GROUP 4

OVERVIEW
Glyde Mendoza is a 15-year old
girl who happened to have a
divored parents.She is the
‘school badass’ because of her
attitude that anyone can’t
tolerate.She felt love but it was
not enough because of the
promise that can’t fulfill.
BEGINNING
“OUCH!!" I shouted loudly
before I became unconscious.

“OUCH!!" I shouted loudly

before I became
unconscious.
FLASHBACK
“Glei” I called the little that
turned back at me.For All
the times that i look and
wait for her,I will just saw
her here?!
She look at
me….but with
pity in her eyes.
“We will not leave each other!
We promise" My sister and I
promise each other that no
one will be left behind.I dont
know why,because when My
sister is around I feel
safe,happy and contented.
"Older Sister Eren!" I
shouted while crying,I
thought no one will be left
behind?We promise each
other,Right?
"Glyde!Just wait me huh?!
It will not take too long.I
will come back,I promi---!“
But I can’t no longer take
back my tears. I cried
She is crying and forcing herself
not to let go of me but she had
no choice but to let go because
of the grip of the elders that
wears black t-shirt that looks
rich.It looks like that they bought
My sister,Eren.
I have no choice but to
cry and shout my
sister's name.I don't
have shoulders to lean
on.I am helpless
 After that day I did not eat and
talk to others, especially if it was
important because I could'nt help
myself to be happy,because my
sister is not around.She is the
reason why I had something to
rejoice or to be happy with.
That's because she's
now gone and My
mother always beat me
up and with that she
pushes me into my limits.
Almost... Almost
everyday I cry because I
always think that she will
come back to me,To fulfill
her promise.
Not Until-----------

I get used to gand

fights,Hazing and
etc.That can make
me look like a
badgirl,A badass.
Until I become a rebel because
of lack of love,Communication
and attention.I don't know why
is my reason is to low
(napakababa ng rason) but I'm
even better here than in my
mother's side/care (puder). My
mother always hurt me and
conjures me up so it is better to
be a rebel.
If only my dad don't find a KKK--
---Kerida.Kabit.Kalaguyo in
short Mistress. My life will not be
like this....If only we can bring
back the past and make our
mistakes right.

But,We learn from our mistakes

so Don't ever wish it.
I hope we were together and
happy as usual .I immediately
wiped my tears that streams
down on my cheek. I don't want
to look weak.I will not cry.

But crying can makes you

strong.It can help us to express
our true feelings.
 "Tss.Past is past Glyde" I
repeatedly said it every time
I remember the past.
"Jona !!" my dad shouted at me.
I introduced myself to them as
Jona beacase when I heard the
name 'Glyde' I feel that I'm
oppressed, weak and unable to
fight everytime.I am useless like
what my 'MOM' looks everytime
she see me.
 When I am Jona I did'nt
remember my past....That is full
of hatred and broken promises.
“What is it,Dad?” I questioned my
Father,Jonas

"Come on,let's finish our

mission!" I nod
.
.
.
.
.
*Bang*
*Swish*
*Clang*
I'm happy to fight but I've heard
a loud gun shot that hit my
nerves.My happiness vanish in
a blink of eye.
“DAD!!!” I shouted meters away
from me
It can’t be! He’s been a mom
and a dad to me for a long time.
 It can’t be! Many scenarios
came to my mind so I run fast.

Their fight is not fair!

Time is fast.My Father is already
gone,my only companion and my
only relative.

Until now,I still remember how

they shot my Father.It is still
fresh and I can’t get rid of his
loss.
Now I'm here in a dark place
because I'm watching my mom
sitting next to me and drinking.
After that I went
home.As usual
I’m alone.
"Jona !!" my Uncle called me.
"Why?" I question him with no
emotions.
"I'll give you something
important,It is my promise to
Jonas that I will give it to you
when he’s already gone,It's a
very important thing."
 "What's that?"

"It's for you to find out.Go open

and look it in your room." He
commanded me.I saw a sad
smile in his face before he gave
the big box.He embraced me
after giving it to me.
"Well I know you will not accept
what’s in the box but you have
no choice but to accept it
because it is his will in his last
breathe.

(imagine that it
Is a big box)
 I have no idea what the
contents of this box but when I
took it was too heavy, it was
very much content.

"Uncle if I do not like the content

I can not get it." I said.
"But you have to take that back
because that's what your father
want me to do whether you like
it or not you will accept it.“

I ignore her and hurried back to

my room to find out what’s the
content of this box.
When I enter my room I can
easily opened it and I can’t
believe what I just saw!
.
.
.
.
A BUNCH OF
MONEY!
“Dear Glyde ’Jona’ Mendoza,

Hello dear,You will read this when I’m

already gone.It’s a money,money you
can use to go to Manila to find your
long lost sister.Hope you will find and
overcome your fear.Wish you to be
happy.Thank you baby, I love you.

