LuthoZizweAndAChi l
dWasSoGonnaKeep
Him CloseEvenI fIDi dn'
tWantHi m.
IWentToTakeTheLongestWarm Bath,
WoreA
DressAndSandal
s,
Leat
herJacketThenTook
SomeMoneyFr om MySav
ings.
IFeltLikePuking,
IWentToTheBat
hroom And
DidTheDeedThenWentToThe
Kit
chen, Ol
wethuAndVusiWereMaking
Breakfast

Me:
Mor
ning
Ol
wet
hu:
WhoaWer
en'
tYouSupposedToBeAt
Bhut
'Bae'
sHouse?
Me:
ISt
il
lHav
eAHome
Vusi
:Di
dLut
ho'
sMai
nChi
ckKi
ckYouOut
?
Me:
Yeah

IOpenedTheFr
idgeAndLookedForFr
uit
s

Vusi
:JustKi
ddi
n'
Me:
AndIAi
n'
t
Ol
wet
hu:
AreYouForReal
?
Me:
Vusi
CanYouPl
easeDr
iveMeToTheMal
l
?
Vusi
:YouCanGoThereByFeetAndBesi
des
YouNeedTheExer
cise
Me:
Oh

ITookMyAppleAndBananaThenWal
ked
Outt
aTheKi
tchen
Vusi
:I
'm JustKi
ddi
n'WassupWi
tchu?
Me:
TheSkyI
sUpButIAi
n'
tWi
thI
t
Vusi
:Someone'
sMoody
Me:AreYouGonnaDr
iveMeToTheMal
lOr
What?
Vusi
:Gi
mmeaFew
Me:
Cool

HeWentToTakeTheCarKey
sThenWeGotI
n
TheCarThenHeDr
oveToTheMall

Vusi
:Esi
hleReal
l
yWassup?
Me:
Not
hing
Vusi
:YouSt
il
lGonnaTel
lMeAy
t?
Me:
ISAI
DIT'
SNOTHI
NGVUSI
,
WHATDOYOU
WANTMETOSAY?
Vusi
:SeeWhatIMean
Me:
..
..
..
..:
'
(
Vusi
:BabyWhat'
sWr ong?Esihl
eI'm NotJust
YourBr
other
,I
'
m YourFriendToo.YouKnowYou
CanTell
MeEv er
ythi
ng
Me:
I'
m Fi
ne
Vusi
:NoYouNot
Me:
..
..
..
.:
'
(
Vusi
:Baby
?
Me:
IDon'
tWannaTal
kBoutI
t
Vusi
:Di
dLut
hoHur
tYouOrSomet
hing?
Me:
ISai
dIDon'
tWannaTal
kBoutI
t!
Vusi
:OkayFi
neThenButAl
way
sKnowI
'
ll
Al
waysBeThereForYou
Me:
ThanksButI
'
llBeFi
ne

HeLookedAtMeWi
thaSadFaceButShi
ft
ed
HisAtt
enti
onBackToTheRoad, IWentToBuy
ThePregnancyTestThenVusiDrov
eUsBack
Home.ITookItAndI tShowedTwoLinesSo
JeahIWasOf fi
cial
l
yGoi ngToBeaSingleMom.
ISl
eptAl
mostAl
lAf
ter
noon,
Vusi
KnockedOn
MyRoom

Me:
What
??
Vusi
:Ai
n'
tYouHungr
y?IMadeSomet
hingTo
Eat
Me:
I'
dNev
erSayNoToFood
Vusi:ComeOutThenAndOhhUncl
eAv
ela
I
nv i
tedUsToHisHouse.
He'
sHavi
ngAHuge
Braai
Me:
AreWeSl
ewpi
ngOv
er?
Vusi
:WeMightComeHomeLat
eOrMay
be
Sl
eepOver
me:
OkayGi
mmeaFew
ITookAnOutfitI
nCaseWeSl eepOv
erThenMy
Toil
etr
ies.
IWentToEatWhatVusiMadeThen
WeDr oveToUncleAvel
a'
sHouseWithThe
Twins.
WhenWeGotTher e,
ItWasAlr
eady
PackedOutsi
de.
WeWentI nAndGr eetedErrone,
Peopl
eWer e
Alr
eadyGet t
ingWast ed.IWentToThe
Ladies,UncleAvelaAndAnel a'sMom (Unathi
)
BrokeUpLongTi meAgoButTheyWer eSt i
ll
GoodFr i
endsAndAnel aLiv
edWi thUncle.
She
Was10Year sOld,TheTwinsWentToPl ayWith
HerWhi l
eILookedForARoom AndWentBack
ToSl eep.IWokeUpToSomeoneOpeni ngThe
Door

Guy
:OhhSor
ryIWasLooki
n'ForTheBat
hroom
Me:
O-kay
HeWasCut
e:
)

Guy:
CanYouPleaseShowMe?I
t'
sMyFi
rst
Ti
meHereSo.
..
..
Me:
Can'
tYouSeeThatI
'
m Sl
eepi
n'Her
e?
Guy
:OhhSor
ry
Me:
Thi
rdDoorOnYourRi
ght
Guy
:OhhThankYou

IWentBackToSl eepTil
lUncleAv el
aDragged
MeOut taTheRoom AndSai dTheMeatWas
Wai t
ingToBeEat enByMe. IWentOut si
deAnd
JoinedEv er
yone,WeAteTheMeatWhi leSome
Peopl eWereDrinki
ng.
IDecidedToTakeaWal k
'
roundSi nceIWasBor ed.
I'
veBeenTher eThree
OrFourTi mesSoIKnewFewCor nersAndAll
ThatI sh.
ILef
tMyPhoneI nTheHouseCoz
ThereWer eWannaBeThugs' roundAndIWas
InNoMoodToKi ckSomeAsses. While
Walki
ng,
Thr
eeGuysSit
ti
ngOnStonesWhi
stl
ed
ButIPai
dNoAtt
enti
onToThem

Guy
1:Wai
tUpForUs

ICont
inuedWal
ki
ng

Guy2:
MaybeSheDidn'
tHearYou,
Hey
Sweet
hear
tWaitUpForUs!

ISt
il
lCont
inuedWithMyWalk,IFel
tAStrong
Gri
pOnMyAr m,
ITurnedOnl
yToFi ndThose
Thr
eeGuysBehindMe

Guy
3:Ar
eYouDeafOrSomet
hing?
Me:
IfILookDeafThenIAm
Guy
2:SoYouCanHear
?WhyDi
dn'
tYouWai
t
UpForUs?
Me:
DidIHav
eTo?
Guy
1:ISeeYouThi
nkYouMi
ssAl
lAndThat
Me:
Aren'
tI?
Guy
3:CanWeSeeYourPhoneAndWal
l
et
Me:
HahaYouFunnyYouKnow
Guy
2:SoYouWantUsToTakeI
tByOur
sel
ves?
Me:IReall
yDon'tHav
eTimeToWast
eAnd
DudePleaseLetGoOffMyArm

TheyPutMeI
nTheMi
ddl
e

Me:
OkaySoHowLongAr
eYouGonnaMake
MeStandHer
e?

TheySear
chedMyJacket
,IJustLetThem
Voi
ce:
NikkaShe'
sWi
thMe,
TheFuckYouDoi
ng?
Guy
2:Har
dieBoyWeDi
dn'
tKnow

TheyMovedAway
,ITur
nedAndSawTheGuy
WhoKnockedOnMyDoorComingTowar
dsMe

Hi
m:Let
'sGoBbe
Me:
Bbe?
Hi
m:JustPl
ayAl
ong
Me:ThanksForBei
ngQui
ckBABEWhoKnows
WhatTheyWould'
veDoneToMeIfYouDi
dn'
t

HeJustLaughedAndTookMeByMyHand,We
JustWal
kedFewFeetAwayFrom ThoswGuy
s

Hi
m:I
'
m Thobel
a
Me:
Esi
hle
Thobel
a:WhatchuDoingWalki
ngAl
oneOn
TheseDanger
ousStreets?
Me:
Danger
ous?
Thobel
a:Thi
sAi
n'
tThoseSubur
bsY'
al
lLi
veI
n
Me:
WhoSai
dILi
veI
nSubur
bs?
Thobel
a:ICanSeeaSubur
bian,
I
'veBeenHer
e
ForAWhileSoICanTel
lWhatKindaLif
e
SomeoneIsUsedToOrLiv
ing
Me:
Wow
Thobel
a:SoWher
eYouGoi
ngEsi
hle?
Me:JustWal
ki
ngToWher
eev
erMyFeetCan
TakeMe
Thobel
a:Ohh?
Me:
Yeap
Thobel
a:Dest
ressi
ng?
Me:
Somet
hingLi
keThat
Thobel
a:ISeeSoHowOl
dIsEsi
hleAndWhatI
s
SheCur
rent
lyDoi
ng?
Me:
WhyDoYouWantToKnowBoutMe?
Thobel
a:You'
reAnI
nter
est
ingPer
son
Me:Ohh?Thanks.
Uhhm I
'
m 16AndCurr
entl
y
Doi
ngGrade11.NowTell
MeBoutThobel
a
Thobel
a:Uhhm I
'
m 19AndCur
rentl
yWal
ki
ng
TheseStr
eetsEv
ery
dayToHustl
eWhil
eI'
m St
il
l
Taki
ngaGapYear
Me:
WhatKi
ndaHust
li
ng?
Thobel
a:HahaDon'
tWor
ryI
t'
sLegal
Me:IThi
nkIShouldGetBackBef
oreEv
ery
one
Get
sWor r
iedBoutMe

WeTur nedAndWal kedBackToUncl eAv ela'

s
HouseThenThobel aTurnedWhenWeGotTo
TheGat e.
ISawAFami li
arFaceComi ng
TowardsMe, I
tWasLi t
haWithaGirl
.They
StoppedAndKi ssedThenTheGir
lGotI nsidea
Yar
dFewMet
ersAwayFr
om Uncl
eAv
's.

Me:
Lit
ha!

HeTur
ned,
HeWasSoShockedToSeeMe

Li
tha:
What
chuDoi
ngHer
e?
Me:ThatDoesn'
tMat
ter
,SoI
sThatYour
Gi
rl
fri
end?
Li
tha:IDon'
tSeeHowThatI
sAnyOfYour
Business
Me:ItBecameMyBusi nessTheMinut
eYou
Star
tedDati
ngWi t
hMyFr iendAndMadeHer
LeaveMyBr ot
herForYou
Li
tha:IDi
dn'
tAskToDat
eWit
hHer,
SheOff
ered
Hersel
fSoIDon'
tKnowWhyYouGet
ti
ngAll
WorkedUp
Me:
She'
sSoGonnaLeav
eYourFl
atBl
ackAss
WhenITel
lHerEv
ery
thi
ng
Li
tha:DoILookLi
keICar
e?IGotWhatI
WantedSoGoAhead

THEFUCK?
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[05/
19,12:
35]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT36♡

THEFUCK?
?:
o:
o

Me:
Let
'sPr
etendYouDi
dn'
tJustSayThat
Li
tha:
I'
veAl
way
sWant
edYouNotHer
Me:
What
??:
o
Li
tha:
I'
veAl
way
sWant
edYou
Me:SoWhyDi
dYouAgreeToDat
eWit
hHerOr
Sl
eepWit
hHerI
fYou'
veAlway
sWant
edMe?
Li
tha:
I'
m aGuy
,IWoul
dn'
tJustSayNoToa
Fr
eePussy
Voi
ce:
Wher
e'sTheFr
eePussy
?

ITur
nedAndSawVusi
Standi
ngBesi
deMe

Li
tha:
IShoul
dGetGoi
ng?
Vusi
:Wher
e'sTheFr
eePussy
?I'
mInNeedOf
One
Li
tha:
I'
ll
SeeYou'
RoundEsi
hle
Vusi
:Di
dISaySomet
hingWr
ong?

Li
thaWalkedAway
,IJustShr
uggedMy
Shoul
der
s
Vusi
:I
sThePussyHe'
sTal
ki
n'BoutI
nam'
s?

ILookedAtHi
m

Vusi
:ThatI
diotI
sPl
ayi
ngI
nam?
Me:
JeahJustLi
keYouDi
d
Vusi
:SOYOUTELLI
NGMETHATTHATNI
KKA
I
SSAYINGINAM'
SPUSSYI
SFREE?
?
Me:
Cal
m Down
Vusi
:Hol
dHer
e

HeHandedMeHi
sPhone

Me:
Wher
eYouGoi
ng?
Vusi
:JustToSor
tSome'
i
ngOut
HeRanToLi
tha,
IFoll
owedHim.HeGotToHi
m
AndPul
l
edHim RoughlySoHeCoul
dFaceHi
m

Li
tha:
DudeYouHav
eAPr
obl
em?

Vusi
SnortedAndThr
ewaPunch,
Li
thaGotUp
AndHisLowerLi
pWasBleedi
ng

Li
tha:
THEFUCKI
SWRONGWI
TCHUNI
KKA?
?
Vusi
:Li
stenHer
eBOY

HeArti
cul
atedTheBoyPar tToShowHow
Ser
iousHeWas, IWasn'
tReall
yInTheMoodTo
SeeVusiI
nAction.

Vusi
:I
fYouDon'
tWantaGi
rl
,Tel
lHer
!St
op
Sayi
n'BadSt
uffBoutHerAndEspeci
all
yIfThat
Gir
lIsCl
oseToMe
Li
tha:
ICan'
tBel
iev
eYouFight
in'
ForABi
tch
WhoLeftYouTheMinut
eSheGotTheTast
eOf
MyDick

Vusi
Thr
ewAnotherPunchWhi
chMadeLi
tha
Ki
ssTheGr
ound

Vusi
:C'
MONFIGHTBACK!YOUMA' FUCKEN
MALEHOESORGOSSI PERSWHATEVERTHE
HELLYOUARECAN'TEVENTHROW A
PUNCH.ALLY'
ALLKNOW ISTOSPREADBAD
STUFFBOUTGIRLS.
YOUTALKEDBOUTA
WRONGPERSONTOTHEWRONGPERSONAT
THEWRONGTI ME!I
MMAWHI PYOURASSBOY
TI
LLYOUDON'TKNOW YOURNAME, YOU
DON'TMESSWITHMEORANYONECLOSETO
ME!
Me:
NowCanWeGo?
Vusi
:IWantThi
sThi
ngToFi
ghtBack
Me:
HeWon'
t,
Can'
tYouSeeThat
?
Vusi
:Dar
eSayAnotherBadThi
ngBoutI
nam,I
'
ll
DoSomethi
ngWorseThanThisPamper
ingI
WasGivi
ngYou

VusiTookHisPhoneFrom MeThenWeWal ked

BackToUncleAv'sHouse.
IJustWentToThe
Room ISl
eptInAndFoundTheTwi nsFast
Asl
eepSoIJustJoinedThem.TheFoll
owing
Day,
IWokeUpToSomeoneCl osi
ngTheDoor ,I
t
WasVusi

Me:
WhatTi
meI
sIt
?
Vusi
:Past8
Me:
WhyDi
dYouWakeUpThi
sEar
ly?
Vusi
:INev
erSl
ept
,I
tWasGoi
ngDownThe
Whol
eNi
ght
Me:
Yho
Vusi
:DashIWannaSl
eep

HeCoul
dn'
tEv
enSt
andSt
il
l

Me:
YouReal
l
yDr
unk
Vusi
:CanITel
lYouSome'
i
ng?
Me:
GoAhead
Vusi
:IMeantWhatISai
dToI
nam
Me:
AndThatI
s?
Vusi
:ThatShe'
sMom' sFut
ureDaught
erI
n
Law.
BbeILov eThatGi
rl
Me:AndSheLovesYouTooButYouKeptOn
Hur
ti
ngHerOverAndOverAgai
n
Vusi
:ICan'
tDat
eWi
thOneGi
rl
Me:
ThenFor
getMaki
n'I
nam Mom'
sDaught
er
I
nLaw
Vusi
:IWi
shShe'
dUnder
stand
Me:
Under
standWhat
?
Vusi
:ThatI'
m St
il
l Tast
ingOtherDi
shesAnd
Samples,
She'
sAlreadyMyMai nMeal ThatI
'
m
Keepi
ngAsideForTheFut ur
e
Me:That
'sBul
lshi
t!YouWantI
nam ToHol
dYou
DownWhileYouFUCKWi t
hOtherHoes
Vusi
:SheKnowsILov
eHer
Me:
JeahAy
t,JustSl
eepVusi

IOpenedSomeSpaceForHim ToSl
eep,IGot
UpAndWentToBath.IMadeBreakf
ast
,Thobel
a
GotIn

Thobel
a:Mor
ningYou
Me:
HeyYou,
What
chuDoi
ngHer
eThi
sEar
ly?
JustThenUncl
eAvCameOutOfHi
sRoom

Uncl
eAv
:Ei
taBoy
Thobel
a:Ol
aBr
a,ICameForThatThi
ng
Uncl
eAv :
LemmeGoAndFet chI
tFr
om My
Room,Esi
hlePl
easeGi
veHi
m Somethi
ngToEat
Me:
Kay

Uncl
eAvLef
t,
Thobel
aSatDown

Thobel
a:SoYouCanCook?
Me:
I'
m Tr
ying
Thobel
a:I
tSmel
l
sGoodI
nHer
e,I
'
m Sur
eYou'
re
aGoodCook

IDi
shedUpForMe,
Him AndUncl
eAv
.IGav
e
Thobel
aHi
sPl
ateAndSatNextToHi
m

Me:
SoYouAndUncl
eAvKnowEachOt
her
?
Thobel
a:Somet
hingLi
keThat
Me:
YouFr
iends?
Thobel
a:He'
sOl
dToBeFr
iendsWi
thMe
Me:
ThenHowDoYouKnowEachOt
her
?
Thobel
a:IWasHi
sDeej
ayLastNightWit
hMy
Cousi
n,
WhoWasTheOneLef tDoingEv
eryt
hing
WhenILeft
Me:
You'
reADj
?
Thobel
a:JeahSomet
hingLi
keThat
Me:SoThatI
sTheHust
li
ngYouWer
eTel
l
in'
Me
Bout
?
Thobel
a:Ki
nda
Uncl
eAv:Here'
sYourThankYouBoy,
YouAnd
ThatOt
herBoyYouWer eHer
eWithDidAGreat
Job
Thobel
a:WeAlwaysAi
m ToPl
easeAndI
'
m
Real
lyHappyToHearThat

Uncl
eAvGav eHim Hi
sMoneyThenWeAl lSat
DownAndAt e.Thobel
aKeptSmili
ngAtMeAnd
I
'dJustSmileBack,HeSeemedLikeaLov
ing
Soul
.IOff
eredToWal kHim Out

Me:YouMustBeMaki
ngaLot
taCashFr
om
Thi
sDeej
ayi
ngThi
ngy
Thobel
a:ITr
yHey
Me:
SoWhatDoYouDoWi
thTheMoney
?
Thobel
a:ISav
eItForMyNextYearSt
udi
esBut
IGiv
eSomeToMom ToHel pWi t
hTheHouse
Needs
Me:
Wow
Thobel
a:What
?
Me:MostGuysWoul
dJustSpendTheMoney
OneGi
rl
s,Par
ti
esAndExpensi
veThi
ngs
Thobel
a:I
'
m NotJustAnyGuy
,I
'm Me
Me:
AndIAgr
eeWi
tchuOnThatOne
Thobel
a:IThi
nkYouShouldGoBackHome,
I
Don'
tWantBraAvThinki
ngIStol
eHisNi
ece
Me:
HahaOkayThenBy
e
Thobel
a:YouNev
erTol
dMeWher
eYouSt
ayOr
Li
ve
Me:
Let
'sLeav
eThatOnTheHandsOfFat
e
Thobel
a:HahaOkay

ITurnedBackHome,IFoundTheTwinsAlready
UpAndEat i
ng.Uncl
eAv ,
SomeOfHisFri
ends
AndITriedToClean'Round.
Vusi
WasSt i
ll
Asleep.
HeFinall
yWokeUpAndBat hed,
HeAt e
ThenWeAl lGotReadyToGoBackHome.
WeSai
dOurGoodby
esToEv
ery
one,
Uncl
eAv
GaveUsSomeFewHundr edsThenWeLef t
.On
TheWayWeSawAGr oupOfGuy sRunni
ngIn
FrontOfTheCar,
WhenWeGotToTheRobot s
TheyThrewTwoBl ocksAndBr okeTheBack
Window,Lucki
l
yTheTwi nsDidn'tGetHur
t

Vusi
:THEFUCK?
?
Me:
VUSILOOKTHERE!
!LI
THAI
SWI
THTHEM
Vusi
:ThatBoy
'sGonnaGetWhatHeWant
s!
Me:
JustLetHi
m Be
Vusi
:ESI
HLEYOUKNOW HOW FURI
OUS
MOM'SGONNAGETWHENSHESEESTHI S!
Me:ButYouCan'
tFi
ghtAl
lOfThem!JustDr
ive
Away!
Vusi
:Bu-
MeAndTheTwi
ns:
DRI
VEAWAY!
!!
!
Vusi
:JeezOkayFi
ne
HeDroveAwayWhi l
eLithaAndHisFriends
Whist
ledAndMov ed'roundTheCar .
WeGot
HomeAndVusi TriedToSweepTheGl asses
Fr
om TheCar.
WhileHel pingHim,
Inam GotIn
AndCameToUs. SheRel easedTheHot test
Sl
apAcrossVusi'
sFace

Vusi
:TheFUCK?
I
nam:VUSIYOUNEVERTREATEDME
RI
GHT,YOUTREATEDMELIKETRASHAND
NOW THATIFOUNDSOMEONEILOVE,
YOUGO
OUTTHERETODESTROYTHAT!
Vusi
:ExcuseMe?
I
nam:LI
THATOLDMETHATYOUWENTTO
WHEREHESTAYSANDBEATHI
M UP
Vusi
:Di
dHeTel
lYouWhyIBeatHi
m Up?
Inam:I
SN'
TITOBVI
OUS?VUSIYOUJUST
JEALOUSTHATIFOUNDSOMEONEWHO
LOVESMEUNLIKEYOU
Vusi
:ThatAsshol
eYouCallYourBoyfr
iend
Doesn'
tLoveYouIfYouMustKnow,HeSaid
YourPussyI
sFree.DamnYouInam!HeSai d
YouThrewYoursel
fToHim AndHeJust
WantedToFUCKYouAndThat 'sJustThat
I
nam:
YouLy
ing
Vusi
:Am I
?HeBrokeUpWi t
chuDidn'
tHe?And
HeSaidHeDidCozIBeatHim Up?HeAlr
eady
WantedToTheMinut
eHeGotWhatHeWant ed
WayBefor
eIEvenRearr
angedHisFace
I
nam:
That
'sNotTr
ue
Vusi
:Tel
lHerEsi
hle
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryButI
t'
sTr
ue
Vusi
:AndTellHim ThatI'
m St
il
lGonnaCome
Aft
erHim ForDoi
ngThi sToMom' sCar
I
nam:YouBot
hLyi
ng,
YouEsi
hle,
YouJustWant
MeToGetBackWi
thVusi
Me:Bel
iev
eWhatchuWannaBeliev
eButWe're
Tel
l
ingYouTheTrut
h..
..
.Vusi
I'
m GoingToThe
ShopToBuyMy sel
fSomeAir
ti
meWhi
l
eYou
TwoTalkBoutYourI
ssues

ILeftThem ThereAndWal kedToTheShops, A

CarStoppedBesi deMe,Thr eeGuysGotOutAnd
PushedMeI nt
oTheCar .TheyAl soGotInAndIt
SpedAway ,IWasCr y
ingAndScr eamingOnThe
Way ,
IStoppedWhenTheyPar kedInFrontOf
Lutho'
sHouse. TheyGotInWi t
hMeAndLut ho
WasI nTheLounge

Lut
ho:
SoYouReal
l
yBr
oughtMyPackage

HeCameToSt
andI
nFr
ontOfMe

Lut
ho:
ThanksGuy
s,YouCanGoNow

TheGuy
sLef
t
Me:
Real
l
yLut
ho?Ki
dnappi
ng?
Lut
ho:YouSwi
tchedOffYourPhoneWhi
leYou
WereBusyMaki
ngFri
endsWi t
hLowLif
eBoy s
Me:
WEREYOUHAVI
NGMEFOLLOWED?
?
Lut
ho:
IJustWant
edToMakeSur
eThatYou
AndMyBabyWereOkay
Me:
YOUCRAZY.
.WHATDOYOUWANTFROM
MELUTHO?
Lut
ho:
TimeToExpl
ain
Me:Ex
plai
nWhat?ThatYouMarri
edAndHav
e
ASon?There'
sNot
hingToExpl
ainTher
e
Lut
ho:
Angel
aIsMyExWi
fe
Me:
WhoYouWor
kingThi
ngsOutWi
th
Lut
ho:
Mxm.
..
..
AndHerSonAi
n'
tMySon
Me:HahaJeahAyt,
Lut
hoYou'
dHaveToDo
MoreThanThatToGetMeBack.
NowCanIGo
BackHome?
HeSatDownAndLookedAtMe

Lutho: DadHasAl waysBeenObsessedOr

LovedHi sEmpi reMoreThanAny t
hing.
He
Mar ri
edAngelaForMeWhenIWas18SoThat
HeCoul dTeachMeEv ery
thi
ngBoutHi s
BusinessToMakeSur eThatIt
'l
lBeSuccessf
ul
EvenI fHeAin'tThereSoHeWant edMeTo
StartMyOwnFami l
yAtAYoungAge
Me:
Am ISupposedToFeel
Sor
ryForYou?
Lut
ho:IDidn'tTouchNorKissAngel
a,
IWent
AwayToMyAunt 'sHouseToSpendTimeWith
MyCousins,Leavi
ngAngelaBehi
ndThenWhenI
CameBackSheWasPr egnant
Me:
Mxm Lut
hoCanIGoHome?
Lut
ho:
MyFat
herI
mpr
egnat
edHer
Me:
WHOAWHAT?
?
Lutho:HeSai dItWasSomet hingAccept ableIn
OurCulture,MoreLikeaTr aditi
on.HeSai dI fI
Couldn'
tMakeMyWi f
ePr egnantThenHeHad
TheRightToDoI tByHi msel fAndIHadTo
RaiseTheChi ldLikeMyOwnCozAccor dingTo
OurCulture,TheBabyWasMi ne,
DadJust
DonatedHi sSper m WhileIHadMi ll
ionsOfMy
Own.WhenIHear dThat ,IDivorcedAngel a.Dad
TookHerSomewher eEl seWher eHeTookCar e
OfHerWi thoutMom' sKnowl edge, ICouldn' t
CareLessCozINev erLov edHer .From That
DayOnwar dsDadHat edMyGut sAnd
Everyt
hingIDi d.
SoSugarThatBabyAi n'
tMi ne
AndThatWi feAin'
tMi ne

FUCKMESI
DEWAYS:
o:
o
[05/
19,12:
42]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2
#I
NSERT37♡

IWasJustSpeechl
ess,
Lutho'
sFat
herWasPure
Evi
l
.WhatKindaManDoesThatToHi sOwnSon
AndHideBehindTr
adit
ionAndCul
ture?
SoItWasClearThatHisHateForHi
m Wasn't
JustBoutTheLi
fest
yleLut
hoWasLiving,
His
HatredCameALongWay

Lut
ho:
WantSomet
hingToEat
?
Me:
Uhmmm I
'
m SoSor
ryToHearThatIDi
dn-
Lut
ho:
It'
sFi
ne,
That
'sI
nThePastNow

TearsJustEscapedMyEyes,
IDon'
tKnowWhy
ButIJustFel
tLikeCr
ying
Me:IShoul
d'
veGiv
enYouTimeToExplai
n,
I
WasJustTooShockedAndHur
t.
IThought
-
Lut
ho:
Shhh

HeSmashedHisLi
psOnMi ne,
IKissedHi
m
BackWhil
eSti
ll
Cry
ing.
Lut
hoBr okeTheKi
ss
AndLookedAtMe,
HeChuckled.

Lut
ho:
WhyYouCr
ying?
Me:
IDunno
Lut
ho:
YouSuchACr
yBaby
Me:
NoI
'
m Not
Lut
ho:
YesYouAr
e
Me:
NoI
-

HeKi
ssedMeAgai
nThenWeLookedAtEach
Ot
her
,IHel
dHi
sHand
Me:I
'm Real
l
ySor
ryToHearWhat
choDadDi
d
ToYou
Lutho:BySl
eepi
n'Wit
hAngel
a,
HeDidMea
HugeFav or
.HeGaveMeAVali
dReasonTo
Div
or ceHer
Me:ButThatLedToThi
sBadBl
oodBet
ween
YouTwo
Lutho:HeExpect edTooMuchFr om MeAndI'
ll
Nev erBeHi sSl
av eLi
keMenziI
s,Danci
ngTo
What everTuneHe' sSi
ngi
ng.
I'
m MyOwnDamn
AssMan, ICanTakeCar eOfMy sel
f.
IDon'
tNeed
HisLousyI nher
it
anceOrAnyShi tHeHasTo
Give

ILookedAtHi
m AndLaughed,
HeLookedSo
HotAndCuteSayi
ngWhatHeWasSay ing

Lut
ho:
What
?:
)
Me:
YouJustLookedHotWhenYouSai
dThat
Lut
ho:
AndYouFel
tLi
keTaki
n'ABi
teAy
t?!
Me:
..
..
..
..:
)
Lut
ho:
Right

HeGotCl
oserAndWrappedHisRi
ghtHand
'
roundMyWaistAndPeckedMyLi
ps

Lut
ho:
IMi
ssedYourCr
ayAss
Me:
MyAssAi
n'
tCr
azy
Lut
ho:
It'
sJustBi
gAy
t?!

ILaughedAndHitHim Pl
ayful
l
y,HePi
ckedMe
UpAndWal kedToTheKitchenWithMe.HePut
MeOnTheKi t
chenCount
erThenWentToOpen
TheFridge
Me:I
fYouGonnaCookPleaseCal
lMyParents
AndTel
lThem ToPr
epar
eForTwoFunerals
Lut
ho:
Huh?
Me:YouGonnaKi
l
lMeAndMyBabyWi
tcho
Cooki
ng
Lut
ho:
IAi
n'
tABadCookSweet
hear
t
Me:
JeahAy
t

HeTookAnApronAndPutItOn,IGotDown
Fr
om TheCounterAndAl
soWor eAnApron.
I
Hel
pedHim Wit
hTheCooking,
MyPhoneRang

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
Vusi
Vusi
:TheShopsAi
n'
tEv
en10Mi
nut
esAway
Me:
HahaOhhBoutThat
Vusi
:Wher
eYouAt
?
Me:
Uhhm AtLut
ho'
sPl
ace
Vusi
:YouShoul
d'
veJustTol
dMeThatYou
Vi
sit
ingHi
m
Me:IWasReall
yGoi
ngToTheShopButLut
ho'
s
GoonsKi
dnappedMe
Vusi
:Am ISupposedToBel
i
eveThat
?
Me:
HahaForReal
Dude
Vusi:
Tell
MeIfYouGonnaComeBackAnd
HalaForMeTher
e

ITur
nedAndLookedAtLut
ho

Me:
Vusi
Say
sHi
Lut
ho:
Hal
aBack!

.
..
.
Me:HopeYouHear
dHim..
..
SoWhatHappened
Bet
weenYouAndInam?
Vusi
:You'
l
lHearEr
rthi
ngWhenYouBack
Me:
ButI
-
Vusi
:By
e

HeHungUpOnMe

Lut
ho:
IsI
nam Hi
sGi
rl
fr
iend?
Me:AndMyFr
iendTooOrLemmeSayEx
Fr
iend
Lut
ho:
Gir
lDr
ama,
IDon'
tEv
enWannaKnow.

WeFini
shedWhatWeWereCookin'ThenWent
ToTheLoungeAndAteWhi
l
eWat chingT.
V.My
Pl
ateWasAssFull
(HeyWasEat
ingForTwo)
ISatOnTheCouchWhi
l
eLut
hoSatI
nBet
ween
MyLegsOnTheFl
oor

Me:
CanIAskYouSome'
i
ngBbe?
Lut
ho:
Shoot
Me:
Wher
e'sYourGun?
Lut
ho:
TheGangst
er'
sDaught
er
Me:
Mxm What
ever
..
..
.Uhhm Bbe
Lut
ho:
Sugar
Me:Don'
tYouSometi
mesWishThingsWer
e
Di
ff
erentBet
weenYouAndYourFathe-
Lut
ho:IUsedToButIGr
ewUpNowAndIDon'
t
NeedHim
Me:SoYouJustGonnaLetMenzi
TakeEr
rthi
ng
ThatBel
ongsToYou?
Lut
ho:IGotEver
y t
hingThatBel
ongsToMeBy
MySideWithEveryt
hingINeed.
IGotMyOwn
Apart
ment,
ADecentJobAndSoonI 'l
lBeDone
Wit
hMySt udi
es.IGotYouAndOurBaby,IDon'
t
NeedMyFat
herOrAny
thi
ngThatComesFr
om
Hi
m
Me:
Ever
yChi
l
dNeedsI
tsFat
herBbe
Lut
ho:IAi
n'
tNoChi
ldAny
moreAndThat
'
sWhy
IWannaBeTher
eForMyBaby

IJustLookedAtHi
m AndWentAl
lEmot
ional

Lut
ho:
Someone'
sGonnaCr
yAgai
n
Me:
NoI
'
m Not
Lut
ho:
YouCut
eWhenYouCr
ying
Me:
LiarWho'
sCut
eWhenTheyCr
yin'
?
Lut
ho:
MySugarBoom Boom

IBentDownAndKissedHi
m.OnThatPosit
ion
WeWer eBot
hAbleToGetEachOther
'sLower
Li
ps: p
WeBrokeTheKissThenITookThePlat
esTo
TheKi
tchen,
IRi
nsedThem AndWentBackTo
Lut
hoInTheLounge.
IFoundHim Wi
thAnga
AndSi
ya

Si
ya:
TheWomanOfTheHouse
Me:
HeyGuy
s
Anga:
HeyMr
s

ISatNextToLut
ho

Si
ya:
SoHav
eYouTol
dHerYet
?
Lut
ho:
Siy
aBr
o!
Me:
Tol
dMeWhat
?
Si
ya:
YhoIDi
dn'
tKnowBoy
Me:
I'
m Al
lEar
s
Si
ya:
Lut
hoHasToI
ntr
od-
Lut
ho:
ICanTal
kForMy
sel
fSi
ya!
Si
ya:
JustThoughtI
'
dGetRi
dOfTheSpi
der
WebsForYou
Anga:
DudeJustShutUp!
Si
ya:LemmeGoAndGetMy sel
fABeerWhi
l
e
YouGetYourHeadsBi
tt
enOff
Me:
Lut
ho?
Si
ya:
I'
m Out

Si
yaWal
kedOut
,Lut
hoHel
dMyHands

Anga:
YouGoFi
rstDude
Me:
What
'sGoi
ngOnHer
eGuy
s?
Lut
ho:
YouKnowILov
eYouAy
t?
Me:
Lut
hoJustTal
k
Lut
ho:
Uhhhm OkayTheThi
ngI
s,
Anga,
Siy
aAnd
IDi
dSomeThinki
ngAndWe-Ei
sh
Me:
Lut
hoJustTal
k!
Anga:
WeWantYouToJoi
nUs
Me:
YouSpeaki
n'I
nTonguesDude
Lut
ho:Uhhm WeWantYouToJoi
nOurGang
Sugar
Me:
HahaYouKi
ddi
n'Ay
t?
Anga:
We'
reDeadSer
ious
Me:
WhyDoYouWantMeToJoi
nYourGang?
Lut
ho:
IGuessWeNeedYou
Me:
YouGuessYouNeedMe?
Lut
ho:
OkayWeNeedYouSugar
Me:GuysYou'
veBeenThugsForYearsNow
AndYouKnowTheGameI nsi
deOut,HowCan
YouNeedSomeoneWhoJustJoined?

AngaAndLut
hoLookedAtEachOt
her
Anga: TheThingIs,
Menzi IsBuil
dingaHuge
AndSt rongArmyAgai nstUs.HeGotMostOf
OurGuy sAgainstUs,Tell
ingThem ThatWe
Didn'
tKi l
lYourDadCozLut ho'
sIna
Relat
ionshipWithYouAndThatWeBet r
ayed
AviweSoWeShoul dNotBeTr usted
Me:
Wow
Lut
ho:ButI
fYouDon'
tWannaJoi
nUsBbeI
Under
st-
Anga:
SheMustJoi
n
Me:
SeemsLi
keYouAi
n'
tAski
ngMeAnga
Anga:YouJoin,
You'
l
lBeSafeWithUsButI
fYou
Don'
t,
I
t'l
lBeEasyForMenziToTakeYouOut
AndWeDon' tWantThatCozThatWoul
dBe
Li
keDestroy
ingMyBoy
Me:
ICanTakeCar
eOfMy
sel
fThankYou
Anga:
OkayIKnowYourFatherRunsThi
sCit
y
AndShitButDon'
tFor
getThatAv
iweDidToo
Me:
AndDadTookHi
m Out
Anga:AndAnot
herAv
iweGrewUp,
MenziI
s
Mad.He'
sAPsychoAndYouKnowThat
Me:
INeedSomeTi
meToThi
nkBoutThi
s
Siy
a:ButDon'
tThi
nkForTooLong,
WeDon' t
HaveEnoughTime(Get
ti
ngInTheLounge)And
ISeeYouDidn'
tChewThei
rHeadsOff
Anga:WeHav
eSomeFewPeopleWeWould
Li
keYouToMeetBef
oreYouMakeYour
Deci
si
on
Me:
WhatKi
ndaPeopl
e?
Anga:
You'l
lSeeWhenYouMeetEm,
CanWeGo
Now?IfThat
'sOkayWi
tchu
Me:
YouWantMeToMeetEm Now?
Lut
ho:
TheSoonerTheBet
ter
Me:
O-W-
K-Y

Lut
hoGav eMeHisJacketThenWeWentTo
TheCar
s,IRodeWit
hLuthoWhi l
eSi
yaAnd
AngaDr
oveThei
rOwnCar
s.
TheyPar
kedI
nFrontOfThi
sHouse,I
tWasn'
t
Bi
gNorSmallTwasJustAHouse.
LuthoTookMeByMyHandThenWeWentI n
Whi l
eSiy
aAndAngaWal kedBehindUs.WeGot
InThenSomeGir
lWearingBlackClothesThrew
AKni f
eAtMeButIDuckedAndI tWentStrai
ght
ToTheDoorBehi
ndAndAl mostToreItI
nto
Pieces

Me:
THEFUCK?
?
Gi
rl
:SheAi
n'
tBad
Lut
ho:
She'
sFr
om aRoy
alFami
l
y

TheGirl
LookedAtMeAndRoll
edHer
Eyes,
AngaAndSiyaAl
soGotI
n

Si
ya:
Who'
sHear
tAl
mostGotTor
nApar
t?
Gi
rl
:The"
Roy
alPr
incess'
s"

Lut
hoChuckl
edAndFi
stBumpedWi
thTwo
GuysI
nTheRoom

Guy
1:TheRoy
alPr
incessI
sCut
e
Guy
s: AndShe'
sHot,WeMi
ghtUseHerChar
m
ToDistr
actOurTar
gets
Lut
ho:HeyHeyYouWon'
tUseMyWi
feAsa
SexObj
ect
Gi
rl
:ButYouUsedMe
Lutho:
You'reBit
chI'm Sur
eYouNeededThe
SexualSat
isfact
ion

O-W-K-YI
tWasObviousThereWasSomeBeef
BetweenTheGi
rlAndLutho
Lut
ho:BbeThi
sIsOnel
e(Guy
1)AndThatOneI
s
Bonel
e(Guy2)
Me:ISeeWeGotTwi
nsHer
e,Ni
ceToMeetYou
Twi
ns
Gi
rl
:Ev
enAFool
CanSeeThat
Lut
ho:
AndThi
sUgl
yObnoxi
ousBi
tchI
sZona
Me:
Uhhm Hi
Zona
Zona:
YouCall
i
ngMeaBi
tchNowCozYouGot
Ti
redOfThi
sAss

SheTappedI
t,
ItWasReal
l
yBi
go.
O

Me:
IsSheYourEx?
Si
ya:
OneBi
tt
erEx
Lut
ho:
NhaaWeWer
eJustFucki
n
Zona:
Real
l
y?
Si
ya:
WeNotReal
l
yInt
erest
edI
nYourPastYou
Know?
Zona:
Coul
dn'
tYouJustKee-
Si
ya:Don'
tFi
nishAski
nThatOrYouMi
ghtFi
nd
ThatAssOfYoursI
nAshes
Anga:
WeDi
dn'
tComeHer
eForYourShi
t,
Sit
Down.

WeAl
lSatDown

Onel
e:SoYouTal
kedWi
thHer
?
Anga:
WeTr
ied
Bonel
e:And?
Me:LookGuysI'
dReal
l
yLov
eToJoi
nYouBut
I
t'
ll
BeLikeBetr
ayi
ngMyFa-
Zona:
ThenDon'
t
Si
ya:
Bit
chJustShutTheFuckUp!
!
Zona:
Cal
lMeABi
tchOneMor
eTi
meISwearI
'
ll
TearYourHear
tInt
oFr
agment
s
Si
ya:YouKnowWhatZona?GetYourAssUp
AndLet'
sGoToTheRingAndSeeWhoWi ll
Win?
Onel
e:NotAnot
herRemat
ch
Si
ya:
ZonaI
sFul
lOfShi
t
Zona:
AndYouFul
lOfCr
ap
Lut
ho:
SHUTTHEFUCKUP!

TheyBot
hWentDead

Lutho:
JeezCan'
tYouBot
hJustActMat
ured
ForOnce?
Anga:TheseTwoNeedYouToWhi
pThei
r
AssesaLil
Si
ya:
ZonaSt
art
edAl
lThi
sShi
t
Zona:
IDi
dn'
tSt
artNo-
Lut
ho:
OkayThat
'
sEnoughNow!
TheRoom WentDeadAgai
n

Lut
ho:WeHaveEnoughPr obl
emsAl
readyTo
BeSit
ti
ngHer
e,List
eni
ngAndLooki
ngAtchu
TwoOnEachOt her
'sNecks!
Si
ya:
Har
dieBoy
Bonele:
WeJustMetYouEsi
hleButWe'
ve
HeardaLotBoutYouAndWeReall
yNeedYour
Help

MyPhoneRangAndI
tWasaNumber

Me:
ExcuseMe

IGotUpAndAnswer
edTheCal
l
*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
Hel
l
o
Cal
l
er:
TheFut
ureMr
sZi
zwe
Me:
WhatDoYouWantMenzi
?
Menzi
:That'
sNotTheWayToTal
kToYour
Fut
ureBrot
herI
nLaw
Me:
Menzi
WhatDoYouWant
?
Menzi:
OkayFine.
..
..
IGuessYouKnowThat
Luu'
sWi f
eIsI
nTown
Me:
So?
Menzi
:AndShe'
sGonnaMakeYourLi
feA
Li
vi
ngHell
Me:
IAi
n'
tScar
edOfHer
Menzi
:YouBet
terBe
Me:
IsThatWhyYouCal
l
edMe?
Menzi
:IHav
eaBusi
nessDeal
ForYou
Me:
WhatMakesYouThi
nkI
'
dWor
kWi
tchu?
Menzi:
AngelaIsCapabl
eOfDoingAny
thi
ng
Especi
all
yForGett
ingLut
hoBack
Me:
WhatDoYouWantFr
om MeMenzi
?
Menzi
:Hel
pMeGetRi
dOfHer
Me:
What
chuGet
ti
ngFr
om HerLeav
e?
Menzi
:ThatDoesn'
tConcer
nYou
Me:ThenFor
getWhat
everDeal
YouWant
edTo
MakeWithMe
Menzi
:OkayTheThingI
sUncl
eWill
WantTo
TakeTheI
nheri
tanceFr
om MeAndGiv
eItTo
Angel
a'
sSon
Me:OhhSoThisI
sAl
lBoutThatSt
upi
d
I
nheri
tance?
Menzi
:ThatBoyAi
n'
tHi
s,
It
'sMi
ne
Me:
WHAT?
?WhoaWhat
??
Menzi
:ThatBoyI
sMySonAndICan'
tLose
Ev
eryt
hingToMySon,
Angel
aDoesn'
tWantTo
Tel
lHim TheTrut
hCozSheWantsEver
ythi
ng
ForHersel
f.
NowINeedYouToHelpMeWi th
Gett
ingRidOfHer,
ThatWayWeBoth
Benefi
t.
YouKeepYourLuuWhil
eIKeepMy
I
nherit
ance,
WhatDoYouSay?

Lut
ho:
YouOkayBbe?
?
Me:JeahI
'
m Fi
ne.
ThatWasj
ustmom checki
ng
onme.
[05/
19,12:
43]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT38♡

HeGotCloserToMeAndHel
dBot
hOfMy
Hands,
IHadToLookUpCozHeWasTal
l
er
ThanMe.
HePeckedMyLi
ps

Lut
ho:
YouKnowILov
eYouAy
t?

ISmi
l
edAndNodded,MyPhoneBeeped.
ItWas
AMessageFr
om Vusi

"
TheRentsAr
eOnThei
rWayBackHome,
I
fWhy
Don'
tAskMe"

Me:
Uhhm YouShoul
dDr
iveMeHome
Lut
ho:
Par
ent
sBack?
Me:
Yeap
Lut
ho:
LemmeTal
kToTheGuy
sFi
rst

HeWal
kedToTheGuy
s,ZonaCameToMe
Zona:YouSoYoungForTheWhor
ingYou
Doing
Me:
ExcuseMe?
Zona:
DidYouFal
lPr
egnantCozYouWant
ed
ToKeepLut
ho?
Me:
TheFuck?
?
Zone:
LemmeTellYouSome'
i
ng
Sweet
hear
t,
TheBabyWon'
tMakeHi
m St
ay
Me:
Ohh?
Zona:
LuthoAin'
tTheTypeThatCanBeTi
ed
Down,
IfIWereI'
dSaveMysel
fTheHeart
ache
AndLeaveHi
sAssWhi l
eICan
Me:Unf
ort
unat
elyYouAi
n'
tMeAndNev
erWi
l
l
Be

IWal
kedAwayAndLut
hoWasAl
readyComi
ng
MyWay
Me:
Let
'sGo
Lut
ho:
YouOkay
?
Me:
I'
m Per
fect
Bonel
e:I
tWasNi
ceFi
nal
l
yMeet
ingYouEsi
hle
Me:
SameHer
e

WeWal kedToLutho'
sCarAndHeDr
oveAway
,I
JustLookedOut
sideTheWindow

Lut
ho:
It'
sGoodToShar
eYouKnow?
!
Me:
Huh?
Lut
ho:
WassupBbe?
Me:
No'
i
ng
Lut
ho:
WeBot
hKnowThat
'
sNotTr
ue
Me:
..
..
..
.
IJustLookedAtHi
m AndDi
dn'
tSayAny
thi
ng

Lut
ho:IfYouDon'
tWannaJoi
nUsBabyI
t'
s
Okay,
IAin'
tPushi
ngYouToDoAny
thi
ngYou
Don'
tWannaDo
Me:AngaMakesThisSeem Li
keIDon'
tHav
ea
SayNorAChoiceI
nThis
Lut
ho:He'
sJustScar
edAndTr
epi
dat
edBy
Menzi
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
TheyJustWantToWor
kWi
tchoDad
Me:
ThenWhyDon'
tYouAskMyDad?
Lutho:
IGuessTheyAr
eJustScaredOfHi
m So
TheyWantedToGetToHim Usi
ngYou-
Me:
WHA-
Lutho:
IWasn'tSuppor
ti
ngThem ButIWasOut
Number edSoIHadToBowDownToWhat
TheyWer eSayi
ng
Me:
Ain'
tYouTheBoss?
Lutho:IWishIWas.
NhaaNoOneI sTheBoss
ThereButTheyGiveTheRopesToMeWhen
Thi
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..
..
..
..
..
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kedToTheDoor

Dad:
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Me:
ILov
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kedToMyRoom AndThr
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sel
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Vusi
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n

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terILef
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nam Lef
t
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SheJustLef
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Key
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Vusi
:Meani
ng?
Me:
Meani
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Vusi
:YouDumbSomet
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HELLNO!
!ITCAN'
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Me:
HELLTOTHENO!MOM!
!
VusiLaughed,
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Room And
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eadySi
tt
ingOnTheBed

Mom:
What
?
Me:
Thi
sCan'
tBeTr
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Vusi
:Don'
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ndHerMom
Me:
Dad?
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hear
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NoI
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Wil
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ivi
ngUs
ToSchool
?
Mom:
Yeap
Me:
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TheLivesIMightLooseWhenHeDoesThe
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vi
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eWeBothWatchedTheSoccerMat
ch

Me:
Dad?
Dad:
YesPr
incess
Me:I'
m Real
lySor
ryBoutEr
rthi
ng,
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Thi
ngsWi t
hLuthoWhenYouAskedMeToAnd
Uhhm Bei
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ssedI
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Let
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Er
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mor
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Hi
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nForNotGi
vi
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Di
sowningMeOrSome'i
ng
Dad:YouMyDaught
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YouSt
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You'
l
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FuckUpSomet
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Me:
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Dad:
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Me:
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fYouWantMeToGi v
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YouLikeYourMom Gav
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Me:
Dad?
Dad:
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I
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thi
ngToHurtYou,
AtLeastNot
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ntent
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sPr
incess
Too,
Wassup?

IGotUp

Me:
Uhhm Lut
hoWor
kedForAv
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Dad:
IKnowThat
Me:
YOUKNOW?
Dad:IWouldn'
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houtDoingSomeBackgr oundCheck
Me:
SoI
fYouKnow,
WhyDi
dn'
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Pri
ncess
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Fr
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wet
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What
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ici
all
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ngToBeHomeToVusi'sThousand
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rl
fr
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Ol
wet
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Dad?
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m St
il
lWai
ti
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ni
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wet
hu:
Bu-
Dad:I
fYouWantaCar ,
BuyMeMineFirst
.You
Haven'
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Mom AndDadAr
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Dad:ThenDon'
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Me:WhyDon'
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Can'
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Mom AndVusi
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nner
AndWentToSleep.MyPhoneRang

*
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lConv
o*

Me:
Hi
Call
er:
LemmeTel lYouSomethi
ngYoung
Lady,
LuthoIsMyHusbandAndIWon' tRest
Unti
lHe'sBackToMyBed.IfIWereYou,I'
dSave
MyLitt
leHeartSomeAcheCozLut hoWi l
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LeaveYourSorr
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19,12:
46]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2
#I
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IJustBecameSpeechl
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He
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led

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Lut
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WhatDi
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hingBbe,
MyPhoneWasOf
fSor
ry
Lut
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IThoughtMay
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Me:
DidYouFuckUp?
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Nope
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,I
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Ol
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JeahHowBoutWePi
ckYouUpAf
ter
School?
Me:Mom AndDadSai
dIShoul
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ForDi
nnerSoWhyDon'
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Lut
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Lut
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Wow
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SoWhatDoYouSay
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We'
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YouOkay
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Me:
JeahI
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m Fi
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I
'l
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Bye
Lut
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O-kay
.Lov
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Me:
Lov
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IHungUpAndDi dMyBed, IWasJustNotI n

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ShowerAndGotDr essed.IWasStil
lHavi
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GoingToTheKitchenForBr eakf
ast.
IFound
Mom MakingBreakfast

Me:
Mor
ningMa
Mom:
Mor
ningBbe,
HowYouFeel
i
ngToday
?
Me:
LikeNotGoi
ngToSchool
OrTal
ki
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one
Mom:Pregnancy
.IWasAl
soLi
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'
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il
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sSi
sterWant
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ght
Wi
thMeToday
Mom:
Olona?
Me:
Yeap
Mom:She'
sSoLoudAndForwar
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WhenYouWereYoung,
SheCanComeBabe
Me:
ThanksMom
DadAndTheOt her
sGotIn,
WeAteBr
eakfast
Together.
IHadToRideWit
hVusi
ToSchool
G.R.
E.A.T!-_
-
ITookMyBagAndWeWentToTheCar
,He
DroveUsToSchool

Me:
Don'
tYouMi
ssI
nam Somet
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Vusi JustPr
etendedLi
keHeDidn'
tHearMe,
He
TurnedTheVol umeButtonToMax.
IJust
SwitchedOffTheRadio

Vusi
:IHopeYouAi
n'
tFor
get
ti
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sIs
MyCarNow
Me:
StopI
gnor
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c
Vusi
:WhatDoYouWantEsi
hle?
Me:
Don'
tYouMi
ssTheTi
mesYouHad
Toget
her
?
Vusi
:That
'sI
nThePastNow
Me:
Vusi
!
Vusi
:CanWeChangeTheTopi
cBef
oreIThr
ow
YouOutt
aTheWindow?
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lYouForKi
l
li
ngMeAnd
Lut
hoWouldKil
lYouTooForKil
l
ingHi
sChi
l
d
AndHisBae
Vusi
:Mxm
Me:OkayLet'
sKeepItHunni
dBr
o,Wi
l
lYouAnd
I
nam EverGetBackToget
her
?
Vusi
:IDunno
Me:WhatHappenedToHerBei
ngMom'
s
'
Fut
ureDaught
erInLaw'
?
Vusi
:NotThatPl
ease
Me:
YouWer
eTheOneBusySay
ingThat
Vusi:
Inam Wi
llWantaSeri
ousRelat
ionshi
p,
I'
m
Sti
l
lEnjoy
ingThePlay
in'
'Round.
SheNeeds
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l
lGi
veHerWhatSheWant
s
Me:
AndSheWant
sYou
Vusi
:ThenSheMi
ghtWai
tForEt
erni
ty
Me:
Ouch!
Vusi
:YouWantedUsToKeepItOneHunni
d
That
'sWhatI
'
m Doing.
WhatMoreDoYouWant
?
Me:YouReall
ySer
iousWi
thThi
sLanceThi
ngy
YouGotGoingOn?
Vusi
:IAi
n'
tNoLance
Me:TheseThot
ti
esGonnaLeav
eYouSi
ckAnd
Di
ckl
ess
Vusi
:HahaTr
ustMeI
t'
sTooBi
gToSust
ainAl
l
OfEm
Me:
IThi
nkWeShoul
dReal
l
yDr
opTheTopi
c

VusiLaughed.
HeParkedOut
sideTheSchool
'
s
PremisesInam CameToUs
I
nam:
HeyVusi
,
HeyEsi
hle
Vusi
:Jeah,
Bye
I
nam:
CanWe-

AGi
rlCameToVusi
AndTheyKi
ssed

Vusi
:I
'l
lSeeYouLat
erLadi
es
Me:
Bye
I
nam:
..
..
..

Vusi
Lef
tWit
hTheGirl
,
Inam WasSoHur
t,
I
Coul
dSeeRi
ghtThr
oughHer.

Me:
Let
'sGoToCl
ass
I
nam:
Uhhm Sur
e,WeNeedToTal
k
Me:
We'
l
lTal
kInCl
assThen

WeWentToOurClass,
IPutMyBagOnMy
DeskThenSatOnI
t

I
nam:I'
m Sorr
yForPushi
ngYouAway
,Br
eaki
ng
OurFr
iendshi
pUpAndEver-
Me:YouWereDoi
ngWhatYouThoughtWas
BestForYou
I
nam: WhichTur
nedOutToBeTheWor
st,
Now
Vusi
Can'tEvenLookAtMe
Me:
HeAi
n'
taSai
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msel
f
I
nam:
HeSt
oodUpForMe
Me:
CozHeSt
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nam:
AndISt
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m Too
Me:ThenFi
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ssues,Thi
sDr
amaBet
ween
TheTwoOfYouIsI
rri
tat
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nam:
WeCan'
t
Me:
Why
?
I
nam:VusiIsMadAtMe,ICal
ledHi
m Names
CozIThoughtWhatLi
thaAndIHadWasLegi
t
Me:LessonLear
nt,
Nev
erThr
owYourExesOn
TheDir
tWhenYouSeeSome'i
ngBet
terComi
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YourWay
I
nam:
AndILear
ntI
tTheHar
dWay
Me:YouTwoJustFi
xThi
ngsEv
enI
fYouJust
BecomeFr
iends
I
nam:
YouMeanFucki
n'Fr
iends?
Me:IForgotThatMyBrotherDoesn'
tBecome
JustFr
iendsWithFemales
I
nam:
Exact
ly

TheBel
lRangAndWeWal
kedToThePar
ade
Li
nes
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nam:
I'
m Real
l
ySor
ryForI
gnor
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Me:
It'
sOkayBbeThat
'sI
nThePastNow
I
nam:
SoWeCool
?
Me:
Mor
eThanEv
er

WeHadAHug

I
nam:
SoHow'
sTheBaby
?
Me:
TheBaby
'sOkayIGuess
I
nam:
YouAndLut
ho?
Me:
We'
reCool

TheDayWentBySoQuicklyAndTheThought
ThatWeOnlyHadTwoWeeksBef oreOur
Exams,
ToreMeIntoPi
eces,IWasSoNot
Ready.
ITookMyBagAndWal kedToTheCar
AndISawThobelaComingTowardsMe
Thobel
a:Esi
hle?
Me:
HeyWhatBr
ingsYouHer
e?
Thobel
a:I
'
m Wai
ti
ngForSomeNi
kka,
WeHav
e
ToGoSomewhere
Me:DoesThatFr
iendOfYour
sGoToThi
s
School
?
Thobel
a:Yeap
Me:
OhhOwky
Thobel
a:ISeeFat
eWant
edUsToMeetAgai
n
Me:
HahaJeahAy
t
Thobel
a:CanIHav
eYourNumber
?

IGaveHim MyNumberAndHeGav
eMe
His,
Vusi
CameOurWayThenLit
haDidToo.

Vusi
:Ei
taBr
o
Thobel
a:Sur
eSur
e

Li
thaSt
oodNextToThobel
aAndTheyFi
st
Bumped

Me:
YouKnowEachOt
her
?
Li
tha:WeFr
om TheSameHood,
WhatDi
dYou
Expect
?
Thobel
a:He'
sTheNi
kkaIWasWai
ti
ngFor

Vusi
CameToSt
andNextToMe

Vusi
:WereYouAl
soPartOfThoseBoy
sWho
HitMyCarWit
hBri
cks?
Thobel
a:What
?
Vusi
:YouTwoAr eFri
endsAyt
?Thi
sBOYHere
AndHisFr
iendsThrewBri
cksAtMyCarWhenI
WasAt
choHood

Vusi
GotCl
oserToLi
tha

Me:
WhoaWhoa,
Can'
tWeTal
kBoutThi
s?
Vusi
:ILov
eItWhenMyPunchesDoTheTal
ki
n'
Me:
Vusi
Li
tha:
Bri
ngI
tOnBOY

VusiChuckl
ed,
LookedAsi
deThenTheNext
Thi
ngLi t
haWasLosingHi
sBalance,
Stumbli
ng
BackwardsAndVusiWasReadyToThr ow
AnotherBombPunch

Thobel
a:Ni
kkaWhoa,
TheFuckI
sGoi
ngOn
Here?
Vusi
:Ni
kkaTel
lThi
sBOYToCountHi
sWor
ds
OrHeMi
ghtFi
ndHi
sTeet
hOnTheGr
ound
Lit
ha:YouThi
nkI
'
m Scar
edOfYou,
ISai
dBr
ing
ItOn

VusiLaughedAgain,
HeWalkedToHim,Pushed
ThobelaAsideAndThrewBombMulti
ple
Punches.Li
thaFel
lOnTheGroundButVusi
Didn'
tStopPunchi
ngHi m,
Thobel
aWalkedTo
Them AndTr i
edToPunchVusi

Vusi
:Ni
kkaThi
sHasNo'
i
ngToDoWi
tchu

IPull
edThobelaAside'
HeyIDi
dn'
tWantVusi
ToGoAllGangst erOnBot
hOfEm,Thobel
a
Didn'
tDoAnythingWrong'
:v

Me:VUSI
!VUSIJUSTLETHIM BE!STOP
I
T,CAN'
TYOUSEEHEAI N'
TEVENFI GHTING
BACK?
?

HeGotOf
fHi
m,ThePr
inci
pal
CameOurWay

Pri
nci
pal
:VUSIMORENA!WHATTHEHELLARE
YOUDOINGINMYSCHOOL?
Vusi:
InCaseYouDidn'
tNot
ice,
WeOut
sideThe
School'
sPr
emises
Pr
inci
pal
:YOUSTI
LLI
NMYSCHOOLUNI
FORM!
Vusi
:FuckTheSchool
Uni
for
m,Let
'
sGoHome
Esi
hle

HeGotInTheCar
,TheWhol
eSchool
Was
Looki
ngAtUs

Vusi
:Ar
eYouComi
ngOrWha?
?
Pr
inci
pal
:IWANTTOSEEYOURPARENTS
FI
RSTTHI
NGI
NTHEMORNI
NG
Me:
YesMa-
Vusi
:For
getThatShi
t,
You(
Poi
nti
ngAtMe)Get
I
nTheCar!

IGotInTheCarAndHeSpedAway
,Leav
inga
CloudOfDustBehi
nd.
MyPhoneRang,
I
tWasTheSameNumberThat
Cal
l
edMeThePr ev
iousNi
ght

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
WhatDoYouWant
?
Cal
ler
/Angela:HopeYouHear
dWhatISai
dTo
YouLastNightYoungLady
Me:YouAct i
ngLikeAnObsessedOld
Thott
y,Lut
hoDoesn'tLov
eYou.GetThatI
nto
YourThinBigSkull
Angel
a:MeetMeAtTheCof
feeShopI
n10
Me:
HahaAr
eYouForReal
?
Angel
a:BeTher
e

SheHungUp

Vusi
:I
sEr
rthi
ngOkay
?
Me:
Dri
veMeToTheCof
feeShop
Vusi
:YouMeet
ingWi
thSomeone?
Me:
Somet
hingLi
keThat

VusiTurnedTheCarAndDroveMeToThe
Shop,ITol
dHim ToWaitForMeInTheCar.
I
WentI nAndFoundAngel
aDrinki
ngCoff
eeAnd
ThereWasaSecondCupI nFrontOfHer

Angel
a:IDon'
tEv
enKnowWhatLut
hoSawI
na
Young,
Dir
tySchool
Gir
l
Me:I
sThatWhatYouCal
l
edMeHer
eFor
?To
Cal
lMeByNames?
Angel
a:IAl
readyOr
der
edACupForYouToo
Me:DoYouWantToKi
l
lMeAndMyBabyOr
LemmeSayMyChil
dWithLut
ho?

SheChokedOnHerCof
fee

Me:AndBesi
des,
Cof
feeMakesMeVomi
t.
I
Don'
tWantToKil
lMyBabyWit
hIt
Angel
a:YOUPREGNANT?
?
Me:
OhhYouDi
dn'
tKnow?
Angel
a:Dammi
tLut
ho!
..
..
.YouGonnaAbor
tThat
Thi
ng!
Me:HahahaWhat
?IThi
nkYouShoul
dDo
Comedy,
You'
reAGoodJoker
Angel
a:WhatchuGonnaFeedAndClot
heThat
Thi
ngInsi
deOfYouWi t
hCozLuthoAin'
tGonna
SpendaCentOnIt,
I
fIWasYouI '
dAbortI
t.
Me:YouLutho'
sBitchesReall
yLoveToSayI
f
YouWereMe,List
enHer eYou'l
lNev
erBeMe
AndFYTIDon'tNeedLut ho'
sMoneyOrAny
MoneyFrom TheZizwe'sUnli
keSomeoneI
Know
Angel
a:Cal
lMeABi
tchOneMor
eTi
meISwear
I
'l
l
-
Me:You'
l
lWhat?
?ISeeThi
sUnif
ormI
'
m
Weari
ngMakesYouUnder
mineMe
Angela:YouAin'
tEvenAshamedOfGetti
ng
PregnantToaMar ri
edManWhileYouStil
lI
n
School,
Destr
oyingSomeone'
sFamil
y.YouSuch
aBitchAtaYoungAge,I'
m Sur
eYou'l
lBeSell
ing
YourBodyAtMyAge

IChuckl
ed,
IWasSoBoi
l
ingButIDeci
dedToAct
Li
keaMat
uredAssBi
tch

Me:Who'sTheBi ggestBit
chBetweenUs?I
Di
dn'tSl
eepWi t
hLut ho'
sDadAndHi sCousin
Menzi,
IDidn'
tGetPregnantWithMenzi'
sChil
d
AndPinnedItOnLut ho'
sFatherCozIWanted
HisWealthDidI
?
Angel
a:YOUBI
TCH!

SheLif
tedHerHandUpToSl apMeButIHel
dIt
Whil
eSheWasBr eat
hingLi
keAnObeseDragon

Me: PackYourBagsSweet heartAndLeave

BeforeIMakeYourLi f
eaLi vi
ngHell,
I
'm That
Bit
chYouDon' tWannaGetOnI tsWrong
Si
de. I
'
m Capabl eOfAny t
hingWi t
hThisSchool
Uniform On.ICanKill
You,StuffYouUnderMy
BedButSt il
l WinTheCaseI nCourtEvenIf
FoundWi tchoBl oodInMyHands
Thot
ty-
Bit
ch
L.
A.N.
C.E-
Lyi
ngAssNi
kkaCheat
in'
Err
rday

NewWor
dsYou'
l
lBeComi
nAcr
oss
[05/
19,12:
47]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT40♡

Angel
a:IAi
n'tGoi
ngNowhere!IWon'
tLetYou
OrAnyoneGetInTheWayOfMyHappi ness
Wit
hLutho!NotNow,NotEv
er!
Me:SoShoul
dITel
lMrZi
zweAndLut
hoThe
Tr
uthOrYou'
l
lTel
lThem?
Angel
a:YouReal
l
yThi
nkI
'
m Scar
edOfYou?
Me:
IfIWer
eYou,
I
'dBe
Angel
a:I
'
dNev erBeI
nti
midat
edByA
Small
,
Dir
tyLi
lGirl
Me:
ISeeSomeoneWant
sToDi
e

ITur
nedAndWalkedOut,
IFoundVusi
Eati
ngA
PackOfFri
edChi
ps,
ITookThePackFrom Hi
m
AndGotInTheCar

Vusi
:SomeoneI
sSoNotI
nAGoodMood,
What
WentDownInTher
e?
Me:
JustDr
iveMeHomeBef
oreIEatYouNext
Vusi
:SoDi
dYouKi
ckSomeBut
ts?
Me:IPr
eferKi
cki
n'Em Pr
ivat
elyUnl
i
ke
SomeoneIKnow
Vusi
:ThatNi
kkaWant
edHi
sAssKi
cked
Me:Ri
ght
,What
chuGonnaSayToMom And
Dad?
Vusi
:I
'm Sur
eDad'
sGonnaCel
ebr
ateWhil
eI'
l
l
HaveToWor kMyAssaLi
lBi
tToConvi
nce
Mom ThatIWasNotTheOneI
nTheWrong
Me:YouWereCheekyToThePri
nci
pal
,
WhatIf
YouGetSuspended?YouKnowWeGotOnl
y
TwoWeeksBef or
eOurExamsAyt
?!
Vusi
:DadWi l
lUseHisCharmsToMakeSur
e
ThatIDon'
tGetSuspended
Me:
YouSoSi
ck

WeGotHomeAndWentToOurRooms, I
ChangedToASi mpleOutf
it
,Sweater
sAnd
Sneaker
s.IWentToFindSomethingToEat
,Vusi
GotInTalki
n'ToSomeoneOnHi sPhone

*
Cal
lConv
o*
Vusi
:NhaaSomeNi
kkaTookHerPhoneSoShe
HasANewOneNow
.
..
..
..
.
Vusi
:YouReal
l
yAi
n'
tGonnaLetThi
sGoISee
.
..
..
..
.
Vusi
:AndShe'
sGonnaBeaMot
herSoon

Me:
Vusi
AreYouTal
ki
n'BoutMe?
Vusi:
WasJustTel
l
in'
Elet
huEr
rthi
ngHe'
s
Missi
ngOut
.
..
..
..
..
.

Vusi:JeahShe'
sInTheRoom Wit
hMe.My
NikkaIThinkYouShoul
dLookForSomeOther
Thotti
esCozEsihl
eIsAlr
eadyUsedGoodsOr
YouWannaBeaSt epDaddy?
.
..
..
..
..
Vusi:HahaNi
kkaYouTooYoungToBea
Stepdad

ITookASpoonAndThr
ewI
tAtVusi
ButHe
Ducked

Vusi
:We'
l
lTal
kLat
erMyNi
kka
.
..
..
..
..
Vusi
:Ei
shIDon'
tWannaTal
kBoutThat
.
..
..
..
..
Vusi
:SheDatedWit
hThi sStupi
d,Pl
ayerWanna
BeNikkaAndBoiIHateThatDudeI fIWasFed
UpWithLif
e,I
'
dKil
lHim,GoAndHandMy sel
f
OverToThePoli
ceButIStil
lHaveHoesTo
FuckSoHisAssJustGotSav ed

Mom AndDadWi
thTheTwi
nsGotI
n
Ol
wet
hu:
Who'
sAssJustGotSav
ed?
Dad:
Vusi
WeGotACal
lFr
om YourPr
inci
pal

Vusi
HungUpAndWentToSt
andI
nFr
ontOf
Dad

Me:
Aft
ernoonRent
s
Mom:
HeyBbe
Dad:
Esi
hleWhatDi
dYourBr
otherDo?
Owethu:
IAl
soWannaKnow,
WhatDi
dBhut
'
Vusi
Do?
Vusi
:JustShutUpOwet
hu
Dad:
I'
m St
il
lLi
steni
ng
Vusi
:LookDadICanExpl
ain
Mom:
YouBeatSomeoneAtScho-
Vusi
:WeWer
eOut
sideTheSchool
'
sPr
emi
ses
Mom: WhatDi
ff
erenceDoesThatMake?You
WereOnlyTwo,
ThreeMeter
sAwayFrom
School
Vusi
:ThatBoyAskedForI
t
Dad:Thi
sDidn'tJustEndTher
e,YouWer
e
CheekyTowardsThePr i
nci
pal
.VUSIMORENA
THEHELLISWRONGWI TCHU??
Mom: Cal
m DownBbeI '
m Sur
eHe'
sGotAGood
Expl
anati
onForEr
rthi
ng
Dad:
Star
tTal
ki
n'Now!
!

