Working and phrasel in English

Hi, My name's Alex, I'm just working on my personality and I wanted to share what
I'm actually doing and my day, My daily life is not stressful but I like to show
you many things like working with a carpenter or like a creating a web site,
However, but these days is not like this, I've been studying a lot and feel bored,
I'd like to do other things like working or doing execising

Well, after all, I'm stuyding computer science, which I finding fascinating, I
wanted to show you guys what I'm doing in my daily routine, but I feel it might not
be interesting for everyone, does anyone show you like a fantastic life?, " Do you
ever see people showing off a fantastic life?", I struggle with my personality, I
just feel like I lack confidence and trust in myself, I'm not always feeling like
way, thought, I want to practice my vocabulary in English and I'd like to
understand everything things I want to learn.

First of all I like to understand all things that a I want to learn because I
appreciate each other with that music shared with me, I can demostrate from you, I
prepared with everything, I've been working in projects but it doesn't working well
because I LACK DISCIPLINE, I'd like to change my mind with discipline, I think all
these guys are playing with me but I just understand that all is on my mind, I
wanted to smoke and I did, I just wanted to have sex, I did, after all bad things I
think I can demostratred us but I can do with my strengh

Words are not completly what I'm saying because work are lies and trusty, but all
the time is liying because each person not saying all the time thuth, now tell me
what are you gonna to you?

well I'm gonna to do my execersive like a stranger man, I'm not feel like a I'm can
do everthing I feel but I can say that I'm working out what I'm gonna do with all
things I've had, Does he have a bad personality?

Yes, he does because all the time he's teaching rude and class and he's watching
every girl and it feels like a rude persona say "come on with me" I just don't to
follow with him, I just run out with my classmates and saying my teacher is @fucked
up@, I just not gonna say this words, but I just comfortable saying these words,
I'm not gonna a bad guy, I just feel a strong guy that I wanted to become a
Superman, or a stranger persona helpful, Why not?

all the people in these moments are super pervert and saying sex all the time, you
wtach this or you know this?, why everyone is projecting yourself like a bich, I'm
not saying that all women is bich but I'm like to feel a completly person with a
women trusful, in this moments is a uncomfortable you know, have a sex with someone
else for like a money or a liked, I don't know what they're doing these, but I feel
like I'm saying all the words that some day I would say and I felt so comfortable,
like a dream, like a song, It just calming day to have a silence in this moments