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Angel Only Drinks Soda Volume 1
Angel Only Drinks Soda Volume 1
Prologue
If there’s an end to the pain this love has caused, that would be great.
If only it was that easy. The courage to confess my feelings, I really wish I
had it.
This might be a bit of a letdown, but it isn’t something that grand, just the
sort of relationship advice you’d see everywhere.
In the dark room, I said into the microphone in front of the PC screen after
clearing my throat.
“Yeah?”
But if you stop now, it would be all for nothing. I’m sure that was not what
you wanted either.
“You two had no zero contact in the first place, but now you have come to
be able to talk to her regularly. I’m sure it’ll be fine,” I used a soothing tone,
knowing it would be pointless anyway.
–“B-But…”
Just once. Just for one day, just a leap of faith, then all would end well.
–“Besides… Didn’t Yuzuki-san turn down every confession? She must have
had a boyfriend or someone she likes. If that’s so, wouldn’t that mean
trouble?”
–“T-that’s…”
“If you want to give up, then there’s nothing I can do. If not, don’t you
remember how hard you have worked? I’m sure it will turn out fine.”
–“But…”
“…”
Hey, hey. Why are you cheery all of the sudden? Just how greedy could you
be?
“Just don’t get your hopes up. There’s a limit to my investigations, just so
you know.”
–“Oh, of course! I’m sorry that you have to do this for me…”
“Nah, I already knew it would come to this since the start. It’s part of the
job.”
Besides, you wouldn’t step up to the plate if I don’t destroy your escape
route like this. That, I didn’t say.
–“…Hey.”
“Hm?”
–“After all, why don’t you tell me your identity? You’re a student here,
aren’t you?”
I involuntarily narrowed my eyes. Well, there was nothing wrong with that.
It’s natural to be curious.
“If it’s by absolute necessity, I would. But now’s not the time. Please
understand.”
–“B-but! You have helped me out so much, I just want to thank you
personally.”
“Makino”
–“Y-yeah?”
“That’s it for today. I’ll call you again when I know something.”
But to me, that was different. For me, there is no such limit.
I took a sip of the cold cola, crossed my arms, then closed my eyes.
At Kuzeyama High School, there is an angel who will lead your way to
love. It has been about a year since such a rumor started to circulate at the
school I, Akashi Io, attend.
One day, a person troubled by love suddenly received a letter from the
Cupid of love. The Cupid has a supernatural power, if the person followed
the Cupid’s words, then their love would bear fruit.
To begin with, this kind of urban legend was long out of fashion.
With the development of the internet and science, these kinds of stories are
extinct. Ghost stories, the Seven wonders, psychic powers and so on. Those
were all bullshit, no one takes them seriously.
In other words, Probatio Diabolica. You can’t prove something that’s
impossible, that in itself, is also impossible. Although there are some people
who muse the idea “It would be interesting if it exists,” despite everything.
But just that.
That’s why Angel doesn’t exist, letters won’t come. There is no such thing
as mysterious power. It’s only natural.
–But if that’s the case, then why has this rumor survived an entire year?
On top of that, Kuzeyama High School is one of the top preparatory schools
of Shiga Prefecture. Students here are realistic and mature.
Then, why?
Reaching the front gate, adjacent to the shoe box, I fiddled with my phone
while waiting for the moment to come. Just like a police on a stakeout.
Here and there, students from the go home club came and went, only
stopping to change their shoes here. I kept my face down, searching for the
“target” with only my eyes.
…No
“Well… how could I miss.” Seeing her, I couldn’t help but shudder in
admiration.
Yuzuki Minato is a beautiful girl. Damn beautiful.
She has deep, glossy, straight hair, and as black as the night sky itself. Her
eyes are as sharp as an icicle. In combo with her voluminous eyelashes, her
eyes have an exquisite charm. Her eyes, her proud yet delicate nose, and her
small pink lips are in perfect harmony.
To add, she is tall for a girl, maybe ten centimeters shorter than me. Despite
her height, she has well-defined curves throughout her body. Especially the
convexity of her chest.
How she carried her back high, her skin a white crystal. And her forever
melancholy, mature expression. Even in an ordinary school uniform, she
reminded me of a high-born lady.
I might have praised her too much. What a creep, Io. But Yuzuki’s
appearance is just perfect. I could imagine the smug look on the face of the
god who created her.
But still, her grades were top of the class, that was truly amazing.
Naturally, she is also very popular with men. She is also one of the “Kuze
High’s Top Three”, the official ranking by the student body. Just imagine,
“Kuze High’s Top Three”. You know?
Then she walked her way to me– more precisely, towards her shoe box,
which is right next to me.
Yuzuki came close, almost shoulder to shoulder with me. Clack, her shoe
hit the floor. The moment she bent down to change her shoes, I lowered my
arm.
The power to know who the target likes by touching their cheeks, that’s the
power I, the Angel of Kuze High, possesses.
With this power, I lead my consultant’s love towards a surer and more
successful conclusion.
Why did the Kuze High students believe this ridiculous rumor?
Timing perfect, my hand brushed Yuzuki’s cheek, just for a moment, but
that was enough.
I felt a soft touch on the back of my left hand. Contact initiated. The contact
was no more than an unintentional brush, unaccountable for sexual
harassment.
Can’t you believe me? It is unavoidable, since it was the trigger condition
of my power, so I’m innocent, you know.
If the target likes someone, then I will see their face in my mind, like a
flashback. I won’t get tired nor be in pain. But I’m only nervous from time
to time. It’s something I have gotten used to.
“Ugeh?!”
“Urgh…”
It was like expecting a ping pong ball, but only found a bowling ball thrown
at my face instead. My head buckled, my body shook, I felt like throwing
up.
The plan was now completely awry. I was to apologize, and be on my way.
Just a normal accident where my hand happened to graze her cheek, nothing
out of the ordinary.
“W-what?”
Besides me, Yuzuki asked, her face suspicious. Well, it is only natural, I
suddenly screamed and staggered, after all. That irregularity is something I
should be concerned about, but right now, getting no unwanted attention
from Yuzuki is top priority.
“Eh?–”
I shoved my feet into my shoes and hurried out the front gate. Like that, I
ran to the station and hopped on the Keihan Line train.
“If I had a stomach ache, it would be more natural to go back to the school
building, you idiot.”
I recalled what happened while trying to calm myself down with the rhythm
of the train.
Chapter 1.3
The class on the following day was harder to get my head around than
usual. Listening to the Japanese history teacher’s chant-like voice, I ran
through my thoughts.
One, was of course, there were too many people who appeared. Normally,
there’s one. Even the irregularities have two to three, that’s it.
Yet, that twenty people… to be exact, more than that. I don’t want to
criticize other people’s romantic preference, but isn’t that too much?
“Nope”
Unfortunately, from birth until now, there has never been something like
this. I couldn’t guess in the slightest. Even when I tested with some people
in the class, nothing unusual happened.
“But…”
Mentioned in the conversation with Makino two days before, Yuzuki has
turned down every confession until now. In fact, it was this rigid wall that
had doubled her popularity.
Almost all of those faces were gone before I could memorize. It was
unexpected, to begin with. But I recognized one of them: Matsumoto from
class five.
Some time ago, he confessed to Yuzuki, and she rejected his confession.
That means Yuzuki rejected Matsumoto even though they both have
feelings for each other. Of course, there’s a possibility that she started to
like him after rejecting… But that doesn’t seem to add up.
[TN: I’m sorry for this interruption, but please read this at Travis
translations to support me, the translator. Other sites are aggressor sites]
Is this what you call mysterious beauty? As expected from that level of
beauty… Wait, no.
The saving grace was that this mystery has nothing to do with me. It’s her
romantic preferences, not my business.
The only problem is how to tell Makino about this. That’s the only question.
But yet…
At the teacher’s words, the chime rang, marking the end of the school day.
After bowing, the class was over.
I quickly left the class, continuing my thoughts.
Let’s not talk about how that face was also beautiful…
“Akashi Io-kun.” My name was suddenly called from the corner of the
school gate. The voice was clear and cold, but stringed with amusement.
I don’t know why I was suspected or why I was approached. From where to
when, since yesterday, nothing makes sense. Whatever, I’m starting to get
tired of this. But I needed to get out of here without an incident first.
“Stop coming for me with that weird reason, will you? I have something I
need to get done, bye.”
Silence.
“–––!”
…Give me a break.
“I want to ask you something,” said Yuzuki, as if dealing the finishing blow.
She turned and walked away briskly.
With Yuzuki on the lead, we walked past a space with large playground
equipment. At last, we reached the largest lake in Japan, Lake Biwa. We
walked to the grassy knoll by the lake and sat down on a nice boulder we
found.
I could see the little kids playing and the old couple on the bench looking at
us.
It was a funky sight, with me and Yuzuki facing each other. But despite that,
against the dusk sky and the glittering lake, Yuzuki was otherworldly.
“I see…” Yup, her logic did make sense. In the worst possible case, there
might be a rumor that I tried to confess to her and got rejected. Which is
unrelated to the Angel, so whatever.
“If it starts to get out of control, I’ll take care of it. How about that?” she
continued
“Yeah… Well, okay.” I nodded. There’s no need for that, but if she insists.
I’ll just nod along here. I’m in a weaker position. No use in worsening.
“Thank you.”
“That you came here with me, I take it that you have already accepted it?”
Yuzuki was unexpectedly nervous, her expression rather tense.
Coming to think of it, this is the first time I’m talking to her. She appeared
calm and collected, with an air of intellectualism about her. As expected
from a top student. Well, she is beauti–, (redacted)
“No, not like that. I’m here for what you have to say, so I can clear your
misunderstanding,” I denied.
Half lie, half truth.
That I’m the Angel, and even about my power, I can’t just let her go.
Somehow, I need to convince her. But the situation was undeniably
unfavorable. You could say that she has a hold on me.
She said like a detective unveiling the truth behind a horror mystery. No,
seriously, it’s too scary.
“Uh-huh.”
“‘Only if he believed in the Angel’s word,’ some people joked. ‘If he did
that, it would have gone well, what a reckless fellow.’. But I thought–” She
looked at me “–That Nagao-kun was able to confess, that was because of
the Angel, wasn’t it?”
Yet her expression doesn’t look like a detective who had cornered the
criminal.
“That day, Nagao-kun walked past a boy in the hallway. That boy was in a
different class, and with no apparent relationship with him. That person
patted Nagao, as if to console him. That person was—”
That was me. Nagao was one of the few people who I, the angel of Kuze
High School, exposed my identity to. There was a necessity during the
consultation process.
No, if there weren’t any suspicions in the first place, that should be seen as
a simple joke among the boys, no matter how you look at it.
But anyway, that action caught the eye of Yuzuki, who was looking for the
Angel.
Chapter 1.4
“So I shift my attention to you,” she continued, “There were other suspects,
but you are the most likely. I gathered every rumor when someone had
confessed to someone, then compared them to your behavior, for half a
year.”
Her suspicion was more deliberate than I thought. This is not some fluke
guess but a more elaborate scheme of unmasking me.
I kept my gaze on the tuft of grass at my foot, but she just continued.
Hey, hey. Isn’t that too much? Are you insane? What is this beauty trying–
“Sometimes accidentally, some by lending an earphone, the rarer one being
wiping smudge on the face. Maybe I was just imagining things, but it was
still too often.”
She even noticed my special technique? How perceptive can she be?
The smudge wiping was the best method in my arsenal. But due to the
suspicion it raised, I haven’t been using it much.
“And if the rumors were true, then the Angel of Kuze High would have a
mysterious power. Normally, I wouldn’t believe that kind of nonsense. I
can’t fully believe something like that…”
“But, if there’s no fire, then there won’t be any smoke. It’s worth a try.”
“Don’t be ridiculous.”
“Yeah, I’m ridiculous. That’s why I can just joke it off if I’m wrong,”
despite her statement, she has no slightest shadow of a doubt.
What she had said was an investigation based on a rather unreasonable
theory.
But to think that someone would carry it out… There’s no way I can see
this coming.
“But what happens when you touch someone’s face? Observation alone
wasn’t enough. Information transmission? Knowing something about them?
That, I didn’t know. Until yesterday, when you touched my face.”
The identity of the Angel being known was still manageable, something I
had prepared countermeasures for already. But my power, it was unrealistic
anyway, no one would believe it, was what I thought.
That was what I believed. And I don’t think I was that laxed. It was strange
to assume that someone would come at me with that persistence and
outlandish reasoning in the first place.
Why would she go that far to get me, no, the Angel to…
“My hypothesis is that, ‘Akashi Io can tell who the person likes, down to
the number of the people they like, by touching their faces.’ The difference
between me and other people is there.” Yuzuki huffed out a heavy breath.
Her brows furrowed, her eyes grim.
Honestly, I should just come clean. There was no point in trying to hide it
anymore.
I have thought a little of what I should do when I come to this. But still, the
fact that this is the worst possible situation is still the same.
But there’s still one thing I don’t understand. To make sure of that, I asked.
“If that’s the case, I think you already know it,” she parroted back.
That Yuzuki was able to arrive at this conclusion was because of her precise
deduction, but above all, because of her unusual obsession with the Angel.
For someone like that to come to me and say, “I finally found you.”, that
means–
In short, this girl was also after Angel’s love advice. That was why she was
so desperate.
With that in mind, her cautiousness makes sense.
“Yeah. And your hypothesis is correct; I have that absurd power you
mentioned. I use it for my Angel activities. And the one who started the
rumor about the Angel was me.”
Well, of course, when someone in front of you admitted that they have a
supernatural power, that would be the normal reaction. Rather, she took it in
quite promptly.
I now understand her situation, her purpose. My true identity was also
unveiled.
That face was so painful that my resolve wavered. Can you stop that…? I’m
really sorry about this.
“I help my clients in taking the plunge so that they can confess their
feelings. That’s the only thing I can do. That’s all I want to do. Who will be
my consultant, I decide that by myself. I can’t help you.”
“But…”
“Besides, that kind of thing, it’s better to consult with your friends than a
complete stranger like me. I’m sorry, but I can’t take on this.” To make my
decision clear, I repeated it one more time.
“What if I tell everyone your little secret? About your power, about the
Angel. Does that sit well with you?”
“Ugh…!”
Being hit where it hurts, I leaked out a pitiful voice. Damn, I was cool just a
moment before…
“If you do that, then I’ll too. I will reveal who your crushes are. All of
them.” I punctuated. “Does that sit well with you? If not, I beg you, turn
back now.”
“Then we are going down together. I don’t really care. If you don’t accept,
then I’ll do that for real.”
Our eyes locked on each other for a while. Her lips were pressed thin, and
were quivering a little.
Her will was too firm. That glimmer in her eyes was enough to tell me that
she was serious.
This is legit blackmail, she had thought this through. Is every top student
this scary?
But… Yuzuki.
“T-then I…”
“Yup, do whatever you want. I won’t help you anyway.” I shrugged.
“Eh?”
“Of course. I can’t keep a secret half-heartedly, not me. Troubles of love are
not something to be taken lightly. And the Angel, that’s something I can’t
compromise.”
“Be assured. Do whatever you want, I won’t tell your secret. I’m going to
prepare for the shut-in, bye.”
“And don’t go around blackmailing others, okay? It’s effective, but so is its
risk. And that… that Falling-in-love Peculiarity? Hope you get well soon.”
With a heave, I stood up.
Perhaps it was because I could finally get over this, my tension began to
dissipate. It was a nice feeling when you could finally decide on what to do.
[TN: I’m sorry for this interruption, but please read at Travis translations to
support me, the translator. Other sites are aggressor sites]
“Wait!”
“Hm?”
Yuzuki casted her eyes downward, her lowered hands clasped tightly.
The rippling, glistening surface of the lake, the swaying trees, the setting
sun. In front of it all, she looked more an angel than I could ever be.
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry that it seemed like a threat. I didn’t mean it. I just…
I just really want your help.”
“I understand that it’s not your specialty. I understand that it goes against
your principles… But I have no one else…”
Hey, hey, don’t give in. You’re the Angel of Kuze High, remember?
“No, but…”
My power activates.
“Ha? Hey!”
But I had already braced myself for the impact, so it wasn’t as bad as the
first time.
But what happened was the same. Faces flickered in and out, in a moment,
it was over.
“How many did you see?” she laughed derisively, “don’t you despise me?
Do you think I can tell my friends about this?” Her voice rose into a shrill,
her face a mess of tears.
There’s nothing wrong with being in love with multiple people. But she
sure has too many of them.
She hates that, she hates herself, more than anything, that’s why she–
“I want to be cured. I’ll do anything. So, please,” she sobbed. Tears flowed
down, then stopped as they reached my hand.
The way she held herself, even though crying, she looked strong.
Troubles of love are not something to be taken lightly, I said that… myself?
“Got it.”
“But I’ll do anything in my power. And the ‘I’ll do anything’ earlier, don’t
forget that,” I reminded her.
“Yep, yes! Of course. Thank you… really.” Relief swept over her.
Now that I have taken on this, I’ll just have to do whatever I can.
“You said that yourself. Going to break your promise right off the bat?”
“G-got it… So what do you want me to do?” said Yuzuki anxiously, her
cheeks flushed red. Her arms crossed as if hugging herself as she watched
me. Her tear-stained eyes were incredibly amorous.
And with that expression that seemed to say, “I’m ready,” stop it, will you?
“What are you thinking, idiot. I was talking about the Angel’s identity and
my power. Those are to remain a secret. That’s all.”
“Eh?’
After school the next day, at a cafe called “Cafe Proof”. Yuzuki Minato,
who sat across from me, tilted her head in confusion. It’s shockingly cute.
“You must have some theories you wanted to test with my powers right?
That’s why you came for me,” I elaborated.
“N-no. You see… I’m not sure about your ability, what could you do with
it. I can’t fully grasp that.” Her voice gradually became muffled.
I chose this place for the consultation because the manager of this cafe is
my cousin. It’s a good distance from school, ideal for secret sessions. I also
use this place occasionally in my normal Angel activity. That the said
cousin likes to get involved was a fly in the ointment.
“If that’s the case, your consultant doesn’t have to be me in the first place,”
I noted.
“That’s not true. You can do things other people can’t. Besides, the Angel
takes their consultant’s concerns seriously. That’s what the rumors say.”
“Yeah, but I’m the one who let out that rumor. It’s a stunt, a stunt.”
Across me Yuzuki gulped. I took a sip of the cider. The sweetness and the
prickling acidity cleared my thoughts. When I’m using my head, this must
be the best way to go.
“To tell you the truth, not really. I can only see their mental image of that
person, no profile, no age, no name, only their face. Identifying is possible
only because we’re in the limited space of school.”
Well, “not really” was an overstatement. Even with these limitations, it’s
still a supernatural ability. I have had this power since birth, so I might have
taken it for granted.
“And if the target doesn’t like anyone, then nothing will happen. ‘There’s
none’ or some notification like that would be better. It’s a bit of a hassle in
these cases.”
But yeah, discerning between that I had failed to touch them and that they
like no one is a pain.
“And what about the power, what’s it even? How did you get it?” she
suddenly asked.
“Is that necessary? Knowing what I can and what I can’t should be
enough.”
“Sorry, It’s not a pleasant topic. If there’s a need then I’ll tell you then.”
I closed my eyes for a moment, let out a long breath, and said, “I’m really
sorry. I’m not used to having people knowing about my power. There’s
many things I don’t want to say, but you can ask me anything, I’ll answer
whatever I can.”
“Okay, got it. I’ll be careful,” she nodded slowly a few times.
She’s reasonable, and probably able to put herself in other people’s shoes
too. That’s what I learned about her character. Our conversation at Lake
Biwa yesterday too, was like that.
To make the consultation more effective, gaining the other side’s trust is a
must. And to achieve that, it’s important for me to trust them first.
“Umm…”
“Hm?”
“Don’t get grossed out, okay?” she muttered, her slight blush hard to notice
in the shadow of her downward glance.
I have heard that a beautiful girl’s upturned eyes are destructive.
“N-no. I mean, I already know most of it, so I was wondering what’s left…”
“…It was from the very beginning,” Yuzuki saaid in a whispery, feeble
voice.
It was easy to reassure her, but she surely doesn’t want that.
She must have told herself that everything’s fine, that she isn’t wrong.
She was desperate to an extent that she chose to hunt down the Angel from
baseless rumors, six month spent at that. Her anguish isn’t anything that
can be alleviated by words.
