RE-INVENTING QAI :

the glow up project

Defining her is almost equal to defining a trigonometry question.
She is Qainat aman . She is the most prettiest girl you would ever witness. She’s the definition of real
beauty. She’s an educated smart woman. She’s an example of beauty with brains.

let me just define her features to you, shall I ….

Let’s begin with her face:

she has a beautiful face . Her forehead is tiny , her eyes are mesmerizing,
her nose is perfect and cute , her lips are almost heart shaped and she has a beautiful jawline. Her
bob haircut is the slaying feature of all these. In fact she’s adored for her beautiful hair..

When we get to her body, its an example of how you would describe a model’s body as.
Beautiful breasts and a collarbone that slays. Toned stomach and arms, beautiful thighs with a thigh
gap and toned arms with fingers being really pretty, where ring would look great. Ass of a perfect
size and feet as pretty as it could ever be .
WHAT IS HER ROUTINE LIKE / HOW DOES SHE TAKE CARE OF HER
SKIN : She wakes up early in the morning at around 4 am. She does a
hardcore workout for 2 hours that includes her facial exercises and
her most loved part yoga.
When she’s done with that she takes a shower, while she’s in the
washroom she gets naked and appreciates her body for being the
way it is. She loves her body so much and to show how much she
loves her body she spoils it with amazing skincare products.

Skin care has always been her favourite thing to do and strictly does that no matter what.
Though it is late in the night, even if she’s feeling lazy to do it, nothing would stop her from
doing that. She loves taking care of her pretty skin and amazing body from head to toe. She
loves her self so much. She addresses all her insecurities, she doesn’t shy away from it or run
from it . She’s a grown woman who instantly shifts from negative to positive.
WHAT IS HER SELF CONCEPT LIKE :
Her self concept is perfect. She thinks of herself as the most perfect version because she is. She doesn’t
let any other things define her, doesn’t depend on others, she isn’t someone who has her self worth
based on other people.
she’s aware of her abilities and talents, and she doesn’t doubt them at all.
She loves herself, she admires herself, she respects herself, she appreciates herself unconditionally at all
times.

She’s content with who she is at the moment. She believes in herself and doesn’t settle
for less. She doesn’t take no for an answer and doesn’t give up.
She prioritizes herself and puts herself on the pedestal. She takes care of herself, and
she’s lenient with herself.

She doesn’t let circumstances distract her. She isn’t afraid of difficult situations.
She doesn’t give single damn about logic for when she manifests as she knows she
always persists in her desires. She doesn’t care about the old story anymore.
Times when she has intrusive thoughts she doesn’t panic instead she relaxes cause she
knows that her intrusive thoughts don’t manifest. She corrects her intrusive thoughts.
For instance : intrusive thought – ahh. What if he cheats ???
correction thought – what the fuck babe????what the hell are we talking
about, how cheap was that, he loves me to death and he would never do something
disgusting like that.. PERIODT.

Then she continues having her day, living her day to the fullest.
WHAT IS HER PERSONALITY LIKE/ WHAT KIND OF A PERSON
IS SHE :
Her personality is magnificent, the way she dresses has everyone’s heart, she’s always polished looking female
who’s always at her best.
She’s the type of female who is really strict with the work she does, she gives her 100 percent when she’s working
on something, she doesn’t get distracted whilst she’s doing her chore.
When she’s having fun, she does it as it’s the last day ever. She takes time off for herself and her dad and mom.
She adores her parents, she pays attention to every detail of her parents. She always makes them proud. She
never upsets them.
People love her company, she’s a magnet, her
aura is magnetic, she doesn’t have a huge group of ppl as her friends though she gets everyone’s attention in the
room, people love listening to her. People love spending time with her. People know her so well. Everyone adores
her so much. She doesn’t judge anyone nor does she shame but she knows how to shut a person who’s way to
quick judge.