DadSatDownWithMom,
Vusi
SatOnaCouch
I
nFrontOfThei
rs

Me:Uhhm TheGuyHeBeatUpI
sTheNewGuy
I
nam WasDating
Dad:
ISTHI
SALLBOUTAGI
RL?
?
Vusi
:HeSai
dBadThi
ngsBoutI
nam AndI
HeardErr
thing,
IWentToConfr
ontHi
m AndHe
Sti
l
lSaidEm SoICouldn'
tCont
rolMyAnger
,I
BeatHim Up.
Dad:
Didn'
tYouSayYouWer
eOv
erI
nam?
Vusi
:IWasIMeanIAm, I
t'
sJustThatIStil
lCar
e
BoutHerEvenI
fWeAin'tDati
ng.WhenWeWer e
OnOurWayBackHomeFr om Uncl
eAv el
a'
s
House,
ThisGuyCameWi t
hHisFr i
endsWith
Bri
cksAndHitTheFor
dWi thEm
Dad:GETUPWE'
REGOINGTOREARRANGE
HISFACEFORTHETHI
RDTIME
Mom: BbeC'monVusiAlreadyDidThat
,The
Pri
nci
palSai
dTheBoyI sBadlyInj
uredSoThey
TookHim ToTheHospital
Vusi
:WHAT?
?
Mom:JeahThat
'sHowBadYouBeatHim And
We'
l
lHaveToPayForHisHospi
tal
Bil
l
s
Vusi
:Mom AndDadI'
m Real
l
ySor
ryIDi
dn'
t
MeanToHurtHi
m ThatMuchToSendHim To
AHospi
tal
Bed
Dad:YouDi
dTheRi
ghtThi
ngMyBoy,NoOne
MessesUpWit
hTheMorenasAndGetsAway
Wit
hThat
Mom:
Musa!
Dad:WhatPumpki
n?YouKnowHowMuchI
HadToPayToRepairThatCar
,Vusi
Shoul
d
HaveCal
ledMeToGiveHim AnExtr
aHand
Mom:
YouEncour
agi
ngVi
olenceMusa
Dad:
ThatMomentWasI
nNeedOfI
t
Mom: IGi
veUp,
I
fYouGonnaBeLi
keThis,
Be
ReadyToGoToMeeti
ngsToThatSchool
Err
rday
Vusi
:SoYouReal
l
yGoi
ngToPayForLi
tha'
s
Hospi
tal
Bil
l
s?
Mom:AndBeGl
adThatHi
sPar
ent
sDi
dn'
tWant
ToOpenUpaCase
Vusi
:Wow
Dad:PowerfulBombMor enaFi
stsHaveThe
Potenti
alToKil
lBoySoNextTimeDon'tJust
UseThem WhenTheyAi n'tI
nNeedKay?!But
YouDi dTheRightThi
ngForBusti
ngThatBoy'
s
Butt,
HeShouldLearnNotToMessWi t
hThe
Morenas
Me:Mom Ar
eYouSureYouMar ri
edTheRight
ManOrTheySwappedHim AndYouReal
ised
WhenI
tWasAlreadyTooLate?
Dad:
Esi
hle!
Me:
JustKi
ddi
nDad
Olwet
hu:
SoI sI
tAcceptabl
eIfWeAl
soBust
SomeButtsAtSchool
?
Mom:
NO!
Dad:
YES!
Mom:
I'
m Di
vor
cingYouMusaForReal
MeAndVusi
:YouLoveHi
m TooMuchTo
Di
vor
ceHi
m ForThat
Dad:YourMot herI
sJustKi
ddi
n,WeBothKnow
She'
dNev erLeaveThi
s(Poi
nti
ngAtHim)
Mom:LemmeGoAndChangeBef
oreYouSayA
Lot
taSt
uff

DadRanAf
terMom AndMom RanUpThe
St
air
s

Dad:
YouKnowNoOneWoul
dMeetYourNeeds
Li
keIDo
Mom:
OhhReal
l
y?
Dad:
1000%
Mom:
KeepLy
ingToYour
sel
fMrMor
ena
Dad:
KeepDeny
ingTheFactThatI
'm TheOnl
y
ManForYouOnEar
thMrsMor ena

TheyGotToThei
rRoom,
IGuessWeAl
lKnow
WhatWentDown.
Owet
hu:
YourPar
ent
sAr
eSoFul
lOfDr
ama
Vusi
:AtLeastIDi
dn'
tGetMyAssRoast
ed
Me:CozYourDadI
sCrazy,
IfHeWasStableHe
Would'
veBust
edYourAss.
VusiYouBeatLi
tha
UpThatHeEndedUpOnaHospi t
alBed
Vusi
:DadMadeMeLi
keThi
s
Me:Whil
eMom I
sOnHerPr
ocessOfDi
vor
cing
Dad,
I
'l
lDi
vor
ceY'
all
Guy
s
Ol
wet
hu:
SpeakOfNev
er
Owet
hu:IfYouGo,
I
'm Goi
ngWi
tchu.
Thi
sFami
l
y
I
sReall
yCreepy
Vusi
:ISt
il
lCan'
tBel
i
eveIBeatLi
thaUpThat
Much
Me:
YouSt
il
lLov
eInam,
YouDi
dThatForHer
Vusi
:MyFeel
i
ngsForI
nam FadedAway
Owet
hu:WeAllKnowYou'
llLov
eHerFor
ever
Bi
gBro,
StopDenyi
ngThat
WeAllSatDownAndWat chedT.
VWhil
eOur
Par
entsUpstai
rsTri
edToCreat
eAnot
her
Si
bli
ngForUs,TheyFi
nal
l
yCameBack

Me:
Lut
hoI
sComi
ngOv
erForDi
nnerToni
ght
Owet
hu:
IsHeComi
ngWi
thOl
ona?
Me:
YesBaby
Owet
hu:
Yeapy
!
Mom:ThenWeShoul
dSt
artPr
epar
ing
Somet
hingToEat
Dad:ThatWasQui
ck,
IThoughtMaybeHeWas
GonnaComeNextWeekOrSome' i
ng
Mom:
TheSoonerTheBet
terBbe
Dad:
O-kay

Mom AndIWentToSt
artWi
thTheCooki
ng
AndWeFi ni
shedUpQui ckl
yCozWeMade
SomethingSimple.Lut
hoFinal
l
yAr r
ivedWi
th
Olona,
IPickedOlonaUpAndKi ssedHerAl
l
OverHerFace

Ol
ona:
Aren'
tYouGoi
ngToKi
ssBhut
'Lut
ho?

Ahem!
!Thi
sKi
dMar
a.IKi
ssedLut
ho'
sCheek

Ol
ona:
ButThat
'sNotWher
eYouUsual
l
yKi
ss
Hi
m
Lut
ho:
Olona!
Ol
ona:
Sor
ry

VusiAndTheTwi nsWer
eLaughi
ng,
Lut
ho
Greet
edErrone.
WeAllSatDownAndDi
shedUp
ForOursel
ves
Olona:
AreYouSi
sEsi
hle'
sFat
her
?(Looki
n'At
Dad)
Dad:YesI
m HerFat
her
,WantMeToBeYour
Fat
herToo?
Ol
ona:Nope,
IAlr
eadyHaveAFat
her
.WhenIs
Si
sEsihl
eGoingToGiveBi
rt
hToTheBaby?I
WannaPlayWit
hTheBaby
Dad:WhenAr
eYouGi
vi
ngBi
rt
hToTheBabySi
s
Esi
hle?
Me:
NotAny
timeSoonBbe,
You'
l
lHav
eToWai
t
Dad:SoHowAr
eThi
ngsAtWor
kAndAtSchool
Lut
ho?
Lut
ho:TheyAreSti
ll
Goi
ngGr
eatSirThankYou
AndHowI sI
tLikeToOwnaMult
iMill
ionRand
Company?
Dad:
WithSt
uffLi
keMi
ne,
It
'sGr
eat
.Si
nceYou
St
udyi
ngBusi
ness,
DoYouWannaOwnYour
OwnCompanyOneDay?
Lut
ho:
JeahSomet
hingLi
keThat
Dad:I'
l
lTellYouOneThi
ngSon,
ItAi
n'
tEasy
Especi
all
yIfYouHaveaBigFamil
yLikeMi
ne
Lut
ho:YouSur
viv
eAl
lThr
oughThat,
I'
m Sur
eI
CanTooAndOfCour
seWitchoHel
p

DadAndWentOnChatti
ngAndChatti
ngBout
Busi
ness,
ItWasGoodSeei
ngThem Li
ke
That
.TheyWentToHaveaBeerOrTwoWhile
Mom AndIWashedTheDishes

Me:I
fYouTheOneWhoMadeDadChangeHi
s
Mi
ndsBoutLut
ho,
ThanksaMi
l
li
on
Mom: YourDadLikedHi
m Fr
om TheSt
artBut
HeDidn'tWannaShowIt
,HeHasAHeart
Sweethear
tEvenThoughHeTri
esToHideIt
Me:I
'm Sur
eItWasHardForYouToLove
SomeoneLikeHi
m WhenYouFirstMet
Mom:IFel
lInLov
eWit
choDadWayBeforeHe
Tur
nedInt
oaThugSoItWasEasyToLov
eHim
Ev
enWithThatCol
dHear
tCozIKnewThere
WasSt
il
laHumanBeingLef
tInsi
deOfHi
m
Me:
YouBr
ave
Mom:TrustMeYou'
l
lHaveToBeTooWi
th
Lut
hoBeingSomePartOfaGang
Me:ThenYou'
l
lHav
eToTeachMeaThi
ngOr
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er
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eToLoveHi
sGangst
er
Ways,
JustLov
eTheReal
Him
Me:
YouMakeI
tSoundSoEasy
Mom:
ItI
sEasy

DadAndLut
hoGotI
n

Dad:
Wher
e'sThi
sLi
lLoudRat
?TheyHav
eTo
GoNow
Me:
Olona'
sGonnaSl
eepOv
er
Dad:
OhhWal
kLut
hoOutThen
Me:
O-kay

Lut
hoAndIWal
kedOut

Me:
DadSeemsToBeLi
ki
ngYouaLotNow
Lut
ho:
I'
m aChar
merBbe
Me:
HahaJeahAy
t
Lut
ho:
OlonaAndMom Ar
eSt
ayi
ngWi
thMe
Now
Me:
What
?WhatHappened?
Lut
ho:DadAndAngelaAreGet
ti
ngMarri
ed
Tomorr
owMor ni
ng,
IThi
nkMom IsFedUpWit
h
Dad'
sWhori
ngTendenciesSoSheLef
tHim
Me:
What
???
?
Lut
ho:
DadSaysAngelaGaveHim TheSonHe
HadAl
waysWanted,
He'sGonnaTransf
er
Er
rthi
ngToAngel
a'
sAccount
Me:
WhatBoutMenzi
?
Lutho:
That'sHowFullOfShitMyFat
herI
s,
He
TookErrthi
ngFrom MenziCozHeWasNev er
HisSon.That'
sWhyIWantNot hi
ngToDoWi t
h
Him
Me:
Angel
a'
sSonI
sMenzi
'
s
Lut
ho:
WhoaWHA-HOW DOYOUKNOW THAT?
?

UH-
OH:
o:
o
[05/
19,18:
19]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT41♡
IJustKeptQui
etAndLookedAtLut
ho-
_-
EishMeAndMyBi gMout h

Lut
ho:
Sugar
Me:
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
Esi
hle!
Me:
OkayOkayMenzi
Tol
dMe

ICoul
dSeeTheShockI
nHi
sEy
es

Lut
ho:YouAndMenzi
AreOnTal
ki
n'Ter
ms
Now??
Me:
HeWant
edToMakeADeal
Wit
hMe
Lut
ho:
WHAT?
?
Me:
IKnowI
tWa-
Lut
ho:
AndYouDi
dn'
tSeeTheNeedToTel
lMe?
Me:
IWasSt
il
lThi
n-
Lut
ho:St
il
lWhat
?WhatKi
ndaDeal
YouTal
ki
n'
Bout
?
Me:DoWeReal
l
yHav
eToTal
kBoutThi
sNow
AndHer
e?
Lut
ho:
Esi
hleMar
n!
MevOkayFi
ne,
HeWantedMeToHel
pHi
m Wi
th
Get
ti
ngRidOfAngel
a
Lut
ho:
What
??Why
?
Me:HeSaidAngel
aWil
lDoAnyt
hingToGet
YouBackAndGetHerHandsOnYourDad'
s
I
nher
it
ance
Lut
ho:HowIsMarr
yingMyFat
herGonnaHel
p
HerGetMeBack?
Me:
IKi
ndaHadaWor
dWi
thHer
Lut
ho:
TheFuck?
Me:SheCall
edMe,Threat
eni
ngMeToEnd
Thi
ngsWitchu.
IWantedToPutHerI
nHer
Pl
ace,
IWon'tHaveYourExBit
chCont
rol
l
ing
Me.IMayBeYoungerThanHerButICanBust
HerButtTi
l
lSheGotNonLeftToBeBusted

Lut
hoJustChuckl
ed

Me:
What
?
Lutho:
TheWayYouSai
dThat
,Wi
shICoul
d
TakeaBit
eAytNow
Me:
Mxm
Lut
ho:
WhatDi
dYouSayToHer
?
Me:ThatSheEi
therLeav
esOrITel
lYouAnd
YourFat
herTheTrut
hBoutTheBabyButISee
TheBit
chIsDeaf
Lut
ho:
YouKnowWhat
,GoToSl
eep.
I'
l
lSeeYou
Tomor
row
Me:
SoWhat
chuGonnaDo?
Lut
ho:
IDon'
tKnowYetButIHav
eToHav
ea
WordWit
hMom
Me:
KayThenGoodNi
ght
Lut
ho:
GoodNi
ghtSugar
,ComeHer
e

IGotCloserToHi
m,IWr
appedMyArms'
Round
HisWaistWhil
eHePutHisHandsOnMy
Cheeks.

Lut
ho:
MyBut
tBust
ingQueen
Me:BbeC'
monYouCan'
tBeCal
l
ingMeWi
th
ThatName
Lut
ho:
It'
sGonnaBeUsedByMeAl
one
Me:
IDon'
tLi
keI
t
Lut
ho:
KayWhatBoutAssKi
cki
n'Queen?
Me:
Lut
ho!

IHi
tHi
m Pl
ayf
ull
y
Lut
ho:
OkayOkayJustKi
ddi
n'
Me:
IWi
shYou'
dSl
eepOv
er
Lut
ho:ThatWoul
dBeTaki
n'Di
srespectToA
WholeNewLevel
Me:
DadLi
kesYou
Lutho:ButThatDoesn'
tMeanIShoul
d
DisrespectHi
m,Sl
eepinWi
thHisDaught
erI
n
HisTer r
it
oryThat
'
saNoNo
Me:ISeeYouCar
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nksBout
You
Lutho:IfIWannaBui
ldAFutur
eWitchu,
IHav
e
ToBeOnYourDad' sGoodBooks.
AndOhhh
Speakin'OfGoodBooks,
ITol
dHim BoutMy
Gang,WhatMenziDidAndWhatAngaAndThe
OthersWant
Me:
And?
Lutho:
HeDidn'
tAnswerMe,
HeJustKeptQui
et
Til
lISt
art
edTal
kin'
BoutSome'
i
ngElse
Me:
Ouch!
Lut
ho:Jeah.
..
.IGuessThatWasaSignThatI
Shoul
dNotIncludeYouInErr
thi
ng
Me:
I'
m Sur
eYou'
l
lMakeAPl
an
Lutho:
I'
llTr
y..
.I
'
m Sur
eOlonaI
sLooki
n'Al
lOver
ForYou,I
t'
sTimeForYouToGoBackInsi
de
Me:
ButI
'
m St
il
lEnj
oyi
ngYourCompany:
'
(
Lut
ho:
BbeYouGoi
ngToSchool
Tomor
row
Me:
OkayFi
neBy
eThen

WeHadaLongPassi
onat
eKissThenIWentTo
MyRoom,
IFoundOl
onaLyi
ngOnTheBed

Ol
ona:
Bhut
'LuuLef
t?
Me:YesBaby,
SoDoIHav
eToReadYouaBed
Ti
meSt or
y?
Ol
ona:
I'
m TooOl
dForThat
Me:
Lhol
hoYouSt
il
l5
Ol
ona:
That
'
sOl
d
Me:
SomeoneWant
sToBeOl
dISee
Olona:
IAl
soWantToGetMar
ri
edLi
keMom
AndDadAndHaveMyOwnKids
Me:
ThatWi
l
lHappenWhenYou'
re30
Ol
ona:
What
??
Me:
YeapYouSt
il
lYoungNow
Ol
ona:
HowOl
dAr
eYou?
Me:
I'
m Bhut
'Luu'
sAgemat
e
Ol
ona:
ThenWhyAr
eYouSt
il
lI
nSchool
?

Yho:
o

Me:
OkayYouGotMe,
I
'm 16
ISawHerCount
ing,
Usi
ngHerFi
nger
s

Ol
ona:
SoBhut
'LuuI
s5Year
sOl
derThanYou?
Me:
Somet
hingLi
keThat
Ol
ona:
That
'
sMyAge
Me:Yeap.Let
'sSleep,
I'
m Goi
ngToSchool
TomorrowSoI '
l
lHav eToWakeUpEarlyI
nThe
Morni
ng

SomeoneKnockedOnMyDoor

Ol
ona:
ComeI
n
Me:
WhatI
fIt
'sAGhost
?
Ol
ona:
I'
ll
HideBehi
ndYou

DadGotI
n
Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hleSay
sYou'
reAGhost
Dad:
YesIAm

DadMadeTheGhostl
ySoundsAndTickl
ed
OlonaWhi
l
eSheLaughedHerLungsOut,
IJust
RememberedWhenIWasYoungAndDadUsed
ToDoThatToMe

Dad:NowRunToOwet
hu'
sRoom Bef
oreThe
GhostEat
sYou
Ol
ona:
I'
m Scar
edOfGhost
s!

SheLaughed,
GotOf
fTheBedAndRanOut.
Dad
SatOnTheBedAndTappedASpaceNextTo
Him,
ISatOnIt.

Me:
WassupDad?
Dad:
YouKnowYourMot
herAndIVowedThat
We'dNev
erLetYouKnowOrLi
veTheLi
feWe
Li
ved
Me:
IKnowDad
Dad:
ButLi
feFor
cedUsToPushYouI
ntoI
t
Me:
YouHadNoChoi
ceDad

HePutHisHandOnMyHeadAndPlayedWi
th
MyHairWhil
eILeanedOnHi
sShoul
derWi
th
MyHead

Dad:ThatLut
hoBoySeemsLi
keTheRi
ghtGuy
ForYou
Me:HahaYouSay
in'
ThatCozHe'
sAl
soAThug
Li
keYou
Dad:IWasn'
tTalki
n'BoutThatButThatCoul
d
Al
soBeAnot herReason,
IDon'
tWantSomeSon
I
nLawWhoWi llBeSingi
ngMeBi bl
eVerses
Whil
eIWantToRobABank
Me:
Dad!

IHitHim Pl
ayf
ull
y,
AnyMomentWi
thDadWas
Pri
celess

Dad:
It'
sTheHonestTr
uthPr
incess
Me:SoAreYouGonnaHel
pLut
hoWi
thTaki
n'
MenziOut
?
Dad:He'
sGonnaHel pHimself,
I'
llJustTryTo
AddSomeSol di
ersOnHisTeam, TeachHis
ArmyaThingOrTwoAndLeav eItThere.
It
'sA
Boys'
War.I
'm aMan,ICan'tBeFightingSmall
Si
ll
yWars.AndSinceMenzi DecidedToBe
SomeAviweJunior,
IDon'tMindLut hoPlayi
ng
Me
Me:
Won'
tVusi
BeJeal
ous?
Dad:I'
m NotGivi
ngOv erMyEmpi
reTo
Lutho,
I
'm JustGonnaGiveHi
m aLi
lSuppor
t
SinceHe'
sAl soProt
ecti
ngYouI
nWhatHe's
Doi
ng
Me:
ThanksDad
Dad:JustMakeSur
eThatYouAndTheBaby
AreOkay
Me:
IWi
l
lDad

HeGotUpAndKi
ssedMyFor
ehead

Dad:
Goodni
ghtBbe
Me:
NightDad

HeWal kedOut
,IWentToTakeOlonaFr
om
Owethu'sRoom AndWeSleptToget
her
.The
Foll
owingDayIWokeUpAndOl onaWokeUp
WithMe,WeBathedToget
herAndWashedEach
Other'
sBacks.
ILot
ionedAndDr
essedOlonaAndMy self
Too,
WeWentToHav eBreakf
astTogetherWi
th
TheFamil
yThenLuthoPickedHerUp.
School
WasJustSchool
,Nothi
ngInter
est
ingHappened.
Aft
erSchoolLut
hoPickedMeUp,HeDr ov
eUs
ToHisHouseAndLuckilyHisMotherWasn't
'
Round.IWentToTheKitchenAndMadeMy sel
f
SomethingToEatAndSatOnTheKi tchen
Count
er,Lut
hoGotIn

Lut
ho:
SomeTwoSoul
sAr
eHungr
y
Me:
WayTooHungr
y
Lut
ho:
CanIHel
pYouWi
thThat
?
Me:
NopeMakeYour
s

HeJustTookThePl
ateAndPutItAsi
de,
He
Pi
ckedMeUpAndWal kedToHisRoom Wit
h
Me.JeahWeHitI
tOf
f.
Aft
erOurSessi
on,IJustWor
eLutho'
sT-
shi
rt
AndWentToWat chT. VWhi
leLut
hoWasOn
Hi
sPhone.
SomeoneKnockedAndIWentTo
OpenUp

Me:
What
chuDoi
ngHer
e?
Menzi
:ISeeYouAndLi
lBr
oAr
eSt
il
lAtI
tHar
d
Me:
WhatDoYouWantMenzi
?
Lut
ho:
ThatWasQui
ck
Menzi
:IWasI nTheNei
ghbor
hoodAndI
'
m
Thi
rst
y,ICoul
dUseSomeSpir
it
Lut
ho:
It'
sOnI
tsWay

MenziGotI
nAndSatOnaCouch,
IJustSt
ood
St
agnantWher
eIWas"TheFuckI
sLutho
Doi
ng?"
JustThenLut
ho'
sMot
herGotI
n

L'
sMom:
Esi
hle
Me:
Hel
l
oMa
Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hle!
Me:
HeyBbe
Ol
ona:
YouWear
ingBhut
'Luu'
sT-
shi
rt
Me:
DoesI
tSui
tMe?
Ol
ona:
Yes!
Me:
ThanksBbe
L'
sMom: OlonaGoToYourRoom,
Esi
hleGo
AndGetDressedOrSt
ayI
nLutho'
sRoom
Lut
ho:
SheDoesn'
tHav
eToGo

Lut
ho'
sFat
herGotI
nHandI
nHandWi
thAngel
a

Menzi
:YouFi
nal
l
yAr
ri
ve
L'
sDad:WhateverYouWannaSay,
SayI
tQui
ckl
y
CozI
'm ABusinessManIDon'
tHaveAl
lDay
Lut
ho:
OkayFi
ne,
WeAl
lKnowThatMom Has
BeenHol dingYouDownSi
nceForev
erAndShe
StayedEv enWhenYouSuf
focat
edHerWitcho
Bull
shit
.
L'
sDad:
WhatDoYouWantToSayLut
ho?
Lut
ho:IWantYouToSignEver
ythi
ngYouOwn
OverToMom AndOlona,
IWantYouToGive
HerAll
YourBusi
nessShar
es
L'
sDad:
HahaThi
sBoyI
sCr
azy
Lut
ho:
Am I
?(Taki
naSi
pFr
om Hi
sGl
ass)
Menzi
:YouSeeUncleWeHav eSomePer i
l
ous
I
nfoThatCoul
dTurnYourBusinessCar
eer
Upsi
deDown
L'
sDad: IThinkYouTwoFor getThatIKnow
PeopleFrom HighPlacesWhoCoul dDestr
oy
YourBusinessPathsInaBlinkOfAnEy e,
Don'
t
Star
tAWarYouWon' tWinBoys
L'
sMom: I
'
veBeenQui
etForYearsNow,
I
t'
s
Ti
meIStandUpForMysel
f.
DoWhatTheyAsk
YouToDoOrIDest
royYouMy sel
f
L'
sDad:MyWi f
eWe'v
eBeenTogetherFor
Year
s,Ov
ercameObst
acl
esToget
her.YouCan'
t
Leav
eMySi deNo-
L'
sMom:
DoI
t
Menzi
:AndOhhThatBoyAngel
aGabeBi
rt
h
To,
I
sMySon
L'
sDad:
WHAT?
?
Angel
a:TheyAr
eLy
ingHe'
sYourSon
Menzi:Angel
aSleptWit
hMeSev eral
TimesAnd
SheSleptWithYouOnceButSheHadHer
Per
iodsAfterSl
eepingWit
chuAndSheSlept
Wit
hMeAgai nAndSheFellPr
egnant
L'
sDad:
Angel
aIsThi
sTr
ue?
?
Angel
a:.
..
..
..:
'
(
Menzi
:Si
gnBackTheI
nher
it
anceBackToM-
Lut
ho:
BackToMom,
Giv
eEv
ery
thi
ngToHer
Menzi
:ButThatWasNotOurDeal
Lut
hoTookOutAGunAndPoint
edI
tAt
Menzi
,
HisFat
herAndAngel
a

Lut
ho:
ADeal
CanBeBr
oken,
NowLeav
e!

FUCKMESI
DEWAYS
[05/
19,18:
19]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

♥ CROPTOP♥

#S2

#I
NSERT42♡

TheRoom WentDead,
Lut
hoWasDeadSer
ious
AsAHeartAtt
ack
L'
sDad:Can'tWeTal
kBoutThi
sLut
ho?WeCan
HaveaFatherAndSonTal
kAndFi
xAllOfThi
s
Lut
ho: OhhReall
y?I
t'
sTooLat
eDadFor
That,
I
'veSpentAlmostAl
lMyLi
feSeeki
n'For
YourAttent
ion,
Wanti
ngYouToLoveMe,ToSee
MeAsYourSonButYouKnowWhat ?I'
m Done
WithThat
Menzi
:IHopeYouKnowYou'
reMaki
ngABig
Mi
stakeByNotGiv
ingMeMyShareOfTheDeal
Lut
ho:Menzi
WeBothKnowYouWereGonna
Backst
abMeButI
'm Al
way
sOneSt
epAheadOf
YouBIGBROTHER

MenziDrankDownHisBrandyI nOneGul
pThen
TookHisCarKeysAndWal kedToTheDoorBut
Befor
eHeWal kedOut
,HeTur nedAndLooked
AtEvery
one
Menzi
:AngelaIWantMySonTomor r
owFi r
st
Thi
ngInTheMor ningAndYouUncl e,
IThought
YouTookMeAsYourSonButISeeI '
llAl
way s
BeNothingButAnOr phanNephewTo
You.
Lutho,
WellPl
ay edLil
Bro.YouWonThi s
RoundButBeWar ned,IMightStr
ikeAny t
ime

Wi
thThatSai
d,
HeWal
kedOut

L'
sDad:
Lut
hoMySo-
Lut
ho:MrZizwePl easeLeav
eMyHouseAnd
Don'
tForget
,IWantThePaperWor
ksSigned
Tomorr
owMor ni
ng.NowLeave

Lut
ho'
sDadGotUpAndLef
tAngel
aSi
tt
ingOn
TheCouch

Lut
ho:
AndPl
easeTakeYourBi
tchWi
tchu
L'
sDad:
YouGetUp!

Angel
aWi pedHerTear
sAndFoll
owedMr
Zi
zwe,TheyBothWentOut
.Lut
hoPutTheGun
DownAndDr ankTheSmal
l Br
andyLef
tInHi
s
Gl
ass

L'
sMom:TakeThatThingAwayAndEsi
hleI
Tol
dYouToGetDressed

IGotUpAndWal kedToLut ho'sRoom,ITook

MyClothesAndGotDr essed.
LuthoGotI nAnd
PutHisGunInHisSafeWhi chHappenedToBe
InHi
sCl oset
.HeCameToMeAndWr appedHis
Arms'RoundMyWai stAndPl antedSoftPecks
OnMyNeck

Me:Pl
easeSt
opBef
oreYourMom Get
sInHer
e
AndKi
cksMeMeOut
Lut
ho:
She'
dNev
erDoThat
Me:
YourMom Hat
esMyGut
s
Lut
ho:She'
sJustNotUsedToYouYet,
I'
m Sur
e
OnceSheKnowsTheReal YouShe'
sGonna
LoveYou
Me:
JeahAy
t

Lut
hoTur
nedMeAndMadeMeLookAtHi
m

Lut
ho:
Wassup?
Me:HowIsOurRelat
ionshi
pGonnaWor
kIf
YourMom Doesn'
tLi
keMe?
Lut
ho:
BbeI
'
m Sur
eMom I
sGonnaLov
eYou
Me:
IDon'
tSeeThatComi
ngTr
ue

IBentDownToTi
eMyShoes
Lut
ho:
Lemme

HeGotDownAndTi
edMyShoesWhi
l
eISatOn
TheBed

Lut
ho:Ther
eYouGo,Fr
om NowOnYou'l
lHave
ToAskSomeoneToTieYourShoesOrYou'
l
l
Suf
focat
eOurLi
lPr
incess

IJustLookedAtHi
m AndSmi
l
ed

Lut
ho:
YouFi
nal
l
ySmi
l
e
Me:
IHadTo.
..
.IHav
eToGo
Lutho:Can'
tYouStayOverForDi
nner
?I'
m Sur
e
MrMor enaWon'tMindAsLongAsYouGonna
SleepAtHisHouse
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryICan'
t
Lut
ho:
Please
Me:
Lut
ho
Lut
ho:
Pret
tyPl
ease
Me:
OkayFi
ne
Lut
ho:
YouTheBest

HePeckedMyLips.WeBothWentToThe
Ki
tchenCozISai
dIWasGonnaHel pHim Wi
th
TheCooki
ng,
WeFoundHi sMotherPeel
i
ng
Potat
oesAndOlonaEat
ing

L'
sMom:
YouSt
il
lInYourSchool
Uni
for
m
Lut
ho:
IPi
ckedHerUpAtSchool
L'
sMom:DoYourPar
entsKnowThatYouDon'
t
GoSt
rai
ghtHomeAft
erSchool
?
Me:
Uhhm I
-
Lut
ho:
HerDadKnows,
ICal
l
edHi
m.
Lut
hoTookaYoghur
tFr
om TheFr
idgeThen
TwoSpoons

Lutho:We'l
lBeInMyRoom IfYou'
ll
NeedUs.We
Wer eGonnaPrepar
eDi
nnerButISeeYou
Alr
eadyDoingTheCookingSoMyGi rlAndIAr
e
JustGonnaWat chMovi
esAndWai tFor
GrandmaToDi shUpHerDelici
ousMeal
Ol
ona:
CanIJoi
nYou?
Me:
Ye-
Lut
ho:
Nope,
Hel
pMom Out
.
Ol
ona:
YouSuck
Lut
ho:
IKnowSweet
ie.
Let
'sGoBbe

WeWalkedToHisRoom AndLiedOnHi
sBed
Whil
eWatchi
ngARom Com From Hi
s
Lapt
op.
HisPhoneRang
Lut
ho:
IGot
taTakeThi
s

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Lut
ho:
MyNi
kka
.
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
JeahAnd?
.
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:That
'sAwesomeBr
oSoICanComeAnd
CheckEm OutToni
ght
?
.
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
Sur
eThi
ng

HeHungUpAndCameBackToTheBed
Lut
ho:ThatWasAnga,
YourDad'
sGuysJoi
ned
UsTodayAndTaughtMyGuysaThingOrTwo
Me:
That
'sGr
eat
Lut
ho:
ButYouDon'
tSeem Happy
Me:
Lut
hoYourMot
herDoesn'
tLi
keMe
Lut
ho:
BbeAr
eWeSt
il
lTher
e?
Me:HowAm ISupposedToBeReliev
edWhen
YourMother
'sGonnaStayWit
chuAndI'
l
lHav
e
ToVisi
tYouWhileShe'
sHere?
Lut
ho:
CozILov
eYou
Me:
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:BbeStopWor
ryi
ngBoutMom,
ILov
eYou
AndOnlyYou.
Me:
IWi
shWeWoul
dGetAl
ong
Lut
ho:
TrustMeBbeYouWi
l
l

HeTookTheSpoonFr
om MyHandAndGotOn
TopOfMe

Me:
BbeWeJustDi
dItNow
Lut
ho:I
t'
sNotMyFaul
tThatICan'
tGetEnough
OfYouMissMor
ena
Me:
Ohh?
Lutho:YesAndIWi
shICoul
dHav
eYou
EverydayAl
lDay
Me:
YhoNoThat
'sTooMuch
Lut
ho:
I'
dNev
erGetEnoughOfYou

HeSmashedHisLi
psOnMi
neAndWeHadA
LongPassi
onat
eKi
ss

Ol
ona:
WhatAr
eYouDoi
ng?
Lut
ho:
Lhol
hoWhatDoYouWant
?
Ol
ona:
IWannaWat
chaMov
ieWi
thYou
Lut
ho:
WeNotWat
chi
ngaMov
ieAny
mor
eNow
Ol
ona:
ThenWhatAr
eYouDoi
ng?
Lut
ho:
Maki
ngAnot
herBab-
Me:
WePl
ayi
ng
Ol
ona:
CanIPl
ayWi
thYou?

IGi
veUp!

Lutho:
YouKnowWhat,Let
'
sJustAl
lGoToThe
LoungeAndWatchT.
V
Ol
ona:
OkayLet
'sGoThen

WeGotUpAndWentToTheLounge, Ol
onaSat
InBetweenUsAndLut hoWasBoredAs
Fuck: vHi
sMot herCal
ledUsForDi
nnerAnd
LuthoSatNextToMe
L'
sMom: SoWhereAr
eYouGoi
ngToSt
udy
Af
terYourGr
ade12Esi
hle?
Me:
IDon'
tKnowMay
beOut
taTown
L'
sMom: OutOfTownWow,
SoYouThi
nkYour
Rel
ati
onshi
pWithLut
hoWi
ll
Work?
Me:WeBot
hLoveEachOt
her
,IDon'
tSeeWhyI
t
Woul
dn'
tWork

Lut
hoSmi
l
edAndHel
dMyHand

L'
sMom:HopeYouKnowThatLuthoI
sAMan
AndSomet
imesLov
eIsNotEnough
Lut
ho:
Mom!
L'
sMom: It
'sTheTrut
h.Lut
hoTol
dMeThatYou
TwoWer eSti
ll
Dati
ngWhenYouSt ar
tedHavi
ng
AnAffai
rWithMenzi,
That'
saBi
tTooWhorish
Don'
tYouThink?
Me:
MaWhenIDat
edWi
thMenzi
,
IDi
dn'
tKnow
ThatHeWasRel
atedToLut
ho
L'
sMom: EvenI
fHeWasn'
t,
YouCheat
edOn
Lut
ho.DoYouSti
l
lThi
nkTheLongDi
stance
Rel
ati
onshi
pThi
ngWouldWork?
Lut
ho:
I'
m TheFi
rstOneWhoCheat
ed
L'
sMom: Just'
CauseYourBoy
fri
endOrAnyone
YouAreInLov eWit
hCheatsThatDoesn'
tMean
YouAlsoHav eToCheat,
YouHaveToHav e
Pri
nci
plesAsALadyAndIDon' tSeeYouAs
One

I
'
M DONE!
[05/
19,18:
19]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT43♡
IPutMySpoonOnTheTabl
eAndThr
ewThe
Clot
hOnTheTabl
e

Me:
IGuessIOv
erst
ayedMyWel
come
Lut
ho:Mom Ar
eYouForReal
??..
..
BabyLook
YouDon'
tHaveToGo.
Mom PleaseApologi
ze
ToEsi
hle
L'
sMom:IWasJustSpeaki
ngMyMi
nd,
What
's
WrongWi
thThat
?

IGotUpAndWentToTakeMyBagFrom
Lut
ho'sRoom,
Lut
hoGotInAf
terMe.
HeHel
d
Me

Lut
ho:
LookBabyI
'
m Sor
ryBoutWhatMom
Sai
d
Me:
..
..
..
Lutho:
OkayLookIKnowTheThingsSheSai
d
AreSoNotOnAndI '
m Sor
ryForThat
Me:
JustDr
iveMeHomeLut
hoPl
ease
Lut
ho:
IHat
eItWhenYouMadAtMe
Me:
IAi
n'
tMadAt
chu
Lut
ho:
BbeCanWeTal
-
Me:
PleaseJustDr
iveMeHome

IWalkedOutToHisCarAndJustSat
There,
Thi
nkingBoutWhatHisMotherJust
Said.
IFel
tHisHandWipingTearsOffMyFace,
I
Didn'
tNoti
ceThatIWasCr y
ing

Lut
ho:BbeYouKnowHowMuchILov
eYou
Ayt
?!
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
Esi
hleCanYouJustTal
kToMe?
Me:
..
..
..
..:
'
(
Lut
ho:
BbeDon'
tDoThi
sToYour
sel
f
Me:LUTHOJUSTDR-JustDr
iveMeHome
Pl
ease
Lut
ho:
Fine

WeDr ov
eI nSil
ence,
IWasSoNotOkay .
He
ParkedInFr ontOfMyGateAndItWasNotDark
Outside.
WhenIWasBoutToOpenThe
Door,LuthoHeldMyHand.IJustExhal
edAnd
Didn'
tLookAtHi m

Lut
ho:
SugarILov
eYou.
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho:OkayFi
neI'
l
lAskMom ToMov
eOutTo
SomewhereEl
se
Me:
YouDon'
tHav
eTo
Lut
ho:
ThenWhatDoYouWantMeToDo?
Me:
Not
hing
Lut
ho:
BbeC'
monDon'
tBeLi
keThat
Me:
CanIGoNow?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
..

IJustOpenedTheDoorAndGotOut,
IGotTo
TheHouseAndFoundDadAndOl wethuPlay
ing
T.VGamesWhi l
eVusiSadTher
eFrowningAnd
Typi
ngSomet hi
ngOnHisPhone

Me:
Hi

IWal
kedUpTheSt
air
s

Dad:YouSti
l
lGonnaGoOut,
GetI
nAgainAnd
GreetUsI
nAnAppropr
iat
eWayRight
?!
Ol
wet
hu:
I'
m Sur
eSheWi
l
l
IWal
kedDownTheSt ai
rsAndWalkedOutThen
Wal
kedInAgain,
IKnewDadWouldEvenTake
MeFrom MyRoom ToDoThatSoIJustSaved
UsBothTheEnergy
.

Me:
Eveni
ngDad,
Olwet
huAndVusi
Dad:
Hel
l
oPr
incess
Ol
wet
hu:
Jeah
Vusi
:
...
..
..

IWalkedToMyRoom AndThrewMyBagOn
TheBed,IChangedI
ntoMyNi
ghtDr
essAndGot
InBed.Vusi
GotIn

Me:YouShoul
dTeachYour
selfHowToKnock
Bef
oreEnt
eri
ngSomeoneElse'
sRoom
Vusi
:Mxm
Me: I
fYouCameWithThatObnoxiousSpi
ri
t
PleaseDoMeAFavor,
TurnYourBack,Wal
k
ForwardAndCl
oseTheDoorBehind

HeJustThr
ewHi msel
fOnMyBed,Lai
dOnHis
BackAndExhal
edWhileCov
eri
ngHisEyesWi
th
HisAr
ms

Me:
Hav
in'
aBadDay
?
Vusi
:I
t'
sTheWor
st
Me:
WhatWentDown?
Vusi:IGotEx
pel
l
edFrom School,
Mom
GroundedMeAndNowDadJustTol dMeThat
We'l
lBeHav i
ngAFamil
yReunionThi
s
DecemberAndMom Invi
tedEsihl
eAndHer
Mother
Me:
What
'sWr
ongWi
thThat
?
Vusi
:ICan'
tHav
eMyExSt
ayi
ngHer
eForA
Whol
eWeek
Me:
Bet
terGetUsedToTheI
deaBr
o
Vusi
:SoWassupWi
tchu?ICanSeeYouNot
Okay
Me:
IDon'
tWannaTal
kBoutI
t
Vusi
:SoYouWannaDi
eYoung
Me:
OkayFi
ne,
Lut
ho'
sMom Doesn'
tLi
keMe
Vusi
:WhatDidYouExpect
?YouDatedWith
MenziAndLuthoAtTheSameHousehol
d
Me:
YouAi
n'
tReal
l
yHel
ping
Vusi
:AndBesi
desManyMotherI
nLawsDon'
t
GetAl
ongWithThei
rDaught
erI
nLaws
Me:
Why
?
Vusi
:IShoul
dBeAski
n'YouThatQuest
ion
Me:
ThatWomanReal
l
yHat
esMyGut
s
Vusi
:WhatDi
dLut
hoSayOrDo?
Me:
HeTol
dHi
sMot
herToApol
ogi
zeBut
Dol
oloAndThatHe'l
lAskHerToLi
veButThat
'
ll
BeAnotherReasonToTopHerHat
red
Vusi
:May
beShe'
l
lLi
keYouAsTheTi
meGoes
By
Me:Li
keThatMakesAny
Di
ff
erence,
ThatWomanHat
esMeVusi
Vusi
:You'
l
lBeFi
neLi
lSi
sDon'
tWor
ry

HeGotOutAndIFel
lAsl
eep
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
WeeksWentBy ,
IIgnoredLut hoEverSinceThe
DinnerNi ghtWi t
hHi sMot her.
IChangedMySi m
CardAndSi nceWeWer eWr i
ti
ngOurEndOf
YearExams, HeWasWr i
tingHi sTooSoHe
Reall
yDi dn'tGetTheChanceToGetToSeeMe
OrCat chMeAf t
erSchool CozWeWoul dGo
HomeTheMi nuteWe' r
eDoneWr i
ti
ng.IWas3
Mont hsPr egnantThenAndMyTummyWas
Showi ng,
IHadWei rdCravingsAndAl lThat
PregnancyI sh.ThisOneHotDay ,
IJustWr ot
e
MyFi nalFinal PaperAndIWasSoHappyCozI
WasGonnaBeDoneWi thTheSt udyi
ngAnd
I
sh.AsIWasWal kingToTheGat e,
ISawLut ho'
s
CarAndAt
tempt
edToWal
kBackToWher
everI
Coul
dHide

Lut
ho:
SUGAR!

Dammit!ITur
nedAndLookedAtHi
m,HeGot
Cl
oserToMeAndPul l
edInForALongAss
Ti
ghtHug

Lut
ho:
IMi
ssedYou
Me:
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:ICan'
tBel
i
eveYouI
gnor
edMeForA
WholeMonthAndAWeek
Me:
INeededTi
meToThi
nk

WhoaThatWasLong,IDidn'
tEv
enReal
i
seThat
II
gnor
edHim ForThatLongCozIWasCaught
UpInMyBooks
Lut
ho:
And?
Me:
What
?
Lut
ho:
WhatDi
dYouThi
nk?
Me:
Not
hing
Lut
ho:
SoHow'
sMyPr
incess?
Me:
OkayIGuessAndTheBumpI
sShowi
ng
Lut
ho:
WHAT?
?WowCanISeeI
t?

HePi
ckedMeUpAndSpun'
roundWi
thMe

Me:
OkayOkayNowPutMeDown
Lut
ho:
SoCanISeeI
t?
Me:
YesButNotHer
e

HeTookMeByMyHandAndWeWal
kedToHi
s
Car
,HeSt
art
edI
tAndDr
oveUsToTown

Lut
ho:
YouEv
enChangedYourNumber
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
DoYouKnowHowMuchThatHur
tMe?
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
Esi
hleI
'
m Tal
ki
n'ToYou!
Me:
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
SoNowYouAi
n'
tGonnaAnswerMe?
Me:
..
..
..
..
Lut
ho:ESI
HLEMORENAI
'
M TALKI
N'TOYOU
HERE!

IJustSt
art
edCr
ying

Lut
ho:SugarC'monIDidn'
tMeanToMakeYou
Cry
,I
'm JustMadThatYouIgnor
edMeThatYou
Ev
enChangedYourSum Car
d
Me:IJustNeededTi
meToThi
nk,
I
sn'
tThat
ReasonEnoughForYou?
Lut
ho:BbeIDi
dn'
tKnowWhet
herYouAndThe
BabyWereOkayOrNhaa
Me:
AsYouCanSee,
We'
rePer
fect
lyOkay
Lut
ho:
WeShoul
dGoForAScan
Me:
May
beTomor
row,
I
'm Ti
redNow
Lut
ho:
FineByMeSoWher
eShoul
dWeGoAnd
Eat
?
Me:
Wher
everYouWannaGo
Lut
ho:
BabyISai
dI'
m Sor
ryDi
dn'
tI?
Me:YouTheOneWho'
sGonnaPay
,YouChoose
ThePlace
Lut
ho:
OkayFi
ne

HeDr
oveUsToThi
sFastFoodPl
aceAndWe
MadeOurOrders,
IOr
der
edAMeal Li
keHi
sAnd
HeJustWat
chedMeEat i
ng.
Err
thi
ngInMyPl
ate
WasDoubl
eHi s,
IWasEat
ingForTwo
Remember:)
HeJustWat
chedMeEat
ingWhi
l
eHeSmi
l
ed

Lut
ho:
IMi
ssedYou
Me:
IMi
ssedYouTwo
Lut
ho:
Ther
eIsMySugar

HeGotUpAndTouchedMyTummy

Lut
ho:ThankYouPr
incessForBr
ingi
ngHer
Back
Me:
IWasJustTi
redAndHungr
yIGuess
Lut
ho:
SoNowCanIGetTheNewNumber
?
Me:
I'
ll
PutBackMyOl
dSi
m
Lut
ho:
ThankYou

Menzi
GotI
nAndWal
kedToUs

Menzi
:YouSt
il
lToget
her
?IThoughtYouBr
oke
Up
Me:
AndWhyWoul
dYouThi
nkLi
keThat
?
Menzi :
Uhhm NotSoLongAgoI '
veBeenSeeing
Li
l BroLeavingWithDif
fer
entChi
cksErrday
From Diff
erentClubsAndI'
m Sur
eWeAl lKnow
WhatWentDownAndDon' tWorr
yI'
veBeen
Mor eLikeKeepin'AnEyeOnYouNotFol l
owing
You

ILookedAtLut
ho

Menzi:
OoooopsIDidn'
tKnowItWasa
Secr
et,
Let
'sJustHopeTheyUsedPr
otect
ion.
It
WouldBeBadForLut hoToKillHi
sChildWith
TheInfecti
onsHeCould'
veGottenFrom Those
Gir
lsHeFuckedTheLastFewDay s,
I
tWoul dBe
Understandabl
eIfI
'
dKill
ItMyself
Lut
ho:DARELAYYOURDI
RTYHANDSONMY
BABYISWEARI'
LL-
Menzi:You'
l
lWhat?YouKnowSomet i
mesI
Don'tHaveToGetMyHandsDi rt
y.YouDon'
t
KnowWhat '
sInEsihl
e'sFoodRi
ghtNow,It
HelpsToHav eConnecti
onsYouKnow
Me:
WHAT?
?
Menzi
:Don'
tWor
ryTher
e'sNot
hingYet

Wi
thThatSai
dHeWal
kedAway

Lut
ho:
AreYouOkay
?
Me:
You'
veBeenSl
eepi
ng'
round
Lut
ho:
You'
veBeenI
gnor
ingMe
Wow:
'
(
[05/
19,18:
19]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT44♡

ICoul dn'
tBeli
eveWhatLut hoJustSai d,WasHe
BeingForReal ??TheFuckI sWrongWi thHim?I
NeededTi meToThi nk,INeededTi meTo
Study ,
INeededTi meToEv aluat
eMy selfAnd
InsteadOfWai ti
ngForMeOrUnder standingHe
FuckedWi t
hDifferentThotti
esEv er
yNi ght .
May beHi sMom WasRi ght
,ALongDi st
ance
Relationshi
pWoul dBeBadForUsAndWeSo
NotForEachOt her
Me:TheCarKey
s?I
'
llWai
tForYouI
nThe
Car:(
Lut
ho:
Tal
ki
n'Li
keI
t'
sYour
s
Me:ISeeYourSeat
sAr
eTi
redOfMyBi
gAss,
I
'l
l
TakeaTaxi

HeJustSnor
t-
laughedAndGav
eTheKey
sTo
Me

Me:
KeepEm
Lut
ho:
StopAct
ingLi
keABr
at
Me:
Mxm

ITookTheKeysAndWal
kedToTheCar,
IGotI
n
AndCri
edMyLungsOut.
IWasHurti
ng,
IWas
Deepl
yHurt
,IWasHur
tToTheCore:'
(:(
"
WhatWasI tThatIWasn'
tGi
vi
ngToLutho?
WasINotGoodEnough?WasIJustSomeBaby
Maki
n'MachineToHim?"
HeOpenedTheDoorAndGotIn,IDi
dn'
tLif
tMy
HeadUpToLookAtHim,IJustCont
inued
Cry
ing.
Aft
erAWhi
leHePul
l
edMeI
ntoHi
sAr
msAnd
Hel
dMeTight

Lut
ho:
I'
m Sor
ry

IPushedHi
m AndHi
tHi
sChest

Me:YourSor
ryWon'
tFi
xAny
thi
ngLut
ho!YOUR
DAMNFUCKI N'
SORRYWON'TFI
XANYTHING!

HeGotHol
dOfMyHandsAndPul
l
edMeI
nto
Hi
sArmsAgai
n
Me:Lut
hoJustDr
iveMeHome!DRI
VEM-DRI
-
DRI
V-DRIVEMEHOMELU-LUTHO!
Lut
ho:
BbeYouCan'
tEv
enTal
k
Me:
DIDYOUUSEPROTECTI
ONLUTHO?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
Me:
DIDYOU?
?
Lutho:ICar
eBoutYouAndOurBaby
,IWoul
dn'
t
RiskYourHeal
thLi
keThat
Me:
Ahhhhh!

IFel
tAShar
pPai
nOnMyLowerAbdomen

Lut
ho:
BbeYouOkay
?
Me:
I'
m Fi
n-Aaahhhhh!
Lut
ho:
What
'sWr
ong?I
sTheBabyOkay
?
Me:
IDON'
TKNOW :
'
(IDon'
tWannaLoseMy
BabyLut
ho
Lut
ho:BbeYouWon'
t,
WeAi
n'
tGonnaLoseOur
Baby

HeStart
edTheCarAndMadeItFl
yIt'
sWayTo
TheHospit
al,
IDi
dn'
tEvenMi
ndHisDrivi
ngCoz
OfThePainIWasIn.
HeKeptSwear
ingAnd
Cursi
ngOnTheWay

Lut
ho:
YouSt
il
lOkay
?
Me:
DOILOOKOKAYTOYOU?
?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..

Lut
hoWasPanickin'
SoWasHi sDri
vi
ngButHe
WasUsedToDr i
vi
ngInThatStat
eHe'sAThug
Aft
erAl
l
.WeGotToTheHospi tal
,
NoOneCame
ToUsExceptTheRecept
ioni
st
Lady
:What
'sWr
ongWi
thHer
?
Lut
ho:She'sHavi
ngPai
nsOnHerLower
Abdomen.THEFUCKARETHOSEBEDSAND
NURSESORDOCTORS' ROUNDHERE??I
SWEARIFILOSEMYBABYI '
M GONNAMAKE
SURETHATY' ALL-

JustThenTwoNursesCameWit
hThat
Hospit
alBed,
Lut
hoPickedMeUpAndPutMe
OnIt

Lut
ho:WHATFUCKI
N'TOOKYOUSOLONG?
?
BLOODYPUBLI
CHOSPITAL!
Nur
se1:
SirCanYouPl
easeCal
m D-
Lutho:
DON'
TFUCKI
N' TELLMETOCALM
DOWNWHENMYGI RLFRIENDI
SINTHAT
KINDAPAI
N,DOYOUKNOW THATICANLOSE
HERORMYBABY?DOYOURDAMNJOBAND
SAVETHEIRLI
VESANDSTOPACTI NGLI
KEA
THERAPI
ST

IWasRushedToARoom Wher eTheDoct

or
CheckedMyEver
ythi
ng,
TheyGaveMe
Somethi
ngToStopThePain,
TheyTookSome
Test
s.
IFel
lAsl
eepRi
ghtAf
terTheyWer
eDoneWi
th
Ever
ythi
ng.
IWokeUpAndSawLut
hoWi
thHi
sHeadOn
TheBed

Me:
Lut
ho
Lut
ho:
..
..
..

IGuessHeWasAsl eep,
ITr
iedToSi
tUp
Str
aightAndIWokeHim

Me:
WhatTi
meI
sIt
?
HeCheckedHi
sWat
ch

Lut
ho:
It'
s7pm
Me:
DidYouCal
lMom AndDad?
Lut
ho:JeahTheyWentToBuySomet
hingTo
Eat
,HowAreYou?
Me:
I'
m Fi
ne
Lut
ho:
ThePai
n?
Me:
IDon'
tFeel
ItAny
mor
e
Lut
ho:IThoughtIWasGonnaLoseYouTwo.
I
Can'
tLoseYouGuy s

IJustLookedAtHi
m AndThoughtOfWhatHe
Did

Me:
IThi
nkYouShoul
dGo
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
SpendTheNi
ghtHer
e
Me:YouWri
ti
ngYourExams,
YouNeedAl
lThe
Sl
eepYouCanGet
Lut
ho:
YouAndPr
incessComeFi
rst
Me:ButI'
m Sur
eYouDi dn'
tThi
nkOfThatWhen
YouFuckedWithThoseThousandBi
tches

JustThenMom AndDadGotI
n

Mom:
MyBaby
,I
'm Gl
adYouOkay
Dad:
HowAr
eYouPr
incess?
Me:
I'
m OkayNowDad
Mom:
ThankGoodnessYouWer
eWi
thLut
ho
Dad:
IThi
nkYouShoul
dGoNowSon
Lut
ho:
IDon'
tMi
ndSpendi
ngTheNi
ghtHer
e
Mom: YouDon'tHaveToBbe,
GoHome,
TakeA
ShowerAndSleep.YouNeedI
t
Lut
ho:
OkayThenBy
eSugar

HeCameToMeAndKi ssedMyFor
eheadThen
Sai
dGoodbyeToMom AndDadThenLeft
.IAt
e
WhatTheRent
sBoughtMe

Mom:
WhatHappened?
Me:IWasHav
ingA-ThePainJustSt
art
edI
Don'
tKnowWhatHappened
Dad:
YouWer
eHav
in'
AWhat
?
Me:Uhhm IWasHavi
n'ALil
LunchWit
hLutho
AndUhhhm MyLowerAbdomenJustSt
art
ed
Hur
ti
n'
Mom: I
'
m SureI
t'
sNothi
ng.
It
'sNormal
ToHav
e
AbdomenalPai
nsWhenPregnant
Dad:YouNeedToRestAndNowThatYou
DoneWitchoExams,
YouCanGetAl
lTheRest
YouNeed
Me:
ThanksDad

HeKissedMyForeheadAndWeTalkedAnd
Tal
kedBoutAnyt
hingAndErr
thi
ng.
MyDoctor
GotI
n

Mom:
IsEv
ery
thi
ngOkayDoct
or?
Dad:
IsSheAndTheBabyOkay
?
Doc:TheyAr
eBot
hFineButEsi
hleHasBeen
Str
essi
ngTooMuchLatel
y,
That
'sWhatCaused
ThePain
Mom:
WhatDoesThatMeanDoct
or?
Doc:
She'
sGoingToBeOkayAsLongAsShe
ComesForHerCheckups
Dad:
ThanksDoc

TheDoct
orWal
kedOut
Dad:I
sThereSomet
hingYouAi
n'
tTel
l
in'
Us
Pri
ncess?
Me:
No
Mom:
We'
reYourPar
ent
sEsi
hle
Me:I
'm Fi
neMa,
IGuessTheExamsWer
eABi
t
Har
d
Dad:Thankf
ull
yYouDoneWi
thThem,
YouCan
Rel
axNow
Me:
IGuessSo
Mom: WeShouldGetGoing,I
'm Sur
eMyBabies
AreHungry.
YourBrot
herWentOutWi t
hInam
Today
,I
'm SureTheyAin'
tBackYet
Me:
WhoaWhat
?
Dad:
YesTheyBackToget
herForTheMi
l
li
ont
h
Ti
me

Mom AndILaughed
Dad:
ByePr
incess
Me:
ByeDad
Mom:I
'm SureYou'
ll
BeDischar
ged
Tomor
row,YourDadWil
lComeAndPickYouUp.
Me:
OkaySeeYouTomor
rowThen

TheyBothKissedMyForeheadAndLef
t,
ITr
ied
ToFall
AsleepButCouldn'
t.
MyPhoneRang,
It
WasaCal l
From Thobel
a

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
Hel
l
oSt
ranger
Thobel
a:HahaReal
l
y?
Me:
YesIDon'
tKnowYouAny
mor
e
Thobel
a:JustAf
terTheSagaBet
weenYour
Brot
herAndLi
tha,
IThoughtIShoul
dGi
veYou
SomeTimeToCool Off
Me:
YouWer
en'
tPar
tOfI
t
Thobel
a:ButITr
iedToDef
endLi
tha
Me:
YouWer
eJustBei
ngAGoodFr
iend
Thobel
a:SoDoesThatMeanYouAi
n'
tMadAt
Me?
Me:
WhyWoul
dIBe?
Thobel
a:ISwearYouTheBest
,SoWhat
chu
Doing?
Me:
Lyi
ngOnaHospi
tal
Bed?
Thobel
a:HaaWhatHappened?
Me:
JustHadLowerAbdomenal
Pai
ns
Thobel
a:YouPr
egnant
?
Me:
Yeap
Thobel
a:WowIDi
dn'
tEv
enNot
iceThatThe
LastTi
meISawYou
Me:
YouDi
dn'
tHav
eTo
Thobel
a:SoI
sTheBabyOkay
?
Me:
JeahTheBabyI
sOkay
Thobel
a:SoI
sTheFat
herI
nThePi
ctur
e?
Me:
It'
sCompl
i
cat
ed
Thobel
a:ThenLet
'sNotTal
kBoutThat
,Uhhm
SoWhenCanISeeYou?
Me:I'
l
l Tel
lYouWhenMyBodyHasFul
l
y
Recovered
Thobel
a:I
'
llHearFr
om YouThen
Me:
Sur
eThi
ng
Thobel
a:YouShoul
dGetYourSl
eepThen
Me:
Bye
Thobel
a:GoodNi
ght
Me:
NightToYouTooHun

HeHungUpAndITr
iedToSl
eepAndFi
nal
l
y
Di
d.IWokeUpTheFoll
owi
ngDayToLut
ho
Ki
ssingMyHandWhichWasI
nHis

Me:
Hi
Lut
ho:
HeySugar
,HowYouFeel
i
ng?
Me:
10Ti
mesBet
terThanYest
erday

HeSmi
l
edAndPeckedMyLi
ps

Lut
ho:I
'
m GladYouAndPrincessAreOkay,
I
WasWorri
edAndSick.
IReall
yCan'tLoseYou
Guys
Me:
We'
reFi
ne
Lut
ho:
HowBoutWeDoThatScanHer
e,Today
?
Me:FineByMe.DoYouThi
nkWeCanKnowThe
GenderAtThi
sPeri
od?
Lut
ho:
IDon'
tKnowBbeWe'
l
lAskTheDoct
or
Me:TheDoct
orCameBackWi
thTheResul
ts
LastNi
ght
Lut
ho:
And?
Me:
TooMuchSt
ressedCausedThePai
n
Lutho:
Uhhm I
'
m SoSor
rySugar
,Thi
sIsAl
lMy
Fau-
Me:
NoI
t'
sNot

HeKi
ssedMyFor
eheadAndLai
dNextToMe

Lut
ho:
I'
veBeenThi
nki
ng
Me:
BoutWhat
?
Lut
ho:YouAndPri
ncessMeanALotToMeAnd
IWantToSpendTheRestOfMyLi
feWit
chu
AndIDon'
tWantPri
ncessToGr
owUpWi thout
HerFat
herPr
esentI
nHerLif
e
Me:
WhatI
fIt
'sGonnaBeAHe?
Lut
ho:ITol
dYouThatICanFeel
ItI
nMyBl
ood
ThatI
t'
sGonnaBeAGirl
Me:
YouSeem SoSur
e
Lut
ho:IAm.AsIWasSayin'
,
IWantOurKidsTo
KnowHowI t'
sLi
keToBeLov edByAFather
.I
WantToHav eTheKi
ndaRelati
onshi
pYouHave
Wit
choFatherWit
hPri
ncess
Me:
YouGonnaMakeMeCr
y

Lut
hoKi
ssedMyFor
ehead

Lutho:ILov eYouSugar.
IKnowIDidn'tHave
TheRi ghtToDoWhatIDi dTheLastFew
WeeksButIWasLonel y,
IBlamedMy sel
fFor
Err
thing.IJustWantedToGetMyMi ndOf f
Thi
ngs
Me:
ButSl
eepi
n'Wi
thEv
eryGi
rlYouMetLut
ho?
?
Lut
ho:
IKnowI
tWasWr
ongOfMeAndI
'
m
GonnaDoEv
ery
thi
ngI
nMyPowerToMake
Thi
ngsRi
ght
Me:
IDon'
tThi
nkICanDoThi
sAny
mor
eLut
ho

HeSatUpSt
rai
ghtAndLookedAtMe

Lut
ho:
WhatDoYouMean?
Me:LuthoOurRel
ati
onshi
pIsToxi
c,
WeAl
way
s
Fi
ghti
n'AndEver
yti
meWeSeem Happy
SomethingAl
waysComesUp
Lut
ho:Ever
yoneI
sAlwaysFi
ghti
n'I
nThei
r
Rel
ati
onshi
psAndThatsHowRel
ati
onshi
psAr
e
Me:
Thi
sIsTooMuchForMeLut
ho
Lut
ho:
Esi
hleAr
eYouBr
eaki
n'UpWi
thMe?
Me:
All
INeedI
sABr
eak
Lut
ho:
ABr
eak?
?YouFucki
n'Ki
ddi
n'Me?
AnOl
dLadyGotI
n,WeBot
hLookedAtHer

Lut
ho:
Ain'
tYouLostMa?
Lady
:I'
m Looki
ngForMyGr
anddaught
er
Me:
IThi
nkYouLost
Lady
:Ar
en'
tYouEsi
hle?
Me:
IAm Esi
hle,
WhoAr
eYou?

SheCameToMeAndHuggedTheLi
vi
ngShi
t
Outt
aMeWhil
eSheSobbed

Lady
:OhhMyChi
l
d:
'
(
Me:
Sor
ryMaButIDon'
tKnowYou
Lady
:YourMotherLeftWithYouWhenYou
WereYoung,
I
'm YourFather'
sMot
her.
Me:
Sor
ryMaButISt
il
lDon'
tKnowYou
Lady
:I'
m Lonwabo'
sMot
her
,YourGr
andmot
her
THEFUCK?
???
[05/
19,18:
19]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT45♡

Me:
WHAT?
???:
o

WHAT?
?:
o:
o

Lady
:IKnowYouPr
obabl
yShockedToSeeMe
Me:
Hel
lYesIAm!WhyDi
dYouComeNow?
?
Lady:
IDi
dn'
tKnowHowToApproachYouOr
YourMot
her
,IWasScar
edOfYourMot
her'
s
Husband
Me:
Why
?
Lady
:He'
sTheOneWhoKi
l
ledYourFat
her

Lut
hoLookedAtMeI
nShock

Lut
ho:Uhhm IThinkIShoul
dGetGoi
ng,
I
'l
lSee
YouLaterSugar
Me:
Bye

HeKi
ssedMyFor
eheadThenWal
kedOut

Me:
HeDi
dItToPr
otectMom
Lady
:SoYouKnow?
Me:TheyToldMe.YourSonTr
eat
edMom Li
ke
Tr
ash,I
'
m GladSheFoundSomeoneEl
seWho
Tr
eatedMeAsHi sOwnDaughter
Lady:HeHadAHear
tYouKnow,
HeLov
edYour
Mother
Me:HeBeatHerUpInMyPresence,
HeLeftHer
Wit
hNothingWhenHeFoundSomething
Bet
ter:'
(WhereIsHi
sWifeAndChildNow?
TheOnesHeLeftUsFor?:'
(
Lady
:ButHeDi
dn'
tHav
eToDi
e
Me:
..
..
..
.
Lady
:IKnowHeWasn'
tASai
ntButHeLov
ed
YouAndYourMot
her
Me:WOULDYOUBEATUPSOMEONEYOU
LOVE?
Lady:ThatWasWr ongOfHim AndHeWant ed
ToRightThatWr ongButYourMotherDi
dn't
GiveHim TheChanceTo,SheJustSentOutHer
GangsterHusbandToKillMySon,MyOneAnd
OnlyChil
d: '
(

OkayI
tWasSadToSeeAnOl
dLadyCr
yBut
ThatWasMyFat
herSheWasTal
ki
n'Bout

Me:That
'sMyFatherYouTalki
n'BoutAndHe
Ki
ll
edMyRea-HeKi ll
edYourSonCozHe
WantedToPr
otectMeAndMom. Clear
lyYou
Don'
tKnowEver
ythingThatWentDown
Lady
:HeWasYourFat
herEsi
hle,
HeLov
edYou
Me:ThenHeHadAFunnyWayOfShowi
ng
I
t.
HowDi dYouFi
ndMe?
Lady
:YourMot
herTol
dMeWher
eICoul
dFi
nd
You
Me:
WHAT?
?
Lady
:SheKnewHowMuchThi
sWoul
dMean
ToMe
Me:
WhatDoYouWant
?
Lady:IDi
dn'tWannaDi
eWithoutSeei
ngYouMy
Chil
d,IWannaGoToMyGr aveKnowingThat
You'
reWel l
FedAndTreat
edWel l
Me:
AsYouCanSee,
I
'm Per
fect
lyPer
fect
Lady:YourMot
herTol
dMeThatYou'
re
Pregnant
Me:
IAm
Lady
:IsHeTheFat
her
?(Poi
nti
ngAtTheDoor
)
Me:
HeWho?
Lady
:TheYoungManIFoundYouHer
eWi
th
Me:
YesHeI
s
Lady
:Don'
tYouThi
nkYou'
reTooYoungTo
HaveAChi-
Me:
IThi
nkYouShoul
dGo
Lady
:Esi
hleI
'
m-
Me:
PleaseLeav
e
Lady
:OkayI
'
m Goi
ngButWeSt
il
lNeedToTal
k
Me:I
fYouGonnaLectureMeBoutMy
Pr
egnancyThenKeepItToYour
sel
f
Lady
:I'
l
lGoToYourMot
her
'sHouse,
INeedTo
Tal
kToThem Too
Me:
GoodLuckOnGet
ti
n'I
nsi
deDad'
sYar
d

SheKissedMyHandAndLeft,
IGotUpAnd
WentToTakeABath.DadArr
ivedAndSi
gned
Paper
sForMyDischargeAndHeDroveUs
Home

Dad:
WassupPr
incess?
Me:
Not
hingDadWhy
?
Dad:
You'
veBeenQui
et
Me:
I'
m JustThi
nki
n'
Dad:
Car
eToShar
e?
Me:
NhaaI
'
m Fi
neDad
Dad:
YouKnowYouCanTel
lMeEv
ery
thi
ng
Ri
ght?
INoddedAndHeRubbedHi
sHandOnMi
ne

Me:
SoVusi
IsReal
l
yBackWi
thI
nam?
Dad:YesAndI
'
m Ki
ndaHappyTheySol
ved
Thi
ngs
Me:
Ohh?
Dad:YourBrotherHasn'
tBeenHimsel
fEver
SinceTheyBrokeThingsOff
,Ev
enThoughHe
Fucks'Round,
HeLov esHer
Me:
JustLi
keYouLov
eMom?
Dad:
YourMom'
sMyEv
ery
thi
ng
Me:
CanIAskYouSomet
hin'
?
Dad:
Shoot
Me:
YouHav
en'
tGi
venMeMyOwnGunYet
Dad:
AndIWon'
tAnyt
imeSoon,
I'
m NotReady
ToSpendMi
l
li
onsI
nCourtRoomsYet
Me:
Dad!
Dad:
ForReal
Me:
Onl
yVusi
Woul
dMakeYouDoThat
Dad:
SoWhat
chuWannaTal
kBout
?
Me:Uhhhm WasMyRea-WasLonwaboByAny
ChanceAGoodMan?

ISawDad'
sFaceChangi
ng,
ITouchedANoGo
Thingy

Dad:
WhyYouAski
n'MeThat
?
Me:
It'
sJustThatIUhhm I
-
Dad:
YouWhat
?
Me:
YouKnowWhat
?Nev
erMi
nd
Dad:
Esi
hle!
Me:
Let
'sLetI
tSl
i
deDad
Dad:
Cool
WeBot hKeptQui
et,
WeGotHomeAndIWent
ToMyRoom AndTr iedToSleep.
DadWent
BackToWor k,
VusiWasn'
t'
roundSoIWasAll
Alone.
IWentBackToTheLoungeAndWat
cheda
Movi
e,Vusi
GotI
nWithElet
hu

El
ethu:
Esi
hle!
Me:
Hi
Vusi
:Pr
egnancyMoods,
Don'
tMi
ndHer
El
ethu:
YouSt
il
lBeaut
if
ul
Me:
Thanks
Vusi
:We'
l
lBeI
nMyRoom
Me:
..
..
..
El
ethu:
SoIWon'
tBeGet
ti
n'NoHel
l
oHugOr
Ki
ss?
Me:
IAi
n'
tYourFr
iendEl
ethu
Vusi
:Ouch!
El
ethu:
O-kay
Me:
JustLeav
eAl
ready

VusiLaughedAndTheyWal
kedToHisRoom,
I
Fel
lAsleepOnTheCouchAndWokeUpTo
SomeoneTouchin'
MyFace.
ItWasLut
ho

Lut
ho:
Hey
Me:
Hi,
What
chuDoi
ngHer
e?
Lutho:
JustKnockedOf
fAtWor
kAndIThought
IShoul
dComeAndCheckUpOnYou
Me:
YouSawThatIWasOkayThi
sMor
ning
Lut
ho:
IGuessIMi
ssedYou
Me:
ISee
Lut
ho:
I'
veGotGoodNews
Me:
Oh?
HePutMyHeadOnHi
sLap

Lut
ho:
DadSi
gnedOv
erTheShar
esToMom
Me:
That
'sGoodIGuess
Lut
ho:
AndGuessWhat
?
Me:
What
?
Lut
ho:
ISai
dGuess
Me:
ICan'
t,
JustTal
kAl
ready
Lut
ho:You'
reLooki
n'AtTheCompany
'sNew
MajorShar
eHolder
Me:
WHAT?
???:
D
Lut
ho:
Yeap
Me:
WowCongr
atul
ati
ons
Lut
ho:
ThanksBbe
IHuggedHim,
IWasReall
yHappyForHi
m Li
ke
Real
lyReal
l
yHappy.
ItWasAlway
sHisDream
ToOwnACompanyThatBi g

Me:
SoDi
dYourMom Gi
veTheShar
esToYou?
Lut
ho:
IBoughtThem
Me:
AndYourFat
her
?
Lut
ho:
WhoCar
esBoutHi
m?
Me:
Lut
ho!
Lutho:
BbeThisIsMyDaySoWeShoul
dGo
AndCelebr
ate,
TheGuy
sAreThr
owingAPar
ty
ForMe
Me:I'
m Sor
ryICan'
tGo,
ISt
il
lNeedToTakeI
t
EasyAndRelax
Lut
ho:OkayWhateverIsGoodForPr
incessAnd
HerMommy .
..
.Thi
sIsABi gStepI
nMyLi f
eAnd
NowI'
llBeAbl
eToTakeCar eOfYou,Pri
ncess
AndTheTonsOfOt herBabi
esWeGonnaMake
Me:LuthoLookIMeantWhatISai
dAtThe
Hospi
tal

HeLookedAtMeAndICoul
dSeeHi
sJaw
Ti
ght
ening

Lut
ho:Am IBor
ingYouOrNotGoodEnoughFor
YouEsi
hle?
Me:
Lut
hoYouPer
fectBu-
Lut
ho:
ButWhat
?What
'sYourPr
obl
em?
Me:
YouCheat
edOnMeLut
ho!
Lut
ho: AreYouBei
ngForRealRightNow?I
ApologizedDi
dn'
tI?Esi
hleYouI
gnoredMe,You
ChangedYourNumber ,
WhatDidYouExpect?
Me:IExpect
edMyBoy
fri
endToUnder
stand
AndSti
ck'Round
Lut
ho:
WhenYouWer
ePushi
ngMeAway
?
Me:
IfYouLov
edMeYouWoul
dn'
tHav
eDone
WhatYouDi
d
Lut
ho:What
?Esi
hleAr
eYouLi
steni
ngTo
Your
sel
f?
Me:
YouCheat
edLut
ho
Lut
ho:I
fI'
dIgnor
eYourCall
sAndChangeMy
NumberHowWoul dYouFeel?
Me:
..
..
..
.:
'
(
Lut
ho:
Exact
ly

HeTookHisCarKey
sAndLef
t,
Vusi
CameTo
TheLounge

Vusi
:YouOkay
?
Me:
YouHear
dThat
?
Vusi
:YouWer
eABi
tTooLoud
Me:
WhyAm ILi
keThi
sToHi
m Vusi
?
Vusi
:Pr
obabl
yPr
egnancy
Me:
I'
m ABadGi
rl
fr
iendAr
en'
tI?
Vusi
:I
'm Sur
eIt
'sJustYourPr
egnancy

HeHuggedMe

El
ethu:
IWoul
dn'
tHurtYouLi
keHeDoesI
fYou
GaveMeTheChanceToLoveYou
Me:
FuckYouEl
ethu
Vusi
:YouForReal
Dude?
El
ethu:
JustKi
ddi
n'ButIWoul
d'
veTr
eat
edHer
Li
keTheQueenSheIs
Vusi
:PssshAPl
ayerLi
keYou?
El
ethu:
I'
dTur
nFr
om BadToGoodForHer

HeSatDownAndPutHi
sFeetOnTheTabl
e

El
ethu:
LemmeSear
chForARom Com For
You,
VusiGetHerSomeI
ceCream.
IHeardThat
Thi
sIsTheBestMoodBoost
erForMostGir
ls
Me:
YouForReal
?
El
ethu:Ev
enThoughYouBrokeMyHeartBy
Tur
ningMyDateOfferDown,
ISt
il
lCar
e
Me:
HahaThanks
El
ethu:Vusi
DidYouSeeThat
?IMadeHer
Smile
Vusi
:JeahAy
t

VusiCameWi thAnIceCream TubAndWeAll

AteFrom ItWhi
leTheySandwichedMeI
n
BetweenThem.Mom, DadAndTheTwinsGotI
n
With"Lonwabo'
sMom"

Me:
WhatI
sSheDoi
ngHer
e?
Dad:
AskSi
sandaMor
ena
ICoul
dSeeTheI
rr
it
ati
onAndAngerOnDad'
s
Face

Dad:ICan'
tBeliev
eYouDi
dn'
tTel
lMeTheTr
uth
WhenIAskedYouWhyYouAskedMeBout
LonwaboPrincess
Me:IJustSawHowAngr
yMyQuest
ionMade
You
Mom:
BbeLookIWasJ-
Dad:
SisandaDon'
tTal
kToMe
Vusi
:We'
l
lBeI
nMyRoom,
Let
'
sGoTwi
ns

TheyLeft
,TheOl
dLadySatDownSoDi
dMy
Parent
s

Dad:
WhatDoYouWant
?
Lady:
IKnowYouScar
edWeMi
ghtWantTo
TakeEsi
hleAway
Dad:HahaScared?WhyWoul
dIBeScar
ed?
EvenIfYou'
dTryTo,
MyDaught
erWoul
dn'
t
LeaveThisHouse
Mom:
BbePl
ea-
Dad:
SisandaISai
dDon'
tTal
kToMe
Mom:
Fine!
Lady:Bef
oreWeTalkBoutWhatICameHere
For,I
'
m ABitDi
sappoint
edInTheWayYou
RaisedMyGranddaughter
Dad:
IBegYourPar
don?
Lady:HowCoul
dYouLeta16YearOldGet
Pregnant
?It
'
sClearYouCan'
tRai
seKi
dsWell
Mom:
IThi
nkThat
'sTooMuch
Lady:IKnewTheMinut
eYouLeftMySonThat
Nothi
ngWouldEverGoRightAndYouLetThi
s
ThugOfYoursKil
lMySonAndSt eal
His
Daughter
Dad:
SayWhat
chuCameHer
eToSayOrTake
YourFl
atAssOf
fMyCouchAndOut
taMy
House
Lady:BeforeLonwaboDi
ed,
HeSi gnedHalfOf
HisBusinessSharesToEsi
hle.
IThinkI
t'
sTimeI
GiveEveryt
hingOverToHer
Dad:IThinkI t
'sTi
meYouGo, Esi
hleAi
n'
tTaki
n'
Anyt
hingFr om YouOrAny oneFr
om Your
Famil
y.She'sMyDaught erAndSheDoesn'
t
NeedAny thingFrom You.
NowOut !
[05/
19,18:
19]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT46♡

TheRoom WentDead
Dad:
We'
reDoneHer
e!