“…No. I have thought about it a lot, but I can’t figure it out,” she agonized
bitterly.
And when all seemed hopeless, she heard the Angel’s rumors, it seems.
So all’s on my shoulders, huh? I’m the one who decides her fate…?
“Then, we need to find out the cause first,” To boost our morale, I denoted
firmly.
“Yeah. Right…”
There’s a cause to every problem. To solve it, you need to deal with the
cause.
But to understand the cause, having a good grasp at the problem is
necessary.
What are you “what?” about? You’re unexpectedly dull for a top student.
“Hii?!” Like before, she pulled back and hugged herself tightly.
“Idiot, I want to see who your crushes are, so I can investigate who they
are.”
“I-if that’s so then say it clearly! You surprised me, you know!”
“Got it, got it. I’m sorry. Then, come on.” I waved my hand, beckoning her.
Of course, I don’t just touch her face, I’m a sensible man, you know?
“I-I mean, it’s not necessary, right? I know who my crushes are, so…”
“Eh?”
“Isn’t falling in love without noticing one of the most common aspects of
love?”
And thanks to this damn aspect, Angel’s work is harder than it should be.
“But! We’re in a cafe…” she fretted.
“It’s fine, my cousin knows about my power. And this table is separated
from the rest. We’re all set here.”
“Nghh”
Chapter 2.2
Having that commitment sure is convenient, good thing she said that
yesterday.
“Pervert.”
“Perverted Angel!”
[TN: The pun was about the similarity between Tenshi (angel) and
Shinshi]
She put her hand on her chest and let out a long breath of resignation. Then
she brought my right hand to her face timidly.
It’s a bliss to be able to touch a beautiful girl’s soft skin, but for me, my
hand felt nothing while my power worked. I only felt a soft sensation the
first millisecond, with the rest blank. Yeah, my disappointment is
immeasurable. Once again, for the record, I am not a pervert.
But the lips of her pouting profile were damn sexy.
“Well?”
“Ah, yup… Nothing out of the ordinary, I can see them just fine.”
“I see.”
For a moment, I almost forgot the faces. Shoot, what are you doin, Io!
“Well, just wait,” I said while taking out a notebook and a pencil case from
my bag. “I’ll note those who I know, and I’m going to draw a portrait for
the rest. Then you tell me their names,” I explained.
“Of course?”
Although I said that, I don’t think being able to draw was something that
normal. All is the result of practice.
To make the most use of this power, being able to draw is crucial. I could
only see their faces for a second, and it’s not like I can take pictures. It’s
better to fill in as much information while I still remember them.
I quickly jotted down sixteen faces whose names I knew, and got on
drawing portraits for the rest.
Well, I can just take another look. Target knowing about my power sure has
its perks. Usually it was one chance.
But Yuzuki didn’t grab my hand. Instead, she just rolls her eyes and looks at
me blankly.
“Hey!”
“Eh? What?”
“Ehh?!”
“Too many faces. To be precise twenty-three people. Most are boys from
school, but I want to confirm, there might be some from other places.”
The code phrase made her shoulders slump as if she had given up. Her
grudging glare was a perfect balance of cute and mature. You’re making me
giddy, you know.
“Just so you know, I’m not enjoying this.” I mean, I need to clarify.
“I already know!”
“Still!”
But honestly, her cheeks are pleasant to the touch. Hella smooth.
Sometimes I even got to feel her smooth silky hair.
But it was a separate matter. This is a necessity. Really, I’m speaking the
truth, you know.
The cafe was located near the second station from Kuze high, along the
Keihan Ishiyama Sakamoto Line. This station is also near the JR Zeze
Station. Yuzuki seems to use that one.
Heading to the station lies the Tokimeki hill, a narrow, bustling inclined
street with stores flanking both sides.
Yuzuki, who had been looking around with interest, suddenly turned to me.
Her expression became strained. I could read anxiety, fear, and a hint of
curiosity from her
“All of them are tight-lipped. They won’t just let out other people’s info just
for the fun of it. Of course I’ll leave your name out. Is that okay?” I added.
“…Got it. If you deem it necessary then do it… If you trust them then it’s
fine.”
If I don’t get their consent from the start, it could jeopardize my credibility
later. Just the same as in normal Angel’s work.
Ahead of us, a truck came slowly. I pulled Yuzuki to the side and shielded
her.
“Um.”
Her meek reaction is so cute, this girl… She usually looks calm and
collected, what a splendid gap. If she showed this side of hers, her
popularity would be unprecedented.
“By the way, why did you turn down Matsumoto?” I suddenly remembered.
Matsumoto had confessed to Yuzuki sometime ago, but was turned down.
However, he showed up in one of the faces I saw.
“I mean, didn’t you two have feelings for each other? Besides, you turned
down every confession. Pardon my way of putting it, but have you ever
tried dating them?”
Then, self-deprecatingly, she forced herself, “Of course I tried,” her voice
quivered, “Maybe I could finally be faithful if I dated someone, I wished.
Back in middle school. But…” she grimaced. “But it didn’t get better. No
matter who I date, I keep falling in love with other people… and it keeps
growing…”
“I see…”
“Isn’t that rude? I’m the worst. Maybe I can hide that fact and continue
dating, but I just can’t forgive myself. Five times I tried, none worked out. I
won’t date anyone until I am cured. I’ve made up my mind.”
“I apologized to them properly. I broke up soon after dating, I’m sure they
were troubled. Of course. They weren’t wrong in the slightest, but I took
advantage of them just because of my situation…”
“In short, I’m a selfish JK, the very opposite of being faithful. Aren’t you
disgusted?… What an idiot.”
[TN: JK business, the practice of compensated dating with adolescent
girls. Jk is the abbreviation of Joshi Kousei, or high school girls]
‘I understand’, the word stopped on the tip of my tongue. But her feelings, I
could somewhat understand.
How frustrated she is, I could understand from her disgusted voice and her
pained expression. Yeah, I understand it painfully well.
Before I knew it, we reached the railway crossing in front of the station,
with the boom gate descending in front of us.
“Love is not something you can control. Even if you don’t want to, you fell
in love. It’s not your fault.” I searched her eyes. “And from our interaction
until now, I’m sure you’re a good person. I don’t regret accepting your
request. I will help you, just hang in there.”
“…Yeah”
Ah, there’s no voice change nor closed camera here… I can’t just go around
saying corny things…
The train in front of us slowly departed. The warning whirring stopped and
the boom gate lifted slowly.
I walked her to the JR ticket gate and said goodbye. But she stood there,
fidgeting.
What?
“Um… Akashi-kun.”
“Y-yeah?”
Through the gaps in her beautiful black hair, I could see her cheeks. It was
as red as cherry fruit.
“I…um…”
“…”
“Eh?”
[TN: Actually, it was this illust that made me “Alright, Imma buy this
book”]
She then turned away. Her hair and her skirt swayed.
I stared absented-mindly even after her back disappeared behind the ticket
gate.
“Yuzuki isn’t dating anyone right now. I’ve been searching around, I’m
pretty certain,” I announced.
–“Really!” On the other side of the call, I could hear Makino sigh in relief.
But not just pure relief, impatience, nervousness, and foreboding mixed, I
suspected.
“But whether she likes anyone…” The events of the last few days played at
the back of my mind. “I couldn’t tell. Sorry”
–“Uu…I see…” Makino grunted, but didn’t say anything else.
“Makino”
–“Hm?”
“I’ve said this before. No matter how Yuzuki is, you should confess. Even if
it doesn’t seem to go well,” I concluded.
“It’s not that easy. No one wants to be rejected. That’s natural. I know
exactly how you feel.”
“Being rejected is painful. Being told that they don’t share your feelings by
someone you like is scary. But if you don’t, you will regret it for the rest of
your life. ‘If only I confessed back then’ the possibility that would never
come true will haunt you forever.”
–“Uu…”
“But that doesn’t mean I want you to just charge in and get rejected. To
minimize the possibility of that, you have done your best until now. That, I
(Ore) know the best.”
[TN: Io slipped a Ore, manly version of “I”, while until now Io used
“Watashi”, gender neutral “I” (Although a bit inclined to femaline)
when being the Angel]
–“Angel…”
“I’m not saying that we need to do this right away. Let’s conquer your fear
slowly, until then, I’ll accompany you.”
–“Yeah…Yeah.”
“And in some cases, getting rejected isn’t the end of the line, you know?
You can confess again. There’s a limit to that, of course.”
My heart was thumping, my throat was parched. Before I knew it, I got too
intense. From my trusty cup, I drank the coke. Prickling pain and chilling
cold made my calmness resurface.
–“Thanks, Angel. Somehow… I feel better.”
–“It’s nothing. But, that. After all, Angel’s a man,” beamed Makino.
“Eh?”
[TN: The previously stated Ore, manly version of “I”, and “Watashi”,
gender neutral “I”]
–“Ahaha. Your identity is a secret and all, I know. But I’m happy I know
something more about you, I know practically nothing about you before.”
He laughed innocently.
“Aah. If there’s anything I’ll call you.” With that, I ended the call myself.
Rousing consultant is good, but don’t ever lose your cool, Akashi Io.
But I won’t stop his confession. Even though I know full well she can’t
return his feelings.
“Ayaha…”
“Hey…”
“…”
The next day, Yuzuki and I met up at my cousin’s café to decide our next
action. At the usual seat, after picking up the drinks we ordered, I touched
her cheek again.
“…”
Seems that she is self aware. So this is why she looked unusually nervous
when I was about to touch her cheek today.
But still, she’s really easy to fall in love…
“Nah, you don’t have too. Just tell me the reason. That guy’s Aoki, right?” I
questioned.
The latest member of the “Crush List”, Aoki, is of class eight like me.
Pardon my way of putting it, but he isn’t the most memorable guy around.
“I don’t think so… Among people I’ve come to like, their appearance
varied, so…”
“I see…” I noted.
That was true. From the twenty three… No, from the twenty four people in
this list, none of them have something in common in terms of appearance.
Some good-looking, some plain. Some burly, some lanky. In terms of height
or body types, the deviation is also high.
“So is it okay to assume that appearance has no influence? For all of them, I
mean.”
“Perhaps… I think so. But if not then what? Why have I come to like them?
I don’t have the answer…”
“Yeah…”
“Hoh…” I let out a breath.
“I-I mean… There’s too many of them… And there’s no definite pattern to
liking someone. Besides, the reason I’m asking for your help is precisely
because of this.”
Moreover, I did say it myself that romantic feelings aren’t something you
can control.
She had a point. But just that, the fact that there’s too little data is still there.
“Even if there’s no pattern, surely there must be a reason why you like
them. Like in this case, being treated kindly.”
“I have considered that. But if that’s the reason, then I think the number
would be absurd. Besides…”
“Besides?” I repeated.
“If that’s so, then there’s no way that I wouldn’t… like… you.” Her voice
faded away steadily.
[TN: It’s a bit confusing here, in the later chapters, Io said that didn’t
see himself when he touched Yuzuki, contrary to Yuzuki’s declaration
at the end of chapter 1]
Silence.
“I–o—!” At that moment, a chipper voice suddenly came from beside our
table.
I turned and saw my jolly cousin. An apron over his shirt and denim, his
exuberant grin annoys me to no end.
“Hmmm. Are you sure about saying that? I did look out for that seat?” He
pouted.
This guy…I did owe him a favor, but he’s always messing around with me.
“Nahh–, I saw you talking with a girl, so I thought I’d join in,” he chortled.
“Nope, it’s totally fine, totally fine. This happens all the time, thanks to Io.
Besides, having a cute girl like you like here makes the store seem stylish.”
“Oh! I almost forgot to introduce myself. I’m Akashi Yukito, Io’s cousin
and CEO of this Café Proof.” He flashed another grin.
How convenient of you. You just like how that sounds, don’t you.
Yukito is seven years older than me, a cousin from my father’s side. He
knew about my activities as the Angel and was willing to lend me his place
when I needed it, just like now. To be honest, he helped me out a lot.
“I’m Yuzuki Minato. I’m Akashi’s friend from school,” she introduced
herself.
“Friends. Hmm, friends, huh?” Yukito put his hand on his chin and bobbed
his head.
“Yukito-san?”
“Ah, but…”
“And if you’re going to call by first name, do it with Io. Ah, and Io too, call
Yuzuki-san by her first name. What a perfect timing.”
“Eehhh?!”
“Hey, Yukito…”
That’s unnecessary…
“‘Io’ is just two letters. Besides, there’d be many more occasions to call
him, so that makes sense, right? And girls can’t call the guy’s first name
one-sidedly.” argued Yukito with the smirkiest grin of the day.
[TN: Description for this is quite lengthy, you can look up here
https://cotoacademy.com/san-sama-kun-and-chan/ if you’re curious]
This is what makes this guy so annoying. He looks like he’s joking around,
but he’s awfully good at logically validating his pranks.
Really…
“There’s no way… We need to talk at school too.”
“It’s not that rare nowadays, right? You always call people by their names,
you don’t like it when it’s your turn?”
“Urgh…” I groaned.
“Listen to what your patron says, Io. I’ll be back to check on you, just so
you know.”
“Ha? Oi!”
At that, Yukito went back to work. From the counter, he sent us a jovial
wink.
“It’s a pain… But Yukito’s serious at times like this. Better follow what he
says, better than listen to his complaints…I guess.”
He’s good at poking at people’s weak points, and even more at getting
people to follow his suggestions. With that in mind, listening to what he
says without resistance is the best solution.
The part timers here too must be troubled. I can imagine their daily
struggles.
“But, I think he’d be satisfied with making fun of me. Earlier, you were just
used by him in order to achieve that. That’s why it’ll be fine if you let me
call me by your first name, you don’t have to call mine.”
He probably won’t corner Yuzuki like he did with me. He tends to keep his
outward appearance good, after all.
“But still, if it’s only you it would be strange, right?” she noted.
“Hm? Nah… Well, it might sound unbalanced, but that’s it. You don’t need
to worry about that,” I refuted
“U-um, okay…”
“…”
I don’t want to stop her as she says so, but isn’t that pushing herself too
hard?
“Then, what about calling that only when we’re here? Sorry, Minato.”
“Hya!…Umm. Uhhh…I-Io!”
Just like how people make contracts in anime, we called each other’s names
once.
Well, it shouldn’t be a big deal. Just change the way we call each other,
that’s it. But the thing is, Yuzuki– Minato– looked squirmy, her cheeks even
redder than before.
“N-no. It’s okay…! It’s just… I’ve never called a boy by the first name…”
she mumbled in a muffled, fading voice.
◆ ◆ ◆
“What are you after?” While wiping the dishes at the counter, I glared at
Yukito who was closing the register.
After that, we discussed our course of action quickly and adjourned. Minato
went home, while I went straight to help out the store until the café closed.
“What support? Adults don’t play around with high school students. It’s
gross.”
“I’m still young, just twenty three. Unfortunately.” His voice was somber,
his usual glee was nowhere to be found.
“You’re always helping other people’s love, what about yours? I just want
to shine light into Io’s lonely youth, what’s wrong with that?”
With his soft smile still on his face, he continued in an admonishing tone.
“You too, wouldn’t it be better if you stop giving that girl special
treatment?”
“…”
“Something painful, you’d be better off if you forget it, you know? You still
have to live on.”
“…Shut up.”
Ayaha Interlude
“Say, Io-kun.”
Just like the sky and the clouds seen from the rooftop, she was like the
breeze.
“If, hypothetically, okay? If you had some special power, what would you
do?” she asked.
Just like usual, we talked about a lot of things and nothing in particular, just
idle chit-chats.
But to me, the time spent on this rooftop was more important than
everything else.
“The drama I saw the other day was about that. I just wondered what Io-kun
would do,” she elaborated.
Because I was the only one who knew that it wasn’t impossible.
“Didn’t I just say so–? I did say ‘if’. Then, what would you do?”
“Childish.”
“Na! Oi!”
I was suddenly pulled by the arms, my heart skipped a beat at the soft
sensation and the sweet smell.
“…Damn it.”
“Old! Gosh, how old! Io-kun, are you really younger than me?”
“Although you did get it. Besides, it’s just one character difference,” I
pouted.
But that lass–Ayaha didn’t notice my trepidation as she fixed her gaze on
me, on her face her usual grin.
Chapter 3.1
School rooftops are, in most cases, restricted. Both in middle school and
high school.
Kuze High is no exception, usually, students can’t enter. That’s the trick,
usually.
“Heave-ho!”
Clang. The door swung open easily. The scenery in front of me spread,
dazzling blue sky and the shining sun. The dry wind felt good, and with it,
my weariness from classes dissipated.
[TN: sorry for the interruption, but it seems that my chapters are stolen
again. To support me, please read on Travis Translation.]
“As spacious as ever–” she stretched.
“Yup, yup.”
Click. The key clinked as the short-haired girl, Aki Hiura, tossed the key
without turning back to me. I caught it carefully and tucked it into my
pocket.
“Hey, be more careful. If it got lost and someone found it, we’d be in
trouble,” I chided
She checked around a bit before she sat down. The way she crossed her legs
made her short skirt dangerously almost visible.
“More of sensitive”
“Here, a peek.”
“Stop!”
Good grief.
Outspoken and frank, I respected how her attitude remains the same, no
matter who she’s talking to. However, she is also like this in front of
teachers and seniors, many were also displeased with her.
In short, troublesome. Well there’s nothing left to say unless I repeat again,
so that’s it. I’ll try emphasizing her strong points.
“But anyway, you’re not going around doing that right?” I asked her back.
“Nothing to worry about, I have leggings. Here.” Her hands reached for her
skirt.
For a healthy high school boy, just a pair of leggings and thighs are enough!
And I’m not saying what’s enough!
After all, she is extremely athletic. Despite the dainty image, she is the top
of the female physical education in the school year. She was the only girl to
participate in the boy’s relay race at last year’s sports festival.
No, it was her fault the “Male Class Representative’s Serious Relay”
changed its name to “Male and Female Indiscriminate Class
Representative’s Serious Relay”.
“The name says ‘Serious’ but doesn’t let someone like me play? How is
that serious?”, the legendary words of wisdom that Hiura uttered at that
time are still passed down until today. In addition to her physical abilities,
she possesses outstanding athletic skills. That was Aki Hiura.
And also, being even more skilled than third year students, she’s the
reigning ace of the tennis club. Since the first year, she even won first place
in a tournament among tennis club members.
She was demanded by many clubs. But, as expected of a free spirit, she
brushed them off with a single word, “Troublesome.”.
In addition, she has a pretty figure, girlish eyes and nose, things that didn’t
match her personality at all. In short, another beauty. Other than her
crudeness, she has no notable flaw. And maybe that’s why she was easily
antagonized.
From the bag she was carrying, she took out yakisoba bread, cream buns,
and strawberry au lait.
I followed her suit, arranging my own lunch on the floor.
“Ahh, how annoying,” She rolled her eyes. “I’m joking. Who do you think I
am?”
“Oh? Wanna fight?” Hiura showed her yaeba teeth as she balled her fists.
Since I usually lose anyway, I don’t like where this is going. I’m, after all,
against violence.
Hiura is one of the few people who knows that I am the Angel of Kuze
High. Not only that, she also assists me by providing information through
her wide network of connections.
Except for my power, I’m an ordinary person, there’s a limit to workload I
can handle and time I have. Thus, collaborators are essential to the Angel’s
activities.
However, the condition was that I buy her an au lait as a payment. She
seems to like it a lot.
“No extra random gossip today. Forgive me for that,” she began her report.
Hiura would usually investigate love affairs of the entire school. Since she
has a diverse circle of acquaintances, her gathering capability is quite
impressive.
But today was different, I asked her to focus on a single person. I want to
respect her privacy, but there are things that you can’t glean from the person
herself.
“Yuzuki Minato, second year, class seven, go-home club. In the latest
examination ranked fourth in overall grades, A in physical education,” she
listed.
“Haa… I kinda expected that, but she sure is high spec.”
“Times she had been confessed too: twelve confirmed. Boyfriend during
highschool: zero. Very popular, she assumed the title of ‘Kuze High’s Top
Three’ this year. Her cup size–”
“Stop!”
“E”
“Don’t!… Really?”
“Yep, serious.”
I see… So she’s packing… No, stop it, Io. Don’t touch this topic any
further.
By the way, the “Kuze High’s Top Three” is just what the name implies, a
title for the top three popular girls among the boys, regardless of school
year.
