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Family Tree (Intro)
We are introduced to the main character Ethel Lenora Cain. Her parents are Joseph and Vera
and she lives in the small town Shady Grove. She has two religious tattoos on her forehead -
the names Ashmedai and Gabriel. The location is significant - the Biblical Cain has a mark
placed on his forehead by god. Ashmedai is a Hebrew variation of the name Asmodeus - a
prince of hell (oftentimes associated with a swarm of flies). Gabriel is one of the four archangels
who is tasked with announcing God’s will to men (a parallel to what Ethel’s father did on earth).
She has a best friend named Jeanie, who there wasn’t room for on the album.
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The sample of the sermon from the beginning is taken from the sermon that was given at
Hayden’s Great Grandmother’s funeral in real life.
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American Teenager
We are introduced to Shady Grove in more detail and see more of Ethel’s life since her father
passed away. The album takes place in 1991 when Ethel is 20 years old, we learn through
supplemental material Hayden released at the same time that her father Joseph died ten years
ago.
Since the passing of Rev. Joseph Cain, the community of Shady Grove has had
a hole in its heart so big that you could lead a steer through it. Even as we
approach an entire decade without him, a way to fill that hole still has yet to be
found. All who met him would agree that one would be hard-pressed to find a
better man, father, and preacher. Such a statement can be reflected truthfully in
his only daughter, Ms. Ethel Lenora Cain. A bright-eyed and gentle girl, Ethel
continues to uphold her father’s legacy through acts of servitude, as well as
through their shared love of music and worship. Present every Sunday morning
amongst the choir, she leads her late father’s congregation with heartwarming
fervor. In remembrance of his life, Ethel will lead a special Sunday worship
service on the 10th anniversary of his passing. Today, we sat down with her on
her break at Packie’s Diner to chat about faith, family, and what she hopes the
future looks like.
Ethel Cain: Hi! So nice to see you again, how are you?
I’m well, thank you! Was so nice running into you at the hanging of the greens,
even if for a moment. You looked pretty busy.
[laughs]
Yeah, the holidays put Mama on edge so I was trying to help her out.
Oh, she’s good I suppose. Recently she’s been leaning back hard into
sewing. You know, typical mama. Anything to stay busy.
I know the feeling. Now, just to jump right into it, I wanted to give our readers a
chance to get to know you a bit better! Everyone knows of you, of course, but
we’d like to really know you. You’re more than just the preacher’s daughter!
Of course! Tell us, how was life growing up here in Shady Grove?
Well, it was the same for me as it was for everyone else, I’d imagine. Spent
most of my time either at Shady Grove Baptist or playing in the field next to
it. Lots of mosquito bites. Lots of cookouts.
The cookouts! Nobody threw a cookout like your daddy did. I wish they’d start
doing them again.
Yeah, me too.
Well, I’m still pretty busy with church. Ever since Mrs. Cherry died, the
choir has been a lot less… structured, I’ll say that. Between that, my shifts
at Packie’s, and my chores and whatnot at home, I don’t really have time for
much else.
That’s a shame! You’re young, you should get out some this summer! I hear it’s
gonna be a hot one.
I heard that too. I’m sure I’ll find myself at the river at some point.
What about your love life? Anyone special come into the picture lately?
Not exactly.
What about Willoughby Tucker? I know you two seemed pretty close before he
moved away, have you kept in contact at all?
Well, tell him I said hi if you run into him again, we miss him in church!
Will do.
Now, I wanted to touch on your father a little bit. We all knew him, loved him, but
you obviously had a much closer relationship with him than any of us. Can you
tell us a little bit about what he was like at home, out of the suit?
[laughs]
Out of his civvies? He was a good man. He wasn’t perfect but I don’t think
anyone could have come closer. Towards the end, he really gave it all to
God. Spent long nights at the church preparing his sermons. I missed him
those nights, and still do, but… he had a calling, and he only ever got
closer and closer. When he did come home before I fell asleep, he’d never
forget to check on me and pray with me before bed. He cared. I’m grateful.