DadWalkedUpTheStai
rsToHi
sRoom And
BangedTheDoorBehi
nd

Lady:AndYouThi
nkItI
sGoodForMy
Grandchi
ldToSt
ayInAHouseWit
hSomeone
Li
keThat
Mom:
MusaLov
esEsi
hle
Lady:LovesHer
?HeAi
n'
tHi
sReal
Fat
her
Sisanda
Me:ForYourI nformation,
HeLov esMeLikeHis
OwnDaught er.Somet i
mesToGetAl ongWi t
h
Someone,YouDon' tNeedToBeConnect edBy
Bl
ood.HeLov esMeEv enWithZeroDr
opsOf
HisBl
oodI nMyBl ood,Unl
ikeYourSonWho
HappenedToBeMyReal Father
.SomeoneWho
Ej
aculat
edHi sSper mI nsi
daMom ToFer ti
l
ize
TheEggIWasI n
Lady:MindYourLanguageYoungLady!You
See,YouCan'
tEvenTeachKidsTheAppropri
ate
LanguageToUseWi thThisHusbandOfYours
Sisanda
Mom:YouKnowWhat
?IThi
nkI
t'
sTi
meForYou
ToGo

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Shi
rt
less,
Exposi
ngAl
lHi
s
Tat
toos

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You'
reSt
il
lHer
e?
Lady
:WhoOnEar
thDi
dYouMar
rySi
sanda?
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edAPer sonWhoBecame
TheFat
herYourSonCouldn'
tBe,TheManWho
Rai
sedMeAndLov edMeAl lTheseYear
s,I
Don'
tKnowWhyYouEv enWastedTheEnergy
Lef
tInYouByComingHer e: '
(
IGotUpAndWentToMyRoom,
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ewMy
sel
f
OnTheBed.
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ggi
n'UpAn
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entGrav
eAndAct
ingAl
lHol
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Makin'
My
Fat
herLookBad.
SomeoneOpenedMyDoor

Dad:
Pri
ncess
Me:
..
..
.

HeCameToSi
tOnTheBed

Dad:
SitUp
Me:
IJustWantToBeAl
one
Dad:
I'
m NotLeav
in'
Til
lWeTal
k

IGotUpAndLookedAtHi
m,HeWi
pedMyTear
s
AndKi
ssedMyFor
ehead

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ongForThr
owi
ngYourGr
andma
Out?
Me:She'
sNotMyGrandmother
,Bot
hOfMy
Gr
andmother
sAreBackInTheEaster
nCape
Dad:LookYouDon'
tHav eToActLi
keYouDon't
WantHerJustToPleaseMe,YouCanAlso
HaveYourWordInThisButIWasJustAngry
BackThere
Me:
AreYouMadAtMom?
Dad:
..
..
..
.
Me:SheThoughtWhatSheWasDoi
ngWas
BestForEv
ery
one
Dad:
YourMom AndIWi
l
lFi
xOurI
ssuesLi
ke
WeAlwaysDo
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vor
ceWon'
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uti
on
Dad:
ItWon'
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Me:
ThanksDad

IHuggedHi
m

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andmasWi
l
lBeHer
eForThe
Reuni
on
Me:
REALLY?:
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Dad:
Yes
Me:ICan'tWaitToSpendSomeTi meWit
h
Them,Especi
all
yGrannyFr
om YourSi
de
Dad:
YouAndVusi
AreWei
rdThough
Me:
Huh?
Dad:VusiI
sMoreFondOfYourMotherThan
MeWhi l
eIt'
sTheOpposit
eToYou,
TheSame
Thi
ngGoesToYourGr andmot
her
s
Me:
YourMar
ri
ageWi
thMom WasMeantToBe
Dad:
TrustMeIKnow.
LookGetSomeRest
,We'
l
l
Cal
lYouWhenDi
nnerI
sReady
Me:IAlsoDon'
tWantThoseShares,
YouGav
e
MeMyOwnShar eFrom Your
sWhichIs
Absol
utel
yPerfectForMe,
IDon'
tNeed
Lonwabo'sMoney
Dad:
GetSomeRestOkay
?!

HeKi
ssedMyCheekAndGotUp

Me:HaveYouTol
dTheGr
anni
esBoutMy
Pr
egnancy
?
Dad:
PumpkinAndIPl
annedOnTel
l
in'
Them
WhenTheyAreHer
e
Me:
TheyGonnaKi
l
lMe
Dad:
TheyGonnaKi
l
lUsFi
rst
Me:HahaICanI
magi
neGr
andmaToast
ing
YourAsses
Dad:
WeShoul
dGetOurAssesReady
,May
be
DoTheSeasoni
ngForThem
Me:
HahaDadYouCr
azy
Dad:
ITookAf
terYourGr
andmot
her
Me:
ILov
eYouDaddy
Dad:
ILov
eYouTooPr
incess

HeWalkedAndCl
osedTheDoor.
IJustPl
ayed
SomeGamesOnMyPhoneTi l
lThobel
aCall
ed

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Cal
lConv
o*

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a:Hel
l
oBeaut
if
ul
Me:
YouMaki
n'MeBl
ush,
Hel
l
o
Thobel
a:YouReal
l
yBeaut
if
ul,
SoHowAr
eYou
Today?
Me:
Bet
terThanTheDayYouCal
l
edAndYou?
Thobel
a:NowThatYou'
reGood,
I
'm Good
Too.
WhenCanWeGoOut
?
Me:
Tomor
rowIGuess,
I
'm OkayNow
Thobel
a:I
'
llPi
ckYouUpAt9
Me:
Don'
tBeLat
e
Thobel
a:I
'
dNev
erBeLat
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t'
sForALadyLi
ke
You
Me:
YouMaki
n'MeBl
ush
Thobel
a:I
'
m GladI
'
m Maki
n'YouBl
ush,
I
'l
lSee
YouTomorrow
Me:
Bye

Vusi
GotI
nAndSatOnTheBedNextToMe

Vusi
:Mom I
sDoneWi
thDi
nnerTheySai
dI
Shoul
dCal
lYou
Me:
Let
'sGoDownThen
Vusi
:WassupWi
thMom AndDad?
Me:
It'
sALongSt
ory
Vusi
:MakeI
tShor
t
Me:Mom Tol
dLonwabo'
sMom Wher
eToFi
nd
Me
Vusi
:WasThatYourGr
andma?
Me:
She'
sNotMyGr
andmot
her
Vusi
:O-
kay
,SoWhatDi
dSheComeHer
eFor
?
Me:ToGiveMeHal
fOfLonwabo'
sShar
esThat
HeLeftForMe
Vusi
:Bi
tchYouRi
chAsHel
l
Me:
OhhPl
ease
Vusi
:SoHowMuchDoTheyWor
th?
Me:
IDon'
tKnowAndIDon'
tCar
e
Vusi
:WhoaAr
eYouTr ynaTell
MeThatYou
Won'
tBeTaki
n'ThoseShares?
Me:
ICan'
tTakeThem
Vusi
:What
??Why
?
Me:
CozIDon'
tWantThem
Vusi
:I
sThi
sAl
lBoutDad?
Me:
What
?
Vusi
:ISawHowMadHeWasBackTher
e,Look
Li
lSi
s
Me:
IAi
n'
tYoungerThanYou
Vusi
:What ever,
ButYouShoul dDoWhatYou
WantForYour sel
fNotAny oneElse,
DoWhat '
s
BestForYouNotDad. That'sYourFuture,
It'
s
What'
sRi ght
full
yYours.I
'
m Sur eDadWi ll
Understand,
DadIsJustScar edOfLosingYou
ToYourReal Family
.JustTakeTheMoney ,That
Doesn'tMeanYou'reDisrespecti
ngHisLov eFor
You,
You' r
eJustDoingWhat 'sGoodForYour sel
f
Me:ICan'
tBel
i
eveYouCanDaySomet
hingSo
Sanef
ul
Vusi
:Bi
tchDon'
tSt
art
Me:
OkayFi
neSor
ry
WeBot
hWentToEatWi
thTheFami
l
y

Me:IHav
eSomet
hingToSayToYouMom And
Dad
Dad:
WhatI
sItPr
incess?
Me:YouKnowThatILov eYouRightDad?!And
I
'm Gr
atef
ulForYourLove,
ForRai
singMeAnd
Bei
ngTheBestFatherAnyoneCouldEverWish
For
Dad:
WhatI
sItPr
incess?
Me:I'
m GonnaTakeThat50%Shar
eFr
om
Lonwabo
Dad:
..
..
..
..
.  
Mom:
What
?ButIThou-
Me:
It'
sWhat
'sRi
ght
ful
l
yMi
ne
Mom:
AreYouSur
e?
Me:YesI
'm Sur
e,IKnowYouDidn'
tWantMeTo
TakeI
tDadButIt'
sForMyFuture
Dad:
DoWhatYouWannaDoEsi
hle

Wi
thThatSai
d,
HeGotUp

Me:
DadI
-
Dad:
I'
m Goi
ngToBed
Me:
ButDa-
Vusi
:JustLetHi
m Be
Mom:MusaCanYouPl
easeJustHearTheKi
d
Out

DadJustWal
kedToHi
sRoom Wi
thoutLooki
n'
Back

Mom:
I'
ll
Cal
lYourGr
andmaAndTel
lHerThat
YouChangedYourMi
nd
Me:
She'
sNotMyGr
andma
Mom:
OkaySor
ry

WeFini
shedEat
ingAndMom WashedThe
Di
shes,
IWentToKnockOnDad'
sDoor

Me:
DadI
t'
sMe
Dad:
..
..
..
Me:
CanWePl
easeTal
k?
Dad:
GoToSl
eepPr
incess

AtLeastHeCal
l
edMePr
incess  

Me:
PleaseDad
Dad:
We'
l
lTal
kTomor
row,
IWannaSl
eepNow
IWal
kedToVusi'
sRoom AndFoundHim Onl
y
InHi
sBoxer
s,Li
steni
ngToF*
ckWitchuByPia
MiaAndGEazy

Me:
WhoDoYouWannaFuckWi
th?
Vusi
:AndWhatI
fISayI
t'
sYou?
Me:
ThenFuckYou

IGotI
nAndSatOnHi
sBed

Vusi
:SoWassup?
Me:
DadI
sMadAtMe
Vusi
:JustGi
veHi
m Ti
me,
He'
l
lCal
m Down
Me:YouKnowICan'
tTakeADayWi
thDadMad
AtMe
Vusi
:ThenYou'
l
lHav
eToTakeTheseFew
Comi
n'Day
s
Me:
Ar gIHat
eMyLi
fe,
Dad'
sMadAtMe,
Lut
ho
I
sAlsoMad
Vusi
:Hav
eYouTr
iedCal
l
in'
Him?
Me:
DoIHav
eTo?
Vusi
:Esi
hle
Me:
HeAl
soCheat
edVusi
Vusi
:YouLov
eHi
m Ay
t?
Me:
..
..
Vusi
:Fi
xThi
ngsForTheBaby
Me:
..
..
..

HeCameToMeAndHuggedMe

Me:
ThanksBr
o
Vusi
:NowGetYourBi
gAssOut
taMyRoom
Me:
Mxm

IWentToMyRoom AndFel lAsleep,The

FollowingDayTheRentsWentToWor kAnd
DadLef tEarl
ierThanUsualWithoutEv enEati
ng
BreakfastWithUs.TheTwinsLef tFor
School,VusiWentOutWithInam. IGav eThobel
a
Directi
onsToMyHouseAndHeAr r
ived.
WeHad
ToWal kToTheRankCozHeDi dn'tHav eACar
ButThatDi dn'
tBotherMeCozIEnj oyedThe
Wal k.
HeGotToATaxi
ToHi
sSt
reet

Me:
IThoughtYouWer
eTaki
n'MeOut
Thobel
a:ChangeOfPl
ans,
We'
reGoi
ngToMy
House
Me:
YourHouse?
Thobel
a:Mom Want
sToSeeYouAndShe'
s
Cooki
n'
Me:ThobelaYourMom?WhyDi
dn'
tyouTel
lMe
Thi
sBefore??

Ev
ery
oneI
nTheTaxi
LookedAtUs

Thobel
a:Don'
tWor
ryMom Li
kesYouAl
ready
Me:
SheDoesn'
tKnowMeThobel
a
Thobel
a:SheKnowsEv
ery
thi
ngTher
eIsTo
Know
Me:
Bu-
Thobel
a:JustTr
ustMe

WeGotOf fAndWalkedToHisHouse,
IWas
Fr
eaki
n'Out.WeGotInAndFoundALady
Cooki
n'I
nTheKitchen

Thobel
a:Mom We'
reHer
e
SheCameToUsAndHuggedMe

T'
sMom:
She'
sBeaut
if
ul
Thobel
a:IKnowHey
Me:
ThanksMa
T'
sMom: TheFoodI
sAl
mostReady
,PourSome
Dr
inkForBot
hOfYou
Thobel
a:Don'
tThosePeopl
eFr
om Subur
bs
Dri
nkWineOrChampagne?
T'
sMom:PregnantWomenDon'
t,
Ther
e'sJui
ce
I
nTheFr
idge
Me:
What
??YouTol
dHer
?
T'
sMom: HeHadToTel
lMeEv er
ythi
ng,
SoHow
FarAr
eYouWithThePr
egnancy?
Me:
Thr
eeMont
hs
T'
sMom:
WhatHappenedBet
weenYouAnd
TheFat
her
?
Me:
Uhhm Thi
ngsAr
eABi
tCompl
i
cat
ed
T'
sMom: That
'sWhatHappenedBetweenMe
AndThobel
a'
sFather
,HeEvenWantedMeTo
Abor
tTheBaby
Thobela:
ButSheDidn'
tAndI
'
llFor
everBe
Grat
efulForThat
T'
sMom: I
t'
sLi
keIKnewThatMyBoyBoy
WouldGr
owUpToBeThisLovingAndKi
ndBi
g
Boy
Thobel
a:Mom St
opCal
l
in'
MeBoyBoy
T'
sMom:
You'
l
lFor
everBeYoungToMe

WeAl l
SatDownAndAteToget
her,
IMustSay
Thobel
a'sMom WasANice,
Lovi
ngSoul
.My
PhoneRang,
ItWasACallFr
om aNumber

*
Cal
lConv
o*
Me:
Hi
Cal
ler
:HeyEsi
hle,
YourMotherTol
dMeThat
YouChangedYourMindAndIWantYouTo
Si
gnThePapersTodayWitchoPart
ner
Me:
Wher
e?

SheTol
dMeWhereToMeetHerAndISaid
Goodby
eToT'
sMom AndCaughtATaxiTo
WhereWeHadToMeet
.
TheOldLadyWasWithAGuyButICoul
dn'
tSee
Him CozHeWasFacingTheOt
herSi
de.
IGotTo
Them AndSatDown

"
HeyPar
tner
"

THEFUCK?
?FUCKMESI
DEWAY!
!THEHELL?
?
[
05/
19,
18:
19]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT47♡

YOUGATTABEKI DDIN'ME!!MENZI??OUTTA
ALLTHEPEOPLEI NTHEWORLDBUTMENZI ?
?
THEHELL??ThisGuyIsReall
yDeterminedTo
BecomeTheBiggestBusi
nessTycoon,Fi
rstHe
WorkedForDad,
GotHisUncle'
sInher
it
anceAnd
NowHe'sMyPar t
ner

Menzi
:Esi
hle
Me:
Menzi
Lonwabo'
sMom:
YouKnowEachOt
her
?
Menzi
:OhhWeDo,
WeDoVer
yWel
l
L'
sMom: ThenIGuessYou'l
lWorkWell
Together
,Esi
hleThi
sIsYourPart
ner
.TheOt
her
PersonWhoOwnsTheOt her50%OfYour
Fat
her'sEmpire
Me:
ButHow?
Menzi:IBoughtIt,
Esihl
eBusinessMeans
Everyt
hingToMeSoIFoundOutThatThey
Wer eSell
ingThat50%SoIWentAf terI
t.
I'
m
SureWe' l
lWorkPerfectl
yFineTogetherMa,Her
Father'
sABusinessMan, I'
m SureSheLearntA
ThingOrTwoFr om Hi m
L'
sMom:I
nThatCaseSi
gnThePaper
sThen
Esi
hle
Me:INeedToGoThr oughTheContr
actFi
rst
AndISti
ll
NeedToThi nkSoGimmeThePapers
ThenI
'l
lGiveEm ToYouWhenI '
veSi
gnedThem
Menzi
:AndWhenWi
l
lThatBe?
Me:WhenI
'
v eMadeUpMyMi
nd,
ISai
dINeed
ToThi
nkFi
rst
L'
sMom: Let
'sOr
derSomethi
ngThenAnd
Cel
ebr
ateYourPart
ner
shi
p
Me:
IHav
eSomewher
eToGoTo
Menzi
:LemmeWal
kYouOutThen
Me:
Menzi
I'
ll
BeF-
Menzi:
WeNeedToGetToKnowEachOther
Bet
terThanBef
oreNowThatWe'
l
lBePar
tner
s
L'
sMom:Menzi
IsRi
ght
,I
'
llOr
derSomethi
ngFor
Mysel
fWhi
l
eYouWalkHerOutMenzi

Dammit!NowIHadToWorkWithTheI
diot
!
AndIKnewHeWasRejoi
cingI
nside

Menzi
:IThoughtMay
beLut
hoDr
oveYouHer
e
Me:
HeAi
n'
tMyDr
iver
Menzi
:O-
kay
Me:
WhatDoYouWantMenzi
?
Menzi:
WeBot
hKnowYouKnowNot
hingBout
Busi
ness
Me:
So?
Menzi
:JustSel
lYour50%ToMe
Me:
WHAT?
?
Menzi
:WeBot hKnowWeCan'tWor
kToget
her
Unl
essYouWantUsToBeUpOnEachOt her
's
Thr
oatsEver
ydayOrSt
artSomeOff
ice
Romance
Me:
YouSoFul
lOfYour
sel
f
Menzi
:Ar
en'
tITheFul
lPackage?
Me:
ByeMenzi

IMadeMyWayToFewBabyShopsAndDi d
SomeWi ndowShoppingWhil
eIWai t
edFor
VusiToPickMeUp.HeFinal
lyArr
ivedAndHe
WasWi t
hInam.ISatAtTheBackOfTheFord
Whil
eTheyPlayedLoveyDoveyAtTheFront
,I
WasJustTooSt
ressedOut
,HadALotOnMy
Mi
ndToThinkBoutThei
rRelat
ionshi
p

Vusi
:WhatDoYouThi
nkLi
lSi
s?
Me:
Uhhm?
I
nam:
Wher
eAr
eYou?
Me:AtTheBackOfVusi
'
sCarWi
thSomeLov
e
Bi
rds
Vusi
:I
nam AndIWannaGoOnAOneDayOr
TwoDayVacati
onAft
erTheReuni
on,
Wher
eDo
YouThi
nkWeShouldGo?
Me:IDon'
tKnow,
I
'm Reall
yNotTheRight
Per
sonToAskForAdv i
ceRightNow
Vusi
:ICanSee,
May
beEl
ethuCanHel
pMeOut
Me:
PleaseDon'
tInv
iteHi
m Ov
er
Vusi
:FYIMom I
nvi
tedHi
m Ov
erForThe
Reuni
on
Me:
IHat
eYourMot
her
Vusi
:I
'm SoTel
l
ing
Me:
Elet
huI
sBor
ing
Vusi
:ThenYou'l
lHav
eToLear
nToLi
veWi
th
Him'RoundForAWholeWeek
Me:
ThenGetReadyToBur
yMe
I
nam:
HeAi
n'
tThatBad
Me:
ToYou

WeGotHomeAndIJustSatI nTheLoungeAnd
WatchedT.
VWhi l
eInam AndVusi WentTo
MakeLoveInVusi
'sRoom.ElethuGotIn

El
ethu:
MissMor
ena
Me:
He'
sInHi
sRoom,
Fucki
nWi
thHi
sGi
rl
fr
iend
El
ethu:
Gir
lf
ri
endOrSi
deBi
tch?
Me:
SoHeSt
il
lGotSomeDi
shesOnTheSi
de?
El
ethu:
AnyManNeedsOne
Me:
OhhReal
l
y?
El
ethu:
ButIWoul
dn'
tNeedEm I
fI'
dHav
eYou
Me:
Mxm
El
ethu:
YouReal
l
yDon'
tWantMeDon'
tYou?
Me:
WhatAm IGonnaDoWi
tchuEl
ethu?
El
ethu:
FuckMeGood,
RockMyBed,
MakeMy
-
Me:
StopRi
ghtTher
e
El
ethu:
I'
dRockYourWor
ldYouKnow
Me:
VUSI
!
El
ethu:
Vusi
'
sBusy
Me:
He'
l
lThr
owYouOutAndGetBackToWor
k
El
ethu:
YhoYouReal
l
yHat
eMe
Me:
YouHav
eNoI
deaHowMuch
El
ethu:
LemmeGoAndGetMeSomeIce
Cr
eam,DoYouHav
eSomeYoghur
tInHer
e?
Me:
YouHav
eYourOwnHomeYouKnow?
El
ethu:
MrsMor enaSai
dIShoul
dFeelAtHome
HereAndI'
m SureShe'
dBeHappyI
fI'
dBeHer
SonInLaw
Me:
YouSoFul
lOfYour
sel
f

HeChuckledAndWentToTheKi t
chen,
He
CameBackWi thAFullI
ceCream Bowl
Wit
hIce
Cream AndYoghurt
.HeSatI
nFrontOfMeAnd
AteTheIceCream

Me:
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ChosenOnes?
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..
..
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19,18:
19]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
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pAndDeat
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#S2

#I
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IJustKeptQui
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..
..
..
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Lut
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Lut
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..
..
..
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..
..
..
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OnWhat
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WeJustDon'
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WhoWer
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?
El
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OhhBabyDaddy
Me:
JustCal
lHi
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El
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IJustLov
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Me:
Mxm
El
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AreYouPl
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xi
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Me:
IDunnoWhy
?
El
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I'
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AndI
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El
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El
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GoToBed
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El
ethu:
ThenSugar
plum I
s
Me:
OkayFi
neGoodni
ght
El
ethu:
NotEv
enAGoodni
ghtKi
ss?
Me:
NightEl
ethu

IWentToMyRoom AndFel l
Asleep
Immediat
ely.
TheFol
l
owingDayIWokeUpAnd
Found,
Vusi,
Elet
huAndTheTwinsEati
ngCer
eal
InTheLounge

Me:
Ain'
tWeHav
ingSomeEngl
i
shBr
eakf
ast
Today
?
Asi
thandi
l
e:Mom Lef
tEar
lyTodaySoNo
Me:
Yho

IWentToMakeMy
sel
fSomeCer
eal
TooAnd
Joi
nedThem

El
ethu:
Vusi
BroCanYouBor
rowMeYourCar
?
Vusi
:Goi
ngToPi
ckUpSomeBi
tchForToday
?
El
ethu:
NhaaI
'
m Taki
n'SomePr
incessOutOna
Dat
e
Me:
It'
sNotaDat
e
Vusi
:Hol
l
up!YouTwoAr
eGoi
ngOut
?
Me:NotReall
y,
I'
m JustGoingToShowYour
Fr
iendThatTher
eAr eOtherGi
rl
sHeCouldDat
e
AndStopBother
ingMe
Vusi
:CanITagAl
ong?
Me&El
ethu:
NO!
Vusi
:ThenI
t'
sADat
e,TakeTheCarBoyI
t'
sAl
l
Your
s
El
ethu:
Danki
eBr
o

WeSpentHal fOfTheDayWat chi

ngMov i
esIn
Pyj
amas,LaterOnElet
huAndIWentToBat h
ThenHeDr oveUsToTown.IKeptPointi
ngAt
Dif
fer
entGirl
sButElet
huWoul dTurnEm All
Down,He'
dSaySomeHav eBi gHeads,Bi
gEars
OrAreTooThi nOrTooBigForHim.WeFi nal
l
y
WentToSitDownAndOr deredSomet hi
ngTo
Eat

Voi
ce:
SoI
sSheTheReasonYouLef
tMe?
El
ethu:
Sinazo
Si
nazo:
IsSheTheBi
tchYouLef
tMeFor
?
El
ethu:
AndWe'
reExpect
ingOURFi
rstChi
l
d
Together,
She'
sPregnantWi t
hMyReal Baby
Unl
ikeSomeoneIKnow. IfYouDon'tMind,
Can
YouExcuseUs?MyGi r
lf
riendIsAll
ergi
cTo
Bul
lshit
,SheMightPukeOnYou. Thankyou
[05/
19,18:
19]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT49♡

TheGir
lLookedAtMyBell
yAndFortunat
elyFor
El
ethu,
IWasWearingSomethi
ngThatShowed
MyTummy

El
ethu:
YouSt
il
lSt
andi
ngHer
e?
Si
nazo:ISeeYourTummyIsBigWhi
chMeans
YourBoyfr
iendWasFucki
n'Wi
thMeWhi
leWit
h
YouOnTheOt
herSi
de

IJustKeptQui
etAndLookedAtEl
ethu,
He
StompedOnMyFootUnderTheTabl e-_
-SoI
HadToSaySomet hi
ng

Me:HeAin'
tFucki
n'WitchuAny
mor
eNow,
Let
'
s
FocusOnThatDarl
ing
Sinazo:AndI'
m NotTheOnl
yGi
rlHeWas
Fuckin'
Wi t
h
Me:LikeISai
d,That
'sI
nThePastNow. We'r
e
HappyAndWantToWel comeOurBabyAsA
HappyFamilySoWeDon' tNeedHoesLi keYou
ToBri
ngUpThePastAndLi keEl
ethuSaid,
I
'm
Al
ler
gicToBullshi
tSoIMi ghtJustPukeOnYou
AytNow

ISawDefeatI
nHerEyes,
SheFixedHer
sel
fAnd
WalkedAway.
ILookedAtEl
ethu
El
ethu:
IKnowKnow,
NameYourPr
ice
Me:
YouOweMeBi
gTi
me
El
ethu:
ISai
dIKnow,
JustNameYourPr
ice
Me:
LemmeThi
nk
El
ethu:
No'
i
ngAbov
eR500
Me:
8
El
ethu:
ISai
dFi
ve
Me:ThenI
'
llCal
lThatGi
rlAndTel
lHerThat
Thi
sWasActing
El
ethu:
OkayFi
ne
Me:INeedNewSneaker
sSoWeMi ghtAsWel
l
JustBuyEm NowSi
nceWe'
reAl
readyHere

WeWal kedToSomeShoeShopAndHeHelped
MeWi t
hPicki
ngUpTheShoeIWantedAndIt
Cost
ed9
Me:
IWantThi
sOne
El
ethu:
WeAgr
eedOn8
Me:
Please
El
ethu:
No
Me:
Pret
tyPl
ease
El
et hu:
ThankGoodnessYouDidn'
tAgr
eeTo
BeingMyGi r
lf
ri
end,
MaybeByNowIWoul dn'
t
EvenHav eACentInMyAccount
Me:
YouSai
dItYour
sel
fThatYouRi
chAsHel
l
El
ethu:
Sweet
hear
tI'
m Sav
ingForFut
ure
Pur
poses
Me:
GonnaPayLobol
a?
El
ethu:
DoILookLi
keI
'
m GonnaGetMar
ri
ed?
Me:
Elet
hu!
El
ethu:What
?LookIAl
waysFant
asized
Marryi
ngYouButNowThatYouKeep
Harmmeri
ngI
tInMyHeadThatWe'
l
lNev
erBe,
I
MightAsWel
lPl
ay'
round
Me:
AtLeastVusi
Changed
El
ethu:
Vusi
Changed?
Me:
HeGav
eInam SomePr
omi
seRi
ng

El
ethuChuckl
edAndPai
d

Me:
What
?
El
ethu:
NhaaNo'
i
ng
Me:
It'
sSomet
hing
El
ethu:I
t'
sJustThatICan'
tImagi
neVusi
Set
tli
ngDownWi t
hOneChi ck
Me:
HeWi
l
lNow
El
ethu:
We'
l
lSee
Me:Don'
tInf
luenceHi
m BackToThi
sPl
ayer
Li
feOfYours
El
ethu:I
fHeWannaComeBack,He'
sMoreThan
WelcomeTo.
BbeVusiIsOnl
y16ToBeSett
li
ng
Down,I
'
m Tel
l
in'YouI
nFewWeeksHe'l
lGo
BackToHisOldWays
Me:
You'
reSomet
hingEl
se
El
ethu:I'
m JustTel
l
in'
YouTheTruth,
Inam
Shouldn'
tExpectALotAndAboveFrom VusiAt
Thi
sAge. Ther
e'sNoTyingANi
kkaLikeHim At
Thi
sAge
Me:
YouNeedToGr
owYourAssUp
El
ethu:
Let
'sBetOnI
t
Me:
IAi
n'
tGonnaDoThatI
sh

HeTookThePl
ast
icAndWeWal
kedOut

Me:
Thanks
El
ethu:
IFeelSor
ryForWhoev
erMor
onI
s
GonnaMarryYou
Me:
Didn'
tYouSayYouWannaMar
ryMe?
El
ethu:
NotAny
mor
e.Af
terTodayNhaaaThanks
Me:
ButIWasLooki
n'For
war
dToBei
ngYour
Wi
fe
El
ethu:
AndSpendi
n'MyMoneyLi
keTher
e'sNo
Tomorrow,
NoThanks
Me:
YourLoss

WeGotToTheCarAndHeDr
oveUsBack
Home,
Thobel
aCal
ledMe

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Thobel
a:HeyBeaut
if
ul
Me:
HeyYou
Thobel
a:Ar
eMyFav
ori
teTwoPeopl
eOkay
?
Me:
Huh?
Thobel
a:Ar
eYouAndTheBabyOkay
?
Me:OhhhUhhm We'
reOkayThanks,
HowAr
e
You?
Thobel
a:I
'
m GoodIJustMi
ssYou,
AreYou
GonnaBeFreeToni
ght
?
Me:
YeahWhy
?
Thobela:
HowAboutITakeYouTwoToThe
Movies?
Me:
LookThobel
aYouDon'
tHav
eT-
Thobel
a:IWantTo,
I
'l
lPi
ckYouUpAt5
Me:DoYouThi
nkWe'
l
lBeAbl
eToGetATaxi
At
Ni
ght?

El
ethuLaughed,
IHi
tHi
m Wi
thMyEl
bow

Thobel
a:YouDon'
tHav
eToWor
ryBoutThat
Me:
Why
?
Thobel
a:IGotEv
ery
thi
ngCov
ered,
JustBe
ReadyAt5
Me:
OhhOwky
Thobel
a:I
'
llSeeYouThen

HeHungUp,
Elet
huLookedAtMeAndLaughed

Me:
What
?
El
ethu:
Don'tTel
lMeYouLef
tYourBabyDaddy
ForSomeoneWhoUsesTaxi
s
Me:
ThatAi
n'
tFunny
El
ethu:
YouDowngr
adi
n'Bi
gTi
me
Me:
Lov
eAi
n'
tBoutMoney
El
ethu:
ISeeYouWantMrMor
enaToDi
sown
You
Me:DadKnowsLoveAin'
tBoutWhatAPer
son
Has,
It
'sBoutTwoPeopl
eLovi
n'EachOt
her
El
ethu:
SoYouLov
eThi
sGuy
?

IJustKeptQui
etAndThoughtBoutWhatEl
ethu
WasAskin'Me

El
ethu:OrHe'
sJustSomeReboundTil
lYouAnd
YourBabyDaddyGetBackToget
her
?
Me:
ILi
keHi
m
El
ethu:
Thi
sGuyTal
ksLi
keHe'
sReadyToPl
ay
St
epDaddy
Me:
He'
sANi
ceGuy
El
ethu:
Who'
sGonnaGetHi
sHear
tSquashed
ByYou
Me:
WhyYouSay
in'
That
?
El
ethu:CozSoonerOrLat
erYouAndLuthoWi
l
l
GetBackTogetherSoWhatWil
lHappenTo
Thi
sNewGuy ?
Me:
WhoSai
dAny
thi
ngBoutLut
hoAndIGet
ti
n'
BackToget
her
?
El
ethu:
SoYou'
l
lNev
erGetBackWi
thHi
m?
Me:
..
..
..
El
ethu:Exactl
y.
LookYouStil
lConfusedWi th
WhatYouWantCozYouJustFoughtWi thBaby
Daddy,YouSti
llAngryAtHi
m ForWhat everHe
DidAndSt ar
ti
ngANewRel ati
onshipWi t
hThi s
OtherGuyWi l
lJustCompli
cat
eThi ngs
More.YouJustTakeSomeTi meOf f,
Eval
uate
YourselfAndFigur
eOutWhatYouWant
Me:
IDi
dn'
tKnowYouCoul
dBeThi
sSane
El
ethu:
Don'
tSt
art
Me:
ILikeThobel
a,
He'sANiceGuyAndHis
Mot
herIsAnAngel.
TheyNeverJudgedMe
El
ethu:ThenFixYour
sel
fForThem SoYou
CouldAllSt
artOnACleanSl
ate
Me:ForOnceYouActLikeTheBi
gBr
otherI
Al
waysWantedFrom You
El
ethu:
IHopeThi
sDoesn'
tMeanWeWon'
tHi
t
I
tOffWhenIWantUsTo
Me:IWasSt
il
lEnj
oyi
n'Bei
ngWi
thTheSane
El
ethu
El
ethu:
TooBadHe'
sGone.
SoHowDoYouAnd
VusiDoIt
?
Me:
DoWhat
?
Elet
hu:IMeanYouAin'tBi
ologi
call
yRelated,
You
HotAndMyNi kkaIsTheWhol ePackageToo
ButYouJustTakeEachOt herAsRealSibli
ngs
LikeYouShar
eTheSameBl ood,
IfIWereVusi
I'
m SureYouAndIWoul d'
veHitI
tOffaLong
TimeAgo.IWouldn'
tLetSuchYummyThi ngOff
ThatEasil
y
Me:IHopeYouAi
n'
tFeedi
ngVusi
Those
Thought
s
El
ethu:
He'dKi
llMe,
LikeISai
dVusiTakesYou
AsHisRealSi
s,
He'dKil
lForYouSweethear
t
Me:
ThankGoodnessYouAi
n'
tMyBr
other
El
ethu:
HahaOther
wiseWeWoul
dHav
eMade
TonsOfBabi
esStr
aight
Me:
HahaNi
kkaYouReal
l
ySi
ck

WeGotHomeAndWeFoundTheTwinsAnd
Vusi
Sti
l
lInPJ'
sAndTheyWer
eSt
il
lWatchi
ng
Movi
es

Asi
thandi
l
e:SoHowWasTheDat
e?
Me:
ItWasn'
tADat
e
El
ethu:
ItWasGr
eatBoy
Vusi
:ISeeYouEv
enBoughtEachOt
herShoes
Me:
Elet
huJustOwedMe
Vusi
:ISee:
)
Me:
ForReal
Vusi
:IDi
dn'
tSayAny
thi
ng
I
thandi
l
e:SoWhatDi
dYouGetForUs?
El
ethu:IDi
dn'
tKnowWeHadToGetYou
Something
I
thandi
l
e:YouSoSt
ingyEl
ethu
El
ethu:
YouHav
eYourOwnMoneySweet
hear
t

I
thandi
leAndIWentToPr epar
eSomethi
ngTo
EatThenIWait
edForThobela,
IText
edMom
AndToldHerThatIHadToGoSomewher e.
Thobel
aCall
edAndElethuJumpedAnd
AnsweredMyPhone

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Thobel
a:Ar
eYouDone?I
'
m Al
readyHer
e
El
ethu:
She'sSt
il
lGet
ti
n'Ready
,ComeI
nsi
de
AndWaitForHer
Thobel
a:OkayThen
El
ethuHungUpAndEv
ery
oneWasLooki
n'At
Me

Vusi
:SoYouFi
nal
l
yFi
xedThi
ngsWi
thLut
ho?
El
ethu:
ThatWasn' tBabyDaddy,
YourSi
ster
'sA
HoeBro,She'
sGoingOutWi t
hSomeGuy
NamedThabi l
e,
Thobil-What
'sHi
sNameAgai n?
Me:
It'
sT-
H-O-
B-E-
L-A
Vusi
:Ai
n'
tHeTheGuyWho'
sFr
iendsWi
thThat
MoronLi
tha?
Me:
HeI
s
Vusi
:Ar
eYouFucki
n'Ki
ddi
n'Me?
Me:
I'
m NotUpForThi
s

SomeoneKnocked

Asi
thandi
l
e:GoToYourRoom
Me:
ToDoWhat
?
I
thandi
l
e:PutOnSomeMakeupI
sSomet
hing
Me:
IDon-
I
thandi
l
e:JustGo!
Me:
OkayFi
ne

IWalkedToMyRoom AndIHeardTheDoor
Bei
ngOpened,ISl
owlyWal
kedDownTheStai
rs
AndThobelaLookedAtMeSmil
i
ng

El
ethu:
IThoughtYouDi
dn'
tHav
eACar
Thobel
a:JeahIDon'
tHav
eItIJu-
El
ethu:Ar
eYouaGangster
?DoYouStealCars?
DoYouWantToI nv
olveMySi
sterI
nYourIl
l
egal
Act
ivi
ti
es?ISwearI
f-
Me:HeyThobel
a,
Let
'sGoBef
oreWeRunOut
ta
Ti
me
Vusi
:SheShoul
dBeHomeBy9
Thobel
a:RogerThatMyNi
gga
Vusi:
I'
m GladWe'r
eOnTheSamePageAndI
Ai
n'tYourNigga
Me:
O-kayLet
'sGo

WeWalkedOut
,Ther
eWasABMW 7Ser
ies
Out
side

Me:
WhoaWhat
'sGoi
ngOn?
Thobel
a:I
t'
sMom'sBoss's,
HeBorrowedMe
Si
nceMom Coul
dn'tKeepHerMout hShutBout
MeTakin'
TheMostBeaut i
ful
Gir
lOut
Me:
IsThi
sAl
lForMe?
Thobel
a:AndTheLi
lSoul
Insi
deOfYou
Me:
ThankYouSoMuch
Thobel
a:Let
'
sGoBef
oreWeAr
ri
veLat
eWher
e
WeGoi
ng

WeGotI nsideTheCarThenThobelaDrov
eUs
ToTheCi nemaAndWeWat chedaRom Com,
I
Lai
dMyHeadOnHi sShoul
derWhileWe
WatchedTheMov i
e.WeWentToGr ab
Somethi
ngToEatAf t
erTheMov i
e

Me:
ThanksForToni
ght
Thobel
a:Any
thi
ngForYou
Me:
IEnj
oyedMy
sel
f
Thobel
a:ButI
tWasn'tABi
gDeal
LikeDi
nner
WithCandl
esAndStuff
Me:BeingWitchuI
sEnoughForMeAndYou
Hol
dingMyHandThr oughOutTheMov
ieWas
RomanticEnoughForMe
Thobel
a:You'
reTooSi
mpl
eForASubur
ban
Me:
YouShoul
dSt
opCal
l
in'
MeThat
Thobel
a:YourHouseIsBeauti
ful
,
It'
sTheKi
nda
HouseIAlwaysDream Bout
Me:
Ohh?
Thobel
a:I
t'
sTheKi
ndaHouseIWannaBuyFor
Mom
Me:
YouSoFondOfYourMot
her
Thobel
a:She'
sAl
lIHav
e
Me:
YouHav
eMeTooNow

WeBothSmi
l
ed,
HeGr
abbedMyHandAnd
Ki
ssedI
t

Thobel
a:ILov
eYouMoreEachAndEv er
yTi
me
ISpendTimeWit
hYouOrThinkBoutYou

O-W-K-
YThatWasKindaABombShel
l
,IJust
LookedAtHi
m AndSmiled
Thobel
a:You'
reJustAWonder
ful
Soul
Me:
ButNotMor
eThanYou
Thobel
a:I
'
m Fl
att
ered
Me:
You'
reReal
l
yWonder
ful

WeKeptHav i
ngChat sWhileEating,
Thobel
a
Settl
edTheBillThenHeDr ov eMeHome. He
StoppedAtTheRobot s,
ThereWasABl ackCar
I
nFr ontOfUsAndAnot herOneAtTheBack. My
SoulWasn'tAtEase,TheDoor sOnBot hCars
OpenedAtTheSameCarAndTwoGuy s
Wear i
ngAllBl
ackWi thMasksCameToTheCar
WeWer eI
n,OneBrokeTheGl assOnThobela'
s
Si
de

Guy1:Let
'sDoThisNi
ceAndEasy
,GetYour
AssesOuttaTheCar
Thobel
a:Br
aPleaseDon'
tTakeTheCarItAi
n'
t
Mine,
I'
l
lBeInBi
gTroubl
eIfILoseTheCar
Guy2:
DudeWeDon' tGi
veaFuckBoutYour
St
ory,
GetYourFl
atAssOut
taTheCar
Thobela:Br
osICanGi veYouTheMoneyIHav
e
ButPleaseDon'tTakeTheCar.
PleaseHav
e
MercyOnUs, GodWi l
lRewar
dYouForThat
Guy2:
HahaNi
kkaLi
stenToThisBoy,DudeWe
Don'
tHav
eTimeForYourPr
ayers,
GetOutNow!

TheVoi
ce!TheVoi
ce!

Me:
Siy
a!
Si
ya:
FuckMeSi
deway
s!
[05/
19,18:
19]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2
#I
NSERT50♡

IOpenedTheDoorAndGotOut
,Si
yaTookOf
f
HisMaskAndAngaTookOffHi
sToo

Thobel
a:Esi
hleDon'
tGoOut
,WhatI
fTheyKi
l
l
You?
Me:
Don'
tWor
ryIGotThi
s

IWentToThei
rSideAndSi
yaWasLaughi
n'Hi
s
AssOffWhi
leICouldSeeI
rr
it
ati
onI
nAnga'
s
Face

Anga:SoYouLef
tMyNi
kkaForThi
sCowar
d
CheeseBoy?
Me:
HeAi
n'
tNoCheeseBoy
Si
ya:"ICanGi
veYouTheMoneyIHavePlease
Don'
tTakeTheCar,
HaveMercyOnUs.GodWil
l
RewardYouForThat
"HahaThisBoyI
sCrazy
Me:
ThatAi
n'
tFunny
Si
ya:SoTellUs,
DidYouReal
l
yLeav
eOurBoy
ForThi
sPieceOfCrap?
Me:ThatI
sMyBoy f
ri
endYouTalki
n'BoutAndI
Won'
tLetYouDi
srespectHi
m OrMakeFunOf
Hi
m ThatWay

Thobel
aGotOutOfTheCar

Thobel
a:Esi
hleYouKnowThesePeopl
e?
Me:
PleaseSt
ayI
nTheCar
Si
ya:JustHearThat
,YouEv
enCont
rol
Thi
s
Moron

Thobel
aKeptLooki
n'AtTheBr
okenWi
ndow
AndFi
nal
l
yGotI
nsi
deTheCar

Anga:
WhatADowngr
ade
Me:
NowThat
'sAnI
nsul
t
Anga:
SoWhat?IsHeGonnaComeAndGi
ve
MePunchesOfPray
ers?
Si
ya:
HahaIBetThat
'sWhatHe'
sGoodAtMy
Ni
kka
Me:
IThi
nkYouTwoShoul
dLeav
e
Anga:
MyNi
kkaHasToHearThi
s
Si
ya:
HowHeGotRepl
acedWi
thaMedi
ocr
e
Me:
Mxm

IWalkedBackI
ntoTheCar
,Si
yaWentToSt
and
NextToThobel
a'sSi
de

Si
ya:
YourAssGotSav
edCozOfYourGi
rl
fr
iend
Thobel
a:.
..
..
.
Si
ya:
IsHeMut
e?
Me:
Siy
aJustLeav
e
Si
ya:
HahaBoyIDon'tEv
enHav
eToWatch
ComedyToni
ght
,YouMadeMyDayBi
gTime
Me:Si
yamt
handaJustDoUsAl
lAFav
orAnd
Go!
Si
ya:OkayGi
rl
fr
iendToTheRescue,
I
'm Leav
in'
ButWeNeedToTal kToYou
Me:
IWi
l
lWhenIHav
eTi
me
Si
ya:OkayCoolBy
eMr
sZi
zweAndOfCour
se
YouTooPastor

HeLaughedAndWalkedBackToHi
sCar
,I
Al
mostLaughedToo

Thobel
a:Mr
sZi
zwe?
Me:
IDon'
tWannaTal
kBoutThat
Thobel
a:YouSoChil
ledWhi
leThoseGuys
BrokeThi
sDamnWi ndow,
HowTheHellAm I
GoingToPayForThi
s?DOYOUKNOW HOW
EXPENSIVEEVERYTHINGOFTHISCARIS?
Me:DudeChil
lI
t'
sOnlyaWindow,I
t'
sNotLi
ke
TheyTookTheCarOrBrokeEver
yPartOfI
t
Thobela:
CHI LL??DIDYOUJUSTASKMETO
CHILL??ESIHLEYOURFRI ENDSBROKEMY
MOM' SBOSS' SCARWI NDOW WHICHCOSTS
THOUSANDS, HOW THEHELLAM ISUPPOSED
TOGETTHATKI NDAMONEYFROM? ?LOOK
HEREESI HLE,IAI
N'TLIKEYOU,
MONEYAI N'
T
EVERYWHEREI NMYHOUSE. MYMOM I SA
DOMESTI CWORKERANDIDON' THAVEA
FATHERWHOOWNSABI GMULTIMILLI
ON
RANDCOMPANYI NTHECI TYSODON'TTELL
METOCHI LL!
Me:
:'
(:
'
(
Thobel
a:LookI
'
m Sor
ryIDi
dn'
tMeanToLas-
Me:JustDr
iveMeHomePl
easeAndI
'
llMake
Sur
eTheCarI sFi
xed
Thobel
a:LookI
'
m Real
l
ySor
-
Me:
JustSav
eIt

HeStart
edTheCarAndWeDr oveInSi
lence,
He
DroppedMeOf fAndIJustGotOutWit
hout
Sayi
n'GoodnightOrWhatev
er.
IWentStrai
ght
ToMyRoom AndGotI nBedAndSl ept
I
mmedi at
ely.
TheFol l
owingDayWasaSat urdaySoIWoke
Up,DidMyBedAndWentToBat h.
ThobelaSent
MeAMessage, Apologi
zi
ng.
IJustReadItAnd
Didn'
tReply,IWentToJoinTheFamilyFor
Breakfast

Me:
Mor
ningEv
ery
one
Mom:
Mor
ningBaby
Dad:
Mor
ningPr
incess
El
ethu:
YouDon'
tLookHappyForSomeone
WhoWentOnaDat e
Mom:SheJustToldMeSheWasGoingOut
AndDi
dn'tTel
lMeThatI
tWasADate,SoTel
l
Us,
WhereDidLut
hoTakeYou?
I
thandi
l
e:I
tWasn'
tLut
ho
Dad:
Huh?
Asi
thandi
l
e:I
tWasSomeGuyNamedTh-
What'
sHisName?
El
ethu:
Thobel
a
Mom:
WhatHappenedBet
weenYouAndLut
ho?
Me:Lif
eHappenedAndIDon'tTal
kBout
That
,CanIHaveBreakf
astI
nPeace?
Mom:
Mhmhm

TheTwi
nsSai
dGr
aceAndWeSt
art
edDi
ggi
ng
I
n
Dad:
TodayIsVusi
'
sBi
ggestMat
ch,
AreYou
Comin'
Wit
hUs?
Me:
SoThisIsTheDayYou'
veBeenTr
aini
n'And
Wor
kin'
For
?
Vusi
:YouSai
dItYour
sel
f
Me:
IWoul
dn'
tMi
ssI
tForTheWor
ld
Vusi
:Danki
eLi
lSi
s
Me:
IAi
n'
tYoungerThanYou
Mom:
It'
sTooEar
lyToBeAr
gui
ngBoutThat
Vusi
:ButI
'
m St
il
lOl
derThanYou
Me:
NoYo-
Mom:
ISai
dSt
opI
t
Vusi
:I
'm Ol
derThanYou(
Whi
sper
in'
)
Me:
Mom Vusi
Ain'
tSt
oppi
n'
Mom:
Vusi
!
Vusi
:ButMom I
'
m Ol
derThanHer
Dad:Pumpki
nIt
'sSt
il
lTooEar
lyToGetYour
sel
f
WorkedUpByTheseTwo
El
ethu:
YouSt
il
lCal
lMr
sMor
enaPumpki
n?
Dad:
She'
l
lAl
way
sBeMyPumpki
n
El
ethu:
YouTwoShoul
dAdoptMe
Me:PleaseDon'
t,
Vusi
IsTooMuchHi
msel
f.
I
Can'
tHav eASecondOne,
I
'dDi
e.
Mom:El
ethuI
sAGoodBoyAndI
t'
sGr
eatHav
in'
Hi
m'r
ound
Me:
CozYouDon'
tSpendAl
lDayWi
thHi
m
El
ethu:
IAi
n'
tThatBadRi
ghtFami
l
y?!
Asit
handi
l
e:IWouldn'
tMi
ndHavi
ngYouAsA
SecondBrot
her
,I
'
mI nNeedOfOne
Me:VusiI
sEnough,
Havi
ngEl
ethuAsABr
other
That
'dBeANightmar
e
I
thandi
l
e:ILi
keHav
in'
Him'
roundToo
Me:
Yho
El
ethu:
You'
reOutnumber
edBabySoSoonI
'
ll
BeYourOl
derBrother
Me:
DadPl
easeSt
artPr
epar
ingForMyFuner
al
Dad:
GiveBi
rt
hToMyGr
andchi
l
dFi
rstThenYou
CanDie
Me:IThoughtYouWer
eJustGonnaDisagree
Wit
hThisMadnessButISeeYouSupport
ingIt
,I
SeeI'
m Dadl
ess
El
et hu:OnASer i
ousNot eIReal l
yLoveBei
ng
Here,IJustFeelMoreAtHomeThanAtMyOwn
House. Someti
mesIEv enWonderI fMyParents
AreReal lyMyRealPar ents.I
nMyHouseYou' d
Nev erFindFamilyTimesLi keTheseOr
EveryoneThisHappyAndTal kin'ToEachOther
OverDi nnerOrBreakfast.EverSinceDadGotA
RaiseAtWor k,I
t'
sAlway sBusi nessAnd
BusinessToHi m SoIAppr eciateEver
yMinute
UnderYourRoofMrMor ena
Me:
Someone'
sGonnaCr
y
El
ethu:
AManDoesn'
tCr
ySweet
hear
t
Me:YouCal
lYour
sel
fAManWhi
l
eYouHav
e
Tear
sFormi
ngInYourEy
es?
Mom:
YouTwoMar
a
Vusi
:Let
'sFi
nishEat
in'
Bef
oreWeBecomeLat
e
ForVusi
'
sGameGuy s

WeAllFi
nishedUpEat
ingAndGotReadyTo
Go,
Mom RodeWi t
hDadWhi l
eTheTwins,
Elet
hu
AndIRodeWi t
hVusi
.
VusiWentToJoinHisTeam Whi
leWeSett
led
DownAndBoughtSomeJunkToEatWhi l
e
Watchi
ngTheMat ch,
Eket
huSatNextToMeAs
WeWat chedTheGame.

Eket
hu: YouSeeThatGi
rlTwoSeat
sDown
From Us?
Me:
Jeah
El
ethu:
NowBackToTheFiel
d,SeeThoseThr
ee
GuysTher
e?(
Poi
nti
n'AtVusi
'
sTeam)
Me:
YeapThoseHot
,NotToTal
lOnes

El
ethuLookedAtMe

Me:
What
?TheyAr
eHot
El
ethu:MxaaGi
rl
s..
..
.ThatGi
rlHasDat
edWi
th
Al
lThreeOfThem,VusiAndI
Me:
IBetShe'
sAMi
neHol
e
El
ethu:
ADesertedOne,
TheyAi
n'tNoMachi
nes
OrEvenGenar
atorsDownTher
e
Me:
HahaDudeYouCr
azy
El
ethu:
VusiAndICall
edHerOv erToMyHouse
OneDayAndFeastedOnHerAtTheSame
Ti
me,Bit
chDidn'
tEvenLetOutaSlightMoan
Me:
YouLy
ing
El
ethu:
ForRaeRaes,
I
'm Sur
eTheWhol
eTeam
HasFeast
edOnHer

Vusi Scor
ed,WeAllGotUpAndCheeredFor
Him.ISawI nam Arr
ivi
ngButSheCouldn'
tSi
t
NextToUsCozAl lTheSeats'
roundUsWere
Full
.TheGirlEl
ethuShowedMe,GotUpAnd
Pull
edUpHerVestAndShowedHerBoobsAnd
TrustMeTheyWer eBig

Me:
Whoa
El
ethu:
Whor
ingTendenci
es
Me:
She'
sGonnaDi
str
actVusi
From TheGame
El
ethu:Don'
tWor
rySheWon'
t,
MyNi kka
Wouldn'
tGoBackToThatEmptyHaunted
House

TheGameWasGr
eatAndEl
ethu'
sJokes
ToppedItUp,Vusi
'sTeam Won. IAskedVusiTo
BorrowMeHi sCarCozHeHadToGoToSome
PartyWit
hHi sTeammat esAndEl ethuTagged
AlongSoIAskedTheTwi nsToRi deWithThe
Rents.
IDroveToLutho'sHouse, IWasJustSti
l
l
MadAtWhatHi sFri
endsDid.IKnockedAndA
GirlWear
ingHisT-shi
rtOpenedTheDoor
Great
!IKnewThatLut
hoMov
edOnLongAss
AgesAgoButItSt
il
lHurt

Gi
rl
:CanIHel
pYou?
Me:
I'
m Looki
n'ForLut
ho
Gi
rl
:He'
sSt
il
lBusyUpst
air
s
Me:
ICanWai
tForHi
m

IPushedHerOut
taTheWayAndGotI
n

Gi
rl
:WhoAr
eYou?
Me: YouDon'
tHaveToKnowEvery
oneThat
ComesI nHer
e,Al
lYou'
reHer
eForIsToBe
FuckedByLuthoSoDoUsAllAFavorAndSt
op
Talki
n'ToMe
Gi
rl
:O-
kay

Lut
hoWalkedDownTheStai
rsWit
hAngaAnd
TwoGi
rl
sWi t
hOnlyThei
rPanti
esOn

Lut
ho:CameToJoinThePart
y?ButIDon'
t
RememberMysel
fInv
iti
ngYou
Me:
YouDr
unk
Lut
ho:I'
m JustEnjoyi
ngLif
e,IHav
eEv
ery
ReasonToCelebrateEver
yday
Me:
WeNeedToTal
k
Lut
ho:
Let
'sGoToMySt
udy
Gi
rl
s:BeQui
ck,
WeHav
en'
tFi
nishedWhatWe
WereDoi
ngYet
IJustWal
kedFast
er,
WeGotToHi
sSt
udyThen
LuthoCl
osedTheDoor

Me:DidYouSendYourFr
iendsToHi
j
ack
Thobel
a?
Lut
ho:
YouTal
ki
n'BoutThatPast
orOfYour
s?
Me:
Lut
hoDi
dYou?
Lut
ho:
IDon'
tEv
enKnowThatBoy
Me:
StopLy
ingToMeLut
ho
Lut
ho:MyNi kkasJustWant edSomet hi
ngTo
Warm UpOnAndUnf ortunatelyItHappenedTo
BeThatMoronOfYour s,IDon'tEvenKnowWhy
IHaveToExplainMy selfToYou, It
'sNotLi
ke
We'r
eSti
llDating.
PleaseLeav e,IHaveAsses
Wait
ingForMeTot ap
[05/
19,18:
24]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2
#S2

#I
NSERT51♡⇩⇩

MyHear tWasTor nI
ntoSmaller
Fragment s,
EvenTheBestMenderI nTheWhol
e
Wor l
dWoul dn'tBeAbleToFixIt
.Tear
s
ThreatenedMyEy es,
IQuickl
yWi pedEm

Me:
ISee,
Hav
eaGoodLi
feLut
ho

IWal
kedToTheDoor

Lut
ho:
Esi
hleWai
t!

ITur
nedAndLookedAtHi
m,HeJustLookedAt
MeAndDi
dn'
tSayaWor
d

Me:
ByeLut
ho

IFoundAngaKi
ssi
ngAl
lThr
eeOfTheGi
rl
sIn
TheKit
chen

Anga:
You'
reFr
eeToJoi
nUs
Me:
Arg!
Lut
ho:
Don'
tFor
getWhoYouTal
ki
n'ToBoy
Anga:
MyApol
ogi
esMi
ster

IWalkedOutAndBangedTheDoor ,
IStood
Outsi
deAndCouldn'
tStopTheTearsFrom
Escapi
ngMyEy esAnymore.
IJustLetThem
Be,
ISatOnTheLawnAndCr i
edMyLungsOut.
I
Fel
tAHandOnMyShoul der
Me:Lut
hoJustLeav
eMeAlone!Di
dn'
tYouSay
YouHaveAssesToTap?GoAndTapThem
Then
Menzi
:IAi
n'
tThatMor
onMar
n

IJumpedAndSt
oodUp

Menzi
:IDon'
tBi
teJeez
Me:
..
..
..
.
Menzi:
SoLilBr
oBr
okeYourHear
tForThe
Mi
ll
ionthTi
me?
Me:
That
'sNonYourBusi
ness
Menzi
:INeedAnAl
l
yLi
keYou,
YouKnow?
!
Me:WhatMakesYouThi
nkI
'
dJoi
nFor
ces
Wi
tchu?
Menzi
:Af
terBei
ngPl
ayedThi
sWay
,I
fIWer
e
YouI'
dDoAny t
hingToAvengeMy
Tear
s.Sweet
heartYou'
veWastedALot
taTear
s
OnThatDoucheBagICallMyCousi
n
Me:Ev
enI
fYouWereTheLastManWi
thAn
Ar
myOnEart
h,I
'
dNeverAl
l
yWi t
chu
Menzi
:IThi
nkYouFor
gotThatWePar
tner
sAy
t
Now
Me:
JustBusi
nessPar
tner
s,I
tEndsTher
e
Menzi:
O-kay.
..
IHadToBr i
ngYouSomePaper
s
ButSi
nceYou'r
eAlreadyHere,
LemmeGoAnd
GetThem Fr
om TheCar
Me:
WhatKi
ndaPaper
s?
Menzi
:There'
sANewCont ractI
'
m Workin'On
ButSi
nceI'
m NotTheOnlyBossAny more,
You
HaveToHav eYourSayTooInEver
ythi
ng.I
NeedYouToGoThr oughTheContract
,Tel
lMe
WhatYouDon'tLi
keThenSignOrDon't
Me:
IsI
tAny
thi
ngI
ll
egal
?
Menzi
:WhenI
tComesToBusi
nessI
'
m Legi
t
Baby
Me:
I'
ll
JustSi
gnThePaper
sNow

WeWal kedToHisCarAndHeTookOutThe
Paper
s,IJustPer
usedThroughThem AndThen
Si
gned.I
tWasn'tAnyt
hingIl
legal
OrThatWould
Backf
ir
eOnMe.
Lut
hoGotOutAndWal
kedToUs

Lut
ho:Don'
tTel
lMeYouTwoAr
eBack
Toget
her
Menzi
:ThatWoul
dn'
tBeABadI
dea,
Woul
dIt
?
Lut
ho:
Sugar
?
Me:MenziAndIAi
n'
tBackToget
herAndIDon't
HaveToExplai
nMysel
fToYou,
WeAin'tDat
ing
Any
moreRemember ?!
Menzi
:Thi
sIsGoodToWat
ch
Me:
Mxm
Lut
ho:
ThenWhatAr
eYouDoi
ngI
nMyYar
d?
Menzi
:ICameToTal kToYouButIBumped
I
ntoMissMorenaAndIHadSomePapersShe
HadToSignSoIAskedHerToSignEm Now
Si
nceShe'
sAlreadyHere
Lut
ho:
Paper
s?
Menzi
:Di
dn'
tSheTellYou?WeOwnABusi
ness
Toget
her
,We'
rePar
tners
Lut
ho:
WHAT?
?
Menzi
:IGuessYouDi
dn'
tHav
eToKnow
Lut
ho:
Esi
hle?
Me:
IDon'
tHav
eTi
meForThi
s

IGaveThePapersToMenziAndWalkedTo
Vusi
'sCar,
IGotI
nAndCriedAgai
nInsi
de:'
(I
Star
tedTheCarAndDrov
eAway .
IGotHome
AndWentToMyRoom, Mom GotIn
Mom:
Wassup?
Me:
MyLi
fe'
sJustaMessMa
Mom:
WhatHappenedBet
weenYouAndLut
ho?
Me:
HeCheat
ed
Mom:
AndYouMov
edOn
Me:
HeMov
edOnTooMa
Mom:
Hav
eYouTr
iedToFi
xThi
ngsWi
thHi
m?
Me:Mom HePi
nsEv
ery
thi
ngToMeJustCozI
I
gnor
edHim
Mom: Di
dYouI
gnor
eHi
m Bef
oreOrAf
terHe
Cheat
ed?
Me:IJustNeededTi
meToThi
nk,
HisMot
her
Cal
l
edMeNames
Mom:
Esi
hle?
Me:
Bef
oreHeCheat
ed
Mom:BabyWhatDi
dYouExpectWhenYou
I
gnor
edHim,
ThatHe'
ll
Wai
tForYou?MenAin'
t
Li
keUsWomenBaby,
TheyThi
nkDi
ff
erent
lyAnd
We'r
eTheOnesToFi
xThi
ngs
Me:
TheyAr
eTooBr
okenToBeFi
xed
Mom:
Tel
lMeBoutThi
sThobekaGuy
Me:
It'
sThobel
aMa
Mom:
YesDoYouLov
eHi
m?
Me:
ILi
keHi
m
Mom:
TheBaby
?
Me: HeKnowsBoutTheBabyAndHi sMother
KnowsToo, TheyBothDidn'
tJudgeMe.
His
MotherWasAl soInMySt at
eWhenSheWas
PregnantWithThobelaSoSheUnderst
ands
WhatI'm GoingThr
ough
Mom:DoYouThi
nkYouAndLut
hoWi
l
lNev
er
Fi
xThi
ngs?
Me:
Mom Li
keISai
d,
TheyCan'
tBeFi
xed
Mom:YouKnowMySt ori
esWi
tchoDad,We
Al
way
sHadI ssuesTooButWeFixedOur
I
ssues
Me:
Lut
hoAi
n'
tDadAndIAi
n'
tYouMom
Mom: Sweet heartThere'
sNoMrRi ghtInThe
Universe,YouAsAWomanHav eToTake
What everIdiotYouLov eAndTeachHi m ToBe
RightForYou. I
fILeftYourFatherTheFi r
st
TimeHeScr ewedUp, WeWoul dn'
tHav eThis
Beaut i
ful
,Lov el
yFami l
yAndWhoKnows?
May beIWoul d'
veFoundTheWor stStepFather
ForYou. PleaseDon'tBeTheReasonThi sBaby
Won' tGrowUpWi t
hBot hParents'round
Me:
Mom Lut
hoDoesn'
tWantUsToFi
xThi
ngs
Mom: MenHideThei
rFeel
ings,
WhatIKnowI
s
ThatBoyLov
esYouAndI t
'
sUpToYouToBui l
d
OrDestr
oyWhatYouTwoHad
Me:Lut
hoIsTooMuchMom ButThobel
aIs
JustASi
mpleLov
ingGuy
Mom:
YouJustGonnaBr
eakThi
sGuy
'sHear
t
Me:
WhyI
sEv
ery
oneSay
in'
That
?
Mom: CozYouWil
l
.Tomor
rowYouGoi
ngFor
YourCheckup?
Me:
Jeap
Mom:
YouGoi
ngWi
thLut
ho?
Me:
IHav
eNoChoi
ce
Mom:
PleaseTal
kToHi
m

SheKissedMyFor eheadAndLef t
.The
Foll
owi ngDayIWokeUpAndBat hed,IAt
e
BreakfastWi thTheFamil
yAndWal kedToMy
Favori
teFastFoodRest aurant,
ITextedLutho
AndTol dHi m WhereToPickMeUpCozWe
Wer eGonnaGoToget her
.IGotToThe
Rastaur ant
,SatDownAndPutMyPhoneAnd
MyBagOnTheTabl e,AWai t
ressCameToMe

Her
:HeyBbe
Me:
HeyLov
e,HowAr
eYouToday
?
Her
:I'
m Good,Can'
tCompl
ainAndHowI
sYou
AndTheLilSoul?
Me:
We'
reGood,
We'
reJustHungr
y
Her
:SoWhat
chuGonnaOr
der
?
Me:
TheUsual
Baby
Her
:Comi
ngRi
ghtUp
Me:
ThankYou

SheLef
tToTheKi
tchen,
SomeGuyCameToSi
t
OnMyTable

Guy
:HopeYouDon'
tMi
nd
Me:
WeLi
veI
naFr
eeCount
ryYouKnow

HeSnort-l
aughed,
IMustSayHi
sLaughWas
Seducti
veAndSt r
angel
yHeJustRemi
ndedMe
OfLutho.
Guy:I
'
m NotTheEavesdr
opi
n'TypaNikkaButI
Hear
dYouTalki
n'ToThatWaitr
essAndYou
Sai
dYouWantTheUsual,Meani
ngYouUsedTo
Thi
sPlace
Me:
DudeISt
ay'
roundHer
e
Guy:IGuessYouTheAngel
I'
veBeenLooki
n'
For
Me:
Huh?
Guy:I'
m Her
eLooki
n'ForSomeBusi
ness
TycoonWhoHappensToBeMyReal Fat
her
Me:
Huh?
Guy:
It'
sALongSt
ory
.Ar
eYouGonnaHel
pMe
Fi
ndHim?
Me:
MakeTheSt
oryShor
tSoICanHel
pYou
Guy
:OkayFi
rstLet
'sKnowEachOt
her
Me:
Esi
hleMor
ena
Guy
:Ray
mondLul
uthoMrTr
oubl
esomeWi
l
son
Me:
MrTr
oubl
esome?
Ray:Let
'sJustSayILov
eGett
in'MyselfI
nto
Troubl
eOrLemmeRephr aseThat,
Troubl
e
LovesGetti
n'I
ntoMe
Me:
HahaNi
kkaYouMad
Ray :TheThi
ngIsIGotI
ntoLot
taTr
oubl
eBack
AtHomeSoMyAdopt iv
eDadOrExDadGot
Ti
r edOfCleani
ngAft
erMyMessSoHe
DisownedMe
Me:
Ouch
Ray:SoHeToldMeToComeBackHereAnd
LookForMyRealDadMay
beINeedSome
Afr
icanRi
tual
ToBeOnTheRi
ghtTrack
Me:HahaIBetYouReal
l
yDo,
SoWher
eYou
Fr
om Exact
ly?
Ray
:MyReal Parent
sHappenToBeFrom
Her
e,MyAdoptiv
eMom IsAmericanWhi
leMy
ExDadIsEngli
sh
Me:
ExDad?
Ray:
HeDisownedMeDuh,
SoTel
lMeWher
eDo
YouThi
nkI'
m Fr
om?
Me:
DudeYouAf
ri
can,
Can'
tYouSeeYouBl
ack?
Ray
:May
beIReal
l
yNeedTheAf
ri
canRi
tual

MyFoodCame

Ray
:Ai
n'
tThatTooMuchForAGi
rl
?
Me:
I'
m Eat
ingForTwo
Ray
:OhhSoWe'
reExpect
ing?
Me:
I'
m Expect
ingNotYou
Ray:I
'
dLoveToPl
aySomeSt
epDadWhi
l
eI'
m
Sti
l
lHere
Me:
DudeYouCr
azyMyBabyAi
n'
tFat
her
less
Ray
:IWoul
d'
veBeenTheBestSt
epDad
Me:
ThanksForTheOf
ferButWe'
reCool
Ray
:SoTel
lMe,
HowOl
dAr
eYou?YouLook
YoungToBeSt
art
ingYourOwnFami
l
y
Me:
HahaJeahAy
t,
I'
m 16
Ray
:Wow
Me:
IKnowSoHowOl
dAr
eYou?
Ray
:21AndThat
'saSecr
et
Me:
Secr
et?
Ray:
ICan'tHavePeopl
eKnowi
ngMyReal
Age,
Especial
l
yTheLadies
Me:
SeemsLi
keSomeone'
sALadi
es'
Man
Ray:
IAm,
Aren'
tI?SoTel
lMeDoYouKnowA
GuyWhoI
sKnownAsXol el
ani
Zi-
Lut
ho:
Thi
sLooksCosy(
Standi
ngNextToMe)
Me:
HiLut
ho
Ray
:IsThi
sYourBabyDaddy
?
Lut
ho:
YouAnot
herSt
epDaddy
?
Me:
IThi
nkWeShoul
dGo
Ray
:CanIGetYourNumberSoThatICanCal
l
YouToGetTheI
nfor
mat
ionINeeded?
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
BeI
nTheCar

Wi
thThatSai
dHeLef
t

Ray
:YourBoy
fri
endI
sObnoxi
ous
Me:
Ex
Ray
:OhhIDi
dn'
tKnow
Me:
JeahUhhm Gi
mmeYourPhone

HePassedMeHi
sPhoneAndIDi
aledMy
Number

Ray
:HeSt
il
lLov
esYou
Me:
Huh?
Ray
:ThatGuySt
il
lLov
esYou
Me:He'
sInLov
eWi
thSomeoneEl
se,
HeMov
ed
OnSoDidI.
Ray:
YouStil
lLov
eHim,
ICanSeeItI
nYourEy
es
AndTrustMeHeSti
l
lLovesYouToo
Me:IShoul
dGetGoing,CallMeLat
erOnSoWe
CanFini
shOurConv
er sati
on
Ray
:OwkyCool
,
ItWasNi
ceMeet
ingYouEsi
hle
Me:
AndI
tWasNi
ceMeet
ingYouToo

IHuggedHim AndWalkedOutAf
terSet
tl
ingMy
Bi
ll
.IFoundLuthoI
nTheCar,
Typi
ngSomet hi
ng
OnHi sPhone.
IGotI
n

Me:
WeCanGo

Lut
hoPutHi
sPhoneAsi
deAndLookedAtMe
Lut
ho:
AreYouThatDesper
ate?
Me:
ExcuseMe?
Lut
ho:WhyAr
eYouLooki
n'ForThousandSt
ep
Fat
her
sForMyBabyWhil
eI'
m Sti
llAl
ive?
?
Me:
I'
m NotI
nTheMoodForThi
sLut
ho
Lutho:SoThatThobel
aGuyAin'
tEnough,You
AddingAnotherOneOnTheLine.Esi
hleAre
Fuckin'Sl
eepi
ngWithTheseGuys??
Me:
WHAT?
?
Lut
ho:AREYOUFUCKI
N'SLEEPI
NGWI
TH
THESEGUYS??
Me:
ICan'
tBel
i
eveThi
s
Lut
ho:
AREYOUDAMMI
T??
Me:
HOW I
STHATANYOFYOURCONCERN?
?
Lutho:
AREYOUFUCKIN'
KIDDI
N'ME??THAT'
S
MYBABYI NTHEREANDYOUCAN'TBE
SPREADINGYOURLEGSFOREVER-FORANY
DICKWHILEPREGNANTWITHMYBABY!!
Me:
WHAT?
?
Lut
ho:YouHear
dMe,Esi
hleYouWon'
tSleep
Wit
hAnotherManWhil
ePregnantWi
thMy
Chi
ld!
[05/
19,18:
24]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT52♡⇩

Me:
OkayLut
ho

ILookedOut
sideTheWi
ndowAndTear
sJust
Roll
edDownMyCheeks

Lut
ho:
Esi
hleISwearI
fI-
Me:ISaidOkay
!WhatMor
eDoYouWantMeTo
SayLutho?