For some reason, Kuze High has a reputation for having a high percentage
of beautiful girls. And those girls are real beauty, no joke.
The members are not decided by anyone, and they are referred to in
common parlance. Although there are rumors about the rank authorizing
body being secretly run by a group of students.
Along with the Angel of Kuze High, some students call this “The two urban
legends of Kuze High”. They are my rivals. Hm… maybe not.
[TN:What’s with this school and rumors? And that naming too, lol]
“Her closest friend: Fumiya Shiho…No, she’s the only one she has a proper
relationship with. The rest are more or less shallow, she can talk with them,
that’s it. Fujimiya also went to the same middle school, but—” she frowned.
“But?”
“They’re from another prefecture. I heard that they went to a middle school
in Kyoto. But I haven’t been able to find any more information on this.”
It should have nothing to do with this case. Besides, she herself doesn’t
seem to be fond of that time. If possible, I wanted to avoid this.
As if remembering something, she added, “and about the ‘Kuze High’s Top
Three’, she was disliked by a group of people.”
From what I know of her, she didn’t seem like the kind of guy to be
disliked. Although I did get why she has a few friends.
“First is plain envy, and the latter grudges. Grudge against Yuzuki for
stealing their crushes. These are from the girl’s side.”
“Oh, I see…”
When I turned around, my number two friend, Reiji Miwa, walked in with
his hands clasped behind his head.
Chapter 3.2
Reiji sat down and pulled out a curry bun from his bag. His brown two
block cut hair and his flashy, well-groomed hace was attention grabbing
again today. His earrings reflected light at his ear. Since Kuze High is quite
liberal, piercings are not prohibited, and thus Reiji’s not a delinquent.
Although he’s quite an idiot.
By the way, Reji knows the Angel’s true identity, just like Hiura. Though
Reiji isn’t a collaborator, he is knowledgeable in love affairs and human
relations, so he is of help sometimes.
“As always…”
He was late today because a junior called him out. And as usual, he was
confessed, then accepted easily, everything was over in an impossible
speed.
Well, it doesn’t matter. There’s no point in being judgemental, and I’m not
planning to. He’ll probably break up soon, again. It was hopeless the
moment I heard the girl’s name.
[TN: sorry for the interruption, but my chapters are still stolen, again. To
support me, please read on Travis Translation.]
“Hmm…Yeah.”
Her first impression was indeed like that. But now that I know her more,
getting immediately flustered or embarrassed like that, she’s quite
emotionally expressive.
“But when you get to know her, she’s a real dere,” Reiji went on.
“D-dere?”
“To put it simply, she gives them hope. She’s usually cool, but she would
start blushing when talking with them. That gives the boys ‘Maybe she likes
me?’ moment”
“Hm…”
“But when it comes to confession, it was a straight no. That, in one move,
made them antagonistic. Just like what Hiura said.”
“A bunch of nonsense, you stupid men. Pushed your own luck and then
came back lamenting.” Hiura added before chugging her strawberry au lait.
But in that regard, Minato herself must have liked them. She just couldn’t
hide her feelings well, which leads to this.
“Nah–smart girls are not my type. But I do understand their feelings. With
their cheap pride trampled, they become antagonistic. This is the problem
with the unpopular guys.”
He shook his head as if to say “good grief”, then proceeded to chomp down
the remaining curry bun.
Hiura changed her posture from cross-legged and said, “Well, that’s all
about Yuzuki. Both famous and infamous, if the balance tipped, she might
fall back to Plus Four.”
“Plus Four”, additional ranking of the four most popular girls after Kuze’s
Top Three. Just like the Kuze’s Top Three, a common name by the students.
And by the way, aren’t you enjoying this too much, Kuze High students?
What is this even? Backlash against intense study?
“Whoah. Then isn’t this interesting? Our Hiura might finally rank up.”
After swallowing his bread, Reiji mentioned playfully.
Nothing to hide, Aki Hiura here is also one of the Flus Four. She’s not in
the same league as Minato, but she’s another high-spec beauty nonetheless.
“Want it or not, it’s the end of the line if you’re selected, right?”
Kuzu’s Top Three, Plus Four… titles of honor, longed by boys and girls
alike… and whatsoever.
I’m not sure whether you exist or not, but I won’t recommend offending
Princess Hiura, authorizing body or not.
“Anyway, thanks, Hiura. You helped me out. If you found out something
new, please let me know.”
“Hey, hey.”
I had just finished eating my bread and was collecting Hiura’s and Reiji’s
trash into a bag.
I did gain more information on her, but still no clue about the cause of the
Falling-in-love Peculiarity. So I need to make some assumptions along the
way, huh?
“By the way, Io. Why– are you looking into Yuzuki-chan? Hm?” Reiji said
with a sly grin.
“Nah–. You might be making it seem like that, but actually trying to get her
yourself. That’s a power abuse, you know?”
“Reiji.” I pronounced.
“Oops. Don’t get angry. If it’s not then just say so.”
Reiji, as if he had lost interest, lied down. Hiura was already fiddling with
her phone while yawning in a surprisingly cute manner.
“There’s one thing, of different matter, I wanted to ask.” I stressed the
“different”. They just directed their eyes at me. “Falling in love with
multiple people. What do you think it’s about?”
“Bitch. If male then an ape.” That was Hiura. The way she talked was no
longer girly. Maybe now is too late to expect that.
“I mean, isn’t it simple? I mean, it’s just a matter of that guy’s style?”
“Dunno. Not something a virgin like me would know.” Hiura shook her
head in resignation.
“Yup”
“Oi! Don’t ask! And don’t just answer!”
“What’s there to it? That guy’s easy to fall in love, just that.”
“Hypothetical, huh?”
[TN: Give my man a peace of mind. Io’s stress this week increased
exponentially, lol]
Reiji contemplated the idea a bit more, before shrugging. Dunno, the
gesture reminded me of that word.
“But there are so many cute girls out there, to choose one out of them, that’s
just impossible~. It’s not a bad thing, as long as it’s not an affair.”
However, the café was filled to the brim with customers that day, so I was
called in by Yukito to help until the flood of customers calmed. After an
hour of serving and taking orders, I returned to our usual table, Minato was
waiting there.
“Sorry, but you could have gone home today. I must have wasted your time
sitting here.” I sat down.
“No, I came all the way here. Actually, I’m a bit guilty about using your
table the whole time…”
“It’s nothing, the people today wasn’t that much. There was no waiting line,
so nothing to worry about.”
“Oh, really?”
When I nodded, Minato let out a small breath of relief. As upright as ever.
English textbooks and notes sprawled on the table. Both had a lot of writing
on it and pages were worn.
“I heard that your grades are good, you’re studying properly after all.”
“It’s nothing, I’m not a genius. Besides, everyone at Kuze’s smart.” Minato
replied somewhat uncomfortably.
I suppose that’s true. However, not everyone has the will to work hard to go
to the next level. There are many temptations in life, especially in high
school.
Then, just like before, I touched her cheek once to discern any changes.
There were no additions this time, but I did discover a new trend.
“It decreased.”
“Eh?… R-really?” She said with mixed feelings painted on her face.
I checked again, but the result was the same. Comparing the faces to the
note, I found the missing one. Matsumoto who was rejected a while before.
“W-when…?”
“Hmm”
“Um… No.”
Of course– You don’t even know why you like them in the first place. What
am I expecting? In short, no progress.
“So that means we don’t know the reason, and even preference in liking
someone.”
“Data…?”
“Then, when you like more people, we can narrow down the criteria a little
more. These samples will lead us the way.”
It was now difficult to obtain any accurate information from the people she
had already liked. With that, this option was the best. This is a game of
numbers.
“W-wait! That means you want me to increase the number?” She fretted in
alarm.
“Yeah”
“B-but! Isn’t that a complete turnaround?!” She protested, her glare on me.
“Your goal is not to reduce the number, but to cure the Falling-in-love
Peculiarity itself,” I state calmly.
“That’s…”
“Of course, I know it’s hard to be positive. Falling in love isn’t that
convenient. But to move forward, we must make mistakes. But those
mistakes are meaningful.”
Minato seemed troubled, her eyes casted down, her mouth pressed thin.
She must have understood what I meant. Even so, she still couldn’t make up
her mind. That’s the stage she’s in.
“And I do believe that those mistakes are worth it. If you really don’t want
to, then it’s your choice. But I’m sure you want to be cured.”
Silence.
But that was something that ties to her feelings directly. If possible, I want
her to make her own decision. Otherwise, she might get lost in the process
and end up regretting it.
I kept quiet and waited for her reply. Around me, I could hear the clattering
of dishes and the faint murmurs of the other customers.
When the jazz track Yukito put on ended, she finally answered.
“Okay…”
“Hm?”
“Always?”
Always? What?
“Oh…”
“Somehow, you’re desperate… no, serious. It’s not even your problem.”
“Of course. If I’m not, I won’t go as far as playing up the rumors. Romantic
feelings aren’t something to be taken lightly. I don’t want to take on
something like this with half-hearted determination.”
“Oh…”
She replied curtly then huffed and turned away. I stared at her profile as she
looked around the cafe and blinked two, three times.
The conversation took an awkward turn. The itch to cover up the earlier
statement was unbearable, so I added, “Well, I usually hide my gender, use
voice change, and a tad bit flowery lingo. Respectful and authoritative,
that’s what I aim for. And I use gender neutral “Watashi” as the first person
too.”
“Yo, Machida.”
First of all, Minato is now trying to approach the boys more actively. Of
course, it was to make her like more people. But since she seemed like she
could freeze up any moment, and that was even before she began talking, I
told her to relax. But I just can’t let her be, so…
In contrast to her task, mine was simple. In short, to monitor her as she
carries out the plan.
That was why I’m here, second year class seven, Minato’s class, standing
by. Incidentally, this Machida is a fellow who was in the same class with me
last year. This time, I intended to use him as a placeholder during the
operation. I’m from another class, afterall.
“Ah! You’re here for Yuzuki? How cute–.” His dubious face broke into a
grin.
He probably meant it as a joke, but that’s exactly what I’m waiting for.
He exclaimed in surprise, his eyes shooting sparks all over. “Eeh?! Really?
You’re not the type to take interest in a girl. I’m shocked.”
“Well, I can see why. Hmm… got it, got it.” He crossed his arms, satisfied.
I’m grateful he believed that, but sometimes, he could be a bit too much.
But it’s all thanks to you that I can come here without being suspicious.
Sorry for taking advantage of you, Machida
“She’s here, Yuzuki. Look, there,” he called.
When I followed his finger, Minato was already at her seat, radiating her
sparkling aura as ever.
Then, she slowly turned this way. When our eyes met, her head quickly
lurched back to its original position. Compared to a second before, her
expression stiffened visibly.
“Whoa? Did she just look this way? You might have a chance after all?”
“Dunno.”
Nope, she just noticed my presence, then panicked, now that there’s no way
back for her now.
This might be a bit too hard for her… So this is the normal atmosphere for
her, huh? Having good looks could be a bit of a bother.
Suddenly, she stood up, then awkwardly approached a group of boys and
girls mixed nearby. Both Minato and the group seemed nervous. But after a
while, the conversation flowed normally and the atmosphere relaxed.
Why do I feel like a parent watching their kid on their first day of school…
“Fujimiya?”
That said, I already knew her from Hiura yesterday. Fujimiya Shiho,
Minato’s best friend.
She was a friend of Minato’s so she was quite noticeable. No, that has
nothing to do with this.
She dropped her bag at her seat and immediately joined Minato. Like
Minato, she joined the conversation.
She’s calm and serene, but somehow I feel that way. The quiet fervor type?
“That’s the best part〜. That plainess was exquisite, ahhh. She’s always
next to Yuzuki-san, so she doesn’t stand out, but I think she could rise to
Plus Four if she wants to.”
Well, by popularity, she seems to fare better than Hiura. But if it’s just looks
then they’re a good match.
“Ahhh. I want to get the Angel’s letter too–. And then, you know, with
Fijimiya-san–” his daydream continued.
Thanks, Machida. But well, I don’t plan to send a letter to you. For various
reasons.
“Hehh–. You’re those unbelievers?”
I’m sorry for being boring. But I’m safest with this stance, as the Angel
himself.
After that, nothing of note happened and the first period came around.
For today, no, for a while, I will continue this kind of monitoring.
Heavy footed, I left class seven. Before I duck out, I glanced at Minato.
Secretly, we nodded encouragingly to each other.
◆ ◆ ◆
The same day, I left my class and visited her during lunch break. While
making random responses to Machida’s prattling, I watched her.
She was probably aware of me and she was properly interacting with a
variety of people. As serious as ever.
“Yuzuki-san doesn’t belong to any club, right? So what are you doing at
home?” One of the boys asked with keen interest.
A group of three boys, five including Minato and Fujimiya, were engaging
in a small talk.
“R-really?”
“Yup, Yup. You look like the type to only read books–” Another guy
agreed.
Yeah, I think the same thing too. And she’s probably studying too, but she’s
not saying it.
“But, you go out with me often, don’t you?” This time, it was Fujimiya.
Hugging Minato’s arm, she joined the conversation with a smile on her
face.
“By the way, you two get along well. You were in the same class last year?”
“Yup. Minato here doesn’t have many friends, so I’m quite worried about
not being together.”
Just according to the intel from Machida, Fujimiya was always at Minato’s
side, just like now. But it wasn’t that one of them was following the other
around, their hearts seemed to connect, their bond was that deep.
Whatever she was doing, whoever she talked to, Minato and Fujimiya came
in a set.
But of course, this is not something bad. Expanding her connection and
getting to know more people would surely increase the number of people
she likes. That’s her–our– current goal.
By the way, the boys whooped and were waving their phones around
excitedly. The hollering got the attention of the other guys around.
It’s purely my own personal judgment, but this seems to be going well.
“Damn, they got it before you.” From the side, Machida said with a
knowing grin.
Too bad, that wasn’t the case. We already had each other’s LINE since the
day she discovered me. No, I’m not showing off.
“But Yuzuki-san, what’s wrong with her? She hadn’t talked to anyone until
now.”
From the situation, she had probably refrained from interactions with other
people to decrease the number. However, her action, and also motive, was
the complete opposite from before. So it was inevitable that people would
suspect something. In fact, Machida already had.
“If I have to choose, that is! But cute girls are still cute at the end of the
day!”
“Ah! But I’m not going to be your rival, so rest assured, Akashi–” That
knowing grin again.
Even though it’s for the sake of the operation, he’s getting more annoying
by the day…
◆ ◆ ◆
I called her to the cafe after school and checked once. This was to evaluate
today’s operation.
“S-so?”
She kept her head down all the while I compared the list.
“I knew it…”
“It’s that guy. The guy that asked you what you usually do at home.”
“So it’s Inada-kun… Nghh…” She groaned as she plopped down on the
table.
“Actually, you’re more compliant than I thought. I’m surprised. And you’re
getting results too.”
“So you don’t understand the reason for this time too?” I asked, just in case.
“We exchanged contacts…” From the gap of her arms peeked at the phone
on the table.
“W-wait!” she shouted, but then stammered, “I’m not so sure either… But I
don’t think so…”
Hmm. Well, if that’s the case, then it would probably be too much, wouldn’t
it? But we can’t just disregard the idea too. For now, note that down, just in
case.
Despite that, her lips curled into a smile. I don’t mean to put it this way, but
that was certainly an expression of a maiden in love, the only difference
being the number of people she fell in love with.
“Is that so…” She was deep in thought, putting her hand to her well-shaped
chin.
Minato opened her phone and started typing. With her eyes on her phone,
her expression was quite hard to read.
◆ ◆ ◆
The next day too, she carried out the plan dutifully. She went on talking
with different people, even those who she wasn’t particularly friendly with.
That must have been exhausting, since she sometimes returned to slump at
her seat.
I already know she’s like this, but this is more stoic than I thought. Given
my previous consultations, most of them are pretty stubborn. They lacked
the courage, froze up from time to time.
Needless to say, to make the most of her efforts, I went to class seven as
much as allowed. Listened to Machida’s prattle, observed Minato’s
surroundings, and memorized events.
“You come here pretty often–. To do this much, quite dedicated you are.”
“Y-Yuzuki-san, have you finished the fifth period’s math assignment?” One
of the boys asked.
“Really? Thanks!”
And their conversation came to an end. They were both conspicuously
blushing.
“Ah, that Makino guy there, he’s usually mature and quiet, but he’s like that
only when he talks with Yuzuki-san.” In front of me, Machida whispered.
“Hmph…”
“From my reading, he likes her. And quite serious, by that, you know? Isn’t
he your rival?”
“Maybe”
I haven’t talked to him much lately, but he’s working hard too, it seems.
Besides, he’s on the list too. Strange as it may sound, their affection was
mutual.
After that, they brought out their books and exchanged notes. No doubt,
Makino, and then unexpectedly, Minato too, were bashful. They were on
cloud nine, bringing their faces closer and closer.
Just like what Reiji said, she was “leading them on”.
Well, there’s no helping that. But she had no bad intentions, she really felt
the same way as them, she was just bad at hiding it.
The moment I sent the message, the “read” quickly popped up. Her reply
was also fast.
The read receipt was there, however, no reply came. Hahh, she’s probably
misunderstood. I can’t just leave out the explanation because it’s long,
right?
–“Hello?”
“Mornin’”
“Something crossed my mind. If we limit the scale to just school, the data
would be unbalanced.”
–“Eh?”
Here’s what I mean. If we limit it to the boys at school, there might be some
elements missing.
“And?”
–“Fueh?!”
“Wait, just by definition? If our intention isn’t like that, it shouldn’t be any
problem, right? We are gathering data for your case.”
It’s not that I wasn’t bothered. But that doesn’t change anything, we’ve got
work to do.
“Yeah?”
“I told you it’s not a date! Don’t think anything and just come!”
Good grief… I was trying to not be conscious about it, why won’t you
cooperate… I’m nervous too, you know.
◆ ◆ ◆
We met up in front of the central ticket gate of JR Kyoto station, the exit
with the Kyoto Tower on the side.
As I fiddled with my phone, a voice called, “Sorry for the wait”
“Um, hi.”
I intentionally moved up one stop and arrived a little earlier than Minato.
By the way, it took me only ten minutes from my house to here. Twenty
from Kuze High via the Keihan Line. The Kyoto station was just that close
to Shiga Prefecture.
[TN: I have never been there myself, and using Google Maps didn’t
help, so there might be some errors in directories]
Shiga Prefecture was secretly amazing. The distance from Kyoto secured its
position as a B-class city. It’s a different story if you go to the other side of
Lake Biwa though.
By the way, I wore a black mask too. But there was nothing interesting
about me, so I’ll leave it at that.
“Let’s go”
“Yeah…”
Somewhat awkward, we started walking side by side. Along the main road,
we headed north along the main street toward our first destination.
Yes, the purpose of going out today was to get hints for the Falling-in-love
Peculiarity. This isn’t a date. But despite that, we couldn’t just walk around,
that would be a waste of time. That was why we decided to accompany
each other as we went shopping.
“I’m going all out today, just wait for me, earphones.”
When we reached the wireless section, I quickly ran my eyes over the
displayed earphones. The types of earphone was its own mystery, but I have
my own way of choosing.
“The expensive and rare ones are easier to lend.” I said as I inspected one of
them.
“Yup. I brought up the topic about earphones and steered my way to it.
‘Wanna try?’, and then when they are satisfied, I reach to take it off. If my
hand could graze the slightest of their faces, it’s mission complete.”
“Trial and error. Pretending to brush something from their hair’s convenient
too, but that would raise suspicion.”
Excuses for touching the target’s face, the more the better. I’m carrying a lot
of risks here.
Well, that Minato found out, that’s a special case.
“Bone conduction or noise canceling types are the best. Most people
wanted to try them. They’re expensive, though. Thanks to that, whatever’s
left of my already little part time wages are gone too.”
“Strictly speaking, not all. But a good chunk of it, though. Investment in my
work isn’t something I’d regret… Damn, this one’s two thousand yen !”
“I think I had asked once before too. How you spend your money, how
serious you are. You’re strangely earnest. I’m curious about that…”
“…”
I suppose that would be a normal response to my attitude.
“I honestly didn’t expect you to be this serious when I asked for your help.
Although I did have high hopes for the Angel and that rumored power.”
