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Journal 3
Journal 3
Krivitsky
Table of Contents The Dirty Room............................................................................................................................3 The Longest Year.........................................................................................................................4 Bunnies.........................................................................................................................................5 A Twinge of Splendor and a Pang of Happiness.........................................................................6 Night Spawns Tomorrow.............................................................................................................7 Lewd and Lascivious Behavior....................................................................................................8 In the Dark....................................................................................................................................9 The Carnival...............................................................................................................................10 Wake Me Before Its Over.........................................................................................................10 Down and Out.............................................................................................................................11 What Season Is This?.................................................................................................................11 A Breath of Spring......................................................................................................................11 Flowers Alive.............................................................................................................................11 Springs Prologue.......................................................................................................................11 Audible Pleasure.........................................................................................................................11 Winter Splendor..........................................................................................................................11 And the Rain Comes...................................................................................................................11 Do the Flowers Know?...............................................................................................................11 Blizzard of Envy.........................................................................................................................11 Quickly She Arrives...................................................................................................................11 Shining Green.............................................................................................................................11 Feel the Harmony.......................................................................................................................12 A Pause in the Day ....................................................................................................................13 Ink is Glorious............................................................................................................................14 Galaxy of Pain............................................................................................................................14 Mastery and Gimmicks..............................................................................................................15 A Parting Gift.............................................................................................................................15 I Am, I Do, I Use, I Ache...........................................................................................................16 Scheduled Procrastination..........................................................................................................17 Fallacies of Honesty...................................................................................................................18 Icicles of the Sun........................................................................................................................19 Munchausen Poetry....................................................................................................................19
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Desert sand Limbs Explosions Voices White clothes Orange and white cars Lying Devious Guilty Poor Inhumane Deadly Cursed by God Unforgiving Hateful Vengeance Loss of life Disfigured Vaporized Wild dogs Unbelievable Silence Friends Camaraderie Togetherness United Tired Long Torn Gone away Forever lost Tears Clouds of dust Fragments Shards of pain Suffering Hope Fear Prayer Contempt Heat Sweat
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Soft Furry Cuddly Brown Round eyes Hopping Hoping Twitching Flopping ears Youthful Innocent Small Shy Hungry Pleasant Knowing Kind Simple Wiggling Jumping Orange Calming
Bunnies
Ive thought little about them And their brown, soft fur Lopped ears lopped Heavy against their head Hopping, hopeful for nothing Innocent and pure Their soul simple and kind A twitching nose Jumping and wiggling To and fro Shy but knowing Calming and soft Not a worry or care Consumes him ever Happy to be happy He thinks little about me
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Eye of the beholder Sensitive Soft Womanly Bright Happy Content Blissful Peaceful Delightful Lavender Periwinkle Lace Flowers blooming Birds singing Sensible Beautiful Wonderful Hopeful Pleasing Joyous Splendid Bumble bees Happy thoughts Fairy tales Happily ever after Songs and harps White fluffy clouds Sunshine Soft breeze Roses Violets
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Crisp Clear Star-filled Silent Wind is mute Leaves dance Spring awakens Life thrives No one notices Quiet Sparkle Shine The night Darkness surrounds Shooting star Tail of dust Birds silent Midnight rejuvenates The sun charges Dusk Dawn far away Awakens Night spawns day Day brings noise