She’s a polite lady, she speaks her mind always, she

doesn’t shy away from talking when its important, you
wont always see her speaking too much but she leads
to the most intellectual talks. She isn’t afraid of putting
herself first. She’s intelligent . She always prepares
herself for any situation, she doesn’t regret indeed she
isn’t someone who you would see regretting a thing at
all
 Before you define her, she defines herself as a huge believer of her
almighty, she believes what ever she is, she is because of her almighty. She
prays everyday, she practices her religion, she uses her religion as a
weapon but she doesn’t blabber it or shoves to it people’s face.
she believes whatever she does is always
going to turn out to be the best, she’s the creator of her own reality. THE
UNIVERSE AND THE ALMIGHTY ARE SO SENSITIVE ABOUT HER, so people
who do her bad go through immense hurt, people think twice before they
do her wrong.

She journals religiously, she puts her

feelings out in front of the almighty, the universe and writes it down, you
wont see her crying in front of people, she only cries in front of her
almighty, she seeks forgiveness for if she has done something
unintentionally.

She’s a mature lady who makes her father proud always. She has a high emotional quotient,
in fact she’s known for how to manage emotions. She walks into a room and people are in
awe of her. She is confident, she funny, she’s mysterious, she sets her boundaries, she’s
special. She doesn’t hold on to negative energy for too long , she finds a solution for when
she cant she prays about it.
HOW DOES SHE DEAL WITH PEOPLE :
She doesn’t just let anybody come in interfere her space always. She isn’t someone who’s
always available. She’s prepared for every thing in advance. She doesn’t like guessing or
umm and shit when she’s in front of ppl.

She listens to people before speaking much. She speaks in a very

calm yet powerful way. Her voice tone is beautiful. People compliment her for her beautiful
voice always. Her voice is both bold and calm tone wise. She knows how she must be
dealing with people. She does it very well.

She doesn’t jump to conclusions quickly. She isn’t someone who easily gets offended. When
something hateful comes her way she swings it with the same sarcasm. She doesn’t relate
herself to hateful speech, judging someone. She doesn’t fuck with that.

She has a sense of composure, she maintains her tone it isn’t too low or too high except for
when she sings. She has a great command over speaking and maintaining eye contact. She
loves moving her hand while she speaks. She gives a little smirk between her speech, she’s a
bit sarcastic yet she puts her point. She’s amazing dude she’s just amazing. I love Qainat 🌕🌒
HOW DOES SHE HANDLE STRESS AND NEGATIVE
THOUGHTS/PEOPLE :
Negative thoughts are so full of shit honestly.

it’s a art for her to shift from negative thoughts to positive ones.
The time she catches her negative thoughts running she literally stops it right there. She snaps it right
freaking there and changes it or shifts it. Sometimes when its really a bit too controlling or a bit heavy she
doesn’t really care and lets it flow. She never lets her ego side of her control her.

she watches herself , she never feeds on to that negative self talk
cause it honestly doesn’t matter anymore

THINGS SHE DOES WHEN SHE HAS A NEGATIVE

THOUGHT :

Listens to music
Deviates herself while going on a walk
Shifts the negative thought with a positive memory
Dances on a song she likes.
WHAT IS HER STUDY ROUTINE LIKE :
To begin with, oh my god, she adores studying so freaking
much, she remembers growing up while girls of her age
were busy playing with dolls and all she always would be in
a room with a piece of chalk in her hand writing on her all
time favourite black board.
she is a Grade A student. She
loves English as her subject, growing up she had an
enthusiasm of learning biology. She loves making notes.

her friend always ask her for her aesthetically

pleasing notes and everybody and her university are a fan of
her and her notes. She does deep work without any kind of
distraction. While she’s working she doesn’t use her phone
just for no reason, she’s very strict about her technology
usage.