ITurnedAndLookedAtHim,
ISawTheAnger
ThatWasOnHi sFaceFadi
ngAway.

Lut
ho:
SugarLookI
-
Me:
JustDr
iveLut
ho,
Dri
ve

IWipedMyTearsAndLookedOut si
deThe
WindowAgain.
HeStart
edTheCarAndWe
DroveToMyDoctorInSil
ence.
ThereWasSti
l
la
Pati
entI
nsi
deSoWeJustSatOut sideThe
Offi
ce

Lut
ho:
LookI
'
m Sor
ryForLashi
n'OutOnYou
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
Esi
hleI
'
m Tal
ki
n'ToYou
Me:AndI
'
m NotLut
ho,PleaseDon'
tEverTal
k
ToMeEverAgai
nUnlessIt'
sBoutTheBaby!
Voice:
That
'sNotaRi
ghtAt
mospher
eForThe
Baby

Lut
hoAndIBot
hLookedUpAndI
tWasMy
Doct
or

Doc:
PleaseComeI
n

WeBothGotUpAndGotI
nsi
de,
WeBot
hSat
Down

Doc:
HowHav
eYouBeenDoi
ng?
Lut
ho:
GreatAndYouDoc?
Doc:WhatISawOutThereDi
dn'
tLookLi
ke
Great
,I
sEver
ythi
ngOkay?
Me:
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
JeahEv
ery
thi
ngI
sPer
fect
Doc:
Esi
hle?
Me:Ever
ythi
ng'
sFi
ne,
CanWePleaseJustGet
OverAndDoneWit
hEver
ythi
ng?I
'm Ti
red,
I
WannaRest
Doc:OkayThenLet
'sCheckYourBl
ood
Pressur
eFi
rst
Me:
Cool

SheCheckedMyBl
oodPr
essur
e

Doc:I
t'
sHigherThanTheLastTi
meYouCame
Here,
IThoughtITol
dYouNotToStr
essToo
Much
Me:
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
ALotHasBeenGoi
ngOn
Doc:IKnowI '
m NotYourTherapi
stButI
fYou
BothWantThisBabyToLi veYou'l
lFi
xYour
I
ssues.Thi
sBadSpi r
itISeeBetweenTheTwo
OfYouMi ghtTakeThisPreci
ousSoulFr
om Us
Me:
..
..
.
Lut
ho:I
'
llMakeSur
eSheDoesn'
tSt
ressToo
Much
Doc:
That
'sTheSameThi
ngYouSai
dTheLast
Ti
meYouWer eHer
e
Lut
ho:
IPr
omi
seThi
sTi
me'
round
Doc:
I'
m Gl
adToHearThat

SheDidAnot herScanAndFor t
unatel
yMy
Sugarpl
um WasSt il
lOkay
,LuthoTookTheScan
AndIWal kedInFrontToHisCar .
IGotIn,
Lai
d
OnTheSeatAndLookedTheOpposi t
eWay .
He
GotInAndCl osedTheDoor,HeSatForAWhi le
AndIFeltHisHandOnMyBack
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sor
rySugar
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
LookI'
veBeenLet
ti
ngMyPri
deGetIn
TheWayOfApol
ogizi
ngToYou,
WhatIDi
dWas
Pur
eWrong
Me:
..
..
..
Lutho:IGotJeal
ousEar
li
erOnCozISt
il
lCare,
I
Sti
l
l LoveYouAndI'
ll
NeverSt
opLovi
n'You
Me:
..
..
.:
'
(:
(:
'
(
Lut
ho:AllIEverDoI
sHurtYou,ThePastFew
DaysHaveBeenTortur
eCozI '
m No'i
ngWi t
hout
You.
IDrankAndParti
edALot ,
IThoughtIWas
GonnaForgetYouButFateProvedMeWr ong

IFoundMysel
fChuckl
ingOnTheFateWord
CozThat'
sTheSameWor dIUsedWhenWe
Fi
rstMetAndIDi
dn'tWannaGiveHi
m My
Number.
IWipedMyTearsButDidn'
tLookAt
Him
Lutho:ISeeYouLoveThisThobelaGuy,
I
fHe
MakesYouHappyThenI '
m HappyForYou.
I
KnowI tWil
lBeHardForMeToSeeYouWi th
AnotherGuyButIWon'tForceYouToStayWith
Me,SomeoneWhoHur tsYouAl l
TheTimeWhi l
e
There'
sAGuyWhoMakesYouHappy

:'
(: '
(: '
(TearsJustRoll
edDownMy
Cheeks,
OneAf t
erTheOt herThenAFl
ood.I
Couldn'
tHelpIt
,IJustCr
iedOutLoud.
Lut
ho
Pul
ledMeToFaceHi m,
HeLookedAtMeAnd
Pul
ledMeI ntoHisArms.
IWon'
tSayIDi
dn'
tMi
ssTheWar mt
hAnd
Comfor
tOfHisAr
ms,
IJustLetI
tAl
lOut
.

Lut
ho:
I'
m Sor
rySugar
Me:
..
..
.:
'
(
HeKeptKi
ssi
ngMyForeheadAndRubbingMy
Back.
WhenI'
veHadEnough,
IPul
ledMysel
f
AwayAndWipedMyTearsFrom MyEy
es

Me:
PleaseDr
iveMeHome
Lut
ho:
IMeanEv
eryWor
dI'
veJustSai
d
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:LookIDon'tWantYouToLoseOurBaby
CozOfMySt upi
dWay s,
We'r
eInThi
sTogether

HeHel
dMyHand

Me:SoYouAi
n'
tMadThatI
'
m Dat
ingWi
th
Thobel
a?
Lut
ho:IfHeMakesYouHappyThenI'm Cool
WithWhatever,
YourHappi
nessI
sTheMost
Impor
tantThingRightNowIfWeWantOur
BabyToLive
Me:
ThankYou

IHuggedHi
m ThenHeSt
art
edTheCar

Me:CanWeGrabSomet
hingToEatFi
rstBef
ore
YouDri
veMeHome?
Lut
ho:Anyt
hingForTheQueenAndThe
Pri
ncess
Me:ThanksAndUhhm I
'
m Sorr
yForNotTel
l
in'
YouThatI'
m Par
tner
sWithMenzi
Lut
ho:
Speaki
n'OfThat
,HowDi
dItComeToBe?
Me:RememberThatOldLadyWhoCameTo
SeeMeAtTheHospitalWhenIWasWit
hYou
Ther
e?
Lut
ho:
YourGr
andma?
Me:
SheAi
n'
tMyGr
andma
Lut
ho:
HahaOkayWhatBoutHer
?
Me:SheTol
dMeThatLonwaboLef
tMe50%
Shar
eOfHisCompany
Lut
ho:
WowBabyThat
'sHugeAndGr
eat
Me:
ButIDi
dn'
tWantI
t
Lut
ho:
What
?Why
?
Me:
ItLookedLi
keDi
srespectTowar
dsDad
Lut
ho:
ItI
sn'
t,
I
t'
sJustSecur
ingYourFut
ure
Me:
JeahIKnow
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sur
eMrMor
enaUnder
stood
Me:
JeahHeDi
dAndHe'
sSuppor
ti
ngMe

WeGotToTheRestaur
antAndMadeOur
Or
der
s,OurFoodQui
ckl
yCame

Lut
ho:SoWhatchuGonnaDoWi
thSoMuch
MoneyAtThi
sAge?
Me:
Bui
l
dPr
incessACast
leI
nTheAi
r
Lut
ho:
HahaJeahAy
tAndPl
easeBui
l
dMeOne
Too
Me:Honest
lyIDunnoWhatI'm GonnaDoWi
th
TheMoney,
May beI
'l
lJustSel
lSomeOfThe
50%ToSomeoneWhoWant sIt
Lut
ho:
Don'
tWannaFaceMyEv
ilCousi
n?
Me:YouCanSayThatAgai
n,
IWoul
dn'
tSur
viv
e
ADayWithHi
m
Lut
ho:You'
dHav
eNi
ght
mar
esForAWhol
e
Week

IChuckl
edAndHi
tHi
sShoul
der

Lut
ho:
IMi
ssedYourSmi
l
e
Me:
..
..
..
Lutho:Uhhm Mom Sai
dIShoul
dInv
iteYouOv
er
ForDinnerToni
ght
Me:
YourMom?
?
Lut
ho:
IWasShockedToo
Me:IHopeSheAi
n'
tPl
anni
ngOnPoi
soni
ngMy
FoodOrDri
nk
Lut
ho:SheAin'
tThatKi
ndaMonst
erI
n
Law..
..
I'
m Sur
eSheJustWant
sYouTwoToFi
x
Thi
ngs
Me:TheWaySheLookedAtMeThatDayAt cho
House,
OneWoul dSwearThatShe'
dDr
inkA
WholeBucketOfWaterI
nFrontOfMeWhil
eI'
m
OnFire
Lut
ho:
YouMaki
ngHerLookSoEv
il
Me:IEvenI
magi
nedHerGr
umpyFaceOnOur
WeddingDay

Lut
hoPutEv
ery
thi
ngOnTheTabl
eAndLooked
AtMe

Me:
What
?
Lut
ho:
YouJustSai
dOurWeddi
ngDay
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
It'
sGoodToKnowThatYou'
dWantUs
ToHaveOurLi
lFami
l
yOneDay
Me:Uhhm We'
reBot
hDoneEat
ing,
IThi
nkWe
Shoul
dGo
Lut
ho:
Uhhm Cool

HeSet
tl
edTheBill
ThenWeLef
t,
HeDr
opped
MeInFrontOfMyYar
d

Me:ThanksForAccompany
ingMeToThe
Doct
orAndBuy i
ngMeLunch
Lutho:
Any t
hingForYou.
..
IEnjoy
edSpendi
ng
TimeWi t
hYouToo, WeShouldGoForSome
BabyShoppingSoon
Me:
I'
m Sur
eOurMunchki
nWoul
dLov
eThat
Lut
ho:
PleaseBeHappyOkay
?!YourHappi
ness
I
sAllThatMat
ter
sNowEv
enI
fIHav
eToSee
YouWithAnot
herGuy
Me:
Thanks
Lutho:
DaddyAi n'
tGonnaCauseAnyTroubl
eAs
LongAsPrincessAndMommyAr eHappy
Me:
ThanksDaddy

IKissedHi
sCheekAndGotOut
,IFound
It
handil
eDanci
ngAndSi
ngingI
nTheLounge

Me:
Wher
e'sEv
ery
body
?
I
thandi
le:
TheyArePl
ayi
n'SoccerAtThe
Back,
YouSmil
in'
Me:
Can'
tAGi
rlJustSmi
l
e?
I
thandil
e:Ar
eYouAndBhut
'Lut
hoBack
Together
?
Me:
No
I
thandi
l
e:ThenWhyYouSmi
l
in'
?
Me:
CozLi
feI
sGood
I
thandi
l
e:ButY-
Me:
I'
ll
BeI
nMyRoom

IWentToMyRoom AndMyPhoneRang

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
Thobel
a
Thobel
a:I
'
veBeenTr
ynaCal
lYouTheWhol
e
Day
Me:WhenSomeoneIgnor
esYourCal
l
sThat
MeansTheyDon'
tWannaTal
kToYou
Thobel
a:LookI
'm Sor
ryForEv
ery
thi
ngISai
d
Yest
erday,
IWasJustMad
Me:
YouMeantEv
eryWor
dYouSai
dThobel
a
AndJustGi
mmeYourAccountNumber
,I
WannaSendYouTheMoneyForTheWindow
Repai
r
Thobel
a:ThatWon'tBeNecessar
y,TheOwner
Sai
dHe'll
FixItHi
mself
Me:
OkayThenBy
e
Thobel
a:Esihl
eI'
m Real
lySorr
y,CanIMakeI
tUp
ToYou?I'l
lTakeYouOutToYourFav or
it
e
Rest
aurant,
ForYourFav
orit
eMeal
Me:
NoThanks
Thobel
a:Pl
ease
Me:
OkayFi
neButTomor
rowCozI
'
m Ti
redNow
Thobel
a:DoesThatMeanI
'
m For
giv
en?
Me:NotYetMi
ster
,IHav
eToHav
eMyMeal
Fi
rst
Thobel
a:ButIHav
eaGoodFeeli
ngThatYou
Alr
eadyKnowYou'veFor
giv
enMe,Goodni
ght
Beauti
ful
Me:
NightToYouToo

HeHungUp,ISawAMi ssedCall
From A
NumberSoIDecidedToCallI
t

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:ISawAMissedCal
lFr
om Thi
s
Number,
WhoAreYou?
Cal
l
er:
YourWor
stNi
ght
mar
e
Me:
DudeI
'
m ForReal
,
WhoAr
eYou?
Call
er:
ISaidYourWorstNi
ght
mare,
I'
l
lBeThe
LastPersonYouTal
kTo.TooBadYou'
ll
Be
Taki
n'Wi t
hYouThatSoulI
nsi
deOfYou
Me:
Dar
eTouchMyBabyISwearI
'
ll
-
Cal
ler
:You'
l
lWhat
?OpenYourCl
osetAndYou'
l
l
SeeMe
Me:
WhoAr
eYou?
Call
er:HahaIDi
dn'
tKnowYouCoul
dBe
CreepedOutSoEasi
ly
Me:
Ray
mond
Cal
l
er:
YesSweet
hear
t
Me:
DudeThatWasn'
tFunny
Ray
:IBetYouEv
enPeedOnYourSel
fHaha
Me:
NikkaThi
sAi
n'
tFunny
Ray:HahaOkaySorr
yThen,
JustWantedToTel
l
YouThatIFoundMyFatherAndI
'm Havi
ng
DinnerWi
thHim AndMyMom Tomor r
owAnd
ThanksForTry
naHelp
Me:
I'
m Gl
adICoul
dHel
p
Ray:IHopeWe'
l
lGoOutForSomeDr
inksWhi
l
e
I
'm Sti
l
lHere
Me:
JeahWhyNot
?
Ray
:Cool
Then,
ThanksAgai
n
HeHungUp, IWentToWat chT.VWi t
hIt
handi
le
Ti
llMom AndDadGotBackFr om Work,
They
BoughtTakeAway sSoIDi shedUpFor
EveryoneAndLut hoCalledToTel lMeThatHe
WasOut si
de.IJustChangedI nt
oa
Dress,SandalsAndAJacket .IFoundHimInHis
Car,
Text i
ngSomeone

Lut
ho:
YouLookHot
Me:
Wit
hThi
sBi
gBel
l
yOn?OhhPl
ease
Lut
ho:You'
reHot
terToMeEspeci
all
yWi
thThat
Bel
lyOn
Me:
CozYou'
reTheReasonI
tIsThi
sBi
g
Lutho:I
tWasTooFlatSoIThoughtIShould
FeedYouSomethi
ngToMakeYouFul lForNine
Mont hs
IChuckl
edAndHitHi
m Pl
ayf
ull
y,
HeSt ar
tedThe
CarAndDroveUsToHisHouse.
OlonaRanTo
MeTheMi nut
eSheSawMe

Ol
ona:
SISESI
HLE!
Me:
HeyBaby
Ol
ona:
IMi
ssedYou
Me:
IMi
ssedYouTooBabe.
..
HiMa
L'
sMom:
HiDear

O-
W-K-
Y 

L'
sMom: YouCanGoAndSitOnTheTabl
e,I
'
m
GonnaComeWithTheFoodInFewMinut
es
Me:
O-kay

SheCameWi
thTheFood,
Lut
hoDi
shedUpFor
MeAndHi
msel
f

Ol
ona:
CanYouPl
easeDi
shUpForMeToo?
Lut
ho:
IAi
n'
tYourMai
dLi
lSi
s
Me:
LetMe

IDishedUpForHerAndGaveHerHer
Plate,
Luu'
sMom Sai
dGraceAndWeStar
ted
DiggingIn

Luu'
sMom: Uuhm Esi
hleIKnowIDi
dn'
t
WelcomeYouInaGoodWayTheFi r
stDayWe
Met
Lut
ho:
That
'sTr
ue
L'
sMom: AndUhhm IShoul
dn'
tHav
eSai
dThe
Thi
ngsISai
d
Lut
ho:
YesYouShoul
dn'
tHav
e
MeAndHi
sMom:
JustShutUpLut
ho!
Lut
ho:YouAl
readyGangi
ngUpOnMe,
That
'
sA
GoodStar
t

WeAl
lLaughed

L'
sMom: AsAnEl derIHaveToBeTheOneTo
Fi
xThi ngsBetweenUsSi nceYou'
reCarr
ying
MyGr andchi
ldAndMi ghtBeMyFut ur
e
DaughterInLaw

Lut
hoHel
dMyHandButIPul
l
edI
tAway

L'
sMom: SoPl
easeFor
giv
eMeForMy
Behav
iour
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryTooMa
Ther
eWasAKnockOnTheDoor
,Luu'
sFat
her
GotI
nWit
hRay

Ray
: ICoul
dn'
tWai
tAnyLongerToMeetYou
Mother,
Hel
loFami
l
y
[05/
19,18:
24]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT53♡⇩

WeAllTur
nedAndLookedAtThem,
Ray
'sSmi
l
e
Tur
nedInt
oAFrownWhenHeSawMeAnd
Lut
ho

Lut
ho:
WhatI
sGoi
ngOnHer
e?
Luu'sMom: CanWeAl l
SitDownAndTal
k?
XolelaniDi
dn'
tIAskYouToBringThi
sChi
ld
Tomor row??
Luu'
sDad:
He'
sTooPersi
stent
,Ther
eWasNo
WayICoul
dChangeHi
sMind
Lut
ho:
WHATTHEHELLI
SGOI
NGONHERE?
?
Ray
:Uhhm That
'sWhatIAl
soWannaKnow
Lutho:Mom Thi
sBoyCall
edYouMother,
The
FuckIsGoingOnHere?AndYouDad,Di
dn'
tI
TellYouNotToSetYourFi
lt
hyFeetI
nHere
Again??
Ray
:SoHe'
sMyBr
other
?
Luu'sMom: CanEver
yonePl
easeSi
tDown?
OlonaPleaseGoToYourRoom AndEsi
hleYou
ShouldAlsoExcuseUs
Ray
:SoEsi
hleWeMeetAgai
n

FuckYouRay
!Luu'
sMom LookedAtMe
Luu'
sMom:
YouKnowEachOt
her
?
Ray
:JeahWe'
veMetWhe-
Lut
ho:
CANANYONETELLMETHEHELLI
S
THI
S?
Luu'
sMom:
OlonaGo

Ol
onaLef
tToHerRoom

Me:
Uhhm IThi
nkIShoul
dLeav
e
Lut
ho:
YouAi
n'
tGoi
ngAny
wher
eSugar
Ray
:Ni
kkaSoShe'
sThatGoodI
nBed?
Lut
ho:
WhoTheFuckI
sThi
sCr
azyI
diot
?

Luu'
sMom SatDown
Luu'
sMom:
He'
sYourTwi
nBr
other
Lut
ho:
THEFUCK?
?
Ray
:IHAVEATWI
NBROTHER?
?That
'
sGr
eat
Lut
ho:
HE'
SMYWHAT?
?

WHOA!!THEFUCK?
?ButI
tWasNonMy
Busi
ness

Lut
ho:MOM WHATTHEHELLDI
DYOUJUST
SAY??
Luu'
sDad:
SonPl
easeLi
st-
Lut
ho:
DON'
TYOUEVERTALKTOME,
IAI
N'T
YOURSONREMEMBER?
Ray
:Thi
sFami
l
yGotI
ssuesISee
Me:
Lut
hoIThi
nkIShoul
dReal
l
yLeav
e
Lut
ho:YouKnowWhat
?Al
lOfYouGetOut
taMy
House
Ray
:Yho
Luu'
sMom:
CanYouJustLetMeExpl
-
Lut
ho:EXPLAI
NMYTHI
RDPARALYZED
FOOT,
OUT!!
Luu'
sDad:
SeeHowDi
srespect
ful
Thi
sB-
Lut
ho:XOLELANIZI
ZWEGETOUTOFMY
HOUSE!
Ray
: Uhhm Bef
oreYouKi
ckAl
lOfOurBut
ts
Out
,IDon'
tHaveAnywher
eToGoToSoWher e
Am IGonnaCrashAt?
Lut
ho:Don'
tYouHav
eYourOwnMoney ?GoTo
AHotelOrSome'
i
ng,
Y'al
lJustGetOutOfMy
House
Luu'
sMom:
Lut
hoCan-
Lut
ho:
Mom IThi
nkYouShoul
dLeav
eToo
Ray:
DudeAr
eYouGi
vi
n'MeThi
sRoom To
Sl
eepOrWhat
?
Lut
ho:
DoILookLi
keYourFr
iendDude?
Ray
:NoYouLookLi
keMyTwi
nCozYou'
reMy
Twi
n
Lut
ho:
DudeIAi
n'
tYourTwi
n!
Ray:
NikkaWe'
veGotTheSameDNA,
Please
ShowMeWhereI'
m GonnaSl
eep

ICoul
dn'
tHelpButChuckl
eAtHowAngr
yLutho
WasWhileRayWasJustChil
l
edWit
haSmile
OnHisFace

Luu'
sMom:I
'l
lComeBackTomor
rowSoThat
WeCanTal
k
Lut
ho:
..
..
.
Ray
:We'
l
lBeWai
ti
ngForYouMommyDear
est

Luu'
sMom AndDadWalkedOut
,Lut
hoJust
WalkedToHi
sRoom AndLef
tRayAndIInThe
Lounge
Ray
:WhatHappenedToHi
m Bei
ngYourEx?
Me:
HeSt
il
lIs
Ray:SoMyTwi
nBrotherI
sTheFat
herToThe
Ki
dIWantedToFat
herAndHe'sDat
in'
Wit
hMy
Crush
Me:
OhhPl
ease,
Fol
l
owMe
Ray
:ToWher
e?
Me:
Didn'
tYouWantAPl
aceToSl
eep?
Ray:
SoWeGoi
ngToYourPl
ace?:
p(Bi
ti
n'Hi
s
LowerLi
p)
Me:NoIdiot
,I
'm Goi
ngToShowYouWher
eYou
GonnaSleep
Ray
:Ai
n'
tTheManOfTheHouseGoi
ngToBe
MadAt
chu?
Me:I
'm SureHe'
l
lUnder
stand,
He'
sSt
il
lShocked
That
'sAll
Ray
:He'
sALuckyGuyToHav
eYouHey
Me:
JeahWhat
ever
,Fol
l
owMe

IWal
kedHi
m ToOneOfTheGuestRooms

Ray
:Thanks
Me:
Pleasur
e
Ray:SoIWasRightWhenICall
edYouThe
AngelIWasLooki
n'For
,IHadToMeetYou
Si
sterInLaw
Me:
Sist
erI
nLaw?
Ray
:YesSkwi
za
Me:GoodNightRaymondLul
uthoMr
Tr
oublesomeWilson

WeBot
hLaughed

Ray
:GoodNi
ghtDear
IWalkedToLut
ho'
sRoom AndFoundHim
Si
tt
ingOnTheBedWithHi
sFaceBuriedI
nHi
s
Hands

Me:
IShowedRayWher
eToSl
eep
Lut
ho:
IToldHi
m ToTakeHi
sFl
atAssOut
ta
MyHouse
Me:
HeNeedsAPl
aceToSt
ayLuu
Lut
ho:ThenLetHi
m GoToHi
sFat
herOr
Mother
'sPl
ace
Me:Whi
leHe'
sGotACaringAndLov
in'
Brot
her
WhoGotaBigAssHouse?

Lut
hoLif
tedHi
sHeadUpAndLookedAt
Me,Smi
l
ing

Me:
What
?
Lut
ho:
I'
m Onl
yGiv
in'
Him Toni
ght
,HeBet
ter
Fi
ndAnot
herPl
ace
Me:
IKnewDeepDownI
nTher
eYouCar
e

ISatNextToHi
m,HeTookMyHandAnd
BrushedI
t

Lut
ho:DoYouThi
nkI
'
m Bei
ngUnf
airTo
Mom,DadOrRay?
Me:
Bout
?
Lut
ho:
BoutWhatIJustDi
d
Me:You'r
eJustShocked,
IMeanYou'
veSpent
21YearsNotKnowingYouHadaTwi n
Brot
her
.AndToTopI tUp,HeTur
nedOutToBe
TheGuyYouFoundWi tchoBabyMamaAnd
GotMadAndJealous

WeBot
hLaughed,
ILookedAtHi
m AndHeWas
Al
soLooki
n'AtMe.
MyHear tJustStar
tedToBeatFast ,
HisEy es,
His
Face,
HisLips,
HisSmell,
JustEv er
y t
hingLooked
SoPer f
ectAndIJustReal i
zedHowMuchI
MissedAllOfIt
.TheNextThi ngHisLi psWer e
SmashedOnMi ne,
WeKi ssedForAWhi l
eAndI
CouldFeelMyBodyGoi ngWar m. LuthoPutMe
OnHi sLapAndWeCont inuedKissing
"
Thobel
a"

Me:
Uhhm Lut
hoThi
sIsWr
o-

HeSmashedHi sLipsOnMi neAgai

n,
ICoul
dn't
Resi
stTheConnection,
TheHeat,
TheLove.
I'
dBe
Lyi
ngIfI
'dSayIDidn'tWantLut
hoToMake
LoveWit
hMeOnThatVer ySameSpot.
IPushedHi
m AndGotOf
f
Me:Thi
sIsWrong!I
'
veMov
edOn,
I
'm Wi
th
SomeoneEl
seNow

IWalkedToTheDoor,
Lut
ho'
sHandGotToIt
Fi
rstAndHeClosedI
t.
HePutAnot
herOneOn
MyWai stAndTur
nedMeToFaceHim

Lut
ho:
IfYouLov
eHi
m ThenMakeMeSt
op

HeSmashedHi sLipsOnMineAgain,
PutMy
HandsTogetherAndPul
ledEm Up,HePi
nned
MeAgainstTheDoorAndWeKi ssedEach
OtherHungr
il
y.
HeTookMyJacketOf fAndThrewItTo
WhereverItLanded,ITookOffHis.
HeUnzipped
MyDr essAndLetI tGoDownMyBodyAsHe
WatchedItFall
,IPull
edOffHisT-shi
rtAndOhh
HowIMi ssedHi sHotBody: p
HeWentDownToMyNeckAndPl
acedWet
Ki
ssesAll'
roundI tAsSoftMoansEscaped
From MyMout h.HeTouchedMyBellyWithBoth
OfHisHandsAndPeckedMyLi ps,
HeMov ed
OneDownToMyPant yAndMadeHi sWayTo
TheHoneyPot .HeRubbedMyCl i
tFi
rstInaSoft
AndNiceWay

Me:
Mhmhm

TheKissi
ngGotSt
rongerAndHar
der
,SoWas
HisRubbi
ngOnTheHoneyPot

Me:
Mhmhm Lut
hoAhh

MyTeethKeptBit
ingMyLowerLip,FuckKnows
HowMuchIMi ssedLuthoDoingThoseThings
ToMyBody.HeFinall
ySli
dOneFingerInAnd
Expl
oredMyInsi
de,MyMoaningGotLouderAs
HeSuckedAndKissedOnMyNeck. HeFi
nall
y
Pull
edOutAndIGotDownAndUnzi ppedHi s
Pants,
Pull
i
ngEm Down. TheShaf tWasAl ready
UpOnI t
sFeet,
ReadyToDoSomeWor ki
ngOut
AndHav eAnAdv ent
ure.
IPl ayedWi thItFew
TimesUsingMyHandThenLut hoPul ledMeUp
AndPutMeOnTheBedWhi l
eKi ckin'OffHis
PantsAndBoxers.HePulledDownMyPant ies
AndOpenedMyLegsWi der,HeFi rstPlayed
WithMyCl i
tAndHungr i
l
yFeast edOnI t.
ICoul d
FeelMyLegsGoingAl lWobbl yDubbl yOnMe
AndIFeltTheJuicesComi n' Out.HeCl eaned
HisHouse(: vDon'tLookAtMeThatWay ,I
t'
s
HisHouse)
HeLai
dBehi
ndMeAndWeDidTheDi
d,Y'
al
l
KnowWhatWentDown:
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Aft
erThatHot,
Breat
htaki
n'SessionWeLaidOn
TheBedTrynaCatchOurBreathes.Lut
hoPut
MyHeadOnHi sChestAndPl ayedWi t
hMyHair

Lut
ho:
ThatWasGr
eat
Me:
AndI
'
m Ti
red
Lut
ho:Shoul
dLetMeHelpYouWor
kOutMor
e
Oft
enSoYou'l
lGetUsedToI
t
Me:
NoThanks,
I
'dDi
eSi
r

HeChuckl
edAndKi
ssedMyFor
ehead

Lut
ho:
IMi
ssedYouBaby
Me:
IJustWannaSl
eep
Lut
ho:
GoAhead,
I
'm Sur
eThi
sBedAl
soMi
ssed
You
Me:Pl
easeTextMom AndTel
lHerI
'
m Gonna
Sl
eepOver
Lut
ho:
KayIWi
l
l,
GoodNi
ght
Me:
Night

ISmi
l
edAndPeckedHi
sLi
psThenDr
if
tedTo
Sl
eep.
IWokeUpToTheLi ghtsOn,
ISatUp
St
rai
ghtAndLookedAtLuthoWhoWasGet t
ing
Dr
essedInAnAllBl
ackAtt
ire

Me:
Goi
ngSomewher
e?
Lut
ho:
GotaMi
ssi
onWi
thTheGuy
s
Me:
CanITagAl
ong?

HeChuckl
edAndCameToPeckMyLi
ps

Lut
ho:
ISt
il
lNeedYouAndPr
incessAl
i
ve
Me:
YouTal
ki
n'Li
keYouGonnaDi
e
Lut
ho:
IMi
ght
Me:
ThenPl
easeDon'
tGo
Lut
ho:
Sor
ryBbeICan'
tCancel
Now

HeTookOutHi
sGunAndTr
iedToLoadI
t
Me:
Lemme
Lut
ho:
MyGangst
erQueen
Me:
PleaseDon'
t
Lut
ho:I'
m Gl
adYouHadYourPeri
odsAnd
NeverSawItThatDayWeFi
rstMet
Me:
YouEv
ilPi
eceOfShi
t

IThrewABulletAtHim ButHeDucked,
He
OpenedHisWal lCl
osetAndCameOutWi t
ha
BigBlackBagWhi l
eILoadedHi
sGunForHi m

Me:GuessI
'
m GonnaGetALambor
ghi
niFor
Hel
pin'
YouOutHere
Lut
ho:
Anythi
ngYouWantSugarBoom
Boom,
It
'sAl
lYour
s
HeTookTheGunThenWeHadANotSoLong
Ki
ssThenLuthoBrokeI
tWhenHisPhone
Rang.
HePickedI
tUpAndTalkedToWhoever
Cal
led

Lut
ho:
IGot
taGoBbe
Me:Wi
shICoul
dDoSome'
i
ngToMakeYou
St
ay
Lut
ho:
Don'
tYouWantYourLambor
ghi
ni?
Me:
IDo
Lut
ho:
ThenLetDaddyGoAndMakeMoney

HePeckedMyLi
ps,
Pul
l
edDownTheBl
anket
s
Fr
om Me

Me:Lut
hoI
t'
sCol
d!Ni
kkaCan'
tYouSeeI
'
m
Naked?
Lut
ho:
WannaKi
ssMyPr
incessBef
oreILeav
e
HeKissedMyTummyThenMov edDownToMy
Cooki
e,HeTookFewBit
esFr
om It
.WhenIWas
Al
readyGett
in'
InTheMood,
HeStopped

Me:
ThatAi
n'
tFai
r
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
BeBackToGi
veYouMor
e
Me:
MyLastKi
ssBef
oreYouLeav
eThen

HePeckedMyLipsThenLeft
,ITri
edToFall
Asl
eepButIJustKeptHav
in'
FlashbacksOf
WhatWentDown.IDri
ft
edAwayWhi leInMy
Thought
s.
IWokeUpToSomeoneKnocki n'
AtTheDoor,
I
Fi
rstCheckedTheTimeItWas5I nTheMorn.
I
JustPutOnLutho'
sBigJacketOnMyNaked
BodyAndWal kedToTheFrontToOpenThe
Door,
ItWasSiyaWit
hBloodOnHi sHands,
He
LookedFreakedOut
Me: Si
yaWhat'
sWrongWit
chu?Can'
tYouSee
It
'sSti
l
l5InTheMorni
ng?WhatDoYouWant?
LuthoAin'
tHer
e
Si
ya:
CanWeGetI
nsi
de?
Me:
YouGotBl
oodAl
lOv
erYourHands

WeGotI
n

Si
ya:Uhhm IDon'
tKnowHowToTel
lYou
Thi
s..
.Ei
sh
Me:
Wassup?
Si
ya:LookPl
easeDon'
tSt
ressTooMuchCoz
You'
l
l Hur
tTheBaby
Me:
Siy
aYouCr
eepi
n'MeOut
Si
ya:
Uhhm Lut
hoGotShot
[
05/
19,
18:
24]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT54♡⇩

ICoul
dn'
tBreat
heProperl
y,
MyWhol
eBodyJust
GotWarm.ICoul
dn'
tThink
'
ItCan'
tBeReal,
HeSaidHe'
ll
ComeBackFor
Me.HeCan'
tDie,
Pri
ncessAndINeedHi
m'
Tear
sJustSt
art
edToBl
urEr
rthi
ng

Si
ya:
Dri
nkUp

IDi
dn'
tEv
enSeeSi
yaGoi
ngToTheKi
tchen,
He
Hel
pedMeDri
nkUp
Me:TellMeHe'
sOkaySiya!Tel
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sGoi
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ToLiv
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m,Pr
incessNeedsHi
m :'
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Si
ya:
I'
m Sur
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l
lBeFi
ne
Me:
Promi
seMeHe'
sGonnaBeOkay
Si
ya:
Esihl
eIDon'tWannaMakeThatKi
nda
Pr
omise,
He'sBadlyI
njur
edAndHeLos-
Me:NONO!SI YANO!:'
(LUTHOCAN'TDI
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CAN'TLEAVEMELIKETHIS: '
(HECAN'
T,
SIYA
HECAN'T: '
(HECAN'TDIE,
HESHOULDN'
T
DI
E.HeCan'tHeHeHe-

IJustLostMyBr
eat
h

Si
ya:Esi
hleDon'
tDoThi
sToYour
sel
f,
You
GonnaLoseTheBaby

HeHuggedMeWhi
l
eBr
ushi
ngMyBack
Ray
:Wassup?
Si
ya:
SoYouTheNewl
yFoundBr
otherWhoFel
l
Fr
om Heav
en
Ray
:Ni
kkaIDunnoYou,
YouDon'
tKnow
Me,
Let
'sKeepI
tAtThat
.What
'
sWr ongEsi
hle?
Me:
Lut
hoI
sHeHeNoNo!
Ray
:HeyLut
hoI
sWhat
?
Si
ya:
HeGotShot
Ray
:WHAT?WHEN?HOW?
Si
ya:
That
'sNotForYouToKnow
Ray
:YouForReal
?

Si
yaTookTheGlassOfWat
erAndHel
pedMe
Dri
nkUpAgai
n,Fr
om TheBl
oodOnSi
ya'
s
Hands,
Lut
hoLostALott
aBlood.
ITr
iedToCal
m DownButI
tWasHar
d
"
HeSai
dHeWasGonnaComeBack,
IShoul
d'
ve
St
oppedHi
m"
:
'
(:
'
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Si
ya:WeDroveHim ToHi
sDoctor
,ILef
tHi
m
Tr
yingAl
lHisBestToSav
eHim
Me:
HowDi
dThi
sAl
lHappen?
Si
ya:ItWasASet
upButWeDidn'
tGetThe
ChanceToSeeWhoShotHi
m
Me:
Coul
dItBeThePol
i
ce?
Si
ya:
NhaaIt
'sProbabl
ySomeoneWho'
sGot
SomeBeefWit
hUs
Me:
WhoEl
seGotShot
?
Si
ya:
Onl
yLuu
Me:
..
..
.:
'
(
Si
ya:Don'tSt
ressTooMuch,
YouMi
ght
EndangerTheChil
d'
sLi
fe
Me:
..
..:
'
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Si
ya:Uhhm IShoul
dGetGoi
ng,I
'
m GonnaGo
AndTakeAShowerThenDriveBackToThe
Doct
or
Me:
CanIGoWi
tchu?
Si
ya:
IDon'
tThi
nkThat
'sAGoodI
dea
Me:
HE'
STHEFATHEROFMYCHI
LDDAMNI
T!!
Ray:
Uhhm IAl
soThi
nkIt'
sNotAGoodI
deaTo
SeeHim Now,
I
t'
sABitTooSoon
Me:IDi
dn'
tAskForYourOpi
nionRaymond,
I
'm
Goi
ngToSeeLuthoWhetherYouLikeI
tOrNot!
Ray:LookWhatYouGonnaSeeTher
eMi
ght
Bri
ngYouToLabourInAMinute

Si
yaChuckl
ed,
IJustLookedAtHi
m

Ray:DoI
tForTheBaby ,
WaitTi
ll
HisCondi
ti
on
GetsBet
ter(LooksAtSi
ya)CanITal
kToYou
DudeBeforeYouGo?
Si
ya:
JeahSur
e

TheyBot hWalkedOutWhileIJustSatOna
CouchAndThoughtBoutTheGoodTi meHe
GaveMeThePr evi
ousNight,
IWouldn'
tBeAbl e
ToLiveWi t
houtAllOfThat
,HeWasMyAl l.
I
Wouldn'tBeAbleToLiveWithoutHim.IJust
CrouchedOnTheCouchAndSobbed

Ray
:Shoul
dIMakeYouSomet
hingToEat
?
Me:IDon'
tWantFoodRay
,IWantLut
ho,
He'
sAl
l
IWant.
IWantNothi
ngMore,
IOnl
yWant
Hi
m,OnlyHi
m!

HeCameToSi
tNextToMe

Ray
:I'
m Sur
eHe'
sGonnaBeOkay
Me:
HeHasToBe,
Pri
ncessNeedsHi
m,INeed
Hi
m :
'
(
Ray
:He'
l
lComeBackForYouAndPr
incess

HeHuggedMeAndISobbedOnHi
sChest
Whi
leHeTri
edToCal
m MeDown

Ray
:SoYouKnowBoutTheLi
feHeLi
ves?
Me:IKnow,HowDoYouKnowBoutTheLi
fe
Lut
hoLives?
Ray
:TheNikkaWhoWasHer e,
Siy
aAyt
?!He
Tol
dMe.Don'tWor
ryIt'
sTheSameShi
tThat
MadeExDadToDi sownMe
Me:AndMrZizweThinksLut
hoIsTheBlack
SheepOfTheFamil
yWhi l
eYouAll
ZizweBoys
AreNothi
ngButTr
ouble
Ray
:IsTher
eAnot
herOne?
Me:Jeah,
Lut
ho'
s-YourCousi
nBr
other
,He'
s
NameIsMenziAndThere'
sSomeBadBlood
Bet
weenHi
m AndLut
ho
Ray
:WhatHappened?
Me:
It'
sALongSt
ory
Ray
:ISee,
LemmeMakeYouSomeCupOfTea
Me:
IDon'
tWantAny
thi
ngRay
Ray:
YouEat
in'ForTwoRemember
?!I
'
llMake
YouSomet
hingToEatToo
Me:
YouDon'
tHav
eTo
Ray
:IWantTo

HeLeftToTheKit
chenThenCapeBackWi
tha
BowlOfCereal

Ray:IDon'
tKnowWhereOt
herThi
ngsAr
eSoI
ThoughtIShoul
dMakeYouThi
s
Me:
Uhhm Thanks
HeGav
eMeTheBowl
AndIAt
eALi
l

Ray:
SoAreYouGonnaGoToYourHouseOr
YouGonnaSt
ayHere?
Me:IDunnoButIJustWannaGoAndLi
eDown
Now
Ray
:OkayCool

IGaveHim TheBowlAndWal kedToLut

ho'
s
Room,JustTheSmellOfHimInTheRoom
MadeMeBr eakDownAllOverAgai
n.
ISatOnTheBedAndCr iedAgai
n,
TheSmel lOf
HisJacketJustRemindedMeOfTheWayHe
MadeLov eToMeThePr evi
ousNight.
IDunno
WhyButTheNi ghtKeptPlayi
ngIt
selfI
nMy
Head.
IFel
lAsl
eepOnTheBed,
IWokeUpBei
ng
Cover
edByaFleece.
IWentToBathThenWoreMyClot
hes,
IFound
RayTypi
ngSomet hi
ngOnHi
sLapt
opIn
Dif
fer
entCl
othes

Me:
BroughtYourCl
othesToo?
Ray
:Yeap
Me:
Uhhm DoYouHav
eaCar
?
Ray
:JeahWantMeToDr
iveYouSomewher
e?
Me:
Jeah
Ray
:OkayLemmeFi
nishHer
e

HeWasTy
pingAnEmai
lAndHeWr
oteDr
Wil
son

Me:
You'
reADoct
or?

HeChuckl
edAndNodded
Me:
WhyDi
dn'
tYouTel
lMeWhenWeMet
?
Ray
:Di
dn'
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nkIHadTo
Me:
Ain'
tYouYoungToBeADoct
or?
Ray
:I'
m St
il
lSt
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hear
t
Me:SoNowThatYouHer
e,WhatWi
l
lHappen
ToYourSt
udi
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Ray:I
'm DoneForThi
sYear,
NextYearI
mmaBe
Star
ti
ngMy4YearPer iodAtaMedical
School
Me:
That
'sTooMuch
Ray
:It
'sPer
fectForMe
Me:
YouLov
eHel
pingPeopl
eDon'
tYou?
Ray
:Ki
nda.
..
.Done!Let
'sGo
Me:
Thanks
Ray
:Any
thi
ngForMyBr
other
'sWi
fe
Me:
..
..:
'
(
Ray
:I'
m Sor
ry
Me:
It'
sFi
ne
Ray
:I'
l
lGoAndSeeHi
m AndSeeWhatICanDo
Me:
Thanks

Ol
onaGotOutOfHeeRoom Yawni
ng

Ol
ona:
GoodMor
ningSi
sEsi
hle,
Hel
l
oBhut
?
Ray
:RayCal
lMeBhut
'Ray
Ol
ona:
Wher
e'sBhut
'Luu

RayAndILookedAtEachOt
her

Ol
ona:
IsHeOkaySi
sEsi
hle?
Me:
Lut
hoI
sSi
ckBbe,
He'
sAtTheHospi
tal
Ol
ona:
WhatHappened?I
sHeGonnaBeOkay
?
Me:
I'
m Sur
eHe'
l
lBeOkayBy
e,ComeHer
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IHuggedHerAndKi
ssedHerFor
ehead

Me:
Wil
lYouBeAbl
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ayWi
thHer
?
Ray:
ISti
l
lHav
eToGoToLuuSoIDon'
tThi
nk
I
'l
lBeAbl
eTo
Me:
DoYouMi
ndComi
n'ToMyHouseLhol
ho?
Ol
ona:
IsBhut
'LuuGonnaPi
ckMeUp?
Me:
YesBabyHeWi
l
l
Ol
ona:
ThenLet
'sGo

IMadeSomeCerealForHer
,Bat
hedHerAnd
TookHerLi
lBagWit
hHerClothesInHerRoom
ThenRayDr
oveUsToMyHouse. IFound
Mom,DadAndOwethuInTheLounge

Owet
hu:
YouBr
oughtTheChi
pmunkWi
thYou
Ol
onaRanToOwet
huAndHuggedHer
,DadGot
UpAndCameToMe.HeHuggedMe

Dad:
I'
m SoSor
ryBaby
Me:
YouKnow?:
'
(
Dad:TheGuy
sIAskedToHel
pLut
hoOutWith
Hei
stsAndEerr
thi
ngTol
dMeWhatWentDown
Me:
WhatI
fHeDoesn'
tMakeI
tDaddy
?:
'
(
Dad:
Let
'sThi
nkPosi
ti
vePr
incess
Owet
hu:
IsEv
ery
thi
ngOkayBi
gSi
s?
Mom:
Lut
hoI
sNotWel
l
Owet
hu:
I'
m SoSor
ry

Vusi
,
Elet
huAndOl
wet
huGotI
n

El
ethu:
BabyDaddyFuckedUpAgai
n?
Me:
..
..
.:
'
(
Vusi
:HeyWassup?
Mom: Thi
sIsNoTimeToMakeJokes,
YouTwo
JustGoToYourRoom
El
ethu:
SoI
t'
sThatSer
ious?
Mom:
JustGo!
Me:
IThi
nkIShoul
dGoAndLi
eDown
Owet
hu:
I'
ll
TakeCar
eOfLhol
ho
Me:
Thanks

IWalkedToMyRoom AndCr ouchedMy sel

fOn
TheBedWhi leICri
edMyLungsOut,ICoul
dn'
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Sl
eep,IJustKeptHavi
ngFl
ashbacksOfThe
GoodTi mesIHadWi t
hLut
ho.MyPhoneRang,It
WasRay

*
Cal
lConv
o*
Ray:HeyIJustCheckedHi
m OutAndI
'
m Sor
ry
ButThere'
sNothi
ngICanDo
Me:
How'
sHe?
Ray:LookJustBeStr
ongForTheBabyAnd
Olona,
ICall
edDadAndMom AndToldThem
Everyt
hing.
MaybeTheyMi
ghtComeAndPick
OlonaUp
Me:
HowI
sHeRay
?
Ray:I
'
m Sorr
yButHisCondit
ionI
sCrit
ical
But
Let
'sKeepOnBeingOpti
misti
c,
He'sSt
rong
Me:
Wil
lHeEv
erMakeI
tRay
?
Ray
:LookIGot
taGoTakeCar
e

HeHungUp:
'
(:
'
(
Mom GotI
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thAPl
ateWi
thFood
Mom:
IBr
oughtYouSomet
hing
Me:
IAi
n'
tHungr
yMa
Mom:
BabyYou'
reEat
ingForTheBabyToo
Me:
TheBabyAi
n'
tHungr
yToo
Mom:
Til
lWhenWi
l
lYouSt
arv
eYour
sel
f?
Me:
Til
lLut
hoComesBack

Mom PutThePl
ateAsi
deAndSatOnTheBed

Mom: IAlsoGotThisDev
ast
atedTheTi
mes
YourFatherGotShot
Me:
HowDi
dYouHol
dUp?
Mom:ByNotLosi
ngHope,
ByBel
i
evingThat
He'
dComeBackForMeAndYouKids
Me:
Mom I
tAi
n'
tThatEasy
,Lut
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Mom:IKnow..
..
LookDon'
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ressToo
Much,
YouMightEndUpHurt
ingTheBaby
INodded

Mom:
YourGr
andma'
sAr
eAr
ri
vi
ngTomor
row
Me:
Real
l
y?AtLeastTheyWi
l
lMakeMeSmi
l
e
Mom: You'
l
lBeFi
neBaby
,EatUpAndGetSome
Rest

Owet
huGotI
n

Owet
hu:
Lut
ho'
sMom I
sHer
eToSeeYou
Mom:
GoBbe

IGotUpAndWentToTheLounge

Me:
HeyMa
Luu'
sMom:
WhatHappened?
Me:
IShoul
dn'
tHaveLetHi
m Leav
e
Ma:'
(Thi
sIsAll
MyFault
Luu'sMom:OfCourseIt
'sYourFaul
t,
EverSi
nce
LuthoMetYouNothingHasBeenGoingGood
ForHim

WhatTheWhat
?? 
[05/
19,18:
24]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT55♡⇩

Li
keReal
l
y??WasThi
sWomanForReal
??
Mom:Sor
ryMadam DidYouComeHereTo
I
nsul
tMyDaught
er?(Standi
ngBehi
ndMe)
Luu'
sMom:
IWasn'
tTal
ki
n'ToYou!
Mom: I
fThat'
sHowYouTr eatPeopleInTheir
Houses,
IAin'
tOneOfThem Sweetheart
.I
fYou
GotNothi
ngSaneToSay ,
GetYourFlatBloody
AssOuttaMyHouse
Luu'
sMom: NowISeeWhereYourDaught
er
GotHerWhori
ngTendenci
es
Me:
WHAT?
?
Mom:
TheFuckDi
dYouJustSay
??
Luu'
sMom:
YouHear
dMe,
Esi
hleI
sABi
tchJust
Li
keYou

TheNextThi
ngISawLuu'
sMom Fumbli
ng
Backwar
dsWithMom Bi
ti
ngHerLowerLi
p

Mom:
Cal
lMeOrMyDaught
erABi
tchOne
MoreTi
me,I
'
llKi
l
lYourAssAndThr
owYouTo
DogsAndLi
veMyLifeLi
keIDi
dNothi
ng

TheGangst
erQueen:
vWhoopWhoop!

Mom:GetOutOfMyHouseBef
oreIDo
Somet
hingReal
l
yBadToYou!
Ol
ona:
Mommy(
Runni
n'ToHer
)
Luu'
sMom:Let
'sGetOutOfHer
eBaby
,You
Shoul
dn'
tSt
ayHere
Ol
ona:
ButMaIWa-
Luu'
sMom:
ISAIDLET'
SGETOUTOFHERE!
YOURHOMEDIDN'
TBURNDOWN
Ol
ona:
IWannaSt
ayHer
e!:
'
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HerMot
herPul
l
edHerByHerHand
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ona:
MyCl
othes:
'
(
Luu'
sMom:
GoAndFet
chThem!We'
reGoi
ng
Home
Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hlePl
easeTal
kToMom
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryBbeBu-
Mom:
IfTheKi
dWant
sToSt
ay,
LetHer
Luu'
sMom:
IWon'
tLetMyChi
l
dSt
ayI
naPi
gst
y
Mom:ISeeYouSti
ll
CraveForMySl
aps,
Thi
s
Ki
dWantsToStayHereAndShe'
sGoing
To.
YOU!GetOutOfMyHouse
Luu'
sMom:
She'
sMyChi
l
dWoman!
Mom:SheWant
sToStayHer
eInMyHouse
WomanAndIDon'
tBl
ameHer
Dad:
That'
sEnoughNow!(
Get
ti
n'I
nTheLounge)
What'
sGoi
ngOnHer e?
Mom: Thi
sWomanInsul
tsMeAndEsi
hleI
nMy
HouseMusa!CanYouBel
iev
eThat
?
Dad:
IThi
nkYouShoul
dLeav
eMadam
Luu'
sMom:
Thi
sAi
n'
tOv
erYet
Mom:
Wai
tTi
l
lItBegi
nsSweet
hear
t
Dad:
Pumpki
n!

Luu'
sMom Wal
kedOutAndBangedTheDoor

Mom:
WasIHar
dCor
e?
Dad:
YouWer
eHot

TheyKi
ssed

Me:
Euww

OlonaLaughedAndWeWentToMy
Room,OwethuTookHerToHerRoom Whi
leI
JustLi
edOnMyBedAndTr iedNotToCry
.My
PhoneRang,I
tWasThobel
a
*Cal
lConv
o*

Thobel
a:CanIPi
ckYouUpNow?
Me:
What
?ForWhat
?
Thobel
a:WeHadaDat
eToday
Me:OhhThat
,I
'
m Sor
ryI
'
m NotI
nTheRi
ght
MoodForGoi
ngOut
Thobel
a:ThenWe'
l
lJustSt
ayI
nMyHouseFor
Movies
Me:
I'
m NotFeel
i
ngWel
lThobel
aI'
m Sor
ry
Thobel
a:YouOkay
?
Me:
Honest
lyNoI
'
m Not:
'
(
Thobel
a:WassupBbe?
Me:
We'
dRat
herNotTal
kBoutI
t
Thobela:YouCanTal
kBoutAny
thi
ngAnd
Ever
ythingWit
hMe
Me:
Lut
hoGotShot:
'
(
Thobel
a:Lut
ho?
Me:
Uhhm TheFat
herOfMyChi
l
d
Thobel
a:Ohh.
..
Uhhm WhatHappened?
Me:
Uhhm IThi
nkI
tWasRobber
yOrSomet
hing
Thobela:
ISee.
..
SoThi
ngsAi
n'
tCompli
cat
ed
BetweenTheTwoOfYouAnymore?
Me:
BoutThat
,WeNeedToTal
k
Thobel
a:You'
reBackWi
thHi
m,Ar
en'
tYou?
Me:
Thobel
aHe'
sTheFat
herOfMyChi
l
d
Thobel
a:By
eEsi
hle
Me:
DudeCanWe-

ThePhoneWentTi
ti
ti
Great!:'(IJustSt
art
edCr
yingAl
lOv
er
Again.VusiGotIn
Vusi
:YouOkay
?!

IShookedMyHeadWhi
l
eTear
sRol
l
edDown
MyCheeks

Vusi
:ComeHer
e

HeHuggedTheLi
vi
ngHel
lOut
taMe

Vusi
:I
'm Sur
eLut
ho'
sGoi
ngToBeOkay
Me:WhatI
fHeDoesn'
t?WhatI
fHeDi
esAnd
Leav
esMeAndPri
ncess?:'
(
Vusi
:Negat
iveThought
sAr
eToxi
cSi
s,
Let
'
s
HopeForTheBest
Me:
CanYouBor
rowMeYourCar
?
Vusi
:Wher
eYouGoi
ng?
Me:
JustToCl
earMyHead
Vusi
:YouCan'
tDr
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nThi
sSt
ate
Me:St
ayi
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nThi
sHouseI
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I
NeedSomeAi
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Vusi
:CanIDr
iveYou?
Me:
INeedToBeAl
one
Vusi
:Pl
easeDr
iveSaf
elyAndBeCar
eful
Kay
?!
Me:
IWi
l
l

HeGav eMeHisKeys,
IThankedHim AndWent
OutToHisCar
.IDroveMyselfToTheParkAnd
SatOnTheBenchAndCr i
edAllOverAgai
n,
It
Fel
tLikeMyHeartWasBeingRippedOffMy
Chest:'
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IRubbedMyTummyAndDeci
dedToTal
kTo
MyBaby

Me:Daddy'
sGonnaBeOkayRi
ght
?He'
ll
Come
BackForMommyAndYou,WeGonnaBeA
HappyFami
l
y.Dad'
sLov
esYouOkay
?!HeLov
es
YouAndMommySoMuch

IFeltSomeKicki
n'
,MyBabyKi
cked:'(IJust
Wi shedLut
hoWasThereToFeelOurBaby
Kickin'
.
ITookOutMyPhoneAndCal
l
edAnga

*Cal
lConv
o*

Anga:
MaZi
zwe
Me:
..
.:
'
(
Anga:
YouOkay
?
Me:HowCanIBeOkayWhenIDon'
tKnowI
f
Lut
hoIsAl
i
veOrDead?:v
Anga:
He'
sCondi
ti
onI
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it
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Me:
FUCKThatAngaIWannaSeeHi
m!
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I'
m Sor
ryYouCan'
t
Me:
ANGAIWANNASEELUTHONOW!DOYOU
WANTHI
M TODI
EBEFOREIEVENSAW HI
M??
Anga:
StopEx
agger
a-
Me:ANGAJUSTGI
MMETHEDAMNDOCTOR'
S
ADDRESS
Anga:
OkayOkayCal
m Down

HeGav eMeTheAddr essThenIDr ov

eToThe
Doctor
,ISatI
nTheCarForAWhi leAndJust
KeptImagini
ngHowHeCoul dBe.ICriedAnd
Cri
edThenFi nal
l
yCol
lectedMyselfTogether
AndWentI n,
IBumpedIntoSi
ya

Si
ya:
What
chuDoi
ngHer
e?
Me:
SameReasonYou'
reHer
e
Si
ya:
YouShoul
dn-
Me:
Sav
eMeThatCr
ap!Wher
eIsHe?
Si
ya:
Esi
hkePl
ea-
Me:
WHERE'
SHESI
YA?
?
Si
ya:
OkayOkayCal
m Down

HeWalkedMeToTheRoom Lut hoWasI n,

He
Li
edThereWit
hSoManyMachi nes'r
oundHi m,
I
Coul
dn'
tHoldBackTheTear
s.Si
y aCaughtMe
AndHuggedMe

Si
ya:
IThi
nkYouShoul
dLeav
e
Me:
..
..
..:
'
(
Si
ya:
Let
'
sGo
Me:
NO!
Si
ya:
No?
Me:
IWannaTal
kToHi
m Fi
rst
Si
ya:
OkayThen
HeWi pedMyTearsAndWalkedOut,
ISatOna
ChairNextToHi
sBedAndTookHi sHand.I
Tri
edNotToCr y
,IKi
ssedHi
sHand

Me:HeyMrZi zwe: '

(Uhhm Pr incessKi cked
Today,
I'
m Sur eSheWoul d'v
eLov edForYouTo
BeThereOnHerFi rstTi meButI '
m Sur eYou'll
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YouLeft,
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Sai
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Back.
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aHospital Bed.Pl
easeComeBackForMe, For
Pri
ncess,ForLholho,ForRay ,
WeNeedYou: '
(
Voi
ce:
HeyYouShoul
dn'
tBeHer
e

ITur
nedAndSawRayGet
ti
n'I
nsi
deTheRoom
Me:
HowManyTi
mesDi
dTheyShootHi
m?
Ray
:IThi
nkYouShoul
dGo
Me:
PleaseTel
lMe
Ray:
TheDoct
orWil
lBeHereForHi
s
Oper
ati
on,
I
t'
sTimeForYouToLeav
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Me:
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Ray
:I'
l
lCheckUpOnYouLat
er

I
tWasClearThatHeWasn'
tGoi
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lMe,
I
GotUpAndWalkedOut

Ray
:We'
l
lDoAl
lWeCanToSav
eHi
sLi
fe

IJustWalkedAndDidn'
tLookBack,
IGotInThe
CarAndDr oveBackHome.IFi
rstWentToBuy
MyselfSomethi
ngToEat,ISawZonaWalkin'
HandInHandWi thMenzi
.IWalkedToThem
Me:
TheHel
lI
sThi
s?
Menzi
:ShameYourEy
esAr
eEv
enSwol
l
enAnd
Red
Me:
ZonaWhatTheHel
lIsThi
s??
Zona:
What
?
Me:YouWal
ki
n'HandI
nHandWi
thLut
ho'
s
Enemy
Zona:InCaseYouDidn'
tKnow,IAi
n'
tBowi
n'
DownToYourBoy f
ri
endWho' sGonnaBeDead
Anyti
meSoon
Menzi
:IKnewThreeBul
l
etsWouldSendHi
m
St
rai
ghtToHel
l,
WhereHeBelongs
Me:
WHAT?
?YOUSHOTHI
M??
Menzi
:Wi
thMyQueen'
sHel
p

TheyKi
ssed
Zona:
IGot
taGoBabe,
I
'l
lSeeYouToni
ght
Me:
YOUBI
TCH!
Zona:ISeeYouWannaDieWi t
cho
Boyfr
iend,
That
'sSoSweetButWe'
reInAPubl
i
c
Pl
ace,I'
l
lFul
fi
ll
YourWishSomeOtherTi
me

Wi
thThatSai
d,
SheLef
t

Me:MenziHowCouldYouBeSoCruel
??Lut
ho
I
sYourDamnCousin!!YouEv
enTur
nedHis
Fr
iendAgai
nstHi
m!You'll
GoToHell
Menzi:HeStar
tedTheWarAndIToldYou
Bef
ore,
IVacateToHell,
I
t'
sAlmostLi
keAHome
ToMeAndOhhhBoutZona, MyDickCanMake
AnyWomanDoAny thi
ngForMeTooBadYou
NeverGotTheChanceToGetATasteOfIt
[
05/
19,
18:
24]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT56♡⇩

ICouldn'
tHelpButRel
easeASlapAcrossHis
Face,
PeopleTurnedAndLookedAtUs.Menzi
JustSnort
-LaughedAndHel
dHi sCheek

Menzi
:Fi
ght
in'
Hubby
'sBat
tl
eISee
Me:You'r
eNothi
ngButaSoul
l
essMonst
er
Menzi
,You'r
eTheDev
ilHi
msel
f!

IJustLostMyAppeti
teForFood,
ITurnedBack
AndGotI nTheCar
.ISobbedALilAndFinal
l
y
DroveOff.
IDr
oveToThobel
a'
sHouse,
INeededToMake
Thi
ngsRi
ghtWit
hHim.
IPar
kedI
nFrontOfHisHouseThenKnocked
OnTheDoor
,Li
thaOpenedUp

Li
tha:
WhatALov
elySur
pri
se
Thobel
a:WhoI
sIt
?
Me:
CanITal
kToThobel
a?
Li
tha:
ComeI
n

HeOpenedTheDoorForMe,
IGotIn.
Thobel
a
WasAlr
eadyUpOnHisFeet,
Faci
ngTheDoor

Me:
Hi
Thobel
a:Sur
e
Me:
CanWeTal
k?
Li
tha:
I'
ll
BeBackBr
o
Thobel
a:Sur
e

Li
thaWal
kedOut

Me:
Thanks
Thobel
a:BeQui
ck
Me:
CanIHav
eAGl
assOfWat
erFi
rstPl
ease?
Thobel
a:Sur
e

HeDisappear
edToTheKi
tchenThenCame
BackWithAGlassOfWat
er

Me:
Thanks

IDr
ankUp
Thobel
a:Si
tDown
Me:
Thanks

WeBot
hSatDown

Me:Fi
rstOfAl
lThobel
aYou'
reAGoodGuya
Lov
ingOneAtThat
Thobel
a:JustNotGoodOrLov
ingEnoughFor
You
Me:LuthoAndIHav
eBeenThr
oughALot
Thobel
aAndI-
Thobel
a:I
fYouCameHer eToTell
MeHow
MuchYouLoveHim ThenIAi
n'
tInter
est
ed
Me::'
(I'
m Sorr
yForBreakin'
YourHeartButI
WasJustConfused,
Hur
t.IJustNeeded
SomeoneToMakeMeFeel Loved
Thobel
a:AndThatSomeoneHappenedToBe
Me
Me:
I'
m Sor
ry
Thobel
a:YourSor
ryWon'
tMendMyHear
t
Esi
hle
Me:
I'
m Real
l
ySor
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SomeoneOpenedTheDoor

Gi
rl
:BbeLookWhatIGo-WhoTheHel
lIsShe?
Thobel
a:BabyThi
sIsEsi
hle,
Esi
hleThi
sIsMy
Gir
lf
ri
endLerat
o
Me:
Gir
lf
ri
end?
?
Ler
ato:
YesGi
rl
fr
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HisGi
rl
fr
iendOf3Year
s
Me:
Wow

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aJustStoodThereLi
keNothi
ngWas
Happening,
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Maki
n'MeFeel
Bad
OfGett
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hLuthoWhil
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JustHi
sSi
dePl
ate

Me:
OkayGir
lf
ri
endOfThr
eeYear
s,IThi
nkI
t'
s
MyCueToLeave
Thobel
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nkYouShoul
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l
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IMustSay,
IWasReall
yRel
ievedThatThobel
a
Wasn'
tInLoveWithMeCozIWoul dn'
tFor
giv
e
Mysel
fForBreaki
n'Hi
sHeart
.RayCall
ed

*Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
Ray
mond
Ray
:TheOper
ati
onWentWel
l
Me:
IHopeYouFoundAl
lThr
eeOfTheBul
l
ets
Ray
:HowDi
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Ray
:ItSoundsUr
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Me:
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sUr
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Ray
:Shoul
dIComeToo?
Me:
JeahSur
e

IHungUpAndDroveToAnga'sCri
b,JustWhen
IPar
kedThr
eeCarsArr
ivedSpeedi
ngLi keThey
Raci
ng.
IGotOut
taTheCar.
Siya,
Ray
,Bonel
eAndOnel
e
CameOuttaTheCars.
TheyCameToMe

Si
ya:
IsEr
rthi
ngOkay
?
Me:
WeShoul
dGetI
nsi
de

WeWentI
nAndDamnWeFoundAngaFucki
n
Wit
hTwoBi t
chesInTheKi
tchen.WhenHeSaw
Us,
HeTookaPl at
eAndCoveredHisFront
.I
MustSayHisBodyWasAllBuil
tUpAndThe
Ful
lPackage

Anga:
JeezDudesWhyDi
dn'
tYouCal
l
?
Si
ya:
Real
l
yDude?
?
Anga:
INeededToFuckMySt
ressAwayMar
n
Si
ya:
YouTwoHoesGetDr
essedAndLeav
e
Gi
rl
1:WhatBoutOurMoney
?
Anga:
Siy
aTakeI
tOut
taMyWal
l
et

Siy
aDi dAsHeWasTol
dThenTheBi
tches
Left
,AngaWal
kedToHi
sRoom ToGetDressed

Ray
:IThi
nkI
mmaLov
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feHer
e
Onel
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eYouFr
om Ni
kka?
Ray
:Fr
om TheSt
ates
Onel
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kkaWhi
l
eYour
Real
Parent
sAreThi
sSide?
Ray
:Adopt
ion,
TheyGaveMeUpForAdopt
ion
ToSomeWhi t
eFolks

AngaCameBackAl
lDr
essedUp

Anga:
SoWassup?
Me:
IMetWi
thMenzi
AndZonaToday
Ray
:Menzi
TheCousi
n?
Me:Jeah.
..
TheySeemedCosySoIWentTo
Them
Onele:
ButIThoughtWhatTheyHadGoi
ngOn
EndedALongTimeAgo
Me:
ItSeemsSer
iousThi
sTi
me'
round
Si
ya:
WhoaI
fZonaI
sFucki
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thMenzi
That
MeansSheAi
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tOnOurSi
deAny
mor
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Bonel
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s

WeAl
lLookedAtHi
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Bonel
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dUsOutTo
Menzi
Onel
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t'
roundWhenWeWer
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Pl
anni
n'TheHei
st
Bonel
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t
Si
ya:
WHAT?
?

AngaWentToBonel
eAndGaveHim Two
Punches,
WhenHeWasBoutToThr
owAThir
d
One,
RayPull
edHi
m Away

Anga:
BONELEAREYOUCRAZYDUDE?
?
Bonele:Ni
kkaThatWasn'
tNecessar
y,HowWas
ISupposedToKnowThatSheWasSucki n'
Menzi'sDi
ck?
Anga:
YOUCANBEDUMBSOMETI
MESBONEL-
Ray
:Let
'sAl
lCal
m Down
Anga:YouDon'
tKnowShitBoutUsSoShutUp
DudeAndDon'tYouEverDoWhatYouJustDi
d
EverAgai
nOrElseI
'l
l
-
Me:ForYourOwnI
nformati
onAnga,RayKnows
ALotBoutYouAndTheShitLif
eY'
allLi
veCoz
I
t'
sTheSameShitThatBroughtHi
m Here.

ILookedAtAl
lOfThem

Me:MenziAndZonaAdmi
tt
edI
tThemsel
ves
ThatTheyShotLut
ho
Si
ya:
THATBI
TCH!
Anga:
WeShoul
dAv
engeEv
eryShi
tToday
Ray
:Wai
tWai
t
Anga:WHAT?LookHereBoyJustCozYou'
re
Luu'
sTwinThatDoesn'
tMeanYou'
ll
BeTakin'
HisPosi
ti
on
Ray:
YouTal
kTooMuchNi
kkaLi
keYou'
reA
Bi
tch
Si
ya:Fi
nal
l
ySomeoneEl
seSeesThatAngaAi
n'
t
St
rai
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Anga:Si
yaI
'l
lKi
ckYourAssSoHar
dThatYou'
l
l
NeverBeAbl
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n
Si
ya:
GonnaKickI
tOrGonnaTapI
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Ni
kkaI'
m St
rai
ght
Anga:
Siy
a!

HeWalkedToHim ButSi
yaGotUpAndSt
ood
FewFeetAwayFr
om Us

Me:
CanWeBeSer
iousGuy
sAndGay
s
Anga:
NotYouToo!

IJustChuckl
edAndShr
uggedMyShoul
der
s

Ray
:Thi
sMenzi
GuySoundsDanger
ous
Onel
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s
Ray
:ThenSeekin'
YourRev
engeNowWi l
lOnl
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Compl
icat
eThings,
He'
sExpect
ingYouToFir
e
NowButDon'
t
Anga:
What
?Why
?
Ray:Ar
en'
tYouListeni
ngToMe?I'm Tel
li
n'You
ThatTheNikkaI
sExpecti
n'Y'
al
lToFireBack
NowAndHe' sAl
readyWaiti
ngForYouWi t
hA
VeryTi
ghtArmyThatIKnow
Si
ya:
AndHowDoYouKnowThat
?
Ray:NikkaIWasTheLeaderOfMyGang,IKnow
Ever
ythingBoutEnemyGangsAndThisMenzi
GuyIsNot hi
ngComparedToTheNikka'
sIWas
Fi
ght
ing
Anga:
InCaseYouFor
got
,Thi
sAi
n'
tTheSt
ates
Ray
:Whi
chMakesI
tEasyToDef
eatHi
m
Bonel
e:SoDoYouHav
eaPl
an?
Ray:
ISt
il
lHaveToThi
nkFi
rstButWeAi
n'
t
Fi
ri
ngBackNow
Anga:
We?
Ray
:YesIWantToHel
pOutToo
Anga:
YouCanHel
pButDon'
tThi
nkYou'
l
l-
Ray:IDon'
tWannaTakeAny
one'
sPosi
ti
on,
I
JustWantToHelpOut
Anga:
Good

ILef
tTheGuysAndDr
oveHome,
IFoundThe
Famil
yWatchi
ngT.
V

Me:
DadCanITal
kToYou?
Dad:
Okay

WeWentToMyRoom

Me:
Menzi
IsTheOneWhoShotLut
ho
Dad:
ThatAi
n'
tNoSur
pri
seToMe
Me::'
(Wi
thHel
pFr
om AMemberOfLut
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s
Gang
Dad:
It'
saGi
rl
?
Me:
HowDi
dYouKnow?
Dad:
LadiesAr
eTheLessCohensedPar
tsOfa
Bi
gHill
Me:
Meani
ng?
Dad:TheyShoul
dn'
tKnowALotBoutWhat's
GoingI
nTheGameBesi desTheQueen,
I
t'
sEasy
ForTheEnemyToGetThr oughThem
Me:
ISee
Dad:YouSt
il
lHav
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Too
Me:
CanYouTeachUsThen?
Dad: ISt
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Pul
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lBeMor eThanWil
li
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pHi m OutCozHe'sWithYouAndIWant
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Toget
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YouDat
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YouCan'
tHav
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Me:
DoesThatMeanI
'
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ButI
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Dad:YouHav
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I
fYou
GonnaBeWithHi
m,You'
l
lHaveTo
Me:
YouHav
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obl
em Wi
thThat
?
Dad:
NotAtAl
l
Me:
ThanksDad
Dad:IKnewTheMi nuteThatIFoundOutBout
LuthoThatIWasGonnaLoseYouToHi m And
HiWorld.He'
saSt rongYoungManAndHeHas
AGoodPot entThingGoingOnButI '
l
l
Str
engthenHi m AndHisTeam ALilAndTeach
Them aThingOrTwoCozTheyHav eFew
Thi
ngsLacki n'
Me:Menzi
Sti
l
lGotUnr
esol
vedI
ssuesWi
tchu
Too
Dad:
Vusi
Wil
lTakeCar
eOfThat
Me:
SoHe'
sReady
?
Dad:ForMenzi
?NoButHe' sAlmostTher
e.We
AlsoGotSomeOtherOldEnemiesOnOur
Trai
l,
I
fYouWeren'
tPregnantIWould'
veAsked
YouToHelpYourBrotherOutButICan'
tSo
El
ethuWe'l
lHel
pHim Out
Me:
SoHeKnows?
Dad:
Jeah
WeWentToEatSupperThenWentTo
Sl
eep,
TheFol
lowingDayWeAl
lWokeUpAnd
WentToEatBreakf
ast

Voi
ce:
Wher
eAr
eMyMouses

:):):D: DThatWasGrandmaFrom
Dad'
sSide,
WeAllGotUpAndRanToThe
Door
.SheGotI
nAndWeAl lHuggedHer

Granny:TheTwi nsHaveGrownUpISee,HeeeI
ThinkSoonI '
m GonnaComeThi sSideForA
WeddingVusi IsaBigBoyNow( LooksAtMe)
She'sPregnantIsn'
tSheSi
sanda?