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Dreary Cool Safety Drizzle Dampness Gloomy Overcast Depressing Slumber Sloth Quiet Marching of the rain Cadence Repetition Tempo Metal roof Gutter Down spout Torrential Downpour Misery Desolation Sadness Hopeful Dark and grey Feeding spring Potential Growth Bursting color From the darkness
In the Dark
Tap, tap, tap, tap Rhythmic expression of gravitys Control over the rain Ingraining its tempo on the rooftop Echoing, resonating, deafening Tap, tap, tap, tap Roaring, weeping, the tears fall Spring will ignite in life Fed by the repetition of drops Drizzling, falling, careening Tap, tap, tap, tap The earth churns to the sound Lifeless dormant existence Nourished and rejuvenated Budding natural expression Tap, tap, tap, tap My overcast world so damp The march of the rain In cadence with life and hope greens outward, upward Tap, tap, tap, tap The flowers bloom, fascinating and Remarkable, their potential exposed Bursting color from the darkness Spring is here with a vengeance
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The Carnival
The pink perfume of cotton candy Fills my head, swirling softly with The charm of salt water taffy Intertwined, intermingled with her It happily confuses my senses The bells electrify the night Winners and losers walk aimlessly Nomads of amusement thirst for The lights flashing trinkets the prize Children smile and cheer The screech of the brakes From serpentine rides signify another Journey complete - happiness and joy Laughter and screams, giggles Taunts of the carnie worker The mist of the ocean tickles as a whisper of breeze Comes to shore. The welcome Coolness, a sigh from Neptune Delighted with the happy children The roller coaster clanks to the apex Of the first hill, the best hill To release the passengers to the bottom Screaming, excited, wonderful They venture rapidly along metal tracks Above the moon illuminates The excitement and exhilaration Brought to bear by the carnival Once a year, never enough Children shall yearn for another year
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Winter Splendor
Fantastically fantastic Tingling sensations of winter Clear and silent snow
A Breath of Spring
A billowing breeze Refreshing, fragrant, loving Smiling knowing wind
Flowers Alive
Pushing upward now Tulips of spring awaken Crimson, yellow, bright
Blizzard of Envy
As the wind whirls cold Sweltering heat diminished Wishing to return
Springs Prologue
Handsome singing robins Dancing, tweeting and playing Splendor of nature
Audible Pleasure
Happiness through sight Sounds of delight echo clear Freshness abundant
Shining Green
Lightning bugs clarify The darkness of humid nights Green dots faultless light
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Ink is Glorious
Ideas bounce in the dura mater Side to side, front to back Rattling inside this empty skull Finding the drain to escape Burrowing down, down, down, electrifying the digits Fidgeting digits, nervous and unskilled Moving fluidly, entangled tango of pen and paper Jumping, prancing, pointing, driving The lines appear, the blackness wonderful And splendid, eloquence borne Words scribed in eclectic order The ink is glorious
Galaxy of Pain
We lost you And there is nothing to say We miss you, and of all things We are glad it is you and not us Is that fair? Is that good? Sorrow is mixed with shame Shame is mixed with envy Envy is mixed with pain And it is overwhelming to us To me And Im saddened, crushed Floating through aimlessly This galaxy of pain
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A Parting Gift
Before you leave me For the final time So you say so seriously Your departure a joy For me more than you But as a parting gift To you from me Is simply to know You arent here And Im not there But the gift is advice And a prayer Dont come back
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Meticulously Disorganized
Piles of paper on the disorganized desk Indicate a thoughtful mind Meticulously filing In an efficient and eclectic manner A system known to one And no other For it is a simple system To one who knows The crumpled news to the corner Completed reminders saved Proof of work Evidence of accomplishment In a machine that produces nothing A servant and slave to gods That wish for miracles Organized chaos and routine Disasters at every turn Careful, perfect, thorough Meticulously disorganized
Scheduled Procrastination
Due tomorrow Ill schedule my conclusion To make sure Im done Reasonable time remains Whats left plentiful No need to plan Well see how it turns out Working now without gains
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Eloquent Obscenities
Mostly, the words come to me swiftly Curiously at first, but then rhythmic In their tone, but not their nature The words strike deeply All the way to the marrow But not so to my vocabulary Exclaim, shout, praise, defy Embrace, anger, poignant They are not the words I should say Nor, the words I should use Eloquent they are not Profane they allude Obscene they are
Fallacies of Honesty
The truth may set you free But not from hurt and anger Through it you will find The reason for which to lie The truth is simple and plain In word, deed, and meaning But it is not so When dealing with death The words of truth Are the hardest to pronounce Difficult to annunciate And painful to declare It is freedom to release The truth from your mind But the pain it infuriates Cannot be dulled with time
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Munchausen Poetry
To write poetry, I think I need a combination of pain And suffering, with a Shot of gasoline, a side order Of tragedy, coupled with an Estrogen injection, hormonal Imbalance and, for desert, The love of my life Sweethearts true with all the bad Ive been and done Embraced with love like Stromboli dough To be truly divine, I need More of it all
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