Gosh, I’m tearing up! He really did love you, it was clear in everything he did.
That fire really did take something irreplaceable. I like to think he’s watching over
us all, even now!
Me too.
When I was 7, he took me out of town for the first time. We went north to
the interstate and took a day trip to the lake. I remember stopping at a
farmer’s stand where he bought me a big bag of walnuts. My dress was
covered in shell bits when we got there, he had to shake me off after he
pulled me out of the truck. He had a stranger take a polaroid of us by the
water that day, see?
Well, Ethel, I don’t wanna keep you too long but before I go, I just wanted to ask
if you had any testimonies or words you wanted to share before we wrap this up?
Don’t wait too long for an answer or a reason, whether it be from God or
someone else. You just might wind up spending your whole life waiting.
Well said! You must get your wisdom from your daddy!
Ethel, thank you so much for your time. Looking forward to hearing you sing on
Sunday.
*NOTE: since this interview was conducted, we have been informed that
Ethel Cain has been reported missing and last seen in Arlington, Texas.
Interview Source
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Sunday morning
Hands over my knees in a room full of faces
I'm sorry if I sound off, but I was probably wasted
And didn't feel so good
Head full of whiskey but I always deliver
Jesus, if you're listening let me handle my liquor
And Jesus, if you're there, why do I feel alone in this room with you?
House in Nebraska
Ethel recalls her lost love Willoughby who has left her. She recalls the time they spent alone
together in an empty house in Nebraska and reveals the extent to which their breakup has hurt
her.
The Preacher’s Daughter B side songs are a prequel to the events of the album and focus on
the time Ethel and Willoughby spent together. Source The songs are
B-side musings
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Western Nights
Ethel falls in love and begins dating a young man named Logan Phelps. Due to the poverty of
Shady Grove and lack of opportunities, Logan has resorted to crime as a way to support himself
and Ethel. Ethel ruminates on the difficult nature of their love as Logan’s crimes begin to
escalate and she sees herself being drawn into a life of crime alongside him.
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Logan escalates from breaking into ATMs to attempting to rob a bank and in the process, he is
killed by the police in a shoot-out. Scared, Ethel goes on the run and thinks back on her
relationship with Logan. She meditates on how her relationship with a violent man who loved
her imperfectly mirrors the relationship she’s had with her own family.
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[sound of flies]
After the events in the previous song, Ethel finally reveals to the listener the family secrets she’s
been struggling with and why her current life is in such a bad state. Her father, Joseph Cain,
began molesting her at age 9 and continued until his death. As she goes on the run, she
struggles with reconciling the memories of loving her father with the memories of the man who
abused her.
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Hide me there
Under the leaves
9 going on 18
Lay it on me
Tell me a story
About how it ends
Where you're still the good guy
I'll make pretend
Cause I hate this story
Where happiness ends
And dies with you
In the corner
On my birthday
You watched me
Dancing right there in the grass
I was too young
To notice
That some types of love could be bad
Praying I'd be like you
Doing all of the things that you do
And I still do
And that scares me
While on the run Ethel meets a third young man named Isaiah. He tells her that like her he is
from a small town (in Florida rather than Ethel’s Alabama) and that he is traveling west to
California and offers to let her ride with him. Also like Ethel, Isaiah’s father has passed away and
his memory plays a big part in his life - most noticeably that he wishes to one day be in a
relationship with someone who he will love as much as his father loved his mother. Ethel
accepts his offer for a ride despite her cynical opinion of his quest for love out west. However, as
the two of them travel together they begin to recognize their mutual attraction and upon
reaching the coast begin a relationship.
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You fell in love with America when you were 12 years old
And by 17 you knew you had to see it all
You loved your dad and the love he had for your mother so
You had to get out and go chasin' it's sweet call
And you said "Hey, do you wanna see the west with me?