“I’m happy you think like that. But, well, how do I explain… It’s my
policy. Obsession, maybe. No, you just ask why am I so obsessed…”
“Well, something like that. I think this is not the place to talk about such
things. Please just forget it.”
That wasn’t even an excuse, just plain refusal to talk. But I think this is
better than beating around the bush stubbornly.
Asking about the other side while keeping yours secret. I usually do this in
normal cases, but being face to face like this only made it worse.
But she didn’t seem to mind at all. Instead, she was studying one of the
high-quality earphones in the showcase. Her face was unconcerned, as if
she had forgotten about the earlier conversation.
“Hmm, my earphones are the one that came with my phone, should I buy a
new one?” She picked up one of them.
“If there’s no problem then you don’t have to. Do you listen to a lot of
music or videos?”
“No. Maybe some music once in a while, but the cords tend to tangle in my
hair, so I usually don’t.”
“Hn? So there’s such a disadvantage to long black hair every man yearns
for.”
“Maybe not for everyone with long hair, but at least for me.” She then tried
on one of the samples. “And what’s that ‘every man yearns for’” she added.
The dark red of the earphones suits her well. Although she did seem to have
trouble putting it on.
“I have an out of use wireless earphone. It’s quite cheap, so don’t think
much about it.”
“Yup. I brought it online, but they don’t quite fit my ears. They’re wireless,
so it might be easier to put on.”
Minato nodded, her eyes narrowed a litte. I couldn’t see her mouth because
of the mask, but she was probably smiling. Somehow, I felt worse.
Sorry for not telling you, hope this could make up for that, sorry, Minato.
In the end, I brought the new JBL noise canceling waterproof earphones. It
cost me 15,000 yen, my first splurge in a long while. I needed to fill in more
shifts again, it seemed.
Then we took the elevator to Ogaki Bookstore on the sixth floor. This time,
it was her turn. I was glad she chose here, since I have some purchase in
mind too.
My hand quickly touched the cheek peeking from her mask. She might have
killed me if I were to say “You’re wide open” or some shojo pickup lines,
so I kept silent.
Then the door opened and people entered. We acted like nothing happened
and went up silently.
She pulled me aside as soon as we left the elevator. “Hey, Io! Stop that!
You’re scaring me!” She hissed. With her cheeks puffed, she scowled. I
wanna see her face under the mask.
“Well– I apologized. I want to see if there’s any change from the station
until now. What’s wrong with that?”
“I know, I know… The door’s opening, and it’s not like we could do it out
here. That’s the only private space around here.” Of course, I need to make
my defenses clear.
“S-still! I… I’m not used to it yet. I want you to care about me more-”
“C-care…?”
She replied curtly and strode to the manga section, I followed at her heels.
“Y-yeah… I’m fine on my own, you don’t have to follow me. I have already
decided what to buy anyway.”
“Nah, I’ll follow. It would be a big deal if anything were to happen when
we part ways.”
“Oh…”
A pink clad cover. With a group of flashy men and beautiful girls
illustrated. The colors were glamorous too.
“Hoh? Shoujo manga? That’s unexpected.”
[TN: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sh%C5%8Djo_manga ]
“W-what’s wrong?! It’s fun! Also e-exciting too. The girls are cute.”
[TN: Why does the back cover looks like Gagaga Bunko’s light novel
instead of a manga…]
“Eh?” Her eyes widened, her mouth agape under the mask, probably.
“It’s exciting, makes your heart wring. The plot is compelling too. Besides,
I’m the Angel of Kuze High, remember? These are the sacred textbooks of
love.”
Besides, love advice requires understanding of both male and female mind.
Although it was fiction, there’s an inextricable structure.
“And also novels and movies too. I like what I like, there’s no helping it.
The leftover part-time money from earphones is spent on this.” I picked one
up myself.
Minato joined me as we let out a troubled “Hmm” while studying the
manga.
“Yup, me too. Can’t really bring myself to buy if I don’t know if it’s well-
received or not, or if there’d be a continuation.”
“Yeah, yeah– But if I buy it later and it’s fun, then I’d feel like ‘Why
haven’t I supported it since the first volume!’. Yeah?”
“Yup! I’d feel so guilty. Why didn’t I choose better, like that.”
While having such otaku talk, we browsed the shelves and secured some
mangas. With that, we went on to the literacy zone.
By the way, Minato had said in one of the conversations that she usually
reads at home. So that wasn’t a lie to cover up for shoujo manga, she was
really into reading in general, it seems.
She caught up and stood at my side. New and crisp binding, I took the blue
book and looked at it curiously.
[TN: Kanji has many different pronunciations, and it could get a bit
messy when it comes to kanji for names.]
“It’s ‘Kuchiru’. Konomi Kuchiru. All of his are romances, every one of
them is legit good. I can’t wait for the paperback release, so here I am.”
“His debut was last year. Heard it’s going to get a paperback soon. Try it, it
will rock ya.”
“Rock? How?”
“Um, nothing.”
Yup, just remembered that these kinds of things didn’t get through to her.
No matter how much she likes subcultures, there are just simply too much
of them.
Chapter 3.8
“Yup, and then, if the power really exists, what would they do with it? I
think I like his work because he really explores all the probabilities.”
“Relatable?”
“You could say that. Well, those in the books are teleports, time-leap, and
whatnots. Unlike mine, useful.”
The kind that could wreak havoc if it falls into wrong hands. Completely
different from mine.
“But, those are made-up stories, right? Yours are real.” She trifled through
the pages.
“How can you be sure?”
My hands still on the book, I continued, “I’m hiding mine from everyone
but my family, Yukito, and you. There is no knowing whether other powers
exist or not. Maybe we just don’t know about them.”
“Of course, there might not. But when I watch supernatural phenomena or
unsolved crimes on television, I can’t help but wonder, no, suspect. ‘What if
those are the work of someone with power?’”
“Oh…Um… Yeah. With you having one, that sounds more plausible.”
After this, the plan was to loiter around the Aeon Mall.
To gather as much data, changing the location as we go should yield more
results.
When we were past the west ticket gate, from the side, Minato asked. “Do
you want to meet them? People with powers.”
“Oh…”
“Well, I might ask them how they regard their power, how they lived their
life…questions like that.”
But just ask, I have no idea about anything else. Neither any idea about how
to deal with the answers.
“Hm.”
After that, we went to the various stores in the mall and chilled out.
Midway through, we took a rest on the gigantic cushions at Muji and took
another touch of her cheek in the shadowy corner.
In the end, the number of people she likes remained the same.
Since there was one person immediately after we started our operation as
school, it should be safe to cross out the probability of her falling in love
with someone along the road.
Minato herself did say that she had never experienced that kind of love at
first sight, so this might be enough of a verification to completely disregard
the idea.
“No, I see no pattern from the current data. But we’ll recommence the
operation tomorrow. Maybe it would give us something of insight. We’ll
understand one day anyway.”
I hold the straw to my mouth. It has been some time since I last drank
ginger ale, but it’s as good as ever.
“Yup. And I want to check once before we part. Or, I’m fine with now too.”
“I don’t want to.”
She was usually calm and collected, but at times like this, her emotions
were all written on her face. Teasing her was unexpectedly fun.
“Uh-huh”
“Back then, at the shoe locker why did you touch my face?”
That was the first time I had touched her face. To force Makino out, I went
on an investigation about Minato.
And that was the starting point of…
We were both desperate back then, there was no time to think. But now, it
wasn’t strange she noticed that.
In the first place, she was the one who sniffed me out. Her suspicion and
deduction was on mark.
It would be normal that she would connect the dots and arrive at the
conclusion that I was doing that for a confession.
“Sorry… I can’t say more. Urgh, why’s there so many things I can’t say…”
I slapped my hands together in apology. This was the second time for today
alone.
[TN: Japanese people often put their hands together (sometimes with a
bow) when they apologize to their friends.]
“It’s okay. I have my guesses. I just want to let you know. I can’t pretend to
know nothing, that’s all.”
“Okay… Thanks.”
“No, I’m asking for your help here. Besides there are things that you don’t
want to say and things you can’t say. I understand how that feels.” She
regarded the café au lait curiously before sipping it.
It’s true, I guess. Our positions were quite familiar in this regard.
That is why we can keep our secrets from each other without unnecessary
inquiry.
When she knew about my future, I was worried. But maybe I could say that
I’m lucky it was her.
She was surprisingly interested in the topic. I couldn’t help but feel proud.
“Yep. When you’re anxious about love, an invitation letter would appear.
The Angle chooses the students, not the other way around.”
“Then, in reality, it’s not a letter, but this.” I pulled out my phone, and
logged in. Her eyes opened wide when she saw the screen.
“Twitter?”
“Told you. Everything’s online nowadays. You have to adapt to the times.”
Although I said letters in the rumors. For urban legends, vibe and ambience
is the key.
Chapter 3.9
“But…Is that really okay? The link might spread, or someone other than the
invited person might join?”
“Scary… Aren’t you a demon rather than an angel?” She pulled away.
The images were similar, but angels are servants of God, while Cupid is the
god of love himself. Well, not like most people would care.
Ah, I’ve been called complicated. And she did have a point. It boils down to
my personality, those kinds of things are.
“Ah…”
Yeah, we hadn’t really settled this properly. Well, it has been like
“Anything” was our condition, so I completely forgot about it.
“Eh? Then…?”
Then, of all things, she embraced herself coyly. The same as last time, her
body pulled back, cheeks dyed red.
“It’s a bunch of trouble, yes. But I’m doing this because I want to. Besides,
not asking for anything in return is actually convenient, all things
considered.”
“How?”
“If I got something in return, we’re even, right? But if I got nothing, then
the party will forever be indebted to the Angel. At the very least, they
would think twice about telling others about the Angel. If I’m in deep water,
I can ask for their help too.”
“And hence, people who are indebted to the Angel are quite considerable.
The more people the more reassuring, yeah?”
“Afterall, you’re the devil.” She shook her head as if to say “good grief”.
How insolent.
“Well then, are we leaving yet?” She asked after we had checked once more
time in the Purikura machine.
She bickered a bit, but I’ll leave out the details. The result was the same.
“Yup, you’re free to go. I still have something to do here, but you can leave
here.”
“Hmm… A movie.”
The evening slot of the film I wanted to watch was about to start soon.
There was no point in making her wait, so I let her go home first.
“Well then, thanks for today. Have a safe trip back.” I waved.
“Hm?”
“It’s romance…”
“Okay…”
That was surprisingly lax. MInato herself was so upright I thought it was
because of her family…
And with that, the two of us rode the elevator to the floor with the cinema.
We got seats next to each other, and watched the previews and
advertisements in a daze.
“I don’t know if it’s good or not, just so you know.”
“I don’t mind.”
“And then, there’s probably those scenes.” It’s probably too late, but better
warn her.
“‘Kay”
“Should I?”
◆ ◆ ◆
Is that possible…
“By the way, I was thinking…”
Well, falling in love with someone on TV, that should be too peculiar, even
for her.
“Yeah.”
Ayaha Interlude
The wind blew and her shiny black semi-long hair fluttered and caught
light.
That and her serious-looking profile had me ogling before I knew it.
“Well, knowing what your target is thinking! What they like, what they
don’t, are they enjoying themselves, or in grief. Or what would they like to
have for dinner, everything!”
“What’s that about…” Isn’t that too much?
I remembered thinking that well. But because of it, I felt a lot less nervous.
[TN: The narrative is quite messy here, not sure if he’s speaking from
the present or it’s still in the flashback]
However,
“However… can I do that or not, that’s until the power is in my hand that I
understand. I’m not a saint.”
“Hmmmm… I see.”
“What?”
“Nothing. You’ve just said the same thing as the main character in a drama,
that’s all. Why don’t you apply for a job as a scriptwriter? It’s your time to
shine.”
“And you?”
“Hn?”
Say, Ayaha–.
Chapter 4.1
If she likes someone, I would write down their interaction and the
surrounding at that time, as detailed as possible. All the while trying to
deduce the hypothesis by recording her feelings at the time.
“…”
We came to a complete standstill.
At the usual café, with her facing me across the table. Around ten days had
passed since the start of the operation. The catch was more than I had
imagined, an astonishing speed.
“Sorry..”
“No, you did a good job. Rather, sorry…” I ruffled my hair in frustration.
Honestly, I thought it was going to be easier than this. Or at the very least,
hore hint would come to the surface. Unfortunately, the more data there
was, the farther we were from the answer.
Instead of falling for ikemen whom she talked with several times a day, she
would fall for a plain guy she hadn’t even talked to. And yet, she never fell
in love at first sight, or that was supposed to be, until she fell for a boy from
another school who walked past her on her way to the café.
It was like I was thrown into the air. The earth was blue, the expanse
beyond black.
“There’s no helping, I’ll preserve and keep going. In the meantime, I’ll try
poking at other possibilities.” I leaned back.
The atmosphere was heavy. But there’s no helping with that either.
Both talking to people she wasn’t familiar with and visiting another class to
make observations every break were onerous tasks. And despite the effort,
the absence of results could be discouraging.
“Hmm, yeah… She noticed something was off, but nothing yet,” she
answered, lacking her usual confidence.
According to her, a few days ago, her best friend, Fujimiya Shiho, noticed
her unusual behavior. Well, given the length of their friendship, that was to
be expected.
“Yup…She’s, that girl’s important to me. I don’t want to hide anything from
her but…” She screwed her face a little.
From her point of view, coming clear of her situation– the Peculiarity, the
consultation– wasn’t a choice for her either.
After that, I sent her back by herself and helped out at the cafe.
Wait and see, that was the conclusion we had reached. However, the ideal
scenario and reality are different, there was no luxury for such things, it
appeared.
That was, she would get involved in an incident some time later.
◆ ◆ ◆
Phweee!!
The shrill wail of the whistle signaled the end of the match. Students
shuffled in and out of the courts as they swapped places. Each of the courts
now hosted two students facing each other.
And class seven and eight were paired in this joint class. Thankfully, the
courts we were using were right next to each other. Thanks to this, the
observation was way easier.
The whistle blew again and the next match started. I, who just switched out,
looked sideways at Minato’s court.
Minato was dressed in a simple navy blue jersey with her hair in a ponytail.
The contrast between her white nape and black hair was dazzling. Even in a
plain outfit, she clearly stood out from the rest with her elegant glamor.
“I– o—”
“Oi, oi, don’t think you can get away this time. You’re always looking at
her lately. No, more of going to see her.” He grinned his sly smile.
Minato had just released a smash that grazed the corner of the court.
“Oooh, nice shot. She’s like someone from the badminton club,”
commented Reiji.
The other side, Yamabuki Karen, was just as attention grabbing as Minato.
Short explanation: She’s one of the Plus Four, another beauty.
Her eyes were large and almond-shaped, her outline shapely, and her lips
thin. Her atmosphere resembled Minato’s a little, they must be in the same
lineage. But she didn’t stop there, she armed herself to the fullest with
makeup. In terms of image, she was no different from that of idols.
In addition, her semi-long hair was around dark blond to light brown, and
unlike Reiji, she kept her red earrings on. Combined with her pink jersey on
top and bottom, she was a true gal. Her popularity among the boys was
different from Minato’s but she was quite popular.
Last year, I had a consultant who wished to confess to her. And that was
what made Minato hone on me
Yamabuki deftly scooped up the shuttlecock with her racket and glared at
Minato at her opposite. Her mouth mounted something. Probably “Sod off”.
From her serve, the shuttle soared high. Minato also returned with the same
ferocity, trying to pin Yamabuki. However, Yamabuki stepped back and
jumped, smashing the shuttle back.
When Minato reached down to grab the shuttle, Yamabuki looked down at
her. Her mouth moved again. Maybe “Yuck” this time. On the other hand,
Minato retained her cool expression as she prepared for the next round.
When I asked, Reiji only laughed amusedly. It was as if everything was fun
and games to this guy.
“That girl, she hates Minato. She usually faults her, gossiping behind her
back. Well, Yuzuki-chan seems unaffected.”
“Dunno. Maye jealousy. She’s Plus Four, Minato’s Kuze’s Top Three. That
doesn’t sit well with the princess-type Yamabuki.”
“Yup, and better in terms of grades and sports despite Yamabuki being in
the sports club. She loses to her all round, so to say.”
“I see…”
So, one-sided jealousy from Yamabuki. You sure had it tough, Minato.
The match was eleven points to win, and before long, the scores were
already ten to nine, with Minato leading and one minute left.
With the same composure, Minato hit a long serve. Yamabuki, who was
pitching forward, was caught by surprise and her return ball was
weak.Minato smashed the shuttle that came to her fore side but Yamabuki
returned with tenacity.
Minato caught up just in time and raised a lob to buy time. Good strategy.
“Uwah, body!”
Too late. I thought so. However, Minato changed her stance, leaped and
redirected the shuttle. It was as if she could see it coming
The shuttle landed with a thud, even before Yamabuki reached the ground.
Just then, the whistle signaled the end of the match. The matches that were
still going on were forced to stop and swap places with the rest.
With one fluid movement, she left the court quietly. Signaling to Fujimiya,
she sat down on the bench.
But the Yamabuki on the other side was still glaring at Minato,
unbeknownst to the surroundings.
Some time later, the chime for the end of the school day rang, students lined
up and bowed. At Kuze High, homerooms were held after lunch break, so
students were free to go.
Chapter 4.2
The students listlessly put away the nets and rackets, and the number
gradually dwindled.
The voice was heavy with overbearing and malice, a provocation that
instantly made me stop in my tracks.
Around the corner, three girls, Yamabuki included, were facing Minato. I
hate it when my foreboding comes true.
“Stop with that clout chasing, will you? Don’t push your luck just because
your face is nice.”
Yamabuki’s eyes were like that of a snake, the other two were just as bad,
their spiteful grin made my skin crawl.
To be honest, I’m not sure that the appropriate action was either. I’m the
third party here, and I’m not sure I can deal with these three.
“Really, emo queen, it’s so obvious you look down on everyone. What a
psycho.”
“I mean, it’s psychologically impossible–. I can see why she has no
friends–.” The two cronies closed in on Minato from the side.
The crude rant made my head hurt. But the outright hostility was enough to
hurt the other party. Put it simply, totally infuriating.
“Do you realize you’re hated? Not just us, everyone else too,” The
ringleader Yamabuki snarled.
But Minato didn’t flinch. Rather, she let out a mournful sigh. “Are you
done?” she asked softly.
“You! You want a fight?!!” Her bark went over the corridor. Instead of
Minato, the two cronies flinched back instead. A few remaining students
came scurrying after the voice.
This couldn’t be good…
“I see through you! Going around seducing boys!” The snide appeared to
hit home, Minato paled. It was as if she could burst into tears right away.
What… are you… talking about… My teeth were gritting before I knew it.
She was visibly shaking, her face pale, her eyes downward.
Yamabuki, who had gotten the response she wanted, continued with glee.
“Enough with that pretty face! You bitch! I can see through your thinking!”
With her body still facing Minato, Yamabuki turned only her face to me.
“What’s your deal?” she demanded.
I took her hand and pulled her. Minato followed with powerless, wobbly
steps. However, Yamabuki sidestepped, blocking our way.
“What are you doing? I don’t have anything to do with you,” she
demanded.
“I’ve got a headache listening to your whining. Keep your nonsense to
yourself, will you?”
Even though I tower over her by ten centimeters, her demeanor remained
the same. Appearance and physical power did not determine the ranking in
society, it seemed.
Whatever, If she wanted to look down on me then she can do it however she
likes, just don’t get in my way, it’s a pain.
“You…”
“Hey–, Akashi–”
Then, from behind Yamabuki, the corner from which I came, a girl
appeared out of nowhere.
Short, refreshing hair. Large, slanted eyes. Slightly disheveled green jersey.
Her yaeba teeth flashing, Aki Hiura made her entrance.
“What are you doing–. Let’s get back to class–” she said casually like
nothing was happening the moment before. And unlike against me,
Yamabuki thought twice before speaking.
“Hn? What? I’m just picking up this idiot and Yuzuki. They say they’re
gonna treat me to ice cream.”
But thanks to her, things seemed to settle down. That was getting quite
dangerous even for me…
“Whatever with that dumb guy, but we’re talking, Yuzuki and I,” claimed
Yamabuki.
“That was a talk? I thought you’re barking by yourself.” Hiura shook her
head.
An awkward triangle formed as Hiura took both our hands.
“If there’s any consequence, it’d be your side. In the first place, assaulting
people because you lost a tennis match to them, what are you, a
neighborhood brat? That’s precisely why you stop at Plus Four.”