Daddy Jonas
 I cried a lot because of his
message

Even though I'm not his real

daughter,he's so good to me
nothing compared to my mother.
“Thank you for taking care and I
will cherish every moment we
had,Dad.I love you too.”
I whispered in the air hoping
that he will hear me.
After that I decided to went to
my uncle to tell him that I agree
to what he gave to me
“Uncle!I already accept what you
gave to me!” I shouted in the
middle of the blue.

“Yes?!”

”I already accept what you gave to

me!’’
 “Really?!Go pack your
things,We’re going back to
manila to find your sister,Eren’’
“It’s been 5 years.’’

As I finish talking to him I

hurriedly went back to my room
to finish packing my things.
 *Manila,Philippines*

“Welcome back self!’’ I whispered

to my self

Everything change, and I suddenly

felt nostalgic, who knows
It’s been years.
“Where should you start?” After
hearing his voice,I look at him
who is beside me, a smile
plastered on his manly face.
As I sigh I looked up from the
sky.
“The old place, the good old
place.”
 “OUCH!” I bumped into
someone
Tall
Her scent
Her Beautiful face
She looks Familiar
“Sorry” We said in unison
 After we exchange sorry,We
seperated ways and me I go to
my Uncle who is currently buying
a water.

“I already picked a great school

for you.”
 “When will I start going to
school?”

“Next week’’ He answered

shortly and lead the way to our
car.

*House*
 As we arrived to our
appartment, I hurriedly went to
my room and gave my self a hot
bath and change my clothes.

I can still remember her.Her

face,Her scent she really looks
familiar.To the point that she
already ruin my sanity.
 Until I fell asleep

After 7 days
*Ring* *Ring* *Bzzt* *Bzzt*
Ugh. Alarm Clock
Woah! I forgot!!I have classes
today.
 I run to the bathroom and
quickly did my daily routine.
*Kitchen*
“Woah!Your dish looks and
smells delicious.”
“Why is your face looks like
that?!”He question me
horrifiedly
“Nothing.I Just want to look like
this.”
“But you will not able to have
friends when you look like that.”

“As if I will like them.” I scoffed

I don’t like fake friends
As I went out to our car I look to
the Big gate.
Hudson University
I entered inside the University
and gathered a lot of feedback
and attention.That wasn’t nice.
 I can hear a lot of murmurings.
But there’s one thing that caught
my attention.
“I am sure she will taste hell in
this University.We hate nerds.”
But I didn’t look back and
continued to walk
 *TIME SKIPPED*
I went to the cafeteria because I
forgot my lunch.
“One cup of rice and One order
of beefsteak.” After getting order
and change,I search for a
vacant seat.
“Ooopps!Sarreh!”
London bridge is falling down
Falling down
Faling down

I FELL DOWN TO THE FLOOR

WITH THE TRAY FALLING
STRAIGHT TO MY FACE!
 “WAHAHAHAHAHAHA”Their
laugh was haunting me.There
was no use for crying so I
quickly went out of the scene
but
.
.
.
They grabbed my hair causing
me to fell down to the floor for
the second time.

“Where do you think are you

going?!” That bi**hy tone makes
me annoyed,But I had to keep
my temper cool.
 After I finish fixing my self the
bell ring.
*KRINGGG*
So I hurriedly run to our
classroom so that I won’t be late.
I took a seat but quickly felt
something sticky at my skirt but
I decided to ignore it.
 Then our teacher arrived,
“GOOOOD MORNING
Mrs.Sicat”
“WAHAHAHAHAHA!” I don’t
know why did they laugh but I
don’t care what was the cause
why did they laugh.
 “Who wants to answer our
seatwork yesterday?Okay
number 1 Ms.Mendoza number
2 blah blah blah” I stand up with
a marker on my hand and I
heard a small laughs.
I was about to write the answer
on the board but our teacher
interrupt me
 So I asked her “Why?”
“Go change your skirt you have
stain on it.” Huh? Why did she
said that? I already finish my
Menstration Last week so why
do I have stain on my skirt.I
already have an idea who’s the
mastermind but I will just finish
fixing my skirt.
 “Excuse me,Miss”
I went to the locker room and
find an extra skirt.
*FastForward*
It’s a new day again and there’s
a classes.
As I entered the gate.I saw my
classmates with pity in their
eyes.
 Eggs,Flour,Water,and Paint
Ayan ang sumalubong saakin
pagpasok ko sa classroom.Binato
nila ako ng may bolang tumama sa
aking ulo sanhi ng pagkalag lag ng
salamin ko at naramdaman ko na
lang na may tutulo na sa aking
ilong.
dugo
Hanngang sa

Everything went black.