Cause love's out there and I can't leave it be"
And I said "Honey, love's never meant much to me
But I'll come with you if you're sure it's what you need"
So we made off for California to find your lover, driving day and night
And every small town diner saw our faces at least once or twice
But in these motel rooms, I started to see you differently
Cause for the first time since I was a child, I could see a man who wasn't angry
And he said "It's been a long damn time since I left Florida, no one left to leave, no one
left to love
But now that I met you, I finally know just where I'm headin'"
And we found heaven in time where your western sunshine met my deep southern wet
And you got lost in it and yet you found yourself hard pressed for air and sweatin'
And you said "Hey, do you wanna see the west with me?
(Do you wanna see the west with me?)
Cause love's out there and I can't leave it be"
(I can't leave it, I can't leave it)
And I said "Honey, love's never meant that much to me
(Nothing much)
But I'll come with you if you're sure it's what you need"
Once we reached the coast you said "End of the line, we finally hit the edge, after all
this time
I didn't find my love but I still made it this far without it"
But then you turned to me and stared into me deep and said "But maybe not, cause
look at what I've got
You might not be my love, but, baby, I doubt it"
And you said "Hey, do you wanna see the west with me?
Cause love's out there and I can't leave it be"
And I said "Honey, love's never meant much to me
But I'll come with you if you're sure it's what you need"
Cause in your pickup truck with all of your dumb luck is the only place I think I'd ever
wanna be
Hayden’s Notes : Ethel is an unreliable narrator, like how her version of events in
Thoroughfare is different than the events in the missing person poster and newspaper article
about her. In the poster and article, Ethel is described as being kidnapped. In Thoroughfare,
Ethel describes her meeting Isaiah as charming and that he offers her a ride.
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Having been out west for some time together, Ethel’s relationship with Isaiah begins to turn
abusive. As the two of them begin to fall into addiction Isaiah coerces Ethel into prostitution in
order to feed their habit. Her sense of self begins to dissolve. (keep scrolling for supplemental
material)
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MADISON HERALD
NEWSPAPER
GOD-LOVESYOU
PREACHER’S DAUGHTER
GONE WILD
By Kelsey Gibson
Aldine, Texas - Following a raid at The Red Velvet Swing, a local gentlemen’s club,
multiple persons are being questioned by police in regards to a secret prostitution ring
that operated out of the business’ back rooms. Amongst the women reported to be
involved is Ethel Lenora Cain (age 20) from Shady Grove, AL. Cain is currently wanted
by the police for her suspected connection to the robbing of First National Bank in
Montgomery, AL. Cain was reported to have been in a relationship with a man involved
in the robbery, Logan Harvey Phelps (age 23). Phelps was pronounced dead at the
scene after an altercation involving an officer. Phelps shot the officer in the shoulder
with a 9mm handgun as he made his exit from the bank following the robbery, toting a
duffel bank containing over $50,000 in cash. The officer then chased Phelps down the
sidewalk and into an alleyway where Phelps’ vehicle was located. The officer shot
Phelp’s twice in the back as he attempted to enter the driver’s side door. It was unclear
to the officer whether Cain or someone else was driving the vehicle. The car was found
abandoned on the southbound side of Route 87, less than 10 miles from Cain’s
residence. The duffel bag was recovered from the floorboard; all $50,000 were
accounted for. Cain’s mother reported her missing the prior evening. She had not
released a statement. According to a local witness who wishes to remain anonymous,
Cain was lodging at a local hostel with an unidentified man. The two were seen
regularly coming and going at late hours. Cain appeared to be under the influence of an
unknown substance, slurring her words and stumbling when she walked. Multiple
residents of the hostel reported seeing the two engage in illicit behavior involving illegal
substances. On the evening of March 15th, the pair were reported to have been
engaged in a domestic dispute. Cain, allegedly acting on the influence of psychedelics,
assaulted her partner, after which he knocked her unconscious and dragged her to his
vehicle. The two were last seen in the old Winn-Dixie parking lot in Arlington, Texas.