“I’m not trying to anyway. Why would I have any interest in a fancy title
that can’t buy me lunch?”
We quickly left the place and broke up. Hiura asked me nothing, “Give me
ice cream tomorrow–”, and she was gone. Looking at her slender back, I
realized how dependable she was.
The topic was, undoubtedly, the ruckus earlier. Minato seemed to have
calmed down and began explaining the situation.
“Except for the occasional glare, there’s nothing like this…” her tone was
matter-of-fact.
“In short, the confrontation today was because of the operation, with the
tennis match as the trigger.”
We both sipped our drinks there. Mine was cider, Minato’s lemon tea.
“Sorry about that.”
“Uh…”
The act of widening her human relation to attain more crushes, the
surrounding wasn’t aware of that. It wouldn’t be strange if that caused
unease to some people.
“That things turn out like this, it’s totally my fault. And earlier, I just
jumped in without thinking…”
She shook her head weakly. “N-no, we decided to do that together. And for
jumping in… you saved me, so thanks.”
And if the aggression continues, I need to prepare some backup plans for
them too. My hands were full as it was, I couldn’t let this spiral out of
control.
Most importantly, she was already shaken as it was.
I wasn’t sure that she would still hold on to it or not, but better get it out the
way.
“It’s not like you’re going around and making people fall for you, it’s the
opposite, you’re the one falling for them. You’re just getting to know other
people as your classmate, if they’ve come to like you, that’s just the result.
No matter what, you’ve got no ill will, you’re not in the wrong.”
She might understand that by logic, she wasn’t wrong, but being
condemned like that would make anyone uncomfortable. I couldn’t just turn
a blind eye to it, taking responsibility was the least I could do.
“Just, it hurted more than I thought. Nothing serious though.” She gave me
a wry smile.
No point in pushing the matter. Besides, she’s strong. Up until now, she had
followed my instructions on her own accord.
“Oh, that…” She screwed her face. “Yeah, nothing but a nuisance. I’m not
proud of the title, with those demerits, I’d be better off without. That’s not
including what happened today.”
“I heard Hiura saying the same thing,” I recalled, “Annoying nuisance or
something. And that’s just Plus Four alone.”
“Coming to school one day and finding out about the entitlement. No
chance to refuse, nowhere to resign, just like a cursed item.”
Hoh, that’s an unusual analogy for a top student. By any chance, she’s a
gamer?
Then again, Kuze’s Top Three and Plus Four are more troublesome than it
seemed. It was a kind of a proof of popularity, and quite prestigious at that,
so I thought most of the girls probably longed for it.
“By the way, Hiura-san, why did she help us? A friend of yours?”
“Hn? Yup.”
Ah, I forgot to mention that. Yeah, this is a good opportunity to tell her.
“She knows I’m the Angel. She must have guessed that you’re my
consultant.”
“Eh? Okay…” Her face flashed with anxiety, and a little of surprise.
From then, I explained that she was one of the collaborators and had helped
in this case too.
“Also Miwa Reiji from the same class, I ask for his help sometimes. I’m not
sure how much he knows about your case, though.”
He was quite popular, so his name might have ring some bells.
“Hmm… I’ve been friends with Reiji for a long time, so hiding things from
him isn’t an easy task.”
He might have looked like he was fooling around, but his guesses were spot
on. Better tell him the whole thing than waiting for him to find out.
“And Hiura-san?”
Seeing that she nodded, I offered my right hand. After a deep breath, she
took it to her face.
Let’s drop the pace, I came to that conclusion, until the tension from the
Yamabuki incident cooled down, but she refused, “Then we’ll never get
anywhere”
Thus, I continued to observe her. If that was what she wanted, then I won’t
stop her.
She had something to do after school today, so the meeting would be a short
one on the rooftop. The door clicked effortlessly and Minato pulled me out,
the rest was as usual. The number remained the same today. Finishing the
business, we headed back down.
“Hahh…”
She went down first while I hung around. After a good time had passed, I
exited the school.
Hmm, unlike at the cafe, touching her face inside school was somewhat
agitating…
“Akashi-kun, right?”
From the school gate, the corner of the first block heading to the station,
someone called my name.
“Dejavu” I sighed.
“We need to talk. Important one.” Soft, yet carried through clearly and
confidently.
The owner of the voice, Minato’s friend. The red rimmed Fujinami Shiho
was scowling with her lovely face.
Don’t waste your cute face with me, and, that’s scary, stop please!
But it also meant that she had gone all the way to wait for me.
I took a final glance at the outside world. “So… What’s with Yuzuki?”
“‘Yuzuki’? How cold. You were calling her Minato earlier, no?”
I breathed in sharply.
She heard?
“Why are you even there? I don’t think you’d happen to be there.” There
goes my pitiful attempt at parrying.
“That girl, she was acting strange, so I’ve been keeping an eye. Besides, the
same goes for you, what are you doing there?”
“I see…”
In short, she was keeping watch. And she probably kept her suspicions to
herself, since Minato appeared to know nothing.
But I hadn’t expected her to go this far. Moreover, I thought she would try
to glean from Minato, not from a complete stranger like me. Speaking of
thinking outside the box…
“I’ve seen what you were doing. Sorry, but I can’t help it.”
“Ngh!”
My heart tightened, just like last time. A wave of nausea hit me, I slowly
moved to lean onto the wall.
Hahhhh… How far had the Angel fallen?
Too much confidential intel leaked. I couldn’t care less about the Angel
now, that was my problem alone.
“Really?”
“Yeah, you two were quite far from the door, and I didn’t intend to listen
anyway. But I saw you touching Minaot’s cheek good and clear.”
“Ugh…”
“Lately, you’ve been to our class on a daily basis,” she observed, “And you
were looking at Minato. That itself was normal, but your gaze was different
from others, you have no feelings for her.”
“You sure care about her a lot. I don’t think a normal friend would go that
far.”
“Not normal ones,” she agreed, “But I’m her best friend, I’ll go that far for
her.”
She faced me, unfazed. HEr eyes were menacing, as if to assimilate me.
I’d really like to avoid making this girl my enemy, but I just can’t explain
everything…
“Eh…”
“You’re not harassing her. She doesn’t mind you touching her cheek, I can
see it.”
“…”
“If she doesn’t tell me, then it must be something that she doesn’t want
anyone to know. I respect her decision, I won’t ask her nor you.”
I clenched my fists. She came all the way here just for that? For the sake of
her friend. Fijimiya was probably worried about Minato, yet still trusted
her. And so she called me out to ascertain a liability like me.
“Eh?”
“I will assist her, but that’s all I can. But you, you can support her feelings.
You are her friend. And a good person. So, help her. If she were to act
strange, or someone like me poking their nose around her, do like what you
have done before, be her friend.”
She took in the words.
I only had this useless power, persistence, and experience. Angel was, in the
end, a relationship advice, not the relationship itself. The one who could
actually help Minato was Fujinami, not me.
Now that I have seen what kind of person Fujinami was, perhaps I could
worry less about Minato.
“Yup”
I shook my head. “Strictly speaking, I did jump in, but the one who got us
out wasn’t me.”
Did Minato tell her? I couldn’t be sure. She had some idea of what
happened, not the whole story, so Minato didn’t?
Now that I think about it, she sure has guts, ambushing me all by herself.
“Ah, Akashi-kun.”
“Yeah?” I turned. Fijinami stood with her hands to her hips, her legs apart.
That pose didn’t suit her at all. But somehow, she looked reliable, and a bit
funny too.
“I’ll take care of tha I can! The rest I’ll leave it to you!”
“Hoh…”
She gave me a thumbs up with a goofy grin. Well, I suppose the
negotiations were successful.
“Yup, better for her this way. Besides, she’s hiding something from me too,
this is only fair–” She puffed her cheeks.
People are full of secrets. Although I’m not any better myself, so I’ll stop
here.
“At times like this, answer immediately, will you?” Seeing my reaction, she
then giggled and waved her hand to indicate that that was a joke.
“Ah…”
He conceded the book. I did put a bookmark on the page, but it was still
annoying.
“And? Don’t tell me you’re interrupting your customer without a proper
reason.” I waved him away.
“Ehh? Aah…” I switched the phone open and checked the time. It was
indeed past the closing time. It seemed that I was completely immersed, as
expected of Kujiru’s work.
I decided to help with the closing work, partly because of the guilty
conscience of staying too long.
I cleaned the floor and was now putting the dishes back on the shelves.
The one who enters despite the “close” sign could be no one but the inner
circle.
Yukito perked from the counter. “Oh, Aki-chan, it’s been a while. Back
from club?”
“Just finished my dinner, have nothing to do, and then here. It’s hot
outside.”
Aki Hiura in her green jersey made her way into the cafe. With a thump, she
sat down unceremoniously on a nearby chair.
“Duhh, I cleaned my shoes already.” Why was she the one who was
exasperated? Why did everyone insist on annoying me lately?
Hiura is acquainted with Yukito and visits the store from time to time.
Although this was the first time she barged in despite the close sign.
As usual, the way she spoke was the same, as if Yukito was her friend.
[TN: Japaneses are strict about social hierarchy, so this is quite rude]
Even though she said she came here for free air conditioning, she did her
share of work. She was crass and sometimes hostile, but this side of her
balanced it out.
Yukito and Hiura, what a strange combo. They both knew that I was the
Angel…
“Well…”
“Making someone fall for you despite having no intention of going out… Is
that bad?” My voice made its way through the deserted cafe.
[TN: Remember that TN long ago? Well, it’s here now. Minato said she
likes Io since the end of the first chapter, but he never saw his own face
when he checked, probably some plot point in later vol.]
[TN: The author plans the series to be 10+ vol, so it might be a while
before this got mention again]
“Normally, that’s bad. Maybe more on the creepy side.” Simple and
concise, that’s Hiura for you.
In contrast, Yukito kept his pleasant smile. He was not in the mood to talk?
“I thought as much…”
“You already know that, but still asked anyway. The situation isn’t
‘normal’, yeah?”
She moved to wipe the counter. “Tell me what you can. Else, it’d be just a
waste of time.”
Fortunately, I had already informed Minato of this possibility. This was all
for her sake.
I filtered through things, omitted the names, and tried my best at explaining
the current situation. By the time I was done, the cleaning process was
already done. We were slumping at different corners by that time.
“So, how does she has anything to do with ‘making her fall’”
“Well, essentially, to cure her of the ailment, getting her to fall for someone
who has no intention of dating her. Was that justified?”
“Stop those unnecessary complications. Who’s making who fall for them?”
She gestured exasperatedly.
I was at a loss for words. Like she said, that was complicating things.
“Yes, it is.”
“We could narrow down things, it’d be better that way. She doesn’t like me
yet, so when she does, it would narrow down the margin significantly.”
“And you think that is your best chance? But the earlier question, you’re
unsure, no?”
This was the conclusion I had come to over the last few days. If we were
willing to give it our all, then this was irrefutable option. In fact, I should
have thought of this earlier.
“So, you won’t accept her feelings even if that playgirl likes you.”
“Yeah.”
“Absolutely?”
“Yeah, I can’t”
“Hmm” Her look was half-frown, half-scowl. “But ‘like’ and ‘wanting to
date’ can be separate things?”
“Well… yes, but that’s not the point. Is it really okay to do so?” I get what
she was getting to, but this was about feelings, not reason. You don’t use
reason with romantic feelings.
“Please do…”
She deliberately walked this way, then sat down on the opposite seat. She
rested her chin on one hand, the other’s pinky to her eye.
“Eh? Why?”
“Is there any pattern when you like someone in the first place? You must
have seen people doing 180° flips when it comes to love more than I do.”
“So even if she likes you, it doesn’t mean anything, or it could mean
something. What if you’re a special case? It would only mess up your data
even more. You can’t describe irregularity with regularity.”
“I-I see…”
She was frank, but that was logical. She was harsh, but that was what I
needed.
“If it’s me, I’d start by setting high probability hypotheses, and then verify
them. Although slightest miss might be fatal… Well, it’s not like I have
done this before.”
“No, you’re the one whose thinking is too narrow. Like this,”
Chapter 5.2
“I thought it was obvious. I mean, your logic until now makes no sense.”
“Eh… Really?”
“What if the condition was not in others, but herself? Bitches are bitches,
the reason isn’t the environment, but themselves. What you should do is to
find out more about her, not something else.”
“O-oh… Hiura-sensei”
But, according to her theory, I was completely wrong. Until now, I had
never doubted my own method. I had said that this wasn’t my specialty, but
how could I be so confident in my ways?
What am I doing?
“You’re an idiot, so I’ll say the obvious one more time in case you haven’t
figured it out yet.”
She was usually uninterested in the Angel, I wonder why she went to such
lengths today.
“One thing?”
“Eh…”
…
“Well, it shouldn’t be strange, people have types–”
“Stop that futile argument. Given her tendency, you know better than that.
Or she was hiding it from you, that is.”
No, she couldn’t. There was nothing to hide, my power told me she doesn’t
like me romantically.
“Then why hasn’t she falled for you yet? You’re a considerably good guy,
why wouldn’t she?”
“Eh…”
Heh?
“H-Hiura-san? Um…”
“Huh? You really think that I would hang out with some lousy guy? Heck,
no.”
Hiura… You might not be one of Kuze’s Top Three, but you’re my
goddess…
“In short, Yuzuki– oops, the reason why that girl hasn’t fallen for you yet is
the key. That’s the best route in my opinion.”
[TN: Lmao]
◆ ◆ ◆
I won’t force him to if he doesn’t want to. But the fact that Yukito, of all
people, decided to sit out something like this, bothered me.
“Eh?”
“‘Opposite’?”
“You who can’t bring himself to like anyone since then, and the girl who
falls in love with anyone and everyone. Ironic.” A pause. “No, you’re the
same,” he decided.
After he cleared his throat, he went on, “Nothing. If you want to help her
then do it. If you need my help just say so.”
“Uh… I ask for your advice today. How did that turn out?”
It had been by habit by now, I hid the fact that she was Plus Four, lest he
had any weird interest again.
“Liar. I’d definitely hit on her if I were you. She seems compatible.”
◆ ◆ ◆
Chapter 5.3
I hadn’t called her to the café solely because I hated the prospect of Yukito
hearing this. Now that he knew the gravity of the situation, he probably
won’t tease me, but still.
“The reason you haven’t liked me yet… Can I find out why?”
I had told her briefly about what Hiura suspected. The process was more
embarrassing than I thought.
“Hey! Don’t just leave off with ‘Hmm’!” I tried so hard to say that out loud,
you know!
Silence.
Her face was tinged red. A gust of wind swept by and carenessed her hair,
sending black hair sifting from white skin.
White, black, red. At that moment, this combination seemed to be the most
beautiful thing in the world. She was that beautiful.
“Hm…”
“Yeah… But you might have forgotten, I have told you before that… that I
might have liked you.”
How could I forget? I will never forget that heart pounding event.
“I’m fine, I’m… fine…” Only me…? “Ahh, I feel like crying.”
“Like, ‘I’m terribly sorry, I don’t like you’, that’s too pitiful!”
I was starting to feel bad for her, so let’s leave jokes here. I’m not sulking,
really, I’m not.
“It’s not like I want you to like me or the other way around. Actually, this
helps a lot”
“But… we still don’t know the cause, even though we could have…”
“Well, indeed—”
That was— Hmm, I think this might be a breakthrough.
“Okay, one last time, you have absolutely no idea of why you started liking
multiple people, yeah?”
That pause… It could be from her feeling of helplessness, but what was that
wavering in her eyes?
To recite Hiura, bitches are bitches, the reason was with themselves. What I
should do now was not to compare samples and data, but to dig deeper into
Minato herself.
She kept her gaze downward. Behind the curtains of her hair, her expression
was… dark.
“No, I don’t. I told you, right? Can you please understand that?”
“…Yeah, sorry.”
“It’s fine.” she muttered and she shook her head weakly.
Nah, it’s not like everything would align miraculously by just changing the
perspective.
“Eh?”
“I need time to think more about this. Maybe I could see some patterns after
clearing my head. That’s the best I can do right now.”
“Io”
“Hm?”
“I’m sorry. And I want you to know that I appreciate what you did for me.”
“Hm? It’s nothing. Besides, thanks like this are saved for the end, no?”
–and,
“See you”
She turned her heels and walked off. After watching her disappear from the
rooftop, I sat down on the spot.
Blew by the winds, the cloud moved and revealed the sun.
“She didn’t want to say something, huh…” Somehow, the sky above
compelled me to say it out loud.
I never knew that things would get harder one sidedly like this.
◆ ◆ ◆
A week passed without meeting Minato.
During that time, I made some progress with my Angel work after a long
absence. I steered Makino closer to confession and also reached out to
another second-year girl.
Compared to Minato’s, what I needed to do for them was simple. Not that it
was easy though, but I knew what I was doing.
Well, if it was that simple then the Angel wouldn’t be needed in the first
place.
“Yeahhh, spare!”
Reiji returned from his bowl with a smug look on his face. We high-fived as
I switched in.
Reiji invited me out for bowling today. I had no plans and was in need of a
change of pace.
The bowling alley was near Hamaotsu Station on the Keihan Ishiyama
Sakamoto line. This was the only Round One in the prefecture.
As one would expect from Shiga prefecture, only one Round One, the
ultimate indicator of rurality. There was a saying that Shiga has only Lake
Biwa. Which was true, in fact, Lake Biwa accounted for around one-sixth
of the total area. For some reason, Shiga residents were proud of this.
And since the establishment was far from Kuze High, most of the people
here were from nearby schools. Furthermore, it was still time for club
activities, so only people free at this time were the go-home club members.
“I’ll definitely take them down. And you will miss the next round.” No, this
was a hollow bluff, I’ll lose for sure.
“Damn…”
The ball slipped past the pins without a hitch. With a buzz, the ceiling
monitor reaffirmed my pathetic performance.
Ahh, I lost. Well, there was still some hope, but better give up now.
“Stop!”
[TN: Class LINE, a chat room for everyone in the class, a place where
everyone reveals other’s humiliation. A place wilder than the Wild
West.]
“That’s more of a reason to stop! And it would definitely become one of
those ‘read, no reply messages’! And what’s the point since Hiura would
see anyway!”
Defeated, I sat down with a thud. In response, Reiji stood and went to the
lane.
The loser buys a juice, just the right amount of student-like wager.
However, considering how good he was, this didn’t seem fair.
To be honest, that was the only thing I could think of. Even so, that was my
speculation. From her expression and discomfort at times. So I would
assume that it was true and dig for evidence.
But still—
“Yeasss, strike!”
“Hahh…”
“Hahh…”
◆ ◆ ◆
“Thanksss”
He caught the can I threw deftly. I pulled my own tab and took a sip as I sat
opposite of him.
There was a resting area near the entrance of the buildings. Among the
numerous benches, we sit on the outermost ones.
Above our heads hung numerous balloon-like decorative balls, some big,
some small, some transparent ones with smaller balls inside. It had been
here for as long as the building, but I still couldn’t figure out what it was
supposed to be.
“My condolences. Unable to savor this pleasure. The fizz and the sugar’s
gonna make you lucid. Soda’s the best.”
“Too late~”
“But,” something flashed in his eyes, “You haven’t drink once during
middle school”
“I have refined my taste buds. I’ve grown up.” I couldn’t help but growl.
“Yeah?”
“Huhhh? Boring.”
“It’s not boring nor interesting. My work as the Angel isn’t some
entertainment.”
I looked up at the hanging spheres and sighed loud enough for him to hear.
The smell of baked mund and cheese waffled from Lotteria at the corner.
Strangely enough, I didn’t have the appetite.
“Maybe you should deal with your own problem before helping others,” he
said flatly.
I was about to snap back, but his tone was unexpectedly mellow, so I bit
back my retort.
“There’s nothing you can do with yours, but you think you could do with
hers”
“Ngh…”
“…”
“Are you aware of how blind you are to your own shortcomings?”
“Shutup”
He pretended to not notice my snarl. His silver earrings gleamed dully. His
profile was insufferably handsome.
“Hm? What?”
I saw her coming to our class once, she was flashy, Reiji’s type.
“Long enough to tell that we don’t fit. Thank heavens.” Reiji guffawed.
I doubt this will make any difference, but, “If you’re gonna break up like
that, couldn’t you spare a thought before saying yes?”