In her university, she chose Political science as her major and socio and food science
as her other main subjects.
She aces all of them. In fact, she always has
keen love towards politics and how government in the countries function. She was a
really popular lady in her university. She is known for being a topper and turn in her
assignments on time. She prepares with a mix of hard and smart way for all her
exams, she never does one night batting before an exam, she writes all her notes
well. She’s an educated lady who’s always up to date with the news and everything
about her surroundings.
she’s a public servant, and her working hard
has paid off in her UPSC journey.
HER AESTHETIC/ DRESSING SENSE :

She dabbles in trends in a fearless manner. Wackiness in many ways is

central to her style influence. She likes oversized t-shirts baggy ass pants and
chunky sneakers.
sometimes she likes crop tops and tight ass jeans. Turtle
necks are her shit, over sized sweat shirts are her go to outfit preference while
pairing them up with good chunky jewelry and shit .

she owns her body and she wears stuff that makes her
feel good about herself. Sometimes she rocks a bathrobe,
sometimes a two piece suit could be the shit and
sometimes a bodycon dress. She often favors streetwise
approach to dressing, combining her love for athleisure
and sportswear with more fashion – forward collectibles.

HER STYLE GOES FROM GRUNGE

STYLE, SUPERSIZED HOODIES TO SEXY
SATIN SLIP DRESESS..
Her style is sometimes trendy with a focus on elevated basics. She
mostly gives off a MODEL-OFF-DUTY look.
She veers towards straight leg jeans, crop tops, and easy cami dresess
for the majority of looks .

Straight leg jeans, crop tops, leather pants, flip flop heels or strappy
sandals. She keeps her jewelry minimal. She isn’t known to be wearing
bold jewelry. She firmly believes that her style is personal and fashion
is what is dictated to herself.
her clothes are an extension of her
personality. She feels complete. Statement jeans, dark denim and white
floral style are her shit.
Breton t-shirts, wide leg jeans, pairing them up with trousers are one
of her signature styles.

velvet suits and shirts, oversized camel blazers

and checked shirts, low cut vintage denims and silk skirts, cardigans
paired with classic converse trainers are some of her go to styles.
Her love for sarees and Indian ethnics are always in the air. Oozing classic glamour is
an ultimate motto of her attire whether in a traditional or a mode.
It brings her with a cocktail of opulence and elegance, this is a sort of promising
indulgence that keeps her obsession strong and alive.

Silk sarees with zari borders, teamed with a strappy blouse featuring
colorful embroidery. Gold affairs necklaces, earrings, bangle, rings
makes it complete.

sarees merging with a mukaish work, hand

embroidered – embellishment with gold borders wrapped up with a
single necklace.

Chiffon numbers featured with sequin embroidery spread like a

beautiful sparkly wildfire, coupled with scalloped borders, accessorizing
it with silver and emerald earrings.

immaculate and massively gorgeous

black are white sarees are just beguiling. Entailed embroidery done in
gold foil, clubbed with sleeveless deep neck blouses are exceptionally
well.
WHO ARE HER ROLE MODELS :

One of the most important things to mention, this slide was crucial one’s out of all. Her
this slide brings up about the persona’s of people.

We start with RIHANNA, she remembers watching rihanna perform live, and she
absolutely venerates her and her existence. From the way riri speaks to, how she inspires
women of different races, cultures etc.. RIHANNA empowers QAINAT to be a woman of
her dream just like RIHANNA, QAINAT inspires girls around her not just girls…

Rihanna being the bad bitch that she is, taught qainat that nothing is
impossible, on days she doesn’t feel like she’s upto the mark, rihanna says just
pretend. Just like Rihanna, Qainat doesn’t let people see her sweat. Rihanna
being a sas queen inspired Qainat so much, istg 🌘

Looming towards DEEPIKA, Qainat adores this charming lady. The way D acts,
the way she speaks, everything from her height to little things she does, Qainat
has it all , and she carries it with grace. Like D she’s very into her work. Can’t
mess with her when she’s working. She’s true to her job and she worships it.

Both RIHANNA and ALEXA demie are alike, Qai feels.

