A little longer

I wish you could just stay for a little longer in my dreams .

Seeking your presence beside me is something very lurched, because you are no
longer there
Your touch was panacea for me .
It was curing the deepest of injury and pain.
I want to adore you till my last breath ,
But your silence is killing me day by day.
The serene i used to get with you is dead now .
The wounds you gave is deep and it is taking much time to heal , is this why you
gave me happiness and in return made me suffer?
You are now a delecterious who once was a healer ,
Defeating my mental health and making me feel sick every now and then
You filled my eyes with moisture and it is rolling down the streets of my cheeks ,
it comes as a sign of fear .
When i hear your favourite song or when i really want to cry ...
these tears are my words by which I was trying to express what's inside me .
It was real but it was probably a joke to you ,
you laughed when I cried , I wish i knew before that what i am thinking might be
true in some or the other ways , but your lies they covered your reality
I wanted to say that you are perfectly secceeded in your plan ,I'm sad and
depressed again , Im weak and getting an unfair treatment by god but I'm happy .
Or am I trying to be ?
So you're gone now forever , I guess I'm going to cry for just one more day .....