“Huhh? You never know until you date. Not compatible? Just break up.
That’s the only way to know whether it would work out or not.”
Reiji was… carefree, but that didn’t mean he was messing around. His
arguments were, to an extent, sound.
“Don’t expect everyone to treat dating as some sacred ritual like you. If you
got confessed, then go along with it, at least that’s how I think.”
“Maybe you might begin liking them back for their affection. Some people
are like that, you know?”
“Hm?”
“Quiet…”
I let him go and raced to the door. I couldn’t slow down and ran all the way
home, the excitement took away my fatigue for this past month.
Finally.
I sent a message to Reiji and threw it onto the sofa. I ignored the muted
vibration of the reply notification and went through the events until now.
I recalled the day we met, and what happened even before that
Chapter 5.5
That saturday.
She wore a chic black blouse and tight denim jeans. Unlike our previous
outing to Kyoto, her attire was clean and gave the image of maturity. Like
usual, it really suited her.
“I think I might have figured it out.” I began after taking a sip. The Sprite
did a good job of blowing off the jittery.
“Figured what?”
Her reaction made me wavered a little, but there was no turning back now.
“I changed my methods.”
“And?”
“The hint was in the people you liked, just not what I thought to be.”
“There’s a connection?”
“Yes, there was one thing I looked over. Fortunately, I happened to be the
only one who could verify this theory.”
I looked at my palm. She saw the gesture and her eyes widened in
recognition.
“I wasn’t sure at first, but I tried it anyway. There are thirty people you
currently like,” I spoke silently, “I used my powers on them.”
“–Likes you”
Aoki, who picked up her handkerchief. That plain boy who had never
talked to her. Third year senpai who talked with her during lunch break.
Angel consultant, Makino.
“I also tried on the ikemen that you haven’t fallen for yet.”
“And?”
“It turns out he already has a girlfriend, so he has zero interest in you. I also
tried on the others with conditions similar to his.”
“But there’s a lot of people who don’t like me…”
Her face flickered and she suddenly looked relieved. She brought her hand
to her chest and closed her eyes. I was curious about her reaction, but I need
to conclude first.
“Minato, you’re probably liking people back because they liked you. Or
more precisely, you are reacting to the affection expressed.”
“And that fell in line with the fact that you haven’t fallen for me yet, despite
how much we have talked. I don’t have any romantic feelings for you, so
you, in return, don’t either.”
I drank the rest of the soda in one gulp. Because of how much I had drunk,
the fizzing in my mouth was faintly audible. Although I smarted at the pain
it brought, it did a good job at clearing my head. And I probably couldn’t
stand this silence if I hadn’t drunk.
Minato’s face continued to shadow as the somber atmosphere fell in
between us.
Although this was a big step forward, it was still a long way until we can
cure the Falling-in-love Peculiarity. I had thought that this would be a small
respite for her, but she just looked down painfully.
“And the guy from the neighboring school we walked past, it’s probably
him falling at first sight and you’ve felt it. I can’t be hundred percent sure
yet, and I need some time to test it out under different conditions. Still,
when that is finished, we can move on to–”
“It’s okay, there’s no need to check,” her tone was weak, filled with
resignation.
“I said that I’d do anything. And you would reach the same conclusion
anyway. I had suspected the same thing…”
Crying, but no tears came. Her face was like that. Unfathomably poignant.
“This is where my consultation ends. I’ll take care of myself from now on.”
“Hah? Hey!”
Before she left, she glanced backward once, telling me not to follow her.
“We might now know the trigger, but the cause is still unknown! Stick it to
the end!”
She ignored me and closed the door, the bell chimed merrily.
Ayaha Interlude
“And you?”
“Hn?”
Coming to think of it, it was some heavily drama-influenced answer. Was it?
Say, Ayaha–.
If you have the power to read minds, what would you do…
“Hmm–, me? I–…”
If it was me, I’d have still used it for my own gain. Just like how I used my
power until now.
Coincidentally, I got this unique power. How do I use it? That was a
question I had given up on finding the answer.
I don’t know what’s right and what’s wrong. What had I done, I still
wondered.
“Let’s see… hm. Maybe, I might succumb to greed. Ahaha” She smiled
sheepishly.
“Hm?”
“Exposing secrets of those who I don’t like, reading everyone’s mind during
tests, any cheating in general too. Ahh, cheating would be ten times easier
like that”
“You’re no good”
“I mean, it’s my ability? Why can’t I use it? Too bad, god gave the power to
the wrong person.”
“Balance?”
“Help people out, well, mostly my family or loved ones. Being able to read
minds opens up a lot of possibilities, imagine what I could do. There might
be something only I could notice, something like that.”
“Un–, here, if you’re feeling down, I would have noticed and done
something, right?’
“Ah, ah. What is that?” she teased, “You’re embarrassed? How cuteee”
“I’m not!”
I was.
My heart was galloping 120 km/h, breathing hurted, this was a torture. But I
was also incredibly happy, blissful, I…
“So, Io-kun.” She smiled again. I hoped she would do that forever. “If
you’re having a hard time, worrying, anxious, just tell me. If you do, I
wouldn’t need any power to help you. Without power, yeah?”
I won’t forget, never, this memory, her face, her gentle voice.
“You too,” I managed.
You’re always too lovely. Would you mind? If I cling to you a bit.
Ayaha.
Chapter 6.1
It was probably either in Wi-Fi condition or site traffic. The voice froze, but
well, it couldn’t be helped.
–“‘Kay”
I tried to emanate a light and cheerful tone, but I guess it could get so far.
Good there was voice change, I probably couldn’t do this face to face.
–”It took time, but I finally got the courage to confess. All thanks to you,
Angel”
“No, you worked hard.” I still couldn’t shake off the gloom.
–”Huzzah! Although I’m not sure how to confess… hehe, sorry for relying
on you ‘till the end…”
“I’ll pass. The more I use it, the more likely I’ll slip again.”
–”Ahh– How cold. I thought we could have been friends.” His tone
sombered.
Of course, he wouldn’t know that I was in the next class. Or that he just had
a tennis match with the Angel a few days prior.
But sorry, sorry for urging you on a love that would never come true. Alas, I
have no regrets.
“Sorry.” Of course, he won’t know how many things I’m apologizing for.
“Yeah… Thanks.”
◆ ◆ ◆
The next few days passed in a haze. Went to school, took classes, that was
it.
I hadn’t met Minato ever since. I hadn’t even exchanged a single word with
her.
“Hahh…”
Just when I thought this might turn out to be okay. I had thought that I
might have a chance. It might not be my speciality, but I had the will and
determination. Heck, I even have this weird power. Surely, something
would work out, or at least, to some acceptable level…
“Hah〜〜”
“Shut up. Your sighs are making my nuggets bland.” From the opposite
seat, Hiura chided.
Also, Shiga people were crazy about McDonalds. Well, we’re in Kansai,
that’s how things work here.
Hiura crossed her legs dangerously on the chair, her hands busy lobbing
nuggets and fries. The last time I reached for one, she quickly slapped my
outreached hand. Now, they were on my knees. I am a man of patience.
Humans are susceptible to pain.
“You’re dying a lot lately.” Bits of…whatever it was, flew from her mouth.
“Hiura〜”
How cold… and how kind. Is this the duality of Hiura? By the way, why
did I feel refreshed when treated this way?
“Gross”
“H-Hiura-sama!!”
Hiura was silently experimenting with the two sauces, dipping the fires and
tasting.
“I feel like I need to do something, I can’t leave things like this…the other
times I would respect their choices, but… this time’s different.”
I said I would do anything to help, yet things turned out like this.
“I thought I could build a relationship of trust. I trust her, and I thought the
same goes for her. That was the only thing I thought I got right.
Consultations rely on trust.”
“What I do is just lead people to confession. No, all I could do is that. Still,
I want to see this to the end, even if it meant intruding her space…” A
semblance of confidence returned. “There must be something she wanted to
keep hidden… Something that is worth the cost of not curing the
Peculiarity.”
I can’t help her without knowing more about her, and she knew it.
“It’s not something I can just get her to say. And I perfectly understand how
that feels.”
Just like how I got defensive when Reiji or Yukito mentioned Ayaha. She
must have had something like that too.
–There’s nothing you can do with your problem, but you think you could do
with hers?
“Heh?”
She was looking at the sauce dispenser hungrily, no indication that what she
said was directed to me. Keeping the “wall” act, I suppose.
“Is it your fault? Or just just don’t want to get involved any further?” She
shook her head and used the nuget to wipe her sauce tray. “Thinking would
only get you so far. Just ask her and decide what to do. Disrespect to her
privacy? Hell, you have the right to know, don’t you?”
“Hiura…”
“Yeah?”
She grunted and the red-yellow bag was held out to me.
I took the longest one, glanced up to check her reaction, and stuffed it into
my mouth.
“Sauce too?”
“Mustard.”
“Mustard”
I coated it with the yellow sauce. A lot of it, just to spite her.
“Delish”
Her attitude was brash. Yet when it counts, she was unexpectedly helpful.
“Hiura.”
“Hm?” A grunt.
“Thanks”
He was a bit down, but also somewhat relieved. When I apologized, instead
of blaming me, he thanked me over and over.
–Thanks to you, I could finally get over this. Ahh, it’s like I’m freed.
Like that, our counseling ended. I was relieved, yet frustrated, and most of
all, ashamed.
The chime rang and the school day was over. I immediately rushed to class
seven.
It was time to meet Yuzuki Minato.
I was greeted with the current of leaving students and when the crowd
thinned, I walked in. Minato was still at her seat, looking outside
absentmindedly. In the corner of my vision, I also saw Fujimiya.
Dyed hair and perfume, Yamabuki Karen stood with her back to me.
“Hm? Finally know your place? So ashamed you’ve kept to yourself? Pfft.”
Her titter still hurted my ear.
Yamabuki sat on the desk next to her. “It’s refreshing. I’m so glad you
stopped that, it’s been an eyesore.”
“But you know, Yuzuki? You’re just a bitch, the fact that you’ve stopped
means nothing? Hope you remember that.”
She thought that those hollow insults would get her the upperhand. Her
words, her thoughts, what utter nonsense.
She sighed and shook her head. “You’re just scared of me, I know. Besides,
I know what happened in middle school–”
That’s it. I don’t care about the consequences. Just don’t goddamn mess
with other people’s past.
Slap!
A sharp crack.
Tears rolled down her cheeks. Her face still in a snarl, Minato left.
“Akashi-kun!”
I led her to Cafe Proof. It appeared that it was the opposite way to her
house, but it was also the only place we could discuss freely. Fujimiya also
agreed to that.
“Actually… I knew.”
“Knew what?”
“What she’s struggling with,” she said, “I haven’t asked her directly, but
I’ve seen enough. And that this time, it was about it too.”
“Oh…”
“Yea. but she won’t tell me, so I pretended I didn’t know.” This time, her
voice was sulky.
“I know.”
Noting my dour state, she smiled as if to say she wasn’t blaming me.
“Well?”
“Sorry…”
Then I told her everything. It was easy, since she already knew about the
Peculiarity, there was nothing to hide. I told her how I accepted her
consultation, and how I ended up with the conclusion.
Chapter 6.3
Then I told Fujimiya everything. It was easy, since she already knew about
the Peculiarity, there was nothing to hide. I told her how I accepted her
consultation, and how I ended up with the conclusion.
I also revealed about the Angel to her. If not, there wouldn’t be a reason for
Minato asking for my help.
By the time I finished, Fujimiya was sobbing while nodding. “I see,” she
said feebly. The fact that Minato went for advice from a stranger insead of
her must have been hard to bear.
Although I did keep the power to myself. There was no reason in telling her
anyway.
“It’s not your fault. You told me everything, and by that, I got involved with
your secret. I have no right to put any blame on you.”
“She… She must have known the reason she liked them.” She closed her
eyes in concentration. “I think I understand now.”
“But… How do I bring this up? she clearly doesn’t want to talk about it.”
“She may seem so. However, she must have felt it, somewhere inside, the
urge to confide in someone. She wasn’t lying when she said she wanted to
get rid of the Peculiarity, I am sure about this.”
“You don’t need to but…” Her head jerked up, the remaining tear
glimmered. “If… If you haven’t given up on her… Can you please step in?
She might not like it, she might hate you for it, but can you try talking to
her one more time?”
She shakily blinked several times. With her pursed lips, she looked like she
couldn’t stand the frustration any longer.
“If you’re okay with me.” I shrugged ruefully.
She sighed. “If you can’t, then I’m out of the question.”
“‘Kay, I’ll go. Actually, I was going to go to her anyway, the timing was
just bad back there.”
“Akashi-kun…”
“Since it’d be two days wait with the weekend in between, I’ll update via
LINE. You can send her address there too.”
We went to the cashier and paid our bill. The bell rang softly as we left the
cafe and began climbing Tokimeki hill.
“Say,” she began, her tone was light and teasing, in contrast to her dire tone
earlier. “Why did you touch her cheeks?”
Of course, anyone would recommend her, she’s the freaking Kuze’s Top
Three. And her good points didn’t just end there.
“She’s cute, stylish, and…” she listed. “Ah! She’s a good girl too, you
know.” Fujimiya whispered collusively.
“I suppose.”
When I turned my back to her and walked away, she said, “I’ll let you hug
her for today.”
◆ ◆ ◆
Minato’s apartment was around South Kusatsu Station, Kusatsu City, the
biggest city in Shiga Prefecture. Although this “Kusatsu” was not the same
as Kusatsu Onsen, the onsen was in Kusatsu Town, Gumna, whilst this was
Kusatsu City, Shiga. There was no onsen, just a cold lake here.
Sigh. Who named these places?
[TN:Agreed]
Also, from here to Kyoto was an eighteen minutes ride. That made this area
a strangely prosperous commuter town. Yep, strangely. This is Shiga
Prefecture, everything defies common sense.
[TN:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Commuter_town]
I got off the train at South Kusatsu, and fiddled with the map application. I
could cut straight through smaller roads, but to be sure, I decided to go
along the national highway as far as I could.
I made my way in silence, all the while making another revision of what I
had thought on the train. I reached a gigantic intersection.
“Ah…”
On the other side of the road, I saw a familiar figure. Even with the
backdrop of a yakiniku place, she was beautiful. She still hadn’t changed
out of school uniform. Her back was carried high with confidence. It would
have been the usual Minato, only if it wasn’t for the dark frown.
“Minato.” Miraculously, my greeting came out fine.
She blinked several times successively and removed white earphones from
her ears. The wireless ones I gave her.
“Shopping.”
“Got it.”
◆ ◆ ◆
She paid at the self-checkout and I helped her pack the bags. After that, we
went straight to her apartment.
Not a single word passed between us, saved for the “I’m sorry”, when she
noted my initial dumbfounded expression.
Her apartment was the luxurious type. Minato held up her phone and the
auto-lock opened with a mechanical buzz. The IC card key was probably
hidden inside the phone case.
“Wait here.” She took the other bag from my hand and disappeared inside.
A while passed and she returned. “Come in.” Her face flushed a little as she
urged me.
The front door clicked close and I was led inside. We reached a living room
with a low rectangular table with two cushions. There was nothing of note
other than that.
“You live alone?” I broke the silence for the first time.
“No, mother… Mom lives here too. Or at least, in the paper, otherwise I
couldn’t enroll for Kuze High,” she said matter-of-factly.
“Yeah, I’m here.” Her face was taunted with anticipation again. “I talked
with Fujimiya.”
“With Shiho?”
And I went on clarifying about what happened. This week was a week of
explanations. Or rather, there were simply too many secrets between us, the
bill has come due.
Her expression was complicated. From shock, to guilt, to disbelief, her face
was a mess of emotions.
“But I’m not here on her order,” I assured, “I’ll be asking later. What is this
about? What are you hiding from me? Think up your answer by then.”
“Later?”
“You heard right, later. When I finish my story. You don’t need to pay full
attention, just listen.”
Thinking back, this was the first time I had told someone this by myself.
But it was this or give up. How to make other people reveal a secret to you?
You tell them yours. That was the concept of confiding, that was the
concept of trust.
“This is the story of how I decided to become the Angel of Kuze High.”
[TN: I’ll take some time and update a few parts at once, not sure how
long it will take, but I’ll find where I can end without a cliffhanger.]
Chapter 6.4
She was a year older, a senpai at my middle school. Long hair, she was
mature for her age,and of course, beautiful. Even so, inside, she was very
childish.
She was strange. Not that I have anything to complain about though.
She was dear to me. Every one would think like that, she just had the
personality that makes you think so.
She was always on the off-limits rooftop. She seemed to take her class
normally, but I have only met her there. Lunch break, afterschool, I always
met her there.
We would talk about whatever crossed our minds. We talked about silly
things, joked around, we even got into fights sometimes.
Hmm. What I did with her is irrelevant to the story, I’ll cut to the important
parts.
Anyway, the thing was, I liked Ayaha. Of course, romantic feelings, nothing
else. Not admiration, familial affection, camaraderie, no. I was hopelessly
in love.
I’d prepared scripts, what was left was to find the courage to confess. Then,
I realized.
Not that I wasn’t confident. Ayaha was certainly enjoying herself when with
me. And the rooftop, I was the only one she let me in.
If I confess, would this blissful everyday disappear? And what if I’m making
her uncomfortable with this unrequited love?
I was afraid of losing the time we shared. I was afraid of what confession
would bring.
Did I say I was a fool? Even more of a fool than now. I was short, my voice
was starting to crack, but there was one thing that was the same.
I had this power. Touch someone’s face and I’d know who they liked.
Did it cross your mind when you asked about my power? That this power
would be a cheat item for anyone in that situation.
Even a fool could come to that solution. The fourteen-years-old me thought.
No, I had been thinking since the moment I knew about my power.
Until then, I had never used it on Ayaha. As you would expect, I was lost. Is
that okay? I shouldn’t use my power on someone I cared about, or should I?
One evening, I managed to use it one her when she was taking a nap. My
power activated and–
Remember? The condition for my power, nothing happens meant that the
target liked no one.
I went home right away and bawled my eyes out. I couldn’t confess. But this
affection refused to wane. It was painful.
I took a break, clearing the haze in my mind with a long deep sigh. Minato
was looking blankly at the table, her cheeks resting on her hand. Her lips
protrude a little, but not so much as a pout.
She pulled herself from the drooping pose. “N-no! I wasn’t! It’s… not like
that.”
“T-that’s…”
The day I knew she didn’t like me, I cried the entire day. And then a week
later, she got into a car accident along with her father. Just like that, she
was gone. I heard that their death was immediate, good for her.
I shivered.
And then, I was a mess. Naturally, I was devastated, I really loved her.
I could no longer see her, her voice now no more than a memory. I couldn’t
accept it. In response, perhaps, I threw up for heavens know how many
times.
I think we had talked about what we would do if our loved ones died. Now
that I had the experience for real, I just knew how absurd it was. There was
nothing I could do.
I wonder whether I should digest it slowly, taking in her death little by little.
To forget the pain, but keep the memory.
Hey, why are you crying… You still need to explain your side of the story.
Keep it together, please.
…This was a story about why I decided to be an Angel, right? You could say
that this is the Angel’s martyrdoom, I guess.
Well, not grief, more of regret. The chance to tell her that I loved her was
now gone forever.
Why didn’t I tell her? She didn’t see me that way, but then what? I still liked
her. Scared? Scared of what? Scared of being rejected and losing this
relationship?
We were together practically everyday, why can’t you win her over? Do you
really think she would somehow notice you if you don’t tell her how you
feel?
Because I had this power, because I knew, I should hold the confession off.
I was sure, I was sure that this was the right call. That was what I thought.
Like that, she died without knowing that I loved her. I would never see the
look on her face when I tell her my feelings.
She might not see me that way, but I might be able to convince her a little?
“Now that I think of it, he isn’t a bad guy.” or something like that. I could
even ask her for a trial date. “I’ll work hard to be someone reliable, I’ll
show you. I’ll repeat my feelings to you again then.”
I might get that kind of chance.
Say, what would you do now, now that you knew everything.
Being rejected was scary, right? The possibility of being shunned by her
scared you, huh?
You were terrified of that, right? “I never think of you that way. Gross.” You
would be horrified if she said that, no?
You think anything could be any more painful than this? There was nothing
to be done now. You can’t tell her your feelings, never. You think there would
be anything worse than this??
Even with the worst of rejections, it wasn’t the end of the line. There was a
whole world of possibilities had I confessed.