Qai like Alexa is so mysterious, she’s the heart of the place yet she isn’t present
everywhere. She loves what she does. She isn’t always available. She’s so
freaking mysterious, people literally spy of her just to know her business. Qai is
the definition for reckoning the DARK FEMININITY.

Like BELLA AND KENDALL, Qai is a playful woman, she has a sparkling personality, she’s
dancing like a little kid sometimes, singing on top of her lungs, she has a kittenish, frisky
vibe and her friends and family love it. Like BELLA and KENDAL, Qai has model features
and she’s always remarkable.
 BILLIE, this lovely little girl taught Qai, how life is to be lived. From
her first song release Qai idiolises Billie. She remembers crying for her
songs, singing her songs, from putting her pictures as wallpapers, Qai
grew so much. BODY POSITIVITY is supremely dominant aspects of
what Qai has learned from mama Billie.

ARIANA, let’s not forget, she grew up listening to her songs. Giving
fake interviews to, singing her songs on the mic, Qai forgets all her
rough unhealthy thoughts. Ariana inspires Qai in ways which made
Qai vulnerable, she taught her how crying isn’t bad and expressing
emotions helps a person evolve her so much. As Ariana says ” the
UNIVERSE has a plan, no matter how fucking gnarly it is, nonetheless
it still has a plan “ .
Qai has charismatic, pleasing features like GIGI HADID, she grew up listening to
GIGI’s speeches, being goofy and walking on a ramp like a model does. Qai is as
beautiful as GIGI and is the WOMAN OF LOVE.

SHAH RUKH KHAN, the man she admires the most. QAI has a wonderful
personality just like SHAH. She works hard, is humble as always, is
aesthetic, is a lady of her words. She respects everyone and considers
herself as the only competition. She says that people might be better but
she is 10 times better than them at everything. That’s the genre of faith she
possess.

Last but definitely not the least, BEBO, the definition of being one’s
own self. Carrying one’s self with utmost amount of obsession and
worth is who Qai is. As moody, firey, as bold as BEBO is. The sass Qai
speaks with, the way she dresses, the sarcasm etc etc etc.. The list
doesn’t end.

🌙
QAI APNI FAVOURITE HAI.
WHAT KINDA PEOPLE DOES SHE VIBE WITH/
WHAT ARE HER FRIENDS LIKE :

She is blessed with a group of friends including cute ass girls and handsome
boys. She’s the heart of the group.

her friends are the most precious souls on this earth, they are grew
up to be successful. her friends are really supportive of her and vice versa.
Her friends are bougie yet really smart, she and her friends lead to the most
intellectual conversations.
Her friends are so sweet, they always are so good to each other. They go to
parties, boys hit on them but they could never care less.

They go to picnics, help in times of difficulties, roam around cities, learn self love
everyday, watch pictures, do karaoke singing.

They are so sarcastic and are filled with dark humour.

They don’t let negativity seep into them at all. They don’t let each other fill with
negativity especially.
everybody feels so good around them. Qai and her
friends aura is just so high. They vibrate so high and have a beautiful aura to
them.
people are jealous of their beautiful friendship. They manifest and
get every desire they want.

NOTHING CAN BREAK THEIR FRIENDSHIP🤍

WHAT IS HER HOUSE LIKE :
I’m going to be real honest with you… after years of being in the civil services profession, she earned so much money
and power, she invested in multiple sources and earns through multiple sources of income.
By 2031 she has a huge amount of 5 crore in her savings account. Ameen 🤍

Her house is at a 4000 square feet land with a huge space for the ground/lawn.
Her lawn has a beautiful sitting in front of the house, and huge ass plants with a
space for parking her cars. She also has a play ground for kids and for her
beautiful dogs🐧

Now let’s begin with the house interiors and shit. Her house has 2 floors with
the ground floor .
The moment you enter the house/ the ground floor, to your right you would see
a kitchen, an open kitchen with wooden artefacts. The kitchen is really spacious
and has a beautiful interior designing done to it.

now beside the kitchen we have a luxurious

rest room, and beside that a space for the guest/ guest room.