 
[
05/
19,
18:
24]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT57♡⇩

IFeltLi
keIWasGonnaPeeOnMy sel
f,
WeWer
e
AllShockedHeckWeWer eSt
unned.Mom
LookedAtDad,TheyBot
hLookedAtMeThen
BackAtGr andma

Granny:I
'm Ol
dEnoughToSeeThese
Things,
KidsTakeMyBagsToMyRoom
Owet
hu:
BoughtSweet
sForUs?
Gr
anny
:OfCour
se

Vusi
,
Elet
huAndITookTheBagsToHerRoom
El
ethu:
Someone'
sInDeepShi
t
Me:
Elet
huPl
easeNotNow
Vusi
:GrandmaDi
dn'
tSeem Anger
edOr
Some'i
ng
Me:YouKnowSheNev
erShowsAnyEmot
ion
WhenShe'
sGonnaWhi
pSomeone'
sAss
El
ethu:HahaICan'
tWai
tToSewHerWhi
ppi
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Yours
Vusi:
SheMi ghtWhipMom OrDad'
sForLet
ti
n'
ThisHappen.That
'
sHowTwi st
edGrandma'
s
MindIs
El
ethu:
ISwearIAi
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tGoi
ngBackHome
Vusi
:ISeeYouWantYourDadToDr
agYouBy
YourAssOutt
aHer
e
El
ethu:
IHat
eThatNi
kka
Me:TheFactThatHe'
sYourFat
herWi
l
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Change
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ethu:
ArgPl
easeDon'
tRemi
ndMe
Me:DadTol
dMeThatYouWor
kin'
OnTaki
n'
SomeFewOldEnemi
esOut
Vusi
:AndI'
m ScaredAsFuck,
SomeOfThose
DudesAreOlderThanDad
Me:ThatShouldBeInter
est
ing,
I
'm Sur
eSome
Ar
eUsingWal ki
n'St
icksNow
Vusi
:Hav
eYouEv
erSeenAnOl
dGangst
er?
El
ethu:
TheyJustDi
eWi
thoutEv
enReachi
ng
TheAgeOf50Years
Me:
DadWi
l
l
Vusi
:YouSur
e?
Me:
Unl
essYouGonnaKi
l
lHi
m Your
sel
f
Vusi:
ThankYouIDon'
tWannaKi
l
lGr
andma
WithaHeartAt
tack

Ol
wet
huGotI
nWi
thTwoSweet
sInHi
sHand
Ol
wet
hu:
GrannySai
dIShoul
dCal
lYou
Me:
I'
m GonnaGetFr
ied
El
ethu:
Don'
tWor
ryI
'
llEatYou
Me:
Mxm

WeWentToTheLoungeAndFoundGranny
Tal
ki
n'Wi
thMom AndDadBoutHerJourney
.

Gr
anny
:Don'
tYouWantMySweet
s?
Vusi
:WeWantThem Gr
andma

SheGav
eThr
eeToVusi
AndEl
ethuThenOne
ToMe

Me:YouTaughtMeNotToQuest
ionAnAdul
t'
s
Deci
si
onOrDoingButWhyOneToMe?
Granny:
PregnantLadi
esDon'
tEatTooMuchOf
SweetThingsUnlessYouWantToGiv
eBir
thTo
aDiabeti
cChil
d

ILookedAtMom AndDad,
TheyJustShr
ugged
TheirShoul
der
s

Gr
anny
:Si
tHer
e,YouOt
her
sGoToYourRoom
Vusi
:Shoul
dIWar
m UpThePan?
Gr
anny
:WhatPan?
Vusi
:ToFr
yUpHerAss
Gr
anny
:(Chuckl
es)Vusi
Go

TheyLaughedAndLef
t,
ISatNextToGr
andma
Scar
edAsIWas

Gr
anny
:SoNowYouWantToBeaWoman
Me:
GrandmaI
tWasAMi
s-
Granny:AMistake?That
'sWhatYouAl l
Say.Ther
eAreOnl yTwoOrThr eeGi
rlsOfYour
AgeWhoDon' tHaveChi
ldrenBackAtHome, I
AlwaysImaginedYouGet t
ingMarri
ed,Sti
ll
Pure
ToAYoungGoodManWho' l
lLoveYou
Me:
GrandmaI
'
m Sor
ry:
'
(
Granny
:Wil
lYourSor
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nThatBabyI
nsi
de
OfYouBackToAnEgg?
Me:
No:
'
(
Granny :St
opSay ingI'
m Sor
ryCozItWon'tFix
Any t
hing!Sisanda!Musa!WhyOnEar thDidn'
t
YouGi veTheseKi dsTheTeachingsYouGot
From UsHuh? ?Wher eDoYouThinkThisWor l
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sGoi ngWhenWe' l
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16YearOl dPr egnantGir
lsHuh??Didn'
tWe
RaiseYouWel l
??
Dad:
YouDi
dMaBu-
Gr
anny
:ButWhatMusa?
?YouAndSi
sanda
Shoul
dBeTheOnesBi
rt
hingHer
eNotHer
!!

:'
(: '
(ICoul
dn'tHel
pMy sel
fButCry,
IGotUp
AndRanToMyRoom. IGotThereAndCried
Agai
n,Mom GotInAndCameToMe. She
HuggedMe

Mom:
It'
sOkayBaby
,I
t'
sGonnaBeOkay
Me:
GrandmaHat
esMeMom :
'
(
Mom:
YouKnowThat
'sNotTr
ue
Me:
SheHat
esMeMamaSheHat
esMe:
'
(
Mom: She'
sJustShocked,
Angr
yAnd
Di
sappoint
ed.
SheTrustedYou
Me:
SoWhatNow?Shoul
dIAbor
tTheBaby
?
Mom: WHAT?NO!YouAi
n'
tAbort
ingNo
Baby
.YourGr
andmaWil
lCome'r
ound
Me:WhenMa?IWon'
tEvenBeAbleToEnjoy
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sFamil
yReuni
onCozGrannyAndIDon'
tBe
OnGoodTer
ms,
May
beYourMom We'
l
lBe
Angr
yToo
Mom: ITol
dHer
,SheWasMadAtFi
rstButShe'
s
Cool
Now.
Me:
IsShe?
Mom: She'
sNotMadAtYouBabyAndSheTold
MeYesterdayThatSheWentToDoSomeBaby
Shoppi
n'
Me:
ButWeDon'
tKnowTheSexYet
Mom: Whi
chIsWhyYouShoul
dDoAnot her
Scan,
You'
reFourMont
hsPr
egnantNow
Me:
OkayIWi
l
l
Mom: See?NotEv
eryoneI
sAngr
yAtYouAnd
YouKnowYourGrandmaCan'
tStayMadAt
chu
ForEt
ernit
y
Me:
WhatI
fSheDoes?
Mom:She'
l
lNev erDoThat
..
.ComeLet
'
sGoAnd
WashTheDishes
SheWipedMyTear
sThenWeWentToThe
Kit
chen

Gr
andma:
Esi
hleMakeMeMyTea
Me:
YesGr
andma
Mom:
See?
Me:
She'
sSt
il
lMadMa

IMadeHerHerTeaThenWentToGi
veItTo
Her
,SheThankedMeAndPat
tedASpaceNext
ToHer

Gr
anny
:DoesTheFat
herKnow?
Me:
YesGr
andma
Gr
anny
:And?
Me:
He'
sMor
eThanWi
l
li
ngToTakeFul
l
Responsi
bil
i
tyOfEv
ery
thi
ng
Gr
anny
:HowOl
dIsHe?

ILookedAtDadAndHeNodded

Me:
He'
s21
Gr
anny :
ByFul
lResponsi
bil
i
tyDoYouMean
Marr
yingYou?
Me:
May
be
Gr
anny
:IWantToSeeHi
m Today
Me:
YouCan'
t
Gr
anny
:Why
?IsHeaHobo?
Dad:
NoMaHeAi
n'
tNoTr
amp
Gr
anny
:ThenWhyCan'
tISeeHi
m?
Me:
HeHeHeGotShotSoNowHeHe
He:'
(:
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IJustBr
okeDownAndCri
ed,Gr
annyPutHer
TeaOnTheTableAndHuggedMe

Gr
anny
:IsHeDead?
Me:
HeHeHe'
sAt
-He'
sAtTheHo-:
'
(
Gr
anny
:ShhhhShhh,
WhatHappenedMusa?
Dad:
HeGotShotNowHe'
sSti
l
lGett
in'
Some
Medi
cal
Car
eAndHeHasn'tWokenUpYet
Gr
anny
:OhhMyBaby
,Ev
ery
thi
ngWi
l
lBeOkay
Me: WhatIfWhatIfHeDoesn'
tMakeIt
Grandma?WhatI fHeDoesn'
tGetTheChance
ToSeeHi sChi
ld?WhatIfMyBabyGrowsUp
NotHavingaFather?WhatIf
-:'
(
Gr
anny
:Shhh

GrannyTri
edToCalm MeDown,DadBrought
MeaGl assOfWaterAndTheyHelpedMeDrink
I
tUp.GrannyLai
dMyHeadOnHerLapAnd
Br
ushedMyBack

Gr
anny
:SheReal
l
yLov
esThi
sBoyDoesn'
tShe?
Dad:
He'
sHerFi
rstLov
e
Gr
anny
:IsHeAGoodBoy
?
Dad:
He'
sNotBad
Gr
anny
:WhatDoYouMeanHe'
sNotBad?
Dad:
HeHasHi
sFl
awsLi
keEv
ery
one
Gr
anny
:Thi
sSt
ressI
sNotGoodForTheBaby
Dad:JeahHerDoctorTol
dHerThatButWe
Can'
tTellHerToKeepEvery
thi
ngInsi
deEi
ther
Gr
anny
:JeahSheHasToLetI
tAl
lOut

IFel
lAsl
eepInBetweenThei
rConv
ersat
ion,
I
WokeUpToMyPhoneRi ngi
ng.
IWasOnThe
CouchWithMyHeadOnaPi ll
owAndMyBody
Cover
edWi t
haFleece
*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
Ray
mond
Ray
:HowI
sYouFeel
i
ngToday
?
Me:
Bet
terIGuess,
You?
Ray
:I'
m Good,
GotAnyPl
ansForTheDay
?
Me:
NhaaWhy
?
Ray:JustWant
edToTakeYouAndTheLilOne
OutSoYouCouldCl
earYourHeadAndCan
OlonaComeBack?I
t'
sLonelyI
nThatHouse
Me:
OkayCool
,
YouCanPi
ckHerUpWi
thMe
Ray
:Sur
eThi
ng
Me:AndOhhRay,
CanYouTakeMeToMy
Doct
orForMyCheckUp?
Ray
:OkayNoPr
obl
em
Me:
Thanks
Ray
:Cool

HeHungUp,
GrannyGotI
n

Gr
anny
:HowAr
eYouFeel
i
ngNowSweet
ie?
Me:
I'
m GoodGr
andma
Granny
:YourDadTol
dMeAboutTheFat
herOf
TheBabyAndHeSoundsLi
keaGoodYoung
Man
Me:
HeI
sGr
andma
Gr
anny
:That
'sWhyYouLov
eHi
m SoMuch?

INoddedAndSmi
l
ed

Granny
:IShoul
dTakeYouOutSomeTi
me,
Just
TheTwoOfUs
Me:
It'
sThr
ee
Gr
anny
:OhhTheBabyToo
Me:
I'
dLov
eThat
,ThankYouGr
andma

SheKissedMyForeheadAndWentToThe
Kit
chen,Owet
huGotInWithOl
onaAlr
eady
DressedUp

Me:
ThanksWet
hu
Owet
hu:
Pleasur
e
Me:
Lhol
ho?
Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hle
Me:
ComeAndSi
tHer
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tOnMyLap

Me:Bhut
'RayWant
sYouToGoAndSt
ayWi
th
Hi
m
Ol
ona:
IsBhut
'LuuBackNow?
Me:
NoBabyHe'
sNot
Ol
ona:
WhenI
sHeComi
ngBack?
Me:SoonBabySoon.
Bhut
'RayI
sGonnaTake
UsOutThenYouGonnaGoAndStayWit
hHim
Ol
ona:
Wil
lYouGoAndSeeMeEv
ery
day
?
Me:
IWi
l
lBaby

SheNodded.
ITookHerBagThenText
edRay
ToPickUsUp.
WeFirstWentToMyDoct orAndSheWasn'
t
HappyAtAll,
MyBloodPressur
eWasSti
ll
Dangerousl
yIncr
easi
ng.
SheDidTheScanAndGuessWhat?Lut
hoAndI
WereReal
lyGonnaHaveaPri
ncess:'
(IJust
WishedHeWasThere

Me:
IJustWi
shLut
hoWasHer
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'
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Ray
:Esi
hleSt
opBeat
in'
Your
sel
fUpWi
thThi
s
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rlAndOurBabyI
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,Hi
s
Pr
incess:
'
(
Ray
:ComeHer
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HeHuggedMe

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ona:
SoTheBabyI
sGonnaBeaGi
rl
?
Me:YesBaby
,You'
reGoi
ngToPl
ayDol
l
sWi
th
HerRi
ght?
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Yes,
She'
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eepWit
hMeI nMy
Room.Bhut
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GonnaBeAGi r
l
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:'
(
Ol
ona:WhyIsSisEsi
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ing?WhenBhut'
Luu
I
sBack,
I'
m GonnaTellHi
m YouWereCryi
ng
Me:
:'
(:
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SomethingToEat .
IAskedRayToDr i
veMeTo
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HeDidWi thSomeHesitat
ionFir
st.We
LeftOl
onaInTheCarAndWentI n,
SeeingLutho
Lyi
ngThere,Looki
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Int
oPieces.
ISatOnTheChai rNextToHi sBed
AndHeldHisHand

Me:RayDr oveMeToMyDoct orTodayAndThe

DoctorIsNotHappyCozMyPr essur
eIsSti
ll
HighButOneThingGoodHappened.WeDi d
AnotherScanAndWe'reHavi
ngaPr i
ncess,
Your
BabyIsAGi r
l,
OurBabyIsAGir
l :'
(:'
(

Hi
sMachi
neWentTi
ti
ti
ti
IGotUpAndCal
l
edRayAndHi
sDoct
or
Me:
Ray
!!DOCTOR!
!RAYMOND!
!

TheyCameRunni
ngToMe

Ray
:What
??I
sEv
ery
thi
ngOkay
?
Me:
HisHi
sMachi
neJustWentTi
ti
ti

TheyRanToTheRoom AndClosedThe
Door,
MinutesPassedWit
hMeWalki
n'
Down,Thi
nkingBoutWhatMi
ghtHav
e
Happened.
RayGotOutAndCameToMe

Me:
IsHeOkay
?
Ray
:He'
sFi
ne
Me:
DoesThatMeanHe'
sAwake?
Ray
:HeWasJustRespondi
ngToWhat
everYou
Wer
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Me:
WhatDoesThatMeanRay
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everYouWereSayi
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Thi
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sitHi
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Regularl
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Me:
SoHe'
sNotAwake?
Ray
:I'
m af
rai
dnot
[05/
19,18:
24]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT58♡⇩

DaysPassedButThereWasStil
lNoDiff
erence
I
nLutho'
sConditi
on,
RayTri
edByAl lMeansTo
CheerMeUpByTaki n'MeOutForLunch,
Dinner
OrEvenBreakf
astSometi
mes.OlonaSti
l
lAsked
ALottaQuestionsBoutLut ho'
sWher eabouts
SoRayTookHerBackToThei rMom. Luu's
Mom AndIWer eSti
l
lNotOnTal kin'Terms,I
AlwaysPostponedEver y
timeMenzi Want edTo
HaveaBusinessMeet ingWi thMe, IWasn't
ReadyToFaceHi m,I'
dJustSt rangleTheLi f
e
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il
lCri
edEv eryTimeSomeoneMent i
oned
Lut
ho'sName, RaySaidTheGuy sShoul
dChill
SoThatMenzi Wi l
lBeConfusedWhetherThey
GaveUp,TheyAr eScaredOfHim OrThey'
ll
WantTheirRev enge.
Ever
yFamil
yMemberAr r
ived,
DadInvi
tedUncl
e
Al
exAndThabangToo.IAl
way sLockedMysel
f
I
nMyRoom ButOnThe24t hIHadToCome
OutCozTher
eWasGonnaBeABi g
Br
aai.
SomeoneKnockedOnMyDoor

Me:
What
?
I
nam:
YourMot
herSai
dIShoul
dCal
lYou
Me:
Tel
lHerI
'
m Comi
ng

ISni
ff
ed

I
nam:
YouCr
ying?
Me:
No
I
nam:
PleaseOpenTheDoor
Me:
Inam JustGoAway
I
nam:
IAi
n'
tGoi
ngTi
l
lYouOpenThi
sDoor

IGotUpAndWentToOpenTheDoor
,SheGotI
n
AndHuggedMe

I
nam:
BbeWhenLastDi
dYouEat
?
Me:
Inam Pl
ease
I
nam:YouHaveToEatForTheBaby
,YouCan'
t
St
arv
eYoursel
fFor
ever
Me:
I'
m NotHungr
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I
nam:YouAreHungr
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'
sGoAndMake
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nTheKit
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Me:
Ain'
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nam: Ever
yone'
sOutside,
TheGuysAndMen
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ici
ngTheMeat
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I'
ll
JustHav
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ceCr
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I
nam:
That
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Me:
Yoghur
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nam: Sti
llNotFoodForSomeoneWhoIs
PregnantAndDidn'
tEatForTwoDay
s.I
'
llMake
SandwichesForYou
Me:
OkayMom

WeWentToTheKitchenAndSheMadeThose
Sandwi
chesForMeAndGaveMeAGl assOf
Jui
ce
Me:
Thanks
I
nam:
Any
thi
ngForMyGi
rl
fr
iends
Me:ISeeEv
ery
oneI
sThr
il
ledForPr
incessTo
ComeOut
I
nam:
YesWe'
re
Me:
IJustWi
shLuthoWoul
dBeTher
eBesi
de
MeWhenPri
ncessComesOut:
'
(
I
nam:
BabyDon'
tDoThi
sToYour
sel
f
Me:
WhyDoesn'
tHeWakeUp?:
'
(
I
nam:
HeWi
l
lWhenTheTi
meI
sRi
ght
Me:
ButINeedHi
m Now:
(:
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(
I
nam:
IKnow

SheHuggedMeAndWi pedMyTear
s,Gr
andma
From Daddy
'sSi
deGotI
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anny:Esi
hleGoAndBat
h,YouWon'
tEatWi
th
UsInYourPyjamas
Me:
IDon'
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thY'
al
lGr
andma
Gr
anny
:YouHav
eNoChoi
ce,
GoAndBat
hNow

IWentToMyRoom AndBat hed,

IWoreALong
Materni
tyDr
essWithSandal
sAndWentToJoin
Ever
yoneOutsi
de.
IBumpedIntoThobel
aGuess
HeCameWi thUncl
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a:Hi
Me:
Hi
Thobel
a:LookBoutTheOt
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Me:
NoSweat
Thobel
a:IOweYouAnApol
ogy
Me:
Act
ual
l
yYouDon'
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Thobel
a:I
tWasRudeOfMeTo-
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aISaidWe'
reCool.
LemmeGoTo
MyMom, She'
sBeenWait
ingForMeForaWhi
l
e
Now
Thobel
a:LookCanISeeYouAgai
n?ISt
il
lThi
nk
WeNeedToTal k
Me:
IfIGetTi
me

IWalkedToMom AndSheHandedTheGl
ass
OfJuiceI
nHerHand

Mom:
Hav
eYouEat
en?
Me:
JeahI
nam For
cedMeToEat
Mom:
ThatGi
rl
'
sForKeeps
Me:
Tel
lThatToVusi
Mom: I'
m Sur
eHeKnowsThat ,
HeSeems
MaturedNow.EverSi
nceYourDadPutHi
mI n
ChargeOfHisArmy ,
He'
sBeenBusyAndIThi
nk
HeDoesn'tHaveTimeToCheckOtherGi
rl
sOut
Me:IJustWi
shHeWon'
tBr
eakI
nam'
sHear
t
Ev
erAgain
Mom:
EnoughBoutVusi
,
HowYouFeel
i
ng?
Me:Li
keaHugeTruckRanOv erMyBodyAnd
Demol
ishedEv
eryPar
tOfItEspeci
all
yMyHeart
Mom: You'
l
lBeFineBaby.
..
.ComeToThe
Ki
tchenWithMeToHel pMeAndTheLadies
WithTheSalads
Me:
ButMaI
-
Mom:ItHel
psToTakeYourMi
ndOf
fThi
ngsBy
Bei
ngBusy

JustWhenMom AndIWer eAboutToWal kTo

TheHouse,
Menzi'
sCarParkedOutsideThe
YardAndHeGotIn.DadWentToHi m,Fly
ing.
He
GotToHim AndHeldHim ByTheCol l
ar

Me:
Daddy
!Pl
easeJustLetHi
m Go
Dad:
Thi
sFil
thyTr
ashGotTheNer
veToCome
I
ntoMyHouse!
Me:
He'
sNotWor
thI
t

Peopl
eWer
eAl
readyLooki
n'AtUs

Me:
Fol
l
owMe(
Looki
n'AtMenzi
)

IGotI
nsi
deTheHouse,
Menzi
Fol
l
owedMe

Me:
What
chuDoi
ngHer
eMenzi
?
Menzi
:SoYouSt
il
lCar
eBoutMe
Me:
What
??
Menzi
:St
andi
ngUpForMeAgai
nstYourDadI
n
Fr
ontOfSoManyPeopl
e
Me:HahaWhat ?
?HaveYouGoneMad??IWas
JustPr
otect
ingMyFat
herFr
om TheSecond
Degr
eeMur
derHeWasBoutToCommi
t
Menzi
:HahaJeahRight,
SoTel
lMePar
tnerWhy
HaveYouBeenIgnor
ingMyCall
s?
Me:
CozIDon'
tWannaTal
kToYou
Menzi
:LookI'
m Tir
edOfMaki
n' ExcusesFor
YouToCl i
ent
sCozOfYourAbsenceI n
Meeti
ngs,I
'
m SureSomeAr
eEv enThinkingThat
YouDon'tExi
st
Me:
I'
ll
GoToMeet
ingsWhenI
'
m Ready
Menzi
:WhatDoITel
lCl
i
ent
sNow?
Me:
Exact
lyWhatI
'
m Tel
l
ingYou
Menzi
:IAskedYouToSel
lMeYourShar
es
Me:
Menzi
What
chuDoi
ngHer
e?
Menzi
:INeedYouToSi
gnThesePaper
s
Me:
I'
ll
Hav
eToGoThr
oughThem Fi
rst
Menzi
:INeedThem Now
Me:
ThenGoFuckYour
sel
f,
ISai
dIHav
eToGo
Thr
oughThem Fi
rst
!
Menzi:Clearl
yYouKnowNot hi
ngBout
Business,
IPromisedTheCl ient
sThatThey
GonnaGetThePaper sTonightAndIfIDon'
t
Deli
verTheyMi ghtReconsiderWorki
n'Wit
hUs
ForTheDel ayAndYouBei ngSomeGhost
Part
ner
Me:
IThi
nkYouShoul
dLeav
e!
Menzi
:NotWi
thoutThePaper
s
Me:
AhhhIHat
eYou!
Menzi
:OkayNowSi
gnThePaper
s

IWentThr
oughThem Whi
l
eHeSt
oodNextTo
Me,
Watchi
ngMe

Menzi:
SoYouAin'
tEvenGi
vi
ngMeaGl assOf
WaterMay
beADr i
nkOrAPieceOfTheMeat
Bei
ngDoneOutThere?
Me:
Didn'
tYouComeHer
eForThePaper
s?
Menzi
:IDi
dBu-
Me:
ThenLet
'sKeepI
tAtThat

HeChuckl edThenLookedBackAtThe
Papers.HeExpl ai
nedErrt
hingForMeThen
ShowedMeWher eToSi gnThenIGav eThe
PapersBackToHi m,IMustSay,HeWasReal l
y
Wor ki
n'HisAssOf fMeaningThereWasMor e
MoneyGet ti
ngInMyAccount .
HeLur edMany
Cli
entsThanIThoughtHeWoul d,
HeWasReal l
y
DeterminedWhenI tCameToBusi nessButHe
Sti
llHadToPayForPut ti
n'TheLov eOfMyLife
I
naHospi talBed.
IGav
eHi
m ThePaper
sThenHeLef
t.
IWentBackToJoi
nTheFami ly
,TheRestOf
TheDayWasSuperb,
ForAChangeICoul d
Smil
eAndLaughWithoutCr
ying.
Lat
erOnIAskedVusi
ToDr
iveMeToLut
ho,
I
WentToHisRoom AndThereWasStil
lNo
ChangeInHisSt
ate.
ISatNextToHi
sBedAnd
HeldHisHand

Me:
HeyBaby

IKi
ssedHi
sHand

Me: I
'v
eMi ssedYou, ICoul
dn'tSl
eepWi thout
SeeingYou. TheFami l
yTodayHadaPar tyAndI
KindaEnjoy edMy sel
f,
IKnowYouWantMeTo
BeHappy .Pr i
ncessHasKickedCount l
ess
Ti
mesNow, SheNeedsYouLut ho,INeed
You: '(PleaseComeBackForUs, WeMi ss
You

IFel
tSomet
hingMov
ingI
nMyHand
Me:
LUTHOLUTHO!
!

Dol
olo,
IJustBrokeDownAndCr ied:'
(Maybe
IWasImagini
ngThings.Af
terI
'v
eHadEnough
Wit
hTheCr yi
ng,IKi
ssedHisForeheadThenGot
UpAndLeft.
Vusi
DroveUsBackHome,
IGotToMyRoom
AndCri
edAgai
n: '
(
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
TwoDay sPassed,ILastVi
sit
edLut hoTheDayI
ThoughtHeMov edHi sHand.GrandmaSaidI
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dSt opVi
sit
ingHi m ALi
l CozEveryt
imeI
WentTher eI'
dComeBackCr yi
ngSoI
Stopped.
OnTheChr ist
masDayIJustSatFor
DinnerWithTheFami l
yAndThenWeWentTo
TheBeachAf t
erwardsAndIMustSay,
IReall
y
EnjoyedMy sel
f.Bot
hMyGr andmasWereSo
Supporti
veAndTheRent sToo.
IWokeUpToACal
lFr
om Ray

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:Ray
mondLulut
hoMrTroublesomeWi
l
son
Zi
zweIt
'sSt
il
l8I
nTheMorning
Ray:
AndYourAssShoul
d'
veBeenUpaLong
Ti
meAgo,YouGonnaMakeMyNieceLazy
Me:
I'
m Ti
redIJustWannaSl
eep
Ray
:CanYouComeByTheHouseToday
MaybeAt12
Me:
CanIAskWhy
?
Ray
:JustCome
Me:Don'
tTel
lMeYouBoughtPr i
ncessOt
her
Cl
othes,
You'
veBoughtEnoughNow
Ray
:JustCome
Me:OkayIWil
l
,LemmeGoBackToMySl
eep
NowPlease
Ray
:You'
reOneLazyAssBi
tch
Me:
What
everBy
e
Ray
:By
e

IHungUpAndWentBackToSl eep,
IWokeUp
At10AndTookaBat h.IFoundTheElder
s
Watchi
ngt.vWhil
eTheKi dsAndTeensWere
Pl
ayingSoccerOut
side.
IBorr
owedVusi'sCarThenDrov
eToLutho'
s
House,Ray
'sCarWasOut si
deSoIWentI
n.I
KnockedOnTheDoorButNoOneAnswer ed,I
t
WasOpenedSoIGotI n.
RayWal
kedOut
taHi
sRoom Wi
thHi
sCarKey
s

Ray
:HeySi
sInLaw,
ByeSi
sInLaw
Me:TheFuck?WhyDi
dYouCal
lMeHer
eIfYou
Go-
Voi
ce:
Hel
l
oSugar

WHOA!THE
FUCK?
?       
 
[05/
19,18:
24]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

Cr
opTop♛

#S2
#I
NSERT59♡⇩

IRanToHi m AndHuggedTheLi vi
ngShi
tOutt
a
Him,
ICouldn'
tHelpMyself
,IMissedHim So
Much:'(: DIFel
tLikeCryi
ngAndWasSo
HappyAtTheSameTi me: '(

Lut
ho:
HeyI
'
m BackNow:
)
Me:
YouScar
edUs:
'
(
Lut
ho:ShhhDaddyI
sBackForMommyAndHi
s
Pri
ncess
Me:
SoRayTol
dYouThatI
t'
saGi
rl
?
Lut
ho:
Jeah
Me:
IMi
ssedYou:
'
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HeWi
pedMyTear
sWi
thHi
sThumbs
Ray:LemmeGoAndLeav eTheLov
eBirds
TogetherBef
oreI
tGoesDownWhil
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m Sti
ll
Here
Lut
ho:
I'
dLeav
eIfIWer
eYouToo
Ray
:HahaYeahRi
ght
.I
'l
lSeeY'
al
lLat
er
Me:
ByeUncl
eRay
Ray
:SoYouHappyThatI
'
m Leav
ingYho

HeLaughedAndWentOut ,
ISt
oodOnMyToes
AndLuthoBentHisHeadDownAndWeHad
OneLongPassionat
eKiss

Me:
I'
m Hungr
y
Lut
ho:
SugarYouJustGotHer
e
Me:
AndI
'
m Hungr
y
Lut
ho:YhoGoAndMakeYour
sel
fSomet
hing
ToEat
Me:
ButIWantYo-
Lut
ho:
For
getI
t
Me:
IHat
eYou
Lut
ho:Real
l
y?SoYouCr
yEv
erydayFor
SomeoneYouHat
eWhenHe'
sInaComma?
Me:WasJustGiv
ingUpSomeLoveToMy
EnemyWhichHappensToBeYou,
TheBi
ble
TeachesUsToLoveOurEnemi
esYouKnow
Lut
ho:
ISeeThatPast
orOfYour
sHammer
ed
SomeBibl
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sInt
oYourHead
Me:
Don'
tSt
art

HeLi
ft
edHi
sHandsUpAndChuckl
ed

Me:
IMi
ssedYourCr
azyAss
Lut
ho:
WhoWoul
dn'
t?
Me:
YouSoFul
lOfYour
sel
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Lut
ho:Li
keYouNot..
.LemmeGoAndFi
nishUp
TheEmailWasBoutToSendThenI
'
m Al
l Your
s
Me:
MakeI
tQui
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Lutho:
IfYouPr
omi
seMeTheCakeI
'
llBeSuper
Fast
Me:
May
beYouMi
ghtGetI
t
Lut
ho:
ThenI
'
llBeBackNowNow

ISmiledThenHeWalkedToHi s
Study:D: DIJustReal
i
sedHowMuchI
MissedSmili
ngAndLaughing,
IThoughtIWas
GonnaLoseLuthoButThereHeWasWi t
hHis
CrazyAss,
Makin'
MeLaughAndSmi l
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LoveMyMan: )
IWentToTheKi
tchenAndOpenedTheFr
idge,
I
t
Wasn'
tFul
lAtAl
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.
ITookOutAnIceCream Tub,YoghurgThen
WarmedUpAPi eForMy self
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SomeJuiceAndAteThePi e,
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AndGl
assThenTookaSpoonAndOpened
Bot
hTheTubAndYoghurtCont
ainer
.WhenI
WasBoutToHaveASpoonOfTheYoghurt

Lut
ho:
Yho
Me:Swal
lowThatJudgementDownYour
Thr
oatToYourAss

HeLaughedAndPickedMeUpThenPutMeOn
TheKi
tchenCount
er

Lut
ho:
SoTheSugarBoom Boom Mi
ssedMe?
Me:
Didn'
tYouMi
ssMe?
Lut
ho:IWasBusyLookin'
Aft
erMyRelat
ivesAs
AAncestorSweet
hear
tSoIDidn'
tHav
eTime
ToMissYou

ILaughedAndHi
tHi
m Pl
ayf
ull
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Lut
ho:
Bef
oreIWokeUpIDr
eamtBoutYou
Me:
OhhReal
l
y?:
)
Lutho:
YouWereSay
ingThatPr
incessHas
BeenKicki
nALot
Me:
:'
(:
)
Lut
ho:
What
?
Me:I
tWasn'tADr
eam,
IWasReal
l
yTher
e.SoI
Wasn'
tSeei
ngMyOwnThi
ngsWhenIFel
tYou
Movi
ngYourHand?

HeSmiledAndShr
uggedHi
sShoul
der
s,He
TookTheSpoonFr
om MyHandAndPutIt
Asi
de

Me:
I'
m St
il
lEat
ingLut
ho
Lut
ho:
It'
sTi
meForMeToEatToo
Me:
Ain'
tYourBodySt
il
lTi
redForThi
sKi
nda
Wor
kOutOrSome-

HeLaughedAndJustSmashedHisLi
psOn
Mine,
WeKissedForAWhil
eTil
lIDeci
dedTo
Br
eakTheKiss

Lut
ho:
AndThen?
Me:
WhenDi
dYouWakeUp?
Lut
ho:
TwoDay
sAgo
Me:
WHAT?
?
Lut
ho:
IWokeUpAf
terYouLef
t
Me:AndIWasNev
erTol
dWhy ?
?:'(Lut
hoDo
YouKnowHowManyTimesICri
ed,
DoYou
KnowHowMuchICr-
Lutho:
Shhhh(Putt
in'
HisI
ndexFi
ngerOnMy
Li
ps)IWantedYouToSeeMeWhenI '
ve
Alr
eadyRecover
ed.
Me:
ButIWoul
d'
veLov
edToBeTher
eWh-
Lut
ho:You'
reHer
eNow,
Wit
hMe,
Let
'
sFocusOn
That

HeWi pedMyTearsAndWeKissedAgai
n,
The
KissGotHot
terAndHott
erByEver
yPassi
ng
Second.
IPul
l
edUpHi
sT-
shi
rtAndISawSt
it
ches

Lut
ho:
LetI
tSl
i
de

HeKissedMeAgain,
HePul
l
edUpMyTopAnd
Pl
ayedWi t
hMyBoobsOneByOne,HeTookMy
Br
aOf fAndSuckedOnMyTit
ti
es.
ISoWanted
Hi
mI nsi
de

Lut
ho:IPr
omi
sedYouToComeBackForThi
s
AndNowHereIAm
Me:ButYouTookYourTi
meSi
r,
IGuessThe
RoadWasTiri
ng

HeSuckedOnMyNeckSoHar
d

Me:
Ouch!
Lut
ho:
That
'sForBei
ngSi
l
ly

HePushedMeToLi eOnMyBeckAndPul led

DownMySki rtTogetherWithMyPanty.
He
Pull
edMeCl oserThenOpenedMyLegs
Wide,HeBl
ewCol dAi rOnMyVeejayj
ayAndI
MustSayTheFeel ingWasSoAwesome, He
RubbedItCountl
essTi mesAndFinal
lySl
idOne
Fi
ngerInThenDi dMeSoGood, HeSli
dAnot her
OneInWhileKissingMyTummy .OhhhIWasOn
Cl
oud9Fl yi
ngWi thTheBirds:p:)
HeDidSomeMuffi
nThenPul
l
edMeUpToSit
ThenKi
ssedMe.
HePutMeDownThenITook
HisBel
tOff
,UnzippedHisPantsAndPulled
Them DownWi t
hHi sBoxer
s.HeJustKicked
Em Off
,WeKissedAgainThenHeHel pedMe
Li
eOnMyBack, TheTiledFl
oorAgainstMySkin
WasDoingItsOwnThi ngyWhichSentShiver
s
DownMySpi ne.
LuthoPosit
ionedHimselfThenThr usted
HimselfI
n,HeMov edInSlowlyAndFi nall
yWent
FasterWhil
eIHadMyNai l
sTr y
ingThei rWayTo
DigDeepOnTheFl oor
.Lut
hoDi dn'
tPinHi msel
f
AgainstMyBodyCozOfTheSt omachSoI
Didn'
tHaveHi sBackToDi gMyNai lsOnto.
WeChangedThePosit
ionWi thHim Hi
tt
ingI
t
Fr
om TheBack,
IGotOnt opOfHim AndI
Cl
imaxedBefor
eHeDid,AfterSomeTir
ing
Ri
dingHeLetTheJui
cesOutTooAndWeLi ed
OnTheFloorWit
hHisHandOnMyTummy

Me: LuthoYouGonnaKi
l
lMeWi
thThi
s
SexeciseYouMakin'
MeDo
Lut
ho:
AtLeastYou'
l
lBeKi
l
ledByMe

IHi
tHi
m Pl
ayf
ull
y

Lut
ho:
Pri
ncessKi
cked
Me:
Liar

OhhWai
t!IFel
tHerToo

Lut
ho:SeemsLi
keMyBabyWe'
l
lBeSome
Fut
urePort
ia
Me:
OhhNoThanks

Lut
hoPutHisEarOnMyTummyAndHi
s
HandsToo

Lut
ho:
HeyDaddy
'sLi
lSugar
,DaddyMi
ssedYou
AndMommySoSoMuch. IHopeYouHave
BeenBehav
ingWhi
l
eDadWasSt i
llAway,
He'
s
BackNowAndHeAin'
tGoingNowhere
Me:That
'sEnoughNow,
Pri
ncessWant
sTo
Sl
eepAndI'm Ti
red
Lut
ho:
CanITakeOneLastBi
te?
Me:
Lut
ho!
Lut
ho:IWannaMakeUpForTheTi
meIWas
Dead
Me:
YouCr
azy

HePi
ckedMeUpAbr
upt
lyAndPutMeOnTop
OfHi
m

Lut
ho:
NowDoTheWor
k
Me:
AndI
fIDon'
tWantTo?
HeSl
i
dHi
msel
fIn

Me:
Ahh!

HeDi
dTheWor kHimsel
fButIMetHi m Hal
f
WayThenWeWentToShower .WeWat ched
OneMovi
eThenIWentHome. IFoundThe
El
der
sInTheLounge

Mom:
Someone'
sSmi
l
ing
Me:CozSomeoneWokeUpFr
om The
Dead:D:)
Dad:
SoHeFi
nal
l
yTol
dYou?:
)
Me:
DadYouKnew?
?
Dad:
HeTol
dMeNotToTel
lYouAny
thi
ng
Me:
IHav
eNoFat
herISee
Gr
anny
:Tel
lHi
m IWantToSeeHi
m Now!
Me:
ButHe-
Gr
anny
:Now!
Me:
YesGr
andma

IWentToCal
lLut
hoFr
om MyRoom

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Lut
ho:
Missi
ngDaddyAl
ready
?
Me:OhhDon'
tFl
att
erYour
sel
f,
GrandmaWant
s
ToSeeYou
Lut
ho:
IsSheThoseEv
ilKi
ndaGr
andmas?
Me:
WayTooEv
ilI
fYouAskMe
Lut
ho:
ThenIAi
n'
tComi
n'
Me:JustKi
ddi
n'She'
sAFun,
LoudAndFunny
Gr
andma
Lut
ho:
HopeMyI
nnocentFaceWi
l
lEar
nMea
GoodPl
aceI
nHerHear
t
Me:
HahaI
nnocent
?OhhPl
ease
Lut
ho:
Peopl
eSayMyFaceLooksI
nnocent
Me:
JeahAy
t,BeHer
eInaFew
Lut
ho:
I'
m OnMyWayBbe

IWentToTheLounge

Me:
HeSay
sHe'
sOnHi
sWay
Granny
: HeHasALotOfExplai
ningToDo!A21
YearOldGrownManImpregnat
ingA16Year
Old.
WhatWasHeThinki
ng?IThi nkI
'm Gonna
WhipSomeAssToday
Me:GrandmaPleaseDon'
tBeHar
dOnHi
m,He
JustGotOutOf
-
Granny:
He'
sBackNowAndHeHasMeToDeal
With,
HeRui
nedYourFut
ure,
YourDr
eams.
He
TookAwayYourPr
ide!
Me:
:(

SomeoneKnockedOnTheDoor

Me:
ThatMustBeHi
m
Gr
anny:LetMeGetMyAr
msReadyForSome
Whippi
ng

IWalkedToTheDoorAndTher
eSt
oodMyKing
Wit
hASmi leOnHi
sFaceAndSomeFlower
s

Me:
SheDoesn'
tLookHappy

WeGotToTheLounge

Me:Her
e'sLuthoGrandma.
..
.Her
e'sMy
Gr
andmaLut ho,
TheOneWho'sGonnaWhi
p
YourAss
Granny: Don'
tBeSill
yHer eEsi
hle..
.Hel
loMy
Boy,AreYouSur eYou're21?YouLook18Or
19.WithThoseKi ndOfLooks,I
'm SureI'
m
GonnaWeGonnaHav eTheMostBeaut i
ful
Grandchi l
dComeAndSi tNextToMe
Son,EsihleGoAndMakeUsSomeTea. IHaveA
LotToTal kAboutWithMyFut ureGrandsonIn
Law
[05/
19,18:
24]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT60♡⇩

Lut
hoLookedAtMeAndWinked,
IJust
Chuckl
edAndWentToTheKi
tchen.
Mom GotI
n
Mom:
SeemsLi
keGr
annyLi
kesLut
hoAl
ready
Me:
IGuessHi
sInnocentLooksDi
dTheTr
ick
Mom:
HeEv
enBr
oughtHerFl
ower
s
Me:
He'
sBei
ngCheesyRi
ghtTher
e
Mom:
He'
sJustTr
ynaBuyHi
sWayI
n
Me:
LemmeMakeTheTeaBeforeGr
andma
Whi
psMyAssI
nFrontOfLut
ho

IMadeTheTeaThenTookI
tToTheLounge,
I
FoundGr
andmaAndLuthoTal
ki
n'

Granny
:SoTel
lMeSon,
WhatAr
eYouDoi
ng
Now?
Lut
ho:Studyi
ngButNextYearI
'
llBeDoneWi t
h
MyStudi
es,IHave60%SharesI
nACompany
WhichUsedToBeOwnedByMyDad, IHaveA
JobInaFami l
yFri
end'
sCompanyWhi chI
'
llBe
Gi
vi
ngAwayNextYearCozIWannaFocusOn
MyOwnThi
ng
Granny
:Isn'
tThatTooMuchForSomeoneYour
Age?
Lutho:
IGrewUpInaBusi
nessEnv
ironmentSo
It
'sNotHardMa
Granny
:ISee.
..
.SoTellMeWhatPl
ansDoYou
HaveForMyGr anddaught
er?
Lut
ho:
Esi
hle?
Gr
anny
:YesHer
Lut
ho:IWantToBui
l
daFut
ureWi
thHerAnd
OurChi
ld
Gr
anny
:And?
Lut
ho:AndLi
veMyWholeLif
eWit
hHerAnd
MakeTonsAndTonsOfBabi
es
Me:TheTonsOfBabi
esPar
tAi
n'
tGonna
Happen
Gr
anny
:WeWer
eNotTal
ki
ngToYou,
PourUs
OurTeaAndLeav
eUsToHav
eOur
Conver
sat
ion
Me:
ButGr
annyI
-
Gr
anny:DoYouWantMeToWhi
pYourAssI
n
Fr
ontOfHim?
Lut
ho:I'
dReal
lyLov
eToSeeHerAssBei
ng
Whipped:)
Me:
TooBadYouAi
n'
t

Gr
annyFr
om Mom'
sSi
deGotI
n

Gr
anny
2:SoThi
sIsTheFat
her
?
Granny1:YesThisI
sTheFather
,SeeHow
PerfectHeIsForOurGr
anddaughter
?
Gr
anny
2:He'
sNot

Lut
hoAndILookedAtEachOt
her
Granny
2:CozHeFor
gotToBr
ingMeFl
ower
s
Too
Lut
ho:
OhhI'
m Sor
ryMaNextTimeI
'
llMake
Sur
eIBri
ngYouABunchOfThem
Gr
anny
2:Don'
tWor
rySonI
t'
sOkay

GrannySatDownAndIGav
eHerHerCupOf
TeaToo

Gr
anny
1:YouCanLeav
eNowEsi
hle
Me:
GrannyI
-
Gr
anny
1:By
eMyLi
tt
leMouse

Lut
hoLaughedWhi l
eIShowedHim MyMiddl
e
Fi
ngerSurr
ept
it
iousl
y.IWentToEl
ethuAnd
Vusi
'sRoom
Me:
MyNi
kkas
Vusi
:WhatDoYouWant
?
Me:Can'tIJustComeToYourRoom ToSpend
Ti
meWi t
chuAndYourFri
endWithoutWant
ing
Anyt
hing?
El
ethu:
YouAlmostTur
nedI
ntoBonesWi
tcho
Cr
yingEver
yday
Me:
For
tunat
elyIWon'
tBeCr
yingAny
mor
eNow
Vusi
:Lutho'
sAThugSweethear
t,
HeMi
ghtGet
ShotAgainTodayWhoKnows
Me:Mxm.
..
.Any
wayHow'
sItGoi
ngWi
tcho
'
Army'
?
Vusi
:Toni
ghtWeTr
ynaTakeOutOneOfThe
OldBl
okes
Me:
Ain'
tYouScar
edOfKi
l
li
n'Someone?
Vusi
:I
'l
lSeeWhenIHav
eToDoI
t
Me:
ThoseNi
ght
mar
esAndShi
t,
IWoul
dn'
tBe
Abl
eTo
Vusi
:OneDayYou'
l
lHav
eTo
Me:Pl
easeDon'tRemi
ndMe.
..
.SoHowAr
e
Thi
ngsBetweenYouAndI
nam?
Vusi
:That
'sNonYourBusi
ness,
YouAlsoDon'
t
Tel
lMeStuffBoutYouAndYourBhut
'Bae
Me:
FuckYou

JustThenI
nam GotI
nAndThr
ewHer
sel
fOn
Vusi'
sBedNextToHim

El
ethu:Si
nceTher
e'sAl
readyACoupleI
nThe
Room,Let
'sMakeASecondOneMi ssMorena
Me:
NoThanksIDon'
tWantNoHear
taches
El
ethu:
It'
l
lBeJustForToday
Vusi
:Yho
Me:
For
getI
tSweet
hear
t,
I'
l
lNev
erBeYourOne
DaySt
and
El
ethu:
YourSi
sterReal
l
yDoesn'
tWantMeVusi
Vusi
:Pl
easeKeepMeOut
taYourBusi
ness

Vusi
AndI
nam Ki
ssed

Me:
Euwww
El
ethu:See?We'
dBeDoi
ngOurOwnThi
ngOn
TheSideToo
Me:
DudeGi
veUpAl
ready

Et
handwa(Uncl
eBongaAndAuntAmi
sh'
s
Daught
er)GotI
n

Et
handwa:
SisEsi
hle
Me:
YesBaby
?
Et
handwa:
GrannySai
dIShoul
dCal
lYou
Me:
OkayLet
'sGoBaby
I
nam:
GrannySeemsToLi
keLut
ho
Me:
BabyUsedHi
sChar
m
El
ethu:
HeShoul
dPourMeSome
Me:
TheOneOnHi
sFaceDummy

IWalkedToTheLoungeAndFoundLut
ho
Al
readyOnHisFeet

Gr
anny
:Wal
kHi
m OutSweet
ie
Me:
IHopeYouDi
dn'
tWhi
pHi
sAss
Gr
anny
:I'
m TooOl
dToWhi
pAssesNow

Lut
hoSaidGoodbyeToEver
yoneThenIWalked
Him Out
,WeGotToHisCarAndStay
edInsi
de

Me:
SoWhatWer
eYouAndGr
annyTal
ki
n'Bout
?
Lut
ho:
Adul
tSt
uff
Me:
Adul
tSt
uff
?
Lut
ho:
Yes
Me:
SoYouAi
n'
tGonnaTel
lMe?
Lut
ho:
Nope
Me:
IHat
eYou
Lut
ho:
ILov
eYouTooSugar

HePeckedMyCheek

Me:
SoWhat
chuGonnaDoOnThe1st
?
Lut
ho:TheGuysSai
dTheyGonnaThrowA
Par
tyButFi
rstI
'
m GonnaHaveLunchWit
hThe
Famil
y
Me: IHopedThatWeWer
eGonnaSpendI
t
TogetherSi
nceYouWer
eNot'
roundOnThe
25th: (
Lut
ho:
WeCanGoToThePar
tyToget
her
Me:There'
llBeLoudMusi
cAndDrunk
People,
Pri
ncessCan'
tBeI
nThatKinda
Envi
ronment
Lut
ho:
ThenWeCanGoAndHav
eLunchWi
th
MyFamil
yToget
her
Me:SoThatYourMot
herCanI
nsul
tMe
Agai
n,
NoThanks
Lut
ho:
WhyWoul
dShe?YouTwoAr
eCool
Now
Me:
IThoughtSoToo
Lut
ho:
WhatDoYouMean?
Me: TheNextMorni
ngAfterYouGotShot,
She
WentToPi ckOl
onaUpFr om MyHouseAnd
SheBl amedMeForYourShooting,
SheSai
d
EverSinceYou'
veMetMe,Nothi
ngGoodHas
BeenGoi ngOnInYourLi
fe:'(
Lut
ho:
I'
m SoSor
ryBaby
Me:
WhenMom AskedHerToLeav
e,She
I
nsul
tedHerToo
Lut
ho:
Mom CanBeABi
tHar
dSomet
imes
Me:
IDoubtShe'
l
lEv
erLi
keMe
Lut
ho:
LookAtMe

ILookedAtHi
m

Lut
ho:ILoveYouAndYouLoveMe,That'sAll
ThatMatt
ers.
Don'
tSt
ressYour
sel
fWi th
Baggage,
IWantYouToBri
ngOurPrincessInto
Thi
sWor l
dHealt
hyAsFuck
Me:
:'
(ButBabyI
fYourMot
herHat
esMeWe
Wo-
Lut
ho:NoButs,
For
getBoutHerAndFocusOn
OurLi
lSoul
InTher
eOkay ?
!
Me:
:'
(
Lut
ho:
Okay
?!
INodded

Lut
ho:
PutI
tHer
e(Pat
ti
n'Hi
sLi
ps)

IGotCl
oserToHi
m AndWeHadAShor
tKi
ss

Lut
ho:IHaveToGoButI
'
llCheckUpOnYou
Lat
erKay?!
Me:
Okay
Lut
ho:
ILov
eYouMyTwoQueens
Me:WeLov
eDaddyTooDon'
tWePri
ncess?
SheSay
sWeLoveYouTooDaddy
Lut
ho:
ThanksForKeepi
n'OurGi
ft
Me:
IStil
lCan'tBel
iev
eIWant
edToDr
inkThose
Mor
ningAfterPil
ls
Lut
ho:
YouWer
eJustScar
edAndShocked
Me:
SoHowAr
eThi
ngsBet
weenYouAndRay
?
Lut
ho:
WeGet
ti
n'Ther
e,HeAi
n'
tABadPer
son
Me:
Tol
dYouToGi
veHi
m aChance
Lut
ho:HeToldMeHe'sBeenTaki
n'Car
eOf
You,
Pri
ncessAndOl
onaWhileIWasDead
Me:
StopSay
ingYouWer
eDead

IHi
tHi
m Pl
ayf
ull
y

Lutho:OkayWhil
eIWasWi
thMyGr
eatGr
eat
GreatGrandpar
ents
Me:
Mxm.
..
..
JeahHeTr
iedAl
lHi
sBest
Lut
ho:
ISt
il
lCan'
tBel
i
eveI
'
m ATwi
n
Me:
It'
sSt
il
lUnbel
i
evabl
eAy
t?!
Lut
ho:
IDon'
tKnowI
fI'
m MadOrHappy
Me:Ray'
sAGoodGuy,
AtLeastYou'
l
lHavea
Famil
yMemberWhoSupport
sYouAllTheWay
Lut
ho:
JeahIGuessSo
Me:
YouSai
dYouHav
eToGoSoBy
e
Lut
ho:
ByeBbe

WeHadOneLastKi
ssThenIGotOutAnd
Wal
kedToTheHouse.
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
°
DaysPassedAndItWasTi meToCel ebrat
eThe
NewYear ,
BaeAndIPl annedToMeetUpLat er
AndHav eLunchToget herBeforeHeGoesTo
TheParty.
IWokeUpThatDayAndWentTo
HelpWithTheCookingThenWeAt eAsA
Famil
yAndExchangedGi ft
s,ICall
edLut
hoTo
PickMeUpCozVusi SaidHeWasGonnaUse
HisCar.
Inam AndHim Wer eGoi ngToThei
r
Baecati
onOfTwoDay sThatNi ghtSoHe
Wasn'tGonnaBeAbleToGi veMeTheCar .
LuthoGotInsi
deTheHouseFi r
stAndGreeted
EveryoneAndTheyAl lWishedEachOtherA
HappyNewYearThenLut hoDroveUsToThi s
Park,I
tWasQuietAndCool Wit
hSoManyTr ees
AndAwesomeGr eenGr ass.
HeLaidABig
BlanketOnTheGr assThenTookOutAPi cni c
BucketWithStr
awber r
ies,
Bananas(MyFav ori
te)
Vanill
aCream,
Sweet s,
ChocolatesAndAllThat
Picni
cShit
Me:
BabyThi
sPl
aceI
sSoBeaut
if
ul
Lut
ho:ButNotMor
eThanYouAndOurLi
l
Munchki
n
Me:
SheMi
ghtBeUgl
yIfShe'
l
lLookLi
keYou
Lut
ho:
Liar
,YourGr
andmaSai
dIGotTheLooks
Me:
She'
sSoFor
war
d
Lut
ho:
She'
sSuchaSweetSoul

IOpenedTheSt
rawber
ryCont
ainerAndTook
TwoThenTookTwoBananas

Lut
ho:
YouGonnaGetFatBbe
Me:
It'
sYourBaby
Lut
ho:
ComeHer
e

HePeckedMyLi
ps
Lut
ho:
AndThanksForThatBabyOfMi
ne
Me:
CanWePl
easeEat
?I'
m St
arv
ing

HeLaughedAndOpenedTheStrawberr
y
Contai
nerThenTookOneAndSprayedThe
Cream OnItAndFedMe,
TheCream Dri
ppedTo
MyChin

Lut
ho:
LetMeGetThatOf
f

HeGotCloserAndLickedI
tThenMovedToMy
Li
psThenWeKi ssed,
HePickedMeUpAndPut
MeOnHisLapThenHel dMyHands

Me:
ISmel
lASpeech
WeBot
hChuckl
ed

Lutho:WhenIMetYouIWasn' tReadyToBeI n
aSeriousRelati
onshi pHeckIWasAl lBout
Tappin'AndPassi n'ButYouLi lMissCaptured
MySt oneColdHear tAndWar medI tUp.My
Grati
tudeWi l
lNev erBeEnoughForTheLov e
You'veGivenMe, ThePer sonYouMadeMeAnd
TheHappi nessYouBr oughtIntoMyLife.You
LovedMeI naWayNobodyEl seCan,Trusted
Me,HeldMeDownAndMadeMeTheHappi est
ManI nTheUni v
er seAndI 'l
lForeverBeGr at
eful
ForThatMaMor ena.HappyNewYearBbeAndI
HopeYou' l
lHoldMeDownThi sYearTooAnd
BeMyDownAssBi tch

[05/
20,10:
18]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2
#S2

#I
NSERT61♡⇩

♛ LUTHO'
SPOV(
TheKi
ng)♛

°MONTHSLATER°

OkaySoEsi hle'
sPregnancyWasGoi ng
Smoot hly
,RayAndIWer eGett
in'Al
ongVer y
Well,
HeWasTheBr otherI
'v
eAl waysWant ed
From Menzi .Speaki
n' OfMenzi,
IWasSt i
llLyi
ng
Low.INev erAt t
empt edToFireBackOrDo
AnythingAndRayWasBacki n'MeUpOnThat
One.ItTurnedOutThatHi sAdoptiv
ePar ents
DisownedTheShi tOut taHi
m CozOfTheShi tt
y
Li
feHeWasLi v
ingWhi chTurnedOutToBe
ExactlyLi
keMi ne.
IGuessTheZizweMenWereGoodAt
Produci
ngTroubl
esomeKi
ds.
HeDeci
dedTo
Fi
nishHisSt
udiesThi
sSi
deSoHeNeverWent
BackToTheSt at
es.
DadAndIWer eSt i
llNotOnTal ki
n'Ter
ms,IWas
Sti
ll
MadAtMom ForGi vi
ngUpRayFor
Adopti
on.INev
erTal kedToAnyOfThem Ev er
Si
nceICameOut taTheHospi t
al.
IWasJust
TooOccupiedByWor k,
SugarHav i
ngTooMuch
Cravi
ngsAndTaki n'CareOfTheGangCozThey
PutMeI nCharge.I
tWasSugar 'sMonthToGive
Bi
rthButHerDat eWasSt il
lFarSoIWasTr yi
ng
MyBestToBePr eparedWhenThePr i
ncess
Comes.
MyQueenWasSt i
ll
DoingGr
eatAtSchool
But
ThePregnancyWasTooMuchForHerAndI
Coul
dSeeRi ghtThr
oughHer.
ThisDayIKnockedOf
fEar
lyFr
om WorkSoI
PromisedToPickUpMyTwoQueensAnd
SpendSomeTi meWit
hThem,RayCal
l
edMe
*Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
Bro
Ray:TheGuysAndIAr
eGoi
ngOutFor
Dri
nks,WannaJoi
nUs?
Me:
NikkaI
'
m Ti
redFr
om Wor
kingAl
lDay
Ray:
GoodReasonForYouToComeWi
thUs
AndBesi
desI
t'
sAFridayBr
o
Me:
YouSoPer
sist
ent
Ray
:I'
m Pay
in'
,
C'monBr
o
Me:OkayFi
neButFi
rstI
'
m GonnaSpendSome
Ti
meWi t
hSugar
Ray
:Fi
neByMe
Me:
Sur
e

SugarOpenedTheDoorAndGotI
nCozIWas
Al
readyAtHerSchool
'
sGat
e

Me:
MySugarBoom Boom
Esi
hle:I
'
m SoFuckenTi
redAndThi
sIsAl
l
BecauseOfYou
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryBaby
,ComeHer
e

WeHadaBr
iefKi
ss

Esi
hle:
I'
m Hungr
y
Me:
YouAl
way
sHungr
y
Esi
hle:
ICoul
dEatYouRi
ghtNow
Me:
I'
m Al
lYour
sHoney
,YouCanHav
eAl
lOf
Me:)
Esi
hle:
YouSoDi
rt
yMi
nded
Me:
IMi
ssedYouAndMyLi
lPr
incess
Esi
hle:
ICan'
tWai
tForHerToComeOut
,She'
s
Ti
ri
ng
Me:Ther
eAr
eOnl
yFewDay
sLef
tThenShe'
s
Out
Esi
hle:
CanYouDr
iveAl
ready
?ISai
dI'
m Hungr
y!
Me:YhoHungerCanReal
l
yMakeYouSomeone
YouNot

SheChuckl
edAndHitMyShoul
derPl
ayf
ull
y
Whil
eIStar
tedTheCar

Esi
hle:
SoHow'
sWor
k?
Me:
Tir
ingButGr
eat
Esi
hle:
HowMuchMoneyDoYouMakeI
naDay
?
Me:
ItDependsOnWho'
sAski
n':
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Esi
hle:
IAm Aski
n'
Me:
EnoughMoney
Esi
hle:
YouAi
n'
tAnswer
ingMe
Me:
HaaSugar
,ICan'
tTel
lYouThat
Esi
hle:
I'
ll
Tel
lYouWhatIMake
Me:ThatI
sConfident
ial
Sweethear
t,
IDon'
t
WannaKnowCozI fYouTellMeIMightHi
re
SomeKidnapper
sAndTel l
Them ToWanta
Ransom
Esi
hle:
YouSoEv
il
Me:
MoneyI
sEv
ilI
tsel
fMyLov
e

WeGotToWher eWeWer eGonnaHaveOur

LunchThenSatDown,
SugarWasEven
Str
uggl
ingToSitSoIHel
pedHer

Esi
hle:
IHat
eYouLut
hoForDoi
ngThi
sToMe
Me:
ILov
eYouTooSugar
Esi
hle:
Mxm :
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WeMadeOurOr der
sThenSugarGotHerself
SomeJuiceWhi
leIHadMysel
faColdCol d
BeerToTakeAl
lTheWorkStr
essFrom Me

Me:
SoHowAr
eThi
ngsAtSchool
?
Esihl
e:Hect
ic,
I
'm KnownAsThe17YearOl
d
Grade12PregnantHippo
Me:
HahaWhat
?
Esi
hle:YeapI
'
m SoTir
edOfPeopl
eGi
vi
ngMe
NastyLooksYouKnow
Me:
SoonSoonPr
incessWi
l
lBeOut
Esi
hle:
ICan'
tWai
tYho

WeFi ni
shedEatingThenISet t
ledTheBil
lThen
DroveUsToMyHouse. SugarThr ewHersel
fOn
TheCouchWhi leIWentToMyRoom To
Change,IJustWoreaSl eev
elessT-shi
rtWit
hA
Bl
ackShadedTor nJean.Ev
enI fIWasA
Busi
nessMan,
IWasSt
il
lYoungToWearSui
ts
Al
lTheTime.
IWentToJoi
nSugar,
SheLai
dHerHeadOnMy
LapThenWeWatchedFewMov i
esTill
SheFel
l
Asl
eep.
RayCameBackWithAnga,Si
yaAnd
Onel
e

Me:
Wher
e'sTheOt
herTwi
n?
Onel
e:HadSomeFewEr
randsToRun,
He'
l
l
MeetUsAtTheCl
ub
Me:
ISee
Anga:
AndThenHowYouGonnaComeWi
thUs
WhenYouHaveYourFami
l
yHere?
Me:
ShutUpDude
Ray
:SoYouGonnaLeav
eWi
thoutTel
l
ingHer
?
Me:
I'
ll
Leav
eANot
e
Anga:
It'
sGonnaBeLi
tTodayMyNi
kka,
IShoul
d
GoHomeWi thThr
eeHoes
Ray
:OneWi
l
lBeEnoughForMe
Si
ya:DudeHav
eYouEverHadSexWi
thMor
e
ThanOneWomanAtTheSameTime?
Ray
:DudeOfCour
se
Si
ya:
OneleBroSeemsLi
keYou'
reTheOnl
yOne
WhoHasn't
Ray
:WhoaLuuHasDoneI
tToo?
Me:
DudeWhatDoYouTakeMeFor
?
Ray
:AndWhatDi
dEsi
hleThi
nkOfThat
?
Si
ya:
TheyWer
eOnABr
eakupThatTi
me
Me:
IThi
nkWeShoul
dGetGoi
ng

IWroteSugarANote,
Prepar
edSomethingTo
EatForHerThenWeWentToTheCl ub.WeHad
AFewDr i
nks,Si
yaGotUpAndLeftThenCame
BackWith5Gi r
ls
Si
ya:
Gir
lsChooseForYour
sel
ves

Thi
sHotButNotThatHotChi
ckCameToSi
t
OnMyLap

Chi
ck:
I'
m Zanel
e
Me:
NiceToKnowYouZanel
e
Zanel
e:AndYou'
re?
Me:
Lul
utho,
I
'm Lul
utho

RayGaveMeANast
yLookButICoul
dn'
tHav
e
HoesKnowi
ngMyName

Zanel
e:Ni
ceNameLul
utho,
CanICal
lYouLuu?
Me:
Sur
eWhat
ever
Zanel
e:I
'
m Thi
rst
y
Me:
YouCanGoAndBuyYour
sel
faDr
inkYou'
l
l
St
il
lFi
ndMeHer
e
Si
ya:
DudeAr
eYouForReal
?
Me:
What
?
Si
ya:GuysDoTheBuy
ingMyNi
kka,
BuyThe
PoorLadyaDr
ink

IGotUpAndWentToBuyHerWhatShe
WantedThenWentToSi
tDown

Zanel
e:You'
reTheBest

SheTri
edToKi ssMeOnMyLi ps,IGaveHerMy
Cheek,
TheOt herNikkasSpentTheWhol eNight
Throwi
ngMoneyToEM Bi tches.ISti
l
lHadA
DaughterOnHerWaySoIDi dn'tHaveMoney
ToPlay'roundWith.
Lat
erOnWeDroveBackHome,
TheyAl
lLef
t
Wit
hAssesToTap.
IGotHomeAndFoundSugarFastAsl eep,
I
TookOffMyClothesAndJoinedHer.IWokeUp
TheFol
lowingDayAloneInBed,IWentToBr ush
myTeethThenWentToTheKi t
chen,
SheWas
Ther
eWi t
hRay,Makin'
Breakf
ast

Me:
MyFav
ori
tePeopl
e
Esi
hle:
HeyBbe
Ray
:Br
o
Esi
hle:
IWant
edToBr
ingYouBr
eakf
astI
nBed

IWentToHerAndWr
appedMyAr
ms'
round
HerWaist

Me:
Sor
ryBbeNextTi
me

IPl
ant
edKi
ssesOnTheBackOfHerNeck
Ray
:GetaRoom Pl
ease

TheGirl
RayCameHomeWi
thLastNi
ght
WalkedDownTheSt
air
s

Ray
:IThoughtITol
dYouToSt
ayI
nTheRoom
Gi
rl
:IWannaUseTheBat
hroom
Ray
:I'
m Comi
n'
Gi
rl
:ButI
-
Ray
:ISai
dI'
m Comi
n'

SheWal
kedBack

Me:
ThatWasSoCol
d
Ray
:SheShoul
dLear
nToKnowHerPl
ace
SomeoneKnockedOnTheDoor
,IWentToOpen
Up,
ItWasMenzi

Me:
What
chuDoi
ngHer
e?
Menzi
:CanIComeI
n?
Me:
No.
..
WhatDoYouWant
?
Menzi
:OkayCool
,I
'
m Sur
eYou'
veHear
dBout
Thi
sSexScandal
I'
mInvol
vedI
n
Me:HahaYeahAndItWasJustDumbOfYou
ToSleepWi
tchoEmploy
ee
Menzi
:AtWor
kTheBoar
dWant
sToTakeMe
Down
Me:
IWoul
dn'
tBl
ameThem
Menzi
:INeedEsi
hleToBeOnMySi
de
Me:
HahaWHAT?
?
Menzi
:IWantYouToTal
kHerI
ntoBacki
ngMe
Up
Me:WhatMakesYouThinkI
'dDoThat?
Especi
all
yForYouOutOfAl
lThePeopl
eInThe
World?
Menzi
:CozOfThi
s

HeTookOutaPhot
oThenShowedI
tToMe

THEFUCK?
?     
[05/
20,10:
18]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT62♡⇩

Lut
hoCameBackWi
thaSourFace
Me:
WassupBbe?
Ray
:WhoWasThat
?
Lut
ho:
NoOneI
mpor
tant
,Let
'sEatI
'
m St
arv
ing

IGav
eHi
m Hi
sPl
ateAndHeSatDownWi
thUs

Ray:
IShoul
dGoBackToMyRoom AndGetI
t
DownOneMoreTi
meBefor
eThatBit
chLeav
es
Lut
ho:
DidYouShowHerTheBat
hroom?
Me:
HeTookHerToTheMai
nBat
hroom
Lut
ho:
Ray
!
Ray
:NotaLect
urePl
ease
Lut
ho:
Ray
mo-
Ray
:I'
m Out
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sPlat
eThenWal
kedToHi
s
Room,
Leav
ingMeWit
hBae

Me:
YouDon'
tLookOkay
Lut
ho:
IHav
eSomet
hingToTel
lYou
Me:
GoAheadBbe
Lutho:I
'
m SureYou'
veHear
dBoutMenzi
Get
ti
n'
Inv
olvedWit
hAnEmpl oy
ee
Me:YeahAndIJustGotAMessageToABoar
d
Meeti
ng
Lut
ho:
HeWasTheOneOnTheDoor
Me:
And?
Lut
ho:HeNeedsYouToTakeHi
sSi
deWhen
TheBoar
dWillBeVot
ing
Me:
WHAT?
?
Lut
ho:
HeNeedsYou
Me:
Don'
tTel
lMeYouSuppor
ti
ngThi
sMadness
Lut
ho:
ThatCompanyMeansALotToHi
m
Me:
So?
?
Lut
ho:BbePleaseThi
nkBoutThi
s,
MenziIsThe
ReasonThatCompanyIsWhereI
tIsToday
Me:He'
sBeenI
nTheBusi
nessWor
ldForYears
Lut
hoAndHeKnowsWhatHeDidWasWr ong
Lut
ho:
LookIJ-
Me:WhyAreYouBacki
n'Him UpWhenHe's
TheSameReasonYouLiedInaHospi
tal
Bed
ForWeeks?
?
Lut
ho:
..
..
.
Me:
IsHeBl
ackmai
l
in'
You?
Lut
ho:
He'
sMyCousi
nEsi
-
Me:WHAT??DOYOUTHI
NKMENZITHOUGHT
OFTHATWHENHESHOTYOUTHREETIMES?
?
LUTHOAREYOUFORREAL?
?
Lut
ho:OkayOkayPleaseCal
m DownYou
GonnaUpsetPr
incessToo
Me:
I'
ll
BeI
nTheRoom
Lut
ho:
YourFood?
Me:
ILostMyAppet
it
e

IWalkedToHisRoom AndThr
ewMy sel
fOn
TheBed,Af
terAWhil
eHeGotInAndSatJust
Bel
owMyFeetThenTookBot hOfThem And
MassagedEm

Me:It
'sGonnaTakeYouMoreThanThatTo
TakeAllThi
sAngerThatI
sAwakenI
nsideOf
Me
Lut
ho:
How'
sThat
?

HeDi
dMeSoGood

Me:
Mhmhm :
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Lut
ho:
LikeI
t?
Me:
ILov
eIt
Lut
ho:
I'
m Real
l
ySor
ryI
fWhatISai
dPi
ssedYou
Off
Me:ButItWasSoSweetOfYouToSt andUp
ForMenziEvenAf
terEver
ythi
ngHeHasDone
ToYou,
MeAndEv eryoneYouCareBout
Lut
ho:You'r
eTheOneWhoTol
dMeBoutLov
in'
OurEnemies
Me:
YouLut
hoZi
zwePutThatI
ntoAct
ion?
Lut
ho:
IfNotNowThenWhenBbe?AndI
fNot
Wit
hMenziThenWi
thWho?