Following an tip from an anonymous resident of the hostel, the police were lead to a
now-closed gentlemen’s club on the south side of the city. Located in the back rooms of
the establishment were various photos of Cain in compromising positions posted on the
walls, allegedly used by her partner to advertise her for sexual services. After being
questioned by police, multiple persons of the club reported seeing Cain stumbling
around with various other men, presumably all who had paid to engage in intercourse
with her, amongst “other things”. Allegedly, Cain was a “disgusting, filthy slut”. Well
known in her hometown as the daughter of a beloved pastor, Cain “would do just about
anything on her knees”. Allegedly an avid user of heroin and other various opioids, as
well as a bottle of vodka, Cain spent long hours on her back in the dimly-lit, damp
recesses of the disgusting cess pool of human depravity that, in all honesty, should
have been closed shortly after opening. Without her father there to guide her, it’s
obvious how eager she was to fall off the wagon and into a black hole of putrid
fornication with anyone who would show her a scrap of attention. Apparently, it’s easier
than one would think to give into total despair even when you supposedly have it all
figured out. You’re a prominent member of this community. They all look up to you,
consider you a role model, and this is how you repay them? This is what they get for all
the kindness and support they extended to you after dear old dad burned to a crisp in
that fire? Poor little preacher’s daughter. What a mess you’ve made of yourself. Police
have put out a state-wide notice to be on the lookout for these two individuals. Upon her
last appearance, Cain has long brown hair and green eyes. She is approximately 5 foot
8, and may act irrationally. Her partner is blonde with blue eyes and is approximately 6
foot 2. They were last seen traveling in a black Chevrolet pickup truck with a dent on the
rear passenger bumper. It is unknown at this time whether they are armed but police
advise the assumption that they may be dangerous.
By Tommy-Lee Salt
August, Texas - A small town has been suffering the effects of a recently emerged brood
of cicadas, slightly earlier in the year in the residents are used to seeing. The brood is a
species unique to August, underground for a longer period of time than the average
species. The swarm covered cars, roads, and business fronts, prompting residents to
rush between buildings and their vehicles. “It felt like the end of times.” reports Ferris
Lancaster, owner of a feed store downtown. Local police officers wore protective
beekeeping gear while aiding any residents who had imperative business outside. While
cicadas are not capable of stinging or biting, it is easy to become overwhelmed by their
numbers, as well as the deafening sound of the swarm. Some residents compared the
phenomenon to a biblical plague. Commonly, cicada emergencies only last a short time
before they crawl upwards onto trees and other surfaces to molt. There is no report at
this time as to whether or not the swarm shows any signs of subsiding.
this is that girl they were talking about. have jennifer fax this to Shady Grove PD. ASAP
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If it feels good
Then it can't be bad
Where I can be immoral
In a stranger's lap
And if you want it good
Downright iconic
Then I would show you something
You can never have
While hallucinating on drugs Ethel realizes Isaiah is, at last, revealing his true nature to her -
that of a severely disturbed person affected with religious paranoia that has worsened due to
drug abuse. He commits an act of violence upon her. In the aftermath, and under the influence
of the drugs he has fed her, she hallucinates the words he says to her as either a demon
appearing as Isaiah or Isaiah in the shape of Death personified.
The song was named after one of four concentric rings of the Ninth Circle of Hell as depicted in
Dante’s Inferno, dedicated to those who betrayed their guests, which immediately struck a chord
with Anhedönia. “I was immediately like, ‘That’s how it feels.’ When someone invites you in,
brings you into their life, just to hurt you. I was scared of the demo the next day when I listened
to it.”
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Nine
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[sound of flies]
I followed you in
I was with you there
I invited you in
Twice, I did
You love blood too much
But not like I do
Not like I do
Isaiah takes Ethel to an abandoned house in northern California (much like the one in Nebraska
she shared with Willoughby) where he murders her.
dear mama / i am sorry for what i did to her / but i did it for you / i love you mama / your son
isaiah
Unconfirmed: This video is said to be originally conceived as a visualizer for the moments before
Isaiah murders Ethel (or somewhere around that time frame) and then got scrapped, but I can’t find
a source to confirm if this is something that Hayden herself said and then deleted (something she’s
notorious for doing) or if it’s just fan lore. If you want the video here it is.