Now in front of the kitchen, we have a sofa set, a great cushion comfortable
and a cradle chair for my pa and amma.
Infront of those sofas we have a huge ass tv and a play station attached to it.

Adding wall arts, sculptures etc… to the same wall of the tv being the left side
we have a room for theatre with huge recliner chairs, the theatre room is filled
with, old cinema and SHAH RUKH aesthetics.
Beside that we also have a gym room with a lot of workout accessories.
 To the left of the theatre, we have a dining table either made up of wood or a type of dining
table where it’s a wooden long table and its comfortable to sit down for . Through the kitchen
wall, we have the stairs so we go up. Through the spiral stairs, we get to the first floor. When
we stand to the centre of the 1st floor, we see an ancient sculpture on the right end of the
stairs.

as we are standing in the middle of the 1 st floor , to out right we see a

bedroom and to the wall of an ancient scripture we see another room. When u see straight
from where you are standing(the centre of the floor) we see a balcony too with pretty, little
plants, we also have a huge ancient rug on the floor. When u see straight from where you are
standing(the centre of the floor) we see a balcony too with pretty, little plants, we also have a
huge ancient rug on the floor. Towards the left of the ancient scripture, we have spiral stair
case for the 2nd floor , the 2nd floor is the best part
 This floor has another beautiful scriptures with amazing wall arts.

This is one of the most amazing segments to me, honestly because the
amount of fun I had creating this vision and actually making it and then
living it was just too god to be true.

this floor has 2 huge bedrooms again, one’s Qai’s and one’s her
parents.

Her parents room is ethereal, it has a huge closet for her pa and amma,
she gifts her amma great pattu sarees, with an old radio to listen too and
a little space for prayers and an in built, holy books place. And a
comfortable fluffy cushion to sit as well.

The best part, the best part, the best part……

her room is sooo aesthetic and minimal yet luxurious.

When u enter it has a combination of anime, minimalism and ratchet vibe.
It has beautiful colors and a wall arts, with a space to study and a small place for all the
plants and an aesthetic restroom.
also the main door, has a hint of psychedelic art .
A huge bed, with luxurious closet.
A washroom filled with, skin-care essentials. Beautiful rugs and anime art on the walls.
Mirrors again with a hint of anime and hint of psychedelic art. A cute book shelf and a place
for prayer as well .

Ameen 🤍🤍
A WHOLE SUMMARY OF QAI :
plain and simple a woman with the dark feminine
energy knows who she is and she gets her desires as
she's magnetic.
* she's mysterious. She doesn't overshare things she
doesn't reveal too much of herself so you never really
know who she is unless u are someone who are really
close to her.
* she’s very quite, humble meaning that she isn't always
talking about her accomplishments
* she's selective of the people around her, she keeps her
family her friends her loved one's very close to her, she
isn't with the large group of people.
* her presence is felt without her appearing, her energy
is communicated through ways could be a post, or
other people she doesn't actually appear anywhere
easily.
*she doesn't have FOMO for fucks sake her life isn’t
impacted if she isn’t present in a certain event or a
fucking party.
*she doesn't post her whole life on social media. She
doesn't post moves she keeps it to herself that’s it
she knows the power of her absence, if she knows that
she isn't being treated well she'll leave. She knows her
power in walking she's not afraid to walk away she
doesn't argue she doesn't cause a scene bullshit she
just disappears.
The core value of this is she knows the art of
detachment because she knows that what is meant for
her will come to her.
she takes extremely good care of herself mentally
physically the root belief here is she knows her worth
she cares for herself.
she's constantly bettering herself.
Look good do good feel good is the mindset she has

She has clear boundaries and knows how to

communicate them if someone's hurting you or being
disrespectful u aren't scared to speak up.
Qainat aman 🌍🌘