IGotUpAndSatOnHisLapThenCuppedHis
FaceInMyHandsAndKissedTheLi
vi
n'Hel
l
Outt
aHim

Me:
I'
m SoPr
oudOfYouBaby
Lut
ho:I
fIWantOurBabyToBeHealt
hy ,
LiveI
n
aGoodEnv i
ronment
,IHav
eToDoAnythingTo
MakeAllThatPossi
ble
Me:WishPri
ncessCoul
dHearHowMuch
DaddyCar
esBoutHer
Lut
ho:
AndDaddyCar
esBoutMommyToo
Me:
ILov
eYouBaby:
'
(
Lut
ho:Don'
tTel
lMeYouGonnaCr
y,ILov
eYou
TooBaby,
SoSoMuch

HeSmashedHisLipsOnMineAndWeHadA
LongPassi
onat
eKiss.
WeJustLi
edOnOur
Back,
Lut
hoPlay
ingWithMyHands

Lut
ho:
CanIPi
ssYouOf
fALi
lAgai
n?
Me:
CanIShootYourBal
l
sALi
lWhenYouDo?

WeBot
hLaughedThenHeKi
ssedMyHand
Me:
WhatI
sItBbe?
Lut
ho:
LastNi
ghtAtTheCl
ubIMetThi
sGi
rl
Me:
IsSheHotLi
keMe?
Lut
ho:HahaShe'
sNotAndShe'
sNotEv
en
Mil
esCloserToYou
Me:
OkaySoWhatBoutHer
?
Lutho:
SheAskedMeToBuyHerADr
inkSoI
DidThenSheWantedToKi
ssMe
Me:
AndI
'
m Sur
eYouDi
d:
(
Lutho:IGav eHerTheCheek,YouKnowAf terI
CheatedOnYouAndAf terThatBigAss
Giganti
cBr eakUpWeWentThr ough,
ITold
My sel
fThenThatI '
dNeverHur tYouOrCheat
OnYouEv erAgainCozILoveYouSoSoMuch
AndLosingYouWoul dBeALi feTimeTragedy
Me:
HahaLi
feTi
meTr
agedy
?
Lut
ho:
Sweet
hear
tYouMeanEv
ery
thi
ngToMe
AndI'm GonnaTellYouThi
s,I
'
m NotGoing
Anywhere.IKnowItMayBeHar dForYouTo
TrustMeCozOfMyFuckedUpPastButI '
ll
NeverHurtYou,Ev
erAgain.
SoNextTimeI '
m Taki
n'YouWit
hMeWhenI 'm
GoingToACl ubToShowAl l
ThoseBi
tches
ThatI'
veAl
readyGotMyMr s
Me:That
'sWon'
tBeNecessaryAsLongAsYou
CanKeepThesePant
sZippedUnless:
p
Lut
ho:
Unl
ess?:
):
p
Me:
You

IKi
ssedHi
m

Me:
Are

IKi
ssedHi
m Agai
n
Me:
Wit
h

Anot
herPeck

Me:
Me
Lut
ho:
IWi
shICoul
dHav
eYouRi
ghtNow
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryBaby:
(
Lutho:YourHeal
thAndPr
incess'
sComes
Fi
rst,
ComeHer e

HeKissedMyFor
ehead,
Bot
hMyCheeksThen
PeckedMyLi
ps

Lutho:WeSti
l
lHaveALif
eToLiv
eTogether
,We
Sti
l
l GotSoMuchTimeToMakeOther
Pri
ncesses
Me:
AndPr
incesToo,
SeemsLi
keYouOnl
yWant
Gi
rl
s
Lut
ho:Gi
rlsAr
eGonnaBePai
dLobolaForWhi
l
e
BoysWil
lHaveToDoTheOpposi
teSoYesI
WantGir
ls
Me:
Gir
lsAr
eTi
ri
ngBbe
Lut
ho:JustKi
ddi
n'
.IWantFourGi
rl
sAndFour
Boys
Me:
YouMad
Lutho:WeMadeABetOnPr i
ncessAndI
TurnedOutToBeTheWinnerAndISai
dIfI
Win,WeGonnaMakeAnotherBaby
Me:
Lut
hoI
sYouMad?
Lut
ho:HahaISeeRayI
sTr
ansf
err
ingHi
sWay
OfSpeaki
n'ToYou
Me:
What
ever
Lut
ho:
SoWhenWi
l
lWeMakeAnot
herOne?
Me:
In10Year
sToCome
Lut
ho:
FourMont
hsRi
ght
?!
Me:
YouCr
azy

MyPhoneRang, Remi ndi

ngMeOfTheBoar d
MeetingIHadToAt t
end.Lut
hoDroveMeToMy
HouseToGetChangedThenHeDr oveMeTo
TheBui l
dingButDidn'
tGetIn.
IFoundEvery
one
Alr
eadySet tl
edInButMenzi Wasn'
t'
round.
Mr
Smith,MissNgozi,
MrsHami l
ton,
MrHlazoAnd
OthersWer eTal
kin'WhenIGotIn

Me:
Aft
ernoonLadi
esAndGent
lemen
MrSmi
th:WeThoughtYouWeren'
tGonna
MakeI
t,
Especi
all
yWi
thYourCondi
ti
on
Me:TheCompany
'sWel
lBei
ngComesFi
rst
,
Doesn'
tIt
?
MrSmi
th:
That
'sTr
ue
MrsHamil
ton:Bef
oreTheMeet
ingSt
art
s,IHav
e
FewQuest
ionsForYou
Me:
Ohh?
Mr
sHami
l
ton:
You'
reSt
il
l16Ri
ght
?
Me:
17Man,
I
'm 17
MrsHamil
ton:Yes17AndYou'
reSt
il
lI
nGr
ade
12,
Am IRi
ght?
Me:
IfIMayAsk,
Wher
eIsAl
lOfThi
sGoi
ng?
MrsHamil
ton:I
t'
sJustThatThi
sIsABig
CompanyWithBigCl
ient
sFrom Al
lOv
erThe
Count
ry
Me:
So?
MrsHami l
ton:Don'tYouThinkYou'r
eToo
YoungToBeTheMaj orShar
ehol
derAtThis
Age,IMeanMenzi SoldPartOfHis50%ToUs
SoThatThereCoul dBeManyI nvest
orsAnd
EducatedPeopleLikeUsInTheCompany
MrHl
azo:
Mam What
'sThatSupposedToMean?
MrsHamil
ton:
MissMorenaIsSt
il
laChi
ldAnd
She'
sCl
uel
essAboutBusi
ness,
IMeanShe'
s
Sti
ll
InHighSchool.
SheShoul
dLeaveThe
BusinessLi
feToUsAndFocusOnHerTeenage
Li
feAndOfCour seTheChall
engesOfBei
nga
TeenageMom
Me: WithAllDueRespectMam, WeDi dn'
tCome
HereToDi scussMyPer sonalLifeOrMy
Cluel
essnessI nBusiness.WeCameHer eTo
DiscussMrZi zwe'
sIgnor anceToThe
Company '
sRul es,
ToTheBusi nessWorld'
s
RulesSoIfYouHav eAPr oblem WithMe
Owni ng50%OfThi sCompanyWhi chMakesMe
YourBossAndMor ePower fulThanYou'r
ound
HereThenWeCanSor tThatOutLaterButNow
Pl
easeLet '
sFocusOnTheMot ionOfTheDay
ThankYou

MrHlazoChuckl
edAndWi
nkedAtMe,
He
Wasn'
tOld,
HeWasAtHis20sMaybeAtLut
ho
OrMenzi'
sAge.
Ther
eWasSomeSi
l
enceI
nTheRoom Ti
l
l
Menzi
GotI
nBr
eat
hingHeav
il
y

Menzi
:Af
ter
noonEver
yone,
I'
m SoSorr
yFor
Bei
ngThi
sLate,
TheTr
affi
cOutsi
deIsHect
ic

MrSmith:
MrZizweFir
stOfAllYouBr
eakThe
Company'
sRul
es,Maki
ngAllOfUsLookBadTo
TheCli
ent
sAndNowYouComeLat eToYOUR
Meeti
ng
Menzi
:Li
keISai
d,
I'
m Sor
ry
MrHlazo:YourSor
ryWon'tChangeAny
thi
ng
Si
r,
You'veAlr
eadyDoneTooMuchDamage
MrsHamilt
on:CanWeGi
veMrZi
zweAChance
ToExpl
ainHims-
MrHlazo:
Don'tEvenFini
shYourSent
ence,Miss
NgoziHer
eWentToLayChar gesAgainstHim
AndNowCl i
entsAreLeavi
ngTheCompany
Menzi
:MyAf
fai
rWi
thMi
ssNgozi
Was
Consensual
MrSmi
th:
ThenWhyDi
dSheLayChar
ges?
Menzi
:CozShe'
sJeal
ousOfMe
Mi
ssNgozi
:What
??
MrsHami lt
on: YouAllKnowHowGoodMenzi I
s
AtHisWor k,
JustGiveHi m Another
Chance.
InsteadOfTr y
ingToFi nishHim Of
f
Whil
eHe' sAlreadyDown,WeShoul dBe
Support
ingHim. MaybeHe'sTel l
ingThe
Trut
h,MaybeHi sAffai
rWi t
hMi ssNgoziWas
Consensual
MrSmit
h:I'
m DoneWithTheTal
ki
ng,
Ever
yone
WhoWantsMenzi ToStepDownAsTheCEO
CanIPl
easeSeeYourHandsUp?

Ther
eWer
eManyHandsUpAndILi
ft
edMi
ne
Too
Menzi:
SoNowThatY'al
lWantMeOutOfThe
Company,
Who'sGonnaOwnIt
?MissMorena?
WhatDoesSheKnowBoutBusi
ness?She
Doesn'
tEvenHav
eaDegreeOrEvenMatr
icFor
ThatMatt
er
MrHlazo:
IGuessSinceTheMajorShar
ehol
der
Vot
edYouOut,YouShouldPackYourThi
ngs
AndLeave
Menzi
:Thi
sIsNotOver!Thi
sIsMyCompany!I
MadeItWhatI
tIsToday!I
t'
sMyCompany!
Mi
ne!
[05/
20,10:
19]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT63♡⇩
WithThatSai
d,
HeStompedOutAndLeft
.Mrs
Hamilt
onGotUpAndTookAllHerBel
ongi
ngs
ThenLookedAtAl
lOfUs

MrsHamil
ton:
IDidn'tKnowYouCouldBeSuch
Bi
gFools,
BePreparedToSeeThisShi
pSinki
ng
AndOhhLetMeTel lYou,
WhenItDoesDon'
tGo
Runni
ngToMenzi Nxaa!

SheAl
soLef
t

MrSmit
h:IThi
nkWe'
reDoneForTheDay
,We
CanAl
lGoBackToWork
Me:SoWho'sGonnaBeRunni
ngThi
ngsNow
ThatMenzi
IsOut?
MrSmith:OhhAboutThat
,HowAboutWePut
MrHlazoOnTheSeatTemporar
yTill
WeFind
TheSuit
ablePer
son?
Me:IDon'
tHaveAProbl
em Wi
thThat
,I
sThere
Any
oneWhoI sAgai
nstMrSmi
th'
sProposal
?

TheyAl
lShookedThei
rHeads

Me:
IGuessOurNewCEOI
sMrHl
azoThen
MrHlazo:
ThankYouAl lForTrust
ingInMe,
I
Promi
seI'
llStar
tWhereMrZi zweLeftOf
fDo
Busi
nessLikeHim AndBeyond
Me:
I'
m Gl
adToHearThat
MrSmi
th:
IGuessWeShoul
dWr
apThi
ngsUp
Me:Uhhm AndMi
ssNgozi
CanIHav
eAWor
d
Wi
thYou?
Mi
ssNgozi
:Okay
MrHl
azo:
CanIJoi
nYou?
Me:
JeahSur
e
WeAl
lShakedHandsThenOt
her
sLef
t,
Leav
ing
MeWi
thHlazoAndNgozi.

Me:I
fYouDon'tMi
ndCanYouTellMeHowMr
Zi
zweStar
tedToAbuseYouSexual
l
y?
Miss:He'dAlwaysCal lMeToHi sOf fi
ceAnd
Compl i
mentEv erythi
ngIWearOrEv er
y
Hairsty
leIDo.AtFirstIFel
tSpecial CozWomen
Li
keToBeCompl imented,
HeSt artedToSay
SweetWor dsToMeOrSpeakI nASexual
SeductiveWayButI '
dGetUpAndLeav e.The
DayHeRapedMe, IWasLef tInTheOf fice
Wor ki
ngBecauseTher eWasaLotOfWor kI
HadToDo. Ev er
yoneHadLef t,
IDidn'tKnowHe
WasSt il
lAround.HeGotToMyOf ficeAnd
ClosedTheDoor ,HeCameToMeAndPutThe
Fi
lesIWasWor kingOnAsi deAndKi ssedMe. I
ToldHim ThatIDon' tDoOf f
iceRomanceBut
HeDi dn'
tList
enToMe. WhenITr iedToFi ght
Him HeSaidHe' l
l GoToThePol i
ceAndSayI
Tri
edToSl eepWi thHim BecauseIWant edA
PromotionOrHe' l
lFir
eMeSoIDeci dedTo
Sl
eepWi thHi m BecauseIDidn'
tWantToLose
MyJob: '(IWasDesper at
e,IDidn'
tKnow
WhatToDo: '
(ILov eMyJobAndI tTookMe
YearsToBeWher eIAm Today .IWasn'tBei
ngA
Prost
it
ute,IReall
yDidn'tWantToSl eepWith
Him ButHeThr eatenedMe
Me:
ShhhI
t'
sOkay
MrHlazo:MrZi
zweIsTheOneAtFaul
tHere,
He
TookAdvant
ageYou,
HeAbusedHisPosi
ti
on
Mi
ssNgozi
:ItDoesn'
tEndTher
e
MrHl
azo:
Ohh?
Mi
ssNgozi
:He'
dCal
lMeToHi
sOf
fi
ceAndAsk
MeToTo

SheLookedDown
MrHl
azo:
It'
sOkayYouCanTel
lUsEv
ery
thi
ng
Mi
ssNgozi
:He'
dAskMeToToSuckHi
s
Pr
ivat
ePar
t

YhooMenziWasAReal Dog,
ABigFatOneWith
TheLongestTal
eNxaaah!HeJustDi
sgust
ed
Me

MissNgozi:IDi
dItAl
lTheTimeHeAskedMe
To: '
(IWasScaredOfLosingMyJob, I
'
m The
OnlyPersonWorki
ngAtHome, IDi
dn'tWantTo
TakeMyFami ly
'sBr
eadRightFrom Thei
r
Mouths
MrHlazo:It
'
sOkaySi
si,
MrZi
zweIsGonnaPay
ForEver
ythi
ngHeDidToYou,
I'
l
lMakeSureOf
That
MissNgozi
:HeHasMoney,HeCanGetAny
LawyerHeWant
s.IDon'
tHaveThatKi
ndOf
Money
Me:MrHlazoCan'
tTheCompanyHi
reALawy
er
ForHer
?
MrHlazo:Si
nceThi
sHappenedHer
eAtWor
k
I
'm Sur
eItCan
Me:ThenWeShouldHireOneFor
Her
,Ever
ythi
ng'
sGonnaBeOkayBabeOkay
?!
WeWon'tLetMenziGetAwayWit
hThi
s
Mi
ssNgozi
:ThankYou
Me:YouCanGoNow,
Cal
lMeI
fYouNeed
Any
thing
Mi
ssNgozi
:ThankYouMi
ssMor
ena

WeHuggedThenSheLef
t

MrHl
azo:
You'
reTooMat
uredForYourAge
Me:
WhyYouSay
in'
That
?:
)
MrHl
azo:YouHandledMr
sHami
l
tonI
na
Mat
ured,
Prof
essi
onalWay
Me:
What
'sHerPr
obl
em Any
way
?
MrHlazo:I
'
veAlway
sSuspect
edThatSheHas
Somethi
ngGoingOnWit
hMrZi zwe
Me:
Meani
ng?
MrHl
azo:
LikeTheyAr
eRomant
ical
l
yInv
olv
ed
Me:IWoul
dn'
tBeSur
pri
sed,
Menzi
'
sADouche-
Bag
MrHl
azo:
YouTal
kLi
keYouKnowHi
m
Me:IWasI
nvol
vedWithHi
m OnceAndThat
WasTheBi
ggestMi
stakeI
'
veEverDoneI
nMy
Li
fe
MrHl
azo:
IsHeTheFat
herOfYourBaby
?
Me:OhhPlease,
NoHe'
sNotAndIWoul
d'
ve
Di
edIfThi
sWasHi sChi
l
d
MrHl
azo:
KidsChangePeopl
e
Me:MenziHasASonButHe'sSti
llThi
s
Obnoxi
ousDanger
ousSnakePrey
ingOn
Ever
yone
MrHl
azo:
YouDon'
tLi
keHi
m ISee
Me: WeGotUnr esol
vedIssuesTogetherButI
TryMyBestNotToI ncl
udeThem InThe
BusinessSpaceButIt'
sObv i
ousHe'sTheSame
PersonEverywhere
MrHlazo:
SinceI'
veBeenAppointedAsThe
NewCEOEv enIfTemporar
il
y,CanWeGoAnd
Hav
eSomeFewDr inkToCelebrateMyPosi
ti
on?
Me:
JeahSur
eWhyNot
?AsLongAsYouPay
in'
MrHl azo:
I'
veHeardMenzi
Calli
ngYou
Esi
hle,SoYourNameIsEsi
hle?
Me:
JeapAndYou'
re?
MrHl
azo:
Sibusi
so,
Sibusi
soHl
azo
Me:
NiceToKnowYouBl
essi
ng
MrHl
azo:
That
'sHowMyGr
andmaCal
l
sMe
Me:
SoAr
eYouReal
l
yABl
essi
ng?
MrHl
azo:
IThi
nkSo
Me:
ISee
ITextedLuthoAndToldHim ThatI
'
m Goi
ngOut
WithaFriendForDri
nks,
Sibusi
soDrov
eUsToA
NearestRestaur
antAndWeMadeOurOr der
s

Si
busi
so:SoHowFarAr
eYouWi
thYour
Pr
egnancy?
Me:
I'
m Ni
neMont
hs
Si
busi
so:
ButYourBel
l
yAi
n'
tThatBi
g
Me:
IKnowHey
Si
busi
so:
SoI
sItGonnaBeAGi
rlOrABoy
?
Me:
I'
m Hav
ingAGi
rl
Si
busi
so:
I'
m SureShe'
sGonnaBeBeaut
if
ul
Li
keHerMother
Me:HerDaddyGotTheLooksTooSoShe
Mi
ghtTakeHis
Si
busi
so:
SoYou'
reToget
herWi
thTheFat
her
?
Me:
Jeap
Si
busiso:
LuckyYouThen, ManyTeenagersGo
ThroughPregnancyAloneWit
hTheFat herAl
l
AroundTheWor ldLi
keAir
Me: HahaIKnowThatHeyButPri
ncessAndI
AreLucky,
DaddyIsSt
il
l'
roundAndHeAin'
t
GoingAnywhere

Si
busi
soSet
tl
edTheBil
l,
Lut
hoAndSiyaGot
I
n.HeSawUsThenTheyWalkedTowar
dsUs

Lut
ho:
HeySugar
Me:
HeyBbe

WeKi
ssed

Me:BbeMeetSibusi
soTheNewAct
ingCEOOf
TheCompany,
Sibusi
soThi
sIsMy
Boyfr
iend,
TheFat
herOfMyBabyLut
hoAndHi
s
Fr
iendSiya
Si
busiso:Ni
ceMeet
ingYouSir.
IThoughtYour
BabyDaddyWasSti
llaTeenager,
MaybeA
SchoolBoy
Lut
ho:TooBadICan'
tSayTheSameBout
You.
AndBoutTheBabyDaddyPar
t,
It
'sCl
ear
YourThoughtsAr
eWrongAndIWonderHow
YouGonnaRunACompanyThatBigWhenYou
Thi
nkBullshi
t

  I
YHO!
[05/
20,10:
20]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT64♡⇩
Si
busi
soChuckledAndGotUp,
Lut
hoDidn'
t
Ev
enCr ackASmile.
Siy
aWasDeadOfLaught
er
OnOtherSide

Si
busiso:ItWasGr
eatHavi
ngLunchWit
hYou
Esihl
e,IHopeWeGonnaDoItAgai
nSomeOt her
Time.Again,
I
tWasNiceMeeti
ngYouGentl
emen

Si
busisoPushedHisChai
rAndLef
t,
Siy
aSat
DownLaughin'Hi
sLungsOut.
Ther
eWer eEv
en
Tear
sComi n'Out
taHisEy
es

Me:
Real
l
yLut
ho?
?
Lut
ho:HeHadTheNer
veToSayWhatHe
ThoughtOfMeI
nFr
ontOfMe,
HowSickI
sThat
?
Me:
Real
l
y??
Lut
ho:
Real
l
ySugar
HeSatDownToo

Me: I
'm ATeenLut
ho,
DidYouWantHim To
ThinkIDateWit
hSugarDaddi
esWhil
eI'
mA
SchoolGir
l?
Lutho:
DidHeHaveToSayWhatHeSai dOut
Loud?HeShould'
veJustKeptHi
sShi
tt
y
ThoughtsI
nHisHead
Si
ya:SoThat
'sTheNi
kkaWho'
sGonnaRepl
ace
Menzi?
Me:
YesDoYouHav
eAPr
obl
em Wi
thThat
?
Si
ya:
NhaaHeSeemsSoFor
mal
AndLegal
Me:
What
'sWr
ongWi
thThat
?
Si
ya:NhaaNothi
ngButWit
haRepl acement
Li
keThat,
Menzi'
sGonnaBounceBackEasil
y
AndYouWon'tKnowWhatHitY'al
l
Me:
Sibusi
soKnowsALotBoutBusi
ness
Si
ya:
I'
m NotTal
ki
n'BoutBusi
ness
Lut
ho:DoYouKnowTheBeastYou'
ve
Unl
eashedFr
om Menzi
?
Me:I'
veDeal
tWi
thHi
m Bef
oreAndIAi
n'
t
Scar
edOfHim
Lut
ho:SugarLi
keIToldYouBefore,
That
CompanyMeansEv er
ythi
ngToMenzi SoDo
YouThinkHe'
ll
LetGoOfY' al
lThatEasil
y?
Me:
..
..
.:
(
Si
ya:Y'
al
lMadeaDumbMov eEspeci
all
yBy
Appoi
nti
ngThatSi
busi
soNi
kkaAsTheCEO
Me:
SoWhatCanIDo?
?BabyYouGonnaHel
p
MeAyt
?
Lut
ho:IDon'
tWannaGetI
nvol
vedI
nYour
CompanyIssues
Me:
AndI
fMenzi
Want
sToKi
l
lMe?
Lut
ho:ThenHe'
l
lKi
l
lYou,
YouShoul
d'
veBacked
Him Up
Me:
WHAT?
?
Si
ya:YouAndMenzi Don'
tKnowEachOt her
Thr
oughWor kOnly
,YouKnowTheKi ndaPerson
HeIs.
YouShould'
veThoughtBoutThatBefore
Goi
ngAgainstHimInThatMeeti
ng
Me:HeRapedSomeoneSi
ya,
WhatWasI
SupposedToDo?
?
Si
ya:
Tur
nABl
i
ndEy
eMay
be?
Me:
Y'al
lAr
eMad
Lut
ho:WeDidn'tComeHer
eToDi
scussMenzi
SoLet
'sJustEatAndGoHome

LuthoGotMeAJuiceWhileSi
yaAndHi m
OrderedThei
rMeal
sAndBeers.Aft
erTheyWere
DoneEating,
Lut
hoSet
tl
edTheBi l
lThenLut
ho
DroveMeHomeFi r
stThenLeftWithSi
ya,
They
Wer eUsi
ngHisCar
.
IGotHomeAndWentSt r
aightToMyBedr
oom,I
WasTiredAsFuckSoIFellAsl
eepI
mmediat
ely
.
IWokeUpI nTheMi ddleOfTheNi ghtAndWas
HungryAsFuck, IWoreMyFl i
pFl opsAnd
WalkedToTheKi t
chen, IOpenedTheFr i
dge
AndTookOutThePol ony ,Cheese,Jam Then
PouredMy sel
fSomeJui ce,IMadeASandwi ch
AndSatDownThenAt e. IOpenedTheFr eezer
AndTookOutTwoRussi ansThenWar medEm
UpAndAr eThem Too, IDr ankTheJui ceAnd
TookABi gSimbaPacketOfChi psFr om The
CupboardThenWal kedToMyRoom. ISatOn
TheBedAndAt eTheChi psWhi l
ePl ayi
ngMusic
OnMyPhone. IRepl
iedToMessagesOn
Whatsapp,LuthoTextedMe

Lut
ho:
YouUpAtThi
sTi
meOfTheNi
ght
?
Me:WasHungrySoIWentToGr
abMeSome
Mi
dnightSnack
Lut
ho:
YouMeanYourMi
dni
ghtMeal
Me:
:'
(
Lut
ho:Sorr
yThenSugarButWeBot
hKnowI
'
m
Tel
li
n'TheTrut
h
Me:
Thi
sIsAl
lYourFaul
t
Lut
ho:Don'
tWor
ryBbe,
Pri
ncess'
sGonnaBeOut
Soon
Me:
What
chuDoi
ng?
Lut
ho:JustFi
nishedGoi
ngThr
oughSomeWor
k
Repor
tAndGoingThroughSomeWorkFi
l
es
Me:
Thi
sWor
kOfYour
sIsTooMuchBabe
Lut
ho:It
'sForOurFut
ureBbe.
..
I'
m Dr
owsyNow
SoI'
ll
SeeYouMor row
Me:
GoodNi
ghtBbe.
..
Lov
eYou
Lut
ho:LoveYouTooSugarNoBoom And
Pri
ncessToo

IChargedMyPhoneAndTr i
edToSl
eep.
The
Foll
owi ngDayIWokeUpAndHel
pedMom Wit
h
Breakfast
Mom: IGuessPr
incessIsGonnaBeBi
g,
ICan
SeeYourBumpIsWei ghi
ngYouDown
Me:SheCan'
tBeBi
g,Lut
hoI
sThi
nAsFuckAnd
I
'm ANeedl
e
Mom:KidsTendToTakeTheOpposi
te
Somet
imes
Me:SheHasToHav
eHerFi
gur
eAndFl
atBel
l
y
Li
keHerMom
Mom:OhhPleaseIWon'
tLetYouSt
arv
eMy
Gr
anddaught
er
Me:
IWon'
tSt
arv
eHer
,She'
l
lJustHi
tTheGy
m
Mom:
Afr
icanWomenHav
eToBeThi
ck
Me:
ThenWhyAr
en'
tYou?
Mom:BecauseTheFourKi
dsIHav
eAreALot
OfWor
kSoTheyMakeMeWor kMyBut
tOff

DadGotI
n
Dad:
ButI
t'
sSt
il
lBi
g
Mom:
What
?
Dad:
YourBut
t:
p
Me:
PleaseNotNow
Dad:
What
?
Me:
DaddyYouKnowWhatI
'
m Tal
ki
n'Bout
Dad:
OkayFi
neThen

TheTwi
nsAndVusi
Joi
nedUsForBr
eakf
ast

Olwet
hu:Ai
n'
tThatTooMuchFoodFor
SomeoneWhoWant sToKeepHerFi
gur
e?
Me:
Olwet
huCanYouPl
easeLeav
eMeAl
one?
Owet
hu:
She'
sEat
ingForPr
incessToo
Ol
wet
hu:
OhhIAl
mostFor
got
Dad:
Vusi
You'
reSoQui
et
Vusi
:I
'm JustSt
ressedOutByMyUpcomi
ng
Game
Me:
YouKnowYou'
reGoodSoWhySt
ress?
Vusi
:We'r
eGoingUpAgainstTheMostFamous
AndBestTeam I
nTheLeague
Dad:
I'
m Sur
eYouCanBeatThem
Vusi
:AndIHav
en'
tBeenToPr
act
ice
Me:
Why
?
Vusi:
BecauseIHadSomeBusi
nessToTake
CareOf

HeGaveDadaNast
yLook,
SoIGuessedI
tWas
BoutTheGang.

Mom:
I'
m Sur
eYouGonnaBeOkayBbe
Vusi
:IHopeSoCozWeCan'
tLoseThi
sGame
Ol
wet
hu:
AndYouCan'
tWi
nEv
eryGame
Vusi
:JustShutUpAsi
thandi
l
eOl
wet
huMor
ena
Ol
wet
hu:
O-kay

WeFinishedEati
ngThenIWashedTheDi shes
AndWentToDoMyHomewor k.
IGotAText
Fr
om SibusisoSayi
n'IShoul
dRushToThe
Off
iceCozThereWasAnUr gentMeet
ingIHad
ToAttend.
IBorrowedVusi'
sCarAndDrov
eToTheOf f
ice,
I
FoundEv er
yoneAlr
eadyOnTheirChai
rs
Incl
udingMenzi

Me:Uhhm What
'sGoi
ngOnHer
e?IDidn'
tHear
Any
thi
ngBoutLastTi
me'
sMeeti
ngBeing
Adj
ourned
Menzi:
ThankYouForComi ngMissMorena.
I
Call
edThi
sMeeti
ngMy selfBecauseMrCEO
Himsel
fWroteMeaLetterSayingHeCan'
tRun
ABigCompanyLi
keThi
sOneAndThatHe
NeedsMeBackAsTheCEO
MrSmi
th:
WHAT?
?
Me:
WHOAWHAT?
?
Menzi
:CanYouTell
Them MrHlazoByYour
sel
f?
ISeeTheyWannaHearI
tFrom TheHor
se'
s
Mouth
Si
busi
so:MrZizwe'
sRight
,IWoul
dn'
tBeAbl
eTo
RunThisCompanyLikeHeDoesAndWeAll
KnowHeDoesHi sJobProper
lySoIThi
nkWe
Shoul
dGiveHi
m ASecondChance
Me:
WHOAWHAT?
?SI
BUSI
SOAREYOUMAD?
?
MrsHami l
ton:NoHe'sBei
ngReali
sti
c,
WeAll
KnowThisCompanyI sNothi
ngWithout
Menzi
.I
fWeAl lWantToKeepOurCli
ent
sAnd
MoneyFlowingInThenWeShouldPutMenzi
WhereHeBel ongs
Me:BehindBar
sIsWhereHeBel
ongs,
He'
sa
Rapi
st.
HeSexuall
yAssaul
tedMi
ssNgozi
Menzi:
Mi ssMorenaCanYouPutOurUglyPast
Asi
deCozYouTaki ngThisPer
sonalNow,I
'
m
I
nnocent,
IWouldNeverTakeAdvant
ageOfAn
EmployeeThatWay.I
'm ALegi
tBusi
nessman,
I
KnowTheCompany '
sRules
Me:Legi
tMyThir
dParal
yzedFootMar
n,You
RapedThePoorWoman
Menzi:(
Chuckl
es)Esi
hleOnl
yMenGotThat
Foot
..
..MissNgoziPl
easeTel
lThem TheTr
uth
MissNgozi:
I'
m Sor
ryForLyi
ngToThe
Board,
YouMissMorenaAndEv er
yoneElse,
Mr
Zi
zweWasTel l
ingTheTrut
h.OurAff
airWas
Consensual

THEFUCK?
?    
[05/
20,10:
20]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2
#I
NSERT65♡⇩

WHATTHEHELL?
?

MrSmit
h:Thi
sIsAl
lMadness!MissNgozi
You
Don'
tHaveToLi
eForThi
sEvil
,Cr
uelMan
Menzi
:IfIWer
eYou,
IWoul
dn'
tBeCal
l
ingMe
ThatWay
MrSmi th:Unf
ort
unatel
yYouNotMe!MrZizwe
I'
m Ti
redOfYouRunni ngThi
sCompanyWi t
h
YourIl
legalWays,
It
'sTimeYouStepDownAnd
LetSomeoneExper i
encedRunThisCompany
Menzi
:AndWhoExactl
yIsThat
??ISeeYou
Thi
nkThi
sIsYourFamil
yBusi
ness
Me:
ENOUGH!

TheyBot
hKeptQui
etAndLookedAtMe,
The
Whol
eRoom LookedAtMe.
Menzi
Laughed

Me:
What
'sFunny
?
Menzi
:SoYouAlreadyPut
ti
n'YourMaj
orShar
e
Hol
derActToget
her?
Me:Mxm.
..
.Mi
ssNgozi
WhatDoYouMeanYou
Li
edToUs?
Menzi
:LetMeSitDownAndHearTheWhol
e
St
oryWithY'
al
l
Me:
MissNgozi
?
Mi
ssNgozi
:I'
m Real
l
ySor
ryForLy
ingToYou
Al
l
Me:
MissI
'
m St
il
lLi
steni
ng
Mi
ssNgozi
:ICoul
dn'
tCont
rol
WhatIFel
t
Me:
WhatYouFel
t?WhatExact
lyDi
dYouFeel
?
Mi
ssNgozi
:ILov
edMrZi
zweTheFi
rstMi
nut
eI
GotToThisCompany,IFel
tSt
rongl
yAtt
racted
ToHim ButThoughtI
tWouldBeImpossibl
eFor
UsToDateWhi l
eHe'sMyBoss
Me:
Wher
eDoesRapeGetI
ntoAl
lOfThi
s?
Mi
ssNgozi
:MrZi
zweNev
erRapedMe

ILookedAtHerO.
o

MissNgozi
:IAl
waysTri
edToShowHim ThatI
Romanti
cal
lyCr
aveHim ButHeWasToo
Formal
And-
Menzi
:AndTooLegal
:)
MrSmi
th:
CanYouDoUsAl
lAFav
orAndShut
Up?
Menzi
:YouOl
dManReal
l
yHat
eMe
Me:
Car
ryOnMi
ssNgozi
MissNgozi
:OneDayWhenWeWereWorki
ng
OnSomeFilesI
nHisOf
fi
ce,
ITr
iedToKi
ssHim
ButHeBackedOff.
HeToldMeHeDoesn'tDo
Off
iceRomance,
ITri
edToKissHim ToGetHi
m
I
nManyAt t
empts,
HeFinal
lyGaveI
n
MrSmi
th:
SoWhatHappenedTo"
IDon'
tDo
Of
fi
ceRomance"?
Menzi
:Woul
dYouLetaPussyWhi
chI
sHanded
ToYouInaPl
att
erGo?

:vThankf
ull
yThereWereNoCli
ent
s'r
ound
CozWeWoul d'
veLostSomeCozOfMenzi
's
Fr
ench

MrSmi
th:
AndYouSt
il
lCal
lYour
sel
fa
For
mal
,
Legal
Man
Menzi
:ThenWhatAm I
?
MrSmi t
h:ItDoesn'
tMatterEvenIfAnEmpl
oyee
Off
ersHerselfI
naTr ayOrDish,
YouAsThe
EmployerShouldBeAbleToCont rol
Yoursel
f.
AsTheCEOYouDon' tGet
Romant
ical
l
yInv
olv
edWi
thYourEmpl
oyees
Menzi:
OhhOkaySoNowWeAi n'
tTalki
n'Bout
RapeAnymore,
WeTal
kin'
BoutMeNotBei ng
AbleToContr
olMy
sel
f?WhatExact
lyDoYou
WantFrom MeMrSmi
th?
Me:MissNgozi
WasNotDoneTal
ki
ngAndMr
Zi
zweThisIsAFor
malMeeti
ngSoSt
opTal
ki
ng
Li
keYouAreOnTheSt
reet
s
Menzi
:HahaYhoSor
ryMi
ssMaj
orShar
eHol
der
MissNgozi:
OurRel
ati
onshipWas
Consensual
,
WeBothWant edEachOtherAnd
WeDecidedToKeepThisAsASecr etFrom
Ever
yoneToKeepMrZizwe'sImageCleanIn
TheOffi
ce
Me:I'
m GonnaAskYouThisAgai
n,
Wher
eDoes
RapeGetInt
oAllOfThi
s?
MissNgozi
:HeDidn'tCr
aveMeLi
keHeDi
d
Befor
eSoIGotJealous
Me:
YouGotJeal
ous?
MissNgozi:IThr
eat
enedToExposeOur
Relat
ionsh-
Menzi
:Cal
lItAnAf
fai
r
MissNgozi
:OurAf
fai
rIfHeCont
inuedToAct
Li
keHeDid
Me:
WereYouExpect
ingSomeRai
seWhenYou
Wer
eSl
eepi
ngWithHim?

SheLookedDown

Me:
ISee
Mi
ssNgozi
:INeededTheMoney
,INeedThe
Money
Me:SoHowDidYouGetI
tWhenYouDi
dn'
tGet
YourRai
se?
MissNgozi
:MrZizweAl
way
sGav
eMeMoney
Fr
om HisPocket
Me:
DoYouKnowThat
'sCal
l
edPr
ost
it
uti
on?
Menzi
:SeeMrSmi t
h?What
'sWr
ongWi
th
Buy
ingaProst
it
ute?
MrSmith:
YouBothWorkInThi
sCompany
!
You'
reHerBoss,
She'
sYourEmpl
oyee!
Menzi
:AndSheSol
dHer
sel
fToMe
MrSmith:
ThatI
sAnAbomi
nat
ionI
nThe
Busi
nessWorl
d
Menzi
:Ev
enI
fItWasAccor
dant
?
Me:MrZi
zweAndMrSmi t
hCanYouPl
easeLet
Mi
ssNgoziFi
nishTal
ki
ng?

TheyBot
hKeptQui
et

MissNgozi:SoAll
InAllILi
edAboutTheRape
Thing,
IJustWant
edHi m ToFeel
TheSame
PainIFeltWhenHeIgnoredMe
Me:
SoYouDeci
dedToLi
eAndRui
nMrZizwe'
s
I
mageWhenYouKnewHeLov
esHisJobAnd
DoesI
tPr
oper
ly?
Mi
ssNgozi
:IJustWant
edHi
m ToPayBack
Me:Ar
en'tYouTheOneWhoWant
edHi
mIn
TheFi
rstPlace?
Mi
ssNgozi
:ItWasMe
Me:Di
dMrZizweComeToYouAndAskTo
Sl
eepWit
hYou?Didn'
tYouOf
ferYour
sel
f?
Mi
ssNgozi
:IWasDesper
ateOkay
?!:
'
(
Me:Don'tYouDareRaiseYourVoice,You
WastedOurTime,MadeUsFeel SorryForYou
WhenYouWer eJustLyi
ngAndDeci evi
ngAllOf
Us!DoYouKnowHowManyWomenGetRaped
ByTheirBossesWhileYou'
reHereBusyLy i
ng
AboutOtherPeople'
sPain?
?
MissNgozi
:IDi
dn'
tThi
nkI
tWoul
dBeABi
g
Deal
Me:YouDi
dn'tThi
nkItWouldBeABi gDeal
??!
Ar
eYouEvenListeni
ngToYourself?
?Menzi
Al
mostLostHisJob,
GotHisBusinessMeet
ing
Ruined. WhoDoYouThinkWouldEmpl oya
Rapist,SomeoneWhoSexuallyAssaul
tsHi s
Empl oyees??HeCoul
d'
v eGoneToJai lFor
YearsBecauseOfYourLi es.
WeWoul d'
v eLost
EverythingI
nThisCompanyWi thTheMedi a
Foll
owi ngUsEvery
where
Mi
ssNgozi
:I'
m Sor
ry
Me:I
'm Sorr
yButI
'
llNev
erFor
giv
eYouAnd
You'
reFir
ed!
MrSmi
th:
What
??YouCan'
tFi
reHer
Me:
GuessWhat
?Ij
ustDi
d.Thi
sMeet
ingI
sOv
er

ITookMyBagAndWal
kedOut
,Si
busi
soCame
ToMe

Si
busi
so:
Hey
Me:
Hi
Si
busi
so:
IJustWantToSayThankYouAgai
n
ForYest
erday
Me:AndI
'
m Sor
ryForWhatMyBoy
fri
endSai
d
ToYou
Si
busi
so:
What
'sHi
sPr
obl
em Any
way
?
Me:
HeCanBeALi
tt
leJeal
ousSomet
imes
Si
busi
so:
Jeal
ousBoy
fri
endsAr
eDanger
ous
Menzi:I
'
m SoGonnaTel l
Cousi
nBr ot
herThat
YouDiscussHim Wit
hYourEmployees,Even
ThoughThat'
sNotLabell
edAsIl
legalInThe
CompanyButI'm Sur
eItIsI
nYourRelationshi
p
Me:
Mxm
Si
busi
so:
I'
ll
SeeYouAr
ound

HeWal
kedAway

Me:
WhatDoYouWantMenzi
?
Menzi
:IWannaThankYouForSt
andi
n'UpFor
Me
Me:IWasn'
tDoingItForYou,
IWasDoi
ngItFor
TheCompany.
SoTel lMe,
HowDidYouGetMiss
Ngozi
ToTellTheTruthAndMrHlazoToStep
DownAsTheAct i
ngCEO?
Menzi
:SoYouBel
i
eveThatIDi
dn'
tRapeHer
?
Me:
Menzi
Menzi
:HahaOkay.
..
EveryoneHasThei
rPr
ice
AndEver
yoneHasTheirSecret
s
Me:
YouBl
ackmai
l
edThem,
Didn'
tYou?
?
Menzi:
IJustMadeADeal
Wit
hEachOneOf
Them
Me:
ADeal
?
Menzi
:MrSmi
thI
s-

Lonwabo'
sMom WalkedOurWayWithaGuy
MaybeAtMenzi
'
sAgeOrSl i
ght
lyAbove.
They
GotToUsAndGreet
ed
Menzi
:WhoaIsThisWhatI
'
m Thi
nki
ng?Ma
TheySoLookAl
ike
L'
sMom:
Esi
hleCanWePl
easeTal
kToYou?
Me:
O-kay

WeWentToMenzi
'
sOf
fi
ceAndCl
osedThe
Door

L'
sMom:
HowHav
eYouBeenMyBaby
?
Me:
I'
v eBeenGoodThankYouForAski
ng,
Who
I
sThis?
Guy
:I'
m Oko
Me:
Oko?
L'
sMom: ThisI
sOkoYourFat her
'sSon.He'
s
BeenStayingWithHisMotherForYearsAnd
YourFatherWasFinancial
l
ySupporti
ngThem
EvenWhenHeWasWi thYourMother.
Oko
Deci
dedToComeBackAndLookForHi m,He
Di
dn'tKnowHeDiedBecauseHerMot herI
sSti
l
l
Gett
ingSomeMoneyFr om YourDad'
s
Account.
OkoI
sYourElderBrother

TheFuck?
? 
[05/
20,10:
21]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT66♡⇩

Me:
MYWHAT?
?
L'
sMom: IDi
dn'
tKnowHim TooDear
,Your
Fat
herKeptHi
m AsASecretFr
om MeToo
Oko:MyMom WasStil
lYoungWhenSheGot
PregnantWi
thMe,
SheWasGoingToTheSame
School Wit
hYourFat herIMeanOurFat her,
They
Sl
eptToget herAndMom GotPr egnant.
Mom
GaveMeToMyGr andpar ent
sToRai seMe
BecauseSheHadToFi ni
shSchool SoIGrew
UpKnowi ngMyGr andpar ent
sAsMyReal
Parents,
IOnlyFoundOutThatIWasNotThei r
s
WhenIHadToGoToTheI ni
ti
ati
onSchool For
MyCi r
cumci si
onBecauseIHadToDoI tInMy
RealFather'
sTradi
tionalWaySoMom HadNo
ChoiceButToTel lMe.
SheGotSomeoneWi t
hTheSameCl anName
AsDadToHel pUsWithEvery
thi
ng.Mom Too
Didn'
tKnowThatDadIsNoMor eBecauseShe
ToldHim ToNev
erContactOrTal
kToHer
BecauseMyGrandpar
entsToldHerTo.IDon'
t
KnowHowDadManagedToConv i
nceHerTo
TakeTheMoney
Me:
Wow
L'
sMom: IWasShockedAndStunnedToo
Dear
,Al
lAl
ongYouHadAnOl derBrot
her
.OkoI
s
JustHer
eToLookForHi
sReal
Fami
l
yAndThat
Famil
yIsYouAndMe
Me:
IWantNot
hingToDoWi
thYourFami
l
y!
L'
sMom: YourDadIsTheOneWhoDi dYou
WrongNotThePoorBoy ,
PleaseJustGi
v eHi
m
aChance.
HeJustWant sToBondWi thHis
Li
tt
leSi
ster
.NoMatterHowYouTr yToI gnor
e
Thi
sButYouHav eOurBloodRunningInYour
Vei
ns

IJustKeptQuietAndLookedAtHer,SheWas
Tell
ingTheTruthEvenI
fITr i
edToIgnoreThem
OrShutThem OutOfMyLi fe,
I'
ll
AlwaysBe
RelatedToThem.

Oko:LookIJustWantToKnowYouLi
l
Si
s,SpendSomeTimeWi t
hYou
Me:
:'
(
Oko:
DidISaySomet
hingHur
tful
?
Me:
Uhhm NoIt'
sJustThePr
egnancy
,I
tMakes
MeEmot
ional
Oko:
SoI
'
m GonnaBeAnUncl
e?
Me:
:)Yeap
L'
sMom: AndOneOt herThing,
SinceOkoIs
YourFat
her
'sSon,IThi
nkItWouldBeGoodFor
YouToGiveHim SomethingFrom TheShares
Me:
Ain'
tWeMov
ingALi
lBi
tFast
er?
Oko:NhaaIt
'sOkay,IDi
dn'tComeHer eTo
Clai
m Anyt
hingOrToTakeAny t
hingFrom You,
I
JustCameHer eToBondWi t
hMySi st
erAnd
HaveAHealthyRelati
onshipWit
hHer
Me:
:)
L'
sMom: WhyDon'
tWeGoAndHav e
Somet
hingToEat
,TheThr
eeOfUs?
Oko:WhyDon'tIGoWithEsi
hleOnl
y?Gr
andma
WeJustHadSomet hi
ngToEatNowAndWhen
We'r
eWithYouWeWon' tBeAbleToTal
kFreel
y
AboutEv
eryt
hing
L'
sMom:
OkayThenI
fYouSaySo
Oko:
SoShal
lWe?
Me:
JeahSur
eAndIKnowThePer
fectPl
ace
WeCanGoTo

IGotInVusi
'
sCarThenOkoGotInt
oHis,
We
DroveToMyFavor
it
eRestaur
antAndMadeOur
Orders

Me:SoHowOldAr
eYouAndWhatDoYouDo
ForALi
vi
ng?
Oko:I
'
m 22Year sOldAndI'
m An
Under
graduat
eInMechanicalEngi
neer
ingBut
I
'm Al
readyWorkingWhil
eDoingMyMast er
s
Thi
sYear
Me:
Wow
Oko:
YeahSoWhatBoutYou?
Me:
I'
m 17AndSt
il
lInMat
ri
c,
YouMakeMeFeel
SoSmal
l
Oko:You'
reAl
mostThereToo,
Don'
t
Underest
imat
eYour
self
Me:
JeahRi
ght
Oko:
SoHowFarAr
eYouWi
thYourPr
egnancy
?
Me:
I'
m Al
readyNi
neMont
hs
Oko:
Wow
Me:
YeapAndMyDat
eIsNear
Oko:
SoAm IHav
ingANi
eceOrANephew?
Me:
YouHav
ingaNi
ece
Oko:NotTooExpensi
ve,
That
'
sWhatILov
eBout
Gi
rls
Me:
Dude!
Oko:ForReal
,
I'
ll
HaveToBuyaThi
ngOrTwoAs
TheUncleSoI'
m Gl
adIt
'sAGi
rl
Me:
YouSeem TooHappyToMeetMe
HeSt
oppedEat
ingAndLookedAtMe

Oko:
Aren'
tYou?
Me:ITol
dMyselfAsAKi
dThatIWantNot
hing
ToDoWithLonwaboOrHi
sFamil
y
Oko:
ButHe'
sYourFat
her
Me:
HeWasJustaSper
m Donor

OkoChuckl
ed

Oko:
YouAi
n'
tSer
ious
Me:
IAm
Oko:WhatDi
dHeDoToYouToHat
eHi
m Thi
s
Much?
Me:HeBeatMom,
HeBeatHerI
nFrontOf
Me.HeCheat
edOnHer,
HeMadeHerFeelSo
Li
tt
le,
HeMadeHerThi
nkLov
eDidn'
tExi
st
Any
mor
e
Oko:
Uhhm I
'
m SoSor
ryToHearThat
Me:
I'
veMov
edOn,
I
'm Ov
erThatNow
Oko:
NoYouNot
Me:MaybeI
'
m NotButIJustDon'
tLi
keTal
ki
n'
BoutI
t
Oko:
OhhI
'
m Sor
ry

MyOt
herPl
ateCame,
IOr
der
edTwoMeal
s

Me:
MrThi
sIsNotMyOr
der
Wai
ter
:I'
m Sur
eIt
'sYour
sMi
ss
Me:
ISai
dIDon'
tWantPepper
s
Wait
er:OhhI'
m Sorr
yMi
ss,
I
'l
lGoAndGetYou
YourCorr
ectOrder
Me:
ThankYou
TheWai
terTookThePl
ateAndWal
kedAway

Oko:
IDon'
tLov
ePepper
sToo
MeAndOko:
TheyUpsetMySt
omach
Me:
What
??
Oko:
Wow

WeBot
hLaughed

Oko:
ThatWasWei
rd
Me:
WayTooWei
rd
Oko:Gr
andmaSai
dDadAl
soDi
dn'
tLi
ke
Pepper
s
Me:
Ohh
Oko:
IGuessWeI
nher
it
edThi
sWei
rdThi
ng
Fr
om Hi
m
Me:
SoWher
eYouFr
om?
Oko:
NotFarFr
om Her
e
Me:You'
veNeverEv
enBumpedShoul
der
sOr
Hi
psWi t
hHim OnTheSt
reet
s?
Oko:HahaFi
rst
lyIDon'
tHav
eHips,
IDon'tEv
en
KnowHowHeLooksLi keMaybeWe'v
eEv en
BumpedAssesOnManyOccasionsButIDunno
Him AndObv
iousl
yHeDidn'
tKnowMeToo
Me:
SoWher
eDoesYourMom St
ay?
Oko:
InTheCount
rySi
de
Me:
WhatDoesSheDoTher
e?
Oko:She'sANurseAndShe'
sTaki
ngCareOf
MyGr andpar
ent
s'HouseSi
nceTheyDi
edYear
s
Ago
Me: I
'
m SorryBoutYourGrandparents.
SoIf
YourGrandparent
sDied,
WhyDi dn'tYourMom
GoLookingForLonwaboCozYour
Grandpar
entsWhoWer eTheObst acl
eAreNo
More?
Oko:
It'
sOkay
,TheyWer
eTooOl
dAndSi
ckTo
Li
veLong.
Mom SaidSheDidn'
tWantToUpset
Thei
rSpi
ri
tsCozTheyNeverWant
edMeTo
MeetWit
hMyDad
Me:LonwaboWasABusi nessManAndHi
s
Deat
hWasAl lOverThePapers,
HowCome
You'
veNeverSeenIt?
Oko:
I'
m NotaPaperPer
sonAndIOnl
yWat
ch
TheNewsWhenIFeelLi
keIt
Me:ISee.
Uhhm I
fYouDon'
tMi
nd,
CanWeDoA
Uhhm DNATest
?

OkoChuckl
ed

Oko:
SoYouDon'
tBel
i
eveThatI
'
m YourBr
other
?
Me:
It'
sNotThat
,I
t'
sJustThatI
-
Oko:I
t'
sOkay
,We'
l
lDoI
tToTakeAwayYour
Doubt
sAboutMe
IWasEmbar
rassed

Me:
LookI
fYouDon'
tWannaDo-
Oko:
It'
sOkay
,ISai
dWe'
l
lDoI
t.
Me:YouKnowWhat ?I
tWasJustBei
ngSel
fi
sh
OfMe,Ther
e'sNoNeedForThat
Oko:
I'
ll
Bri
ngYouMyToot
hbr
ushTomor
row
Me:
..
..
..
.
Oko:I
'
llJustDoEv er
ythi
ngYourWayToPr ove
ToYouThatI'm YourBrother
.Li
keISaid,IDidn'
t
ComeHer eToTakeAny thingFrom You,IJust
WantUsToGetAl ongAndBeSi bl
ings.
I'm Just
Ti
redOfTheNi ghtmaresI'
veBeenHav ing
Me:
Night
mar
es?
Oko:I
'v
eBeenDreamingForThePastTwo
Weeks,
AManAndAYoungGi r
lWi thTheManIn
ADarkPlaceAndHi
sFaceInvi
sible.TheMan
WouldAskMeToGoToTheGi r
l ButTheGir
l
Woul
dKeepPushi
ngMeAway
Me:
DoYouThi
nkTheGi
rlI
sMe?
Oko:
GrandmaThoughtI
tWasYou
Me:
ButWhyWoul
dn'
tIWantYou?
Oko:
WhyDon'
tYouWantMe,
YouTel
lMe?

OkoWasRi ght,MyHeartWasn'tI
nTheRight
PlaceForHim,IDi
dn'tHateHi
m ButIDidn'
tLike
Him Ei
ther
.IGuessIFellI
nLoveWi t
hThe
MoneyIWasGet t
ingThatIEvenHatedHim For
ShowingUpCozIHadToShar eItWithHim

Oko:
Huh?

ICameBackFr
om MyThought
s

Me:
It'
sNotThatIDon'
tWantYou,
I
'm JustSt
il
l
I
nShockThat
'sAl
l
Oko:
YouSur
e?
Me:Yeah,
ICan'
tWai
tToSpendMor
eTi
meWi
th
You
Oko:
MyThought
sExact
ly

II
nsistedToPayTheBillThenIDr oveHome, I
GotHomeAndTol dTheFami lyEveryt
hing.
Dad
SaidIShoul
dGiveOkoAChance, ICouldSee
JealousyFr
om Vusi'
sEyes.IGuessBr oHated
TheFactThatHeHadToCompet eForMyLov e
WithMyReal Br
otherButHeDi dn'tHaveTo
Wor r
yCozHeWasMyRi deOrDi e.OkoTexted
MeAndSai dThatHeWant st oMeetWi thMe
Aft
erSchoolForTheDNAThi ng.
TheFol
lowi
ngDay
,IGotUpAndGotReadyFor
School
.
Vusi
Drov
eUsToSchool
Vusi:
TodayI'
m GoingOutWit
hTheGuy sAft
er
SchoolAndINeedADat eCozInam Won'
tBe
AbleToComeWi thMe
Me:
SoYouWantMeToGoWi
thYou?
Vusi
:I
'dLov
eThatAndIWantAll
EyesToBeOn
MeWhenTheySeeMyHotSister
Me:
WhoHappensToBePr
egnant
Vusi
:YouHotEv
enWi
thThatBel
l
yOn
Me:Unf
ort
unat
elyIWon'
tBeAbl
eToGoWi
tchu
Too
Vusi
:Goi
ngSomewher
eWi
thLuu?
Me:
NhaaIHav
eToMeetUpWi
thOko
Vusi
:YouJustMetHi
m Li
keFewHour
sAgo
ButHe'
sAlr
eadySnat
chi
ngYouAwayFrom Me
Me:StopBeingJeal
ousYouKnowNoOne
WouldEverCompeteWitchu,
YouMyEr
rday
Ni
kka
Vusi
:
...
..
.
Me:
C'monBr
o

WeGotToSchool
ThenVusi
GotOutWithout
Say
ingAWord,
IWentToMyClassAndTheDay
WentWel
l
.
IWentToCatchATaxi OnTheHi kingSpotNot
InTheTaxiRankButARedAndBl ackRange
RoverWithBl
ackWindowsParkedI nFrontOf
Me.TheGuyRoll
edDownTheWi ndow,I'
ve
NeverSeenHim Ev
enInaDream

Guy
:NeedAHi
ke?
Me:
NoThanks

Car
sWi
thBl
ackWi
ndowsAr
eaNoGoAr
ea

Guy:IWoul
dn'
tLetSuchABeaut
yHikeI
ntoa
Ful
lTaxiWi
thPeopl
eSmell
ingArmpi
tsSome
Sweat
ing,
YouKnowAl
lThoseGr
ossThi
ngs

IChuckl
ed

Me:
ISai
dI'
m Good

Hi
sSmi
l
eTur
nedI
ntoaFr
own

Guy
:ISai
dGetI
nsi
deTheCar
Me:
HahaWhat
?
Guy:
JustDoItBef
oreIDr
agYouI
nsi
deMy
sel
f
AndDon'
tEvenThi
nkOfRunni
ngAway
Me:
..
..
..

TwoGuysGotOutFrom TheBack,
ITr
iedTo
RunButTheyCaughtMe.ITr
iedToFi
ght
Them,
KickedBot
hOfThem OnTheBal l
s,
They
Fel
lOnTheFl
oorButWhenITur
nedToRun

Guy:I
'
veBeenPlayi
ngWi t
hGunsForYearsAnd
ICanShootAnAntFrom MilesAwaySoBef
ore
YouPutThoseSmallShortLegsOnYour
Back,
Thi
nkTwice

ITurned,
HeWasOutOfHi
sCarWi
thAGun
PointedAtMe.
GoodLor
dPeopl
eWer
eJustSt
ari
ngAtUsLi
ke
TheyWat
chi
ngAMovi
e.
IRai
sedMyHandsUp

Guy
:Good,
NowGetI
nTheCar

ISlowl
yWalkedToTheCar,
TheMinut
eIGot
In,
TheOtherGuy
sDidTooThenHeDidSome
FastAndFuri
ousShi
t.
IFel
tLi
keIWasGonna
GoI
ntoLabourThatVer
yMoment
.

Me:
WhoTheHel
lAr
eYou?

HeLaughedAndLookedAtMeI
nTheRev
iew
Mir
ror

Guy
:I'
m YourWor
stNi
ght
mar
e
Me: I
'
v eHadSoManyWor st
Nightmares,
Coul
dn'
tYouWaitaLi
lBi
tLonger
BeforeYouShowYoursel
f?
Guy
:Unf
ort
unat
elyICoul
dn'
t
Me:SoNowAreYouReadyToTel
lMeWhoThe
Hel
lYouAr
e?
Guy
:Av
iwe

HeChuckl
ed
Guy:AviweJunior,
I'
m Sur
eTher
e'sAWarI nsi
de
YourStomachRi ghtNowAndYourHeartIs
Beati
ngLikeIt
'sGonnaJumpOf fYourChest

OHHFUCKMESI
DEWAYS!
!
[05/
20,10:
22]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT67♡⇩

HeWasTell
ingTheTr
uth,
TheWayMyHeart
WasBeat
ingSoFastI
tFel
tLikeI
tWasGonna
JumpOut
taMyChest
Avi
weJr:ISeeTheMor
enaPr
incessI
sReal
l
y
Beaut
if
ul
Me:
WhatDoYouWantFr
om Me?
Av
iweJr
:HahaAr
eYouSer
ious?
Me:
WhatDoIHav
eToDoWi
thAl
lThi
sShi
t??
Avi
weJr:Fi
rstOfAl
lYourDadTookMyFather
AwayFr
om MeAndNowYourBoy f
ri
endDidn'
t
Ki
ll
YourDadWhenHeHadTheChanceToCoz
HeWasInLov eWit
hTheEnemy'sDaught
er
Me:
..
..
..
.
Av
iweJr
:SeeYouFi
tInEv
eryShi
t
Me:
..
..
..

HeParkedI
nFrontOfThi
sBi
gHouse,Ther
e
WereSoManyCarsAndBusyPeopl
e
Outsi
de.
TheGuysIKi
ckedOnTheBall
sBoth
TookMeByBothOfMyAr ms
Av
iweJr
:Fol
l
owMe

TheyTookMeToThisRoom,I
tWasn'
tDir
tyOr
Smell
y,
ItWasJustARoom Wi
thaBed.

Av
iweJr
:Ti
eHerToTheChai
r

OneGuyPul
l
edMeRoughl
y

Me:
YOUDON'THAVETOBEHARDONME!I
WON'TRUNAWAYDAMMIT!
Av
iweJr
:ISeeYou'
reFi
est
y
Me:
Mxm

TheyTiedMeOnTheChai rAndThankf
ull
yThey
Didn'
tTieThePart'
roundMyTummy .
Aviwe
TookaChai rAndSatInFr
ontOfMe
Av
iwe: SoTel
lMe,
HowCanIMeetUpWi
thMr
Morena?
Me:
..
..
.
Avi
we:Don'
tBeRudeSweet
hear
t,
I'
m Tr
yna
HaveaConver
sat
ionHer
e
Me:
..
..
..
Av
iwe:
SoYouAi
n'
tGonnaAnswerMe?

IFeltASl
apAcr
ossMyFace:
oTheFuck?
?'I
s
ThisGuyBei
ngForReal
?'
ILookedAtHi
mInShock

Av
iweJr
:ReadyToAnswerMeNow?
Me:
I'
m Hungr
y

HeLaughedHi
sAssOf
f
Avi
weJr:
HahaWhatDoYouThi
nkThi
sIs?
?
SomeBnBOrSomet
hing?
?
Me:
SoForHowLongWi
l
lYouKeepMeHer
e?
Avi
weJr
:AsLongAsILi
keOrMaybeIMi
ght
Ev
enThr
owABr aai
AndMakeYouTheBeef

WHATTHEFUCK?
?

Avi
weJr :IHear
dThatMrMor
enaAi
n'
tYour
RealFat
her
Me:
..
..
.:
'
(
Av
iweJr
:What
'sWr
ongNow?

IJustKeptQui
etAndThoughtBoutMy
Baby,
WhatThatMonsterCoul
dDoToHerOr
BothOfUs.
IFel
tASl
apAcr
ossMyFaceAgai
n

Av
iweJr
:I'
m Tal
ki
ngToYouBi
tch!
Me:
..
..
.:
'
(

JustWhenHeWasBoutToSl apMe
Again,
SomeoneKnockedOnTheDoor

Av
iweJr
:I'
l
lBeBack

HeGotUpAndWal
kedOut
,HeLockedTheDoor

Voi
ce:Di
dn'
tIAskYouToWai
tALi
tt
leWhi
l
e
Bef
oreYouStr
ike?
?
AvkweJr:
LookHereBOY!IDon'
tTakeOrder
s
Fr
om You,
ThisIsMyArmyRemember?!You
HadYourChanceAndYouFuckedI
tUp
Voi
ce:
SoYouJustGonnaDoThingsYourWay
Whi
leI
'm TheOneWhoKnowsTheInsAnd
Out
sOfEv er
yFucki
n'EnemyWeHave?

IKnewTheVoice,
ItWasMenzi:'(SoHeWas
InThatWit
hThatAviweJr,
ButIWasn'
t
Surpr
isedMenziWasAlwaysFul
lOfShi
t

AviweJr:ITol
dYouI'm JustTaki
ngOver
,I
Didn'
tSayIWon'tNeedYouNoMor eUnl
ess
YouHav eSomethi
ngDifferentI
nYourMi
nd
Menzi
:Sur
eWhat
ever
Av
iweJr
:I'
l
lBeBack,
KeepAnEy
eOnHer

IHeardFoot
stepsThenTheDoor
Opened,
MenziGotIn

Menzi
:TheOneAndOnl
yMi
ssMor
ena
Me:
Dad'
sGonnaKi
l
lYou
Menzi
:HeyDon'
tPoi
ntFi
ngur
esAtMe,
IDi
dn'
t
Dr
agYourAssToThisDumpst
er
Me:
Menzi
He'
sGonnaKi
l
lMeAndMyBaby:
'
(
Menzi
:So?
?
Me:ThisI
sYourDamnNi
eceMenzi
!JustHav
e
aHeartForOnce!
Menzi
:LowerYourDamnVoi
ceWhenYou
Tal
ki
n'ToMe
Me:
PleaseMenzi
Please:
'
(
Menzi:
IWouldSaveYourAssIfThatWasMy
BabyButUnf
ort
unatel
yIt
'sNotCozYouNever
WantedMeToGetAPi eceOfTheCake
Me:
Menzi
Please:
'
(
Menzi
:WhatAm IGonnaGetI
nRet
urn?
Me:Reall
yMenzi?
?AllYouCanThi
nkBoutI
sA
Deal
??ThatMonsterMightKi
l
lMeToni
ght!
MenziICan'
tLoseThi
sBaby
ISawMenzi
Looki
nAtMyLegs

Me:
What
??
Menzi
:YouShoul
d'veTol
dMeThatYouWant
ToPee,
It
'sSoUnsexyForABeaut
if
ulLadyLi
ke
YouToPeeOnHer sel
f
Me:
What
?Pee?

THEFUCK?
?OHMYWORD!MYWATERBROKE

Me:DAMMITMENZITHI
SISNOURI
NE,
MY
WATERJUSTBROKE
Menzi
:YourWat
erBr
oke?
Me:I
TMEANSTHEBABYI
SCOMI
NG!
!ARE
YOUSTUPI
D??
Menzi
:IKnowNot
hingBoutPr
egnancyMar
n
Me:MENZIDOSOMETHI
NGBEFOREIGI
VE
BI
RTHHERE
Menzi
:IWoul
dn'
tMi
ndSeei
ngYouSuf
feraLi
l
Me:AREYOUMAD?
?THI
SISYOURNI
ECE,
DO
YOUWANTMYBABYTODIEI
NHERE??
AAAHHHHH!

ICouldSeeHeWasAl
soSt
art
ingToBe
CreepedOut

Me:MenziPlease: '
(IKnowYouAndAviwe
Don'
tGetAlongVeryWel lAndSoonHeMight
Ki
ckYouOutOfTheAr myYouSpentYourLif
e
Tr
ynaPutToget her
Menzi
:
...
..
Me:SeeWhatahhhhh!WhatIIMean.
Menzi
Pl
easeHel
pMe
Menzi
:I'
l
lSeeWhatICanDo
♛ LUTHO'
SPOV♛

IPackedMyThi
ngsCozIWasDoneWit
hThe
Day'
sWork,
IWalkedToMyCarThenMyPhone
Rang

*Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
Wassup?
Si
ya:IJustGotACal
lFr
om TheGuysAndThey
SayTheySawaBlackAndRedRangeRover
Taki
ngEsihl
e
Me:
WHAT?
???
Si
ya:
AndI
t'
sAv
iwe'
sSon
Me:
WHATTHE?
?AVI
WEHASASON?
?
Si
ya:
IWasShockedToo
Me:GetTheGuy
sToget
herNow!I
'
llMeetY'
al
l
AtMyCrib
Si
ya:
ButDudeHe-
Me:
INEEDTOSEEYOURASSESASAP
Si
ya:
RogerThat

THEFUCK?
?AVIWEHASASON?
?THATWAS
SOMEFUCKEDUPSHI
T!!
IGotInMyCarAndDr oveToMy
House,Ev
eryoneWasAlreadyTher
eWit
hThei
r
BlackCars.
ILef
tEver
ythi
ngInTheCarAnd
WentIn

Ray
:Si
yaJustTol
dUsEv
ery
thi
ngNow
Me:GetEver
ythi
ngReadyNow,
Esi
hleCan'
tEv
en
SpendOneNightTher
e
Ray
:ButWeKnowNot
hingBoutThi
sGuy
Me:
DOILOOKLI
KEIGI
VEAFUCK?
?ESI
HLEI
S
PREGNANTWITHMYBABYRAYANDNOW
THEYAREBOTHI NTHEHANDSOFOUR
ENEMY,DOYOUTHINKTHATMORONWILL
JUSTLETTHEM BE??HEMI
GHTKILLMY
CHILD,
MYDAMNCHI LD!
Menzi
:ICanHel
pYouOut(
Standi
ngAtThe
Door
)
Me:
IDon'
tNeedYourDamnHel
pMenzi
Menzi
:HerWat
erAl
readyBr
oke
Me:
WHAT?
?SEEWHATIMEAN?
?
Menzi:
Ther
eAr
eSti
ll
Guy
sBackTher
eWhoSt
il
l
Li
stenToMyOr
der
s
Me:WHATDOYOUWANTMENZI
??JUST
NAMEIT
Menzi
:IWantYouToGi
veMeARespectabl
e
Posi
ti
onInYourAr
myThenI
'
llHel
pYou
Si
ya:Thi
sNi
kkaI
sMad,
Aft
erEv
ery
thi
ngYou'
ve
DoneToUs?
?
Menzi
:ThenEsi
hleMightGi
veBi
rt
hToYour
Chi
ldI
nThatDumpsterAndwhoKnowsMaybe
Avi
werTheJuni
orMightThr
owHerToThe
Dogs
Me:
FINE!YOU'
REI
N
Menzi
:I'
l
lKeepI
tOGCousi
nBr
o
[05/
20,11:
40]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT68♡⇩

Aft
erAWhi
l
eSomeoneOpenedTheDoor
,Av
iwe
GotIn

Avi
weJr:IAr
rangedAMeeti
ngWit
hMrMor
ena
AndICan'
tWaitToMeetUpWit
hHim
Me:
Ahhhh!
Av
iweJr
:What
'sWr
ong?
Me:
Mhmhm Ahhhh!OhMyWo-Ahhhh!
Av
iweJr
:IsTher
eSomet
hingWr
ong?
Me:
PleaseCal
lADoct
or!
Av
iwe:
AndWhyWoul
dIDoThat
?

JustThenHi
sPhoneRang

Av
iwe:
I'
ll
BeBackNowNow,
Don'
tMov
e
Me:
..
..
..
Av
iwe:
ButI
t'
sNotLi
keYouCanMov
e

HeChuckledAndWal
kedOut
,IWasDyi
ngOf
Pai
n.MenziGotI
nWit
haSmil
eOnHi sFace
Me:
CameWi
thSomeHel
p?
Menzi
:WhatMakesYouThinkImmaHelpYou
WhenIAi
n'tEv
enGett
ingShitFr
om Thi
s?
Me:
MENZIAREYOUMAD?
?!!
Menzi
:SomeoneI
sSoNotGonnaGetAnyHel
p
Fr
om Me
Me:MENZII
'
M AHHHHHHHI
'
M DYI
NG
DAMMIT!
!

Menzi
JustLaughedHi
sAssOf
f
"
TheFuckI
sWr
ongWi
thThi
sDude?
?"
   

Menzi
:IHadaLi
lTal
kWi
thLi
lBr
o
Me:
Menzi
ICan'
tLoseThi
sBaby:
'
(:
'
(
Menzi
:Don'
tYouWannaKnowWhatWeWer
e
Tal
ki
n'Bout
?
Me:MENZIPLEASEI
'
M GONNALOSETHI
S
BABYI
FYOUDON' THELPME
Menzi
:SoThatWeCanSt
artOurOwnLi
fe
Toget
her
Me:AHHHHHHH!
!:
'
(MENZIAREAAHHHH
YOUCRAZY??
!

IWasDri
ppi
n'WetFr
om MySweat,
I
tWasSo
HotAndThePai
nWasUnbear
able.

Menzi
:JustKi
ddi
n'YourBoy
fri
endI
sHer
e
Me:
WHERE?
?
Menzi
:JeezCal
m Down
Me:MENZIDON'
TYOUDARETELLMETOCAL-
AHHHH!
Menzi
:IfIWer eYou,
I
'dSav
eMyEner
gyForThe
Pushi
n'Process
Me:
MENZI
!!
Menzi
:He'
sWai
ti
ngForMeToTel
lHi
m ToGet
I
nsi
de
Me:
THEFUCKYOUWAI
TINGFOR?
?
Menzi
:I'
m St
il
lHav
ingFun
Me:MENZIPLEASEJUSTGETMEOUTTA
HERE!
!

HeChuckledAndShowedHisHeadOUTTAThe
Door
,Whistl
edThenPul
ledI
tInAgai
n.
Lut
hoGotI
nKickOpeni
n'TheDoor
,HeRanTo
MeAndHuggedMe

Me:
BabyAaahhh!
Lut
ho:
BabyYouOkay
?IsTheBabyOkay
?
Me:
Aahhh!IDunnoButMyWat
erAl
readyBr
oke
Lut
ho:
Hol
dOnEv
ery
thi
ng'
sGonnaBeOkay
Me:
BabyICan'
tLoseThi
sBaby
Menzi:
OkayLoveBi
rdsMakeI
tQui
ckBef
ore
Juni
orGunPoint
sUsAll
InHer
e
Lut
ho:
ThanksAgai
nBr
o
Menzi
:YouKnowIKeepI
tOneHunni
dWhenI
KeepI
tOG

LuthoPickedMeUpAndWeTookTheBack
DoorAndThr eeBl
ackCarsAndLutho'
sCar
Wer eParkedOut
sideTheYard.
WeGotInt
o
Lutho'
sCarThenSi y
aStart
edTheCar,
WhenHe
DroveAwayGunShot sStart
ed.
TheBlackCarsWereDri
vingBesi
deTheCarFor
Prot
ecti
on,
LuthoKeptWipingMySweatWitha
WetTowel AndHel
pingMeWi thMyBreat
hing.