Hey, Io, why didn’t you say it? If you know it would turn out like this, would
you confess? If she still lives, would you do the same thing?
No, right?
I should have told her. Should have told her I loved her. “I’ve fallen head
over heels for you,” I should have said that!
No matter the result, I should have confessed! If I had said it, I would have
been able to move on!
Every moment spent might have been the last. That’s the truth that people
never realize until it is too late.
“That’s why I became the Angel.” I managed to hoarsely choke out the last
words.
“Oh…”
“I’m being selfish, I know. I understand that there are people with special
circumstances like you. That’s why I let them choose, whether to follow me
or not. And I told them beforehand that I don’t guarantee success. If they
grab my outreached hand, then I will help them to the end, that’s it.” My
limbs were heavy and my heart ached, it was as if I had lost all the strength
I had.
“No, rather, I’m sorry for telling you something dark. And it was longer
than expected.” It must have been a while, since my throat was all but
parched. “So… Minato.”
“Yeah”
Trepidation filled the air. The main issue was now here.
“What on earth happened? If you don’t mind, please tell me. Just so you
know, you don’t have to. If you really want things to end this way then I’ll
respect that.”
A nod.
“Well, personally, I don’t like this ending. I know I’m forcing myself on
you but, you know, I’d like to at least end this amicably. I don’t know how
you feel about me, but I think of you as a friend.”
That was all I had to say, the rest was now up to her. Secrets and feelings
are yours and yours alone, Minato.
As if to steel her resolve, she slowly closed her eyes and sighed. With a
nod, she lay her hand over mine. Warm, soft, and trembling hand.
“Sure.”
“My climax might be at the start though.” Another sigh. “My parents died
when I was little. Their workplace caught fire.”
I had nowhere else to go, so my aunt took me in. Yes, she’s my “mother”
now. And no, I’m not left alone in this world.
She had a husband and a baby boy. So technically, they’re my father and
brother. I was five then, I had just begun my kindergarten.
My new mother didn’t get along well with my mom. Ah, rest assured, she
didn’t take it out on me. Troubled would be the better word. They can’t
figure out how to interact with me, even until now. Their real child was just
born, so their attention was there, for the most part.
Well, it couldn’t be helped. Babies are hard work. You never knew what
would happen if you took your eyes off them.
I thought I would know my place and behave. I owe them enough for taking
me in, what else could I ask for? Yeah?
Originally, my parents were busy people, the professional type. They were
hardly at home anyway. Even my babysitter was stoic. I am used to being
alone.
It was lonely and… sad. But there was nothing to do about it, so I just gave
up.
Hm? What do you mean by “Since then?”? Yeah, it was since then.
Maybe I was annoying or not cute– no, that are just excuses. It’s not my
fault, it’s not theirs too, it was just how things were. They would fawn over
my brother while letting me be. But how could you blame them? They were
probably celebrating the birth of their baby when I came to their doorstep.
They had no memories with me, no fondness, no affection or whatsoever.
The difference between me and my brother was just so blatant that I can’t
ignore it. So I look after my brother, do anything to erase my existence, so
that they can ignore me, so that they have excuses to ignore me. I can’t
afford them hating me too, so it was the only viable choice back then.
But I understood how they felt. I, too, can’t bring myself to love them. But
I’m still grateful for what they did. They took the responsibility to raise me,
the daughter of a sister whom she despised. Raising a child wasn’t an easy
thing.
After a few blunders, I learned to take care of myself, to play alone, and to
prepare meals. Anything that would contribute to the “I’m fine” aura.
They were quite wealthy, money was never the problem. They would give me
allowances, and bring me things I needed. Still, there’s nothing I wanted,
and I felt bad wasting it. In the end, most of the money just ends up at the
bank.
I had turned down once, saying I don’t need this much. But they said
“Please keep it”. “Please”, in a plea.
There was no way I could refuse, so I hadn’t tried again since then.
I think it was a way to lessen their guilt, like, “Here’s the money, forgive
us.”
They occasionally ask if I need their help with anything. Sometimes, when I
ask them a favor, they would smile as if relieved and go on with the favor.
We went too deep into the back dealings, and have no choice but to
continue. Instead of fulfilling our obligations, we used our rights and let the
other side do the same. Telling them it’s fine, and being told the same thing.
Ah, sorry, I derailed. Well, the point is, this is how I’m raised.
What you want to know is probably from now. Yes, this is how Falling-in-
love Peculiarity came to be.
I told you that it started during elementary school, that I dated many guys
to find the cause, that I don’t know the cause.
“I knew the trigger pretty early. I know what kind of people I’m attracted
to.” She said, “Yes, the same conclusion as yours. It was around two years
back, so I had thought a lot about it.”
So it was right…
“The cause too, it was easy from that point on. This Peculiarity was
unordinary, then I must be unordinary too. I just need to trace back from
there.”
“I wasn’t loved.”
“Ah, that way of speaking might be rude,” she corrected, “I just can’t feel
I’m loved. I’m messed up.”
Her fists began to curl. She began to pull her hands from me, as if she was
afraid of messing me up too. But I didn’t let her, I sought her hand and
gripped.
“So when I feel like I’m liked.” Her eyes still downward, she went on. “I
had to like them too. It just feels like I’m obliged to. I mean, they like me,
they are giving me what I’ve always longed for. Even though it wasn’t
familial love… I still… Still”
“Yeah…yeah…”
A droplet spilled from her eye, followed by another, and another. The drops
joined into a stream, rolled down her cheeks and fell, disappearing behind
the table’s shadow.
Before I knew it, my hands intertwined and connected with Minato’s.
Which one of us initiated, I couldn’t know.
“But…Is there even a way to know? Something like that,” she sobbed.
“That?” I echoed.
“…”
“So I found you. If it’s the Angel, then surely, the answer! The reason I’m
messed up is me, I want that answer!”
“I see…”
“It’s not their fault! Not Mom, not Dad, not my brother, not anyone’s fault!
It’s mine…It’s mine!”
Her voice cracked and she crumpled, I kicked the table away and caught
her. She clung to me like a child. Her voice rose into a shrill.
I looped my arms around her, patted her head, trying to anchor her, to stop
the trembling. I failed.
I cried too. Her guilt was immense, it just felt natural to be crying after
seeing her crushed like this. She took the lead and I followed. Her sobs
continued forever. We didn’t talk, what to do next, we had no idea.
“Minato”
◆ ◆ ◆
It was already night when the crying stopped. We strolled through the chilly
national highway together. The bobbing lights and the swooshing of the
cars were a lullaby. I rubbed my eyes sleepily.
We veered into a chain ramen shop. The sign in fron read, “Shimoto
Shogun”. The hot bowls of shio ramen were carried, the warm soup roused
me from my daze. The occasional clang and clatter from the kitchen was
nice to the ear.
“If it’s no longer the problem, then there’s no need to care about the reason,
right?” she mumbled, “So it won’t be their fault, I’m not crazy, then… we
could all forget this… and…”
“Yeah.”
“But I can’t do anything, it’s not getting better. If I want it gone, then I
should do fix the source of the problem. But… but I don’t know how…
What should I do, I–”
Seeing her face becoming pale again, I cut in. “Hey, Minato.”
“Eh?”
“Can’t you take more time? I understand that you are frustrated with how
you can’t be committed, I understand that you don’t want to blame anyone.
I know you want to fix it right away and forget about it. You have been
thinking, suffering, fighting on your own.”
“Io…”
“But can’t you take it slow? Five years, ten years, maybe twenty. But by
then, things might have been alright. You’re not getting better anytime soon
if you keep on like this. Don’t hurry, just little by little, you can change.” I
smiled.
She scrunched her face and immediately set her eyes downcast. Her glossy
bangs fell and closed over her face like a curtain. I heard sniffing and wet
breaths coming in gasps.
“I’ll help. I’ll listen to you anytime, I’ll think with you. And if it helps, then
let me use my power on you.”
Ayaha Interlude
“Say, Ayaha”
“Hmm, What?”
Before we parted for the day, we watched the orange in the sky being
swallowed by the purple of the dusk. We were wrapping up the
conversation about mind-reading power.
We were talking about how we would use it until now. But what I had
wanted to ask was this.
“You mean the power?”
“Yeah”
Because I have the power for real. Because I don’t know how to use it. It
was a question with no answer in sight.
I had expected her to tease, but she looked serious. And thanks to that, I had
the courage to speak further.
“I can’t see how using it could make you happy. You might know
something you shouldn’t and end up feeling bad.”
Like I did
But if I don’t use it, then it is just as good as not having one. And I’d be just
another ordinary person.
“Hmm, that’s true. You have a point.” she pondered, “But still, that’s
depending on how you use it, no? It’s all up to skill.”
“Well, if it’s like that, then having the power might not be as good. God
must have flunked so badly at the lottery if we happen to get any power.”
Or perhaps God just couldn’t imagine I would screw up this hard when he
gave me this power.
“Hm?”
She didn’t look this way. I, too, didn’t look her way. And so, I could never
know what kind of expression she had. She, too, couldn’t see my
expression.
“I mean, the topic just happened to be about supernatural powers, so it
might look dramatic. Actually, wouldn’t it be the same for other things too?
Like how tall you are, how big your chest can grow. Even your gender
when you were born. Everyone is born different.” She spread her arms.
“And that’s what makes us us. How would we perceive ourselves, how
would we act. That’s all according to us. No, others can decide for us, but
I’d hate it if someone did that to me.”
“Yeah.”
“That’s why I just want to like myself no matter what I am. I want to be
someone who can like myself. Everyday’s more fun to me this way.”
“Yeah, you might be right.” Somehow, when she said that, it sounded
convincing.
“Hey, can’t you be sure to the end.” I said despite knowing that it was just
how she was.
“I mean, I don’t know the right answer. Maybe I’d die without knowing it,
the right way of living, I mean.”
“I’d like to know it before I die though.”
“Agreed”
Silence.
“Anyway, if you happen to find it one day, make sure you tell me, ‘kay?”
I nodded.
“Yippee! Well then, I’ll sit back and wait for your answer~”
Now that I think of it, it was a bit strange , but at the time, I felt like there
was no need to say anything.
“Yay!”
“Pwah!”
“Stop it.”
“Ehh, why not? Try a sip.” She held the bottle closer to my mouth.
“Ah, or you’re disappointed you don’t get an indirect kiss from this mature,
older sister?”
“Ahh, suspicious”
I ignored her banther and quickly gulped down the soda. My hot, blushing
face cooled down. It was much sweeter than I imagined.
“…Not really.”
“Hehh, why not. Hmph, I’ll make you see the greatness of soda.”
“No, thanks.”
Then the chime suddenly rang, signaling the end of the school day. School
closes shortly after this chime, we had to go home.
This was the very last memory I had that day, with her.
“Ayaha.”
“Hmm, what?”
“Yeah, hypothetical.”
And if.
If she lived,
[TN: I add a few more pages to the previous part too, a short wrap-up
after crying]
Chapter 7.1
Saturday, the day after the long talk with Minato. I spent the entire day
working with Yukito at the store.
The influx of customers was more than usual today. But somehow, I
welcomed it, being busy was better than the alternative.
When the day ended, even the veteran Yukito was tired. Now, from the
clinks in the kitchen, he was probably fixing a drink. After a while, he came
carrying a tray.
I unceremoniously picked the melon soda and took a sip. The prickling in
my mouth jolted me awake, and with it, went the fatigue. Soda is supreme.
And although he said that, he still made it for me. Well, I probably never
say this out loud, but he was a good guy.
I grunted in accession.
With her permission, I had told him what happened between me and
Minato, briefly though. I also skipped the, err… emo parts. She probably
won’t frequent here like before, so the explanation was like a courtesy.
“So, you’re pulling back… No, looking at the long term, right.”
“Yeah, it was understandable that she wanted to get over it, however, many
problems are impossible in the short term.”
If the cause of her Falling-in-love Peculiarity was really from how she was
raised, if it was from her past, then there was only one solution. The past
was the past, the only thing that could be done now was what to think about
it, how to face it. And to do that, it would be over a span of a few years, at
least.
My heart dropped.
“You’re saying that you need time to forget that senpai?” He stared at me
with a calm stare.
“Going slow is okay, you know. But also, don’t mistake standing still as a
slow progress, you’d only waste your time like that.”
The sweet scent, the dreamy sweet, the coolness. All brought back Ayaha’s
smile and laughter. Yes, I can’t move on. How can I? Sodas were just so
sweet and endearing.
Yukito lets out a huff. Then he chuckled softly and stretched his arms. “By
the way, if I may be so bold.”
“Yeah?”
“To solve a problem, you have to address its cause. That’s a way of
thinking. The point is, it’s not the only way.” A hint of smugness crept
across his face.
“No offense, but liking someone back because they like you, affection like
that are cheap, don’t you think so?”
“Heh?”
“Of course, it’s still real affection, and I’m fully aware that sizing
someone’s feelings like this is presumptuous, so think of it as an anecdote.
She has never fallen head over heels for anyone before.”
His eyes became saturated with childish smugness. Come to think of it.
This might be the first time this guy had ever spoken about Minato’s
problem.
“She just has to be madly in love with someone. The sort of special
someone that you love more than anything in the world. If she could do
that, then the affections to anyone else would be insignificant, like how
stars can’t outshine the sun.”
“Silly word, eh? But that kind of thing exists, you know? I thought you’d
understand this the best.”
“It might not work, of course. You don’t just wake up one morning and
become madly in love with someone, but there’s a possibility, no matter
how slim. So why don’t you tell her that?”
“Yukito…”
“Hmm?”
[I found something, let’s talk this monday,] I sent a LINE to Minato before
bed.
◆ ◆ ◆
“Hiura.”
“Hm?”
I went for my confidant, Aki Hura. She was the only one with any sense of
normalcy.
“Something’s wrong”
She clicked her phone and put it to sleep mode. “Agreed,” she replied
curtly.
“Whoah! Really?
“Eeh? Why?”
How cruel!
“I’m verifying the truth. Everything’s a mess, give me until noon. Hold
your tongue, don’t do anything rash.” Hiura then returned to her phone.
“O-oh…”
◆ ◆ ◆
I half listened to that conversation as it went on, but I already knew what to
expect. What Hiura said now made sense.
But I had to agree, there was nothing I could do now. And I had to admit, I
would have been running around, making a fool of myself if she hadn’t said
that.
She raised her eyebrows. “Hey, calm down. And don’t snap at me, ‘kay?”
“Sorry.”
“Sit”
“You should have noticed by now, it’s about Yuzuki, and it wasn’t good.”
“I see…”
“Working on it. Won’t take long, tracing’s still easy in early stages.”
“Two days prior, saturday. It blew up just now because today’s the first day
at school, before that just a small circles like clubs and gossip groups”
Question? “Yeah?”
She furrowed her eyebrows. “If you can, tell me, the rumor, is it for real?”
Minato went out with a few boys to learn more about her Peculiarity. In that
sense, “Toyed with several men” was half right.
“No, and she didn’t come here to hide. Although it might seem that way…
that wasn’t the truth.”
She nodded a few times, looked up a little, and rested her chin on her hand.
Only when I finished the sentence did I realize that I called her name. If
Hiura noticed, she didn’t say so.
“Isolated. Everyone kept their distance, even though all they talked about
was about her,” She chev=cked my expression. “Don’t even think of
going.”
“Damit!” Having nowhere else, I let my anger out with the fist that hit my
own lap. It hurted, but that didn’t matter.
Why did she have to ask? WHat else would I do? “Make them stop.”
“How? I know you’re blackmailing master and all, but then what? You
know how persistent rumors can be, people will gossip.”
I slammed my fist on the concrete floor hard. “Then what do you want me
to do?!”
She didn’t even flinch. Seeing her like this cooled down my temper. And in
its stead, helplessness washed over me.
Minato is suffering. And if I mess up, there would be no one left to help her.
If it weren’t for her, I would have stormed Minato’s class and made a fool
of myself, how remiss.
The bell rang and the lunch break was over. Through the afternoon classes,
I didn’t hear a word.
How could I tie this rumor up, how to get rid of a rumor, I racked my brain
thinking. By nature, rumors weren’t spread because it was true, but instead
the pure amusement of the rumor. No matter how hard I tried to deny it, as
long as it was interesting, people would talk. Besides, the Kuze’s Top Three
being a bitch, that was a scoop of a lifetime for Kuze High. The fact that
Minato didn’t have many friends played in the rumor’s favor.
“How…?”
Class ended, but still, nothing came to mind. All I could do was spacing out
alone in the deserted classroom.
Chapter 7.2
But…
[No.]
I whipped up a few messages to keep her on the line, but she didn’t read.
“Of course…” I muttered. Of course, she wouldn’t want to talk.
“Hey, Angel, what are you gonna do…” I lay on my back and spoke to the
ceiling.
◆ ◆ ◆
“By the way, her reputation wasn’t that good since before.”
“Yup, yup. And that she began talking to other people lately, that must be
her nature leaking out.”
The whole school was talking about her, labing her as “Bitch” or “Cheater”
without any reservation or decency to use softer words at all. Especially the
“Cheater” one, that was one of the results of the twisted facts. Already, the
rumor got close to saturation.
There were a lot of people in class seven for early morning, the reason was
obvious enough. No one talked to Minato, but the situation was bizarre on
its own. All they talk was about her from a distance that was clearly apart
from her, yet close enough for her to hear. And her position at the edge of
the class only emphasized the distance.
Minato herself was at her desk, staring out the window. I leaned sideways to
get a better look at her,
Her eyes glistened unshed tears, her lips were pursed into a thin line. The
face of a girl in agony.
“Minato…”
There was nothing to do with this rumor, even if we were to deny the
rumor, it would come to the impasse of credibility. To prove her innocence
in this case meant revealing her aliment, and I doubt that would convince
the curious crowd. So in the end, Minato must have reached the same
conclusion as me and decided to accept the reality.
Someone sniffled a giggle and then gave up. She burst out laughing as if
there was something hilarious. Minato’s shoulders jumped in fright.
My shoulders jumped too, when I realized who it was. My feet took a step,
but then Hiura tugged from behind. She yanked my arms firmly and took
hold when I didn’t give up. She was being gentle with me, but she had the
strength of an athlete.
She narrowed her eyes and shook her head.
“Let me.”
“I say no.”
Getting hold of the situation, we headed back to our class. Before leaving,
my eyes met Fujimiya, she too, was about to cry.
“And you know who?” I asked, but I couldn’t expect someone else.
“Yamabuki Karen”
“Figures”
I wouldn’t put this past her. More so, Minato just slapped her last week,
right before the rumor.
“The first year was threatened by Yamabuki. I’m not sure that he ‘bitch’
was added by her or just the result of the process”
“I see…”
“There’s no point in finding out how much she exaggerated, people already
did that for her.”
Even the slightest nudge by Yamabuki in the starting stages was enough to
steer the masses in the direction. And the operation a while ago only
worsened the situation.
She did that even though she knew it would turn out like this…?
Miwa Reiji made his dramatic entrance once again. Although he didn’t look
exactly happy this time. He was unusually serious.
He frowned. “That’s what it’s all about. Plus Four didn’t entertain her, so
she set her eyes on Top Three. Her beauty had already reached its max, so
she just had to pull someone down. The humiliation from the slap didn’t sit
well with her either. On the side note, she was the one who added that
‘bitch’, I checked from her cronies.” he puffed up a grin. “Being handsome
has its merits.”
I wondered how he could look so grim even with a grin. Or perhaps, he was
mirroring my own horrid expression. I couldn’t look good right now.
Her silent agony I saw this morning. Her crying sobs at her house. Just for
the Kuze’s Top Three? How selfish could you be? Since when have you got
to decide Minato’s fate, Yamabuki? For the sake of a title that she wasn’t
even concerned about. For such a trivial thing?
Yamabuki?!
I couldn’t remember what happened well, but I went back home and got in
the tub.
◆ ◆ ◆
Before I went to bed, I had a short chat with Fujimiya.
[You free?]
Almost immediately after I sent the message, the read tag popped, and a call
came from her.
–“By LINE, yes. She told me to stay away from her at school though. She
told me she didn’t want to put me through it too… That’s all she said…”
“I see.”
A few moments of silence.
I sat back, thinking. Fujimiya must have felt the same thing as me, if not ten
times angrier.