Nang imulat ko ang aking mata putting kisame ang sumalubong
saakin.
Biglang bumukas ang pinto at pumasok yung principal namin

“Ms.Mendoza kamusta ka na? maayos na ba ang iyong

pakiramdam?”may alala sa tonong sabi ng pricipal, ngunit
tumango nalang ako bilang sagot.
“Alam mo ba kung bakit ka nila ginaganyan ms.mendoza?
Karamihan kase ng bata dito nambubully lalo na sa mga nerd,
bakit ayaw mo ayusin ang sarili mo ms.?”nakangiti niyang sabi.
“hindi ko kailangang magbago mrs.principal dahil matatanggap
nila ako kung sino ako, ang totoong ako.”irita kong sabi at dali
daling lumabas sa clinic.
Pero bago ako pumunta sa pangalwa kong klase pumunta muna ako
sa locker ko para magpalit ng damit.
*CR*
“pagbibigyan ko kayo ngayon pero pag dumating ang oras na hindi ko
na napigilan ang emosyon ko ,demonyo ang makikita niyo”mahina at
galit kong sabi habang nakaharap ako sa salamin.

Pagkatapos nun ay pumunta na ako sa sunod kong klase, pero habang

pumapasok ako sa room ay meron akong iba’t ibang naririnig na
masasamang salita at nagtatawan.
“bitch”
“nerd”
“hahahaha hindi kase naghahanda”
Yan ang mga naririnig ko.
Pero bago pako makaupo sa upuan ko ay may tumalapid saakin na
naging pagtumba ko, dali dali kong sinamaan ng tingin ang nanalapid
saakin ngunit tinaasan lang ako nito ng kilay.
“may panahon kadin sakin”salita ko sa isip ko.
Mabilis na natapos ang klase at nakauwe nadin ako sa
bahay.

Pero bago ako matulog ay nagtingin tingin muna ako sa

tinatawag nilang ‘facebook’ app nakakaantok din pala
itong gamitin dahil tanging scroll down at pag react lang
ang magagawa mo ngunit nagising ang diwa ko ng makita
ko ang isang babae na maganda, siya yung nakabunggo
ko noong nakaraang linggo.
Ang ganda talaga niya at isa siyang doctor--Sikat na
doctor, ngunit may iba parin sa pakiramdam ko dahil
parang nakita ko na siya kung saan pero hindi ko maalala,
hanggang sa di ko na namalayan na nakatulog na ako sa
kakaisip.
Day passed wala paring nagbabago, madami paring nambubully
as ussual yun na ang nakasanayan ko pero di ko nalang
pinapansin.
Ngayon ay araw ng linggo, napagpasyahan ko na pumunta sa
simbahan ,ako lang ang pupunta dahil umalis si uncle kase
babalik daw muna siya sa aming tahanan noon babalikan at
kakamustahin niya lamang ang mga kamag-anak nila, hindi na
niya ako pinasama dahil maikling panahon lang daw siya roon
kaya sumangayon na lamang ako.
Pagkatapos ng misa hindi ko namalayan na ang lakas ng ulan.
“ang malas,hindi pa ko nakapagdala ng payong”irita kong sabi
sa aking sarili.
At dahil alam kong gagabihin ako dito napagpasyahan kong
tumakbo na lang papunta sa may sakayan.
*boogsh*
Dahil bago pa ako makapunta sa sakayan ay malakas akong
tumumba sa lupa at nawalan ng malay.
Nang maimulat ko ang akin mata ay liwanag at putting
kisame nanaman ang nakita ko, alam ko na agad kuung
nasaan ako.
Nang mapadpad ako dito sa manila ay laging disgrasiya
nalang ang inaabot ko.
“Okay kanaba?”isang maamong bose ang narinig ko sa
kaliwang bahagi.
Siya!? Bat siya nandito!?
“Ms.? Okay kanaba?”nag aalala nitong sabi, ngunit sinagot
ko nalang ito ng tango.
“Patawad dahil nabangga kanamin kanina masyado kasing
madilim ang langit at malakas ang ulan kaya di ka namin
napansin pero sagot ko ang pambabayd sa hospital bilang
pagpapatawad.”malungkot at parang may takot niyang
sabi.
Siya, siya yung nakabunggo ko at yung sikat na doctor!
“uhmm, ms. Okay ka lang?”nakangiti niyang sabi
“Oo, kailan po ba ako pwedeng makalabas dito?”tanong ko
sakanya.
“Bukas, pwede kana makaalis bukas.”nakangiti parin
niyang sabi.
Halata mo sakanya na galing siya sa mayaman at mabait
na pamliya.
“ms.? Uhmm pwede ba makuha ang number mo?gusto ko
kaseng lumabas kasama para nadin humingi ng tawad
sayo, para din kasing ang gaan ng loob ko pag kasama
kita ms.? Mendoza, tama?”masigla nitong sinabi.
“oo tama, kahit glyde nalang…..pumapayag rin akong
sumama”nakangiti ko ng sabi, tinanggap ko ang alok niya
dahil magaan din ang loob ko pag kasama siya, sinabi ko
din ang totoo kong pangalan para kahit may isa paring
nakakaalam nito.
“Glyde??parang may kilala akong ganyang pangalan, kase may
kapatid ako noon ang tawag ko sakanya ay glei kaso di ko na
alam kung nasaan na siya eh”malungkot niyang sabi.
“ano po bang pangalan niyo?”kinakabahan kong tanong.
Matagal tagal na kong naghahanap. Pero hindi ko sinasabi na
siya ang nawawala kong ate pero parang siya nga, dahil una ko
palang siyang nakita magaan na agad ang loob ko sakanya.
“Eren ang pangalan ko”nakangiti na agad niyang sabi.
Pag kasabing sabi niya noon ay bigla ako napaiyak at yinakap
siya.
“bakit glyde? May problema ba?”nagaalala niyang tanong.
Hindi ko nalang siya sinagot at nagpahid na agad ng mga
luha.mas pinilit kong hindi sabihin ang totoo dahil baka
nagkakamali lang ako, mas mabuting kilalanin ko nalang siya
pag nagkita ulit kami sa susunod na araw.
“wala gusto ko ng magpahinga”walang emosyon kong sinabi.
“Sige, dito lang ako sa tabi mo babantayan kita hanggang sa
makaalis ka dito.”nakangiti at maamo niyang sinabi.