Me:
BabyWeCan'
tLoseThi
sBaby
,ICan'
tLose
MyBaby
Lut
ho:BabyCal
m Down,
WeAi
n'
tGonnaLose
Pri
ncess
Me:
:'
(

Siy
aPr essedHar derOnThePedalsEveryTi
me
IScreamed,TheyWer eSoCalm EvenThough
ThereWer eCarsChasingAndShoot i
ngAtUs.I
t
WasSt art
ingToGetOut si
deAndIWas
Panicki
ng.WeGotToTheHospi t
al,
WeGotHel p
Immedi at
ely
.LuthoToldThem Every
thi
ngAnd
ThatMyWat erBrokeHoursAgo

Lut
ho:
I'
m TheFat
herCanIComeWi
th?
Doc:
Miss?

IJustNodded

Doc:
OkayThen
Lut
ho:
ThankYou
HeHel
dMyHandAndKeptKissi
ngI
tAl
lThe
WayToTheLabourRoom.
ILiedOnTheBedAndThePr ocess
Start
ed.LuthoWasSoFr eakedOutICoul dSee
RightThroughHim.HeKeptExhal ingWhileHi
s
HandWasABi tShaki
ngAsI tHeldMi ne.
He
KeptKissingMyForeheadAndWi pi
ngMy
Sweat

Doc:
Push!
Me:
Ahhhhh!
Lut
ho:
Rel
axBabyEr
rthi
ng'
sGonnaBeOkay
Me:
Ahhhhh!
Doc:
WeGet
ti
ngTher
e

Ever
yTimeITri
edToPush,
SweatWoul
dCome
Runni
ngOutt
aMySkin.
MyBaeWasSoFr
eakedOutForReal
,
IKept
Hol
dingOnTi
ght
erOnHi
sHand

Doc:
HerPel
vi
cBoneI
sNar
row
Nur
se:
DoesThatMeanTher
eMi
ghtBeaNeed
OfaCSect
ion?
Doc:
IThi
nkSo
Lut
ho:
WhoaWhat
??
Nur
se:
Don'
tWor
ryWeWon'
tRushHer
Lut
ho:
Can'
tYou-
Doc:
WeGonnaTr
yOneLastTi
me

Lut
hoPeckedMyLi
psAndHel
dMyHandAgai
n

Doc:
Push!
Me:
Ahhhhhhh! 
Lut
ho:
YouCanDoThi
sBaby
Doc:
ICanSeeTheHead
Lut
ho:
C'monBabyYouCanDoThi
s
Me:
Aaahhhhh!

IHear
daTinyLi
tt
leCr
yThenILi
edBr
eat
hlessl
y
OnThePi
l
low

Lut
ho:
YouDi
dItBaby
,YouDi
dIt:
D:
):
D
Me:
OurLi
lPr
incess
Lut
ho:
Shhhh

TheDoctorGav
eHerToMe,IWasSo
Drai
ned.
SheLookedSoTi
nyAndYoung,
So
Cute:)

Lut
ho:
SheLooksLi
keYou
Me:
She'
sSoTi
ny
Mom,
Dad,
Vusi
,
Inam,
OlonaAndMenzi
GotI
n

Mom:
MyBaby
Me:
HeyMom :
)
Dad:
SoTheMouseI
sFi
nal
l
yOut
?
Me:
Dad!
Mom:
CanIHol
dHer
?
Me:
YeahGoAhead

Mom TookHer
,TheNur
seCameBackWi
thA
Document

Nur
se:
IHopeI
'
m NotDi
stur
bing
Mom:
NhaaNotAtAl
l
,CameForTheName?
Nur
se:
YesMam
Mom:
OhhOkayLetThePar
ent
sTel
lYouThen
Me:
Mihl
eImi
nqwenoLuhl
ePr
incessMor
ena
Dad:
YhoooSoManyNames
Lut
ho:Mihl
eImi
nqwenoLuhl
eDaddy
'sPr
incess
Morena

WeAl
lLaughed

Mom:
Guy
sBeSer
ious
Menzi
:HowBoutWeAddMenzi
wa?
Lut
ho:
DudeDon'
tBeCr
azy
,YouCan'
tGi
veThat
NameToMyChil
d
Me:
She'
sMi
hleI
minqwenoLuhl
ePr
incess
Mor
ena
Nurse:Mihl
eIminqwenoLuhl
ePr
incessMor
ena
I
tIs.ThankYou
TheNur
seWentOut

Menzi
:CanIHol
dHer
?

TheWhol
eRoom WentQui
et

Menzi
:CanI
?
Me:
Uhhm JeahSur
e

HeTookHerFr
om Mom

Vusi
:SoMyNi
eceI
sFi
nal
l
yWi
thUs
Me:AndYouShoul
dGetYourBabySkil
ls
Toget
herCozYouMightChangeNappi
es
Vusi:
TheNappyPar
tNoThankYou,
MaybeI
MightMakeTheBot
tl
eAndPutAnot
herSpoon
I
nMyMout h
Me:
I'
ll
MakeSur
eYouDon'
tTouchHerBot
tl
e

ISawLut
hoTalki
n'WithDadAndMenzi
,
They
WereSer
iousAsFuckAndMom KeptGl
anci
ng
AtThem.
TheNurseCameBackAndSaidShe
HadToCleanPri
ncessUpSoSheTookHer.
Mom BroughtHerThosePi
nkCut
eBaby
Cl
othesAndBroughtMeFreshCl
othesToo.
IWasGonnaBeDischargedTheFol
l
owing
Morni
ng,
TheFamil
yLeftIncl
udi
ngMenziAnd
Ol
onaEvenThoughOlonaDidn'
tWantToLeave.
Lut
hoDidn'
tLeav e,
HeSatOnTheBedAndPut
MyHeadOnHi sLapWhi l
eWeWat chedOur
Pri
ncessSl
eeping.ICoul
dSenseThat
Somethi
ngWr ongWentDownCozLut ho'
sSoul
WasNotAtEase

Me:
Baby
?
Lut
ho:
Uhmm
Me:
What
'sWr
ong?
Lut
ho:
No'
i
ngWhy
?
Me:YouSoQuiet
,Di
dAny
oneGetHur
tDur
ing
TheShoot
ing?
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
Me:
Baby
?
Lut
ho:BabyIThi
nkYouShoul
dFocusOnYou
AndImiNow
Me:
BabyICanSenseThatSomet
hingI
sWr
ong
Lut
ho:BabyPleaseJustGetSomeRest
Now,YouShouldWorryYoursel
fBoutOt
her
Thi
ngsTomor r
ow
Me:
Lut
hoPl
easeJustTal
kToMe
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
.

HeJustKi
ssedMyFor
ehead
Me:
Lut
hoJustTal
kAl
ready
!
Lut
ho:OKAYFI
NE!RAYGOTSHOT,THE
DOCTORSAYSHEMI GHTNOTMAKEIT.IJUST
FUCKENFOUNDHIM ANDNOW HEMIGHTBE
TAKENAWAYFROM ME

:
'
(:
'
(
[05/
20,11:
42]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT69♡⇩

IJustDidn'
tKnowWhatToSay,
I
tWasClear
ThatLuthoWasWayTooHurt,
WayToo
EmotionalAndWayTooAngr
y
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sor
ryForShout
ingAt
-
Me:
ShhhhI
t'
sOkay
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
..:
'
(
Me:
I'
m Sur
eRay
'sGonnaFi
ghtThi
s
Lut
ho:
AndI
fHeDoesn'
tWi
n?
Me:ThenWe'l
lHaveToUnder
standThatHe
HadToLeaveThisEar
th
Lut
ho:
I'
m NotReadyToLoseHi
m
Me:
YouWon'
tLoseHi
m,WeWon'
tLoseHi
m

ITr
iedToSitI
naPosi
ti
onWhereHisHead
CouldBeOnMyChest
,IKeptBr
ushi
ngI
tWhil
e
HeKeptExhal
ing

Me:
Baby
?
Lut
ho:
Uhm
Me:
Don'
tYouThi
nkYouShoul
dGoHome,
Take
AShowerAndSl
eep?
Lut
ho:
IWannaSt
ayHer
eWi
tchuAndPr
incess
Me:
Nothi
ngIsGoi
ngToHappenToUs,
I
miAnd
IWi
l
lBeFine
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
BeFi
ne
Me:
OkayI
fYouSaySo

WeBot
hKeptQui
etForAWhi
l
e

Me:WhyDi
dMenzi
Hel
pYouOut
?WhatDi
dYou
Pr
omiseHi
m?
Lutho:Esi
hleCanWeNotTal
kBoutThatNow?
Please
Me:
..
..
..
.

Lut
hoLi
ft
edHi
sHeadUpAndLookedAtMe
Lut
ho:
Don'
tTel
lMeYouMad
Me:
I'
m Not
Lut
ho:
OkaySugarHeAskedMeToLetHi
m Be
Par
tOfTheGang
Me:WHAT?
?IHopeYouTol
dHi
m ToGoTo
Hel
l
Lut
ho:
IReal
l
yDon'
tHav
eTheEner
gyForThi
s
Me:DAMNYOULUTHO!YOUAGREED,
DIDN'
T
YOU?
Lutho:
DidIHaveAnotherChoi
ce?
?ItWas
Ei
therThatOrYouGiv
eBi r
thToOurChi
l
dIn
ThatDumpsterAndWhoKnowsWhatThat
Avi
weGuyCoul d'
veDoneToYouOrMyBaby ?
Me:
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
Exact
ly
Me:
IThi
nkYouShoul
dLeav
e
Lut
ho:
I'
m NotGoi
ngAny
wher
e
Me:
Mxm
IPushedHi
m Of
fMeAndGav
eHi
m MyBack

Lut
ho:
AreYouBei
ngForReal
?
Me:
Goodni
ghtLut
ho
Lut
ho:
O-kay

ICoul
dn'
tSleepButIJustFeltLi
keGivi
ngHim
MyBack,IWokeUpToPr incessCry
ingIGuessI
Fel
lAsl
eep.
LuthoWasFastAsl eepWithHisHand'round
MyWai st.IPutI
tAsideAndTookPr i
ncessThen
BreastFedHer ,
SheStoppedSucki
ngAndI
GuessedSheHadEnough. IBur
pedHerThen
Walked'roundTheRoom Ti l
lSheFel
lAsleep
Again.
IAl
soGotI
nBedAndFel
lAsl
eepI
mmedi
atel
y.
IWokeUpI
nTheMor
ningToLut
hoWal
ki
n'
'
roundTheRoom Wi
thPri
ncessI
nHi
s
Hands,
HeWasInFreshCl
othes

Me:
YouTwoLookCut
e
Lutho:
LookWhoJustWokeUp,Someone'
s
MommyI sLazy
.Pr
incessAndDaddyWokeUpa
LongTimeAgo,
WeEv enWentBackHomeAnd
Bathed
Me:
Don'
tTel
lMeYouTookMyBabyWi
tchu
Lut
ho:
C'monBbeI
'
m NotThatSt
upi
d
Me:
HowLongHasSheBeenAwake?
Lut
ho:
SheJustWokeUpNow
Me:Gi
veHerToMe,
IWannaGi
veHerHer
Br
eakf
ast
Lut
ho:Wi
shICoul
dBeTheOneSucki
n'On
ThoseNi
ppl
es
Me:
Mxm
HeHandedPr
incessOv
erToMeAndIBr
east
FedHer

Lut
ho:IWentToCheckUpOnRayBef
ore
Comin'Her
e
Me:
And?

HeSatDownAndExhal
ed

Lut
ho:
Sti
l
lNoDi
ff
erence
Me:
Hav
eYouTol
dYourMom AndDad?
Lut
ho:
JeahAndBoutTheBabyToo
Me:
..
..
.
Lut
ho:TheySai
dThey'
l
lComeAndSeeI
mi
Aft
erGoingToSeeRay
Me:
Mhm
Lut
ho:
IJustHopeHeMakesI
t,
WeDi
dn'
tEv
en
SpendEnoughTi
meToget
her
Me:
I'
m Sur
eRayWi
l
lBeFi
ne
Lut
ho:YourDoct
orSai
dYouBei
ngDi
schar
ged
Today
Me:
Jeah
Lut
ho:Shoul
dIDr
iveYouHomeOrYourDad
Wil
l?
Me:
IfYouCanThenIDon'
tMi
nd
Lut
ho:IGaveMysel
fADayOf
fFr
om Wor
kSoI
HaveEnoughTi
meTo
Me:
OkayThen

IBurpedPri
ncessAndGav eHerToLut ho,
She
WasJustaSweetQui etChil
d.IWentToBath
ThenGotInMyCl othes,ISi
gnedMyDi scharge
PapersThenTookI mi ToTheCarWhi l
eLutho
TookHerThings.ISatAtTheBackWi thHer
Whil
eLuthoDr ov
eUsHome
Lut
ho:I
t'
sSoWei
rdToSeeYouAtTheBackOf
TheCar
Me:
BabyRul
es
Lut
ho:I
miMustGrowUpSoSheCanSi
tAtThe
BackOnHerOwn
Me:
Uhhm Lut
ho?
Lut
ho:
I'
m Al
lEar
sSugar
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryBoutLastNi
ght
Lut
ho:
..
..
..
Me:IWasJustMadThatYouGav
eMenziThat
Ki
ndaPowerOverYouAft
erEv
ery
thi
ngHeHas
DoneToUs
Lut
ho:IJustWant
edToSav
eYouAnd
Pri
ncess,
IHadToSav
eYourAssAndPr
incess
Me:
IKnowAndI
'
m Gr
atef
ulForThat
Lut
ho:
Let
'sJustLetI
tSl
i
de
Me:
SoDoYouTr
ustHi
m?
Lut
ho:NotReal
l
y,HeHasToDoMoreThanHe'
s
Capabl
eOfToGainMyTrustAndHeGotNo
Choi
ceButToFixThi
ngsWithMeNow,
This
Avi
weGuyDoesn'tPl
ayDol
ls
Me:Speaki
n'OfThat
,HowAm IGonnaBeAble
ToGoToSchool WhenHe'
sStil
lOutTher
e?
Lut
ho:MrMorenaOrgani
sedPeopl
eWhoWil
l
Dri
veYouAndVusiToAndFrom School
Me:
Vusi
IsSoNotGonnaLi
keThat
Lut
ho:
HeDoesn'
tHav
eaChoi
ce
Me:
SoWhatWi
l
lHappenNow?
Lut
ho:
Wit
hWhat
?
Me:
Thi
sAv
iweGuy
?HeSeemsReadyForWar
Lut
ho:We'llJustWaitAndSeeWhatHappens
Next,
I
'm JustGladThatYouAndPri
ncessAre
BackHome
WeGotToMyHouse,LuthoHel
pedMeWi th
TheBagsWhil
eICarr
iedTheLi
ttl
eMouseTo
TheHouse.
WeFoundAl l
OfTheUnclesAnd
Aunt
sWaiti
ngForUsInsideWi
thPresent
sAnd
Ther
eWasABi gCakeOnTheTable

Me:
WowGuy
sYouDi
dn'
tHav
eTo
Lut
ho:WeHaveToMakeUpForNotMaki
ngA
BabyShower
Me:
YouKnewBoutThi
s??
Lut
ho:
IPr
omi
sedNotToSayAny
thi
ng
Me:
Thi
sIsSoBeaut
if
ul

ThereWasABigWrit
ingOnTheWall"Happy
Bi
rthdayMi
hleI
minqwenoPr
incessLuhl
e
Morena"
IHuggedThem Al l
ThenTheyGaveThe
Present
s,Pr
incessWasJustLyi
ngOnThe
CouchSucki
n'OnHerHand

Ol
wet
hu:
Ain'
tSheHungr
y?
Me:
WhatDoYouKnowBoutBabi
es?
Ol
wet
hu:
WasOnl
yAski
n'
Owethu:IThi
nkI
t'
sTi
meWeShowYouOur
Sur
priseToo
Me:
WhatI
sIt
?
Owet
hu:
ISai
dIt
'sASur
pri
seDuhh!
Me:
O-kay
Owet
hu:
ComeLet
'sGo
Lut
ho:
CanIComeWi
thToo?
Owet
hu:
JeahYouCan

Lut
ho,
IAndTheTwinsGotUp.
TheyBl
indf
olded
MeThenOpenedTheRoom NextToMine
Me:
What
'sGoi
ngOn?
Lut
ho:
Hol
dOnWeAl
mostTher
e

HeFi
nal
l
yOpenedMyEy
es.
WOW!
!:
D:
)
TheRoom WasSoBeaut
if
ull
yDecoratedAnd
Pai
nted.
Ther
eWereTwoBeauti
fulShadesOf
Pi
nkPlayedWit
h

Me:
Don'
tTel
lMeYouDi
dThi
sOnYourOwn
Owethu:Mom AndDadHel
pedUsHereAnd
Ther
eButThisIsAl
lOurWorkWe'
reNotTal
ki
n'
BoutThatNow
Me:
It'
sSoBeaut
if
ulILov
eItMyJel
l
yTot
s
Ol
wet
hu:
Jel
l
yTot
s?
Me:
Mxm ComeHer
e

IHuggedThem AndKi
ssedThei
rCheeksBut
OlwethuTriedToFi ghtMe.WeWentBackTo
TheLoungeAndThePar t
yStar
ted.
IReall
y
EnjoyedMy selfWithMyWholeFami l
y'r
ound
AndOfCour seBaeToo.IWasHappyToSee
LuthoLaughi n'AndNotStr
essi
n'TooMuch
BoutRay.LaterOnIWentToPutPr incessTo
Sleep,
Lut
hoAccompani edMe.
WeGotToHerRoom AndPutHerInHerTiny
Cut
eCour
t.
LuthoWr appedHi
sArms'
roundMe
AndWeJustLookedAtOurBaby

Lut
ho:
ICan'
tBel
i
eveOurTshunkunasI
sFi
nal
l
y
Her
e
Me:
HahaOurWhat
??
Lut
ho:
It'
sACut
eName,
I
sn'
tIt
?
Me:
HahaNoI
t'
sNot
Lut
ho:Whatever
,I
tAin'
tYour
s.I
'
m Sur
e
Pri
ncess'
sGonnaLikeIt
Me:
I'
ll
Tel
lHerNotToLi
keI
t
Lut
ho:Pr
incessAndIHav
eAl
readyTal
kedAnd
SheLi
kesIt
Me:HeeYouTwoAr
eTal
ki
n'Behi
ndMyBack
Now?
Lut
ho:Speaki
n'OfTal
kin'
Behi
ndYourCut
e
Back,
Pri
ncessSaysSheWantsASibl
i
ng
Me:
YouCr
azy
Lut
ho:I
'
m ForReal
,
RememberWeMadeABet
AndIWonSoIWantMySecondChi
l
d
Me:
NikkaYouCr
azy

Hi
sPhoneRang

Lut
ho:
Got
taTakeThi
s

*
Cal
lConv
o*
Lut
ho:
MyNi
kka
.
..
..
Lut
ho:
WHAT?
?
.
..
..
Lut
ho:
Any
oneGotHur
t?
.
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
Sur
eThi
ng,
I
'm OnMyWay

HeHungUp

Me:
IsEv
ery
thi
ngOkay
?
Lut
ho:TheGuysWentForSomeFew
Dri
nks,
SomeGroupOfGuysStart
edaFight
Wit
hThem AndTher
eWasSomeExchangeOf
Bul
let
sButNoneOfUsGotHur t
.AngaAndSiy
a
GotArr
est
ed.
..
..
..
[
05/
20,
11:
43]Ron:
THUGLI
FE:
Lov
e,Fr
iendshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT70♡⇩

Lut
hoWentToKi
ssI
mi'
sFor
eheadThenCame
ToPeckMyLi
ps

Me:
SoWhatNow?
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
TryToGetThem Out
taPr
ison
Me:
And?
Lut
ho:
AndNot
hing
Me:
CanIComeWi
tchu?
Lut
ho:
HahaYouKi
ddi
n'Ay
t?
Me:
..
..
Lut
ho:
TshunkunasSt
il
lNeedsBot
hOfHer
Par
ent
s
Me:
TheLastTi
meYouSai
dThatYou-

HeSmashedHi
sLi
psOnMi
neAndSt
oppedMe
Fr
om Tal
ki
n'

Lut
ho:
I'
ll
BeFi
ne
Me:
PleaseBeFi
ne
Lut
ho:IGot
taGo,
I
'l
lComeAndCheckUpOn
YouTwoBefor
eIGoToSleep
Me:
OkayCool

IStoodOnMyToesAndPeckedHisLi
ps,He
KissedMyFor
eheadThenWalkedOut
.IWent
BackToTheLounge,
LuthoAndDadWereJust
Leaving.
Mom:
Don'
tDoAny
thi
ngSt
upi
d,MakeNoMov
e
Dad:
May
beTher
eMi
ghtBeANeedForI
t
Mom:
WantMeToTagAl
ong?
Lut
ho:
IThi
nkWe'
l
lBeFi
neMr
sMor
ena
Mom:
OkayI
fYouSaySo

TheyBothWal
kedOut
,WeHear
dTheCar
s
Speedi
ngAway

Uncl
eB:
SomePeopl
eWantToDi
e
Me:
WhyDi
dn'
tYouGoWi
thThem?
UncleB:IDon'tHaveTimeToFi
ghtLi
tt
le
Boys,Thi
sWarAi n'
tMineAndI
t'
sDefi
nit
elyNot
YourFather
's
Vusi
:ThatAviweGuySeemsWayTooPr
epar
ed
ForAnyt
hing
Uncl
eB:
Ever
yGuyHasHi
sOwnWeaknesses
Vusi
:HeDoesn'
tSeem ToHav
eOne

Uncl
eBHi
tVusi
AtTheBackOfHi
sHead

Vusi
:Ouch!What
'sThatFor
??
Uncl
eB:Di
dn'
tYouHearMe?BoyISai
dE-V-
E-R-
YGuyHasHisOwnWeaknesses,
Fi
ndThem
AndUseEm Wi
sel
y
Vusi
:ThatGuyI
sHardToRead,ITr
iedToFi
nd
AnyPotabl
eSomet
hingButFoundNon
Uncl
eB:
Nci
nci
YouReal
l
ySt
il
lABoy
Uncl
eAl
ex:
ThenHel
pThem Out
Uncl
eB:
IDon'
tHav
eTi
meToFi
ghtSmal
lBoy
s
Uncl
eThabang:
IHav
eAPr
oposal
ForYou
Uncl
eB:
I'
m Al
lEar
s
Uncl
eThabang:There'
sThisGuyWhoNeedsA
MercedesMcLarenSLR,CanYouDel
i
ver
?
Uncl
eAl
ex:
GimmeTheDi
git
s
Uncl
eThabang:
8.4I
sTheOr
igi
nal
ButHeSai
d
He'
ll
BuyItBy8.
1
Mom:
That
'sWayTooSi
ck
AuntAmi
sh:YouCoul
dBui
l
dMeAHouseWi
th
ThoseDi
git
s
Uncl
eB:
Consi
derI
tDone
Uncl
eThabang:
YouI
n?
Uncl
eB:
DeeperThanTheOcean
Me:IHearYouTal
ki
n'Bout8.
4And8.
1,What
'
s
That
?

TheyAl
lLaughedAtMe

Me:
What
??
Vusi
:Ar
eYouForReal
?
Me:
IReal
l
yDunnoWhat
ch'
Y'al
lTal
ki
n'Bout
Uncl
eB:
WeTal
ki
n'Mi
l
li
onsSweet
ie
Me:
Wow
Uncl
eAlex:WannaJoi
nTheMi
ssi
on?I
'
m Sur
e
They
'l
lGiveYouaCut
Me:
NopeThankYou
Uncl
eB:
ItWoul
dBeGoodMoney
Me:Don'tFor
getIOwn50%OfLonwabo's
Est
ate,
EveryTi
meMenziGet
saNewCl ientMy
PhoneGoes'Tit
it
i'

TheyAl
lLaughed

Uncl
eB:YouRi
chAsFuck,
IShoul
dKi
dnapYou
AndAskForARansom
Me:
That
'sCr
azy
Uncl
eAl
ex:
AtchoAgeWeDi
dn'
tEv
enHav
eA
Cent
Me:For
tunat
elyForMeMyFatherOwnedABi
g
CompanyAndSurpri
singl
yHeLef
tItToMe
AuntAmi
sh:
SoWhat
chuGonnaDoWi
thThat
MuchMoney?
Me:
IThi
nkIShoul
dGetMy
sel
faCar
Mom:
Isn'
tThatTooSoon?
Me:
Vusi
HasI
t
Vusi
:TagMeAl
ongWhenYouGoi
ngToChoose
Me:
NoPr
obl
em

Mom SaidIShouldGoAndCkeckOnImi And

GoToSl eepAf
terwardsCozIWasGoingTo
SchoolTheFol
lowingDay.
SheFoundSomeone
ToLookAf t
erPri
ncessWhenWe'reAt
School,
SheWasGonnaBeGi venABottl
eSo
Ever
ythi
ngWasSor ted.
IWentToMyRoom AndSl
ept
,IWokeUpTo
SomeoneOpeni
ngMyDoor
Lut
ho:
Sor
ryToWakeYou
Me:
NhaaI
t'
sFi
ne,
DidYouGetThem Out
?
Lut
ho:
Jeah
Me:
That
'sGood
Lut
ho:
IsI
miSt
il
lAsl
eep?
Me:
Yeap
Lut
ho:
I'
m SoExhaust
ed
Me:
YouCanSl
eepOv
er
Lut
ho:
IDon'
tWantMrMor
enaToKi
l
lMe
Me:
He'
dNev
er
Lut
ho:
ThatWoul
dBePur
eDi
srespect
Me:
:(
Lut
ho:YouLookCut
eWhenYouFr
owni
ngYou
Know?
Me:
Mxm :
)
Lut
ho:
That
'sMyBbe

WeHadaLongKi ssThenLut hoLef

t.
IWentTo
CheckUpOnPrincessAndChangedHer
Nappy,
SheWasSt i
llFastAsl
eep.
IWentBackTo
BedAndSleptI
mmedi atel
y.
TheFoll
owingDayIWokeUpAndPr i
ncessWas
Cryi
ng,
IChangedHerNappyAndMadeHer
Bott
le.
IBat
hedWhileSheWasSt i
llSucki
n'On
I
t,
IFoundHerFastAsleep.
IGotDressedAnd
TookHerWi t
hMeToTheKi t
chen

Dad:
DidSheBehav
e?
Me:SheSl
eptPeacef
ull
yButJustCr
iedNon
St
opFewMi nut
esAgo
Mom:AtLeastSheSl
eepsAtNi
ghtUnl
i
ke
SomeoneIKnow
Me:
Mom!
Mom:
ForReal
,
ICoul
dn'
tSl
eepAtNi
ght
Dad:Pr
incessI
sLuckyThatI
miI
saQui
et,
Sweet
Soul
Me:IWoul
dn'
tEv
enLastADayWi
thoutMy
Beaut
ySl
eep

WeAt eBreakf
astToget
herThenOurDr
iver
s
Arr
ived,
WeTookOurSchool BagsAndWentTo
TheCar

Me:
TheyHot
Vusi
:AndTheyAr
eaNoGoAr
ea
Me:
IWasJustCompl
i
ment
ingJeez
Vusi
:Lut
hoHasToHearTh-

VusiPushedMeDownThenWeHear
daGun
ShotAndTheWindowOnVusi
'
sSi
deBroke
Dr
iver
:Dammi
t!
Vusi
:DoSomet
hing!ShootBack!

TheOt herGuyOnThePassengerSeatTookOut
HisGunAndTr iedToShootBack,
TheCarWas
SpeedingSoFastAndIWasSoGl adThatAll
ThatIshWasHappeningWithImiOuttaMy
Womb.
TwoOt herCar
sJoi
nedUsAndHelpedThe
OtherGuyToShootTheTwoCar
sBehindUs

Vusi
:I
t'
sBoutDamnTi
me

IWasSoFreakedOutButVusiHel
dMy
Hand.
TheShooti
ngFinal
l
yStopped

Vusi
:WeLostThem?
Dr
iver
:IThi
nkSo
Me:
Thi
sIsAl
lSoFuckedUp

TheyDr oveUsToSchool ,ICoul

dn'tConcent
rate
I
nCl ass.IKeptReli
vi
ngWhatWentDown. After
School LuthoSaidHe'l
lPickMeUp, HeArri
ved
WithAnga, Thabang(
Lutho'sFri
end)AndMenzi
I
nThei rOwnCar s

Me:I'
m aQueenHey
,I
'm Bei
ngPi
ckedUpBy
FourCar
s
Thabang:
WeCan'
tTakeChancesHey
Anga:
WeDon'
tHav
eAl
lDayGuy
s

IGotInLut
ho'
sCarThenTheyDr
oveAway
,He
Didn'
tHeadToMyHouse

Me:
AndThen?
Lutho:
GotSomeBusi
nessToTakeCar
eOf
Fi
rst

HeGav
eMeHi
sThr
eeGunsAndBul
l
ets

Lut
ho:
CanYouDoMeTheHonour
?
Me:
Cool

ILoadedEm

Lut
ho:
Mor
eReasonsToLov
eYouMor
e
Me:
Don'
tYouEv
erFor
getThat

TheyPull
edOf fI
nFrontOfaDirt
yOld
Buil
ding,
ThereWereGuysCleani
ngGuns
Outsi
deSomePl ayi
ngCards.I
nTwo
Minutes,
Fiv
eBlackCarsPul
ledOff
Lut
ho:
TimeForSomeAct
ion

I
nEachBl ackCarThereWereFiv
eGuysWit
h
GunsObv i
ousl
y.Lutho,
Menzi
,
AngaAndIWent
ToTheGuy sSit
tingOnTheStai
rsWhil
eThe
OthersSt
oodBehi ndUsReadyForAny
Mov ement

Lut
ho:
Aft
ernoonGent
lemen

OneGuyGotUp,
HeHadaMat
chst
ickI
nHi
s
Mout
h

Guy
:HowCanWeHel
pYou?
Lut
ho:
IsBul
l
et'
round?
Guy
:AndI
fISayHe'
sNot
?
Lut
ho:
ThatFer
rar
iGoesWher
ever
,HeGoes
Guy:
ISai
dHe'sNot'
round!NowLeav
eWe
Don'
tWantAnyKi
ndaTrouble
Lut
ho:
Cool
WeLeav
in'

LuthoPunchedTheGuyThenHeldMyHand
AndWeWentI nsi
deWi
thAnga,
ThabangAnd
Menzi.
WeFoundSomeDar k,
Tall
GuyDr i
nki
ng
BrandyWithTwoGuysCount
ingStashesOf
MadibasWi t
hHim

Lut
ho:
Bul
l
etBul
l
etBul
l
et

TheGuyJumpedAndEv
enSpi
l
tTheBr
andyOn
HisShi
rt

Lut
ho:
ThoughtWe'
dNev
erFi
ndYou?
Bul
l
et:
TarLut
hosLi
stenMyBr
oICanExpl
-
Menzi
:YouCanDoThatSomeOt
herTi
me,
We
CameForOurShar
eNow
Bull
et:
WHAT??ButIUsedUpThatMoneya
LongTimeAgo
Lut
ho:
AndHowI
sThatOurPr
obl
em?
Bul
let
:Li
stenBr
o,IGotAHei
stI
nTwoDay
s.I
CanCutYouAGoodDeal Fr
om That
Lut
ho:
For getBoutTheMoney
,WeNeedYouTo
Fi
ndBrandonForUs
Bul
l
et:
WHAT?
?
Lut
ho:
IWantToSeeHi
m ByTomor
row
Bul
l
et:
WeAl
lKnowThat
'sNotPossi
ble
Lut
ho:
YouOweMeNi
kka
Bul
l
et:
BUTTHATDOESN'
TMEANYOUSHOULD
WALKALLOVERME!(
Hit
ti
ngTheTabl
e)

IDunnoHowLuthoGotHoldOfHi
sKnif
eButI
SawBull
et'
sHandBl
eedingAndTheKni
feCut
DeepI
nHi
sHand,
Connect
ingI
tToTheTabl
e

Lut
ho:YouGonnaFindHim AndTell
Hi m IWant
ToSeeHim ByTomorrowEvenIfYouHav eOne
Worki
ngHand.YouOnlyHave12Hour s,
YouCan
GoAndGetYourHandCheckedByaDoct orBut
KnowYouWast i
ngMyTimeWhi chIsMy
Money

Si
yaGotI
nBr
eat
hingHeav
il
y

Si
ya:
I'
veGotGoodAndBadNews

WeAl
lLookedAtEachOt
her

Lut
ho:
GimmeMeThatPuddi
ngFi
rst
Si
ya:RayWokeUpAndWeTookDown5Of
Avi
we'sMenToday
Me:
What
??WowThat
'sGr
eat:
)
Menzi
:AndTheBr
occol
i
?
Si
ya:TheCopsGotEv
idenceBoutTwoOfOur
RecentHei
sts
[05/
20,11:
44]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT71♡⇩

Lut
hoLookedAtEv
ery
one

Lut
ho:
Damni
t!

HeLookedBackAtBull
etWhoHadHi
sHand
Bl
eedi
ngAllOverTheFl
oor
Lut
ho:YouKnowWhat?ForgetBoutThe12
Hours,
IWantToSeeBr
andonTonight
Bul
l
et:
WHAT?
?
Lutho:GetYourGoonsToGetHim ForMe
TonightCozIfYouDon'
t,
We'
llHaveaSeri
ous
Problem
Bul
l
et:
WhyDoYouNeedHi
m SoDesper
atel
y?
Menzi
:That
'sNonYourBusi
nessBOY
Bul
l
et:
Fine!I
'
llSeeWhatICanDo
Lut
ho:MakeI
tHappen,
OurWor
kIsDoneHer
e
MyNikkas

IFel
tSor
ryForThePoorBul
l
etGuy,
HeSeemed
ToBeInPainAndHeWasLosingaLot
taBlood.
LuthoAndTheOt
her
sWalkedOut
,IFol
l
owed
Them.WeGotToTheCarThenDr
oveToThe
Hospit
al
Me:
YouWer
eABi
tTooHar
shOnThePoorGuy
Lut
ho:
HeDeser
vedI
t
Me:
ButSt
abbi
ngHi
sHandLut
ho?
Lut
ho:IDon'
tDoHousesWhenI
tComesTo
Busi
ness
Me:
Yho
Lut
ho:
I'
mImpat
ientINeedBr
andonASAP
Me:
WhoI
sThi
sBr
andonGuy
?
Lut
ho:
SomeGuyWeUsedToWor
kWi
th
Me:
I'
m Li
steni
ng
Lut
ho:
HeCanBeVer yHelpf
ulWhenI
tComes
ToThi
s'Unt
ouchabl
e'Av
iweGuy
Me:WhenLastDi
dYouTal
kToHi
m OrWor
k
Wi
thHim?
Lut
ho:FewYear
sBack,
WeWentToABigHeist
Toget
herWi
thMenzi
,GotSomeBi
gCashAnd
Spl
itI
tThenHeWentHisSeparateWay.
ButFew
WeeksAgoIGotSomeHel pFrom Hi
sGuysFor
OurRecentHei
stsCozTheyGoodAtWhatWe
WereDoing

ThreeRecentHei
st??:oIJustDeci
dedToLet
I
tSlideButMySoul Wasn'
tAtEaseCozThe
CopsFoundEv i
denceBoutThoseSameThree
RecentHeist
s

Lut
ho:
YouOkay
?
Me:JeahI'
m Fi
ne.
..
.ICan'
tWaitToSeeRay
Hey
,I'
m Sur
eYouCan'tWaitToo
Lut
ho:
I'
m WayTooHappyBbeYho:
D
Me:
ICanSeeThat:
)

WeGotToTheHospi
talAndWentToRay'
s
Room,
HeWasJustLyi
ngOnTheBed,Faci
ng
TheDoorWi
thHi
sEy
esLooki
n'I
ntoSpace

Si
ya:
Bro!WeThoughtYouWoul
dn'
tMakeI
t!
Ray
:.
..
..
.
Lutho:YouScaredUsYouMor on!Wel
come
BackFr om TheDeadBro,
HopeYouSentMy
Greeti
ngsToTheGr andpas
Siy
a:DudeHeWasBusyWorki
n'AsAn
Ancestor
,HeDi
dn'
tHav
eTi
meToPl ayHappy
Famil
ies

WeAl
lLaughedExceptRay

Menzi
:YouOkayBr
o?
Ray:
Uhhm I
'm Sor
ryToBur
stYourBubbl
eGuy
s
ButWhoAreY'al
l?
What ??WeAllLookedAtEachOt
her,
The
Disappoi
ntmentInLutho'
sWasBeyondAny
Explanat
ion

Menzi
:WhatDoYouMeanWhoAr
eWe?
Ray
:I'
m Sor
ryButIReal
l
yDunnoYou

WeAllLookedAtEachOt
herAgai
n,
Lut
ho
Exhal
ed

Anga:
SoThi
sMeansNi
kkaLostHi
sMemor
y
Me:IThinkWeShoul
dLeaveHi
m Wit
h
Lut
ho,ThisMayBeTooMuchForHi
m

RauLaughedSoHar
d,WeAl
lLookedAtHi
m

Ray
:YouShoul
d'
veSeenYourFacesHaha
Lut
ho:
YOUFUCKI
N'KI
DDI
N'ME?
?!
Ray
:I'
m BackBr
o

Lut
hoGotCloserToHim AndTheyBot
h
HuggedForALongTime: '
(ThatMoment
WasJustPri
celessMan

Sj
ya:
DudeDoYouWannaKi
l
lUsBef
oreOur
Ti
me?
Ray
:JustWant
edToSeeHowMuchI
'
m Lov
ed
ByY'
al
l
Menzi
:Don'
tEv
erDoThatAgai
nDude

Menzi
HuggedHi
m Too

Si
ya:
SoNowThatOurNi
kkaI
sBack,
I
mma
Twer
kThatOut
Me:
HahaYouCanTwer
k?
Si
ya:
OhhHoney,
I'
m aManOfManyTalent
sBut
I
t'
sHardHeyCozIGotNoBi
gBut
tLikeAnga
Anga:
Don'
tSt
art
Si
ya:
IMeanCheckTheNikka'
sBut
tOut
,I
fHe'
d
BeAStr
ipper
,He'
dMakeMill
i
ons
Me:AndHe'
sGotTheBody
,He'
sJustTheFul
l
Package
Si
ya:
AndHeCanTwer
kToo

Lutho,
Ray,
Menzi
AndThabangWer
eDeadOf
Laughter

Anga:Real
l
ySiy
a??Ni
kkaAr
eYouBei
ngFor
RealRi
ghtNow?
Me:
You'
dMakeAGr
eatSt
ri
p-
Anga:
Don'
tEv
enFi
nishThatSent
ence
Si
ya:
NikkaYouSt
ingy
,We'
dMakeGoodMoney
Lut
ho:
HahaWho'
sWe?
Si
ya:IMeanAngaWoul
dGoAndDoHisThi
ng
ThenComeBackAndShar
eTheMoneyWit
hUs
Anga:
YouReal
l
ySi
ck
Ray
:WhyAr
eYouTwoAl
way
sLi
keThi
s?
Anga:
IAi
n'
tLi
keThi
s,
Thi
sMor
onI
sAl
way
sOn
MyBack
Si
ya:
CozIWannaSeeThatBi
gAssOfYour
s

WeAl
lLaughed

Me:
DudeYouGay
??
Anga:
I'
m Sur
eHeI
s,
He'
sAl
way
sChecki
n'My
AssOut
Si
ya:
I'
m JustAdmi
ri
ngGod'
sWor
k
Menzi
:ByChecki
n'Anot
herNi
kka'
sAss?
?Dude
YouScar
in'
UsNow
Ray
:IfIDi
edIWoul
dn'
tBeAbl
eToHearAl
lThi
s
Madness
Si
ya:ThankYourAncest
orsForNotNeedi
ng
YourHelpThatSi
deAnyti
meSoon
Anga:I
'
m Sur
eTheyDon'
tEv
enMakeJokes
ThatSi
de
Si
ya:DudeTheyAlwaysBusyLooki
nOur
Asses,
Especi
all
yAnga'
s
Me:
WhyHi
s?
Si
ya:CozI
t'
sFatSoI
tNeedsAl
lThatSpeci
al
At
tenti
onYouSee
Anga:
Siy
aJustLeav
eMyAssAl
onePl
ease
Ray
:May
beHeWannaTapI
tFi
rst
Siy
a:OhhPlease,
IGetHoesEver
ywhereI
Ho,WhatAm IGoingToDoWithAnAssNot
JustAnAss,AStealFi
tNi
kka'
sAss?(Usi
nga
Gir
lVoice)
:
vWeJustAl
lCr
ackedI
nLaught
er

Ray:
GayTendenci
es,
TheVoi
ce.
Thi
sNi
kkaI
s
GayGuy
s
Si
ya:IRear
rangePeopl
e'
sFacesWhoSayI
'
m
Gay
Ray
:SoI
'
m NotTheFi
rstOneToSayThat
?
Lut
ho:
May
beYouTheMi
l
li
ont
hPer
son
Ray
:AndYouSt
il
lThi
nkWeLy
ing?
Si
ya:
Let
'
sChangeTheTopi
c
Me:
YouHav
en'
tTwer
kedForUs

Si
yaCameToMeAndIRanWhi
l
eLaughi
ng

Menzi
:HahaJeahNi
kkaWeWannaSeeYou
Twerk
Si
ya:OkayLet
'sReal
l
yDr
opThi
sTopi
cNow
Guys

ABeaut
if
ulYoungNur
seGotI
n

Si
ya:
OhhLal
a

WeAl
lJustChuckl
ed

Nur
se:
SoHowYouFeel
i
n'MrWi
l
son?
Ray
:I'
m Feel
i
ngGoodNowThatYou'
veWal
ked
I
nHere
Si
ya:MrWi
l
sonI
sGood,
CanITal
kToYouForA
Minut
e
Ray:ButMyBodyHasn'
tFul
l
yRecover
edYetI
GuessISti
l
lNeedToSeeYourBeaut
if
ulFace
ForI
tTo
Siy
a:Pati
entAndNurseRelat
ionshi
p?That
'sA
NoNo.WhyDon'tYouLetMeTakeYouOutFor
Lunch?Havi
ngSomet hi
ngWithMrWi l
son
WouldBeALot t
aTrouble
Nur
se:IThi
nkIShouldGo,
YourSupperWi
l
lBe
I
nHereInaFewMi nutesMrWil
son
Si
ya:
YourNumber
?
Nur
se:
IDon'
tDoBoy
s
TheGuy
s:WHOAAAH!

WeAl
lCr
ackedUpI
nLaught
er

Si
ya:
I'
m Sur
eABeauti
ful
LadyLi
keYouDoesn'
t
DoBoys,
SoYourNumber
?
Nur
se:
JustLeav
eMeAl
oneYoungMan

TheNur
seWal
kedOut
,Si
yaFol
l
owedHer
Ray:SoYouTwoAreReal
lyReal
l
yCool
Now?
(Poi
nti
n'AtLut
hoAndMenzi
)

Lut
hoAndMenzi
LookedAtEachOt
herAnd
Bot
hWent"
Jeah"

Menzi
:IReal
i
sedFami
l
yComesFi
rst
Lut
ho:YouJustHadToBatt
leMeForMonths
AndPutMeInaHospit
alBadToReal
iseThat
Menzi
:It
'
sJustLi
feBr
o

Si
yaGotI
nSmi
l
ingLi
keARet
ard

Si
ya:
GuessWho'
sTheMan?
Me:
IGuessSheGav
eYouHerNumber
Si
ya:
OfCour
seNoFemal
eResi
stanceFor
med
Agai
nstThi
sChar
m Shal
lPr
osper
Me:
You'
reJustSomet
hingEl
se

WeSpentFewMinut
esWi t
hRayThen
Left
,Lut
hoDr
oveToMyHouseToSeeI mi.
We
FoundHerPl
ayi
ngWithVusiI
nTheLounge

Lut
ho:
Bro
Vusi
:Br
otherI
nLaw
Lut
ho:
SoThi
sMouseI
sSt
il
lAwake?
Vusi
:SheJustWokeUpFewMi
nut
esAgo
Me:IHopeYouDi
dn'
tOv
erPutHerFor
mul
aIn
ThatBot
tl
e
Vusi
:IDi
dAndIPutSomeI
nMyMout
h
Me:
OhhMyBaby
Vusi
:JustKi
ddi
n'
HeHandedHerOv
erToLut
hoThenLef
tToHi
s
Room

Lut
ho:
ThanksAgai
nForThi
sGi
ftSugar
Me:You'
veBeenThanki
n'MeCount
lessTi
mes
Dude
Lut
ho:
CozI
'
m Real
l
yGr
atef
ul

IGotCl
oserToThem AndWrappedMyAr
m
'
roundI
mi.Lut
hoPeckedMyLips

Me:
IWi
shYouWoul
dSl
eepOv
er
Lut
ho:
Guy
sDon'
tDoSl
eepi
ngOv
ersBbe
Me:
You'
l
lBeDoi
ngI
tForI
miAndI
Lutho:
ThenYouAndImiShoul
dComeAnd
SleepOverAtMyHouse
Me:
DadWoul
dKi
l
lUs
Lut
ho:
ThenI
'
llHav
eToMar
ryYou
[05/
20,14:
42]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT71♡⇩

Lut
hoLookedAtEv
ery
one

Lut
ho:
Damni
t!

HeLookedBackAtBull
etWhoHadHi
sHand
Bl
eedi
ngAllOverTheFl
oor

Lut
ho:YouKnowWhat?ForgetBoutThe12
Hours,
IWantToSeeBr
andonTonight
Bul
l
et:
WHAT?
?
Lutho:GetYourGoonsToGetHim ForMe
TonightCozIfYouDon'
t,
We'
llHaveaSeri
ous
Problem
Bul
l
et:
WhyDoYouNeedHi
m SoDesper
atel
y?
Menzi
:That
'sNonYourBusi
nessBOY
Bul
l
et:
Fine!I
'
llSeeWhatICanDo
Lut
ho:MakeI
tHappen,
OurWor
kIsDoneHer
e
MyNikkas

IFel
tSor
ryForThePoorBul
l
etGuy,
HeSeemed
ToBeInPainAndHeWasLosingaLot
taBlood.
LuthoAndTheOt
her
sWalkedOut
,IFol
l
owed
Them.WeGotToTheCarThenDr
oveToThe
Hospit
al

Me:
YouWer
eABi
tTooHar
shOnThePoorGuy
Lut
ho:
HeDeser
vedI
t
Me:
ButSt
abbi
ngHi
sHandLut
ho?
Lut
ho:IDon'
tDoHousesWhenI
tComesTo
Busi
ness
Me:
Yho
Lut
ho:
I'
mImpat
ientINeedBr
andonASAP
Me:
WhoI
sThi
sBr
andonGuy
?
Lut
ho:
SomeGuyWeUsedToWor
kWi
th
Me:
I'
m Li
steni
ng
Lut
ho:
HeCanBeVer yHelpf
ulWhenI
tComes
ToThi
s'Unt
ouchabl
e'Av
iweGuy
Me:WhenLastDi
dYouTal
kToHi
m OrWor
k
Wi
thHim?
Lut
ho:FewYearsBack,WeWentToABigHeist
Toget
herWithMenzi,
GotSomeBigCashAnd
Spl
itI
tThenHeWentHi sSepar
ateWay.
ButFew
WeeksAgoIGotSomeHel pFrom Hi
sGuysFor
OurRecentHei
stsCozTheyGoodAtWhatWe
WereDoing
ThreeRecentHei
st??:oIJustDeci
dedToLet
I
tSlideButMySoul Wasn'
tAtEaseCozThe
CopsFoundEv i
denceBoutThoseSameThree
RecentHeist
s

Lut
ho:
YouOkay
?
Me:JeahI'
m Fi
ne.
..
.ICan'
tWaitToSeeRay
Hey
,I'
m Sur
eYouCan'tWaitToo
Lut
ho:
I'
m WayTooHappyBbeYho:
D
Me:
ICanSeeThat:
)

WeGotToTheHospi
talAndWentToRay'
s
Room,
HeWasJustLyi
ngOnTheBed,Faci
ng
TheDoorWi
thHi
sEyesLooki
n'I
ntoSpace

Si
ya:
Bro!WeThoughtYouWoul
dn'
tMakeI
t!
Ray
:.
..
..
.
Lutho:YouScaredUsYouMor on!Wel
come
BackFr om TheDeadBro,
HopeYouSentMy
Greeti
ngsToTheGr andpas
Siy
a:DudeHeWasBusyWorki
n'AsAn
Ancestor
,HeDi
dn'
tHav
eTi
meToPl ayHappy
Famil
ies

WeAl
lLaughedExceptRay

Menzi
:YouOkayBr
o?
Ray:
Uhhm I
'm Sor
ryToBur
stYourBubbl
eGuy
s
ButWhoAreY'al
l?

What ??WeAllLookedAtEachOt
her,
The
Disappoi
ntmentInLutho'
sWasBeyondAny
Explanat
ion

Menzi
:WhatDoYouMeanWhoAr
eWe?
Ray
:I'
m Sor
ryButIReal
l
yDunnoYou

WeAllLookedAtEachOt
herAgai
n,
Lut
ho
Exhal
ed

Anga:
SoThi
sMeansNi
kkaLostHi
sMemor
y
Me:IThinkWeShoul
dLeaveHi
m Wit
h
Lut
ho,ThisMayBeTooMuchForHi
m

RauLaughedSoHar
d,WeAl
lLookedAtHi
m

Ray
:YouShoul
d'
veSeenYourFacesHaha
Lut
ho:
YOUFUCKI
N'KI
DDI
N'ME?
?!
Ray
:I'
m BackBr
o

Lut
hoGotCloserToHim AndTheyBot
h
HuggedForALongTime: '
(ThatMoment
WasJustPr
icel
essMan

Sj
ya:
DudeDoYouWannaKi
l
lUsBef
oreOur
Ti
me?
Ray
:JustWant
edToSeeHowMuchI
'
m Lov
ed
ByY'
al
l
Menzi
:Don'
tEv
erDoThatAgai
nDude

Menzi
HuggedHi
m Too

Si
ya:
SoNowThatOurNi
kkaI
sBack,
I
mma
Twer
kThatOut
Me:
HahaYouCanTwer
k?
Si
ya:
OhhHoney,
I'
m aManOfManyTalent
sBut
I
t'
sHardHeyCozIGotNoBi
gBut
tLikeAnga
Anga:
Don'
tSt
art
Si
ya:
IMeanCheckTheNi
kka'
sBut
tOut
,I
fHe'
d
BeASt
ri
pper
,He'
dMakeMi
l
li
ons
Me:AndHe'
sGotTheBody
,He'
sJustTheFul
l
Package
Si
ya:
AndHeCanTwer
kToo

Lutho,
Ray,
Menzi
AndThabangWer
eDeadOf
Laughter

Anga:Real
l
ySiy
a??Ni
kkaAr
eYouBei
ngFor
RealRi
ghtNow?
Me:
You'
dMakeAGr
eatSt
ri
p-
Anga:
Don'
tEv
enFi
nishThatSent
ence
Si
ya:
NikkaYouSt
ingy
,We'
dMakeGoodMoney
Lut
ho:
HahaWho'
sWe?
Si
ya:IMeanAngaWoul
dGoAndDoHisThi
ng
ThenComeBackAndShar
eTheMoneyWit
hUs
Anga:
YouReal
l
ySi
ck
Ray
:WhyAr
eYouTwoAl
way
sLi
keThi
s?
Anga:
IAi
n'
tLi
keThi
s,
Thi
sMor
onI
sAl
way
sOn
MyBack
Si
ya:
CozIWannaSeeThatBi
gAssOfYour
s

WeAl
lLaughed

Me:
DudeYouGay
??
Anga:
I'
m Sur
eHeI
s,
He'
sAl
way
sChecki
n'My
AssOut
Si
ya:
I'
m JustAdmi
ri
ngGod'
sWor
k
Menzi
:ByChecki
n'Anot
herNi
kka'
sAss?
?Dude
YouScar
in'
UsNow
Ray
:IfIDi
edIWoul
dn'
tBeAbl
eToHearAl
lThi
s
Madness
Si
ya:ThankYourAncest
orsForNotNeedi
ng
YourHelpThatSi
deAnyti
meSoon
Anga:I
'
m Sur
eTheyDon'
tEv
enMakeJokes
ThatSi
de
Si
ya:DudeTheyAlwaysBusyLooki
nOur
Asses,
Especi
all
yAnga'
s
Me:
WhyHi
s?
Si
ya:CozI
t'
sFatSoI
tNeedsAl
lThatSpeci
al
At
tenti
onYouSee
Anga:
Siy
aJustLeav
eMyAssAl
onePl
ease
Ray
:May
beHeWannaTapI
tFi
rst
Siy
a:OhhPlease,
IGetHoesEver
ywhereI
Ho,WhatAm IGoingToDoWithAnAssNot
JustAnAss,AStealFi
tNi
kka'
sAss?(Usi
nga
Gir
lVoice)

:
vWeJustAl
lCr
ackedI
nLaught
er

Ray:
GayTendenci
es,
TheVoi
ce.
Thi
sNi
kkaI
s
GayGuy
s
Si
ya:IRear
rangePeopl
e'
sFacesWhoSayI
'
m
Gay
Ray
:SoI
'
m NotTheFi
rstOneToSayThat
?
Lut
ho:
May
beYouTheMi
l
li
ont
hPer
son
Ray
:AndYouSt
il
lThi
nkWeLy
ing?
Si
ya:
Let
'
sChangeTheTopi
c
Me:
YouHav
en'
tTwer
kedForUs

Si
yaCameToMeAndIRanWhi
l
eLaughi
ng

Menzi
:HahaJeahNi
kkaWeWannaSeeYou
Twerk
Si
ya:OkayLet
'sReal
l
yDr
opThi
sTopi
cNow
Guys

ABeaut
if
ulYoungNur
seGotI
n
Si
ya:
OhhLal
a

WeAl
lJustChuckl
ed

Nur
se:
SoHowYouFeel
i
n'MrWi
l
son?
Ray
:I'
m Feel
i
ngGoodNowThatYou'
veWal
ked
I
nHere
Si
ya:MrWi
l
sonI
sGood,
CanITal
kToYouForA
Minut
e
Ray:ButMyBodyHasn'
tFul
l
yRecover
edYetI
GuessISti
l
lNeedToSeeYourBeaut
if
ulFace
ForI
tTo
Siy
a:Pati
entAndNurseRelat
ionshi
p?That
'sA
NoNo.WhyDon'tYouLetMeTakeYouOutFor
Lunch?Havi
ngSomet hi
ngWithMrWi l
son
WouldBeALot t
aTrouble
Nur
se:IThi
nkIShouldGo,
YourSupperWi
l
lBe
I
nHereInaFewMi nutesMrWil
son
Si
ya:
YourNumber
?
Nur
se:
IDon'
tDoBoy
s
TheGuy
s:WHOAAAH!

WeAl
lCr
ackedUpI
nLaught
er

Si
ya:
I'
m Sur
eABeauti
ful
LadyLi
keYouDoesn'
t
DoBoys,
SoYourNumber
?
Nur
se:
JustLeav
eMeAl
oneYoungMan

TheNur
seWal
kedOut
,Si
yaFol
l
owedHer

Ray:SoYouTwoAreReal
lyReal
l
yCool
Now?
(Poi
nti
n'AtLut
hoAndMenzi
)

Lut
hoAndMenzi
LookedAtEachOt
herAnd
Bot
hWent"
Jeah"
Menzi
:IReal
i
sedFami
l
yComesFi
rst
Lut
ho:YouJustHadToBatt
leMeForMonths
AndPutMeInaHospit
alBadToReal
iseThat
Menzi
:It
'
sJustLi
feBr
o

Si
yaGotI
nSmi
l
ingLi
keARet
ard

Si
ya:
GuessWho'
sTheMan?
Me:
IGuessSheGav
eYouHerNumber
Si
ya:OfCour
seNoFemaleResi
stanceFor
med
Agai
nstThi
sChar
m Shal
lPr
osper
Me:
You'
reJustSomet
hingEl
se

WeSpentFewMinut
esWi t
hRayThen
Left
,Lut
hoDr
oveToMyHouseToSeeI mi.
We
FoundHerPl
ayi
ngWithVusiI
nTheLounge
Lut
ho:
Bro
Vusi
:Br
otherI
nLaw
Lut
ho:
SoThi
sMouseI
sSt
il
lAwake?
Vusi
:SheJustWokeUpFewMi
nut
esAgo
Me:IHopeYouDi
dn'
tOv
erPutHerFor
mul
aIn
ThatBot
tl
e
Vusi
:IDi
dAndIPutSomeI
nMyMout
h
Me:
OhhMyBaby
Vusi
:JustKi
ddi
n'

HeHandedHerOv
erToLut
hoThenLef
tToHi
s
Room

Lut
ho:
ThanksAgai
nForThi
sGi
ftSugar
Me:You'
veBeenThanki
n'MeCount
lessTi
mes
Dude
Lut
ho:
CozI
'
m Real
l
yGr
atef
ul

IGotCl
oserToThem AndWrappedMyAr
m
'
roundI
mi.Lut
hoPeckedMyLips

Me:
IWi
shYouWoul
dSl
eepOv
er
Lut
ho:
Guy
sDon'
tDoSl
eepi
ngOv
ersBbe
Me:
You'
l
lBeDoi
ngI
tForI
miAndI
Lutho:
ThenYouAndImiShoul
dComeAnd
SleepOverAtMyHouse
Me:
DadWoul
dKi
l
lUs
Lut
ho:
ThenI
'
llHav
eToMar
ryYou
[05/
20,14:
43]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2
#I
NSERT72♡⇩

TheFoll
owingDayIWokeUpAndGotReady
ForSchool
,IKeptSmi
li
ngToMy sel
fWhenI
ThoughtBoutWhatLuthoSai
dThePrevi
ous
Night
.
ImiWasSt i
llAsl
eepSoILetHerBe,
IGotAText
From OkoSay i
n'HeWannaMeetUpWi t
hMe
LaterThatDay.
IWentToTheKi
tchenAndFoundMom And
Vusi

Me:
Mor
ning
Mom:
YouCameHomeLat
eLastNi
ght
Me:Lut
hoHadSomeFewEr
randsHeHadTo
Run
Mom:
Whi
chI
ncl
udeVi
olence
Me:
IsTher
eSomet
hingWr
ong?
Mom:YouCan' tGo'roundAccompanyi
ngLutho
I
nHisActi
vit
ies,Luhl
eIsSti
ll
aBaby,You'
l
lBr
ing
HerAl
lThatBadSpi r
it
Vusi
:YhoSoManyBabyRul
es
Mom:
YouHav
eToBeI
ndoor
sBef
oreSunset
Dad:AndYouShouldComeStrai
ghtHome
Aft
erSchool
(Joi
ningUsInTheKit
chen)
Me:
YhoNoFr
iendVi
sit
s?
Dad:Nope,
YouTheOneWhoDeci dedTo
BecomeAPar entAtTheAgeYouShoul
dBe
Enj
oyingYourTeenageYear
s
Me:
Wow

TheTwinsAlsoJoi
nedUsAndWeHad
Breakf
astToget
her
,Si
sLul
ama(Luhl
e'
sNanny
)
GotIn

Mom:
HeySweet
ieComeAndJoi
nUs
Lul
ama:
Mor
ningEv
ery
one
Us:
Hey
Lul
ama:Wher
e'sTheNewMemberOfThe
Famil
y?
Me:
She'
sSt
il
lAsl
eepI
nMyRoom
Lul
ama:
CanIGoAndCheckUpOnHer
?
Me:
JeahSur
e

SheWal
kedUpTheSt
air
s

Vusi
:Mom I
sSoGonnaLoseHerHusband
Mom:
Why
?
Vusi
:Ai
n'
tYouScar
edToHav
eAnot
herWoman
I
nTheHouse?
Mom: OhhSweethear
tNoOneCanRockMr
Morena'
sBedLikeICanSoISt
oppedWor
ryi
ng
BoutOtherHoes
Me:
DadAi
n'
tNoLanceAny
mor
e,Ri
ghtDad?
Dad:
YourMom I
sMyAl
lMyLov
ings

TheyBot
hLookedAtEachOt
herAndSmi
l
ed

Olwet
hu:
Ncooooah.
NowCanWeEatSoThat
YouCanDri
veUsToSchool
?ThisLov
eyDov
ey
MomentIsGonnaMakeUsLat
e

MyPhoneRangAndI
tWasANumber

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
UnknownNumberHel
l
o
Cal
l
er:
IsThatTheWayYouAnswerYourPhone?

Lut
ho'
sMom -
_-
Me:
Sor
ryHel
l
oMa
L'
sMom:
IWannaSeeMyGr
anddaught
erToday

ILookedAtMom

Mom:
What
?
Me:
Lut
ho'
sMom Want
sToSeeI
mi
Mom:
You'
l
lGoToLut
ho'
sHouse

IWentBackToThePhone

Me:
We'
l
lMeetAtLut
ho'
sHouse

SheDr
oppedTheCal
l"She'
sAWi
tch"
Vusi
:IFeel
Sor r
yForI
mi,She'
ll
WitnessHer
Mom AndGr andmaArguingCozIKnowYou
Wil
l
Mom: TheMi
nut
eSheTur
nsThi
ngsLef
t,
Come
BackBaby
Me:
IWi
l
l

Lul
amaCameDownWi
thI
miI
nHerAr
ms

Lul
ama:
She'
sUp
Me:NcoahSomeoneDidn'
tWantMom To
Leav
eWi t
houtSeei
ngHer

ITookHerAndPlayedWithHeraLi lButShe
JustGaveMeLit
tleSmi
les,IHandedHerOv er
ToLulama,
ITol
dTheRent sBoutMyMeet i
ng
WithOkoAndTheyHadNoPr oblem WithThat
.I
ThenTookMyBagAndWentToTheCarWi th
Vusi
.
OurDr
iver
sDroveUsToSchoolAndTher
eWas
NoShooti
ngThatTookPl
ace,
ThankGoodness.
WeGotToSchool
,
Inam MetUsHal
fwayToThe
Gat
eAndHadSomeKi ssi
ngMorni
ngSessi
on
Wit
hVusi

Me:
Eeuww
Vusi
:Cl
oseYourEy
es
Me:
I'
m Gone

ILeftThem AndWentToMyCl
ass,
ITr
iedTo
StudyaLil
.Lut
hoCall
edMe

*
Cal
lConv
o*

Me:
Bbe
Lut
ho:
Mot
herOfMyChi
l
d,HowI
sMyBabe
Doi
ng?
Me:
GreatBbeYou?
Lut
ho:
I'
m GoodEspeci
all
yThatRayI
sBack
Now
Me:That
'sGreatHey
,SoWhoYouWi
th?IHear
Ot
herVoicesAtTheBack
Lut
ho:
It'
sMenzi
AndRayAr
gui
ngOv
erWhi
ch
GameToPlay
Me:I
'm SureYouMustBeEnj
oyi
ngYour
sel
ves
Ther
e,JustTheZi
zweBoysOnl
y
Lut
ho:YeahSomethi
ngLi
keThat
,Mom Sai
dShe
WantsToSeePri
ncess
Me:I
mmaComeOv
erToYourHouse,
We'
l
lMeet
Ther
e
Lutho:IThoughtYourMom Woul
dWantHerTo
ComeOv erToYourHouse,
IWantToBeWit
chu
WhenYouMeetWi thHerSoThatSheWon'
t
StartNoWar
Me:HahaSoWhatAr
eYouNow?My
Body
guard?
Lut
ho:
I'
m YourEr
rthi
ngSweet
hear
t

TheOt
herTwo,
Menzi
AndRayWent"
Whooooo"
'
YouTwoJustShutUp'
,
ThatWasLut
ho
Respondi
ngToThem

Me:I
'm Tr
ynaSt
udyHer
eSoWe'
l
lTal
kLat
er
Kay
?!
Lut
ho:
Lov
eYou

The'
Whooo'
WentOnAgai
n

Me:Tel
lThoseI
diot
sToShutUp:
)ILov
eYou
TooBbe
HeHungUpThenIWentBackToMy
Wor
k,I
nam GotI
nSmi
li
ng

Me:
Don'
tTel
lMeVusi
HitI
tHer
eAtSchool
I
nam:
That
'sWhatTheToi
l
etsAr
eFor
Me:
Eeuuww
I
nam:JustKiddi
n'ButIWoul
dn'
tMi
ndGet
ti
n'
SomeMorningQuicki
e
Me:
Gir
lYouBad
I
nam:I
t'
sBeenAWhi
l
eSi
nceVusi
AndIHad
SomeSessi
on
Me:
I'
m Sur
eMyBr
otherI
sSoVer
yHungr
y
I
nam:He'sAlway
sHungr
y.SoWhat
chuDoi
ng
Aft
erSchool
?
Me:MyBr
oSai
dIShoul
dMeetUpWi
thHi
mIn
Town
I
nam:
BigBr
other
?
Me:
ItTur
nedOutThatLonwaboHadASon
I
nam:
OhhWow

"
Hell
oLadi
es",
I
nam AndIBothTur
ned
Heads.
WTF??ItWasLi
thaAndThobel
a

Li
tha:
Hel
l
oBi
tt
erEx,
Hel
l
oMi
ssMor
ena
I
nam:
WhatDoYouWantLi
tha?
Li
tha:
Hel
l
oInam
I
nam:
Hel
l
oLi
tha,
ByeLi
tha(
Get
ti
n'Up)
Li
tha:Don'
tTel
lMeYouSt
il
lMadCozOfOur
AncientOl
dPast
I
nam:
Mxm
Thobel
a:Hel
l
oEsi
hle
Me:
Hel
l
oThobel
a,
Hel
l
oLi
tha
Li
tha:
ISeeYouTwoAr
eSt
il
lBeaut
if
ul
I
nam:
WhyWoul
dn'
tWeBe?
Li
tha:WhoKnows?Ther
eAr
eManyThi
ngsOut
There
I
nam:
Mxm
Thobel
a:CanWeTal
k?
Me:
Tal
k
Thobel
a:Pr
ivat
ely

ISt
oodUpAndWeWentToStandFewFeet
AwayFr
om I
nam AndLi
tha

Thobel
a:IJustWannaApologi
zeForEv
ery
thi
ng
ThatWentDownBet weenUs
Me:I'
veAl
readyFor
giv
enYouThobel
aAnd
For
gotBoutAllOfI
t
Thobel
a:ButINev
erFor
got
Me:
AndI
'
m Al
soSor
ryForEr
rthi
ng
Thobel
a:CanWeSt
artOnaCl
eanSl
ate?
Me:
JeahSur
e
Thobel
a:TarAvTol
dMeThatYouGav
eBi
rt
h
Alr
eady,
How'sTheBaby
?
Me:She'
sCute,
She'
sTiny,
She'
sLi
tt
le,
She'
s
Qui
etAndShe'sBeaut
if
ul
Thobel
a:SheHadToBeBeaut
if
ulLi
keHer
Mother
Me:
JeahAy
t,SoHowHav
eYouBeen?
Thobela:I
'
veBeenGood,
IWasAccept
edI
n
Univ
ersit
yWit
hLitha
Me:
What
chuTwoDoi
ngHer
e?
Thobel
a:Ther
e'r
eSomeDocument
sLi
thaHad
ToPickUp
Me:
ISee
Thobel
a:SoHowHav
eYouBeen?
Me:
I'
veBeenGoodToo
Thobel
a:SoFr
iends?
Me:
JeahFr
iends

WeHuggedAndWentBackToTheInf
uriat
ed
AndBor
edInam Wi
thLi
thaWhoKeptProvoki
n'
Her

Li
tha:
IGuessOurWor
kIsDoneHer
e,ByExBy
MissMorena

TheyLef
t

I
nam:IJustWi
shVusi
Coul
dSt
rangl
eTheLi
fe
Out
taLi
tha
Me:MyBr
otherI
sSt
il
lTooYoungToGoToJai
l
Honey
I
nam:
IHat
eLi
tha
Me:
IKnow
SchoolWasJustSchool
,
LaterOnMyDri
ver
DroveI
nam AndIToTown.WeFoundOko
Alr
eadySeat
edWi t
haGlassOfJui
ceInFront
OfHim

Me:
HeyBi
gBr
o
Oko:
Huh?
Me:
What
?
Oko:
IDi
dn'
tExpectYouToCal
lMeThatWay
Me:
YouMyBr
oDudeIHav
eTo
Oko:
ThenIGuessThi
sMeet
ingI
sInVai
n
Me:
How?
Oko:
IWant
edUsToDoThatDNATest
Me:ThereWon'tBeNoNeedForThat
,OkoThi
s
I
sMyFr i
endInam,BbeThi
sIsOkoWho
HappensToBeMyBi gBrot
her
Oko:
Ni ceToMeetYouI
nam (
Taki
n'HerHand
I
ntoHis)
I
nam:
NiceToMeetYouTooOko:
)
Me:OkayEnoughWithTheInt
roduct
ion,
I
'm
Star
vingLet
'sMakeOurOrder
sAndOkoWi ll
Pay
Oko:IThoughtYouWer
eGonnaPayMi
ss
I
ndependent
Me:
YouDoThePay
in'
AsTheBi
gBr
o
Oko:
JeahAy
t

WeDidOurOr dersThenIExcusedMy selfAnd

WentToPee.WhenICameBack, TheTwoWer e
Chatt
in'
,
Laughin'
AndSeemedToBeEnj oyi
ng
EachOther
'sCompany .
OkoReall
ySettl
edTheBil
lThenMyDriveDr
ove
I
nam AndIHome. IGotHomeAndChangedInt
o
ALongDr essAndAJacketThenTook
Pri
ncess'
sThingsAndMine.
LuthoCameTo
Pi
ckUsUp

Lut
ho:
MyTwoBeaut
if
ulLadi
es
Me:
LookWho'
sHer
eImi
,
Someone'
sDaddy
Lut
ho:
HeyBbe
Me:
HeyLov
e

WeHadaBr i
efKissThenHeKissedI
mi's
Forehead.
HeTookHerBagAndPutI tAtThe
BackOfTheCar ,
I
mi AndISatAtTheBack

Me:
FoundBr
andonYet
?
Lut
ho:
Nhaa
Me:
What
chuGonnaDoThen?
Lut
ho:TheGuy
sAndIAr
eTr
ynaPutSomet
hing
Toget
her
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryHey
Lut
ho:
Don'
tWor
ryWe'
l
lFi
ndHi
m

HeParkedInFrontOfHisHouseThenTookI mi
AndHerBag. WeWentInsi
de,
FleecesWereOn
TheFloorWithChi
psOfPopCor ns'r
ound.Ray
AndMenzi WereBusyOnTheT. VScreenAnd
Contr
oll
ersInThei
rHands.
ThereWer eTonsOf
BeerBott
lesAndCansOnTheFl oorToo

Me:
WhatADumpst
er
Ray
:MyNi
ece
Me:
Y'al
lAr
eSt
il
lInYourBoxer
s
Menzi
:WeDon'
tHaveSomewhereToGoToSo
WhyWast
eOurCleanCl
othes?
Me:
Yho

IPi
ckedUpTheFl
eecesAndFol
dedThem
Neat
ly
Me:
SoY'
al
lThr
eeSl
eptHer
eInTheLounge?
Ray
:WeWer
eCel
ebr
ati
ngMyComeBack
Me:
JeahAy
t

IColl
ectedTheBott
lesAndPutThem I
na
Plast
icBagThenSweptTheFloorWhil
eMenzi
AndRayKeptSay i
n'"LuuManShe'
sFor
Keeps,100%Wif
eMat er
ial
"
I
mi Fel
lAsl
eepI
nRay'sAr
msThem ITookHer
ToLuu'sRoom.
IWentToTheKi
tchenAndThe
Fr
idgeAndCupboar
dWereEmpty,
IOrder
ed
Pi
zza.
I
naFew, I
tGotDel
i
vered.TheGuy
sWentToGet
DressedThenWeSat'r
oundTheTabl
eAndAte
WhileChat
ting

Me:
SoMenzi
CameToSpendSomeHol
i
day
'
roundHer
e
Menzi
:IAi
n'
tHer
eForHol
i
day
,I
'm Her
eFor
Good
Me:TheThr eeOfYouLi
vi
ngToget
her?Lutho
Tel
lMeI fYouWantYourHouseToTurnIntoa
Dumpster

SomeoneKnockedOnTheDoor,
RayWentTo
OpenUp.
ItWasLuu'
sMom WithOlona

Ol
ona:
Wher
e'sTheBaby
?
Luu,
Menzi
AndRay
:Hel
l
oToYouTooOl
ona
Ol
ona:
SisEsi
hle
Me:
YesBaby
Ol
ona:
Wher
eIsTheBaby
?
Me:
YouGr
eetFi
rst
Ol
ona:
Hel
l
oEv
ery
one
Us:
Hel
l
oLhol
ho
Ol
ona:
NowWher
eIsTheBaby
?
Menzi
:YouAr
eTooOl
dForYourAge
Luu'
sMom:
Aft
ernoon
Us:
HiMa
Luu'
sMom:
Wher
e'sTheBaby
?
Me:
LemmeGoAndGetHerNowMa

IWentToLuu'
sRoom AndCameBackWi
th
Imi
.Ol
onaJumpedAndMetMeHalfWay

Ol
ona:
CanIHol
dHer
?