–“Akashi-kun…”
“Hm”
–“I… What should I do?” she asked desperately. “How do I help her? How
do you get rid of rumors? And why, why are they so happy talking about
her! They didn’t even give her the benefit of doubt! Why?!”
“Fujimiya…”
–“They don’t even know her! They don’t know what kind of girl Minato is,
what she thinks, or how she was raised! And yet! Hey! Tell me! Why?!”
“Fujimiya”
Minato Interlude
My first emotion was desolation. The rumor about me was spread across the
school in the matter of days. It was so absurd I couldn’t believe the person
in question was really me. What have I done to deserve this? Who? Who
did this? I had my doubts and anger.
Every day would be a trial from now on… I noted absently. There was no
getting around this, nothing to stop this terrible rumor.
At least, let me steer my best friend Shiho and Io, who saved me, clear from
this mess. I could never let these two get involved. I limited my contact
with them to bare minimum. I was left alone, but that was for the best.
If I sat at my desk, doing nothing, maybe they would even lose interest in
me. Until then, I just have to endure this until then.
“Wild. Who would have confessed to a boy and then dumped him right
away?”
“I heard that it was less than a month! And she came up with another man
just as fast. Isn’t that what bitches do?”
But why?
Why am I grieving so much even though it was the truth? Why did
everyone look so chipper? Why am I being targeted like this?
Before I knew it, I was guilty for something I didn’t remember doing.
“What a waste of Top Three. I feel betrayed, who chose her? Shouldn’t they
consider personality too?”
How did the Top Three have anything to do with this? When have I ever
betrayed you?
I had no right to say. No one listened. They believe what they want to,
propagate what they find interesting, disregard me all they want.
Every time I heard them, it was like small needles picking at my skin, cold,
cruel. Tears welled up, every time I managed to stop them was a miracle.
Okay then, about Shiho. She was different from me. She could get along
with anyone, yet she still chooses to be there for me, always. When I heard
from Io, I had cleared up with her. She got angry, sulked, and cried in relief
for me. This time too, she listened and kept her distance.
Io…
The next thing I knew, I was thinking about him. How couldn’t I?
Kind, so kind. Maybe too kind. Even after the loss of the girl he loves, he
didn’t give up–couldn’t give up. How hard must it be for him to be standing
like this. How much strength does it take to help others like me, even if he
himself was in pain like that?
I had lied to him. And yet, he helped me earnestly. He can’t change the past,
Ayaha won’t be back no matter how hard he wept, he had said. My past was
unchangeable. I was already raised this way, what I did in middle school
was already done. The fact that I had dated several boys will never go
away.
Change how you face it. It will take time, but that’s okay, he told me. I was
happy back then, even though nothing was solved, but it did help. He was
right, it’d be okay, everything would turn out fine, in due’s time.
“Yuzukii–”
“Can I borrow you for a minute?” Yamabuki called me out at the school
gate.
There was a small shrine next to Kuze High, we went to the playground
there. It was surrounded by hedges the height of a grown person. A quick
look around told me no one would interrupt. I didn’t think I was in any
physical danger, even Yamabuki wouldn’t do anything rash, probably.
A part of me didn’t care. What’s worse than this rumor? Perhaps by being
beaten by Yamabuki might get me some sympathy, might make the rumor
stop. A part of me hoped it would happen. There was no end to this, at the
very least, I should get used to it.
Alas, her voice lacked her usual arrogance, she seemed subdued, even.
“You now understand? Now hand me the Top Three.”
“Huh??”
What?!
“It kinda got out of hand. The point is, you see, step down, and I’ll be fine
with it. Hm.”
“What are you talking about…” No guilt, no remorse… this person doesn’t
believe she was wrong…
“I say there’s no hope for you now. I was waiting for you to fall down
naturally, but it seemed that it’d be a hassle that way. See? If you step down,
nice and clean, people might forget you, I’ll take that attention from you.
Win-win?”
What do you mean by “no hope for you”?
What’s win-win?
“I said it got out of hand, didn’t I? I get it, I get it, I went a little overboard,
but it’s a mutual thing, half my fault, half yours.”
Wait. Mutual?
“Why?” The audacity! “Just for this?! I…!! Screw you!!!” I screamed until
my throat hurt. A wave of dizziness hit me. I can’t take more of this, it was
nauseating, driving me insane.
“I hate this…”
“Help me…”
A shadow against the hedge, moving towards her. A voice I had come to get
used, pitched lower than usual in an over-the-top manner. The voice of the
person I wanted to hear the most, the person I wished he would come.
“Ah…”
Tch, tch, he clicked his tongue. “Be careful, okay? We’re in the middle of a
live stream, okay? Let’s not mention each other’s name. Well, you can’t
possibly know my name though.”
He took his hand off the mic and spread his arms as if giving a speech.
“Nice to meet you, club people of Kuze High, I suppose the go-home club
will have to catch up to this later. No, no, not ‘nice to meet you’– It’s been a
while since I have seen some of you. This is the Angel of Kuze High
speaking. Hm, thinking back, this is my first time speaking in public, so
maybe ‘Nice to meet you’ was proper.”
I looked at the school building peeking from the trees. A moment later, an
echo of his speech reached her ears.
“Either ‘The Angel was real’, or ‘Someone’s faking’, think about this
however you want, but let me say my piece. Let me borrow the broadcast
room for a moment. Sorry for using a voice changer, but it’s my policy.
Also, I am not inside the broadcast room, so there’s no point in going there.
Think of this as listening to a radio and resume your club activities.”
He covered the mic again and took a deep breath, once, twice. Sweat
beaded his forehead and neck, his knee and fingertips were trembling. He
was just as scared.
I should be worrying about him getting caught in this mess too, yet… Yet,
maybe if he was here, then everything might turn out fine.
“And on another record, sorry. I should have asked for your permission, but
it’s now or never. Get mad at me all you want when this is all over.”
“To the remaining teachers, I apologize. I know it’s your duty to stop this
unauthorized broadcast, but I can’t stop. You might come across Fujimiya
Shiho standing guard, she was there on my order, so please refrain from
harsh punishments.”
“Now, let me tell you a story.” It was, by all means, dramatic indeed. He
glanced at me once. “There is a rumor going around Kuze High right now.
Yuzuki Minato, a student in the seventh class of the second year, was a
bitch who switched men in middle school, and to lay low, she came to Kuse
High. I am sure you all have heard that.”
“By my honor as the Angel of Kuze High, I declare the rumor falsehood.”
Yamabuki shifted uncomfortably, but like her, she was lost for words.
Interrupting during this broadcast could have never gone well for her, she
bit back her retort and watched grudgingly.
“No, the truth was according to the rumor, but the context was completely
different. This is what happened: I received a plea from Yuzuki Minato, a
special case. It wasn’t a normal love consultation but about how she…liked
too many people, and had trouble being single-minded.” Through gritted
teeth, he went on, “Of course, it was absurd. ‘Kuze’s Top Three have such
problems?’, I wondered. However, she was truly troubled. That was why
she tried having relationships with men, to find a way of being single-
minded. That was what happened.”
He continued speaking, and with it, more of my secrets came to light. But I
found that I didn’t care. This was way better than this twisted rumor. This
was the only way. And I knew that he did this because he cared for me.
It was as if I had been freed from a chain I never knew existed. Why did I
even keep it a secret? What’s wrong with telling people. Like that, I felt…
free.
“She had repented for her past. She regretted what she had done, she had
called herself ‘the worst’ and ‘selfish JK’. Well, I thought so too.”
[TN: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/JK_business ]
“But she also said that she will get it fixed. She will do anything, anything,
to become normal.”
I said that…
And you said you would do anything in your power to help me too.
“Wuzuki and I tried everything. We met up and thought about it over and
over. In the end, we got no clue. She even cried when we concluded that
there’s no way.”
Ah, he cooked that part up. Bad guy. Hm, although I did cry.
“In the end, she’s still a ‘selfish JK’. However, she won’t answer to any
confession and won’t date anyone until she gets rid of her condition. Please
understand that she never had the intention to play with anyone’s emotions.
To Yuzuki fans out there, confess to her all you want, but you stand no
chance.” A smile touched his lips as he loosened himself. A bit.
“By the way,” his relaxed posture disappeared as fast as it had come. He
eyed Yamabuki dangerously.
“You guys have quite enjoyed that rumor, huh. Have you ever considered
her feelings? I know,” he then said softly, “I knew people love rumors. All
the more if it was in a bad way. How was it? The unseen face of the school
beauty? Hilarious, wasn’t it? Amusing, no? Let’s add some spice, let’s
assume, why not? It was the person in question’s fault, you’re delivering
justice?”
The earlier whisper rose into a crescendo. His cold rage was overwhelming.
How would the students react, I wondered. Even I got goosebumps listening
to him.
“I heard it from someone else, if it’s false then it’s not my fault. If it’s true
then all the more reason to spread the rumor. She can’t resist, so let’s get a
peek. She deserved this, so let her hear when she walked past. It’s fun, isn’t
it? Everyone’s doing this. What a pity, but that’s her problem, I don’t care!”
“You have fun? After listening to me, is it still fun? You still dare call her a
bitch? If you still then I won’t say anything, have fun with your club
activities. Do anything you want, I don’t want to waste my time on
creatures like you. But if you have any feeling of guilt befitting a proper
human being, listen…”
“Fuck off!!!!!!!!!!”
Tears got the better of me. One… two… then a stream of tears.
“She had struggled, had been tormented!! She had been blaming herself for
who knows how long!!!! She had suffered more than she deserved to, and
when she was about to move on!!!! What was done was done!! There’s a
punishment, but it’s not your fucking role!!!! It should be between her and
those men she dated, not you!!!! Face the truth!! Live with it!! Never say
you didn’t know!! I’ll never let you trample on her feelings ever
again!!!!!!!!”
“The past was hers and hers alone!!!! No matter what kind of love it was,
it’s not your plaything!!!! Listen with your damn ears, those shits who
started this rumor-!!!!”
Aah, Io…
“Don’t sully people’s past and their love with your filthy hands—!!!!”
I wanted to take a good look at you, yet…
Not yet, the rational part of me said. The mic was still on. Yamabuki was
still there.
Io cleared his throat once. “Apologize, I went off track. One last thing,” he
inserted quickly, “ if you really wanted a rumor material, then feel free to
use me. The Angel is not an urban legend. I am real, and I have always been
looking over your love. When you’re troubling with your romances, please
expect my helping hand. However, I am not quite good with special cases
like Yuzuki this time, so please be gentle with me. And if possible, I would
appreciate it if you don’t search for my true identity, that should be the best
for both of us.”
Silence. Silence of resignation and determination. It couldn’t be easy for
him to come to light like that, but for my sake…
“And those of you I have met in the past, please take care of the remaining
Yuzuki rumors. With that, I’ll consider what you owe me even. Please, do
me a favor. Now, if you’ll excuse me.”
He unceremoniously took off the microphone and shoved it into his pocket.
“I won’t forgive you, remember that. This isn’t me letting you go–”
“What?! What’s with that cringe speech! Do you even have any proof that I
did?!”
“W-who do you think you are? Whatever with the Angel, but I already
know who you are? I’ll make sure the whole school knows!”
That’s a waste of time, Yamabuki. I tried that once, didn’t work. Not at all.
He clutched his sides and laughed as if it was the most hilarious joke he had
ever heard. “Ahaha, you can’t even comprehend how much trouble you’re
in if you do that! What an idiot!” Another fit of laughter. He then continued
between wheezes, “Hey, idiot, I don’t care, just apologize, will you?” There
was a cold menace in his words, it was even more disturbing than plain
threats.
“Ugh”
She stared back definitely like a cornered dog, but finally gave in to Io’s
pressuring glare. Yamabuki gritted her teeth audibly before she slowly
bowed.
“Sorry.”
I wiped my cheeks, dabbled the corner of my eyes with the blazer’s sleeve.
I leaned closer to yamabuki.
“Da───mn you!!!!”
It seemed that I was another idiot here. But, I see, it felt good, as if a weight
was lifted from my shoulders.
Yamabuki stepped back in surprise and her mouth was half open. She
looked a bit like an idiot, as Io would say.
Io sniffled approvingly and joined, “Well, I have one more bad news for
you.” He sucked in a breath. “Even Minato fell from Kuze’s Top Three, it
won’t be you who got promoted! Please, know your place!! You probably
ranked last in Plus Four!!”
“Ngh!!”
Yamabuki’s mouth worked silently, stunned. Her shoulders shook and her
cheeks turned bright red. Her lips parted and she cried out, “T-tch! I-I am
not! You two…!! You’re the idiot here—!!” Tears and makeup smudged her
face. Seemingly unable to think of a better retort, Yamabuki ran away.
“Remember the headline! Don’t try anything silly!!” Io shouted after her.
“Io…”
Seeing his lopsided smile, my heart skipped a beat. When was the last time
I met him? Days? A week? It seemed like ages.
“Waaaaaaaaaaahhhh───── !!!!!!”
“Ow! Minato! You’re strangling me! Don’t bury your face in my chest!
Ahh…!!”
“Why did you come here! Why?! Why risk your identity! Why did you use
all the favors for me! Why is Shiho even there! Why?! Why did you go to
such length… for me…!”
“Oi, oi, don’t ask me all at once. Today was a test run, just checking the
broadcasting. Saw you going somewhere with Yamabuki, so I moved up the
schedule. I don’t have the manpower, so I asked Fujimiya.”
“O-oh…”
“Sorry, I told your secret to the entire school. But that’s the only way to
counter the rumors. You weren’t responding to my calls, so I got the ok
from Fujimiya… not that it excuses my actions. You can get angry all you
want now, I’m sorry.”
“I know… but what you did. I can’t blame you. And your secret…?”
“I’m fine. I’ve taken precautions. Even if it manages to slip, then I’ll just
hole up in my house,” he assured, “I have everything planned out.”
His secrets, the favors he saved up until now… all for me.
Maybe I might not be able to cheer up now, but at least I felt relieved. I
can’t be sure if anyone would actually listen to him, but as long as he is
here, maybe everything will turn out just fine.
“…”
“Hey!”
“I have a handkerchief”
“Idiot.”
“Io?”
“Hm?”
“Yeah.”
He put a hand on my back and began patting. With his motions, more tears
came. I buried deeper into his chest and continued sobbing.
Not that I’d pull away from him. Can I stay like this forever?
“Also, Minato.”
“What?”
“It should be good news to you. I’ve been waiting to tell you.”
“I talked with Yukito. He said that there’s another way of fixing the
Peculiarity of yours.”
“???” What?
“Uhh… You just have to be…” An awkward pause, “madly in love… with
someone.”
“Mad in love?”
“Yeah… Someone you really, really like, so much that others seem
insignificant.”
“Hmph.”
“Just a speculation. Just so you know there might be an alternative. I get it,
being mad in love isn’t something you can do just by thinking. It might be a
while until you find the guy, but… let’s keep trying until then.”
“But, why? The theory itself makes sense, it’s probability is also high too,
despite the time it might take.”
I could sense his quizzical look even without looking up. “Eh… Okay?”
Still worried about her, I called. I flopped down on the bed and waited. She
picked up soon after and began her tale grudgingly and happily, if those two
emotions could coexist.
–“Whyyy, why only meee–. There’s a proprietor right there! Ahhh, I was
used, why wouldn’t anyone pity mee.”
I covered the phone’s microphone and sighed, Fujimiya better not hear that.
“You did a good job covering me, thanks…”
–“That was rough too, hmph! The interrogating guidance teacher was real
scary, like, dude.”
“How did you even get away…” Really, this girl amazes me.
–“That’s where I, Fujimiya, the woman of steel, comes in! Besides, the
broadcast got rid of the rumors on their behalf, good for them.” I could feel
her pouting.
–“I kindly ask you to appreciate my hard work and suspension from school
more.”
Or it could be all for naught if that bitch Yamabuki tattles. Better hope that
blackmail was enough.
“Yeah,” I said without delay. That way, she could have her long awaited
rest.
“You too.”
◆ ◆ ◆
I went to school the next day. From the lack of attention, my cover was still
up. Hello there, I’m Akashi Io, nobody of import.
The damp, stagnant brooding of the rumor completely vanished. There was
still gossiping, but none about Minato.
I appreciate your sentiment, but, uh, have you been listening to the
contents?
“Never thought it would be real. No, not ‘it’, he, right? I hadn’t imagined
that ore in the end, right? If so, then do you think he’s a student or one of
the staff?”
F… why are you guys so obsessed with pronouns I use… Hmph, I need to
watch my every word, don’t I? Also, didn’t I tell you not to search for my
identity?
“I can’t tell over the voice change, that cracking the static was awful.”
Hm? Sorry for your inconvenience, but I need that voice change precisely
because of people like you.
When I reached the hallway, I noticed another crowd. I stood on my toes
and got a better look. On the bulletin board, several sheets of paper were
pinned. From a distance, it appeared to be similar to club advertisements…
Ah…
◆ ◆ ◆
Three days later, Minato send me this message, [I’m at Akashi-san’s cafe]
I already had a shift today, so I’d have gone there nonetheless though.
I spotted a familiar figure at our usual table, so I headed there first. Minato
was wearing the same clothes as the day we went to Kyoto. Bring back
memories.
“Yo.”
“Hi”
Somehow, I felt like she was avoiding looking this way. The pace at which
she drank her cider was also fast, as if agitated.
Wait, she’s drinking cider?
“That is?”
“…”
She cleared her throat and turned to the side. Her mouth was twitching a
little as she forced her eyes to look my way.
“Huh, but, no… Really? That easy? How did you even–”
She cut over me. “Just trust me! It’s my mind, I know it’s really gone!”
“Didn’t I tell you love isn’t about conscious thoughts only… I’ll check,
give me your cheek.”
“N-never!! Don’t you ever!!” She scrambled away from my reaching hand.
“Hey, at least–”
She drank the remaining cider in one go and hastily paid the bill. The next
moment, she was rushing away from the cafe.
I let my still outreached hand drop “What…”
“Yeah?”
“I know…”
I know… But people have their own pace, right? I just have to go slower.
Besides, I’m still busy pushing someone else’s back.
Hello, Maromi Maroyaka who only drinks milk tea when writing.
Anyway, nice to meet you. Well, this might not be our first meeting as this
is my second series. But whether you know me before or not, thank you for
picking up this book. It is a pleasure to meet you.
First, let me start by how this story came into being. This “Angel Only
Drinks Soda” came from a message, “Maromi, let’s publish a book
(shortened) !”
There are two Nakajimas. Really, no cap. They were my editors assigned to
me for this series. Both of their names are Nakajima.
That was when I began appreciating my pen name. Heavens above, what
would happen if I used Nakajima as my pen name too.
Ah, no, Nakajima is a good name. On the contrary, Maromi’s kanji is a pain
to read.
[TN:”Maromi” kanji has several possible pronunciations]
This is a story about a boy who has been through a lot, and a girl who has
been through a lot. The theme is “love counseling,” but the content is a little
different. The main character, Io-kun, is, not by any means, normal.
I like serious people and secrets. Also twisted men like Io or Miwa. But
cool and strong girls are the best. (Hiura stan)
I like quiet places. I like lively places. I like emotional scenes, I like logical
thinking characters. I like soda. I like Shiga, I like Tokyo.
I put all these things I like into this book, hoping that you could enjoy it as
much as I do.
My dear character went through a lot in this volume, and will in the next
volumes too. Youth, love, trouble, to name a few.
Last but not least, I would like to give my acknowledgements. Thank you
very much, Nagu-san, for always drawing stylish, cute, and cool
illustrations. I felt like entering Nirvana every time I got to see your
illustrations. You’re my reason for living, Nagu-san, a big fan of yours.
I can’t thank you enough, Editor Nakajima and Editor Nakajima, for finding
me. Thanks to their enthusiastic, sharp, and careful advice, I believe this
work has become way better than I could write alone. Above all, I got to
learn a lot, thank you.
I would like to become a better writer so that one day you can brag about
raising this humble Maromi.
◆ ◆ ◆
I get almost zero pay for this (besides from TheHypesReal for continued
support) and actually consider quitting a few times. Well, seeing that I’m
still here, I didn’t. That’s all thanks to short comments here and there saying
that you enjoyed reading. So, please enjoy my works from now on too, my
predicament is in your hands. No, I’m not pressuring at all(?). Anyway, this
is turning into another rant, I’ll stop here.
That’s all, thanks for sticking to the end (of vol 1) with me!
Credits
Epub&Pdf: EsNovels