Makalipas ang ilang araw ngayon na ang nakatakdang oras para

magkita ulit kami ng hindi ko nasisigurong nawawala kong
ate,kaya ngayong araw na ito sisiguraduhin ko na kikilalanin ko
siya.
Pero hindi pa ako nakakarating sa tagpuan namin ,ng may
humarang saaking 3 babae na para bang nanghahamon ng
away.
Andami nilang dala itlog, harina,at gatas ,nakabukas na ang mga
ito na para bang handang handa sila lumaban.
Wag mong sabihin na ako?hindi pwede ngayon kailangan kong
makita ang matagal ko ng hinihintay kong ate.
Tatakbo na sana ako paalis sakanila kaso bigla nalang binato
nung isang babae ang hawak niyang itlog.
“hi bitch,miss us?”mataray nitong sabi.
Pagkatapos na pagkatapos niyang sabihin yun ay biglang
may bumato nanaman saakin na parang isa lang ako bato.
Napakuyom na ako ng kamao para pigilan ang aking sarili
na lumaban.
“Masarap ba bitch? Oops may natira pa oh” nakangiti
niyang sabi at itinapon sakin ang natitirang harina.
Mas pinipigilan ko ang aking sarili dahil mas lumalala ang
aking galit at baka ano pa ang magawa ko sa kanila.
Tatakbo na sana ulit ako ng may ibuhos sila saaking
parang panis na gatas.
Pagkatapos na pagkatapos niyang ibuhos saakin ay hindi
ko na napigilan ang sarili ko para lumaban.
Masyado na silang sumosobra, akala ba nila hindi ako
marunong lumaban?pwes magsisi sila.
Ang nagtapon sakin ng panis na gatas ay agad kong
sinuntok sa mukha ng malakas, na sanhi ng pagtumba
niya.
Ang nagtapon naman sakin ng harina ay binaliktad ko ang
braso at biglang itinumba ng malakas, na naging sanhi din
ng pagtumba niya.
Ang nagtapon naman sakin ng itlog ay gulat na gulat.
“Hi too bitch! Namiss ko din kayo”sarkisto kong sabi.
Bigla ko naman siyang nilapitan at kinuha ang natitirang
itlos sa bowl na hawak niya at binuhos sa mukha niyang
parang color book, hindi pa dun nagtatapos dahil nga
mabait ako ay dali dali kos iyang sinuntok ng malakas na
kinawalan ata niya ng malay.
Pagkalingon ko ay nakaupo na nag 2 babae na akala mo
ay takot na takot na.
“kung gusto niyong mang bully siguraduhin niyo munang
marunong kayong lumaban baka kase mamaya yung
binully niyo ay mas malakas pa sa inyo, sana ay tumigil na
kayo dahil naranasan niyo na toh sakin, bye bitche’s mayy
importante pakong pupuntahan.”iritado kong sabi.