Hayden’s Notes : The demo for Ptolemaea was called Sempervirens. Sempervirens is the
scientific name for the redwood trees in northern California, where Isaiah trapped Ethel in the
attic in the old shack. Before Sempervirens, the song was called Shenandoah, based off the
disturbing vibe Hayden got while listening to the NoSleep podcast episode called A Ride
Through Shenandoah.
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Televangelism
Instrumental
Ethel’s soul ascends from her body and into the afterlife.
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Sun bleached flies sitting in the windowsill
Waiting for the day they escape
They talk all about that money and how their babies are always changing while they're
breathing in the poison of the pain
What I wouldn't give to be in Church this Sunday
Listening to the choir, so heartfelt, all singing
God loves you, but not enough to save you
So, baby girl, good luck taking care of yourself
But I don't mind 'cause that's how my daddy raised me (How my daddy raised me)
If they strike once then you just hit 'em twice as hard
But I always knew that in the end no one was coming to save me
So I just prayed and I keep praying and praying and praying
Hayden’s Notes : it’s just her struggling with that need for violence that she’s always relied on
her whole life to protect herself and trying to let go of it in the end. the dancing with the windows
open line is just actually a straightforward lyric about her in the afterlife dancing in that house
she would always meet willoughby in where they would dance in front of the open window. “i
can’t let go when something’s broken” is her referring to their relationship, and how even though
she’s made her peace in life and moved on, he’ll always be the thing that was never going to
work that she still wants
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Strangers
An epilogue. Before finally ascending to heaven and leaving Earth behind, Ethel looks back at
the house in California where she watches as Isaiah, having now fully descended into madness,
cannibalizes and performs acts of necrophilia with her corpse, which he now keeps in a
basement freezer. Her soul then visits her mother one last time before departing to heaven.
The opening contains the same excerpt from Hayden’s Great-Grandmother’s funeral sermon as
Family Tree Intro did.
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I tried to be good
Am I no good?
Am I no good?
Am I no good?
With my memory restricted to a Polaroid in evidence
I just wanted to be yours
Can I be yours?
Can I be yours?
Can I be yours?
If I'm turning in your stomach and I'm making you feel sick
I tried to be good
Am I no good?
Am I no good?
Am I no good?
With my memory restricted to a Polaroid in evidence
I just wanted to be yours
Can I be yours?
Can I be yours?
Can I be yours?
If I'm turning in your stomach and I'm making you feel sick
Hayden’s notes : Isaiah kills Ethel, then eats a piece of her before the police find him. He
doesn’t eat her entire body. Isaiah isn’t a cannibal by nature, he just has a psychotic break and
they have no money.
Source
Isaiah planned on killing Ethel the entire time
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The story centers around three generations of women, and it starts with the youngest, the
daughter. It’s pretty much just a classic American tale. A common theme that I like to write about
is intergenerational trauma. Things that have been passed down through generations and how
your parents’ or your grandparents’ actions can affect you. It’s very much about this lineage of
women and how all their lives interconnect. Each album focuses on a different woman. I want to
explore how your actions affect others and the relationship between a mother and her child and
how things come full circle.
Overall, it’s definitely a cautionary tale of what happens if you don’t break a cycle and you let it
continue to almost a ruinous point. It’s what I see as a dark timeline of what would happen if
everything hit its lowest point. So it’s very much bittersweet [and] like a melodrama. This first
record is about this girl who is dealing with things from her past that her family has led her to
being involved in and her trying to find a place in the world and break out of it. It’s going to be a
big epic centered around her.
……I’m also super neurotic about stuff — I actually just made a family tree for all the characters
yesterday. I was plotting out the timelines and making sure all the ages matched up and
everything. Before I started making music, I wanted to write books and make films and tell
stories. So I wanted to incorporate that into the music.
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“I want some variation for the trans experience as depicted in trans art,” Anhedönia explains.
“Ethel Cain the character is trans, but I didn’t make it a big part of the story because to me,
being transgender is kind of boring. It’s like, ‘I have brown hair, I’m transgender’ — it’s very
‘whatever,’ you know? Ultimately, it’s not about the identity itself, it’s about the freedom to be
whatever you are.”
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