ISmil
edAndGav eHerToOlonaButWrapped
MyArms'roundTooForAnyPossibl
eThing
ThatCoul
dHappen
Ol
ona:
SheLooksLi
keBhut
'Luu
Me:
NoSheLooksLi
keMe
Ol
ona:
CanIGoAndPl
ayToy
sWi
thHer
?
Me:
She'
sSt
il
lTooYoungForThatBaby
Luu'
sMom:
Esi
hleGi
veMeTheBaby-
_-

SheLookedSoIrr
it
ated,
ITookLuhl
eAndGav e
HerToHer.SheTookaLongInspect
iveLookAt
Her

Luu'
sMom:
SoShe'
sReal
l
yMySon'
s

TheFuck?
?  
[05/
20,14:
44]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2
#I
NSERT73♡⇩

MyHeartSankaLil,
MaybeAnInchAndAHalf
Wit
haSlightSi
dewaysTwist
.ICoul
dFeel
Tear
s
For
mingInMyEy es,
HowCouldThisWoman
Hat
eMeSoMuch? ?WhatDidIEverDoToHer?

Lut
ho:
IThi
nkYouShoul
dLeav
e(Looki
n'AtHi
s
Mom)
L'
sMom:
ExcuseMe?

IJustGotUpAndRanUpTheSt air
sToLuu'
s
Room,IHeardLut
hoTel
li
n'HisMom ToLeave
Again.
IGotToHisRoom AndThrewMysel
fOn
HisBed,ICr
iedALil
.
Af
teraWhil
eIHear
dFootstepsGoingUpThe
St
air
sThenTheDoorOpened,IFel
tLut
ho'
s
War
m HandTouchi
ngMyShoul
der

Lut
ho:
Sugar
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
Bbe

IJustSatUpSt
rai
ghtAndLookedAtHi
m,He
WipedMyTears

Lutho:ILoveYouOkay?
!YouAndI
mi Ar
eMy
All
.I
'l
lNeverLetAny
thi
ngComeBetweenUs
Me:
Wher
eIsYo-
Lut
ho:
She'
sGone,
IAskedHerToLeav
e
Me:
..
..
..

HeHeldMeByMyCheekAndPeckedMy
Li
ps,
HisKi
ssesWer
eIr
resi
sti
bleEv
enI
fIWas
Mad.
IHel
dHim Ti
ghtAndKissedHi
m Hungr
il
y,
I
Coul
dSeeASmi l
eFormingOnHisLi
ps.
WeKi
ssedPassi
onat
ely

Me:
Wher
e'sI
mi?
Lut
ho:
Play
ingI
nTheLoungeWi
thHi
sUncl
es
Me:
AndOl
ona?
Lut
ho:
Mom For
cedHerToLeav
e
Me:
..
..
..
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sor
rySheHadToBeLi
keThat
Me:
It'
sFi
ne
Lut
ho:
NoI
t'
sNot
Me:
..
..
..
.

LuthoPi
ckedMeUpAndPutMeOnTopOf
Him,WeKissedAgai
n.Lut
hoKeptRunni
ngHi
s
HandDownMyBack,
TouchedMyAssAndKept
Br
ushi
ngMyBoobs.
WeBot hKi ssedHungr il
y ,
ICouldFeel Lutho
Gett
ingHar derAgainstMyAssCozIWas
Si
tti
ngOnHi sManhood. HeUnzi ppedMyDr ess
Fr
om Behi ndAndLower edItsArmsTi l
lItWas
Half
wayDown, HePl antedWetKi ssesOnMy
Neck,SuckedOnMyBoobsAndJustAnyOt her
Pl
aceHeCoul dGetHi sHandsAndMout hOn.I
Pul
ledUpHi sT-shir
tAndJustRanMyHands
DownHi sAbdomi nalPar t,
IKeptTouchi ngHis
PackAndKi ssi
ngHi sNeckToo.
WeBot
hSt
oodUp,
IWasSoSoShor
t
TheDr essJustSl
i
dDownOnItsOwn,I
UnzippedAndTookOffLut
ho'
sPants.
He
LookedWayTooBi gThanTheLastTi
meI
Checked

Lut
ho:
YouLookLi
keYou'
veSeenaGhost
Me:
NikkaYouHuge

HeJustChuckl
edAndPutMeOnTheBed, He
Sl
owlyTookOffMyPant
iesWhil
ePlanti
ng
Ki
ssesOnMyVeejayj
ay.
IPul
ledDownHi s
Boxer
s,YEZUS!
!   TheNi kkaWas
GonnaKill
Me.

Lut
ho:
YouTense

IJustSi
ghed

Lut
ho:
BbeWassup?
Me:
IDunno
Lut
ho:
GetUp
Me:
Huh?
Lut
ho:
JustDoI
t
IGotUpThenHeSatOnTheBedAndPutMe
OnTopOfHi m,HeKissedMeSlowlyAnd
Passionat
ely
.MyBodySt ar
tedCalmingDown
BitByBitTi
llIWasLostInTheWor l
dOf
EnchantmentOfLutho'sKi
sses.
Whil
eIWasSti
ll
LostInTher
e,IFel
tSomethi
ng
Shar
p,Bi
gAndHardPenet
rat
ingThroughMy
Cooki
e: '
(:
'
(
I
tHur
tedI
tReal
l
yDi
d

Me:
AAAHHHHHH!
!
Lut
ho:
Sor
ry
Me:
AAAAAHHHHH!LUTH-LUTHOTHI
SHUR-
I
THURTS
Lut
ho:
HeyLookAtMe

Tear
sWer
eSt
art
ingToSt
ream DownMy
Cheeks,
Lut
hoDi dn'tPul
lOut.HeMadeMeLook
AtHim AndHeKi ssedMeAgai nSl
owly,
ITri
ed
ToKissHim BackButIWas
Trembli
ng.
Somet hi
ngLiquidAndHotStreamed
DownMyCooki e,LuthoStoppedKi
ssi
ngMeI
GuessHeFeltItToo

Lut
ho:
PleaseDon'
tLookDown

ISt
art
edBei
ngScar
ed

Lut
ho:
Please

HeSl
owl
yTr
iedToPul
lOut

Me:
Aaaaahhhhh!
Lut
ho:
ShhhSor
ry
HeFi
nall
yDidThenHeHuggedMeAndHel
d
MeClosel
y

Lut
ho:
I'
m Sor
ryOkay
?!

IJustLookedAtHim Bl
ankly,
HeJustHeldMe
CloseAndDidn'
tLetGo.IJustHel
dHim Too

Lut
ho:I
'm Sor
ryForHur
ti
ngYou,
IShoul
dn'
t
HaveDo-

IJustSmashedMyLi psOnHisWhil
eTears
Fl
owedDownMyCheeks, MyCooki
eWasOn
Fi
re.Lut
hoKissedMeBackAndPulledAway.
He
WipedAwayMyTear sThenPl
ant
edASoft,
Wet
PeckOnMyFor ehead
Lut
ho:
Let
'sGoAndTakeABat
h

IJustNoddedAndGotUp,
APuddleOfMy
BloodWasOnHi sLap.
ISt
oodTher
eWithMy
MouthWideOpen

Lut
ho:
Sor
ry

IJustSt
art
edCr
yingAl
lOv
erAgai
n

Lutho:
HeyLookYouGonnaBeOkay
,Let
'
sBat
h
ThenI'
llTakeYouToADoct
or

HeTookATowelThatWasI
nTheRoom And
WipedTheBl
oodWhil
eISawSmal
lDot
sOf
Bl
oodOnTheFloor
,Wher
eIWasSt
andi
ng.
Lut
hoGotCl
oserAndHuggedMe
Lut
ho:
I'
m SoSor
ryBbe

IJustLookedAtHim Bl
ankl
y,
HeHeldMeSo
CloseWhileISobbedOnHisChest
.IFi
nal
l
y
StoppedThenLuthoMadeMeLookAtHi m

Lut
ho:
YouOkay
?

IJustShr
uggedMyShoul
der
s

Lut
ho:
LemmeGoAndRunUsABat
h

INodded,Lut
hoTookTheTowel AndWal
kedTo
TheBathroom.IJustSt
oodThereAndWat
ched
AsDropsOfMyBl oodDri
ppedToThe
Fl
oor,
LuthoFinal
lyCameBack
Lut
ho:
YourWat
erI
sReady
Me:
Thanks

IWalkedToTheBathr
oom AndLef
tLut
ho
Taki
n'CareOfTheMessIMade.
IGotI
nsideTheTub,SatDownAndJustPlayed
Wit
hTheWat er.
LuthoGotInThenSatBesi
de
TheTub,HePutHisHandInTheWat erAnd
Hel
dMi ne

Lut
ho:
HowYouFeel
i
ngNow?
Me:
ItSt
il
lHur
ts
Lut
ho:GetCleanedUpThenI
'
llDr
iveYouTo
TheDoctor
Me:
I'
m Sur
eI'
l
lBeFi
ne
Lut
ho:
WeCan'
tTakeChances
Me:MaybeI
t'
sJustThatI
t'
sTooEar
lyCozI
JustGav
eBi
rth
Lut
ho:
ButWeShoul
dBeSur
e
Me:
YouCanTakeMeToTheDoct
orTomor
row
Lut
ho:
YouSur
e?
Me:
Jeah

HeSmashedHi
sLi
psOnMi
ne

Lut
ho:
I'
ll
TakeAShower
Me:
Sur
e

LuthoGotUpAndWentToTheShower ,
I
Fi
nishedBathingAndTheBleedi
ng
Stopped.
LuthoAndIBothWentToLoti
onThen
GotDressed.WeWentToTheLoungeAnd
FoundMenzi AndRayWatchingAm XRated
Mov i
e
Me:
MyPoorDaught
er
Menzi
:She'
sAsl
eep
Lut
ho:ButThatDoesn'
tGiv
eYouTheRightTo
WatchThatKindaThi
ngInHerPr
esence
Ray
:YouTwoJustDi
dThat"
Thi
ng"aFewAgo

WeJustAllChuckled,
ITookImi AndTookHer
ToHerRoom. LuthoAlsoHadaCot t
ageAnda
Room ForHerInHisHouseToo. IWentTo
Bed,
DrankPainKill
ersAndSleptImmediat
ely
.I
WokeUpToLut hoDroppi
n'Somet hi
ngOnThe
Fl
oor

Lut
ho:
YouAwake
Me:
YouWokeMeUp

HeWasDr
essedI
nAl
lBl
ack
Me:
Missi
on?
Lut
ho:
JeahBr
andon
Me:
Hear
dAny
thi
ngBoutHi
m?
Lut
ho:
JustRumor
s
Me:
Car
eToShar
e?
Lutho:I
'
llTel
lYouWhenI
'
veGotMyFact
s
Str
aight
Me:
KayThen,
CanIHel
pWi
thTheLoadi
ng?
Lut
ho:
HahaJeahSur
e

HeThr ewHisGunToMeAndTheBul l
ets,
I
HelpedHim Wit
hTheLoadi
ngThenHanded
OverHisGunToHim Whil
eHeFini
shedGetti
n'
Dressed.

Me:
ComeBackI
nOnePi
ecePl
ease
Lut
ho:
Pri
ncessSt
il
lNeedsMeHey
Me:
AndISt
il
lDoToo

HeSatOnTheBedAndPeckedMyLi
ps

Lut
ho:
How'
sThePai
n?
Me:
Bet
ter
Lut
ho:
I'
m Real
-
Me:
IKnow

IPeckedHisLi
psThenHeGotUpAnd
Left
.Pri
ncessWokeUpThenIWentToAttend
Her.
LuthoCameBackAt4InTheMor ni
ng,
He
ShoweredThenGotInBed.
ILai
dMyHeadOn
HisChestAndJustFel
tAndHeardI
tBeat

Me:
SoWhatDi
dYouFi
nd?
Lut
ho:LookLet'
sJustTal
kBoutUsNowAnd
For
getBoutErr
thi
ngElse
Me:
WhatBoutUs?
Lut
ho:
Wher
eYouGoi
ngToSt
udyNextYear
?

Uh-
Oh!IJustKeptQui
et

Lut
ho:YouWereNotPl
anni
ngOnLeav
ing
Pri
ncessAndI
,
WereYou?
Me:
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
IGuessIShoul
dDr
opThatTopi
c
Me:IWantedToGoOutt
aTheCi
tyAndGoToA
NewPlaceAndMeetNewPeopl
e
Lut
ho:
ISee

ICoul
dHearTheSadnessFr
om Hi
sVoi
ce
Me:
Baby
Lut
ho:
Uhm?
Me:
AreYouMadAtMe?
Lutho:
NhaaIWon'
tSt
andI
nTheWayOfYour
DreamsEsi
hle
Me:
BabyC'
mon
Lut
ho:
SugarI
'
m Ti
red,
I
'dLi
keToHav
eMySl
eep

AtLeastHeSaidSugar:(HeKi ssedMy
For
eheadThenCl osedHi
sEy es.WeBothFell
Asl
eep.TheFoll
owingDay,
WeBot hWokeUp
AndFreshenedUp.IMadeBreakfastForThe
BoysAndIThenLut hoDr
oveUsToTownTo
GoToADoct or
.TheDoct
orSaidIBledCozI t
WasTooEar lyToHaveSexualInter
courseAft
er
Natur
alBir
th.
LuthoSaidWeShouldGoAndLookForImi'
s
ClothesAft
erTheDoct
or.
Aft
erTheCl
othesWe
WentToGr abSomethi
ngToEat
Lut
ho:
Whoa
Me:
What
?
Lut
ho:
Ain'
tThatYourBr
other
'sGi
rl
fr
iend?

ITur
nedAndSawI
nam Ki
ssi
ngaGuy

Me:
Hol
dHer
e

IHandedPr
incessOv
erToLut
ho

Lut
ho:
MyGangst
erQueen

IJustLaughedAndWal
kedToThei
rTabl
e

Me:
THEFUCK?
?INAM!
OKO!
   
[05/
20,14:
45]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

IKnowSomeOfY'all
WannaKil
lMeAndSt uf
f
MeUnderThei
rBedsButISt
il
lLoveY'
all
EvenIf
I'
m TheWor
stHatedPer
sonInYourBooksAyt
Now     ♡

#S2

#I
NSERT74♡⇩

Oko:
Lil
Sis
Me:
..
..
..

I
nam Coul
dn'
tLookAtMe,
HerEy
esWer
e
Ev
ery
wher
eExceptAtMe

Me:
Real
l
yInam?REALLY?
I
nam:
LookICanExpl
ain
Oko:
IsTher
eSomet
hingI
'
m Mi
ssi
ngGuy
s?
Me:
Thi
sGi
rlYouJustKi
ssedWi
thI
sMy
-
Lutho:HeyGuy
sBy
eGuys.
..
.Let
'
sGoSugar
(Pull
i
n'MeByMyArm)
Me:
LeggoOfMeLut
ho
Lut
ho:
IHav
eToGoSomewher
e
Me:
I'
ll
TakeaTax
i
Lut
ho:
SugarLet
'sGo
Oko:
SoI
sThi
sMyBr
otherI
nLaw?
Me:
He-
Lut
ho:
Jeah.
..
.Ni
ceToFi
nal
l
yMeetYouMan
Oko:
SameHer
e
TheyShookHands

Lut
ho:
Let
'sGoNowBbe

IWasBoi l
i
ngAndLuthoCouldSeeRi
ght
ThroughMe,I
nam KeptQui
etAndSheWas
Shaking

Me: YOU!(Poi
nti
n'AtI
nam)Bet
terTel
lVusi
Er
rthingBefor
eI-
Lut
ho:
Sugar
!
Me:
Nx!

Lut
hoGav
eMeADi
rt
ySt
areAndWeWal
ked
Away
Me:
What
?
Lut
ho:
YouSuchADr
amaQueen
Me:Real
ly?WhatWouldYouDoIfYou'dSee
Ray
'sGir
lf
riendSmoochi
n'Wi
thAnotherGuy
?
Lutho:
:vTakeAPi
ctur
eAndTeaseRayWi
th
It
Me:
YouCr
azy
Lut
ho:
YouAl
mostMadeAScene
Me:
Inam NeededOne
Lut
ho:
NotI
nFr
ontOfMyDaught
erThough

IJustSmi
l
edAndLookedAtHi
m

Lut
ho:
IDon'
tWantPr
incessToBeCr
azyLi
ke
You
Me:
Am IThatCr
azy
?
Lut
ho:
TrustMeYou'
re
Me:
JeahAy
t

LuthoAl
readySet
tl
edTheBi
ll
SoWeWalkedTo
HisCarThenHeDroveUsToMyHouse

Me:
Bbe?
Lut
ho:
Sugar
Me:
I'
veBeenThi
nki
n'
Lut
ho:
Bout
?
Me:YouSaidBrandonHel
pedYouWi t
choThr
ee
RecentHei
stsAyt?SoWhatI
fHe'sTheOne
WhoReportedTheThreeHei
stsToThe-
Lutho:ITol
dTheGuysButSi
yaAndThabang
Don'tWannaBel
iev
eMe,TheyWereGood
Fri
endsWi t
hHim
Me:
OhhAndAnga?
Lut
ho:
He'
sJustI
nBet
ween
Me:
SoWhat
chuGonnaDo?
Lut
ho:IGuessIGot
taFi
ndSomet
hingTo
Convi
nceThem
Me:
AndThatI
s?
Lut
ho:
IDunnoYet
,I
'
m St
il
lThi
nki
n'
Me:
AndTheRumor
s?
Lut
ho:
SomeoneTol
dMeThatHeSawBr
andon
Wit
hAviwe
Me:
Wow
Lut
ho:
Jeah
Me:
WhatBoutBul
l
et?
Lut
ho:ICan'
tRel
yOnaJunki
e,
ThatNi
kkaI
sSo
Usel
ess
Me:
I'
m Sor
ryBbe
Lut
ho:
Don'
tWor
ryI
'
llGetThr
oughThi
s
Me:
WishICoul
dHel
p
Lut
ho:
YouTaki
n'Car
eOfOurDaught
erI
sThe
Onl
yHel
pINeedFr
om You
Me:
:)
Lut
ho:
YouSmi
l
in'

IJustGi
ggl
edLi
keALi
lGi
rl
ILov
edLut
hoWi t
hMyAll
,IHadNoDoubt
,He
WasTheOnlyGuyIWant
edToBeWith.
WeGotToMyHouseThenLut hoHel
pedMe
Wit
hImi'sBagsWhil
eICarri
edHerToThe
HouseCozSheWasAsl eep.
WeFoundVusiAnd
TheTwinsWatchi
ngT.V

Me:
Babi
es
Vusi
:HeyYous
Twi
ns:
Hel
l
oLov
ebi
rds
Lut
ho:
:)Lov
ebi
rds?ILov
eThat
Me:
Wher
eEm Par
ent
sAt
?
Vusi
:DadHadToGoBackToWor
k,Mom Went
OutWit
hAuntAmi
sh
Me:
LemmeGoAndPutThi
sMouseToSl
eep
Lut
ho:
IGuessI
'
llSeeYouGuy
sLat
er
Me:
KayThen.
Imi
SayBy
eDaddy
Lut
ho:
ByeMyCut
eLi
lPr
incess

HeKissedHerTi
nyCuteLi
psAndFor
ehead
ThenPeckedMyLips

Twi
ns:
Ahem!
Vusi
:GetARoom!

LuthoChuckledThenSaidGoodbyeToThem
ThenLeft
.IWentToPutI miToSleepThen
WentToPr epareSomethi
ngForLunchInThe
Kit
chen,
Vusi GotI
nAndTookAnAppl eOutta
TheFri
dge
Me:
WhenLastDi
dYouChatWi
tchoGi
rl
fr
iend?
Vusi
:LastNi
ghtWhy
?
Me:
SoSheHasn'
tCal
l
edOrText
edYou?
Vusi
:WasSheSupposedTo?
Me:
Uhhm Nhaa
Vusi
:I
sTher
eSomet
hingYouNotTel
l
in'
Me?
Me:
Nhaa
Vusi
:YouKnowYouCan'
tLi
eToMeAy
t?
Me:
..
..
..

IWasCaughtBet
weenTel
l
in'
Vusi
TheTr
uthOr
Let
ti
n'Er
rthi
ngSl
i
de

Vusi
:Esi
hle?
Me:
Uhm?
Vusi
:Wassup?
Me:
IDunnoWhet
herToTel
lYouThi
sOrNot
Vusi
:JustTel
lMeAl
ready
Me:Her
eGoesNot
hing.
..
..
ISawI
nam Ki
ssi
ng
Wi
thOkoThi
sAft
ernoon

HeKeptQui
etForAWhi
l
eAndTookaBi
gBi
te
OnHisAppl
e

Me:
PleaseSaySomet
hing
Vusi
:Wow
Me:
Promi
seMeYouWon'
tDoAny
thi
ngSt
upi
d
Vusi
:I
'l
lBeBack
Me:
Don'
tHur
tAnyOfThem Pl
ease

HeJustGaveMeAQuickStar
eThenTook
LungesOut
taTheRoom.
IExhal
edAndWent
BackToMyPots.Asi
thandi
leAndIt
handil
e
Joi
nedMeAndWeTal kedBoutAnyt
hingAnd
Err
thi
ngTi
l
lIFi
nishedCookin'AndDi
shUpFor
Us.
IWentToMyRoom AndFedPr i
ncess, She
Didn'
tSleep,
SheJustSuckedOnHerHandsAnd
KeptLookin'AtMe.SheWasSoTi ny,CuteAnd
Beauti
ful.
SheHadLut ho'sEyes,
MyBabyWas
Trul
yABl essi
ngToMe. IFel
lAsleepWhi le
Admiri
ngMyWor kWi t
hLut ho.
IWokeUpTo
SomeoneKnocki n',
Pri
ncessWasAsl eep.IGot
OffTheBedAndWentToOpenUp, ItWasVusi
HeLookedAwf ul
.IPul
ledHimI nForAHug

Me:
I'
m Sor
ry
Vusi
:Am ITooYoungOrTooImmatur
eForHer
?
ITri
edToChangeForHer
,ITr
iedToShowHer
HowMuchSheMeansToMe
Me:You'
rePer
fect
lyFi
ne,
There'
sNothi
ngYou
Di
dn'
tDoToShowHerAl lYourLov
e
HeBrokeTheHug,
Ther
eWereCryst
alsI
nHis
Eyes,
HeWasTryi
n'ToBeSt
rongButICoul
d
SeeHeWasHurt

Me:
It'
sOkayToLetI
tAl
lOutYouKnow
Vusi
:FuckI
nam!I
'
m DoneWi
thThi
sLoy
alt
yShi
t!
Me:
YouDon'
tMeanThat
Vusi
:Tr
ustMeIDo
Me:
SoHowAr
eThi
ngsBet
weenYouTwo?
Vusi
:I
'm DoneWi
thHer
.DONE!
Me:
I'
m Real
l
ySor
ry
Vusi
:I
'm Fi
ne.
Wher
e'sMyFood?
Me:
InTheWar
mer
Vusi
:Sur
e

HeWal
kedOut
,IHear
dMom'
sFoot
stepsUp
TheSt
air
sThenHeKnockedOnMyDoor

Me:
ComeI
n

SheGotI
n

Mom:
WassupWi
tchoBr
other
?
Me:
It'
saLongSt
ory
Mom:
SoHow'
sPr
incess?
Me:
She'
sOkay
Mom:
AndLuu'
sMom?
Me:
Sti
l
lTheSame
Mom:
IHat
eThatWoman
Me:
IKnow
Mom: YouShouldGetReady
,Lut
ho'
sTaki
n'You
OutForDinnerToni
ght
?
Me:
Real
l
y?
Mom:
JeahGoAndGetReadyBef
oreIChange
MyMi
nd,
I'
l
lTakeCar
eOfImi
Me:
IWonderWhat
'
sSoSpeci
alBoutI
t
Mom:
JustGoAl
ready

IWentToTakeAQuickShowerThenWhenI
WentOutToMyRoom, Mom Al
readyHadMy
Cost
umeOut.IGotDr
essedAndSheDidMy
MakeUp.
IWentDownstai
rsAndFoundLut
hoWi
th
Dad.
LuthoGotUpAndLookedAtMe

Lut
ho:
YouLookBeaut
if
ul
Me:
Thanks
Dad:
DareBr
eakHerHear
tEverAgai
n,
I'
l
lKi
l
l
YouWit
hMyOwnBar eHandsBoy
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sur
eIt
'l
lNev
erGetToThat
..
..
.Let
'
s
GoBbe

WeGotToHisCarThenHeDroveUsToThis
Rest
aur
ant
,NoOneWasInsi
deBesidesATabl
e
ForTwoWi
thCandl
esAndFlowers.

Me:
BbeI
sThi
sAl
lForMe?
Lut
ho:
MayI
?(Handi
n'Hi
sHandToMe)

HeTookMyHandAndAccompani edMeTo
TheTabl
e.HeOpenedTheChai
rForMeThen
WeSatDown

Lut
ho:
YouReal
l
yLookBeaut
if
ulToni
ght
Me:
YouDon'
tLookBadEi
ther
Lut
ho: IDon'
tEv
enKnowWher eToStart
,Esi
hle
ThankYouForCarry
ingAndGivi
ngBir
thToMy
Chil
d.YouGaveTheMostBeauti
ful
And
Pri
celessGif
t.
I'
l
lFor
everBeGratef
ulForThat
,I
MayNotBeThePer fectBoy
fri
endYouNeed
ButIPromiseYouThisOneThing,
I'
l
lLoveYou
Ti
llIGotNoEnergyLeftI
nMeToLov eYou
Anymor e

HeGotDownOnOneKnee
"
HELLNO!
"    

Lut
ho:Esi
hleMor
enaWi
ll
YouPleaseMakeMe
TheHappi
estManOnEar
thAndMarryMe?

DON'TBI
TEMYHEADOFF
PLEASE  
[05/
20,14:
46]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2
#I
NSERT75♡⇩

IJustSt
oodTher
eInAwe,Lut
hoLookedAtMe
AndSmiled.
MyHandsJustRushedToMy
Mouth

Me:
Uhhhmm I
-Wow
Lut
ho:
..
..
.

IDi
dn'
tKnowWhatToSay,
TearsJustDi
dAll
TheTal
ki
n'.
Lut
hoGotUpAndWi pedMyTear
s
Wit
hHisThumbs,
NowaRiverWasFlowi
ng
DownMyCheeks

Lut
ho:ILov
eYouMissMorenaAndIWantTo
MakeYouTheMotherOfAl
lMy20Kids
Me:
20?
?  
Lut
ho:
Final
l
ySheSmi
l
es

IExhal
ed,
Lut
hoLookedAtMeWi
thCur
ious
Eyes

Me:
I'
m St
il
l17Lut
ho
Lut
ho:
IKnow
Me:Don'tYouThi
nkWe'r
eSt
il
lYoungToBe
Taki
n'ThisHugeSt
ep?
Lut
ho:Esi
hleILoveYouAndOnl yYou.
LikeI
Tol
dYouBef ore,
IWantPri
ncessToGrowUpI n
aWarm,HealthyEnv
ironmentWit
hBothOfHer
Par
ent
s'round
Me:
ButMar
ri
ageLut
ho?
Lut
ho:
Esi
hleDon'
tYouLov
eMe?
Me:Lut
hoYouKnowILov eYouAndTher
e's
Not
hingIWantMoreThanLiv
ingAl
lMyLif
e
Wit
chuAndPri
ncess
Lut
ho:
ThenWhat
'sYourPr
obl
em?

IJustKeptQui
etAndLookedAtHi
m.

Me:CanYouGi
veMeSomeTi
meToThi
nkBout
Thi
s?
Lut
ho:
..
..
.
Me:
Please?
Lut
ho:
OkayFi
neIGi
veYouThi
sOneWeek
Me:
ThanksBbe

IPeckedHi
sLi
ps,
HePul
l
edMeI
nForADeeper
Kiss.

Lut
ho:
I'
m St
arv
ing,
WeShoul
dEat

Thr
eeWai
ter
sCameWi
thPl
atesAndPutThem
I
nFr
ontOfUs,
Lut
hoJumpedForHi
s

Me:
NoGr
ace?
Lut
ho:
LadyI
'
m St
arv
in'

WeBot hChuckl ed,

HeSaidGr aceAndThenWe
St
ar t
edDi ggin'
In.
TheDesser tCameAndI tWas
OnPoi nt
,AfterEati
ngLuthoTookMeByMy
HandAndTookTheSt air
sUpToTheRoof .We
WentToTheEdgeAndWeCoul dViewThe
OceanFrom TheTop, ItWasSoBeaut if
ul.
The
BreezeWasOut taThi
sWor ld.TheSkyWasSo
Cl
earAndBeaut if
ulWithStarsAndAFul l
Moon

Me:
Thi
sIsSoBeaut
if
ulBbe
Lut
ho:
ButDoesn'
tCompareAtAnyLev
elTo
TheMotherOfMyPr
incess
Me:

Lutho:
IWannaWakeUpToThisPr
ett
yFace
Err
dayEvenI
fIt
'sMadAtMyAss
Me:
BabeYouGonnaMakeMeCr
y
Lut
ho:
Esi
hleILov
eYou
Me:
ILov
eYouTooMrZi
zwe

HePul l
edMeInForAKiss,
ADeepOneAt
That.
HeBrokeTheKiss,
PutHi
sChinOnMy
Shoul
derThenIFel
tHim Unzi
ppi
n'MyDr
ess
From TheBack

Me:
Lut
ho?
Lut
ho:
Uhhm?
Me:
What
chuDoi
ng?
Lut
ho:
Let
'sGoForASwi
m

AShoot
in'
StarPassedBy
Lut
ho:IWishToLiv
eAll
MyLifeWit
hThis
Beaut
if
ulLadyAndMakeHerHappyEr
rday
Me:
YouSer
ious?
Lut
ho:
IGrewUpWithPeopl
eMaki
n'Wi
shes
WhenTheySeeAShoot
in'
Star
Me:
AndHowExact
lyWi
l
lACometGr
antYou
Wi
shes?

HeJustChuckl
edAndShr
uggedHi
sShoul
der
s

Lut
ho:
Let
'sGoForTheSwi
m
Me:
TheTi
deI
sHi
ghAtNi
ghtBbe
Lut
ho:
WeWon'
tGoTooFar
Me:
AndPl
usTheWat
erI
sCol
d
Lut
ho:
YouGonnaGetYourBut
tInThatWat
er
Me:
DoIHav
eAChoi
ce?
Lut
ho:
Nope

IChuckl
edAndTookHisHand,
WeWentDown
TheStai
rsAndWalkedToTheBeach.
There
WereFewPeople'r
ound,
SomeJustWalki
n'On
TheSand,SomeJustWat
chi
ngTheWav es.
The
WavesWer eBi
gSoLuthoSai
dLet'
sJustSit
DownAndWat chThem.

Me:
WhoWouldDar
eSwi
mInTheseKi
nda
WavesYho

LuthoTookMyHandAndPutI
tInHi
s,
HeFi
rst
KissedI
tThenPl
ayedWi
thI
t

Lutho:
WithAvi
we' r
ound,
We'l
lHaveToSpend
LessTimeTogether.
IDon'
tWantHim ToGetTo
YouOrImi,
HeMi ghtUseYouToGetToMe
Me:
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
YouMi
ghtSeeMeOnceI
naWeek
Me:
WHAT?
?
Lut
ho:
I'
ll
Cal
lYou
Me:
That
'sNotGoodEnoughLut
ho
Lut
ho:I
'
m Sor
ryBabeButWeGotNoOt
her
Choi
ce
Me:
IHat
eThi
sAv
iweGuy
Lut
ho:
NotMor
eThanIDo
Me:SoHaveYouTol
dMenzi
AndRayBout
Br
andon?
Lut
ho:
Jeah
Me:
And?
Lut
ho:
TheyBel
i
evedMe
Me:AtLeastYouGotPeopl
eOnYour
Si
de.
..
Let'
sJustHopeBrandonWon'
tPl
ayThe
Ot
hersWhileTheyAr
eStil
lTaki
n'Hi
sSi
de
Lut
ho:
I'
m Sur
eHeWi
l
l
Me:IHopeSiy
aAndThabangBel
i
eveYou
Bef
oreHePlaysThem
Lut
ho:
IHopeSoTooCozI
'
dBeDoomed

ICouldSeeHisFaceTurni
ngBl
ur,
MyBabeWas
Real
lyStr
essedOut.
IRubbedHi
sBack,
He
LookedAtMeAndSmi led

Me:
Err
thi
ngWi
l
lBeFi
neBbe
Lut
ho:
IHopeSo

IPeckedHisLi psAndGotUpThenWentTo
StandCloserToTheWat er,
I
tCameOv erMy
Feet,
ColdAsI ce.
IJumpedAndAt temptedTo
RunButLut hoWasSt andingFi
rm Behi
nd
Me,HePushedMeBackAndTheWat er
SplashedOnBot hOfUs.
Me:
LUTHO!
!

HeLaughedAndRanAwayFr
om Me

Me:
I'
m SoGonnaKi
l
lYou!
Lut
ho:AndBeReadyToAnswerThousand
Quest
ionsFr
om I
mi
Me:
Mxm

HeSmi l
edAndWal kedTowardMe,HeHeldMy
HandsAndPul l
edMeI nForAKi
ss,ITr
ipped
AndPushedHi mI ntoTheWater
,HeFellOnHis
ButtAndErrPartOfHi sPant
sAndHalfOfThe
JacketGotWet.ILaughedAndRanAwayFr om
Him

Lut
ho:
IHopeYouKnowYouHav
eToPayFor
Thi
s
Me:
 
Lut
ho:
Someone'
sSoGonnaMakeLov
eToMe
WhenShe'
sOkayDownTher
e
Me:
KeepOnDr
eami
n'
Lutho:
WeShoul
dGetGoi
ng,
I
'm Sur
ePr
incess
MissesHerMom Now

HeHeldHi sHandOutToMe, IGotCloserTo

Him AndHeldIt.
HePi ckedMeUpAndRanI nt
o
TheWat erWit
hMe, ITri
edToFightHim ButHe
WasWayTooSt rongerThanMe

Me:
LUTHO!

IScreamedAndKickedButHeDidn'
tLetGoOf
Me,HeFinal
l
yLoosenedHisGri
p.
Me:
DudeDoYouWannaKi
l
lMe?

HeLaughedAndRanOut taTheWat er,We

WalkedToHi sCar ,
HeOpenedHi sBootAnd
TookOutTwoTowel sThenGav eOneToMe. He
UnzippedMyDr essAndHel pedMeTakeI t
Off,
HeChangedToaSl eev elessT-shirtWi
th
ShortsThenDroveUsToHi sHouse. RayAnd
Menzi WereNot'round,
TheyLef taNot eSayi
n'
TheyAtAnga'sPlace.LuthoTookOurWet
Clot
hesAndPutThem I nTheWashi ngMachi ne
ThenWeWentToHi sRoom AndTooka
ShowerTogetherThenGotI nBed. LuthoPutMy
HeadOnHi sChestAndPl ayedWi t
hMyHai r

Me:
Baby
?
Lut
ho:
MyLov
e?
Me:
BoutMeMov
in'
Out
taTheCi
tyNextYear
,I
-
ICoul
dFeel
HisHear
tBeatRat
eIncr
easi
ng

Me:
Uhhm IWasSer
ious
Lut
ho:
Oh

ILi
ft
edMyHeadUpAndLookedAtHim,
Ther
e
WasSoMuchSeri
ousnessOnHi
sFace,
Not
EvenaCr
ackOfaSmile

Lut
ho:I
sThi
sTheReasonYouHav
eToThi
nk
BoutMyPr
oposal
?
Me:
..
..
..
.
Lut
ho:
Right
Me:BbePleaseDon'
tBeLi
keThat
,CanWeTal
k
BoutThi
s?
Lut
ho:
IHaveAnEarl
yMeeting
Tomor
row,
Goodni
ghtSugar
.
HePl
acedaPeckOnMyFor
eheadAndCl
osed
Hi
sEyes.
"
O-W-
K-Y"
IAlsoTr i
edToDr i
ftAwayToSl eepButI
Couldn'tButFinall
yDi dAndLut hoWasFast
AsleepWhenIDi d.IWokeUpTheFol l
owi ngDay
AloneInBed, WithTheRi ngLuthoPr oposed
WithOnLut ho'
sPillow. ITookItAndPutI tOn
MyFi nger,
ItFit
tedPer fect l
y.
ITookI tOffAnd
PutItOnHi sDr esser,
Ther eWasaSweat pant
AndT- shir
tOnTheDr esser .
IWentToTakea
BathThenWor eTheCl othesTakenOutFor
Me.IPutTheRi ngInTheSweat pants'Pockets
ThenWentDownst airs.IFoundLut hoDr essed
InaSui t
,Makin'Breakf ast

Me:
GoodMor
ning
Lut
ho:
Jeah
"
OHHSOWEWERESTI
LLI
NTHATPREVI
OUS
NI
GHTMOOD"

JustThenMenzi
Wal
kedDownTheSt
air
sWi
th
Ray

Ray:
Mor ni
ngYouTwo,
SoSoonToBeMr
s
Zi
zwe,CanWeSeeTheRing?

Lut
hoLookedAtMyLeftHand,
ThenAtMeAnd
WentBackToHisPan

Menzi
:Ar
eWeMi
ssi
ngSomet
hingOutGuy
s?
Br
o?

Lut
hoJustLookedAtHi
m ThenBackAtWhat
HeWasDoing.
Ray
:Guy
sWher
e'sTheRi
ng?
Lut
ho:Br
eakfastI
sReady,
IWon'
tJoi
nYouI
HaveAnEarl
yMeet i
ng.
RayPl
easeDr
iveEsi
hle
ToHerHouse.

WithThatSaid,
HeTookHisCarKeysAnd
Bri
efcaseThenWentForTheDoor.
MenziAnd
RayLookedAtMe

Lut
ho:
What
chuDoi
ngHer
e?
Voice:IHearThatYou'
veBeenLookin'
AllOver
ForMe, HereIAm InaPl
att
er.
ThatMustBeThe
FutureMr sZi
zwe,YouGoodWitchoChoicesBr
o.

TheGuyWalkedTowar
dMe,
HisBody
Buil
d  HeWasHotI nShort
sAnda
FadedSl
eev
elessT-
shi
rt
.
HeTookMyHandAndKi
ssedI
t

Guy:I
'
m Brandon,I
'm SureYouMust
'v
eHear
da
Thi
ngOrTwoBoutMe. SoWho'
sThis
Lov
ely,
Beauti
fulLady?

THEFUCK?
?
[05/
20,14:
47]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

CanYouPleaseBr
ingBackMyLi
kes
PLEASE!
?

#S2

#I
NSERT76♡⇩
O-
W-K-YTheGuyWasOuttaThi
sWorld.
..
.Lut
ho
Cl
earedHi
sThroatAndBr
andonRel
easedMy
Hand

Lut
ho:
I'
m Sor
ryI
'
mInaHur
ry,
ICan'
tTal
kNow
Br
andon:
IHav
eAl
lTheTi
meI
nTheWor
ld

Lut
hoHel
dTheDoorAndLookedAtBr
andon

Brandon:LuuBroRelax,
IAin'
tInaHur
ryLi
ke
You,I
'l
lHaveBreakf
astFir
stAndThenLeave.

ICoul
dSeeLuu'
sJawsTi
ght
eni
ng

Br
andon:SoHow'sTheHangov
erHommi
es?I
t
WasLitLastNi
ght
Lut
ho:
LastNi
ght
?
Brandon:JeahWasThr owin'
aPart
y,I
nvi
ted
YourBoysAndI tWentDown. I
t'
sAPit
yThat
YouWer en'
tThere.
..
.ButThenAgai
n,
YouWer e
WitchoWoman, I
'dAlsoTurnDownAnyParty
ForHer

BrandonWasJustProv
oki
n'Lut
ho,
LuthoKnew
HeWasButHeWasJustTooAngr yBout
Errt
hingNotToCar
eBoutWhatBrandonWas
Sayin'
.
Lut
hoGav
eBot
hMenzi
AndRayDeat
hSt
ares

Ray
:IWoul
dn'
tSayNoToFr
eeBoozeAndHoes
Menzi
:SameHer
e
Br
andon:
O-kay
..
.SoWhat
'WeHav
in'
For
Br
eakf
ast?

Lut
hoWentOutAndBangedTheDoor
,WeAl
l
Tur
nedAndLookedAtTheSpotHeSt
oodOn

Br
andon:SoMuchDramaEar
lyI
nThe
Morni
ng,
DidYouDenyHi
m Hi
sMorni
ngQui
cki
e?

IJustChuckl
edAndSatDown,
Menzi
AndRay
Laughed

Br
andon:
SeemsThatWayToMe
Ray
:IBetSheDi
d
Me:
PleaseLet
'sJustEatAndKeepQui
et

TheBoy
sSatDownToo

Br
andon:
SoWhat
chuDoForALi
vi
ng?

Menzi
AndRaySnor
tLaughed
Me:I
'm A12Grader
..
..
FunnyYouCanGoAhead
AndLaughToo
Br
andon:
Sar
cast
ic
Me:
..
..
..
Br
andon:ThatMeansThi
sZi
zweBoyI
sHi
tt
ing
Fr
eshStuff
Me:That
'sMaki
nMeLookLi
keSomeCheap
Obj
ect
Br
andon:
Sor
ry
Me:
..
..
.

WeDi
shedUpForOur
sel
vesAndDugI
n

Br
andon:
Uhhm IDi
dn'
tGetYourName?
Me:
Esi
hle
Br
andon:
AndYou'
reReal
l
yBeaut
if
ul
Me:
Thanks
Br
andon:
SoNowThatYouAndLuthoJoi
ned
Ti
esAgai
nMenzi
,
How'sTheGang?

ISawMenzi
'
sFace,
HeWasPlay
in'
BrandonToo
AsMuchAsHeWasTrynaPl
ayThem

Menzi:
YouKnowHowI tGoes,
YouDon'tGet
Tr
ustedThatEasi
ly
.WeSti
l
lHavi
n'Some
Hi
ccupsButI'
m SureWe'
l
lGetPastThem So
How'sYourTeam?
Brandon:We'
reGood,
IHearThatThePol
iceGot
SomeI nf
ormati
onBoutTheRecentHei
sts
Ray
:IWonderHow
Menzi
:JeahButThat
'sAl
lSor
tedNow
Brandon:Let
'sReal
l
yHopeItIsCozSome
Detecti
vesCan'
tLeggoOfCasesLi
keThi
sOne
Me:
WhyYouSoConcer
nedBoutThi
sCase?
RayAndMenziWereObser
vingEv
ery
Expr
essi
onBrandonMade

Brandon:
ILentThem SomeOfMyGuy
sSoIf
TheyGoDown,MyBoy sGoDownAsWell
Me:
ISee
Brandon:IHear
dThatYouAndLut
hoHav
eA
BabyGirl
Me:
Jeah
Br
andon:
I'
m SureMyBoy'sHappy,HeAlways
Want
edaChildButCoul
dn'tGetTheRightBi
tch
ToHaveI
tWith
Me:
IGuessI
'
m TheLuckyBi
tchThen
Br
andon:
NhaaHe'
sTheLucki
estI
nThi
sCase
Me:
Mhm
WeFinishedEat
ingThenBrandonLef
t,
IWashed
TheDishesWhil
eMenzi AndRayPlay
edT.V
Games.TheyBothGotIn,
StoodFewFeetAway
From MeAndFoldedTheirArmsOnTheir
Chests

Me:
What
?
Ray:OkayLut
hoWasOv erTheMoonYesterday
Tel
l
in'UsHowHe'sLife'
sGonnaChangeFrom
WorstToBestButTodayIt
'
sAWhol eDi
fferent
Thi
ng,WhatWentDown?
Me:
Not
hing
Menzi
:YouWereSupposedToHaveSome
Gl
it
ter
ingDi
amondOnYourFingerButDol
ol
Me:
..
..
.
Ray
:Car
eToExpl
ain?
Me:Uhhhm (
Exhal
es)Uhhm IIDi
dn'
tAcceptHi
s
Pr
oposal
Menzi
&Ray
:WHAT?
?!WHY?
?
Me:
It'
sCompl
i
cat
ed
Ray
:HeLovesYou,
YouLov
eHi
m,What
's
Compl
i
catedTher
e?
Me:
IDon'
tWannaSt
udyHer
eNextYear
Menzi
:Whoa
Ray
:Yho
Me:
Jeah
Menzi
:NoWonderBr
o'sUpI
nAr
ms
Me:
Jeah

Menzi
GotCl
oserAndHuggedMe,HeWiped
FewTear
sThatHadEscapedMyEyes

Menzi
:I'
m Sur
eYou'
l
lWor
kThi
sOutLi
keYou
Al
waysDo
Ray
:AndThatWoul
dAddFuel
ToTheFi
reToo

Menzi
BrokeTheHugAndWeLookedAtRay
WhoWasPointi
ngAtUs

Menzi
:ItWasJustAHugBr
o
Ray
:Wi t
hLut
ho'
sBoi
l
in'
UpAngerI
'
m Sur
eIt
Wouldn'
t

WeAllJustLaughed,RayDr
oveMeHome. I
FoundVusiWatchingT.VWithPr
incessSl
eepi
n'
OnHisLap

Me:
Mor
ningLov
ies
Vusi
:SoWher
e'sDi
amond?

IJustLookedAtHi
m,Hi
sEy
esRanToMyLef
t
Hand

Vusi:Don'
tTel
lMeYouTur
nedDownHi
s
Proposal
Me:
...
.
Vusi
:Ouch!
Me:
HowLongHasSheBeenAsl
eep?
Vusi
:I
sEr
rthi
ngOkay
?
Me:
JeahI
'
m Fi
ne
Vusi
:YouSur
e?
Me:
JeahWher
eAr
eTheTwi
ns?
Vusi
:TheyWentToSi
sAmi
sh'
sHouse
Me:
AndSi
sLul
ama?
Vusi
:She'
sCl
eani
ngPr
incess'
sRoom

ISatDownNextToHi
m AndPl
acedMyHead
OnHisShoul
der
Vusi
:Di
dYouFi
ght
?
Me:
Jeah
Vusi
:WhyDi
dYouTur
nDownHi
sPr
oposal
?
Me:BecauseVusiWeWon'
tWor
k,I
'
m Goi
ng
Out
taTownI nFewMont
hs
Vusi
:OhhThat
Me:
JeahThat
Vusi
:ButHeCouldMoveHi
sBusi
nessTo
WhereEverYouGoi
ng
Me:
HisFr
iendsAr
eHer
eSoI
sHi
sFami
l
y
Vusi
:IGuessYouRi
ght
,ThatWoul
dBe
I
mpossibl
e
Me:
IGuessThi
sIsTheEndOfUs
Vusi
:Don'
tSayThat
Me:
It'
sTr
ueVusi
Vusi
:EnoughBoutThat
,OkoCal
l
edMe
Me:
HeDi
dWhat
?
Vusi
:HeWannaMeetUpWi
thMe
Me:
And?
Vusi
:IWannaHearWhatHeHasToSay

♛ ♡LUU'
SPOV♡♛

JustImagi
neTheOnePer sonYouWannaLi ve
YourLif
eWith,
TheOnePer sonYouWannaBui l
d
YourLif
eWithDestr
oyi
ngAl lYourDreams
WhichKeptYouGoingAndOnTopOfEr r
thi
ng
BrandonDeci
desToShowUpOnMyDoor st
ep
Acti
ngLikeHeDidn'
tFuckMeFr om Behi
nd.
SomeoneKnockedOnMyDoor

Me:
ComeI
n
RayGotI
n

Me:Af
terPar
tyi
ngWi
thTheEnemyYouHav
e
TheNerv
eToComeInHereAndDoubl
eRui
n
MyDay
Ray:St
opBei
ngAnAssAndCheerUpa
Li
l,
You'
reaNi
kkaNotaBi
tch
Me:
SoYouKnow?
Ray
:JeahEsi
hleTol
dUs
Me:SheKnowsHowMuchILov
eHer,She
KnowsIWannaBui
l
daFamil
yWithHer
Ray
:She'
sSt
il
lYoung,
SheWannaExpl
ore
Me:
WeAl
readyHav
eaKi
dToget
herDude
Ray
:Don'
tYouThi
nkSheKnowsThat
?
Me:
..
..
..
.
Ray:
GiveHerSomeTi
me,
May
beShe'
l
lChange
HerMind
Me:IHopeSo, ICan'
tHav
eAnot
herBi
tch
Rai
singPr
incessOrSomeAssNikkaCal
ledDad
ByMyDaught er
Ray
:HahaICanI
magi
ne

Spendi
ngTimeWithRayWasaBit
Rel
ievi
ng.
Aft
erWorkIWentToCheckupOn
Pri
ncess,
HerGr
andpar
ent
sWeren'
t'roundSoI
t
WasJustHer,
HerMom AndHerUncle

Me:
Eveni
ng
Vusi
:HeyBr
o

WeFi
stBumped

Me:
Hel
l
oSugar
ThereWasALi l
HopeI nMeThatSheChanged
HerMindButTheMi nuteISawHerFi
nger
Clean,
ThatHopeVanished

Esi
hle:
Hey
Me:
Wher
e'sI
mi?
Esi
hle:
InHerRoom

IWal kedUpToMyPr i
ncess'
sRoom, AtLeast
SheWasGonnaMakeDaddySmi l
e.IFoundHer
AwakeAndQui etJustSucki
n'OnHerHands.I
PickedHerUpAndSheSmi l
edNotThatShe
KnewWhoIWas

Voi
ce:
WeNeedToTal
k

Esi
hleSai
dThatWhi
l
eLocki
n'TheDoor
Esi
hle:
IThi
nkWeNeedSomeTi
meApar
t
Me:
YouNeedThatTi
meNotMe
Esi
hle:
INeedABr
eakLut
hoToThi
nkThi
ngs
Thr
ough

Pr
incessSt
art
edCr
ying
[05/
20,14:
48]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

#S2

#I
NSERT77♡⇩

♛ LUTHO'
SPOV♛

IHel
dPri
ncessCl
oserToMyChestAndTr
ied
ToShushHer
Esi
hle:
Giv
eHerToMe
Me:ICanTakeCar
eOfMyDaught
erLi
keIWi
l
l
WhenYou'
llBeOut
taTown

SheLookedAtMeWithSadEy
es,
Pri
ncess
Fi
nal
lyCalmedDown

Esi
hle:
Lut
hoCanYouJustTr
yToUnder
stand?
Me:Under
standWhat?ThatYouWannaLeave
MeAndPr i
ncessToGoAndSt ar
taNewLife
Wi
thoutUs.Don'
tWor
ryIGetThat
Esi
hle:
Lut
hoPl
easeThat
'sNotWhatIWann-
Me:WannaDo?NhaaI
t'
sExact
lyWhat
chu
WannaDoEsi
hle
Esi
hle:
LUTHOI
'
M STI
LLYOUNGTOGET
MARRIED!
Me:
LowerYourVoi
ceYouGonnaScar
e
Pr
incess

SheExhal
ed,
HerEy
esWer
eTear
y

Me:IDidn'
tAskYouToMarr
yMeTodayOr
Tomorrow,
WeCouldTakeTi
meBefor
eGet
ti
ng
Marr
iedButISeeYouGotOt
herPl
ans

Pri
ncessFel
lAsleep,
IPutHerI
nHerCour
tThen
LookedAtEsi
hleWhoWasNowCr yi
ng

Me:
IHav
eToGo
Esi
hle:
BbeCanWeTal
kBoutThi
s?
Me:Esi
hleYouAlreadyMadeUpYour
Mi
nd,Di
dn'tYou?
Esi
hle:
.
...
.
Me:
I'
m Out
WhenIWal
kedToTheDoor,
SheGr
abbedMeBy
MyArm.
IJustSt
oodTher
eNotTur
ningToFace
Her

Esi
hle:
SoI
sThi
sTheEndOfUs?
Me:
IsI
t?
Esihl
e:Lut
hoWeCan'
tBr
eakUpOv
erThi
sLi
l
Stupi
dThing

ITur
nedAbr
upt
lyToFaceHer

Me:
Stupi
d?Di
dYouJustSaySt
upi
dEsi
hle?
Esi
hle:
.
...
.

TheDoorOpened,
HerMot
herGotI
n
MrsMorena:NextTi
meYouHaveAnArgument
Fi
ndARoom AndNotDoItInFr
ontOfA
Baby
.Hel
loLutho
Me:
Sor
ryMr
sMor
ena.
..
.HowAr
eYouMa?
Mr
sMor
ena:
I'
m Good,
HowAr
eYou?
Me:I'
m GoodToo.
IWasJustOnMyWay
Out
,JustCameToCheckUpOnPri
ncess
MrsMor
ena:GoodToHearThatTheMouseI
s
Lov
edThatMuch
Me: C' monMaShe'
sNotReal
l
yThat
Smal
l,
I
sShe?
MrsMor ena:NoNor
malChi
l
dIsThatLi
tt
leBut
Don'
tWor ryShe'
l
lGr
owUpAndBeStrongLi
ke
HerGrandma
Me:
 GoodToHearThat
,IMustDash
MrsMor
ena:
I'
m HappyThatYouPassByEv
ery
Ti
meYouGetToSeePri
ncess
Me:
She'
sMyPr
incessIHav
eTo
ISaidMyGoodbyeToMr sMorenaAndLef
tHer
WithHerQui
et,
Sobbin'
Daught
er.
IMetMr
MorenaInTheLounge

Me:
Eveni
ngSi
r
MrMor
ena:
Zizwe,
How'
sTheMouseUpTher
e?
Me:She'
sOkayAndSheSeemsToBeGr
owi
n'
UpErr
day
MrMorena:
She'
sGonnaBeSt
rongLi
ke
Gr
andpaSoon
Me:IHopeSheWon'
tSheKi
cki
n'But
tsLi
ke
Gr
andpaAndDaddy
MrMor
ena:
SheWoul
dBeOneHel
l
aBut
tBust
er
Me:Let
'sHopeI
tWon'tGetToThat,
IHav
eTo
GetHomeBefor
eRayAndMenzi TurnMy
HouseI
ntoaStr
ipperCl
ub
MrMor
ena:
Bet
terHur
ry
IWal
kedToMyCarAndDr
oveHome,
IFound
TheBoy
sWatchi
ngAMovi
e.

Menzi
:YouLookLi
keABi
gTr
uckRanOv
erYou
Me:
May
beI
tDi
d
Ray
:Tal
kedWi
thEsi
hle?
Me:
Kinda

ITookOf
fMyJacketAndShoesThenThr
ew
Mysel
fOnAnEmptyCouch

Menzi
:Thi
sIsReal
l
yScr
ewi
ngYouUp
Me:
EvenAnI
diotCanSeeThat
Ray
:Let
'sGoAndGr
abSomeDr
inks
Me:
I'
m SoNotI
nTheMoodForThatRi
ghtNow
Menzi
:C'
monDude,
YouNeedToCheerUp
Me:Fi
ne,
JustFewDr
inksThenWeHeadBack
Home
Ray
:Deal

IWentToMyRoom AndChangedThenWeHi
t
TheRoad

♡ESI
HLE'
SPOV♡

AfterLuthoLeft
,IJustWentToMyRoom And
CriedMy sel
fToSl eep.
IDidn'
tWantToLose
Luu,ICouldn'
tLoseHi m.Him AndImiWereMy
All
,IHadToSav eOurRel ati
onshipButIJust
Didn'tKnowWher eToSt art
.Mom GotIn

Mom:
WhatWentDown?
Me:
IIIDecl
i
nedHi
sPr
oposal
Mom LookedAtMeThenCameToSi
tNextTo
MeOnTheBed

Mom:
Don'
tYouLov
eHi
m?
Me:
Mom IDo
Mom:
ThenWhat
'sYourPr
obl
em?
Me:I'
m JustScar
ed,Mom I'
m Sti
l
lATeenToBe
EngagedToSomeGuyWhoI sAlr
eady
Successf
ulInLi
feInHis20s

Mom Chuckl
edAndILookedAtHer

Mom:
IsThatYourOnl
yPr
obl
em?
Me:Uhhhm IWannaSt
udyOut
taTownNext
Year
Mom:
..
..
.
Me:
NowThat
'sThePr
obl
em
Mom:YouMakeSacr
if
icesForSomeoneYou
Lov
eYouKnow?
Me:
ButDadDi
dn'
tMakeThoseSacr
if
ices
Mom: MusaHadNoChoice,
YouHaveA
Choi
ce.YouAndLut
hoHaveAKidToget
herAnd
YouKnowLuthoLovesYouSoMuch
Me:
ThenI
fHeLov
esMe,
He'
l
lWai
tForMe
Mom:YouSer
ious?Lut
hoI
sAGuy
,HeGot
Needs
Me:
..
..
..

Mom:IWon'
tTel
lYouWhatToDoButMake
Sur
eYouMakeADecisi
onYouWon'
tRegr
et
Lat
erOn

♛ LUTHO'
SPOV♛

WeAr r
ivedAtTheCl
ubAndItWasAlready
Packed,
WeWentOv erTheBarAndGotOur
Dri
nksAndJustLooked'r
ound.
ISawBr
andon
Comin'
OurWayWi thFourLadi
es

Brandon:
Eveni
ngGent
lemen,
Ladi
esYouCan
ChooseWhoever
Ray:AndY'
all
Ladi
esAr
ri
vedJustI
nTi
me,
I
'l
l
TakeThisOne

RayTookTheChickByHerHand,Menzi
Took
AnotherOneAndTher
eWasOnl yOneLeftCoz
BrandonHadTheFour
thOneToHi msel
f

Me:
IGuessThi
sOne'
sForMe

TheGir
lWasJustQui
etAndHerSmil
eWas
Warm SoICoul
dn'
tEmbar
rassHerByLet
ti
n'
HerSt
andAlone.
IHel
dHerHandAndHerSmile
GrewWider
Me:
I'
m Lut
hoButYouCanCal
lMeLuu
Gi
rl
:I
'm Mel
i
saButYouCanCal
lMeMel
z
Me:NiceNameMel
i
sa,
YouDon'
tSeem Li
keA
Par
tyi
ngType
Melz:JeahIDon'
tReal
l
yDoPar
tyi
ngButMy
Fr
iendsThisTimeGaveMeNoChoice
Me:
ISee
Mel
z:MindIfWeTakeaWalk'
roundThe
Nei
ghbour
hood,
It
'sSai
dThatI
t'
sSafe

Br
andonCameOurWay

Brandon:
WeSti
l
lHav
eSomet
hingToTal
kBout
Remember ?
Me:
Sur
e,I
'
llBeAy
tBackMel
z
Thabang,
AngaAndSi
yaGotI
n.WeWentToSi
t
OnATable

Br
andon:
SoWassupNi
kka?
Me:I'
m SureYourHommi es(Poi
nti
ngAtSi
ya
AndThabang)AlreadyTol
dYouWassup,Now
MyQuestionToYouI s,
DidYouJoinTi
esWit
h
Avi
we?
Brandon:DudeIHopeYouKnowWhat
chu
AccusingMeOfIsBig

ILeanedBackOnMyChai
rToHav
eaBet
ter
ViewOfHim

Me:
OhhI
sItJustAnAccusat
ion?
?

Q:DoYouThi
nkBr
andonJoi
nedTi
esWi
th
Av
iwe?
[05/
20,14:
49]Ron:
THUGLIFE:
Love,
Fri
endshi
pAndDeat
h2

SEASONFI
NALE

#S2

#I
NSERT78♡⇩

*
Mont
hsLat
er*

♛ LUTHO'
SPOV♛

Li
keAnyOtherGuyIHadToMoveOnAndFi nd
Anot
herAssToTapNotThatEsi
hleWasJust
AnAssToTap,NoSheWasTheGirlIWanted
ToSpendMyDay sOnEar
thWit
hButObv i
ously
SheHadOt herPl
ansForHersel
fSoIHadTo
Peacef
ull
yLetHerGoEv enThoughI
tWasHard
Bei
ngInTheSameRoom Wi t
hHer.
IWouldGoAndSeePr i
ncessAndSheWoul dBe
Ther
eSoJustImagineHowAwkwar dItWas
AnywayWeHadAnAgr eementThatWeWi ll
Rai
seOurBeauti
ful
PrincessWit
hout
Compli
cati
onsOfOurSeparateRel
ationshi
ps
NotThatIKnewSheWasI nOne.
RememberMelz?JeahWeSt art
edDatin'
And
SheWasANi ceGir
lToHangOutWi thAnd
Have'r
oundEvenThoughMenzi AndRaySti
l
l
WantedEsi
hleAndIToFixThingsAndDidn'
t
Real
lyLi
keMelzButTheyActedFine'
roundHer
.
TheyWouldGoOutSomeTimeWi t
hEsihl
eOr
I
nvit
eHerOverForDi
nnerAndAskHerToSleep
OverGREAT!
SheWoul dSl
eepInaGuest
room AndLeav
e
TheNextDay,IAl
waysMadeSureThatMelz
Ain'
t'
roundWhenSheIsEvenThoughWe
Weren'
tDat
in'
Any
moreButIBeli
evedThatI
OwedHerThatMuchRespect
.
MyCr ewBr okeIntoTwo, ThabangAndSi ya
TookBr andon'
sSi deWhi l
eRayAndMenzi Took
Mine,AngaWasSt il
lInBetween.IMadeSure
ThatHeKnewNot hingBoutUsAsMuchAs
BrandonHi dThingsFr om Him Too.SomeOt her
GuysTooTookBr andon'sSi deButWeNev er
HadFi ghtsOrPubl i
cBeefSi nceBrandon
WantedToSeem Li keTheGoodGuyToAnga
ToWi nHi m Over.

SoThisDayEsi hleWasLeavi
ngForVarsi
ty,
She
PassedAndGotEnoughDi sti
ncti
onsToGet
HerABur sarySoSheWasReal l
yLeavi
ngMe
AndPrincessButIKnewHowMuchOur
DaughterMeantToHerEv enThoughIDidn'
t
KnowWher eIStood.
WeBothPlannedToGoOutThatDayWit
hImi
AndSpendSomeTimeWithHerBefor
eHer
MotherLeavesSoIWokeUpAndWentToTake
AShower,Leavi
n'Mel
zFastAsleepInMyBed.I
WoreFornFadedJeansWi t
hASl eevel
essT-
shi
rt
,WentToMakeBr eakf
ast.
RayGotI
nWi
thaTowel
'roundHi
sWai
st

Ray
:Mor
ningBr
o

HeTookaBaconAndSt
uff
edI
tInsi
deHi
s
Mout
h

Me:IHopeYouKnowMyGi
rl
fr
iend'
s'r
oundTo
Onl
yHaveATowel On
Ray:
IfShe'
dFal
lForYourTwi
nBr
otherThen
She'
sAThot

ISnor
tLaughedAndLookedAtHi
m
Me:WhenTheHel lWi
ll
YouGetItI
ntoYourThi
n
Skul
lThatEsi
hleAndIWil
lNev
erBeEverAgain
Ray:
CozYouDon'
tWantTo,
Peopl
eFi
xThei
r
I
ssuesYouKnow?
Me:
WeFi
xedEm
Ray
:ButNotFul
l
y
Me:
JustGoAndGetDr
essedBef
oreMel
z
Wal
ksI
nHere
Ray
:Fi
neI
'
m Goi
ng
Me:
Wher
e'sMenzi
?
Ray
:Sl
eptAtOneOfHi
sThot
ti
es'
House
Me:
JeahAy
t

RayTookaSliceOfATomatoAndWal kedTo
HisRoom.ITookMyPlateWi
thMeli
ssa'sAnd
WalkedToMyRoom, SheWasSti
l
lAsleep
Me:
WakeyWakey

SheMoanedAndOpenedHerEy
es

Me:
Mor
ningYou
Mel
z:Hey

Me:
Breakf
astI
sReady
Mel
z:NcaaawBaby
 That
'sSoSweetOfYou
Me:
Any
thi
ngForMyGi
rl

SheKissedMyCheekAndWentToThe
Bat
hroom ThenCameBackAndWeStar
ted
Eat
ing

Me:Esi
hleAndIAreGoingToSpendSome
Ti
meWi t
hPr i
ncessBef
oreSheLeaves
Mel
z:
..
..
..
Me:
SaySomet
hing
Melz:
WHATDOYOUWANTMETOSAYLUTHO?
HUH?THATOKAYBABYGOANDHAVEFUN
WITHYOURBABYMAMAWHOHAPPENSTO
BEYOURBROTHERS'
FAVORI
TEPERSONI
N
THEWHOLEWORLD?

O-
kaySoMelzFinal
l
ySawThatMenzi
AndRay
Li
kedEsi
hleALOT!

Me:
BabyC'
mon
Mel
z:AnywayI
t'
sNotLi
keMyOpini
on
Mat
ter
s,YouGonnaGoOutWi
thHerAny
way
Me:
We'
reDoi
ngThi
sForPr
incessMel
i
ssa
Melz:EvenWhenYouEndUpFuckin'All
Over
Again,
You'l
lBeDoi
ngThatForPr
incessToo.I
'
ve
SeenManyPeopleGett
ingBackWithTheir
BabyMamasAndLea-
ICutHerShor tBySmashi
ngMyLipsOn
Hers,
SheTr i
edToPushMeAwayButIWas
Str
ongerThanHerSoSheEndedUpGi vingI
n.I
TookHerPl at
eAndMi neAndPutThem Asi
de,
I
Lai
dHerSl owlyOnTheBedAndRubbedHer
Boobs.SheWasOnl yI
nHerLinger
ie
Yummy ! 
SheLetOutSof tMoans,ISli
ppedMyHandI n
BetweenHerLegsAndPl ayedWithHerHoney
Pot.
SheWi delyOpenedHerLegsAndLetMy
Fi
nger sPlayInsideHer.HerMoansWer e
Becomi ngLouder ,
IOpenedMyDr awerAnd
TookOutaCondom, SheShePutI tOnMeAnd
Y'
allKnowWhatWentDown. Aft
erThat
SexerciseIGotReadyToGoAndMeetWi t
hThe
MostBeaut ifulAndHotGi r
lsInMyLifeAnd
ObviouslyThat sPri
ncessAndHerMom.
ISti
l
lLov
edEsi
hle,ISt
il
lWant
edHerInMy
Li
fe,
SheWasSt
il
l TheGirl
OfMyDreamsBut
MelissaWasaGoodGi r
lWhoSeemedToLov e
Me,IDidn'
tWannaBreakHerHeartByRunni
ng
Aft
erSomeone( Esi
hle)WhoDidn'
tWanta
FutureWithMe.
IFoundMenzi AndRayI
nThe
Lounge,IHadToDri
veMel zToHerHouseFi
rst
SoWeWer eWalki
n'OutTogether

Menzi
:Goi
ngOutLov
ebi
rds?
Ray
:Wer
en'
tYouAndEsi
hleTaki
n'I
miOut
?
Me:
JeahWeSt
il
lAr
e

RayAndEsi
hleWereThi
ckAsThief
sSo
Pat
entl
yEsi
hleTol
dHim ThatWeAreGoi
ngOut

Ray:
OhhSayHi
ForMeToThoseTwoPr
ett
y
Ladi
es
Me:
IWi
l
l
ICouldSeeI r
ri
tat
ionAllOverMelz'
sFace,
ITook
HerByHerHandAndWeWal kedOut.
SheWas
QuietAllTheWayToHerDom, SheWasa
Varsi
tyStudentDoingHerSecondYearIn
Nursing.
IParkedInFrontOfHerResButKept
TheDoor sLocked

Mel
z:CanYouPl
easeOpenTheDoor
s?
Me:
Wassup?
Mel
z:Lut
hoIWannaGo
Me:
..
..
..
Mel
z:YouSt
il
lLov
eHerDon'
tYou?
Me:
Esi
hleAndIAr
eOv
erMel
i
ssa
Mel
z:I
'
llNev
erRepl
aceHer
,Woul
dI?
Me:
Mel
i
ssaI
'
m Wi
tchuNowAr
en'
tI?
Mel
z:ButYourHear
tIsSt
il
lWi
thHer
Me:YouKnowWhat?I
'm Ti
redOfYour
Accusat
ionsAy
tNow,
I
'm WitchuMel
issaNow
Ar
en'
tI?WhatMor
eDoYouWant
?
Mel
z:
..
..
..
.
Me:YouKnowWhat
?I'
m DoneHer
e.IHav
eTo
GoAndSeeMyDaught
er
Mel
z:I
'
m Sor
ry
Me:
What
ever
Mel
z:BabyI
'
m Sor
ry
Me:
..
..
.

ShePul
l
edMeCl
oseAndWeKi
ssed

Mel
z:I
'
m Sor
ry
Me:
Apol
ogyAccept
ed
Mel
z:I
fYouMeetUpWi
tchoMom,
SayHi
For
Me

JeahMom KnewMel
i
ssa,
SheSawHerAtMy
Cri
bWhenSheBargedInUnexpect
edAndYou
KnowWhatHappened,
SheLovedMeli
ssaCoz
SheWasn'
tEsi
hle.

Me:
Sur
eWi
l
l

ShePeckedMyLi psAndGotOut,IDroveAway
WhenIAlreadySawHerGetti
ngInsideThe
Bui
ldi
ng.
IDr ov
eToWher eEsi
hleSaidThey
Were.
SheHadHerOwnCar" MissIndependent
".
IFoundHerAndPr
incessAl
readySeat
ed

Me:I
'
m Sor
ryI
'
m Lat
e,IHadSomewher
eToGo
ToFi
rst

Pri
ncessGiggl
edAndJumpedFrom HerSeat
TheMinuteSheSawMe,Esi
hleQui
ckl
yCaught
HerBefor
eSheCouldFal
l
Esi
hle:
SomeoneSeemsToBeSoHappyTo
SeeDaddy
Me:
Daddy
'sPr
incess

ITookImiFrom HerMom AndKissedHerAll

OverHerFaceWhileSheGiggl
edAndBlushed.
I
LookedAtHerMom WhoWasSmi l
i
n'Fr
om Ear
ToEar

Me:
Hey
Esi
hle:
Hi
Me:
ByTheGl
owOnYourFaceYouGoodISee
Esi
hle:
JeahJeahPr
incessI
sMaki
nMeThi
s
Happy

WeMadeOurOrderAndDugI
n,Lat
erOnWe
WentForI
ceCr
eam AndFi
nal
l
yWal kedToThe
Par
kWher
eWeJustLi
edOnTheGr
assAnd
Pl
ayedWi
thI
mi.
Lat
erOnIWal
kedThem ToEsi
hle'
sCar

♡ESI
HLE'
SPOV♡

MyHear tWasTornI
ntoPi
eces,IWasGoi
ngTo
MissMyBabies.
OnlyRayKnewHowIWas
Feel
ing,
HeKnewThatISti
llLov
edLuuButIHad
ToGo,IWasGoing.

Lut
ho:
Pri
ncessAndIAr
eGonnaMi
ssThi
s

IJustSt
oodOnMyToesAndKi
ssedHi
m,He
KissedMeBack 
I
miPul
ledOurHeadsApar
t,
Lut
hoPl
acedA
War
m PeckOnMyForehead
Lut
ho:
TakeCar
eOfYour
sel
fKay
?

IJustNodded    IBuckl edI

mi
AtTheBackThenDrov
eHome. TheTwins
HelpedMeLoadMyBags,Vusi
HadAlready
Left
.IKi
ssedMyBabyOneLastTimeAndLeft